#the [redacted] files

[meridianbarony]

The last week of [REDACTED] is like.... how many days to finish this single bag of 1.5 Oz of cheez-its

#im doing it!!!! day three!!!! #the redacted files

[perotovar]

#he had 2 min of screen time and every second was gold

PEDRO PASCAL as SANTOS Drive Away Dolls (2024) dir. Ethan Coen

#pedropascaledit #ppascaledit #ppascaldaily #pedrohub #pedro pascal #driveawaydollaedit #moviegifs #filmedit #userallisyn #useralii #userfanni #useriselin #userkam #tusercora #tuserpolly #xuser #santos #drive away dolls #drive away dolls spoilers #g:pp #oaks #he talks like a cartoon character sdfkljfdg #i wanna [redacted] his [redacted] #also bless u iselin for this file #this is the highest quality thing i have and my computer sounded like a jet engine while i was making this lmao

[ajihaew]

i watch it, i hear it: i make a stroke with the bow. the symphony begins in the depths, or springs with a bound onto the stage.

#aitsf #ai the somnium files #mizuki okiura #mizuki date #kaname date #iris sagan #and of course who can forget the looming presence of [NAME REDACTED] #artists on tumblr #art #i meant to get this done for the ainiversary but didn't make it in time

[sinlizards]

I COULD NOT REMEMBER IN THE MORNING

#kaname date #aitsf #ai the somnium files #my art #fan art #2023 #undescribed #could also be [REDACTED] but this was done with date intentions

[getvalentined]

FF7 Fandom PSA

This is not a callout post, this is a warning about a genuinely dangerous abuser who uses fandom spaces to acquire victims.

Apparently my abusive ex is ingratiating himself into fandom spaces again, so if you're in the FF7 fandom please keep an eye out for someone calling himself Pix or Pixeled.

The details of what he did to me specifically are available in a post from almost exactly two years ago, readable here. Other people have shared their own stories, but I don't have the energy to dig up all of them. Trigger warnings for gaslighting, emotional abuse, violent threats, forced isolation, manipulation, and more that I'm definitely missing.

Known usernames:

Instagram: midgardsomrnights, pixeledartsy, okgoosefus, pixeledpalace

AO3: pixeled, pixeledxxx

tiktok: pixrexpen, gaywrathlet

FFXIV: sarielperedhil (on Brynhildr)

ko-fi: pixrexpalace

Other: pix pendragon, pixeled pendragon, pixrexpendragon

Some of these are current, most of them are not; he's no longer active here or on Twitter that I'm aware of, so I'm not referring to his usernames there, but he uses some combination of parts from these for his usernames everywhere so they followed the same theme.

This is not "fandom drama," this is a sincere warning to anyone in his orbit to be careful and be safe. Please love yourself more than he wants you to.

With that in mind, there are more personal details under the cut, discussing the fallout of going public with his abuse and more of his behavior; no screenshots on these because it's years in the past, not all of the related accounts and spaces still exist, and back when I was first gathering evidence I had to stop before it lapsed into the territory of emotional self-harm.

Same trigger warnings as above, plus racism, (implied) sexual exploitation, sexual manipulation, and discussion of Body Dysmorphic Disorder.

I want to be very clear that I was not the first person to go through this, I was just the first to go public afterward. I have lost relationships with people I thought were friends by doing so, and actually been referred to as abusive in response to my initial thread on Twitter letting people know what he'd done. I've had people who used his treatment of me as an excuse to join in with hurting me go on to co-opt my abuse to make themselves look like victims, claiming that we were best friends until he drove us apart—or worse, to use him as a complete stand-in for their own behavior, implying or outright stating that he forced them to isolate me from friends and fandom activities and treat me like shit, all while these people have me blocked on every possible platform where I could reconnect with them.

Pix was the Bad Guy of early 2022 on FF7 Twitter, and while he deserved the title, not everything everyone said about him was true. Not everything everyone said about me was true, either, but people tend to take anything connected to fandom as "drama," even when it involves literal abuse.

One thing I never told anyone except my closest friends is that Pix drove me to the verge of suicide multiple times. He put up videos insulting me to be "funny" and got friends laughing along, when I asked him to stop teasing me all the time he exploded and said that he was allowed to express himself however he wanted and if I had a problem then I should break up with him so he could finally kill himself guilt-free, he told me that he wasn't going to placate me anymore by saying "I love you," he told me in public spaces to shut up because I didn't know anything. He used racist slurs against Asian people behind my back and told everyone who called him on it that I'd told him it was all right, leading to a continuing belief among some circles that I have some deep internalized racism toward my own fucking ethnicity.

