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wintfleur · 2 months
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🪷 hugging them tight without saying any words when they're having a hard time, with luke Hughes! his older sister and he just needs his sisters comfort especially after how the devils have played and how tired luke has looked
౨ৎ Ice cream and much-needed hugs
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﹕─┈ pairings ( Luke Hughes x older sister! reader )
°. — summary ( Luke’s been having a tough time, and his big sister just wants to cheer him up ! )
°. — details ( g; little bit of angst, some fluff. w; none that I know of wc; 2.2k )
﹕─┈ prompt ~ hugging them right without saying any words when they’re having a hard time
˖ ་ 💭 roro’s notes ( LUKEY AHHH MY LOVE ! I love Luke sm if you guys didn’t know !!! I love writing sibling dynamics so muchhhh so thank you for sending the wonderful request !!! I absolutely loved writing it, I really tried to make it angsty but i think I’m terrible at writing angst, I’m sorry if the ending is kinda rushed, I was struggling sooo bad with the dialogue . . . also I of course had to add the love of my Like Brock boeser in it because like DUHHH I am so down for writing more for a older Hughes sister, I’m thinking she’s like 25??? I really hope you guys love it !!! Let me know if you want me to write more for older sister Hughes! Please don’t be a silent reader lovely’s !!! )
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There were a lot of upsides that came with being the oldest sibling, there were of course a lot of downsides too . . . but you chose to ignore those and focus on the upsides. Like being able to stay up later while your brothers had to go to sleep, having a good sense of leadership and responsibility, being able to read your brothers like a picture book. 
So, you knew right away that something was wrong with your youngest brother as you watched him play in the last period. You could see it clearly in his demeanor and the way he was skating, he was starting to overthink things, he had gotten into his own head. You of course had seen the way the public and media was shitting on your brother because he's made a few bad plays, and it broke your heart to see how defeated he looked sitting on that bench. 
Jack had voiced his worries about Luke to you over the phone a few days ago when you were out with Quinn and your boyfriend brock. Even with hundreds of miles between you and Luke you could tell something was bothering him, that's why your planned trip to visit your younger brothers this weekend was even more meaningful. 
You were leaning against the wall as you waited for your brothers to leave the locker room, your focus was down on your phone as you texted your boyfriend. A smile on your lips, you missed him dearly even though you have only been gone for almost two days. “Sis!” you heard the familiar sound of jack's voice call your name. You look up from your phone and smile as Jack rushes over to you and pulls you into a tight hug. 
“You played so well jack” You mumbled into his neck, cursing at the curse of being the oldest but the shortest. Jack smiles and gives you one more squeeze before letting go and taking a step back, even though they lost he wasn't going to let that bring him down from the fact that you watched him play in person for the first time in a few months.
 “Thank you, luke should be out soon, he's just being a little hard on himself” Jack sighed as he glanced back at the locker room entrance, there was only so much he could say to let luke know that he's doing okay. You let out a sigh and nodded, already getting an image of a pouty luke. Your eyes lit up with an idea, as a memory from years ago popped up in your mind. You smile at Jack as you ask “Do you think you can get a ride home? And can I have the keys to your truck?” 
“Uh yeah why?” Jack questioned with a raised brow as he pulled out his keys from his front pocket and handed them to you. You smiled gratefully and grabbed the keys and slid them into your front pocket with your lip gloss. “I have an idea on how to cheer luke up.” 
“Well good luck, cause I can't handle a grumpy luke anymore '' Jack jokes as he pats you on the shoulder, happy that you were now here to save him from the grumpy luke. You roll your eyes and cross your arms over your chest as you look at jack “I remember saying the same thing about you.” 
“Have fun! I'm gonna go catch up with nico "Jack grins as he chooses to ignore your words, placing a quick kiss to your forehead before rushing off down the hallway, turning to look at you quickly and shouting out an ‘i love you’ before turning the corner and leaving your sight. You look forward just in time to see Luke walk out of the locker room, well more like trudge. His steps were heavy, and you can see the exhaustion on his face. His shoulders were sagged as he carried his backpack, he was changed out of his suit and into some sweats and a hoodie. He looked like a sad cat. When Luke noticed you, his heavy steps turned into long strides as he moved towards you. 
Before you could open your mouth to greet your brother, he was throwing his arms over shoulders and nestling his head in the crook of your head, for a much-needed hug. Your eyes widened at how tight Luke was holding you, but you close your eyes and wrap your arms around your little brother, softly rubbing his back with one of your hands. Luke closed his eyes and tried to shut off his mind as he felt himself melt into the comfort and safety of your arms. 
You rested your chin on his shoulder as you whispered, “You, okay?” you felt him nod yes but the both of you knew he was lying. Luke let out a deep breath and reluctantly pulled away from the hug when his back was starting to hurt from leaning down for so long. You smiled up at him, brushing some of his curls out of his face as he asked, “Where's jack?” 
“Oh, he's getting a ride home with nico, so come on lukey I'm taking you out tonight!” You excitedly pull-out Jack's keys and wave them while your other hand is grabbing Luke's arm and dragging him along you as you make your way down the hallway. Luke gave you an unimpressed look even though on the inside he was excited to spend more time with you “I’m not old enough to go bar hopping.” 
“Is that really all you think I do in Vancouver?” You gasped dramatically as you pretended to be hurt from his words. You have one embarrassing experience when you go bar hopping, and now that's all anyone remembers, you think with a roll of your eyes. Luke felt the corner of his lips lift into a smile at your dramatics, Jack definitely got that from you. 
“Besides I'm a good big sister, I wouldn't provide my underage brother with alcohol, at least in public” you joked as you wrapped your arm around Luke's, holding on tight. Luke chuckles and slips his hand into the front pocket of his hoodie, comforting silence coming across them as they make their way to Jack's truck. 
“Need help? '' Luke asked sarcastically as he put on his seatbelt, his eyes on you as you struggled slightly to get into the truck. You gave him a quick glare before closing the door and putting on your seatbelt, quickly starting the truck, wanting to leave the arena before the traffic got even worse. You turned up the volume on the radio, an unfamiliar country song filling up the silent car. Luke let out a heavy sigh and relaxed into the seat, looking out the window and all the passing lights. 
The car ride to your choice of destination was filled with mostly silence between you and Luke, just enjoying the music and the faint sound of the world around them. You could see that Luke had a lot on his mind and you didn't want to pressure him into talking about it, so you stayed quiet, knowing that he would tell you when he's ready. Luke couldn't help but replay every single one of his mistakes he's made in the past few games, remembering every tweet he saw from disappointed ‘fans’. 
Luke could feel himself become more upset and discouraged the more he thought about it, so Luke quickly glanced at you before looking back out the window. Luke was slightly confused on how well you knew your way around the town, he was curious on where you were taking him. But he gave up on asking after the third time you told him it was a surprise. 
Luke’s eyes widen with excitement when he sees where you're pulling into, it was an old ice cream shop that he had driven by many times, but never had the chance to try it. You smiled and turned off the car and grabbed your wallet from your purse and gave Luke a big smile “Come on, I'll even let you get 3 scoops!” 
You laugh as you watch Luke quickly leave the truck and rush around the front of the truck to open your door. You giggle and take Luke's hand that he held out for you, doing your best to do a posh British accent “Thank you kind sir” Luke smiles and closes the door for you, following you across the parking lot, his spirit was lifted already. 
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“This is so good; how did you find this place?” Luke asked you before he took another lick of his chocolate ice cream, of course having a waffle cone. And despite you saying he could get 3 scoops, he only got 2. You look away from your bowl of your favorite ice cream and to your brothers whose focus was up at the stars. The two of you were sitting on the tailgate of the truck, neither of you realizing that your legs were swinging in unison. 
“Oh, I found it the last time I came to visit, and you and Jack were at practice, I've been craving it since” you answered him as you looked back on the day. Luke nods and continues to eat his ice cream. Silence came across the two of you again, Luke didn't know what to say and you could see the way his shoulders became tense that he was thinking of something. You had a pretty good idea what he was thinking about, hockey. 
“You played really good tonight luke” you broke the silence, and you watched as his shoulders sagged and a frown came across his lips as he looked down at his lap. You hated seeing how discouraged he looked, this wasn't like luke. He never let it get to him like this before, but it's different . . . it's the NHL, it's his dream. He whispered bitterly “We lost.” 
“You still played really good, i'm really proud of you luke” you vowed as you gently nudged his knee with yours, your tone proving how genuine you were. You were a good big sister you liked to think, so you would never have a favorite brother . . . but your little brother Luke will always have a special place in your heart. The little brother who would listen to you rant all about your school drama while the other two were doing God knows what, the little brother who fully trusted you to drive him to get ice cream when you first got your license while Quinn and jack swore you would kill them. Your sweet little brother Luke who was far too good for this world. 
Luke let out a heavy breath and his eyes started to water as he listened to you, he heard others say they were proud of him, but it was different, more meaningful coming from you. Unlike you he made it very clear that you're his favorite sibling, that you always have been. The big sister that he always knew would have his back no matter what, the big sister that always was on his side. He looked up from his lap and turned his head to look at you to see you were already smiling at him. “Thank you sissy.” 
“Not just for the compliment” Luke quickly spoke before you could, fully turning his body to face you, thankfully he had eaten most of his ice cream, so he didn't have to worry about it dripping. Luke never really liked talking about his emotions or just having deep conversations in general, but he didn't have to worry about any of that with his big sister who always made it clear that he could talk to you no matter what. Luke continues speaking “But for taking me here and for being here for me, for always being here for me.” 
“I'll always be here lukey” You promised as you set your ice cream bowl next to you before leaning over and pulling Luke into a much-needed hug. Luke smiles and closes his eyes, hugging you with one arm while the other holds his cone away from you, not wanting to get any ice cream on you. Luke lets himself melt into the hug; he really didn't want you to leave. You couldn't help tearing up as you think of Luke and everything he's been through and how strong he is, you really are so proud of your little . . . well not so little brother. You sniffled and whispered, “God why did you have to grow up so fast.” 
“Trying to catch up with you, you old lady” Luke jokes, wanting to lift the mood, he really hated seeing you cry, and he knew you so well that he was sure you were going to.  A loud laugh leaves his lips as you pull away from the hug and dramatically move away from him. Despite his words you smiled as you listened to luke laugh, it was the type of laugh that made you want to join in. You pulled the keys out of your pocket and slap them into luke's hand before jumping off the tailgate of the truck and snatching your ice cream “That's it your driving home.” 
Luke continued to laugh and watch as you stomp over to the passenger seat, the famous Hughes pout on your lips. Luke quickly gets off the bed of the truck and puts up the tailgate shouting a cheeky remark that only made him laugh harder at the quick glare you sent him.  
