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sylvctica · 2 years
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      Head full, many uneasy thoughts about the future ...
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urmcm · 2 years
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watching specifically mlm media really just makes me so sad……… like whatever the ending is it just reminds me i haven’t experienced anything even remotely to a romantic connection
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chaneajoyyy · 11 months
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SIR LEWIS HAMILTON FANFICTION
down bad series, forever is a long time series, obesessed with you series, revindicare series, flight rendezvous, bad for you mini series ( with 'where you belong and what happened in hawaii"), try me, daddy's got you, the artn of eating p*ssy, maps, super soaker, safety net, give me besos, full throttle, full throttle extended, cupid's kisses, touch starved, what kinks lewis has, "do i feel good daddy? you like that?", "look at yourself", cockwarming lewis, sinful and unholy thoughts 1&2, anal exploration, picture drabble, picture drabble 2, first time after pregnancy, never too mad at you, marks, case closed, it's been a while- @mauvecherie-writes
plus baby makes three, she calls me daddy now, one night; 1,2,3; if this is love... mini series; a long time coming series, just do it, show me, 4am drunk calls, forever & ever & ever & ever --- but not right now, lil' love, true peace, thirsty or parched series, taste the rainbow, love will remember, anon ask 'imagine... headcanon, forgive me, i am not a sinner mini series (search lewis hamilton fanfiction)- @royallyprincesslilly
i'll teach you, family hair day (search lewis hamilton x reader)- @shaytheeprettiest
, prompt list 8 "you said you wanted to be my friend", prompt list 7 "can you read my essay?", pormpt list 9 "can you pick me up?", it's just us against the world' jealousy, jealousy (search lewis hamilton imagine)-@thisismeracing
between us series (with: when our eyes met, clubbing night, i want you, not your girlfriend, commitment, grenanda, paddock time/paddock queen (2), tension/you got what you wanted/memories, yacht day, carnival days, you could never be me, paris fashion week, abu dhabi, welcome to namibia, halloween party/my little bunny, feels like vegas, welcome home, what are you afraid of? parts 1 and 2, bikini posts, wrong one, more tna a face, unimpressed, no matter how much they want it, i want it more; a part of you, lewis birthday, long distance relationship, confession, world champion, surprising paiama, twins dream, chocolate never tasted that good, family dinner, i know your secret, rovos rail, first red carpet, i wanted to protect you, just you and me, broncos game, pillow talk, friendly- @peyiswriting
cuff it, breaking point series (search: lewis hamilton x black reader)- @hopefulromantic1
instagram au, y/n pregnant headcanon-@words-4u
imagine series- @writinginfinite
the hamilton series- @yourstrulynix
bubble baths; god, i love you, motivate, wildside, we're meant to be, you're all mine, lace fantasy, baby angel, temporary fix/2, mykonos, partition, my champion, dress, the 1 series, purple frosting, baby steps, moments, on his thighs/ 2 (on his tongue), toffee- imthebadguyyy
call it what you want series- l@lew8s
lazy mornings, miami, fighting and making up, love songs, premiere, knight in a black race suit- @theundercoversquid
soft, soulmate shorts series- @itsfeckinwimdy
our cave, collapsing/epilogue, feel so close, freefall, in our humid afternoon, feel its idle hum, til kingdom come, ocean blue, when we're cheek to cheek (i feel it in my teeth), lay all your love on me, lights out, slow show, out your hands on me, between days, only now i see the light, a familiar home, take me back so tenderly, i stand in ruins behind you, both our skin, just the two of us, short form fics (lh)- @lewisyellowhelmet
the final push, matchmaker (search: lewis hamilton x reader)- @justjams2003
getting eloped (search: lewis hamilton)- @venus2eros
expect the unexpected, the best mistake, worth the wait-(search: lewis hamilton imagine)- @pierregas1yx
tiny hands (search lewis hamilton x reader)-@bellinghamilton
untouchable/2, the merc boys (search lewis hamilton)-@yungbludz
good boy- @tamix44
out of time series, acquainted series, professional series, rendezvous series, old flame series, forbidden fruit series, ina another life, miami, how do i make you love me?, the edge, into the nght, teammated, between friends, violet skies, ordinary life, the teacher, la petit mort, wicked games, rescue me, paris, his attention, boy dad, did it work?, our spot, the stranger, you know better, birthday girl, you're mine now, trouble, cabin in the woods-@lostinlewis
anonny ask: parents lewis x reader, anonny ask: breal, anonny asks: teasing, after hours, anonny asks: morning fun, off limits, anonny ask: post wedding s*x, anonny ask: babymaking, anonny asks: possessive!lewis, anonny ask: more than friends, anonny ask: overstimulation-@paradisehamilton
sweet escape series, falling through the cracks (search: lewis hamilton fanfic)- @lvis44
graduation- @saintslewis
antartica, workplace crushes and life lessons, little white lie, living the dream- @formula-hamilton
***IF YOU HAVE LEWIS HAMILTON FICS HIT MY LINE!!!***
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littlepadika · 2 years
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What would night time routines be like with the other daddies? 🥺 also I love you and your blog and writing!!!
idk who i've written about but i've been thinking about jack so much this week idk why. He's definitely into bedtime stories!!! 🦋
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Warnings: DDLG, fem little
It started with him reading you books and adding little adlibs and plot tangents. You never minded. You found his stories more interesting than the picture books and with your big imaginaton you didn't even need pictures. Just your daddy's voice and descriptions painted the picture. So he started just telling his own stories, finding a lot of joy in seeing you hang on his every word.
