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hoefordk · 25 days

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Disappointment || dk x reader

Summary: the love of your life, your 3 year boyfriend dokyeom shows his true toxic side when his jealousy hits.

Warning: swearing, smut, violence, noncon, dubcon, impregnating, …

You’ve always liked dokeyom sweet personality, even tho a lot of people were telling you about his real “toxic” personality, which of course you couldn’t buy. He had always been so sweet and caring to you, from the moment he came forward to speak with u at the campus. Telling you that he likes you and wants to be friends with you, which later on turned into love. In the beginning you totally didn’t expect to fall in love with him, because he was really just a friend in your eyes, until your friends start pointing out his affection towards you and that saying that he’s in love with you. Of course you thought it was ridiculous but from that moment you started getting flashbacks of the things he did for you. He always took the same classes as you, coming in early in the morning to reserve your favourite seat in the middle, helps you with studying and always making sure you take a break to eat the snacks he bought for you and lastly you realised how touchy he was with you, of course 5 minutes before your friends put that thought in your head you never really thought about it, you just thought that it was some kind of habit that he has, coming closer to you, wiping food away from your mouth, always hugs you and making you link arms with him. All of this, you started to realise it now, “he might really like me” you thought but then shook it off and went to class just to see him sitting next to your favourite seat. He waved at you and you acted normally like always, waving back and walking towards him.

“Did you sleep well?” He asks

“Mhm I did, did you?”

“You were in my dreams so of course i slept well”

“Huh? What did you dream about?” Curiosity hits you so you went closer to him, which made him come even closer with his face in front of you.

“Something we will do together in the future?” He said and you shifted away from him a bit because you realised how close your faces are to each other.

“So what is that “something” we will do together in the future?” He slowly put his hand around your waist, pulled you closer and starts whispering in your ear

“Secret…” you pushed him away softly and punched him in his chest

“You’re so no fun” when you said that the professor came in and did his usual greeting so you paid attention to him and took out your book.

Dokyeom came closer to your ear and said “I have something to tell you after class, let’s meet at our hang out spot” you turned your face and mouthed “alright”.

After class dokyeom went before you because you were discussing something with your friends about the lesson, right after that you went after dokyeom at the spot you two always hang out in the campus. It’s always quiet there with no one around which is something dokyeom really liked. You saw dokyeom sitting on the bench and went to sit next to him.

“Wassup”

“You’re here?” He looks over at you and hands you your favourite canned drink that was already opened by him, so you don’t break your pretty nails.

“Mhm, so what did you want to talk about?” You said after taking a sip of your drink

“I’ve thought so long about this and i just can’t hold it in anymore”

“What is it that makes you so serious, just tell me” you couldn’t be patient as he made you nervous with the way he started talking

“I.. don’t want to be friends with you anymo-“ you immediately stopped him in his sentence

“What are you on, is it April fools or something” you said baffled

“No-“

“Then what, did I do something wrong?” At that moment you started tearing up and put down your drink. Dokyeom looked so serious at you until he saw a tear sliding down your cheek

“Oh my god why are you crying, let me finish my sentence” he said while wiping away your tear with his warm fingers. “I like you no I love you” he continued and you looked up at him with wide eyes

“I’ve always liked you, I thought I’ll take it slowly and give you some hints to pick up but I left you so much that other people started picking it up instead of you. Everyone knows, but you.” He stated softly

You broke down crying loudly making him panic

“What’s wrong, are you in pain what?” You looked up at him with puffy red eyes

“If you love me then you should’ve said it from the beginning why would you say I don’t wanna be friends anymore, I thought you got sick of me and were gonna leave me” you said while your tears continued to slide down your cheeks.

