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You were just chaos wrapped in sunshine

& all I wanted to do was make you mine.

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& when I lose control, I learned to welcome the chaos; I’ve become tired of fighting when I can just ride the mania until the storm wears down.

What’s another manic episode when you’re life is a constant tsunami of emotions.

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I love, I hate, I binge, I purge, I laugh, I cry-

No emotion will ever be in the muddled middle; I’m an all or nothing person & one day, I swear, it will be the death of me.

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So…

I’ve been having very vivid truthful dreams coming true… so I asked the girl I was seeing about a dream I had about her sneaking around WITH A ‘FRIEND’ I introduced her too….

Well, I wasn’t wrong.

😅

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“Never judge people by their past. People learn. People change. People move on.”

— Unknown

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“So often we try to make other people feel better by minimizing their pain, by telling them that it will get better (which it will) or that there are worse things in the world (which there are). But that’s not what I actually needed. What I actually needed was for someone to tell me that it hurt because it mattered. I have found this very useful to think about over the years, and I find that it is a lot easier and more bearable to be sad when you aren’t constantly berating yourself for being sad.”

— John Green

[secret-thoughtsxo]

The moon is there to remind us that even on our darkest days, there is still a light within us, we just need to be patient while it reignites our soul & our light will come back. 🌕

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[secret-thoughtsxo]

Like the moon

She could fall into her darkness, but would always find her way back to the light.

🌕🌖🌗🌘🌑🌒🌓🌔🌕

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[secret-thoughtsxo]

“Stop thinking that other people are going to come and save you. You gotta save yourself.”

— Rae Earl

[secret-thoughtsxo]

She’s a 10 but she feels like a 1 because she keeps fixing people who always leave.

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They say you can’t heal around what made you sick; what if it was me?

What if I made myself sick? Sick from the lack of boundaries, sick from the excuses I made for others behaviours towards me, sick from the way I allowed myself to be treated- sick sick sick.

What if I’ll always be sick? Why would I rather fix a stranger than myself? Why must I always try to heal others at my own expense?

I’m exhausted. I’m never chosen. I’m a good luck fuck, at best.

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“When I’m with you, I feel a kind of calm I’ve never felt in my life. I’m tangled up in you and you’re tangled up in me and it feels right. Like it was meant to be.”

— Rachel Gibson

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I can see the dark & acknowledge the light.

I can see the pain & join the fight.

I’ll fight each day to survive

Because pretending you’re living, isn’t being alive

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I love you, more then you’ll ever know

The toxic cycle, I can’t control.

Let me be your, loving mould;

the type of love, we can’t keep hold.

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I’ve learned to feed my soul; over something I can’t control.

Toxic is the mould, of relationships I can’t control

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[secret-thoughtsxo]

You aren’t a love song;

You aren’t something that deserves to carry on.

So pack your shit up, and move along.

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