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What ENHYPEN will do if they are your boyfriend... (My Version)

Heeseung

He will sing songs whenever you feel down or just simply sing a song for you, because that's how sweet he is.

He will let you hug him whenever he is playing.

He will teach you how to play online games.

He will give snuggle to your neck when both of you are cuddling and sleeping.

Jay

He will bring you flowers whenever you go on a date.

He will bring you to fancy places and will treat you like a precious gem.

He will start holding your hand and will end up giving you a big and warm hug.

He will laugh at your jokes hysterically.

He will kiss your nose before sleeping.

Jake

He will tour you on every date.

He will guide you at everything.

He is a softie especially towards you.

He will try to jumpscare you but it will end uo that he'll be the one screaming.

He will hold hands with you while bith of you are walking with Layla of course.

He will spoon you when both of you are sleeping.

Sunghoon

He will bring you to ice rinks, and will teach you to skate coz he's a penguin who loves ice.

He will make jokes that aren't funny at all, and he will pout if you just stare at his jokes, leaving you to laugh at his pouty face.

He will stare at your beauty coz he loves your feature that much.

Sunoo

He will help you with all your skincare routine.

He will help you with the dress you will wear whenever both of you will go on a date.

He will watch horror movies with you in the middle of the night, and of course you are both eating mint chocolate flavoured ice creams.

He will end up sleeping in the corner of the bed even though he's hugging you before his nigh.

Jungwon

He will teach you how to plant and will create a very beautiful garden that he will name after you.

He will take care of you even though he's such a naughty little kitten.

He will eat anything you will cook, even though it's not the best but he will still complement it.

Niki

He will play fun with you but he'll eventually stop whenever he did cross the line.

He will hug you always, in no particular reasons.

He will take a photo of you and put it on an album.

He will bring you to typical yet sweet ang loving dates, that are different because he is niki.

He will teach you dances and will help you with your japanese language.

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taddymetanoia · 2 years

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i noticed how beautiful our life is, yes not everyone will accept you the way you are. but those people who surrounds you and gives you their support, is the greatest. whenever you will start on something new they are there, supporting you. whenever you accomplish something, they are there congratulating you. whenever you struggle, they are there comforting you and most importantly guiding you. some don't open their mouth but just hug you or simply help you, or sometimes, they will just give you something in no particular reason and when you ask “what's up that day” they'll just reply “just because.” but in truth, they just want to give you something, for you are special and they just don't want to be vocal. i hope everyone will notice that too and will appreciate it. there's so much more in life, promise. you just need to open your eyes, open your arms and embrace the best part.

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owemjiiiii

[ 4:28 AM ]

"Hey, why are you already up love?" You heard Jake whisper from behind you, feeling arms wrap around your waist from behind.

"It's nothing babe, you can go back to sleep." You turned your head towards him, greeting him with a kiss before turning back to the coffee you made. You didn't want to bother him with something so trivial and honestly, you didn't want to return back to sleep.

You were about to take a sip from your glass but his hands stopped you from doing so. He took the glass from you before carefully turning your body so that you'd face him. His hands were on either side of you, effectively trapping you.

"What's wrong?" He asked, his eyes staring into yours with hopes to get an answer. You pursed your lips, contemplating whether or not you wanted to be honest.

When you came into a conclusion, you merely sighed, looking away from his gaze to avoid the embarrassment you felt. "It's really nothing. It's just a nightmare. A pretty childish one, if you ask me."

Jake cupped your face in his hands, softly forcing you to look at him. "There's nothing childish about a nightmare, (Y/n). We all have them from time to time."

"Yeah, but mine's pretty childish and unrealistic." Your eyes gazed into his, allowing Jake to see what you truly felt. He wrapped his arms around you once more, your head buried into his chest as you hugged him back.

"No matter how childish it might be, I'll always listen to your worries." He whispered, stroking your hair to calm you down. There were a few moment of silence before hearing you sigh in defeat, feeling your hands clutch his shirt tightly.

"You left me." You started, your voice meek, as if afraid to be scolded. "I dreamt that you left me for someone else."

Carefully, He placed his hands on your shoulder, forcing you to look directly into his eyes. He placed his hand on your face once more, cupping them as his thumb caressed your cheeks. "That's not childish. That's actually really scary but..." He gazed at you with the love he felt for you, his forehead touching yours as he whispered, "I'd never leave you, (Y/n). The thought never even crossed my mind. Why would I when you're already perfect for me?"

"Promise?"

He extended his pinky finger, a reassuring smile laced on his lips. "I promise. I'll even cut off this finger if I break the promise." He proclaimed, causing you to giggle before hitting him softly. "Stop it."

He let out a grin, "You finally smiled." He whispered before interlacing his hand with yours, "Let's go back to sleep?"

You nodded, allowing yourself to be dragged back into your shared bedroom. When you reached your bed, he tucked you on your side, "Comfy?"

"Yes but..." You patted the empty spot beside you, "I'll be comfier if you were beside me."

Jake chuckled at this, slowly going to his side to obey your wish. Once he laid down on his side, he placed his arms on your waist, effectively pulling you closer to him. He played with your hair a bit, "I'll wait until you fall asleep."

