#IDK y'all i'm just ranting about anime

[cdbabymp3]

yap sesh with jules time

tldr ; new slushy vlog debrief and being extremely sad on a sunday night

y'all i hate myself for it but tell me why that brief 0.3 second clip of hamzah vaping in the new vlog got me acting up rn....that big ass cloud of smoke flying past his pretty face LIKE BOY COME OVER AND SHOTGUN THAT BLUEBERRY VAPE INTO MY MOUTH !! anyway. also having weird confusing feelings about martin bc why was his face card lowkey giving in this vid.... never been attracted to him but i see edits and im like .... hold on ..... 🤔... yes he was giving ozempic spiderman FINE WHATEVER but he's got a little something to him idk. mandy knows what's up. maybe im insane or maybe there are some martin biases out there who are nodding their heads while reading this. maybe i'll make a low effort edit of him and it will convince you guys. maybe it won't. who knows! in other news, need to be hamzah's trip sitter while he's on shrooms bc he's so cute and clueless. and y'all saw the way he kept closing his eyes and taking deep breaths ... yeah need asap thanks 🩷 the way he didn't know who he was dressed up as was KILLING ME bc how do u not know when you ordered the damn costume??? my anime nerd ass was cringing at him calling himself literally 4 wrong character names. silly boy it's okay i still love him. AND MARTIN WITH THE TIMBS GOODBYE 😭 THE WAY THEY LOOKED BRAND NEW TOO I WAS CRYING. i know his ass ordered those off the amazon storefront.

on a personal note 🧌 i'm having friend issues rn and this is the only place i can't rant abt it without someone using my words against me 🤗 currently in an awkward text standstill with my friend of 10 years and i'm genuinely so lost on what to do. the friendship has gotten so toxic to the point where i fear how she takes my tone bc im worried she'll confront me. like no joke im afraid of her so i always give in and take the blame for everything. it's time to move on ik but i hate confrontation (especially over text) and im so bad at ending friendships. idk i just feel so bad bc this is the 5th friendship thats fallen through and im starting to think im just not cut out for long-term friendships?? i always get in these situations where i make myself small so that the friend can stay happy being in control which is so fucked up and i'm tiredddddd of it omfg. but yeah all of this shit is making me lose hope in having friends in general like maybe this is it for me. im being dramatic i need to end this post wow.

#yap sesh w jules ^o^ #hamzahthefantastic #hamzahthefantastic x reader #slushy noobz

[conniemb]

Cardfight Vanguard Rant because I want to love this series so bad but life apparently doesn't want me to.

For reference I live in Ireland for some geographical context.

I feel like cardfight vanguard is one of the hardest shit to get into without spending like a lot of money on it unless I'm just being dumb which I hope is the case honestly cuz I love this series.

Like I spent over an hour looking for somewhere to read the original manga and I can't find anywhere that has above the 5th chapter translated which doesn't make any sense because there's an official translated print of the manga which I can still buy but I don't have 120 euro to drop on a manga series rn lol.

Also like I know bushiroad is struggling as a company but who was gonna tell me they closed the servers for vanguard zero last year????? Now there's no mobile game coverage for the series at all which I feel like is a big blow to people that might not have a huge vanguard community to play with as that was probably their only way to get some acc playtime in. Now there is the overdress game which I do actually really wanna get some time but it's like 80 euros and that's not amount I can jus pull out of my ass either.

Having the anime for overdress readily available on YouTube is huge honestly and probably a big part of why I haven't dropped the series yet as a whole lmao so that's great but I feel like that's the only good thing theyve done for it in the last while.

Now idk I could be wrong I know vanguard has never been a popular card game in my area it's always struggled none of my local card shops stock vanguard anymore (which again adds to the cost as I need to outsource all my cards) and I haven't met a single soul id be able to play with around here but if other people's experience with it is different I'd love to hear it.

Vanguard is a series that's always had a very permanent place in my heart I still remember being at my freinds house and stumbling onto the series by accident while doom scrolling through crunchy roll trying to find something to watch and immediately fell in love with the series, i still have all my original starter decks which are probably extremely obsolete now lmao but I love looking at them all the same. Out of the new products I have the danji starter deck for overdress I love the vibes of dark states. But yeah if anyone has tips on how to get more into the scene or has had a similar experience with it id love to talk about it and make some friends who're also into vanguard! Gonna be honest my limit of vanguard above base level is really limited because of the on and offness with which I approached the series for the above reasons but I wanna COMMMITTTT I WANNA LEARNNNNN. Or even if I'm just doing stuff wrong and looking in the wrong places like pls let me know.

Anyways cardfight blogs pls interact I love y'all 💖💖💖

#cardfight vanguard #cardfight vanguard overdress #tcg #cardfight vanguard anime #cardfight vanguard manga #cardfight!! vanguard

[ipoxcky]

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spider-verse_headcanons

MILES MORALES:

whenever he gets nervous/embarrassed, he'll turn part of himself invisible, like maybe he'll stick his hand in his pocket and make it go invisible

SCENARIO: at the college admissions office, rio would tell the lady, "he makes sure that he recites his time tables every night so that he can't mess up on those challenging calculus problems!" and then he would do the invisible thing and go "stop, mami, she doesn't need to know that..."

he'll also put his head on the desk with his hood up and turn his face invisible in school if he's bored

he would probably also do that when he's crying

did the invisible hand thing with fake blood to prank ganke on april fools, ganke freaked out and almost called an ambulance before miles told him it's a prank

had a shoe-collecting phase at some point

aggressively tender headed bc his hair is always nappy from putting on the suit and his mom goes CRAZY with the comb

got little twists in his head when he was younger, but now he keeps it out. his mom will still twist his hair occasionally just for fun and he hates it

secret SoundCloud rapper whose account has like 20 followers and it's him just freestyling. the only person he told about the acc was uncle aaron who's his number one fan

