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I’m just trying to get my back blown out and fucked into oblivion this weekend😮‍💨

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- strangers

pairing: atsumu x reader

genre: right person, wrong time

cw/tw: time skip stuff, breakups, mild angst, reunited lovers, not beta read we die like real men here

If there was one thing that you knew, it’s that Miya Atsumu would always be a constant in your life. He had a presence that demanded attention, accompanied by a confident smile and eyes that screamed trouble. He isn’t someone that is easy to forget, let alone completely avoid.

You knew this, and you treaded very carefully whenever Atsumu would try his charm with you. During your years at Inarizaki, you made an effort to set boundaries between the two of you, brushing off his attempts at flirting. He’s just like that to everyone, you’d excuse. But at some point, you couldn’t help but wonder what it would be like to be with Atsumu.

Thinking back on it now, you chuckle at yourself. Your question had been answered, after all. You gave him one chance, and he had never once let you down. Contrary to belief, Atsumu was never a bad boyfriend. In fact, he was a really great one. Attentive and charming, supportive and always proud as hell of your accomplishments. So, what exactly happened?

Time, really. You were pursuing a degree in Tokyo while he was chasing his dream of being a pro volleyball player in Osaka. At first, you both tried to make things work. Yeah, the distance was a pain, but you believed that you could manage. You both were very understanding of each other’s schedules and supportive of each other’s respective dreams, but it became too much. The further you got in your academics and he into his career, the less time you had for each other. Phone calls were scarce, countless date nights rescheduled, and at some point you both had just stopped trying. You were entering your final semester and he had broken out as a star player for MSBY. Your priorities were no longer to each other or your relationship anymore, but to your dreams.

“I think we should break up.” Said Atsumu one night. You were both back home in Hyogo, him having a break in his training and you having just ended your first semester into your third year. Atsumu had prepared for the worst. He was ready for you to be angry and upset, he was ready for you to scream and curse at him and even for you to cry and never want to see him again. But the last thing he expected was for you to agree with him.

“Yeah, I think you’re right.” You nod, turning so you face Atsumu, a sad smile on your face. You can see the tears gather in the corner of his eyes, and you’re sure you have your own as well.

“I love ya, y’know?” He says, his voice wavering as he pulls you close to him, his lips finding place on the top of your head. Taking a deep breath, you nod, wrapping your arms around his shoulders. If anything was true, it was that you both loved each other dearly and that would never change.

“I know.” You reply, savoring the feeling of him. “And I love you, so, so much ‘Tsumu.” He has to choke back a sob at the nickname.

You broke the embrace first, wiping your eyes with the back of your hand as you tried to keep it together. Even though this was amicable, it still didn’t hurt any less. Giving him a watery smile, you lean forward and give him a soft kiss. Atsumu knew you, and he knew what each of your kisses meant. This is the one you’d share whenever you two had to leave each other for a while, only this time it’s permanent. This is you saying goodbye.

“You’re going to go back to Osaka and kill it. You are going to be a household name, Miya Atsumu, I just know it.” Your smile nearly killed him. He didn’t want to break up with you, but he couldn’t keep letting your relationship be put on the back burner. You were it for him, and he had thought that you two would end up together. Maybe in another life, he thought bitterly.

“I’ll see you around, Atsumu. If you’re ever in Tokyo, don’t be a stranger, okay?” Atsumu chuckled. You really were the best person, weren’t you?

“Okay.”

“I don’t care whose fault this is, but it’s a PR nightmare, and I need you to fix it.” You say into your phone.

“Isn’t that your job, kitten?”

You groan, rubbing your temples with your fingers. You could already feel the oncoming headache.

“My job is to make sure all of Japan’s national athletes behave during the next couple of weeks, your’s is to make my life easier.” Pausing, you let out a sigh. “Kuroo, if you could please get this taken care of, I would really appreciate it.” You say softly.

“Enough to go on a date with me?” Asked Kuroo. You could feel him smirking through the phone, and you had half of a mind to strangle him. But before you could chew him out, Kuroo chuckled.

“Don’t worry, kitten. I’ll get this taken care of. You know I have your back.” You smile, your body relaxing at Kuroo’s reassuring words. Even though he could be an ass about it, Kuroo did always have your back in the toughest of times.

As you bid your goodbyes, you ungracefully flopped back into your chair. If you knew 5 years ago that you’d be managing an entire country’s public image, you probably would’ve had a stroke. Yes, you loved your job. You enjoyed making friends with the most talented athletes in the country. However, they were all children, which made your job infinitely harder. You were, essentially, a glorified babysitter. You are in charge of all of their social media presences, along with monitoring their behavior in the Olympic village and keeping them in line. There was a reason you constantly had a bottle of Tylenol on you, after all.

