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nobodys-saviour · 1 month
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urmom-101s-posts · 1 year
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Chapter 3:
Davis’s pov:
Order and routine is key to a successful day. I wake up at 5:00 a.m., work out, shower, get dressed, eat breakfast, and am out the door by 7:15 a.m. Today, however, the routine is messed up. Holly and I got in an argument about who was going to take the kids to school, and after hours of complaining and nagging I gave in and agreed to take them. That’s how a lot of our arguments went, she would bitch and bitch until i had enough and just obliged.
I arrived at the school around 7:50ish and prepared for my first hour class. When the kids start funneling in, I go out and stand by the door greeting the students as they pass. Class is about to start so I crack my door for the last couple of student who decide to show up right at the bell and the late ones. When the bell rings I look up to start doing attendance and notice y/n isn’t here. I hear whispers from her friends Kameron, Emily, and Amelia.
“I’m worried about her, it’s only the second day.” Kameron whispers while texting on her phone.
“She’s just going through a lot Kameron.” Emily rebutted.
“Yeah I know, Kyrie stresses her out.” Kameron chuckles.
Eavesdropping on my students conversation about a fellow student wasn’t my brightest moment, but I could tell the four of them were close and I simply was just curious. I began to feel a hot, burning sensation flow down and through my body, so I took off my sweatshirt and tried to finish the attendance.
I decided to text y/n to check up on her, last night she was eager to come in for extra help and now she didn’t even show up.
“hey y/n, are you feeling alright? I noticed you weren’t in class today, I can email you the assignment if you’d like to do it before you return.”
I wasn’t sure if I should even be texting her at all, it felt like a professional line was crossed but I didn’t care. I wanted to make sure she was okay.
The rest of the day dragged and felt excruciatingly long. I just wanted to go home, sit on the couch, and drink a few beers before going to bed. Usually my routine also consists of grading papers, but considering yesterday I didn’t assign anything meant my night was free to relax.
I was at my desk playing on my phone during my prep period when I received the text i was long awaiting.
“Im fine, just a stomach ache. I’ll be back tomorrow and if it’s okay with you i’ll just do the assignment then.”
“She’s okay.” I sighed with a sense of relief.
Y/n’s pov:
My alarm had been going off for the last 10 minutes and I didn’t feel like moving to turn it off. My body felt heavy and I felt too weak to lift it. Most days were bad, but never like this. I could always get up and fake it, but today felt different. I felt numb and distant from my body. I texted my mom that I wasn’t going to school and closed my eyes and began drifting back to sleep with the sound of my alarm blaring in the background.
When I woke up again it was around 11. I had plenty of missed calls and texts. 22 notifications from my group chat with Kameron, Emily, and Amelia, but one text stood out from the rest. Mr. Davis. He had texting me to make sure I was okay, which was really sweet, but I didn’t know what to reply back that didn’t make it seem like I was in a dark pit of disparity.
I decided to go out and get some fresh air hoping it would bring some form of life to my cold and numb body. So I went downstairs, made a large cup of coffee, and went outside and sat on my porch. I sat there for what felt like hours, but when I checked my phone it had only been 45 minutes. I felt some sort of peace, but not a feeling of release peace, the kind of peace that numbs you out. You don’t have to worry about the past or what’s hurt you. You just don’t feel anything and that’s what makes it peaceful.
When I went back inside I replied to all the texts saying I was fine and that I would be there tomorrow, even though I didn’t want to be. I sat on my couch and put on a show and took a nap. I slept longer than I intended to because I woke up to Kyrie standing above me.
“What are you doing here?” He said with a sassy attitude.
“I didn’t feel well today so I stayed home.” I calmly replied.
“Well you could’ve at least picked me up, I had to ride the bus. the bus!” he said with his voice cracking.
“I’m sorry Ky, I didn’t mean to sleep in so late.” I apologized.
I felt awful. Kyrie was a really good kid, he got a shitty hand having to deal with our mother, but I always did what I could to save him the heartache of our mothers’ conditional love. Ive spent everyday since he was born to be the person I wish I had as a kid, and I let him down.
“it’s okay, y/n,” he says sitting on the couch putting his hand on the top of my head and petting me, “you’re not feeling well. Have you eaten?”
He really was the sweetest boy, he was born with such a pure heart and every bone in his body was kind and caring.
“I drank some coffee when I got up this morning, but that was all.” I replied.
“Are you hungry?” He questioned.
“A little, are you? I can make something.” I said sitting up on the couch and turning to look at Kyrie in the kitchen.
“I’m starving, but I can cook since you aren’t feeling well,” He said while looking in the fridge for something to eat, “grilled cheese?”
“Sounds yummy.” I answered while walking into the kitchen.
While Kyrie made grilled cheese we talked about his day. After we ate I helped him with his homework and then we watched movies until it was bedtime. He gave me the biggest hug and kissed my cheek and told me goodnight.
When Ky went to bed I tried to keep the house quiet so I went upstairs to my room and laid down and listened to music until mom came home banging around downstairs. I went downstairs to check on her, but to my surprise there’s a man in only his boxers and a wife beater looking in my fridge.
“Um, can I help you?” I questioned.
“You must be y/n, i’m a friend of your mothers.” the half naked man answered.
“I bet you guys are real close.” I sarcastically replied.
I knew this was just another random man that I would never see again so I decided to stop asking questions and to just go back to my room.
I could tell tonight wasn’t a night i was going to get much sleep so i decided to write. Writing music always relaxed me, it was a relieving kind of peace. I loved the feeling of the smooth ivory on the tips of my fingers. I plugged in my headphones and messed around until i played something that gave me goosebumps. While writing it out I began to yawn, so when I finished I threw the notebook on the floor and went to bed.
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SICKFIC TROPES THAT MAKE ME GUSH
so we all know i love sickfics, they’re my favorite type of fanfictions (hmu if u have recs im desperate). so, in order to make a sickfic catered to my tastes, here is what i want (and tw for mentioned vomiting!) :
first of all, i REALLY love it when a character denies they’re sick and the other character(s) are kind of like but you are though. bonus pts if person a accidentally snaps at b but b is relentless
oh and when i say sickfic, the ones i prefer are LONG oneshots about like a high fever or horrible flu, the more pain the better (is that a bad thing to say)
there is something so tender about a placing a gentle hand on b’s forehead and saying something like “ur burning up”, my personal favorite. bonus pts if b leans into the “cool touch” LIKE UGH
an alternative to the previous one is a kissing b’s forehead and realizing how warm they are
the more detailed a description about a character’s ghastly appearance, the better. i’m talking pale as fuck, feverish blush, sheens of sweat, the works
for some reason, in het ships, i like it better when the man is being taken care of because it shows a weakness they typically wouldn’t show if it goes against their character (thats why how lily stole christmas is my favorite episode of himym)
if we’re being honest, i adore sickfics where its like a father/son relationship (TALKING ABOUT IRONDAD SPECIFICALLY) the dad person taking care of the son person is so sweet
FAINTING. if a character faints, you have me hooked. bonus pts if they get FOUND like hours later and dont faint in front of their caretaker (but thats okay too)
vomiting is permitted. personally, ive only thrown up three times in my life and i dont have emetophobia so it doesnt bother me and tbh i think it makes the fic better
NIGHTMARES. OMG WHEN A IS SHAKING AND CRYING FROM A FEVER DREAM AND B IS LIKE ITS OKAY IM HERE YOURE GONNA BE OKAY JUST *chefs kiss*
this doesnt happen often in sickfics i see, but b watching a sleep? its actually v sweet and romantic
CUDDLING. when a is laying on b’s lap and b is running their fingers through a’s hair UGH
i like when sickfics start in the middle of the night and a is being taken care of in the dead of night
singing of lullabies or sweet songs, very comforting and heartwarming
when a is delirious out of their mind. bonus pts if u get a confession out of it or some sad shit a has been keeping to themselves slips out I THRIVE ON THEIR ANGST AND PAIN
when b finds out that a is sick and carries them to bed bc they cant walk right—something about it just hits different
BREAKFAST OR ANY SORT OF MEAL IN BED— bonus pts if b feeds a jfc im spiraling
if the sickfic ends with a getting better, ALWAYS say something along the lines of “the fever broke” bc for some reason i like that way of describing a fever being gone
appendicitis fics are awesome even though that SHIT HURTS (ive never had it but ive seen that episode of the cartoon madeleine where she got it)
i dont like sickfics where the character is terminally ill because I MAY WANT THEM TO SUFFER BUT NOT ETERNALLY
when b drapes a blanket over a sleepy/cold a like that shit is so fucking adorable—if they give a jacket, thats cool too
when b has to take home a from a date or something cause they’re sick and being a stubborn lil bitch
any sort of touchy-feely stuff in fics will earn a 10
BE DESCRIPTIVE AS POSSIBLE. DESCRIBE A’S CONDITION. DESCRIBE B’S DESPERATE ATTEMPTS TO NURSE THEIR TRUE LOVE TO HEALTH DAMMIT
also make sure a drinks hot tea with honey at some point cause tea is delicious (and better than coffee. no, i will not take that back)
sore throats?? um yes thank you
stomach flu? yes pls
a rough cough?? okay yes i need
descriptions of the eyes are something i usually dont mind not having in sickfics but if they’re there, you get bonus pts. its stuff like “fever bright eyes” or “glassy eyes” or “bloodshot eyes” that i LOVE
make sure a gets a cold icepack or a cold washcloth on their forehead like its tender the way it’ll be placed on a sleeping a’s forehead
a’s refusal to eat bc they are either whiny asf or just cant keep shit down
bonus pts if the reason a is sick is because they were wounded previously and the wound is infected in some way
MAKE THEM DIZZY, i always get dizzy when im sick
i said this already but it needs its own bullet point—make it a long oneshot—like i want a to be sick for like a week or so
the tucking of a into bed or helping a change into comfy clothes
okay i think im done for now, but SICKFICS UGH I LOVE THEM I WISH PEOPLE APPRECIATED THEM MORE. also its the only type of fic i know how to write without sounding horrible. but pls write or recommend sickfics they’re my weakness.
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bluejaem · 3 years
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「 ❍ 」 — 𝐓𝐀𝐆 𝐆𝐀𝐌𝐄
get to know you
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1. WHAT DAY IS YOUR BIRTHDAY?
december 20
2. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR?
blue (+black, white, teal)
3. WHAT’S YOUR LUCKY NUMBER?
3 and 7 lmao
4. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?
none that i know of 😃
5. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
166-167 cm idk?
