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tamcsitanyazik · 1 year

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okay but

he's cosplaying Monika from DDLC

SORRY, BUT I HAD TO

#the paul street boys #a pál utcai fiúk #pál utcai fiúk #what the h3ll is this #uhm okay yeah so what #ddlc #ddlc genderbend #ddlc cosplay #ddlc monika #please this is a joke #don't come at me #bored #random meme #i had to #sorry not really sorry

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cuosiscrazy · 7 months

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Jester Sonic is great oh my Denny’s

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aengelren · 4 months

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we’re beginning a social media cleanse and catching up on 6 months work of homework in a week, if you see..IF YOU SEE ME POST. you better remind me that my future is at stake this is not a drill

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shepards-folly · 10 months

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Like an angel crushed underneath god’s boot [+ wip images under the cut]

#shep arts #content smp #csmp #arathain #mason arathain #tw eyestrain #cw gore #<- its very mild I’d say. i kinda just fucked up one of their arms... in my defense it was annoying to draw so I just didnt draw part of it #the eyestrain isnt too bad either in my opinion i just wanted to tag it just in case #honestly just tell me if this needs more tws I'm awful at knowing what I need to trigger warning and what I dont #okay uh art rambling time so i made him a bug for this one honestly just cause i thought it looked neat #this was a really fun for a drawing that took like an hour to sketch and a million years to finish #it's just an experiment in coloring a lil different and using layer styles other than multiply and add...#there are add and multiply layers in there if i remember correctly but its mainly color/linear burns and hard/soft light i think #fun fact there was supposed to be more paint but uhm I got lazy and it was already a pain trying to balance the values on this one #so yeah its just the pink splatter behind his head there. imagine that there's more pink paint there for me pretty please #I have a dozen versions of this with various overlay layers will probably end up adding those to this post in a rb or something #this post was supposed to go up earlier but yeah I was comparing overlays for like two hours...#honestly im surprised my procreate didnt crash in the middle of this since it crashes everytime I do anything with a lot of overlays #it did die immediately after I finished it though so then I had to wait several hours to just sign the damn thing :/

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lezbianz · 11 months

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did you guys know that when i was 16 i had this random ass person messaging me on a daily basis about how much they hated life and how badly they wanted to kill themself? and every day i’d have to be like nooooo don’t kill yourself please you’re not worthless i promise…anyway eventually i think i stopped responding to their messages or something? and they blocked me. and every so often they send me hate mail on this account on anon about how they hope i die or something. anyway i know their full legal name because they sent it to me one time

#my post #one time they sent me a suicide note and logged off and i freaked out and was genuinely super upset #& messaged a bunch of their mutuals like hey are they okay what’s going on #and then they logged back in a day later #uhm. yeah super weird situation #this reads like a vent post. it’s not. it was just so WEIRD

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dwalendinhetniets · 1 year

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just rewatched dark s2e6 and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

#the whole series fucks with my brain but this one??? Just straight up short circuiting material #i am unable to be normal about it #pre-dark jonas having fun and going swimming with his friends!!#slighty older jonas kissing martha which was supposed to be like romantic or something but noooo it is just very tragic and it makes me want #to cry but also punch a wall and scream #and i am not even talking about mikkel/michael/older jonas and the ultimate fistbump because i need some braincells left #okay but jonas getting it on with martha while his other version is trying to stop his father and in that way ensuring that his father will #do exactly what happened before just ...#i want to talk about it so much but i have no words for it other than that i want to scream at the sky (and also bo and jantje)#IT IS SO TRAGIC BUT ALSO SO BEAUTIFUL. IT IS THE BEST THING I HAVE EVER SEEN IT WILL DESTROY ME #so uhm... yeah... peace out i guess?#isa absolutely losing it #dark netflix #ein unendlicher kreis

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apollogivesmevisions · 3 months

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hey my 4 followers. here's a little something (i fucked up the middle part dont look at that, it was more of an attempt than a full project anyway)

watercolors, felt pens and charcoal, 15×20cm

#so i did a thing #im pretty happy w it #theres a bunch of other stuff id like to put online but. scared #(do it scared)#uhhhh #oh yeah its called A Kiss #i had the idea to make this... for no particular reason #none at all #im not living my best lesbian dream or anything #haha #god am i cringe #what is cringe #ohhh im sleep deprived and thirsty again #okay #uhm #how much tags are too much tags #veesprophecies