“Um, [L/N]-san?” Your assistant, Haru, called, poking her head in your office. Turning your chair, you faced your assistant, still in your slumped position.

“Yes?” You ask, not even bothering to sit up.

“Coach Hibarida is here.” She said, causing your to jump up from your unprofessional position. Standing up from your desk, you smoothed out your clothes. Haru gave you a thumbs up before guiding Coach Hibarida into your office.

“Hello, Coach Hibarida, it is so nice to see-” You pause, watching as several people trail right behind him. Well, people would be a bit of a stretch. Greek gods would be a more appropriate description.

“-you.” You finish, trailing off as Haru gives you a panicked expression. You silently dismiss her, giving her a reassuring look.

“I apologize about this [L/N]-san, but I thought it would be best if some of the newer players came to meet you personally.” Hibarida said sheepishly, giving you a polite smile. Withholding the urge to sigh, you nod instead. From your few interactions, Hibarida is a kind man, and he wouldn’t generally impose unless there was an underlying reason. Great, you think. He has troublemakers.

“That does make sense.” You say. Turning towards the athletes, you give them a once over, noting the track suits that all of the athletes wore. Hibarida gave them a look akin to a fatherly scolding, causing them all to stiffen and bow politely. You offer them a bow in return, noting the amount of players in your office.

Seven. There were exactly seven players that would now be added to your “Problem Child” list.

“My name is [L/N], [Y/N], and I am in charge of Japan’s image during the Olympics. Basically, I have to make sure you behave yourselves while you’re here.” You surmised. “If you have any questions, please feel free to ask my assistant, Haru, or myself.” You add, watching the men awkwardly shuffle in front of you.

“Truthfully, all I ask of you is that you stay out of trouble. We don’t need a scandal like Team USA did in Rio.” You say, causing the men in front of you to nod vigorously. God, you would hate to be that person that had to deal with that mess.

“With all of that being said, I will be rooting for all of Team Japan this year and wish you the best of luck on your matches.” You add enthusiastically, giving the athletes a smile. This seemed to break them out of their awkward stupor. The shortest of them, a young man with orange hair and tanned skin, gave you a dazzling grin.

“It’s nice to meet you, [L/N]-san! Thank you for taking care of us!” He said, bowing out of respect. You smiled.

“No need to thank me, I’m just doing my job.” You dismiss. “Let’s make Japan proud, yeah?” The man next to the orange haired kid beamed, pumping his fist in the air and letting out a cheer of excitement. Coach Hibarida gave him a warning look, causing him to stop his mini celebration.

“Thank you, [L/N]-san, we will be going now. I promise that I’ll try and keep these boys under control.” Hibarida assures. You guess that he’s trying to be comforting, but it did little for your nerves. You could tell by the energy that this group of athletes were different than any others you had met, including the skateboarding duo you met the other day.

“It was nice seeing you, Coach Hibarida. Good luck this year and let’s go for the gold.” You encourage, causing a few of the athletes to grin and high five each other. As Coach Hibarida and his athletes started to walk out of your office, you leaned back against your desk, drafting a quick message to Kuroo.

“Ya really made it, huh?” A voice spoke, causing you to jump. Looking up, you were met with a familiar face. His hair was styled a bit different and you could tell that he was starting to actually use toner, but you would never forget him even if you wanted to.

“Yeah, it seems I did.” You say, glancing over Atsumu’s appearance. His facial features were more defined, sharper even, and you could tell even underneath the standard track suit that he was even more muscular than the last time you saw him (which was unfortunately the night of your breakup 5 years ago). But his eyes, they still had that glimmer of well earned confidence and mischievousness. It was still Miya Atsumu, just a few years older.

“Looks like you made it too.” You say lightheartedly, hoping to ease the tension. “I mean, the Olympics. It doesn’t get much better than that, right?” You say, but Atsumu just looks at you with that soft expression of his. It’s the same one that always made you weak in the knees. If only you knew what was going through his mind right now, then you’d know that he regrets breaking up with you, he regrets not trying more, he regrets not having you with him. Most importantly, he misses you. Not the idea of you, or even the support you gave him, but you.

“I think you should go, Atsumu. Your team is probably looking for you and I have a meeting with another coach soon.” You say, shifting uncomfortably underneath his gaze.