"You don't have to!"

"I know but I want to." He said firmly, smiling as he gave you a quick peck on your lips.

Your eyes widened as your cheeks heated up from his sudden action. You buried your head into his chest, hoping that he wouldn't be able to see the face you were making.

You heard the chuckle that he let out as you did your best to calm down, closing your eyes while you took a deep breath. As you were doing this, you didn't notice that you had fallen asleep in his embrace.

Jake noticed your lack of movement, his eyes peeking to see if you were asleep. When he realized that you were, he let out a soft smile, brushing the stray hair from your face. He once again placed a kiss, however this time, on your forehead. "Sleep well, my love."

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Please Reblog is Your Blog is Safe for Non-Binary People.

If my mutuals can’t rb this then we can’t be mutuals

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Cockaigne (Kim Sunoo of ENHYPEN)

One Shot Story #2

This is the revised one, but yet still not finished. I've deleted the original already since it makes me cringe. Enjoy!

Sunoo x Reader

Boredom is the first thing that creeps up your body while listening to your history teacher talking about some historic places in this world. You can't help but release a yawn, knowing that this kind of feeling is usual for you and whenever you feel it, imagination activates itself.

Your eyes met the window beside you, revealing a glass pane and a beautiful view outside. As you stare at the so-called paradise your mind drifts to an imaginary world.

Smiling wide when you saw the beach you are staring at, a while ago. The breeze makes your hair fly as well as the dress you are wearing, a simple flowery dress that reveals your beautiful curve. You feel like you are the most luxurious person in the world because of these vibes.

You sat down in the white sand, making some sandcastles with it. Suddenly, a boy approached you. He is wearing a beautiful smile that makes his lips attractive, the boy looks at you with his beautiful foxy eyes and a perfect pointy nose. Words can't process in your mind but it keeps saying he is the most handsome guy you have seen.

'How can a man look like this?'

Staring at him makes your lips create a crescent. Looking expensive and revealing his hourglass body with the clothes hugging his body right now.

“Hi, I'm Sunoo. I've never seen you here before. What's your name?”

'Oh my gosh! His voice is so lovely!'

“I-I'm Y/n, and y-yeah I'm new here.” While answering his questions you keep your composure elegant. Not wanting to look awkward in front of him.

“Oh is that so? Then come here and I'll show you how beautiful this place is.“ Giving you his bare hands that you quickly reach, feeling the softness of his palm.

Minutes had passed and both of you started walking while talking to each other. Obviously flirting, you don't want to lie but the feeling is heavenly. Just his voice itself makes your heart run fast.

He leads the way and tours you around. Your hands played with the crystallizing water, suddenly a splash was heard making you wet and soaked in water, then the urge to revenge filled your thoughts. Waiting for the right timing you splashed the water towards him. Satisfied when he looked at your direction surprised, and you can't help but laugh as you see him gasp with confusion lingering in his face.

“Why did you...?” He was about to show you how sassy he is but laughed along when he realized why you did that. The both of you started playing with the water when suddenly he grabs your hand.

Electricity is the first thing you feel when the skin of his soft hand touches yours. Looking at his eyes is the next thing you do. Both of you are locked in each other's gaze, as if there is a staring contest happening.

A moment has passed and he is the first one to let go. You look at your feet, embarrassment registered in your face. When suddenly, you felt a small tap in your shoulders so you lifted your gaze.

“Let's go to the boat, shall we?” Smiling widely at you he pointed at the sea with a big boat floating.

You responded with a nod and the second you knew was both of you ran towards the boat. He toured you around and you seemed to enjoy the moment. You enjoy his company so much and you even have the chance to snorkel, until you reach an island filled with beautiful seashells.

“Y/n! Aren't you hungry? Come on, let's eat!” The boy excitedly shouted at you. Like it has its own life, your tummy grumbles weirdly, you look at him smiling sheepishly. He laughed but reached for your hand and dragged you somewhere. Until you reached this idyllic restaurant.

'I'm not on a date aren't I?'

As you enter the prestigious resto your mouth forms an awe, seeing a really expensive place like this is too much for your happiness. You looked at the boy with surprise flustered in your face as the workers bowed down when they saw him. Unexpectedly, a waiter approached you and led you to a seat next to a big window. Not to be obvious but your eyes roamed and examined the place.

The place already looks like a mansion and the people in eating and chattering shouts richness and money, they all look intimidating and prestigious.

Nevertheless, Sunoo quickly ordered for the both of you. “What do you want to eat?” He said leaning at you, grinning. As you saw how close he was right now it made you sit upright.With lips trembling you cleared your throat and looked at the menu placed on the table.

“Can I have this please?” Pointing at the (favorite pastry) and the (favorite drink). The waiter nods and smiles at you and quickly leaves as he gets the order.

While waiting for the food to be served, you talk about your lives and there you discover that he is the son of the owner of this paradise. You also talk about school and how bad you are at various subjects.

