#poetry about my crush

[sorrcha]

benthic angel

was writing about lake sturgeon for a class assignment and showed one of my friends what i'd written.. he then sent part of it back to me with line breaks to turn it into a poem! i just had to draw something for it :]

poem text under the readmore:

lake sturgeon don't know that they're endangered. They don't know anything - other than the muck at the bottom of the water column and the occasional passing touch of another.

really touched by how my friend turned my technical writing into poetry. i haven't tried to write creatively in months, so it's nice to see i've still got it- and nicer still that i could get so inspired by my friend, since i haven't made nature art in a little while, either :>!!

#art #digital art #ms paint #clip studio paint #(<- drew it in ms paint and then slapped on some effects + the text using csp) #animal #fish #sturgeon #lake sturgeon #fishblr #poem #poetry #i want to do this for another poem as well.. my crush wrote a poem about fireflies and i want to make art based on it so badly <3 #hall of fame #1k #5k

[ibrithir-was-here]

Been watching OTGW and this silly little idea popped into my head and I had to doodle it quick xD

#Wirt and Dream just vibe waaaay too well #‘I have a crush I think about a lot and I whisper poetry to myself at night’ #and Delirium and Greg would just get along like a house on fire #my art #sandman #otgw #over the garden wall #dream of the endless #delirium of the endless #matthew the raven #matthew sandman #spooky season #Halloween

[adwox]

0918XX

#mega man x #mmx #mmx x #megaman #x #>mine_>art #happy naptime day to X i am very normal about him. #shoutout 2 my good friend ocean for providing me some soul crushing poetry/imagery that i then used for this #IM TECHNICALLY LATE BUT. its still sept 18 here so no im not.

[euphoniouspandemonium]

portrait of the lover from memory (blue hour), a poem by yours truly // transcript in alt text

Hehe have some gay shit

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@talesofsorrowandofruin @baguettethebooklover @alexwritesfiction @rwickworre @olimpias @wildswrites @fiercely-raging-writer @writing-is-a-martial-art @ink-fireplace-coffee @thecollapsingneutron @phantomnations @cryptidsandqueers

#hiii for the love of god hello #(← girl who was thinking about his friend they have a crush on the entire time of writing and editing this) #syd's writing #poetry #this might not be that great compared to other stuff i ve written. but it is my magnum opus . to me.

[toomanyfandomsorkinafs]

When a flower blooms, you come right through the petals so gracefully like dance. Your thoughts so pure I feel them cleaning mine of my impurities. I wish I knew what made you so beautiful to me. I wish to find out how to make myself beautiful to you. It’s a dumb wish that could never be granted but I hope to bring so light to you. Maybe it would allow me become more like you, such a beautifully coloured flower shining in the sun.

Let me into the petal that shows how your skins glitters and glows in radiant colours so bright. I want to captivate you in the way you have for me. So please, my darling, let me become one with the flowers you so gently take care of. With your hands so soft and so tenderly speaking to them as if they were a child. Oh please my darling, let me be yours.

#empiresweek #empires s1 #kathrine elizabeth #<3 #Nature wives #cause their adorable #It’s Shelby’s POV #It’s nature wives season 1 :3 #Originally I wrote this while ago for Katherine #it’s about Shrub’s secret crush on her. #But then school slam DUNKED punched ME in the face with projects and group projects and homework that takes an hour to complete. #(I will post the full story when I finish it aka probably next week or two) #Poems my beloved #poetry on tumblr

[catastrxblues]

