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#I shouldve been asleep 2 hours ago
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yaz’s turn. to break, to talk, to be told you did it and you can rest now
or, a slow quiet self-indulgent meditation on self-destruction in which i bend english into shapes it isnt supposed to go, call the doctor a psychologically disturbed rhesus monkey, and let yaz be held enough to maybe start to make up for all the times she hasnt been
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snickeringdragon · 2 years
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something ppl dont understand is that i need to scream the lyrics to that new sonic song at the top of my fucking lungs but i have neighbors and i live with 2 people and it is 2 am. i have the hardest life of anyone ever.
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portalstan · 2 years
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Reminder that the US Government are cowards ran by babies in tophats and that today does NOT legally or otherwise exist no matter what those shmucks say and that is finale
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reki-of-the-valley · 9 months
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So fun fact: of the three house leaders in fe3h, I am very vocal that my least favorite is dimitri. Like. I got some damn epic prints of edelgard and claude, but fuck dimitri. None of him. And I make fun of him all the time (no hate to the dimitri lovers, he's just not my vibe)
HOWEVER I did spend a good chunk of today freaking out over him and googling him and like the whole thing with Glenn because I wanted to know more about Glenn and specifically how old he was and how much older he was than Felix. So Google Google Google, lots of dimitri
NOW PLEASE TELL ME WHY MY TIKTOK FYP IS FILLED WITH BOARDERLINE THIRST TRAPS OF DIMITRI PLEASE GIVE ME CLAUDE, GIVE ME EDELGARD, BUT WHY DIMITRI
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fckinghunt · 16 days
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days since SKK has taken over my brain: 0
i was doing so good... i was so normal and casual over them for so long... and now the hyperfixation is back and i shouldve been asleep 2 hours ago but all i can do is think about them
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darlinqs · 11 months
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i shouldve been asleep 2 hours ago goodnight
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tartbedo · 1 year
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alright fob server will be up tomorrow 👍 only have a little left to do but i shouldve been asleep like an hour or 2 ago
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bbboney · 4 years
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me, today: *sobbing into one hand while posting an edit for some1* they will never like it they will hate it its so awful theyre going to look at it and decide they hate me i should never post this or anything again
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arcaneyouth · 3 years
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i wanna sleepy but my brain do the thinky and dont stop
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khadij-al-kubra · 5 years
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mothfluffs · 5 years
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ugh
#tmrw im going to draw i swear#god how am i going to survive when i move out when i cant even convince myself to do the things i actually like to do#the requests from like a month ago have been p much done too!!#god i just need to sit down and do it#i went to a theme park w my friend yesterday and ive been so exhausted since#i wanted to draw today but w that added onto the cleaning and endless weeding i had to do it wasnt gonna happen#honestly im p sure i have a sleeping disorder at this point#or my adhd isnt medicated enough#idk i just want to not be tired all the time yknow. today i was drop dead tired all day it was horrible#i could fall asleep standing up was how bad it was#it was worth it to hang out w my old friend tho#i love her so much#her lil sister tagged along w a friend and they honestly madd everything funnier#we soent 2 hrs driving there on what shouldve been an hour trip bc we were so chaotic in the car lmfaooo#we were blasting the hamster dance#it was great#the rides werent even that fun i just loved spending a whole day w them#my neck is suuuper sore from some of the rides#a couple made ur head bounce back and forth like a ping pong ball#do not reccomend#still worth it tho#i could chill w that friend in a dumpster for 48 hrs straight in scorching heat and we'd still have a good time#the only thing that couldve made the day better was winning a pokemon plushie#we wanted to so bad but we ended up blowing our money instead :/#so now we agreed to order a turtwig online and we're gonna have joint custody#anyway. thats why i was gone#night folks :)#personal
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officalaizawa003 · 2 years
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The life changing suspicion (ft: Erasermic)
"Hey Midnight, can I talk to you out in the halls?"
Midnight looked away from her phone to see a scarred hand on her shoulder. She looked up and saw Aizawa, who seemed...anxious. She nodded and followed him out of the teachers lounge. It was afterschool and the teachers were waiting for Nezu to start a meeting but Nezu had forgotten that he had a meeting with some parents, so the teachers were forced to wait until he was finished.
Midnight smiled, " Whats up, Aizawa?"
He looked embarssed when he spoke four words Midnight never thought she'd hear coming out of aizawa's mouth: " I need your help."