A minute of waiting passed and the food was served, you gave the server a grateful smile as you felt the hunger inside you made a weird noise. Luckily, it's not loud so no one heard how weird you are.

When you are about to take a mouthful taste of the delicacy in front of you, the world you started to shake.

“Y/n! Hello? Earth to y/n! Are you listening?” a girl shakes your shoulder making you look at her surprised and disappointed. Tears started to form in your eyes and you can't help but to show a pout. Realizing that it's all just an imagination. The greatest imagination to be honest.

The girl drags you to eat somewhere while blabbering about nonsense things that you don't give interest in. “Y/n! I heard there's a beach there! And it looks super beautiful! It has white sand too! I'll go there and check, will you please come with me?” as long as the beach was mentioned your ears quickly listened, the girl gave you puppy eyes. Rolling your eyes but nevertheless just nods since you don't have a choice but to say yes.

The moment your feet touch the sand, the familiarity of the place keeps you at home here. Sighing when you remember your imagination earlier. It feels surreal right now. The breeze, the sand, the view all look the same.

Once again you take a great look at the expensive beach and the crystallizing water. Not minding your friend being a child playing at the sea. She looks so happy, and you seem so bored and sad.

'Why does it look exactly like the beach in my imagination? Am I really that good at imagining things? Now I have reason to agree with those bullies calling me weird.'

You again heave a long sigh feeling hopeless. As you are about to turn your back you feel a poke in your cheeks making you stop on your track.

Slowly, you turn your head to the person poking your cheeks.

“Sunoo?!”

“Yes! Y/n it's me!”

Being flowed by your own emotion, you unexpectedly hugged him. For a moment, it feels a huge relief but embarrassing when you realize what you just did.

You are about to get your hands off him but he hugged you back placing your head on his shoulder. That's when you notice how tall the boy is, he's literally taller than you. The hug gave you comfort, blood rising up your head making your cheeks blush red. But you care less and enjoy the moment. At last, your imagination came into reality.

“I thought you're just an imaginary luxurious girl. But then I noticed you here. At first, I was hesitant but when I saw you leaving I quickly approached you.” said by the guy hugging you dearly, caressing your head and brushing your hair.

“The feeling is mutual!”

“So you like imagining stuff too, right?” He looks down meeting your eyes and there you witness how beautiful his eyes are. The latter smiled at you sweetly, and all you can imagine right now is that he emits the sunshine as he glows and shines in your embrace. “Yeah, and that imagination led me to you!”

“Cockaigne” means an imaginary land filled with luxury and idleness.

#enhypen #engenes #fanfiction #one shot #story #x reader #enhypen imagines #y/n #sunoo x reader #kim sunoo enhypen #kim sunoo x reader #teeth rotting one shot #imagination #imagine #enhypen fanfiction #kim sunoo fan fiction #sunoo

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AN UNEXPECTED MEETING (Part 1)

PAIRING: Park Sunghoon x M!Reader

GENRE: Fluff

WARNING: Profanities, strong language, and shitty ass writing

SUMMARY: You were ditched by the date you were supposed to meet at the park and instead, you met Sunghoon who was taking his dog for a night stroll.

This sucks. You thought as you swiped and swiped through the number of potential people that could have been your date right now, but you were a little picky with your type of man, so thinking about clicking that heart button was not an option, yet in your head.

'Winter'. This was an app your friend recommended you to download and told you that this was where he met his boyfriend and they've been together already for a year and a half, now. But, of course, your friend had just got to be the prettiest man in the world giving him all the chance to get the man he desires.

You sighed before falling onto your stomach and continued to swipe left through thousands of profiles that were showing on your screen. "Guess Winter's a word that totally fits how my inbox is going. Cold. Very cold." You mumbled.

You had been sending messages to some men that you thought were good-looking or fitting for your liking, but as expected, you didn't receive any reply, or if you did they never replied once again.

You groaned and let your phone fall down your bed as you took a pillow from your side and placed it on your stomach after turning your body around to face the ceiling. You got a ding from your phone which made you feel excited, only to let your smile turn into a frown when it was only just your friend, Felix who sent you a message. You let out a sigh of disappointment and clicked on the chat head that was on the right end of your phone.

Aussie Bossy Gucci Messy: M/n. so, how's it going?

: terrible. just terrible.

: and you just had to make it worse.

Aussie Bossy Gucci Messy: what the hell did I do?!

Aussie Bossy Gucci Messy: i was simply just checking on my second fave person in the world.

: so, now I'm just the second fave?

: alright. I get it.

: totally feeling just fine.

Aussie Bossy Gucci Messy: seriously, girl. what the fuck is up?

: you can practically hear my groaning right now.

Aussie Bossy Gucci Messy: yes. i can.

: well, I've been using that app you recommended for months now.

: and well, it didn't work well with me, like how well it worked with you.

: and why the fuck do I even care about having a boyfriend?!

: it's so fucking frustrating!

Aussie Bossy Gucci Messy: M/n, there are just stuffs that doesn't come to you in just a second just because you want it to happen already.

: says you.

: you were literally crying saying no one liked you, when really they all did, but you were just a picky witch and decided to leave them hanging in your inbox.

