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#y u emotionally traumatize us?
ssreeder · 1 year
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sreedie. it is time.
NO SOKKA baby people want to be your friend you just DONT LET THEM
pls sokka thinking he can gaslight himself out of being in pain is so in character but so. goddamn Frustrating
sokka is giving anna from frozen with his whole “my firebender’s awake so IM awake” deal
listen I get why sokka is like oh I should cut back on the swearing if I wanna Grow as a person but like,,, as an australian the concept of swearing being Bad is just so foreign to me lmao
I think it’s a really interesting component of the zukka relationship (highlighted by your traumatic drowning scene thx sreedie) that sokka’s instinct is to try to hide in/behind zuko??? like he’s obviously very protective of zuko too, but I think that in a way, even when sokka is on the offensive and is the person defensive zuko from the outside world he’s still using zuko as like, idfk a shield?? of sorts??? to deflect away his fear for himself and all that jazz… does that make any sense whatsoever????? idfk lads
STOP ik it’s a super serious moment but all I could think about when sokka was like “he had to do it for zuko” wAS THE FUCKING let me do it for you tiktok sound T-T
not aang talking like an actual certified therapist at 12 years of age omfg- wish I was that emotionally well adjusted fr
damn sokka really said #codependecy
FUCK PLEASE TELL SOKKA ABOUT YHE FUCKINF VEINS PLEASE SREEDIE IM STRESSED AS ALL HELL
F U C K
Y E S
finally ohmygod
katara: I can feel the toxins in zuko’s blood
iroh externally: oh?
iroh internally: whatthefuckwhatthefuckwhatthefuck
LMFAO zuko calling sokkatara momo while his body is actively trying to kill itself as a JOKE is the most zuko thing ever. the most comedic thing about this boy is his absolutely Disastrous timing (by which I mean it’s impeccable)
PRISON PALS I still love that moniker <3
noooo not zuko worrying about shen when we know damn well shen got kebabed >:(
can katara please tell sokka that zuko wants him by his side. like girl. please.
okay I really do Not want this to happen, nor do I think it actually Will happen bc uhm duh, but it would be like,, so ironic of zuko did just die. like they went through all that and for what LMAO (it’s not funny it’s Not Funny why am I giggling to myself)
FINALLY A MENTION IF THE MIRACULOUS TEETH KEEPING OF ZUKKA NATION
lmao sokka is worrying himself into a early grave bc he cares so much about zuko but he’s also 100% ready to immediately assume that zuko let him down by outing sokka as a liar (I mean he’s right, but still. harsh)
woah woah woah sokka calm your tits man, rasu might be sex on legs but your sister is only 14 and that’s just gross
SEE rasu my reasonable child <3 (he’s also so snarky I actually love him so. much.)
insane how fast sokka switches from “rasu >:(“ to “rasu :D” when he learns that rasu knows zuko lol
YOU CANT TAKE THE NERD OUT OF SOKKA BABYYY (same.)
“sipping the sauce” LMAO
uh yeah rasu I think jee has every right to be worried ngl
sokka is just out here exposing himself bc he’s JEALOUS I cannot anymore with this boy
“prince zuko is a character without trying to be one” yKW I JUST REALISED?? ZUKO HAS MAJOR MR BEAN ENERGY just more homocidal and uh,, traumatised
god thinking about jet’s amputation has me squeamish as FUCK
sokka rearranging his book stack so the sex book is in the middle is so relatable agsjekfpf it’s giving the same energy as getting a massage and hiding your underwear between the rest of your clothes after you get changed into the robe thing
not sokka being endeared by zuko’s love for the art of thievery <3 mood
SHIT FUCK QUON
DICKHEAD
OMG WAIT IS HE GONNA RECOGNISE SOKKA AS RHE BITXH THAT ZUKO KISSED PRIOR TO KIDNAPPING
damn. after all that and sokka just exposed himself. cant even blame it on zuko this time buddy.
you can always count on little sisters to put you back in your place (as the little sister can confirm)
woag.
not the angst train going past us like choo choo motherfuckers.
I am not going to bag katara in any way, shape, or form for pretending to be sokka to get information out of zuko bc I would’ve so done the same thing with like,, zero hesitation. maybe I’m just a lying liar who lies though so idk
anyways: screaming, crying, destroying your living room and smashing all your lightbulbs.
I’m so mad that there’s no zukka reunion BUT !! you did give us a library which I was SUPER not expecting but enthralled by nonetheless so ig I’ll have to forgive you
ANYWAYS hope life has retired from kicking you around bc that’s my job and I’m the only one allowed to make you suffer >:(
also I just reread my last comment and realised I already said I’d smash all your lightbulbs so ig this is just a trend now. have fun living in medieval times forever ex-lover <3
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Oh shit that’s so true, Sokka is very Anna and Zuko is very Elsa haha. (Odd how that happened lol)
Soooo I do think Sokka depends on Zuko WAY too much, emotionally physically mentally - but if that’s all he has to keep him waking up in the morning who am I to stop him. (But building up his own physical strength, dealing with his own issues instead of just focusing on zukos trauma, and allowing other people in his life to get close to him and then help him would be GREAT ;))
Sokkatara is now canon I’m obsessed with the nickname leekie beloved your brain is too big.
Rasu was like “oh no this kids crazy” & then Sokka said “tell me about Zuko” and rasu twirls his hair and giggles “SURE” & that’s how friends are formed. Take notes.
Katara & Sokka just need to get into one big “getting along shirt” and call it a day… but I kind of think Sokka would try to claw his way out… so yeah we don’t do that.
Lies are being exposed and Sokka has ZERO ground to keep standing on so he better accept the help or he is really going to drown. Ha.
LEEKI STOP SMASHING MY LIGHTBULBS I GOT TWO FLASHLIGHTS AND I CANT DEAL WITH IT ANYMORE.
Alright ex love I will see you soon!! :) <3
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junisfics · 3 years
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Blurred Lines* — Armin Arlert
Request:
Can I request a first time with Armin? Like it’s his first time with the reader
Summary: After a particularly emotionally draining mission, Reader tells Armin she can’t wait any longer
Warnings: Fluff, Smut / Nsfw 18 + (Loss of Virginity, Unprotected Sex), Graphic Depictions of Violence, Brief Descriptions of Illness
Word Count: 3.3k
Notes: yes i hc armin as having a big ole dick on him... have u seen the energy he radiates?
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Your legs are pulled up against you with knees resting against his chest. He holds you between his legs and you both sit messily on his bed.
Armin's hands were careful as they comforted you, his palms that glide over the planes of your back and sending shivers down your spine. You cried quietly into his neck with an arm draped around his shoulder, the other resting gently at the base of his neck.
He whispers solace nothings into your hair;
"It's not your fault."
"It's okay, y/n."
"I'm sorry you had to see that."
It was a child. Torn mercilessly in half in their own kitchen. Blood and insides strewn everywhere from the sheer brutality and force that they were ripped apart. It was only their upper half, blood pouring from their mouth and a blank look in their eyes. They're neck had obviously broke from the fall, the contortion of the limb dramatic, head jerked violently to the side.
You threw up in a garden, stomach emptying itself over a bundle of fruits. Armin had held your ponytail back as your tears mixed in with the vomit that dribbled down your chin. You'd hiccupped over and over as you cleared your throat. The image burned into your eyelids.
He pulls your face into his hands, shifting you to face him as you sit cross legged between his legs. His eyes are gentle and kind, brimmed with their own tears that threaten to spill over. His hands are warm, comforting and tender, thumb brushing over your cheekbones.
"Shh, it's okay."
He can't stop your crying or the incoherent words that spill from your lips as your tired eyes look into his. It pains his heart and soul, choking back tears of his own.
"Armin - they - their intestines - " You hiccup with every cry, head bobbing in his hands. You fist his shirt in your hands, crying to him as if he wasn't there himself.
"y/n, you need to calm down." He soothes, using a hand to flatten the hair atop your head and tucking it behind your ear.
"I - Armin - it - it was a child."
He didn't know what to do. His heart aches in his chest. He wanted to take your pain away.
You didn't understand why this singular event had such a traumatic effect on you. You'd seen plenty of dismembered bodies before. Something about the way their eyes were empty and lifeless struck a nerve inside you.
He pulls your face to his and presses his lips to yours. You hiccup once then twice into his mouth but takes them in, only pressing you harder against him.
It's the only thing he's sure will calm you down and shut you up. He drinks in your sobs, salty tears slipping past his lips and onto his tongue. His kiss drowns you as you kiss him back passively,
His lips are gentle, moving smoothly and carefully against yours, sending warmth throughout your once panicked body. Just like that you're grounded, brought back to Earth and brought back to him.
You need more.
You lean into him, getting up to your knees and standing on them so his head tilts upwards for his lips to stay pressed to yours. You take your legs and bring them to the outsides of his and he follows suit and brings his legs closer so if you would sit you’d straddle his thighs.
His comforting hands fall from your face to your waist with an uncertain undertone.
Does he let you continue? 
Obviously, rather indecent thoughts have crossed his mind more then once during this occasion but his guilt stricken conscience has prevented him from pushing you any further; that... and well... the fact that neither of you have done anything past feeling each other up as well as the clear fact that you’re in a negative headspace.
His thoughts go out the door as you crawl further up his body, pressing down on his chest so he lays flat on the bed, head coming down on the pillow. You sit down onto his lap and are unexpectedly ( to you at least ) greeted by his semi hard erection that’s beneath you.
You walk dangerously close to the unspoken line you have both set; the line of experience and inexperience, of comfort and uncertainty... desperation and satisfaction.
Your chest is flush against his as you kiss at his used lips before making your way down his chin and jaw. Your fingernails scratching at his toned chest. His mouth drops open and eyes fluttering back closed as your lips kiss and bite at the fragile skin just below his jawline, hands gripping at your hips a little to tightly to feint composure.
“y/n, I don’t - I don’t think this is the best idea -” He opens his eyes. He struggles restraint.
He wants nothing more then to kiss and hold and feel you, to have his hands travel over every inch of your bare skin and tangled in your hair. He wants to kiss you until neither of you can breathe right so you pant desperately into his mouth and cling to him like a lifeline.
