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#STOP!!! BRINGING UP!!! TRANSFEMS!!!!!
trans-leek-cookie · 3 months
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every day I lose sympathy for other trans men. Suffer in silence until you can be normal you stupid bitches
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youkah · 7 days
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I get so mad at people using harmless kinks that they personally don't like against others to justify harassment campaigns but I especially hate it when trans women especially trans women of colour are targeted just for speaking out about transmisogyny they experience. Like why are we pedojacketing trans women just cause we disagree with them...? people are so gross to transfems on here
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carrionsong · 2 months
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Transmisogyny is very real, very targeted, and very awful, but I think where ppl are coming from in criticism of the TMA/TME labels, is that it may seem like inventing and reinforcing a different kind of binary in a way when the human experience is very complex. And re: the outing part, I think people sometimes forget even amongst our peers in the queer community, no one is actually entitled to information about someone else's transition, or assigned sex at birth
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i dont personally see it as a cut and dry binary when i mentioned that the terms arent perfect bc obviously they dont always include intersex trans peoples experiences And racialized views towards womanhood/what is seen masculine or "man like". its not meant to really be one when these experiences can overlap so often, plus it lumps in cis men / trans men / cis women / afab nonbinary people in one so thats a Hell of a "binary". our experiences Are complex and we dont all live in the us/western world, so we can all have different experiences and still have it be a trans and queer experience that trans and intersex people share! and thats a really good point too! intersex women Do have shared experiences with transfems as people who are degendered and seen as lesser bc of cagab. but we can share experiences and still be transphobic or transmisogynistic to other people. the problem lies with how pervasive and universal transmisogyny is, and how it affects transfems everywhere regardless of where they live. its inescapable!
and i feel like saying that it outs us queer people when the question the terms are asking is, do you experience transmisogyny... is a bit disingenuous. when we are discussing transmisogyny, our cagab and axes of oppression does very much matter. its not a top-down, "im more oppressed than You" kind of thing, but we perpetuate it! even if we share experiences, that doesnt mean we cant still put each other down and be transmisogynistic towards transfems, thats the whole point!
simply put, its language to describe often unique lived experiences that a transfem person has in a patriarchal society where they are subjugated, punished, and killed for being "failed men", and degendered and denied trans womanhood as a result. how transfems are expected to be meek doormats and shoulder our collective societal abuse lest we see them as inherent abusers and rapists bc of their cagab, and how every single thing a transfem does is under scrutiny bc of them being """male-adjacent""" (made a face typing that shit out but its how its seen.) and having to shrink themselves down to a shell of themselves for the Chance to be treated as a person.
its obviously not a cure all term to neatly describe every single experience we as queer people have in a nice little box, but its a Start! we cannot ignore how insanely transmisogynistic society and our online spaces are, so having language to talk about it is important as we expand our understanding of it and critique it along the way! bloomfilters on twitter describes this much better than i can with this thread, i follow her and their transfeminine oppression analyses are super well written and easy to understand and shes super smart and cool :]
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electriccenturies · 2 years
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...why... why has the mcr fandom suddenly decided it's okay to call ppl slurs???
the misgendering is old news by now but the constant f*g f*ggot f*g f*g is new and AWFUL. it is NOT progressive or okay??? you get to reclaim it for YOURSELF, it is still a slur if you say it about others!!!! especially about ppl who have specifically asked you to not speculate or talk about their sexuality... and ppl who have almost certainly had that word used to hurt them.
like i cant speak about fr*nk or r*y but the w*y bros have both talked about people thinking they were gay in high school and being bullied for it. the 90s were NOT like now, it was not SAFE. that is also why ppl call m*key GNC btw since ive seen ppl complain about that. yeah what he wore is p normal NOW, but it was not back then??? you can't just remove context from things??? so yeah, m*key wearing super tight girls jeans and eyeliner and doing whatever the fuck he did to his hair back then (and even just being openly touchy feely with dudes??? like those heychris pics) WAS gnc in 2005. so, so wild to me how people have latched on to g*rard being the "true f*g of the band" or whatever when m*key was also pretty openly doing gay shit too. it says a lot about what people actually care about: making g*rard a paper doll to project onto — he was talking about YOU!!!! — rather than actually being excited to have successful, gnc, probably lgbt icons like that.
i just dont get how people can convince themselves they're being Good People and treating LGBT people well while they act like this. like trans is not a slur, she is not a slur, but it is 100% misgendering to call someone trans or she/her if they have never asked you to??? why is okay to misgender g*rard as a 'joke' but not misgender YOU?
it's because you treat transness as a joke, sorry!