PAVITR PRAHABKAR:

always pulls the "is it bc i'm _____?" card, ESPECIALLY with hobie just to mess with him and hobie would go "don't chat to me mate i don't even like the u.k. myself"

talks with his hands definitely

has seen every romance movie known to man and forces the others to watch them with him if they can

VERY facially expressive, throws the STANKIEST faces at people he doesn't like, yes he's good at reading others but it doesn't take much to read him

falls over when something shocks him bc it's like his little joke

laughs to himself a lot but doesn't tell anyone why

knows a bunch of horror stories on command, the first spiderpeople sleepover he freaked everyone out and miles couldn't sleep without the light on

just dance GOD

can raise both eyebrows individually

GWEN STACY:

had an agressive minecraft phase when she was 8 where she got the creeper hoodie and never took it off

definitely had a full pixie cut at some point

theater kid, definitely goes to watch broadway shows with her dad every so often, has met famous people because of it, her favorite one is probably dear evan hansen (idk i haven't seen it)

ben platt worshipper

drums on anything she can get her hands on

music blaster

tried electric guitar for a blip of a moment

morning person, stretches anywhere and everywhere

her favorite thing is DESTROYING pointe shoes because she can take out all her anger. this one time it got to a point where after her shoe destroying sesh she started crying because she didn't realize she had so much pain built up inside her

tutu hater

takes french and already knows a ton from ballet

wheeze laugher

pastel note taker

really pretty handwriting when she tries, chicken scratch when she doesn't

HOBIE BROWN:

surprisingly good american accent

knows a bunch of magic tricks to entertain kids experiencing homelessness on the street

headphones always on so they're absolutely demolished and holding on for dear life, too bothered to get a new pair

REALLY good with kids, does anything to help them preserve their childhood because he feels like his was gone too quickly

good whistler

beats everyone in board games

knows a lot about politics for someone who doesn't rlly like them

can judge people's character based on first glance

black nail polish never leaves his fingers

goes on really long rants about the state of the world

reads self help + philosophy books

hops the subway/metro thingy

lips always moisturized, but his hands and knees r lowkey ashy sometimes (i'm blk it's okay y'all)

doesn't drink soda

tries to be vegetarian because of the stuff he's seen (worked at a fast food restaurant and was grossed out about the stuff they were serving), that and he loves animals so

natural remedy kind of guy who would drink chlorophyll water

dreams of being a tattoo artist

uses sound effects of random things in his music, raps/sings his poetry about capitalism and stuff

keeps tin jars and cans

doesn't kill bugs and instead lets them go free

#across the spiderverse #spiderman #into the spider verse #miles morales #gwen stacy #hobie brown #spider punk #pavitr prabhakar #atsv #spiderman atsv #spoiler free #headcanons

[starrysupercell]

GIRL

WAKE UP

THE NEW BRAWL TALK VIDEO JUST DROPPED

AND IT'S ABSOLUTELY CRAZY

IT SURE DID

Ah, where to begin??? I haven't done one of these in a while...

First things first if anyone has recorded or sees someone that recorded the beginning song PLEASE PLEASE SEND IT MY WAY. I WILL KISS YOU

CHARLIE. I LOVE HER. Immediately adds her to my GH(OaC) Theory.

I'm building her up in my mind as a perky/pastel goth, because one doesn't go through a lot on the streets and gets taken in by a really hecking creepy circus and is okay about it!

I hope to the Stars above that she gets the creepy voicelines she deserves.

She's also a big fan of comic books. I bet she enjoys the escapism! Totally getting this brawl pass!

Helllo???!!!! Excuse me?????????

.....👀 forked tongue 👁

I also really love Dark Clown Sam, erhashtghhtty,,, I just find it really cool-- the animation is sickening. /pos

TOP HATS

I really love this skin but too rich for my blood, especially since I want Cobra Lola, Dark Clown Sam and Not-Witch Shelly. Maybe even Leon. I guess top hats do come with a price. 😔

Aw, a couple and their pet dog xD

Side note, in the brawl talk matches, they had Shelly and Fang on the same team, and Byron, Belle and Piper on the same team. And that just makes me happy, lol.

I love the trend that continues with Shelly giving her pets non-creative names, btw. I also love that Fang and Shelly's animation goes well together, and they both hold something out with their hand/foot simultaneously. Kickshots ♡

White Wolf also looks hella cool! Feral boy.

^ My doggy when she sees me walk in with food in my hand.

Shiny Color Variation :v

.....it's funny, bc I was just ranting about this with my Bestie. Maybe another post because this is a whole other discussion.

PIGGY PIGGY

It's not the Piggy Lola Skin I was hoping for, but I love it nonetheless! I have so much love for piggy banks, y'all don't even know. Now I get to have another one in-game!

Oh, yeah! And Byron! I cant say I'm fond of the colors, and I feel like they should have incorporated an animal more. Like. A spider? Or... something idk. Maybe it should have been Gray. His brother.

My next Byron skin I buy is still going to be Overlord.

Overall though I'm SO LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS SEASON

I ♡ Charlie and while the Hypercharges this time are cool, I won't be collecting the bundles for anyone. Maybe just Colette's Hypercharge.

I'm getting the bundles for my faves though. Hopefully they're not released all at once, lmao.