Midnight was taken aback by this but stayed calm and answered, " With what?"
Aizawa rubbed the back of his neck. His checks were flushed red.
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Midnight chuckled. Must be about Hizashi. I wonder what he-
"I think Mic is cheating on me."
"Wait what?! I usually cant keep him off of you! Why would you think that?"
Aizawa sighed, " It started 3 months ago.."
FLASHBACK- THREE MONTHS EARLIER
'Mic and I were at the mall together. I needed new clothes and even though the clothing shop I go to is only a few miles away from the apartment, Mic instisted that we go to the mall. I agreed, not really caring where we went. Now usually, Mic would stay by my side while I shopped but he was very insisting on leaving my side the moment we walked through the doors. That..wasnt the strange part though. I finished shopping in a matter of 10-30 minutes and waited for Mic at the entrance. I waited for an hour before he came back with LOADS of bags. I told him off for spending so much money on junk until I spotted the logo of a very expensive designer place. When I asked him what he bought, he wouldnt give me a straight answer. I later found out that the store that had that logo sells 98% of womens clothing and jewelry. When we got back to the apartment, he ran to our room and when I followed him only a few minutes later, all those big bags were emptied and put away. Everything he bought, he was able to hide before I came in the room, except something small...that he hid behind his back.'
Aizawa entering the room, " Hey Hizashi-"
Mic turned around quickly and hid something behind his back, " NOTHING! *cough* Sorry about my quirk...What I meant to say was, W-whats up...dog?"
"What do you have behind your back?"
"Nothing!"
I gave him the stern eye.'
Mic gave him a sweet smile, " I swear I dont have anything!"
Aizawa nodded as he turned to leave, " Alright. I love you."
"Yep! Byee!"
Present day
Midnight shrugged, " Thats not proof that he's cheating, Aizawa. What was the other 2% that they sold at that store?
"Suits and ties. But Mic doesnt even like wearing suits and he always says 'I love you' back! And that wasnt all...another month went by-"
FLASHBACK #2- TWO MONTHS EARLIER
'Mic was still acting strange. He had been on his phone more then usual and was getting back-to-back phone calls. Once, he left his phone in the house while preparing to leave to go to the radio station. He got a call and I saw the caller I.D as 'Secret Helper 🤪'. I was about the answer when he snatched the phone out of my hands as he ran out the door, not even turning back to explain or say goodbye to me. And when i brought it back up the next day, he acted like it never happened. The next day, it was early in the morning when I heard him talking on the phone on speaker.
Mic: He almost found out about you.
???: That would have ruined our little suprise, huh sunshine?~
Mic: Hey dont call me that! Im on speaker, stupid!
???: Well isnt that old troll asleep anyways?
Mic: Yeah but still! And stop giving people nicknames!
???: Fine whatever you say, Hizashi. Now when are you going to tell him?! Youve kept this up for too long!
Mic: I know, I know! I just dont know if I ready. I mean, he's my best friend and this could ruin us!
???: Shouldve thought about that sooner cause your already too far in! If you dont tell him soon, I will. And trust me, I will have fun with it, too.
Mic: AYE no! You cant!
???: *laughing*
Mic: Im serious! You have to promise me you wont! I have to own up to this!
???: Alright, I wont say anything. Loosen up! If anything goes wrong you still have me!
Mic: Yeah..I guess your right...
???: I always am! Oh well I gotta go! Bye sexy!
Mic: OI I said stop- and she hung up. Unbeliveable!
I crept out the hallway and into the kitchen to where he was and said:
Aizawa: Hey baby, who was that?
Mic: Oh good morning! That was Nezu. He's getting on my back about grading the kids english quizzes from last month.
Aizawa:....Oh..well you better start then, lazy blonde.
Mic: Your right! In fact, I better head out! I'll see you at work, babe!
Aizawa: Alright bye.
I tried giving him a kiss before he left, but he...dodged me and ran out the room. He not only lied to me, but when I tried to kiss him, he DODGED me.'
Present day
Midnight chuckled to herself, He really is stupid, he doesnt get it...
"Im sure your overreacting, Shouta. Mic would never."
"Midnight, you know his past in cheating. In middle school-"
Midnight grabbed him firmly by his shoulder"-In middle school he was a little boy, not a grown-ass man who was been hopelessly devoted to you since highschool. Thats 16 years shouta! He's not gonna throw it all away for another woman."
Aizawa sighed, " I-I guess your right. I mean its not like Ive seen him do anything..."
