#which pissed me off

[m4ndysk4nkovich]

you know how ive told you guys that people think im homophobic when i make gay jokes because they cant tell im a lesbian? well, maybe you dont, but it happened again and idk what to do. i made a joke that from a straight woman, would sound homophobic, and i made it in a gc with my two best friends and their other friend. we’re all gay, and the other friend knows i’m a lesbian- after i made the joke i literally clarified. but he got mad and kicked me out of the gc and i can’t join again and i’m literally so confused because i keep getting accused of being homophobic… i literally love women, i have a girlfriend

#oh and this person knows and dislikes my girlfriend #which pissed me off #the kinda jokes i make are the kind mickey milkovich makes about gay men #I AM NOT BEING SERIOUS #I AM A VAGINA FUCKER #A PROUD ONE #LIKE… ughhhhhhh #sorry my hobbies are fashion cosmetology and art maybe i look like a straight woman because of that but im not #like at all #and i havent been since like ever i never even bothered to hide my lesbianism i came out at like 10 #i think this is what i get for my inability to be serious

[bitchofdarkness]

I hate how fandom has become "if you haven't created anything in this very specific time frame after the release of the show/movie, everyone will have moved on"

And call me old fashioned, but that's just not me. I sometimes take ages to create and publish. And I will love a show or movie for such a long time (years, babes, years) that I just can't relate to the fast consumerism that's going on.

Because, let's be real, it can get really lonely in a fandom if most have simply moved on to the next shiny thing. Is what's created less worth, just because it was created outside the hype? Why is it such a taboo for this new fandom generation to love an old or "late" fic or art?

It's so tiring and I'm too old for the 30-seconds-hype-tiktok-shit. Just tired. So, so tired.

#semi rant #cry into the void #and no i'm not shaming young ppl in general #it's this new wave of people entering fandom which can happen at any age lbr #and I don't understand them nor do I want to atp #if you're wondering why you can't rb anymore: I switched it off bcuz people can't fucking read and piss me off with their dumb additions

[wasteland-lover]

i just remembered one of the dreams i had last night..

#k so i was hanging out w/ this guy right? #but ​he was a total asshole to literally everybody EXCEPT me (he was actually very sweet to me) #and every time i’d call him out for being a jerk to people he’d just brush it off #which pissed me off #anyways from what i remember #the dream started off where he picked me up and drove us around town to hang out and take me shopping and shit idk #it was a wealthy part of town #but at the end apparently he planned this whole dinner date thing at this nice restaurant #except he brought one of his friends along (which was whatever ig) #but then both him and his friend were being HELLA rude to the restaurant staff #and i was basically like ‘you wtf you can’t talk to them like that they’re just doing their job’ #but then he brushed me off AGAIN and was like ‘nooo bby do worry about it im just trying to make things nice 4 u🤧’ #anyways we finally got settled and were looking over the menu’s #mind you #the seating arrangement was and and the bf sitting next to each other #w/ his friend sitting on the other side across from us #and the friend was tweaking tf out like ion even know was he was doing #MEANWHILE #im looking over the menu #and as i turn to ask my bf when he’d recommend #he’s already looking at me with the sweetest most love struck look on his face🥹 #can u believe??? #AND HE WAS SO HANDSOME TOOOO😭 #my mind is so powerful because how the HELL did i come up with a face like that?? #IN MY SLEEP DAWG #he had glasses and a lil bit of scruff😩☝🏿 #and he dressed like an english teacher #AND OMG HIS NOSEEE #he had this really big nose and suit his face so much like omfg bro is a cutie patootie #and the lil smile he had on his face when he looked at me…

[quantumshade]

can anyone explain to me at what point rose tyler was "unbelievably stupid". was it when she was inventing transdimensional travel

#what about her makes you think she's stupid. answer quickly #the whole POINT of the rtd companions - yes all of them - is that any ordinary person can shine when given the chance to #and when someone believes in them. #even besides that there is no point before during or after rose's time on the show when she is shown to be stupid. #she doesn't have like. the doctor's vast universal knowledge sure #but the point is that she's smarter than him in other ways! they balance each other out which is why they're such a good team #like the london eye scene in the very first episode for example. #that is aaaaall about how the doctor misses very simple things and needs someone with him who doesn't #all the best companions have a moment like this. thinking about when bill realizes the mother-son thing in knock knock #anyway. i'm ranting sorry. this post just really pissed me off #imagine missing the point so completely #and being so classist that you can't comprehend that dropping out of school is not a symbol of lack of intelligence #rose tyler #doctor who #delia.txt

[inkskinned]

am i gonna put you in the book acknowledgements am i gonna be able to say your name without flinching am i ever gonna get a word in edgewise am i ever gonna recover the time i spent with you. computer virus kid; i arrived in your life already begging to be let in. somehow insecure i could even be your friend. like you had a line outside the door and we were all shifting our weight, begging.