#brawl stars #Bizarre Circus #brawlstars #Charlie #Kickshots #mentioned anyway lol #also i ran out of pics but there was a joke about 'ah yes. bo and his brother. bo.' its funny to me.

[comfy-sofa]

IM LOSING MY FUCKING M I N D

IM NOT OK AND NEITHER ARE YOU AFTER THIS EPISODE

Vashmeryl fans, y'all are getting FED TODAY GOOD FOR YALL

HIS FUCKING HAIR OUR BOY IS BACK AND SPIKIER THAN EVER

The whole fucking fight sequence mmhhhh DELICIOUS the whole entire time I was screaming BEAT HIS ASS BEAT HIS ASSSS DO IT FOT ROBERTO

Ok, the fact that Vash kinda knows how to use his abilities and condense into the fucking rubic cube is kinda dope

Also during the fight, DID VASH FUCKING BITE KNIVES???? IM FUCKING LOSING IT (peak sibling behavior)(edit: yes he fucking did dhvswrrvbn)

First off, the outfit change??? Like all his shit is black and the fucking BLACK WINGS YESS PLANT BOY SLAY

Also THE SPEED RELOADER???? DID HE HAVE THAT SHIT ENTIRE TIME???? At least he has it lmao

Fucking about time Wolfwood you fucking helped COTDAMN (also the run sequence with him stepping on the police officer mhmm good shit)

THE ANGEL ARM IM FUCKING CUMMING I LOVE ITS DESIGN

Knives KNIVES GET OUT THE FUCKING BEAM YOUR GETTING ROASTED LIKE A MARSHMALLOW (really out here giving me 'get out the fucking tank' vibes like)

Speaking of this scene, we finally get to see Vash fucking cry....I'm not ok

Oh my God, Vash just turned himself into a goddamm METEOR SIR ARE YOU OK???

Well RIP July and Mr. Police dude

Oooh two year time skip and my boy got his bouty back!

MILLY MILLY MILLY MILLY MILLY (also refreshing to the insurance company👍)

ERIKS AND LINA I CANT WAIT TO GET MY HEART RIPPED OUT

EARTH EARTH FUCKING WERE GETTING THE EARTH STORY FROM TRIMAX THANK FUCK (Also heyyy chronica)

Looks like season 2 is also confirmed! Dude, this was a journey and a half. I'm really glad that orange went the prequel route, and we got to see what led up to July's destruction. We actually get to see a glimpse of what the cast could've been like prior to the events of Trigun/TriMax.

Fuck I'm glad stampede was a thing in the first place, or I wouldn't have watched the anime or read the manga. Like fuck this is really a piece of media that sticks with you y'know? Like how the fuck am I gonna move on now? Like it's been a while since I thought of creating fanart or just rant on it because it's so fucking good. Like if I could ever create something like Trigun, something that sticks with people, like that would be a great accomplishment. Sure, there were some ups and downs (maybe I'll do like a legit review post, idk) but fuck I had a good time!

Now this post is getting long so I'm just gonna end it with that I'm glad I let orange cook and I can't wait for season 2

Peace and Love y'all ✌️

#trigun #trigun stampede #vash the stampede #rhythm rants #like wow... #what the fuck am i gonna do on Saturdays now??? #i mean i can also try and draw or write...idfk.... #there is the dub... #yeah ill watch the dubbed version #alright that's it lmao

[anightydragon]

Here are some old sketches of my oc, they're digitigrade but I drew one of them with human legs since the pose was already hard to draw so idk

(The rest of this post is mostly a rant abt me, my identity, my sexuality, horny shit and my sexual preferences btw, it's very much personal but it's anonymous anyway none of y'all know me irl so feel free to read)

They're aroace, like me, except they could in fact, fuck with anyone, not like me, for the simple reason that I can't even get myself to socialize so fuck someone, even less

They also somewhat have a gender identity, which is probably genderfluid which basically mean that depending on the way I draw them, they might look more feminine or masculine and so idk but they're probably like me and just don't give a shit about gender so you can't really misgender them and they don't really have gender dysphoria since they're just whatever.

Same for me, I'm pretty much a girl for anyone around me but I might be somewhat not but since I don't mind being a girl it's not a big deal. I'm somewhat a girl anyway

Idk if they'd fuck only men or maybe women too, like if they're like me, the little romantic attraction I have is more toward women and the little sexual attraction I have is more toward men but since they would fuck with people they aren't sexually attracted to anyway (or only slightly) they'd probably also fuck women (get fucked by women :3)

I feel like their body type would be exactly like mine (I love my body man I'm so pretty) which is aphrodite body type I think, it's kinda similar

They'd probably have no boobs except if it's to get fucked by a women, then they'd have little ones bc I feel like the gayer, the better, I think I'm allergic to straight people.

I feel like I'd be a sub and a bottom with women and probably a switch with men. I'd rather have a dick when I fuck with men and a vag when I fuck with women

Since I already have a vag, I'd very much like better to have a woman as a lover if I ever somehow fall in love one day or have a friend with benefits relationship, and women are overall better

Or even better yet, a trans woman with no bottom surgery so she can fuck me without strap

Or a trans man maybe? Idk but probably not a cis man, no thanks

Oh and also about my kinks huh well huh I really like being taken care of but I'm also sadistic I think

At first I though that I was just reading too much sadistic gay porn (I'm talking about no one in particular ^v^) but then I remembered child me rp-ing torture in animal jam after "trapping" someone in my den and wondering what that weird feeling was and never questioning why I liked it so much (I must have been like 6yo)

Now looking back at it, I'm wondering why I was so fucking weird but I'm worse now

#the arm is not missign it's just to see the character better #art #dragon #furry #probably #aroace #they're gay in any scenario #if anyone I knew irl found this I would kms #this was supposed to be about my oc at first...

