#to destroy myself emotionally

[kynamo]

control your heart

#bakudeku #bkdk #bkdk art #my art #my hero academia #boku no hero acedamia #bnha bakugo #bnha midoriya #bnha deku #bnha kacchan #bakugo in a shape of a heart <3 #to destroy myself emotionally #inspired by the recent chapter cover #cause what the fuck #bakugo get UP. #deku needs you

[gillionmeowstrider]

echoes of an older sister

#gillion tidestrider #edyn tidestrider #jrwi riptide #jrwiblr #jrwi show #jrwi fanart #i felt like emotionally destroying myself via the tidestrider siblings tonight #(ive been working on this on and off for weeks lol) #look man #erm #they get better (? maybe?) #fun detail: edyn is always facing gillion except in the final illustration! while gillion only faces her three times #before he is called forth by the elders. after he's reunited with her after his banishment. and when she's walking away from him smile

[chubbychiquita]

This may sound counterintuitive, but you look healthier than you ever have. Your skin looks amazing, your hair looks thicker and more lustrous and your figure looks ripe as a Georgia peach. It’s kind of amazing😍😍

thank you 🥺🥺🥺 i've been finding out that a lot of my health issues are closely linked to stress & stress hormones, ever since i've opted to mostly focus on being a fat lazy princess my life has really gotten better in every regard ☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️

#i am rlly so lucky to be able to support myself by getting fat i think a 9-5 would destroy me #and since i've been volunteering w the rescue i've been feeling super emotionally fulfilled as well #i am a happy girl #ask

[chloecherrysip]

"I hope you told your brother how much you loved him, because you're probably never gonna see him again."

"..."

"Was that too dark?"

"YES!"

"Sorry."

#mario movie #mario move spoilers #super mario bros movie #super mario bros #mario and luigi #super mario bros movie spoilers #cherrysip edits #i was gonna make a different gifset today but then i found that new trailer and WELL HERE WE ARE lol #TOAD SERIOUSLY CAN YOU READ THE ROOM HERE??????????? #first time in the town was kinda funny second time was genuinely a bit upsetting to the point that i gasped when i heard the dialogue #mario would prefer you Do Not Say Things Like That!!!!!!! #he is no way shape or form emotionally prepared to grapple with the idea of his brother being dead or never being able to find him #that would end him. that would destroy him. he would truly not know how to go on. so that is just firmly Not a Possibility in his brain #(and now i made myself REALLY sad thinking about mario remembering this conversation a little later and wondering #when WAS the last time he told luigi he loved him????? he can't remember. he loves his brother more than anything and anyone #but he hasn't said it outloud in so long and the realization of that is extremely painful. there's some more angst for you!!!) #anyway this is just a compilation of all the significant scenes where mario and luigi are actually together we've seen so far and I CRY #also the brand-new one of them running through town!!! omg it's perfect #with mario doing unnecessary parkour and luigi just diligently jogging along on the outside and avoiding the mess #the characterization even in the tiniest moments like this is truly CHEF'S KISS #will be working on more gifsets because my brain just needs to stare at all this until the movie comes out lololol

[dustykneed]

In your “mcspirk fruity fleet academy au” is Bones married? or divorced? I wonder because of the song you used for him in that one comic (Long Division by Corporate Hearts). (Also I loveee your art style!!! And fem Kirk!! She is living in my head rent free as a welcome guest 😌)

he's divorced!

ooof. poor guy... i'm going to leave most of this up to interpretation because i do feel most of this speaks for itself, but good eye for the song lyrics!!

ngl the whole feeling behind them is a huge part of Bones' past in this au (some of it is his POV of it warped by his self-blame and guilt, and other parts of it are a more reliable account of what happened.)

(Thank you so much for being so interested in this au!!! i'm so invested in it myself and it means so much to me that someone else likes it so much they want to know more too<33333 f!Kirk also lives in my brain rent free LOL. and i am SO sorry if i'm wrong, but tuvok anon... tuvok anon is this you 👀👀)

#star trek #star trek fanart #star trek aos #star trek alternate original series #star trek tos #star trek the original series #leonard mccoy #bones mccoy #leonard bones mccoy #joanna mccoy #mcspirk #mcspirk fruity starfleet academy au #bones mccoy angst #tos #thank you so much!! you're way too kind<3333 im so glad i could bring you a bit of joy with my art :') #dust trek aus #btw destroyed myself emotionally drawing this. i think it actually changed me a little and i dont regret it At All /gen #but now i am filled with the burning need to actually finish this au so he gets to be okay like he deserves

[amiinkles]

To be loved is to be changed, but would you still love me if I changed?