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leejihoonownsmyheart · 8 months

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Thank you all for 4K 🫶 also I have something happening on October 1st that I’m not doing but it has to do with me and I’m REALLY EXCITED to tell everyone about it SO yeah

#I cannot believe i hit 4k #that’s crazy #y’know #what is insane #i worked with this football player #and i go to a big ten school right so he’s kinda famous #in a way #and I have more followers on here then he does on instagram #do people just not follow football players on instagram #people like would take pictures with him while he was working #how does he only have like 2k #everyone actually go follow him #his lil ego would love it #OKAY THAT WAS MEAN #i actually don’t know how to say thank you for 4k without sounding…. braggy #so you guys get this #uhm #thanks #yeah

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xenoshadow13 · 4 months

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you really should take the matter over fictional content more seriously because one day you could actually really someone out there over what you think is just harmless fun

you might laugh right now but you won't find it so funny when you're dropped by a former friend over it :/

As I've once said to another anon, I rather not be pulled into this nonsense over fucking fiction. It's nothing but a very stupid shitstorm that should have NEVER gotten this bad in the first place.

And because I know there will be folks out there who will get on my case for this, no, just kindly fuck off and leave me alone. I refuse to be dragged into a shitstorm all because some folks out there want to throw a hissy fit at others enjoying ANY sort of fictional content that THEY find uncomfortable.

I said these before in another post and I shall say it again because I feel it's needed. Putting this under readmore tho cuz post getting rather long here.

It's okay to feel upset over certain fictional content & interests, but that does not mean it's okay for you to act as if those who enjoy said stuff are horrible people. You're allowed to feel however you want over certain content, but for fuck's sake please just use that block/mute/whatever and move on with your fucking life. No need to announce to the world how much this or that makes you uncomfortable okay.

It's YOUR job to curate your own internet experience, NOT US STRANGERS. Most of us will do our best to tag certain shit to make it easier for others to avoid content but the system here isn't perfect so stuff is bound to slip by regardless. But even then, it's still YOUR job to curate your own internet experience. Again, a lot of us fellow online folks will do our best to tag certain content to make this a little easier for you, but that doesn't mean it's our job to cater to you.

News flash people, everyone has trauma and everyone deals with it differently. You're allowed to feel however you want over with anything regarding your trauma but that does not give you the fucking right to act as if only YOUR experiences and how YOU deal with YOUR trauma is "right". What's that? Do you find how this or that person deals with their trauma to be really weird? Alright. That's okay. You think so-and-so doesn't count and that gives you the right to treat them however you want for it? Yeah no. You can fuck off with that mindset there.

Everyone is bound to unwittingly do something that will make you and others uncomfortable but that doesn't make them some horrible person. So please take a chill pill and not jump the gun so soon on others solely because of that. Not to say that you're not allowed to feel however you do but for fuck's sake 1) a lot of us are socially awkward folks who struggle with recognizing social cues and such and 2) it's not easy to read tone and such over text. :|

Alrighty. This is getting long enough as it is and uhm starting to get a bit tough to not go off completely here so just gonna stop.

But yeah. If you have a problem with any of this then go right ahead and hit that unfollow button there. You will not be missed. :)

#answered asks #anonymous #// long post #// slight rant #Sorry that this comes off as really nasty but I'm quite frankly just with this nonsense over fiction #I didn't come on here to be pulled into bullshit all because some folks have a problem over shit that makes them uncomfy #Not to say that folks aren't valid for how they feel over shit but for fuck's sake a lot of them seem to think that gives them -#- the right to treat others however they want simply because of how THEY feel over shit #Also just saying but Is2g I will get so annoyed if folks give me shit over this #Also btw anon sorry for what happened to you there. I meant to mention it in the post but it slipped my mind #All I will say here is that what happened to you there is wrong #The fact that former friend of yours was willing to drop you over fictional content however shows they're not a real friend #Everyone has differing opinions and tastes in such. A real friend would be more willing to respect that #... well okay not to say folks aren't allow to find certain things uncomfortable enough that they just CAN'T tolerate it #but even so to simply drop a friendship over some fictional interest of yours? Uhm yeah no.

