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I still remember the nurses who laughed at me after major spine surgery when I was walking around with my butt out because I didn't know to bring shorts to the hospital and wasn't allowed to double my gowns due to the incision location. I still remember the aid who told me that I smelled after days of being unable to move my limbs or get out of bed while sweating uncontrollably from spinal shock and agonizing pain. I sat and cried after that because I had overcome so much that hospital stay just to be dehumanized. Never did they ask if I wanted something to cover up or assistance bathing. Just laughed at me and joked with each other.

I also remember the nurse who checked on me extra during the night with a hospital stay in the middle of covid because they kicked my mom out and I have trauma about being in the hospital alone. She made extra visits to make sure I was okay just like she promised my mom. I remember the nurse who held my hand and called me honey as my limbs trashed and shook from spinal shock.

Basically being a good nurse and being a bad nurse to patients does stay with a person. It's been years and many other hospital stays since a lot of these instances and I still remember them clearly. I know nurses are burnt out, traumatized, and exhausted. Nurses deserve better treatment. But so do patients.

#family tag #jewish parent tag #chronic illness #chronic illness informative #spine #spine surgery #surgery #health informative #disability issues #nursing #ableism #societal ableism #spinal shock #medical abuse #medical ableism #im truly hoping everything goes well for my parent tomorrow #(but) #this #(im keeping this in mind too) #(the doctors at the place are pretty good so our hopes are high but) #what they said #if i have to help advocate for my parent somehow i fucking will #just as id do for myself #i dont know who needs to hear that

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28 April 2024 - 20 Nisan 5784

Yes, today is the sixth day of Passover! Today is Day 5 of the Counting of the Omer. Tonight: Count 6.

#istodayajewishholiday #jewish holiday #pesach reminder #pesach #counting of the omer #pesach 2024 #it is still passover #the other day i got gorespam in my notes #person played dumb when i told them to please remove my gif that they attached then blocked to get out of being told what they did wrong #so i guess now i have to deal with gorespam randomly appearing in my notes #i literally never had that happen in my older fandoms i made fanworks and rps for #why is it always {main} fandom {that im currently making the most gifs and edits for} #{im pretty sure i know why but like} #at this point im just autoreporting because im not going to take it anymore #especially not during pesach #especially not during this era of rising antisemitism #tomorrow my 70+ year old jewish parent is going in for spine surgery and i have no idea how this will go for them because its first time

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you know what’s fucking sad is how absolutely thrilled i am when i see someone actually refer to a canonically bi character as bisexual because i’m so damn used to everyone on this site calling every bi character gay/lesbian that it’s a rarity to actually see the word bisexual used to describe them

#me #fandom #fandom issues #fandom biphobia #biphobia #internalized bias #fandom bias #bisexuality #bisexual #bi #bi issues #bi characters #bi representation #representation #media representation #im so tired #im so goddamn tired #bi erasure #mspec #mspec issues #mspec erasure #mspec bis #imagine being biphobic in 2k24

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#source: somehow you will #dreamworks #us animation #jewish media #jewish creators #the prince of egypt #poe: gifs #poe: edits #moses #poe moses #solo: moses #poe theme: the burning bush #the burning bush #poe spoilers

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When You Believe (Finnish version) - The Prince of Egypt (DreamWorks, 1998)

Olen oppinut niin paljon ihmisiltä, jotka eivät koskaan eläneet ajallani. Tämä kappale on ehdottomasti yksi voimabiiseistäni tällä hetkellä.

#repeat chosen #repeat steve #repeat rui #the prince of egypt #suomi #egyptin prinssi #s: when you believe #nina tapio #pirjo aittomäki #finnish vas #suomi dub #finnish language #prince of egypt: finnish #(im still looking for) #(Norwegian versions and some etc versions) #(I think some of those versions songs are on YT too) #(This version is still really gorgeous too though) #(Im super impressed by the quality of the VAs singing)

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The Plagues (Finnish version) - The Prince of Egypt (DreamWorks, 1998)

#repeat rui #repeat ukkomon #the prince of egypt #egyptin prinssi #the plagues #finnish #finnish language #suomi #poe: international dubs #s: the plagues #loudness warning #audio #a: moses #(AAAAAASSSSFHFHFHFHSHAAAAAA) #(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) #('IM GONNA NEED TO WATCH 16~ VERSIONS OF THE PRINCE OF EGYPT SOMEHOW')

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Deliver Us (Finnish version) - The Prince of Egypt (DreamWorks, 1998)

Fun fact: Did you know?

Ofra Haza on israelilainen laulajatar. Hän ääninäytteli Mooseksen äitiä Yochevedia elokuvan useissa eri versiossa, myös suomenkielisessä dubbauksessa.