you're so fucking good at that - at making people feel like they need to earn you, like you're a commodity none of us can afford. no kindness or careful communication could work on you - you were so good at just going-ghost, about deciding someone just wasn't cool-enough. something about that is super ironic. even the parts of it that weren't romantic felt like a romance book. i wanted you to like me so badly i scrubbed myself clean just so you'd spare me - what. your favor? a look?

okay okay okay. it's just a friendship - if it was even true that we were friends, if you even saw me as someone you trusted. on reddit someone would tell me girl literally just cut her out of your life, it's not that difficult. even i was aware of how fucked up the whole situation was. like, why the fuck do i even care about your approval? you're like, not even that fun to be around. you are often a little bit cruel.

but for almost four years of my life, i thought i had found someone like me. somebody who liked the same things i do. someone who liked to read and who liked making jokes with esoteric references and who spent maybe too much time on the internet and who was absolutely a little bit pretentious. i don't know, something about that was powerful and addictive.

i keep thinking about our last conversation. about how i said - okay, enough is enough. you pushed me too far, you really hurt my feelings.

and how you laughed and said - you think you're the victim?

#spilled ink #warm up #writeblr #she physically assaulted me and then screamed in my face #but not before sh'ing first and blaming it on me #while she was locked in my bathroom. at 1 in the morning #while i begged her to please just calm down and to try taking a deep breath and to go to sleep #and then she was like - ur just like my abuser #bc she had screamed in my face which was triggering to me and i froze like a deer in the headlights #and since i had shut down at that point evidently i was the problem child #i know she is out there telling our mutual friends i abandoned her and it makes me SO pissed off #like dude you spent so much fucking time forgiving & forgetting that your decrepit asshole of a boyfriend #pushed me down in the fucking hallway #but noooo hes <3 troubled <3 at 43 and divorced #bc according to you it's important that u don't '''see anyone as a monster'' #but god forbid i not handle you SCREAMING IN MY FACE #i couldnt even get you to say sorry for crossing my original and only boundary you were like ''what did you want me to do'' #babe i said 'the bf is not allowed around here he scares me and u said ur broken up with him' #that was the thing i wanted you to do: not fucking invite him to WHERE I LIVED #godddd typing this shit out and knowing it's only 2% of what actually happened makes me feel pathetic #i can't believe i let you treat me like that. you were a TERRIBLE friend.

[thesupernaturalhouse]

Vaggie: Alastor can you watch the eggs their being....eggs and I have to- just take them off my hands

Alastor: ooo i certainly will....

Vaggie:.....in a peaceful manner. Alastor.

Alastor: mmm well that's less fun, also why should I watch them?

Vaggie: well you're going to some meeting and I have to help charlie-

Alastor: didn't she excuse you from your duties for today?

Vaggie:...why would she- why would I ask for that??

Alastor: why, you have to come to this meeting to my dear!

Vaggie: no I dont?? It's an overlord meeting I'm not an overlord-

Alastor: but you are!

Vaggie: if anything charlie should probably be going with you rather then me- what what??

Alastor: I'll explain on the way! *just fucking leaves*

Vaggie: wha- alastor! Alastor I swear to the lord you better explain!

Alastor: hmmm, well you're an overlord my dear I don't think there's anything else TO explain

Vaggie: right...but I'm NOT an overlord??

Alastor: I beg to differ, I knew there was something off about you but couldn't place it until Charlie said something

Vaggie: Charlie- what does- okay you know what? You're insane. I'm going to go talk to Charlie myself!

Alastor grabs her shirt collar like a kitten: ah-ah-ah you have a meeting to attend my dear! It's be bad manners if you skipped it, whoch I suppose you've been skipping them for the past 5 or so years?

Vaggie: No, I haven't! and let go of my you asshole!

Alastor: hmmm no I don't think I will~ come on now! We're already half way there!

Vaggie: ugh, at least tell me how you and xharlie think I'm an overlord- which I'm NOT by the way!

Alastor: well...do you remember that sinner you saved? The one you had a slat with and ended uo teaching self defense?

Vaggie: how do you-....ah, charlie- what does that have to do with anything??

Alastor radio noise of displeasure: well, APPARENTLY they told more demons, you DO remember the large influx of demons who came to you right?

Vaggie: I.....I um....yeah....

Alastor: well they said they owed you 'favors' correct?

Vaggie:....fuck.

Alastor: they gave you their souls until said favor is called upon! You not using it has apparently given you the reputation of a very lenient overlord, a defensive and protective one at that! So more people cane to you, you trianed them in defense and most gave you their souls so you could call upon them for a favor at a time of your choosing!