He chuckled and started wiping your tears away with his two hands “how can I leave you my sweetheart” you stopped crying and looked at him

“I’m gonna kiss you in 5 seconds if you don’t dodge me that means you accept me and if you do dodge me I’ll know it’s a rejection” he stated seriously

“One, two, three, fou-“ you cut him off by kissing him first, dokyeom widens his eyes not expecting you to come at him but then pulls you closer by your waist and deepens the kiss

And that’s how your love story started

Everything was going well and everybody was envious of you until you two graduated and started working. Dokyeom got the CEO position in his father company and the chairman was his father. Dokyeom was already doing well, being a CEO at his young age would probably make him the youngest CEO to ever exist in South Korea, making everyone envious and greedy for his seat. You work in the same company but not because dokyeom pulled some strings to get you in, but because you were qualified as the new team manager of the administration team. Your team was a big team with 10 workers including you would be 11. In those 11 workers there were 6 guys and thus 5 ladies. As it’s given of course you would have contact with everyone including the guys but this is where it’s gets annoying for dokyeom. In the company nobody knows you guys dating otherwise everyone would be uncomfortable to work with you so you asked dokyeom to keep it a secret, but because everyone thought you were single, guys started coming up at you asking you out, which of course you rejected nicely but still dokyeom comes to know of it and always makes a fuzz about it at home, but today it was extremely going overboard. Just because one of your guy teammates came up to you and hugged you because you finally approved of his project which he had worked extremely hard for it and dokyeom saw it as he was walking towards his office. Now you are in your guys apartment arguing as soon as you two came in.

“How can you let that piece of shit hug you?”

“First of all don’t curse at that innocent guy, and secondly how many times do I explain to you that he did it out of joy because I finally approved of his project?”

“Oh so now you’re defending him, are you scared for him? Do you like him so much that you are here yelling at my face instead of apologising?”

“Don’t say that, you know I have no such feelings for anyone but you! Don’t go overboard”

“Is that why you said you don’t want anyone to know that we are dating? Even tho we are already dating for 3 years? So you can go get some dick of any guy that comes up to you like the slut you ar-“ you slapped him, that was your limit. Your eyes started to get teary as you realise how harsh his words came up on you.

“How can u say that…” you said disappointed as your tears started coming out. You saw him clenching his teeth so hard that his jaw was so tightened

He knows very well that you’re a virgin, and he was willing to wait until you guys get married. That is what you two agreed to, so his words came so hard on you that made you turn around your back at him. Taking your purse that was laying on the ground and walking off to the front door to get away until he snatched you wrist and pushed you back hard against the door, you let out a whimper because of the pain.

“Where do you think you’re going? You think I’ll let you walk off so you can get laid on again?” As you raised your hands to slap him again he grabbed it and slapped you with his other hand. You were speechless, not once did dokyeom lay a finger on you let alone violence. You looked back at him and no longer saw the sweet faced dokyeom but you rather started seeing the real faced dokyeom.

“Don’t look at me like that cuz you are the one that made me lay a finger on you” you were numb, you couldn’t say anything nor process anything he was saying

The only thing that you could say was “let me go, now” trying to wriggle out of his grasp it was impossible

You started moaning in pain the second he started twisting you wrist with force trying to get you back in. With all your might your might you started pushing him and slapping him with your other free hand

“Let me go, dokyeom! You’re hurting me!!” You started yelling at him and het get got enough so he turned back at you and raised his free hand to slap you again only for him to stop midway as he saw you flinching. He took your face in his hands and started baby talking to you.

“Babe, don’t make me do things I don’t wanna do so just go to our room and get ready for bed, I’m tired” he said caressing your face. You opened your eyes only to see the sweet faced dokyeom back but now you were terrified cuz you know what’s hiding behind the sweet smile of his. You pushed him really hard making him stumble back and you took that as a chance to run away, you ran to the door opening it and running in the hallway barefoot just to hear dokyeom scream and running after you. In no time he catches you by your hair and turned you to him

“Scream or run and you’ll see the last moments of your little sister life” you freezed, he knows you only have your little sister as family, so he used that to threaten you and just like he guessed, you’re silenced. He grabbed your wrist and dragged you back into the apartment. He let go of your arm and started getting mad again throwing everything he sees on the ground, he broke everything. You were terrified so you collapsed down your knees crying softly regretting every second you ever spend with him. He saw you on the ground crying so he calmed down and flipped his hair back as it was sticking on his forehead with all the sweat. He slowly came to you and you started shifting backwards slowly till you hit the wall, he sat on his knees in front of you taking your face in his hand. You were refusing and were shaking you head so he snatched your chin forcefully making you look at him.