“Thank God! Brock drives you around so much I'm pretty sure you forgot how to drive” 
°. — taglist ( @cixrosie @toasttt11 )
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pogueswrld · 1 year
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How about requesting for Harry, you and Harry are seeing each other but keeping it on the low and between free periods you pull him to make out and dry hump each other until he come in his pants
*•.¸♡ shadow kisses ♡¸.•*
pairing: harry james potter x fem!reader
summary: EVERYONE’S OF AGE!! harry doesn’t know how to act when he wakes up desperate for his girlfriend’s touch, and yet he has to spend the entire day without her by his side. By the end of it, he’s almost ready to lose his mind for a kiss, thankfully she’s got other plans ;)
warnings: (everyone’s 18 here) hot harry 😩 this is gonna be nsfw so; make-out sesh, built-up sexual tension, vulgar language (?), dry humping, semi-public.
note: LEGIT LOSING MY MIND. GOING FERAL SO BAD RIGHT NOW. ANON ILYSM TJSHSJSJHDHD
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Dating the Chosen One definitely has its downsides, especially when no one knows, but it also had its perks.
Like sneaking into dark rooms with greedy hands and short breathes, or side glances from across rooms and tables.
It was exhilarating, truly, and it seemed like neither one of the teenagers was able to get quite enough of the other, because at the end of each day, they’d find each other in the common room with bouncing legs and fidgeting hands, waiting painfully for it to empty so they can be in each other’s arms again.
Today was the same, except Harry had awoken with the desperate need of Y/N’s touch, the realization made him let out a groan of embarrassment, and he continued to regret it after Ron and Seamus started making fun of him for it. He chucked a pillow at their heads while using another one to press against his crouch. 
He was embarrassed and had to shower in freezing cold water to calm down, but his minimal effort went down the drain when the boys went down to breakfast and his first sight was her, in her knee-long skirt brushing up her thigh, and her tie squeezing around her neck. Immediately, his face went up in flames as his mind wandered to the previous night, when he had her on her knees before the fireplace in the common room, the way her eyes glistened as she looked up at him with adoration. Suddenly the room was on fire and his shirt was suffocating and his tie was choking him.
He cleared his throat as he took his place beside Ron and Hermione, adjusting his pants as he tried to sit down comfortably. His mistake was looking up in her direction, only to find her already staring up at him with glowing eyes and a spoon buried in her mouth. She looked like the absolute embodiment of mischief, and he almost whined at the hungry look in her eyes.
He couldn’t stop her on the way to class for a quick hug or even a kiss because they didn’t share the first three classes together, and Harry cursed his luck. He couldn’t believe he’d have to spend four hours without her near, and the longer he spends away from her the more painful sitting still got. The slightest move caused friction and he has to physically hold himself back from whimpering. He’s only grateful for the robe draped across his shoulders, without it he would’ve been long caught.
By the fifth hour, Harry could almost cry just from the sight of her, and when he takes a quick sweep around the hall to make sure there was no one to spot him dragging her away, he turns back to her, his fingers wrap around her wrist, and tugs her into a dimmed hallway.
Immediately, Y/N grabs his face with her free hand and smashes her lips against his. Harry, for the first time that day, let out a high-pitched whine at the warmth of her lips against his cold ones. He let go of her wrist and grabbed her waist instead, tugging her as close as he can get her, desperate for anything from her.
“Please,” he whines against her mouth, and it sends electric shots down her body and straight to her core. “I need you, darlin’ please.”
She whines, and her hands go from cupping his face to tugging off his robe. Harry helps her let go of it, but he’s more focused on her and her body than taking off his clothes, so he pulls at her tie until it comes loose, then quickly makes his way down her button-up shirt, all while groaning and whining when she grinds herself against him. He tugs her shirt out from under her skirt before pushing it apart, exposing her bra-covered chest, he whines again before pressing a soft kiss against her lips, then making his way down her neck.
Y/N melts, she arches her back when he gets to her chest and grips his forearms when his teeth graze the bra’s fabric before tugging it down, and she moans when his hot breath meets her nipples.
Her hips continue their desperate crusade of grinding against him, and she can feel him through his trouser. She’s almost tempted to reach down and squeeze him, just to tease him, but he pushes her against the wall while scattering love bites across her chest.
She’s heaving as she soaks through her panties, and her gasps turn into moans with his name. Harry’s eyes squeeze shut, and he lets out another whine of her name, “Do you have any idea what I’ve been thinking about all morning?” he mumbles as he grinds up against her core, and a moan escapes him at the momentary relief he receives. Y/N huffs a sigh when both of his hands tighten around her hips, pulling her closer to him as he continued to brush himself against her. “I think I have a pretty clear idea.” she gasps.
Harry shakes his head as he buries it in the nook of her neck, “You,” he says, “I’ve been thinking about you. Touching me, kissing me, holding me,” he gasps when she arches her back, pushing herself against him, “I’ve thought about you on your knees, like last night, sucking me off.” his voice was hoarse and low, his eyes were closed and Y/N remembered the marvelous sight of him from the night before, completely coming apart at her hands, shaking and whining her name. She moans.
“I thought about you pushing me down on that couch, I thought about you getting on top of me and using me for your own pleasure,” the thought, the image, passed his mind once again, and he didn’t hold back the moan that bubbled up his throat. His hold on her tightened, “I need you,” he gasps, “I need you so bad.”
They were humping each other now, the pieces of fabric were the only borders separating them from one another, and Y/N was getting desperate for his touch all over, she wanted him all over. “Harry please, touch me,” she whines, and his knees almost buckle.
He pulls her off the wall and she wraps her legs around him, he turns them around and slides down the wall, allowing her to have full control over the pace of their grinding. She gasps when she pushes herself down on him, and he leans back on one arm while the other holds her hips tightly. He dares a glance down to where she’s desperately moving on him and Harry lets out another whine when he notices a darkening patch on her panties slowly marking up his dark trousers.
He doesn’t know how much longer he can hold it, and from the way she’s marking up his neck with soft kisses and gasps of his name, he’s certain it won’t be much longer. When she reaches down between them and presses her hand against the bulge of his pants, that’s when he snaps. Both of his hands shoot up to her forearms and hold her tight, pausing her actions as he uncontrollably jerks upwards, his movement repeatedly bumps into her clothed clit and she throws her head back at how good it feels.
He stills after a minute and buries his face in her chest in embarrassment. “I’m sorry,” he whispers, his chest heaving, and it takes Y/N a minute before she’s giggling in realization. She cups his jaw and slowly pushes his face off of her chest, his ears and cheeks going a bright shade of pink, “Harry Potter, did you cum in your trouser?”
Harry groans in embarrassment and hides his face in her hands, the heat transmits to her hands and she’s laughing. “Don’t laugh at me!” he whines, and she continues, “I’m sorry, I can’t help myself! You’re adorable when you’re shy, Potter.”
He rolls his eyes and wraps his arms around her waist, pulling her into a hug, “I’ll make it up to you, I promise love.”
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everydayyoulovemeless · 6 months
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May I have more Benny relationship headcanons please 🥺
Romantic Benny HCs: 2
➼ Word Count » 0.4k ➼ Warnings » Slightly Suggestive? ➼ Genre » Romantic
Benny loves hugging your waist, especially when you're both in public. PDA is always best when others can see it — at least, that's how he sees it, and what better than showing you off?
He likes to pretend he's a pimp, but every morning when you wake up to his own rendition of a wasteland breakfast, it's hard for him to keep that image up.
He loves cradling your head and peppering kisses all over your face, although he prefers to do it in the privacy of one of his suites. Can't be ruining that reputation, yeah?
He'll get you this beautiful, silver necklace with The Tops logo on it so that others get the message that you're with him and the rest of the Chairmen.
Anywhere you wanna go, Benny will gladly take you. Just whisper a location into his ear, and he'll get on with making preparations.
Whenever he spots you lounging around in his casino, he'll make a big show, grabbing everyone's attention before dipping you down and kissing you.
He likes to give you all these sweet pet names. The ones he uses most often are baby, doll, gem, broad, and sweets.
He has a slight jealous streak where he might 'accidentally' ward off a few acquaintances of yours. You can tell by the shaded look in his eyes when he's not feeling someone as much as you might be, but that's the only real downside of being with him.
Benny's a huge morning person and will gently trace words of endearment into your skin until you finally wake up.
You'll be included in all of his schemes. He's been looking for a reliable partner for a minute now, and you happen to check off everything on the list. You're brave, good with a gun, clever, and an absolute wild card, baby. You guys are the Bonnie and Clyde of the wasteland.
He's not one to be tied down by anyone, but he'd be lying if he said he hadn't considered marrying you. Realistically, he'd never do it, but he'd love to give you a ring if nothing else than as a declaration of loyalty. It's like marriage without actually having to tie the knot.
His favorite thing is when you steal Maria out of its holster and aim it at him. He doesn't know how to explain it, he just knows it turns him on.
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mikagecorp · 1 year
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Reaction to seeing their S/O being so distracted by the boys being pretty and walking into a pole lol, for the ones you gave last time I’m too lazy to look for who it was
Love, Me! :)
i shoulda known it would be smth like this coming from you, but i guess i asked for it
it's also funny because my brother did smth like this and ran face-first into a street sign, and the whole pole rung like a damn bell
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characters ━ itoshi rin, nagi seishiro, chigiri hyouma, isagi yoichi, bachira meguru, yukimiya kenyu
warnings ━ none
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would legitimately leave you on the side of the road
walks off to hide behind a corner and pretend he doesn't know you
absolutely does not want to share the embarrassment with you, and you can't make him
after you pick yourself up off the ground and walk it off, he'll want to check on you to make sure you didn't hurt yourself too terribly
he's not that good at comforting people, but he knows how to take care of himself, so he projects that onto you
brings you ice and buys you a popsicle to take your mind off of the ache
if your face starts to bruise he'll have a panic attack, just saying
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nagi legally can't laugh, because he's done this more times than he can count on all twenty of his fingers and toes
either because he was busy playing a game, or he was daydreaming, or because he was staring at his s/o
you might catch a quick smile crossing his face before it drops, but that's about it
if you need to hide your embarrassment from any passers by, he'll gladly hug you and try to soothe you
he will never forget that he saw it happen, though
the only downside is that he couldn't get it on camera
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hyouma has one singular outburst before he'a able to control himself
usually he's so put together, but he's the kind of person who thinks that stuff like that only happens in cartoons
and it's not his fault because he was raised to be a reasonably calm person by reasonably calm people
he worries over your poor face, though. he'll be a lot more concerned if there's a lot of bruising from the impact, or if you cut yourself
he's very serious when it comes to injuries, even stuff like that
he might even want you to go to the doctor's office to make sure nothing is fractured in your face - just as a precaution
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tries not to laugh
fails miserably
he'll feel bad for laughing (but that won't stop him from laughing regardless)
isagi can very easily soothe your spirits about the mishap - and lets you hide your face in his jacket if you really want
if your head hurts, he probably carries around painkillers and water all the time, so you're covered there
genuinely so refreshing and calm to be around, and the accident is quickly put behind you when he's around
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he will undeniably LAUGH in your FACE about it
and he won't feel even the slightest bit bad about it
which only makes it funnier when it eventually happens to him, when he's goofing around and not looking where he's going
it'll likely happen within an hour of your own accident, if not two
and then YOU get to be the one that laughs at him
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he's definitely gonna use it for blackmail
now, there's no telling if he's ever going to need it, or use it in any case, but he always wants to make sure
just in case, y'know
you don't even know he has it, tucked away in a photo full of embarrassing photos and text messages that should sooner never see the light of day
but they're there. they're always there
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cuddling & sleeping
twst x gn!reader
warning(s): a few cuss words sprinkled around
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HEARTSLABYUL:
riddle is not used to almost any kind of affection besides the few moments his mother gave it, so the very first time the both of you slept on the same bed- he was absolutely rigid. a wooden plank. it took a while for him to warm up to the idea of cuddling, but now he (kind of) does it like a pro. prefers being the little spoon- honestly just likes being held in every way. when you wrap your arms around his waist, he laces his hands with yours. he doesn’t move around a lot, so you don’t have to worry about being headbutted in the jaw.