In the summer he likes to pull you into his lap while he sits in his rocking chair on the porch. You gaze up at him and at the stars as he tells you the most fantastic stories all from memory. He uses your stuffies to play the different characters. Sometimes you draw him pictures to serve as backgrounds.
"And den what happened daddy?"
"well the brave agent bun bun invented a brilliant plan. He was going to go on a little trip out west to unexplored land. Hot and dry country. He had to find the desert fairy to cast a spell on the bad men and save the town. Everyone said that he was crazy." He raised his voice and exaggerated his accent which made you giggle. 'no bunbun ain't no one for a thousand clicks seen the desert fairy. Yer crazier than a road lizard if you think yer gonna find her.' But bun bun didn't care what people thought. So he packed his trusty steed wildflower (holding your horsie stuffie now) and set off to the unknown..."
"Den what?" You ask when he stops speaking, gazing down at you lovingly.
"I think it's high time you get to bed, little lamb."
"nooo." You pout.
"Hey... we can't have story time if you throw a fit at the end." He frowns though he's not angry.
"Sorry I just really want to know what happens, daddy."
"I know, my good listener. I promise daddy will tell you more tomorrow, mkay?"
"Mkay." You yawn. Jack gives you bun bun and wildflower back and you nuzzle against them while Jack carries you inside and to your room. He tucks you in and kisses you goodnight.
Somedays you fall asleep before the end of the story and wake up in the middle of the nght and run into your daddy's room.
"Hm? What's wrong, little lamb?" He'd sit up as soon as your pitter patter stops in front of the bed.
"I didn't hear the rest of the story! Daddy tell me now!" You crawl up into his warm covers. "Please."
"It's bedtime, baby."
"I can't sleep until I know what happens."
"I'll tell you in the morning." He compromises and you slip under the covers with him. You decided you'd wait and be a good girl. Sure enough you wake up and bring bunbun in to hear more of the story. You're amazed that Jack had so many stories ready to go and always thought of new twists to keep the saga interesting.
"Look papi I drew the wild west." You bring him the crayon drawing.
"Oh look at this! Keep this up and we'll have a full on storybook."
"No only my story." You frown not liking thinking of other people getting to hear your daddy's story.
"Of course." Whiskey kisses your head before hanging the picture up. "I think this will be a great background for tonight's chapter of our story. Thank you baby girl. I'm so proud of you."
You brighten up immediately at his praise, running back to the table to draw the desert fairy.
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asoiafandotherbooks · 5 months
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TWOIAF/Fire & Blood: The Death of the High Septon
The High Septon, a man of three-and-fifty, in robust good health, known for his strength, died in the middle of the night. Unsurprisingly, there were many rumors of the cause of the High Septon’s death.
The various theories:
1)            Suicide – either as a sacrifice to save Oldtown or he was too cowardly to face the wrath of Maegor.
2)            The Seven struck him down for the sin of pride, heresy, treason, and arrogance.
3)            Murder
Suicide could be the answer. The High Septon would hardly be the first cult leader to kill himself to avoid the consequences of his actions.
I have to go with the murder theory. The Hightowers have proven they will not let Oldtown be destroyed. The High Septon’s life would be a small price to pay in their eyes to keep Oldtown safe. It can’t be a coincidence that Morgan Hightower oversaw the High Septon’s protection. Lady Patrice Hightower, Lord Martyn’s maiden aunt and a reported witch, also paid the High Septon a visit at dusk. Others suggest the Archmaesters at the Citadel assassinated the High Septon. The Citadel may not like Targaryens but they would like their impending death by fire much less. Still others thought it the work of Visenya Targaryen, a rumored sorceress. We can eliminate Visenya – she would have used Vhagar.
As soon as the High Septon was declared dead, Lord Martyn Hightower had the Warrior’s Sons disarmed and arrested, including his own brother. The city’s gates were opened, and Targaryen banners raised along the walls. Lord Hightower’s men had the Most Devout rousted from their beds and marched at spearpoint to the Starry Sept to choose a new High Septon. All of this was accomplished well before Vhagar was seen approaching Oldtown.
The election of the new High Septon was easily accomplished. All septons voted for Septon Pater: an blind, stooped, and feeble, the ninety-year old was famously amiable. High Septon Pater had no problems anointed Maegor Targaryen in the Starry Sept.
