llanekee

[llanekee]

Stone cold, brave face, don’t let them see pain Write it out, throw out, don’t let them read you Scribe life, other’s fight, don’t engage in them You can’t control this, you can’t change this But at least you can love it for what it is

Almost, nearly, don’t lose what you hold dearly Vacant, piercing, don’t lose the feeling, however searing Broken, sunken, don’t lose your notion You could be great, you could try on a clean slate Give yourself a fair shot at expressing what’s sacred

Even if they don’t flinch, even if you lose it They’ll learn to love you if you lend them patience

Hey, it was hard, but I’m really proud of us Hey, I’m really proud of us

I know I never said it enough

Read books, smile through, do what you want Kiss girls, love her, do what you chose Laugh loud, live now, do whatever, you won’t lose Cause I promised you We’d be proud real soon

-by Lane Key :]

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[llanekee]

That young girl gave you the treasures She gave you this courage Who are you to pretend she’s alive Her memory is in death Her memory is in what you all did

The execution of a lover untainted The evidence was unappointed A jury and trial unnecessarily in order They plead guilty at her corpse

Who are you to care for her Her death is a memory What you did is forever in memory You have sealed what you are Don’t feign otherwise

-by Lane Key :]

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[llanekee]

To be so possessed by the look in your eyes Entrenched by the furthest reach of your smile Struck unmatched by the hair at all lengths

Your body an anchor I sorely detest Chaining me to in the waters I fear to sink in But find painful to swim and float at a distance

If love is a secret, then I cannot be transparent Will a chasm close in the wake of honesty Or shatter tenfold in the might of the truth And who but ourselves can decide this transpiring

Do I tell you of eyes and smiles and Loose strands I’d like to tuck behind your ears And gently confess what love I have for you

-by Lane Key :]

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[llanekee]

When no one listens to the words I speak All I can do is keep on radically talking Hoping that one day, someone will love it And every damaged thing I've had to say That was lost to time and lost in memory Maybe then, a soul will have truly known me

For there is no greater significance than understanding So comprehend me for nostalgic enterprises I’ll keep radically talking even when you’re not listening

-by Lane Key :]

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[llanekee]

Harmful behaviour, suicidal messengers Friends fear descriptions I gave as a pledge It’s natural, but they don’t understand Some days, I’d rather be dead in a ditch

Not that I could actually kill myself It’s impossible to do, for lack of resource It’s not like it matters anyways For a coward like me

There’s pit of sadness, called depression But what’s a label gonna do to help Can’t remember when it started It certainly hasn’t ended

Can’t be well articulated It just envelopes everything Stretches on inside me endlessly None of it is special

Run in circles of this element Contentedness is sorely imbalance But you know I can’t be fixed My friends, they learn to hate me My therapist, they lied to me

Got no rope to tie a noose Got no gun to shoot myself Got no car to buy those things My licence for death was uninspiring

I’m so perfect but I wanna die all the time I hate myself just thinking about it Monitor me until I get a proper solution But don’t worry, I won’t do it

-by Lane Key :]

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[llanekee]

I hope you yearn for me, the same way I yearn for death A displaceable ache you can never forget, but often dismiss Is ignorance not the finest of natural bliss?

I hope you love me in the way that a spindly tree sways A rooted individual still left to the wind, but object to change I wonder if you still think of me like this

I hope you hate me, the way I aim the pistol at my chest A need to commit but fear of it Is it a leap, a jump, from where you are to get to where I’m going?

