#DEAR GOD PLEASE I AM SO TIRED

[royai]

Could you explain what you mean by the racism is fundamentally different in FMA03 and FMAB ? I’m not against you at all, just want to hear what your thoughts are if you’re willing to share

viv says everything better than me

and also, it’s been so long since i’ve watched fma 03 all the way through, i don’t really have a point by point comparison of the two. or any coherent thoughts

if memory serves me right, the motives behind the ishvalan war were different in fma 03 than in fmab as well. the motives in fmab for the war were not even racial

#text #DO NOT REBLOG #DEAR GOD PLEASE I AM SO TIRED #people who have seen both series tend to confuse the ishvalan war motives too #the motives in fmab were purely to make stones……… same motive as the war in the south #and the war in the north #in fma 03 it was more about religion i think?? #it’s like in fma 03 the racism was present before the war #in fmab the racism was a product of the war and the lies told. #if that makes sense?

[double-deep-fried-soup]

Day 88 of random Mark images

#markiplier #markiplier is my comfort youtuber #dear god please help me #i am obsessed with these photos #this man is a reason to live #i am struggling to think of more tags to put #i cant #he is my comfort youtuber #i am cringe but i am free #i am so tired im about to start hallucinating

[neptunes-saddest-alien]

I can physically feel my insides making me want to end it all

#dear god no #please I am so tired #I really don’t need this rn #tired #deppressed #dysphoria #nonbinary dysphoria #dysphoria ftm #exhausted #suicidal #shark week #shark week dysphoria

[winterrose42]

Whatever happens i hope the entirety of the medical system and every other established bullshit broken system run by people whi think theyre entitled to other peoples worth burn to the ground as painfully as possibly and the people effected get to mount their heads on sticks before being given contracts to be involved in the rebuilding process so its actually fucking fair and works

Rapidly losibg vacation time i cannot just simply go to work after just fuck all bullshit

#winter speaks #i am so tired #that is the last phone call i am ever fucking making to anyone in the meducal industry ever the fuck again #if anything serious ever happens i think id honestly rather jhst wait n see if it kills me rather than get one more #blown off fuck you from people who went to school for years and years to help people and end up with the solution to everything #jusy being the mosy basic tests they can scrape by orderibg to shutbthe patient up long enough for insurance to kivk in #fuckij hate the system we libe in hate being percieved female hate that this is just how the fuck it is and now i just #have to play dr fuckin google and see if i can scrape uo enough energy to fix mg damn self bc god forbid #the medical industry to anything but wring you dry and yeet you to the curb as soon as theyre bored #fucking god damn son of bitch shit fucking sgupid ass bullshit #theres not enough floortume in the eorld for this i want to put my head through concrete #i have chronic issues please dear god help me. ha bet you fuckin loser eat shit n die but live long enough yo pay me #fuck

[annieisyourfavourite]

watching hunter x hunter and. i think aunt mito should get to kill gon's dad with a bunch of hammers. and if she's not willing. well. pass me the gun

#mine #hunter x hunter #like. im sorry i watched this after evangelion #i KNOW anime is capable of saying 'fuck my shitty dad fuuuuuuck him' #'do you want to see me 12 year old son? i don't wanna see you' #also gon not listening to what happened to his mom 😭 #like babe what if she did die. what if she didn't!!!!!! #what if he snatched u out of her arms and left. dear god #i like this show and i like shonen but god i am so tired of the Men here #like can a woman matter. can a woman PLEASE matter???????