#i have blocked so many ppl for calling g*rard a girl/trans/transfem/she/a f*g that theres barely anything left to see#I truly dont know what to say to ppl who think thats okay... how can they claim to 'love' and 'respect' g*rard#while blatantly violating his wishes? he has said over and over to STOP forcing labels on him#its not okay to misgender people i dont give a fuck if you're trans#its not okay to force ANY label on real human people or to call them slurs??? WHAT?!?! idk how this fandom got so twisted#g*rard has made it super fucking clear that his identity is none of our business and if he IS trans he clearly doesn't want to come out#(he's also clarified what he meant by he/they but ppl who take 'i identified WITH girls' as 'I identify AS a girl' dont care about that)#like ive said this before i think but believing he legit uses he/they pronouns also means that you think his brother and friends dont care#enough about him to do it since they ONLY ever use he when refering to g*rard#if he actually asks for smth then yeah of course ppl should respect it! but he HASN'T and he's straight up done the opposite#u think he's gonna ever feel safe coming out now that his words have been twisted and ppl think its cool to call him a trans woman?#idk its just Gross. it is the exact opposite of progressive and kind#think whatever u want like i have a Theory about a member of MCR but u know what? i dont fucking TELL people unless they bring it up first#and then only in DMs!!!#keep it to yourself if you have to talk about it!!!!!#im bitter about how ive been treated btw but i am trans positive... just not cool with THIS version of the 'trans community'#just if anyone was gonna throw that at me... i want changes but i do very much want trans ppl to be able to transition... ANYWAY
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bratty-catboy · 4 months
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fuck i cant stop thinking about being the cumdump for a polycule of transfems. it starts out with me joining the polycule and over time they push me to do more
“oh its okay if i fuck you in front of the others kitten, they would love a show”
to “let me use your pussy while she fucks your throat i promise youll love it”
until they get me to agree to an orgy with all of them. one of them surprises me in my room and demands i strip. after i follow her orders she pounces on me, pinning me down and tying my arms behind my back and my calves to my thighs. after her work is done she picks me up and brings me into a room with everyone else. theyre all holding glasses of champagne and toast “to the proper christening of our new cumdump!”. after they drink their champagne they set their eyes upon me with a ravenous hunger. its not long before theyre all on me: one of them shoving her girlcock into my dripping cunt comments on how wet i am, how much i must have been craving this. i try to protest but another one shoves her length into my throat. others put their hands on my body and stroke their girlcocks over my body aiming to cover me in their cum. over the course of the night i take load after load of girlcum deep into my cunt, ass, and throat and im coated in a layer of it. one of them tells me to get ready because my new life is going to consist of being their 24/7 cumslut available to serve them with my body whenever they want. i collapse into the puddle of cum and embrace my new life as their fucktoy
(op is a man. do not reblog to men dni blogs)
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genderkoolaid · 5 months
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another day another post claiming to give information about transness in history that literally only brings up transfeminine people. can we please stop using "trans" to mean "only transfems because i either can't be bothered to research transmascs & others or don't think it's important to point out the absence of information on transmascs & others"
#m.
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megistusdiary · 3 days
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the new teaser?!? hello!!!!!?? while one of arle's children was dying, all i could think about was how she could absolutely choke me and step on me like she did to that dumbass man...
^ and this 😊😊 gets my brain going 😊😊 because i'm very guilty of wanting to be her prey in all senses of the word. chase me down and fuck me until i can't form a coherent thought pretty please 💓
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snezhevna deserved better :( all of arle's story so far has made me a sappy mess. i feel so bad for her. obviously it's pretty traumatizing, but i'm just. oughhh
but, also, she's so gorgeous and i love her sm. and she would 100% be into that with you.
(nsfw utc - tw transfem!arle, rough sex)
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"where are you hiding, bunny?" she asks softly, heels clicking on the hardwood floors of her office, doors shutting with a dull thud behind her.
"i don't have time for your antics. come out now, or you'll be sorry." she warns, but you stay put, hiding inside of the wardrobe of big fluffy coats.
of course, this was all a little game between the two of you, but the way she would fuck you after finding you certainly made it feel one-sided.
you try to breathe quietly, pleased with how much you've improved your hiding.
only to realize her footsteps have stopped.
"get out of that closet or you'll ruin my furs." she snaps, opening the door and letting you tumble out into her arms.
you let out a soft squeak, trying to squirm away, but her grip is firm as she holds you in place. she drags you to her desk, messily sliding everything to the side and laying you flat.
you're already dressed up for her in a tiny white dress, perfectly easy for her to slide right up and expose your dripping cunt.
"whore." she scoffs, bringing her hand down harshly against your clit, indulging in the way your body jolts with the sting. her other hand cages your throat down to the dark wood of her desk, squeezing lightly. "you're squirming too much for someone leaking onto my desk."
your face heats up beneath your skin, radiating to your neck under her hand, and she sighs.
her fingers slide up your cunt, collecting your slick and sliding two of them into you. the way your back arches, your dress straps sliding to the side and nearly exposing your chest is intoxicating.
she fucks you with her fingers to the brink of orgasm, withdrawing them quickly and slapping your pussy for good measure.
she drags her soaked fingers to your lips, making you lick your own slick off them while the hand on your throat instead busies itself with the button of her pants.
she frees her cock, hand wrapped around her base and stroking herself to full hardness. her thumb swipes over the beading pre-cum at her tip, hissing through her teeth as her fingers practically fuck your throat.
soon enough, she's pushing into you, folding your thighs to your chest, taking you hard and fast in her office. the desk groans and grunts along with the both of you, letting everyone know exactly what's going on in the knave's office.
and to steer clear for the next few hours.