6. HOW MANY PAIRS OF SHOES DO YOU OWN?
not more than 10 for sure ‘cause i share all of ‘em with my mom sksks
7. FAVORITE SONG?
currently; back 2 u (am 01:27) by nct 127
8. FAVORITE MOVIE?
kuch kuch hota hai lmaosjdhskjf how could i say no to frenemies to lovers!au 
9. WHO WOULD BE YOUR IDEAL PARTNER?
someone genuine, funny (im sorry but a person’s humor is the first thing i notice 😭), cute, but hot at the same time, cares for everyone around them, kind and honest, mf sexy, whose name starts with na and ends with jaemin <3
10. DO YOU WANT CHILDREN?
i’ve already adopted all my biases so idk what you're talking about ?? 
11. HAVE YOU EVER GOTTEN IN TROUBLE WITH THE LAW?
i was almost taken to the principal’s office for throwing chalk at someone as an act of self-defense <3 (in my defense, tHEY STARTED IT ALR SO THEY SHOULD’VE SEEN IT COMING AS WELL)
12. BATHS OR SHOWERS?
doesn’t really matter tbh?
13. WHAT COLOR SOCKS ARE YOU WEARING?
i almost never wear socks at home lmao
14. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LIKE?
kpop, pop, r&b, edm
15. HOW MANY PILLOWS DO YOU SLEEP WITH?
2 ig
15. WHAT POSITION DO YOU USUALLY SLEEP IN?
first half: towards my left
second half: towards my right (this is when i know my alarm is going to ring soon skdjsifjsi)
16. WHAT YOU DONT LIKE WHEN YOU ARE SLEEPING?
that i need to wake up soon
17. WHAT DO YOU TYPICALLY HAVE FOR BREAKFAST?
i always skip breakfast ‘cause i’m either doing my classes or it’s the weekend and i woke up at 12 am 🤡
18. HAVE YOU EVER TRIED ARCHERY?
are those plastic toy-archery sets counted lmao?
19. FAVORITE FRUIT?
watermelon, litchi 
20. FAVORITE SWEAR WORD?
fuck, shit, bitch, hoe 
21. DO YOU HAVE ANY SCARS?
i have one on my forehead (i slipped and hit my head on the stairs when i was like 5 and got 4 stitches yuh) and one on my knee (if you haven’t fallen off your bicycle at least once in your life then you ain’t human)
22. ARE YOU A GOOD LIAR?
lmao how would i know that 
23. WHAT IS YOUR PERSONALITY TYPE?
enfp-t
24. LEFT OR RIGHT HANDED?
right
25. FAVORITE FOOD?
biryani.
26. FAVORITE FOREIGN FOOD?
korean, chinese, mexican, italian aNYTHING IS FINE AS LONG AS IT’S EDIBLE 
27. ARE YOU A CLEAN OR MESSY PERSON?
i’m messy but in clean way <3
28. MOST USED PHRASES?
like, uhm, uh 🤡 and in hindi asking a question with “na” in the end lmfaooo
29. HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE FOR YOU TO GET READY?
depends on what’s the occassion. if we’re going out and i still haven’t taken a bath then probably 2 hours. if it’s a school day: 30 mins. and if it’s a last minute plan then 15 mins max (I AM SPEED.)
30. DO YOU TALK TO YOURSELF?
ofc lmao
31. DO YOU SING TO YOURSELF?
yuh
32. ARE YOU A GOOD SINGER?
everything’s fine until i record myself singing. shit goes down after that.
33. BIGGEST FEAR?
failure
34. GOSSIP?
i love to hear gossip like yES SPILL THE TEA BESTIE IM ALL EARS
35. DO YOU LIKE LONG OR SHORT HAIR?
i prefer long hair but they’re just so difficult to maintain smh
36. FAVORITE SCHOOL SUBJECT?
if i had to choose, then literature
37. EXTROVERT OR INTROVERT?
wow, way to make an ambivert feel included </3 
38. WHAT MAKES YOU NERVOUS?
talking to people, people are scary <//3
39. WHO WAS YOUR FIRST REAL CRUSH?
jeon mf jungkook lmaoo (the fact that i’ve never had a crush on someone ik irl)
40. HOW MANY PIERCINGS DO YOU HAVE?
2
41. HOW FAST CAN YOU RUN?
pfft, bold of you to assume i’d ever get up from my seat 
42. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR HAIR?
dark drown/borderline black
43. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR EYES?
dark brown-ish?
44. WHAT MAKES YOU ANGRY?
a lot of things. trust me you don’t want me to get started 
45. DO YOU LIKE YOUR OWN NAME?
it’s a pretty common name here so when someone calls another aditi i’d think they’re calling me and respond but i eND UP EMBARRASSING MYSELF.
46. DO YOU WANT A SON OR A DAUGHTER?
idk bro lmao but maybe like a son and a daughter? 💀
47. WHAT ARE YOU STRENGTHS?
i can sleep for 15 hours straight if not disturbed, i can read and write fast idk? somehow always ending up procrastinating
48. WHAT ARE YOUR WEAKNESSES?
a lot of shit <3
49. COLOR OF YOUR BEDSPREAD?
deep blue
50. COLOR OF YOUR ROOM?
the wall behind the bed is purple with those weird crumbled paper designs and the rest of the 3 walls are white
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tagging: @woniecstasy @igyus @shotarology @softminn @sicluvz @daegalfangirl @jongseongie [no pressure!]
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silver-embersss · 3 years
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Broken Horns and Broken Hearts Chapter 8
Chapters: 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9 / 10
Tubbo had collapsed into bed only a few moments before, but the next the boy knew, he was sitting in yet another meeting, with the rest of the cabinet casting him slightly strange looks as they argued.
He internally panicked, scouring his brain for any memories of getting up, or even walking to the meeting - but there was nothing. A quick check of his timetable confirmed that he’d only lost a few hours this time, instead of two whole days, but that didn’t make it any less terrifying. Where were these sudden gaps in his memory coming from? And why was Quackity staring at him like he’d grown a second head? He shook it off as nothing, perhaps their confrontation last night.
The meeting was followed by another speech, where Schlatt announced a festival to be held in a week, the organising of which was probably going to be delegated to Tubbo on top of the rest. The teen scanned the cityline in boredom, and he was pleasantly surprised to see Wilbur duck behind a parapet. Thankfully, the ex-president couldn’t see him - specifically his horns - from where he stood next to Quackity, but he took a small step back anyway to make sure. Remembering the conversation he had with Tommy yesterday, Tubbo made a mental note to write down the ambush plans they’d discussed earlier and deliver it to the hidden chest.
The gaps in his memory became more frequent as the festival drew near, but Tubbo somehow managed to keep his act together, ignoring the strange looks he got as his horns grew and his patience diminished. The teen also ignored the way his friends talked about him behind his back, denouncing him just because of Schlatt. He simply pretended not to hear the hurt remarks about his grumpiness.
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Tommy slashed wildly with a stone blade, shards of granite screeching off the wall, and he heard Techno chuckle condescendingly from behind. The teen spun around in irritated tiredness to snap at his older brother.
“At least I’m preparing and not just farming fuckin’ potatoes for three hours straight, dipshit!”
The mocking smile on Techno’s face widened.
“The thing is, Tommy, I don’t need the training - you clearly do.”
“Oh, shut up. Stupid pig bastard.”
Tommy glanced worriedly upwards towards the ravine entrance, where Wilbur stood, currently fucking up his sleep schedule even more. The pig followed his gaze and raised an eyebrow, silently judging his hypocrisy, but Tommy ignored the hint and went back to attempting to massacre the granite wall. L’Mandog could look after Wilbur. They had a war to fight, and if The Blade was going to slack off, well. Then it was down to Tommy to carry their rebellion, wasn’t it?
3 bites of a baked potato later, Techno was back in his farm, both him and Tommy trying their best to pretend each other didn’t exist.
Strangely, it didn’t work.
Eventually, Tommy gave the wall a break and swapped his stone sword out for iron, strapping the bare blade to his hip.
“I’m gonna go check the notebook chest!”
The teen called to Techno, trying not to disturb Wilbur in his moonstruck reverie as he left. Despite his efforts, Tommy felt his brother’s eyes on his back as he crept through the undergrowth.
A few hasty ducks and desperate, pleading headshakes at Niki later, the teen made it to the hillside underneath the prime path that hid the chest. For a split second, he thought he saw a flash of black - Tubbo, maybe? - dash around the corner, but it was gone before he could call out to whoever it was.
A quick glance in ‘the mailbox’ (as Techno called it) revealed the notebook they'd been writing correspondences in, but thrown hastily down on its front, bending the spine. The messy placement was at odds with how it normally lay when it was Tubbo’s turn, but the teen didn’t think much of it other than a muttered curse at the dictator who was keeping his best friend busy doing everything that Schlatt should have been doing.
Tommy skimmed through the rushed explanation of the festival’s weaknesses and snapped a picture of the map Tubbo had painstakingly sketched of the proposed layout. They’d agreed not to use names in the book in case one of them was caught with it, so Tommy just scribbled ‘Thx bitch, hang in there’ on the next page and replaced the book.
For a moment, he entertained the crazy idea of abducting Tubbo so he wouldn’t have to deal with the drunken tyrant, but the thought was soon brushed off due to its impossible nature. Plus, who would be their spy then? Will tried to get in contact with Fundy, but was left on read - the fox was still seemingly bitter about losing the election, even if he did cheat.
After a wistful glance at the half-broken walls, Tommy shoved his communicator back in his pocket, took a step back and fell into a creeper hole.
“Fuck!”
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It wasn’t long until Tommy came back from the mailbox, but it was 11:30 at night, so Techno once again tried to convince Wilbur to come into the relatively warmer Pogtopia. The ex-president was mumbling a steady stream of nonsense (which was slightly concerning, to say the least) but it wasn’t exactly a strange occurrence.
“Wilbur? Will?”
No response.
“I’ll make you stew if you come in.”
Food usually got the attention of his siblings, especially Tommy, but still Wilbur ignored him. With a sigh, Techno gave up and went back to his farm, giving L’Mandog a pat on the head as he turned away. It wasn’t the best result, but at least he tried, right?
Casting his memory back, the piglin couldn’t remember Tommy eating that day either, so he pulled a cauldron on top of the campfire anyway, letting the water boil while he rummaged in the chests for some steak. Cutting the meat into small cubes, he threw it into the pot alongside some salt and half a clove of chopped garlic. While the pot simmered, Techno sat cross-legged on the ground next to it and got to peeling and chopping some of the potatoes he’d farmed, throwing the peel in a nearby bucket. It didn’t take long for Tommy to come barreling down the narrow stairs, an ecstatic look on his face as he sniffed the air.
