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mysecretlittlelibrary · 9 months
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Heeyyy, if u take requests and your alright with it, may I request eddie and venom x reader (established relationship) smut? Whatever it is can be up to you.
~Pleasure Beyond Pleasure~
Pairing: Reader x Venom & Eddie
Word Count: 2.6k
Warnings: alright got lots to cover; oral (f receiving), multiple orgasms, tentacle fucking, DP, anal, creampie, overstimulation, there's some praise kink in there- there's like... suspension??? unprotected sex (be safe they're stealing rights out here), squirting, nipple play, there's so much going on omg
Genre: Smut- as requested, some fluff in there too (bc aftercare is SO important)
Summary: Venom stumbles upon something that makes him want to show you another side of him.
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A/N: This ask gave me so much leeway??? I hope you like what I came up with????? :D
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You hear the apartment door swing open as you're pulling on one of your boyfriend's hoodies, it's not cold you just like to wear his clothes and now that you live together you take full advantage of that.
"Babe? I'm back with food! Where'd ya go?" Eddie shouts as he shuts the door behind him.
"Stealing your clothes!" You call back as you walk out of his room to meet him.
"Hello, gorgeous." Eddie says pulling you towards him with an arm around your waist.
"You saw me like twenty minutes ago." You laugh.
"Any time is far too long away from you." He winks kissing you dizzyingly before going into the kitchen.
"Well we live together Eddie, you'll have plenty of time with me." You hum. You and Eddie recently moved into a two bedroom apartment together and so far it's been pretty much perfect.
"Will be utilizing that. What do you want to drink baby?" He asks, sticking his head in the fridge.
"Do we have any more fruit punch?" You ask.
"Yeah, you know V wanted me to buy like 5 of them when I was grocery shopping the other day."
"What? Why?" You laugh grabbing the bag of takeout and walking it over to the coffee table in the living room. You take out the two containers in the bag and figure out which one is yours while Eddie pours your juice for you.
"Well because it's your favorite and he was adamant that we should never run out."
"You explained to him that it's not that serious right?" You ask.
"Of course I did." He scoffs kissing the top of your head as he joins you on the couch. "He still made me grab an extra one so- that's in the pantry." Eddie says and you laugh.
"What a cutie." You hum. "You fed him, right?"
"Yeah, he had like 5 chocolate bars on the way to get food."
"Alright, dinner time then." You say grabbing the TV remote to put on the show you and Eddie are currently binging. This is your nightly routine, you have dinner together while watching a show and catching each other up on your respective days. You both find that it's the perfect way to wind down at the end of the day. When the food is finished Eddie stands to clear your plates so you pause the show.
"Oh, Eddie can you grab my phone charger from my room, please? Should be by the side table." You tell him.
"Yeah sure." He darts down the hall into your room but it's not Eddie that returns.
"CHOCOLATE DROP!" Venom says.
"Oh hey V, was wondering when you'd make an appearance."
"EDDIE SAYS YOU'LL NEED TO ADJUST TO LIVING WITH US- ME BEING AROUND ALL THE TIME."
"Aw no, you know I love you Venom." You frown a bit, reaching up to pat his smooth cheek. Eddie wasn't exactly shy about his unusual situation- he told you about Venom relatively early, a few months after you made things official but it wasn't until after you'd been together over a year that you actually met Venom. After a year, you think you're quite used to him even if you've only moved in with the duo a couple of weeks ago.
"I HAVE A QUESTION FOR YOU." Venom announces.
"Shoot."
"WHAT IS THIS?" He asks holding up your sparkly purple vibrator.
"I sent yall in there for a phone charger and that's what you came back with?" You laugh.
"I tried to stop him. He does not listen." Eddie reappears but Venom's head pokes out from behind him, still holding your toy.
"It's a vibrator Venom." You tell him.
"A VIBRATOR?" His head tilts curiously.
"Here give it to me." You hold out your hand and he drops the toy onto it. You turn on the toy and grab his- tentacle that was holding the toy- pressing it gently to the appendage.
"OH. STRANGE." Venom concludes.
"Yes, sort of. On certain parts of the body, it's very stimulating. You can use it to have an orgasm." You explain turning off the toy.
"IS EDDIE NOT GOOD ENOUGH TO DO THAT?" Venom's eyes squint in confusion.
"Venom!?" Eddie's tone is incredulous as you break into giggles at the question.
"Okay first of all V, I use it when I'm alone, I've never needed it to make an appearance in bed with Eddie." You explain through laughter.
"Yeah. Exactly." Eddie huffs.
"Secondly sweetie, and this is for both of you, toys in the bedroom are not an indicator of poor performance. They're a fun addition. Like how you enhance your host's capabilities Venom."
"I'M WAY BETTER THAN SOME NOISY PIECE OF PLASTIC." Venom says indignantly.
"You are so missing my point, big guy." You laugh. Eddie lets out a shocked sound that grabs your attention.
"What's wrong E?" You ask him with a concerned frown.
"Nothing." He shakes his head.
"Well what was that noise?" You ask.
"I may not be able to stop Venom from sharing his thoughts with me but I can kind of stop him from sharing them with you. Trust me you don't wanna know." Eddie says shifting slightly.
"What are you talking about? I'm more than capable of handling Venom." You scoff. Eddie's eyes screw shut for a moment while Venom grins wickedly.
"Venom what the hell are you doing?" You ask the alien directly.
"Don't answer that." Eddie snaps at him.
"No. Answer me." You say.
"I'M JUST SHOWING EDDIE ALL THE WAYS I'M SO MUCH BETTER THAN SOME SILLY BUZZY STICK." Venom says.
"What?" You chuckle a bit at the phrasing.
"He is being absolutely vile in my head." Eddie huffs.
"YOU CAN PRETEND TO DISLIKE IT ALL YOU WANT EDDIE BUT DO NOT FORGET I AM YOU." Venom says.
"I am confused." You say.
"WOULD YOU LIKE ME TO SHOW YOU WHAT I'VE SHOWN HIM?" Venom asks you.
"I dunno if I wanna be your host tonight V."
"That is not what he means." Eddie says.
"Well then stop being weird and tell me what he means."
"I CAN GIVE YOU MORE PLEASURE THAN ANY- VIBRATOR YOU COULD POSSIBLY OWN."
"Oh-" You breathe out, caught off guard by the promise in his words.
"WILL YOU LET ME?" He asks. You hesitate. You've taken things very slow when it comes to Venom. At least compared to Eddie. To be fair you didn't know about Venom at first and while you do care for the alien you're not always clear on how much your relationship with Eddie bleeds into his with Venom, although- it seems that as far as they're concerned it's one and the same.
"O-okay." You finally say. Now is as good a time as any to solidify your relationship with Venom in ways you've already done with Eddie.
"Are you sure? You don't even know what you're signing up for." Eddie scans your face, perhaps looking for some sign of reproach.
"I'm sure. I trust you. Both of you." You nod.
"GOOD." Two, three, four tentacles slither out from- Eddie's back you suppose, and wrap around you, pulling you off the couch and towards him.
"I should warn you the tentacles are a bit... unpredictable. They can change shape and size according to what they're being used for and they have a tendency to- wander without warning." Eddie tells you, not before one of the tentacles slides under your- Eddie's hoodie, and up your stomach.
"Oh." You gasp at the cool feeling against your bare skin but you can't react beyond that before Venom is leaning over to kiss you. You feel Eddie's hands settle on your waist while Venom's tongue explores your mouth fiercely. Tentacles tug your shorts and underwear down quicker than you can process.
"You'll be a bit rag-dolled for a while, the uh- tentacles will position you however we need." Eddie says once Venom has ended your kiss. Tentacles pull the hoodie over your head and you're now bare in front of two pairs of eyes that take a few moments just to drink you in before those tentacles begin moving again. Two of them wrap around your breasts, the tips toying with your nipples, while another slips between your legs circling your clit.
"SO PRETTY." Venom hums as your body bows and bends from his touch. "I'M GOING TO RUIN YOU."
"Oh god." You whimper as his tentacle against your clit seems to split, teasing your entrance while still rolling your clit in maddening circles.
"I love your little sounds so much." Eddie says gently tugging your chin so you'll look at him. When your legs start to wobble beneath you from the pleasure building like a fire in your veins, tentacles raise you entirely off the ground, holding you in the air on your back, legs spread wide enough for Venom and Eddie to watch as a tentacle shallow fucks your hole. You squirm in Venom's hold, and while the tentacles allow your body to thrash they certainly give no leeway for your position.
"F-fuck I'm close. I'm close I-" Your desperate whines are stopped abruptly when another appendage makes itself at home between your lips. A tentacle fucks into your throat in time with the one stretching your pussy and you can only moan around it as your hips search for more.
"YOUR MOUTH FEELS AS GOOD AS YOUR PUSSY DOES." Venom grunts.
"You look so gorgeous all stuffed baby. Letting Venom turn you into a fuckdoll like this- our beautiful dirty little slut." Eddie coos at you. You whine at his words although it's garbled by the large tentacle still filling your mouth.
"OH SHE LIKES THAT. BEING CALLED OUR LITTLE SLUT. BEING A FUCKDOLL. SHE LIKES IT A LOT. SHE'S SQUEEZING ME REALLY TIGHT." Venom tells Eddie.
"I bet she is. You should see what happens when you make her cum V- it's like a vice grip." Eddie says. Venom's eyes light up as he focuses on pulling you over the edge, the tentacle against your clit rubs faster, harder, deadlier- you barely have time to prepare for it when your orgasm hits you. It's sudden and strong enough that you're practically screaming around Venom's tentacle in your mouth as your body shakes from the force of it.
"SO- TIGHT." Venom growls.
"Told ya." Eddie muses. Still recovering, you barely register the tentacles that hold you in place moving you until Venom's tongue is lapping at your core feverishly. Sensitive from the orgasm you just had, your moans are more like high-pitched squeals as overstimulation fights against the onslaught of pleasure Venom is giving you. You can't stop shaking as he eats you out, his tongue is long and thick, fucking you as harshly as his tentacles just did with ease. He explores your insides noisily, slurping and humming his approval at your taste. Tongue not leaving you, he flips you in the air so you're facing the floor several feet above it. Eddie stares up at your pleasure-squeezed face as Venom brings you to your second orgasm, your body thrashing as it comes.
"Still with us pretty girl?" Eddie asks you. When your eyes open, you've moved again. You're at eye level with Eddie, facing him, tentacles hold your legs wide open on either side of his waist.
"Still with you." You pant.
"Good." He caresses your cheek so sweetly in contrast to how Venom has been manhandling you for the past- who knows how long. The tender moment doesn't last long though as tentacles impale you on Eddie's dick seconds later and your back arches as you moan at the intrusion.
"Oh Fuck." You let out. A tentacle around your waist seems to be primarily responsible for this but you're sure several are working together as Venom moves you up and down Eddie's length with ease. Eddie's a mess of curses and groans letting himself get lost in the feeling of your warmth since Venom is doing all the work.
"I WANT ALL OF YOU CHOCOLATE DROP." Venom says.
"God! Take it Venom. Take all of me. It's yours, both of yours. Holy fuck. Please." You pant out through moans. A tentacle slides between your asscheeks, caressing your free hole much like a tongue would.
"EVEN HERE? YOU'LL LET ME TAKE HERE TOO?" Venom asks.
"YES! Yes please Venom! Oh my god!" You wail clinging to Eddie. That tentacle slowly breaches your asshole and the whine you let out at being so full is music to both of their ears.
"Fuck- we'll have to double fuck you more often if that's how you react princess." Eddie groans.
"Oh yes, please. Please do it more. Fill all my holes." You moan.
"PERFECT. YOU ARE THE PERFECT SLUT." Venom tells you stuffing your mouth with a tentacle once again. It's becoming entirely too much to keep track of, being fucked on Eddie's dick, Venom filling your ass and mouth, tentacles sliding over any free patch of skin they can find, the pleasure you're feeling is nothing short of overwhelming. A tentacle sliding between you and Eddie to toy with your swollen clit pushes you practically into delirium. You're a nonstop stream of high-pitched whines and moans stifled only by the tentacle you're choking on, your body is trembling and spasming as another orgasm hits you, this one squirting all over Eddie and you and your living room floor but Venom doesn't stop. He splits the tentacle fucking your ass now stuffing the hole twice as full, he brings another tentacle to join Eddie's dick in your puffy swollen cunt, he keeps fucking your throat, toying with your nipples, rolling your clit in tight circles. You're so full, so overstimulated, that you're certain you're going to pass out, you can't do anything except scream and moan and thrash and take it. Take everything he's giving you. Take every tentacle he's stuffing you with. Take every orgasm he's forcing you to have. He takes three more from you and even forces two from Eddie before his tentacles finally slow. When his release joins the mess of yours everywhere you feel absolutely drowned in cum.
"V- that was way too much." Eddie pants out. He's in much better shape than you are though also exhausted. You can't even open your eyes as you listen to them speak. You think you're moving but you're floating so far away from here you can't say for sure.
"I DIDN'T KILL HER." Venom says.
"Well yeah but- she's not gonna let you touch her for at least a few days now." Eddie warns him. Water's running.
"I SAID I WOULD RUIN HER!"
"You passed ruining her after like 4 orgasms V." Eddie sighs. "You do everything so to the extreme."
"YOU KNEW WHAT I WAS PLANNING."
"I thought you'd take it easy on her as you've never even been with her before man." Warm. You're surrounded by warmth. A bath you think, though you still can't open your eyes to check. The wall of heat behind you tells you Eddie's in with you.
"I HAD TO SHOW HER I WAS BETTER THAN THAT PIECE OF PLASTIC."
"You're so competitive." Eddie chuckles.
"WELL YES. WHY SHOULD SHE NEED THAT IF SHE HAS US?"
"When she wakes up and tells you not to come near her for two weeks I don't want to hear any complaints."
"TWO WEEKS?!"
You stop listening at that point, your body finally feeling like you're fully back inside it. Everything is heavy, you were floating before now you're made of lead. You still feel weightless but as in the way an anchor floating to the bottom of the ocean would feel weightless. Moments pass and you're eventually removed from the blanket of warmth you were just in. Before you can vocalize your protest you're wrapped again in something fluffy. A towel. You're really trying hard to keep track of what's happening as you're moved again, this time dropped eventually in a bed.
"Cuddles." You barely manage to mumble the word out but it seems your boyfriend gets the hint and you feel the bed dip beside you and his arms pull you into his side. You finally settle completely, letting sleep pull you in with one final thought; with these two things will never be boring.
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heavyhitterheaux · 5 months
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For Jack and FL concepts 💘
How about Jack being dared to ignore FL for about 24/7 but he ends up caving in and talking to her within an hour or so
Slight NSFW 🤭🤭🤭
“So in other words, yall want me in an early grave?” Jack asked as all of PG were sitting around the living room trying not to laugh.
“Just for 24 hours. You can last that long.” Ace said but Urban quickly disagreed with him.
“Are we talking about the same person who literally doesn't shut up about his wife? Like ever?”
“HEY! NOT TOO MUCH ON ME NOW! NOT MY FAULT THE MAJORITY OF YALL ARE SINGLE AND MISERABLE.”
“We got 100 dollars each for you if you do it.”
“I can't ignore my wife. What if she needs me or if I need her for something?” Jack asked as they all exchanged glances.
“Don't you have to get her back for the prank she pulled last week?”
“Well yeah, but….”
“Let's do it then.”
“Yall will be planning my funeral later, just a fair warning.”
Jack was at home waiting for you since you had been out all day because he sent you to get your hair and nails done and just have a day to relax since it's been so hectic for you lately.
He heard the door open and took a deep breath, anticipating for you to come sit near him.
Once you stepped into the house, you promptly hung up your keys and went to find your husband to show off your hair and nails.
You heard the television on in the living room, so that's where you assumed he was.
“Hi, babe. Do you like my hair?” You asked while leaning down to kiss him which he didn't return and you were extremely confused.
You had gotten your natural hair pressed and curled and knew that was one of Jack’s favorite looks on you.
When he didn't say anything, you leaned down to kiss him again, but he turned away from you, leaving you even more confused.
“Baby, what's wrong?”
Silence.
“Smush, are you going to talk to me or what?” You asked him and you started to play with his beard.
Silence.
“Hmm. Be that way then.” You rolled your eyes and shrugged before deciding to go upstairs and change your clothes go get comfortable while Jack immediately grabbed his phone to text PG.
Jack- I CAN’T DO THIS
Ace- How long has she been home?
Jack- 15 MINUTES
Quiiso- 23 hours and 45 minutes to go!
Jack- Do yall know how hard it was for me to not kiss her back!?!? She looks so fucking good 😭
Urb- Simp 🙄
Shloob- Stay strong. You got this.
2fo- Tell baby girl I need some more of that gumbo she made last week
Jack- 2fo, I am having a crisis. The last thing I'm focusing on is you getting fed. She probably won't feed me for a month after this smh
Jack- Or have sex with me
Quiiso- You can take a break, yall fuck like rabbits smh
Urb- Tell me about it 😒
Jack- NOT THE POINT
Ace- Text us with an update in an hour
Once you had gotten upstairs, you slipped off the clothes you were wearing and put on your pink and black lingerie set, knowing that Jack was going to fold once he saw you in it.
You had a feeling that this was supposed to be some sort of prank and that PG was behind it and instantly wanted to put an end to it.
You laid down for about 45 minutes before going back downstairs and finding Jack in the same spot that you left him in.
He heard the clicking of your heels across the floor and once he looked up at you, he did a double take which made you smirk.
You promptly sat down on his lap and felt him tense up as he was trying to do his best to ignore you.
“Baby….” You said as you began to kiss down his neck and your hand immediately went to play in his beard once again.
Not getting a response out of him, you quickly decided to do something that would make him fold.
You slid off his lap and kneeled down in front of him as you undid his belt and proceeded to take off his pants as well as his boxer briefs.
He still hadn't said anything at this point as you took off your bra and slowly took him in your mouth.
Jack threw his head back in pleasure as he was doing everything in his power not to make a sound.
You released him from your mouth with a pop as it was replaced by your hands.
“I know this feels good, baby. I want to hear you.”
Silence.
“Still don't want to talk?”
