#understand. but yeah idk

[bog-horse]

anyway my issue with a lot of other helpols (which just makes me avoid the larger community and do my own thing in my corner) is that a lot of them are recon (which is fine!!!) but i am inherently informal and weird as shit in my practice. i call hades and hestia my spiritual dad/mom, hermes gets donuts as offerings when i’m trying to get to class on time and avoid traffic, i once asked artemis to keep deer from jumping out in front of my car on a road trip home with an offering of granola/sports bars. when people get too formal with the gods and pull out the titles, i usually bail bc it makes me uncomfortable. my relationship with my deities is extremely deep and connected, and it’s not that people who have more formal relationships with them can’t also have those, but it’s that if i called hades “lord hades” with any seriousness, he’d hit me with a rock, basically.

i don’t judge other people for their practices or more formal relationships bc honestly, it’s between you and your gods, but like… my go-to offering is the pomegranate brookside dark chocolates, and yes. sometimes i eat them out of my offering dishes the next day.

#i feel like recons are a lot more uhhh #noticeable on this platform? or maybe there really are just more of them #but i feel like us gremlin freaks aren’t very common on here #or maybe we just don’t get many posts bc people don’t relate as much or we don’t do the whole lists of offerings/altar ideas/prayers/etc #my list of offerings for hades won’t work for most people bc he’s very specific in how he reaches out to me #i have a severe aversion to mint. a lot of people put mint in their hades offerings and i know why #but i genuinely hate mint anywhere near me so i can’t use those #so i just don’t bother with a lot of offering lists and making them myself feels like letting people into my underwear drawer? like. that’s #between me and Him‚ basically. although that’s not to imply godspousing or anything i’m just using it as an easy example people will #understand. but yeah idk #i avoid a lot of the helpol community because i don’t feel like i fit in well #i am not recon and never will be bc it doesn’t vibe with my personality or lifestyle #i show my devotation in other ways‚ but those aren’t as easy to post online or share #and i don’t really want to share them either‚ soooo ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #pagan stuff #bones.txt #zeus gets titles when i work with him tho. i know he’s usually in good humor and the one time i made a bid to him for rain it went well #(after 4-6 weeks of processing time) but i still try to be extra polite to him #hades doesn’t care. zeus might actually strike me down with lightning y’know? #or at least threaten it idk

[bixels]

I watched Starship Troopers tonight.

#personal #dumb #my art #immediately after finishing i was pumped to watch some analysis vids on it #cuz i heard a lot of the drama about the original author being a pro military fascist and the director going “fuck that” and making a satir #scrolling through youtube search results was not promising. lots of male film buffs i would Not trust even on a first glance. #“The Critical Drinker” (pfp of a bearded man drinking alcohol) lol. #and then I saw cinemawins did a video on it and was like oh nice i haven't seen his stuff in a while but he's a pretty leftist creator #scrolled through the comments #second panel face #this sucks i'm outta here. #just leagues and leagues and leagues of anime pfps and right leaning people dogpiling on him for “not understanding what fascism is” #idk it's pretty alien and weird to me watching this movie and going “wow yeah that was pretty obvious huh” like literally the from opening #to the teacher preaching militance and only giving voting rights to “those who serve their nation first and earn it” #and then seeing droves of people online going #WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? It's not anti-fascist and even if it was it's #the director's fault for desecrating heinlein's incredible sci-fi epic vision. ermm media literacy is dead.

[fifthnailinstevesbat]

steve “cant get out of bed till middle of the day, barely leaves his house or is never home, isolating himself from everyone, never takes time for himself anymore, depressed and is slowly losing more and more of himself every single day” harrington post 1986’

robin “i know you loved her, and it must’ve killed that she wouldn’t take you back, but nancy is happy steve and she still loves you. she’s not the only one out there for you, and you’ve gotta get over it. we miss you” buckley post 1986’, trying to help her best friend

steve “…this isn’t about nancy” harrington.

robin “wha-?… oh. oh steve.” buckley.

he still wears the vest.