“It’ll be ready in a bit.” Techno grunted at him, ignoring his excited yell.
“Do me a favour and get Wilbur.”
The teen raised an eyebrow at him.
“Bet you already tried.”
The piglin glared at him, and Tommy raised his hands in surrender.
“Okay okay, I’m going!”
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The festival date was set. Planning was under way. All the information had been leaked to the rebels - and yet Tubbo couldn’t help but feel he was missing something important. The feeling was so urgent, he’d checked off lists a million times and gone over everything with Quackity a million-and-one, and it still hadn’t gone away. That, combined with the memory gaps, bleeding horns, and the alcoholic president, weighed on him more heavily than he’d admit. Sleep was a rare luxury, not a necessity. Fundy took every opportunity he had to glare menacingly at him, and even the recently-released Niki kept her distance. It hurt, to be so isolated from these people he’d fought beside for months, but there was no time for moping. There was barely even time for breathing.
“Tubbo! Get me a coffee!”
“Yes, Mr. Schlatt!”
As he sped down the hall, clipboard and a stack of papers in hand, Quackity called him from outside. He set the papers down on the hallway table and stuck his head out the door.
“What?!”
Big Q motioned towards the square, where a large hole sat in the centre of the seating.
“A creeper blew up the square, can you fix it?”
“Yeah, just-” “TUBBO! COFFEE!”
The teen bit his lip and gestured awkwardly over his shoulder.
“I gotta go-”
Without waiting for a response, he dashed back to the small break area where the coffee maker was kept. He set it going before rushing to collect the stack of forms left on the table. While the coffee brewed, he read through as many as he could. This was the usual routine - multitasking, never taking more than a second’s break, trying to stay on Schlatt’s good side - and he’d gotten used to it. As Tubbo grabbed a stack of cobble from his chest, a message buzzed through his communicator. Cobble in one hand, communicator in the other, he typed a reply in snatches, mostly looking forward as he hurried towards the creeper hole.
TommyInnit whispered to you: Tubso
You whispered to TommyInnit: What?
TommyInnit whispered to you: I need you
He sighed angrily.
You whispered to TommyInnit: tf do you want???? m busy!!!!!
TommyInnit whispered to you: is schlatt being a dick again? We need more info on the festical
You whispered to TommyInnit: well im actually doing stuf unlike some ppl!!!!! TommyInnit whispered to you: ???? u good?
You whispered to TommyInnit: lok i dont have the time!! get yor own fuckin informton!
Another message pinged through but Tubbo ignored it, shoving the little black box back in his pocket and continuing with his tasks. The next thing he knew, it was the middle of the night, moonlight streaming through the window of his room. A slight jolt of nausea accompanied the sudden change in his surroundings, but the teen shrugged it off. It was routine, after all. It was a struggle to pull his pyjama top over his head, as his horns grew bigger every day. Surely they’ll stop growing at some point. The sharp points protruded about a centimetre past his chin, and were a lot thicker than before. Succumbing to his exhaustion, Tubbo let out an ear-shattering yawn and fell into bed, digging his nails into the itchy skin around the base of the horns. A jolt of pain made him yelp, and something warm trickled down his hand.
Blood.
Note to self: Invest in bandages for these things!
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chans-baby-girl · 3 years
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Getting to know me tag!
Thanks for tagging me @xpeachesncream @bangchan-fairy
Now it’s your turn!
@luminois @dilutedpondwater @crispy-chan
(You totally don’t have to at all! If you don’t wanna be tagged I would be more than willing to remove you!)
1. When is your birthday?
February 8th!
2. What is your favorite color?
Purple and blue
3. What is your lucky number?
8!
4. How tall are you?
5’6
5. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
I think it’s safe to say like four!
6. Favorite song?
Honestly don’t have one atm I’ve been listening to a lot of different songs and it’s messing with my choices
7. Favorite movie?
Doctor Sleep!
8. What would be your ideal partner?
To be perfectly honest someone who can be my best friend and we have those relationships where we skipped the awkward stage and we started farting and burping and crying around each other when we first started being together! We have fun every days a new adventure we watch anime together, they indulge me in watching k pop stuff where We can talk about anything and everything we watch vines and memes and I can take them to my family and they’ll play with my baby cousins and to me that’s ideal. I’ve always wanted to someone who can just be fun and genuine with me and someone who won’t judge me for my weirdness but joins in.
9. Do you want children?
Yes I do I’ve always been that child who carried around babies in a cart and I do a lot of babysitting and I picture myself being a bad ass mother one of these days… who knows?
10. Have you gotten in trouble with the law?
Nope I drove without a license when I was fifteen for the longest though and never got caught 😎…. Don’t do that tho that’s very bad!
11. What color socks are you wearing?
Bold of you to assume I wear socks to bed 😩 jk they are white with a black heel
12. Bath or shower?
Realistically I usually only take showers but if I had the time I would take a lot of baths
13. Favorite kind of music?
Alt., Rap, Rock, Kpop, Cumbias and Corridos (😩😩😩 for blasting in the car🤪🎉 ) but other than that I like practically anything
14. How many pillows do you sleep with?
One but sometimes I’ll grab another to put in between my thiqq thighs 😩 cuz it gets uncomfortable and I like having my leg elevated
15. What position to you sleep in?
On one of my sides with one leg tucked practically into my chest lol
16. What don’t you like while sleeping?
When someone takes my blanket cuz tbh I love being like a smoll bean and I’ll borrow myself into my blanket like a rabbit so if so much as my head meets the surface i get pissed like don’t touch my blanket bitch Im hibernating😩 OHHHH or when I’m sleeping and you shake me awake like EXCUSE YOU when you’re driving ima shake yo ass too 😭 I swear I got so grumpy when I’m sleepy
17. What do you usually eat for breakfast?
Chorizo or huevos con weenies y frijoles (Eggs with weenies and beans)
18. Have you ever tried archery?
Yes I have! I used to be on my schools team i was pretty good but it’s been years
19. What are your favorite fruits?
Watermelon, cherries, and pomegranate seeds😩🥴🤤
20. Favorite swear word?
Fuck or bitch
21. Do you have any scars?
Yes a lot unfortunately a few on my legs cuz I would fall off my bike a lot and more than I can count on both of my forearms but rest assured I’m better now :) ….didn’t mean to make that dark
22. Are you a good liar?
Yes but I don’t need to like lying at all but if I had to then I am good at it
23. What is your personality type?
I took the quiz thing a few times and I either got ENFP and the other times I got INFP so I guess I’m both intro and extroverted! I am the definitely the therapist friend! But I love making new friends and the only downside I have is that I have bad social anxiety so I don’t have great social skills. But when I do make friends I get excited too fast or I like skip small talk and start getting close and personal and everyone I met finds me to be too much and overbearing because I’ll rant for hours about things I love and people cut me off cuz my eyes get big and I talk louder and I start talking fast and it throws people off? But I’m fun I have a range of interests I’m family oriented. I love kids and have an ambition for teaching! I am a big risk taker and throw any rollercoaster my way and I’ll do it:)
24. What is your favorite type of girl?
A genuine girl and that doesn’t necessarily mean like pure and sweet but I mean they can have their spunk and attitude and their own shit going on but I mean the intention like if you intend to be genuinely real with me and not bullshit with me or waste my time then I’m game to be in a good friendship with you! And someone that has my back and someone I can have a laugh with because humor is one of my biggest turn ons in any friendship or relationship it sparks a connection for me!
25. Left or right handed?
Right handed!
26. Favorite food?
Enchiladas :)
27. Are you clean or messy
Clean!
28. Favorite foreign food?
Japanese food for sure!
29. How long does it take you to get ready?
On a simple day 10 minutes but when I have plans then like 45 minutes
30. Most used phrase?
I have a few that I say daily:
“What in the frick frack?”
“No you dumb bitch”
“The fuck is that supposed to mean?”
“I’ve seen everything, satan I’m coming down!”
And
“Really your mother pushed you out of her vagina just for you to do this shit?”
31. Are you a good singer?
Not to be narcissistic but I think I’m a really good singer!
32. Do I sing to myself?
Yea sometimes
33. Biggest fear?
That there is no afterlife cuz I’m not afraid to die I’m just afraid that ima die and all the things I’ve heard are lies and I’ll really never see my relatives that passed again.
34. Do you like long or short hair?
Long I love growing out my hair
35. Are you into gossip?
No I don’t care for drama at all. But if someone wants to vent to me then I’ll let them but I’m just not going to put my opinion out there cuz it’s not my place
36. Introvert or Extrovert?
Both it depends on the atmosphere
37. Favorite school subject?
Science
38. What makes you nervous?
People and crowded spaces
39. Who was your first real crush?
My boyfriend lmao deadass I met him in highschool
40. How many piercings do you have?
Currently three: two on my lobes and a nose piercing! But I’m planning on getting a belly button piercing, another nose piercing on the right side (cuz I already have one on the left) two helix piercings, an eyebrow piercing, and two more lobe piercings (one on each ear) all in due time of course!
41. How fast can you run?
Uhhh last time I checked my mile time was 9:54 seconds so like ten minutes per mile!
42. What makes you angry?
Racists, homophobes, r*pists, bullies… basically people who don’t have respect for others and things they can’t change. Ohhh narcissists I hate people that thrive on thinking their better than anyone I love knocking them down a peg! But other than that I don’t tend to get mad often!
43. Do you like your own name?
Yes I do but I recently started going by my middle name Dayzee! The reason behind it is honestly because why have a middle name of you don’t use it? Like why is it just sitting there lmao!
44. What are your weaknesses?
I have horrible social anxiety!
45. What are your strengths?
Honestly I think my strengths are that I’m a loyal friend! I’m also very caring and compassionate and I’m always supportive! What I’m saying is PLEASE BE MY FRIEND I NEED FRIENDS LOL 🤪
46. What color is your bedspread?
Navy blue
47. What color is your room?
Beige but I put led lights so it looks cool!
Thank you for tagging me this was honestly so fun!