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beiiibeii · 23 days
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tipsy - transfem rahu x fem reader
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18+. minors, blank blogs, men dni.
smut under the cut
rahu was no stranger to having to deal with you when you was drunk. she had grown accustomed to how you behaved under the influence. you pulled rahu to the bed desperately. your movements out of place and lazy.
'rahu...' you whine out. your mind is intoxicated. your words are all slurred and your dizzy from all your senses being heightened. you straddle her lap, your soft thighs around her waist. rahu lets out a pitiful whimper, feeling your desire seep into her. you lean in and kiss her passionately. your soft lips over hers. she feels the heat rise in her body as her hands hold your waist softly. she slowly grinds your sex against her waist, guiding your drunken body. you feel shivers of pleasure roll down your spine, you let out pretty little whimpers, muffled by rahu's lips as she starts to get kiss rougher.
you feel rahus lips curve up against yours slightly. her grip on your waist is now firm. she lightly rolls you over, taking her place back onto of you. rahu's half lidded eyes peek open as she pulls away. you both pant lightly. the air feels hot around you two. her gaze stuck on your flushed face from the alcohol.
"such a needy little thing.." she grunts out. her voice all husky. you whine at her words. pulling her closer by her collar as you start to unbutton it. your fingers fiddling at her buttons, the look in your eyes just begging her to take that shirt off. 'need you..' you whimper out. how could she say no to a pretty thing like you? she stops your hands and lowers them. she takes off her shirt instantly and starts peppering your neck with cute red marks. you let out small moans, they're music to her ears. she unzips your dress from behind pulls it over your head. your pretty body all on display for her. for her only.
your were wearing you lace bra and underwear set, all dressed up for her. "naughty girl." she whispers in your ear. she savours the sight. you feel wet seeing the desire in her eyes. rahu doesn't waste anytime, she strips you of your undergarments. your mind is dizzy, you body feeling like its on fire. your so desperate for her.
'rahu.. faster.. faster please.. need.. you..' you slur out, whipping your head to the side. your hole is dripping wet for her. she sucks in a breath in between her teeth, feeling herself harden in her pants. "patience.." she tells you. putting a finger on your slit, rubbing your wetness all over your pussy. "so soaked for me.." she smirks, biting your earlobe. you moan out at her long fingers. 'pleasee..' you whine out, your breathing all ragged.
that was all rahu needed. she plunges her fingers into your hole. your walls clench on her fingers. your back archs off the bed a little. her fingers so deep in your tight little hole. "so tight for me.. come on.. relax.. you have to take my cock later.." she tells you. her fingers curl, finding your good spot. your face contours in pleasure, eliciting an high pitched moan from you. she smirks "good girl.. taking me so well.." her fingers hit your good spot repeatedly, so deliciously. your moans are so pretty. she picks up the pace, her fingers move faster now, bullying their way into you. knuckles deep into your dripping hole.
your pussy twitches, you feel your orgasm building up. her fingers scissor your wet pussy. 'close..' you moan out. "go on.. cum for me.." her fingers hit your good spot repeatedly. rahu smashes her lips onto yours. your eyes roll back to the back of your head as you let out a loud, explicit moan muffled by her soft lips. you cum all over her long fingers. her pace slowing down, helping you ride out your orgasm.
as she pulls her lips away, your breath is all ragged. "what a mess you've made.." she teases you as she pulls her fingers out. she earns a whimper from you. your pussy clenches onto nothing, you feel soo empty. she watches as your juices leak out your glistening pussy. she brings her fingers, soiled from your mess, and licks them. remaining eye-contact with you as she tastes you on her tongue. you let out a pitiful moan, your soo needy for more. you rub your thighs together so pathetically. she hums out in delight in such an over-exaggerated tone. "taste so good.. need more.." she huffs out. her fingers wet with her spit now.
rahu feels so hard right now. you sit up and undo her belt. you tug on the zipper of her trousers and release her fat cock from her boxers. it springs out, slapping your face lightly. your eyes widen at her size as you feel yourself drooling. 'so big..' you whispered under your breath. shes so veiny and her tip is dribbling with pre-cum. you resist the urge to suck her dry right there and then. rahu lets out a groan seeing her dick on your face. she wants to take you right now. but she cant yet. your still too tight. she grabs some lube and fists her cock desperately. she grits her teeth, grunting as she strokes it up and down her length.
