#the only time I can sleep during the day is when I’m sick lol

[dovelives]

*slaps own body* this little thing can fit so much trauma in it

#neurodivergent #actually audhd #actually autistic #i can’t take naps in the daylight #and I still don’t know how people do it #you mean to tell me you can relax enough during the day where you can just fall asleep???? #the only time I can sleep during the day is when I’m sick lol #I can barely fall asleep at night lmao #anyways #trauma #ig idk how to tag this #we’re all mentally I’ll and traumatised whooo #im funny #pls laugh

[angelsinluv]

angel’s fulfillment challenge

welcome to the unofficial official challenge of angel’s vault ☆

i’m going to say this now, this isn’t going to be some crazy, different thing. this is literally how the law works lol but i say challenge because it's for those who see them as fun, want to be disciplined and set the tone for the new year! (or whenever you’re reading this)

𝐈. the point of this challenge is to…

fall in love with imagination

enjoy fulfilling yourself

get your desires duh

stop over consuming and apply no matter if you think you need to know more.

𝐈𝐈. important guidelines!

read this post to get a gist of states because this is what this challenge is about. fulfilling yourself in imagination. you don’t need to read it every time to know you’re doing it right, this challenge will do it all for you.

affirmations and visualizations are techniques so what is your way of thinking that feels comfortable to you? sometimes you don’t even need it. for me, i mostly need to feel that i already have it. have fun, experiment with daydreams/scenes, affirming and/or feeling. it doesn't have to be the same every single time.

𝐈𝐈𝐈. steps

choose what you want. go crazy. do not condition your desires. you are limitless. if you can see it in your mind, you can have it. famous? nepo baby? money? db, df? better self concept? gender revision? time change?

decide right now you are the person who already has what the want. so guess what? there is nothing to get because you already have your desire. manifesting money? you already have it. manifesting an sp? you already have them. manifesting your dream life? you already have it. that is your state.

fulfill yourself every chance you get in the day. no you don’t have to lock yourself in the room to affirm/visualize/feel all day. no you don’t have to be in the state all day, you are always passing through states but remember, the state you constantly make your dwelling place MANIFESTS. so make an effort to return to it as much as you can and want to.

ideas: do it in the morning when you wake up, in the afternoon, whenever you have free time like on your bed, going home, walking, during class and before you go to sleep.

bonus: do this meditation by edward art daily, it's not mandatory. it's not like all the other meditations, give it a shot. get off tumblr, stop over consuming

make it fun, it’s not a chore! have fun daydreaming/visualizing you shopping with all the money you got, getting compliments from people on how they’re so amazed at how successful you are, have fun complimenting yourself in the mirror while you repeat affirmations, have fun looking around and going “yeah, i literally have ____” sounds nice and fun? because it is. manifesting is simple.

4. get your desires. there is no deadline. i hate that shit 😭 srrynotsrry, that would be contradicting the law and this challenge. you already have it, you’re not getting anything on a time crunch. not no 3 days, not a week, not two, not a month. THERE IS NOTHING TO GET WHEN YOU HAVE IT NOW. ONLY NOW.

challenge summary:

YOU ALREADY HAVE IT!

𝐈. why should you fulfill yourself?

because when you fulfill yourself in imagination, you are changing self. and what is a reflection of self? the 3D.

it’s not your job to make things physical. your job is to change your mind.

focus on yourself. there is nothing to change or to get in the 3D because it’s nothing but a mirror that shows/proves you right in what state you identify and dwell in.

“Stop trying to change the world since it is only the mirror. Man’s attempt to change the world by force is as fruitless as breaking a mirror in the hope of changing his face. Leave the mirror and change your face. Leave the world alone and change your conceptions of yourself. The reflection then will be satisfactory.”

“I AM wealthy, poor, healthy, sick, free, confined were first of all impressions or conditions felt before they became visible expressions. Your world is your consciousness objectified. Waste no time trying to change the outside; change the within or the impression; and the without or expression will take care of itself. When the truth of this statement dawns upon you, you will know that you have found the lost word or the key to every door. I AM (your consciousness) is the magical lost word which was made flesh in the likeness of that which you are conscious of being.”

𝐈𝐈. additional tips

doubting? let it pass. don't give it power. why are you doubtful if it's going to come or if the law works when you have what you want right now? if you're dwelling in doubts then you're not being the person who has it.

worried about when it's going to come? that doesn't make sense because you literally have it right now lol

want to ask a question? why? you literally have it. what's there to ask? try asking yourself first.

simple.

have fun, angels. remember that YOU ALREADY HAVE IT. send me your successes in the inbox!

signed, angel ☆

#manifestation challenge #neville goddard #edward art #manifesting #law of assumption #challenge #self concept #wish fulfillment #manifestyourreality #how to manifest #manifestyourdesires

[f0point5]

Give us some max/emilia post Australia end cuteness. Emilia misses one race and it’s Australia. Max dnfs. Ect ect

Or have a text chain of Emilia being a pure menace texting max all the innuendos and funny commentary during a press conference.

This is too adorable. I went with the first one because I’m a glutton for punishment lol. I hope you enjoy it 🫶🫶🫶

I’m only up when you’re not down

You don’t actually speak to Max after his DNF. Huddled into the small living room of your suite in Niseko with the rest of your friends to watch the Grand Prix, you’d felt sick the second Carlos had passed Max.

“Fuck, fuck,” you’d slammed your hand on the table so hard that your coffee spilled. You didn’t even take your eyes off the screen. “Shit,”

You watched him crawl towards the pits, smoke billowing from the car. Get out, Max, get out. You all sat in silence until he was out of the car.

When the cameras showed an irate Max talking to an engineer in the garage, all Stan said was, “he’s going to be so pissed,”

He was. You’d tried to call him but it had gone straight to voicemail, a telltale sign that he just needed to stew in the rage for a while. You’d sent him a message telling him to call when he could but he hadn’t. You’d watched the rest of the race just to catch glimpses of him in the garage, hiding his disappointment so well.

Later, he’d texted he’d managed to get an earlier runway slot since he wasn’t attending a debrief and that he’d be in Japan by late afternoon, so you skipped out on dinner to meet him at the small airport in Hokkaido.

Max and Rupert disembark from the jet still talking, and you can see even from twenty metres away the day he’s had. There’s a tension in his jaw, he jogs down the steps of the plane, pushing a hand through his hair, which is getting a little bit too long. He’s moving a bit too quick and a bit too stiff for your comfort.

After nearly two weeks away from him, this is the last state you want to see him in, but you can’t ignore the sheer contentment that washes over you at seeing him at all. You’re pathetic and you know it, too clingy and too giddy, and part of you hopes that in ten years you’ll lose this feeling. Most of you knows you never will, because it’s always been there. You haven’t always called it what it was, but you always felt it. And he did, too.

You can tell by the way his shoulders sag when he comes into the building and spots you immediately, a small smile on his lips as you hurry towards him.

“Hey,” it’s whispered, an exhale, the wind knocked out of you as your body collides with his and you wind your arms around his neck. He’s warm and he smells like the t-shirt you’ve been sleeping in since the last time you saw him. You feel your feet leave the ground for a second and you don’t even know if that’s real.

His gentle, “hi,” is said into the skin of your neck, and it feels like a jolt of adrenaline fed straight to your jugular.

“You were on fire today,” you say, fingers tickling at newly cut hair at the back of his neck.

Max’s body shakes with a laugh as you pull away from him, but in an unusual twist, he knots his fingers with yours before you can move.

“I was hoping this was the day you decided to skip watching. Sorry you wasted your day,”

You squeeze his hand to get his hand to stop his eyes darting everywhere. “I didn’t waste my day, Max. Watching you isn’t a waste, ever,”

You know he’s thinking it’s a platitude, that he didn’t win so he might as well have been at home and you might as well have been skiing. You want to argue, make him hear you. He won’t believe you, and by rights he shouldn’t. So you let it go, because you have no choice.

“Yeah, that was an incredible lap I did there,” Max husks out a chuckle and looks away from you. He’s joking, but he isn’t. He’s let it go, because he has no choice.

“Well, I for one am more excited about the annual Suzuka revenge arc. It’s incredibly sexy, and now,” you say as you lean up to press a kiss to his jaw, your free hand slipping under his jacket so there’s one less layer between you, “I can do something about that,”

Max only hums in response, his fingers tightening around yours.

“Not to kill the mood, guys, but I am, you know, here,” Rupert says.

You’re embarrassed to admit you’re not actually sure when he collected his rucksack from the baggage trolley and came to stand beside Max.