[nariko-senpai]

MY HOT TAKES ON ANIME/MANGA FANDOMS P2

Disclaimer: These are my opinions based on prior experiences with said fandom and what I've seen online. Please don't come after me :/

Spy x Family

Tamest and purest fandom I've seen in a long time. Y'all just ship loid and yor, Anya and Damien, etc and it's just NICE. ITS NICE ANC CUTE OKAY? Although you're down bad for yor and loid, at least majority of you know what pedophilia is 😀👍

Chainsaw Man

Y'ALL ARE SO GOOFY. Honestly, I try not to interact with this fandom cause I've seen so much goofy shit with Power and Makima and stuff I JUST STAY AWAY. Y'ALL JUST AS GOOFY AS THE STORY LMAO.

Naruto

You're an OG fan. Everyone in this fandom has watched all the episodes (including the hundreds of fillers) and just ARGUE. YOU ARGUE ABOUT EVERY SINGLE CHARACTER AND GO ON FULL ON RANTS. Also, you all collectively bash Boruto and treat Sakura like shit (I'm not arguing about that tho) But Naruto fans are DEDICATED TRUST ME.

Bungo Stray Dogs

Don't interact much with this fandom, but y'all seem depressed and suicidal af. YOU TAKE DARK HUMOUR TO A WHOLE NEW LEVEL. I also see some pretty aggressive shipping coming from this fandom, but it's always Dazai x whatever character. SPEEKING OF DAZAI, IT LOOKS LIKE YOU ALL WORKSHIP THE MAN OR SMTH IDK 💀

One Piece

Wholesome. You just want more people to watch/read One piece so you can talk about it. ITS KINDA DEPRESSING TO WATCH ACTUALLY. And somehow you all remember like 100+ characters in this story LIKE HOW? I KEEP FORGETTING WHAT THAT LONG NOSE GUY'S NAME IS 😭 But you are some of the most diehard anime/manga fan if you've done the impossible and finish both anime and manga. Also has the best live action in my opinion ¯\(ツ)/¯

Kakeguri

Horny, gay and suicidal. Y'all watch lesbians play uno and checkers like it's world war 3 and eat that shit UP. But fr, you're either a someone that watches for boobs or a someone who started watching with good intentions and now thinks they can win a million dollars by challenging someone to an uno game 💀 PLEASE GET PROFESSIONAL HELP IF YOU KIN ANY OF THESE CHARACTERS, YOURE MOST LIKELY DEPRESSED AND/OR SUICIDIAL.

Should I make a part three, and if so, what fandoms?

#anime and manga #anime #manga #animanga #kakegurui #chainsaw man #one piece #bungou stray dogs #naruto #boruto

[orionwynnter669]

Smash or Pass TWST Characters

My list of who I'd get down with and my reasons. NSFW so 18+. Minors dni

I just wanna clarify rq that I automatically hc all the twst characters to be 20 or older. I age them up in my head by default. If we're going by cannon age then it's all pass because 1 I'm not into kids period. 2 I'm not into guys who are younger than me anyway. Anyway that's it for the mini rant, enjoy the post

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❤HEARTSLABYUL❤

Riddle--Pass

Not a fan really

He's just not really my type

Trey--Smash

Idk something about him makes me swoon

Maybe it's all the fics of him I've read...

Cater--Pass

I'd kinda rather be besties

Maybe besties with benefits, it's debatable

Duce--Pass

Ace--Pass

ADuo--Smash

No I will not explain myself on this

Mainly because idek

☀SAVANACLAW☀

Leona--Smash

I like his aesthetic

I think he's hot

There's also that whole predator thing, pretty nice ngl

Ruggie--Pass

Nothing against him, I just wouldn't wanna fuck him

Jack--Smash

Also hugely influenced by the whole predator thing

If he's got a knot that's even more points

🐙OCTAVINELLE🐙

Azul--Pass

Ngl when I first saw him I was instantly like, Smash

And the tentacle/octopus situation played a huge part in that

I just don't really like his personality

We can fuck on the weekend it's cool

Jade--Smash

Floyd--Smash

The Tweels-- I can't smash the smash button hard enough

Yes I have a thing for twins

Also the fact that they look like they'd hurt me and I'd thank them for it anyway

The fics don't help

🪲SCARABIA🪲

Kalim--Pass

Same with Cater, we can be besties but I'm not really interested in anything else

Jamil--Smash

If it hasn't become obvious to you yet. I have a type.

Jamil fits in that type

🍎POMEFIORE🍎

Vil--Pass

I'm not into being degraded

I already have incredibly low self esteem, no thanks

Rook--Smash

He's a predator in the "not an actual animal predator" sense

I don't like pain, but I do like the feeling of being hunted

Y'all and your yandere rook fics got me going

Epel--Pass

I'm not into short guys I'm sorry

I look at him and I see a little brother figure not a potential fuck friend

Definitely not going to dis you if he's your fav, just not mine

🔥IGNIHYDE🔥

Idia--Smash

Idek if we'd actually fuck, I kinda just wanna date him

I'm a sucker for gamer boyfriends

The only one I'd actually like romantically and not just cuz I'm aggressively horny on main

Ortho--no

🥀DIASOMNIA🥀

Malleus--Smash

He's hot

The fics convinced me

Lilia--Pass

Short grandpa

Silver--Smaybe

Tbh, I don't really know much about him. He just looks neat.