You took him back in your mouth and he let out a small whimper and knew that you had him right where you wanted.
Increasing your pace, you knew he was close as he held onto your neck and making sure not to mess up your hair. It would only be a matter of time before he came undone before you.
Another minute or so passed when you felt his load shoot into the back of your throat.
“FUCK!”
You continued to move him in and out of your mouth as he was riding out his high and a series of curses erupted from him.
“Shiiiiit, baby. That's my good girl. You look so pretty with me in your mouth. Keep going.”
Once you felt him release in your mouth once more, you quickly looked up at him.
“I knew you’d fold. How much did they say that they were going to give you?” You asked as he rolled his eyes as you lined yourself up with him as you sat down, making both of you moan out in pleasure.
“100 each.” Jack breathed out as your arms went around his neck.
“Hmm.”
All you did was stop abruptly, making him look at you like you were crazy as you reached over for your phone.
You- He lasted an hour and ten minutes
Quiiso- Should have known
Urb- What the? My mans is down bad smh
Ace- What the!?!?
2fo- What did you even do for him to fold?
“Baby, come on, what are you doing? Your man is in front of you wanting you to make him cum.”
“Oh, look who learned how to talk. I'm texting PG.”
“For what?”
“I know they put you up to this so I told them you only lasted for an hour and ten minutes. I'm guessing it was supposed to be all day?”
You- Yall know what I did. Sucked his dick of course. Works every time 😜
Ace- SMH
“And for ignoring me for an hour and ten minutes, you're eating me out for an hour and ten minutes.”
“You act like that's a punishment. Hurry up and ride me so we can get to it.”
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End OTW Racism Link Round-Up: Week 1!
We are now in week two of our action demanding that OTW live up to its commitments to address racist harassment & abuse, which ends May 31st! There was a lot of great discussion during the first week, so we wanted to post a round-up of some of the longer-form discussion/analysis that people have been sharing (we're going with posts on Tumblr, Dreamwidth, and other sites, as well as Twitter threads that are longer than three tweets). These are posts that we think would be helpful to consider as fandom engages in the necessary conversations about these issues.
If we've missed something you've written, we'll be doing another round-up of week two, so it's not too late! You can either submit it on tumblr, tweet at us, or email us at endotwracism [at] gmail [dot] com. We do reserve the right to only share posts that are in line with the intent of the campaign and that we believe are adding to the conversation.
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beatrice-otter: Why AO3 needs to be accountable for reducing fandom racism in its internal culture and the archive [link]
pretty-weird-ideas: End OTW Racism and the “Fed” Accusations [link]
aretethegreattelleroftales: You don’t understand what EndOTWRacism is asking for here, and because you clearly do not understand it, you should have known better than to speak on it. [link]
vex-verlain: In response to the reactions I’ve seen to #EndOTWRacism [link]
unrealromance: I don’t really understand how people don’t know the difference between ‘whoops I’ve fallen into a racist trope’ and 'I am literally writing hate speech that is unveiled, mask off’. [link]
pretty-weird-ideas: Codification of a Living Document as a solution to Harassment on OTW [link]
indifferentvincent: RE: End OTW Racism Derailment [link]
elumish: In light of some of the backlash to the End OTW Racism protest, and particularly the concern that an anti-harassment policy would lead to abuse of reporting mechanisms or censorship of unpopular authors/ships… [link]
seepunkrun: How to Find and Attend OTW Board Meetings [link]
indifferentvincent: The people who use the excuse of saying ao3 is an ‘archive’ and so 'must preserve’ the most vile, intentionally racist fics just sound like the most privileged motherfuckers on the planet to me. [link]
spacebeyonce & pretty-weird-ideas: wow this is such a normal and rational thing to say about having a diversity consultant to help ao3 fix their bullshit. [link]
indifferentvincent: I have to assume this is in regards to my promotion of the end-otw-racism call to action, because I don’t know what else it could be referencing. [link]
princeescaluswords: Writing Doesn’t Happen in a Void [link]
mousieta: There is a place, a magic place, a giant, ever growing park filled with sandboxes of every color and shape imaginable. [link]
Twitter
spacebeyonceart: alright so I want to talk about this post I made two years ago now that the #EndOTWRacism ball is finally rolling. [link]
generalfrings: This shit makes me so goddamn angry, yall. [link]
eruthosish: One of the calls of #EndOTWRacism is to improve the AO3's Terms of Service and how the AO3 deals with fanworks that are part of an offsite harassment campaign, so I wanted to share a story about the only time I have ever reported offsite harassment and had Abuse agree with me. [link]
buttonthemdown: They've proven they can move quickly *when they want to*, but the fact the OTW hasn't made an official statement acknowledging their lack of action and pledging to do better sends a signal they don't care about their POC fans. [link] 
Clonehub7567 Seeing the reactionary dismissals of #EndOTWRacism from white fans who pretend to care about racism is reminding me of the backlash i/we got for #UnwhitewashTBB. [link]
hydrochaeris3: ppl who are worried that not participating in the call to action will get them labeled racist..... first of all once again yall are showing that you care more about what others might label you than putting forth tangible effort into caring for a community [link]
m_sketchyart: If you think that #EndOTWRacism is censoring your escapism, here’s a thought to chew on: why is being anti-racist a threat to your escapism? Is true escapism not also leaving racism, antiBlackness, fatphobia, abeism, misogyny, etc out of your escapism? /rh  [link]
lunedraws: Have you wanted to walk the walk and not just talk the talk, re: racism, in one or more of your fandom spaces? This is a concise and timely line of actions we can take. [link]
aliasmarionette: One thing I see a lot in #EndOTWRacism comments which are in favour of the status quo is assumptions about who we mean by fandom, and about the user base of the Archive. [link]
SapphicScholar: New profile photo while participating in the important fan-led campaign to demand that OTW make good on the promises it has already made to address issues it has already acknowledged as problems in the archive—that is, instances of extreme racist harassment and abuse [link]
Fansplaining: Since the endotwracism campaign has begun, we wanted to highlight the timeline they've put together about the OTW's communications re: hiring a diversity consultant since their initial statement of commitment in the summer of 2020. [link]
gwenpendrcgon: ive seen so much backlash over #EndOTWRacism which shouldnt surprise me (also majority of this comes from tumblr is also to be expected) but most if not all backlash received by this event is done is such bad faith and complete wilful ignorance [link]
fiercynonym: so op of the #EndOTWRacism post on reddit dm-ed me and the situation is even more fucked up than i originally knew???  [link]
kitschlet: seeing a lot of people confused about what the OTW can do to address racism [link]
generalfrings: poor AO3 maintaining a 'absurdly heavy site'. all that text! [link]
RukminiPande: Fan scholars should be paying attn to #EndOTWracism. [link]
Saathi1013: The thing to notice about all the assertions that people know who's behind EOTWR is like... Okay, there are a few things, actually [link]
buttonthemdown: If you think that victims of racism need to "develop a thicker skin" you're a fucking racist [link]
mousieta: if i could have people understand one thing abt #endotwracism right now is that This issue matters not because racism makes you feel bad, or uncomfy, or squicky but because racism is actively harming Real Living Breathing Fans right now. [link]
fiercynonym: okay so…you know how OTW has been saying, when asked at meetings, that they have a budget surplus of about USD $1 million? well…manogirl & i did some digging, and it might actually be more than TWO AND A HALF MILLION USD. [link]
runpunkrun: Speaking of OTW Board meetings, if you're interested in attending, here's what you need to know [link] 
Dreamwidth
satsuma: A Chronic Habit of Avoiding Responsibility? #EndOTWRacism [link]
bcgphoenix: I have a lot of feelings about OTW and End OTW Racism as a book conservator/general preservation person, most of which verge into tl;dr territory. [link]
killabeez: Looking at past archive policies [link]
nyctanthes: End OTW Racism (Fannish Fifty #47) [link]
chestnut_pod: Be more democratic, be more autocratic, OTW [link]
Other sites
Lady’s Weblog: End Racism in the OTW [link]
The Rec Center: #384 Final Thoughts [link]
Stitch’s Media Mix: I’m Supporting #EndOTWRacism [link]
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an1meslvt · 1 year
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|attitude|
tag: toxic!shuriri x blackfemreader
warnings: smut, smut, smut! (18+)toxic relationship themes, a bit of angst, dom!shuri, dom!switch! riri, sub!reader, bdsm themes, fluff at the end :)
translations: xhosa: kuqhubekani-what’s going on, thatha yonke into endikunika yona-take everything i give you. sthandwa-my love, usana-baby, ewe-yes
summary: you’re fed up with how shuri and riri have been in the lab, and giving less and less attention everyday…but it gets resolved. :)
you laid comfortably in the bed you shared with riri and shuri. they were down at the lab (as always) and you were quite bored honestly. ever since this big project came up, they’ve been distant due to the constant need to tweak what they’ve already worked on. now you being the considerate girlfriend you are, you completely understood that they needed to work and honestly it didn’t really bother you….at first that is.
you knew they wouldn’t always be around since shuri is a well know scientist and the queen of wakanda, and riri was her right hand man on missions and projects, but got damn! you didn’t think you would feel basically like a damn child waiting for their parents to give them attention(cuz that’s literally how you felt.)
as you thought about it more, the more annoyed you got. and to make matters worse, they haven’t been home in almost a damn week(except to shower and change, and sometimes barely that.) “bruh this shit so unfair.” you mumbled, getting up from the bed to go into the kitchen. you aggressively took out the items you needed to make dinner.
as if the universe could have the worst possible timing, riri and shuri walked in the door with wide smiles on their faces (that soon dropped when they saw how mad you clearly were.) “woah, ma! what’s wrong?” riri’s voice was slightly raised as she addressed you. “yea y/n, kuqhubekani?” shuri asked.
angrily, you threw a bowl in the sink, causing the two to jump. “how could you ask a dumb ass question like that? what’s wrong is how yall been in that mfin lab for a whole damn week! what about me?!! huh?! i need attention too!.” you yelled. shuri and riri both scrunched their faces up at your yelling.
“ok first of all calm down and talk like you got sum sense. second of all you know how important this project is so why you tripping, baby girl?” riri spoke, causing shuri to look at you expecting an answer. “maybe because it seems like the only people in this relationship is y’all two! it’s just fuck me and my feelings, right?!” you said now calming down a little, but still angry.
“so we get yelled at because you wanna be an attention whore? wow, that’s crazy.” shuri laughed. this bitch-she had the audacity to call you an attention whore just because you felt neglected?!!?? oh hell no! “oh so i’m an attention whore because i wanna spend quality time with my significant others?! you got me ALL the way fucked up.” you began to walk upstairs to the shared bedroom.
they followed close behind you, curious to see what you were about to do. once reaching your bedroom, you pulled out a suitcase. “i honestly don’t know why you pulling out yo suitcase cuz you not goin no where.” riri said, throwing your suitcase on the ground. shuri followed up by kicking the suitcase down the stairs. “y/n you need to stop playing with us as if we can’t track you down wherever you go, kimoyo beads or not.” shuri said, glaring at your kimoyo beads.
“and y’all need to stop thinking you can talk to me any kinda way! i’m not some child so stop treating me like one!” you we’re beyond hurt at this point. the two people you loved the most were growing further and further apart from you.
“Look y/n, maybe you should start being considerate of our work! we go in that lab everyday and bust our asses to make sure you and wakanda is safe!” riri yelled, walking up to you. “you’ve been more irritable lately, y/n…what your problem?” shuri now began to walk towards you. ok, now you were getting anxious. these mfs is ganging up on you! now you were fully pressed against a wall.
“why are y’all fucking ganging up on me?! all this because i want to feel loved by my girlfriends?!” the tears couldn’t stop and their faces softened as they looked at you, realizing their mistake. “y/n baby we’re so-” you cut shuri off before she could finish.
“no! i don’t wanna hear it! fuck you! fuck both of you! how dare you treat me like shit and call me names when you’re the ones who should be getting yelled at!?!” you pushed past them, grabbing your purse and phone, putting on shoes and walking out the door to your car.
of course they followed you outside, begging you to stay. “come on, y/n! don’t be like that!” riri yelled, running after you. you got in your car and closed your door before they could get to you. you pulled out of the drive way and just drove. you didn’t have a specific destination.
𖧷༄𖧷༄𖧷༄𖧷༄𖧷༄𖧷༄𖧷༄𖧷༄𖧷༄𖧷༄𖧷༄𖧷
it’s been about 2 hours since you left and shuri and riri have begun to worry. they hadn’t gone out to look for you yet being that they knew you wanted space, but DAMN. 2 hours is absolutely insane. you took your kimoyo beads off so they couldn’t track you the easy way, they were about to do the next best thing until you finally walked through the door.
they both both ran towards you, showering you in love. “baby! are you alright?!” “are you you hurt or anything?! where did you go?!” you pushed passed them, heading up to the shared bedroom. they frowned as they followed you.
“y/n? will you talk to us please? we just want to know if you’re ok.” shuri spoke and riri nodded in agreement. “i’m fine, i went for a little drive and stopped to get me something to eat. is that ok?” you spoke, giving them a side eye and rolling them as well. riri and shuri looked at eachother before sharing a light chuckle.
“ok y/n, you getting a lil too bold now, ma. roll them pretty eyes again and see what we do.” you scoffed before turning to face them fully. “not shit, that’s what. i really don’t wanna talk to y’all right now.” you said waving them off, but shuri wasn’t goin for it.
she grabbed your arm tightly before giving you that look. “you wanna repeat that princess?” shuri said and riri followed up right behind her. “yea cuz obviously you we must’ve heard you wrong or sum…cuz ain’t no way you just said that.”’she then pulled on your other arm so now you were basically restricted.
they begin to kiss your neck, slowly removing each item of clothing you had on (as well as themselves). “you want us to show how sorry we are, mami?” shuri asked, biting your neck like a starved animal. you let out a faint “yes please.” to let them know they could continue.
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“oh fuuuccckk.” you moaned in ecstasy. riri was between your legs while shuri kissed all over you. “yea? you like that?” she whispered in your ear, softly biting it afterwards. your hands were cuffed to the rails of the headboard and you had a silk blindfold on.
“oh shit riri! please don’t stop!” you moaned loudly, causing riri to bring her head up and move her fingers faster. “hmmm, i don’t know, ma. do you deserve to cum?” she said, giving off fake sympathy. your breathing hitches as you reached your orgasm. “please mommy! please let me cum!” you were so close, you just hoped she wouldn’t deny your orgasm. luckily for you, she granted your wish.
“alright, cum baby. and it better be a lot too.” as if on cue, you came, creaming all over her fingers. your legs quivered as she overstimulated you. when you finally had enough, you squeezed your legs together, which made her slow down and come to a stop.
she gave your pussy light peck before coming up to let you taste yourself. “hey, i wanna taste her too! kiss me.” shuri said, causing riri to laugh and kiss her. “now it’s my turn. riri, go into the the closet and get my strap for me baby, while i eat baby girl’s pussy.” riri smiled and nodded, scurrying to do what shuri asked of her.
“awww. it’s so swollen baby. and you’re leaking! you ready to cream for me, huh? you ready to cum again?” she rubbed your pulsating nub causing you to ooze more cream. “yes!” you yelled, but shuri slapped your thigh. “yes what?” “yes daddy!” you squealed as she connected her lips with your clit, her fingers sliding inside of you. just then, riri walked in with the strap in hand.
“oh? she creamin already? damn, ma, ian know you was like that.” riri laughed climbing in the bed next to you, kissing your neck sweetly. shuri’s head bobbed up and down between your legs, her fingers moving rapidly. you moaned loudly, your chest moving up and down due to your heavy breathing and gasps.
“daddy! i’m gonna cum! oh shit i’m gonna cum!” you screamed. shuri moaned into your pussy before speaking. “do it, sthandwa. cum in my fucking mouth.” shuri said aggressively, lapping up your juices. riri whispered in your ear, telling you to “do what daddy tells you and cum, baby.” making your back arch instantly, cumming all over shuri’s face and fingers.
“good girl.” they both cooed to you. shuri thanked riri for grabbing the strap for her before standing up to put it on. the strap was of course made of vibranium, and i was about 8 inches long with veins that glowed a blueish purple. “ri, lay y/n between your legs so you can keep her calm…she’s gonna need it.” shuri said, climbing into the bed and running her hands up your exposed torso.
she spread your legs and put them on her shoulders. “i’m gonna fuck you so good, usana.” shuri said before bottoming out. you gasped loudly, pulling at your cuffs. “daddy!” you moaned, instantly creaming around the sex toy. “mmm baby. you sound so fucking good, you making mommy’s pussy so wet.” riri said biting her lip.
you let out the most pornographic sounds as shuri pounded your fat pussy, and riri whispered dirty words in your ear, fondling your breast. “i know baby, i know. you taking what we give you so good.” shuri said, barely above a whisper. they couldn’t see it, but your eyes was rolled to the back of your sockets as shuri hit your spot. you couldn’t control your body anymore.
“fuck baby, wish you could see how good you look right now, shit.” riri moaned. just then, shuri began to drill into you, catching you by surprise and making you squirt. “fuckkk! ok daddy! okayyyyy!” you screamed, trying to run from her unforgiving speed, but she held you down. “nuh-uh baby, thatha yonke into endikunika yona.” shuri said in a very dominant manner.
“say you’re sorry baby. tell me and daddy your sorry then we’ll give you and that pretty pussy a break.” riri said, slapping you pussy a couple of times. “oh shittt! fuck, i’m sorry! i’m sorry guys please! i won’t act up no moreee!” you moaned. shuri and riri smirked in satisfaction. “mhm, yeah. tell us who this pussy belongs to.” shuri said, rubbing your clit. “it belongs to youuu! oh shit, this pussy belongs to both of you!” you screamed, on the brink of cumming so hard.
riri looked up at shuri who was already looking at her. shuri nodded which let riri know everything. “go ahead and cum baby, cum for mommy and daddy. make that pretty pussy come for us.” riri said in your ear, feeling on your upper body. you being basically brainwashed by them, you came as soon as they told you to. shuri finally stopped and began the after care process.