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anachronisticmech · 5 months

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When my brain actually comes up with a good idea for my mechsona FUCKK

#okay so I’m still not sure about the mech #I want to to be all sans something #because guys I’m so autistic about Brian my mechsona needs to be like him I’m sorry #then we can be girlfriends with understanding each others mechs and shit #anyways #thinking all sans blood because it would be cool and I could do some horror shit with that #not too sure #anyways I got the backstory and name down hehe #vamps name is chefbot Jeremiah I KNOW ITS LIKE DRUMBOT BRIAN LET ME BE AUTISTIC THIS IS FOR ME AND ONLY ME #it’s so my daydreams can be more concrete I don’t actually think I’ll ever do anything with her but idk #anywayssss #so basically rot was shot in the head because my main mech was brain before Carmilla decided to get a little silly with it #oh also this is while there’s only nastya and jonny #and yknow shit goes wrong because she didn’t account for my disabilities and with the changes i have like the Uhm what’s it called #autistic regression #and pain gets worse #so basically what happened to me in real life after covid but I just got mechanised instead #but yeah I am with them for a bit #not the most stable mech in the world but none of them are #I struggle a lot with my disabilities and never dying and travelling so much #and then we visit a planet #the first one I go and explore and I get stuck somewhere like in a forest #I’m in water oh shit wait I started using third person pronouns and went to first uhmmm #anyways DECAYS in like a little pond in a forest stuck by like branches or something #and Carmilla nastya and jonny just leave because they assume bat just went off because they couldn’t find bat #and then thousands of years go by blah blah blah #and then the mechs (now without Carmilla and with the full crew) find me again somehow #and jonny and nastya recognise me and have like an oh shit moment #and then I join them and they help me get back to normal #bear growls

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tamcsitanyazik · 1 year

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My taste in men, but it's ✨Stardew Valley✨

1. Harvey

Best bachelor for real

2. Elliott

sweetest!!

3. Alex

also a great choice 😗

4. Shane

Married him in my first game, no worries, he's great

(okay, we cannot fix him, I understand)

5. Sam

IT WAS SO HARD TO GET TOGETHER WITH HIM

kinda fun?

6. Sebastian

I'm sorry, but

y e a h

#what am i doing #okay uhm yeah so #stardew valley #stardew #idk #sdv #sdv harvey #sdv elliott #sdv alex #sdv sebastian #sdv shane #sdv sam

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atsu-i · 5 months

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#lol icb my older bro's praised me two times for my cooking #before this year ends bruh #first was the meal on christmas esp #the dessert lol he even fed that to his friend on christmas day itself #and he was bragging about it lol #and the second one is today #am gonna cook lunch as always and he asked what's our food for lunch #he figured it out and he said oh it's that? you are good at making that #i wasnt expecting that so i just laughed lol but anyway #am glad he is sometimes enjoying my cooking lol #he can be really picky and shit most of the time #anyways am just sharing coz that made me feel okay lmao #i feel like am bragging but not really lol #ah so yeah that's it! tonight is gonna be..uhm..the beginning of a new year?#have a great day/night everyone! tc always :)#and stay safe 🖤

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the-sill-of-all-sills · 6 months

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JJK Chapter 65. The backstory is starting it seems. Only a few pages in so let's do some more predictions.