Max laughs, a telltale blush spreading to his ears, while you let go of him and open your arms to Rupert.

“I could never forget you, Rupert,” you say as you hug him, “I just like an audience,”

“Oh my God,” Max groans, laughing harder. He throws his head back, and his face scrunches up. He’s looking more like himself by the second, and you figure you must be, too.

You start to meander towards the exit, following your bags out to the stupidly large SUV with the driver waiting to load your luggage. Rupert wastes no time climbing into the car, while you and Max linger by the boot of the car. This is the last moment you’ll have alone before you get in the car with Rupert, and then Max is swarmed by friends he hasn’t seen in months the second you get back.

“Oh,” you slide a hand into your pocket while Max watches you in confusion. “Here,”

You pull out his Cartier cuff and hold it out to him. He holds out his wrist and you put it back on for him, preparing for him to make some comment about how it didn’t bring him luck this time, and how superstition is stupid.

“No more skipping races,” is what he actually says, and you look up at him to find him pouting. The pout is cute but unserious. His eyes, however, make it seem like he’s asking. “Crazy shit happens when you’re not there,”

He’s right. This is the first race you’ve missed since Singapore last year

You give him a coy smirk. “Is that your way of saying you missed me?”

“No.” He says simply.

You’re surprised when he kisses you. He rarely does when you’re not alone, unless it’s a quick peck at parc fermé. This is a kiss that has him pulling you almost as close to him as you want to be, a kiss that feels a bit like getting back whatever part of you he took with him when he left.

When he lets go of you, he takes a second to look at you before leaning down to press one more kiss to your swollen lips.

“I missed you.” He says, no pout, all promise.

It will never not be embarrassing that three words from this nerd with one hobby and abysmal taste in t-shirts has you weak at in the knees.

“I missed you too, Maxy,” you say, reaching up to brush a strand of hair away from his forehead.

You both take one more deep breath before heading around the side of the car, where Max opens the door for you with the hand that isn’t holding yours.

“Real shame that race got cancelled, huh?” You say as you climb in, meeting Max’s gaze with a wink.

“Oh yeah,” Max agrees as he slides in behind you. “Really sad.”

#max verstappen x reader #max verstappen imagine

[persephoneflowerpetals]

Disney Hades x Pregnant Reader Headcanons

Back at it again with some more headcanons lol! I simply adore my f/os being all domestic, so this was really fun to write! And as always, these headcanons are pretty self indulgent lol. Enjoy!

He doesn’t believe it at first because he’s so in shock, so once you tell him you’ll have to say it again for him to really get it lol

He kinda always wanted an heir to his domain (even though he complains about hating the place and wanting to rule on Olympus instead)

Now that he knows you’re pregnant he’s all about preparing for the baby to come

He gets a little nursery ready and attempts to baby-proof the place as much as he can (he’s not completely successful since the underworld is so big and dangerous, but he wants to make sure the baby stays safe when it starts learning to walk and crawl)

He also comes up with tons of names for the kid and will constantly suggest them when they pop into his head

“Hey, babe. How does Dionysus sound? A girl name? I dunno, I’m still thinking about that, but it should definitely be a name as pretty as yours that’s for sure.”

This god is more than willing to become your faithful servant during your pregnancy

Got a certain craving that’s hard to find? Don’t even worry about it, he’ll find a way to get it for ya

Feeling sore and achy? One massage and living heating pad (aka him) coming up!

Also he won’t let you do much while you’re pregnant

No picking up heavy stuff, no chores, no work, only rest and relaxation for you

If you actually want to do some things he won’t let you do then just let him know, it’ll take some convincing because he’s stubborn and hard-headed, but he’s nuts for ya, so he’ll give in eventually lol

Also this god is super clingy when he learns you’re pregnant

He is by your side almost 24/7 to make sure you’re okay

He’s constantly checking on you and making sure you’re happy and comfortable (that’s mainly his anxious side coming out because he’s really nervous about having a baby)

Hades is gonna have a lot of pent up emotions about all of this (mainly anxious and apprehensive feelings), so you may want to talk with him about it if he looks stressed

He didn’t have the best dad growing up (I mean, he literally tried to eat him and his brothers) and he doesn’t know anything about kids or babies, so he’s really nervous that he’s gonna mess up and become a horrible parent to his kid

Please reassure him! He really needs to hear good things from somebody (especially you)!

If you start getting nauseous and getting morning sickness he’ll totally be there for you holding back your hair (if you have long hair lol), wiping your face, and giving you water

Also if you get sick somewhere he’ll get Pain and Panic to clean it up lol

And if you get sick on him by accident, well that’s okay too, he knows you can’t help it

This dude eats worms and spends his days with dead, slimy souls floating in a river, so he can handle some vomit lol

If you’re in “nesting mode” as he calls it and you just want to nap for most of the day then he’ll make sure the place is absolutely silent so you can rest

He may have Pain and Panic guarding the bedroom door while you rest if he has to work or go somewhere while you’re resting, but if they get too loud he’ll get angry

Honestly, if anybody’s too loud he’ll get angry and pretty much just roast them (if he ends up waking you up from that he’ll feel bad and profusely apologize)

He will wake you up when it’s time for a meal, though, but he’s alway super gentle about it

He’s constantly checking on you to make sure you’ve eaten or have had enough to drink, he wants to make sure you and the baby are healthy at all times

Not only does this dude dote on you, but he spoils you like crazy (as if he doesn’t already when you’re not pregnant lol)

Lots of soft, fluffy pillows and blankets for you to sleep on

Hot bubble baths so you can relax

Top quality meals

Anything you desire is yours, only the best for you, babe, no expenses spared

He always has to be touching your baby bump when he’s around you, it’s just the way he is

He’s a very handsy god, so he already touches you all time time anyways, but when you’re pregnant his hands are constantly on you in almost an overprotective way

Even while he’s sleeping with you he’ll just always have his hand on your belly as if it’s instinct

He also loves to “gossip” with the baby

He’ll lay with you while he rubs your baby bump and talks to the baby about his day or the other gods or stuff that ticks him off

“What do you mean they can’t hear me? Of course they can hear me! Now where was I? Oh yeah, so Zeus says-“

Oh and he totally freaks out when he feels his first kick

“Did you feel that!? They just kicked! What a little fighter, huh!? Gonna be tough just like their dad! I’ll have to teach you how to beat up kids on the playground!”

And if you think he’s all riled up now, you should see him when the baby comes lol

#hercules #disney #hercules 1997 #disney hades #hades #hades disney #hades hercules #disney’s hercules #hades x reader #disney hades x reader #x reader headcanons #headcanons #disney villain x reader #pregnant reader #domestic headcanons

[chiquititaosita]

if you can, could you write op monster trio with a sick reader? (pre-chopper joining the team)

ive been sick for the past week and one piece has turned into my comfort anime, and i still have a lonv way to go haha

thank you in advance, hope you're having a nice day!

i got you my darling! im just recovering from being sick three weeks ago. (Sinus and chest congestion) please get some rest and remember to try and rest as much as possible. good luck (I’m still getting there with you :) )

Fluff, cute shit. And just vibing

Monster trio with a sick reader (pre- chopper joining)

Luffy

- don’t get me started 😭

- he’s going to want you to rest. Even if you’re feeling fine. He’s going to make sure you’re being taken care for by sanji (since luffy says his soups can help a cold)

-“ NO y/n.. rest.” he’ll say it in a stern like tone

- Out of the times he was serious outside OF FIGHTING

- he’s only harsh on you when you’re sick because he loves you that’s why.

-“I want you to rest! So you can get stronger!”

-“so when you’re strong enough ! I’ll be able to protect you.” He grins as he’s nuzzling your face.

- “hey y/n! how are you feeling?” He’ll walk in with a happiest grin on his face.

- if he doesn’t sleep in your quarters that night or during those nights. When he wakes up you’re the very first person on top of his brain.

-he’ll sometimes surprise you with drawings (I think he draws stick figures sometimes lol) “look what I made you!”-

-“see it’s you me and the treasure we found!”

-“what’ are those other people right there?” You pointed at that pft of the drawing.

-“oh that’s zoro with his swords and sanji smoking a cigarette, nami is there stealing the money. That’s ussopp shooting a cannon. Oh look that’s robin not giving a-“ you love how creative he is.

- when you get better he lets you do more tasks just to stimulate your brain.

- recovery is just him being excited because he knows you’re being loved and cared for

Zoro

-“woah you okay?”

- “y-yeah I’m fi-fine.” you replied in between coughs.

-ngl zoro will drop everything to protect you.