“Don’t do this my love, you know I love you it’s just you got me mad by doing wrong things and you know I wouldn’t like it right? Now that you’ve done something bad, you shall get punished right?” You looked at him crying

“Please dokyeom, leave my sister alone” you begged

“If you listen well to me and don’t do bad things anymore, I’ll leave your sister untouched” he said and you nodded fastly

“Well done my love, now let’s get up and go to our room. You should still get your punishment right?” You looked at him terrified of what’s yet to come and he repeated himself now more loudly.

“Right!?” You nodded still crying

“Words love, with words”

“Y-yes” you said trembling

“Now let’s get up” he helped you getting up and walked you to the bedroom, he made you sit at the edge of the bed while he stood in front of you

“Now as for the punishment undress, fully.” As you were seated looking down to your feet, his words came like a shot in the head to you. You looked up at him shocked, hoping it’s not the thing you’re thinking of.

“Why..?” you asked quietly and he gave you a stern stare

“Now as the one getting punished you shouldn’t be asking anything, right?” You just nodded your head while your eyes got teary again. Dokyeom has never seen you fully naked, except for that one time he accidentally came in as you was undressing, but even then you wasn’t fully naked. You started taking your shirt off exposing your black laced bra but hesitantly holding the shirt in front of your boobs. You looked outside of your floor to ceiling big window scared that someone might see you.

“What if someone see-“ he cuts you off by turning off the light. It’s got dark but not super dark because of the light you are getting from the city. You could perfectly still see each other and everything else but then just dimmer.

“Continue” he said getting you out of your thoughts. You got up and took off your pants exposing your matching underwear with your bra, black laced underwear. You now stood in front of him trying to cover yourself with your hands as you were looking at him. His eyes were in awe, he was admiring your body for the first time ever or so you thought. As lovely that might sound, it was uncomfortable you wanted to be sucked by the floor or anything that will make you be freed from this moment.

“Take off my shirt and tie” he ordered. You hesitantly started loosening up his tie, the tie that you tied every morning with a smile following a warm hug. You looked at dokyeom only to see him smile crazily while looking at your uncovered body. You put the tie on the bed and started loosening up the button of his shirt, exposing more and more skin within every loosen button. You stopped midway and look at dokyeom teary eyed wishing he could tell you to stop or that someone could wake you up from this nightmare.

“Continue” he said sternly with a a gaze that could be a laser. You continued unbuttoning his shirt until his abs were exposed, seeing his abs for the first time this closely.

“What are you doing take my shirt off” he said and you obeyed. You took the brim of his shirt and tiptoed so you could get it off his shoulders. Now his upper body is fully exposed and you didn’t want to look so you just looked outside the window with his shirt in your hands. He realised that your gaze was not on him anymore so he forcefully grabbed your chin and made you look up at him. He snatched his shirt off your hands and threw it on the ground with force, while he was still looking at you he wiped the tears away that were still uncontrollable coming out.

“Touch me” he ordered, you looked doe eyed at him not knowing what he means. As he saw the confusion on your face he took your hand and caressed his abs with it.

“Now do it yourself” as he let your hand go you started caressing his abs. He took your face into his hand and came closer as he kissed your forehead.

He came closer and closer until the back of your leg hit the bed and fell on it seated. He put his knees next to you and slowly pushed you back into the mattress, making him on top of you. He put a strand of you hair behind you ear and came closer to your neck until his lips matched your neck. He started sucking it making you whimper as tears flooded out. You started pushing his chest away trying to stop him as he was hurting you, he took your wrist pinning it next to you with force. He pulled away and admired the hickey he just made.