trey likes his personal space when he’s sleeping so holding hands under the covers is enough for him -w-👍 though if you like holding someone or being held, he can do that for you too. he prefers being the big spoon and likes to put his head over yours, also likes it when you tuck your head into the crook of his neck and he can feel your breath going in and out while you’re sleeping.
cater is pretty normal when he’s asleep and doesn’t really have any preference, as long as he’s holding some part of you, he’s content. that being said- he adores it when you play with his hair, he falls asleep soo much faster and you’re reminded of a cat, especially with his green eyes.
ace is clingy as fuck. fight me on this. once he grabs ahold of you, he will not let go. you want to go to the bathroom? why didn’t you go sooner :// also doesn’t have a preference as to who’s the little and big spoon- just as long as his arms are around you, he’ll sleep fine. he does move around a bit though, it’s nothing too annoying- you’ll probably just wake up without blankets and ace lying on the floor somehow.
deuce likes holding you more than he likes you holding him. either way, he still blushes every time he looks at you- it’s inevitable. no matter how long you’ve been together, he still turns red when he looks at you’re sleeping face. he’s incredibly warm so he’s nice to cuddle, the only downside is that he moves a lot- and by that, i mean kicking and punching. you’re waking up with a couple of bruises if you don’t move away.
SAVANACLAW:
leona usually likes being the big spoon unless he’s had a bad day. there’s just something about having you in his arms that he adores- he has front-row seats to look at the way your usually tired and stressed face relax and finally get some rest. he’s the only one (besides grim) that gets to see you in this vulnerable position, all because you fully trust him. but somehow, he always ends up being in your arms when he wakes up.
jack is so so shy about it, it’s adorable. it’s kind of hard to relax with his tail wagging at 50 mph but it’s cute so it’s ok. once he’s managed to calm down a bit, he likes to wrap his arms around your waist and hold you. but if you want to be the one doing the holding- you’re guaranteed to see a very flustered wolf-boy (look up ‘do wolves like to cuddle’ and look at the images, this is a threat).
another clingy cuddler, but not as much as ace. ruggie has always slept hugging his pillow way too tight, and you can bet he’ll do the same to you. he’ll let you get up to go to the toilet but as soon as he falls asleep, you’re doomed. also, he sucks on his pillowcases a lot so you’ll wake up with a part of your shirt wet. at least you have good blackmail material 🤷
OCTAVINELLE:
azul is relatively a normal sleeper, he just gets embarrassed when he wakes up clinging to you. like that isn’t part of being in a relationship lol. it really doesn’t matter what position both of you are in- the two of you will wake up with his arms around you, your arms limp from his head resting on your shoulder with his head tucked into the crook of your neck. he also snores a little.
jade is kind of creepy (shocking), and that also includes the way he sleeps. completely straight, absolutely unmoving, looks like a vampire because you can’t even tell if he’s breathing or not. and it doesn’t really change when he’s sleeping with you. prefers to be the big spoon but can go either way, as long as one of you is sleeping on the other’s chest ‘cuz he likes listening to your heartbeat and vice versa.
you know what’s coming ._. floyd is latching onto you like squid tentacles. he’s worse than ace and ruggie combined and on some nights, that could be considered an understatement. likes being the little spoon more, tbh- there isn’t a specific reason for it either. be warned ⚠️ he nibbles in his sleep. all of his pillows have teething marks. it’s nothing too painful but his teeth are sharp enough to wake you up in the middle of the night. he also likes rubbing his cheek against you.
SCARABIA:
there are so many clingy boys on this list, and kalim is another one of them. he doesn’t move around that much but he does sleep in really weird positions. so you’ll sleep with his arms around you in a very normal pose, but you’ll wake up with his feet next to your head or something else bizarre. on the rare occasions he does wake you up and he finds out- he’ll apologize and give you tons of kisses to make up for it. he’s adorable and he didn’t mean to do it so you have to forgive him.
poor poor touch-starved jamil :( he’s so awkward the first couple of nights, he’ll act like he knows what he’s doing but he really doesn’t. he gets the hang of it eventually. his hair gets in his mouth sometimes so he always ties it up in a very loose braid before he goes to sleep. doesn’t have a cuddling preference and will usually go with what you like, as long as he’s touching you in some way, he’ll sleep fine (he’s just romantic like that. get you a man like jamil).
POMEFIORE:
everyone knows vil has a very strict schedule and routine- and that includes wearing a few face products before going to sleep. favours the big spoon because there’s less chance of you touching his face, but if you move around a lot you’ll wake up with him holding your hand at a bit of distance from you. he makes sure to give you lots of affection in the morning to make up for it.
as strange as rook is, he’s completely normal when he’s sleeping. lies on his side with a hand under his head usually- but his arms will be wrapped around you if you’re with him. subconsciously traces circles on your arms as he goes on about how radiant you look under the moonlight because of course he sleeps with his curtains and windows open. you don’t have to worry about getting cold because rook runs pretty warm.
rip to you, ig. because epel fights in his sleep- as in full-on brawls. punches and kicks everywhere and the pillows and sheets always end up on the floor. he got better at ‘handling it’ as soon as he started cuddling with you but he still does it, just not as often and not as hard. if you wake up because of it (and you will) just place your hand on top of his and he’ll eventually calm down and stay still enough for you to get close. if you mention it in the morning, he’ll get flustered and apologise >-> he’s pretty so...
IGNIHYDE:
idia is a bit messy when he sleeps. drools a little and snores a bit, a little shuffling here and there but he’s pretty normal. once the two of you start sleeping next to each other, he gets really self-conscious about his habits. the first couple of times, he tries to stay a bit further away than necessary- but he still somehow always manages to crawl to you. when he wakes up he’s so fucking embarrassed and you have to stop him from running out of his own room. you’ll kind of have to aggressively tell him that you don’t mind or you’re willing to accommodate in some way, otherwise, it’ll be like this every time.
DIASOMNIA:
malleus hasn’t cuddled anything in his sleep in centuries. he still remembers the slightly worn dragon plushie lilia gave to him, but like all kids do- he slowly stopped using it. no matter, he has you now. prefers being the big spoon more because he can pet your head that way, but he certainly won’t mind if you want to do the same to him. another one who likes nuzzling his cheek against you.
lilia sleeps like you expected he would. absolutely still and silent, but when you cuddle he likes laying his head on your chest, the sound of your heartbeat soothes him in ways even he can’t explain. in case it wasn’t obvious, likes being the little spoon. a tad clingy and he runs cold so you’ll feel a bit chilly- nothing a few extra blankets won’t fix.
silver is so dreamy when he’s asleep. the way his eyelashes rest gently on his face, even the way he breathes is beautiful. it feels like a crime to wake him up, let alone be the lucky one who sleeps next to him. doesn’t have a preference, as long as he’s near you. if you get up to go leave in the middle of the night, however, he will wake up. it’s like he can sense when you’re not there.
sebek is sebek. he’s always on guard and ready to jump into action, it even reflects in the way he sleeps. but as much as he likes to deny it, he loves when you hold his hand. he doesn’t need anything more than that, really. he also stares at you when you’re sleeping, he doesn’t know why he does it but he does. maybe he just likes the way you look when you’re relaxed.
ROYAL SWORD ACADEMY:
disney princess who? neige is absolutely breathtaking it makes people angry sometimes, and for good reason. his cheeks are always a rosy pink, his mouth is slightly parted and it’s practically begging you to kiss him awake. if you do, he’ll be flustered but very happy. sleeps like snow white, what do you expect. but when he’s with you, his favourite position is resting his head on your shoulder so your arm will be numb. and are you really going to say no to him.
chenya is a cheeky little shit, but he’s a catman so what are you gonna do. 100% tickles you with little kisses across your neck and shoulders when you’re sleeping just to mess with you, and because he just likes giving you affection. also doesn’t have a preferred position, but likes to be as close to you as possible. if you want him to stop, just pet his ears. he will fall asleep in minutes, guaranteed. 
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16 with bordy please!!! love you!!
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“penalities”
thomas bordeleau x reader
16. “i need you right now”
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warning: VERY slight cussing
being a student in college has its ups and downs. attending university of michigan is the best decision you’ve ever made, it’s how you met your boyfriend thomas. but unfortunately a downside of college is the incredibly overwhelming work load. unfortunately you have two essays due by monday for different classes, and you’ve only finished one. earlier you broke the news that you couldn’t attend tonight’s game vs msu, and thomas was devastated. you reassured him that you’d listen to it as background noise, which is exactly what you’re doing.
you’re quickly snapped from your thoughts when you realize thomas just got a penalty. you groan at his stupidity, and turn your attention back to this draining essay you’re writing. you stop typing only 30 minutes later when it’s announced thomas now received a disqualification for punching someone. “oh thomas, you’re so so stupid!” you groan again, immediately turning off the game. you just don’t understand why he’s being so rough tonight, and you seriously don’t want to stress about it since you’re so close to finishing your last essay.
you eventually finish your essay, and turn the game on again just to see the clock ticking down from the last 5 minutes of the last period. the wolverines are losing by one, and you’re instantly at the edge of your seat. before you know it, the game is over, and msu won. you know the boys are devastated, especially thomas. you already know he’s going to be angry, especially after seeing the way he was acting in the game. clearly something was bugging him, you just didn’t know what it was. you always go to every home game, and text him after every away game. you’d never been in this position where thomas was only 15 minutes away from you, upset after losing a game, and you not being there to comfort him. you have no idea what to do.
suddenly you get an incoming calling from thomas, and you answer it immediately. “oh babe, i’m so sorry.” you say, receiving nothing but silence on the other end. “thomas?” you ask, yet still nothing. “must’ve been a butt dial” you chuckle about to hang up when suddenly thomas’ voice speaks up. “no no no please don’t hang up” he says, his voice sounding shaky. “oh hi, how are you feeling?” “shit, y/n. you know that.”