[snekdood]

me when its an aesthetic pic with a skinny tall white woman: 😒🙄😴

me when its literally any other type of woman or a woman with only one or two of the above traits: 😍🥰😊

#the bar is so low #short chubby white women? love em #chubby tall women? love them #skinny woc? love them #hell i would take a skinny tall woc over these boring ass eurocentric ass white women whom prolly only white supremacists like #notice how i have like 0 skinny tall white women ocs 😭 lmaooooo. i wasnt even trying to do that my soul just always hated it #like ooo you look like every other woman on a magazine 😒😒😒😒😒😒😒🥱🥱🥱🥱🥱 bye rebecky i am BORED #be short AT LEAST. or CHUBBY. or MUSCLEY. SOMETHING!!! GIVE ME SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!! #you could at least be goth or something. SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #conventional eurocentric beauty lookin ass #its the tradwife lady types. or trad adjacent women. i am tired. you could at least be masc or something. something!! im begging you !! #be different from what society wants from you in SOME WAY! PLEASE! DEAR GOD!!

[iguessitsjustme]

I haven't slept in 3 days. Perhaps the second giant coffee at lunch was a bad idea. Looks like I'm heading into day 4! Someone yell at me to go to bed if you see me still lurking in an hour.

#rae irl #i am so so tired and yet the sleep #it eludes me #i can taste colors right now by the way #i can hear god and she's begging me to sleep #i look upon her face and tell her to make me #it sounds like a threat but actually i'm begging #dear god please make me sleep #let me sleep i beg of you

[piplupod]

the fear of posting your very close-to-your-heart OCs who happen to be a middle aged autistic nonbinary (gnc male-presenting) vampire fae and the preteen ghost girl (who is also likely autistic) that he took under his wing because she didnt fit in at the place where Everyone fits in

all because there's a rabid group of people who insist that every minor-adult relationship needs to be made into something sexual or else you're a puritan who loves censorship or something (????)

#i am so TIREDDDD i had a whole breakdown last night over if i should post them or not #PLEASE just let a male-presenting (esp gnc) adult hug a child without making it fucking weird PLEASE DEAR GOD. YALL FUCKING KILL ME #this pair means so much to me and I hate that i have to question if its safe to post them or not every time I've got a drawing of them #i should talk abt who they are at some point bc again. the brain demons convince me that this group is going to make it fucked up #its tiring ;-; #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[sanchoyo]

i hate fictional characters I see a mf I have gender envy for wearing something and my materialistic ass is like . well now I NEED knee high gaiters for fashion reasons. like are you crazy wtf are u talking abt what century is this. calm down 🔫

#gaiters and spats are just legwarmers for drama mascs send tweet #or theater/reenactment nerds i guess but i am NOT one of those btw im just Stylin #i havent been lately ive been living in pjs for months. i ...have not been on my Stylin Game oof :/ #also the only webbedsite that has gaiters that long in the style i want charge 60$ for them LOL #n the buttons arent cute so id have to put in the effort to REPLACE those and that would be ANNOYING #dear gods please give me a sewing machine and supplies . or a sugar mama. ive been so good (lie) i deserve it (true) #im tired of being POOR i miss BUYING RANDOM SHIT FOR MYSELF can one of the jobs i appied for EMAIL ME BACK...... #i need to pay my debt so i can . save money up. then perhaps. get gaiters (normal thing to want) #KJSDHFKHJK #NOT sports or nature hiking gaiters. the fuckin....historical ones. NOT CAMO... #SIGH #sanchoyorambles #i need little treats i NEED THEM #im like one breakdown away from saying fuck it im in debt already anyway whats a couple hundo more on my credy card 🤪 JKSHDJK

[yallwildinrn]

When you wanna write but you also don’t wanna write

#dear diary #I am a mystery wrapped in an enigma #aka I wanna write but my brain won’t let me #PLEASE I just wanna write my blorbo holding cats #I may need to simplify it further to let the ol girl work #god I’m so tired

[spookyboywhump]

They should invent a getting out of bed that is not so excruciating

#please dear god I am so so tired

[count-doodoo]

Y'ALL IDK IF I'M JUST REALLY SLOW BUT I JUST REALIZED

"BE CAREFUL NOT TO CHOKE ON YOUR ASPIRATIONS"