“Look at that, your first ever hickey my love” he said while caressing it with his finger. He came closer to your face trying to kiss you but you dodged it by looking away. He forcefully cupped your face with one hand forcing you to look at him.

“Don’t make me hurt you” he said sternly. He now kissed you trying to get his tongue in your mouth but you just laid there not kissing him back or opening your mouth for him. You were disgust. The kisses you two always shared were always full of love and sweetness, now it’s just disgusting. He pulled his face slightly back, still feeling his hot breath on your face.

“Kiss me back.” He said it so scary that you just gave in, with the feeling of betrayal and disappointment. You kissed him back opening your mouth as he slipped his tongue in it. Tears came out as he was caressing your body everywhere. As he was kissing you he took off his pants and even his underwear, and as you realised it and saw it you pushed him and got up back to the bed frame. He was not having it.

“Please dokyeom, don’t do this. You promised me to wait until I’m ready, I am not ready yet please” you were terrified, you saw how big it is. You can’t look down there so you just closed your eyes waiting for his response.

“You don’t want something to happen to your sister, do you?” Your eyes shot back open shaking your head

“Please leave her alone” you begged as you were on your knees on the bed.

“Don’t make me hurt anyone please, so just listen to me and lay back down” he said leaving a frustrated sigh.

“I’ll do anything but this, please dok-“

“I said lay back down here!” He screamed and you got so scared cuz his voice was so loud. You listened and laid back on the bed. He got on top of you and put his hand behind your back unclipping your bra, he smelled it and threw it away on the ground. Your breasts were now fully exposed to him.

“Seeing you boobs only on camera was so frustrating, finally they are here in front of me” he said touching them softly while you finally realised what he meant.

“What do u mean only on camera? Where did you see me naked” he looked at you and started caressing your cheek with one his hands

“I put cameras everywhere here in the apartment” as you wanted to sit up straight he put force on your shoulder and pinned you back on the bed

“So also the bathroom?” You asked and hoped that he was not this crazy but you sensed it, you knew what his response would be.

“Yes, it was so I can keep you safe babe” he gaslighted you, it was for his own pleasure. You whimpered as he started sucking on your nipples. You would’ve never guessed in your whole life that dokyeom was like that, perverted and sick in his mind. You saw him whimpering as he was stroking himself to get himself harder, if it was even possible. He suddenly ripped your underwear into two pieces startling you, he started touching you down there and entered two finger into me. You screamed at the tempo he was going at, asking him to stop only for him to ignore you.

“Look at you being so wet for me, my love” the disgust in you only grew more and more. He removed his fingers and lined his dick down there caressing your pussy with it. You put your two hands on his chest and he looks at you

“Please dokyeom” you begged hoping he’ll realise what he’s doing but no, there was not a single hope to see in his face.

“Do you remember when I told you three years ago I dreamed of you, and you asked me about what it was? This is what I dreamed of doing” as he said that he thrusted in you so hard making you scream like you’ve never done it before. You started crying slapping his chest telling him to take it out, but he only pinned you wrist down and went even harder.

“Yeah moan like that my love, let everyone know how much you love it. Let those jerks know who you belong to, the one and only that is able to touch and make you feel like that” he did not have any mercy he just thrusted harder each second making you feel like you could faint at any minute. He started sucking on your neck again giving you another hickey.

“I’m coming babe, I’m coming!” He yelled

“Dokyeom d-don’t come inside of me” you said trying to put myself together

“I’m gonna make you pregnant, gonna see you with a cute belly carrying our child. Nobody can tear us apart my love” your eyes widened and you tried to push him away but there was no use in doing that cuz he hurted you even more by putting force on you, it’s definitely going to leave bruises behind.

He moaned and came inside of you, falling at your body with his face buried in your neck. “You did so well my love, let’s see each other soon baby” he said kissing your stomach, and that’s when you knew he’s gonna trap you with him forever by making you have his baby.

You fainted hoping you would wake up and it’ll be all a sick nightmare.

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