rahu cant wait any longer, she's too desperate for you. her breath is all ragged, poor puppy just wants you right now :( she finally lubes her cock up, laying you down as she lets out a small growl in your ear. "your going to take my cock like the good girl you are aren't you?" she smears your previous juices all over your dripping pussy. you whimper out so desperately. you nod instantly, begging for her. 'yes, your good girl..!' her grip is tight on your waist. you feel her pre-cum grinding the tip all over your wet little clit down to your wet hole. her cockhead presses against your entrance.
rahu slips in with one motion. you both let out a loud moans. you so full with her dick stuffed into you. rahu feels your warm walls tightly hugging her. she gives you a few seconds to adjust. "so tight..!" rahu sucks a breath in. she felt like she could of came right there. she's holding back the primal urge to bottom out and fuck your brains out.
she peppers light, tender kisses down your shoulder, rubbing up and down your waist slowly. her touch feels like fire. after a few hot seconds you nod at her, giving her the signal to start moving. she holds your waist firmly, moving out slowly to the tip before ramming herself back in balls deep. you suck in a breath, your body clouded with pleasure. she picks up her pace, her cock fucking you so tenderly. broken moans and the sound of skin slapping against each other filled the quiet room. your walls rubbed so deliciously against her cock, her grip on your waist tightening. your tits and perked up nipples bounce so deliciously at each thrust of hers. her cock stretches you out so well. you cant even form sentences, her brutal, fast pace not showing you any mercy. you let out a loud whine. 's-so close.. faster.. fuck..' she grunts at your whines.
"cum with me, so close too..!" she growls out, she bites your neck with pressure, marking you up to show who you belong to. her movements are getting sloppier and sloppier. you feel your orgasm rise again. your voice tapers as you cum. your expression fucked out in pure bliss. rahu empties her load into you. fucking her cum so deep into you. you feel the mix of yours and rahus cum in your hole, dripping out despite her plugging you up. her chest wells up in possessiveness seeing the belly bulge that had formed from her cock and cum.
your panting so hardly, feeling your hair stuck to your forehead. your vision is blurry and dizzy from the alcohol, making you want more. your thighs all shaky for her. the air is filled with the smell of sex. rahu feels herself hard again seeing your fucked out expression. it isn't soon before she grabs one of your thighs and throws it over her shoulder. she has lost all control over herself now. your eyelids flutter as she starts pistoning her cock in and out of you again. she needs you more and more. your broken moans, the squelching sounds and the sounds of your skin slapping against eachother only gives her more drive. her pace is relentless and unforgiving. her thrusts are so rough, bottoming out inside of your warm walls, kissing your cervix each time. she growls into your ears. your leg over her shoulder only gives her more access to fuck you deeper. her thoughts are stuck on filling you up.
her rough pace is so much for you, you hold onto her shoulders tightly, your nails digging into them. she moans at the pain, turning her on even more. she feels so big, 'dont stop, so good!' you moan out, her cock fucking your brains out. her balls slapping against you with each restless thrust of hers. you feel your knees grow weak, her cock twitching. shes close. "fuck.. i'm gonna cum, cum with me!" she grunts out. you feel your legs shaking more intensely now. her lips crash down onto your as her hips stutter into yours. you both came at the same time. you let out a pornographic moan as you pulled your head away from her lips from pleasure. your cum infusing with hers as she continues fucking it into your womb. her pace slows down before stopping completely. your catch your breaths together.
"i love you." she whispers out to you. peppering your face with kisses again before she pulls out. you whimper at the empty feeling. your eyebrows furrowed in overstimulation. you feel both yours and rahus cum trickle down your thighs. 'love you.. too.' you huff out.
rahu runs a warm bath and cleans the bed up. taking care of you. spoiling you with hugs and kisses, praising how well you did for her. you both eventually fall asleep in bed together. rahus arms wrapped around you protectively.
perhaps you should get drunk more often.
author notes : this is my first smut in a while ahsjdj
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gotouhitori · 1 month
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Okay, so. I'm in Love with the Villainess. Watashi no Oshi wa Akuyaku Reijou. WataOshi. Whichever title you want to refer to it by.
Before reading or watching it, I wondered why the hell people were holding up this random villainess isekai light novel with an over-the-top masochist main character as a landmark yuri title. Okay sure I don't doubt there's yuri going on, but how can it be so special?
Then I watched the anime. "Huh. The series and its main character are clearly and unambiguously lesbian in a way that so many other series can't bring themselves to be. And it has the most frank discussion of queer issues I think I've ever seen in anime or related media. Yeah, I think I see now, it is a cut above." And both because I've heard the novels get into a few things a little more and because the series now has its hooks in me enough for me to want to read the novels anyway, I read the first novel. And yeah, that does add a bit.
And then I read the second novel. The latter bit of the anime does cover the first bit of the second novel, but it's mostly new territory for an anime-only or anime-first such as myself. And holy fucking shit. Spoilers under the cut.