You sit up, just enough so you can look into his deep blue eyes and take in the flustered expression on his face.
“I want to, I need you. Armin, please, give me this. I’m ready.” You plead, his face back in your hands and noses bumping together as you beg for him.
His breath gets caught in his throat as he desperately tries to maintain composure. He wants to give himself to you, place himself directly in your hands and have you take everything you could ever need from him, but he has no idea if you’re in the right place to make the same decision for yourself.
“I want to forget, just make me forget.” You mumble against his lips.
With that, he hands himself over and the line between desperation and satisfaction is blurred like ink on wet paper.
In answer he sits up, slightly bumping his forehead to yours before grabbing the neck of his shirt and pulling it roughly over his head. You waste no time in doing the same crossing your arms around your torso and grabbing opposite sides of the hem of your shirt and pulling upwards. 
His cock twitches beneath you as his eyes land on the foreign skin of your stomach and chest. He’s filled with complete and utter need.
His hands seem to have minds of their own as they grab at the exposed skin of your ribs, gliding over the goosebump ridden flesh, eyes drinking in the milky canvas before him. Once he realizes his actions he pulls back, eyes returning to yours and hands once back at your clothed hips.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t ask if that was okay-”
You shut him up the same he did to you, pressing your lips back against his.
“No, please... touch me.” You whisper, raking your fingers through his tousled hair, “It’s okay”
As much as you appreciate his consideration, you lack the patience.
He does as you wish. Hands return to untraveled panes of flesh that send whimpers up your throat and heat flooding south to where you need him the most. Every inch of your bodies tremble with arousal and inexperience but you wouldn’t dare stop.
You drag your hips experimentally across his, feeling his now completely stiff length glide against you in torturous pleasure. You let out the first real moan he’s heard from you into his mouth and his pants grow uncomfortably tight. 
His chest is warm against yours, still clothed nipples dragging across the toned muscle. You knew Armin would have at least some muscle on his lanky body thanks to the strenuous training the Survey Corps had provided, but never would you have expected to be feeling the extent of toned ridges of his muscle beneath your fingertips.
You take one of his wrists in your grasp and pull him so he rolls on top of you, his waist between your thighs and forearms coming to brace himself beside your head.
“Take these off.” You mutter, grabbing at the sides of your pants and yanking them, lifting your hips in the process to both pull the waistband over your backside and get closer to him.
Your undergarments, his pants, his boxers. Three layers between you.
His mind goes blank, listening to your words and aimlessly pulling the clothing down your legs and tossing it beside the bed. He does the same while he’s standing, stripping himself of his pants and revealing the painful tent in his boxers.
Undergarments. Two layers.
He returns to you, left knee between your legs, cock brushing up against your thigh thanks to the slight bend in your knees.
It’s not as scary as you’d thought. You’re going completely off instinct, trusting your gut and going with the flow. He brings comfort to your nervous body with his own, sturdy and strong. 
Cautiously, his mouth attaches to your neck, licking and nipping against the skin before him and unintentionally leaving deep purple marks in his wake. Multiple mouth shaped bruises are left down your neck and chest without thought, then leading to the tops of your breasts.
He doesn’t know what to do. This is where he has no clue what he’s doing anymore.
You use your abdominal muscles to sit up just enough to reach behind you and unclasp your bra.
He panics.
“Armin, look at me.”
He does.
“I don’t know what to do next either.” You admit, a soft smile upturning your lips, “All I know is that I need you right now.”
“God, me too, I need you so bad, so fucking bad.” His voice is raspy, grained with lust.
Your stomach twists at his use of an expletive. Seeing him like this. Seeing him unfiltered and unhinged awakens a deeper part of you that sends your heart up your throat.
You. He needs you. Not anyone else on this godforsaken planet. He wants you. 
He kisses you again, and with his left wrist back in your hand you guide it down your tense stomach and to the waistband of your panties. When you can feel him moving on his own accord you release your grip. His fingertips are cold as they dip beneath the waist band and tickle the skin below your navel, sending your back arching up against his forearm. 
“I’ve never- you’re gonna need to guide me.” He drops his forehead against your own.
“Um - so there’s this -”
“I - um - know my anatomy, y/n, just tell me what you like.” The corners of his lips threaten to upturn in a smile.
Something about him wanting to make you feel good sends excitement coursing through your veins.
Just tell him what you like, y/n.
You go blank.
What do you like?
You’re brain goes a mile a minute trying to search for when you’ve experienced the most pleasure. Scanning over memories of you tucked under the covers, hand between your thighs and eyes shut tight as you imagined his hand instead of yours. The pads of your fingers circling your clit teasingly light to where your own hips were bucking up against you and begging for more.
Yeah, you liked that.
“Be gentle,” You say quietly, “Tease me.”
He does what he’s told.
Hand slipping lower on your body until his middle finger can search gently for your clit, and once it does so it presses down with a featherlike touch. It’s different. It’s oh so different having his fingers touch you compared to yours. It feels immensely better, senses heightened by thousands. And when his fingers press in tender circles you feel like you could explode.
“A - Armin -” You whimper for him, his eyes that were once trained to your center meet yours, blown with lust.
“Is that - that okay?” He asks, seemingly out of breath.
“Fuck - yeah.” Your voice flies a pitch upwards in response and just as you had predicted your hips stutter up against his hand, wanting more.
He was in complete and utter awe. Was this truly his doing? Was this because of him? The way your body reacted to his touch was exhilarating and had him on edge.
With another wave of pleasure your hand flies to his wrist, not to stop him, no, but to brace yourself. Nothing in your entire life could have prepared you for the way he was making you feel. 
His fingers retreat, “Shit - sorry - did I do something wrong?”
He’s completely out of breath, chest dragging against you as he pants. He has to control himself or he’s not going to last. Just feeling your body twitch and grind against him is enough to tip him over and if he didn’t compose himself soon he wasn’t going to get the chance of being inside you.
“N - no, more, give me more.” You beg, digging your nails into his forearm and feeling the muscle flex under your grasp as his hand obliges. 
He swallows a groan at the feeling of your slick coating his fingertips. You were so ready for him
“D - Did I do this?” His tone isn’t teasing, it’s completely genuine with surprise and incredulity. 
His dick throbs painfully in his boxers as you whimper out a little ‘mhm’ in response to his question, your bottom lip pulled between your teeth.
Slowly, but not annoyingly so, he pushes his middle finger inside you with ease and something between a moan and a gasp leaves your lips at the sensation. When he’s buried himself to the knuckle he takes your mouth in his to distract him from the feeling of you clenching around his finger.
“I - I want another," You say against his lips.
He removes his finger slowly to relish the way the wet of your walls drag across his digit. He replaces the one finger with two, middle and ring finger entering you effortlessly.
Then languidly, he pumps his fingers in and out of your heat, kissing your neck with an open mouth. Your back arching against his warm body and legs trembling. When his fingers curl slightly to hit that perfect spot inside you, your mouth falls open in an inaudible sob and right hand slapping the bed and gripping the sheets.
His own jaw slacks in reaction and a string of curses follow under his breath and he feels himself pathetically teetering the edge of release as he grinds desperately against your thigh for some kind of relieving friction.
With a few more strokes of his fingers against your slick walls you’ve climbed your high and threatening to spill over his digits. It was all too much to fast.
“Stop - wait -” You whine and his fingers withdraw only moments after you speak.
“Are you okay?” He says in a breathy whisper.
“I want,” You pause to think, picking the words over in your head to try and express your need, “I want to cum on your cock,”
His brain short circuits, mind going completely blank. He could feel his heart ramming against his ribcage. He’s brought back to life by your pleading voice.
“Please,” One of your gentle hands come to rest on his neck, pulling him impossibly closer.
He nods, not even able to force words out of his mouth, then gets to his knees embarrassingly fast to pull the remainder of your clothes off your bodies.
Seeing you in this state of vulnerability and exposure had his tender heart swelling in his chest. Even covered in scars and bruises you’re the most beautiful creature he’s ever seen... and so sure that he will ever see. You’re perfect. You’re lovely eyes filled with lust and admiration as you look up to him, arms crossing over your torso as you grow slightly uncomfortable with the time he takes to stare at you.
“You’re - you’re so beautiful.” He says, leaning back over you to press comforting kisses across the planes of your chest and neck before returning once more to your lips. 
As his hips slide between your legs his cock brushes up against you, skin on skin. Zero layers. He shudders at the feeling, the arm beside your head that braces him up shakes under pressure.
“Is this okay?” He looks in your eyes to search for even the tiniest glimpse of doubt behind them... and he finds none.
“Yes, please.”
Glancing between your bodies that are slick with sweat and arousal he takes himself in his hand, pumping his fist over himself a few times before pressing the head at your entrance.
“It’s-s gonna hurt... a little,” He can’t even focus. You’re so wet, so warm against him. He needs to feel you. For someone who’s never struggled with patience before he’s sure as hell struggling now.
“It’s okay, please, I promise”
He pushes painfully slow into you. His mouth on yours, hair tickling your face.
He was right. It hurts... but it hurts so fucking good. His length stretches you open and filling you so immensely full. The pain is manageable, you were so ready for him. 
And now you’re so tight for him. Your slick heat swallows him, pulling him to the hilt and sending the head of his cock against your cervix. You cry out, hands clawing at the hard muscles in his back as he gives you a moment for adjustment.
Once you’re comfortable you grind your hips slowly against his and savoring the changes in pressure as he shifts within you.
“You can move,” You say, locking your ankles at the base of his spine.
His forehead falls to your collarbone to groan against your skin, “J - Just give me a second.”
If he’d move, he would have most definitely came inside you... and he tries his best to stop the mere thought of it from flooding his head.
Afters a few heartbeats of rest he pulls back, sliding his cock out of you before thrusting back in a little faster then before.
You can feel every inch of him stretching you open, every ridge and vein that lines his pretty dick drags across your walls. Moans spill shamelessly from your lips and onto his, his tongue now licking at your open mouth and high on the taste of you.