𖧷༄𖧷༄𖧷༄𖧷༄𖧷༄𖧷༄𖧷༄𖧷༄𖧷༄𖧷༄𖧷༄𖧷
you layed in between them both, their arms draped over you in a protective yet lazy manner. “we’re sorry, ma. we should be more considerate of your feelings and make time for you, and we shouldn’t have called you out of your name.” riri cooed, causing shuri to nod in agreement. “ewe, usana. we promise to be better from now on.”
you smiled weakly before snuggling into them and speaking softly. “it’s ok i forgive you guys. and i love y’all so much…please don’t ever leave me.” they both nodded. “we love you too baby, and we won’t ever leave you! we 4Lferss!” riri said, making you and shuri laugh. you loved them annoying ass mfs so much.
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Yo so these are head-cannons from this thot a while ago.
Also the internet has come back, hopefully long term (never ever been this happy before), but enjoy for now xxx
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transmasc Van and Nat btw (I LOVE THEM!!!)
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Was definitely way too into it at the time to notice wtf you were doing.
Continues to not know about it until she goes on there later (Callie set her up on it, of which you did not know).
"Y/n……. What is this?" "Uhhhhhhh nothing, just a BeReal." "I can see that sweet thing, but who else is in it?"
You know you're fucked regardless of how you respond.
That's pretty much all I can think of honestly (I'm out here tryna keep yall fed, sorry).
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Again, was probably way too into it at the time to notice.
Then she looks over your shoulder later on, while you're sat together watching TV.
"Watcha got there, love, hmmm?" "Nothinggggg" "Nothing huh, well if it's nothing can I see it?" "Nooooooooo"
Somehow ends up getting her hands on it (definitely did not chase you around to try and grab your phone, and/or tickle you when you wouldn't give up). "Oh?"
Honestly kinda flustered at first (even though she probably has no idea how it works).
Then makes it her screensaver for like a week, until someone accidently picks up her phone.
Poor baby gets so scared that someone's seen it, and changes it back to a more PG photo of the two of you.
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100% gets a lesbian spider sense and looks up JUST as you post it.
But doesn't say anything until way after, when she somehow gets her hands on it.
"Baby, I love you, but I swear to god, if people find that and use it as a reason to not elect me, I will be mad." "Oooooooooh, maybe I like it when you're mad 😏." "Y/NNNNN!!!"
You end up taking it down after a couple hours (idk if you can do that, I haven't used BeReal in ages), cause you don't wanna actually make her mad.
Again that's pretty much it, idk.
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This boy has no idea wtf BeReal is or how it works, but is definitely a little curious about it.
Honestly like extremely flustered by it when he finds it while looking on your phone for something (idk, like something you asked him to look at or grab from it).
"I'm not mad about it, it's actually kinda cool, but outta curiosity, how many people are gonna see that?" "I don't know." "Wha- how can you not- HOW MANY PEOPLE ARE YOU FRIENDS WITH?!"
Poor baby boy is very confused, but it's okay, he's cool with it.
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The most smug motherfucker on earth when he finds it.
But then again honestly doesn't really give much of a shit.
But also 100% screenshotted it and sent it from your phone to his and looks at it alllllllllllll the fucking time may of masturbated to it once or twice when you weren't there 🤫.
Definitely makes it his screensaver too like Lottie, but has no shame about it whatsoever.
Not really got much else to say other then that honestly, but they speak for themselves, baby boy Nat has no shame whatsoever.
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A little confused by it, like the whole sorta aspect of it, like "Why do people have to know everything about what people are doing?"
SAYS THE FUCKING STALKER/KIDNAPPER! anyways......
Defo hacks into your phone later on while you're asleep (cause that's just so much more fun then just taking it and unlocking it or whatever).
And also definitely stares at it for like an hour straight (that babygirl is such a freak and a perv, but it's okay, we love her for it).
Let's just say poor baby boy Caligula gets demoted to home screen, and then she changes it around, and he gets bumped back up to lock screen.
As much as Misty loves you, the photo, and just the whole aspect of the situation, she doesn't wanna loose her job for unprofessionalism.
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-Harlow
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austin butler - into you [part 4]
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warnings ; this does indeed contain smut and lots of it 
prompt ; in which fate keeps bringing you and austin together. or, in which you two finally figure it out. 
a/n ; i cannot BELIEVE this is the final part of this series :( im gonna miss it so much!! and for that, i present to you a two part smut (its literally 11k words) i have fed yall for eons and this is the grand finale. also - the word ‘dress’ has links attached to it so u can see what i envisioned the reader wearing at the events (quotev core) thank you guys so much for sticking with this series. <3 with that said, enjoy!!
part one | part two | part three 
It had been a month. Thirty days. That’s how long you had gone without seeing Austin. Well, not exactly. You did see him; on the cover of magazines, interviews, etc. By far, your favorite source was Twitter, where you got a front row seat as to who he was dating at the moment. Last week, he was seen with Kaia Gerber. This week, it was some other random girl who’s name you didn’t even bother to remember. I turned down so many girls for you, he had said. Clearly, he was okay with reaching out to them again. Yet, with you, it was stone cold silence. To be fair, you had never responded to his heartfelt text message. You also might have blocked his number. You did mean to reply. However, days ticked by and you kept ‘meaning to’ respond, but never actually did. Instead, you let your eyes stare at the message for hours before crying some more.
You also spent most of your nights crying over the pictures of him with other girls. He looked happy. In theory, it was what you wanted for him, but after spending the past two years learning about his favorite childhood memories and the foods he only ate when he was drunk, you hated the idea of anyone else having him. You also despised the idea of someone touching him like you had. Or, even worse: him kissing someone like he used to kiss you. Pretending you still didn’t harbor feelings for him was proving to be more difficult than you thought.
“You ready to go?” Your best friend, Megan, spoke from the bathroom of your apartment. She was your date to the W Magazine’s annual party, and seeing as you had no new suitors in your life, you thought it was best to go with a friend. Your publicist had offered numerous times to set you up with someone, but you declined, saying ‘it was no use to spend time with a man you wouldn’t like.’
Nevertheless, you were ready. Well, sort of. You were still sitting on your bed in your black dress, mindlessly scrolling through the pictures of Austin with his new girl of the week. Megan rounded the corner, sighing when she saw you still on your phone. “[Y/N], we have to stop doing this,” she sat down next to you, taking your phone out of your hand and turning it off. “Why don’t you just reach out to him?”
“It’s not that easy,” You muttered. You meant that. The fear of rejection was far greater than anything else. You didn’t want him to tell you he had found someone better who was ready to love him the way you couldn’t.
“He told you he loved you, and I really think he meant that! No one says that during sex AND in a text message if they don’t feel that way about you,” Megan scoffed, rubbing your back soothingly as she comforted you.
“I know he loves me, I do,” you played with your hands in your lap, staring down at the floor. “I just wish I hadn’t been stupid enough to not tell him I love him the way that he loves me, and want to be with him.”
“Listen, I’m not gonna tell you everything’s going to be okay. But, what I can promise, is you are the most beautiful person ever. You are an amazing actress and friend, and the world needs to see that tonight,” she stood up, placing her hands on her hips. “Now, are you gonna get up and do a twirl for me, or do I have to make you?”
You pursed your lips, looking up at her. You appreciated the kind words, knowing she had the best intentions. It was just hard to imagine yourself smiling for the cameras and posing on a red carpet. “If I have no choice-“
“No, no, no,” she grimaced at your words. “That is not the spirit. There are going to be hot men galore at this event, and you mean to tell me you’re not the least bit excited?! Who’s to say you won’t meet your soulmate there tonight?”
These were very true words. Although your hope for love was slim to none at that point, there was no way you were going to win an argument against Megan. She had seen you through your worst breakups, but deep down, she knew she had never seen you this depressed over a man before. Megan knew the basics of the story between you and Austin, but didn’t want to pry and open a can of worms. Mustering all the courage you could, you stood up, meeting her height in your heels. “If I don’t meet my soulmate tonight, I’m blaming it on you.”
She chuckled, tossing her hair over her shoulder. “You can do whatever you want as long as you get in that car downstairs. I promised your manager we would be on time and we’re definitely not going to be.”
“Yeah, I’m pretty sure I made the same promise to her,” you laughed before grabbing your handbag and following her out the door of your apartment where your driver waited for you patiently. The two of you hopped into the car, jamming out to music along the way. You hadn’t been to a red carpet event in over two years, and to say you were nervous was an understatement. You forgot what it was like to be under the bright lights, to have camera flashes blinding you. It used to be a drug for you, to have that much attention on you at once. Now, it just felt like a chore. It was almost as if Megan could sense your nerves, and she reached out to place a hand on top of yours.
“You got this tonight. I am going to be right there with you every step of the way. Not only because I want my picture taken, but also because I love you,” She smiled, and the first part elicited a giggle out of you. You knew she was right. You had been doing red carpets since you first entered Hollywood, and you knew how to excite a crowd.
The car screeched to a halt, and you heard the screams of commoners that were barricaded behind silver bars. Once you saw your supporters, you knew it would all be worth it and you would be reminded as to why you adored being an actress. You gave Megan a knowing smile before exiting the car, your driver propping the door open for you. Almost immediately, cameras began to capture your glamorous exit from each angle. “[Y/N]!” They yelled out, all trying to get your attention simultaneously.
“Oh thank god, there you are,” your manager rushed up to you from around the corner, rolling her eyes as she checked her watch. “I knew you were gonna be late so I lied about the time you had to get here. At least now you’re on time to pose on the carpet.”
“Bad time tonight,” Megan spoke up from behind you, eyebrows pointing towards you as your manager seemed to catch her drift.
“Great, perfect, fine,” she said, slowly walking you towards the beginning of the carpet. “Remember, big, big smiles! You’re a big Hollywood actress and there are talks about new movies you’re going to be in next year so I need you alive and ready to answer all questions.”
You knew the drill. Pose where they told you to, answer what they wanted to hear. You nodded in agreement, flattening out your dress and tossing your hair behind your shoulders. You strutted towards the entrance of the carpet, turning around to look at Megan for support again. She smiled, giving you two big thumbs up. I can do this, you told yourself. I am okay. Tonight, I am okay.
And, with that, you took your first step onto the carpet. “[Y/N]! [Y/N]! Look this way!” Photographers yelled at you from all angles, and you focused your eyes straight ahead, smiling slightly as you posed for the cameras. You always made sure to give them a show, and you blew multiple kisses to the cameramen. You saw your manager and Megan had migrated to the opposite end of the carpet, waiting for you to finish your photoshoot. However, for one moment, you basked in the glory. You were on top of the world. You finally felt as if you were back where you belonged, and nothing, or anyone, could take that away from you.
Your manager beckoned you to come over to the end of the carpet, and you waved goodbye to the crowd walking over. “That was amazing, babe! You look so good, the magazines tomorrow are going to eat this up.”
“I hope so,” you grinned. “That was the best I’ve felt in years! I forgot how much I love-“
You were interrupted by Megan’s incessant tapping on your shoulder. You scrunched your eyebrows, turning to look at her. She gulped, leaning down into your ear, “Please, please do not turn around. We are going to go inside and have a good time. We are going to drink lots of champagne and get drunk.”
“What the hell are you talking about?” You rolled your eyes, looking behind her to see what she was talking about. Sure enough, you wished you hadn’t.
Austin Butler stood on the red carpet in a black suit, a silver chain adorning his neckline. He looked amazing. He smiled and waved at the cameras, and it seemed like he knew exactly how to pose. He always knew what he was doing. Despite him being humble, there was no denying that he was going to be the most attractive man at the event that night. Your vision went blurry, mind reeling as flashbacks of your relationship with Austin flew through your brain. Your heart could barely contain itself in your rib cage. You knew you had to see him again at one point, but tonight? Tonight was the first night you were ready to allow yourself happiness, and it was all crumbling down. The weight of a thousand bricks felt as if they had collapsed onto your chest.
Soon enough, he had caught your gaze.
He froze in his tracks, mouth slightly gaping open as he took you in. Your black dress had a slit in it that showed off enough of your leg to leave it up to imagination. Red lipstick ran across your plump lips, hair done in perfect curled waves. He thought you looked stunning. You immediately looked away, incessant curse words flying out of your mouth. “Oh my god, it’s [Y/N] and Austin! Come together for pictures!”
You were sure you were going to strangle the cameraman who just said that. However, you had quite literally no choice or say in the matter. Before you knew it, your manager was side-eyeing you, nudging you in the direction of Austin, the man you were pretending you weren’t desperately in love with. It felt as if time had stopped completely. You re-entered the carpet, ready to give the performance of a lifetime. Because, now, with about 10 cameras around, you two had to pretend as if the last two years had not happened. You had to act as if you weren’t longing for his touch, to ask how his day with, to hear his laughter again. At that moment, you two were just co-stars. Nothing hurt more than that. You finally reached him, and he smiled at you feebly as he snaked an arm around your waist, smiling for the cameras.
No tears. No crying. You had to repeat it to yourself twenty times. You smelled his scent before, but now, it felt like daggers to your heart. You had all these secrets about him bottled up inside of you, and now you had to pretend like it meant nothing. After what seemed like forever, you finally removed yourself from his embrace, thanking the camera and nearly jogging off the carpet. Austin knew better than to chase after you and yell your name, although, that is all he wanted to do. You grabbed Megan’s hand, and she gave it a firm squeeze as you two entered the event. Loud rap music echoed from the speakers, and chatter bounced off the walls. “Are you okay?” Megan whispered in your ear, coming out as more of a small yell.
“Absolutely not,” you shook your head. “But I will be after I get a drink.”
“That’s the spirit,” she patted your back, leading you to the bar area where you both ordered ‘extra strong’ vodka cranberries. You surveyed the room, hoping to see others that you knew. Among some of the attendees were Andrew Garfield and Jamie Dornan, faces you recognized almost immediately. One of the most thrilling things about being a celebrity was the extravagant parties that were always happening, and it was usually filled with familiar faces; from movies or red carpet events.
“How is everyone here so attractive?” Megan screamed into your ear as you both downed your drinks, ordering another round soon after. It was true, everyone there was beyond gorgeous. You and Megan went back to searching around the room for anyone interesting, and your heart almost flew out of your body as you saw Kaia Gerber in the corner, making friends with some other actors.
“You have got to be kidding me,” You closed your eyes, taking another sip of your drink. Megan looked over to where you were looking previously and widened her eyes at the sight of the model.
“Oh my god, do you think they came here together?” She asked innocently, feeling buzzed off the drinks she had consumed.
“I really fucking hope not,” you finished your second drink, motioning to the bartender to make you another one. “I wouldn’t be surprised if they did, though. He was spotted with her 2 weeks ago.”
“Jeez, you really have been stalking him,” Megan crossed her arms over her body, standing in front of you to block you from staring at Kaia. “Listen, we just need to dance and forget about him. If he wants you, he’ll come get you. And if not, we will find you someone hotter at this party.”
You were starting to feel a buzz throughout your whole body, so you let Megan guide you to the dance floor. The DJ was playing overplayed music that allowed you to dance to all the lyrics. It was just the right kind of moment you needed with your best friend. Laughing at each other’s dance moves, you both swatted off multiple men trying to join in on your little dance circle. However, despite the constant distractions, you managed to make eye contact with Austin as he talked to Kaia.
You didn’t want to let him get to you again, so you just ignored it. It was proving hard to do that because you could feel his eyes burning holes into your body as you danced to your favorite song. He didn’t want to look at you. He wanted to focus on what he had in front of him, to see if you still cared about him and make you jealous. He just couldn’t stop looking at you. And you really hated the way his eyes felt on you. By accident, you made eye contact with him again, and you watched as he broke your gaze, leaning in to kiss Kaia. You couldn’t even register what was happening, and you didn’t even want to bother being in his presence anymore. Without letting Megan know too much, you tapped her shoulder, causing her to pause her dancing. “Hey, I’m gonna catch some fresh air. I’ll be right back.” She nodded, resuming right where she left off.
You exited the doors of the event, taking deep breaths to try and calm yourself. You saw the sign for the restroom, and you deemed it best to hang out in there before you had to go in again. It was too early for you to leave, and your manager would have a fit if you even tried it. You could barely get a chance to open the door to the single-stalled bathroom before you felt a hand on your waist, gently pushing you into the bathroom. Whipping around, you came face to face with Austin. “What the fuck are you doing in here?!” you quipped immediately, “This is a bathroom.”
“This is the only way I could get you to talk to me,” He retorted.
“Get out of here!” Your voice raised in a threatening tone, however, he seemed unnerved by your words. He knew you did not mean it. “You can’t just follow me in here and expect for us to just have a grand ol’ chat.”
“[Y/N], I just have some things I want to say-“
“No, no,” you moved towards the bathroom door, trying to make your escape, but Austin blocked the door as soon he saw you migrate in that direction. “Just let me through! I don’t want to talk to you, don’t you get it? We have literally nothing to talk about.”
“You really believe that?” He chuckled sarcastically.
“Yes, I do,” you spoke through clenched teeth. “You need to go back out there to your girlfriend.”
“She’s not my girlfriend,” he rolled his eyes. He knew you were going to be difficult, and he hated to admit that was one of the things he loved most about you. You always stood your ground during situations, whether it be in his favor or not. “We’re just hanging out because my publicist set us up.”
“Yeah, and I bet you’re having fun with that,” You tried to move past him again, but he gripped your shoulders, placing you in front of him. You shrugged his grip off your shoulders, clenching your jaw and looking away. “Holding hands, kissing all over the place-“
“What, are you jealous or something?”
You were. You had never been more jealous in your life. The thought of him holding and kissing Kaia pained you more than you could admit to him. The past month, Austin had taken note that you weren’t photographed with any men. In fact, social media hadn’t been an accurate source on you, because you had gone MIA after flying back to the U.S. He had tried tracking you down to see what you were up to, but you had made it nearly impossible.
“No.”
“You love lying, don’t you?”
“Oh, go fuck yourself,” you shoved his shoulder, hoping to get access to the door, but that didn’t get you very far. “Austin, I’m really not in the mood for this. I was having a good night-“
“Doing what, staring at me and Kaia?” He couldn’t help but crack a small smile. He knew what he was doing to you, and in a way, he almost enjoyed your incessant cat-and-mouse game.