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aj521z · 4 years
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EVERY SINGLE QUESTION! ANSWER THEM NOW K PLZ TKS
(I HATE YOU MA’AM)
1. What is you middle name? - Crackhead
2. How old are you? - apprx 8
3. When is your birthday? - April 7 
4. What is your zodiac sign? - Dumb bitchasaurus 
5. What is your favorite color? - Blue. Like turquoise/aqua 
6. What’s your lucky number? - I have no luck Im gay
7. Do you have any pets? - 2 beautiful fucking dogs that the loml and I die for them immediately and kill everyone to defend them. Also a cat who is a wack boy 
8. Where are you from? - SoCal 
9. How tall are you? - 5′7 
10. What shoe size are you? - 10-11 (lol big feets)
11. How many pairs of shoes do you own? - probably like 10 and they’re all converse 
12. What was your last dream about? - sleep paralysis shadow demon(:
13. What talents do you have? - falling for girls who leave me 
14. Are you psychic in any way? - No im an oblivious fucking fool
15. Favorite song? - I have 69420 (two that have a VERY special place in my heart though in memory of my little brother are “Comfortably Numb” by Pink Floyd (his fave song) and “Since I’ve Been Loving You” Led Zeppelin <3 
16. Favorite movie? - oooooofff The Lion King is fave disney. Star wars and LOTR are some of my faves
17. Who would be your ideal partner? - Christen Press (only requirement must love dogs)
18. Do you want children? - Pending, but yes dog children
19. Do you want a church wedding? - LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
20. Are you religious? - yes @tobinheats-me-up​ and I have our own religion, bless JVN
21. Have you ever been to the hospital? - YES YIKE im an injury mess
22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law? - I got chased by the popo but escaped HAHAHAHHA
23. Have you ever met any celebrities? - Lindsey Horan and CP hello ma’ams
24. Baths or showers? - Showers I dont have time move im gay
25. What color socks are you wearing? - none hahaha
26. Have you ever been famous? - Im famous for being a stupid ass clown
27. Would you like to be a big celebrity? - fuck no ( @frankarnstein said “no not even a smol” and im dead)
28. What type of music do you like? - mmmm mostly everything but especially rock (indie, classic, industrial, punk, grunge, folk, all of it)
29. Have you ever been skinny dipping? - yes 💀
30. How many pillows do you sleep with? - one to two
31. What position do you usually sleep in? - back or side I toss and turn bc I have anxiety lol
32. How big is your house? - I live here so infinite abyss
33. What do you typically have for breakfast? - usually fruit and eggs
34. Have you ever fired a gun? - yes once at a shooting range
35. Have you ever tried archery? - yes! my aunt actually competes and she taught me hahahha 
36. Favorite clean word? - gay and yikes
37. Favorite swear word? - fuck
38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep? - 78 hours i hallucinated 
39. Do you have any scars? - too many hahaha physically and emotionally 
40. Have you ever had a secret admirer? - soranon (only OGs will remember hahahaha)
41. Are you a good liar? - Depends, but usually no hahahah
42. Are you a good judge of character? - I thought I was but I dont know anymore tbh. Ppl are unpredictable
43. Can you do any other accents other than your own? - Yes ask @hvafaenerdette​ I love accents ahahahah
44. Do you have a strong accent? - I’ve been told by internationals that i have a strong american accent but idk ahahaha
45. What is your favorite accent? - Tobin Heath skater girl
46. What is your personality type? - Dumb bitch 
47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing? - idk like shoes?
48. Can you curl your tongue? - 😏 please
49. Are you an innie or an outie? - why is this a question wtf ahahhaha  
50. Left or right handed? - Right hand, Left foot
51. Are you scared of spiders? - No. Unless they fly down from my fan while I’m trying to play guitar and I’m very drunk and feel attacked
52. Favorite food? - All of it
53. Favorite foreign food? - Everything 
54. Are you a clean or messy person? - depends on my mental state((((((((:
55. Most used phrased? - for fucks sake and dumb bitch probably 
56. Most used word? - clown
57. How long does it take for you to get ready? - 5-10 minutes 
58. Do you have much of an ego? - No, I’m a clown I know my place 
59. Do you suck or bite lollipops? - suck I aint tryin to break my teeth lol
60. Do you talk to yourself? - bitch pls ahahahah ofc 
61. Do you sing to yourself? - Yes hahahha
62. Are you a good singer? - Maybe? hahaha
63. Biggest Fear? - Jill Ellis 
64. Are you a gossip? - Nope. I am bearer of all secrets hahahah
65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen? - Tournament of Nations 2017 USA vs. Brazil
66. Do you like long or short hair? - long on me but I dont care on other people
67. Can you name all 50 states of America? - I cant geography, but think I could get most ahahaha
68. Favorite school subject? - bio
69. Extrovert or Introvert? - Depends who I’m with, but usually introvert unless I fuck w you ahhahaha
70. Have you ever been scuba diving? - Snorkling yes, but not scuba diving
71. What makes you nervous? - WHAT DOESNT LOL
72. Are you scared of the dark? - No 
73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes? - only if it’s serious 
74. Are you ticklish? - Not really hahaha
75. Have you ever started a rumor? - No 
76. Have you ever been in a position of authority? - Yesssss
77. Have you ever drank underage? - Lol do you know me
78. Have you ever done drugs? - 🥦 💨 @tobinheats-me-up
79. Who was your first real crush? - Gwen Stefani I think? ahhahah I love No Doubt
80. How many piercings do you have? - 0
81. Can you roll your Rs? - yes ma’am
82. How fast can you type? - very fast 
83. How fast can you run? - I cant, but I can walk very fast, move bitch im gay
84. What color is your hair? - light brown
85. What color is your eyes? - depends on lighting either blue or green
86. What are you allergic to? - homophobia 
87. Do you keep a journal? - I write songs instead hahaha
88. What do your parents do? - judge my “lifestyle” 
89. Do you like your age? - yes hahahah
90. What makes you angry? - men
91. Do you like your own name? - yes it’s v gay
92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they? - Christen and Tobin 
93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child? - ive been laughing at this for a minute a “a boy a girl” 
94. What are you strengths? - being gay
95. What are your weaknesses? - girls
96. How did you get your name? - my parents gave it to me? hahahaha
97. Were your ancestors royalty? - cereally 
98. Do you have any scars? - This hasnt changed but again yes both physically and emotionally (:
99. Color of your bedspread? - blue with anchors bc it’s 
100. Color of your room? - tan and one dark blue wall
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juvinile · 3 years
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💋 💕 😡 🍷 😬 ( from both sloane and sean 😤 )
send  💋  for  a  flirty  text  from  my  muse 
sloane [ 4:21pm ]  guess what time it is :)
sloane [ 4:22pm ]  fuck. couldnt type fast enough.
sloane [ 4:24pm ]  wtvr. its time for u to come over and shotgun this joint with me 
send  💋  for  a  flirty  text  from  my  muse 
sean [ 12:40am ]  i know we said we arent doing this but you just skated past my house
sean [ 12:41am ]  and now i cant sleep. you know thats my weakness cmon cmooon 
send  💕  for  a  loving  text  from  my  muse 
sloane [ 3:32pm ]  [img. childhood photo] 
sloane [ 3:34pm ]  i miss this. want to go roll around in the mud with me for a few hours like we used to? pretend everything is ok? 
send  💕  for  a  loving  text  from  my  muse 
sean [ 10:10pm ]  im headed to jasper’s thing. do you need a ride? 
sean [ 10:10pm ]  want to make sure youre safe and everything. you have a habit of disappearing. freaks me out
send  😡  for  an  angry  text  from  my  muse 
sloane [ 6:46pm ]  listen i get it if ur going to be all distant and weird and shit 
sloane [ 6:47pm ]  but u cant jst pretend shit didnt happen. thats fucked up. 
send  😡  for  an  angry  text  from  my  muse
sean [ 2:23am ]  yeah i cant hang out tomorrow. i cant do this. nope. nope. 
sean [ 2:24am ]  dont bother calling. i dont have anything to say. 
send  🍷  for  a  drunk  text  from  my  muse
sloane [ 4:17am ]  bitch where did u go??? im litrlly still taking nshots did u pussy out
sloane [ 4:18am ] lmao found u adkfmslfgs 
send  🍷  for  a  drunk  text  from  my  muse 
sean [ 11:11pm ]  make a wish 🤭 was it for me 🤭 wish granted 🤭
sean [ 11:12pm ]  fuuuuuuuuuuck 
sean [ 11:12pm ]  i forgot to make mien does 1112 still work??? 
send  😬  for  a  worried  text  from  my  muse 
sloane [ 7:30pm ]  are we still hanging out tonight or are we calling that off?
sloane [ 7:31pm ]  i feel like i see u all the time but im hardly ever seeing u does that make sense 
sloane [ 7:32pm ]  call me :/ 
send  😬  for  a  worried  text  from  my  muse 
sean [ 2:54pm ]  have you heard from sloane? she didnt come home last night
sean [ 2:55pm ]  im sure everythings fine but is she with you? 
sean [ 2:56pm ]  she usually calls otherwise 
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percy-the-penguin · 3 years
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About the author!
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It is me, it is she, it is the...Percy the Penguin (Y’all can also call me Sawyer or Sunny)
They/Them Pronouns please
Pansexual
Fandoms: Six, Heathers, Willow, Wicked, Steven Universe, Gravity Falls
I answered a list of questions under the cut
1. What is you middle name?
❃ Elizabeth
2. How old are you?
❃ A Minor
3. When is your birthday?
❃ February 14
4. What is your zodiac sign?
❃ Aquarius
5. What is your favorite color?
❃ Pastel Green
6. What’s your lucky number?
❃ 22
7. Do you have any pets?
❃ Yes, 2 dogs and a cat
8. Where are you from?
❃ A Place :)
9. How tall are you?
❃ ....5′1
10. What shoe size are you?
❃ Lol no idea
11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
❃ 3
12. What was your last dream about?
❃ I got turned into a penguin. It’s been a reoccurring dream and it’s a time
13. What talents do you have?
❃ Idk I guess some would say writing
14. Are you psychic in any way?
❃ ???
15. Favorite song?
❃ You can’t do this to me but if I must choose, No Good Deed from Wicked
16. Favorite movie?
❃ The Fox And The Hound
17. Who would be your ideal partner?
❃ aHaHa
18. Do you want children?
❃ Ehhh
19. Do you want a church wedding?
❃ Anywhere as long as my love is happy <3 (Wish I had an s.o)
20. Are you religious?
❃ Yes but chill and gay
21. Have you ever been to the hospital?
❃ Yes many a time
22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?
❃ Nah
23. Have you ever met any celebrities?
❃ Nope
24. Baths or showers?
❃ Both-
25. What color socks are you wearing?
❃ White and Lime green
26. Have you ever been famous?
❃ Hahahaha no-
27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?