All of a sudden the weight of him inside you begins to feel really fucking good. His pace increasing, pulling his length all the way out before slapping his hips back against yours.
"I'm not going to last, I'm sorry -" He says, slipping his right hand over your cheek and into your hair and looking into your eyes.
"Me neither - Armin I -" Your head tilts up the sky and he kisses your jaw before speaking to you.
"Look at me, please." He whispers.
You do, you gaze back into his kind eyes as you succumb to him, putting yourself in his palms as you feed off of each other to climb your orgasms. When he hits that spot inside you with his head you spill over, gushing around him.
He follows suit, burying himself as deep as he can go and emptying himself of everything he has inside you.
You milk him dry.
Your chests heave against eachother as he presses a bruising kiss to your swollen lips.
The lines were walked over, crossed, blurred, obliterated... and it was okay.
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Hands u my MLP AU mane 6
I'm gonna start with Pinkie Pie's changes because shes my favorite and I have her fleshed out a Lot
- Pinkie Pie is an orphan. She lost her family when she was a little filly, and she spent most of her youth in an orphanage, where she learned to cope with the extreme fear and sadness she felt by laughing through it all
- Think The G***y Bard from Friendship is Witchcraft
- She was adopted by the Pie family and given the full name Pinkamena Diane Pie because she needed a home and they needed a helping hand on the rock farm. They provided for her fine, but she was still in a deep state of distress now that she was alone and didn't have much to laugh at to work through her trauma.
- Eventually she left for Ponyville where she lived with the Cakes and worked for them. She became friends with Applejack, Rarity, Fluttershy, Rainbow Dash and Twilight Sparkle due to Nightmare Moon's return.
- She developed a huge (platonic) crush on Fluttershy. (Pinkie in this AU is aroace)
- She doesn't remember her biological family, and as a result of that and the orphanage and adoption, she doesn't feel like she has a family. However, one day when she was invading Twilight's genealogy research, she found a paper that she believed claimed that she was a member of the Apple family. When she, AJ, Apple Bloom, Big Mac and Granny Smith set out to get to the bottom of it, it proved to be false. Pinkie was initially crushed; as a result of her trauma, she'd gotten so invested in the idea of being a part of this picture perfect image of a family she never had herself, and it was heartbreaking to learn that wasn't the case, but regardless, they still accepted her as "an Apple to the core".
- Pinkie Pie is heavily traumatized, and her childish and overly positive, emotionally driven outlook is a coping mechanism that occasionally shows its darker side as an unhealthy, childish disassociation from reality, but generally works as a helpful coping strategy that keeps up everyone's spirits. She's also autistic ("low functioning", I dont know a better way to say it :///)
Then Rainbow Dash, none of the other characters are yet as complex as Pinkie because silly little pink ponk lady is my favorite, my beloved
- Rainbow Dash's larger than life attitude in combination with her punky style often has her misconstrued as a bully, but really she's very well meaning. She grew up in Canterlot, and her parents' professions meant she never had a slow moment in her life. She grew disdainful of the idea of the nice, posh life that ponies like Rarity strive for, and her "need for speed" became a way of living out her own fast-paced and individual life where she had control and was able to get attention her parents didn't really give.
- She became friends with Fluttershy at a young age because Fluttershy was a young "damsel in distress" for Dash to protect, to show off her new power and individuality, and heck, Fluttershy just needed someone to defend her from her bullies.
- During the race where she set off a Sonic Rainboom, it also set off a small, but intense lightning sort of trigger right around where she set it off, causing her to suffer heavy burns from which she remains permanently scarred. While it left minimal effect on her mentally, save for some storm related anxiety (it took her a while to get used to working with storm clouds because of the incident), the physical injury was severe and it was a long time before she could fly again.
Fluttershy
- Fluttershy was actually born in a prairie. Very cliche for someone as in tune with nature as her, but really, her parents were just massive hippies. Fluttershy had the most stable home life, and as a result, never really found herself inherently afraid of authority figures.
- Not more than everyone else, at least. Fluttershy has SEVERE social anxiety and undiagnosed autism. She's selectively mute, and she was bullied a lot for that, among many, many other things, as a filly.
- She's very, very antisocial, and for the longest time she only had Rainbow Dash, though even they drifted apart over time before reuniting when Nightmare Moon returned. During their trip through the Everfree Forest, the others heavily doubted Rainbow Dash. However, despite having been left by her as foals, Fluttershy knows Dash is a good person and certainly loyal and trustworthy at that.
- Fluttershy is a not of ((not))s. I can't... explain it better than that. She's aromantic, asexual, agender, autistic and selectively mute with social anxiety and depression... she's very ((not)).
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- She's lowkey traumatized from being bullied so much as a filly. However, she always tries to see it as having had a silver lining, because her gentle nature and compassion influenced by the bullying helped her connect with the animals and earn her Cutie Mark.
And now I've gotta leave just I'll finish this in another ask aknfksnfjfn
OH I LOVE THEIR DESIGNS!!!!!!
Pinkie is definitely one of my favorites, but Fluttershy is my most favorite of the Mane 6, and as someone who is also selective mute due to trauma I love your version of her sm!!!!!!
And in return for this hit of nostalgia from my middle school days, I will probably pester you all with fanart of my Calvin and Hobbes AU, or Poly Mystery Inc lol
also is it bad that when I saw the fact that Pinkie's childish behavior is a coping mechanism due to trauma I was like "oh same!!" fjjfghjfd-
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taureau-soleil · 2 years
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Rating moon signs from 1 to 10
Context: I’m Taurus sun, scorp moon, Leo rising, aries Venus, mars Taurus, Taurus + sag dominant, chart rulers are Sun, Jupiter, Saturn (:
Aries moon : 9/10, y’all are so fun to talk to ! Your moons conjunct my Venus and my Mercury, I click so well w y’all ❤️ effortlessly
Taurus moon : 5/10, y’all keep more to yourselves, but when I get close to Taurus moon individuals I’ve noticed that they can get very possessive. My mom and my friends mom are both Taurus moons, and they both nag the hell out of us about what we need to do with our lives oops. I guess the moon opposite moon synastry isn’t poppin 4 me
Gemini moons: I love talking to y’all. The conversations are never dull and there’s always more things to discuss! If you’re bored, try finding a Gemini moon. You won’t be bored for too much longer lol. 9/10 easily ❤️
Cancer moon: 8/10 y’all are not crybabies, you just have a sense of appreciation for the softer things in life. There is NO shame in crying during movies 🥺 I’ll cry w you don’t worry ❤️ y’all seem to know what I’m talking about without me having to fully explain myself. My dad is a cancer moon and we have a lot of the same interests, we have accidentally talked for 3 hours straight about everything from doing taxes to aliens. And yes, he cry during movies
Leo moon: eeeeeeeeeeeee 4/10. I think it’s the moon/asc conjunction ? I can see through the subconscious thought processes that y’all have. BUT this HEAVILY relies on the rest of the chart as well. If you have an earth sun + a leo moon then oofie. If you’ve got a more element ally balanced chart and you’ve got a developed leo moon then ❤️ if the latter is the case then 6-7/10, y’all can be very loving and creative folks. I’ve had bad experiences w leo moons in the past and it was kind of aggravating to watch so I just called them out on their bs and dipped 🤷‍♀️
Virgo moon: daaaamn u got a xanny script, don’t you? Lmao jk. Same as ole Leos up here ^ if you have a more developed Virgo moon then y’all are soooo sweet. You pay attention to the little things and remember stuff about me that most people don’t. I know that when I talk to a Virgo moon they are 100% listening to me, and 5 years later they’ll bring up a conversation that I don’t remember even having lol. 6/10
Libra moons: f u n n y as fuck. It’s the moon overlay in my 3rd house 4 me 😂 not to mention the opposition w my Mercury and aries. Y’all are some quirky individuals for sure. You love to play devils advocate but not in a snakey way. Y’all generally like to weigh things out just to get the best context you can get! Every Libra moon I’ve met have been chill as hell to talk to, and for some reason y’all tend to find it really easy to open up to me but I really don’t mind cause that’s what friends are for ❤️❤️❤️ 8/10
Scorpio moon gang 🤌🏻 : y’all are traumatized & crazy as hell fuck you 💋 11/10
Sagittarius moon: my 2 best friends are both sag moons. We’ve got a moon/5th house overlay, so I guess sag moons end up inspiring me? But that’s only if y’all Let your Mf Guard Down! All of the Sagittarius moons I’ve met have also been some hella traumatized people. It’s always trauma from the family/generational trauma :( I hope my Sagittarius baddies are doing okay ily 9/10
Capricorn moon: small talk for days, but sometimes it’s nice to shoot the shit and not talk about anything too deep, u know? Capricorn moons are also so musically inclined (if they choose to go down that route.) Exhibit A: Brendon Urie. 6/10
Aquarius moon: y’all don’t shed a tear unless you’re 2.5 seconds away from imploding w emotion. Like are y’all good? Aquarius moons remind me of Mark Zuckerberg lol. The other 91% of us are all wondering if ur real or not.
The only rate case I’ve seen of an emotionally available aqua moon was when my Libra sun aqua moon buddy started crying while watching a very humanitarian-like speech being made on YouTube. It was v sweet (:
I like y’all tho cause same, I am also a tad bit emotionally unavailable unless I’m deeply moved. 7/10
Pisces moon: where do I begin…. I cannot UNDERSTAND y’all. Especially not on a romantic level. Like whatsoever. This also heavily relies on whether or not your moon is developed/what kind of aspects your moon makes to your sun and asc. But overall I’ve gotta say that I find it very easy to open myself up emotionally to Pisces moons. There’s a moon/house overlay in the 8th house of death/rebirth/transformation/inheritances/etc. so I guess that’s why the Pisces placements end up hitting me where it hurts. Y’all send mixed signals (both platonically and romantically but let’s be real it somehow ends up being a little bit of both) and then I get some sort of karmic payback oop :( I want to love y’all but it hurts 8/10 still
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Euryale NSFW ABC maybe?
Written by @evoedbd​
A= Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)
Cuddles are a must.  Euryale is instantly all over her partner, albeit quite obliviously.  Mortals are such strange creatures sometimes, but no request is too outrageous for Euryale to follow without question when it comes to aftercare.