“I still love ya.” He says. It’s not an impulsive thing or even nostalgia, Atsumu is stating what he feels. His confession makes your heart skip a beat and your stomach twist all at once. You could cry but also punch him in the face. That’s just what he does to you, that’s the affect he has always had on you. And even if you wanted to, you could never hate him for it.

“What are you doing to me?” You whisper, looking towards the ceiling as if you’d find an answer. A million thoughts started racing through your mind. Why now? You were never one to believe in fate, but you did believe in Atsumu. You always have, even now. Sensing your apprehension, Atsumu walks towards you. He can see just how much you’ve changed within the past several years. You’re still the same person that he loves, but God damn did time do you justice.

“Tellin’ ya that I’m a damn fool.” He chuckles, his face now just inches away from your’s. “And maybe, earnin’ a date?” He says, cupping your face so you now looked at him. You had to suppress a shiver underneath his gaze. Even though you’re definitely tough, there was just something about Atsumu that made you weak in the knees, even now.

“We’re here to work, Atsumu.” You remind him, making him pout. You chuckled, resisting the urge to tease him for his childish behavior

“How ‘bout this: I get a service ace in the first match, then I come over to yer place.” He offered, flashing you a small smirk. You roll your eyes at him, but smile nonetheless.

“Fine.” Atsumu has the brightest smile on his face, and he has to hold back from picking you up and kissing you. You have no idea why you agreed to his childish deal. Maybe it’s because you know that, deep in your heart, Miya Atsumu will always be your person. Try as you might, you two will always find your way back to each other.

“But after your match on the court,” You start, leaning forward so your lips were right by his ear.

“You should be ready for a match of our own.”

#miya atsumu #atsumu #atsumu x reader #haikyuu #hq #hq x reader #haikyuu!! #msby #miya atsumu x reader #haikyuu x reader

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— answer

pairing: sakusa x reader.

genre: smut. just porn with zero plot because I’m a heathen.

cw/tw: smut, dom!reader, sub!sakusa, overstim, degradation, bondage, sakusa is reader’s bitch.

Sakusa Kiyoomi is known for many things: his raw talent when he’s on the volleyball court, his cleanliness, his realistic and analytical view of life. He is known for many things, but perhaps your favorite thing is something that only you were privy to.

He was absolutely beautiful when he cried.

“Oh, my dear Omi-kun, if only you could see yourself.” You sang, your lips twitching into a smirk as Sakusa let out a raspy moan.

He was a vision; hands tied to your shared headboard, dark curls clinging to his forehead, stripped bare, on full display for you. Just for you. His eyes were brimming with tears and his thighs were twitching, a telltale sign that he was nearing yet another orgasm. You lost track of how many times you made your boyfriend cum tonight, but Sakusa didn’t. You told him to count how many times he did, and by God did he count. He knew that if he didn’t, you’d punish him, which is the last thing he wanted.

With a strangled moan, you watched as your boyfriend was sent into — what was it? — his sixth orgasm of the night? Again, you lost track after the third. With his back arched up from the bed, he hoarsely moaned out your name, his eyes rolling into the back of his head as cum shot out from his cock. It never ceased to amaze you just how many times he could come undone in one night, but what a sight it was to see.

“If only the other members of MSBY could see you now.” You tease, bringing your hand up to Sakusa’s chest, taking his left nipple and rolling it in between your fingers. The action causing your boyfriend to shudder.

“I wonder what Meian-san would say. To have your captain see you whine and cry like a bitch. You, the team’s strongest outside hitter, reduced to nothing but tears.” You whisper, chuckling as Sakusa’s mouth opened, only to close again, whatever he was about to say lost into the night as his mind focused on nothing but the blinding pleasure you were giving him.

“I’m barely even touching you and your dick is just as hard as it was when we started.” You laughed. Moving your hand from his chest, you switched positions so you now hovered above him. Your leg brushed against his dick, causing him to hiss at the friction and you to snicker.

“Tell me, Omi, is that what gets you off? The idea of your team watching me fuck you?” You ask, looking down as your boyfriend’s face flushed a beautiful shade of crimson. Normally, it was difficult for Sakusa to lose his composure. But to you, it was as easy as walking.

“Or do you want them to join?” You ask, peering down at Sakusa through your lashes. You watched Sakusa audibly gulp, his gaze moving from you to the opposite side of your room.

“Omi, Omi, Omi,” You chide. “You answer me when I ask you a question.” You hiss, pulling his hair so he now looked at you.

“I- I-” Sakusa stuttered.