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#okay i actually want to rant a bit 😭 - not advised to read this because then you might get brain damage #because oh my god??????? weird #(was going to write an entire diary but nvm here’s the gist of it) #basically i was coming home from this chem thing right #i used the train as i always do when it comes to this. and because the new station just got a shiny renovation it is now connected to the #new mall in front of it (we have two now it’s an addition to the first one). and guess what 😭 #i had to go in and get to the first mall because my dad said he’d just pick me up at the lobby instead of the bus stop in front of #the station entrance right. #and when i was on the elevator going up on a call with my mom about food orders 😭 #the guy i used to have a very very VERY heavy crush on in middle grade got to the elevator leading down just as i was on the landing 😭😭 #and i had to make sure i wasn’t hallucinating so as he was descending and his back turned to me i examined the back of his head and i’m #pretty sure it was him. curiosity killed the cat i should’ve remembered that shit because you know what my stupid ass did?? #i was already walking away on my way to cross to the first mall but then that curiosity got the better off me and i steppedonto the elevato #leading down 😭 and followed him out into (apparently) the fucking bus stop #oh my goddd I JUST REALIZED this is my the one moment help #except i don’t think he recognized me because i was never even friends with him lmao. wrote tons of poetry about him ✅ #actually had one proper conversation with him ❌ #i was delusional and kept alone with my thoughts living in my head do not judge me #but seriously even though i don’t really care about him anymore this would’ve been (unfortunately) SUPER important to middle grade me #she would’ve taken it as a sign or something and write like five pages about it #and i just keep thinking about that #funny how things change because IF YOU KNEW how many credits and exaggerated compliments i gave him in my old journal #oh you would’ve laugheddd #like i used to SPEND SO MUCH TIME pondering over him it’s so 😭 #i used to have an oc and i think i based it on my idea of him and then i think that idea of him was even the reason i started to TRY to #write poetically. and i used to relate every taylor swift love songs to him (esp the ones in debut lover and rep and fearless) IT WAS SO #FUNNY LOOKING BACK AT IT NOW #i think he did see me though. i put on this act as if i was searching for someone confused and then (my go to) pretended someone called me #and then i whisked off as if to find that someone #i’d like to think i look pretty cool though. not because of anything (def not my looks because i was SO TIRED from that extra chem lessons

[t00thfull]

separation for the sake of us

slowly, the ache will lessen. my stomach will stop turning over and over and my heart will slow down, it'll take a breath. my body will relax, and i'll be able to look you in the eye.

i will build distance, a step at a time. and eventually, i will be out of reach. you will be out of reach. it'll feel normal; the space between us, like every other friend. you'll be like every other friend.

nothing will be below the surface, nothing will lurk there, no monsters, no fish in the sea. i'll stop feeling this way, and things will get easier, and this ache will be gone.

#author #my poetry is so sad #poems #poems and poetry #original poem #poet #poems and quotes #poetic #poets #poetry #quoteoftheday #queer #quotes #poem #personal #writers #writing #writers on tumblr #write #i feel sick to my stomach thinking about him now #it's less of a crush and more of a sad dedication #i want to just be friends. #i wish my brain would let that happen

[olymtrash]

#poetry #poem #ophwrites #original #writing #literature #lit #3am thoughts #sad quotes #alone with my thoughts #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #spilled poetry #spilled words #spilled writing #you know how that hyperfixation turns into a crush and you're left with that lonely sad feeling #because he doesn't know you exist #and he's 10 years older #and he lives in the other side of the world #yes i'm talking about lewis pullman

[life-ruined-me]

I think the years of repressed “I’m really a boy” are catching up to me 🙃

#transgender #trans man #transmasc #male #the need to be a man is actually crushing me #i hate my body #like literally #poetry #original poem #poems on tumblr #poems and poetry #my poem #poetry about being trans #I think #honestly I don’t know how I am

[the-writing-frog]

I Love You, I Think

I love you,

But not like that.

I want to be with you,

But not like that.

You make me feel so much,

It's hard to describe.

You make me feel

Safe. Wanted. Home. Loved.

I want to love you,

Give you this feeling too.

I want you to feel home,

Give you this feeling too.

I love you.

More than a friend,

Not like a lover,

I just love you.

I wish to be

The reason you smile.

I want to be

The reason you laugh.

I don't know how else

I'm supposed to say

I love you,

I'm home with you.

But I'll just keep saying,

"I love you,

I love you,

I love you."