 B= Body Part (Their favorite body part of theirs and their partner’s)
Hands.  Hands down. The way elegant fingers can curl so viciously around the hilt of a blade, but weave so softly between Euryale’s own.  The way those fingers can be so filling, but never bring undesired pain.  Nothing is better than hands Euryale knows she is safe to shatter into.
   C= Cum (Anything to do with cum basically …)
Euryale adores feeling the evidence of lovemaking.  Yet, nothing is as delicious to her as a kiss with her lover’s taste upon her lips, or her own taste upon her lover’s.  Trading flavours in an intimate kiss is the perfect ending to any night.
   D= Dirty Talk (Pretty self-explanatory)
Dirty talk is not Euryale’s strong suit, or particularly to her tastes.  Her lovers can rail her into the next century, but they’d better not dare degrade her like some backstreet prostitute.  If one is to speak dirty to Euryale, they’d best make it sound like they are addressing royalty.  Euryale will accept nothing less.
 E= Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)
She’s over 200 years old.  Euryale has done most things at least once.  She knows what she likes, but she’s never done things with a mortal she genuinely cares about before.  For that, she relishes the experiences with her seemingly mortal girlfriend as if they are new.  This makes her seem less experienced than she truly is, at least under a certain woman’s touch.
 F= Favorite Position (This goes without saying.)
Euryale couldn’t answer that.  Some days, she simply wants to be held down into the mattress and taken violently, like an animal in heat.  Ironically, this desire seems to align with the seasons.  Otherwise she simply wants ride her girlfriend, trying to hold eye contact as long as possible, fists clenched around the knives stabbed into the headboard or wall.
 G= Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc?)
Euryale is as serious as a heart attack. She will not suffer a lover laughing at her.  That said, something about her mortal has her want to be a little playful.  Her knives always cameo, usually stabbed into the furniture as a handhold as the little mortal rocks her world.
 H= Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc?)
Waxed.  Kept completely bare.  Euryale likes her sensitive skin exposed and smooth.
   I= Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect …)
She tries.  Truly, Euryale tries to be romantic.  Sadly, many of her partners seem to find her intimidating, or are too distracted by her knives to notice.  Strangely, it is her little mortal who seems to find Euryale’s behaviours endearing, happy to kiss any knife brought to her face with a dreamy expression.
 J= Jack off (Masturbation headcanon)
Euryale is very experienced with herself.  She enjoys teasing herself, stroking and enjoying the feeling of her smooth, sensitive skin beneath her palms until she can’t wait any longer.  This is perhaps one of the only times that Euryale will stay quiet, squeaking and moaning behind a hand clamped over her mouth.
   K= Kink (One or more of their kinks)
Knives.  Anytime Euryale can have her knives involved instantly revs her engines.  Seeing her partner kiss the length.  Freezing the blades so their chill will rile up her girl.  Creating handholds.
   L= Location (Favorite Place to do the deed)
Chairs are good.  The perfect place to ride her Girlfriend’s fingers, using her own back to shield anybody from laying eyes on her precious mortal.  Wherever that chair is sitting is completely irrelevant.  Though, she’s noticed her Girlfriend prefers her apartment.
   M= Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going?)
Her girlfriend. The woman is so unimaginably beautiful, carved by Hephaestus to show the world the true meaning of Lust.  But she is so gentle and sweet too.  She looks at Euryale’s quirks with this perfect quirk of her lips that has the Gorgon unable to focus on anything but the memories of the things that mouth can do.  The sweet kisses and kind words that fill Euryale’s heart. These romantic emotions are so new to the Gorgon. Sometimes, they overwhelm her until the heat burning in her body needs to be released.  Its then that Euryale pounces.
 N= NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn-offs)
Incest.  No mommy kinks. No stepsister plays.  Calling Euryale “babe” is the fastest way to have the Gorgon leaping off her girlfriend’s lap with an indignant shriek.
 O= Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)
Euryale is an excellent giver.  Oral with Euryale is an experience many mortal women would die for.  However, Euryale herself is nervous about receiving, not because of embarrassment, but for safety reasons.  Euryale loses her mind receiving, and often forgets how strong she is when she clamps her thighs.  A traumatic experience with crushing a mortal’s skull has let her hesitant to let someone she cares about go down.
 P= Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? Etc)
The name of the game is passionate.  Euryale is fire, hungry and demanding from the first moment.  She’s borderline primal, all growls bites, hard movements.  Euryale is the most devoted worshipper of her lover’s body.  That animalistic intensity is tempered into a thorough claiming of every single inch of her girl’s body. Even with a husk to her voice, Euryale will snarl her praises, refusing to let her girlfriend think she is unappreciated for a single moment.  One might say that Euryale’s energy in bed is that of someone who has been edged to the point of fury. Euryale wants to feel worshipped, just as she wants to worship.  She has a goddess in her bed, and as twitchy as Euryale can be, there is no way she will disappoint.   Nothing but her lover’s requests will tame her.
Euryale’s girlfriend however is gentle, soft hands guiding Euryale instead of trapping her.  Letting Euryale wear herself out, all the while feeling that she is loved and valued.  When Euryale settles enough to surrender, it is slow and gentle, coaxing Euryale slowly into every crest of bliss.  The girlfriend is all too happy to use her body, to cover Euryale, blanketing her as the Gorgon sobs into her neck.
   Q= Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc)
Euryale is happy to shove her girlfriend into a chair and demand hands beneath her dress.  She is happy to ride to a fast orgasm.  Or shove her hand down the girl’s pants and drag a climax out of her, and a second for good measure.
   R= Risks (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc)
Their very relationship feels like a risk.  Euryale’s body has the strength to crush and destroy her girl if she loses concentration for a moment.  Everything new they do is planned, often by her Girlfriend.  However, if her Girlfriend steals the marble cuffs, then Euryale is trusting enough to try anything.
S= Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last …)
Days.  Euryale can go for literal days when it is just sex with an equally ungodly partner.  Emotionally, she can go hours before she burns out mentally.  Her girlfriend stops when Euryale’s mind disconnects, not wanting just a body.
 T= Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)
Yes.  Euryale has access to the ungodly monster category of toys, along with her Aura.   Her girlfriend has a more chaste collection of electronic toys.  Combining them on Euryale is a fun weekend.  They help compensate for her girlfriend’s mortal stamina.
 U= Unfair (How much they like to tease)
Euryale doesn’t.  If she wants, she takes.  And takes, and takes and takes.  Not that her girlfriend complains, afterall, this is what they agreed to.  In fact, the unintentional tease is that her girlfriend is always expecting Euryale to pounce.
 V= Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)
In private, loud.  Euryale has no qualms about growling into her girlfriend’s neck, drawing out scream after scream to the point neighbours have called the cops on them in the past.  Soundproofing the walls has helped a little. Not entirely.  Maybe because Euryale has stabbed the walls too many times.
   W= Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)
Euryale’s girlfriend adores Euryale’s nose.  She continuously presses kisses or attempts to nip at the tip to Gorgon’s nose, both in sexual situations and just everyday playfulness.
   X= X-rated thoughts (let’s see what’s going on in their head)
Half of Euryale’s day is spent remembering the feeling of her girlfriend’s fingers inside her, knocking those perfect spots, thumb pressing into her clit.   How she wants to take her girl, press her into the walls, palm at her perfect ass.  Squeeze.   Going any further leads to situations, and Euryale can’t afford those until her girlfriend is off the clock.
   Y= Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)
24/7.  Euryale is one snap of her girlfriend’s fingers away from a turned-on mess.
   Z= Zzz (… How quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
Euryale holds on as long as she can, wanting to spend time snuggling into her girlfriend’s back and shoulders.  She will, without fail, stay awake until she is positive that her girlfriend understands how deeply loved she truly is.  Even if words don’t work, gentle kisses and nips, tender brushes of hands across her hips and body.  Once her girlfriend is asleep, Euryale will eventually drift off with a content smile across her lips.
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Yeah, so I've been slipping for Sunghoon recently and after reading the latest 2 updates of you me and the moon... I'm just completely devastated and suddenly feeling like I should probably stay in my Heeseung Biased lane...😌👈🏻 (this is me pretending I'm totally sane and fine and not losing my mind rn)
BUT ALSO WHYYYYY ETHAN LEE HEESEUNG 😭😭😭😭
IT DOESN'T HELP I UNDERSTAND HIM YET STILL WISH HE DIDN'T HAVE TO BREAK MY HEART AND Y/N'S
Anyways, thank u for giving us such a wonderful traumatizing, heart breaking, heart twisting, gut wrenching emotionally touching update... All my hearts are done and broken. I've got 0 lives left to live💔 (i mean I was already on my nth life before starting ur smau, and it'll be my last when this ends. I'm stretching this heart rn to go on)
I love u writing too btw 🥰 so frkn good
YAAAAAS HAYZ GOOOOOO,,, LETS STAY IN THE LANE,,, jk i dont even know what lane am i in rn 😭 i'd say hee but like i wanna finish the damn smau first before i say that he's the ult. WJDJJSDJJSSJ
ITS OKAY HAYZ, FLUFF SOON I PROMISE HEHDJSNDJSJSJSHS
are u actually thankful or do you want me to feel guilty HAHAHAHAHA pls hayz thank you sm aaaaa ily 🥺
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Always love this
Sccarlet SFW Alphabet
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A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
Sccarlet's affection is pretty subtle! A lot of the time, she enjoys touching you, particularly with hand holding. Baby likes to be around you.
She always unexpectedly has the things you need. Need armor? Pulls out full Netherite that totally didn't take her hours to grind. Need a potion? Boom. While she doesn't think it's gift-giving, it's exactly what it is.
B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
Scarrlet is a very loyal best friend! Very shy, though. You probably approached first! Or you were in a bad mood and she came up to ask what's wrong.
As a result of being her friend, you hang around Techno and Philza a lot. If you're not a government despising anarchist, the Ghast finds you a breath of fresh air. If you are, expect her to join in your less chaotic antics.