“That’s not an answer.” You smirk, leaning in so your face was now just centimeters from his.

“Y-yes!” Sakusa gasped, the mere idea giving him a new sense of euphoria.

“Atta boy.” You praise, capturing his lips in a seering kiss.

As Sakusa attempted to deepen the kiss, you pulled back, causing him to whine. You loved the sound of his whines, it was like music to you.

“I think I’ve tortured you enough tonight.” You say, sitting up. Now straddling your ruined boyfriend, you pulled off your shirt, throwing it to the side as you focused on taking off your jeans. Sakusa’s eyes widened, eager to please you but also completely spent. Despite his exhaustion, his body still reacted to the sight of your bare body. Even if he couldn’t continue, he would force his dick to work if it meant you would finally fuck him. That’s how much he craved you. 

“Now, it’s my turn to have some fun, Omi-kun.”

#sakusa kiyoomi #sakusa x reader #Haikyuu #HQ #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu!! #hq x reader #sakusa kyoomi x reader #haikyu x reader #haikyu

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I have been inspired to write dom!reader with sub!sakusa

this hellsite truly lacks sub!sakusa and I want to fix that

#haikyuu!! #sakusa kiyoomi #rae rambles

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boyfriend headcanons — setters

characters: Kegayama Tobio, Sugawara Koushi, Kenma Kozume, Oikawa Tooru, Akaashi Keiji, Semi Eita, Miya Atsumu, Koganegawa Kanji.

cw/tw: none

-He’s kind of awkward.

-But that doesn’t mean he doesn’t try to be a good boyfriend.

-The thing with Kageyama is that while he is new to romance and relationships, just like volleyball, he will give it his all.

-At the beginning of your relationship, you had to hold his hand a little bit and set the pace.

-Blushes so hard when you hug him or hold his hand.

-He doesn’t initiate any intimate stuff.

-Your first kiss was definitely an awkward experience.

-He may or may not have jumped when he realized how close you two were and head butted you accidentally.

-Honestly it’s such a funny story looking back at it.

-He hates when you bring it up to tease him.

-While he is not overly romantic, he is very considerate.

-Like, if he gets a drink from the vending machine, he’ll always grab you one too.

-Or if he knows it’s going to be cold, he’ll bring an extra jacket for you.

-Kageyama is the guy that, while he is still trying to figure out the steps of a relationship, he doesn’t forget the small things.

-He is probably the most romantic out of all of the setters.

-Suga is a TRUE gentleman and I will die defending this.

-Offers to carry your bag when you’re walking.

-Holds doors open for you.

-Always asks how you’re feeling.

-While he is a gentleman that drinks his respect women juice, make no mistake.

-He’s still very chaotic.

-Sends you cute messages throughout the day along with some words of encouragement if you’re particularly stressed.

-Loves holding hands.

-To him it’s such a soft and innocent thing, but he loves it so much.

-You two have a very natural relationship.

-Talks about you all the time to Daichi and Asahi.

-He tends to rant about whatever stupid shit Tanaka, Noya, or the first years got into that day.

-Always up for trying new things.

-Like? He sees a new crazy themed cafe?

-Or a store that sells nothing but merch related to some obscure anime you don’t even watch?

-Yeah, you’re visiting it at least once.

-He definitely keeps you on your toes.

-While everyone pegs Kenma as the kind of guy that is extremely antisocial and doesn’t like having a lot of friends, I don’t see it that way.

-It just takes a special person to get to really know him.

-So, you’re pretty damn lucky that you caught this setter’s attention.

-Kenma is very much like a cat.

-It takes a lot to earn his trust, much less his love, but once you do, you have it for life.

-He is very awkward at the beginning of your relationship.

-Oh, man, you’re going to have to help guide him during the beginning stages.

-But he’s also quite smart, so he will eventually learn to catch on to more relationship based things.

-More of a homebody, but will compromise with you on dates.

-HUG. THIS. BOY.

-He is definitely touch starved. Hug him. Play with his hair.

-Any physical affection is more than welcomed by Kenma.

-This bitch.

-He is a HUGE flirt. That will not change no matter your relationship.

-So, the only way I see him really getting serious about someone is if they challenge him.

-The thing about Oikawa is that he doesn’t like when things come easy.

-He always feels the need to earn his keep, whether in life or in volleyball.

-And your relationship is no different.

-While he has a plethora of girls waiting on his beck and call, he doesn’t want them.

-He wants you, the one that doesn’t even care that he’s the captain of the volleyball team, or that he’s a pretty renowned player.