Vaggie: going through the 5 stages of grief trying to process it all

Alastor: On top of that, the other overlords seem to be threatened by the fact you have so many souls and demons going to you WILLINGLY, you not showing up to meetings and beong little morningstars girlfriend doesnt help that either!So this will be a fun first meeting~

Vaggie: no no no no no nope! Alastor, you let me go right this second! I am not- no! Alastor! Alastor!!!

Zestial: Alastor and...oh the defensive Overlord nice to meet you again nd to finally meet you

Vaggie: ¿¡Quién diablos es esta araña joder!? (Who the hell is this spider fuck!?)

Part 1 | Part 2(here!!) | Part 3

#hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel au #hazbin hotel vaggie #hazbin hotel charlie #hazbin hotel alastor #chaggie #accidental overlord vaggie au #i feel like Al would be pissed at vaggie knowing charlie told him #he lieks to seem mroe powerful/high and mighty and he cant bw that if she knows he gets info form other people #hes very smug at Vaggies panic though #charlie meanwhile already misses her girlfriend #Nifty throwing herself off the roof doesnt help #hazbin hotel overlord #the egg boizs are having a grand old time though #i used google translate for the Spanish part im sorry if its wrong- #i wanted vaggie to say “who the hell is this spider fuck!?” but everytime i tried it always ended up as something different #i tried for like 1p minutes #i THINK i got it down but im not sure if the '!?' changes any words/symbols #translator says it does but im not 100% how right it is so- if its not that then its 'who the hell is this fucking spider' which still work #not to important i guess lol #diablos actually mgiht mean devil and inferno hell but uh....its- its fine #any spanish speakers feel free to correct me😅

[emporiannee]

idk some sketches for like. a festival oneshot or something that i originally wanted to do bc i thought the idea of tobirama using his paper bombs for fireworks in the online game was kinda charming

#this started off being something cute i imagined for tobirama why did i just make him pissed off LMAO #i'll do the fireworks scene when i remember how to color again jfdlksaf #izuna spent like an hour on madara's hair which is the only reason it stays out of his face (me trying to explain his blazing design) #tobirama senju #hashirama senju #madara uchiha #izuna uchiha #naruto #emporiart

[maxbegone]

FIRSTPRINCE + QUOTES

Backwards by Warsan Shire

The Hug by Thom Gunn

The Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller

Perfect Chemistry by Simone Elkeles

It was a quiet way by Emily Dickinson

The Need by Rod McKuen

#rwrb #red white and royal blue #firstprince #alex claremont diaz #henry fox mountchristen windsor #rwrbedit #firstprinceedit #dailyfilmtvgifs #userstream #userbbelcher #dailylgbtedit #usersteen #userlang #swearphil #userstede #tusercarolina #rwrbsource #* #my edit #can you tell which one pissed me the eff off???

[sojutrait]

the dorms and the performing arts school hehe

#small builds ftw theyre sm easier GAWD #i finished the dorms in only a couple hours #but i did restart the dorm 3 times which is weird i usually never start over fully like woa #im resisiting making the performing art school even bigger kfkfg #also gonna try and use curved walls for the theater lets see if they piss me off #wip

[coraorvat]

Kim (who wore this jacket in previous game and was this close wearing it this time):

When I accidentally found out Jean has a special reaction for the Fuck-the-world jacket I just had to immediately reload and try Piss-f****t one (unluckily had both that run) and to my utter delight he has so much more to say about that one, and even Trant and Kim chime in~ 10/10 would recommend

#Disco Elysium #harrier du bois #jean viquemare #Kim Kitsuragi #best game ever #it's a special pleasure pissing Jean off #hey at least when he's angry he's not sad #my art #I procrastinated this comic for several months #which is bad news cause the next two comic ideas I have are way bigger #maaan it's killin me

[ink--theory]

felt like drawing these 2 in their frosty fest outfits 👍

#I fixed it y'all 👍👍👍 sorta #splatoon #splatoon 3 #frye onaga #frye splatoon #shiver hohojiro #shiver splatoon #shiver x frye #shivfrye #deepcut splatoon #frosty fest #I kinda gave up on shit like lighting and shadows after I spent way too much time cleaning up my initial sketch #also the colors kept looking weird no matter what I did which kinda pissed me off so imma just post as to not touch it no more lol #I probably shoulda just scrapped this tbh but it's been awhile since i've put actual time into an art piece so it is what it is #my art shit

[viriborne]

They should just make Satan canonically autistic at this point

#obey me #or at least with sensory issues 😭 #when the brothers were like ‘he used to get pissed off if we breathed too loud’ it reminded me of myself when I get overstimulated lol #that and them dealing with his outbursts in the worst ways possible which causes him to react MORE #like I genuinely sympathize with Satan and it’s sad to see abuse being taken as a joke again in om