For one thing, the anime/first novel dropped some trans hints about Yu, and that turns out to be a whole transfem allegory - which isn't unheard of by any means, but it's not especially common in a work where that isn't the main focus. And not only that, but there's an actually explicitly textual transmasc in Rae's past life, who forms part of Rae's motivation to make considerable effort and take considerable risk (up to and including treason) to make sure Yu can live as a girl - once Yu states that is what she wants, it is important to note. Random yuri villainess isekai light novel says trans rights, and will absolutely stand by it.
And then all of the stuff about class and inequality comes to a head, and remember how the game that Rae's in the world of is titled "Revolution"? Yeah. One of those happens. Various hints have been dropped about what happens, largely centred on Rae making efforts to save Claire's neck in the most literal way possible when things really go down. But holy shit does that turn out to be more effort and a much more complex endeavour than it appears at first... or for most of the time while it's going on, for that matter. Ultimately she arranges things so that while the revolution still happens (it is basically inevitable), overall loss of life and suffering is minimised, and the general situation is as good as it possibly could be. By the time the proverbial smoke clears, Rae and Claire are openly living as a couple, which is a lot more than you usually see - one of the things Rae comments on is how in per previous life, too much of the yuri she read ended with at least one of the girls either dead or winding up with a man, which annoyed her enough to write fanfic based on series she likes with unsatisfying endings to fix that. And though the game did have a yuri spinoff, the original - the events of which she was living through and manipulating - was het. The character she winds up with was never supposed to be a romanceable character to begin with.
And that's just the first two of the five novels. Living through and changing the course of an actual revolution and settling down with her partner is just 40% of the whole story. (And less if more novels get published.) I've just started the third novel, and it's certainly looking like the rest is going to be at least as much of a ride as the first two were.
This really is an outstanding series. It's Dungeon Meshi levels of "I cannot stop thinking about it" to me, which if you've seen how much I post about that, says a lot. And I haven't read even half of it yet.
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beanghostprincess · 3 months
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Transfem buggy anon-
I was listening to music on YouTube, like broke birches do, ya know? And Heather On The Hill played and I was hit with three fold ideas.
Roger had an accent. Like. A very cliché piratey accent, one who few if any others have on One Piece that we know of. And Buggy and Shanks were raised by this man. The likelihood of them not picking up some sort of accent or specific pronunciation of a word or phrase seems impossible to me.
Shanks and Buggy with very very VERY slight accents. They get thicker when they get highly emotional, tired or drunk.
As children, Buggy's was a bit more noticeable bc she ran on a cocktail of Rage, Greed, and Stolen Coffee, so she was always keyed up to about 11.
As adults, Shanks is tipsy more often than not, so his twang is a little more notable but difficult to place due to his general demeanor and timbre.
When the two are together, the first hour or so is fairly normal. Then it's like a switch flips and they feed off of each other until it's a completely different accent, word choice and slang is being thrown without thought. It leaves the rest a bit confused but also so happy that their captains feel safe.
Shanks sing Heather on The Hill for Buggy. It was her favorite song when Roger sang them to sleep after nightmares, it was the song she learned her first dance to, it was the song he learned specifically to ask her to be his - it has meaning to them both and it's a comfort song. ((Yes, it plays at the wedding))
Buggy uses it as a lullaby or a self soothing song ad well. She'll sing to the animals in the evenings as she helps look after them, when she feels a bit down, as a comfort to her friends and crew, etc.
Crocodile and Mihawk are a little embarrassed by how much they love how her accent thickens a bit during and after the song. They'll never admit it.
Just... aaaaaaaaaa them having pieces of Roger with them even decades after his death, adoring them and each other and absolutely being in love because That Person Is Theirs and they're just... so grateful
AAAAAA ♡♡♡
Well, your asks are getting better every day. This is beautiful. I absolutely adore it. Shanks and Buggy both carry that piece of Roger with them and are so comfortable and safe with each other that their accents are most noticeable when they're together,,, Shanks singing for Buggy,,, The thought of these two dancing together for the first time when they were teens makes me blush and giggle and kick my feet because they're the cutest thing on earth. Shanks is head over heels for her and he just loves listening to Buggy talking because whenever they're together, her accent is more obvious, and it brings back memories for both of them. And Buggy doesn't like that Shanks is tipsy most of the time but when they get drunk and have fun together? Listening to this guy's voice makes her heart do backflips. Embarrassingly so. Sometimes, when they've had too much to drink, they're the only ones who can understand each other and it doesn't even matter because they're in their own bubble of happiness anyway. Not to mention Mihawk and Crocodile, they're... They won't say it out loud but sometimes they make Buggy angry just to hear her accent slip. Sometimes they watch her sing only because they like her voice. At first, they don't even know why they do it, but it makes them want to stop making her life a living hell for a while and let her enjoy this.