He told me that his mother saw me as a whore and a homewrecker, because I'd seduced him away from his boyfriend of eight years—in spite of the fact that I told him outright I did not want a romantic relationship with him because he was already in one, and I wouldn't be party to cheating. When I went public with what he did, he claimed that I pressured him into a romantic relationship, neglecting to mention that he'd been pushing for one almost since we met and that I'd shot him down because he was already with someone else. He said that I'd forced him to break up with his boyfriend, and seemed to be implying that I'd somehow sexually exploited him because I'm a cisgender lesbian and he identified as an aro/ace trans man at the time we broke up. When we got together, he identified as a bisexual nonbinary person.

To be completely honest, though, his orientation and gender identity doesn't even fucking matter with regards to the implication that I exploited him because we never had any form of sexual contact—unless you want to count RP, which I don't, and if I did I would be calling him a cheater because I was not his only RP partner.

To be completely clear, we were in a long distance relationship, thousands of miles apart, and we had no sexual contact. We never sexted, we never had phone sex, we never even exchanged dirty pictures. Our relationship had no sexual element whatsoever. He eventually told me in no uncertain terms that if/when we got married, he wasn't going to sleep with me because he didn't have a sex drive anymore due to trauma, and that since I loved him so much I'd have to be happy with that.

He would remind me of this when my Body Dysmorphic Disorder began to relapse constantly from the amount of stress he had me under, because my experience with the condition is rooted on my lack of physical femininity and leads me to see myself as completely sexually repulsive. When I was triggered and trying to untie the knot in my chest that made me want to throw up at the thought of my own body, he would remind me that I didn't have to worry about being too ugly for sex with him, because he was never going to fuck me anyway. That it didn't matter if I was disgusting, because he found all bodies disgusting, so really I was lucky to have him. He didn't even care that I was disabled and that my arms and legs are too long, that my joints slip out of place all the time, that the way I have to move sometimes to keep from hurting makes me look "weird and stupid." I was so lucky to have him, because even though he was very aware of all those things, he didn't actually care. He wasn't going to fuck me anyway.

The last Christmas card he sent me literally had the words "You deserve a high-five!" printed on the front, and on the reverse he'd written something along the lines of "okay but you know I'd be sure to miss and slap you in the face, sorry not sorry."

He made my life hell in every possible way, and people said it was drama because we met through fandom—and that I deserved it, honestly, since I was so fucked up and he was such a good person for even caring about me in the first place. I deserved it, people said, since I turned around and stabbed him in the back after he'd done so much for me for the years we were together. It was just fandom drama, they said, and I was just thriving off the social capital it allegedly earned me.

And now he's back and making new friends, but it's fine because this all happened years ago, and everyone with a brain should be able to see that it's just fandom drama. But it's not. It never was. Don't let him convince you otherwise.

#PSA #personal #abuse tw #should I tag this with the fandom? #should I put it on the block? #it's dangerous #for me #but I think it's worth it #to keep others safe #final fantasy 7 #FF7 #final fantasy vii #FFVII #rufus shinra #tsengru #rutseng #the [redacted] files

[div-divington]

Been binge watching X-Files recently and I've always wanted to make a fake Altered Item file cuz it seemed fun

It was fun.

#the paranatural property is that it imbues a simultaneous sense of scepticism and desire to believe #it basically sat in that office for a decade absorbing the emotional resonance of mulder and scully #and it projects a concentrated form of that on people who look at it #which the last bit of redacted text says makes it a useful tool for training FBC agents #cuz it makes them better investigators #cuz scully and mulder were at their best when they worked together :) and the poster gives somebody both their best properties #obviously this isn't very lore friendly #cuz if X-Files and Control existed in the same universe the FBC would never have allowed the X-Files to exist #unless they deemed it a useful tool ig #anyway #txf #x-files #x files #fox mulder #dana scully #frederick langston #federal bureau of control #control #control 2019 #control remedy #crossover #possible other anomalous property: the poster makes coworkers have very not-platonic feelings for each other #that they don't act on properly ever #and it drives everybody forced to watch crazy

[sheepb1t]

Do you think if she was real she would have fans on Twitter being like “ANYWAYS stream Invincible Rainbow Arrow ✨✨”

#aitsf #ai the somnium files #iris sagan #a set you bet #actually I didn’t really like iris at first but then I learned about the [redacted] and was like ‘perhaps I was too harsh to you’ #sheepb1tart

