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dirty-mdzsconfessions ยท 24 days
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PSA;
my life is in danger ( just kill me at this point )
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Fuck every time I come here it's like I'm crying about something ain't it? I'm so sorry. I don't have much to say, only that I need serious help. A more personal matter however. I'll jump straight to the chase.
My mum and my family are being threatened due to borrowing money from loansharks ( something I was not aware of and my mother just came to me in tears of ). My family has been doing poorly financially ( my dad lost his job and with my own and my mother's numerous medical conditions we've had to sacrifice a lot. along with my brother's school fees )
I don't know when they want the money. She refuses to tell me. But I am beyond stressed out. They need R9800 to leave her alone completely or they are threatening to come to our doorstep.
She doesn't wish to get the police involved because she does not want it to blow out in some way. ( for context, the reason our family is suffering so badly financially is because of a court case involving my dad )
If we can raise any amount to satisfy them it would be great.
Please, if there's anything I've had to beg for it's this. If you want compensation ( such as written pieces like requests or commissions ) I'm willing to do that too
Any amount helps. Even if it's just spare change, if we can accumulate it to the desired amount everything will be okay. Please also share this post.
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Anything helps. . . god I feel like I'm begging but I am. Thank you for your time.
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dirty-mdzsconfessions ยท 11 months
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Just saw a TikTok complaining about โ€˜kittenโ€™ as a pet name in fanfiction and while I do agree with their discomfort on that one the comments were FULL of people mentioning all the other common pet names ?? Like honey babe baby sweetheart etc ?? Is your partner just supposed to call you by your name the whole time ????????
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Had a dream that JC was braiding my hair while slowlyyy railing me from behind and pulling on it every time I pushed back against him, wanting more....... and now i can't stop thinking abt it........and how much i want it............
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jiang cheng most likely has a thing for hair pulling. buries his fingers in your hair and tugs your head back, telling you that he wants to hear all of your moans for him. sometimes his grip tightens just so that he can hear you whimper.
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dirty-mdzsconfessions ยท 2 years
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Anyways Hanguang-Jun should break both my bed and my back ๐Ÿ˜โœŒ๏ธ
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I'm certain that he'd do both, have you seen that man's strength? probably has a bit of a power play kink and just bends you in every possible way he can to prove a point
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dirty-mdzsconfessions ยท 2 years
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Somehow Lan Xichen managed to create a spell that he can use towards his wife. Sitting beside was the Madam of the Lan clan and he decided to spice things up a bit during the meeting and activated the spell.
Silently gasping to herself, the Madam felt a ghost of a touch on her inner thighs slowly inching forwards to her crotch, looking at her husband with a faint blush she saw an oh so small smirk on his handsome face. She felt the hands slowly insert one finger inside her and a tongue pressing on her pearl, she had to bite her lip to keep in her noises.
Lan Xichen was enjoying the scene beside him, he can see how his wife try as she could but a quiet gasp and whimper sometimes pass through her lips. Deciding that his wife had enough teasing he went on to the full course meal.
She had to suppress the whine about to leave her lips when the hands and tongue suddenly disappeared only to bite back a moan when something long and thick entered her and started moving in and out at a rough and fast pace. Flipping open her fan she hid her face behind it and keep her noises to a minimum.
The sect leader of the Lan watched how her hips move involuntarily and her breathing pick up, sensing that his wife was close he sneakily ran his hand under her robe and started stimulating her pearl.
She gave a flustered glare at her smug husband when he started stimulating her and felt the ghost tongue licking around her lips down there. With one final push the Madam came just as the meeting ended.
Standing on shaky feet she let her husband support her as the ghost hands, tongue and cock continue to stimulate her as they reach their bedroom for a very long night.
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it took all the restraint that he could possibly muster to not call the meeting short and take you off to your private quarters where he could toss you to the bed and push you to nirvana until both of you were weak in the knees. watching as you tried to keep your moans in, as your hips stuttered, as you bit back whimpers at the feeling of being oh so ravished by the ghostly spell.
how you imagine it to be his fingers, his tongue, his cock, how you wish for it. you nearly jump when you feel a touch against your thigh and quickly realised that xichen has placed his hand upon you beneath the table
he so descreetly traces patterns along your inner thigh, like a silent praise as you take all the blinding, tear-inducing pleasure
makes sure to fuck you so well once the two of you are back in the privacy of your room. making you keen and cling to him as he shows you how much better his touch, his mouth and cock are.