Visenya returned to Dragonstone after Maegor was anointed in the Starry Sept but Maegor remained in Oldtown for the last half of 43 AC, holding court and presiding over trials. Maegor gave the captive Warrior’s Sons a choice: execution or the Night’s Watch. Three-quarters of the captives chose to join the Night’s Watch. Seven of the remainder, famous knights and sons of lords, were executed personally by Maegor. The rest were beheaded by their own former brothers-in-arms. Was this the soon to be members of the Nght’s Watch? Only one member of the Warrior’s Sons received a full pardon – Morgan Hightower. What a surprise! Well played, HIghtowers!
High Septon Pater formally dissolved the Warrior’s Sons and Poor Fellows – from now on, the Crown would guard the Faith. Maegor gave the surviving members until the year’s end to give up their rebellious ways – after that, bounties would be placed on their heads – a gold dragon for a Warrior’s Son and a silver dragon for a Poor Fellow.
Maegor reconciled with Ceryse Hightower, his first wife, while at Oldtown. Ceryse agreed to accept Maegor’s other wives while he restored Ceryse to all the rights, incomes, and privileges due her as wedded wife and queen. The Hightower held a great feast and even a second bedding/consummation so all men “would know this a true and loving union”.
To be fair, while Maegor took a second wife he didn’t divorce Ceryse. Aenys forced the separation when he exiled Maegor and Alys. We don’t know if Ceryse was given the option of accompanying the duo to Pentos. The nature of Fire and Blood doesn’t allow us insight into Ceryse, Alys, or Tyanna. We don’t know their feelings towards Maegor or how he behaved as a husband. So curious! I don’t include the Black Brides into the equations as their marriages were coerced and they didn’t have favorable opinions of Maegor.
Up next, the doomed rebellion of Aegon the Uncrowned.
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marie1-kersaint · 2 years
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The full      HOLY        BIBLE          KINGJAMESBIBLEONLINE.ORG Song History - Pilgrim Radio PILGRIMRADIO.COMhttp://player.listenlive.co/49531/en/songhistory The Holy Bible   Reading Matthew 21:1-- 27:56 please pray GOD for my family GOD HAS NOT HEALED MAXXX's eyes yet.  he is still blind... spiritually & physically.  from THE HOLY BIBLE this is nothing4HIM https://kjbo.org/2-Chronicles-14-11/ PSALMS CHAPTER 136 KJV https://www.kingjamesbibleonline.org/Psalms-Chapter-136/ 2 Chronicles 14:11And Asa cried unto the LORD his God, & said, LORD, it is nothing with thee to help, whether with many, or with them that have no power: help us, O LORD our God; 4 we rest on thee, & in thy name we go against this multitude. O LORD, thou art our God; let not man prevail against thee https://kjbo.org/2-Chronicles-14-11/ (😂🤣🙄man prevail against my CREATOR🙄) https://www.kingjamesbibleonline.org/Psalms-Chapter-136/ 1O give thanks unto the LORD; for he is good: for his mercy endureth for ever. 2O give thanks unto the God of gods: for his mercy endureth for ever. 3O give thanks to the Lord of lords: for his mercy endureth for ever. 4To him who alone doeth great wonders: for his mercy endureth for ever. 5To him that by wisdom made the heavens: for his mercy endureth for ever. 6To him that stretched out the earth above the waters: for his mercy endureth for ever. 7To him that made great lights: for his mercy endureth for ever: 8The sun tio rule by day: for his mercy endureth for ever: 9The moon and stars to rule by nght: for his mercy endureth for ever. 10To him that smote Egypt in their firstborn: for his mercy endureth for ever: 11And brought out Israel from among them: for his mercy endureth for ever: 12With a strong hand, and with a stretched out arm: for his mercy endureth for ever. 13To him which divided the Red sea into parts: for his mercy endureth for ever: 14And made Israel to pass through the midst of it: for his mercy endureth for ever: 15But overthrew Pharaoh and his host in the Red sea: for his mercy endureth for ever. 16To him which led his people through the wilderness: for his mercy endureth for ever. 17To him which smote great kings: for his mercy endureth for ever: 18And slew famous kings: for his mercy endureth for ever: 19Sihon king of the Amorites: for his mercy endureth for ever: 20And Og the king of Bashan: for his mercy endureth for ever: 21And gave their land for an heritage: for his mercy endureth for ever: 22Even an heritage unto Israel his servant: for his mercy endureth for ever. 23Who remembered us in our low estate: for his mercy endureth for ever: 24And hath redeemed us from our enemies: for his mercy endureth for ever. 25Who giveth food to all flesh: for his mercy endureth for ever. 26O give thanks unto the God of heaven: for his mercy endureth for ever.https://twitter.com/nytimes/status/1532369023903666178?s=20&t=vJCMXn_diEeWV__txbUDxA
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millenniumringg · 5 years
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you know what, I really really really really love Ryou Bakura and I will shout it from the rooftops forever
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d0llhousess · 3 years
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Miyuki in this game against Umemiya??? Oof
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➶ am i doing this correctly?