Sebek--Hard Pass

I think he's a jerk tbh

That's it, that's the list. I'm just putting this here to also just say, if you like any of the characters I don't like, that's fine with me. I hope you guys know I'm not hating on your favorite characters or anything. I think all the twst boys are great characters, regardless of whether I'd fuck them or not:

#twst smut #twisted wonderland #twst hcs #smash or pass

[onyourstageleft]

tw: pet health, animal sickness, cancer mention

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idk how to do a read more on mobile sorry y'all but this is your chance to scroll on

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so Peggy has some lumps under her skin. we noticed them on Tuesday night, there's two of them close together on her hip. called the vet this morning and they got her in at 2pm and took a biopsy and they'll call me back either Saturday or Monday with what's going on, they won't speculate or anything, but I did the very unwise pet parent thing and took to Google and based on everything I can find it is most likely fibrosarcoma which is a difficult to treat cancer and also expensive bc it involves surgery and continuous radiation/chemotherapy for several months and frankly I don't care how much it costs I will go into all the debt for this cat, I have a 9k limit on CareCredit and am unafraid to max it out + my other credit cards it's not even the money that bothers me, but if I'm right about what it is the prognosis isn't great for long term health and that is going to break me. She's my baby, she's only 7, she was literally the only thing keeping me from going off the deep end at some points in college, she's supposed to meet the kids I want to have in a few years, she's been here for most of my adult life and I will absolutely lose my sanity if I lose her anytime in the next few years. she has to make it to 10, ideally she'd be around for another 10 years past that but I'm realistic, I know 12 is perfectly reasonable so that's what the goal has always been, I literally can't do this without her. and my partners love her SO. MUCH. Peyton dotes on her, he's only been around for 5 of those years but he is so so in love with this cat, she is our baby, I would be lost without her so uhh if this turns out to be what I am afraid it is, don't be surprised if long form rant text posts become more common here bc I will absolutely lose more than a shred of my sanity.

also I guess don't be surprised if you see some sort of fundraising post from me in the future bc while I am unafraid to max out credit cards those bitches will want their money back at some point and I am unfortunately not a rich bitch, although quite frankly that is the least of my priorities rn, I just want to do whatever I possibly can for my baby. logically I know that I've done what I can but the anxiety is running away with me rn. like what if the tiny spot I felt on her a couple months ago and then couldn't find again when I looked for it was this before it got big what if I could have caught it earlier I should have been more diligent in checking or made a note of exactly where the tiny spot was initially so even if I couldn't find it again maybe the vet could have? I know I didn't put it off substantially and I really trust this vet they've been great but I could HEAR her as they were trying to numb and biopsy the spots she was so angry at them and once they shaved the area it looks SO much bigger than we could feel, like we knew there was one spot but were iffy on a second one and you can see them so clearly now they're big and slightly discolored and I am afraid. thankfully she hasn't been acting any different like she was literally having zoomies this morning but the idea of not having her zooming around makes me want to crawl into a bog and be preserved for a thousand years okay

anyway i know I've posted pics of her at some point but it's been a while so idk what I tagged them or where to find them but if you believe in literally anything at all I would appreciate an appeal on her behalf like I know there are so so many bigger things going on but Peggy Sue is my baby. other alises include Soupy Peg, Miss Ma'am, Peggum, Pegasus, Peggle, Soupiest, etc if you would like to be specific.

okay I'm gonna go take a bath now and try to read a book bc I need to not be on the internet rn, let's all spare a collective thought for my sanity

#personal #tw animal health #tw cancer #(potentially) #i also haven't even told my partners yet what i think it might be bc i am so afraid to speak it out loud #i feel like they have also done the reseach tho and likely also found the same info #peggy sue

[stevens-greetings]

my thoughts...

Over the last week and a half I have been speeding through every episode of Steven Universe while working on my character paintings and sketches. I re-watched the movie, and I even fully re-watched future. In total I think I skipped about 5 episodes maybe 6 at most. That was out of all 174 episodes and the movie.

I know I have said this before but this show is truly something special. It is definitely something that I believe I will continue to love and appreciate throughout my whole life, and I want to talk about why.

Almost every character undergoes some kind of important character growth and development throughout the series. Each character is fun and relatable, with even the "villains" having growth and something in them we can all relate to. White diamond just felt the pressure to be perfect. Pink diamond was trying to change, after all of the things she had done wrong. Steven saw his issues and in the end recognized that he wanted to do better. Even jasper in the final episodes of SU Future started to show signs of emotional growth.

I have said for a while now that out of all of the gems I can relate the most to pearl because of her backstory, wanting to put one person over herself no matter what, because sometimes I can be like that with the people in my life. However, after re-watching everything I remembered why I found SU Future so upsetting when I first watched it: Stevens mental and emotional struggles were something that I can relate to. I won't get to into my personal issues but I will say that I can strongly relate to his feelings right before his final meltdown in the show. Feeling like a fraud, because since you were small you have been a little ball of sunshine, wanting to be kind and helpful to others, but changing and growing. Still wanting to be a light and be helpful, but not being that way all the time and not being seen as any different. Feeling like everything you do and everything you say to others and to yourself is a lie.

So I can now say again that Steven in the end was definitely the character I found myself relating to the most. I know it sounds kind of cliché but with all the changes he went through throughout the show and movie I think it's fair. I have always found SU Future the hardest to re-watch, and I'm sure many people can agree. Watching this beloved character grow throughout the series and then seeing the reality of how much it has affected him, is hard.