Aussie Bossy Gucci Messy: ...

Aussie Bossy Gucci Messy: that was now, this then.

Aussie Bossy Gucci Messy: but, that's besides the point.

Aussie Bossy Gucci Messy: i'm just trying to say that, maybe staying single isn't so bad. it can be fun since you get to spend all the money you have for yourself.

: my bank is empty.

Aussie Bossy Gucci Messy: you—

Aussie Bossy Gucci Messy: fine. you can use my card, then. but, don't you dare spend it on useless stuffs.

: relax, hun. I won't.

: besides, you have a lot, why worry?

Aussie Bossy Gucci Messy: L/n M/n. you better not.

: goodness, Lix. i won't. don't worry.

: have I ever made you doubt me?

Aussie Bossy Gucci Messy: countless of times.

: atta, boy.

: seeya, bitch.

: gonna visit for that card.

You closed your chats and could still hear your phone going off, but you didn't care since Felix was just worrying too much. Maybe more than just too much.

You picked up your phone and placed it inside your pocket, then grabbing a jacket from your rack and wore it to keep yourself cozy from the cold weather. It was getting a little late already. You put on your shoes and got your house keys, then leaving your house locking the door when everything was perfect to be left on its own. Plus, you're parent's won't be home 'til 12 in the morning.

Just as you were 'bout to step out of your porch, you suddenly felt the sudden feeling that you forgot to tend to some of the appliances that needs unplugging. You shrugged it off and told yourself that you did, but the feeling was too strong that you had to walk back inside your house and double check everything. "Okay. TV unplugged, laptop that was charging unplugged, extension wires unplugged, air conditioner unplugged." You sighed. "Alrighty, so everything's unplugged."

You finally leave the house, not forgetting to lock the door, then moving to Felix's, which was just the one next to yours. You knocked on the door and patiently waited for Felix to answer the door while swaying your body from toes to heels with your hand placed behind your back.

When you got no reply, you decided to peek through the glass windows of Felix's house and see that there were no signs of him nor Changbin. But, the lights are on. You rang the doorbell instead and finally, heard some footsteps coming down from probably the stairs.

The door was opened and you saw Felix in a bath robe his hair wet. "So, do you still trust me with your card?" You said, fluttering your eyes at him while a hand slowly extended towards his way.

Felix narrowed his eyes at you, while he used a towel to dry his wet hair. He squinted his eyes deeper at you making you smile bigger. He huffed through his nose, his narrowed eyes still present. "Come in."

Felix left the door open for you to come inside letting you close the door behind you with a gentle slam. "Eyow, Felix. Where's Changbin-hyung?" You asked making yourself comfortable on the sofa that was placed in front of Felix's very big flat TV.

Even with all the times you've spent in this house, you still can't get over how huge, spacious, and beautiful Felix's house was. You still continue to gawk and open your mouth in shock with how much the Australian boy became successful by just doing K-pop dance covers, which you actually tried to do, but had to quit before it even started when you saw how you looked like a walking stick while you were dancing. You could only cringe when you thought about it.

Felix was walking up the stairs going to his bedroom to change. "He just left. He was expecting for you to come, though." Felix said from upstairs, his voice echoing throughout the entirety of the wide house.

"Oh, he did? Guess I'm a favorite now, too." You chuckled.

Just as things were about to go silent, you received a notification making you snap your head at your phone. Who could be texting me? You asked yourself, before pulling your phone out of your pocket and saw that you received a message from that dating app on your lockscreen interface. You clicked on it aggressively and typed in your pin, the app automatically opening upon doing so.

You checked who the mysterious male was and saw that it was a very handsome male probably just a year older than you. You jumped up from where you were sat and screamed on the top of your lungs, not being able to see it, but you knew that Felix flinched as he put on his clothes.

Immediately, Felix ran down the stairs to check on you. "Why? What? What happened?" You ran to him and passed him your phone, Felix reading the message. "M/n! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU STANDING HERE FOR?! Go get your mans!" Felix gave you a slight push on the shoulder.

"Oh my gosh, oh my gosh! Do I just wear this?" You asked frantically.

"M/n, M/n. Look, you look fine. If he doesn't like you, his loss, if he does, well we have a winner." Felix comforted you his hands placed on your shoulder.

You nod your head in agreement with your friend's statement before he gave you pat on the back, then you rushed out of the house as fast as you can, the excitement unbearable. You checked the message once more and saw that your meeting place was at the park that was just nearby, so your smile even grew wider at the thought that he's just close by.

Your steps gradually went slower as you approached the park, you breathing heavily as you caught your breathe. You started to walk and look around the place seeing a small bench that you sat at as you waited for your date. Your head turned from left to right, tapping your fingers on your knees, lips pursed as you started to feel the coldness finally sink into your system.

You tried to warm yourself by rubbing your hands together trying to create heat, blowing on your hands, the warmth not even enough to let the coldness you felt subside. Your hands fell back down to your knees as you stretched your torso while your head was looking around to check for any signs of your supposed date, but to no avail.