-“you have to rest.. dummy.” he’ll flick in your forehead because you’re a stubborn pendeja

-“noooo i Can get up..” you fell as he picked you up for almost fainting. It had been a few hours since you passed out, and zoro periodically checked up on you everyday. but today felt different.

-zoro went to go and see you. That was until he noticed a blonde male with curly eyebrows humming and holding a dish going into the same direction he’s going to.

-“what’s that for?” Zoro referred to the dish

-“oh this is for Y/n Chan! I heard she was sick, so I made her some soup to cheer her up” he mentioned, and asked why zoro was going to see you

-“I’m checking on her… that’s all.” He blushed lightly, looking away.

-“ you know ever since she came on the sunny. You’ve gotten soft.” Sanji snickered as he was keeping his laughter down.

“Why I outta—-“ he’s just going to argue with him usually but today he had no energy for that.

-“forget it. I guess you’re right I just really care about her you know .” The moss head huffed as he was given the dish.

- “shit I gotta finish dinner!- give this to y/n chwan will you?!” Sanji literally ran off to the kitchen just as zoro made it to your door.

“Oi, y/n Can I come in?” zoro poked his head out of the door.

-“ it’s open.” you mumbled as you were bundled into the blankets. You smelled the soup and poked your head out.

-“hey.. how are you feeling?” he placed the dish of soup down on the little table near you, and gazed upon you. Zoro had missed your face. He hated seeing you feeling unwell, and miserable.

-“I’m okay. Just bored…sick and out of my mind….what’s that for.?” You pointed at the soup

-“curly made you dinner and wanted you to eat first. He said he hopes you feel better.” He rolled his eyes over the words about a certain cook. You couldn’t help but chuckle

-“awe that’s sweet of him. But what about you?” You gestured him to come lay with you, and he plopped himself onto your warm body, clinging onto you like a little koala.

-“ why did you come back? I thought you were training.” you hugged him as he laid on top of you, he hadn’t thought about it like that. Zoro just missed hearing your voice motivating him to keep going, seeing your smile, hearing your voice, especially seeing you looking adorable when mad or yelling. Annoying him while training.

- Literally you were like his personal chihuahua. It just didn’t feel the same without your presence near him. Especially when y’all took naps together after training or if y’all just felt lazy.

-“i- well- um. I finished early. it was just..that I like- training with you more. It was annoying to not hear you yell my name ‘zoro this zoro that zoro can we take a break my boobs hurt?’ ‘Zoro carry me. Zo-Chan hold my hand. ‘“ he mocked your voice and it made you laugh as you nuzzled into it.

-“Awee so you did miss me..” you nuzzled him, as he pulled himself up to hug you in the bed.

-“don’t push it..” he rolled his eyes as he kissed the top of your head.

-“I love you.”

-“ I love you too you big goof.” You sighed happily as you knew you were the luckiest woman on earth.

Sanji

- now him HEHEHEHE OMG

- the minute he noticed you were sick, you missed breakfast and you never EVER MISS BREAKFAST! You get up around the same time as sanji.

- “y/n- my loveee! It’s time to get up!!” He sang as he tried to wake you up from you quarters.

-“ really? It’s too early .” you coughed into your fist. You sounded very congested, and your eyes looked so puffy. Your natural bed head with your textured mane, all over the place. he was in awe of how beautiful you sounded in the morning!!

-Sanji immediately gasped as he heard your voice. “Oh no! My Angel! You’re sick!! please lay down to rest! Your prince is going to take care of you!!” he kissed the top of your head, placing your tea near the night stand.

“S-sanji i’m f-fine!!” You tried to push him off your shoulders that was until you ran to the bathroom. acid reflux! or even food poisoning DUN DUN DUN. You must’ve felt like your guts were being rearranged and not the good kind. Luckily it was not sanjis cooking. Because he would’ve been crushed. It was someone else’s leftovers from the previous island you brought in.

-he immediately ran after you, patting your back. “It’s okay, darling. Let it out. you’ll be okay.” He’ll gently pull away your hair out of your face. when you finished throwing up you began to wash up. You went to the kitchen to see if you could put up your cup of tea and wash it.

-that was originally the plan until your blonde man put his hand over your hand, disposing his cigarette immediately after seeing you in sweatpants and a big baggy tshirt. His eyes go into heart shapes.

- “You look adorable as ever.” He coos and pinches your cheeks. you rolled your eyes at him.

-“oh hush your face babe. ..” you mumbled as he embraced you.

-“let me wash that cup for you. Go sit down I’ll make you a plate ” he kissed your cheeks, and booped your nose then forcing your stubborn ass to sit down, after taking your empty cup of tea away from you. you just loved how he shook his hips and sang a little song about you making your plate. it’s one of the reasons you fell in love with him.

-“are you singing [song name]??” You giggled

“Yup!!! Because it’s your fault! You got it stuck.in . My. Head.” He poked you jokingly and lovingly at the end of each syllable. Serving you a cup of fruits and sweets.

-“oh shut up you!! how was breakfast?” You asked him as you were tracing the table cloth, sitting in your seat. You’re not even used to the princess treatment that he’s been giving you.

-“ it was good, I already told everyone you weren’t feeling well, they went off the ship already to gather resources and meds to make sure you feel better” you smiled at him already as he made you some avocado toast, taking a bite of the dishes your face lit up, as you did a little happy dance.

- you know when the food is delicious when you do a happy dance when you eat.

- “Oh my how this is amazing.I’m so happy I can taste your food!” you smiled at him with a little sniffle

-“oh y/n merolineee! the way you compliments me takes me a few steps from ascending into heaven.”

- yes overall Sanji best boy to take care of you during pre chopper era.

#one piece imagines #sanji x fem reader #sanji x latina reader #sanji fluff #one piece x reader #sanji x y/n #zoro x reader #pirate hunter zoro #luffy x reader #roronoa zoro #zoro imagine #zoro fluff #luffy fluff #straw hat luffy

[ficsforeren]

hii kana, hope u and your family are doing okay, if you’re okay answering this, i just wanted to ask you how was pregnancy for you, i’m so scared of all about it, and about how my body will look after, did you worried about this?

Hi, sweetheart!! My family and I are doing just great, and I hope you are too ❤️

Read below the cut cause this ended up as a super long answer LMAO

Honestly, I was so scared too, Nonnie 😭 I had a planned c-section for my second time (cause I had c-section the first time so my doctor recommended me to do so) and even then I couldn't sleep at all the night before. I don't want to lie and say it was easy cause it definitely wasn't. During my second pregnancy, I could only eat white rice and boiled eggs every single day cause that was all I could eat (I always threw up if I forced myself to eat anything else), and during the first three months, I couldn't even climb down my own bed without help. I was nauseous all the time, and very emotional. I got hospitalized for two weeks, got treated in the ICU where they took my blood three times a day even from my feet and it hurt like hell 🫠 Fortunately, my family (especially my husband) were so supportive throughout the process so it wasn't as stressful as it could've been for me.

Hmm I don't think I've ever worried about how my body would look like, probably because I was worrying more about giving birth and my baby health's condition (now THIS is stressful. as a mother, it kills you to see your baby get sick and newborns are so vulnerable so during the first month I just felt like crying all the time cause my baby had jaundice, and we had to do a surgery cause she couldn't feed properly and she lost a lot of weight, so we went to the hospital for like once every 3 days, it was a lot, both mentally and financially 😭)

when I had my first baby, I gained 15 kg (33 lbs) but I lost 13 kg in less than 6 months due to breastfeeding. I don't like exercising, all I did was taking care of my baby and doing chores but I still managed to get my normal weight back so I don't think you have to be concerned about gaining weight (if that's what you're worried about). even right now, my baby just turned two months old and I've lost 7 kg (I'm hoping I can get back to my pre-pregnancy weight in the next 4-5 months hehe)

but your body will look different, that's for sure. I got stretch marks all over my belly, some on my breasts too, and they're still there though they don't look as nasty anymore. And of course, I also got my c-section scar but they don't matter much to me. I actually feel proud to have these marks/scars on my body 😁

If you're worried/scared about being pregnant/giving birth/being a mother, trust me, you're not alone. I'm a mother of two children and I'm still scared, but also, the joy of being a mom is truly something else. I used to hate the idea of getting married, let alone having a child of my own (rough childhood lol you know the drill) but after I gave birth and I held my baby in my arms, I was so, so happy. And that was just the start. The first time they smiled, the first time they laughed out loud, the first time they called me "mama" and the first time I kissed my son goodbye before he went to school... so much happiness in every little thing and I'm so grateful for it. so what I'm trying to say is, it's normal to be afraid, but believe me, it will all be worth it 😊

