#this is a phase that will soon pass

[prozach27]

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#my depressive episode is getting severe 🫠 #this is so stupid #I wish my brain would just let me enjoy life lol #instead I’m a puddle of mush on my bed feeling profoundly empty and hopeless and embarrassed of myself #don’t get why this is where my brain always comes back to #I get that there’s something profoundly wrong with me #and that it’s derailed my life #but I’ve worked so hard to overcome that!!! I’ve made such ridiculous progress!!!! #this is a phase that will soon pass #but I’m just looking forward to the day that normalcy doesn’t require me having my life perfectly together to a tee #the harder I fight and the more I throw myself into my intensive treatment or medication or whatever else #the more it becomes apparent that maintaining normalcy is a full time job that requires a lot of organization and dedication #and I’m just so tired #so exhausted constantly #and always have ridiculous family matters to wrap up and take care of #I can’t imagine what it’s like to live a life where you don’t have to take care of your family members #I would be so much happier and carefree #idk rambling I just. I’m really tired and depressed tonight. it’s all feeling like way too much. #I’ll be better after a good rest I think. this is temporary and will pass. it’s just annoying that this feeling is here to begin with

[batshikns]

Theyre the genshin version of freckles x moles fight me

#art #sketch #genshin impact #genshin fanart #diluc ragnvindr #childe #tartaglia #ajax #<- the many name king right here #chiluc #guys i swear this is a phase #itll pass #please believe me 😭😭😭 #bsd will come back soon... #i just need to fight the chiluc off!!!! #... #😥 #they are making their presence known and i don't like it #anyways... lmk if you can't read my handwriting... ill reblog it with captions/an id

[skyerooodraws]

💎

#I'm not dead I swear #I'm just going through a burnout season that's all #I will try to post consistently when it passes (I hope soon) but for now here have Rarity because I'm going through a nostalgic mlp phase #again #mlp rarity #rarity #mlp #mlp fanart

[unicornal]

I've been juggling a lot of things at the moment but!!!! Just wanted to drop this here to show I am indeed still alive and making UWE fanart as promised! This is a little peek at a slightly bigger (?) animation I've been working on whenever I get the chance to amid everything else I'm doing! Animating his ear flicking back like a cat's ear was honestly my favorite part of this next to another little section not shown here

#unicorn warriors eternal #unicorn: warriors eternal #uwe #uwe aelwulf #aelwulf #fanart #animation #fan animation #uwe animation #artists on tumblr #unicornal wips #This is the second rough pass of this so apologies for it being a little on the messy side KJDJKSGJKLDS #I'm planning to have it cleaned up a little before I dive into finalizing everything via rendering lineart colors and whatnot #but for now I'm in the rough pass phase where I'm messing around and tweaking little bits and bobs here and there until I'm happy #This is definitely my favorite animation I've done so far; not to mention it's a first for me in terms of everything it entails #I've been really wanting to challenge myself BUT I've also had so many animation and fanart ideas bouncing around in my head #for the entire time I was away so needless to say I'll have a lot to share and even more coming soon hopefully! #I'm really excited about this one it's something that's been on my mind for Weeks so hehe KJDKLJSJGKLJSKL

[worlds-largest-juice-container]

the best thing about listening to the fucked jam by ween is forgetting if you've paused it or not and then the fucked up evil beats return

#ween #im in my ween phase #dont woory it shall pass soon

[britneyshakespeare]

I have to be so honest and vulnerable with you for a second. I keep thinking of getting another complete works of Shakespeare

#tales from diana #my riverside 1973 is still my beloved baby but she's really worse for the wear these days #i didn't start thinking about it till i got one for my friend like 6 months ago for his bday #and i kept looking at it and being like oh wow. his doesn't have all the scratches and rips mine does #mine is still BETTER obviously bc it's MINE. it's in worse condition objectively but it's MINE #making it the best copy in existence. to me #and it was my aunt's textbook at boston college. my grandmother let me have it. i think of it as a family heirloom #and the coating on the front cover side of the spine has been slowly tearing off :( #like there's one long vulnerable rip almost all the way down. idk how to prevent it from breaking further #other than just by not using it. and idk how to fix it wo making it potentially worse #i didn't know how to take care of old gigantic books when i got it at 19. i never considered it #i hadn't had one before. but now im more experienced #and im also just curious about what's inside other editions. especially newer ones #i only have 6 plays and at least 3 of them i plan to read in a copy other than the riverside #like my 23 plays and sonnets (1953) edited by t. m. parrot has 2 and another play im gonna borrow from library lending #and id definitely wanna get rid of a lottttt of books i have right now before getting a new one #im already planning on which books to donate when i declutter #and i need to declutter my books DESPERATELY. so so desperately #it'd just be nice to have another complete works in my collection. for a number of reasons. #that way i also suppose ill have two big books of shakespeare for auntie diana to pass down someday #i don't plan on getting one soon im just in the contemplative phase. but boy am i tempted

[blakyoo]

mi ; nsfw

some of my fav pics.. a few months old tho

yes that blurry pic of my ass is one of my favs cry abt it (or praise me for it hhahah

#im gonna start tagging these so i can find them ithink #myself #also yes im in my seasonal “wow im hot” overconfidence phase dont worry itll pass soon

[stopdyingnow]

Aight judge me based on my top kins:

(In no order by the way lmfao)