[luxraydyne]

local boo boo the fool spends hour browsing costume design blogs, thinks ay sure i can do that too. many such cases.

this is about the motorcycle pewter agenda

#aitsf #ai the somnium files #ai:tsf #ai: the somnium files #i tried very hard to make this not spoilerific i had to sacrifice a wee tiny doodle of REDACTED you know i am sick SICK with grief #ah. the abis gang gang's all here. what is a ryuki #nooo my blorbo dont allude towards my other hobbies and interests #boss aitsf #kaname date #pewter aitsf #luxraydyne originals #my art

[benveydraws]

shrimp 🦐✨

#ai the somnium files #aitsf #aitsf fanart #aiba aitsf #im not done with the game yet. all i can say so far is that aiba is neat and i want to [redacted] date #to no one's surprise #art tag

[schrodingers-lesbian]

Brandon writing the Stormlight Archive like

#there are so many fucking worldhoppers in ob and row #not to mention whatever the fuck a dawnshard is (i just got to the part where rysn mentions them) #and then all the shit with odium coming from another planet and bringing humans #and braize #and the GHOSTBLOODS which im filing under 'so many worldhoppers' but also thats an understatement i feel #and then the fact that hoid is spending so much time there #and also [redacted for sunlit man spoilers] #so much #cosmere #stormlight archive #.txt

[theotherrichardpapen]

(love is a mirror. in it you see nothing except your reflection. you see nothing except your real face)

hannibal - nbc // wuthering heights - emily bronte //  mirror traps - hera lindsay bird  //  the selected plays - helene cixous   // two children in a motel - ethel cain   // my cousin rachel - daphne du maurier  

#straight up posting this on the sideblog even though i told myself i'd wait until the account issues were fixed because i'm impatient 😎 #and it's been in drafts for 2 weeks now so have this #file this one under posts that would inflict irreparable psychic damage on gregory read if he saw them #him: they're not gay ! #me: haha get web weaved idiot #i dont know if this even makes any sense but it does to me okay. my mind just goes [REDACTED] everytime i think about them #and their dynamic . so poorly explored in the film by greghead #recently rediscovered the earlyrise cover of 'narcissistic cannibal' and my love for it. not necessarily a them song exactly #but a vibe for alex nonetheless i think #like minds #murderous intent #like minds 2006 #nigel colbie #alex forbes #nigel colbie x alex forbes #tom sturridge #eddie redmayne #web weaving #quotes #literature

[g0dlyv1th4ru5]

Old Felix doodle I just found. It's from my fic but I haven't written this part yet so it's chill

#rvb #red vs blue #traditional art #rvb felix #File: [REDACTED]

[klauswalz]

#ai the somnium files #hayato yagyu #kaname date #gamingedit #aitsf date #date kaname #yagyu hayato #aitsf #aitsf falco #husband #I feel terrible - I missed him and I wish he appeared in the sequels #don't kill me date stans but I actually miss how he original look then redacted look #** #*ai the somnium files

[sinlizards]

timeskip ryuki stuff

#kuruto ryuki #tama aitsf #ai the somnium files #aitsf #aini #ai nirvana initiative #my art #fan art #undescribed #always thinking about the timeskip designs we missed out on for the sake of [REDACTED] in aini #also hope the second comics tone is clear i got too embarrassed 2 put in dialog but its supposed to be related 2 date

[andruwminyrd]

Soon as I walk out that door, you're gonna steal that bag of teeth, aren't you? Have these back by nine. Pristine condition. Or.. Ace will have to find another morgue to work in. Got it?

#ndedit #nancydrewedit #nancy drew #george fan #ace redacted #ace #cw nancy drew #nancy drew cw #* #*gifs #i called the original file for 'a girl and her occult teeths' shshs

[spnscripthunt]

Since some have asked when we'd be getting any more Supernatural scripts:

It's easier for me to find a script for the unproduced 7th ep of s10 of The X-Files (with bonus coffee stains from Chris Carter) than it is to find any Supernatural for sale and/or anyone willing to share a copy of a script.

No, really: the pledge form for that script is in our Discord server.

If we do buy it the original will be donated to the ScullyCoffee4NF fundraiser (February 2024).

For a bit more about "Episode 7", start at 34:44 ⤵️

Update 12/18/23:

#admin: lets-steal-an-archive #the x files #x files #txf #txf bts #scripts #it's not on ebay it's a private sale #from one fan collector to another #the server has a less redacted version (same cap as the one on xitter)