Aside from all of that though I just love this series so much. It's inclusivity, the writing, the characters, all of it. I have seen so many amazing animated kids shows but I feel like none were quite as detailed as this, though that's hard to say. I would highly recommend this show to others, but I feel like even though the show was made for a younger audience, I think it's 100% better for teens and young adults in general because they can better appreciate the writing and character design and development, but idk.

Anyways that's another one of my big personal rants. Sorry about all that haha. I just really love this show and the whole reason I made this blog was so I had a place to talk about it even if no one is listening.

Have a great day y'all! (And remember, If every pork chop were perfect, we wouldn't have hotdogs!)

#steven universe fandom #steven universe #steven and the crystal gems #crystal gems #sorry im hyperfixating #hyperfixation #actually adhd

[dangerliesbeforeyou]

obligatory 'i saw a shit take on my dash and so i'm gonna rant about it in a post rather than responding directly cos i aint about to start drama' post

it honestly bothers me a lot that i'm seeing so much more 'eating meat is actually good and should be encouraged!' as well as 'all vegans are dumb and deserve to die' kinds of posts on here... cos the thing is, most vegetarians and vegans i know (myself being a veggie) will acknowledge straight away that the biggest issue of the industry isn't that people are eating meat, but rather that it is an industry doing some irreparable damage to our planet...

eating meat is something that genuinely disgusts me personally, but i acknowledge that it is something that always has existed when it comes to humanity, and a lot of indigenous people treat the using of animals with a lot more respect than the current meat industry does... but the way some people on here go to so many lengths to try and defined your right to gnaw on some chicken is just downright hilarious lol

like, really y'all are no better than blokes so insecure in their own masculinity they eat 10lb steaks every day to "own" hipster blue-haired vegans lol

and it's not like there aren't valid criticisms of veganism, because there very much ARE, but so many people on here don't engage with those legit criticisms but instead just make posts complaining about vegans for being white and annoying lol???

idk... i just feel some of y'all think just cos you have leftist ideology then that excuses u from being cunts lol...

#personal #side note: if u eat meat then i'm not gonna suddenly hate u lol #i only bring this up because of the posts going around w/ pro-meat eaters #seeming to claim that the only way u can live is by chomping on chicken lol #and like with most of these things this all started out with genuinely valid critique of veganism #like people bringing up the fake leather being just plastic adding to the perpetual plastic problem #amongst a bunch of other stuff i cant b bothered to type #and then just descended into meat eaters being holier than thou about being meat eaters #idkkk it's just frustrating lol #rant

[sexwithanimemen]

First post. What to say, what to say. Oh, I guess I'll start with I love anime (and the hot male characters) and dislike fanon and I don't do ships nor do I like many of them.

でも、anyone who isn't a bigot and doesn't do perverted ships (and I guess annoying ones who actually think bkdk, tdbk, skk, sskk, and stuff like that are actually canon) is welcome here, regardless of political stance. We don't bring politics here. Unless I make a fanon/ship rant, unlikely as idk if I'll post often, this should be a place where y'all can chill and not worry about current controversial shit. You can watch me post lewd thoughts about anime men, if you'd like.

The point is unless I'm getting mad at an annoying anime fandom, y'all can chill on my page. If you want, you can go in my asks and ask my thoughts on anime-related things (not about ships unless it's victuuri). Can't promise I've seen all the animes you ask about, tho.

ー Just a horny anime lover

[grave-avis]

☀️, 🤝, 🐯, and I'm throwing you under the bus with 👀 if you feel up to it!

☀️: What was your awakening like? When was it?

For me personally, I do believe it was such a big trauma response, if you know me more personally you prrooobbbably know what I'm talking about lol. But yeah growing up there was always so so much going on for me, usually not good. My first home was a trailer park in a more rural woodsy community. So my family was almost always camping and hiking and stuff, my backyard was a literal forest.

idk walking around and following random critters until I was almost lost just got me away from all of it. The forest was a home to me and animals and such were my teachers and family. dropping the human label helped me a lot, during one of my therapy sessions I almost broke down while talking about what happened to me and just kinda yelled out "I'm not even human anymore! That was taken!" And he started laughing, and then I did and he said smth like

"Well after everything humanity has done to you, why would you want to be?" and IDK, that realllllyyy stuck with me. love that guy.

🤝: When did you first hear about the kin community?

HA. My ride or die bestie when I was 11 called me and told me about it. We used to roleplay all the time but that was around the time he didn't want to do that anymore; therian and kin stuff were the closest I could get to roleplaying with him. He decided we were wolfs bc like, ofc ofc, classic. We watched every documentary that was out at the time and followed some packs on youtube (Really obscure channels with like 20 subs.)

We would google howling tutorials and go camping together and sneak out at night. We even brewed a whole bunch of tea and made a spray to "Mark our territory with scent". We had a lil logo that we would sharpie in bathroom stalls + brought a knife or a bit of broken glass to school and straight up carve it into places. 🐯: Do you wish you were your kintype? Why or why not? More than anything. Okay so, I'm indigenous and in a really woodsy part of canada. I'm apart of the indigenous ed program at my school which allows me and many other students to meet and learn about our culture and brew tea with elders. being in that environment both fills me with longings of the wild but also gives me the support of a community. Sometimes i touch on it with elders, about owls that come to me in dreams and tigers that I see when I meditate. They don't always fully understand my lack of humanity but, they understand the idea of all the other stuff since it is so deeply apart of our traditional practices. It helps I guess, to have support of my community in a way white folk wont get. But sometimes I'll see a vulture gliding along the wind or a mother goose tending to her goslings and my heart kinda just, painfully longsssss.