C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
Really likes cuddling a lot! To her, it's both comforting and relaxing. Can and will play with your hair, and will turn into a flustered mess when you mess with hers.
A lot of calming positions! She's also really fond of spooning.
D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
The domestic life is something Sccarlet enjoys in other people, but doesn't do it herself. In terms of cleaning, she's pretty good. Not a fan of messes and she can be fast when she wants to.
In terms of food, she's pretty good at cooking Hoglins. Anything that isn't meat? Sorry, but she's not your gal. Potions, on the other hand-
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
Tries to do it as gently as possible. She keeps stammering on her words and looks down when she finally lets it out. She'll quietly ask if you want to be friends instead, and if you say no, she'll leave quickly. Truly, I don't think she'd ever fall out of love. It would probably be due to wanting to keep you safe from the war. When she leaves, she'll greatly miss you, but will try to convince herself that it was for the best.
F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
Commitment? Hell yeah. Sccarlet is a loyal hybrid who will go to the end of the world for those she gives a giant shit about, and you're one of those people.
Marriage, however? She's a bit iffy on that. She'll probably pop the question after a year or two, probably on a date or during an initiate moment. If you do like weddings, that's cool! Sccarlet will respect your wishes.
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
Do you even need to ask? Even to strangers, Sccarlet is gentle. That's her as a person. Psychically or emotionally, she's soft. Honestly, the girl is anything but a tease.
H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
A sucker for reunion hugs! She's fond of the cliché 'running up to you and embracing one another' hug generally seen in media; she finds it really cute!
Also buries her face into your neck. When she does it, you'll be able to hear happy Ghast noises which is ironic since they're always crying
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)
Sccarlet unintentionally tends to use other words then love, most commonly 'I adore you'. Her first ILY would be really tender, in a calming serene moment, as she murmurs it out peacefully.
Love. This. Girl
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)
Sccarlet doesn't get jealous that often! She trusts you enough to still love her in the end, and besides, she tries to get on good terms with a lot of people. She has enough faith in you, but there's always that one guy to piss her off.
When it happens, very clingy. She tends to pout at the dude, but otherwise stays silent. If the guy ever crosses boundaries, Sccarlet will release the natural Nether instincts and release Hell on the dude. Of course, she's spitting apologies right after.
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
Fond of quick little pecks on the cheek! She really enjoys scar kisses, and when you kiss hers, she'll be over the moon.
Rarely initiates make-out sessions. If you wanna do that, you're gonna have to take the lead.
L = Little ones (How are they around children?)
Honestly, not great. She's just not great with kids. Teenagers? Yeah. Actual children? Hell no. She gets stressed easily, and with how loud and disobedient kids can be, it's a living Hell.
While she'd want kids of her own alongside you, she'd wait until the SMP is more peaceful.
M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
Early bird. Sccarlet just naturally gets up early. She'll probably get some tea, make some quick breakfast before doing a relaxing activity. Probably fishing or farming.
Whenever she needs to leave for supplies or for meetings, she'll leave a small little note on the bedside table. She's always quick to come back, though
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)
Like every other time with Sccarlet, relaxing! More fishing and farming, most likely a book or two in her hand before heading off to bed. She falls asleep incredibly quickly, so if she gets comfy in the couch, gently wake her up before she falls asleep.
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
Sometime after your first kiss, she'll tell you her real name. Her true identity of Sirese is only told to those she trusts, so good for me! While it's a 'I trust you, here's a secret' move, she gets really suspicious when you say it suspiciously. Be it if you're dying or pissed, she doesn't like it. She'd prefer her name coming out sweet, thank you very much.
To some extent, Sccarlet's open about her grief. Don't be surprised when she clings to you sobbing out WIlbur, L'manburg or another traumatizing incident.
She doesn't spill anything on you. She's more of a 'ask me whatever whenever and I'll tell you' kind of open.
P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)
Scarrlet is rarely angry! She's a very patient person. However, her Nether instincts and the voices in her head are more prone to anger, and when they form into a more darker and aggressive side of her rather then just some annoying voices, she finds herself getting way more irritable due to stress and just how loud they are.
Her anger is rather easy to fade, though. Just whisper some calming words and hold her, and soon enough, the anger will evaporate.
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing or do they kind of forget everything?)
Sccarlet's def the type to keep a small enchanted notebook of your likes! She writes down anything she thinks is useful and important to you, even on a minor scale. Sccarlet doesn't want to forget anything in case it ends up important and leads to disappointment from you.
R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
A calm moment. It doesn't matter what it is. But during those rare moments when war isn't lingering over her heads, where she can forget the bodies and the pain a Totem of Undying causes with you? Those are something she'll never forget. You're a presence that makes her calm. You could've just been fishing together without any significance to you, but to her? That serenity was beautiful and she wishes she could have more of it.
S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
Very protective. She lost the person who was basically a brother to her, saw the country she worked so hard to keep destroyed numerous times, the constant betrayal and the grief forming into one loud voice instead of numerous tiny voices? You bet her ass she won't lose you.
When she gets involved in wars, she'll do whatever it takes to keep you out of them. If you ever do and get injured, you've never going on the battlefield again. She's lost so much, she is not losing you.
T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
She lets you collect her Ghast tears for potions! With dates, she'll try her best to make them relaxing for the both of you, mostly libraries, picnics and the one cat café in the country.
Like said before, she'll write down any important anniversary or date in her notebook!
U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
Out of nowhere, Sccarlet just cries. She doesn't even know that there's still leftover tears until you're both cleaning and there's a giant clunk of tear shaped shiny things on the floor.
V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
Depends! While she doesn't really care about her looks, her facial scars are always an insecurity of hers, since they remind her of the Manburg VS Pogtopia war, which is how they were gained.
Clothes, however? Girl pays attention to what she's wearing and she wants to look good.
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
Umm,,,,, yessss,,,,,,?
You're the one person who makes Sccarlet feel completely safe. Without you, she'd have no idea on what to do. You're her safe haven, and she'd be damned to lose it.
If you get corrupted by the Egg, mark her words that she'll find a way to bring you back. Her hatred will grow to that overgrown red manipulator and becomes even more pro-omelette.
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)
When she gets frightened (most notably a skeleton), she'll quickly jump into your arms. She has no idea she did until a few seconds later as she embarrassedly tries to get out of your grip.
Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)
If you eat chewing gum, go to a place where she can't hear it. Sccarlet despises the sound of chewing gum, and if you leave it around without the packaging, you'll have the rare sight of an angry Sccarlet.
Z = Zzz (What is are some sleep habits of theirs?)
Blanket stealing. And once again, instinctive crying. While she likes being close, you'll need to be a bit apart since you'll wake up with a tiny mountain of Ghast tears and your blanket gone if you share one.
While it may sound a bit weird, she prefers having two separate beds close to each other. She likes her own pillows and covers.
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𝒔𝒐𝒇𝒕 𝒂𝒍𝒑𝒉𝒂𝒃𝒆𝒕 ; 𝒘. 𝒎.
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A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
he shows his affection with acts of service and protection. walter is not a hugger, constant physical contact makes him uncomfortable, but it doesn’t mean he’s not affective.
B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
he would be the friend who would feel your pains and try to solve your problems. he would be the friend who would insist on meeting your partner, to intimidate them. “if you hurt her in any way, remember that i always carry a gun with me.”
C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
he won’t admit it, but he loves to cuddle. it doesn’t matter if he’s the cuddler or ‘cuddlee’. he loves to have you next to him, because it gives him the peace that you’re safe. faye is a cuddle bug as well, so she’s always cuddling him.
D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
he’s divorced and the father of a preteen daughter, so this territory is not unknown to him, however, it didn’t work out and apparently, marriage left him traumatized, so i don’t think he’d marry again.
walter is a messy, careless person. he doesn’t even bother to comb his hair, so he rarely does the cleaning or cooking.
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
he would try his hardest not to make you cry, and he would try to make you understand. it certainly wouldn’t be for lack of love.
F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
as said before, he doesn’t consider getting married again. his first marriage didn’t work, it left him wounded and the divorce was a really difficult process because there was a child involved, so marriage is a no-no.
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
with you and faye, his two favorite girls, he’s the most gentle human being. you even say he’s a gentle giant. when he comes home to you, he tries not to bring the stress from work, and he’s getting better at it. 
H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
not really. he likes to hug once or twice and that’s it, but his hugs are the best, because he’s warm, tall and muscly, so he makes the person feel safe and protected.
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)
it takes a long time. he doesn’t throw ‘love’ around, so when he says it, you know he means it.
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)
he can be jealous, but it comes from a place of insecurity and not possession. he knows he has a lot of emotional baggage and that it can be a difficult person to deal with, so when he sees you connecting with another person that has a lot more social skills than he does, he closes himself.
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
his kisses can be tired, passionate, or loving. he loves to kiss your lips and your neck (and sometimes he leaves a few marks here and there). he loves when you kiss the tip of his nose, he feels adorable.
L = Little ones (How are they around children?)
despite having a daughter, he was slow to get involved in faye’s life (something he regrets), so he doesn’t quite know how to behave with a child around. he certainly thinks babies are cute, but when they start to cry, he gets impatient. the only kid he truly loves is his baby girl (who isn’t a baby).
M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
very quick. you both have to go to work, so there’s very little time you spend together. when you both are having a day off, the mornings are usually spent in bed.
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)
it depends. his work demands a lot of his time, so it’s not uncommon for you to go to sleep without walter. when he comes home early, you have dinner together, take a shower and go to bed.
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
it takes him a long time to open up. walter has a bit of trust issues, and it’s really not in his nature to be so open with feelings. he doesn’t like to talk a lot about himself, but slowly, he lets you in.
P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)
anything can piss him off. he can go from zero to one hundred in a second. from red lights to debauched criminals.
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
he remember the basic stuff like birthdays and anniversaries, and he remembers weird/random details like the clothes you wore on your first date.
R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
he would say the first time you and faye met, but really is the moment he knew he was in love again after such a long time.
S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
walter is extremely overprotective. his job is literally dealing with murderers and rapists, so of course he protects his loved ones. he taught you self defense techniques, so you know what to do when he’s not around.