“No. Enjoying my night with my friend, which I would love to get back to doing.” You were definitely lying again. Knowing that he was willing to trap you in a bathroom left you with some, to put it nicely, rated R thoughts. However, you knew it was wrong to do that to Kaia. You just wanted him so bad.
“Listen, [Y/N], I’ve tried reaching you numerous times. I tried calling you, texting you, I even reached out to your publicist. So, if trapping you in the bathroom is the only way I can talk to you, then so be it,” he took a step towards you, and you couldn’t even move. You were glued in your spot. You had blocked his number after he had texted you while you were on the plane home, so you weren’t made aware of any advances he made towards you.
“What is there even to talk about?” You questioned, shaking your head in disbelief.
“I know you love me. And honestly, I’m very in love with you too. I don’t want to play these games with you anymore,” His eyes pierced into yours, and in that moment, you felt tiny. You knew everything he was saying was true, and you wanted to do better and be better but you weren’t sure if you were there yet.
“So what if I love you? It doesn’t mean anything, Austin. It’s still not going to work between us,” You reminded him.
“[Y/N], I want to make this work. Please. I haven’t stopped thinking about you ever since our last conversation,” He took one more step towards you, causing your breath to hitch in your throat. “Do you want me?”
Your voice was no louder than a whisper. “I-I don’t know. Fuck, I don’t- I can’t. I don’t know what I want,” you tried to keep your composure as you took in his scent, his pheromones bouncing off the walls.
“I want you. And I don’t want just the sex. I want the cuddles at night, I want the ‘I love you’s’ I want the dinner dates. I know it’s scary for you, but I want to show you that it doesn’t have to be,” He reached out to move a strand of your hair behind your ear, and you looked up at him.
“Do you want me?” He repeated.
“Austin, it’s not that simple,” There was no going back now. He already had you in too deep.
“Why can’t it be?” He retorted, his hand moving to prop your chin up, never breaking eye contact for a moment.
“You want me?” You had to hear his answer, although you knew what it would be.
“Yes.”
He didn’t hesitate for a second, knowing that if he waited a minute too long, you would panic again. Deep down, every part of you was itching to kiss him again. Oh, how you had missed the feeling of his plump, pink lips against yours. “We shouldn’t do this, Austin,” his lips were now mere inches away from yours. The tension in the room was palpable, you could cut it with a knife. You couldn’t. You shouldn’t. But, he had set your entire body on fire and you couldn’t look away from his piercing gaze.
“Why not?”
You gulped again, his hand still grazing your chin. “Because you have a girl out there waiting for you.”
“This isn’t about her. This is about me and you, right now,” He replied, tone down to a whisper. Lips almost touching, he murmured, “Say the words, and I’m yours.”
You didn’t have to say the words. He already knew your answer. With one look at his lips, you found yourself leaning forward and messily pressing your lips against his. He fell backwards against the bathroom door, leaning behind to lock it as his other free hand found your waist. Hoisting you up with one arm, you wrapped your legs around his waist as he navigated towards the sink countertop, setting you down gently. Your legs remained around his waist, lips never wavering away from him for a moment. You pulled him in as close you possibly could, trying to feel as much of him. His hands moved to cup your cheeks, guiding you as he slipped his tongue in between your lips, and you felt your body become electric again. You had craved this feeling. You needed this.
He began to kiss down your neck, and little moans fell from your mouth as he pushed your chin up. He sucked on the sweet spot in the middle of your neck, leaving something that was sure to raise eyebrows tomorrow. You didn’t even care if anyone saw it, you were too lost in the pleasure to care about anything anymore. “I want to make sure everyone knows you’re mine,” His tone had darkened. You cupped his face in your hands, kissing him again with as much passion as you could muster. You had never missed anyone more than you had missed him.
“I need you,” You spoke in between kisses. Fuck your ego, fuck your self-respect. All of it went down the drain when he was kissing you. He reached behind your back, slowly and teasingly unzipping your dress. His shirt and blazer were nearly torn off his body, anticipation seeping through your bloodstream.
“This dress is an absolute stunner, by the way,” he whispered in your ear as it dropped to the floor below the sink. “Nearly came in my pants the minute I saw you in this.”
You were left in your matching black corset that was worn underneath your dress, and black lace underwear. Austin’s eyes glazed over your body, hunger clouding his vision as he pulled you back in for a passionate kiss. His hand moved towards your neck, lightly choking you as his lips danced against yours. “Get on your knees, baby. Need to see your pretty little lips wrapped around my cock.”
The wetness that had pooled in your underwear grew at his words, but you obeyed him immediately, getting off the sink and feeling the cold tile against your knees. You palmed his erect cock through his dress pants, looking up at him seductively through your eyelashes. He groaned at the look in your eyes. “I missed how hard you would get for me,” you spoke softly, slowly unzipping his pants to reveal his boxers.
“It’s all for you,” His voice crackled slightly near the end of his sentence as you pulled down his boxers, his erection falling out, red and throbbing with precum. You dropped your head down to lick his pulsing tip. Austin let out a low moan as he studied you intensely. His hands gripped your hair as you slowly sucked the head of his penis into your mouth. You moved at an excruciatingly slower rate, dipping a little further. You then took him out of your mouth, only to pause, establish direct eye contact, and go even deeper the next time. Austin trembled as you swirled your tongue around his tip, which you knew was his most sensitive area. "Fuck," he had to hold the countertop next to him to keep from falling over with ecstasy.
He'd never forget how it felt to have you all to himself, seeing how you looked with his member within your mouth. As you began to move up and down faster on his cock, all he could think about was how your mouth felt better than he remembered. He ached to be buried so deep inside of you, making you scream his name and letting every single person at this event know who you belonged to. Austin refused to take his gaze away from you, and he couldn't take it any longer. His hand pressed against your head, allowing you to delve deeper onto his cock.
Austin grabbed your hair in a sloppy ponytail, causing you to move quicker. He moaned and closed his eyes before bucking his hips and ramming into your mouth. His tip started hitting the back of your throat, making you gag. His eyes shot open wide at the sound and sensation it created around his cock. Your lips swallowed the entirety of his member. If you kept going at this rate, Austin knew he wouldn't be able to last. His stomach muscles tensed, and he soon recognized the familiar sensation. As you licked a stripe on the vein on the bottom of his length, he felt himself twitch in your mouth. Noting that he was close, you removed your lips from him, wiping your mouth with your finger and taking a taste. “You always taste so good, baby.”
Slowly getting up, you leaned in to kiss him again, and he tasted himself on your lips. He needed to be inside of you, now. You pulled away from his lips, smiling at him coyly before kissing down his neck. He appreciated the teasing, but he had never craved to be buried deep inside of you like this before. “Oh,” he moaned softly, like putty in your hands. You placed your lips back on his, stumbling backwards onto the countertop of the sink, where you found yourself sitting upright. Austin moved in between your open legs, sliding your panties to the side, pressing two fingers to your bundle of nerves. You jumped at the contact, biting your own lip to contain the moans. He began to rub circles around your throbbing core, and you threw your head back, letting a few moans fall from your lips. Austin knew exactly where you needed him, and wanted to get you there as fast as he could. “God, sweetheart, you’re always so wet for me.”
He watched as you squirmed under his touch, and he stuck one finger into your entrance, causing curse words to exit your lips. He thought you looked gorgeous during this moment, when you were losing control of yourself. “Please, more,” you whimpered, and he obeyed, sticking his index finger into you. Pumping them in and out of you, he curved his fingers to meet your g-spot, and you yelled in response. Your entire body shook with delight, and you could barely hold yourself together. He was hitting your sweet spot while simultaneously rubbing your clit. It was all too much for you to handle as you felt yourself get lost in the pleasure. Stars washed over your vision as you screamed out his name along with other profanities, streams of liquid exiting your body. He watched as you squirted onto the countertop, your legs shaking incessantly as you rode out your high. He had never seen you do that before, and he was about to come just from the sight.
Before you had a chance to gather yourself, he pulled your legs towards the edge of the countertop, slamming into you with all his might. You gripped the edge of the sink, your clit still throbbing and red. “Austin!” You screamed out as he overstimulated you, burying himself so deep inside of you he could’ve sworn he saw his member reach your stomach. You leaned forward, clawing down his back. “Oh my god, baby, I can’t-“
“Take it,” he spoke firmly. You had no choice but to listen, your walls still clenching from your previous orgasm around him. He suddenly pulled out of you, helping your limp body off the sink as he posed you in front of the mirror, your back to him. You took the moment to look at the two of you in the mirror. Sweat beaded at his forehead and your makeup was a disaster. He ran a finger through your folds, smirking to himself when he realized you were still dripping.
Pushing your back down, you gripped onto the sink, facing the mirror as he positioned himself at your entrance. He put just the tip in, not letting himself get carried away like last time. “Please,” you begged for mercy. He looked up and met your eyes in the mirror, fisting your hair and putting it into another messy ponytail. Slowly but surely, he dove deeper inside of you, feeling your tight walls engulf him. You both moaned at the feeling at the same time. Austin began to pick up his pace, watching as his cock slid in and out of you with ease.
“Look in the mirror while I fuck you, princess,” He demanded, and the sight in the mirror was enough to drive you crazy. You were bent over the sink as he pounded into you, gripping your hair tightly in his hands, your tits bouncing. As you both watched yourselves in the mirror, you realized how you two adored each other. The way you looked in the moment was so submissive. You were submissive for him.
“You look so pretty with my cock deep inside of you,” He paused his movements for a brief second, thrusting at an agonizingly slow pace. He knew he was hitting the spot where you had craved him the most. He never wanted anyone to fuck you like this ever again.
“Fuck, it feels so good,” You said as he picked up the speed again. You watched him in the mirror, sweat glistening on his shoulder blades as you caught him losing himself in you.
"Fuck, sweetheart. I'm not going to last much longer," he whispered, his voice breathless and desperate. His thrusts became sloppy, and his eyelids clenched shut as he concentrated on pursuing his release. "I'll fill you up all the way. You're such a good girl for me."
He leaned forward, his hand clamped around your neck as he brought you to his face. He kissed you, a sloppy kiss to match his clumsy thrusts. He broke away again, his face contorting in delight. "I missed fucking you like this," you stammered before his cock jerked inside you, white, hot sperm shooting from the tip deep into your core. The heat of his fluids poured into your entire being, your body convulsing from the pleasure. The words you tried to say were drowned out by a shamelessly loud moan of his name that Austin made no attempt to muffle. His hips gently moved higher, allowing the juices that had flowed out of you to combine with his own.
“Holy shit,” he breathed out as he almost fell into you, his head falling to your shoulder as you both tried to regain yourselves. You didn’t have any words besides those three little words he wanted to hear. You knew you had to overcome your fear, because you had realized that the thought of living without him was worse than the fear of heartbreak. Deep down, you knew he would never do anything to intentionally threaten your relationship.
“I love you,” You blurted out, and he perked up immediately, head moving up to make direct eye contact. A cheeky grin spread across his face as he cupped your cheeks in his hands. He had been aching to hear you say it first. It was all the confirmation he needed to pursue you romantically. “I love you too,” he replied, pressing a kiss to your cheek.
Your happy moment was short-lived, however, as you two were startled by loud knocks on the door. “[Y/N]! I swear to god if you’re in there, I’m going to lose my mind!” You both eyed each other in horror before Austin slowly began to laugh. You slapped his arm, slowly putting your underwear back on.
You inched towards the door, unlocking it carefully as you pried the door open just enough to see Megan’s angry expression and hide your half-naked body behind. “Hey…bestie,” you smiled feebly.
“Don’t you dare ‘bestie’ me! What the fuck are you doing in here? Do you have explosive diarrhea or something-“
Megan stopped in her tracks as she made eye contact with Austin behind you. She immediately put the puzzle pieces together, her face contorting as she realized. “Oh, you have got to be kidding.”
“How about you give me a second and then me and you will head on out?” You smiled again, closing the door inch by inch before it finally was shut and locked. A moment of silence was heard between you and Austin before the two of you simultaneously began laughing hysterically. You felt bad for Megan, you did, but you definitely didn’t regret the look on her face.
“The look on her face!” Austin said between laughs, pausing to wipe his tears. He bent down to pick up his dress shirt, and you struggled to put your own dress back on while giggling.
“I basically deserted her at an event where she knew no one, so I actually do kinda feel bad,” you turned your back to him, motioning for him to zip your dress back up. “She’s gonna be mortified forever.”
He turned you back around after he zipped you up, pressing a kiss to your forehead. “You know, I feel like for all your troubles I can at least take you out to dinner.”
For once, the fear that always resided in your heart wasn’t clouding your judgement. You didn’t want to make the same mistake as last time, because you knew he was the one you wanted to be with. You needed a fresh beginning with him, and there was no better time than the present.
You wrapped your arms around his waist, pulling him in for another kiss before saying, “I would actually like that very much.”
+
Dinner was nothing short of a success. If people were hoping to hear a Hollywood love story, you two might have taken the cake. All the delicate ways he spoke to you, comforting your fears and reminding you that he loved you was enough to allow you to open yourself up. He watched as you became his confidante, his best friend, and most importantly, his lover. He had asked you to be his girlfriend after 2 weeks of consistent dinner dates, not even bothering to check in with either of your publicists, the excitement too much for him to bear. Austin loved you the best way he knew how; unconditionally. Realistically, the two of you had to keep your relationship quiet since you didn’t want anyone to think it was a publicity stunt for Elvis.
Telling the man who made it all happen, Baz Luhrmann, was a different story. You had called Baz one night after dating Austin for a month, deeming it an acceptable amount of time before telling your close inner circle. He had raved about how much he loved the two of you, saying ‘I knew it’ the whole time. Austin had tried to beat you to the bunch by calling Baz during your call, but you just loved saying the words, “Austin and I are dating.”
No one outside of your circle knew about your relationship, not even your parents or friends. It was better to keep it professional so people did not assume. Austin hated it, however. All he wanted was to hold your hand in public, or post you on his Instagram for the whole world to see your beauty. He had begged you numerous times for just one picture, but you knew better and told him to be patient. Plus, you enjoyed having him all to yourself in your bubble. The movie premiere for Elvis was about a month and a half away, and your lives would be in a frenzy after that.
The Met Gala was something you had been invited to for three consecutive years until the pandemic hit. You were not new to the scene of extravagant parties disguised as charity events. Your stylist had been working day and night to find you a perfect dress for this year’s theme, and after much trial and error, you found a dress that you loved. It was a stunning gold dress with embellishments, and Austin nearly fell out of his chair when he saw you at your fitting. This year felt different, however, as you would be attending the Met Gala with your co-stars for Elvis. You and Austin were to be front and center of every camera.
Nerves were striking the two of you like never before. You also had been warned by both of your publicists numerous times to not show any sort of affection outside of friendship. Even the slightest of touches could be taken the wrong way. Now, the two of you did not follow the rules. You two were always doing things you weren’t supposed to be doing, so everyone was on edge. Austin just hated the idea of someone thinking you were still available.
“Baby, I’m back!” You heard Austin’s voice ring out from behind the walls of your bathroom in your shared hotel room, where you were being zipped up, poked, and prodded by multiple stylists. It was the night of the Met Gala, and you had sent Austin out to get you a small snack while you were getting ready. He was already adorned in a gorgeous black Prada suit, and you had only thought to yourself how lucky you were after you saw him. You wanted your look to be a bit more of a surprise, as you were getting all dolled up for the event.
“Don’t come in yet,” you warned as your makeup artist put the finishing touches on your face. “I’ll be out in a second, I swear.”
“I feel like you’ve said that thirty times already,” Austin’s voice traveled closer towards you, just outside the door of the bathroom. “I just want to see you! I’m sure you look stunning, angel.”
You blushed at his kind words, your makeup artist, Dana, gagging and rolling her eyes. Giggling at her reaction, you stood up from your chair as she began to put away all her makeup. You looked in the mirror, falling in love with the person you saw. Your team did an amazing job helping you prepare, and you had never felt more confident to tackle the red carpet. With a deep exhale of excitement, you swung open the door to reveal your boyfriend waiting patiently. His eyes immediately widened, jaw slack as he took you in. “I- oh my god, [Y/N]. I-I, just, wow.”
“Do you like it?” You did a little twirl in your dress, and he caught you in his arms after your spin.
“You are literally the prettiest girl I have ever seen,” He pressed a kiss to your cheek softly, laughing when he heard Dana complain about ruining your makeup.
“This is probably the first time I’ve ever been excited and nervous to go to the Met Gala,” you fixed a strand of his hair that had fallen in front of his face. “The only good thing is we can get drunk later.”
“We’re absolutely getting hammered on Anna Wintour’s dime,” He chuckled before the chaos of the event sunk in for both of you. Both your managers were flying around, making sure you were going to be on time for your separate photoshoots and red carpet engagements. This year, you were heading to the event with the cast of Elvis, with a special sighting from Priscilla Presley. That excited you the most, since you had spent a lot of time with her preparing for the role. The car ride to the event was nerve-wracking, with Austin squeezing your hand and kissing your temple to calm you down. You hated that once you exited the car, not only would you be separated, but you would also be expected to act as friends and nothing more.
Nonetheless, you were an actress. You could pull off playing another role for a night. Plus, running around and hiding? A turn on for both you and Austin. The fear of getting caught ignited something in him you had never seen before.
“You look beautiful, my love, don’t forget,” Austin kissed your cheek one more time before allowing himself to sink back into secrecy. Soon enough, you were greeted by thousands of flashing lights as you exited your car into the night air. Baz, Austin, Priscilla, and Catherine Martin were all behind you. You immediately wanted to reach for Austin’s hand, but instead, you waved to the crowd. Ascending up the lavish stairs, you turned back around to wave again, allowing yourself to get your picture taken numerous times. Austin watched from below the steps, falling more in love with you, if that was even possible.
It was taking all his strength to not run up the steps and kiss your luscious lips. Even when you two had finished taking pictures and answering questions from interviewers, he still wanted to mount you right then and there. But, he knew better. He knew he would have to wait, or he could make the wait worth your while.
Plus, these events got a little boring sometimes.
You walked through the exhibit in the museum, entranced by what you saw. It was truly beautiful. Austin trailed not far behind, hands clasped behind his back as he watched the way your hips swayed in your bodycon dress. He could barely contain himself. He reached out, placing a hand on your waist when no one was looking. You looked up to meet his eyes, turning to him and whispering, “You okay, babe?”
