Here is a short list, in no particular order, of things that came out in 2014 thus making them ten years old this year:
The Lego movie
Guardians of the galaxy
Paddington
The hunger games: mockingjay pt 1
Big hero six
Into the woods
Interstellar
How to train your dragon 2 (still have not seen)
And a happy twenty years to:
Shrek 2
Barbie: the princess and the pauper
Ella enchanted
The incredibles
Howls moving castle
And finally, last but not least, a very happy twenty years to Nicolas cage stealing the Declaration of Independence
Happy new years
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to the next stage of our adventure!
digimon survive week 2024
day 7: post-game / future
personal thoughts under the cut - less about the artwork and more about shuuji and lopmon themselves. a long rambling containing major spoilers and heavy topics. will cause whiplash. proceed with caution.
other than the fact this may be boring and long-winded, cw and tw:
there will be mentions of self-harm and suicide.
if these topics make you uncomfortable, please step back.
if you're sure, then alright.
i'm aware this is a weird place to ramble about shuuji and lopmon considering the notorious highlight of their story would match the themes of day 5 (villains) and day 6 (dark & loss) better. unfortunately (ironically?) i never planned to feature them for those days, so...
pretty sure i'm not the only one feeling this, but when i discovered that a good part of the fandom seems to loathe shuuji with utmost passion, even after they claimed to have completed the game, i was confused.
the way his death happened and (understanding) the cause made me uncomfortable for a while, but never drove me to the point of hate... once i recovered from the initial shock, what i felt towards him was more pity, then respect (on truthful route).
i feel shuuji should have been one of the most appreciated characters in survive. yet it was the opposite that happened.
(between you and me though, knowing there was this discourse with the fact digimon survive is a visual novel, i'm not that surprised it turned out this way...)
from my point of view, lopmon evolving into wendimon then killing shuuji symbolizes suicide, the act of taking one's own life. it was the climax of shuuji's mental breakdown, leading him to basically self-destruct, causing damage to everyone around him and ultimately himself.
lopmon evolved, just like he hoped. but failed to do it like other kemonogami partners (maintaining control of themselves and fending off enemies). the next and final outcome was death, through his own partner actually eating him alive too.
it reminds me how when someone thought they have prepared well for something important yet it failed spectacularly, the devastation and frustration would eat them in the same way from inside. and they probably would for one second think, "i'm better off dead".
the more i pondered about it, the more it hit home, so of course, the last thing i could do is hate him, when his struggles sound similar to my own - having to rely on consistent achievements to prove your value, to feel you are worth living and not a waste of resources.
the part where shuuji went all abusive on lopmon felt like the equivalent of pushing yourself to the extreme to reach your goal, to the point of neglecting your own needs. it's like a student so absorbed in their study, sacrificing food and sleep, until their body eventually snaps and shuts down for good (...this in fact happened to one of the students at my previous workplace. she was in her last year of high school. life was just about to truly start for her when her classmate informed us of her sudden death).
even in truthful route where shuuji and lopmon survive that point, things aren't immediately nice and easy for him. you can see that he still has self-doubts, and what i think is impostor's syndrome. he could be making a great contribution to the team and still put himself down for having done "nothing".
i have found it interesting that artists and writers tend to be especially fond of shuuji. so perhaps it's not just the matter of one's upbringing - whether you were raised in a harsh, competitive environment and/or with family with (unreasonably) high standards so you can relate more easily to him - but also whether one can see just what every struggle shuuji and lopmon went through symbolizes shuuji's mental state.
out of all survive characters, i think shuuji and lopmon pulled off this thing called "surviving" the hardest, no joke. which is why i almost always gravitate to drawing them happy because that's what they deserve :')
after all this, what i also would like to say is, it's okay if a character makes you uncomfortable. it's okay if you hate a character. but never, ever bring down the character to people who like them or even consider them their favorite or comfort character. if you must, do it in your own space and only with like-minded people.
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I couldn't not draw anything with them for Valentines day 💖 Here's a song for them 💝
These two drawings are not supported to be together exactly but I drew them so close that I couldn't take separate photos :/ (they are technically together but not next to each other. Imagine them being in their own offices while receiving these gifts)
Oh well.
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I had a minor surgery/procedure today I was super nervous about but everything went well!!! everyone was so attentive and nice, it made the experience an absolute breeze and I felt really comfortable and reassured ;;_;; couldn't ask for a better care team!!!
just got a couple days of healing ahead but super blown away...just had to share it out into the world!!! the care team even wrote me a handwritten note and added it in to my stuff ;;_;;
there has been A LOT of personal stuff going on the last couple months but finally getting to chip away at stuff, and getting medical providers that are helping eith the burden... I'm extremely lucky and thankful to have that experience !!!! can’t wait to get back to art…. can’t wait to hopefully feel some kind of relief soon!
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Happy!!....
*takes out calendar*
Happy 202...
*looks at calendar again with comically large eyes while wiping my glasses*
2024??!?????
*pulls out comically large list labeled "2023 new years resolutions"*
I HAVE DONE NONE OF THESE????
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but the world as she knows no longer exists.
digimon survive week 2024
day 1: a new world
thoughts under cut. spoilers alert.
if you haven't completed the game, proceed at your own risk. you have been warned.
i feel so much for miyuki. the girl who got lost and forgotten. even the best possible ending offered in the game leaves many questions as open possibilities.
how is she going to live her life now?
how will she deal with living in a new world where it's nothing like the one she used to live in?
pretty sure nearly all of the people she knew are no longer alive. her younger brother is now an elderly.
this is why digimon survive deserves a sequel. i need to know all that lol. here is my personal headcanon / wish, though:
exploring how miyuki, at the core, struggles with everything, including accepting the current reality she is in. despite starting to get used to living in the modern world, she can never, for one, imagine her younger brother dying before her.
haru, her only family whom she likely can't even communicate properly with in public without people turning heads and wondering why the old man calls the young girl "big sis".
that's probably when something can happen involving takuma co. as they themselves try/struggle to integrate their kemonogami partners into daily life, where it could ultimately end with miyuki getting to "catch up" or get turned into the age and appearance she is supposed to be (i'm delusional)
if someone already explored and/or wrote a fic about it, please link it to me... if you who are reading this plans to write about it, please tag me when you finish it... i'm more desperate than i look haha 😭
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also big hc of low key jealous Magnus and the Spiral being in healthy competition over pampering and doting on Alec 😬.
Alec: I’m kinda hungry
Magnus *summons a rare apple from the orchards in Italy’s valleys*
The Spiral: *grows a whole orchard in the gardens and makes apple pie with fresh ice cream*
plus all the rare gifts the Spiral gives Alec including an immortal phoenix that hasn’t been seen in 1000 years (but that’s a whole discussion for later 🙃)
I mean…maybe?😂 There will be some Spiral and Magnus shenanigans happening, whether that’s in the main part or as a side story that’s still to be seen though. That said it’s more of a competition on Magnus’s side, the Spiral just goes « Oh, tiny not-warlock likes this. Must give more » and then summons whatever Alec wants. So, Magnus is in a one-sided competition and he knows it and is very miffed about it.
Ragnor is both groaning and cackling at the whole situation.
Alec is just happily munching on apples.
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