#sill reads jujutsu kaisen #okay all I got so far was Gojo being like wah why to we have to care about the non magic people #so I would assume Gojo was somewhat powerhungry as a teen?#anyways I do love how Geto has a smaller forhead in the young version #idk thats funny #I still couldn't do any informed prediction about the tragic backstory tm #if I had to gueess off of tropes Id say...#a family burden of some kind #hes been told one specific thing over and over but then finds out his lifes been a lie?#hhh #yeah no I still got nothing #usually Im better at predictions #I am assuming that the scar thing he has is connected with Mahito in some way #in what way?#uhm #he summoned him?#somehow?#and now there is some weird binding between them #idk #and the whole summoning happened for the “kill everyone plan”

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astrxealis · 1 year

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good morning 🥺

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#sorrey ... not active ..... lots going on but also not (?)#IDK anyways i've reconnected w an old friend who's a childhood friend bcs shes the daughter of my mom's friend ^___^#she said she's gna get into the 1975 more !! but she's alrdy going to the arctic monkey's concert soon which is super cool #and i rmbr our mom asked me and lune if we knew them too <3 but we didn't know there was a legit concert SOBS #yeah miss her a lot and it's sweet how wnvr we do reconnect a bit it always so happens we're into the same thing of sorts :((#AND THEN! wow idk i've grown a lil less hesitant. somehow. idk. literally replied to the story on ig of a guy ik but haven't talked to in ag #ages* purely bcs he kept posting like woaaa based game and then ff6 best ff so i was like SO TRUE but have u played 14 #and he has NOT but does want to and then wow we could have had a lil convo but i left to watch a movie sorry bro <//3 #what else ... hmm ..... WELL. an old friend from all the way in 6th grade. okay so we often message each other a bit just like 'hey wna be #grpmates' or smth like that and that one time where they gave me a lil help for the chem grp work and i'm like. just comfy talking like #myself fr BUT THENNN messaged me sometime last week bcs. like smth w a grpwork and they got anxious they did smth wrong #bcs no one in the gc replied to them (sorry i didn't either SOBS) T___T ended up turning the convo to 'hey wt abt i finally try to talk w u #properly more' and HELL YEAHHH we both r the kinds that talk/type a lot but sometimes dip and disappear how lovely /gen LMAO <3 #idk. uhm. with the school fair we have booths and shifts for the booths and my group is the one with uhh the 4 kids who i'm often groups #with and they're all the. yk kids. ppl who i'd get along w and i've been classmates w all of em b4 but you see they're a grp of friends now #RAGHH ONE OF THEM IK LIKES PERSONA (MULTIPLE?? IDK. they once were like yo apollo u seem like u like persona lol #IDK WHAT THAT IS SUPPOSED TO MEAN but yes i do have akechi and ren charms on my backpack for school #AND THEN ONE is into like gi pjsk a lot of rhythm games and gacha mobile but all like uhh. yeah? tot love live bandori ... still cool fr tho #she's rlly nice tbh lol ^___^ wait tbh all of them are HELP but uhm idk but it's nice when ppl r nice to me #tbf that's literally how i got my first crush BUT WE DON'T TALK ABT THAT !! yk sometimes i unconsciously wonder abt her or look for her and #then i did see her again after a few months since seeing her early in on the school year bcs shes in basketball and i hung out at the uhh #covered court w my best friend whos in another varsity bcs we stayed late at school that day to help out w fair preparations!#i refuse to like her again but i realize i like that familiarity with feelings and uhmm yeah shes cool ig i kinda wish i was less. uhm. shy #back then? you see i barely cld talk to her ... LIKE. she'd be like. heyy! and do shit sometimes and i WOULDN'T TALK or just smile and #mumble RAFGHHHFHFHDHH but she'd say hi to me and include me in things and jokes and it made me rlly /@!(@/'dmdkzn okay #AND sometimes when i do talk back I am SOOOO GODDAMN AWKWARD GOOD GODS anyways now i'm like. less awkward. or maybe i've just accepted it n #i'm cooler now B) and a lot more confident zEjfhejdjsnk. yeah. and uhmm yeah that's it #BUT YEAH nice classmate she asked me for a hug once lol and i notice she's affectionate w her friends n it reminds me of m y own bestie awhh #she sometimes talks to me which i rlly appreciate even if it prolly seems like i hate her sorry i just suck w talking

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trbotunnel · 1 year

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yall wtf

i have like,, a fic concept spinning round in my head. but i dont know how to execute it. because it could be so CRINGE or so EPIC depending on what way i swing with it. and i am afraid that it would be the former. but maybe it could be campy in a FUN SLASHER kind of way. who knows!!!