👀: Give a controversial opinion/your stance on some type of discourse.

I would like to at least see one white person acknowledge that some of y'all???? Kinda stumble into native teachings? I'm not here to go on a whole rant bc I don't care nearly enough but GODS please just at least AWKNOWLEDGE you DIDNT create a lot of these teachings..... this applies to a lot of new age tbh, but that isnt anything new.

#whispers in the library #ask games #kin stuff #abuse mention #racism mention #not really but I am not taking any risks

[orbleglorb]

i guess i should make an intro!

hi! i'm wyatt. i'm 17, and i use he/they pronouns. i also go by sammy! either name works, but most people just call me wyatt, and that's the name i use IRL as well. i've had this blog for a while (over a year? i had one in 2019 and then deleted it at some point, and idk when i made this one!) but i think i'll be more active here now because tumblr's interface feels more user friendly. who knows, tho ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

some info about me and this account (a BYF, i guess):

this is a very general purpose blog. i will post all sorts of crap here. from fanart to serious topics to cats with ridiculous names! i don't repost serious things too often (i don't think, anyway).

most of my posts are just reblogs! i don't have a large audience so i don't feel the need to make posts. i know you have to make posts to have a large audience, but i'm fine with a smaller audience as well. im just in my own silly little environment

i'm on social media for my own enjoyment, which means i will post as little or as much as i feel like at the moment! i will also block people for small or silly reasons (like, if i don't like the stuff they post, even if it's not problematic).

if anyone else remembers framecast/drawcast hmu because sometimes i wonder if that was just something i dreamt

FEEL FREE TO SEND ME PICS OF UR ANIMALS ANYTIME

please don't feel bad if i don't watch/listen to/read something you suggest. i have a huge huge huge list of things i need to watch, read, listen to, play, etc. i have not crossed off a single thing. i really just suck at getting into new content for some reason

that being said, i think learning about a piece of media through a person that really really likes it is much more enthralling than actually looking into it myself. so feel free to rant to me about things!

give me ur ocs this is a threat

i have my own ocs that i may post about from time to time! feel free to ask me about them. please.

i don't know half the shit that goes on in the online world. if i follow someone who is problematic, just assume i don't know anything because i probably don't!

if anyone needs me to give photo IDs/transcriptions of images i post, don't hesitate to ask! i'll gladly add one on

i can't read most fancy fonts. i know some (like zalgo text) are made with the intention to be incomprehensible, but if you use a fancy font (such as over-the-top cursive, some gothic/medieval fonts, or ɑׁׅ֮ꪀׁׅᨮ꫶ׁׅ֮tׁׅhׁׅ֮ꪱׁׅꪀׁׅᧁׁ ᥣׁׅ֪ꪱׁׅƙׁׅ֑ꫀׁׅܻ tׁׅhׁׅ֮ꪱׁׅ꯱ׁׅ֒ (anything like this), i will not be able to read it! a translation or caption would be nice if you use one of these fonts, but it's probably not something i'll unfollow you over

i use parentheses often (because how else will i communicate vital information in an easy and concise manner?)

that's it for disclaimers, i think! here's some of my interests:

five nights at freddys :(

the walten files

blaseball

my ocs!!

stardew valley

pre-2010s microsoft windows operating systems

will i get laughed off of this website if i say purble place? bc yeah

homestuck (im sorry)

anything with convoluted lore ig

backrooms/"liminal spaces" (idk why they're called liminal spaces, which is why there's quotation marks around them) (also i don't know shit about the backrooms lore i just like empty places that fill me with dread)

so yeah!!

i guess everyone is doing "before you follow" and "don't interact" warnings. i pretty much did a byf up at the top. but here's a dni ig:

DNI: proshippers. i think that's it really

YCIBYOTI (you can interact but you're on thin ice): tiktok kids y'all scare the crap out of me. genshin fans (i call y'all genshpacters so don't be surprised by that). danganronpa fand. again i don't want to tell people who like those things not to follow me, because no group of ppl are a monolith and there's definitely a bunch of people who don't live up to the stereotypes. but i am Slightly Wary of y'all. this isn't a hardcore "don't interact" but more like "proceed with caution & please don't tap the glass because it scares the animals (me)"

that's it!

a picture of my cat, for your troubles

ok cya 👋

[meitantei-lavi]

hi hello i’m drinking and i have thoughts on yashahime that i’ll put under the cut if u wanna read and try to follow my train of thought tldr; i like yashahime but i have some problems with motivation, tension, and other plot related things

(also keep in mind that i’ve only been watching the dub bc reading is hard sometimes, so i’m only on like episode 10 or w/e)

OKAY SO i’ve been trying to put my finger on what i don’t like about yashahime, though as a whole i do like the anime. so lemme first itemize what i DO like:

so i do really like the main characters, both personality wise and design wise. i like towa and setsuna’s relationship and i really really love that moroha has precisely one brain cell. 

going off of that, i really don’t mind that the central story doesn’t focus on solely inuyasha and kagome’s kid. i think that would’ve kinda been the conventional way to go, so props to the writers for not doing something predictable (though i really kinda hope that we never find out who towa and setsuna’s mother is; frankly i can’t believe sesshomaru could have sex at all)

also going off of design, i like the design of the demons and the main group of bad guys. it’s all very reminiscent of inuyasha and i think it works

i also think it’s a nice callback to have characters from inuyasha come back in yashahime! they don’t feel entirely shoehorned in (except for maybe kikyo as the tree of ages??? don’t really get that) and they don’t detract from the main story revolving around the gals

not really plot related, but i’m SUPER happy that kaoru wada came back to do the score. his music is very Iconique and really just makes the show, in my opinion (and i love that opening. very catchy)