CHOKING AND ASPIRATION ARE LIKE. VERY MEDICALLY RELATED

ASPIRATION IS THE ACCIDENTAL ENTRY OF SHIT INTO THE LUNGS

IT DOES NOT ALWAYS CAUSE A CHOKING REFLEX BUT IT CAN

AND LIKE

ASPIRATION AND CHOKING ARE BOTH AIRWAY OBSTRUCTIONS THAT CAN KILL YOU VIA ASPHYXIATION

I AM CRYING WITH LAUGHTER

MAYBE ANAKIN DID PAY ATTENTION TO TEMPLE HEALTH CLASS

y'know as i finish writing this i realize that this might've been much funnier in my head.

#star wars #anakin skywalker #darth vader #rogue one #shitty medical jokes #aspiration x choking #also i am an extremely tired non-doctor so please dear god do not take this as like medical advice or anything #dubious medical accuracy #i should go to bed.

[theshadowrealmitself]

Oops, I wasn't quick enough with that last post edit, it loops around to darkly funny now

I’ll reblog the updated one but I’m also gonna keep the full on angst one, I just feel like it fits my blog better ♥️

#I am SO tired #at work and wasn’t expecting it to be this busy #like an idiot #also took a nap before coming in and it made it worse #it was one of those evil naps #thankfully this is a short shift #but I still have 3 hours to go #😭😭😭 #someone save me #please #ask box #ask #should’ve known I was gonna pounce on the DP angst #I got to that post IMMEDIATELY #I did notice right after reblogging that you removed the ‘quetz makes an evil post’ tag #but I thought maybe I just didn’t see it correctly originally #so tired #dear god

[pizzapizzadickz]

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#diary #personal #disordered eating #hm. i really wonder why i partake in all these bad habits. Hah. i make it sound like im sampling fine wine and cheeses #hm hm hm. please pass me the merlot darling would you please? oh be a dear and pass the the 6 month munster. oh isnt this just to die for! #hahaha. but seriously though. a lot of the things i do arent quite easily explained. #self harm #drugs tw #like ill be the first to admit i likely am addicted to some extent to self harm. does that mean all these other behavior are that basically #or are they seprate things. tho that seems unlikely. #like. i want to starve myself yes. but it sorta seems frivolous in a way? like i like the idea in theory. but not so much in reality. #i do love food. but im picky. i want only certain things at certain times. and often im just tired of eating. #and idk. i like the idea of being thin. but that doesnt mean ill push it that far. im happy so long as i maintain really. #in the end i feel no need to exersise or even restrict that much. i cant be bothered tbh. im too lazy. for better or for worse really. #alcohol #even weed and alcohol. theyre not really an addiction. well. weed could become one ig? #but really its to making existing more bareable. idk. things get too much and weed really just. quiets everything down. #and by god does it ever help my fuckinh pain. #alcohol id probably partake in more if it wasnt for the stomach issues it causes me. thats the only reason i stopped. #and while id be theoretical into trying other things to bide my time. i just dont really care? cant be bothered to really. #idk. in the end all these behaviours always seem likeexpressions of other things to me. #thats why all in all im quite reluctant to claim theyre a disorder or an addiction or anything. #in the end theyre something i rely on when i cant deal with it anymore. and sometimes thats a bit too frequently #im just bored sometimes too ig. but that boredom just causes everything else to spiral too. #even me not eating. i dont like pain and the nausea that comes if you dont eat for too long. but by god does food disgust me sometimes #not much to do about it really. or at least im not sure what to do. all in all i think ive sorta given up on everything? #its sorta pitiful to say so but i really have. i just. dont wanna deal with any of this anymore so i gave up in the end. #not much to be done when you just cant do anything. haha. if i even knew where to start i probably would. #but all in all i just go around in circles. and ive sorta forgotten my values and any sense of self. #this has happened before. when i was younger. im used to it. and idk. thats sorta why im taking a laxidasical attitude.