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dirty-mdzsconfessions ยท 2 years
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Modern au pole dancing while jc, jgy, nmj and lxc watch, all of them knowing ill only go home with the highest tipper and trying to convince me which one is the best choice while i give them each a lap dance <3333
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now, I am certain that they all have some semblance of wealth ( resembling their positions as sect leaders in the canon verse ) so one can only imagine the utter competition between the four of them.
lxc and jgy giving you their signature smiles. jgy is evidently a bit more touchy when you are over him, grinding his hips up in time time with yours while lxc is more focused on his words. telling you how pretty you are, how perfect and skilled and how much he wishes to spoil you
nmj and jc are far more hand's on. jc grabs your waist and flushes you further into him, letting you know just what you'll be signing up for should you choose to let him take you home. nmj returns each of touches with little tugs on your hair, little squeezes on your thigh and dirty little whispers to your ear
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โช โ™ก โซ โ”€โ”€ lan xichen | risk ,
"zewu-jun,"
he groans into your neck once you call out his title so sinfully. his hips rut faster against yours, leaving the backs of your thighs surely scattered with bruises.
you can do nothing but moan out into the midnight air, trying to lean further against the wall on which he takes you. "xichen, oh xichen,"
lean yet strong fingers find your throat, tightening as he flushes his chest further into her back. his lips brush your ear, his breaths are laboured as shudders and hushed groans consume his words.
"ssh, my darling, we wouldn't want anyone to hear us โ€” would we?"
he reaches his free arm around as two fingers quickly begin to circle your sensitive clit โ€” nearly leaving you crying out his name if it weren't for two fingers to flatten down against your tongue and leave you spluttering instead.
he does not relent. only burying his head into the crook of your neck and biting down on your flesh in an attempt to keep his sinful ecstacies in as his thrusts grow even more fervent, rushed and desperate.
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Oh to get DP'd by WangXian...what a dream
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once again I am pushing the agenda that anyone sandwiched between wangxian will get whiplash bc lwj is slow, sensual, but so unforgiving, and wwx is just as merciless โ€” but quick, rough and heated
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dirty-mdzsconfessions ยท 2 years
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Lan Xichen is a rough service switch, he'll beg for his release while he is pleasing you but he is not against tying you up if you still kept teasing him, overstimulating you to the point of tears as he chased his release.
PS: never underestimate a Lan's patience and stamina (cause they have an infinite amount)
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oh absolutely, just because he lets you top and use him as you please does not mean he won't return the favour. the second you start getting too cocky he's quick to grab you by the waist and drive up into you suddenly โ€” or pin you down with that damn lan arm strength so that he can bring both of you to overstimulated bliss by rutting his hips against yours so feverishly
"oh darling, what was that? it's too much?" he'd chuckle, leaning down to kiss away your tears. "what was it that you told me? right, I'm sure you can take it."
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Okay I just can't get this image out of my head:
Zidian tied around your body intimately while a forehead ribbon is tied around your neck like a collar. Jiang Cheng bruising your lips and fondling your chest whilst Lan Xichen -with his Lan arm strength, hooks your knees on his elbows, devouring your clenching pussy. Them taking turns ruining you -using the forehead ribbon as a gag and zidian to tie your hands behind your back, till sunrise.