BUT i’m still having problems getting really invested in the show. for me, what really made me like inuyasha when i first started getting into it when i was like, 12 or so, was how interesting the characters were and how they were motivated by a united threat, i.e., naraku. while i think our main characters are interesting and fun, i’m so not interested in the main villains for a couple reasons:

there’s too many of them, for starters. and yes, naraku had 800 million incarnations of himself, but naraku was the main threat and main villain. his incarnations or whatever other demon of the week were threats to the main gang, but there was still a clear motivation to defeat naraku

on the subject of naraku’s incarnations, i compare them to the four perils in yashahime. the four perils are there to provide a challenge for the gals and impede them on their way to fight kirinmaru. HOWEVER, 2 of the four perils are pretty much immediately killed by the gals in the course of one episode apiece, which to me kinda defeats their purpose. i’ll concede that some of naraku’s incarnations were one-off villains, but they actually posed a threat to the OG gang. the rest of the incarnations lasted pretty much the whole series (i.e., kagura, kanna, the douche kid whatever his name was, etc.)

on THAT note, i feel like the motivation for the four perils and kirinmaru kinda sucks. like they wanna get back at sesshomaru for being a dick by killing his daughters?? compare that to naraku’s motivation for doing what he did: be a terrible bastard man who wants kikyo, hate inuyasha, wants to become a full demon and threaten pretty much all of japan by doing so, enjoys manipulating and tricking ppl into doing his dirty work, etc etc. maybe we’ll find out more about kirinmaru as the series goes along, but idk nothing can really top how disgusting naraku is

aside from what i feel like are weak motivations, i just don’t really feel worried for our gals !! they easily best pretty much any kind of demon that comes their way (as seen in their fights with the four perils) with no real danger or concern. they already seem to be masters of their abilities, which i feel like was more interesting in inuyasha. inuyasha had to improve and get stronger to overcome more powerful foes, and that was exciting to watch!! like how will inuyasha fight ryuukotsuke with his heavy ass sword? how will he figure out the adamant barrage if the red tetsusaiga doesn’t work anymore? will he improve enough to beat naraku? i don’t want to call the gals mary sues by any means, but this kind of improvement to me is just more fun to watch

also with that, in inuyasha, we see inuyasha and the gang lose fights, and they lose bad. call it sadistic or whatever, but when our main characters lose, it adds more weight to the story and it’s a lot more satisfying when they win! like the whole band of seven arc was awesome because we got to see our heroes lose then work to beat them against all odds. and even THEN by the end of that arc, naraku is pretty much at full power and it’s like oh shit !! yeah, the gang beat the band of seven, but naraku is stronger than them now!! how will they win??

in yashahime, i don’t really get that same weight or tension. maybe more of the tension is between towa and setsuna’s relationship, which i think is fine, but with an external threat of some powerful demons and the established world that takahashi made, it’s a little disappointing not seeing our heroes struggle against their enemies. any kind of struggle that they do have against any of the four perils or the demon of the week is pretty much resolved by the end of the episode, unlike in inuyasha, where arcs spanned several episodes

yashahime is probably going to be a much much shorter series than inuyasha is, so maybe they didn’t plan on really fleshing out certain elements in the story that i think could be better. that’s kinda my problem with shorter anime series as a whole; with less time to work with, the details of the plot become rushed. but when you’re following up one of the most iconic anime ever, it’s a disservice to do a shorter series and leave out story elements that would really give yashahime a boost to make it a really quality, fun series

#wow shush lavi #inuyasha #yashahime #IDK y'all i'm just ranting about anime #as i do #anyway i'm gonna go get some beer LMAO

[bee-s-honey]

Nobody:

"deep" dudes analyzing gon in a one minute tiktok video: he's super morally grey, ya know? Like, he's just the most selfish show of what protagonists are like ya know? Like he's just suuuper cruel because of what he did to pitou bro like he's ONLY evil there's no balance there at all bro ya know? Like he's just a character without ANY morals bro. He's like so deep bro.

People who take time to write out actual scripts on youtube and who's real job is analyzing anime on their platform: He's. He's a kid who's unaware of when he's hurting people and doesn't know how to properly apologize because he's never gotten a real apology for anything that happened from anyone. Kids are cruel and selfish sometimes but he's literally someone who lacked a lot on socializing as a kid, saying he turned into a monster figuratively is just blowing off what his loss of self was, ect ect ect. He's a deep character who's morals flipflop between situations without him even being aware because of what he's focussed on and he doesn't intend for himself to turn into a "monster." He and Killua do need their time apart to learns nd grow noe that it's over but a meet up would be best afterwards because they're still best friends.

"deep" tiktok dudes: shut up you're just making him seem too innocent and stupid you're ruining anime I just want to watch children kill a lot of people and call them horrible bro you don't know what you're talking about bro it doesn't even matter that Kite died bro he still killed pitou so like obviously he's evil dude.

#Idk I just think it's funny #I can't even use the word morally grey any fucking more #because I'm always remidned about how Gon is lmao 💀 #y'all love pulling stuff out your butts #but no it's fine it's not like one of the main points and symbols of hxh was a ying and yang #hxh #gon #hxh gon #killugon #hunter x hunter #hxh rant #gon freecss #anime #gon analysis #hxh analysis #anime rant #anime talk #hxh talk #killua #anime tiktok #hxh tiktok #oOooOo I'm deep because I know the protag is dark teehee