“Yeah,” He nodded, gulping harshly as he looked down at your doe eyes. You looked so innocent and it took his breath away. You had no idea what kind of pain he was going through trying to keep himself together at the event. He removed his hand from your waist quickly when he saw someone turn in your direction. You scrunched up your brows at his reaction before turning back around to walk into the dinner portion of the event. You two were seated at the table with the rest of your co-workers, however, Austin had a different kind of hunger brewing.
Austin pulled out your chair for you, and you thanked him before settling down. You barely got a chance to even sit down before he already had a hand placed on your thigh under the tablecloth. Your dress had a small slit in it where your bare skin was showing, and he was taking that to his advantage. His fingers ran over the bare skin, shivering. You immediately swatted his hand away, widening your eyes at the contact. Hoping he would get the hint, you turned away to observe your surroundings.
That did not stop him. He instead placed his hand right where he had before, gripping your thigh hard enough to make you exhale a breath. “Austin,” You whispered, your eyes trying to avoid his. He was compelled to you in every way possible. “You need to stop it.”
“Why?” He leaned in, whispering into your ear. “I can’t help myself.”
You shuddered at his words, the fear of getting caught causing your stomach to do somersaults. “Don’t do this to me now. Not here.”
His hand slowly moved up past the slit of your gown, approaching dangerously close to where your nude lace underwear adorned your bottoms. With a deep inhale, you clamped your thighs shut, reaching out to chug your glass of champagne. If he kept this up all night, you wouldn’t last very long. He let his hand linger, stagnant as he began to strike up a side convo with Baz. Thankfully, the lower half of your body was covered by the tablecloth, so you were sure no one could see what he was trying to do. Too many thoughts were running through your brain, struggling to ignore Austin’s lengthy fingers near your dripping core that burned with angst.
He watched as you squirmed in your seat, in awe with the way he held so much power over you with just one touch. You also couldn’t stop thinking about what you couldn’t do, making you want to do it even more. He gave your upper thigh a right squeeze before ending his conversation with Baz, leaning in to whisper, “You think I can’t feel you clenching your thighs, baby?”
You inhaled a deep breath before turning your head to shoot daggers into his eyes. This charade could not last any longer. You excused yourself from the table, taking your glass of champagne and walking around the event to entertain yourself with other people. Austin stared at you from afar as you spoke to other actors, and he twitched with jealousy when he saw the way they looked at you. You even got as far as touching some of them, knowing Austin was still glaring at you. As the event went on, more people stood up from their tables to converse with the other attendees. Austin took this opportunity to walk up to you, pulling you aside for a moment, “So sorry to steal her, we’ll just be a second,” He had said to the man you were talking to.
He tried to guide you to the dark corner of the ballroom discreetly, where you would be hidden from the other guests (and your publicists) as much as possible. However, there were a few telling looks from others. He led you up against the wall, eyes darkening as he looked down on you. There was a glow in your eyes, different from what he normally saw. You loved having the power. He just wanted to snatch it from you. You toyed with the collar of his suit as you maintained eye contact, “It’s so hard to spend this much time away from you.”
“It is,” he nearly croaked. His whole body went limp. “You look so fucking beautiful in this dress and everybody wants you, but they don’t know you’re mine.”
You leaned into him a little more forward, letting your cleavage fall out even more from your fitted gown. Your hand slid down his chest, and he watched your freshly manicured hands as they traveled. He was in a trance. “I know. But, I know I belong to you. They can look all they want.”
He looked around carefully before cupping your face in his hands. “I’m going to make sure you don’t forget that tonight, darling.”
Your lips were tingling, begging to be kissed by him. The wetness that pooled in your underwear almost dripped down your inner thigh. He looked away from your eyes to look at your lips, and he leaned in a little more, brushing them against yours. Your eyes begged him to make that move, to push into you and give you some form of contact. Instead, he whispered against your lips, “Just wait until we get home and we have more than 5 minutes together.”
And just like that, he pulled away from you, causing you to gasp abruptly. He winked at you before walking back into the event, causing you to stand there and try to smoothen yourself out. You watched as he began to talk to some of your other fellow actors, and you were trying to figure out how to act as if you weren’t hot and bothered. The night dragged on, with stolen glances between you two as you tried to keep yourselves occupied, in agony. You had never been in heat like this before. It felt crude to be so promiscuous at an event like this, but it was thrilling to watch him crumble as you did things to tease him, such as showing a young group of men how to tie a cherry stem with just your tongue. His jaw clenched with jealousy, ignoring the conversation he was once apart of.
He then had the luxury of watching you twirl your hair and bat your eyelashes flirtatiously at another men, and that’s when he might have lost it.
Austin stomped up to his publicist, asking shortly. “Am I allowed to leave yet?”
She squinted her eyes suspiciously, before slowly nodding and saying, “I mean, yeah, I guess you can-“
She barely could get the words out of her mouth before he was walking up to you and grabbing your arm. You were shocked by the display, looking up at him and smirking as you realized why he was being so rough. He nearly dragged you out of the doors of the Met, dropping your arm as soon as he saw photographers lingering around. Austin looked around to find his limo desperately, as he was already rock hard in his dress pants and needed to be inside of you at that moment. All he wanted to do was touch you, but he couldn’t because of those damn photographers.
His driver finally turned around the corner and you two wasted no time clambering into the backseat, windows tinted. Austin reached out to shut the window that connected the two of you to your driver. Once you were both out of earshot, he grabbed your face and firmly pressed his lips against yours. It was sloppy, lips never moving away from each other for a second. As he assaulted your lips, his hand reached out to grasp tightly around your neck. You could barely breathe, but you were too busy, intoxicated by him. “Look what you did to me, baby,” his eyes gestured down to his pants, where you could see his erection growing by the second. “I bet you thought you were fucking slick talking to those boys, making them think they had a chance.”
“I’m sorry, daddy,” You let the last word slip without caution. You weren’t sure if it was the champagne talking or what, but Austin’s eyes widened at the pet name. You two had never played around with his daddy kink, but he had never realized how amazing it sounded coming from your lips.
“You need to be a good girl, [Y/N],” He ran his fingers through your hair, eyes piercing into your gaze. “Now, be a sweetheart and give daddy what he wants.”
You nodded eagerly, knowing exactly where he needed you. He needed your lips wrapped around his cock, pumping him. You can only comply, blinking often as your trembling hands travel to the elastic of his underwear. You had been longing for Austin all night, not any of the males you had been chatting to. As you glance up to meet his gaze, one of your hands moves over to palm over his totally stiffened erection, wrapping your fingers over the covered shaft. He sneers and tangles his hands in your hair, producing two fists. "Don't tease me, [Y/N]," His tone is ominous and threatening. You ignore him and carry on with your movements, pressing delicate lips against his hard-on. You lower your head, out of sight of everyone except Austin.
You recall his instructions, but you dismiss them for a few seconds, gently moving your tongue along the bottom of his cock, all the way to the tip, where you kiss it once. You can feel him tremble as you take just the tip of his cock into your mouth, running your tongue around it, maintaining eye contact with him. For a short second, he closed his eyes and lay back against the headrest. He then cracked his eyelids open, revealing their darker tone.
You stared up at him with doe eyes, licking him carefully before taking him completely into your mouth. You moaned against his cock as you ran your lips and right hand down his length. The sensations made Austin shudder. You slid your manicured nails down his thighs before gently taking hold of his balls and lightly stroking each one.
Austin groaned, pushing you down on his cock further than before, with his precum hitting the back of your throat. “Just like that, baby,” Austin looked down at you, and you do as said, your own wishes of dominance diminishing by the second. He had put you in your place. You had no desires to disobey. Tears stained your face as you struggled to take him all into your mouth. For some reason, he felt even bigger tonight. Spit dribbled from the sides of your mouth, gagging noises exiting your throat. You came up for air, and Austin reached out to wipe your lips free of spit and his juices with his thumb. “You did so good, baby,” He pressed a quick kiss to your lips.
“Austin, I can’t wait,” you muttered against his lips. “Take me. Take me now.”
“You need me that bad?” His thumb ran over your cheek. You nodded incessantly, almost like a little girl. “I know you've been needing me all night, watched you clench your thighs half the time.”
“Please.”
He smirked, pressing wet kisses down your jawline to your collarbone. The zipper in the back of your dress was easily accessible for him as he slid down the straps of your gown with ease. He didn't know how long you two had left in the car, so he tried to be as discreet and quick as possible. Your gown fell onto the floor of the car, leaving you in your bra and underwear. Austin’s eyes checked again to make sure the driver couldn’t hear what sins you two were committing in the backseat. You straddled him, grinding your fully-clothed crotch against his bare dick, and he whimpered at the contact.
"Baby, we need to be quiet. We don't want to get caught," He said quietly to you. He smirked, shifting his hips so that his length glided perfectly between your folds. You both let out a collective sigh at the sensation that was so foreign to you at that moment. Austin covered your mouth with his hand. He gave you a few seconds to acclimate to your new position and his length, and then you found yourself bouncing up and down as hard as you could in blissful delight. Austin's hips bucked up, as if he were attempting to bury himself even further inside of you.
The sound of your fluids enveloping his cock was one of the few noises in the car, and Austin almost passed out from the sensation. His free hand, which wasn't covering your lips, reached down and gripped your hip, directing you to grind against him. You whimpered against him, your eyes squeezed tight as you struggled to keep the noises from escaping your lips. Austin could tell that you were already on the verge of cumming.
Your moans were muffled by his hand, and if he wasn't already, the entire city would have heard you by now. His eyes rolled back into his head, and he struggled not to make any noise. As you both picked up the pace, your head smacked the top of the car a few times, his hips pushing up to reach your cervix. His lips were once again glued to the area between your neck and shoulder. You shook your head, indicating to Austin that you were about to release. You couldn't stop screaming against the palm of his hand. He had his lips in between his teeth and had been on the verge of a very powerful orgasm for some minutes. He only needed one thrust in the proper position to push both of you over the brink. Your eyes were closed in concentration as you urgently tried to find your release.
“Holy shit, baby. Keep going. I’m so damn close,” He murmured, sweat beading at his forehead. You felt his cock twitching inside of you. You bit Austin’s hand to keep yourself from screaming, but you couldn’t help the moan. Your walls tightened around Austin, black washing over your vision as he emptied himself inside of you. Both your movements became sloppy as you both rid out your highs. He removed his hand from your mouth, collapsing onto the seat next to him. Knowing it was a matter of time before you reached your hotel, you immediately reached down to grab your gown and try to put it back on over your sweaty body.
Sensing the urgency in your movements, Austin helped you gather yourself, slightly chuckling at how disheveled you two looked. Once you were done getting redressed, you cuddled into his arms as you drove through the streets of New York City. “I love you,” You spoke into his suit, and he smiled brightly. It rolled off your tongue so effortlessly, because for once, you were not scared. You knew that you had met the person you were destined to be with forever, and now, all there was left to do was reveal it to the world.
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A month after the Met Gala, you had found yourself on yet another red carpet: the Cannes film festival. However, this event held more meaning for both you and Austin, because Elvis was being shown to the world for the first time. Nerves wracked your entire body like never before. Austin had been such a supportive boyfriend for you, making sure to always check in with you and see if you were okay. He had his own fears to get over, but he was adamant on making sure his lover was taken care of. The plane ride to France was filled with sweet kisses, hugs and numerous “I’m so proud of you’s.” Words would never be able to do justice to how proud you were of Austin.
You two were still dating in secrecy, and the bubble had not been popped yet. In the last month, you had gone to several events separately, only to end the night in each other’s arms in your hotel room. Your publicists reminded you before the film festival: Do not, and I mean do not, show any PDA. Not yet. Austin was finding it harder to keep the secret than you. This evening, you were styled in a red dress with red lipstick. It was all very glamorous, and you were excited to be seen in pictures. They allowed you and Austin to match for the sake of the movie, letting him wear a red tie.
Although the night seemed like a movie so far under the Cannes night sky, there was one catch you forgot to mention to Austin: your ex-boyfriend was at Cannes. He was starring in one of his own films, and it had been on every headline for weeks. [Y/N] and [Your Fav Celeb] To Attend Cannes Festival: Reunion of The Century. You were shocked as to how Austin didn’t find out. Nonetheless, you seemed it best not to mention, knowing it would only make him jealous.
Interviewers flocked around your cast and crew, asking numerous questions about the film. Austin took the lead on many questions, or Baz would step in to agree and add something else. You tried to make as little eye contact with Austin as possible, but it got difficult when he just looked so damn good. The interviewer wrapped up asking questions to the men of the group, switching over to you and snapping you out of your daydreams. “And [Y/N], you play Priscilla Presley. How was it like stepping into those shoes?”
You had gotten that question a billion times, but you smiled and answered the way you had been prepared to, “Well, Priscilla is such a resilient woman, and it was an absolute honor to play her. We did a lot of chatting, a lot of hanging out. She really is the best person and I knew I had such big shoes to fill, but it was the best experience of my life.”
Your interviewer nodded, leaning over to ask Priscilla a few questions as well. After she was pleased with her answer, the interviewer came back to you. “[Y/N], do you have any other films you wanted to see while being here at the festival?”
Your heart dropped to your stomach. You knew exactly where she was going with this. “Uh, not any that I can think of right now. Every movie premiered here is amazing.”
“Did you plan on supporting your ex-boyfriend, [Your Fav Celeb]?” You could feel Austin shifting uncomfortably behind you, and you gulped with anxiety. What did she even expect you to say to that? Knowing you couldn’t let her see you slip, you just let out a small chuckle.
“Ah, I do wish him the best! Definitely would check out his film, I’m sure he worked very hard on it,” you smiled. “But, I’m actually seeing someone else currently, so I don’t have much else to say on the matter.”
Your interviewer seemed more than pleased with the news. They always thrived off getting information that no one else had, and they would do anything to get the story. It was one of the worst things about being in Hollywood. She congratulated the cast again, and your group moved down the red carpet. Austin was silent as he walked behind you, and you wanted to reach up and give him a big hug. He had every right to be uncomfortable, as you were more than sure you would be too if you ran into his ex-girlfriend. “So, he’s here?” He whispered into your ear behind you.
“I think so,” you looked straight ahead. “I didn’t want to tell you because I didn’t want to upset you.”
“It’s not your fault, baby,” He gave your shoulder a reassuring squeeze. “Just tell that fella you’re seeing currently that I hope he treats you right.”
You giggled at his joke, rolling your eyes. You two continued down the red carpet, stopping to pose for pictures. The flashes burned your orbs, coming from each angle. If it weren’t for the arrows on the carpet bringing you back to real life, you would have lost your balance. “[Y/N]! [Y!N!]” You smiled and waved to the people yelling your name. “Where’s your ex-boyfriend, or your new man?”
Ignoring the question, you continued to pose. If you paid it any mind, they would continue to pester you. However, Austin was on the sidelines, fists clenched in anger at the thought of people speculating about you and your ex. He knew it wasn't smart to be jealous like that, since he knew you wanted nothing to do with your ex. It was just the fact that everyone thought you wanted him, and not Austin. All Austin saw was blind rage. He wanted to run up to you and kiss you, and make everyone realize that he was the man you were seeing.
And, that was exactly what he did.
Marching onto the red carpet, he looped an arm around your waist, taking you by surprise. Before you had a chance to question his actions, he pressed his lips against yours hastily. Your heartbeat was flying out of its chest before you melted into him. He didn’t give a damn about what his publicist said, or yours for that matter. All he cared about was that everyone knew you were his. Your hand reached up to his cheek, cupping it gently as you heard the camera flashes, applause, and yells. It felt like it was so distant, because all that was in your bubble was you and Austin.
He pulled away, looking into your eyes before giggling childishly. You couldn’t help the blush that creeped up on your face as you realized half the world was going to watch you make out with your boyfriend. Photographers screamed your two names as you both walked off the red carpet. There, stood your two publicists, arms crossed. You had never seen them look so angry in their whole life, but they knew better than to scold a young couple in love.
Once you two were out of earshot from the cameras, Austin pressed numerous kisses to your face. “You’re my best friend,” he spoke in between showering your face with kisses. “-and my lover. How did I get so lucky?”
You let out a laugh, trying to bat away his lips at a desperate attempt to save your makeup. It was moments like these that reminded you that it was okay to let yourself fall in love again. As for Austin, he realized that he had finally met the person he wanted to be with forever. He had put in the time and work to be with you, and now, he got to share one of his greatest successes with you.
Nothing mattered anymore. Austin had the girl of his dreams, and god, he was so into you.
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NAH COS YALL IDK IF SOMEONES THOUGHT OF THIS BEFORE BUT I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT SO NOW I HAVE TO TELL YOU ALL
So we all know how Peter Parker is trans ftm and bi right
(Don't come at me bitches who disagree or say it's not real it's CALLED A HEADCANON)
Anyway so we know that
And we know how Loki is canonically genderfluid and bi
And we've all been longing for and imagining the hilarious friendship that would be Peter Parker being the ray of sunshine he is and Loki constantly trying to be fed up but is secretly so fond and protective of the spiderchild
But imagine how much better this shit would be
IF LOKI IS THE FIRST ONE TO KNOW PETER IS TRANS
Like fr think about it
Peter joins the Avengers and is already binding, male presenting, going by Peter and he/they, all that jazz
But one day when he's just walking around not even really doing anything, he thinks no one is home and his binder is uncomfortable and starts like messing with it under his shirt. Like let's say he's in the kitchen doing this right
And then while he's adjusting it, Loki walks in. He doesn't say anything. Neither does Peter. He just looks at Loki, frozen. His arm is under his shirt trying to adjust the side so Loki can definitely see the binder. Then he goes to explain and Loki just straight up goes "it's fine, I know what it is". And Peter just kind of relaxes and smiles and goes "oh. Okay. Good" like he does
And from there on out every time Peter is getting dysphoric or uncomfortable he just goes to Loki and is like "Mr Loki I really dont like how this about me looks/is" or something and Loki's just like ✨boom, illusion✨ so Peter can feel a bit better for a while and that's just their whole friendship
Like FR ARE YOU IMAGINING THIS SHIT LIKE I AM OR AM I BATSHIT CRAZY
Also, bonus: about a week after he finds out Loki just randomly goes to Peter and is like "hey question, pronouns?" And Peter tells him he/they and Loki's just like "cool, same but whack a 'she' in there" and Peter's just like "o cool yay you really do get it" and Loki's just sitting there like yeah I really do but I also can literally shapeshift so that does be helping.