❃ idk people gives me anxiety so no
28. What type of music do you like?
❃ Musicals.
29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?
❃ Nope
30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
❃ 3
31. What position do you usually sleep in?
❃ Stomach. Like a weirdo
32. How big is your house?
❃ One story
33. What do you typically have for breakfast?
❃ Cerial. iM a CeRiAl KiLlEr AhAhAh
34. Have you ever fired a gun?
❃ Yee haw hell yeah I have 
35. Have you ever tried archery?
❃ Yep-
36. Favorite clean word?
❃ Funkey
37. Favorite swear word?
❃ Bitch
38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep?
❃ 5 days :)
39. Do you have any scars?
❃ Yep
40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
❃ Nope
41. Are you a good liar?
❃ Ig
42. Are you a good judge of character?
❃ Not really, I trust to easily
43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?
❃ Not at all lmao well besides sothern
44. Do you have a strong accent?
❃ Not really
45. What is your favorite accent?
❃ SOTHERN
46. What is your personality type?
❃ I took a test on this Adventurer Personality ISFP-A / ISFP-T
47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?
❃ A beanie
48. Can you curl your tongue?
❃ Yes
49. Are you an innie or an outie?
❃ Innie
50. Left or right handed?
❃ Right
51. Are you scared of spiders?
❃ Arachnophobia gaaang
52. Favorite food?
❃ Mac and Cheese
53. Favorite foreign food?
❃ Sushi
54. Are you a clean or messy person?
❃ MESSY-
55. Most used phrased?
❃ “gUYS OH MY GOD WAIT-”
56. Most used word?
❃ “Funkey”
57. How long does it take for you to get ready?
❃ Depends on the day
58. Do you have much of an ego?
❃ Eh not really
59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?
❃ Suck you swine who the hell bites it
60. Do you talk to yourself?
❃ Yes
61. Do you sing to yourself?
❃ All the time
62. Are you a good singer?
❃ Nope
63. Biggest Fear?
❃ Clowns
64. Are you a gossip?
❃ No ew
65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen?
❃ I don’t watch those-
66. Do you like long or short hair?
❃ Short
67. Can you name all 50 states of America?
❃ I can try-
68. Favorite school subject?
❃ English
69. Extrovert or Introvert?
❃ Introvert
70. Have you ever been scuba diving?
❃ Yes
71. What makes you nervous?
❃ Everything it’s really dumb
72. Are you scared of the dark?
❃ Yes, personal reasons
73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?
❃ Nope anxieties a bitch
74. Are you ticklish?
❃ yes-
75. Have you ever started a rumor?
❃ no
76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?
❃ Yes. Everyone regretted it
77. Have you ever drank underage?
❃ Yes but on accident..
78. Have you ever done drugs?
❃ No
79. Who was your first real crush?
❃ A boy named Logan who dated me for a week bc he felt bad ;-;
80. How many piercings do you have?
❃ Just ears
81. Can you roll your Rs?“
❃ No
82. How fast can you type?
❃ Not very
83. How fast can you run?
❃ Normal speed..?
84. What color is your hair?
❃ Readish brown (close to ginger but more brown)
85. What color is your eyes?
❃ Green
86. What are you allergic to?
❃ Nothing :)
87. Do you keep a journal?
❃ Yes-
88. What do your parents do?
❃ Victim Advocate and CEO
89. Do you like your age?
❃ Sure?
90. What makes you angry?
❃ Not much. Bullying, racism, homo/transphobia, harassment
91. Do you like your own name?
❃ Yes
92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?
❃ Ah-
93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child?
❃ aH-
94. What are you strengths?
❃ Writing, loyalty, creativity
95. What are your weaknesses?
❃ loyalty, trusting
96. How did you get your name?
❃ I gave it to me myself
97. Were your ancestors royalty?
❃ Nah
98. Do you have any scars?
❃ Yes-
99. Color of your bedspread?
❃ Sky blue
100. Color of your room?
❃ Pastel yellow
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ageofevermore · 4 years
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1-100 baby, let’s do this!
1. What is you middle name?
Mackenze (mackenzie not fucking mackenz ro)
2. How old are you?
16 (almost 17)
3. When is your birthday?
December 26
4. What is your zodiac sign?
Capricorn 
5. What is your favorite color?
Purple
6. What’s your lucky number?
2
7. Do you have any pets?
No
8. Where are you from?
New Jersey (i mean i’m african america + german + irish)
9. How tall are you?
4’11
10. What shoe size are you?
9 ½ 
11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
Over 17 ...
12. What was your last dream about?
i have the weirdest fucking dreams ever, but im pretty sure it had something to do with my going back to in person school but ending up at ikea and then their was a Princess bounce house and i saw a little girl i know but then i ran away because i missed my marketing class and cried bc we were drawing octopuses and i got an F... like what the hell is that?!
13. What talents do you have?
none :)
14. Are you psychic in any way?
i mean i have been known to predict a pregnancy... 
15. Favorite song?
WAP? (i have a lot man)
16. Favorite movie?
I HATE movies, but like anything Marvel 
17. Who would be your ideal partner?
Idk man, Tom Holland?
18. Do you want children?
Yes, 100%
19. Do you want a church wedding?
Lol, no thanks 
20. Are you religious?
Nope
21. Have you ever been to the hospital?
Yes! It’ s one of my favorite places (that sounds horrible but like, i’ve just always enjoyed it their and find it mesmerizing? Also Greys..)
22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?
No
23. Have you ever met any celebrities?
Yes, but like really old ones who i don’t even know the name of, oh and the cop from one of the Spiderman movies :)
24. Baths or showers?
Showers
25. What color socks are you wearing?
I’m not wearing socks
26. Have you ever been famous?
Nope
27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?
Yeah
28. What type of music do you like?
Country, Showtunes, Pop, some Rap, Alternative 
29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?
No
30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
I don’t own real pillows, but i do have a body pillow and like a throw pillow...
31. What position do you usually sleep in?
On my side of my stomach
32. How big is your house?
It’s a ranch, not that big. 3 bedroom, 1 ½ bath
33. What do you typically have for breakfast?
I don’t eat breakfast 
34. Have you ever fired a gun?
A nerf gun...
35. Have you ever tried archery?
Nope
36. Favorite clean word?
Orgasmic 
37. Favorite swear word?
Twatwaffle, Cuntasaurous, Bitch, Dick, Pussy, Fuck
38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep?
Around 48 hours
39. Do you have any scars?
Yup (my favorite ones my boob one bc its the only one i got and it wasn’t because i was being a complete idiot…)
40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
It wasn’t a fucking secret this boy is obvious as all hell
41. Are you a good liar?
Yes
42. Are you a good judge of character?
Yeah
43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?
Yup
44. Do you have a strong accent?
I don’t think so
45. What is your favorite accent?
British 
46. What is your personality type?
Mediator INFP-T (mind 64% introverted, energy 63% intuitive, nature 63% feeling, tactics 75% prospecting, identity 75% turbulent)
47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?
idk
48. Can you curl your tongue?
Yes
49. Are you an innie or an outie?
Middle! 
50. Left or right handed?
Right 
51. Are you scared of spiders?
Yes, get the fuck away from me demons 
52. Favorite food?
PASTA 
53. Favorite foreign food?
chinese ..?
54. Are you a clean or messy person?
Messy and i hate it
55. Most used phrased?
The fuck?
56. Most used word?
Fuck
57. How long does it take for you to get ready?
Could take 5 minutes could take 2 ½ hours, and i never wear makeup so don’t even try to start with me about how it takes hours to do makeup, i just genuinely enjoy sitting under blazing hot water in the shower 
58. Do you have much of an ego?
I mean, i dont think so?
59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?
Suck
60. Do you talk to yourself?
yes , i have like two irls and they never wanna hang our already have plans so im my own company 97% of the time
61. Do you sing to yourself?
ALL THE TIME
62. Are you a good singer?
No, i mean i’m good, but i’m also nowhere near professional 
63. Biggest Fear?
Being alone, being rejected...
64. Are you a gossip?
I mean, i do enjoy some tea time, but i also feel anxious half the time when tea is being spilled lol
65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen?
...American Assassin? Is that dramatic? Endgame? Whats a dramatic movie?!
66. Do you like long or short hair?
LONG LONG LONG 
67. Can you name all 50 states of America?
Bitch, i can’t even name like 12
68. Favorite school subject?
English
69. Extrovert or Introvert?
Extroverted Introvert 
70. Have you ever been scuba diving?
No
71. What makes you nervous?
People...
72. Are you scared of the dark?
Yes, tf, if you aren’t I don’t trust you 
73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?
No, if i did I would be correcting people 73 times a day when they say my name 
74. Are you ticklish?
Sometimes, in some places. I can turn it off
75. Have you ever started a rumor?
No
76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?
Lol, i mean, maybe?
77. Have you ever drank underage?
I am the queen of drinking at family parties 
78. Have you ever done drugs?
No, but i wanna get high. 
79. Who was your first real crush?
Justin Bieber, but like Harry Styles was two weeks later...i was 6
80. How many piercings do you have?
5 technically 
81. Can you roll your Rs?“
Yes 
82. How fast can you type?
Yes 
83. How fast can you run?
I don’t run, tf
84. What color is your hair?
Brown
85. What color is your eyes?
Idk, they were blue, then they were green, then they were hazel, now i think they’re just brown :(
86. What are you allergic to?
Human interaction… but no my favorite flowers, Lilly’s 
87. Do you keep a journal?
No
88. What do your parents do?
My mom was a teacher, and my dad used to work at the DMV
89. Do you like your age?
No, you don’t understand how badly i want to vote 
90. What makes you angry?
Ignorance and Selfishness 
91. Do you like your own name?
No, but it’s been growing on my ig 
92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?
Yes! I have two lists, one of names I love and another of names i’d be willing to agree to if my partner doesn’t like my favorites. 
Girls; Olivia, Amelia, Hazel, Leila, Charlotte, Cove
Boys: Brett, Lincoln, Landon
Unisex; Anderson, Montgomery, Maverick, Ocean, Blake 
93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child?