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jc grips the underside of your jaw, just hoisting your head back and making sure all your pretty little moans are loud and clear for the both of them. he's so unforgiving with his kisses, taking your breath away and leaving you babbling as a hand trails down to rub two fingers at your clit
lxc either swats his hand away and shoots him a glare or let's him aid in overstimulating you. really depends on how deep he's into it, but regardless of that he's holding down your legs, chuckling whenever you buck into him so desperately โ€” alternating between eating you out tenderly or practically fucking you with his tongue. "like that, darling? can you come for me again? like a good little doll?"
your wrists are either bound by zidian or you're choking from the ribbon around your throat, regardless of which, you're completely restrained and under their mercy
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โช โ™ก โซ โ”€โ”€ jgy | choking ,
ugh, jgy getting off of the feeling of your pulse thrumming beneath his fingertips, your gulps and gasps, the way you cling to his wrist as his hands wrap around your throat and he pushes your head back into the bed so that he can fuck you harder. doesn't stop until you're rasping, with tears pricking at your eyes โ€” sometimes he'll show mercy, if only to rip it all away again and leave you choking once more as he drives you to your high.
"such a pretty little thing," he'd coo, nails threatening to leave marks across your skin. "so good, so reliant, and all mine." oh, he adores your desperate little looks, how you splutter and cry and choke as you finally cum
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how about enemies to lovers with lwj and wwx. but with a yandere mix. I want to know how would they deal with someone they hate but also can't let go?
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tw !! yandere themes
sooooo much hate-fucking involved with their darling. as I said in one of my previous confessions for these two, you would become so disorientated with their differences, but in this case it would be so different. they'd both have one common goal and will do anything to reach it: fucking your lights out until you splutter out how you were wrong, how you belong to them, how you will need no one else but them
they're both equally as merciless, with lwj biting and marking you up, stealing your breath away with kisses while wwx makes a wreck of your hole, making you cry out for both of them so pathetically
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Wanna use the Lan forehead ribbon to tie the base of LXC's cock so he can't cum unless he begs prettily enough for me to let him......hhhj
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watching him scramble so pathetically and claw at the sheets or your robes, even bury his fingers into your hair as he arches his back and moans so prettily.
he's so lust-drunk that he doesn't even realise how he's bucking so pathetically into your touch or shuddering out a hundred pleas
and oh, his begging is so pretty, he looks up at you with tearful eyes and speaks in such a low, trembling voice. the embarrassment of being held back from something as sinful as his release by the very thing that's supposed to symbolise his self restraint just drives him more to the brink of cumming
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Can't stop thinking of a threeway with LWJ and WWX. Maybe dominating WWX with LWJ or being submissive with him for LWJ or being the one at their mercy, I can't decide which I like more โ™กโ™กโ™ก
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might I present โ€” the third option? being completely at their mercy as they drive you to high after high. they're both so different in their ways, it's enough to give you whiplash.
while lwj is rougher, he's slow, steady, directly contrasting wwx's faster, rapid pacing. while both leave their fair share of marks on you โ€” lwj bites while wwx leaves hickeys in the spots between
also, laying your head in wwx's lap while he strokes your hair and tends to your chest, all as lwj is between your legs and tending to you down there? wwx giving you praise yet degradation too? sign me up
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Fuck, I want yiling lazou to rail me until I'm babbling incoherently, tied up like a present for him to take as he pleases, barely able to form a single thought or even touch him as he starts slowing down and speeding up irregularly to make sure that I don't cum until he tells me to when I'm tearing up and physically unable to hold myself back anymore
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and he'd tie your wrists with his red ribbon, making sure you're entirely at his mercy. don't expect him to show any sort of leniency as he needs to blow off of the rage he has festering within him.
calls you his good little darling and dollface, telling you how pretty you look so full of him as he practically fucks you raw
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I want to dom lxc so fucking badly. I want to tangle my hands in his hair and make a complete mess of him, his eyes closed, and cheeks flared up while he's whimpering for my touch and praise. He'd just look even prettier like that with his eyes glossed over, panting and whining as he begs incoherently for more
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have his pretty face all contorted in bliss as he claws at the sheets, or you, just spluttering out little pleads and looking at you with glossy eyes. he panting and heaving and whimpering.
quiet little: "please, darling, more. I need more please."
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Honestly, I just want Lan Wangji to grab me by the hair and pull me towards him, losing all restraint and pinning me to a wall, whispering about how much of a mess I'm making him.
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again, lwj letting go of any and all restraint is a concept I am a l l for. trapping you against some random piece of furniture with that damned lan arm strength? speaking in a low, tempered voice as he tells you how much you've been testing his patience, please
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