It's just beautiful to see them having traits their captain had. I imagine Shanks using the same expressions or gestures. Attacks, too, of course. And Buggy is always rolling her eyes like "You wanna be him soooo bad" but she actually is fond of that. While Buggy actually does the same thing and she often eats the same food Roger liked or wears the same jewelry and listens to the same songs. Honestly, I think this happens with Rayleigh too and these two end up getting some of his traits also. And it would be so cute to see them reunite and see Rayleigh realizing how much of them these two have.
ALSO THE SONG IS PERFECT FOR THEM I AM SOBBING-
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findafight · 1 year
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Okay but. Now I am thinking of transfem Evie Harrington starbara canon au where Barb is like. Preeetty sure she only likes girls. Possibly. But she's willing to give Steve a try. He's charming and goofy and listens when she says to cut out all that mean talk and is also, shockingly, very interested in her.
So she thinks sure, she'll try dating a boy. Feel like a normal teenage girl for a bit. It's fun and Steve listens when she tells him to back off. And she really does like him. So maybe she just likes mostly girls usually, and sometimes a boy. Mostly Steve, though.
But then she gets taken by the demogorgon and survives the Upside Down and everything is awful. Steve is still there, and he's worried and protective and so so glad she's back mostly safe. She thinks she might be a little in love with him.
They date, and it's nice and good and normal and Steve lets her set the pace with how to talk about the Upside Down. She does talk about it, and he talks about what happened in the right side up, and they both cry. Barb knows she loves him, and that he loves her. It's nice and comfortable, they kiss and have sex and saying it's love is probably fast but they've survived monsters apart, so now they want to stick together.
One day, maybe the spring or summer after round one, Barb convinces him to lay back and let her get him dolled up. They've got a free afternoon and she wants to practice doing someone else's makeup just in case. Also, it's fun. It's silly and they deserve a little silly. She doesn't really wear a lot of make up but she's got mascara, a couple colours of lipstick, rouge, and a whopping four different eyeshaddows. While Barb prefers the dark red lipstick, she thinks the lighter, cherry shade would be better for Steve. She curls his lashes (borrowed the curler from Nancy and forgot to give it back) and adds just a little pink eyeshadow, then blush around his cheeks. She's admittedly not very skilled or practiced, but it's definitely passable application. The finishing touch, though, is that Steve lets her style his hair, parting it to the side because of all the cowlicks, and letting its waves curl slightly around his face. She climbs off him and stands, looking down at him.
"oh. You make a very pretty girl, Stevie. Or. Hm... Evie, maybe? Wanna see?"
He pauses for a moment before crawling off his bed to the bathroom, and when he faces the mirror Barb can hear him stop breathing. It's just a moment, before he turns to her and smiles. Kisses her cheek and likely smears lipstick on it (which does give Barb a bit of a thrill, and little jolt of pleasure and longing and she doesn't want to think about that because she loves Steve. She knows she does. If people can be a little gay sometimes Barb can be a little Straight with Steve. She doesn't need lipstick on her cheek or to watch a skirt brush the ground or anything else like that when Steve is beside her.)
It isn't until after the tunnels that Steve brings it up. A week after, he's barely gotten the go ahead to slowly get back to school (he's able to do half days until the headaches get too much), they're laying on his bed, staring up at the ceiling, holding hands and just breathing together.
"Barbie?" He starts, and stops.
She hums, encouraging.
He sighs. "Do you remember when you...when you did my makeup?"
"yeah, I do."
"you called me Evie. Like my great Aunt, my favourite Aunt, I would've been named after if I was a girl instead of my great Uncle."
She turns her head to look at him, still staring at the ceiling, squeezing her hand tighter now.
"I did..."
"I need you to know I love you. I do. I really, really do."
She almost sits up, but stops herself. Whatever Steve is talking about is important, he's clutching her hand tightly but not looking at her. Instead, she squeezes back. "I love you too."
Steve's breath hitches. "I really liked it when you called me Evie." It's a whisper, a breath.
Barb squeezes his hand again.
"Barbie. I really, really, liked it. I wish it was my name." Finally he turns to face her, and his eyes are glossy. She reaches up to brush her fingers against a yellowing bruise on his cheek. "I wish I was that little girl that was named after her Great Aunt Evelyn and I could wear makeup like you did for me whenever I wanted and that I was a pretty girl."
Barb leans in to kiss softly, a brush of lips. "Maybe you are?" She doesn't know. Just knows that Steve, Evie? Is upset. She doesn't want to see someone she loves upset, and it seems like saying that may help. She doesn't know.
Breath hitches. "You think I can be? Just like that?"
Combing her fingers through her...through her lover's hair, Barb shrugs as best she can lying on her side. "I've never wanted to be a boy. But you want to be a girl. I think. I think maybe that's what makes you one?"
"yeah?" It's a tiny, cracking, word and Barb wishes she could help fix whatever grief is causing it.
"well. I don't think any people who aren't girls want to be girls."