#i'm so sorry for rambling omg #anyway yes please don't worry too much you're stronger than you think you are #so if you decide to do this one day I'm sure it will be fine!!! #if you ever feel like you need to talk about it you can reach out to me anytime okay? I'll be here for you nonnie 💕💕💕 #I suck at giving advices tho as you can see LMAO #kana answers stuff

[babyjakes]

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event | whumptember 2022

prompt | sick

pairing | daddy!frank adler x little!reader

warnings | sfw daddy and little relationship, reader has a cold, brief mentions of medicine and nebulizer treatments, one (1) bad nautical pun, frank is so soft it physically hurts 😃

word count | 472

okay so if you haven’t read my daddy!frank stuff before, here’s the scoop: i only write sfw stuff for frank bc in my mind he is strictly sfw given his role in the movie gifted. something about writing smut for him just doesn’t work for me so whenever i write him as a daddy, it’s strictly in the caregiving role and nothing sexual!! it’s really worked for me and i love the safe!dad vibes he radiates 🥺🫶

so when reader’s sick, the most important thing for frank to do is just be nearby. he knows his baby gets anxious when she’s not feeling well so he cancels all work immediately and stays by her side for as long as she needs 💖

maybe one time reader gets a really bad cough/cold 😔👎 (which i recently had lol) she’s got a runny nose, sore throat, and a bad headache, and it lasts for days 😔😔

frank stays by her side the entire time, mostly snuggled up on the couch during the day. reader’s a little worried about passing the illness into him but he’ll have none of that, “let me hold you, pumpkin. i’ll be okay, need to make sure i’m taking care of my honey bee” 🥺😭

frank’s got the ultimate collection of dvd’s, so she gets to watch all her favorite movies. he also takes a trip to the store to grab all her favorite soft foods: yogurts, puddings, ice cream, soups, etc. maybe he spoon feeds her ice cream as they snuggle, trying to get any food in her just to help keep her strength up. “c’mon, sweetheart. can you take a few more bites for me? know it must feel good on your throat, bubba.”

maybe her favorite stuffie “catches” the sickness too so they need a little care as well 🥺💖 it makes it less scary for reader, to be doing it with her “friend.” so when she has to take medicine, or do a neb treatment, or stuff like that, her teddy bear skipper (see the cute boat pun??🥺) takes a spoonful, gets his own little mask, etc 🥺😭 frank plays right along, knowing it’ll help keep her anxieties at bay

nights when reader’s sick, she get to snuggle up with frank in his bed. usually she sleeps in her own room, since it’s equipped with all her little stuff. but whenever she needs or wants it, frank always lets her join him in his own bed. he keeps a glass of water and a box of tissues on the nightstand, rocking her softly as her eyelids grow heavy. “close your eyes, honey bee. need to get lots of rest so you can feel better soon. the boat’s at the dock waiting for our next big adventure”

🥺💖😭🫶 i LOVE soft!daddy!frank i would DIE for soft!daddy!frank 😔🙏

#eun's writing #whumptember 2022 #frank adler #frank adler fanfiction #frank adler x reader #frank adler x y/n #daddy!frank adler #frank adler x little!reader #frank adler fluff #hurt/comfort #frank adler headcanon #frank adler blurb #frank adler drabble #frank adler one shot #frank adler imagine #gifted #gifted fanfiction #chris evans #chris evans fanfiction

[scarlettriot]

Can you pretty please continue that headcannon about you and Kiri adopting that baby? 🥺 i felt so much happy feelings while reading it 🥺

I’d be happy to, Nonnie!

Here’s the original p o s t

Friendly reminder this is a super self indulgent HC, lol

((I named the baby in this but use they/them pronouns for them. Reader is GN as well. This is in no way edited.))

After adopting your first child together, Eijiro knew he wanted to be ready in case any other children needed a place to go, needed help. This was how you two became foster parents.

You just weren’t exactly expecting your very first placement to be this itty bitty baby…

They were brought into a hospital at just three weeks old. Security cameras were checked but no one could identify who dropped them off. So, after sometime in observation, the infant was turned over to the system; over to you both.

You were called to the hospital. Eijiro met you there, coming right from a patrol (he didnt even waste time changing into civilian clothes), and were promptly taken back to the little one. The happy baby smiled up at you both and you right back down at them.

“Hey there,” For a man so big and bulky, Eijiro had a way of softening his tone that made him a natural parent. He wanted to push the purple blanket back the baby had brought up to their face but instead they grabbed onto his pinky finger. Their whole hand wrapped around it, and you knew right then and there, this baby was gonna steal both your hearts.

For the first week they were with you, Eijiro took time off work, since there was no way he was asking you to take care of them all on your own. You each took turns getting up in the middle of the night for feedings and diaper changes, and many a time, you found him in the babies room, sitting in the rocker with his hand in the crib, their little hand wrapped around his pinky again.

During the day though, the kid was always around with Eijiro. Most activities he was doing, he realized he could do with a kangaroo pouch on. And the baby loved it. Cleaning around the house, all smiles and giggles. Opting for a run, the baby went in the stroller with him. And when it was nap time, he was able to catch up on some of his reports.

After one week off, he decided to take another, but now the two of you were facing a problem…

“I know we said we wouldn’t give them a name, that their parents, who ever they end up being, would name them… but I’m getting real sick of just calling them ‘baby’.”

He had a point. You’d been out at the store earlier that week and someone asked you their name and you felt so embarrassed when you couldn’t tell them anything.

“Okay, what would you like to call them then?”

“How about Izumi?”

Three more weeks passed and Eijiro went back to work… part time. He always made a point to stop home for lunch when he could, wanting to help out as much as possible.

Friends came by frequently though. Mina made sure Izumi was up to date with all the latest fashion trends, Denki showed them a vast assortment of music, and Sero always had a new book for them when he came over.

Katsuki took a little longer to warm up to Izumi. But, eventually, he was over damn near every single day. It became a regular routine for Eijiro and him to go to the gym together with Izumi. Taking turns holding the baby while the other did their sets.

You knew Izumi had won Katsuki over when the blonde showed up one day with the cutest set of plush weights for them to take to the gym. “Gotta start ‘em young!”

He’d even cover for your husband when the baby got sick and he knew Eijiro got absolutely no sleep. Katsuki was more than willing to pick up an extra shift or two if it meant Eijiro was around for you and the baby.

All together, you had a really good thing going. Izumi was a part of your little family. But, you were only fostering.

You always had it in the back of your mind that one day the call would come in that a family was ready to take Izumi home permanently. It was a great thing, you and Eijiro knew that but, it didn’t make any part of this easier. And you sure as hell didn’t want it to come this soon.

It was the hardest thing packing up all their little belongings, making sure the family would have everything Izumi had accumulated over their time with you. Both of you cried while doing so, not even trying to hide how much this hurt.

Eijiro and you ended up falling asleep in Izumi’s room. The following afternoon the new family would be there to pick them up so, you wanted as much time with them as possible. And then another phone call came, one that broke your heart even more.

Eijiro held Izumi in his arms with silent tears rolling down his cheeks when you told him the news.

Neither of you wanted to wait for another family to adopt Izumi… not when they were already apart of yours. And you didn’t even wait until the following morning, you called the agency right back and informed them that you and Eijiro would like to start the adoption process.

“Back where it all belongs.” Eijiro beamed proudly. By the time you were off the phone, he had nearly all of Izumi’s things unpacked and in their rightful place around the room. It felt good to have everything back. It felt right.

Roughly three months later, there was a party hosted in your backyard, surrounded by family and friends as you and Eijiro officially welcomed Izumi Kirishima to your family.

#I’m so soft for big man/tiny baby #and yes I know there’s a lot more to the foster system and adoption processes #I just didn’t wanna add that much detail 😅 #kirishima #kirishima headcanon #kirishima x reader #dad kiri #kirishima fluff #return to sender 💌 #scar’s writing again 📕 #best red rock shark ♥️🦈

[cocogum]

Ogrest’s love for Dathura DID NOT save her.

(THEORY)

Yeah, I went there.

I’m gonna have to explain this so please be aware that there will be major spoilers for the special Ogrest episode.

If you don’t happen to remember how the story went, I’ll summarize the whole thing for you real quick:

We start off with a flashback of Yugo’s childhood where he got sick one rainy day. He was on his bed as he listened to Alibert’s story. Alibert chose to tell Ogrest’s story, how this little creature came to be and how he got raised by Otomaï, his adoptive father.

When I first watched this special episode, I didn’t find anything wrong with it. It was a simple cute one-sided love story between Ogrest and Dathura and how Ogrest had lived his first adventure to remake Dathura’s heart.