#the prince of egypt #egyptin prinssi #s: deliver us #johdata #finnish language #finnish jews #ofra haza #henna haverinen #suomi #suomen kieli #loudness warning #music #(i fOUND A FEW FROM THIS VERSION TOO) #(ASHSHSHSHHfHFHFFFFFF) #a: ofra haza #may her memory be a blessing

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The Prince of Egypt - When You Believe (Mandarin Chinese Version)

#SAKURA INSPIRATION #watanuki inspiration #akiho inspiration #the prince of egypt #poe: music #music #poe: international dubs #the prince of egypt: mandarin dub #the prince of egypt: chinese dub #chinese #mandarin #international dubs #s: when you believe #poe ensemble #ashira #ashira ashira aSHIRA #chinese and hebrew #mandarin listening #(yEAH IM TAGGING THEM FIGHT ME) #(OK BUT) #(THIS VERSION IS SO GOOD) #(TOO) #(AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA) #my love hate relationship with poe when you believe song #WHEN YOU BELIEVE HITS SO MUCH HARDER IN FULL HEBREW #(THIS VERSION {WHERE HEBREW STILL IN THE INTERVAL TOWARDS END} STILL {GOOD THOUGH}) #NEGL #(;A;/ ;A;/ ;A;/)

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#chinese #mandarin #the prince of egypt #poe: international dubs #the prince of egypt: mandarin dub #s: deliver us #mandarin chinese #引领我们 #a: ofra haza #international dubs #dubbing #chinese dub #mandarin dub #kaifeng jews #young miriam #a: miriam #a: tuya #a: yocheved #queen tuya #(It seems) #(Im mainly finding) #chinese version #mandarin version #(along with) #(a few from French and Hebrew) #(I cant find ANY for) #(Japanese version) #(but this one) #(STILL SOUNDS REALLY GREAT TOO) #(I found a few more so I will archive as I go even if its not Everything!!)

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it’s kinda fucked up that bullying is treated like a “soft trauma” or not REALLY a serious kind of trauma/abuse just because the abusers are generally other kids, because it’s honestly so damaging. it stays with you. it fucks with your sense or self, your self-esteem, your ability to trust people and make meaningful relationships. 

like yes those bullies ARE kids who generally don’t understand the consequences of their actions and i don’t doubt that most of them grow up not to be awful people but the damage they cause is real and people just………don’t take it seriously

#bullying #cyberbullying #cyberbullying relevant #abuse #harassment #verbal abuse #abuse cw #abuse mention #emotional abuse #lasting trauma #trauma #trusting #self esteem #relationships #peer rejection

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「lost on file island」

#robo nonagon #nonagon #digimon #advs #art #op #advs art #taichi #koushiro #taishiro #taichi x koushiro #koutaishiro #otp: shall we go together #adv chosen #sora #adv sora #tentomon #adv koushiro #adv koushiro and tentomon #I ALSO REALLY LOVE KOUSHIRO #adventure koushiro #adventures koushiro #adventures taichi #adventure taichi #I ALSO REALLY LOVE ADVENTURE KOUSHIRO #I ALSO REALLY LOVE ADVENTURES KOUSHIRO #I ALSO REALLY LOVE TAICHI #I ALSO REALLY LOVE ADVENTURE TAICHI #I ALSO REALLY LOVE ADVENTURES TAICHI

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手が描きたかったので途中で飽きなければシリーズっぽくなるかもね！何度か直したけど顔が可愛く描けなかった…

American sign language?  “ I love you “

#rawbit111 #rawbit111 mimi #digimon #digimon adventures #digimon adventure #mimi tachikawa #adventures mimi #solo: adventures mimi #solo: mimi tachikawa #digimon: op #digimon adventure: art #digimon: art #rawbit111 adv mimi #sign language #american sign language #(MIMI USING SIGN LANGUAGE) #new york chosen #us chosen #theme: asl #(PLS IMAGINE MIMI LOVING MIMIs NORTH AMERICAN FRIENDS THAT ARE NONVERBAL+SEMIVERBAL OR SELECTIVELY MUTE+NEED SIGN LANGUAGE TO COMMUNICATE) #({EVERY SINGLE RELEVANT} AMERICAN CHOSEN {CURRENT OR EXTENDED OR FUTURE}) #(TOO) #(Copies Old Tags Over I STILL LOVE THIS CONCEPT SO MUCH.....) #(Anyway Have ONE OF MY FAVORITE ADVS CHOSEN CONCEPTS IN THE WORLD TO THIS DAY) #I WILL FIGHT TOEI AND THE ENTIRE WIDER FANDOM OVER AT LEAST BECAUSE IM RIGHT #(***KOUSHIRO LEARNS IT TOO***) #(MIMI TEACHING KOUSHIRO AMERICAN SIGN LANGUAGE TOO BUT KOUSHIRO *TAKING IT SERIOUSLY* BC *KOUSHIRO WOULD!!!*) #({I Still Want To Write Oneshots About This SOBAD But Time})