You sighed placing one of your legs on top of the other while you waited anxiously. You noticed how it was getting darker by the time you started to give up on waiting for your date. You knew you were ditched completely. Letting out a sigh when you realized that you have waited for an hour for this man who left you in the dirt, hoping for his ass to show up.

You clicked your tongue finally deciding to go back home, standing up from the bench and started to walk off. But, as you did, an audible cute bark met your ears as it draw nearer, then feeling something furry that made its way up above your ankle. You looked down to see a cute toy poodle with all its fur dirty, probably from diving through puddles that was caused by the rain this morning.

You squatted down to be equal the dog's height or at least to be able to lay your hands on his soft white fur. "Aw~ Where'd you come from, li'l bud?" You questioned the dog, while playing with its ears. You looked down and saw the collar hanging round its neck. It had a gold pendant on it with its name embedded on it. "'Gaeul'." You read it aloud. "You must have an owner, huh?"

"Sorry! Sorry! He's mine." A male's voice came from in front of you, your head perking up to see who it was. "Thanks, by the way." The male said as he approached you with a small smile on his face, his dimples in full display, picking up Gaeul who barked happily.

For some unknown reasons, you couldn't take your eyes off from the tall, good-looking male in front of you while he carried the dog in his arms, smiling down at it. It was like he was an angel that was sent from above to guard you. Even though the park was dark, his pale skin made him stand out looking as bright as the stars that sparkled in the night sky. He noticed your staring and suddenly felt like he had done something wrong, making him feel frantic. "Oh, I'm so sorry. Have I done anything wrong?"

You were snapped out of your head when he spoke to you, once again, giving him a smile, shaking your head. "No, no. I was just.. uhm... surprised to see you here in this hour." You came up with the best excuse you could ever think of and it looked like it worked, because the male started buying it and smiled in relief.

"Thank goodness." He showed you that smile again that made the whole place shine brighter. "Also, I could tell you the same thing. I usually am here during this time of the night, since Gaeul is a litrle too picky with the weather." He said, before tilting his head to the side with a questioning look on his face. "What are you doing here, by the way? If you don't mind me asking."

You sighed before you stood up from your position and dusting your shorts off from any dirt. "Well, I was supposed to meet someone here, but I got... uhm... well, he ditched me." You chuckled awkwardly.

"Why'd he do that?" He asked, again.

"I don't know. Don't ask me." You answered him.

"Aren't you cold? Only wearing a shirt and shorts under a jacket." He throwed another question, making you shake your head as you chuckled.

"You should be asking that to yourself. You're only wearing pajamas, which are not fit for this type of weather." You told him, pointing at his sleepwear that had Mickey Mouse's face printed all over his shirt and pants. "Like your taste by the way. Mickey Mouse: an icon."

He blushed and smiled sheepishly. "Thanks. A friend gave it to me on my birthday to embarrass me."

"Oh, but it totally looks cute on you." You complimented him unconsciously, slapping your face inside your head.

"Thanks, I guess." He said and you two were engulfed in an uncomfortable silence before the taller male decided to break the ice. "I... erm, Sunghoon, by the way. Park Sunghoon." He held a hand out for you to shake, making you smile up at him.

"M/n. L/n M/n." You introduced yourself, then held his hand to shake it.

Part 2

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Happy Birthday Jake! Thank you for making us happy! Also thank you for being one of my biggest inspiration in many aspects in life. Writing for me will not be the same if I didn't wrote your name once or didn't even gave you a one shot or a whole story! You are a big part of my life as a person who knows how to idolize! Thank you being alive and choosing to be an idol! We love you! 💙

#enhypen #jake #sim jake #sim jaeyun #birthday #november star jake #happy birthday jake #engenes

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Nyctophilia (Nishimura Riki of ENHYPEN)

A one shot story where in... Niki wants a change.

07:39 PM

Niki x Reader

You stare at the toy peacefully sitting in your bed as your mind runs, full of thoughts. You were going to meet your nice “friend”, Niki. The reason you were nervous was because it was not your usual meeting or playful hang out with each other but rather, a friendly date. It was because you knew in your heart that you had a soft spot for this guy.

You consider yourself an extrovert, and him as an introvert. He loved being in a dark room and playing at peace while you tend to over-worn yourself at parties. You also love hanging with him since you find him a tough challenge. Maybe it’s because of the fact that you find his way of living mysterious and eerie. You know some of his favourites, some of his hobbies but you barely see him go outside and that piques your interest.

You met him at school, and honestly, at first you didn't want to interact with him but your teacher had given you both a project, and that's when your story with him started. He stated that you are the only person with whom he talks to but you took it normally because of the fact that you barely see him socialising. Sure, he has virtual friends but he has no intention to meet them in person.

“This guy is really no fun when it comes to socialising.”

He loves playing in his so-called life or his personal computer, where he always plays online games. Whenever he does, you either find yourself playing with him or create your own world.

You remember the first day you went to his place. It felt so awkward since you hadn't known him for very long, but that changed when you got to know him more. You found out that he's actually a very nice person. Although he seems intimidating and unfriendly at first, due to his emo vibe when you had the chance to hang out with him, that perspective flew away.