#i wrote this about my best friend whos my whole fucking world i love her so much #i dont think she realizes how much i love her #and its also sort of a queer platonic thing sorta? #anywho #poetry #my poetry #poem #sort of #original poem #writing #writing things #love #queer #queer platonic crush #i guess thats what this is? #idk #i dont know how to label feelings i just feel em

[psyche-tips-the-candle]

You always leave me lying in the dust

Cause you know that when you call me I'll come running

So hurt me, beat me, break me if you must

But this time I'm not coming back again

I always feel we're running out of time

And there's nothing I can say to keep you waiting

I've been crying, begging, pleading for a moment's notice

But this time I'm not coming back again

#psyche tips the candle #my poetry #my writing #poems about relationships #my poem #my poems #poets on tumblr #spilled ink #original poem #original writing #original poetry #original poems #poems about love #poems about loneliness #poems about friendship #breakup poetry #breakup poem #betrayal #unrequited crush #unrequited love #i found some stuff from when i was 14 #so this is that revamped somewhat! #ugh just fixed the typo a day late

[hecksupremechips]

I always heard people say that Layla should’ve gotten with Warren Peace instead of Will in sky high but guys come on it’s 2023 we all all know she and warren were just bearding for each other I’m sick of pretending they weren’t

#sky high #and okay maybe im projecting because just look at them and the amount of gay awakenings that were had to them #my own 😵‍💫 #im a warren peace stan is this even kinda surprising hes emo he reads hes hotheaded he likes shitty poetry crap he has bad social skills #of course i was into him #and layla too come on shes got absolutely broken plant powers but shes a pacifist shes sweet shes an activist she calls the school fascist #but no yeah layla and warren so very clearly were not interested in each other at all like they will be bomb ass besties but romantically no #warren was literally playing the role of gbf like Layla was talking about will and hes like #girl just kiss him already #he had no desire to be with her romantically and was pretty explicity not into holding her hand #but he played along cuz he just wanted to make will mad like this is such gbf behavior akdjks #just like ‘oh so you wanna piss off your shitty crush? lol okay lets do this 😎’ #plus like just look at him hes simply gay your honor #layla now layla is painfully obviously gay and its gonna hit her like a train #weve all wanted her to be gay our whole lives but noooo she had to get with boring fucking will #in my version she and will date for a while but feelings get complicated #she isnt sure if she likes will or if she just chose him cuz it was convenient to like her male friend #she always looked at other girls a bit longer than what was ‘normal’ #but she isnt into labels! she doesnt need to worry about this! its fine everything is fine- #shes just an over eager ally thats all #the crisis lasts for years warren gives her The Stare shes like 🫣 #listen im just trying to live out my childhood dream and make the characters i had an indescribable fascination with gay #and yes i was just watching sky high what about it

[frenchy-and-the-sea]

Update from the Fortune's Favor mines where I live when FFXIV isn't around:

We fought a big ol manifestation of an ancient white dragon's grief and rage and sense of loss after it was sealed away through multiple lifetimes in a grave of magical holy chains. Which is to say, we had, uh. A bit of a rough time. But thankfully it was all ice and snow, and we have both a four elements monk and a druid, plus three tieflings for whom fire is a nuisance at best. So naturally, Amon unloads a fireball, Rona unloads a firestorm, and we are rewarded with the knowledge that this thing is HURT.

Unfortunately, we get back to the big guy's turn before we can finish it off. Good news: it is on top of a building, and can't easily reach Rona, who is a halfling and thus too short to be in his range. Bad news: Amon is literally right in front of it. It tears into him with a combined 45 points of damage in one blow, and is going on for a second, when Amon casts Hellish Rebuke, for 19 points right back.

Our DM looks down at his sheet.

Now, loyal readers, we have only recently begun to use webcams for our online game. We've all met in person several times now; there's less awkwardness about seeing each other's faces. So I had the privilege to watch, in crisp HD picture, as our DM looks up and says, "You son of a bitch."

19 was EXACTLY as many hitpoints as this thing had left. Amon smeared his searing, devil-touched blood all over this thing's claws and burned it from the inside out. When I tell you we CHEERED.

#hush frenchy #fortune's favor #this was immensely satisfying to watch too because amon had had a rough few days #his mom had been put into danger by something we had failed at and then his dad showed up #his dad that he's never met #his dad that we only found out about because we raided the man's shop and found a letter from amon's mom #so he's VERY upset #and so to kill something with the very blood that has made life so hard for both you and your family? POETRY #anyway d&d is great #my party and dms are great #and now i get to go back to the camp and harass the poor soldier that has a fuckmassive crush on Val

[strawbebbynya]

8:01 AM 12/21/23

Oh Madeline

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Oh Madeline,

I don't think I'll be alright!