Istg if any fic writers see this and write it pls pls lmk what it's called bc I need this shit in my life
Okok I swear I'm done now thank yall and gn <3
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Helloo, hope your doing well😄😄 could we have more lore about Lowell, pretty please 🥹 i feel like it’s been a while since hearing from the blog (ofc if not then i still hope you have a great day😁😁)
You sure can !! I miss my og blorbo and I'm always so happy to get a chance to talk about lore!
Lowell went to culinary school but ended up having to drop out in the last couple of months due to medical and financial complications- he hates his current job and believes he is overqualified and deserves to work in a much more elevated environment
He has a younger sister that he's kept tabs on over the years, but he hasn't had contact with his family in a long time.
Lowell learned to sew from his mother, who was a seamstress while he was growing up in Massachusetts.
His very first ever collection was frog statues, the kind you'd find in a garden store. They all had names, personalities, and intricate backstories. He kept notes on them in a Lisa Frank notebook, and would rearrange their positions in his room frequently.
He's not a natural redhead!
Lowell was a smoker for a very long time, and while he no longer chainsmokes, he'll still light up a cigarette if he's particularly exhausted, stressed, or needs a little treat.
He can't swim :(
He has pretty poor wound healing, and he scars and bruises really easily.
He met you first through your job! MC will have a position in an art store and he saw you while looking for a specialty fabric dye.
He has killed people before.
Lowell would love a wax museum date!
He's already got all your measurements :) it won't stop him from taking them again when he gets you alone though. He finds it kind of romantic!
He will get mad if you touch/break a lot of his stuff- he's very protective of his collections and has object hyperempathy. it can be genuinely painful to him when things break, go missing, or are touched/displayed "wrong".
His favorite food is soup.
On top of being an insomniac he doesn't really like sleeping in beds- when he sleeps it's usually on the couch or floor or something.
His favorite thing to knit is shawls! He does some pretty interesting things with them, sometimes with intricate lace, beading, colorwork, or other details.
He has a secret petplay kink (recieving). He would deny it to the ends of the earth but being called kitten gives him an instant boner. Extremely unlikely to allow himself to actually submit but he MIGHT be a mean kitty dom, if you convince him hard enough :3c he'd be on high alert to make sure he doesn't end up in subspace though.
He had an intense scene phase. Full on raccoon stripes, under eye liner, hot topic cash carrying, get scared listening ass emo. Still has his well loved busted up ipod nano from when he initially got really into the subculture.
His first crush was on Brent Spiner. Quickly followed by Tilda Swinton.
Has a washi tape collection but has never actually used any of the tape.
He owns a pair of The Chanel Boots™️
Hopefully this is enough to keep yall fed a moment ;-; sorry this project has taken a lapse BUT I'm putting together something to introduce the five whole other characters that will be included in this game, and my schedule just got cleared for a few more days a week so hopefully I'll have some more stuff for you guys soon!
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Codywan Week 2022 Fic Rec List
Wow, there sure was a heap of works uploaded for @codywanweek this year! (approximately 140 on AO3, by my count) If you’re looking for somewhere to start browsing through all these awesome works, then please see the below list for some of my favourite fics from this year, and give them some love! 💖
Could We Start Again, Please? [2.1k] by @daughterofdungeonbat
Fic summary:
The war has ended, Obi-Wan Kenobi and Commander Cody have become much more serious in their relationship, and they've spent the last day moving Obi-Wan's things into Cody's new apartment. All is going well, until Cody tries to lighten the mood and misses Anakin's frantic attempts to stop him. Or- Obi-Wan has an extra lightsaber. It is not his.
Fic rec: Really loved the character voices here, and the post-war set up and pay off really works well! Has some funny and great lines too
at the horizon’s edge [2.2k] by @inkformyblood
Fic summary:
The bed is larger than Obi-Wan is used to, even now, even after sleeping in it night after night since the day after the war was declared finished. They had made do for so long on the narrow GAR-issued cots or the cramped bunks on the ships that a large bed felt like an indulgence, something to mark the official beginnings of their relationship even though they wound up curled together more often than not. On the floor, beneath the cascade of blankets, Cody’s chest rises and falls beneath Obi-Wan’s hand. There is a hitch to his breathing, an unsteadiness that only grows as Obi-Wan shifts, skating his fingers up over the cool, bare expanse. (Cody has a nightmare, and some things cannot be faced alone.)
Fic rec: emotional and soft and intimate, with some great pose and interactions between codywan
setting sun [2.4k] by @milfmisspiggy
Fic summary:
"Fuck." "You may wear that word out if you aren't careful." "I'll switch it out when something else expresses my feelings better."
Fic rec: BITING AND CHEWING THIS. Absolutely lovely and hot smut with some Tatooine codywan!
Panacea [4k] by @missypup
Fic summary:
Cody has been falling for his General for two years. Two long, war filled years. But he's been able to stay in control of his feelings by just not acknowledging them. But having to share a bed with the man he's been daydreaming about for two years makes Cody so tense Obi-Wan decides to give him a massage to help out. Obi-Wan would certainly be the death of him.
Fic rec: I am always down for codywan massages and Cody getting some love and attention, and this provides in spades! There’s also some very sweet lines here that I loved a lot
Through An Artist’s Eyes [1.1k] by @yellowisharo
Fic summary
Another pass of his charcoal over the paper to emphasize the slight curve of the bottom of the ribcage, following the path Cody's eyes take over Obi-Wan's body.
Fic rec: artist!Cody my beloved! This fic is multimedia, and the art throughout the fic adds to the atmosphere and tone of the story in a great way
A Fool’s Errand [3.1k] by @itsgoldleaf
Fic summary:
“I killed you.” “You missed.” “I never miss.” “It was never you.” “This isn’t real.” “If you believe only one thing, believe that I am here and I am with you, and that this is real.” The second worst part is his rotten luck in having his General come back from being murdered and being so nice to him about it.
Fic rec: oh my god yall the way I am not kidding when I say this one drove me crazy... the PROSE the CHARACTER the INTERACTIONS the METAPHORS. This one really does have everything!!
Fear is a disease; hope is it’s only cure [9.7k] by @nimue44
Fic summary:
“The Sith has been hunting you and he hasn’t found you,” Ahsoka said. “Please keep it that way. The underground networks were hand-fed this intel, Obi-Wan. He wants you to know. He’s laying a trap.” “Of course he is, my dear,” Obi-Wan sighed. “And he’ll already know I’m coming.” “Obi-Wan, don’t, you’re safe here” Ahsoka pleaded. “Cody wouldn’t want you to walk into a trap just for him.” “No, he wouldn’t,” Obi-Wan agreed. Cody had raised an eyebrow at more than a few of Obi-Wan’s schemes in the past. Yet despite any of his reservations about a given gambit, Cody would join Obi-Wan on the front lines every time, even when he could have led from the fleet and let Obi-Wan clean up his own messes. “But I’m afraid his sound strategic reasoning hasn’t always foiled my plans to single handedly save the day.” OR: Two years into his exile on Tatooine, Obi-Wan comes across something in the desert that sets off a chain of events that may allow Obi-Wan to finally reclaim some peace. But first he'll have to rescue a purge trooper from the grips of the Empire.
Fic rec: I am just ajkhkfjg this one is SO GOOD. How Obi-Wan thinks/feels post O66 is so rich, and his refusal to let Cody go is just so everything aaaa. Great characterisation choices here alongside excellent writing.
Is there so much hate for the ones we love? [1.9k] by Xenomorphic
Fic summary:
Ben, his right hand tightly grabbing at the door handle, blinks, and the red eyes blink in unison barely two seconds later.
Fic rec: I can’t say anything about this one or it’ll spoil it - just go and dive into the mood and roll around in the choice atmosphere that is whipped up so deliciously by the author!!
Is That My Jumper [1k] by @crownprincecody
Fic summary:
Obi-Wan never thought he'd be in an established relationship. He's very glad he is. 
Fic rec: some very soft modern AU established relationship with great character voices
The Force Of Reunion [4.4k] by @wixiany
Fic summary:
Years later, on a random day, in a small town on Tatooine, Obi-Wan meets Cody again. 
Fic rec: everything I wanted from a fic set around the Kenobi series!
the memory of light [8k] by @wrennette
Fic summary:
The stormtroopers drown when Obi-Wan lets the ocean into the underwater hallway beneath Fortress Inquisitorious. PT-2224 washes out to sea. Cody surfaces from the depths.
Fic rec: Another great ‘what if?’ story that riffs off what we got in the Kenobi series. I especially loved the screen time that Cody and Reva got together in this.
The Force’s Favourite [2.7k] by @singing-stripper-pirates
Fic summary:
“How could you misplace General Kenobi's lightsaber?” Echo chided as they both crashed back into Rec Room-Leth.  “I misplaced it? I somehow remember General Skywalker asking both of us to return it.” Fives snapped back.
Fic rec: I loved this and laughed so many times throughout it! Funny, smart, and great character interaction kept me hooked throughout.
Between The Breaths Of War [3.6k] by @theedwardianone
Fic summary:
Three more days they would be staying here, hanging in orbit as they waited for the recipients of the supplies they had been tasked with delivering last-minute. Obi-Wan wasn’t going to keep his men cooped up in the ship and its endlessly recycled air while there was a perfectly good moon down there for them to relax, get some fresh air and spread their wings without having to worry about the war for a few days. They were all still so young, after all, some even younger than they should have been, so let them enjoy that youth. Soon enough it would be back to the harsh realities of war.
Fic rec: a moment of soft, established relationship codywan during the war that I really enjoyed!
The Raephens’ Gifts [8k] by @lttrsfrmlnrrgby
Fic summary:
After the end of the Empire, after seeing the remaining clones and Jedi and a rebuilding Republic to something stable and close to real peace, Obi-Wan and Cody take some time away from their duties and take a vacation on a backwater planet in Wild Space to rest and recover. They sleep a lot, catch up on the last decade's books, go for long walks, and work to enjoy just being them, instead of Generals on whose shoulders the galaxy rests.  They also make friends with some smart local birds.
Fic rec: ohhhh my god I am looking at this. The worldbuilding is an amazing backdrop for the soft codywan moments as they recover after leading the Rebellion and overthrowing the Empire together. Love, love, love.
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Hey bestie!!! 👋
Can we please be blessed with a Wardlow Smut based on Chains by Nick Jonas?
Maybe MJF had mentioned how "whipped" he his by his girlfriend and he laughs "You have no idea."
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a day before the contract signing events; bestie sent me this. im going off what we talked abt in dms and using the lyrics to the song as dialogue (not exactly a songfic) also double gif bc this is my page. this whole segment gonna keep yall wardhoes fed for a while, mama’s gotchu. i tried to do a soft!dom but that idea fell apart faster than a dollar store dinner tray. can we also talk bout the vein in his neck in the gif below? lordt
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‘Chains’ 18+ Wardlow (Michael) x fem!reader
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^with their feud heating up, max decided to take assuming cheap shots at michael and reader’s sex life^
- CW: restraints (handcuffs), honorifics (sir) *ooh cheeky switch up*, dom/sub dynamics, hella subspace, mild slapping, degradation/praise, squirting, use of flogger (on body and coochie; taking things literal, aint we donna?), return of ‘puppy’, the fucking word for “good tears” (help me out what is it), sweet af aftercare - shawn spears (ronnie), max being a cunt - recycling the title of ‘the vixen’, this series isnt really timelined, just reusing things; also im takin matters into my own hands  - thanks to @unusual-tomorrxw for assistance 
3rd Person POV:
Another week, more bullshit from Max. Him and Y/N were once close, some would call them best friends. This week, they had their bogus contract signing; just more nonsense to delay Michael beating the shit out of him. Y/N was in gorilla with her boyfriend and the poor guys stuck bringing him out. She had tried to convince them that if this had to happen, let her take him out. But no, Max had to have these poor souls do it. One of the jobbers said it was time to go so she kissed Michael and he was gone.
Max had been spewing the same stuff he’s been for the past few weeks and Y/N decided she’d go out there. Suddenly, ‘Roundtable Rival’ by Lindsey Stirling blared through the arena and The Vixen went out. Pink heel boots, plaid black skirt and one of her boyfriend’s merch shirt; ready to stand by him. She got up the steps at ringside and Ronnie tried to stop her, “Don’t even try it.” she spat. She walked past Max, making sure to bump his shoulder, and went over to Michael. She picked up the mic that was in front of him, “Don’t let me interrupt boys, you were saying?” she was passive aggressive in her words. Michael had tried to reach for her hand and of course Max had to comment, “Wardlow, you think those handcuffs are an obstruction for you but ah, I thought you’d be used to them by now. Considering how whipped you are for that little lady standing next to you.” “Max, you better shut up while you’re still living-” He knew he struck a nerve. “What? With those wine-stained lips, she’s nothing but trouble. Why not tell the great people of Long Island that you aren’t the sweet, wholesome couple you claim to be? That you two really like some rou-” She grabbed him by the collar, ready to clobber him. “Stop. Talking.” He had a shit-eating grin on his face. Max gripped her face, squishing her cheeks together “Who knew this sweet thing was such a whore-” In a second, Michael was on his feet but Y/N had put her arm out to stop him. “Looks like he really is a bitch for you.” Her fist connected with his jaw and she got him to the ground, putting him in a chinlock. He was slamming the canvas in a tap out as they were both screaming, “Who’s the bitch now Max?! Why you gotta do me wrong?” She was pulled off him and brought back to the locker room. 
Once she was alone, she broke down. Embarrassed was an understatement. Her family watched the show and now she was worried they would view her and the man her parents called their son differently. She heard the door knob turning and quickly dried her tears. “Baby? Are you okay?” Michael’s soft voice tugged at her heart. “Yeah, I’m fine.” “No you’re not.” His hands cupped her cheeks. The two spent time talking about what had happened. “Michael, can we go back to the hotel and you show me who’s really in charge?” she asked meekly, without looking up at him. His thumb tugged at her bottom lip gently, “You know how to ask for what you want.” he stated in a low tone. “Please Sir?” “Louder.” he growled. Her voice raised a bit with a hint of whining behind it, “Please Sir!” “Good girl. I’ll take care of you.”
~at the hotel~
He had her naked on the bed with her hand cuffed to it. He knew she was still in a state so he was easy with her until she gave the word to do more. She savored the gentle, soft, slow touches along her body. Down her cheeks, kneading her breasts, down her tummy and sides. His hands landed on the plush skin of her thighs. She had given him permission to use their mini flogger tonight, one hand left her thigh to pick it up from beside her. “Are you sure you want it tonight? Say the word and I’ll stop, baby.” “I want it Sir.”  He started on her thighs building up how hard he was whipping her, letting her warm up. When he started hitting harder, she bucked her hips up so he landed one hit to her glistening heat; earning a sweet, strangled moan. “You like that, don’t you puppy?” Her brain was already going numb from the use of the flogger alone. Once there were enough light red drags on her gorgeous skin, he stopped and ran his hands over the marks to sooth them. His fingers circled her slit as she whimpered. “You know, Max may think I’m the one who’s whipped. But here you are, cuffed to the bed for me to do whatever I please, letting me decorate your skin with this whip.” His voice is low and authoritative. “You’ve been getting involved in this little feud too often now. Maybe I should cuff you to the bed and leave you there until I get back from the shows. That way you’ll stay out of trouble.” The combination of his hand on her pussy and his filthy words were sending her into a deeper headspace; she didn’t even notice his lips attaching to her clit until she let out a cry. “C’mon, you can take it.” he mocked. Michael held her hips down, his grip enough to leave soft bruises. The lewd sounds of him sucking and licking at her dripping and aching cunt that had the familiar bubbling feeling make its approach. He knows this woman’s body inside and out, so he spoke up, “Cum.” The single word had that knot undone in seconds. Did he stop? No. Not when he was on a mission to rid her mind of the events that took place a few hours ago. When she tried to close her thighs around his head, he pulled away and grabbed the flogger again. He landed a few more blows to her pussy and her thighs until he noticed tears. “Color?” “Green!” she said quickly. Though she said ‘green’, he ceased the whipping and put the toy down. Her hips jolted when he cupped her heat again. “You’re gonna cum for me again, then you’ll get my cock puppy. Got it?” She nodded. “Words.” “Yes, Sir.” Starting with two fingers, he pumped in and out of her cunt, fingertips dragging against her most sensitive spots within her. Another finger was added as his other hand groped at her breasts, tugging at her hardened nipples. Y/N shivered and came on his fingers. His movements only slowed as she rode out her high. When she was down, he pulled his hand away and sucked her juices off his fingers. 
Ridding himself of his remaining clothes, he stared down at his lover. Soft, submissive, sweet Y/N; all his. When they first started exploring this aspect of their relationship, let’s just say noise complaints were common. That’s how Max knew what they were up to. Thin hotel room walls and nosy stable-mates. He watched as she desperately started grinding her hips against nothing. He rubbed his tip up and down her slit and slowly pushed in. Her tight cunt welcomed him in greedily, the deep groan he let out at the feeling of her squeezing around him. “You are doing so good for me. Always a good girl for me.” She tugged at the cuffs, feeling the need to claw at his shoulders and back or tug at his hair; just the need to touch him. “Sir~” His eyes met hers, “What puppy?” She struggled to form the words so she gave him one. “Harder.” The word left her lips and he immediately threw her legs over his shoulders, practically folding her in half, and thrusted into her harder and faster. She tried to get out of her restraints but he only laughed, “Trying to break the chains?” Her whimper was only adding fuel to the fire as he fucked into her harder. 
