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pottery project

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some people are just bad people and they keep it in for the public. but when you really get to know these people and they let their guard down around you they will always show you their worst side.  People like this will blame others and lie about things to cover up their faults and their own wrong doings. They will beat people up and take advantage of people. They will call themselves venerable but even they know the truth that they are horrible and they simply need to lie even to themselves. Unfortunately this just exacerbates the cycle of horribleness. These people think that treating others badly will ease the pain of being a horrible person, but its possible that it is an irremediable affliction. We all know these people but sometimes we are all in as much denial about how horrible they are as they are to themselves about it.

If you have been treated badly by someone for long enough you start to realize that it is not an isolated incident from time to time; but rather, you begin to see your own kindness and you see that this person is a psychopath and horrible person. Sometimes these people are so horrible and they know it no matter how much they might try to deny it to themselves and they fear losing others, so they in turn will abuse you into submission so you are too afraid or feel too bad to leave, so you stick around and the bondage gets thicker. This is a shame because this is you being manipulated and controlled by a horrible person and its too bad because that control gives the horrible person some backwards confirmation and they feel stimulated and justified in continuing to act this way… as their parents allowed and encouraged them to do as a young spoiled child.

Its really sad because most times these people use their keen ability to use and abuse people to get ahead in the world. They will even go so far as to take physical advantage of people and they will take their bodies and their money whist destroying perfectly good peoples ego and self esteem, damaging their mind and health irreparably.

Don’t vote for horrible people and don't put up with in your own life either. Life is too short to be treated horribly and its too short for the time it takes to repair yourself from that shit. It simply isn't worth the time no matter how scared you might be to be alone, or how much you think you care about this person - even if its family. Horrible people don't deserve our love and energy and money no matter how much they might make you feel bad for them or lie to you to convince you they do deserve it. Any type of person can be a horrible person and they will try to disguise themselves as loving and kind by lying and manipulating all of those around them.

Be wary and be careful. But be discerning because there are horrible people for sure then there are people who are just damaged and don't know better but can and will change to reflect love and light; sometimes the horrible people will even disguise themselves as these people too. 

Sometimes these horrible people will hover over your life for so long even after you've done a lot to discontinue conversation without blocking them entirely. Its exhausting and damaging. Be careful and take care of yourself first. 

#selfcare #advice #real life #tell it like it is

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#new aesthetic #vaporwave #synthpop

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#vaporwave #new aesthetic #that's all folks

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does heaven exist?

If you make it so. 

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#valentine #heart #love #vaporwave #new aesthetic

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#vavopave #new aesthetic #art

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by marti mills 

#new aesthetic art vaporwave experimental

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#girl #ski mask #gangster girls #sexy

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self portrait back on Flickr.

<3

#newmexico #santafe #pixiebat #5dmkii #5d #dslr #digital #southwest #nude #cowboy #horse #selfportrait #nudeselfie #selfie #prettygirl #girl #woman #back #naked #silver #35mm

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Notes on the Existence of Heaven turned 4 today!

#tumblr birthday

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Abandoned Factory on Film on Flickr.

35mm Kodak Tri-X © 2009.

#abandoned #factory #silver #35mm #black and white #pixiebat #marti mills #silver gelatin #alone #silhouette #figure #shadows #film #tri-x #bwfp #kodak

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on the surface of mars on Flickr.

Via Flickr: Composite high resolution image taken by Curiosity Descent Imager. The images were downloaded from NASA and compiled into a panoramic view of the surface of Mars. Full HD Video of the Descent CLICK THROUGH for a 4615 x 4163 pixel view.

#mars #curiosity #sci-fi #science #rover #nasa #luke fitch #pixiebat #mart mills #red planet #large #composite #large format #4000x4000 #high resolution #high #robot #impact #crash #landing #probe #space #jpl #video #rocket #descent #explosion #MARDI #curiosity landing #curiosity descent

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Complete MSL Curiosity Descent

#mars #space #science #nasa #beautiful

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tiny town burning down on Flickr.

Via Flickr: (+1 in comments) I built this tiny town and Luke stuffed it with fireworks. We set it on fire, blew it up and watched it burn. Watch this slow motion video for the full spectacle. Entire town destroyed by fireworks, slow motion video

#july 4th #diorama #tiny town #fire #fireworks #firecracker #independence day #135mm #red digital cinema #flames #5d mk ii #america #art #craft #hobby

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destroyed by fireworks on Flickr.

Via Flickr: CLICK THROUGH FOR MORE AND A VIDEO (+2 in comments) I built this tiny town and Luke stuffed it with fireworks. We set it on fire, blew it up and watched it burn. Watch this slow motion video for the full spectacle. Entire town destroyed by fireworks, slow motion video

#fire #fireworks #firecracker #4th of july #independence day #america #tiny town #town #diorama #red cinema camera #5d mk ii #135mm #miniature #art #craft

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Toy Tank explosion 

SLOW MOTION

#fire #tank #slow motion #120fps #red camera