#stranger things #eddie munson #steddie #steve harrington #nancy wheeler #stranger things 4 #robin buckley #yeah idk #i just thoight abt this #bc i miss my pooks #steve being so distraught after the events of s4 #and it’s understandable and everyone else is kinda the same level of shook up for a while #but for steve it just… continues #and nobody really knows what’s going on #robin tries to get him out of his shell without prying for so long #but eventually she just straight up tells him how it is in an attempt to get him to TALK to her #SAY SOMETHING #bc she thinks it must be he is heartbroken abt nancy #she didn’t want him back #and that’s so rough but #robin wants him to know that she isn’t the only person in his life that loves him #even if it’s not in the way he is wanting #but steve just #he just says; this isn’t about nancy #and robin is confused #then she puts it all together #then she understands. #eddie.

[chiricat]

ryomina demons are winning

#does anyone here like them idk. theyre funny #putting off finishing p3re to draw these so i don't have to be sad just yet #cat’s art #ryomina #ryoji mochizuki #makoto yuki #minato arisato #p3 #persona 3 #p3re #p3 reload #sorry for traditional sketch stuff... idk i just feel like i do better on paper even tho its literally the same style #like i can just get the lines better on paper. i think my brush is probably too thick digitally if i'm having this problem lol #makoto makes me so emo u guys have no idea. i didn't quite get this guy in the beginning but now... #full force understanding of a character. hes. he :( (incoherent sobbing) #tag ramble again SORRY I UEBRO4Y39NRMFMT #oh yeah the period thing going around is so funny. PERSONA 3 PERIOD SIMULATOR

[echo-stimmingrose]

I love how the show NEVER explained that satyrs age at half the speed as humans, they just dropped the whole "I'm 24" and then moved on! And he's actually pretty mature, so new show watchers think he's actually 24 in human years, when no, he is just a twelve year old who's seen some shit.

#i dont really understand why the show didn't explain that. #i mean yeah the random “im 24” was funny but i feel like it's gonna leave people confused. #im definitely thinking way to much into this. maybe people dont even think about it idk. #percy jackson and the olympians #percy jackson #grover underwood #annabeth chase #pjo tv show #pjo tv series #pjo

[rebellum]

The whole transandrophobia discussion thing is weird bc it feels like it's a bunch of poc and jewish trans people being like "here are my experiences of how specifically being MASCULINE had affected me, and the discrimination and violence I experienced based on that. And here is how that relates to me being a racial/ethnic minority"

And then a few loud white trans people going "ohhh you wanna be oppressed so bad you *slur*. This is why there aren't any poc in your movement it's because REAL poc understand intersectionality"

#hot take white culturally christian or athiest leftests do not properly interpret white jewish ppl #like as a poc i and other poc understand that white jewish ppl often get racial privilege #but a) not always b) they experience oppression based off of their ethnicity #idk from my perspective it seems like white goyim either see jewish ppl as 'the disgusting exotic enemy' or 'basically WASPS but they #wanna feel special' #with no nuance. no recognition #look maybe this next part is bc i didnt grow up with jewish ppl and therefore didnt know until I was 18/19 that jewish ppl can count as #white. but like. idk how to say this. i dont wanna speak over white jewish ppl. but like. #jewish ppl that have obvious jewish features (whether Ashkenazi facial features OR they dont have those but wear eg kippahs) #arent like. white. idk pls correct me if this is antisemitic or incorrect or something. #but like. light skinned =/= white obviously. #i just struggle to see how my bestfriend with her lovely dark eyes and curls and nice nose counts as 'white' when ppl call her the k slur #across the street. ykwim? #like white doesnt mean light skinned. it means 'part of the in-group of white ppl' #like my ex who is white and jewish? yeah hes white. if he didnt wear his necklace then goyim wouldnt know. you know #like obvs he still experiences ethnic oppression but he doesnt experience racial oppression #but other ppl with more prominent eg ashkenazi (im singling them out bc most jewish ppl here are ash.) like i dont GET how they have racial #privilege.

[liauditore]

cw// implied character death, double life nonsense

because you are love itself.