-It’s because you see him as Oikawa Tooru, Aoba Johsai third year and not the Great King.

-And honestly? It’s so refreshing.

-I see Oikawa being a very good boyfriend.

-He will always want a rundown of how your day has gone.

-Doesn’t matter if he was with you for most of the day.

-Fill him in on the time that he wasn’t with you.

-Ok, ok, so Oikawa is definitely not the most emotionally vulnerable person, and it will take a while for him to completely trust you with his insecurities.

-But once he does, and he starts sharing his fears and aspirations, that’s basically him telling you that he loves you.

-Don’t get me wrong, Oikawa has no issue with saying I love you.

-If anything he’s definitely said it first.

-But when he opens up to share what scares him, what excites him, what makes him feel alive.

-That’s when you absolutely know that he’s your’s.

-Akaashi Keiji drinks his respect women juice.

-I will die on this hill.

-He is a very calm and collected person, but also very laid back.

-Akaashi is a very attentive boyfriend.

-He will pick up on the small things.

-Don’t even try to lie and tell him you’re feeling fine when you’re not.

-He will know.

-And he’ll have a remedy ready.

-He is also very detail oriented.

-He knows you inside and out.

-Basically he can read you like a book.

-Which is a good and bad thing.

-After getting serious, Akaashi will open a lot more.

-While he is more reserved, he isn’t completely closed off.

-He’s definitely more outgoing when he’s with you since he’s most comfortable.

-HE LOVES KISSING YOUR FOREHEAD.

-I don’t even have a reasonable explanation for this one.

-But he absolutely loves pushing your hair out of your face and placing a soft kiss on your forehead.

-It feels intimate to him.

-He’s truly a softy.

-This boy is a whole tsundere.

-Change my mind.

-It will take a while for you two to actually get together.

-But when you start dating, it’s like you unlocked another version of Semi.

-He loves cuddles.

-But he will never ask for them.

-You just know when he wants them.

-He’ll be extra pouty.

-You just roll your eyes, call him a baby, and crawl into his lap or pull him into your chest.

-Semi’s love language is acts of service.

-He has a hard time telling you how he feels, and you know this.

-So you learn to pick up on the things he does to show his love.

-Sangwoo has entered the chat

-Ok but really, how the hell did you get this man’s attention?

-His life practically revolves around volleyball.

-He has no room for extra relationships.

-He tried to dismiss his feelings for you, but sike, they came rushing back real quick.

-Atsumu is a bitch for PDA.

-Holding hands, hugging, kissing, he’s down for it all.

-WEAR. HIS. JERSEY.

-He will absolutely go FERAL.

-He’s a smug little bitch.

-He will publicly call you his.

-He has no shame.

-Will flirt with you non stop.

-It’s funny because when you met Osamu, Atsumu felt stupid jealous.

-And you knew that he was.

-But instead of fueling his jealousy, you teamed up with Osamu to tease Atsumu.

-And even though it was the two of you teaming up against him, Atsumu felt really proud that you and ‘Samu were bonding.

-He’ll never admit it though.

-Damn you really are part of the family now.

-Osamu approved.

-But Atsumu will take you on nice dates whenever there’s time.

-They’re not super planned out or even remotely romantic, but honestly it’s the thought that counts.

-He’s super soft.

-Everyone listen here because he’s actually BABY.

-Okay, for starters, he will be a blushing mess for the beginning of your relationship.

-He’s just so innocent and an actual relationship with a partner?

-He still has a hard time wrapping his mind around the idea.

-Like, even an action like holding his hand will send him into a blushing mess.

-It’s pretty cute.

-He’s actually a really good boyfriend.

-Very sweet and is always making sure you’re happy.

-Honestly to him that is priority; your happiness.

-Listen, Koganegawa will definitely be the dude to plan dates.

-If you happen to mention you are interested in trying a new cafe or seeing a new movie.

-He’s already mentally preparing for it, planning a day for the both of you to go.

-They may not be super intricate like the movies, but they’re still really sweet.

-Plus the fact that he puts time and effort into these dates?

-A true king.

#haikyyy #hq #haikyuu!! #haikyuu x reader #hq x reader #sugawara #sugawara x reader #sugawara koushi #kageyama #kageyama tobio #kageyama x reader #oikawa x reader #oikawa #oikawa tooru #semi #semi x reader #semi eita #akaashi #akaashi x reader #akaashi keiji #kenma #kozume kenma #kenma x reader #miya atsumu #atsumu #atsumu x kita #koganegawa x reader #Koganegawa #koganegawa kanji