I reach for me, but I’m not there
I always wonder why I’m here
It’s fine, it’s okay
I’ll die anyway
- girl in red
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people in portland often jaywalk recklessly, so i joke that they are suicidal. but thinking about it the pnw culture definitely encourages deppression
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does the human nature/family of blood arc know about the implication they made when characterizing john smith as someone who more than anything wants to live/is terrified of death and how that contrasts against ten in s3 who tries to sacrifice himself so many times to such a degree that it heavily reads as him being suicidal. "he was braver than you, you chose to change and he chose to die" That's sooo crazy <3 because every episode up until this arc has involved ten either trying to deprive himself of human connection (key word "trying". i'm so sorry martha), putting himself in harm's way ("you're getting careless, doctor"), or talking about how his long existence of unending grief has left him tired of living (yeah). so like anyway with all this in mind the scene of ten frying his brain to turn human while martha watches him scream in agony with the most horrified expression on her face does not look like "the doctor turns human to battle these monsters!" it's way more like "last episode the doctor got a taste of being dead and now they see the most opportune situation to do the closest possible thing to killing themself that they can. martha is traumatized by watching this happen". like. john smith is an entirely separate entity from the doctor to such a degree that he is actively taking part in teaching kids to become soldiers. ten might as well be dead in these episodes. and it's like Does the person who wrote this stupid fucking arc know about all this!!! "he chose to die" THATS SO CRAZY that after 2 full episodes he finally resolves himself to make the decision that the doctor would've done in an instant. i'm insane
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wait. hang on. what if bruce threw that batarang with full confidence in jason’s reflexes and ability to dodge. what if jason just didn’t dodge.
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All alone AU.
Tw: Implified S/cide !
1 note: Go through with it.
Part 2
(Inspired by blood bath AU!)
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