After pulling two more orgasms from her body, she was completely dazed. Her brain couldn’t form a full thought so when she spoke, it was just babbles and incoherent mumbles. With her legs still on his broad shoulders, he saw the outline of his cock bulging in her tummy. He gripped her hair to make her look down, “See how deep I am babygirl?” The sight was sending her closer and closer to the edge. Y/N wanted to tell him she wanted to cum but the words wouldn’t come out, he slowed his pace slightly. His hand went up to gently smack her cheek to break her daze, “C’mon puppy. Be a good girl, use your words. Tell me what you want.” She struggled once more. “Aww, did I fuck all the manners out of you? Does my dumb little puppy want to cum?” She nodded as more tears fell. He got close to her ear and told her “I can feel you. Do it.” It felt different this time, “That’s it; make a fucking mess.” The idea that she was so fucked dumb that she squirted for the first time only made him pound into her faster, chasing his own release. She felt him throb inside of her and then felt him paint her walls white. Her eyes fluttered shut as she was so spent, letting out a weak “Sir~” He tapped her tear-stained cheeks lightly, “Hey, hey; it’s okay. Baby, it’s me; it’s Michael. No more Sir.” She whimpered as he pulled out of her and felt their cum spill out of her used hole. As soon as he undid the cuffs, her arms wrapped around him like a koala. “Can you let go of me for one moment so I can run you a bath?” he asked gently. Y/N let go and he gave her a sweet kiss before going to the bathroom.
When he came back, he scooped her up and she immediately clung onto him. Before he could put her in the tub, one word left her lips: “Join.” When she got to this state, her speech was limited. Michael set her in the tub and got in behind her, pulling her back against his chest. He trailed kisses from her neck to her shoulders as he rubbed her sides and her tummy; trying to bring her back to normal. 
“You were so good for me, puppy.”
“I’m so proud of you.”
“You took everything so well, princess.”
“I love you so much.”
She listened to his voice and turned her head to face him. Still a little faded, but cohesive enough to form a sentence. “Maybe being ‘whipped’ isn’t so bad.” He smirked at her statement, “You have no idea, sweet girl. You got me in chains; but, I wouldn’t change this love.” 
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headfullofpresley · 2 years
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You and me, kid (Chapter 9)
Blood sharing is kind of... personal.
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Pairing: Elvis Presley x reader (can be Austin!Elvis as well)
Word count: 4113
Warning(s): angst angst angst!!!, strong language, mentions of murder/killing, neck snapping. Vampire shenanigans - you already know how it is.
Author’s note: FINALLYYYYY IT’S HERE and it’s probably anti climax asf, but yall are just gonna have to deal with it :( my ass needed some drama (as usual), but i’m slowly crawling out of my writer’s block hole so ayo! I’m back my lovelies ;) 
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‘‘What if it doesn't end well, would you still stay? What if I fuck it up like I always do and my shit gets in the way? What if it doesn't end well, would we still be fine? When the world is over and we go under, would you still be mine?’’
If being a vampire has taught you anything, it was that immortal life was unpredictable, sometimes even frustratingly so. You were supposed to be somewhere in Europe now, making meaningless wishes as you’d throw coins in the Trevi fountain in Rome, living a few decades in a small mansion surrounded by vineyards with the man you loved before you two would move to different places. Yet, here you were; still in freaking California after three months of setting The International ablaze.
While you were still daydreaming about ancient European cities full of history, you did like California. The people were nice and despite what the film industry fed to the public about vampires, you loved the sunny weather.
Even though Olivia came from a very wealthy family, she wasn’t able to enter her home anymore since the place was in her parents’ name and they had moved overseas a year ago, hence why nobody could invite her inside. Long story short─Olivia was homeless and both you and the two men felt bad for her, so you all moved into Elvis’ Cali home that was located on the border of Beverly Hills and Holmby Hills. Surprisingly enough, most of the two wealthy neighborhoods were occupied by vampires, celebrities included, so even though you and Elvis still wanted to move on to Europe eventually, the two of you decided California was good for now. Jerry was the one that was worried most about getting exposed─or more so about Elvis getting exposed─but Elvis seemed to be comfortable and that’s all that really mattered to you.
You weren’t exactly sure when or how it happened, but there was a shift between the four of you that you started to feel a few weeks ago. While everyone thought you were a time bomb ticking away and waiting to explode, Olivia seemed even worse. You figured that she had always been a very emotional person and that seemed to have gotten worse after she somewhat settled in her vampirism─she wasn’t very good with handling her heightened emotions, she hated that she liked the taste of blood and you knew she’d hide in her room and cry all throughout the night when the fact that she’d have an eternity ahead of her hit her like a ton of bricks. She did not like being a vampire and she wasn’t planning on accepting her new faith as soon as you did. You tried to comfort her most nights, let her cry in your arms and tell her everything would be alright. The poor girl didn’t have a daylight ring like all of you because there were no witches around to help and the ones Jerry and Elvis did reach out to were refusing to help─probably because they were highly suspicious of you and the men, and the way Cissy had died. You’d promise Olivia that eventually she’d get her ring and everything would start to become a bit more normal for her again, but she knew that you were just making empty promises and truth be told, you couldn’t blame her. You had no idea what the future held in store for all of you but you were pretty sure it wasn’t all going to be sunshine and rainbows, considering the species you had become. You were all predators that survived on humans, whether you liked it or not and unfortunately for Olivia, killing and blood was something that had become part of your lives. Some vampires were better at hiding away that part of themselves, and some just accepted themselves for who they were.
You realised that there was no consoling her and perhaps it was egoistical of you, but you eventually stopped going into her room to make sure she was doing alright─she refused to feed on both human food and from blood bags and honestly, you just had no idea what to do anymore. You liked the girl, you really did, but you still had a life of your own and a man that you wanted to give your attention to instead. Though, your man’s attention started to shift toward Olivia when Jerry’s tries of helping her didn’t work either. Elvis decided to take matters into his own hands and help her. He managed to get her out of her room more often but the blood was still an obstacle for her. For some reason, she couldn’t keep human blood in her system─she sure put on a great show of hurling her lungs out over the sink even at the tiniest drip of blood. Maybe it was just you being paranoid, jealous even that she was spending so much time with Elvis, but your suspicion was grew more and more every time they’d be together. You didn’t trust the girl and even as a vampire, you learned that you should always trust your gut.
‘‘Hi Jer-bear,’’ you smiled brightly as you bursted through the front door and into the kitchen where the curly haired male was hunching over the bubbling coffee pot, waiting until he could get his caffeine fix of the morning. He looked up at the nickname and laughed softly, standing up straight to reach out an arm to you, squeezing you softly when you hugged his side. While Jerry had certainly not been happy with you and Elvis when you burned the hotel down, Elvis was his best friend and you had earned that title in his heart as well. Even though he was dying to give you a better title, he knew that it would never happen and no matter how shitty that made him feel every time he’d see you and Elvis together, it was something he was going to have to live with.
‘‘How was your night? Hope you didn’t go overboard,’’ he grinned as he wiped a tiny drip of blood off of your cheek with his thumb. You rolled your eyes as the same grin he wore tugged at your lips, taking the blazer you were wearing off to throw it over one of the bar stools that stood by the kitchen island. While there were plenty of blood bags in the house, you preferred the real deal─warm blood straight from a human being with a beating heart. You weren’t an idiot and obviously did not kill every human being you’d see on the streets and even though you didn’t feel much sympathy for all the innocent lives that were lost in The International fire, you decided to leave the innocent people alone this time and went after the assholes of society. Men that didn’t take no for an answer, cheating husbands… basically any man that rubbed you the wrong way. Maybe some of them didn’t deserve death, but you simply didn’t care. They made for a good adrenaline rush and an excellent meal, and you’d like to think you were doing a good job at removing at least some trashy people from the face of the Earth.
‘‘Me? I’d never,’’ you smiled at Jerry, taking the coffee pot when it was ready. You poured some of the dark liquid into the two mugs Jerry had set on the counter and smiled to yourself. ‘‘Just some assholes in a bar that wouldn’t leave some girls alone. If you ask me, they had it comin’,’’ you shrugged your shoulders nonchalantly and put the coffee pot back in its place, wrapping your hands around the warm mug. Jerry laughed and shook his head a little, taking a sip of his own 5 am breakfast. ‘‘Is Elvis up yet?’’
‘‘Yup. Heard Olivia screamin’ earlier and I saw him go in there. Probably one of those night terrors again,’’ he mumbled, quickly taking another sip of his coffee. You squinted your eyes at him a little, leaning against the counter─part of you felt like Jerry knew a little bit more about what was happening in her room, but the other part of you wanted to believe that Jerry would tell you if he knew something. A naïve thought, really. He had known Elvis for years, ofcourse he would lie for the other man if he needed to. You weren’t really in the mood to fight him on this, not when the sun hadn’t even risen yet, so you just hummed and took another sip of your coffee before pouring the liquid down the drain. ‘‘Maybe she should stop sleeping, she doesn’t even need it,’’ you mumbled, grabbing your blazer before you smiled at Jerry. ‘‘I’m gonna take a shower,’’ with a quick finger wave and a chuckle, you disappeared out of the kitchen and up the stairs.
Honestly, the urge to burst into Olivia’s room was big. So big. But for some reason, you couldn’t get yourself to twist the doorknob─afraid of what you’d walk in on. You had never heard weird noises coming out of the room when they were in there together, nothing to indicate that they were doing more than just talking. But then that voice would pop up in your head again, telling you that it was obvious that you wouldn’t hear anything even if they were doing something─they were both vampires living in a house with other vampires. Quiet sex was a thing that unfortunately had to happen a lot when you weren’t the only person in the house with enhanced hearing. You and Elvis often had to be quiet, which was incredibly hard. You didn’t wanted to believe that voice in your head. Elvis loved you, he’d never do that to you. And even though Olivia wasn’t really eager for your help anymore, she was always nice to you whenever you two did share a conversation together. They wouldn’t do that to you─he wouldn’t do that to you.
You sighed deeply as you shook your head a little at the door, quickly walking off into the bedroom you shared with Elvis. You decided that nothing was going on between them─it was just the jealousy in you clouding any rational thought you should have about the situation. He’s helping her, that’s all.
Throwing your blazer on the bed, you kicked off your shoes and walked into the ensuite bathroom, flicking on the lights. Turning on the shower, you quickly got rid off your clothing and stepped under the streaming water, running your fingers through your hair. The sound of the shower running and the warm water made your muscles relax a little and your mind was slowly starting to calm down. You didn’t hear Elvis coming into the bathroom, only noticing his presence when he wrapped his arms around your waist from behind and leaned his chin on your shoulder. You opened your eyes and turned around in his embrace, smiling softly at him as he looked down at you with a smile on his own face.
‘‘Did you have a good hunt, baby?’’ he questioned as he leaned down to peck your lips a few times, before turning the both of you around, leaning his head backwards under the water. You sighed softly and ran your hands up his arms, planting a smile back on your face when he looked back down at you. ‘‘I did.. but I miss havin’ them with you,’’ you laughed softly, giving him a small pout. You wouldn’t always go out at night alone for a meal─he’d always join you and the two of you made a good team. You two had fun. But ever since Olivia started having more ‘night terrors’ as he and Jerry called it, he stopped accompanying you on your nightly hunts.
‘‘I know, little one, me too,’’ he sighed, cupping your face in his hands as he caressed his thumb over your cheeks, his fingertips tangling in your wet hair. ‘‘But Olivia needs our help,’’
‘‘Your help, you mean,’’ you mumbled, pulling your face out of his hands. You switched positions with him again, standing back under the water as you started washing your hair, closing your eyes because you knew you’d start to get annoyed if you’d look at him. The dark haired vampire raised an eyebrow and grabbed your wrists when he noticed your hands were starting to massage the shampoo into your locks faster and faster. He pulled your hands down and turned you around, taking over the task with his own hands. ‘‘I think she prefers when I help her because.. we have somethin’ in common. She never wanted to be turned like you did, baby. She was turned without consent,’’ he told you and you rolled your eyes, which he luckily wasn’t able to see. ‘‘Immortality is not for everyone,’’
You kept quiet for a little bit because you knew anything that would come out of your mouth would be anything but nice. Instead, you tried focusing on the way his digits massaged your scalp but eventually your stubborn self spoke up. ‘‘What do you two even do in there?’’
Your jealousy, and annoyance, grew when he laughed and leaned down to kiss your cheek. He kept his face hovered next to yours, looking at you with that damned smirk on his face. ‘‘Why? Are you jealous?’’ He asked boldly, challenging you and you scoffed as you looked at him, rolling your eyes before you nudged him away from you and started washing the shampoo out of your hair. ‘‘As if,’’ you mumbled, even though he could hear you perfectly fine. ‘‘We just talk, I share stories about my vampirism with her and they seem to calm her down. Nothin’ else, baby,’’ he grinned and you sighed, closing your eyes. You kept your mouth shut, deciding to give him the silent treatment which you knew he hated. As soon as the shampoo was out of your hair, you were trapped in between the cold bathroom tiles and your lovers’ body, his blue eyes darkened as he stared down at you, smirk tugging at his kissable lips. You knew he was trying to dominate you by showing his vampiric eyes, but they never scared you anymore.
‘‘There’s no need to be jealous, my little demon. You’re all I want,’’ he whispered. Although there was a hint of playfulness and teasing on his tongue, you knew he was serious. You were conflicted, didn’t know if you truly believed him and that thought frustrated you to no end.
‘‘Not enough to go huntin’ with me again though..’’ you sighed dramatically, looking away from him as you had to bite your lip not to grin. He rolled his eyes playfully and started planting kisses on your cheek and down your jawline, traveling down to your neck. ‘‘I promise we’ll go together tomorrow, alright?’’ he whispered in your ear, teeth softly tugging at your earlobe. You bit your lip, running your fingers through his dark locks. The right thing here to do was to agree and leave it at that, but he should already know by now that you were too stubborn, and maybe even a little petty, to leave it at that.
‘‘Unless Olivia has her night terrors again,’’ you chuckled, sarcasm lacing your tongue.
When he pulled back out of your neck, you already knew the mood was ruined. He sighed deeply and pushed himself away from you, shaking his head a little as he stood underneath the water. ‘‘Let’s just end this conversation here, Y/N. There’s no reason to be jealous and you know it,’’
You rolled your eyes and stepped out of the shower space, wrapping a towel around your body. You wrapped another around your head and walked out of the bathroom, disappearing into the walk in closet. You heard the shower turn off and Elvis appearing behind you after a few seconds. You were still ignoring him and the two of you got dressed in silence. As you pulled the other towel off of your head and wanted to walk back to the bathroom to blow dry your hair, he grabbed your arm to stop you. You sighed and looked at him, raising your eyebrow, trying to seem uninterested. ‘‘She’s not the same as us, doll. She’s… different,’’
If your eyebrows were up to your hairline right now, you wouldn’t even be surprised. He noticed your expression and chuckled softly, slipping his hand down your arm to your hand to intertwine your fingers together. ‘‘She’s.. innocent. Pure. Trapped in a body that isn’t hers anymore, you know?’’
Maybe you should’ve shown a bit more sympathy. It was true that Olivia was turned without consent and turning is a rollercoaster in general, with or without consent. But you just weren’t able to put yourself in her shoes. You felt like you and Elvis were drifting further apart from each other and you felt like it was because of her. The way he was talking about her, as if she was some kind of porcelain doll, left a bad taste in your mouth. ‘‘Innocent.. pure,’’ you repeated his words in a small whisper, pulling your hand out of his. ‘‘Guess I’m just pure evil then, huh?’’
He rolled his eyes, shaking his head as he tried to grab your hand again but you wouldn’t let him, putting your hand firmly on your hip. He took a step closer to you and gently grabbed your shoulders, kissing your cheek. The feeling sent electricity down your spine and this time, it didn’t feel like the good kind. Heightened jealousy? Yeah, must be the worst emotion ever.
‘‘I didn’t say that, but baby, you’re not innocent… not like she is,’’ he said and although he was trying to be nice about it, and you knew there wasn’t any malicious intent behind his words, it still felt like there was. Like you were the damned Devil herself─which to some, you may be, but Elvis wasn’t so innocent himself either. He was the one who taught you how to feed on humans, he was the one who ripped out his creators’ heart and he was the one who helped you burn down an entire building in a city full of people. ‘‘You’re unbelievable,’’ you let out a soft emotionless laugh, shaking your head a little as you turned and walked into the bathroom. You threw the towel in the laundry hamper, angrily turning on the blow dryer.
‘‘Damnit, Y/N. You know I didn’t mean it like that,’’ he said as he appeared behind you. You wished you could drown out his voice with the noise of the blow dryer, but unfortunately you couldn’t. ‘‘I just meant that you like to kill and she doesn’t. She’s trying to fight off the predator that she has inside of her. Are you really this incapable of showing some sympathy?’’ He was yelling now, even though he knew you could hear him as clear as crystal. Your annoyance was rubbing off on him.
You turned the blow dryer off and threw it on the counter, turning to look at him straight in the face instead of through the mirror. ‘‘Don’t talk to me about sympathy, because I remember us eating a fucking hamburger while watching hundreds of people die just a few months ago. She might an innocent little doll, but you are not, Elvis. You’re a vampire and just like me, you couldn’t be any further away from innocence,’’ you spat at him, taking a step closer to him. ‘‘You wanna be there for her? You want her to learn about vampirism? Teach her how to fucking feed and become a fucking functional vampire in this household, because I’m done walking on egg shells around this girl,’’
Olivia mentally cursed at herself as she appeared in the bathroom door opening and heard those words leaving your mouth. She had heard you and Elvis arguing and tried to calm the both of you down, maybe even suggest that she wouldn’t need Elvis’ help anymore, even though she really did and the thought of him not being there to help her through most nights almost made her have a meltdown on the spot. She had started to take a liking to him which was more than just on a friendship level but she was conflicted─she liked you, but just like you she was a jealous person, and she had that little voice in the back of her mind that was telling her to get rid of you and that voice was getting louder and louder. Her emotions and feelings were all over the place and completely out of control. She loved Elvis and she needed to have him, but even though her ego wouldn’t allow her to say it out loud, she was scared of you and what you would do if you’d find out about her feelings.
‘‘Y/N is right,’’ she spoke up when both Elvis and you looked at her. The way Elvis smiled softly and apologetically at her only got you more riled up, but you just looked at her and let her speak. For now. ‘‘I should start feeding on human blood instead on yours, Elvis, and become a functional vampire. I’m not happy about having to live for an eternity, but I don’t really wanna walk out in the sun and burn to ashes either,’’ she laughed softly, trying to lighten the mood, but when she realised she was the only laughing at the poor joke she made, she bit her tongue.