#my art #trafficblr #double life #divorce quartet #<-- insane about how scott killed pearl in limlife. #this comic has been sitting unfinished in my files for a good month its def not finished to my usual quality but god it needed to be done #so uh scott... yeah. i like villain scott but not pure evil scott. i like a scott whos scared of being loved and manipulates others to spar #himself the pain. i like a scott who ditched pearl because their friendship was actually becoming real and when the server gods confirmed i #with DL he freaked out a bit and ran off. #ofc u can interpret this comic however u want but i was just thinking way too hard abt smajhor #i feel like often ppl get divided into scott did nothing wrong vs scott is pure evil alot of the time #which is understandable cus like i said with fanart/fic u only have so much space to show someones personality #but idk i like him all angsty. like i know im a bad person but to keep myself safe i need to keep being like this. #hes so blorbo *puts him in a blender* #i hate him *wraps him up in a blanket and takes him home* #cw implied death #cw implied violence #scott #pearl

[ipostmysimpingstuffanonymously]

May I humbly suggest pregnant Shoko carrying Gojo’s baby 🙏 😆

I never drew a pregnant person before :OO This was fun!

#headcanon that yuji calls himself the babies godfather #but its actually megumi #and nobara and yuji both dont understand why such a booring dork could be choosen as the godfather #but it was satorus wish #may or may not be placed in a scenario where only satoru dies and all the kids survive #dont cry im sorry idk why i put suffering into the world #but yeah they boinked before the fight and since there must always be a six eyes in the world..... (idk if thats accurate it is in my head) #anyway #shenanigans with the first years #this one is from tiressian: Nobara “stop rubbing your face on it your stupids gonna rub off on the baby” #shoko ieiri #nobara kugisaki #itadori yuji #megumi fushigoro #jjk #fanart #IPMSSA_FoundFamily!Fanart #IPMSSA_SatoSho!Fanart #IPMSSA_Shoko!Fanart

[midnight-moth]

I hate finishing something and then feeling like I can’t post it cause it’ll tank. But good news, everything I post now tanks! So who cares! (I swear I’m being light hearted. Right now at least.) anyways the Cowbell brainrot is strong. And I was too sleepy to write but not too sleepy to draw. I couldn’t stop thinking about @iamthecomet fic (thank you for answering my ask and fueling my brain rot) and the moment when he pulls his mask off. It makes his rats nest hair messier. He tries to look unaffected, casual, but he just ends up staring from under his eyebrows and half grinning like an idiot whilst being observed. Anyways. Here’s a quick one of my beloved.

#cowbell ghoul #the boy #I love him you don’t understand #everyone give me more #yeah I’m writing a fic but I want YOUR fics #yes yes I bbgirled him #no I can’t stop #I literally tried to give him wrinkles idk #midnight moth draws #the band ghost fanart #nameless ghouls

[opens-up-4-nobody]

:-P

#how long ago did i watch pacific rim? i feel like it might have been last year but i finally drew this lmao #sometimes it just takes a while. newt specifically gets under my skin tho bc i think his research interests r kinda similar to mine #at least in a broad sense. but im dealing with cyanobacteria which is less exciting to most ppl lol but any fanfic i read thats like: newt #has 6 phds im like fucking what? what r they in? they have to be literature based right?! when would u have time to independently design. #carry out. write and defend for 6 independent projects in different topics by his age? #what as waste of time. i say as a person who would happily fuck around and collect degrees without ever having to get a real job #idk characters i relate to make me a little unhinged bc i do not like to relate to characters lol #pacific rim #herman gottlieb #newt geiszler #newton geiszler #tw blood #tw gore #also i agree with herman abt the numbers quote. physics is like literally understanding the fabric of the universe so like yeah #also i cant draw hermann and i cant see his face without thinking of owen from torchwood who i hated lol #pacrim

[feralsteddie]

Steve Harrington being nonbinary but thinking he was just too stupid to understand gender