Girl
94. What are you strengths?
Avoiding my problems like they don’t exist 
95. What are your weaknesses?
ADD, anxiety, depression, i mean sorta PTSD i guess surrounding some situations
96. How did you get your name?
My dad named me after Kirsten Dunst (Kyrstin), and my middle name is Mackenze bc Marie is a family name but my mom said ‘lets be original’ bc literally like 6 girls in my family have the middle name Marie
97. Were your ancestors royalty?
No, but my great great great great great grandfather created the brick press
98. Do you have any scars?
Yes 
99. Color of your bedspread?
Pink
100. Color of your room?
Grey
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5typesoftrash · 4 years
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omg my bby @hopeisthewholepoint tagged me i love you so much sweetheart you’re amazing
nickname: i have a whole list, but the one i get called on tumblr is Dean
zodiac sign: Sagittarius
height: i’m also 5′2″ 
hogwarts house: ravendor (i’m a ravenclaw but stupid Pottermore thinks i’m a gryffindor, so)
last thing I googled: “free vpn download” my vpn fucked itself which meant I couldn’t get on tumblr or AO3 so i needed a new one :/
song stuck in my head: “big fun” from heathers.......like,,,,,always
followers: 78.....baby blog
amount I sleep: anywhere from 0-10 hours a night, but it usually comes out at about 6
lucky number: 14
dream job: writer
wearing: pajama pants and an ST2 tee
favorite song(s): Quiet Uptown (Miranda) and Champion (Fall Out Boy)
favorite instruments: piano, guitar, flute, voice
random fact about me:  live in fandom. reply/rb if you really want me to elaborate
favorite authors: Riordan and Clare I’m a basic bitch
favorite animal noises: bork and purring kitties im weak
aesthetic: bisaster transmessc (did you like that wordplay? huh?) pretty much just a million pride flags and so much Soft Boi
@specialagentrin @misha-moose-dean-burger-lover @thorki-and-other-obsessions @fandomallthetime24601 @until-it-kills-you-both
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dorothyofremnant · 4 years
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GET TO KNOW THE BLOGGER.
Can be used for RP and non-RP blogs to get to know a bit about the person behind the screen!
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1. FIRST NAME: Eli
2. STRANGE FACT ABOUT YOURSELF: I have like scary good intuition about things and it can sometimes border on clairvoyance. I need to actually listen to it more than I do.
3. TOP THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU FIND ATTRACTIVE ON A PERSON: really pretty eyes make me weak unf, i love thicc thighs, and tol people because I’m a very smol dude (I’m only 5′2″)
4. A FOOD YOU COULD EAT FOREVER AND NOT GET BORED OF: mashed potatoes mmmmmmmmm gimme the good spuds
5. A FOOD YOU HATE: any kind of cooked veggies that don’t require being cooked to eat. gimme them crisp, cold, cronchy veggies
6. GUILTY PLEASURE:  watching funny videos where people get hurt (not severely mind you). Stuff like falling out of a chair or getting hit with a ball
7. WHAT DO YOU SLEEP IN: um... my bed?
8. SERIOUS RELATIONSHIPS OR FLINGS: i’m not a fling kinda guy. I need long term stability and love.
9. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN THE PAST AND CHANGE ONE THING ABOUT YOUR LIFE, WOULD YOU AND WHAT WOULD IT BE: I would tell myself about being trans sooner. I would look at my confused seventh grade self and tell her this is not you. You will be a strong confident young man someday.
10. ARE YOU AN AFFECTIONATE PERSON: oh boy lemme tell you, I am sooooooo fucking affectionate. I will hug and snuggle the shit out of you if you let me. I love affection. I was raised in a household where affection was encouraged.
11. A MOVIE YOU COULD WATCH OVER AND OVER AGAIN: Coraline. I’m actually playing it in the background as I write this. I’ve watched it like 8 times already this week.
12. FAVORITE BOOK: Probably any of the Shelock Holmes stories or novels.
13. YOU HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO KEEP ANY ANIMAL AS A PET, WHAT DO YOU CHOOSE: FOXES
14. TOP FIVE FICTIONAL SHIPS [IF YOU ARE AN RP BLOG, YOU CAN USE YOUR OWN SHIPS AS WELL]:  Snow Pine, Rose Garden, Data Farm, ReNora, Arkos
15. PIE OR CAKE: depends on the kind. If we talking apple pie then hell yeah, but if we’re talking ice cream cake, gimme.
16. FAVORITE SCENT: lilacs or lotus blossoms
17. CELEBRITY CRUSH: My childhood celeb crush was Chester Bennington, may he rest in peace.
18. IF YOU COULD TRAVEL ANYWHERE, WHERE WOULD YOU GO: Japan, Egypt, England, Germany, Austria, Spain, Australia
19. INTROVERT OR EXTROVERT: I’m an ambivert, meaning I can be either and it usually depends on who I’m with or how I’m feeling that day.
20. DO YOU SCARE EASILY: I spook easy so I hate when co-workers will try to scare me on purpose and it sends me into a panic attack.
21. IPHONE OR ANDROID:  I've got an android cause im broke af
22. DO YOU PLAY ANY VIDEO GAMES: I play a loooooot of em.
23. DREAM JOB: I WANNA EITHER BE AN ASTRONOMER OR AN ARCHAEOLOGIST
24. WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH A MILLION DOLLARS: pay off my house, my debts, my sister’s debts, my dad’s house, and help my friends out.
25. FICTIONAL CHARACTER YOU HATE: I hate Cinder Fall. She’s literally just a power hungry bitch and that’s literally all there is to her character and she’s just a very flat character personality wise. Jessica does some great voice acting but I just can’t stand evil cinderella.
26. FANDOM THAT YOU WERE ONCE A PART OF BUT AREN’T ANY LONGER: I was part of a looooooooot of them tbh. Some of them I still go back to from time to time.
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jmcolt · 4 years
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bitch. all the q's for trevan
im always emo about them :(
1. Who is the most affectionate?
Trini, by FAR. She’ll stop him in the hall to kiss his cheek, stand behind him and play with his hair when he’s working at his station, and he gets so, so many I love you’s over the course of the day.
2. Big spoon/Little spoon?
Evan, being the giant he is, is the big spoon 99% of the time. Trini doesn’t mind; she likes being held.
3. Most common argument?
”YOU’RE BEING RECKLESS.” ad infinitum. 
4. Favorite non-sexual activity?
Cuddling! They’re cuddling fiends.
5. Who is most likely to carry the other?
Again, Evan’s huge and Trini’s tiny, so take a wild guess. Though, that doesn’t stop Trini from trying (and she succeeded once.)
6. What is their favorite feature of their partner’s?
Trini loves Evan’s hair and will take every opportunity to play with it. If you asked Evan what he loved about Trini, though, he’d probably list off... literally every single thing about her. Her smile, though, that gets him super weak.
7. What’s the first thing that changes when they realize they have feelings for the other?
They are... much, much more handsy. Much more.
8. Nicknames? & if so, how did they originate?
More pet names than nicknames. Trini started calling him cariño while they were in that weird in-between stage where they were more than friends but not actually dating yet.
9. Who worries the most?
Evan! His girlfriend’s a security officer, give him a break.
10. Who remembers what the other one always orders at a restaurant?
Both of them! They’re cheesy like that.
11. Who tops?
Evan lmfao
12. Who initiates kisses?
Trini, usually. She loves, loves, loves kissing him.
13. Who reaches for the other’s hand first?
Evan. If she’s standing beside him, he’ll just casually slip his hand in hers.
14. Who kisses the hardest?
Evan, but he’s a bit... slutty. 
15. Who wakes up first?
Trini 99% of the time. She’s hardwired to get up and get going.
16. Who wants to stay in bed just a little longer?
Evan. He’s always very, very reluctant to let her leave for her shift because he wants to keep cuddling.
17. Who says I love you first?
Canonically, it was Trini, but it was... an accident lmfao! Completely slipped out while [long beep]
18. Who leaves little notes in the other’s one lunch? (Bonus: what does it usually say?)
Trini. Just things like ‘I love you!’ and ‘have a good day
19. Who tells their family/friends about their relationship first?
Evan did, but only because I fucked with canon and his brother is ON the ship (and might’ve caught them in a less than appropriate situation).
20. What do their family/friends think of their relationship?
Mrs. Marin is... very disapproving, but other than that, their families (and friends) are very supportive. 
21. Who is more likely to start dancing with the other?
They’re both so Goddamn in love with each other that they’ll take any chance to be as close as possible.
22. Who cooks more/who is better at cooking?
Evan, surprisingly. Trini’s actually very, very hopeless in the kitchen, so she’ll just sit on the counter and try to taste everything including him.
23. Who comes up with cheesy pick up lines?
EVAN. They’re the only pick up lines that have ever worked on Trini in her life, but again, she’s stupidly in love with him.
24. Who whispers inappropriate things in the other’s ear during inappropriate times?
Both of them. Every second of the day-- it’s a wonder any work gets done.
25. Who needs more assurance?
Uh, BOTH? Trini a little more than Evan, but he has his own insecurities.
26. What would be their theme song?
Can I take the L and say I haven’t actually thought about songs for them?
27. Who would sing to their child back to sleep?
Evan. The first time Trini catches him singing Jack back to sleep, she is so, so endeared. He got lots of kisses when he came back to the bedroom.
28. What do they do when they’re away from each other?
I’m going to be nice :) moreso to myself than anybody else and ignore actual canon. Basically, they spend their time apart pining and annoying everybody because of it. They also comm every night-- or multiple times throughout the day if they miss each other too much.
29. one headcanon about this OTP that breaks your heart
Hahahahahaha. HA. ha. Trini found the ring he was going to give to her while she was still under the assumption he was, um, six feet under. She had to sit on the floor and cry for a little while. 
30. one headcanon about this OTP that mends it
The rest of canon didn’t happen, they’re HAPPILY married with THREE (only three, Char) children, and also, they run a little league. 