#ofmd #our flag means death #ofmd fanart #our flag means death fanart #stede bonnet #well episode 8 kinda destroyed this for me great #when ed essentially told stede 'i hate the new you. i miss the old you' I wanted to see them expand on that. #it is something ive been told countless times and i hated it #i relate to stede so much. seeing how he and his relationship with ed was handled in episode 8 made me mad #he was gifted his boyfriend and forgot about his dream about being a pirate. the show said 'you just didnt gind the right person' #as someone under the aromantic umbrella it pissed me off #i was genuinely invested in gentlebeard in season 1. but they didnt address most of the issues surrounding their relationship #im sorry im so angry but i had to get it out #im not blaming anyone but myself for getting so emotionally attached to this show #ughh amii out. feel free to disagree or whatever #amii ofmd cravings #fanart #our flag means fanart #amii argues #i still love stede btw. and izzy. #ed is in timeout but ill make a fanart and rant of his charcter eventually

[dionysusdecent]

I find it kinda funny that i somehow managed to find like a small group of Heathcliff fans that sorta just constantly reblog each other, no other communication, just one finds a post and reblogs it, and the others just follow suit.

#lcb heathcliff #cant wait for canto 6 part 3 in a bit #and to be emotionally destroyed and the almost inevitable fight against distorted Heathcliff #canto vi spoilers #canto 6 spoilers #spoilers in the tags #PM has already given us a mechanic that removes sinners from the party in 5.5.1 #they can do it here and i dont know who im gonna replace him with #limbus company #...just reminded myself that im gonna need to get back to analyzing the sin affinity of the new heath IDs i havent covered #and maybe the ones ive already covered since we now have a lot more info about him

[dylanconrique]

okay, but i need the girls to try and cheer lucy up by getting her drunk, only to have their plan backfire when lucy starts sobbing over and over about how much she misses and still loves tim.

#*carly catalogs #i'll start writing this after i walk my dogs #the rookie #the rookie s6 #lucy chen #chenford #otp: you know me so well #made myself cry imagining lucy lying strung out across both nyla and angela's laps while slurring her words about wanting tim back #and angela strokes her hair as her and nyla shush and soothe her to sleep like one of their own babies #you show your truest colors when you're drunk.... #and ik lucy's gonna put on a brave face and act like she's not as emotionally destroyed as she is #like 'i still love him. i'm always gonna love him.' 🥺🥺

[mhin-t]

so pm dazai huh ;v;

#one thing i love to imagine to emotionally destroy myself is that 15 yo dazai had a baby face which really emphasized how young he was #bsd #bungo stray dogs #dazai bsd #bsd dazai #dazai bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs dazai #bsd fanart #bungo stray dogs fanart #bsd dazai fanart

[nicolethered]

Do y’all think this is the first time in 20 years Joel smiled?

#pedro pascal #joel miller #the last of us hbo #the last of us spoilers #tlou spoilers #if I am going to destroy myself emotionally I’m taking you all with me

[dryemiddi]

Sometimes I wish I was Mettaton and could just be a sultry voiced, preppy pink robot femboy with enough gender to destroy entire civilizations and whenever i feel like it just flip a switch and turn into a literal box

#typing this while I'm having ass destroying diarrhea #i need to distract myself okay #even the mildest of spicy foods are kryptonite to me physically and emotionally #another perk of being Mettaton is that I wouldn't have to fuCKING SHIT-- #drye rambles #undertale #update: I feel disemboweled.

[oakfern]

why does consuming content destroy me. i am so bad at this. why can't i just read books and play video games like a normal person

#e #i'm sorry for this but i never make posts with essays in the tags so bear with me for once #every time i find a new Thing it eats me alive until i can forget about it #after i finished earthbound i cried for 2 days straight. u think i am exaggerating but i am not... it was scary. i could not stop bawling #when i read the locked tomb series i was literally emotionally destroyed for a whole ass month #while i had the books out from the library i just kept reading them. and rereading them. and rereading them #and i read really fast so i probably read each book like 5 times at least. and the emotional parts i read over dozens of times #anyway this time my Thing is lore olympus. i read all of lore olympus in two days and now i don't know what to do with myself #(ok to be fair i was caught up in like 2021 but it's been a while so i had to start from the beginning again) #side note: i can't wait for alecto to come out so i can be completely destroyed for the rest of my life