T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
he learned that sometimes a fancy homemade dinner can go a long way. he won’t do big gestures, but if it’s your birthday or your anniversary, he spoils the shit out of you, and the fact that he doesn’t do it all the time makes it more special.
U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
he’s very messy. he leaves his stuff everywhere and doesn’t bother to put them in the right place.
V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
he’s not. the only thing he does is shave, and he rarely does it.
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
yes. walter is slow to trust people, and when he finally lets someone into his life, he’s quick to get used to this person being a constant. if for some reason, that person leaves, he feels a little empty.
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)
he secretly loves to watch romcoms. the proposal is his favorite.
Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)
he hates injustice, so if he sees someone being unfair, he’s definitely not going to get involved with them.
Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)
you know he’s really deep into his sleep when he talks. it’s funny, because he says the most random things, and you don’t really understand because it’s a lot of grumbles, but it’s adorably cute.
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archerofthemists · 3 years
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Althea Lynch SFW Alphabet
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TW for under the cut: mentions of abuse and su*cide
A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
Affection is foreign to Althea, at least genuine  affection. It took her a long time to learn what real affection looked like and even longer for her to figure out how to show it properly to the people she cares about. 
She tends to show affection through gift giving, and acts of service and generally spending time with you.
B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
Althea has basically gone her whole life without friends. She grew up alone with her cold mother, and due to her Semblance she basically avoided people on a whole.
It takes a great deal of time and patience to get her to let someone in and become friends.
After joining Team WTCH you could say she became The Mom Friend. (Right up there with Hazel as The Dad Friend) 
C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
  
Althea has always distanced herself from people, physically and emotionally, and her mother certainly wasn't a cuddly person with her, but once she began to allow others in, her touch starvation began to outweigh that. (Please please please cuddle that poor woman.) 
Likes to be the little spoon, it makes her feel protected. 
D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
Althea wouldn't mind settling down, she just doesn't see it as a possibility for her. Before, it was because of her Semblance,  but now it's more due to her situation working for Salem. 
However she is very good at cooking and cleaning, she keeps her living space in order and will sometimes cook for the others if they're around and hungry. 
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
 
Althea would probably leave a note and run away when she got the chance, and for her, that's the kind way. Confronting her partner would most picky lead to her Semblance slipping out of control and only hurting them even more.
F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
She doesn't really see much point getting engaged or married. If she and her partner are truly in love and committed to one another, she doesn't really see what the point of a ring and a legal document are, they just seem like complications.
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
Althea can go to the extremes in both ways. She'll gently braid your hair and sing you to sleep, or she can use her Semblance to make a whole room of people want to kill themselves. (And they'll do it too.) 
H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
She isn't used to being hugged, but let me refer you to "Cuddling". Again I say: please please please hug this woman. She might be a little stiff when you do and might not hug you back, but she needs it, badly. 
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)
If Althea says she loves you...go buy a lottery ticket. It's a once-in-a-lifetime experience. Over the years she's basically been conditioned to believe no one could love her, so she's learned to never admit to her feelings for others, and after some *ahem* incidents during her short time at Beacon, she feels unworthy of being loved.
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)
In her younger years at Beacon, Althea got jealous very easily, and would use her Semblance to manipulate people into "falling" for her. After a horrible incident that caused the death of two of her teammates at Beacon, she fled the school and promised herself to not even bother with love again.(kinda broke that promise after she joined WTCH but oh well)
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
Althea's kisses are soft and gentle, like she's afraid her partner will shatter under her lips if she's too passionate. She loves kissing along necks and kissing hands/fingers and adores having her neck and spine kissed.
L = Little ones (How are they around children?)
Althea is alright around children, but refuses to be around them too much for the same reason she isolated herself from people in the first place. But she knows whatever her Semblance does to a child would be worse than its effects on a fellow adult. Her emotions are too strong and complex for a child to handle it properly if her Semblance slipped around them.
M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
Althea tries to sleep in as long as possible, she is perpetually tired, but she would do her best to wake up before you and make breakfast for you both and maybe talk over coffee.
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)
Well if she's letting you sleep in the same bed as you, you best be cuddling her through the night. Try not to be too disturbed by her tossing and turning and when she wakes up with night terrors. 
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
Althea learned at Beacon that opening up to her team then was a mistake. When she talked about her neglectful mother, her traumatic memories were laughed off like they were nothing. 
With WTCH it was almost impossible for Althea to open up about anything of her past. (Salem heard it all first, because I believe when she takes in a new member she needs to know as much about them as possible.)
P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)
She's much more easily angered than she looks, which is a lot more dangerous thanks to her Semblance, but hey, Salem keeps her around for a reason.
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing or do they kind of forget everything?)
Althea is like an elephant, she never forgets anything. Tell her how you like your eggs and coffee once and she'll always remember. 
Did you mention you disliked a certain song? You'll never hear it again.
R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
When she began to realize that maybe this was real and that she was genuinely loved for once in her life and that maybe the world wouldn’t implode if she let herself love someone back.
S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
Althea is almost insanely protective, emotionally and physically. She's so used to everything being stripped from her, so used to having to go without, so when she finally has something she'll be loath to let it get hurt or taken from her, and she hopes you'd protect her the same way.
T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
Althea maybe tries a little TOO hard. She goes the extra mile even if she's assured that it isn't necessary, because she is so used to not being enough for the people around her and she's terrified that if she stops trying as much as she does that she'll be cast aside once again.
U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
Her worst habit was abusing her Semblance. It seemed to be the only way to get people to really notice her, to seem to care about her. Especially during her Beacon years she would use her Semblance to make people love her, because she felt they never would any other way.
V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
Althea is a bit concerned about her looks in the sense that she's insecure and not necessarily vain. 
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
Absolutely. She has felt incomplete her whole life and having her partner, her real partner who genuinely loved her, would mean everything. 
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)
   (Here have three)
Her birthday is August 24 (She's a Virgo ♍) She sings. She has made two attempts on her life. Once when she was still living with her mother and once at Beacon.)
Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)
Being overly controlling. She dealt with that all her life growing up with her mother and she won't put up with it ever again
Z = Zzz (What are some sleep habits of theirs?)
She has a very hard time sleeping and will often wander around at night instead. (Watts has given her a prescription for a strong sleep aid to help her.)
(I'll be doing a ns/fw alphabet for her as well soon)
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adarlingsnightmare · 5 years
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Ciel Phantomhive Yandere Alphabet
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Hi! Can I ask for ciel phantomhive yandere alphabet?
I’m very sorry for being gone for such a long time and not posting anything, but I’ve been incredibly busy with school and haven’t had time to just sit down and write something. I will be more active from now on. Under the cut because it’s long.
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A- Attribute: What brought on this side of them? What made them suddenly click?
It's not entirely clear what made him turn yandere, most likely his traumatic childhood affected the way he sees things.
B- Blood- If they're extreme how messy are they willing to get?
Oh, Ciel's not spilling a drop of blood, at least, not directly. Sebastian will be the one killing any rivals or obstacles in the way of his love for you.
C- Cope - Do they try to deal with this jealousy sooner so they don't lash out?
Ciel is smart, he doesn't act rashly, no matter how furious he may be that someone is taking your attention away from him. He'll spend time planning how he's going to make this person suffer, and believe me, they'll be suffering alright.
D-Death, Do they feel any sorrow for their victims at all?
None at all, he believes they deserve their fates for getting near his darling. Even if the victim was someone his darling cared about like a friend or family member, he would not care, only be irritated that they're wasting their tears over them.
E- Earnest, Are they intense?
Yes, 100%. You'll feel like you can't breathe when you're around him -- which is all the time.
F-Fight, How would they feel if you fought back against them?
All you're doing is giving him more chance to prove his power and authority over you, which he loves doing. Of course, if you constantly fought back he would get irritated, but don't worry, after the punishment you receive you won't be doing it again.
G- Game: How much do they enjoy watching you run and have a fearful expression?
Ciel simultaneously thinks it's funny and thinks it's pathetic. He's a bit of sadist, and loves to see the hope leave your face as you're dragged back to him by Sebastian.
H- Hell: What would be your worst experience with them?
There isn't one specific experience that is worse than the others, because let's be real, your life with Ciel sucks. But not being able to the bathroom without Ciel's permission means you are most likely going to end up wetting yourself, which Ciel will then punish you severely for and to me that would be so horrifying. You can never avoid punishment, no matter how hard you try.
I- Iron: How emotionally stable would you be throughout the events that unfold?
You may start out stable, but in the end you'll be broken down to the point of not doing anything without Ciel's permission.
J- Jet- How fast would it happen for them to go yandere?
The two ways Ciel would turn yandere (at least outwardly) would be if you either rejected his advances over and over or you were already together. With the first, it would be fast; the second you leave after rejecting him again, you find yourself being restrained by Sebastian and brought into Ciel's room. If you were already together it would be slow, little by little Ciel would take control of your entire life, and it would be too late before you realised what was happening.
K- Kill- Would they hurt anyone to get to you?
Is that even a question? He'll do whatever it takes, who cares if a few people get hurt along the way? As long as he has you, he doesn't care.
L-Lonely, How much loneliness would they feel if you two were apart?
As if Ciel would ever let you leave his sight for even a second.
M- Might: How aggressive would they be towards you?
Ciel doesn't get particularly aggressive or violent, per say, but that's not to say he doesn't get scary. He usually remains calm, with a menacing low tone in his voice and an intimidating look. He may however start screaming at you if you constantly defied him and his patience wore thin.
N- Next: Would they ever move on after you?
It's not like death would get you out of that relationship.
O- Oppression- How many rights would they take away from you?
Rights? You won't even know what that word means by the first month of being trapped with him. He takes pleasure over controlling every single aspect of your life; what you eat, what you wear, where you go, when you speak, etc. You'll rely entirely on him, and that's exactly what he wants. He sees you more as a pretty doll he owns than a person.
P- Prize: Would they consider this a game?
Oh, definitely, this is a game of chess and you're his Queen.
Q- Quality: Would they to be secretive or be flashy about what they do?
You'll always be with him in public, but no one would ever guess the true toxic nature of your relationship.