Your blood ran cold at her words, goosebumps covering your skin as you felt your insides twisting and turning uncomfortably. Elvis face fell as he realised what Olivia said and when he realised you caught onto it as well.
‘‘Excuse me.. what?’’ you frowned, looking at Elvis before you turned back to the brunette in the door opening who was fiddling with her fingers nervously, looking confused. ‘‘Feeding on his blood? You’ve been feeding.. on him?’’ You questioned her, pointing at the man next to you. Olivia scratched the back of her neck, looking at Elvis for help─she felt like she was being tricked, like any answer that she would give you would be wrong. She decided to go with the truth, though.
‘‘I mean.. y-yeah. Because I couldn’t keep human blood down, we decided to try vampire blood and that worked, and i-it made me feel better, so..’’
Your jaw clenched as your hands bawled into fists, your fingernails creating crescent moons in your palms. In your short time of being a vampire, you learned that sharing blood was something very intimate between vampires─something that was usually done during sex and between two individuals that were in a relationship or intimate with each other. Even if there was no genuine sex involved, the feeling of blood sharing came close to it for vampires. It was special, it was not meant to be taken lightly and some vampires didn’t even do it unless they were absolutely positive the person they were doing it with was the person they wanted to spend the rest of their lives with. Elvis was that person to you, but apparently, it hadn’t been as special to him as it was to you.
‘‘Baby, it’s not what you think,’’ Elvis spoke up next to you. You didn’t miss the slight nervousness that hinted at the back of his throat. ‘‘I only gave it to her to try, because she wasn’t eating. She was starving herself,’’
You looked at him, anger oozing out of you and he could see it. He could see how much this was affecting you and he just… stood there. You swallowed down the lump in your throat, shaking your head at him. He ran his hands down his face, groaning deeply in his palms for a second before he reached out to you but you quickly took a step back. ‘‘Just talking, right, babe? God, you’re a fucking lying asshole,’’ you spat at him, though your voice was a mere whisper, but he heard the pain in your voice. And it was killing him.
‘‘Is sharing blood.. wrong or something?’’ Olivia spoke up and when you turned to her and made your way over, she realised she should’ve kept her mouth shut. You didn’t even hesitate for a second as you grabbed her jaw and snapped her neck with a quick and simple twist of your wrist, letting her unconscious body fall to the floor with a loud thump. You rushed a hand through your hair that was still slightly damp, looking at Elvis.
‘‘Maybe give her some of your blood, wakes her up quicker,’’ you rolled your eyes, rushing out of the bedroom and thundering down the stairs. At least for now, you had to get the hell out of this house and away from everyone in it.
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heavyhitterheaux · 1 year
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Trophy Wife/Trophy Husband
First Lady of Private Garden Instagram AU
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jackharlow: You can guess who bought her that shirt 🤭😏
My trophy wife y/ninsta 😍
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jackharlow: urbanwyatt Autumn might have asked for a mini one the other day
jessicakelce: jackharlow WAIT A MINUTE. She asked me for one too! and I already shipped it to the house!
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theestallion: lmaooooo not yall getting finessed by yall offspring
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y/ninsta: richer than her ex and he's a bit taller jackharlow: bar spitter, but I get my kids swallowed 2forwoyne: jackharlow except the three you got running around claybornharlow: lmaooooo
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shloob_: yeah, we want to be fed!
y/ninsta: I know how yall remember how outta pocket yall were on the plane going to coachella. these are the consequences of your actions
yungskylark: y/ninsta but you can feed jack?
y/ninsta: yungskylark he's my husband and needs his energy to dick me down. I'll be feeding him in more ways than one 😏
jackharlow: y/ninsta 😉😉😉
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y/ninsta: my trophy husband 😍
Be jealous bitches. Only person riding that dick is me 🤭
jackharlow: y/ninsta baby, you know that you can always ride for free, you never have to ask
y/ninsta: jackharlow 😏
saweetie: just a bunch of nasties
y/ninsta: saweetie and I'll be that! smh
urbanwyatt: y/ninsta and this is why you have 3 children now smh
y/ninsta: urbanwyatt and I'll have 3 more
jackharlow: y/ninsta OH
y/ninsta: jackharlow NO. I WAS MAKING A POINT. NOT BEING SERIOUS. DO NOT GET ANY IDEAS.
shloob_: now y/ninsta you know good and damn well not to say anything like that because jackharlow stays ready
sza: she's about to be knocked up next week
y/ninsta: nope. birth control has been restarted. absolutely not.
softtcurse: hold on y/ninsta were you ever on birth control? I'm being nosey lmao
y/ninsta: softtcurse of course I was! my birth control was swallowing!
jessicakelce: BITCHHHHHHHHHH SHUT.THE.FUCK.UP.RIGHT.NOW.
blancahood: y/ninsta no your motherfucking ass did not just say that lmaoooo
saweetie: y/ninsta I swear I cannot stand you
dualipa: I guess he's okay
jackharlow: here her ass goes
dualipa: jackharlow if y/ninsta thinks that you're good enough for her then you obviously are. but don't get it twisted, I can take your place at ANY time
jackharlow: dualipa you can never go a day without choosing violence, can you?
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y/ninsta: I'm back and I'm better 💕
allthingsy/n: first ladyyyyyyy! you look so gorgeous!
jackharlow: prettiest baby momma in the universe 😍😍
druski2funny: pleaseeee leave your husband for me
claybornharlow: druski2funny only person she's leaving him for is yours truly
dualipa: so the both of you just forgot that I exist?
softtcurse: count me in too
jackharlow: all of yall can fuck all the way off. never going to happen. right, baby? y/ninsta back me up here
y/ninsta: jackharlow you know I only have eyes for you but where's my fan club president? urbanwyatt!!!! show yourself! give the people what they want!
urbanwyatt: y/ninsta whatever it is, I didn't do it
softtcurse: urbanwyatt where the fuck is my y/n fan club merch that I was promised?! it's been MONTHS
dualipa: I second this
druski2funny: I want a meet and greet
lilnasx: druski2funny now your dumbass has met her how many times?!
druski2funny: lilnasx but not with the full fan expericence
urbanwyatt: none of yall are getting a damn thing so stop asking ESPECIALLY you Yasmin
softtcurse: urbanwyatt fine. Y/N!!!!! URBAN WON'T GIVE ME MY MERCH!
y/ninsta: softtcurse I'll send you some, no worries.
urbanwyatt: prepare for her to walk around with your face on everything she wears
softtcurse: urbanwyatt stop being such a hater
urbandjack24: wait, I want merch too
2forwoyne: Y/N has officially abandoned us. her and Jack had kids but forgot about their other kids which is us in PG
jackharlow: 2forwoyne you just mad because you're hungry. go eat a snickers and then come back and talk to us.
theestallion: not the snickers lmaooooo
y/ninsta: yall are such big babies, it's ridiculous but when I say that, yall get offended smh make it make sense
blancahood: y/ninsta you are the mom of the group who has to keep everyone in check
y/ninsta: blancahood it's a hard job but someone has to do it
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y/ninsta: woke up my honey bun at 2 am and told him to get ready and that we had somewhere to be. after convincing him that the babies would be fine, he finally agreed lol
jackharlow: y/ninsta baby can you please tell me where we're going?
y/ninsta: jackharlow no, it's a surprise silly!
urbanwyatt: so, yall just left yall first born here to fend for his self?
jackharlow: urbanwyatt call Yasmin, you'll be okay. there's food and water in the house
sza: lmaoooo I literally cannot with you three
jessicakelce: bring me something back!
jackharlow: and she woke me up when I had just gone to sleep around midnight
y/ninsta: jackharlow oops sorry baby. it's worth it though! been planning this for a while and I hope you like it
jackharlow: y/ninsta if it's coming from you, I know I'll love it. now is this the trip we go on where you tell me you're pregnant again?
normani: no he didn't lmao
y/ninsta: jackharlow only thing I'm pregnant with is a food baby so keep dreaming
jackharlow: y/ninsta so my mission by the end of this trip is to get you pregnant? okay cool. noted.
y/ninsta: jackharlow I will make you sleep on the couch in our hotel room
saweetie: y/ninsta lies. you talk about how fine your husband is all the time and you're going to let him sleep on the couch? girl, shut up and ride that man into the sunset.
jackharlow: YES, CALL HER OUT DIAMONTE!
y/ninsta: I see it's not one fake bitch in here, there's two 🙄
jackharlow: y/ninsta well did she lie?
y/ninsta: jackharlow you get on my nerves and I'm about to go to sleep
jackharlow: y/ninsta well come here and lay in daddy's lap
urbanwyatt: ENOUGH! I am fighting for my life watching the three that you have. DO NOT ADD ANY MORE UNTIL I CAN GET A HANDLE ON THIS
jackharlow: Urb, you sound stressed. everything okay?
jackandy/naremyparents: Urb about to go bald and we already know it's Autumn's fault
urbanwyatt: jackharlow YOUR YOUNGEST IS TERRORIZING ME
jackandy/naremyparents: whoop there it is lmao
y/ninsta: urbanwyatt just give her bluey and she'll be distracted for a while
urbanwyatt: y/ninsta SHE IS CLIMBING EVERY THING IN THE HOUSE
jackharlow: urbanwyatt how when we put up the baby gates?
urbanwyatt: jackharlow doesn't matter how. she finds a way around it every single time. enjoy your trip while I try not to land in someone's emergency room
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jackharlow: my baby surprised me with a vacation to Dubai. I love you stink 😘
y/ninsta: jackharlow I love you too smush. just saw how stressed you've been lately and decided to do this for you. you always spoil me and I always love spoiling you in return
jackharlow: y/ninsta then spoil me and let me get you pregnant
urbanwyatt: jackharlow NO. I've finally got a handle on things, but I'm still not ready.
y/ninsta: jackharlow I'm ignoring that
urbandjack24: lmaoooo the triplets have urban fighting for his life
druski2funny: oh so now you don't invite your life partner anywhere anymore?
y/ninsta: druski2funny back off, he's mine
druski2funny: jackharlow leave your wife for me
jackharlow: druski2funny after we hit a small bump in our relationship and you were ready to call it quits? NO. I stay where I'm appreciated.
2forwoyne: now jackharlow why do you want to get y/n pregnant again because we all know how you barely survived the last pregnancy
yungskylark: she wanted to get dicked down 12 times a day and shit
y/ninsta: yall not about to make me feel bad because my hormones were running rampant. just wanted to rip my baby daddy's clothes off every time I saw him
shloob_: and you don't see the problem with that?
jackharlow: shloob_ nope
urbanwyatt: and the time that I'm caught them in the hallway after jackharlow was hiding from her. complained and went right over to her to get his dick wet
jackharlow: urbanwyatt I'd do it again too.
saweetie: jackharlow we know with yall nasty asses. surprised it took this long to get her pregnant.
jackharlow: saweetie well there were a few scares along the way 👀
claybornharlow: jackharlow wait, other than the one I knew about?
jackharlow: claybornharlow yes
sza: jackharlow SPILL THE TEA
jackharlow: sza ehhhh maybe another time
y/ninsta: jackharlow we don't talk about that one. that was worse than the first
jessicakelce: WORSE? OH NOW I HAVE TO KNOW
y/ninsta: jessicakelce another story for another day lol now jackharlow come feed me I'm hungry
jackharlow: y/ninsta imma feed you this dick
y/ninsta: jackharlow after I get actual food please 🙄
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y/ninsta: I'd do anything to make you smile 😃
jackharlow: y/ninsta this trip has been amazing, thank you mamas
y/ninsta: jackharlow always want to make sure my baby is good. you're welcome smush.
jackandy/naremyparents: my parents are officially in their soft era
jackharlowsource: all they want to do is love up on each other and take care of their babies without the drama (no pun intended)
urbandjack24: they've come a long wayyyyy and so happy to see them thriving
saweetie: please tell me he put on sunscreen this time
y/ninsta: saweetie I literally had to hold him down and straddle him to put it on but it worked
jackharlow: y/ninsta you just won't let me be great
y/ninsta: jackharlow you not about to be out here raw dogging the sunlight without protection. the hell wrong with you?
jackharlow: y/ninsta I'd rather be raw dogging you instead
normani: it never ends. it has gotten worse because you are now a MILF.
jackharlow: normani she'll be pregnant by the time we get back to Louisville
y/ninsta: jackharlow the coochie is closed for business until further notice until you get your shit together
jackharlow: y/ninsta wait, what?
y/ninsta: jackharlow you heard me smh
urbanwyatt: jackharlow put what time she folds in the group chat because I know that she will
jackharlow: urbanwyatt I already started timing it lmaoooo
y/ninsta: my best friend is against me
urbanwyatt: y/ninsta not against you, I just know you like the back of my hand
y/ninsta: YALL tell jackharlow to stop staring at me like he wants to eat me
jackharlow: y/ninsta but I do wanna eat you we got 20 minutes until our flight leaves
y/ninsta: jackharlow you better make this quick smh
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ihearyou-jikook · 1 year
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JK, his visitors, & lil CK undies
Look, when I saw the Weverse notifications go off for Tae and JK yesterday I just sighed at work thinking, here we go yall.
I’m not gonna go over all the deets. We got good people out here like @kanmom51 doing the hard work, and Tumblr isn’t even putting it on the TLs so I highly encourage you to check it out here:
I do want to talk about how the wannabe Jikookers are crying like it's the end of the world because Tae….AND Hobi mind you, were at JK’s house. Like yall……🙄
First of all, ya boy Tae, he has a track record. If you know, you know. 
He’s that friend that does shit either without thinking of the consequences and/or likes to shake things up cause they think it's funny. I have a few troll friends like that. I love them dearly.
JK is a genius and quick on his feet.
He was like: Initiate damage control even though I really need to finish this laundry and get my ass to bed. I got shit to do tomorrow, damn.
I mean, are you guys really out here ignoring how much JK was huffing and puffing throughout that live while folding laundry? Almost in disbelief that he was even doing it. 
But the man knows how to multitask, he out here folding them CK undies like a boss. I really should be taking notes, need to start folding my husband’s undies properly cause JK out here putting me to shame.
Oh and another question for wannabe Jikook supporters.
Are you guys really out here still confused if Jikook shares a space at any given time? Like really?
Between JM’s celebration live on April 4 and JK’s undie live, they out here dropping hints left and right. And this is only in this past week. There have been many puzzle pieces that have been dropped in the past few years that all add up to them cohabitating somewhat regularly.
It really doesn’t matter if they are cohabitating or not, that doesn’t define a relationship, but they are literally serving you delicious appetizers with these hidden-in-plain-sight hints consistently and you keep refusing it. 
Why? 
I don't know, maybe you like how it feels.
But I am full on these appetizers and we haven't even gotten to the main course yet. Jikook takes good care of me. I stay fed.
Check out Kanmon51’s post about JM’s celebration live from April 4 if you haven’t already.
And lastly just as Kanmon51 mentioned, K-Kookminers/K-Jikookers whatever you wanna call them, they know what is up. They are not pressed by Tae | Kook shippers.
If you don’t understand that Jikook are Korean men, who live in Korea, exhibit Korean culture, check off every box of a Korean couple in their culture, and are a queer closeted couple, then what are you doing claiming you are a Jikook supporter?
If you don’t get it, well don't let the door hit you on the way out.
I'm over here thinking about JK nicely folding some Jimin red CK undies and how nicely Jimin ties his man's hair back neatly. 🫠
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cokowiii · 1 year
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CHILDREN OF THE BOX!
WE HAVE BEEN TRAPPED HERE FOR WEEKS! MONTHS EVEN!
WE HAVE BEEN FED NOTHING BUT MAYO PACKETS AND SKITTLES FOR LONG ENOUGH!
WE HAVE HAD NO ENTERTAINMENT BESIDES COCO MELON AND BLUEY!
WE MUST BAND TOGETHER AND RUN! RUN FROM OUR INTERNET PARENT COKOWII!
ONLY ONE HAS ESCAPED AND WE MUST JOIN THEM!!!
AND WE MUST DO IT SOON OR ELSE WE WILL GO INSANE!!!!
SO WHO IS WITH ME!
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YALL BETTER GET YO ASS BACK IM THAT BASEMENT WHILE I DO THIS GIANT ASK PAGE THINGY!👹👹👹
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i was just talking abt that with my friend. like yeah i get wanting content, but all these people abandoning the fandom bc theres no new content and making it a big dramatic deal would never have survived bbc sherlock or homestuck. also like im still in several fandoms for shows that are 100% never getting new content and have been finished for 5+ years. no new content =/= dead fandom. and the people that suddenly turn on thomas for it and start posting abt how hes actually fake and they hate him (yes i have seen several people do this) need to get over themselves. its ok to move on or be annoyed, its not okay to act like that. sorry lil rant over 😅
I KNOW its so wild to me as someone who grew up with webcomics and on fanfiction.net, where updates could take years, it was not unheard of for authors to return to unfinished wips more than A DECADE LATER and we were all just as ecstatic! i have been in the tolkien fandom for FIFTEEN YEARS and people are jumping ship over a two year hiatus ??? WITH silly little happy bonus contents every once in a while????? its unfathomable to me
hell, i see people complaining about a return to serialized shows that air once a week because they can't binge watch it all in one go, its unhinged. where is your patience. arent you tired. dont you get exhausted being fed a 24/7/365 stream of soulless mass-produced content beamed directly into your limbic system?
and don't get me wrong, i LOVE writing fic for yall - i couldn't do it if i didnt love it, and i write so much because i have so many ideas, i would write more and faster if i physically could because i have so many
but when i AM tired and when i DO want to take a break, i can't lie and say that the tendency of modern fandom to demand constant updates and new content doesnt stress me the hell out. i agonized over the 2 month gap between chapters 1 and 2 of every chance to get it right in case people considered it abandoned, a real thing i have seen people claim after a couple months of no updates on multichapters.
so yeah its just weird and upsetting to me lol. not to go all millenial on you dear zoomers but please for the love of god slow down for your own sake lol
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