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stellarboystyles · 4 years
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1. What is you middle name? nichole 2. How old are you? 22 3. When is your birthday? august 29 4. What is your zodiac sign? virgo sun, cancer moon, gemini eising 5. What is your favorite color? yellow 6. What’s your lucky number? i hate numbers 7. Do you have any pets? 2 puppies 8. Where are you from? ohio :/ 9. How tall are you? 5′5 10. What shoe size are you? 7 1/2 11. How many pairs of shoes do you own? like 40 LOL 12. What was your last dream about? me & my friends were shooting off fireworks from our window and trees were being incinerated and then i was in my parents bedroom with (they weren’t my parents but they were in dream land i guess???? idk???) and this ed kemper looking dude was trying to attack them 13. What talents do you have? double jointed, and i’m a dancer and i sing pretty well IN MY OPINION DONT COME FOR ME 14. Are you psychic in any way? i feel like i can answer yes...like i feel things deeper than other people do, and i can sense when things are going to happen, like bad things 15. Favorite song? The One by Kodaline 16. Favorite movie? scream 17. Who would be your ideal partner? a tall, lanky boy with curly brown hair, four nipples and tattoos. oh, and he has to love love. 18. Do you want children? Y E S  BITCH im so maternal it isnt even funny 19. Do you want a church wedding? not really 20. Are you religious? i beleive in God, Jesus and all that 100% but i feel that times now are a lot different than when the bible was written. we have evolved so much as a species as far as what’s okay, not okay, right, wrong, etc.  21. Have you ever been to the hospital? god yes too many times 22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law? nope by my moms threatened to call the cops on me and have me taken away when i was a kid for standing up to her VERBALLY 23. Have you ever met any celebrities?  24. Baths or showers? hot showers...but i love a good bath bomb yanno 25. What color socks are you wearing? blue with cherries on them <3 26. Have you ever been famous? my lips are sealed 27. Would you like to be a big celebrity? yes but not for the money or fame 28. What type of music do you like? i range from kodaline...to harry styles...to nevershoutnever...to twenty one pilots...to The Vaccines...The 1975...billie eilish...i can go on  29. Have you ever been skinny dipping? nope 30. How many pillows do you sleep with? 1 31. What position do you usually sleep in? so many 32. How big is your house? 2 bed 1 bath 33. What do you typically have for breakfast? raisin cinnamon bread with strawberry blackberry jelly on top mmmmmmmmm 34. Have you ever fired a gun? no but i wanna learn 35. Have you ever tried archery? NO BUT THA WOULD BE COOL AF 36. Favorite clean word? 37. Favorite swear word? shit??? fuck??? idk 38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep? more than 25 hours 39. Do you have any scars? yes...a biiiig long one all the way down my left arm and elbow 40. Have you ever had a secret admirer? lol no i’m from a small town filled with farm boy and none of them will ever be emotionally developed enough for that shit 41. Are you a good liar? i dont think so 42. Are you a good judge of character? yes 43. Can you do any other accents other than your own? yessss 44. Do you have a strong accent?i’m am*rican so no 45. What is your favorite accent? harry styles’ accent 46. What is your personality type? introvert to the public extrovert to the people i trust 47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?  48. Can you curl your tongue? yep 49. Are you an innie or an outie? both 50. Left or right handed? riiiiight 51. Are you scared of spiders? YES DONT TOUCH ME GET OUTTA MY HOUSE 52. Favorite food? nachos 53. Favorite foreign food? thai food 54. Are you a clean or messy person? both 55. Most used phrased?  56. Most used word? 57. How long does it take for you to get ready? depends...could be 15 minutes, could be 2 hours lol 58. Do you have much of an ego? not really 59. Do you suck or bite lollipops? biteee 60. Do you talk to yourself? yea 61. Do you sing to yourself? yes! 62. Are you a good singer? i think so 63. Biggest Fear? bugs 64. Are you a gossip? lol NO 65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen? 66. Do you like long or short hair? both 67. Can you name all 50 states of America? i know the damn song and could sing it rn 68. Favorite school subject? history 69. Extrovert or Introvert? Introvert 70. Have you ever been scuba diving? no but i want to so bad 71. What makes you nervous? talking to people but i’ve gotten better 72. Are you scared of the dark? not anymore 73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes? no 74. Are you ticklish? yes get away from me 75. Have you ever started a rumor? probably, my old self was a dumbass bitch 76. Have you ever been in a position of authority? yes i’m a dance teacher and used to teach (: 77. Have you ever drank underage? YEP 78. Have you ever done drugs? no but dude i can’t wait  79. Who was your first real crush? J*st*n B**b*r 80. How many piercings do you have? 2...ears and belly button...am i trash? 81. Can you roll your Rs? NO I”M WHITE AF 82. How fast can you type? idk probably less than average lol 83. How fast can you run? not very lol 84. What color is your hair? brown with highlights 85. What color is your eyes? green on the outside brown on the inside 86. What are you allergic to? literally so many types of medicine that i’m not gonna name over the internet lmao 87. Do you keep a journal? yes 88. What do your parents do? dad is a maintenance manager and mom’s a babysitter (: 89. Do you like your age? yes 90. What makes you angry? when  91. Do you like your own name? yea 92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they? omg so many okay here is my full list currently:
girls: felicity, isabella, emma, aoife (pronounced eefah) nora, rose, hera, nola, june, reece, ramona, violet, lydia, lola, naomi, amelia, luna, gemma, grace, waverly, melody, genevieve, eloise, cove
boys: arlo, finn, archie, calvin, bowie, judah, sawyer, tate, nico, ocean 93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child? girlie for sure but i’d love a boy after 94. What are you strengths? i like to believe that i’m kind, respectful and a good person  95. What are your weaknesses? i’m anxious, strong willed and i cry a lot 96. How did you get your name? well the person that gave birth to me gave me my name and when my parents were adopting me they wanted to keep my name 97. Were your ancestors royalty? no idea 98. Do you have any scars? lots, i get hurt a lot lol 99. Color of your bedspread? gray 100. Color of your room? blue
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arlandvery · 5 years
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Hen, Chick (and Hawk)
A concept sent to @yandere-love-love-love got me started on this fic, and the first thing I’ve written on my new laptop! Still getting used to the keyboard and it sucks! :D Anyhooo, this is written from the pov of the kid, purely because I thought it would be a bit more interesting.
You didn’t like the new apartment.
It was small; your apartment was nicer. It was big. Daddy called it an eyrie. Your room at home was big and soft- it had to be, to accommodate your wings (you were big enough now that you could keep your flapping under control, but it was annoying at home, where the worst meant Mommy and Daddy finding out you lied about brushing your teeth,but here that meant knocking into something, and after a couple of weeks your wings were sore). You didn’t have any toys here either, and that was no fun.
Mama liked it here though, you could tell.
You didn’t get it.
At home, Mama didn’t need to work. She didn’t have to leave. She could play with you all day if she wanted, or lay in bed all day. But now Mama went to work every day and left you with an elderly neighbor named Mrs. Saito. Mrs. Saito was nice, you guessed, but she was old, and didn’t really want to play, or do anything very interesting.
You missed Daddy.
You wanted him here, now. But Mama wouldn’t let call him, or tell you what was going on.
It all got fuzzy when Daddy had to leave town- he said he’d be gone for two weeks, but he’d bring back lots of presents to make up for it. Mama had hugged him tight when he left, and cuddled you when you started siffling. That day, Mama was jittery. She kept disappearing into hers an Daddy’s room. When Daddy called that night, to tell them good night, Mama had picked up and told im about her day, then let you talk to him. 
But the moment that you were off the phone, she’d said you were leaving.
And you didn’t have any choice but to go with her.
You slept in the car the first night. Then you walked everywhere. There was a tiny motel room where the water was brown and the sheets had cigarette burns. It took two weeks for Mama to find a job and another month to get the apartment.
“When can we see Daddy?” You whined that night as Mama tucked you into bed. 
Mama frowned and looked down at you, carefully tucked away for sleep, your wings folded gingerly.
“We aren’t.” She admitted, and you didn’t understand. Why wouldn’t you go home? Wasn’t this just a vacation?
“B-but I want Daddy!” You whined, your eyes getting hot with unshed tears. Mama sniffled and climbed into bd beside her, pulling you close.
“I know baby, but it’s better this way.”
But you didn’t understand.
So Mama told you a story.
It wasn’t a nice story.
But you never asked when you were going back to Daddy again.
You think about your Dad more than you want to admit.
It’s hard not to think of him, when wings sprout from your back, soft white and itching to fly. But you don’t, because that quirk would be too noticeable.
(Mom paid someone in the Quirk Registration offices to lie- you’ve got a weak quirk on paper, something about sensing changing wind currents. You don’t fly. Your wings are always folded neatly beneath your clothes, feathers plucked as soon as they grow in.
Mom cries every time you do it.
But she doesn’t stop you.)
You look like him too. You hate that.
But Mom doesn’t flinch when you move too quickly (a memory that you recovered when you were ten), or spend a scary amount of time with hat blank-faced stare when you do something that reminds her of him anymore (something that she did but used to hide). So things are okay.
You think about the story.
(The first time she told it, it was the bare bones.
There was a man who fell in love with a very unlucky woman.
He followed her and learned everythig about her; her name, where she lived, what she did, what she wanted.
And he approached her and wooed her and she loved him so much. Everything moved so fast her head spun, but that was alright, she thought, because she loved him.
She married him.
And then things got bad.)
Things are nice now. Normal. You’ve moved out of the dingy apartment and the gross hotel room. Now you live in a nice neighborhood. Mom has friends that she goes out with on Thursday nights. You usually hang out on Sundays- they remind you of when you were little and it was just you and Mom, because Dad-
(Her new husband always wanted to know where she was. He always kept her busy, and soon her other friends faded away. He was angry whenever she suggested going back to work because he could provide- why would she need to work? 
She let him isolate and manipulate her until one day she went out without telling him.
For no reason she decided one day that she wanted to go out. If he loved her, she said to herself, he’d understand her need to breathe, to be away from him, just for awhile.
She didn’t do much that day, just walked around. Did some window shopping.
But she never entertained the thought of calling her friends. Or leaving him.
When she came back that evening, he was waiting at the door for her. He dragged her inside and that was the first time he hit her.)
Mom’s gonna be late tonight, so you’re probably just gonna get pizza and do your homework. You’re thinking about calling your friend Chi and bitching over the latest garbage episode of your guys’ least favorite show that you both watch unironically.
You like Chi because his favorite hero wasn’t Hawks. Well, there was more to it than that, but it made your friendship easier, purely because you didn’t have to look at your Dad’s smug PR smile on his merch everywhere when you went to his house. Chi preferred All-Might, something you both had in common.
 But the thing is, you feel uneasy.
It’s nothing new, you always feel like that. Anxiety, Mom calls it, looking guilty. So you don’t tell her about it. It’s not her fault that you’re always scared that Dad’s coming, that he’ll find you both. You keep your long nights secret- nights where your breath is shallow and rattles in your throat and you can’t breathe because you’re so sure that he’s outside the window waiting waiting waiting
But you get home without incident. You unlock the door, lock it behind you, change into some sweatpants and text Mom you made it home safely. Then you study- math’s kicking your ass. You learn better by doing, and sitting still has and always will be a nightmare.
Mom says you get that from him.
But she didn’t sound sad when she said it. You’d been in the teacher’s office, again, because you didn’t get it, you got frustrated, so you lashed out. Mom had to leave work. You felt awful. But she didn’t yell at you or anything. She let the teacher talk, agreed you were in the wrong and then you talked about it at home. When you finally told her how hard it was she’d nodded and petted your hair.