R- Rain: Would they keep you trapped inside forever?
No, whenever he has to go somewhere you'll be there with him, arm in arm.
S- Stalker: Would they stalk you? How intense would it go?
He doesn't really stalk you, more gets Sebastian to go out and get information on you.
T-Turmoil, Would they force you to team up with them?
You're not on the same level as him, you're just a doll, why would he team up with you?
U-Usage, Would they use you to get what they desire?
You are the only thing he desires.
V- Version: Would they do anything different from the classic yandere?
He won't seem as lovesick as the typical yandere, but believe me, he is obsessed.
W-Wild Card, a random yandere headcannon.
While Ciel will make Sebastian kill any nuisances, only he is allowed to lay a hand on you. He wants to be the only one causing you pain, in fact he wants to be the only person you think about. And yes, he will brand your skin with his name.
X- Xenophobia: How much would they get angry from their jealousy?
More annoyed than angry, but he is horrendously possessive, so he will punish you for even glancing at another person.
Y- Yander: How many crimes would they commit?
As many as necessary, but Ciel would be careful not to draw attention to himself and would most likely pin the crimes on someone else. If all your family and friends are killed, Ciel will tell everyone it was "your crazy stalker who wanted you for himself", and would claim he was helping you recover.
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Hey! It’s yunamu, the commenter on your five fics. I was wondering, what do you like about five? I mean, I love your five fics that I’ve read so far but I have to admit that you don’t seem like the type who would like someone like five let alone write an x reader for the character. So tell me, is there specific things you like about him?
ahhh hello! glad to see you here :)
i’m quite curious why u think i dont seem like the type to like five? hahah. it’s a lil surprising ngl ! 
i actually think i tend to fall for the same archetype rather often because looking back at my list of characters i like or used to like at some point, there’s a common theme (the master, the doctor from doctor who, ciel phantomhive from black butler, N from death note, bbc sherlock, five). they’re all very clever, pretty closed off and emotionally unavailable, lonely and last but not least ~traumatized~
full disclamer, i havent read the comics so i’m talking about the tv show five here and it’s obvsly just my interpretation 
what i like about five is his complexity. i like how he’s neither a bad guy nor a good guy, he’s not a psychopath nor is he your usual local. (about the psychopath part - i know in the comic book there’s smth about his dna being merged with every killer’s dna and five in the comic book is def a lot more of a nut case but again, i’m talking about the netflix version of five). i like the layers to his character and how in spite of everything he’s been through he still has humanity in him. he does have feelings. he does care. but he can never express it in a conventional way so you always have to look past his asshole act. with characters like this i usually like the challenge of the riddle that they are. i like putting myself in their shoes and trying to understand them. 
i like how despite how tough he actually is, he is also a baby just a very stubborn and unlucky kid who was forced to grow up in the circumstances you wouldn’t wish upon your worst enemy. in fact, he didn’t even grow up, he just grew older. he didn’t get to have a childhood, he didn’t get to form any meaningful relationships, he didn’t even have the time to stop and think about who he is because he’s been in survival mode since 13 years old (or even before that thanks to Reggie’s wonderful parenting). and he’s very special in that way. it’s shaped him and damaged him in so many ways that literally none of the rules we know apply to him. in a way, he doesn’t even know himself because he never had the luxury of having the time to look inside as he was constantly chasing this one ultimate goal of getting back and saving his family.
i just have so much empathy and compassion for him that i couldn’t help but give him a faithful companion in my fics because he sure deserves one. plus seeing how his siblings absolutely ignore the fact that he’s been through some shit is heartbreaking to me. like, instead of acknowledging that he’ll do anything and everything to save them they just give him shit for being mean. they bark at him for stranding them in the past instead of thanking him they’re still alive. what kinda fuckery is this. man he needs a HUG. and the most harrowing thing to me is how he doesn’t even expect them to love him or appreciate what he’s done, he just tries and tries and tries to save them. 
having said that, i think because of his past, five isn’t very capable of maintaining a typical relationship or experiencing familiar (to all of us) and straightforward kinds of love. he doesn’t love in a usual way, and everything about his feelings is a lot more intricate and complicated. as in he’ll probably never say “i love you” but he’ll have a way of making you feel loved. that kinda thing. it’s subtle
i really wanted to portray this kind of dynamic in my fics where it’s neither a regular friendship, nor is it romance, nor is it a family kind of love. it’s sort of all at once and none at the same time. 
in my fics specifically, i want his partner (aka reader aka Y/N aka you) to sort of ground him a bit, enhance his humanity, push him to be a slightly better version of himself while not attempting to change him at all.
god i hope this answered your question :D i’m sorry my response is very messy and probably unreasonably long but yeah hahah. thank you so much for asking! 
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Cairo for the character asks!!
Why I like them: she’s brave, she’s smart, she’s loyal, she’s kindhearted even if she doesn’t show it, and she’s complex (I am a sucker for character arcs)
Why I don’t: even if it was out of fear and self-preservation, she absolutely put Mattie’s life and wellbeing in danger by sending her to prison and traumatizing her, plus she bullied Reese for years 
Favorite scene: any dialogue that features her and Annleigh, or (these are technically songs but y’know what) IDK or Wallflower (reprise)
Favorite song: Finale! (Defense makes me gay, though) 
Favorite line: “one could argue that what I look like is the school’s biggest achievement.”
Favorite outfit: all of them (she’s gorgeous okay) but act 1 I think? 
OTP: Cairo x happiness, or Captain Wives (Cairo and her volleyball girlfriend)
Brotp: I just want her to form happy friendships with the team (Cairo and Kate! Cairo and Eva! Cairo and Annleigh!) 
Headcanon: she becomes a lawyer when she grows up (she also loves horror novels) 
Unpopular opinion: her and Riley’s relationship was toxic from both ends and while Cairo was emotionally abusive, Riley was to a far worse extent and used/manipulated Cairo even pre-murders 
A wish: I’d love an apology to Reese, and a heart-to-heart conversation with Mattie 
An oh-god-please-don’t-ever-happen: Cairo and Riley ending up as a happy couple without any of their problems being acknowledged first? oh also this is more of a fandom thing but Cairo antagonism (flaws are what make a character well-written and you’re allowed to point out those flaws but she’s not the only flawed character and her flaws are not her only traits!) also having a white actress as principal Cairo
5 words to best describe them: logical, caring, perceptive, layered, bold
My nickname for them: Cai
ty for the ask! 
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could i have a sfw alphabet for overhaul please 🥺 or could you link me to one if you’ve done one aha
A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
He’s really… not. If you beg fervently enough, he’ll pull you close and tuck your head under his chin, but that’s pretty much the extent of Overhaul’s affection.
 B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
You’d have to know Overhaul for a very long time for him to consider you a friend. Even then, he has trouble admitting that you’re anything besides an acquaintance (tsundere boy). Despite this, he’s very protective of you, and will obliterate anyone who tries to hurt or insult you.
 C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
Overhaul initially isn’t fond of cuddling, but he’ll tolerate it as proof of how much you mean to him. Later on in your relationship, he’ll allow you to cuddle him whenever you need to.
 D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
I’ve mentioned this before but I have a headcanon that Overhaul has never really cooked for himself since he’s always had subordinates to do it for him. He’s not necessarily bad at it, just inexperienced. He’s great at cleaning, to a fault, and he’d only sit back and relax in life after his goal of bringing the Yakuza to their former glory comes to pass.
 E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
He’d tell you upfront why you won’t work out in the long run. He gives you plenty of time to gather your things and relocate, but he won’t tolerate you trying to win him back after he’s made up his mind.
 F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
Overhaul feels as though he has to vet you very thoroughly before you become his life partner, so you’ll have to be very patient.
 G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
Physically, Overhaul is surprisingly gentle with you. He’ll make sure no harm comes to you, either accidentally or on purpose, and when he’s angry, he tends to avoid touching you so he doesn’t accidentally activate his quirk and traumatize you. Emotionally, he’s less tender. Overhaul is known for being brazenly honest, and this doesn’t change with you, but he definitely won’t go out of his way to be mean or hurt your feelings.
 H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
Similarly to affection, he doesn’t like hugs at first. He’s not used to them, but the more you hug him, the more he realizes that they’re not so bad coming from you.
 I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)
It takes him a while. When he does say it, it’s because he’s realized how much you mean to him, and that he really likes having you by his side.
 J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)
Overhaul hates seeing other people touch you, spread their filth to you, act like they’re worthy of you, etc, etc. He deals with this by overhauling them.
 K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
When he’s jealous, quick and rough. When you’re completely alone, he still prefers quick smooches over long makeout sessions, but he’ll be much more loving.
 L = Little ones (How are they around children?)
Not… good. He genuinely doesn’t know how to care for kids, and he dislikes not having full control over situations (if you’ve ever taken care of kids, you know that you’re never the one in control, even if you think you are).
 M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
Overhaul gets up fairly early, so it pretty much depends on when you get up. If you tend to wake up early, you get ready together and he’ll give you a kiss before you go your separate ways for the day. If you wake up later, he’ll assign someone to save you a plate of breakfast, and expect a ‘good morning’ visit from you when you wake.
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)
Lots of cuddling and him ranting about everything that happened that day. Sometimes, he’ll ask you to bathe with him so you can wash each other’s hair.
 O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
Once he decides that you’re a trustworthy partner (which may take a while), you’ll become the most trusted person in his life.
 P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)
Overhaul has more patience with you than anyone else, mainly because he recognizes that you don’t ever mean to upset him. That being said, he does have a habit of getting annoyed quickly, especially when things don’t go exactly his way, so don’t expect him to stay calm with you all the time (but he’d never purposefully hurt you).
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing or do they kind of forget everything?)
At first, Overhaul only memorizes the main facts about you, but over time, he’ll recognize the merit of memorizing smaller details that don’t necessarily make or break a relationship (your favorite color/food/movie, etc).
 R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
Probably when he was walking down the hallway and overheard you yelling at two low-ranking employees for talking bad about Overhaul behind his back. The show of loyalty on your part gave him a huge ego boost and he still thinks about it years after the fact.