But keep in mind that I watched Ogrest last year.

So this time, I wanted to watch it again just to refresh my mind because why not?

And then it hit me.

This whole innocent love story between Ogrest and Dathura was manufactured from the start. Ogrest never truly loved Dathura.

And here’s where the theory comes into place.

Before Ogrest was ‘born’, Otomaï was taking care of one of Sadida’s dolls named Dathura.

He was taking care of her at the time because her heart was damaged and she needed a special rare ingredient called an Ogrine to repair her heart.

Ogrines are rare particles that can fix Dathura’s heart. They have the form and color of a diamond when you closely examine them.

During the process of Otomaï preparing the formula, he put lots of ogrines to fix her heart but a small nut had accidentally been put into the mix.

It then created Ogrest to which Otomaï named him after the ogrines that got mixed with the nut.

After quite some time of Ogrest growing a bit and bonding with his father Otomaï, he comes to find out that he’s different from other people and is saddened to find out how lonely he is because he has no friends no matter how hard he tries to make some. But when he meets Dathura who is also alone and her sleeping body is in one of Otomaï’s rooms, he becomes infatuated with her and fell in love head first for her.

When he learns that her heart has been broken and needs to be repaired with some ogrines, he promised on his life that he would find some to fix her.

However, when we fast forward into the story and Ogrest manages to go on his first adventure to seek what he needs for her, her heart eventually completely shatters (literally). Due to this tragic event and the fact that Ogrest hasn’t found any ogrines for her, he tried to replace it with a sapphire-shaped heart replica but to no avail.

Ogrest could do nothing but cry at the hopeless sight and promised her that he will still try to find some ogrines no matter how long it would take.

But suddenly, as if a miracle had happened, some of Ogrest’s magic tears got on Dathura which completely saved her from her deep slumber and she awoke to Ogrest’s joy.

Near the ending, Alibert said that the answer to how Ogrest saved her was because a simple tear of love was enough to wake up a lover.

.............

BOI LET ME TELL YOU WHY THAT IS SOME BULLSHIT.

When I watched this same scene for the second time, I instantly knew that love did NOT in fact save her.

(Or rather I strongly theorize that love did not work since this still stands as a theory lol)

Ogrest was born with a lot of ogrine that was supposed to be for Dathura, not him. His body was mainly composed of the material that Dathura needed to revive herself.

In other words, Ogrest was basically THE object to use to heal her. He had been the item needed for her all this time.

(This scene also made me think of Rapunzel since she did the same thing. They both had what they needed to heal their loved ones: THEMSELVES)

So the only reason why it even worked in the first place was because Ogrest is made out of ogrine which Dathura needed.

I also believe that the ogrines that made him were responsible for making him have strong feelings for her.

A part of himself was going to BE a part of Dathura after all. Which is why he unconditionally fell in love with Dathura at first sight.

In the end, we can now clearly suspect that Ogrest loves Dathura by default and not because he genuinely developed feelings for her.

(btw sry for anyone who likes Ogrest with Dathura, don’t mind me I’m just theorizing over here lol.)

(also I just realized that if it wasn’t for these two little rock buffoons accidentally dropping the jar of nuts on Otomaï cuz that pink one got stuck on the jar’s cord, then there wouldn’t have been a giant green ogre flooding the World of Twelve right now 💀)

#wakfu #waven #dofus #islands of wakfu #dofus ogrest #dofus dathura #wakfu dathura #wakfu ogrest #wakfu theory #dofus dathura x ogrest #dofus ogrest x dathura #wakfu dathura x ogrest #wakfu ogrest x dathura #dofus manga #dofus anime #wakfu manga #wakfu anime #wakfu theories #dofus theory #dofus theories #ankama #krosmoz

[angstyhangsty]

So uhm idk what I wrote here but I just randomly had this idea one night. Deal with it. Or don’t, lol.

I actually love these two sm and I’m thinking abt maybe writing a Pt.2 of this if I have enough ideas…

I should have known.

Alhaitham was worried when Kaveh rushed out of the room when he got a call. Was Kaveh cheating on him? Surely not, right? Why would he. Alhaitham is giving Kaveh everything.

Right?

Alhaitham got even more worried when Kaveh entered the room again, looking as pale as a ghost.

“You okay, dear?” the younger man asked.

Kaveh just nooded and smiled, not giving the worried boy a verbal answer.

Alhaitham decided to drop the topic. He realised Kaveh didn’t want to talk about it.

So the younger boy just opened his arms and invited Kaveh for a hug, which the older boy gladly took.

2 days.

It’s been two days since Kaveh got a call.

2 days since Kaveh completely changed.

The older boy started to get easily frustrated. He started yelling at Al haitham, something he didn’t do - he knew it triggers Alhaitham.

6 days since the call.

Kaveh stopped eating. Al haitham tried everything. He cooked the older boy’s favorite meal, a dish he ate when he grew up. Which was a bad idea because as soon as Alhaitham said he cooked it, Kaveh began to cry.

8 days.

The boys have been arguing a lot.

Whenever Alhaitham wants to know what happened, Kaveh just completely shuts off. He stopped sleeping more than 8 hours a night, something the boy values.

Kaveh now only sleeps about 3 hours.

2 weeks.

Kaveh started sleeping on the couch, saying he doesn’t want to be near anyone.

During the day, he’s in their Al haithams room.

Kaveh doesn’t sleep, eat or talk.

Alhaitham is growing more annoyed every day.

Kaveh doesn’t talk to anyone. He can’t help him, when Kavehs not talking.

2 and a half weeks.

“Kaveh we need to talk” Alhaitham said as he entered his room.

Kaveh just looked at him.

“I think it’s better if we break up. You don’t talk to anyone, you don’t eat. Nothing. I can’t do this anymore. Pack your stuff and go, I want you out in 2 hours.” Al haitham said, slamming the bedroom door behind him. Leaving the house to go to the Akademiya.

As promised, Kaveh was out the house by the time Al haitham returned.

As Alhaitham entered his bedroom, he saw a letter laying on the bed.

“Dear Alhaitham, I’m sorry for everything. I know I was a bad boyfriend. I believe that things would have worked out with us, if I wasn’t this stupid.

You deserve someone that loves you, someone that can appreciate your efforts.

Someone better. I believe I should tell you what happened that day…

My mother grew sick. Breast cancer. It was discovered too late and there was no way she’d survive it. I knew that. Yet, the day I got the call from my aunt, telling me my momma died, it broke me.

She did not deserve dying this early. She was a beautiful women. With a pure heart. It’s always the best people that die too early.

So Haitham, I’m sorry it turned out this way.

Do not search for me. When you read this I’m already dead. I cannot bear it anymore.

I will finally see my mom and dad again.

Live your best life, don’t grieve over me.

Please haitham, forget me.”

Yours,

Kaveh.

Tears rolled over his face. Kaveh, his Kaveh was hurting this bad and he didn’t do anything against it.

His Kaveh killed himself.

Alhaitham dropped to his knees, hugging the letter while sobbing.

It was over, he killed his Kaveh by not understanding how bad his boyfriend was hurting.

This was all his fault.

#angst #genshin #kavetham #hurt/no comfort #tw death

[perhaps-in-anotherdream]

Do you think victor enjoys the MC’s scent has much as she enjoys Vicky’s scent? ✨🍑

Hope you stay safe and happy 😊 💍❤️🌈

Hello! Hope you are safe and happy too! 🥺❤️

MC really does love Victor’s scent haha skfksbk ⁄(⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄ and he’d love her even if she smells like 🐟🚮 LOL /not jk

There’s a lot of science behind why people tend to love their partner’s natural scent. Being in love with your partner’s scent is also a way of stating how much you’re in love with them.

And, “reciprocation” is a term which both Victor and MC use all the time (both in words AND actions), cause – Love, a love that stands the test of time, is a two way street~

Victor: The fragrance of a dummy emerges earlier than the person herself. Of course, I will notice.

Victor: The scent of you – it’s very sweet.

–

⊳ Interflowing Date 2nd Call:

MC: But, I feel like the scent of that peach is very similar to the one on my body...

Victor: [in a heartbeat] It’s not.

MC: Eh, can you smell the difference?

Victor: The fragrance of this perfume you bought is very strong. It also smells a bit cloying, and the base note makes people dizzy.

MC: And what about the scent of me then?

Victor: More fresh, simple, and elegant. The smell was more relaxing.

MC: So it actually was such a good smell! If I had known earlier... I should have figured out a way to preserve this scent. Now, what a shame!

Victor: There’s nothing to feel sorry about.