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THE FIRST TIME YOU HOLD HANDS
pairings: izuku midoriya, denki kaminari, eijiro kirishima, hitoshi shinsou x gn!reader
warnings: none, besides my favoritism for shinsou BAHHAHA + a minor injury because a certain someone in this was being wayyy too in love and ACTIVATED HIS QUIRK
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IZUKU MIDORIYA !! - wikihow.com how to hold someone’s hand
yes, he took notes on how to hold someone’s hand. yes, he studied which fingers go in-between which and how firmly he had to hold it. but once it was actually time, as usual, all the information he learned blanked and he was left trying to figure out what a finger was.
right, uh... the index finger goes-- what even is an index finger?? oh shoot oh shoot oh shoot “and- auasyfsh!”
...indeed. yes. he did. he just activated his quirk. and busted his own finger trying to get his hands to cooperate out of pure panic while trying to hold yours.
“izuku- are you- are you okay?”
his hands scrambled into his pockets “y..-yep! i’m good! just fine, haha..”
what was he supposed to say?? “oh yeah, no, i just busted my own hand because i was having an existential life crisis on how to hold hands. haha! i may be stupid.” (fin.)
POOR BABY DOESN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO?? he starts freaking out until you brush beside him to let him know that he's doing his best and you love him for it. and of course, his entire face turns red and he gives a nervous smile.
but after trying to hold in the whimpers of pain that his hand is literally pulsing, you give a concerned smile and ask him, “uh, deku? do you maybe want to go back home and treat your hand?”
he gave a nervous nod as you two headed back.
and even though you couldn’t go to the movies, the two of you spent the rest of the night curled up in front of the tv with buckets of ice cream.
DENKI KAMINARI !! - shocked in ways more than one.
his quirk activates. good lord. when your hands intertwine with his, denki’s entire face just turns RED and he thinks, “here we go. not gonna mess this up. not gonna mess this up.” and slips his hands into yours, but as you’re talking, all he can think about is his lips pressing against yours as he pulls you to his chest and kiss your stupidly beautiful face.
why did you have to be so- so- perfect?
“kaminari, how about we stop at the store over there?”
your voice snaps him out of his thoughts as a sudden jolt crawls up your spine.
did he just-  ????
by the look on kaminari’s face, you don’t even have to ask. luckily, it’s not bad enough that it hurt you, it was just a slight shock. and his face. is authentic, genuine, pure embarrassment. and yes, he will try to play it off. yes, he is currently trying to play it cool but honestly, it isn’t working. it’s kind of hard to shrug it off when his hand is literally sparking. “i’m sorry!! uhm, uh, are you okay? i hope you’re doing. are you hurt? i hope you’re not h-” he’s panicking.
you laugh and his heart does a mini relay-race, “i’m not hurt, kaminari.”
he releases a sigh of relief and nods, “good.” after that, it’s plain silence.
denki scratches the back of his neck after a few more walks, and it’s clear that you’re trying your best not to laugh at his failed attempt. swallowing his pride, he whispers nervously, "could we.. try the hand holding thing again?" you laugh. "I thought you'd never ask."
EIJIRO KIRISHIMA !! - 10/10, would try again.
he is an absolute MASTER at the art of hand-holding. and yes, to him, it is so important that he calls it an art. he is AMAZING at it. he should take a MAJOR at it, because holy cow, the way his hand perfectly intertwines with yours just,,, yes.
it’s the way his eyes look at you with all of the love in the world, it’s the way he communicates with them and knows exactly what you’re thinking at a single glance. it’s the fact that he chose the best time of the day and waited another week to see your face because he heard the sunset was most beautiful at exactly this time. it’s how he casually keeps on walking with his hands resting perfectly in yours.
“you look lovely today, baby!” 
your cheeks heat up at the sudden compliment, “where did that come from, eijiro?”
he shrugs casually as his thumb brushes over yours. “everywhere! i love the way you walk. i don’t know, it’s just-” he clears his throat, trying to cover his embarrassment. “it’s kind of... a mix of everything?”
you laugh softly. “i’m glad. you don’t look so bad yourself, mr. red riot.”
he smiles proudly and raises his eyebrows in delight, “thank you, baby. now, shall we?” he motions towards an old swingset at the park as another laugh bubbles out of your chest.
“i’d love to, eijiro.”