“oh. you’re right im sorry” you say softly into the phone. “fuck. im sorry, im so so sorry. im just a literal whirlwind of emotions right now. i’m so sorry for lashing out at you” he sighs. “thomas it’s okay i promise. where are you? are you still at yost? why don’t you come over to my place” you suggest. he remains silent for a little bit before raspily stating, “can you come pick me up? matty drove me here, but i really don’t feel like talking to anyone besides you, y/n. i need you right now.” “of course, i’m on my way” “i love you.” “i love you more thom.”
you grab your keys and get into your car. you drive down to yost, and walk in through one of the back doors thomas had shown you. you walk past some employees leaving, and turn the corner to see a distraught thomas sitting on the hallway floor. “oh thom, hi baby” you say, sliding down the wall to sit next to him. he says nothing and looks up at you with bloodshot eyes. you gasp, and pull him into a tight hug. “oh you poor thing, don’t cry” you say, placing a hand behind his head. “it’s my fault we lost” he mumbles into your neck. “hm?” you say, pulling back from the hug to hear him better. “i said, it’s my fault we lost” “thomas, you’re joking right?” “no? why would i be?”
you sigh before steadily saying, “brendan got a penalty, and luke did too. it’s not just your fault that you guys lost, it’s absolutely no one’s. when have you ever seen a team beat every single one of their opponents huh? it’s impossible for a team to never lose. don’t beat yourself up over one game, and yeah maybe you made some dumb choices tonight but everyone learns from their mistakes. so please stop beating yourself up, i promise everyone else is just as upset with themselves as you are. i promise no one is mad at you thom.” after your quick little speech, he looks up at you with glossed over eyes, and a smile begins to form on his lips. “i love you, so so much. what did i do to deserve you?” “oh stop you’re gonna make me blush, now cmon mr ‘disqualified’ let’s go back to my place” “too soon y/n, too soon” he chuckles.
“y’know, i made those dumb decisions tonight cause i was angry you weren’t at the game.” he says as he gets into your passenger seat. “you what?!” you blurt out in disbelief. “yup. every time you’re not at a game i feel almost like, i don’t know, dissociated i guess. seeing your face in the crowd helps me stay grounded. i can usually control it, but tonight something in me just like snapped” he chuckles to himself. “well then, i guess i’ll just have to go to all of your games” you shrug. “that doesn’t sound too bad to me” thomas smiles.
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A Fire Burning Quiet (Male!Reader x Bucky Barnes)
Requested by @thenlookatyourphones for Can I request a scenario/headcanons of sorts for bucky and his boyfriend for old times sake? I was wondering if you could do one where Bucky is super stoic and serious when he’s out in public and a man of very few words and kind of stand-offish, but behind closed doors, he’s super dorky and always trying to make his boyfriend laugh and he’s super cuddly with his boyfriend
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There's so much going on with Bucky.
He just tends to keep it to himself.
With his PTSD, Bucky tends to close up around unfamiliar people, which makes it hard to bond with others.
But you are one of those others. You wormed your way into his circle, and then into his heart.
And you just realize that there's a whole other person locked inside a tough shell, just for you to see.
Bucky tends to respond in one word answers and short vocalizations, at least, outside of his small friend group.
He doesn't smile, and he takes things very seriously, finding it difficult to recognize humor in modern speech patterns.
He is always on high alert, scanning surroundings and people for threat analysis, and he hates crowds.
But when you close the doors, batten down the hatches, build him a fortress where he finally feels safe... Bucky emerges.
He's a dork. A huge dork.
He geeks out over scientific discoveries, despite finding it difficult to pronounce a lot of jargon. He's way more intellectual than people might give him credit for, and he learns very quickly. Bucky likes technology a lot. He thinks it's incredible to see how people have made their lives easier and safer, although he also recognizes downsides, and he absolutely doesn't trust unnecessarily smart devices.
He's decorated his own space and picked out furnishings - he generally goes for state-of-the-art appliances, but just a step away from fully-smart. He refuses to have anything connect to the internet without him knowing why. Sam gave him an Alexa as a joke and Bucky lobbed it out of the window.
Bucky really likes video games and web shows. He likes seeing how creative people can be. He gets invested in stories and loves watching them with you. More than once you've seen him taking notes - Bucky has a knack for analysis and the time to do research on symbolism and references.
He's silly. Not just funny, but silly. He has a biting wit and sarcasm, but you've come to recognize that as another wall, a defense mechanism. Bucky loves jokes that are so terrible they're funny - he likes puns and creative riddles and he smiles so much around you that you wonder why it's just here, just with you and friends.
And the other thing - Bucky is touch starved and not afraid of physical contact. In public, he's too tightly wound to hug or cuddle, but once all his defenses are down, you struggle to find a time he's not somehow pressed against you. Even when you sit at your computer desk, he sometimes likes to just sit against your chair and do his own thing. Bucky's got a lot of room to multitask, and he enjoys just having parallel time with you, yet still connecting.
He'll cuddle you without warning, make stupid faces at you across the dinner table to make you laugh, and be so wonderfully animated and expressive around you.
It makes you a little sad that no one else gets to see this beautiful man you love so much, but you feel such a sense of honor and privilege that you're the one who does.
You love the Bucky that playfully makes little puppy whines while you braid his long hair.
The Bucky that pins you down on the couch and peppers kisses across your skin when you seem sad.
The Bucky that looks so absorbed in a YouTube video analyzing the music in some game that he's played that you feel bad disturbing him.
The Bucky that strings up fairy lights around the rooms, who orders a bunch of fuzzy blankets and demands you try them out with him, who learns to cook and bake just for you, and who pretends to die at the slightest injury so you'll baby him.
And you know what? You love the Bucky he is outside, too. Because even when he grunts at someone out in public, even when he misses a question because he's surveying the area, it's still the same guy. And maybe someday you can help him feel safe enough to not have to lift up his walls every time you're not alone, but maybe not. And that's okay too.
You love him, all the same.
And he loves you.
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hi it’s almost 2am but I can’t stop thinking about this so here’s how I think the (romanceable) bg3 companions would cuddle with someone at night. feel free to imagine your tav/durge in these scenarios and kick your feet about it.
Wyll:
he likes to sleep on his back (one arm behind his head propping him up, very attractive, gentlemanly) while you use his chest as a pillow. he’ll wrap an arm around your shoulders, use that hand to rub your back, stroke your hair, and generally dote on you as he literally whispers poetry to you or even sings you to sleep. type of guy to admire your bleary-eyed face when you wake up and say “good morning, sleeping beauty”.
Halsin:
okay you’re getting one of two things here. either you get spooned from behind in the world’s biggest, strongest bear hug ever, (and yes your ass is pulled FLUSH with his hips), or you’re getting a much more literal bear hug and you get to use his sleeping cave bear form as a fluffy heated pillow. either way, you are going to feel the absolute warmest and safest you ever have in your life. the only downside is that he DOES snore and it IS the loudest noise in the entire world.
Lae’zel:
she refuses to participate in such an undignified activity as “cuddling”, but she WILL protectively sit by you and keep watch as you sleep. half of it is truly her way of showing love by looking out for you while you’re vulnerable, and the other half is secretly an excuse to freely admire your face and form without feeling the need to hide it. (she’s a sweetheart <3).
Gale:
this isn’t even that related to the cuddling but the very first thing on my mind is GALE. READING. TO. YOU. oh boy it’s happening whether you want it or not. he’s either reading a book, telling a story, or extensively infodumping on whatever random topic has hooked him that night. plus, he loves listening when you do the same thing in return! as far as actual cuddling goes, I picture him being either similar to Wyll - sort of on his back and letting you use him as a pillow - OR lying with his head in your lap, letting you pet his hair like he’s a tressym cat, happily listening to you talk until you both fall asleep. he also snores, and though it isn’t nearly as loud as Halsin, you SWEAR you have literally heard him go “snork mimimi” but nobody in camp believes you.
Shadowheart:
sometimes teases you about cuddling but actually thinks you’re so fucking adorable for it and truly enjoys cuddling you. tbh I don’t really have any strong ideas about her actual cuddling style but I can imagine her being open to most things, especially face to face type cuddling where you just gaze into each other’s eyes and snuggle up close. she often likes to make cuddling flirty, wrapping an arm around your waist and confidently pulling you closer until you’re within kissing range….
Karlach:
pre-engine fix? DESPERATELY wants to cuddle you. oh my god she wants to spoon you so fucking bad. she is practically weeping because she can’t cuddle you. instead she’ll settle for just being your personal proximity space heater until she can actually touch you. when that day finally comes though? absolute snuggle bug. all over you. LOVES spooning, especially engulfing you in her arms as a crushing big spoon, but she will love to cuddle in any way you please. on the rare occasion she acts as the little spoon, she’ll cuddle Clive while you cuddle her <3.
Astarion:
full-on cuddling can be a little too much for him (especially when it’s not centered around sex), but what he does like to do is just… lie very close together, facing each other. just waking up and seeing you resting across from him does wonders to reassure and soothe him during his sleepless nights. and if sometimes, after he jolts awake from a nightmare, if his hand should dart out to squeeze yours, well…. you never comment on your entangled fingers in the morning. (also, in a world where he’s almost fully healed and deeply comfortable, he’s a little spoon <3).
I would do Minthara but I’m ngl I have not done a playthrough with miss girl yet so I don’t know enough about her </3 if anyone has ideas for her tho feel free to drop them I’d love to hear it!! I feel like she would be similar to Lae’zel but idk….
also if anyone wants to hear ideas about any non-companion or non-romanceable homies I’d be happy to share my thoughts I love thinking about cuddle headcanons :)))
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- ̥۪͙۪˚┊❛ Welcome to Sapphire Falls - chapter 3 ❜┊˚̥۪͙۪◌
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Basketballer!Chris Evans x Abigail Syverson (plus size!ofc) & Farmer!Syverson x Livia Darmandi (Asian ofc)
Summary: Livia arrives in Sapphire Falls, only to bump into the one person she missed the most. When Abigail wants to escape crazy farm life, she recognizes someone herself.
Word count: 2.4k
Warnings: None.
The Advent Calendar (a.k.a. the masterlist)
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There was one thing I forgot about Sapphire Falls and that is the lack of public transportation. It’s quite the distance from the station to the hotel, but thankfully I am used to living in New York City and walking is my second nature.
The downside to it: there is a tiny hill up there. 
Despite that, I continue my walk and can’t help but smile. I am back home. It is so nice to be back. Everything is like I remembered. The smell is the same, the entourage is the same. 
Of course I could’ve gone back home a lot sooner, but the more time went by since my departure here, the harder it got. But I guess I just had to hit a complete low point in life for me to finally pack a suitcase and come back here. 
I wonder what it’s gonna be like once I reach the heart of Sapphire Falls. I can’t wait to see what Christmas decorations are up and how the city has turned into a real life snow globe. 
