thatstolenpayal

[thatstolenpayal]

only a deep voiced guy singing zara zara to me can fix me now

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[thatstolenpayal]

if it doesn't feel like this song while making love for the first time then what is even the point

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[thatstolenpayal]

i am so blessed to be able to relate to this. i hope this never ever changes. i won't be able to live.

#siblings #brother #i love him so much #random rants

[thatstolenpayal]

That intimate moment between you and the book you have just read the last words of, where you sit there taking in the enormity of what you have just finished.

[thatstolenpayal]

and you can ruin me to pieces, and i will write your name on each one of them

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[thatstolenpayal]

just what we needed. thank you<3

and if there's no key to my miseries, will that mean i'll never be happy

[thatstolenpayal]

and if there's no key to my miseries, will that mean i'll never be happy

#desi shit posting #random rants #spilled writing #desiblr #words #misery

[thatstolenpayal]

Rage

It's not appreciated enough. Not studied enough. The capabilities of the human body are no longer limited to the laws of physics.

The absolute destruction that resides in my fingertips could burn down entire cities—reduce them to ashes and embers. A simple stroke of a match, or a flick of my wrist, and as far as my eyes can see would be consumed in the same black fire that rages inside me.

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[thatstolenpayal]

Staying at your parents’ house is not free it costs you your mental health

[thatstolenpayal]

i just realised i've been starved of every kind of interaction lately

#desiblr #desi aesthetic #desi shit posting #random rants #desi stuff #desi tumblr #realisation #for real #missing out #uh huh #sigh #tumblr #girl thoughts #girlcore

[thatstolenpayal]

kiven mukhde toh nazaraan hataavan, nai tere jeya hor disda

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[thatstolenpayal]

you know you are dead when 'you are like your mother' triggers you more than 'you are like your father'

#desiblr #desi aesthetic #desi shit posting #random rants #desi stuff #desi tumblr #desi parents #parent issues #desi household

[thatstolenpayal]

i'm fine (do ya'll secretly hate me and have an entire groupchat against me?)

[thatstolenpayal]

i regret a lot of things. but i would never change them. not like i can, but if i could, i still wouldn't. i feel like everything i lived through, has made me the way i am. i don't know if that's a good thing, but i'd let my people and experiences leave their impressions on me. i sometimes ask for forgiveness, from myself. it's hard. really hard. but you got to. so seek it, and grant it. you deserve it.

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[thatstolenpayal]

so i found him in the kind of comment section which women fear.

he was the first 'guy' in my life. i thank the universe that i didn't date him.

#desiblr #desi shit posting #love #random rants #for gods sake #thank god

[thatstolenpayal]

istg

At this point I need someone whom I can only talk about bollywood movies and music.

[thatstolenpayal]

i did an entire room setup thing and research for a school exhibition on the Mauryan empire and i just miss all of that so much

my roman empire, my chicago, fuck it, it's My Mauryan Empire for me.

#rant post #nostalgia