I'm thinking of you every night,

My heart skips a beat every time

I see your image behind my eyes,

Think I might go blind from your smile,

But that would be just fine

Oh Madeline,

Just leave me to die!

Don't hold my heart so tight,

Or I'll never escape to the afterlife,

I'll stay here forever

And never be seen again,

Though that would be no different

Than what I already am

Oh Madeline,

Don't go home with those other guys!

Can't you just stay here,

Right by my side?

I'll keep you company throughout the night

And you'll never need to cry again

Oh Madeline,

Just look me in my eyes

and tell me I'm your friend!

Say you'll never love me as I am

And it'll be alright in the end,

I can finally move on

And we'll never see each other again

#My poetry #my stuff #My art #Oh Madeline #This went from a poem about going insane to a poem about unrequited love #This is about my first crush

[margueritegracq]

Godddd I LOVE the change on perspective of Ellington as you read atwq. Like she very much the "femme fatale" mysterious girl archetype (as much as someone who's like 15 can be a femme fatale) to the reader (because ofc we're seeing this through Lemony's perspective and L's gonna L) but then as we go along we have more and more holes poked in this picture L has built up of her until all the stuff we know about L almost comes crashing down in a way in the 4th book as we realize that LEMONY has been more mysterious more suspicious and altogether more "Ellington" than Ellington the whole time

#like HES the one with the mysterious past and strange connections and alterior motives and just UGH #like as his image of Ellington breaks down more and more as we learn more about her as we learn more about L and see the CHOICES he makes #the scale tips the other way #anyways ive been feeling the urge to reread atwq the past few days #esp since im taking a film study course and id love to reread it again keeping an eye for film noir inspirations and whatnot #also theyll help me crush my friends soul. on goodreads. #its gotten so competitive and out of hand etc. like im 8 books behind (started 2 months late) but im gonna kill her #she keeps threatening to unfriend me though 😭😭😭 bc i read mostly poetry classics adult fantasy and nonfiction whereas shes still #solidly into YA #blah #atwq #what was i saying again?

[angry-roomba-army]

what if the journals ranging from jealousy to near worship weren't that bad what if it was just william's gay ass theater kid poetry about his crush that looked really bad to a divorced police officer without context. i don't actually think that's what happened its just fun to think about. like what if

#angry roomba whirrs #five nights at freddys #fnaf #william afton #william afton fnaf #fnaf william afton #do you think hes a cannibalism as a metaphor for love kinda guy or does he go for a more catholic guilty ohh my love is corruption angle #like i dont really know much about catholic gulit or catholicism in general cause im not a catholic but like ive seen the tumblr posts #and the gay religious fanart #oh shoot i forgot to tag willry #willry #willry fnaf #fnaf willry #ok done PHEW #so anyway like what would a divorced police officer know about romance? firstly hes a cop secondly hes divorced so clearly not much #and we all know william hes theatrical hes a romantic or at least he seems like the romantic type im kinda jumping to conclusions here #so he would write gay ass theater kid poetry about his crush! he would! #and then when some normie ass unpoetic cop reads his DIARY of course hes not gonna understand the poetic passages dedicated to his love #like HELLO????? thats not ““““raving”””” its a SOLILOQUY come on man #and! he read his DIARY. like idc that he was investigating a murder you! dont! read! peoples! diaries! #if i were will and someone read my diary i would be so horrified like im surprised that HE wasnt the one who built a suicide bot after that #also! if you picked a random ass average target goer probably likes golf or something and showed them cannibalism as a metaphor for love #poetry they probably wouldn't see the poetic devotion part of it i think that they might think that you're crazy #or maybe. im just severely underestimating the poetic literacy of the average golf playing target goer that could be true #but anyways maybe thats what happened between clay and will like clay saw his poetry and was like yeah this is weird #oh shit i just realized a lot of the contents of williams diary are just public knowledge now like at least a mention of the raving passage #has to be somewhere in the case file just for anyone to access. oh god they live in a small town too word travels fast ohhh crap #well he kind of brought it upon himself like idk maybe don't kill children and your diary won't be read #by poetically illiterate and romantically stunted divorced cops #sorry im yapping. im yap deprived i needed to yap cough cough yeah that's me coughing from how yap deprived i am cough cough cough