HITOSHI SHINSOU !! - your hands,,, look like,, hands,,,-
hitoshi shinsou is no love expert. in fact, he’s nowhere close to knowing a single thing about love. all he knows is that when people are in love, they look at each other’s eyes and do romance-y things and kiss and whatnot. but besides that, he doesn’t know much about it. which doesn’t explain to him ANYTHING of why his stomach is rolling over the very idea of holding your hand.
he wants to say something nice about your hands as you two walk across the park, the smell of different pastries filling your nose as you walk along the crisp nght air. okay, say this: can i hold your hand? they look quite lonely.
shinsou practically feels like a genius at the idea and he nearly chuckles to himself in pure delight. he opens his mouth to say something, except a fly buzzes next to his ear and he yelps, “hands!”
your eyes immediately dart to him, “uh,” you laugh. “hitoshi, are you good?”
embarrassment fills his chest as he nods. there’s no way i can ruin it more than i already have,, right? “your hands,” he starts, trying to lower his voice to cover up his sudden outburst from before. 
your cheeks heat up, subconciously pretending to not know a compliment was coming ahead.
“your hands,,, look like-” come on. “hands.”
shinsou almost triumphantly laughs before he realizes what he just said. he pinches his nose, pausing and sighs, long and dragged out.
you laugh slightly at that, but you outstretch your hands anyway. “yes, my beautiful lavender boy. they do look like hands, and they’re quite heavy. care to hold them?”
it was shinsou’s turn to blush. “absolutely.”
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curiokhan0113 · 2 years
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Partners
Always enjoy you here in the bed
Hopefully to be with all nght long 
Just laying there and right beside
The biggest comforts when slept
Amazing how truly can make rest
Like how never a one could dread
Forever grateful may keep among
Knowing the only one can confide
From that many secrets have kept
 And helped me through every test
Glad to be bonded by every thread
 Through thick and thim are strong
Somehow hugging with parts wide
Feel so good after that time swept
Always waking up with a new zest
 Most definitely perfect for a head
With it cannot ever become wrong
As refreshed with the better stride
Without a doubt will always accept
Because this pillow can be the best
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rykno-gs · 2 years
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Snalentines - 2022
well i dont actually have a title for this fic, but if i had to give one, ild say its smth like: sniffles and cuddles
anyway this is 1.8k words of a tartali snz fic i wrote for my assigned buddy, @bubblemudkips
hope its okay that i @-ed you
hope i did ok and enjoy :> (its abit suggestive but otherwise sfw)
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It was late when Zhongli finally heard the jingle of keys from the front door. Childe has been due to come back more than four hours ago. Outside, he could see the shadows of the already rising sun, indicating just how late his partner was.
Appearing by the front door in seconds, Zhongli waited for the sound of locks turning, the door sliding open before he tackled the man behind it. Being the taller of the two, Zhongli’s chin naturally rested atop the head of messy orange hair, which he realised seconds later, felt warmer than usual.
Childe was also seemingly avoiding eye contact.
“Xiansheng.. I’m home!” The voice coming from under him sounded tired, relieved, like he had ran a marathon. But the Northland bank wasn’t that far away from their shared apartment, was it?
Zhongli shook his head, leading Childe into the house. “Welcome home, dear. How was work today?”
Childe breathed a sigh. Good, he didn’t notice.
“It was f- fine. Just some letters I needed to w- write. Documents to fill up, you know? Those kept me u- up all day.” Childe replied, still not willing to look Zhongli in the eye. 
He knew if he did, he’d get seen right through -- the wastebasket full of used tissues that still sat in his office was much more of an indication than anything else. But as long as he plays it smart, Childe thinks, he’d be able to fool the other.
He received a small hum in reply as the front door was re-locked. “Are you hungry then? There is food leftover from dinner.”
Childe nodded, raising his fist to hide a sniffle as he sat on the couch. Now that he wasn’t hunched over his desk with a pen in hand, exhaustion was starting to catch up. Smiling as he watched Zhongli head to the kitchen to heat up the food, he closed his eyes for a moment, thinking a light rest won’t hurt.
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Zhongli knew something was wrong. How could ne have missed it? The way CHilde refused to look at him, the way Childe had not kissed him the second he came home, and the subtle sniffing that came from the couch. It was pretty obvious, if not confirmed when--
“Het- sHhw! HaHh- NgHt’ sh!” 
-- he heard a restrained double coming from the living room, followed by a sigh and a wet sniffle. Maybe heating up leftover dinner wouldn’t be such a good idea.. 
Opening the fridge, Zhongli took out some herbs and chicken, beginning to make a dish he hasn’t put together in years, tweaking it a little to suit Childe’s taste.
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It was a little nudge that woke the sleeping one up. Stirring, Childe let out a stuffy sniffle, blinking his eyes against the sunlight. “Huh..? It’s mo’ning already?” He mumbled, voice thick with congestion. He shuffled between the couch cushions, wanting nothing more than to go back to sleep. His eyes focused on Zhongli “H- How long was I out fore?” 
“Not too long.” The warm reply came. “You came home really late today, so the sun is already starting to rise.” 