“We’ll work on it together.”
And you did.
You learned how to listen, how to pay attention. Little tricks.
You’re not stupid, you just needed extra attention.
(And not because you don’t have a dad, like the PTA mom’s hush-whisper about)
Around 6 you order pizza, checking your phone. Chi hasn’t called you back. Mom’s messaged you to remind you not to stay up too late and that she loves you.
Love you too, ma, you text back.
(After that, her husband didn’t let her leave the house. He kept her locked in the bedroom. Sometimes he drugged her to keep her quiet. He’d come home and fix dinner and bring her out and feed her as if she were some pet.
But now the woman knew what kind of man she’d married. She began to fight him, using the pain to spur her onward.
One night she nearly got away.
But by nearly, she almost made it to the door. 
Her husband dragged her back to the bedroom and he hurt her.
-Mom shows you the scars on her back when you’re 10, because you didn’t know how bad it was and you wanted to know.
You traced the scarring carefully, with gentle fingers. You could imagine the feather in Dad’s hand. Brighter red than the blood welling up. He’d taken care that it was scar, would pull if she moved a certain way.
Hawks, the letters said, because she’d never escape being his-
And after that she couldn’t fight him, because then she was going to have a baby.)
You take a break after you order. Your eyes are starting to ache and your hand is cramping. You could call it a night reasonably. Instead you shower and unbind your wings, sighing as you flex them. You’d be lying if you sad that you didn’t worry about what the constant plucking and binding was doing to your wings. 
There’s a knock on the door and you scramble to grab your wallet.
“Coming!” You shout, running because, well, pizza.
But when you open the door and standing there, holding the pizza box is your Dad, smiling like nothing is wrong. Like you saw each other this morning, not 6 years ago. Like he isn’t a monster.
“Dad,” you say quietly, gripping the door. His smile is every bit as predatory as his name.
“Hey eyas! Gonna let your old man in?” You notice that his foot is wedged against the door. You couldn’t close it if you wanted. Or, rather, if you had the presence of mind. 
But all you can think about are the scars on your Mom and how much he scares her still. What will he do to you?
Dad’s still waiting, and laughs a little, “c’mon kiddo, pizza’s getting cold. We can catch up til your Mom gets home!” There, there’s that darkness that you know is there, never noticed as a kid.
Wordlessly, you step aside and let him in, trying not to tremble.
You know what he is, and you hate him. But that’s still your Dad. And he wants to know all about you.
“You don’t deserve to know me!” You snap, interrupting his steady stream of questions as he goes through your phone. You shove your pizza away and stand up to leave- to run.
But your Dad’s wing flares out, blocking the door and cornering you. Dad just looks up at you without moving his head.
“Kiddo, sit down. We’re gonna have a talk now, okay?”
You know what he can do with those wings. Mom tortures herself and watches his televised fights. There’s a reason that he’s #2. So you sit your ass down. He nudges the pizza towards you again.
“Tell me, why don’t I deserve to know you? Is it because I didn’t find you immediately when your Mom had a moment of insanity and stole you?” You open your mouth, but he keeps talking, eyes flashing. “Do you have any,” he takes a deep breath and tries to lower his voice, “any idea what it was like when I came home and you both were gone? Bags packed, no note, your mom’s ring just there on the counter-!”
“You can’t even tell the truth now, can you!” You demand, because damn the neghbors, hopefully they’ll cal the cops. “You called her nightly to make sure she was where you put her! How long until you rushed home because you knew she’d found a way out, a way to get us out and stay safe-”
“Safe?!” He snarled, “I finally track you down and you’re terrified of me, your wings are- are plucked, living illegally-”
“Mom has a legal job-!”
“Lying to the Quirk Registry Office is a crime, along with kidnappig.”
“You kidnapped her! You isolated her and hurt her and raped-”
His backhand is sharp and snaps your head to the side.
“Don’t you ever say that again.” Hawks voice is dangerously low, and goosebumps break out on your skin. Your cheek hurts- it’s gonna bruise. But you don’t move. “I love your mother, I did everything for her, to keep her safe, and happy. Sometimes people don’t know what they want,” remarkably, he smiles again, and you want to hurl. “She needed me, and she needed a baby- and now she needs to be reminded exactly why you don’t kidnap your child and hide them for 6 years.”
“Dad-”
“Love is a beautiful thing, kiddo,” he cups your hand and curls his wing around you, and you stifle a sob.
You...you have good memories of your Dad.
Memories that you don’t like thinking about, because he’s a monster, good memories of him aren’t fair.
But dad taught you how to groom your wings and held you when you were scared. He took you to the doctor when you got sick and surprised you in the morning with omelettes and cheese because he wanted to show his family that he loved them. When sat on his lap he’d wrap his wings around you and you felt warm and safe and you’re crying now, you can’t help it as he hugs you close and strokes your hair.
“Love is so beautiful, and I can’t let anything ruin that,” he coos, kissing your head. 
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"lets get personal." answer as many as you wanna! if thats meands allof them tn go for it!!!
Hell Yeah imma do all of them!!!! ty!!!!! sorry some of the answers are really boring or short
1. you and Jennifer-bulow, Chlorine-twenty one pilots, missing you-all time low, water fountain-Alec Benjamin, blame it on my youth-blink-182. It was difficult to choose 6 songs cause usually i just put a playlist on shuffle, but this is pretty good representation of whats in it
2. uhhhh, probably Phil Lester cause I look up to him alot and I want to know what’d he’d be like in person
3. ofc it was “this book is gay” the line is “wowsers, this whole gay thing is a lot more complicated then Glee lead us to believe”
4. ngl, how fucking gay i am for certain people
5. pretty boring, it’s “yeahhh”
6. not completely naked, but not in full pajamas
7. i can pop 3 of my fingers completely in and out of their socket
8. Girls, guys, and non-binary pals are fucking attractive and pretty and nice and im rlly fuckin gay.
9. yup, one of my ex’s did, it was rlly sweet
10. no clue, air drums woulda been yesterday though
11. not rlly, nope!
12. probably, not that i remember though
13. don’t got one
14. wanting to go inside or im at the ocean
15. behind behind behind, i hate being on camera
16. currently...uhhhhhhh......P!ATD probably
17. How are you? “I’m ok”
18. not rlly nope, do believe some people defiantly deserve it though
19. its extreamly complicated. Toby’s my name, and I’m bored
20. Weakness is probably my anxiety. Strength would be...... I can pick up new talents up pretty quicky i guess
21. don’t have one. got people i admire, but not a crush
22. yup, in the lake during the summer once
23. Now that I think about it....I don’t know
24. so, so, so many things. I am an absolute gremlin
25. depending on the people, only time im on the phone is playing mc though so. phone ig
26. maybe? im still “becoming”
27. love: the crunch of refrozen snow. hate: the bus engine which sucks cause i gotta ride it every day
28. what if I fail
29. Ghosts yes, 99% sure my house is haunted as it used to be a doctors office in the 1920s. Aliens 100%. youd have to be an idiot to think that theres not some sort of other life in the entire universe
30. My computer that im typing this on with both arms
31. apple pie filling that I made
32. alberta
33. west west west west west
34. i don’t have an opposite gender
35. the meaning of my life is to study some fucking orcas
36. creation of something new
37. sometimes!
38. pretty grey and boring. maybe rainy, im not sure, im not by any windows
39. 4:28, though it feels like 7. today has gone so slowly
40. Yes and yes. though i only bumped someones truck while learning to park so it wasnt to bad
41. the book needed for # 3!!
42. enh, kinda?
43. not rlly. 
44. film? idk but watching something? im watching bnha right now for the 3rd time
45. ive broken my arm and sprained my ankle but im not sure what was worse
46. yeah!! i was in mexico and they would come land on me!
47. well. Orcas. Bnha. thats pretty much my entire personality
48. Panromanic Demisexual
49. that I cheated on my ex which is compleate bullshit
50. yes!!!
51. sometimes and depends on the situation
52. Aquarius!
53. i need to save it but i spend it. im sucky at saving
54. some food cause im a hungry bitch
55. love<3
56. nope
57. 3 as of current
58. yup!!
59. at school and at work. glad thats over
60. a pan flag hanging on my ceiling
61. yeah. my feet are cold
62. ORCAS
63. i dont really have one. i just hang out with people who like the same stuff and we bond over that
64. shes probably at her house while talking to me on discord rn. hey look @krarshadow, youre part of the asks I told you about
65.  @seriously--fuck--you @krarshadow @official-lucifers-child @thatsthat24 @kitkatthegaybean
66. no clue
67. having a shower i think
68. morningstar
69. nah
70. some of the time. other times im an annoying little shit who shouldn’t be allowed to interact with anyone
71. save the dog and run to work on time. then get fired for refusing to get rid of the dog
72. tell certain people, hang out in my friends classes and not bother with my own, enh, id just be sad I wouldnt see my friends again
73. love as love builds trust
74. I really dont know. I have a playlist called “calming???” and that helps make me not sad
75. ***-***-2083
76. communication. this goes for any kind of relationship, not just romantic
77. i dont know!!!! romantic stuff is confusing and telling the different between liking someone and liking someone is sometimes fucking difficult
78. oh hell yes. one hundred percent
79. wanting to study orcas as a tiny child. its given me something to always look towards and work for
80. 8-91/2
81. i don’t want on. mix my ashes with glitter and throw me into the ocean
82. Sonder, its a pretty boring word but the meaning is cool. “ The profound feeling of realizing that everyone, including strangers passed in the street, has a life as complex as one's own, which they are constantly living despite one's personal lack of awareness of it. “
83. blood
84. *screams are heard in the distance*
85. You and Jennifer apparently
86. blue. but like a Logan Sanders or Tuesday blue
87.
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88. my dad
89. situational. there are ones i don’t want to answer, but nothing i can think of where im scared of the truth
90. kill all but one and strap that one on a table and unwrap and dissect it
91. shapeshifting (gotta love that definatly creative answer from a trans person right there)
92. seeing orcas
93. my fucking childhood trauma
94. what the fuck. do people actually wanna sleep with them???? thats creepy as fuck man
95. Tofino, BC (no surprise there, its really easy to see orcas off the coast)
96. Its my fatherrrrrrrr
97. uhhhhh, no, but i did right after getting out of the car once
98. many times! real fun! i quite like plane rides if i get my own space
99. Fuck terfs. Trans rights
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