#steve harrington #he/him nonbinaries my beloved #Steve: yeah idk it’s like I don’t really /feel/ like a man but I don’t feel like a girl either so I guess I just don’t get it lol #Robin: … Babe are you ready to possibly learn something about yourself real quick #I’m also a Rob and Steve share gender truther #like that one fic where they swapped middle names??? peak and I need that energy for them everywhere #Steve: Robin it’s my turn with the they/them you wanna trade for the he/him? #Robin: fine but it’s a he/him in a lipgloss kinda way #Steve: Understandable continue on #pyreposting

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

What was Lights out! Frank's reaction to crazy ass Lights out! Wally?

ah i wouldn't call him crazy, Wally's just desensitized to the Horrors and acts accordingly. which is occasionally a little unhinged. but no yeah Frank has a proper freakout <3 he has a hard time adjusting to certain aspects of.... everything. including Wally yeah

(don't bother trying to read this i know its terrible handwriting lmao, it's p much just to show Frank's spiral <3)

#wally when frank first wakes up: omg!!! im not alone!!! a friend!!! #wally ten minutes later: hey frank maybe you should go back to sleep. just a thought #LISTEN listen when youve been completely alone for ages and you have a Routine and youre Used to it #its a little very much fucking annoying to have it all Abruptly Disrupted #wally is used to quiet. hes used to his version of peace and routine #then frank barges in with his panic and Noise and general Thereness #wally is understandably very quickly Done With It #scribble salad #wh lights out au #they do have a fight over The Arm™️ i think #frank doesn't really get it at first. he will eventually #eddie's hat becomes his version of it #and julie's necktie i think. he might wind up wearing it on his wrist. idk tho still workshopping the wardrobe changes and such #but uhhhh yeah frank reacts Not Well! #its just a long day of continuous: what the fuck? What The Fuck? WHAT THE FUCK?! #theres just such a disconnect between his and wallys experiences #he hasnt had the chance to adjust or even prepare #very jarring for them both...

[bophertus]

dedicated to @tophabes the realest of us all. the greatest to ever do it. shout out fwct

#i miss it but i understand #sigh #clone high #topher bus #abe lincoln #tophabe #clone high jfk #joan of arc #joanfk #i guess? i mean it’s in the fic idk #oh yeah and #caitlyn clone high #god bless her for. being near topher

[opikiquu]

theres something wrong with all of them (affectionate)

#★ my art #art #tadc pomni #the amazing digital circus #tadc jax #tadc fanart #tadc caine #imma be real i dont even remember whatever ball jax picked up i jsutf drew a bowling ball #just roll with it ok #<- see what i did there… #yeah You can unfollow now i understand #this thing was all over my recommendation on yt i HATE IT #(watched the pilot three times) #ignore how i drew caine idk how to draw jaws or Teeth or whatever on gods earth he is

[cervideity]

knock on wood but id rather stay alone

and isolate intuition from unknown

youve bent my world now ill never figure out

what it means

when i see

infestations in my dreams.

#four swords #four swords manga #violet link #do you get it? do you g. yeah you get it. you understand. #this is a concept for a reoccuring nightmare of vios. or perhaps of links in the form of vio. #what it pertains to is obvious at least to me. if its not. uh. idk. ask so i can tell you. #if you listen to the music ive linked to. thats what inspired this. #although i believe its lyrics can be more related to shadow than to vio

[cometnoodle]

thought itd be fun to put edelgard in (vaguely) historical outfits from 1180s-ish, byzantine-ish and the holy roman emperors' coronation regalia lol

#fire emblem #fire emblem three houses #fe3h #edelgard von hresvelg #fe edelgard #fire emblem art #digital art #art #fanart #my art #artist on tumblr #k so like the reason why i use these specifically because i rarely or never see her in these #i know the 1180s one doesn't look like it fits her lmao #i chose it because TECHNICALLY speaking thats when three houses took place #byzantine because literally adrestia is modeled after the byzantines from fashion and some architecture #and yet most people never bothered to put the two together #the regalia because idk her first name is german and germany is one of the nations that still use the two headed eagle #also it looks so ridiculous and gaudy like look it up and you'll understand #yeah i know the first two are not super accurate but in MY defence sources are pretty iffy about things