Victor: Even if it’s not preserved, I’ll always remember the scent of a certain someone.

–

⊳ The Old Days ASMR (昔时):

“How can I sleep soundly without hugging you? In the past? The past is the past. I’m used to it now. I have to put my arms around your waist, smell the scent on your hair, and take you into my arms completely. Only then can I sleep soundly.”

–

⊳ Interflowing Date 1st Call:

Victor: The book says that bunnies have a powerful ability to cleanse themselves, and they do not require frequent bathing.

Victor: It looks like we can hang a sign on the bathroom at home. A certain someone can only use it once a month.

–

[Afterthought]:

You see, I’m not exactly 100% joking about the 🐟🚮 smell LOL. That’s your keeper right there skfkfkl 😂💘

–

Lastly,

⊳ Remainder Of One’s Life Date 2nd Call:

MC: I was thinking just now.... what will Victor be like fifty years from now? Will he still take up time to keep me company during the IVs, will he still make me sweet porridge when I’m sick, will he still call me a dummy?

Victor: [laughs softly] Dummy, what’s the rush? You will know the answers to these questions in fifty years.

MC: Then, don’t you feel curious about what I’ll be like fifty years from now?

Victor: Didn’t you just tell me all about your dream?

Victor: Fifty years later, you are still by my side. That is the answer I want.

–

[Afterthought]:

The harsh truth is – real life is messy, and we can never vow to be perfect. What we can count on is – if you love that person with your everything, and you know that person feels the same way about you – they will not only accept every version of you, but they will cherish them equally even if you smell like 🐟🚮 aksbkvsk

AND, that’s Victor x MC for you! ❤️

—

#THESE TWO ARE JUST UTTER PERFECTION HNNNGNNNNN #mlqc victor #mlqc li zeyan #ask

[godmerlin]

thanks @90soldsoul you know i love answering these haahaha

Are you satisfied with the way your life is right now? Unfortunately, no.

Do you drink enough water?: I probably need to drink more than I do somedays, but I try.

When was the last time you ate at Burger King?: the 1990s. lol

Do you prefer the beach or the mountains?: Hmmm...Maybe the beach? If it’s private at least. If not than I choose mountains. but I live in the mountains and honestly it’s annoying AF.

How do you usually feel when you wake up on a morning?: ANnoyed that I woke up. lol

Would you rather take someone on a date, or be taken on a date?: Be taken on a date because the other involves me over thinking and anxiety inducing thoughts like “will they like it!?” I’d rather be let down by something subpar than be the one who lets the other person down lmfao

When was the last time you wore high heeled shoes?: I don’t remember. I can’t walk in them because of my knee.

Vodka or wine?: Wine I guess. But I RARELY drink.

How often do you cry?: lately? like 5 days out of the week at least. Since my mom died things have been rough.

Ever had a crush on a teacher?: ahaha Once! he was the band teacher lol

Can you wire a plug?: I don’t believe so since I have no idea what this is lmao

Do you wear socks to bed?: Only, and i do mean only, if im frozen solid from sickness. I hate socks in bed ugh

What is currently bugging you?: Making a choice between 2 objects. I want them both but only have room for one so I’m like, which one do I *need* more?

Where were you when you got your first period (if it applies)?: Ah....it was 9/11 lmao and I think I got it at school but it didn’t register what it was til I got home. I had hurt myself badly during gym that day and was going to hop into the shower with my sister so she could wash my leg down It was covered in cuts and gravel and it hurt too much to do it myself lmfao anyway when i took down my pants she noticed and yelled for my mom who came in and they explained to me it was my period (i had had sex ed before this but I still didn’t think to think that lmao) and I just started crying so hard sobbing that I didn’t want to be a woman. LMAO my mom would tell like EVERYONE this story for YEARS she thought it was so hilarious....and my sister still does to this day. Lmao god.

Can you change a car tire?: Not anymore. my dad taught me how to when i was little but i forgot how. lol

Have you met more than ten celebrities?: Yes, I have!

Do you sleep naked?: No....i hate the feeling of bare skin lmao

What was the best music gig you’ve ever attended?: Robbie Williams live in Las Vegas. I don’t think any other musician will ever top that for me lol. because i never thought I’d ever see him live. I feel like the only musician to top that will be Rob himself, if I ever get the chance to see him again. lol

Have you ever had sexual feelings for anyone you follow?: nooo

Do you think Benedict Cumberbatch is hot?: Yeah, I do. but he’s not what I refer to as “a fave”.

Favourite Disney princess?: Jasmine!!!!

Favourite city?: probably new york, im biased i guess. the vibes are just me. But for out of state.....Los Angeles was quirkier than I thought it was so I’ll go with that.

Can you drive?: Yes.

Cigarettes or alcohol?: alcohol...

Excercise or healthy eating?: i mean you need both but im probably more apt to excersize than eat healthy...Lmao I do eat healthier than I did before but it’s hard because i have issues with certain foods.

Favourite and least favourite accents?: i love the irish accent! any of them! and a scottish one...ANd a british one......from anywhere in the countries. Ahahhaa my least fave is gotta be Boston. LMAO sorry Chris I love you anyway!

What are you looking forward to?: not too much really, things are grim for me. I’ll say eating pizza tonight. LOL

Did you play Red Rover when you were a child?: yeah lol

Are you more attracted to men or women?: Men. but i do find women attractive sometimes.

Do you like 1980s fashion?: it depends on what type of fashion you mean, there’s so many different kinds from one decade alone. Lol. But I like fashion from every decade of the 20th century so I’ll say yes.

#about me #tagged in #fun things

[purplesurveys]

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When was the last time you felt like “getting into someone’s pants”? No idea. I’m asexual as asexual gets, so I genuinely never feel this way...

What is your favorite energy drink, if you have a favorite at all? I don’t like the idea of energy drinks; I’m scared they’ll keep me up for 48 hours?? LOL I smelled a Red Bull once and thought nopenopenopenope.

Would you have kids with the last person you kissed? No. That would never be possible anyway.

Do you know someone who threatens to kill themselves? I know a few people who’ve made some concerning social media posts in the past. Thankfully these days everyone I know seems happier and more stable.

Would you ever completely dye your hair the color green? I definitely would. Maybe not neon green, but otherwise I have always wanted to dye my hair a dark shade of green! That had always been my first choice until I changed my mind at the last possible minute and switched to purple.

Have you ever been in a long-distance relationship before? Never been. Don’t think I have the time, energy, and effort to want to sustain one either.

What is your favorite food to eat around Christmas? My mom makes a really good macaroni salad during that time of the year which for me makes me feel more Christmassy than anything else.

Do the people in your town speak like rednecks? No...I’m not sure we even have the equivalent of ‘rednecks’ here, haha. Filipinos are a super homogenous people.

When was the last time you cried happy tears? Last week when I watched Wrestlemania and saw the results of the Usos/Sami & Zayn match. Super emotional moment considering I’ve been following the latter two since I was in grade school and they were still in the indies. I’m working now, so you can just imagine how fucking long they’ve been putting in the work.

How liberal are you? Enough for older relatives to not be too happy with my way of thinking.

Would you mind living near large predatory animals? Well. Yeah?

Have you ever experienced altitude sickness? Nah. The most I’d go through is feeling some blockage or pressure in my ears (which goes away on its own after a while), but I mean I don’t feel sick or anything like that.

What’s your biggest priority right now? Reclaiming my work-life balance while still making sure I do well at work and remain as professional as people already perceive me as.

If you’ve stayed overnight in a hospital, how did you entertain yourself? I didn’t. I was 12 at the time, it was 2010, wifi wasn’t a thing yet, there was no TV in the room, and I didn’t even own a phone. The only way I could make time fly by at the time was through sleeping off the entire hospital stay.

Are your hands unsteady? I mean I’m SURE they’re not surgeon levels of steady, but they don’t visibly shake either.

Do you listen to a lot of mainstream music? My music bubble is exclusively K-pop these days so Top 40 mainstream maybe not so much, but considering BTS pretty much qualifies as mainstream now, yes I do.

Do you think you’re pretty? Sure, most of the time I do. I’m comfortable in my skin is how I’d put it.

Have you ever added someone you don’t know on Facebook? No, I would never do that. Even if that person has 100+ mutuals, if I don’t recognize the name or profile photo I wouldn’t add them back.

Do you have dirty pictures in your phone? Nope got rid of those a long time ago.

Have you ever looked up porn on the internet? Yes.

Would you ever shoot someone right in the face? I would if it has to come to that point. Conditions have to have met the extreme though – like if you mercilessly kill any one of my dogs, murder a relative. Things like that. I imagine I’d be impossible to stop when it comes to things I’d do for revenge.