I hear a truck approaching from behind me, but I’m walking near the fences, so there is no way the car is gonna hit me. Besides, people from here are sweet and kind, no one would do such a thing.
However the car starts to slow down. Great, now I have to make small talk. I barely got here ten minutes ago and didn’t even get the chance to mentally prepare myself for it. 
‘You look lost,’ I hear a voice say.
Wait a minute, I recognize that voice. The hairs in my neck are standing up straight, not necessarily in a bad way, but more because I can’t believe this is the first person I’m going to encounter here. 
‘Yeah,’ I answer, ‘I haven’t been here in quite a while.’ I stop walking and turn around to face the car, only to detect I was right.
Caleb Syverson, though we always just called him Sy. With one hand still on the wheel, he looks so effortlessly handsome. Still rocking that short buzz cut, but now it’s accompanied by a thick beard. 
Damn, I forgot how attractive I always found him. He truly gets finer and more handsome the older he gets.
‘Hi,’ I say, when he isn’t saying anything, appearing to be at a loss for words. 
‘Livia Darmandi?’ he asks, a deep frown between his brows. ‘Is that really you?’
‘In all her glory.’
Not caring that he is in the middle of the road, he stops the car and opens the door. Sy had always been a buff kind of kid in high school, but over the course of many years, he got even beefier than before. Thick arms in the lumberjack blouse, a broad chest. 
He takes me in completely, before a smirk toys on his lips. ‘I can’t believe it’s you,’ he says, his voice a lot warmer than before. I wrap my arms around his wide shoulders once he’s close enough and he lifts me up like I’m weighing nothing.
I hug him closer, taking in his familiar scent. I missed being engulfed in his arms like this.
Maybe I just missed him.
Once he places me on the ground again, his large hands rest on my shoulders. ‘You look good, Liv.’
Liv. That one nickname I always despised when others used it, but absolutely adored when he said it. ‘Thank you. You look quite alright yourself. I see you managed to grow a beard.’
He rolls his eyes. ‘The potential was there when you left,’ he says. ‘What… What brings you here?’
‘I had to escape New York. I… I’m looking for inspiration here.’
‘Yeah, I read somewhere you’re a pretty famous author now.’
He knew? Sy had never been much of a reader growing up. I helped him write a lot of essays for our English Lit class and getting him to read wasn’t easy. So, I never would’ve guessed that he would keep up with my writing career. I nod before I say: ‘Yeah, but now I’m drained with no inspiration left, so maybe home will help me out and fill me with creativity.’ 
‘You’re staying at the hotel?’
‘Yeah.’
He already grabs my suitcase and says: ‘Allow me to give you a lift.’ He smirks. ‘You forgot about the buses, didn’t you? Big city girls are used to public transport.’
I fake an exaggerated gasp. ‘How mean,’ I say, as he loads my suitcase in the back. I sit next to him in the truck and I realize it’s an even larger model than the one he owned as a teen.
 ‘So,’ I ask Sy when he’s seated next to me, ‘how’s the ranch?’
‘Ranch is doing just fine.’
‘How are Dottie and Abigail?’ 
When he doesn’t answer, I look to the side, only to see the color is drained from his face. ‘Mom died a few years ago.’
‘Oh no,’ I say, hating myself for not knowing this. ‘Sy, I’m so sorry.’
He shrugs. ‘She had a heart attack.’ 
I don’t quite know what to do with that information. So we both stare over the road, as he drives ever so recklessly and we’re nearing the city in no time. 
‘We tried to invite you,’ Sy then tells me. ‘But you’re like Houdini. Just disappeared after you left Sapphire Falls.’
And that pains me to hear. ‘I’m so sorry, Sy,’ I say. ‘I… I’m sorry I missed it.’
He shakes his head. ‘It’s alright, Liv.’
‘I take it you and Abigail took over the ranch?’
‘Yeah. I do the hard work, Abigail takes care of the more logistical parts.’
I snicker softly. ‘Paperwork never was your thing.’
‘Still isn’t.’
The drive goes by in silence, but that’s mostly because I have no idea what to say. When we were younger, I was always the one who would break the silence, unable to bear the quietness. However, now I have no clue what to say to him and it turns out, Sy still doesn’t mind the tranquility. 
He parks in front of the hotel and when we’re out of the car, he hands me back my suitcase.
‘Thank you, Sy, for the drive.’
‘How long are you staying?’
I shrug. ‘Don’t know. I don’t have a time or date to go back to New York.’
‘Well, you should come by the ranch. I’m sure Abigail would like to catch up.’
I nod. ‘Yeah, I would really like to see her.’ I fiddle with the handle of my suitcase. ‘I would really like to catch up with you, Sy. I… I…’ Missed you. ‘I wanna know everything that happened in the years I wasn’t here.’
‘Eleven,’ he says. 
I have no idea what he is talking about. ‘What?’ 
‘You weren’t here for eleven years.’
I swallow hard. Time sure has flown by. I knew a long while had passed, but I didn’t expect it to be eleven years. ‘Ah, right.’
‘But I wanna catch up with you too. We have quite a few animals here. I wonder if you know all the valuable and important lessons I taught you.’
‘I might have been a city girl for many years, but those lessons are rooted in my DNA.’
And then I see it again: his beautiful smirk. It sure does things to me and things include sweaty palms. ‘I think so too.’ 
‘I should check in,’ I say, despite not wanting to say my goodbyes to him just yet.
‘I’ll see you around, Liv. Don’t be a stranger and just knock on the door of Honey Bee Ranch. Remember: the door’s always open for you.’
And with that, he gets back in his truck again and without so much of a wave, he drives off.
Welcome back to Sapphire Falls, Livia Darmandi.
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While the animals have my heart and I don’t necessarily despise my brother, there are moments where the farm just pushes me to the limits. I crave normalcy, something none animal related. No feces, no noises, just something that resembles city life.
I need a chai latte, so I step into my pick-up truck and drive to town with the same driving style as Sy, which some might call a little reckless, but in reality it’s just the Syverson way of driving. The parking spot in front of my beloved cafe is free. 
Finally something that goes right for me today. It better goes uphill from here.
I open the door and am welcomed with the familiar ring. ‘Ah,’ the barista says when his eyes land on me, ‘one chai latte for my favorite Syverson coming up.’ 
Am I coming over here too often or is this town just too damn small? 
While I wait for my order to come up, I think about the times I used to come here with my friends. With Livia, Sy and Chris. We would sit in the booth in the far left corner, Sy and Livia without an inch between them, while me and Chris tried to keep some space between us. Which was kinda impossible with the  unspacious seats and the fact that Chris and I weren’t the smallest people. 
Chris. Is it possible for someone to be your best friend and not at the same time? We hung out all the time, we talked all the time, but there was always this tension, this friction between us. I didn’t think a lot of it, since our friendship still worked. He was there for me when I needed him, and I was there for him. We shared basically everything. Hell, he even knew when I had my period. We were so close, I could just tell by the look on his face what he was thinking most of the time. 
So when he left town to pursue his basketball career, I would have never imagined he’d never look back. We had only texted a couple times, but not even a month after he left, he stopped answering me. I figured I had it coming. He couldn’t be seen with me anymore, not when he was about to become famous. The athletic basketballer with the simple, hefty, farm girl? 
The barista calling my name pulls me out of my thoughts. I know I shouldn’t be thinking these things, but it’s hard to stop myself. Especially because I still have no idea why he broke contact with me. 
In desperate need of some fresh–and not the smelly farm air–I decide to take a walk. With my coffee in hand I stride out of the café and turn the corner onto the  main street of Sapphire Falls. It is crowded, people in this town like to be prepared for Christmas so they start shopping as soon as possible. I, on the other hand, procrastinate until the last moment. 
Before my parents died, Christmas was a big deal. We decorated the farm, even the stables, put up the biggest tree dad could find and everyone we loved came over for Christmas dinner. 
But all of that changed after Mom died. She kept Christmas going for Dad. That was her way of remembering him. For me and Sy, it was just too painful. We just had dinner, or met up with some friends downtown.
An enthusiastic shopper almost bumps into me. I give him a polite smile, but on the inside I feel like throwing my coffee in his face. Too bad that’s something I shouldn’t do; within minutes the whole town would know and they would form an opinion about me in a heartbeat. 
The presents in the shopper’s hand got me thinking on the other hand; maybe I should get Sy an actual present this year. Every year I give him socks and clothes, because the man is incapable of taking care of himself. But when he gave me a new lens for my camera last year, I felt like I should step up and give him a more thoughtful present. 
I figure it couldn’t hurt to look around. While I’m walking through the crowd towards the warehouse, I hear people whisper around me. I see someone pointing somewhere ahead of me. I can’t believe he is back, I hear someone whisper. Who is back? I think to myself. 
My heart stops and blood appears to freeze in my veins when I understand who everyone is whispering about. I recognize that back, the stance and that hair. The last time I saw it in real life was when he left. But now this is not my fantasy nor my imagination thinking about it. 
This is truly the Chris Evans. He is the type of man that was always attractive, but will look elite the older he gets. His beard, his stance. His back got broader, his legs thicker and did he manage to get even taller? 
Everything about him is gorgeous. My mouth turns dry, and I try to take a sip of my coffee only to find out it’s already empty. Chris Evans is back in town. And my coffee is empty. This day is not going uphill like I hoped. 
Of course I’ve looked him up, of course I saw him being engaged to a woman called Bethany, but when I saw that ring on her non manicured finger and the average engagement picture, I decided to not hurt myself more and stop looking at his Instagram. I never expected him to marry me, but seeing him with another woman, that hurt. 
He never dated much back in high school, neither did I, but that was mostly because no one seemed interested in me. Chris on the other hand had girls swirling around him, but he turned most of them down. He went on the occasional date, had a girlfriend here and there but never for longer than a month. We always teased and asked him about it, but he always said he wanted to focus on his basketball career and that he’d rather hang out with us.  
I missed him. The second the thought appears in my mind I feel conflicted. Did I really miss the guy who left me behind? Maybe he had his reasons. Maybe I could have tried harder. 
Before he can even spot me, I decide to turn away. Not to bother and hope for a glimpse, a moment of his time. At least not yet.
Because I know what happens when I let Chris Evans in my life.
I’ll get hurt, both intentionally or unintentionally.
And I’m not ready for that.
Not yet at least.
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Hi, I was wondering if you could write a fluff and a little bit of angst Robin x fem! Reader. Maybe she friends with the og group and through Steve meets Robin. And as a bisexual she falls for her but Robin thinks she likes Steve so she’s all angsty till it gets resolved.