[area51-escapee]

Spraying my brain with a water bottle like it’s a rabid animal and reminding it to not take everything in the worst faith possible but also when I see Cis women bragging about just using men’s restrooms at taylor swift concerts because there’s less men than women there I can’t help but think about how a Cis man or any trans person ever or anybody who doesn’t look completely stereotypically feminine even looking at a women’s restroom is cause for violence against them

#transphobia tw #I’m so goddamn tired #because I know if it was the other way around there would be article after article about #men invading women’s spaces and men and women using it to justify #their aggression and violence against trans people #and I am including Cis men in this because there are. genuinely valid and non predatory reasons a cis man may end up in the women’s restroom #the solution is to end the weird gender sanctity restrooms dear god take this defense away from them please

[bigfatbimbo]

Hi, I have read so many of your ff and find your type of writing really intriguing and keep me excited. The Dom!Reader is a real passion!

I was thinking about a Smut with a very needy Lucifer and cockwarming, if it’s possibile 🗣️

Thank you so much and I will continue to follow your updates!

A/n — wow tysm that means a lot! unfortunately I don’t have a lot of time tonight so this might be a little short. However I am in desperate need of more sub!lucifer so here you go.

warnings — cockwarming, degrading, sub!lucifor, dom!reader

“Stop squirming,” you commanded, voice harsher than usual.

“‘m sorry, my dear,” Lucifer said weakly, attempting to stop himself for moving his hips. 

You sat on his cock while playing on your phone, both of you in his comfortable arm chair. Usually you would be nicer and give Lucifer what he wanted sooner, however he was being increasingly impatient.

You were mildly disappointed in him, he was normally so good for you. But you could feel him getting more desperate under you.

His thighs started to shake and he buried his face in your neck. Pathetic, really. You were barely moving and he was getting so worked up.

“Please,” he whimpered in your ear, “Oh, god please, anything.” 

You frowned at his begging, “Can’t you wait a little longer, Lucifer? Be a good boy.”

He whined and hid his face in your shoulder once more. He decided he was going to be good for you and wait. Despite the building pressure in his cock and the smell of your hair the sweat on his forehead and—

He couldn’t hold himself back, before he could even think about it, his hips bucked up into your cunt.

Outraged, you hissed and pulled him back by his hair.

“Who told you that you could do that? Did I give the okay?” you snapped at him.

“N-no, no ‘m sorry, I didn’t—“ He pleaded desperately, only to be cut off by you rolling your hips.

He whined loudly as you fell still on his dick once again, morning the loss of attention.

“That wasn’t even twenty minutes and you’re already whining like a bitch for me. What happened to being my good boy?” you inquired, yanking his blonde locks back ever so slightly.

“Nononono, please, I-I am, ‘m your good boy,” Lucifer’s legs started to shake beneath you.

“No, you’re not,” you began moving up and down on his cock, agonizingly slow. “You’re a pathetic whore.”

“Please— please, nngh,” his eyes filled with tears at your harsh words, and the way they clashed with your loving movements.

He hated being bad for you. All he wanted was to be good and make you proud of him, make you praise him.

“Tell me what to do, I’m sorry, ungh, please, I just wanna,” A tear rolled down his cheek as you continued humping his cock, “wanna be your good boy.”

You took pity on him in this state, he looked so needy, so ready to please. You leaned down and placed a kiss on his cheek and then his lips. 

He leaned into it, thinking he was forgiven and feeling relieved until he felt your hips stop moving. 

You laughed coldly, “then you’re gonna have to fuck me yourself baby, with no help.” 

He sobbed half heartedly and did what you asked, Pathetically rutting up into you all on his own. His hips got tired so fast.

He whined in frustration. But he would do anything to be your good boy again.

#hazbin hotel x reader #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel smut #hazbin hotel lucifer #lucifer morningstar x reader #dom reader