I'll never know in my eternal conflict of cyclical hoping

-by Lane Key :]

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[llanekee]

desperately manifesting new artstyle and the ability to draw guys as easy as i can draw girls, this is the manifesting (not enough practice)

#digital art #art style #character design #digital drawing #art #they look how i feel #miserable

[llanekee]

You need to be better than you were last year

If you were sick you need to heal If you were dying, well you should be living now

And I need to be better than the day before I need to be better than I was a few seconds ago

Tell me if I'm failing, tell me if I'm improving

Will I finally reach the top of the ladder I'm climbing In a year or two or seventy three 

Give me it straight or I’ll surely recede

Because it’s been four months and I can hardly breath In this makeshift dream they made for me

You need to be better, they simply repeat We’re supposed to have achieved and earnt our leave

If not better, than I’ll fall from grace

-by Lane Key :]

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[llanekee]

A cornered creature, animalistic fervour Stay away from the girl, she's lost her humanity Somewhere in the haystack, among the stash Her wild eyes and unleashed honesty Will surely lead to detrimental disease 

But you’re the one who tore me apart Cracked open my sternum, and cackled with thrill Repurposed my parts, my organs, my love All of it sold from your ancient garage 

Did I consent to it willingly Did you slam it upon me Guess I'll never see it, the light was fading to fast I’ll never know if they were right all along That I dragged you down into the cursed depths

But you’re still the one who caged my heart And made a creature cornered by humanity Stole my wild eyes and unleashed honesty With your unmoored brutality

-by Lane Key :]

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[llanekee]

Lonely people love their tea The bitterest of company Lonely people hunger to create A friend to let them rest

Lonely people stare at glass In hopes that it’s a window pane For a lonely person to stare right back

And I’d sit on the other side forever Starving with only a cup of tea Waiting for you to appear

-by Lane Key :]

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[llanekee]

I've got so much inconceivable rage So I apologise in advance In case you're the person I explode on With all the misdirected anger In the heat of maddened lunacy

Should I fail to convey any sweetness Or comfort and connection Should I splash out on fine alcohol And leave you at the bar stool

Because you know I do it cause I love you That’s what I told myself when I did it When I broke you down and hurt us both Isn’t that the way life works To watch you go while I seeth in rage

-by Lane Key :]

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[llanekee]

Don't need an angel to tell me I am doing everything wrong But I'll make an exception If that angel is you

I mean, was it too hopeful of me To think that I'd be happy by now Was it too arrogant

To think that I'd be okay To think that I could be fine with living To think that you wouldn't tell me the truth

That life sucks and I suck too Because all I do is make myself cry For no viable reason at all 

If you cry along, that makes two Inhuman creatures weeping for wrongs Made of angels and monsters Far too alike

-by Lane Key :]

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[llanekee]

#redesign #character design #original character #art #my art #oc art #oc #SOAR #shire jones

[llanekee]

the official oc crew designs all basically finalized except for shire

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[llanekee]

You always thought I could do it

That I always had it in me The ability to be anything at all With a face for film With a mind for the industry Cut and paste who I want to be Scrape apart who I need to be You never could comprehend me As well as you believed

But I’ll blindly follow if you lead Even down a bad path For the soil is sodden and damp With the beat of a drum to tap When I forget the melody Of who I’m meant to be I could never comprehend you As well as I believed

-by Lane Key :]

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[llanekee]

Oh, little boy You got some sad, wide eyes That I have too

When they told you You're too young to have experienced true heartbreak

What did you do

Did you throw razor blades on your skin like paint to a canvas Did you let your mother read your phone contacts in horror Did you show them that we've been sad long before any heartache

Little boy You got some sad, wide, lonely eyes They don't quite match your youth

When I told you I'm still getting older but it hasn't changed in the slightest

You already knew

They always say, it gets worse before it gets better They never say, it's best before it's worse Who's gonna admit, the worst lingers longer than the best

Oh, little boy We both have those sad, wide, lonely lives But I'll take you for ice cream on the pier

We'll pretend that it's fine Even if the world tells us otherwise

-by Lane Key :]

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[llanekee]

Roll the mat out on the dirt Make a scientific hunch Test your hypothesis Just how far can we take this thing of ours?

Unpack the wicker basket Make a mathematic scheme Bend the limits of rationality Just how far are we willing to take our words?

I know you play it safe, by the book and equated Earth You forecast the breaking up of tectonic plates I’ve been experimental, spontaneity affronted Just how long can I bask in your hours?

Roll a season out on a line Unpack the fragments of a time We’ll be spinning in an otherworldly crime Just how far are we gonna go?

-by Lane Key :]

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