[mashed4077]

mulcahy weird gay little runs compilation

#tht do not piss u off bc they r endearing n cute #tumblr HATES me these were such a pain to upload #i had em at like 15 mb and the quality wasnt atrocious #and then tumblr was like under 10 mb pls hehe! #and >.> #mulcahy #father mulcahy #gifs #mine #oh and then tumblr didnt let me put spaces when i typed?? #weirdest thing like i could elsewhere n i can now #but on this post it jus. took away my space bar privileges #idek #o but i do hav the better quality ones on discord #which is irrelevant to yall but useful for me <3 #update i forgot to post these dshfjkdfhdsk

[thepoisonroom]

'I flirted with the idea that instead of being trans that I was just a cross-dresser (a quirk, I thought, that could be quietly folded into an otherwise average life) and that my dysphoria was sexual in nature, and sexual only. And if my feelings were only sexual, then, I wondered, perhaps I wasn’t actually trans.

I had read about a book called The Man Who Would Be Queen, by a Northwestern University professor who believed that transwomen who were attracted to women were really confused fetishists, they wanted to be women to satisfy an autogynephilia. And though I first read about this book in the context of its debunkment and disparagement, I thought about the electricity of slipping on those tights, zipping up those boots, and a stream of guilt followed. Maybe this professor was right, and maybe I was only a fetishist. Not trans, just a misguided boy.

About a year later, on the Internet, I come across a transwoman who added a unique message to the crowd refuting this professor. Oh, I wish I remember who this woman was, and I wish even more that I could do better than paraphrase her, but I remember her saying something like this: “Well, of course I feel sexy putting on women’s clothing and having a woman’s body. If you feel comfortable in your body for the first time, won’t that probably mean it’ll be the first time you feel comfortable, too, with delighting in your body as a sexual thing?”'

-Casey Plett, Consciousness

#this quote always moves me almost to tears when i remember it #i'm not a trans woman and i don't share the author's specific experiences with transition #but it really moves me that she frame transition as joyfully giving yourself permission to approach your body #not as something that has to be disciplined and deprived and made small in all these various ways #but as a means for experiencing pleasure and joy and delight and for insisting that our feelings and desires are worth #valuing and exploring and treasuring #i always used to think of prioritizing those things for myself as selfish and irresponsible #but who does it harm to want to experience pleasure in your own body? #it's such a beautifully simple and powerful switch to have flip in your head #and equally why are we forced to deny our own pleasure in transition and anything else related to our bodies in the name of moral rectitude #this is why i get so confused and pissed off when other trans people are fatphobic for example #like why are you so invested in politics of shame and disgust that never had any purpose other than #violently disciplining people as if they've violated moral codes by existing in a body #to say nothing of white people being racist in gay and trans communities #like again this system of violence is foundational to homophobia and transphobia #so why are you acting like it has nothing to do with you #even if you are unmoved by the urgency of other people's suffering which btw you should be moved by #what do you hope to gain by acting a collaborator and handmaiden to those systems #Casey Plett #she really is one of my favorite authors i wish more non-canadians read her #this quote is from a series of columns she did ont transition and every single one is a banger #i love when she talks about the people-pleasing elements of dysphoria and transition denial #she's so sharp about noting how many of us deny our own dysphoria on the grounds that others like and validate our bodies #that's how i always felt during my cis conventionally feminine era #it pleased other people so much and also that reception felt so hollow and joyless to me because i hated it #i get less of that positive feedback but that feels so unimportant next to the joy and pleasure i get to experience #said with the understanding that i'm very privileged in being able to prioritize those things without fear. but it was a switch flip #personal nonsense

[p4nishers]

i'm whatever gender that makes me the most insufferable at the moment

#literally do not ask what r my pronouns today idk u tell me which would piss you off most and there u have it #if this isn't a crowley reference idk what is #genderfluid #non binary

[very-lost-hobbit]

"US proxy war in Ukraine" Beating u with lead pipes

#Ukraine. is. fighting. a. genocide. Yes USA foreign policy has a lot to be critisized but a TINY SLIVER of a defence budget #being sent to Ukraine is NOT one of them (except the fucking. lack of actual teeth and backing but that's not unique to the US) #UKRAINE. WOULD FIGHT. ANYWAYS. YOU GODDAMN DINGDONGS. #And the more information that comes out from liberated territories the more I'm pissed off that people piss and moan #about arming Ukraine (WHICH THE US ISN'T EVEN DOING RIGHT NOW BECAUSE OF YOUR STUPID INTERNAL POLITICS!!!!) #rusbots fuck off it'll be block on sight I'm not arguing about this lmfao #I'm taking a break from internet I've seen too much of this shit lately peace gang see you in a few days ✌ #current events #kat gets personal #me #ukraine