Also pride month starts in like 1 minute for me so HAPPY PRIDE <3
It took me so long to get to these so sorry
You like me? Robin Buckley x f! Reader
Steve and I were best friends, we had gone through everything together from the nancy break up to the demo dogs. But Steve and I, we were ONLY friends. The downsides of growing up in a small town is that everyone knows everything. so when Steve and I got so close when I was in freshman year everyone assumed we were dating. That rumor spread like a virus and even now three years later everyone assumed Steve and I were dating. That hurt my love life extremely, no matter what every girl and boy thought I was cheating on steve if I even tried to go on a date.
The dating rumor hurt me even more now during the summer of ‘85. Steve had gotten a job at scoops ahoy in the new starcourt mall. The first day I walked in to visit Steve I was absolutely smitten. A girl with short dirty blonde hair and freckles stood at the counter.
I had turned the corner towards scoops ahoy, I had about five bags in my hand. This was the first time I was coming to visit Steve during his shift. My eyes widened and my cheeks burned as I saw the most beautiful girl I had ever seen standing across the counter. She had short dirty blonde hair and freckles. I hadn’t even known I liked girls until I saw her. I walked slowly up to the counter and she smiled softly towards me.
“Hi welcome to scoops ahoy how may I help you?”
My eyes widened as I realized I had to talk to her. “I..um..I’m…is Steve here?” I stuttered out. She chuckled “dingus! Someone’s here to see you!” She shouted as she pushed through the door that I assumed led to the back. After a few minutes Steve ran out “y/n!” He shouted happily as he ran up to and hugged me. “Hi!” I giggled out as I dropped all my bags to wrap my arms around his neck.
I looked past his shoulder to see the girl standing there a disappointed frown on her face. “Oh that’s Robin..” he whispered. “She cool” I mumbled back. “No she’s not” Steve said as he let go of me. Steve walked back behind the counter and I grabbed my bags and sat the down on one of the booths. “Robin this is y/n. Y/n this is Robin” he said gesturing to both of us. “It’s nice to meet you” I said quietly as I held my hand out. She slowly shook my hand her cheeks turning a bright pink. “It’s nice to meet you too” she laughed.
From that day on I came every single day. Not just to see my best friend but to see her. Robin. Every day I’d come in get a strawberry cone, and try to talk to Robin. But it almost always ended up with me sitting in one of the booths trying to conceal my embarrassment. Every time I’d try to talk to her I’d stutter over my words or just say something stupid. I was absolutely in love with this girl I had just met.
Some how during the two weeks I’d been coming in, Steve had realized i had a crush on Robin. He had come up with this elaborate plan to get us together.
“Hey you know robin, she’s pretty cool you know maybe you should talk to her”
“I already talk to her” I laughed as I licked at my strawberry ice cream. “Yeah but maybe you could talk to her without I don’t know stuttering..and maybe yo could make eye contact once in awhile” he laughed as he wrapped his arm around my shoulder. My eyes widened and I covered my face with my hand. “Come on…I know you like her just talk to her.”
I shook my head “nope..nope not gonna happen.”
He rolled his eyes and shouted “hey rob..can you come over here?!” I pushed at his shoulder “what are you doing! Steve stop!” I hissed. Robin walked over her eyebrows knitted together. “Whatcha need dingus?” She asked as she placed both her hands on the table. “Welp I’m leaving you two talk!” He said as he got up from the seat and pushed her into it. “Steve! What the hell are you doing?” She hissed. “Talk I’ll go scoop” he said as he smiled before walking away.
“Hi” I mumbled looking down at my hands. “Hi” she muttered back just as awkwardly. “Why do you think he wants us to talk?” She asked. I shrugged my shoulders “I..maybe because…I want to tell you something” I had finally gotten the balls to tell her. She tilted her head fo the side and furrowed her eyebrows. “What is it?” She asked “I like you..a lot.” I blurted out. Her eyes widened, the only thing going through my mind was ‘oh god, she isn’t gay. I just ruined my entire life.’
“I thought you were dating Steve”
I laughed “oh my god” I leaned my head back. “That stupid rumor from when I was fourteen is ruining my entire life” I giggled. “Wait so you really like me?” She asked. I nodded. “Seriously? You like me?” I nodded again. Then she leaned forward connecting our lips. It felt like fireworks exploding, no matter how many people I kissed I think that one would always be the best.
“Holy shit Yess!” We both quickly parted to see Steve jumping up and down in excitement.
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lifeofa-fangirl · 1 year
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TW: FLASHING IN THE VIDEO!
Måneskin @ Vorst National, Brussels - 02.03.2023
"There's just one thing I hope you know, I loved you so."
Last week was... a struggle to say the least. Without going into too much detail, let me tell you that work has been slowly drowning me. I spend February telling myself 'You cannot get sick, you cannot get sick.' over and over again. Because the whole project would collapse if I got sick. And also I just had to make it through the month because I was seeing Panic at the Disco on February 28th and Måneskin on March 2nd. So as some sort of cruel joke, my body decided to betray me and of course chose exactly this week to get sick. I felt awful, exhausted and my brain was full of fog. I knew if I would go see Panic I would not make it to Måneskin and probably collapse during work. I should have probably just called in sick, but I didn't. Instead I made the painful decision to not go see Panic. It hurt, because I know Brendon is amazing live and this was his goodbye tour. But choices had to be made, so I chose. I dragged my body to Thursday, I slept as much as I could and I spend about an hour underneath a hot shower that afternoon to feel somewhat okay again. But I eventually made it to Brussels and let me tell you: so freaking worth it!
I was honestly nervous about this show, because usually when you look forward to something so much, it can only disappoint. But let me tell you: Måneskin did not disappoint. Not one bit. If anything they exceeded my expectations. They confirmed what I always thought: live is better than the albums (which is a rare treat). I have so much thoughts swirling through my head still, even though it's been almost a week. So excuse the word/thought vomit that is about to follow. Sorry not sorry.
The setlist is amazing. They played like... 95 percent of my favorites. My only disappointment was that they switched Lividi Sui Gomiti for Kool Kids. They had fun, the people on stage had fun (it was so adorable to see Damiano actually happily hug everyone), but that song just isn't for me. Also Gasoline fell flat on it's face, but that had everything to do with the venue (which at moments is a bottomless echo pit) and nothing with them cause it did look cool.
Other than that, such a good list. One of my absolute favorites? Feel. It doesn't necessarily stick out for me on the record, but live? Wowza! Also, Mark Chapman and La Fine slap so hard live.
Also, I honestly feel they should just take Beggin off the list by now. If you have to introduce a song with 'We've been playing this song a lot. Maybe a bit too much. But we know some of you like it, so we'll play it again.' then I think it's time to let go. I wouldn't mind one bit.
The whole setup with the low hanging lights was absolutely amazing, so stunning and cool. I was very curious what the setting would be, cause honestly, most of their shows I've seen are pretty basic when it comes to lights and staging. But this was so cool, I loved it.
Thomas freaking Raggi. The man, the myth, the legend. All the freaking love for this man. I thought I had gathered how amazing he was, but seeing him perform live, realizing once more how much he's grown, watching him be a total rockstar? Man oh man, what a glorious treat! He deserves all the praise.
A choice had to be made and I opted for standing spots. The downside of that in combination with being tiny? I lost track of them every time they went into the crowd. And I lost track of Vic a lot in general because she so tiny lmao. Though rest assured I did catch Damiano being a total slut a lot. Like, you don't realize until you see it how much of a slut he exactly is on stage I feel haha.
The upside of our spots? We were very close to the B-stage for the acoustic set. Damiano and Thomas doing Vent'anni and If Not For You accoustic, up close and personal? Oh be still, my dear heart. I have yet to recover from this. Highlight of the evening for me. I cannot even put it in words.
On a side note about this: I know we are all a bit worried about Damiano and the oxygen mask IG post. But they had to run halfway around the venue to come into the crowd at the back to reach the B-stage. And then back to the main stage again. Damiano joked that was harder than he expected, but he was absolutely fine, not even out of breath. So I'm assuming what ever he has now is just some bug that I hope will pass soon.
Major shoutout to Ethan's arms. Like, I've seen the pictures, I get it. But then at the end of the show he threw his drumsticks into the audience and the distance caused a collective ooooh from the crowd. We were pretty far to the back and he could have hit me in the head if the direction had been a bit different. Very impressive.
Also impressive? The audience. I've seen a lot of audiences, I've been in a lot of audiences. And this one was a particularly good one. They were wild, there was so so much energy. They participated loudly and proudly (even I got down down down twice during IWBYS despite practically hearing my knees crack over all the noise). And they were respectful. Damiano had three rules for the people on stage: No phones. No phones. And no phones. So that's what happened. I was so happy to be a part of this.
And lastly, I wanna point out the energy they brought. I know this is hard for them sometimes (not intentionally, but we all get tired. They do too and you can tell sometimes). But last Thursday? They were absolutely on fire. So much energy and they radiated so much genuine happiness, they were playful and they clearly had a good time. And I'm so happy I got to witness that.
So yes, so many thoughts, but all in all it was quite simple: What a band, what an amazing night! All the love for these four rockstars!
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dgm 247 thoughts: (with spoilers and pictures)
(from a French fantranslation, at this date i do not have any English translation to link to)
-For so long there were speculations about Mana dying out of an accident but the confirmation he died out of becoming weaker and weaker after Allen attacked him is... actually quite horrible. He literally died in Allen’s arms while they were snuggling together this is the worst thing ever.
-Kanda’s “hey let’s go to Mana’s grave i want to check if he’s really dead” iS SO. IT’S SO. LIKE OF COURSE ALLEN LOOKS FUCKED UP ABOUT IT.
It’s so insensitive but can’t blame him when 1) he’s fresh from having seen someone he was SURE he had killed being alive actually, 2) we know Mana is technically Alive. 
but still the absolute DREAD of this moment, never change Kanda
-ABSOLUTELY LOVE that they started fighting right afterward, Allen shared the most traumatic moments of his life with Kanda in a rare moment of vulnerability and it ends with the two of them beating each other up
-oghhhh Kanda literally talking about Alma and saying how he can’t believe Mana is dead for sure until he checked because of how traumatizing it was to see Alma was actually alive, end me
-”I believe that due to the circumstances it’s possible Mana is what we refered as the Grey Zone of the war” oh my god Kanda
-Oghh the art is as stunning as ever but i’m genuinely emo over some Mana panels and Allen’s too
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HE’S SO PRETTY HE’S SO PRETTY
also “i understand, now i’m bringing you all into all of this” HE’S NO LONGER THINKING ABOUT CARRYING IT ALL ALONE, a MOMENT OF JOY FOR THIS
-Allen’s set up the Grey Zone officially now, and while Kanda was always ready for it and Johnny too, i’m so touched Tiedoll just nods along and say “yeah ofc i’m joining i need to watch over you younglings” i’m so emo i’m so emo i’m so emo
-LINK
-OH MY GOD LINK?????????,
-I LOVE how Kanda introduces him like “i need you to meet this bastard dog first”, you can really feel the moment from Allen going “seriously i just told you i was named after a dog and you-” bUT THEN
BUT THEEEEEEEEEN
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NOW ALLEN KNOWS LINK IS ALIVE AT LEAST
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-ALLEN HUGGING LINK BC HE MISSED HIM AND WAS SO WORRIED ABOUT HIM IM FULL BLOWN CRYING
-also “i looked at Link’s face and now i’m hungry” ALLEN.