Her lover shifts, enough that their foreheads touch. "And...would that be okay? For you? For...for us?"
Barb leans closer, so their lips brush when she speaks. "Pretty sure you're it for me, Evelyn Harrington. Whoever you decide you are, I'll love."
"and if I want to be your girlfriend?"
She grins, can't help pressing into a kiss. "Then I guess I've got the prettiest girlfriend in town."
Evie presses in for another kiss. "Mmh. No. I think that's me." Barb can feel her smiling against her lips.
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Why are you so hung up on the “just detransition” thing? I’m certain that wasn’t the implication of the post in question. It seems pretty clear that the implication of the phrase “TERFs want transmascs to detransition and they want transfems dead” is to point out the dangerous transmisogynist violence that is not directed towards trans men in the same way. Nowhere is there a “so transmascs shut up” or “so stop being trans”. I’m genuinely wondering why you’re fighting against an argument that no one is actually making.
This is a very old argument that has been made when transgender men try to talk about our issues and the first thing brought up to try and goad trans men into a race to the bottom with oppression Olympics.
The real kicker? 90% of the time it doesn't even come from transgender women. It's usually cis women that don't want to be held accountable for not being inclusive when talking about things like reproductive health, but there have definitely been useful idiots that bring this conversation to being about which trans person has it worse.
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wilbur soot with transfem!reader headcanons !
note : i should mention that i'm not personally transfem, so i tried to do some research for any information found within the headcanons. if anything found here is wrong, please kindly let me know so that i can fix it up, i don't want to offend nobody. other than that, i hope you enjoy <3
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— when you initially come out to him, wilbur will feel completely honored that you felt safe enough to tell him. he'll ask a few questions, both general questions and questions of curiosity ( ex. “what's your prefered name/pronouns?” or “how did you figure it out?” )
— if you're not out to your parents or others just yet, he'll wait until you're ready to tell them. he'll use whichever name/pronouns you want him to use in front of anybody without question. in private, wilbur will use your prefered name and pronouns unless you tell him otherwise.
— when you bring up starting hrt ( if you hadn’t already started it before coming out to him ), he gladly helps you with any payments needed for it. he also asks questions and does his own side research ( because he wants to know everything and every potential side effect from it ).
— he loves the idea of vocal lessons, so when you told him you were going to start them he was quick to give you some names to vocal coaches who were trustworthy and could help. wilbur had long done his research into the coaches and made sure they weren’t going to do a complete 180 on you.
“-and then there's this one. She's really good from what the reviews say. She also has kitties, look.” Wilbur speaks with a huge smile, showing you a photo on his phone for the umpteenth time.
He had shown you a good four or five vocal coaches that lived in the area and had easy access. People who could do both in person and online sessions. You loved the initiative he tried and did take, especially when it came to helping you.
“Well, I've heard some things about this one. What do you think of them?” You ask, showing him the profile of another vocal coach, only to see him make a sour face.
“No, their reviews aren't the best. Most of them say they leave feeling worse than when they went in and that they're overpriced for their work. Plus, they're strictly in person and don't have flexible times.” Wilbur's words come out with a small huff at the end. He looks at you with.
“I won't stop you from going to them if you want to, just take the reviews and how you might also feel afterwards.” His words make you hum and nod a tiny bit.
“Yeah, I'll think about it.”
— he'll help pay for any surgeries you may need or want. he'll pay for any foods you may want to eat, no matter how expensive or not they are. he loves spending money on you and taking you out to dinner, especially.
— he absolutely loves dress shopping with you. if you're not into dresses, then skirts. if not skirts then still, he loves clothes shopping with you. he'll have you put on a tiny show of the outfits and will help you with styling together any clothes you may like. if it fits and you like it, he buys it.
— as i said, he loves taking you out to dinner. he also loves taking you out in general, whether it's to the park or to a café in the area. he'll gladly hold your hand or wrap your pinkies together if you let him. he's generally affectionate with you if you're comfortable with it.
— wilbur loves nothing more than taking random photos of you. whether you're doing something completely normal like reading a book or something extremely random like sitting in a tree, he takes a picture. he'll definitely show it to you after with a proud smile claiming how wonderful, beautiful, and gorgeous you are.
“Will? What are you doing?” You ask, looking over to him from where you stood in front of the oven. You had been trying to make some cake and had ended up with some flour on yourself when you tried to mix it together.
Wilbur stood off to the side, his phone in hand with a big goofy grin on his face as he looked at his screen. “Nothing much, just admiring the divine woman in front of me.” He claimed as he stepped closer and showed you his phone screen. A picture of you practically glaring down at the mix in the bowl like it had personally offended you.
“Absolutely magnificent and beautiful.” He’s got a ton of pride in his voice when he says it, not afraid to admit his admiration for you.
Wilbur makes a sound of surprise when you suddenly throw some of the mix at him, giving you an incredulous look. Placing a hand over his heart, he dramatically spoke, “You wounded me fair lady, however will I recover!”