“Ouh..” Childe’s eyes shifted to the bowl being pushed towards him. It was then he remembered that Zhongli was going to heat up some food for him. It looked like soup, liquidy and steaming. At that moment, Childe realised just how hungry he really was.
“C’mere, I’lll feed you.” Zhongli said, bringing a steady spoon up to the other’s lips. “Careful, it’s a little hot.”
Trembling lips wrapped around the ceramic spoon as Childe tried the food. He wasn’t going to admit it, but the warmth of the dish was exactly what he had been craving for the whole day. And despite how numb his tastebuds were, he could still tell it was really good.
A sniffle. “Xiansheng.. this is delicious! Where did you buy it from? ..snf- Chef Mao’s new recipe maybe? It’d tastes r’ly.. snf.. good!” 
Shit. He needed to blow his nose badly. It was going to start dripping if he didn’t.
Zhongli laughed softly, noticing Childe’s twitching nose but chose not to comment on it. (He wanted to see how long his darling could hold for). “Really Childe. Can’t even recognise your own boyfriend’s cooking,” he smirked, eyeing the other. “Something wrong with your sense of taste maybe..?”
He was replied with a little choke. “No..! Of course not, hahhha, my.. snff- senses work just fine! Heh- say, Xiansheng, how come you never.. snf- cooked this b’fore?” it was getting harder and harder to contain the dribble he could feel coming out of his nostril. It wasn’t quite showing right now, but it would if he continued to do nothing about it.
A quick swipe of his glove to the nose seemed to do the trick, but as Childe quickly realised seconds later, that came with its own drawbacks..
“Hh.. hEh- shHNght! Haah- sHXgnTt!!” He could feel the slight spray upon the uncovered part of his wrist. Childe cringed, but prepared himself for another -- “Hihh- nGHxt! Hh.. hih! ..snf.. s- Hah- HheH! HAhh- ShXnHT- ‘iiew!!” the last one, uncontained and a little louder than he had hoped.
Zhongli watched on in slight amusement. He never really had a thing for mortal illnesses, but seeing Childe in such a state made him feel very interested indeed. But his needs could wait. Childe should, and would, always come first.
“Bless you.” He answered carefully. “Well, the reason why i do not cook this dish often is because its ingredients contain many herbs that have medicinal properties.” he looked at Childe meaningfully. “Meant to treat common colds or a slight flu.”
The other instantly blushed, looking away. “I.. I don’t see w- why I would need that.. I’m fine.. really..”
“Oh? Then what were those sneezes just now?” 
Hearing the question made Childe feel called-out, as if he had got caught doing a bad thing, but he shook his head. “T- Those? Ahahh, those were just my uh.. my.. a- allergies, yeah..” 
Zhongli’s eyes widened with false surprise. “Allergies?” He said, amused. “Whatever are you allergic to?”
“I uh..” Childe hadn’t thought his lie would get to this point. Panicking, his mind whizzed with excuses and things to get himself scott free. Then, he remembers-- “Silk flowers! I’m allergic to s.. Sehh- eh..sHshew!!.. snf- silk flowers.. yeah!”
“Hm?” Zhongli raised an eyebrow, willing to play along. “You might not know this, baobei, but the daily perfume that I spray on has a strong extract of silk flower essence in it. From the way you cuddle and nuzzle at me all day, why are your ‘allergies’ only acting up now?” 
Childe’s eyes fill with panic. “Oh! Is that s- so..? Hhaha, I must’ve mixed up my f- flowers! heh.. it’s.. it’s Gaze lilies! Yeah, I’m hella allergic to t- tHho- hAh.. SscH’iew!! snf- srry..”
“Gaze lilies?” Zhongli asked, a small smile on his face. “I remember very clearly that we once went on a date to a place with many gaze lilies, you were even the one who suggested that we go there-”
“It’s Qingxin! I remember now! There, I’m allergic to Qinxin flowers!” Childe interrupted, proud that he had finally found a-
“But Qinxins are awfully far from Liyue Harbour itself, Childe. Surely if you had stayed in your office all day like you claimed..” 
His face falls. He’s been caught. Dragged up and backed into a corner by Zhongli. He knows it. There was no escape now. He might as well surrender himself into the arms of his partner.
Deep down inside, Childe had been craving to be cared by Zhongli when his cold had started catching up to him. Stifling into tissues within the cold walls of his office, suffering all alone. But it was.. embarrassing.. to say the least, being so vulnerable in front of anyone.
But he wasn’t with just anyone. He knew Zhongli would take special care of him until he was better. Weighing his chances, he figures it won’t hurt to just.. 
“Fine.” Childe said with a pathetic sniffle. “I’m sick, not feeling well, whatever..”
“No need to be so shy about it beloved..” Zhongli cooed, happy that his partner was finally willing to give himself up. “I’ll take good care of you alright? I promise.. Now come sit on my lap.. I’ll help you finish the soup I made.”