-God it’s so exciting to see the “Grey Zone” in place now, and to see Allen actually discuss everything he knows with them. I’m genuinely going to cry just seeing them in circle discussing it AND THE FACT LINK JOINED THEM........
-And now Link knows that Apocryphos killed him, not like he remembered since Apo erased his memories. that’s exiciting, this might change his opinions on his side as well godd.
-Link 🤝 Kanda “Us? in danger from Apocryphos? you mean it’s Apocryphos who’s in danger fROM US. WE’LL FUCK HIM UP” Johnny: you both almost got killed by him though. Link&Kanda: HEY NOW.
-oh they’re splitting :( Tiedoll and Kanda going back at the Order to investigate from the inside...
-... And Allen, in a rare moment of actually relying on others, actually asked Johnny to accompany him to the Campbell Mansion because only Johnny could bring him back to reality when Nea tried to erase him...
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i’m so fucking emo 😭😭
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-KANDA THIS EXPRESSION IS SO SCARY
-”The Crow who became a pervert, apparently? what’s your goal” WHAT DO YOU MEAN PERVERT
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THANKS ENGLISH TRANSLATION IT MAKES MORE SENSE NOW
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-LINK????????????? WELL AT LEAST LINK ISNT HIDING ANYTHING FROM THE GROUP BUT LMAO THAT HE SHOWS IT LIKE THAT????
-so yeah Link is actually super honest? he tells Allen downright why he’s here, that Lveille assigned him this mission, and that when Allen disappears he will help the 14th. like holy shit man decided i’m no longer hiding anything from Allen ever.
-ok true downside this time wtf Link why are you talking about wanting to “save Lveille” from himself and his own hatred, Link, Link look at me, no need to develop a Savior Complex Link, not for him, he’s not worth it. Focus on your Crow family please my sweetheart.
-Also wow this chapter is making me like Link a hundred times more than i ever did before, i always had a bit of a mixed feeling regarding him (that wasn’t helped by seeing fandom opinions of him tbh but that’s bc i’m super contrarian) but this chapter’s characterization of Link is... genuinely not what i would come to expect of him but also i love it??? am i genuinely starting to love Link now??? after all these years????
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-ALLEN WHY
-So now they’re set in motion. Kanda and Tiedoll go back to the Order to investigate it from the inside. Allen, Link and Johnny are all headed to the Campbell Mansion to meet Katerina and get answers (so we WILL actually kick off the Bookman thingy here) 
-Their goal: discovering the mysteries under this holy war once and for all Kanda and Tiedoll will try to search infos about Apocryphos as well as finding Mana’s grave and see if he’s still in his grave
-They’re OFFICIALLY setting a Grey Zone. for how long the manga has been hinting that the true answer would be in the Grey, we’re finally going into it holy shit
Conclusion: first chapter since we left the flashback, first chapter since we see the gang back together, and yet this works SO WELL. Returning to all of those dynamics are SO worth it, i missed seeing them so much, and now my blood is pumping!!! i love all that’s hinted here!!! oh my god!!!
I’m so happy with this chapter and for once in a very long time i’m VERY looking forward where it’s going
also now that Allen knows Link is alive and we know Link will travel with him: DOES THAT MEAN WE’RE OFFICIALLY GETTING CLOSER TO THAT ONE LEAK
INCREDIBLE CHAPTER MOMENT LETS GOOOO
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5, 15, 19! (for the doctor who ask thing)
5. If you could pick any companion to travel with any Doctor, who would it be
I don’t have any one Dream TARDIS Team, but I’m in a big Benny mood right now, and I think Benny and Twelve would be amazing. The snark… the cynicism hiding so much kindness… the lack of manipulation and master plans this time around… They’d be perfect.
15. If you could travel with one Doctor, who would it be
There’s no standout winner, so for this I kind of need to go through the Doctors and consider what travelling with each of them would be like.
One: Absolutely not! He might get into a mood and yell at me and then I’d cry. Also he has zero control over the TARDIS and I’d like to be able to go home when I want to.
Two: I’d quite like to travel with Two, so long as it was in Season 6B to avoid the “zero control over the TARDIS” issue. I also wouldn’t want the TARDIS team to be me, Two and Jamie, I think I’d feel insecure next to their relationship. I’d enjoy travelling with Two alone, but could also consider Two + Jamie + someone else.
Three: On the plus side, travelling with Three means I am most likely to encounter Delgado!master. On the negative side, Delgado wouldn’t even hypnotise me, he could just ask me politely to plant a bomb in UNIT and I’d go “okay, you’re very pretty” and then the Doctor might get a bit upset with me.
Four: God no I’d strangle him with his own scarf within a week.
Five: I would not travel with Five. He’s kind of bitchy and there’s a severe risk he will try to talk about cricket at me, or worse, play it.
Six: Pre-Evelyn: No he’s too mean. Post-Evelyn: Maybe? He might also get kind of annoying after prolonged exposure, but I still think I’d enjoy hanging out with him.
Seven: Nope nope nope!!! I have a therapist to discuss my childhood trauma with it, I don’t need Seven to drag me back to where it all took place and give me some brand new trauma to go along with it.
Eight: He’s my favourite Doctor, so I might be tempted, but with the highest rate of Bad Companion Endings I’m gonna have to pass.
Nine: Might also be mean to me if I fucked something up, plus I am not equipped to deal with the amount of trauma Nine’s carrying around. I’m not travelling with Nine.
Ten: I’d strangle him with Four’s scarf within less than a week.
Eleven: He’s the only Doctor I actually dislike, actually spending time with him is not going to change this.
Twelve: Also too mean in his first season, but otherwise I’d enjoy travelling with Twelve.
Thirteen: I can’t see any downsides to travelling with Thirteen, other than the Two/Jamie issue of Thirteen also having a companion pretty much her whole life that she’s particularly close to and me feeling insecure next to that. I’d do better with Thirteen/Yaz though, because I think I’d relate to and get along with Yaz a lot better than Jamie. I’d be willing to travel with the two of them, but prefer Thirteen alone/Dan there too.
All in all, I think my top runners would be Two, Twelve and Thirteen. With all other conditions being perfect, I’m gonna go with Two because he’s a lot more into hugs than the other two, and I’m gonna need someone to cling to when everything gets kind of scary.
19. Favourite one off monster
Can I say the Kandyman? I mean, he’s kind of just a guy who looks like that, but I love evil Bertie Bassett and his stupid voice and his toxic relationship with his husband/assistant/creator. He’s like a poor little meow meow to me.
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op15-moonwaltz · 1 year
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luckily santa clause 3 was like my first hyperfixation like….ever lol so i’ve got jack hcs for dayyyyyyys and the marty short hyperfixation has reignited the love for popsicle man so🫶🫶🫶
-expanding on the last one bc YESSSSS weighted+heated blanket jack truther fr. i totally hc that one time mrs claus found him when he felt too cold and panicked and was shivering both from the cold and the anxiety. she immediately hugged him while also trying to ground him from his panic as jack tried to remember how to breathe and fought off tears. eventually he calmed down enough and mrs clause made them some cocoa, giving jack all the time he needed to feel safe (and warm) again. he felt *so* guilty for his weakness but after the whole ordeal, a few days later ms claus gifted him with the weighted+heated blanket. he’s used it every day since <3
-despite being *very* used to the cold, jack would always get pretty frequent nosebleeds. he’d always keep tissues nearby or in his pocket, sometimes not even noticing his blood. although, one time one of his nosebleeds almost ruined one of his suits and he nearly sent a blizzard to miami in anger lol
-BIGGG history nerd. after some of the legendary figures found out about this, they appointed him as a substitute teacher for the elves. while jack acted like he hated it, the elves actually always loved when he was there (mostly because he gave no homework lol), and jack definitely felt that love and appreciation :,) so naturally, he loved them right back
-even though he’s kinda uncomfortable with physical touch, on particularly bad days he’ll actively seek out hugs. being held like that even just for a second just makes him feel so much safer on those days <3
-his ass is not straight idc 😭 i literally have nothing for this i’m just right
i need to think of some more but i love this ice cube sm 🫶🫶🫶
ALL OF THESE ARE SO REAL AND CORRECT
his ass is the walking definition of fruity, take one look at his entire fit from the movie and tell me I'm wrong 💀
I can TOTALLY see him being a huge history nerd, then being like "NO, I am NOT teaching a bunch of Claus' 'Yes' men, I'd rather die!" cuts to him wearing glasses and pointing at a chalkboard "THEN, around the late 1700s to the 1830s was the Industrial Revolution-" and just absolutely LOVING that he was able to rant about time periods for hours.
Him seeking out comfort on bad days >>>>> He definitely spends more time around the Claus quarters, it's always warmer in there and over time he's become close to both Scott and Mrs. Claus, the only downside is that once he gets warmed up enough he ends up falling asleep on their couch in there. They've since replaced the old couch with one that has reclining seats.
I can see him stimming discomfort by rubbing his arms up and down, especially if he gets too cold, and maybe repeatedly clenching and unclenching his hands.
I see him LOVING stars and space, I dunno why. I think it's because of that glowy, almost uncannily beautiful aura that fresh snowy nights have. Where the sky is just too bright for the time it is, and the entire outside has this ethereal glow to it accompanied by the soft silence of the snow muffling everything but the wind. He likes to hang around during those times, it's one of the few moments where he feels he's done some beautiful things.
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I’m just gonna, ramble right now about how I recently came to the conclusion that I’m orchidromantic. I mean, I knew I was orchidromantic before. But in more of an alloro-leaning way, if that makes sense. But now I’m thinking it’s not in an alloro-leaning way at all. I don’t feel like it’s in an aro-leaning way either though. I’m just, straight-up orchidromantic.
So, I currently have a “celebrity” crush (I use celebrity loosely- he’s more of a nobody who’s in a band halfway across the world but whatever, point is I don’t know the guy and will likely never meet him). After a year and a half dealing with crushes on people I know. And you know what?
This crush has been absolutely, 100% heavenly in comparison. Crushes on people I don’t know are “normal” for me. And these past couple years have taught me that these kinds of crushes are far, far preferable to real life crushes omg. Like, even taking my boyfriend out of the equation. Celebrity crushes >>>>> IRL crushes. Maybe it’s because it’s been awhile since celebrity crushes, but it’s been fun. It’s been a fun time. Sitting around, listening to his voice, swooning over pics, watching videos. All that fun shit that causes the dopamine rush that comes with crushes. It makes me happy. It puts me in a good mood. It turns me into the stereotypical fangirl. All the positives that come with having a crush (though maybe not necessarily the stereotypical fangirl part.) Meanwhile, IRL crushes give me all those positives, but come with negatives. Nervousness. Uncertainty on if I’ll see them or not. Fears of embarrassing myself. Anxiety surrounding them overall. Not a fun time and I do not understand why anyone prefers IRL over fantasy.