Suddenly, Mic walked out into the hallway, on the phone with someone.
Mic: Yeah! I'll meet you outside right now!
Mic ran down the hall, ignorning Aizawa and Midnight. Aizawa and Midnight followed him and watched as he tackled Mrs joke to the ground. They both laughed and Mic gave Mrs joke a kiss on the check, causing Mrs joke to laugh more and push him away. Midnight could not believe that. After she just spent all that time defending him. She watched as aizawa walked out of UA, passing the two. His face said it all. Mic tried grabbing aizawa, still giggling when aizawa slapped his hand away harshly and gave him a cold look, before walking out of UA.
@sara576sf
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aestheticsuwu · 3 years
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🛋 I Wish I Didn't Care All The Time 🛋
F.W.B AU! Klarker
Clark Barker x Jack Kline
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Many people have many opinions on F.W.B , but one opinion that is mainly seen and heard is that at the end it tends to blow up at your face .
Jack wasn't one to get involve into some shit that he will regret . On the other hand , his best friend Clark has done some shit that have gotten both of them in trouble .
Keep in mind half the time Jack wouldn't be involved and he somehow get caught red handed . He blames it all on Clark , well that's his excuse cause he doesn't want to get the wrath of his parents .
Sure he can ignore the raven man and hang with his other friends and live a simple , relaxing life . The problem is that Jack doesn't quite have other friends . He just has his older sister Claire . And her friends only talk to him out of pity .
He met Clark in high school when the guy tried to convince him to do the class project all by himself . From then on they sorta clicked , they were inseparable.  Many people thought they were dating .
He wasn't blind , his friend was attractive and by all the times Clark had told him he was hot . He could see why people thought that they were a couple , the latter was quite touchy .
And it wasn't like it never crossed his mind , but the thing was Clark is basically fuck boy . He doesn't do relationships , the only thing he can commit is to drugs,  food , and music .
On the other hand he didn't have a problem with commitment issues , but all his relationships just never seem to work out . The problem mainly being Clark , that's what his exes would tell him .
" Fuck them , they dont know what their missing out , And being honest she was annoying . " 
That was always his response , pointing out what he didn't like about the person .
" you don't like no one " it was like a relative
thing . He wasn't lying when he mentioned about his failed attempt at love .
" I like you , don't I " Rolling his eyes , as the raven haired holds him close . All he can do is take in the somehow soothing smell of cigarettes and cologne .
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Being in college is frustrating , mainly being filled overload with homework , essays , projects , and you can't forget anxiety . Jack was just overwhelmed , he just wanted to go home to his dad's and listen to them bicker . Have a fight with Claire about anything , help his father with his garden and watch the bees .
He wants to spend time with his uncle Sam maybe playing football , even he's terribly bad at it . Laugh with his aunt Eileen,  when Sam and Dean get competitive over who's actually winning .  he just wants to be with his family .
Thank God break is coming soon , if not he would've exploded . When he mentions it to Clark,  he just say he's probably frustrated because  he hasn't gotten any action . He usually just throws his pillow at him .
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It wasn't the first time he seen his friend drunk , it was after all was a constant thing he would do . Watching as his friend struggle to take of his jacket and stumbling to go lay down , it wasn't no surprise when he had fell down . He also couldn't help but laugh along with Clark.
" seems like you had a fun night , here let me help you " Helping him stand up , he starts to remove his jacket .
" Fuck yeah I did , you should've have gone . You could've released some of your pent up frustration . "  Clark spoke as he looked at the blonde .
" can you not , just be glad you did . God you reek of ciggaretes . I don't know when your gonna learn when to stop smoking .
Hold on I'm gonna help you change , please try not to fall . "
removing the other boy shirt , he walks to the drawer taking out what he needs . returning to the now slighty naked drunk .
" I missed you "
" i missed you too . you should lay down.  " turning around to lay down , he was stopped .
" can you lay with me tonight . please . "
 Clark asked still holding on to his wrist . as they both layed down , he didn't know why his heart was beating so fast . Maybe it was the way his friend was looking at him or how all he can think of how was to kiss him . But there was that warning bell
going off his mind warning him to not cross the line . but by the time he was gonna acknowledge it , Clark had started kissing him .
He wasn't the one to be blamed , if you were being kissed by the same person who was incredibly a good kisser you would also ignore all the warning signs .