#ENSLEY your werewolf au fic got me thinking. its good shit okay #so anyway. heres my pitch:#how do we feel about. uhm. werewolf arthur morgan #is that cringe???#but hear me out bc #i have so many connections to the motif in my head #all my synapses are fired up rn #im thinkin REAL hard #so yeah what if i furrified him. what then HUH #like maybe it just took me a long time to get why r* chose a wolf as his low honour animal #but like cmon #i have so many connections drawn between the inherent tradgedy that is lycanthropes and arthur morgans charcater #PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE let me know #rd #fic ramblings #rdr2 #arthur morgan

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starswallowingsea · 1 year

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for you i pulled the 10 of swords and the high priestess @izzuleos

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content warning for leo's high school depressive episode

Leo rolls over in his bed again. He does not want to move despite the gentle orange of the sunlight peeking through his curtain with the sunrise (or is it the glow of the sun dipping back below the horizon? Leo can’t tell right now).

He just wants to throw himself to the tides and let the ocean carry his body somewhere else. Maybe he can find a will to continue somewhere else.

But he just stays in his bed. He brings his legs up to his chest and tries to cry, but the tears don’t come.

He must still be out of tears from the last time he cried.

When was the last time he drank?

When was the last time he ate?

His hair felt greasy and matted and he needed a shower.

There’s a gentle knocking at the door and he wants to tell Ruka to leave him alone again, but the voice that greets him isn’t that of his little sister.

“Uh, hey, Leo-kun. It’s me, Sena.”

Oh.

Leo wants to turn him away, send him home. He can’t possibly see him like this, so sad, so pathetic, hardly worthy of the title of King.

“I know you probably don’t want to see me right now. I wouldn’t blame you if you just cursed me out to my face, but we’re worried about you.”

There’s a pause and Leo moves to respond before--

“I’m…worried about you, Leo-kun.”

Please just open up and let me take care of you, if only for a minute.

Leo doesn’t have the energy to move from his bed, but he talks just loud enough for Izumi to hear him.

“You can come in, Sena.”

There’s another pause before the doorknob turns and the silver haired boy enters the room.

There are clothes on the floor and crumpled pieces of paper everywhere, but Izumi doesn’t seem to mind as he closes the door behind him and gently pads over to Leo.

“Your sister told me you haven’t eaten in a few days. She wanted me to bring you this soup.”

Leo shifted in his bed and sat up.

“Thanks, Sena.”

Leo tried to grab the bowl but his hand shook as Izumi pulled his hands away.

“Why don’t you let me feed you, Leo-kun.”

Leo just nodded and Izumi went and pulled up the chair from his desk next to Leo’s bed.

Slowly but surely Izumi made sure Leo ate the soup.

It struck Leo that this wasn’t something Izumi would have ever done before. Something so small and domestic like feeding Leo soup and wiping his chin when some of the broth dripped down his face.

But he didn’t mind. It was just what he needed at that moment. Even in the silence, thick with problems that needed to be addressed eventually, just for a moment, Leo let himself just take in the feeling of being alive, of being loved.

And maybe he would make it past this eventually, even if Izumi had to come back every week, every day and make sure Leo ate something, had wiped his face off with a wet towel, and took care of himself.

Maybe that was love, and maybe Leo could let himself be loved again one day.

#shay speaks #shay writes #enstars #leo tsukinaga #izumi sena #could be read as izuleo but its mostly platonic in this instance #uhm anyway i had a hard time figuring out what to do for the high priestess #so i actually looked at my book that came with the deck for how to interpret it and it said like #'smth that can only be understood by experiencing it' sooooooooooooo yeah #most of these im not actually going for the meaning or making the cards plot points #the one for pierce i did the first two cards as rinne and his father like as characters #and the last card was the kind of like. what was going on.#this one is like the 10 of swords is what happens and the high priestess is what comes out of it. if that makes sense #i will use my cards as i see fit for these okay? okay #anyway i hope you enjoy #OH ALSO should i make these a little thing on ao3. not like a collection bc i dont want to title them all but like #their own work thats just whenever i do tarot writing requests i can add whatever i do that night as a new chapter #i kind of want to but im also fine just making them tumblr exclusives

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