Even though crushes tend to turn me into that stereotypical fangirl with heart-eyes, I’m not always 100% sure if romantic attraction or just a strong combo of aesthetic/sensual attraction. But the fact I’m a sucker for romance, along with how hard I relate to most of the behaviors alloros have when they’re crushing on someone, makes me lean towards alloro in general. I mean, that’s how I look and act when I have a crush. Like a typical alloro. I just don’t always have romantic thoughts on the brain. I just want to stare at them and hug them and learn more about them. Study them from afar. I wasn’t sure if this particular crush was a romantic attraction or something else. Until yesterday, when I watched a music video he was in. There was a part where, he and this girl were walking, and he had his arm around her in an obviously romantic way, given the lyrics of the song. And you wanna know my thought process?
First thought: “Aww, he looks so cute and happy!”
Second thought: “I wonder if the girl is his actual girlfriend, or just someone they got to play the part. And how does she feel about him putting his arm around her like that? Cuz I would feel awkward if I was in her position, unless I found the guy attractive.”
Third thought: “I wouldn’t mind his arm around me. I would like that actually.... *insert stream of romantic fantasies of me with the guy that made me happy to think about* Okay, I must be romantically attracted to the guy.”
Fourth thought: “Shouldn’t my first thought have been about wanting to do romantic things with him? And shouldn’t I feel jealous of the girl having his arm around her, instead of wondering how the girl acting feels about him having his arm around her?”
Fifth thought: “Am I more aro than I think???? But I do enjoy thoughts of his arm being around me and would probably enjoy that happening IRL.”
But the thing is, as enjoyable as those thoughts are, and the joy I would feel of him having his arm around me, would not motivate me to act on those feelings. At all. Would I like having his arm around me in a romantic way? Yes! Would I go through all the stress and downsides that come with IRL crushes in order to get to that point? No! I am just as happy admiring from a distance. In fact, I’m probably happier doing just that! And I don’t understand, I just don’t understand!!! Why that is some bad and tragic thing?!?!?!? I fuckin’ LOVE admiring from afar like this I can have all the fantasies I want and get the same happy chemicals I’d get from actually doing the stuff. But without having to, you know, make any effort to get to the point where I can actually do the stuff IRL. I feel the same way about sex. Like, I’ll admit it does feel better, but why go through the effort of seeking out sex when masturbation also gets the job done?
I legit just read a comment today from an allo saying something along the lines of unrequited love being one of the most painful feelings ever and I just... it is? Cuz back when I was getting IRL crushes that I wanted to pursue... they all went nowhere and I was never upset about it? I was upset over the fact that, I was 19, 20, 21 with no experience. I wasn’t jealous of any girlfriends the person had, or upset over the fact that person wasn’t showing interest. What bothered me was, the fact I once again failed to get a boyfriend. 
And I will never, for as long as I live, forget the confusion I felt when my best friend at the time, said the following: “Having a boyfriend is so much better than staring at a picture on the wall!”
Is staring at a picture on the wall, not satisfying enough for some people??? Cuz I fuckin’ LOVED printing pics of celebrity crushes and pinning them on my corkboard back in the days before smart phones! Shit, before I got a laptop, I used to print out pics and keep them in a binder so that way I wouldn’t have to leave my room to go to the computer if I ever felt like swooning over a celebrity crush! But apparently, that’s not satisfying enough for some people? They want things to go further??
And it’s funny, writing all this out. About how allromantics confuse the shit out of me sometimes. But my feelings/behavior towards crushes probably confuse the shit out of aros. I’m totally split in the middle of the two. Just, orchidromantic.
Anyways, this turned out much longer than I intended. I just had to dump my thoughts somewhere. 😅 Thanks for reading if you made it this far! 
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snezhnayansnow · 2 months
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More One Piece!
Watching Dressrosa now...
I'm sure my husband is getting hella sick of me lmfao
But in all seriousness... One piece's number one rule: women are useless!
It doesn't matter how cool, how op, what the power is, how strong, how hyped up they are...
Women
Are
Useless
And it's killing me!
I won't even talk about the designs of the ladies but let's list our Dressrosa beauties:
Violet (Princess Viola) - to save her father she becomes an assassin for the Donquixote Pirates. That's so rad! She ate the Glare-Glare fruit (now the ocean hates her) which gives her these amazing clairvoyance powers and shit. She was going to fight Sanji till she was moved by his dedication and ability to see through her. She didn't want to work as an assassin, she wants to save her Kingdom! What a total badass! And then as soon as she joins the Strawhats... Useless. A man had to remind her to use her powers to locate the Tontatta Princess, Mansherry... And now she's nothing more than a pair of binoculars to watch the split up Strawhats. After she FOUGHT SANJI and FOUGHT TO SAVE SANJI! Did we forget about the whale tears? What the fuck!?
Rebecca - What a woman! Even though the whole country hated her, she entered the colosseum. This woman wanted to win to save her country so she could live peacefully with her dad friend! And even though I hated the fact here's a girl that's gonna fight but doesn't wanna hurt people... This bitch stuck to her guns like a fucking champ! She didn't hurt shit and is such a good dex fighter! Holy fuck!!! Of course she lost to Sabo because ya know...... But she joins forces with the Strawhats to save her Kingdom from the Donquixote family. And since she doesn't fight she's now useless........... Will we see more of her? Can she keep rolling those saving throws? Who cares! We'll know she's gonna be useless till one of the men comes along to save her...
Kuween (The Manager) - Here is a woman dedicated to her job! She is THE MOTHER FUCKING MANAGER of the smile factory. And she takes her shit seriously! Her weapon of choice is a... Vacuum? Okay... Um... Vacuums are cool I guess. She can suck up all the escaped rebellious Tontattas, who are slaves at the factory. Yeah she's a bad guy but what a girlboss taking so much responsibility and pride in her work! SUPER!!! Oh no, yeah wait, my boi Franky took her out with a hug and a kiss. Lowly virgin Kuween got played at the absolute MAN POWER of the pervs, Franky and Senor Pink. And is now useless... Like a Hallmark channel movie lead roll, giving up her job because of some useless man. Smh.
Giolla - a super scary art teacher looking mf with a passion for the avant-garde! This lady farts art with the power of the Art-Art fruit (and now the ocean hates her). She turned Chopper into a Minecraft character lmfao. Hilarious! The fact fluffy Doflamingo trusted this old woman enough to get on the Sunny and take the kid and the scientist is amazing! Mango do be trusting his crew! And she would have gotten away with it too... if she wasn't so full of artistic passion and let Brook sweet talk her into art... It do be like that. How come this ugly old broad was the best one yet!?
Baby 5 - yes that's her name, Baby 5. Why? Idk yet, probably some dumb backstory like abandoned by family or something (just finished episode 692: The Struggle with Pica — Zoro's One Finishing Move). However, look at her badass devil fruit... She can turn any part of her body into any kind of weapon using the Arm-Arm fruit (and now the ocean hates her). This bitch turned into a bomb, a fucking bomb, exploded and put herself back together. Fucking rad! So we know she can nuke a place and live. Her downside- she is a female Sanji. Some guy says something and she has to help him... It's sweet. Probably linked to that backstory and wanting to prove she's useful or something... Idk. I know a lot of ladies dream of being a bride and wife one day. So we're really playing this up, but this is totally screwing with her badass abilities. Another Hallmark movie lead roll syndrome claims another op woman... I also wanted to point out, when she fought Franky on punk hazard, changing her upper torso into a gun... She looked like a gun, but last episode fighting another character she changed into a rifle with tits. Are you fucking with me? The gun had to have tits suddenly. I fucking hate this show!
Sugar - the most useful one here, and here's my theory: she's not a woman "yet" but a child. So since since we can't slap tits on her to make her useless, she's more useful. Even though her devil fruit powers stops her body growth so she'll always be stuck with a physical appearance of a child, she's still not perceived as a woman, aka not perceived as useless! With the Hobby-Hobby fruit (and the ocean hating her) she's been turning all the citizens, not citizens, Navy/Marines, and anyone one else that gets in floofer Mango's way into toys, which some how also makes people forget about them. Weird flex, I still don't get it, but okay. She's only stopped by Ussop trying the spicy grape challenge... Which I would have been too. Ussop was fucking terrifying (get that man some milk). But just how useful is she? Well since we saw her freaking out from dudes with long noses and long noses shaped hot dogs... She got some PTSD. So even though this bitch can fight the Tontattas by matching their speed, which is crazy, and can literally make the world forget about you and turn you into a slave for the Donquixote Pirate family, we know how this is gonna end. She'll be rendered useless by some stupid Ussop long nose face thing before she can do any damage to the Strawhats.
Princess Mansherry - Who the fuck spelt her name? Idk, she's in the next episode so I got nothing on her yet except she's crying in the time-out room. Tontatta Princess, Mansherry, who Leo said was "selfish, mean, capricious, and short-tempered" and based on how she was crying for him to save her- bet this girl got a crush on that dude... Boys are dumb (but at least they're useful...)
Wicca - this Tontatta stole Zoro's sword! What a bad ass! We see the Tontatta's strength when she throws a tantrum while arguing with Zoro. And she has the balls to call Luffy, Zoro, and Kin'emon names, cuz they allllllll a special kind of stupid. And she had to put up with all 3 of them at once. Damn girl... And with all that strength what do we see her do? Absolutely nothing. She's become just another background Tontatta... Sad. After she had to do all that work to get Zoro to run in a straight line. She deserves better!
Bian (Pink Bee Squad Leader) - Yes, the Pink Bee herself. Why is she a bee? I'm not sure, I honestly can't remember if the anime said anything about devil fruit or something. Even though she has a title and a whole squadron bee-hind her, what has she actually done? She uhhhhh raided a ship to cause a distraction... And ummmmmmm spelt out some words to start a revolution in the smile factory so her Tontatta friends finally understood they've been tricked. But seriously, what has she done? We see more of that ugly ass beetle man, Kabu, the other squadron leader.
Acilia - omfg I forgot about her! I'm sorry QUEEN! A gladiator at the Corrida Colosseum and like one of 5 people that like Rebecca, this absolute unit of a woman throws her whole pussy into it every time. Honestly, barbarian to barbarian, this bitch serves cunt. She's strong AF and isn't afraid to show off some girly flair with all the cute hearts on her shield. She was fending off that Rolling Logan fool till Cabbage had to ruin it. And of course because Rebecca had to win (her saving throws are too good damn) our barbarian queen fell... But without her help, Rebecca wouldn't have survived. She was useful for one whole episode and that was pretty much it. You go QUEEN! I hope we'll see her again, but since she's such a side character I doubt she'll be showing up ever. You deserve better too, Acilia!
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