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An hour and a dozen sneezes later, the both of them lay on their shared bed, huddled together, Childe’s overused nose pressed up against Zhongli’s warm body. They had long ran out of tissues, with the way Childe was going through them, sneeze after sneeze.
“Ssnuff.. ugh- what did you do again..?”
“Rub mint on my chest.” 
“Mmh.. snff- than’k you.”
“Welcome..” Zhongli whispered, trailing soft, comforting kisses down Childe’s neck. He pecked once at Childe’s warm forehead, and once on his flushed cheek. And with a cheeky smile, grazed his lips upon the other’s bright crimson nose.
The response was immediate.
“Ack! Hh- Zhongli! Wha- hIH- ssHie’w!! WHatcha do thaA- hh.. snGH- iew!! -that for?!” Childe pressed his nose into the crook of Zhongli’s shoulder, the sneezes breaking his sentence and frame.
“Just kissing the places I love kissing you the most..” Zhongli mumbled, a dumb smile on his face when he felt the strong, wet impact upon his shoulder as Childe let out a few rather.. unrestrained sneezes.
“Oh.. hh.. Hah- sHIEW!! ..ugh.. snuff- ..so’ srry Xiansheng.. I’m.. snf- being so g’ross..”
“You’re not.” Zhongli replied with a well-hidden shudder.
“Snf.. alright.. if you say so.. ahh.. Aw shit.. you’re gonna catch m.. my.. Hih- XxNghtt!! - cold.. snf..” This time, Childe directed the spray to the back of his hands, eyes squeezed shut and nose scrunched up.
“I w- won’t mind that..” Zhongli breathed, his wavering voice betraying some of his inner feelings.
Childe stared at his partner carefully, seeing an expression that Zhongli barely wore on his face-- a look of soft lust. Ah.. Zhongli.. of all people.. who would’ve thought.. a new excitement ran through his body. Maybe.. he’d be able to uncover a hidden part of Zhongli that only he would ever see.. 
One step at a time..
He began with a sniffle. “So.. Xiansheng.. I couldn’t help but notice you missed a spot just now.” Seeing his lover’s confused face, he continued. “You know? When you were kissing my cheeks and neck, and.. nose..” From the corner of his eye, Childe saw Zhongli blush slightly. So he continued. “You missed a spot.”
“...? “
“Between my legs..” 
“Ajax!!” Zhongli choked out, face as flushed as Childe’s (except he didn’t have a fever). “I.. I.. wHat?!” 
Childe bursts out laughing, burying his face into the folds of the other’s clothes, breathing in the soft scent of silk flowers. “I’m joking Zhongli! Well.. half-joking. We can make out when I’m better. Or..” He throws a sideways glance.
“Or..?”
“Or unless you’d want to make out when I.. Hh- hIH.. hAH- ZCHh’ HuU! ugh.. snff.. when I’m still sn- Hh.. sneezing non-stop..” 
“A.. Ajax!” 
“Hahhahh, Your choice!”
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I don't know if I'm delusional. Between the songs Winter Bear, Sweet Nght, and Blue and Gray have the same impression. Tae is confiding or chatting with someone before his sleep. Am I wrong? If you don't mind. can you make an analysis about this.
Ah, I really try to avoid doing song analyses because I don’t want to make assumptions that could be a far stretch from the truth. I’m more than happy to analyze a song that’s confirmed for one reason or another, but I try to stay away from ones that haven’t been confirmed for any specific purpose.
Winter Bear and Sweet Night are both songs that I’ve thought of as Vmin songs already, in a theoretical mindset (since they’re not confirmed). As for Blue and Gray, this one goes on a different level for me. 
Because I do want to talk about the songs (and this ask gives me an opportunity to do so), I’ll do you the service of providing you with a real answer, but not without a disclaimer. So. This all just in theory. I’m not concluding the songs to have these meanings for sure, and I’m not confirming them as Vmin songs (because that’s not my place, obviously). But nor am I trying to convince anyone that they are Vmin songs. For the purpose of this analysis (as this is a blog that focuses on vmin) I will be treating them as such. Disclaimer disclaimer. Etc. Thank you. (Sorry. I’m sure the average reader knows all of this, but some people take things too seriously, as if they think people can’t speculate and have to believe every word they say. As if human minds aren’t complex. As if science would have progressed to us knowing we revolve around the sun without people questioning face value but okay)
(BELOW THE CUT)
WINTER BEAR
So, it’s pretty obvious this song means a lot to Jimin. He’s always pretty supportive of Taehyung’s songs, but this song seemed to really mean a lot to him. I’m not sure why? What is so different about this song compared to Taehyung’s other songs? Maybe it’s just his favorite? Or maybe there’s a reason it’s his favorite. I’ve wanted to do an analysis on this for a while, but I try not to go on assumptions on this blog, and I also wouldn’t know where to begin. But one thing is clear. This song holds a special place in Jimin’s heart.