The best thing you've witnessed with your own eyes was that he is naughty and loves pulling pranks on you, he's also caring but in his own way. He doesn't really show his affectionate side and tends to act intimidating around people.

“But you are not intimidating enough, mister!” You said talking to a brown teddy bear sitting in your bed that he once gave you.

You discovered that people bullied him before, and treated him wrong. The only person he relies on before, needed to cut him off from his life, not intentionally but he has his own reasons. That's why he's always alone; he doesn't trust anyone.

Besides being a great gamer, you discovered how he dances, how he raps, how he sings, and your favourite, how he paints.

“I'll surely ask him to teach me how to paint one of these days.”

It would be a lie if you'll say that he is boring. The truth is he's the exact opposite. He has a lot of weird yet astounding tastes, just like his love for silent nights.

“Well the night is peaceful and you express yourself through that, right?” You grab the toy and hug it.

You don't want to run late so you got up, choosing what you will wear for tonight. You look at your wardrobe revealing different clothes. You want to look pretty yet simple. Cold isn't a problem for you since you don't usually feel that. That's why you endured his cold treatments before.

“What should I wear? These white t-shirts or these black crop tops?” You give a glance at the two pieces of fabric.

You closed your eyes and just grabbed something, before turning around. Once you opened your eyes, you looked at the black crop top hoodie and a high waist skort (a combination of skirt and short).

“Not bad I guess?” You simply said and wore it.

You also put on your boots since Niki is too tall. You don't want to look like a dwarf beside him.

Once you looked presentable, you grabbed your shoulder sling bag and put your specific things inside. You leave your apartment when you get a text from him, saying he's already on his way to the park, your favourite place.

You hummed some songs while walking there. You also like anime, that's why you always sing their Japanese intro. Just like the intro of that anime you watched before. (The song is Forget Me Not by ENHYPEN) You always listened to this since it is so good.

With your heart pounding, your lips formed a curve when you see him waiting under the light post, standing tall and wearing a black leather hoodie, black ripped pants and black sneakers.

“Oh you're here already?” He started when he noticed you walking toward his direction. You beamed a smile when you reached him and nodded.

“Are you going to court someone here? Or is it me?” You teased him and there you see how he gets flustered.

“Hey! Don't start this again you silly one!” He complained, making you laugh. Well, seeing him like that makes you happy but to be honest, you low key wanted to hear a yes.

“I just wanted to be open to you. You already saw some of my hobbies, and I also wanted to end this kind of life. I want a change you know and I know that you are the perfect teacher.” He speaks slowly, complimenting you and making you blush.

“Come on, let's try this camera and create more memories.” He said and for the first time, you see him smile gently. It's not that you don't see him smiling, but his smile right now was different from the other smiles that you have witnessed. You can see it not just in his lips but also in his mesmerising eyes.

“What? Do you want me to take a picture of you?” You asked, trying to avoid his gaze.

“Yeah you will take a picture of me and I'll take a picture of you too! Sounds great right?”

You raise a brow at him and he winked at you making your heart go wild and your stomach twirl into a knot. Suddenly, the sound of a click was heard, he took a picture of you already, you're not yet prepared and you're sure that you looked ugly there.

“You?!” You yelled at him and he immediately ran. You won't let him slide so you chased him, laughing hard when he almost accidentally trips on his own feet. He surely is tall and handsome but he was really clumsy. He uses the advantage of your clueless state as you laugh, once again taking a picture of you.

You glared at him and he showed you his cheeky smile. You found yourself blushing but quickly brushed it away, not wanting to make him uncomfortable.

“Delete the pictures I've taken if you want, but you look great.” He said handing you the camera. Suddenly an idea flashed in your head, a cheeky grin lacing your lips. You decided to initiate revenge, taking a picture of him without him knowing. You were about to laugh at him, expecting that he'll be ugly in the photo but frowned when you saw how handsome he was in this blurry picture you took.

'He always looks cool in every way'.

Both of you smiled at each other and you looked at him in his eyes seeing how happy he is today. You took a picture of him as a promise.

“You always look so good!” You said in awe, glancing at him to see a tinge of pink tint in his cheeks, making you chuckle.

“You're so cute too!” He then replied making the butterflies in your stomach go wild. He then started walking closer to you, making you watch everything he'll do. “Do you know why I always look cool?” He stopped mid way as he almost reached you.

“I have the most precious girl that I wanted to protect for the rest of my life!”

You look red as a tomato but you care less. All you wanted to do is stare at his beautiful eyes, then a sound of click and a flash caught you off guard. He looks at you smiling wide.

“I like you, Y/n!” You ran to him and hugged him tight.

He kisses your forehead under the moon on a silent night. “I like you too, Niki!”

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ೃ⁀➷ a whisker away | 01 | masks

“I want to help you. I want to hear you say, ‘I love you’.”

You walked on the planked floors as indescribable cats began to stare at you. “Where am I?” you questioned yourself. “What is this place?” you asked in terror of the sight of colorful cats that are observing you. “Where is everyone?” you asked as you shed a tear. Then suddenly an unusual sized paw was in front of you. You look up to only meet a large ‘cat’. The cat opened his eyes that were glowing green, and asked “Are you lost?”.