 S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
Overhaul is protective to a fault. He’ll kill anyone who so much as makes you uncomfortable. Everyone at the base knows not to mess with you. 
 T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
A fair amount, for him. He won’t go all out, but he will strategically set up meetings and assign jobs so no one bothers you during a date night.
 U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
He doesn’t really know how to deal with you being upset, so he tends to kill anyone who offends/hurts/stresses you.
 V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
Overhaul likes to keep a neat and sophisticated appearance, and by extension, he’d also like the same for you.
 W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
More than he’d realize. If you broke up, he’d seem more moody and irritable to outsiders, all while denying that you’re the cause. He also has more trouble sleeping than he normally does.
 X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)
You can tell how Overhaul is feeling by what name he calls you. When he’s calm or happy, it’ll be “darling”, “dear”, or just simply your name. When he’s angry (not necessarily at you), he sticks strictly to your name. When he’s upset, he leans towards more possessive names (“my darling”, “my sweet”, “my (Y/N)”, etc).
 Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)
Overhaul wouldn’t like to be with someone who makes big decisions without his permission. He likes to be in control, and this extends to your relationship. He’d never abuse you (like, you can go buy clothes or groceries without telling him), just give a heads up before you plan a vacation or something without him.
 Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habit of theirs?)
Overhaul tends to wake up a lot in his sleep. Having you around helps him to get back to sleep, and sleep through the night in the first place.
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abigailinc · 3 years
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just to expound upon that this has been a moral crisis for two nights now. i cannot stop wanting, badly, to swim in my closed neighborhood pool at alone at night it would be such an experience for so many reasons like okay so when i was growing up my father had his own business so we had kind of a lot of money and my childhood home was like traumatically ripped from me in a foreclosure situation right after the recession (i almost said ripped away from us because Woman Syndrome i have to include my family in this thing that im writing, about me, that they’ll never see thank u guilt complex) around age 11 in the midst of an even MORE traumatic divorce situation (6 kids + 2 parents whomst long simmering disgust for each other has finally boiled over + they had been running a company together for like 20 years and it was like all of our income + the fucking FAMILY COURT SYSTEM = disaster) , and so TLDR in our backyard was the most perfect pool of all time, a pool so beautiful i still havent found one that could compare to this day. did it hav waterslides like that pool in that crazy rich neighborhood i got invited to for that kids birthday party in 8th grade? no it didnt but it was perfect to me - the only people that ever swam in it was me and my family. my dad was a religious nut when we were growing up (hes calmed down now sort of but hes still completely emotionally immature) so he accidentally enrolled us all in a cult-y church, and they were big on social estrangement as a tactic, so we rarely had people over. my siblings had some friends they met thru church things or at our (cringe) private christian school, but i was always the odd middle sibling so i never made many friends; i was just too intense of a kid. intensely giggly and generally silly as a kid and then intensely depressed and obnoxious as a teen, yknow how it is. i also had body issues because who doesnt and TLDR AGAIN i never have felt more safe swimming in a pool than i did in my childhood pool, to this day. it had a 3 foot shallow end, 4-5 foot medium area, biiig slope, 8-9 foot deep end!!!!!! our dad was really handy and he made these sprinklers out of pvc pipe connected to the jets all around the pool so we could choose to have those on when we were swimming around!! and we had a whole bin full of pool toys of all kinds - we used to throw rings down to the veeery bottom of the deep end and race to get them, and i remember my ears popping when id swim that deep but it was so fun. i still fantasize about that deep end...and the DIVING BOARD!!!!!!!!!!!! when we were really little, our dad used to put us one at a time on his shoulders, and get up on the diving board!!! and i never had felt so tall!!!!!!!! and hed be like are u ready? and we’d be like YEAH DAD GO!!!! and he would run and jump high off the diving board!!!!!! and at the last minute put his hands under our feet and hold onto them!!!! and then we’d land in the pool and hed push us up to the surface soooo fast so we wouldnt even have time to feel out of breath it was amazing. our parents discovering how much they deeply disliked each other was a nightmare. the pool became my safe place that last summer. i havent thought about any of this in years, but looking back at my childhood i realized i really was daddy’s little girl. we had such a special connection - the mans an idiot but its bc hes always been childlike in his own way. he’s always been great with kids, but not such a good parent to a kid who starts thinking for themselves, who doesn’t know daddy as being their whole world. kids believe the sun shines out of daddys every orifice, hes god himself, the one who pulls fun out of thin air, the one who keeps us safe and makes it all okay. i was that kid. and then the divorce happened, and several nasty long difficult complicated depressing exhausting years followed, years that taught me so many valuable things about what it means to be human. i have a wonderful relationship with my mother now, something i would never have predicted, but my relationship with my father is......infrequent.
i wanna swim in this pool and forgive my parents for being human.
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hongism · 3 years
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Omg omg I just finished reading the new MOC chapter and oh my god there is so much I wanna talk about
FIRST OFF: Yunho’s comments toward our lovely captain is just hilarious. I love it when Yunho gets all flirty with just anyone in general. Lowkey am giving into his charms tho. 😳 Can’t really imagine y/n doing the same but considering she is poly tho...never say never I guess 👀
SECOND: just y/n and Seonghwa’s bittersweet and sad but necessary breakup. It really broke my heart to see these two, who clearly liked each other, end things on such an awkward note, especially when both can’t really commit to actually having something due to their lingering feelings for other characters. Like Seonghwa with Hongjoong and y/n with San. And by the end of it, they just used each other as coping mechanisms physically and emotionally. I know there was more issues than just that (like when Hwa didn’t stand up for y/n when she accepted Jisung’s deal, him not telling her that woo is also a siren, etc.) I just hope they can reconcile in a better way and either move on, or actually try something where they can have better communication with one another.
THIRD OFF: IM SO GLAD THEY GOT MINGI BACK!! 😭😭 I hope in future chapters, Mingi and y/n can actually communicate more. Maybe something as simple as y/n thanking him when he helped her out she had a panic attack. I also hope he’s doing okay. :(( I can only imagine how traumatized he is from all the crap he went through. :(((
AND FOURTH: currently manifesting the next chapter to come sooner bc HOO BOY DID YOU LEAVE US OFF ON A CLIFFHANGER!! Can’t wait for the next chapter!!!
IM HERE HELLO BESTIE ! first off HELL YEAH yunho action listen him and jongho and wooyoung are the comedic relief and bring much needed levity to the whole universe so 😤 i gotta include as much of yunho’s charms as possible !! never say never indeed 👀
SECONDLY ! our very bittersweet breakup between y/n and seonghwa yet ! it is meant to show how they have other emotional commitments and lingering feelings to deal with before they could go any further with each other which is true of any relationship in real life too! and when they have more time and things aren’t as tense and strained and stressful around them, they may be able to have deeper conversations with one another esp after they have talked with their other somewhat lovers!
and our LOVELY MINGI im so happy he’s back too esp in one piece and im excited to get more into that when there are less ! stressful things happening around them ! and we will def get into his side of things perhaps in an interim like we had with wooyoung!!
pls manifest with me im so excited for the next chapter im EXCITED BEYOND BELIEF AND I CANT WAIT TO GET IT TO U GUYS !!!!!!!
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menphinasbow · 4 years
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O V E R V I E W
Yvaine largely depends on speed and agility in combat. She prefers long range as opposed to close range and not having to see her enemy die so up close. Ideally, she prefers not to kill at all, but that’s not always possible, and so especially when she has to kill, she likes doing it from afar, before the enemy even realizes she’s there, to take them out. Her marksmanship is excellent and she rarely misses; when she does, it’s usually because the enemy moves at the last second or something distracts her. 
When she deals with a straight up combat like in a dungeon or fighting a primal, she lets others take the lead while she largely performs support, unless someone is gravely injured, then she has been known to jump into the fray headfirst in an attempt to grab the enemy’s attention and protect others. While usually she is able to stick to strategies and plans outlined beforehand, she could become reckless when the life of someone in her party is in danger and may make rash, unwise moves that typically gives everyone else a heart attack.
In one on one combat, again she relies on her speed; she will be as slippery as possible, making her a really hard target to hit. She will attempt to “kite” the enemy and keep her distance at all costs, especially if the enemy is a melee fighter. This is because the only weapon she is proficient with is a bow and it’s not very effective up close and personal. Agile and quick, her enemy will have a hard time pinning her down or getting into her personal space or melee weapon range, while allowing her to continue attacking effectively.
I N J U R I E S
Having a healer as a partner means she never has any real lasting injuries. There are some scars from childhood that have all but faded, nothing memorable or especially traumatic. Most of her lasting combat “injuries” are mental in nature, largely from losing a lot of people she cares about in battle. 
As an additional note, while not exactly an “injury”, after nearly being destroyed in the First for absorbing too much light, she has undergone several physical changes; the fading of her clan marks, the lightening of her hair color, and flecks of “light” dust on her stomach area akin to the ones she coughed up during her struggle with containing the light, which is very concerning especially because she was (and still is) pregnant at the time of almost becoming a Lightwarden. 
F I G H T I N G  S T Y L E
[ bold for often // italicize for situational // strikethrough for never ]
commander /  duelist / honorable / dishonorable / would have others do their fighting /  stealthy  / long-ranged / melee / technological / sorcery / superhuman abilities (Echo) /  has fought in an illegal tourney / a lover of fighting / a hater of fighting  / cowardly / reckless / strategic / uses underhanded tricks  / renowned for their skill / trained (bow and arrow) / untrained / keeps skills secret / won a battle / lost a battle / ruthless / merciful
F L A W S
moody | short-tempered | emotionally unstable | whiny | controlling | conceited | possessive | paranoid | liar | impatient | cowardly | bitter | selfish | power-hungry | greedy | lazy | judgmental | forgetful | impulsive | spiteful | stubborn | sadistic | petty | unlucky
S T R E N G T H S
honest | trustworthy | thoughtful | caring | brave | patient | selfless | ambitious | tolerant | lucky | intelligent | confident | focused | humble | generous | merciful | observant | wise | clever | charming | cheerful | optimistic | decisive | adaptive | calm | loyal
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