One theory that I’ve seen of this song is that it could be about Taehyung’s grandmother, as it was apparently released on the third anniversary of her death (I didn’t know which day exactly she passed). Anyhow, I don’t think Taehyung has talked publicly that that’s the meaning of the song (and people assumed 4 o’clock was about his grandmother as well, even after Namjoon confirmed it was about a friend). 
I do, however, recall seeing a vlive where he said the song was inspired by a movie. And I’m thinking it was a romantic film. About a romantic love. (I will link it here if I find it again, but edit this if I’m wrong.)
Out of respect for his grandmother, and the possibility of the song having to do with her, I wanted to acknowledge that as one of the possible meanings. But, again, for the purpose of this ask, I’m focusing on the Vmin connection. (And the fact that I’m pretty sure Taehyung said it was inspired by a romantic film...but I might even have the song in which he said that about mixed up).
Anyway, I think the lines you are referring to is where he says “you sleep so happily. I wish you a good night”
Taehyung and Jimin seem like they often talk to each other when they have trouble sleeping. They even sleep together often (on camera, and because of Taehyung casually mentioning how he asked Jimin to sleep with him off camera -- and that one time Jimin said Taehyung came to his room after he had a nightmare, when he gifted Taehyung the dream catcher -- I’m going to say it’s probably safe to assume it’s normal for them to sleep together off camera, too).
SWEET NIGHT
When Sweet Night was released, I really got some pretty strong gay love vibes from the song. It could be because I, myself, am gay. But the song always sounded to me like it was two best friends who would sleep together (sharing the same bed, not in a sexual way) and one of them (Taehyung) wakes up one day feeling more. I always imagined that he woke up with the person he’s singing about next to him, but I could be wrong. Anyway, that’s the part that got me feeling it was a gay love song. Because, assuming it’s about Jimin, it’s pretty normal for them to sleep together. They’ve shared a room for a long time, and they often shared beds. It’s not so normal to sleep with your opposite sex best friend, waking up next to them. Unless you have a friends-with-benefits type thing. I guess. But even then, isn’t it a general rule that you don’t actually stay the night?
Another reason this song felt more gay than straight to me was the general confusing Taehyung is expressing. I’ve mentioned before that BTS is well aware of LGBT, but it doesn’t mean it was always like that. I think they became aware of a lot of things as they got older (like many of us do). Also, if both Taehyung and Jimin are gay, it probably took a while for them to admit it to each other.
Romantic movies set aside, I think it’s pretty rare for straight people to have such deep feelings for each other (or someone) and be totally unaware of it. Realistically. This is all going on my own experiences, but most of the straight couples in my life didn’t have to talk to each other for several months before they officially started dating. The gay couples? It was always really frustrating to watch them come to terms with their feelings for each other. Especially when one or both of them weren’t totally comfortable with who they were yet. 
Romantic movies will sometimes tell you a different tale, but they’re movies. And when they do tell a different tale, it’s usually a girl liking a douchy guy instead of her sweet best friend, only to end up with her bestie in the end.
Anyway, let’s talk about the talking while going to sleep part. This to me sounds like the two friends are lying in bed together (or maybe sitting). The one singing (Taehyung) has a lot going through his mind, and his heart is pounding. It sounds like him talking to this person this night is actually a confession. He woke up one day feeling different toward this person he was sleeping next to, and on some other night, he gets all of it off of his chest. I’ve seen a lot of people say that this is the story of a love that never happened, but I don’t see it that way. I think it’s an inconclusive story about a confession being made. We don’t get to hear the resolve.
Assuming it is a Vmin song, I think the resolve is a good one. Because I just think that Jimin would be pretty uncomfortable if Taehyung was writing romantic songs about him and publishing them, knowing that Jimin doesn’t feel the same.
BLUE AND GRAY
For anyone who doesn’t know, this is included on the list because it was initially supposed to be on Taehyung’s mix tape. It’s just that BTS liked the song so much, and he’s not selfish, so it became a BTS song instead.
This one, he’s looking for an angel because he’s having trouble sleeping. He mentions sending his words up into the air, and he falls asleep at dawn.
This song talks about some deeper issues like anxiety and depression, and it’s a song that’s really personal to him. I think the members probably know a lot of the story behind the song, and they probably know a lot about Taehyung’s struggles that led to this song. I think that’s why they liked it so much and wanted it to be part of the album instead of his own song.
I don’t necessarily feel right making this song about a ship, because it’s clearly very personal and talks about some issues Taehyung has had to deal with. However, his members (and his family, and I’m sure other friends) are his support system. (As well as the fans, ofc). He’s called Jimin an angel before, and we know that they often text or call each other when they have trouble sleeping. I’m not going to say that this song is about Vmin, but if Taehyung honestly has a lot of anxiety and worries while trying to go to sleep, I’m glad that he has Jimin to support him. It’s nice to have that friend who is always there for you, especially at times like that when you really need them. Maybe Jimin is the angel in the song. I don’t know.
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