You opened your eyes to meet a pool full of fish. “Y/n..” the woman said calmly. “Could you tell your father you want to live with me?” she asked. “We can be together every day.” she stated. “He’s going to marry her right?” she questioned. “Maybe. She’s already living with us.” you said as you tried your best to get the fish. “Oh man.” “Not a single fish.” people around you murmured. “You’re all so selfish.” you remarked while getting out of the chair. “Y/n…” the woman said.

“I don’t blame you. You have every reason to be angry!” she exclaimed. “But there are just some things you won’t understand until you’re older-” she was cut off by you saying “Then stop telling me things I don’t understand!” half shout at her. You ran in the other direction from your conversation with the woman. “Y/n! Wait!” she shouted.

Eventually she lost you and you were walking in a pathway. “I hate this.” you stated. “I hate this stupid world.” you blurted. “I hope this world ends soon”. Suddenly you heard something, you looked up in that direction and saw a massive 'cat'. Then you saw the cat, with a wall of kitsune masks. “Masks?” you whispered. “Welcome. Do you want to try one?” it said while the same glowing green eyes glared into your soul.

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SYNOPSIS, the line between human and animal starts to blur after a girl transforms herself into a cat to get her crush's attention.

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aaa your jake drable 🥺🥺 will we get a part 2 maybe? it was so soft but sad ahsgwggzhe i loved it 😭💕

I'll think about it after posting the other members story maybe we can add part 2 or continue the story. Anyways thank you! 💙

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To all who supported me here and outside! I love you all! I'll post stpries already when I finished them all! Ily! <3

You guys wait and I'll show you what I learned! ^,^

#enhypen #writing #fiction #enhypen imagines

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[ 1:17 AM ]

“What are you doing here?” You stared blankly at the man standing in front of you, his orbs staring directly into yours. You could see the nervousness he felt, the apologetic look in his eyes, as well as the fear. It was silent for a few minutes, the man unable to answer the question you asked so you sighed, about to head back inside but he stopped you from doing so. "Wait!" Once more, you turned to look at him, his hands showing a bouquet of your favorite flowers. “I’m sorry.” He began, “I was being a jerk earlier. You didn’t deserve the words I’ve said and none of it really have any weight to them. I've thrown them at you carelessly and I know I don’t have the right to be here but I didn’t want to sleep knowing that I've hurt you. I didn't want to sleep knowing that we're not okay. I’m sorry, (Y/n).” You pursed your lips, hands hugging your body tightly for comfort as you looked away. You stayed silent, heart heavy from the earlier argument that you two had. You knew that he was being sincere, that he truly didn’t mean what he said but that didn’t mean that it didn’t hurt. You wanted desperately to forgive him but you felt that you needed more time. More time to forget his words. “(Y/n)...” Jake reached for the stray hair on your face, hoping to slide it behind your ear like he was used to but you moved away. The reason? You didn’t know. You glanced at his expression, a tinge of sadness piercing your heart when you saw hurt flash in his eyes. He merely sighed before forcing a smile on his lips, accepting the treatment you were giving him. “Alright,” He placed the bouquet of flowers on the ground, before standing up straight. He noticed the tinge of red on your nose and cheeks, already knowing that you were cold. So, he carefully removed his coat and scarf, placing it around your form tightly so that you'd only feel warmth. “I know we’re fighting right now but please take care of yourself, I don’t want you to get sick.” He whispered, placing a gentle kiss on your forehead once he was done. “I’ll come back again tomorrow, okay? I love you.” With that, he left, his hands on his pocket as he began to walk back to his own home. You slowly looked down, tears filling up your eyes the moment he left. You took the handkerchief he had on the pocket of his coat, already knowing that he always carried one for you because he knew how much of a crybaby you were. You wiped the tears that fell from your eyes, your heart pouring out the heaviness it felt. You hated him. You hated that he still cared a lot about you even when these things happen. You hated that he always put you first despite being the one who needs this things the most. But most of all, you hated how he loved you more than he does himself. Because you knew, deep down inside you, that you too, were the same. You stared at his form that slowly disappeared, a hint of guilt playing within your heart as you did. “You idiot.”

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Make sure to be yourselves and never let them change your flow! 💙

Lately, every time I tried to write a poem, my mind was filled with thoughts about water and the ocean, so I wrote this one. I hope you liked it!

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GUMUSSERVI (Yang Jungwon of ENHYPEN)

Can you please reblog this? It's a big help for me promise. Also a lot of errors ahead both typographical and grammatical. Bear with my writings once again.

[Status: Under Revision]

Jungwon x Reader

Y/n's Point of View

You were being called the weirdest student in your university. You know to yourself you aren't weird, you just have this speciality. You can see things that a normal eye can't see. You can see ghosts, there are people who can see ghosts but you are different. Those people avoid the ghosts but you... You make them your friend. You helped them cross over to the other world. They have these so-called tasks before they can enter that world.