Have you ever sold drugs? Nope.

Did you ever try cutting yourself? I did and I have.

Who’s the last guy you texted? Someone from the media who’s being pushy about wanting a free fucking meal.

Who do you know that wears the most make up? Hm, maybe a few media people I know who cover the beauty/makeup beat. It’s understandable why they wear lots of makeup though hahah.

Do any of your friends have kids? A few coworkers and former ones, but I wouldn’t explicitly call them friends.

Have you ever been tied up? Sure.

How many times have you been cussed out? It’s been a handful of times.

Are you anyone’s first love? I think? I can hardly remember the life I had with my ex lmao but yeah I think I had been her first.

Have you ever had an out-of-body experience? I guess. Something like that, when I used to be depressed.

Do you have more than one personality? No.

Do you prefer gory horror films or the psychological ones? Psychological. 

Do you have a favorite YouTuber or do you not watch much YouTube? Yeah a local real-life group of friends called Team Payaman. Started getting into them around two months ago, and watching/rewatching their vlogs no matter how many times I’ve seen the videos is pretty much a daily routine for me.

Are you a good dancer? I am definitely not. 

If you could find one long-lost friend of the past, who would it be? Raegan. I wouldn’t say she’s 100% long-lost since I’ve since found her on social media and discovered she’s now a thriving, super super successful athlete (for swimming), but we haven’t kept in touch since she transferred schools back in like...‘05. She and her family always were always kind and humble to everyone even though they were very blatantly stinking, old-money rich, and I remember being bummed when I realized she moved schools starting Grade 1 cos I didn’t even get to say bye.

Was your sixth grade teacher a man or a woman? Woman.

Have you ever had any teeth pulled? Two. I have another one that I’m expecting to get pulled as well since it’s on its way to decaying like the two others that went before, but I told my dentist I’ll just wait it out til it starts hurting hahaha.

Do you wash your hair or your body first when taking a shower? I always do hair first, unless I feel SUPER icky and sticky in which case I’ll wash my body first, then my hair, then do another round of washing my body.

Have you ever lived in a house that has been broken into? Nope.

Is there someone in your life you don’t want in it? Kinda. One of my associates (I have two of them) just shared her intention to resign, so I’ve started to be on detachment mode so that I could already be well-adjusted by the time she finishes her rendering period.

How many different people of the opposite sex have you cried over? Uhm, one, I guess? When my grandpa died lol. I’ve never cried over a boy in the romantic sense.

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? Andi, earlier in the car.

Has anyone ever told you they were in love with you? Sure.

Pretending to “never get the text” from someone who annoys you. Is that you? Not really someone who annoys me, but I’ll sometimes use this excuse when I genuinely forget to reply to a work message that really needed a response on my end. I’ll say, “sorry I didn’t seem to receive it” or “sorry, I thought I had replied” lol.

If your ex came up to you and asked you to take them back, what would you say? That they are fucking kidding.

Do you prefer boys to shave down there? I’ve never been with a boy but generally I have no preference when it comes to hair. It’s just...hair.

How much does your mother know about your sex life (or lack thereof)? Absolutely nothing.

Do you enjoy watching cooking shows? I used to but I don’t really do that anymore. I also used to like watching cooking vlogs but I don’t do that anymore either.

Do you worry about gaining weight? Not really, no.

Have you ever seen the movie A Walk to Remember? Cliche or worth watching? I tried watching it but was cringing like 1/8 through. Same with The Notebook.

What’s one event your town has that you don’t like to participate in? Parish festivals.

Are any of your siblings married? What are their spouses’ names? None of us are even in relationships and I don’t think any of us are remotely interested in being in one. Do you like being home alone or does it freak you out? I would love to be home alone, but that hasn’t happened since my college days. I don’t think I’ll ever be home alone again any time soon (and unless I move out and start living on my own) because work/study from home things.

Did you lose friends when you started dating someone? No but I did turn into a shit friend. My friends should have ditched my ass but they have all just been too fucking kind.

[itgirlwife]

star treatment

summary: malcolm finds out that puck is sick.

ship: honeymoon suite | malcolm/puck

words: 834

notes: fluff, mentions of sickness + food

Swallowing is a lot harder than usual this morning and rather painful. Breathing isn’t too easy either. There’s a lot more mucus in my nose than usual. For the first time in a while, I text Malcolm first. I only did it when we planned dates or there was something funny I wanted to share. If I text first, he’ll probably assume something’s wrong. I’ll keep it lighthearted.

good morning :)

Good morning sweetheart. Sleep good?

yes! i had a dream where i met taylor swift and she was really nice but these men in black came in and kidnapped me bc i “knew too much”

i talked to her for like an hour. we were at the beach. 

i’m sick btw lol

He called immediately after that message. I thought the “lol” would prevent that. I answered on the first ring.

“Yeah?”

“Everything ok? You’re sick?” He probably looks as cute as his concern is.

“Only a little. My throat’s just bothering me.” I sniffle a bit.

“And your nose isn’t bothering you?”

“I get runny noses in the morning.” It’s true. But I told him that to keep him from getting gray hairs over this.

“Right,” he doesn’t sound convinced. “Do you need anything? Medicine? Tea? Soup?”

“I’ll text you.”

“Please do. Get some rest. I’ll be there soon.” He sounded like he was halfway out the door. I thanked him and hung up.

Twenty or so minutes later, he shows up. I didn’t ask for much, only cough drops, tea, and soup. He got everything I asked for and some “just in case” items. He bought tissues, cold medicine (A.M. and P.M. variants), popsicles, and ingredients for tomato soup.  I sent him a picture of a canned soup I liked, but he protested.

“Canned soup don’t come from the heart.” He said.

Cute. I’ll let it slide.

When the afternoon came around, Malcolm prepared the soup. I went through 4 cough drops. I was advised not to leave the bed, but if I needed anything, I had to ask him. 

Hearing Malcolm move around my house was comforting. I liked hearing him do the dishes. The profanities that would ensue when he dropped said dishes. The floors creaking when his footsteps approached my bedroom. These served as reminders that I wasn’t alone.

The soup was finished and judging from what I smelt, the soup seemed worth the wait. Sat by my bed in a chair, Malcolm insisted I let him feed me the soup.

“I’m not on my deathbed Malcolm.”

“Well, one of us has to act like you are,” he adds soup to the spoon. “You’ll get better faster.”

“Did you really put your heart into this soup?”

“Every part of it.” He holds the spoon to my lips.

“That’s gross, Malcolm.” I slurp the soup. “I’m not Hannibal.” 

---

The soup was better than what I told him to get. It soothed my throat for the moment. The warmth in my chest when I swallowed each spoonful was something equivalent to the way I feel when Malcolm kisses me. Each spoonful made me smile. It made Malcolm smile too.

I complimented Malcolm on the sweater he wore today. When he stood, it would ride up. I’d get to see his waist and boxers. I thought of that as an added perk of him taking care of me. Navy and knit suited him.

“You look cozy in that sweater.”

He looked down at it like he’d forgotten he was wearing it. “I am. You want it?”

I blink stupidly. “...Like, right now?”

“You don’t want it tomorrow, do you?”

I don’t answer. However, I think Malcolm can read my mind. He takes off the sweater, and I scream inside. He hands it to me.

“Consider it part of the star treatment.”

---

Nighttime rolled around, and Malcolm and I spent most of it watching movies and eating popsicles. We knocked out Don’t Worry Darling but not without Malcolm scoffing whenever I got excited about seeing Harry Styles. During the movie, I took the P.M. medicine. The drowsiness was starting to kick in.

I opted for Malcolm to sleep in the living room because I'm contagious, but he pointed out that he’d been near me all day. Did it really matter now? I’m glad he pointed that out. Medicine be damned, I couldn’t sleep without him. 

My nose was still runny, so I couldn’t cuddle up with Malcolm how I wanted. So he cuddled up to me instead. He laid on my chest, curled up in the knit of the sweater he let me wear. I wonder if he can feel my heart’s unsteadiness.

“The sweater looks good on you.” He mumbles.

“Thanks. My boyfriend let me wear it.”

He chuckles, “Who’s your boyfriend?”

I yawn. My hand in his hair slows down the massage on his scalp. 

“Harry Styles.”

“Well, it was nice of him to let you borrow his sweater. Does he know you met Taylor at the beach?” 

#puck.docx #💒 — honeymoon suite #sick again! bad timing as usual </3 #much better than yesterday though :) #self shipping #self ship community #self shipping community #yeah i know i'm bad at endings...what of it.

[survey--s]

531.