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just Hikari

#noshikiriki #digimon #digimon: art #digimon: op #digimon adventure 02 #digimon 02: art #digimon 02: op #hikari yagami #02 hikari #adventures hikari #solo: hikari yagami #solo: 02 hikari #solo: adventures hikari #i also really love hikari #i also really love 02 hikari #i also really love adventures hikari #theme: pink

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↳   ❝ Who cares? I’ve got nothing to lose and nothing to fear! ❞

#seivu #digimon #digimon frontier #digimon: manhua #junpei shibayama #solo: junpei shibayama #I ALSO REALLY LOVE JUNPEI #fat positivity #canon fat character #theme: food #theme: shirtless #theme: partial nudity #digimon frontier: us localizations #digimon: edits #digimon frontier: edits #(JUNPEI NEEDS SO SO SO MUCH MORE POSITIVITY THINGS) #JUNPEI IS FINE #SOMEDAY Digimon will have a canon Fat girl MAIN chara THAT ISNT JUST IN SPINOFFS OR GAMES but uNTIL THEN

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“I want a show with lots of character development.”

“Well, I want a show with underrepresented home and living situations. A show with diverse families.”

“I want a show with feminine characters that aren’t dually portrayed as weak or helple-”

“I want a show that shows not all young people are impulsive and reckless, that they can be mature and responsible!”

“Well, it has to be funny.”

“Yeah ok but, it has to be able to deal with mature subjects too. There should be serious, life or death momen-”

“I want a show with genderless characters!”

“I want multidimensional characters that I can relate to! I want badass villains! I want a show that isn’t mainstream!”

“I want a-”

“I want-”

“Actually nvm, I don’t really want anythi-”

“No, I said I don’t want-”

“Please stop showing me the promotional poster for Digimon Adventure”

#kidobros #me #digimon #digimon adventures #digimon adventure #digimon adventure 02 #digimon adventure tri #digimon adventure last evolution: kizuna #digimon adventure 02: the beginning #digimon tamers #(Though Recently) #(Ive Stopped Reccng) #(Tamers As A Whole) #konaka issue #antivaxxer rhetoric #antisemitic rhetoric #(if you can watch it while keeping in mind you should) #(ABSOLUTELY NOT BE TAKING KONAKAS PERSPECTIVES IN MODERN ERA 100 PERCENT SERIOUSLY) #(BUT ALSO IN SOME OF THE OLDER SCRIPTS THERE WERE Issues) #yeah #(THAT SAID) #childhood #special interest #bringing this post back #repetition #very long post #this blog DOES NOT SUPPORT KONAKA #this blog DOES SUPPORT OTHER TAMERS WRITERS AND SEIYUU WHO HAD ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO WITH KONAKAS MODERN VIEWS #this blog supports hiromi seki #(TOO)

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#source: somehow you will #jewish #jewishness #dreamworks #us animation #jewish media #jewish creators #the prince of egypt #poe: gifs #poe: edits #moses #poe moses #solo: moses #poe theme: death of the firstborns #theme: grief #theme: crying #theme: shadows #theme: framing #animation framing #poe spoilers #the passover story #pesach #theme: collapsing #canon jewish character

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Prince of Egypt Appreciation Week: Day 1 // “I am a Jew” by Franta Bass 

Happy Passover to all who celebrate.

#me #the prince of egypt #poe: gifs #poe: edits #moses #poe moses #poe ensemble #pesach #passover #the passover story #jewish poetry #we will outlive them #jewish diaspora #canon jewish characters #jewish positivity #jewish community #jewish family #parting of the red sea #poe theme: the red sea #theme: whales #flashing animated gifs #*GOYIM DO NOT RB TO MAKE ABOUT CURRENT EVENTS OR I AUTOHARDBLOCK #*Goyim can Reblog if Respectful Please #(Preferably you would Note if youre Not Jewish but) #this is quite possibly one of my ultimate top favorite edits ive seen on this entire site in my entire 10+~ years of being on here #poe spoilers #(LIKE DO I SERIOUSLY HAVE TO KEEP TAGGING IT?????) #YOU SHOULD KNOW AT LEAST THIS PART OF THAT STORY BY NOW