To which you just throw more of the mix right at him, making sure not to miss.
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"another day another post claiming to give information about transness in history that literally only brings up transfeminine people. can we please stop using trans to mean only transfems (...) call your posts transfeminine history..." literally the garbage you wrote. So visibility is fine as long as it's not noisy and/or it's about you? and no, I am not here to deny the transphobia against trans men and non-binary people, but trans women doing activism and achieving visibility is not something to silence or separate them in "transfeminine history", so don't victimize yourself when half of Tumblr accuses you of queer-discourse. Visibility is not achieved by silencing another marginalized group
???? Sorry???????????
How the hell is this silencing them. How the hell is asking people to say "transfem" instead of "trans" when they do not bring up anyone but transfems on a post supposedly about general trans history. Are you for fucking real. I'm not fucking segregating them from the community, I'm saying either bring up transmascs LITERALLY AT ALL (even if it's just to point out their absence) or just USE A MORE ACCURATE TITLE. What the fuck are you talking about.
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destiel and wincest for the ship ask game :))
destiel
you know, what could have been an interesting ship has been so thoroughly destroyed by bland fanon and overrunning the website with it that my only reaction is Shut The Fuck Up. you know how people have taken saying “read any other book” to harry potter fans? Discuss Any Other Ship. the only people who should be allowed to still talk about destiel are the people who are properly freaks about it.
i pray every day that a supernatural revival brings castiel back played by a woman and that’s the only way reciprocal destiel happens. i think that would be hilarious. i would love to watch a bunch of people who are so proud of themselves for shipping this Revolutionary Queer Ship™️ stumble and fall on their faces if it worked out like that. i guarantee you no one would care that Cas has always been technically canonically genderless the whole time. how do i put it. people could hallucinate a whole finale they were denied for that gay angel when he was shaped like the man they were attracted to. they wouldn’t bother to put any amount of effort into embracing it as still being a queer narrative if cas took the body of a woman, nevermind that if that did happen, it would be arguably even more queer then before. can’t hit a character with the transfem beam just to make the ship “straight” without making everything else a lot more funky around it! but it is very obvious to me, given the disconnect between what’s in the show and what people claim about destiel, that the majority of investment has very little to do with the characters themselves and a lot more to do with the attractiveness of their male actors.
wincest
so anyway, you know how everything im annoyed with about destiel is about how there’s not much investment in the show itself or its themes or the characters beyond how they serve to further a ship? so like. having been in both circles. wincest isn’t like that. there’s people who annoy the fuck out of me in wincest circles, who i think have awful takes or are just assholes, because that’s how being a fandom is. but like. at least they do the reading, you know? the thing about supernatural, and if you’re someone who has followed me only since i started doccy whoing and only knows about spn through tumblr/destiel osmosis, i’m either sorry to inform you and/or delighted to tell you, the thing about supernatural is that it’s about incest. i’m not trying to do a shipping gotcha, i’m not being competitive about who is more canon here. incest is in the text. eric kripke did not fight the network to have mary winchester kiss her father on the mouth to sell sam’s soul to the demon who would later infect his blood with a curse he could never scrub out for people to pretend like this show isn’t about incest. they reference it in the show by name multiple times when talking about the in-universe fandom of the winchester brothers. this is what the show is about. (which. the fact that this isn’t just common knowledge and people unfamiliar with the fandom know more about destiel is so funny to me. no one goes up to game of thrones and tries to say it isn’t kicked into motion because of jaime and cersei fucking and is instead about the love story of bronn and jaime.)
it’s one thing not to engage with it out of discomfort, i understand that, one of my friends doesn’t because that themes genuinely makes him nauseous. but like. that’s what the show is about. it’s about sam and dean’s codependence and how it destroys them and every relationship they have with the people around them. its about how there’s still a core of love so powerful it can beat the devil even surrounded by all that sickness and abuse. the show never stops being about sam and dean. the center was always meant to be “family is hell.”
so what i’m saying is. i vibe with wincest a hell of a lot. this is a theme that i love. i’m a little freak who likes when gothic horror is about two siblings holding on too tight when the house crumbles down on top of them. i love that the show goes hard on placing sam and dean as brothers being on the same level or above their romantic entanglements. and like. also incest kink. but mostly, i find engaging with the text of the show from a wincest lines fascinating, because it isn’t about fighting the show as it is to get the narrative you want. it’s about interpreting what was laid out for you, on purpose.
like. the way i see the great fandom war between these two ships is: you can either look at Sex and Violence and say ‘oh this is proof dean is into dudes and also cas because the siren sort of looks like cas’ or you can say ‘the siren literally word for word says that he lured dean in by playing along as the little brother that dean needs right now as he feels sam slipping away from him and choosing ruby instead.’
wincest wins. it’s in the name.
[put any ship in my ask box and i’ll give my brutally honest opinion]
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