Think back to yesterday, what were you doing around this time? Uh, messing about on my phone and watching TV, I think.

What was the last thing you watched on the TV? I’m currently watching Grease. If we’re talking TV shows, then Frasier.

Do you think pets can get annoying easily? Haha, depends on the pet, but yes, they definitely can be at times.

Did you know that pickles have no calories? According to Google, they have 11 calories per 100g.

Do you enjoy family get togethers? We don’t really do those anymore. All my family live overseas and I can’t afford to get there and have so much time off work.

In a group of three, do you often feel like the third wheel? It depends on the people.

What color are your pants? I’m wearing black shorts.

Is there snow on the ground where you are? No, it’s summer.

What is keeping you warm right now? I have a blanket over me but I’m not particularly cold, it’s more to protect my legs from the laptop.

Has anyone bought you a piece of jewelry? Yes.

How far away is your next birthday? Six months, seven days.

Do you have plans for that birthday yet? Yeah, I’m going to see The Ocean at the End of the Lane.

When did you last take a shower? About five hours ago.

Have you ever been to the Grand Canyon? No.

Have you ever flown somewhere alone? Sure, plenty of times.

Are you more serious or funny? Serious.

Is there someone that annoys you but you haven’t told them? Sure, it’s not exactly a very nice thing to say to someone.

When is garbage day in your area? Monday for normal rubbish, Thursday for recycling, but only every two weeks.

Who/What was the last thing to really irritate you? Mike wittering on at me about fishing lol.

Do you think people either love or hate spongebob? No.

Have you seen that new “Lie To Me” show? No.

What is something you’d rather be doing right now? I’m happy enough doing this, it’s been a pretty crazy week.

Do you find that people are too hard on you? No.

Do you take surveys often? Not as much anymore, I tend not to have the time during the week and then do 2-3 a day at the weekends.

Do you tend to slam things around when you’re mad? Not really.

Do you know anyone who hates/dislikes chocolate? Yeah.

Could you vote in this last election? Yeah.

Have you taken a shower today? Yeah, I shower everyday. I feel so gross if I don’t.

How much sleep did you get last night? About seven hours but it feels like way less.

Do you have more girl friends or guy friends? Girl.

What is your current mood? Pretty content but tired.

Is there anything on your mind at the moment? The cat has just come and head-rubbed all over me and I now have a mouth full of fur lol.

Are there any movies out that you’d like to see? Yes! The new Little Mermaid.

Have you ever been on a website called Stickam? No. I know what it is though.

Have you ever hated yourself? Sure, as a melodramatic teenager lol.

Are you hungry? Kinda, but I’m planning on having steak for tea so I’m saving myself until then.

Did your parents ever ground you? No.

Where was the last place you went out to eat? King Billy.

Have you ever felt like you needed a better life than the one you have? Sure, but overall I’m happy with my life.

Do you own an MP3 player of some kind? I just use Spotify on my phone.

Do you have a moment in your life you wish you could replay over again? Sure.

Have you ever been in a play? If so, did you like it? Yeah, our school did loads of plays - I always loved it.

What is one musical artist you wish wasn’t making music? Anyone who’s done something shitty and is still successful.

When was the last time you cleaned something? Today. I did two loads of laundry, cleaned/changed the litter trays, washed the dishes, vacuumed and made the bed lol.

Have you ever been so sick you had to be taken to the hospital? No.

Do you like your smile? Not really.

Do you have someone that you think truly understands you? Yeah, luckily.

When was the last time you doubted yourself? I can’t really remember.

Is there anything currently bothering you? Not especially, no.

Would you say that you’ve got something ‘special’ about you? I think everyone has, as ridiculously cheesy as that sounds.

Who was the last person to cheer you up when you were down? The cat lol.

Are you scared of what you do not know? Not really.

Is there anything in the next six months that you’re looking forward to? Summer in general, having two weeks off in August, going to Manchester for the weekend, my birthday.

Were you/are you popular in high school? No.

Do you really care what people think about you? Sure, to an extent. I mean, I don’t think anyone wants to be known for being a shit person.

Do you find yourself treating others like you’d want to be treated? Sure.

Are you constantly envious of others? No.

Are you more of a whiner with things or a do’er of things? A mixture of both.

List three of your favorite TV shows: Friends, the Simpsons (upto season 10) and Parks and Recreation.

Would your friends say you’re a relaxed person or stressed? Definitely more stressed lol.

What do you find yourself worrying most about these days?  Not much really. I know that sounds quite smug but honestly I don’t really need to worry about anything much.

Would you say it’s hard to earn your trust? No, but once it’s broken, you’ll never get it back.

Who was the last person to compliment you? My mum, I think.

Anything interesting happen this past week? Uh, I wouldn’t say interesting, it’s just been a busy week really.

When was the last time you felt scared? I can’t remember.

What’s on your mind this very second? My feet are cold and I’m kinda hungry.

Do you know the difference between ‘your’ and ‘you’re’? Yes.

Do you correct other people’s grammar/spelling when talking to them online? No. As long as it’s legible/understandable, it really doesn’t matter.

Is bacon one of your favorite foods? No. I like bacon but it’s not really something I buy or eat unless it’s in a restaurant or something like that.

Are you one of those people who like to sleep in on the weekends? I don’t like sleeping in really late as it messes up my body clock completely, but about 9am is great.

Do you like things Vampire related? No.

Have you ever cussed at a parent or teacher? Yes, both.

When was the last time you saw snow? Uh, I think we had some snow in March?

Have you ever felt stupid after saying something? Lol, of course.

Do you find yourself cold at the moment? No, it’s pretty warm even though it’s nearly 8pm.

Are your nails currently long? No, I only cut them last night.

Are you the kind of person who does not like talking about their past? It depends on what part of my past we’re referring to.

Do you have long slender fingers or short chunky ones? Long slender ones lol.

Do you think your foot size fits your body type? Yeah, it seems to.

Are you the competitive type? Yeah, I definitely can do.

Are you more of a mommy’s person or a daddy’s person? I was a daddy’s girl growing up, but now I’m much closer to my mum.

#survey #surveys

[dianiniiiii]

When this year started, I told myself that I will start taking care of my health. My body, despite being fat and fed with unhealthy meals, had helped me survived the pandemic season scot free. I feel like it finally deserve the attention it needed but sometimes, life happens and just when you started being health-conscious, a bunch of shenanigans start to happen. Let me take you on this 2023 first quarter’s ganap.

First on my list was tonsillectomy. I grew up with large sets of tonsils that gets inflammed easily. Pag may tonsilitis ako memsh kahit laway ang hirap lunukin. Ganun sya kalala. I was told by two ENTs to consider removing it but I was hella scared. One of the main reason I chose to finally remove it was my sleep apnea. Lately, I kept waking up gasping for air and it got me scared. I don’t want to die young ‘no. One day, my throat got irritated and I thought I had tonsilitis. Turns out, wala naman. It was uncomfortable nonetheless. I asked my ENT about tonsillectomy and we started planning the whole thing. The week after my birthday, I was scheduled for my operation. Surprisingly, I was calm the entire process. I can feel my mother in law panicking (she hates hospital and stuff) but I was calm. I was injected with different things, but I was calm AF. A part of me was like, BISSSSSSS u stronggg. But really, I was okay. I was more worried about dying due to blood loss and my husband hating me for going through an “unnecessary” operation lol. Long story short, I survived that and healed fast.

2 weeks after operation, I was given a fit to work medical certificate and went on my merry way. It was just in time for our Annual Leadership Summit and I was excited to be back and meet my virtual workmates in person. The company book a hotel and I was sharing it with my long time friend. During the 4-day event, she fell sick with fever and cough. I was kinda taking care of her, making sure we have enough water in the room and ordered for medicine and food when needed. It was already a bad sign considering I just came from a medical leave myself but I was worried of her. Towards the end of the event, my throat started feeling itchy then fever sets in. We were back to normal working hours but I only managed to report for 2 days before my body fell. I was out the entire week but still hopeful I’ll be back the following week.

Present time: I’m still not well. I’m still coughing but no fever. I have no voice due to dry cough, I guess. I was ready to login tonight but early this morning, I felt my like my right eye was sore. My husband told me it might be due eye constraint and to take some rest. We slept but when I woke up in the afternoon, it was red with sticky thingyyy. Effin sore eyes. I still pushed through and logged in because I know that our team needs me. Ending? My director forced me to log out and take some rest.

You see, when you started being mindful of your health, your body panics and starts to malfunction. Moral lesson? Stop being healthy… chs. I still plan on working on my health journey. Pray for my fast recovery? :)