•Maki Zenin

•Fushiguro Megumi

•Hayakawa Aki

•Azula from ATLA

•Mitaka Asa

•Satoru Gojo

•Kyoka Jiro

#anime #anime kins #kin #characters i kin #ive been gone for a million years forgive me bc my cat just passed jkashdf #jujtusu kaisen #jjk #chainsaw man #csm #my hero academia #mha #avatar #avatar the last airbender #atla #oh god whenever i think of atla i get flashbacks to my zuko phase when i was 11 or so #nowadays i prefer azula just bc i find her more relatable to me personally and she hotter lol #id say i kin maki and megumi most tho #pls forgive me for being gone for so long #ill make more headcanons soon i promise

[raeygina-george]

raey's weekly art block update time⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️

#raey spam #so at this point i have passed the 'need to draw need to draw need to draw need to draw need to draw draw draw draw draw draw dr“ part #nowadays the thought of drawing barely even crosses my mind #it's not that i haven't drawn anything i just don't draw anywhere near as frequently as i used to #and i haven't finished Anythinf #and my current art process is staring at the canvas #making exactly two lines #and then closing the program #nowadays drawing is something that i Used to do. #like i see people draw irl and something in the back of my head is like hey!!! that's me!!! i can do that too!!!! im an artist too!!! #but i remember that i have nothing to show for it #and nobody actually knows im an artist until they get to know me bc im never drawing #I've kind of passed the existential phase (where i question what art even means to me and who i am without it and etc etc) #and am just. Reminiscing #i also don't think this is something that's going to let up for quite a while #bc the reason im not drawing is overly busy + exhaustion + loss of motivation #and my schedule is not going to clear up anytime soon so neither will my Eepy Tiredness and thus neither will my motivation #anyways i know that basing your status as an artist off of your productivity is a very bad thing to do #it's just that like. time for me is some big block #like. whatever happened this morning is far far far away #so a couple days of not drawing actually feels like a lot to me #and this is the longest ive gone without drawing since i first got tumblr #so it's just like. all that's so far in the past yk. im no longer an artist im just tired

[oscill4te]

why does the big boss of the small grocery store chain have to be here, on the slowest day ever, upstairs w easy access to all the cameras. have to not look like a slacker when there is literally nothing to do and the closer is someone who is not cool w sending ppl home early. rip. wall scrubbing time for hours i guess.

#we did a deep clean today. im helping other departments a bit. but business is slow... #funny how i thought my dpt would be behind and we are now caught up. overstock is thoroughly checked. date codes are done #even remerchandised and such #phased. the werkz. #my break ends soon rippp #txt #have to somehow pass 3 and a half hours when there is only an hour worth of work to do left #bc a shipment didnt come in today and ffff. yeah

[avenirdelight]

somebody please tell him

#that it doesn’t look good at all #this phase will pass soon baby you can do it #rodrigo bentancur #spurs

[narzissenkreuz-ordo]

WHAT IN THE HELL THAT STUPID DEER MY OBLITERATED MY ASS...... EVERYONE WAS ALIVE AND NEARLY AT FULL HEALTH.....

#i blinked and blade bailu and welt were DEAD then jing yuan passed out soon after #christ i was halfway through the final phase #i was underleveled but STILL #yappin

[kyouka-supremacy]

At this point this isn't even a sskk blog anymore this is a “Akutagawa is unrequitedly in love with Atsushi” blog

#Me looking at myself in the mirror: What have you become #ryūnosuke akutagawa #← No Atsushi tag this is not about him #sskk #bsd #mine #q. #No for real though I hope the phase passes soon I've never been a kind for angst lol #16/06/22

[pendraegon]

sorry guys i know im like. talking about sad music from my really bad years but at least im not listening to the antlers so. silver lining.

#it's not quite nostalgia but like. hm. maybe bc im going to soon be entering a new phase of my life #opening the door and passing through the threshold that im thinking so much about how i used to be and #all the years are coming back to me alsfkjasogknjdsgusijfgdsf #i think lots of people know that im very proud of how ive changed over the years especially in regards to my mental health but wow. #wowowowowowowowowowow. sometimes you're 26 and 16 and 22 and 8 and 10 and 14 and 20 all at once you know.

[unqompleted]

I'd like to think that ajin manga version and anime version are two different thing 🤷‍♀️

#not to mention the live action..... im kinda dissapointed but the good point is it covers the forge arc including the fan strategy #but no kou there :( also no kaito :( #anime ending involved the power of ibm #meanwhile the manga ending use human body system #if u think my blog is ajin blog.... youre wrong #more like im back on my ajin phase and it will pass soon like my other hyperfixation

[propheticfire]

I've made the acquaintance of some lovely people on Twitter; two of them are excellent writers, and everyone in this group is so nice and supportive and smart and fun!

But they all like to talk about dark themes and angsty plots and all that stuff. And there's nothing wrong with angst and things, but it's very much not where my enjoyment lies. I like a dead dove on occasion, but like...even in the taboo themes I enjoy, I want it to be soft and loving and caring, etc. So even though I like this group of people, sometimes I'm just skimming over their posts and not engaging because it hurts.

And the two writers are very much on the same wavelength and can riff off of each other so well! But they understand the characters in a different way than I do, so again, even though I love them and I love (most of) their stories, I feel like I can't engage beyond just vague words of support.

I think the reason this is bothering me is because I feel like so many places I go, I am not Enough for that space but Too Much for normal spaces. Lmao especially in fandom, I feel like I'm not enough of a Freak for the Real Freak corner (affectionate), but too much of a Freak for the normies. And I always run into people who are so in tune with each other that they can just go and go and create and flourish, and I am envious. Not that I have any creative energy these days anyway, but still. I wish...

#Prophetic thoughts #guess my longing for a Person extends to fandom too and not just irl #or maybe I just want a Person SOMEWHERE #ah well my menstrual cycle will pass through this phase soon and I'll feel better again #just gotta ride it out