weirdlyweilder

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im just fucking with you your honor

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5 things you need to give up to stay positive:

1. Stop trying to please everyone.

2. Give up the fear of change. It’s inevitable. Life is all about how you handle change. Better to control the narrative.

3. Living in the past. It already happened. You can’t change it. But you are building your future with every decision you’re making right now.

4. Overthinking and worrying. If you can’t control it, don’t stress it. If you can, then figure it out asap.

5. Doubting yourself and putting yourself down. If you don’t believe in you, who will?

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Are you unhinged?

Me too, we're friends now.

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I’m so proud of my progress.

I almost want to take a bite out of them…

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i hope you find a safe place to put all that love you have

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family members will be like 😌 i do not see it 😌 about the years of trauma they caused you growing up but then will never let you forget how moody you were when you were 14

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Reflecting endless light

Relentlessly

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Everything always miraculously work out for me anyway

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I miss her sometimes. All she did was cry and cry but the good times were so good when they were.

Around this time last year i was a different person. A completely different person.

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Ekaterina Popova - Resting Place, 2019

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i love my solitude but i was meant to be a lover

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I'm not seeing anything while I'm watching it all happen to me.

- B

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Ai generated sketchbook drawing

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Yesterday was my first day at the school where I had no classes, which was abit stressful in if it's own because my paranoid thinking kept making me feel either 1. I should prepare for anything (due to many shooting and bomb threats) and 2. That I was going to be stopped by one of the countless police officers and questioned. I obviously ignored everything my stupid brain was telling me and I wandered the school all my by self. I found a cozy corner that I think is my favorite spot now. While sitting there many interesting people past me and I thought a lot about covid and monkey pox during that time i wondering if I was being safe by sitting here. I worried for hours about that underneath the pile of thoughts I'm already thinking at the same time.

Anyway, at one point I put my AirPods in and someone with crutches passed by as I did it and I went back to my work. While I'm working I hear the crutches again through a gap in my music and I feel someone next to me and I look over and a girl with a leg brace sits down a seat over. Of course being how nice I am I say "Hi" to acknowledge her but i didn't think she would really want to talk to me, but she did! She asked me questions about myself and I asked her questions and it was so sweet and adorable and I genuinely felt so lucky to have talked to her. She recommended me a book that I actually had started reading the night before and I was so shocked by that because it was like what are the odds!! Anyway that's my update for anyone who reads this, I hope you have a wonderful and I hope we can be tumblr mutuals 🥹

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Ayee yoo

I blog for the girls who cry on their birthdays and lose a little bit of themselves during the summer months