You know their stories, you helped them because you love the moon. The other world is that big round thing in the sky that shines every night and gives light. The moon, they are the moonlight. They are the life of that round thing called the moon.

You have this friend, a ghost to be specific. You wanted to help him but he won't give you his task. Your friendship is now a decade old. You know he doesn't want to follow that light yet. But you want to help him. He only has 3 months now until that task is valid. After 3 months he will disappear into thin air. The possibility of him being reincarnated and to live again will also vanish.

You don't want him to get out of your life but the fact that there is a time limit... It really freaks you out. Both of you are sitting here on a bench. It's on top of the hill where you can see the city and the ocean with the moon shining up above. You love star gazing, that's why you are always here.

You look at him while he is staring at the nice view in front. You have feelings for him to be honest. You want to confess but isn't it weird? He's not alive anymore. You figured out how he died when you looked at his eyes before. He died in a car accident when he saved a little girl from being hit by that car. The little girl is blurry and you can't remember her.

“If only I'm alive right now I would let you take many pictures of me... I could melt with your stares, you know.” He said making you blush. He looks at you and show a smile, a teasing one. You blush hard and avoid his gaze. He laughed at your actions but eventually stopped.

“Y/n...” He calmly calls your name. You look at him with a "what" expression. He weakly smiles at you. You looked at him worriedly when you noticed his eyes getting teary.

“Hey! What's the problem?” You asked him, you hold his hands. Yes you can touch them since you can see them. But all you can feel is how cold they are.

“My time is running out...” He confessed. You know it already. That makes your chest feel heavy. You don't want to let him go, not yet.

“I only have 1 more hour.” He said a tear rolled in his cheeks and he avoid your gaze. You were shocked by the sudden revelation. No! It can't be!

“1 hour? I thought you atleast have 3 months left! I don't want you to disappear!” You cried. Your chest really feels heavy.

“I know you'll try to find out. So the ghost lied to you because that's what I said. Don't tell you the truth.” He confessed. You're totally speechless. No words to speak. Your vocabulary is gone for a bit.

“And I want to be alive again. I promise to find you again. But can you... Help me with my task?” He said. All you can do is nod. You can't utter any words.

“Look at me... Directly in my eyes.” he said and you look at his eyes. You notice how beautiful it is.

“Do you love me?” He said you were caught off guard. But you nod. There's no time to hide it... The time is ticking.

“Please say it. I want to hear it.” He begged. Your eyes let out a tear again.

“Yes, I love you Jungwon.” You said looking at his eyes. He forms a crescent. He looks at you once again before cupping your cheeks with his hands and kissed you. The coldness makes you shiver but his lips give you warmth.

“Bye for now... Y/n! I love you, promise I'll find you again.” He said you see how he turns into gray shiny ashes that are being carried by the cold breeze. He pecks your forehead before he completely disappears.

You look at the moon and it shines brightly. Brighter than it was before. You know he had succeeded.

“So a kiss? Your task is a kiss?” You whispered looking at the moon. You smiled at the moon before crying again.

10 MONTHS LATER

You are running on a busy street. It's the 10th Month when Jungwon and you confessed to each other on that hill. The moon shone brightly. You hurried and went there at that spot. You silently hissed when you see someone is sitting on the bench. In the last 9 months no one ever sit there other than you.

You wanted to push him away and tell him to get out of the bench. But you can't since it's not yours and it's a public property. You sighed but sat down. Looking at the beautiful moon. You have glowed up. Your ability to see ghosts disappear, when Jungwon finished his task. Many other men tried to court you and win your heart but you rejected them all. You somewhat feel cold, you notice that the moon's shine changes. It now looks dull. Is it just you or does it really change? It only means that the ghost who makes it shine disappears. You wanted to cry for that, the only ghost that makes it shine brighter is, Jungwon. Does that mean he didn't make it?

By that thought a tear rolled down in your cheek. You didn't care if the man would see that, you only focused on that moon. You froze on your spot when the man wiped your tears and spoke.

“Hey, why are you crying? I returned now.” The voice said you look at the man, revealing Jungwon wearing the sweetest smile he has. You jumped on him and hugged him. You cried on his shoulder and all he can do is to calm you down and pat your back.

“Yeah, I know you missed me and I miss you too.” He said. “Honestly, I'm shocked and relieved...” He said you didn't answer but nodded your head signalling him to continue. You're still hugging him.

“I just figured out why they brought me back to you. With our age similar... Because of that kiss. That task. My task is a kiss yet you give me a true love's kiss. That's why they give me back to you. I also wanted to confess something...” He spoke gently and full of love.

“You are that kid that I saved a decade ago.” He confessed. You then looked at him in the eye. Now you can remember everything and every detail.

“I'm sorry!” You said and trying not to cry again.

“I love you too! Now stop crying, the important thing is... I'm here already and we can now continue our love story!” He said you calm down and look at him.

“Jungwon, I love you!” You said looking at his mesmerizing eyes squinting when he formed a crescent smile.

“I love you too, Y/n!” He said back. His voice is full of sincerity and love. And from that he kissed you making you feel his warmth.

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