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Thank you to everyone who got me to 100 likes!

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I don't know

Random anxiety in my chest

About finances, about life, about lack of certain things, about lack of certain chemicals in my brain and some situations.

I miss shallow distractions, having which, helps me cope with life's reality.

I miss having essence and texture in life

I'm in such discomfort of thawing my rigid disconnected self

Want my life to follow a script in my head. Want it to be filled with chaos and random essence- healthy or unhealthy. Mostly unhealthy. To keep fuelling me to avoid the mundane peace of sorts.

I want life's plot to have twists and turns and intensity

I want a life that matches the Intensity and passion of my heart and mind

I dont know

Excerpts from the diary of an old rotten soul

ADHD brain during downtime?

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“Listen closely to the songs I play, because the lyrics speak the words I fail to say.”

— Unknown

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Staying in a city alone, with so many people, with so many people eager to be with you, but connecting with none of them, with such huge crowds of friendly attractive people but none of whom i know. With so many places to visit and hang around but i don't have the money or energy to go. With so many chances to get physical but i don't want to take any of them.

At such a weird place geographically or metaphorically where there are so many chances or opportunities for a lot of socially exciting things to happen but taking none of them, getting none of them, because of who or how I am.

 

The struggle of socially anxious people is tossing between wanting to be social but not having the ability or resources to do so. 

Oh well. That's living an introvert life in an extrovert world.

#relatable #introverts #social anxiety #living in the city #midnight musings #2023 #modern world #big city life

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We're all such lonely people together in this crowded world separately

#modern world #introvert humour

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There are lot of fish in the see but what if I don't like fishes at all. What if i dont want to eat fishes. Fishes are complicated and i dont have the energy to fish. Doesnt matter their background, appearance, taste, big fish, small fish, rich fish, fishes who dont have their shit together, tasty fish non-tasty fish. They are all draining. Maybe i am just not a fish person.

Anyway, follow for more weird musings and writing.

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@esotericmemesOG on insta

#relationships #dating in 2023 #modern dating #fresh text posts #funny #quotes #relatable #for you #oldertumbler

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not going to lie guys i don’t think being employed is for me

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The Post-Crescent, Appleton, Wisconsin, October 8, 1925

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DANIEL RADCLIFFE as Sid "The MatriXXX" — Miracle Workers: End Times (4.03)

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Maybe we're all this cat

The Daily Times, Davenport, Iowa, December 29, 1894

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what do you mean i can’t read every book, study every academic subject, taste every food, live in every city in every country, visit every museum, listen to every single song ever produced, learn every language, meet every interesting person, memorize every particle of knowledge to ever exist ???

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This is everywhere in the world right now but i hope we can finally afford to start slow living

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Yeah there are a lot of fish in the sea but at some point you have to sit and eat instead of keep on fishing 

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People nowadays (or perhaps even before) are so keen on protecting themselves and keeping so detatched from real feelings to safeguard from heartbreak that they have forgotten to feel. The have stopped taking risks and giving love and passion a chance. 

I get wanting to protect yourself from being hurt but why do you want to think it that way. Be passionate for the things and people you want to. Express it. See if they are worth it, try. Just Try. At least. Then if they don't value your passion and concern, exit out of the situation but for fuck's sake try. Dont hold yourself back. Be your authentic passionate loving self if that's what you are.  

-slata

#romance #dark academia #passion #life of a writer #writers of tumblr #writing #quotes #life quotes #books #booklr #book quotes #books and libraries #reading #original writing #art

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I loved this quote from "Big Shot (Nothing Like I Imagined)" by Mindy Kaling -

"“Women always take bad behavior by men and twist it to make it so it’s somehow our fault, not theirs. It makes more sense to us that we’re somehow wrong than the possibility that a man is being rude.”"

-Tracey Wigfield

Start reading this book for free: https://amzn.in/d2XrAX0

#book quotes #mémoire #men n women #Mindy Kaling #Tracey Wigfield #quotes #the office

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cringing at my own cover letter. Why must we do this dance

#work life #millennial adults #millennials #cover letters

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Heard some peeps my age wanna party till the sun comes up, i just wanna go to sleep before the sun goes down

#introvert #fresh text posts #introvert memes #relatable #introvert humour #outside #bad #inside good #homebody #old soul #party life