His lips tasted like beer and cigarettes.  Clothes were thrown across the room . Darker hands roamed gently across soft pale skin , Holding him down firmly . As he racked his nails down the ravens back from the pleasure he was receiving.  And he should've known everything wouldn't be the same after that night .
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The morning after , Jack got his ass up from the bed and quickly left as he could . Scared he had to face him . cursing himself for being so weak , he shouldve have stopped . He knew he should go back to his dorm and got talk to Clark,  but it didn't mean he couldn't avoid it for a few more hours .
walking in the dorm , he expected to see the latter in the room but he was nowhere to be seen . So he sat down and waited . minutes after minutes then  turned to hours . Might as well get started with his paper that was due this week .
It was dark when he heard the door open . looking up from his computer , watching as Clark walk in . Obviously ignoring him , he went straight to bathroom . They didn't spoke at all , just Jack watching him change . but he didn't once look at him .
Right he was about to step out , he just quickly spoke and left .
" I'm going out , don't wait up "
The silence didn't quite helped him feel better .It made him feel like shit , it just made it worse when he started to cry .
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All he can see was darkness , he kept glancing at the clock . The time was just there mocking him as if it knew he was waiting for someone that might not come . checking again it was still 2 : 00 AM like it was two seconds ago .So he just turned on the lights .
Coming to the conclusion that the raven haired  was probably in someone else's bed . He gets out of bed  to turn off the lights , the door opens .
" your awake , I thought you were asleep already ."  a surprised look coming across his face .
" I was going to , I was just ......... " silence overtook the conversation .  they just standed for a good minute until Clark spoke but didn't even look at his direction .
" alright . night . "
Shame crept up in his skin , he knew he should've kept his mouth shut . but the words just tumbled out his mouth .
" you had fun ? I mean by looks of it . "
finishing getting undress , he responds by shrugging . not being able to stand the cold shoulder , he tries again but unfortunately that's when his tears started to come in .
"  Jack ,  are you crying ? "
startled by the voice , he looks up. He didn't even notice when his friend came closer.  He latches on to the older boy ,not wanting the other to leave him . feeling Clark hold him tight and giving him a kiss on his temple made him calm down .
Later that night they talked and both agreed it was an  amazing beautiful mistake but both knew it would affect their friendship . So they agreed to move on , keep going with their life's. 
Unfortunately , Clark haven't been able to sleep with anyone else after night. It seemed nobody was good enough for him . It just seemed pointless , and he doesn't want to remember when he try to have sex but he couldn't get it up .
So it lead him to masturbating and smoking . But he couldn't do it because he didn't have time to do so . And it seemed both him and Jack were playing a game that they didn't even know the rules to .
All broke loose when he saw a guy try to give Jack his number in front of him . HE was just boiling and it was like the blonde knew what it was doing to him . He started flirting back with that dumbass .
When they both got back to the dorm , they locked the door .
The next day they both went to find the guy and jack had to explain to the guy he wasnt interested , not because what had happen in that same day .
And if Clark had a smug smirk all day nobody mentioned it
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They agreed on a Friend with benefits agreement . There were rules that had to be followed so at the end their friendship wouldnt get ruined .
* 1 . Don't tell anyone
* 2 . once feelings start to form they had to call it quits
* 3 . They're aren't allowed to sleep with anyone else 
( Jack agreed with that one right away , he wasn't trying to catch a disease or something . well that's what he kept telling himself .)
* 4 . They can stop whenever the other doesn't want to continue .
* 5 . Always ask consent !
Jack was really proud he came up with that , even if Clark retorted
" I think when your all over me it should be more clear that you want me to F- "
covering his mouth he ends the conversation to point out their first time .
 " you were the one that had  asked me the first time .:
And well they couldn't quite finish the list , because one kiss lead to another and well how can you blame Clark when the blonde was smiling at him like that .
When both come to the conclusion that had fallen way before they had come to the point they were . The blonde tries to show the other , how maybe they didn't have to be just friends . While the other pretends , it all just distraction like playing a board game .
Even if it broke Clark's heart having to remind himself , it was just that and nothing more .
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there should be more klarker fic
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cowboybotanist · 3 years
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Okie ive stayed up far too late when i shouldve been asleep 2 hours ago, time to sleep. Reminder for myself to do some art tomorrow
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butchez · 4 years
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god its like 2:30am and i shouldve been asleep three hours ago but i just remembered one time i was reading someones links and their byf said smth like "dni if youre critical of your interests" like ..... huh......... huh..........
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