[savrenim]

not to be another donations post but you may remember how over the summer we had massive amounts of plumbing problems and other unexpected moving costs? well. after proceeding to work every single hour available to me for six months, take no holidays whatsoever, and budget the hell out of every aspect of my life, I was actually on track to pay everything back and maybe have a little bit of wiggle room by the time summer came around!

and then we got a call from the vet about routine labs saying that if we didn't take Suzy in to an emergency specialty hospital immediately, she would die within in a week, she might die anyways if we took her there, but it was our only chance to have a few more months with her. after an extremely difficult household discussion, we decided that we needed to do as much as we could for her. she's been a beloved member of the family for 18 years. we were not going to abandon her in her hour of need.

with two days at the specialty hospital, the prognosis was better than we could have possibly hoped! the most important thing is she does not have heart problems at all, which means that we can treat her chronic kidney disease with normal IV fluids and with careful treatment she could easily be with us for years to come. the timely intervention also may or may not have saved her from acute kidney failure too, we'll know when we go back to the vet on Wednesday to get her blood checked where her levels have stabilized at.

two days at the specialty hospital means we are also down $3652 , and no longer are on track to pay back everything by July when it comes due unless a couple of uncertain things going forward Go Right, I do not trust everything to Go Right, and we're also still uncertain about what long-term treatment going forward is going to cost.

I still have my ko-fi and my patreon, but honestly, I'm aware that everything is tight for everyone always and there are also a lot of causes that need money right now and in the face of that "hey my family went super out on a limb to try to save our cat and would love some help not falling off" feels kind of shallow. but like. not to sound dumb or like a youtuber or podcaster, but, like. honestly I think the Most Helpful Thing that anyone could do for me right now is take a fucking HelloFresh link that will send you a "free" box for cost-of-shipping ($7ish?) if you Sign Up For An Account that you can then cancel Immediately After The Box Has Shipped and Never Give Them Any More Money Than That and get Six To Ten Meals Out Of It, and for getting someone to "sign up", they will give me a free box too. like. if 13 people are willing to take a link then I don't need to worry about food for the next three months. which would be. HUGE.

so I guess.... dm me if you want a link? otherwise expect to see a lot of promotion of my writing/ patreon as I scramble the hell to try to make this money up

#my life #pet sick for tw #donation post #sort of #yes I am aware that Hello Fresh is problematique / union-busting #they are also currently the only easily accessible source of Free Food that we can actually eat/use #honestly if anyone Wants To Help but doesn't really have the $7 for shipping #I will freaking venmo you back the $7 after I get confirmation of account credit #sending someone $7 for $60 of groceries still means you have Gifted Our Household with net $50 of food #at no cost to yourself #I'm not in As Shitty of a place as last summer bc my mother is also deeply emotionally attached to Suzy #and has agreed to spot us in July for a bit of the money if we pay her back in September #it's just!!!! really FUCKING frustrating!!!!!! we had the money saved!!!! I have spent the last six months KILLING myself to have the money #and now we are back to nearly square 1 except with six months instead of twelve months to make up the difference #so. free food would be much appreciated. as that would also mean that no matter what bullshit the next few months throws at us we at least #know that there will be weekly groceries shipped to us #me @ my job give me overtime hours #legit might destroy me again to work a 240hr month a month or two in a row #but three months of THAT would put me in the clear and they've got free coffee and energy drinks at work #however in lieu of my job giving me the ability to Not Practice The Best Self Care in return for Ungodly Amounts Of Money #'hi friends and mutuals can I interest you in a HelloFresh box' is the best I can do #I swear I will never start a youtube channel or start podcasting tho

[bloodthirstymemelord]

I swear @dunedragon if I do not see the boys apologize to each other and try to resolve their differences in the next chapter of Running Up That Hill I will short out all of my devices with my tears.

If you haven't read it yet, do it (not a request):

#mmbn #not specifically spoiling their fic but #imagine saito and netto had to confront all of the horrible things the other has had to deal with #and they both want the other to be happy but at their own expense #crying and throwing up #10 out of 10 would emotionally destroy myself again #mega man battle network

[shacchou]

The fact that Atem was absolutely horrified but Seto didn’t even bat an eye…

#// hi yes I am absolutely destroying myself emotionally today #❛ ♔// misc.

[skyguy-simp]

the bad batch season three trailer getting released— we’re so back

#star wars #the bad batch #the bad batch season 3 #I know this last season will destroy me emotionally #i used to pray for times like this #I hope they absolutely throw DOWN #I also hope no one dies because I kinda love them and I’ll lose a tiny piece of myself if they do #the whole squad is on my wall in funko pop form— they can’t die #cuz then I’d have to look at them and cry