#all my wips are crying

[brother-emperors]

the judgement OF paris

paris and ares!

listen. LISTEN. I'm so fucking obsessed with the Excidium Troie, especially in a longer discussion of Paris and personal/narrative agency, and also in the general realm of, hey! so a god looks on you favorably! you followed the right steps, you passed the test you didn't know you were taking, you obeyed the right rules, and now you have a favorable reputation!

now your life is no longer yours, whatever comes after will be bloody and ugly on a scale you could not ever hope predict. fucking RIP, paris. your character will be corrupted, you will cease to exist as you did before, you were doomed before you were born, this WILL come to pass whether you were aware that you were the instrument of destruction or not.

Excidium Troie, trans. Muhammad Syarif Fadhlurrahman

#paris of troy #Excidium Troie #drawing tag #obsessed. OBSESSED #OOF okay. one more illustration cleared out of my WIP folder. soon my ipad storage space will be less percarious #but also im gonna log off and finish reading a biography on my favorite man and cry about it :') #it’s all greek to me

[tagerrkix]

#aaaaand just like that he's gone #(feels so surreal doesn't it?) #well done starlight #you okay tho #no seriously #you still with us? #hey- #WELL IM DEFINITELY NOT OKAY THIS SHIT HAD BEEN SITTING IN MY WIP FOLDER FOR A M O N T H #do you wanna know why #KAZOODOOR THAT'S WHY #BITCH KEPT MESSING EVERYTHING UP #DUDE YOU'RE DEAD HOW CAN YOU STILL BE SO ANNOYING #THIS ISN'T EVEN ABOUT YOU YOU'RE JUST A DECORATION HERE #REST IN PISS #NOBODY MISSES U #RRRRRRRAAAHHHHHHHHHHH #well at least our little star seems fine #he's not even crying #looks like he may in a second tho #BUT as art is all about CAPTURING THE MOMENT here's the moment where he's NOT crying #yet #and would you look at that I'm disrespecting the rules of anatomy again #kazoo's spine is broken #THAT'S WHAT YOU GET FOR KEEP MESSING UP MY PICTURE #Astarion did the stabstab I did the crackcrack #no regrets #astarion #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #astarion fanart

[scatterbrainedbot]

here have a wip of a rat sons comic that i keep tearing up about while writing

(feat. tortoise papa splinter and his rat baby leonardo)

#my art #wip #rat sons #tmnt #tmnt au #03 tmnt #03 tmnt au #yall imma cry #rat sons splinter is a really really good dad #like 03 splinter before him #and i WILL randomly burst into tears about it #like hes not perfect #sometimes he talks through so many layers of metaphors only mikey sort of understands wtf hes getting at #and his refusal to be direct or have favoritism/take sides in arguement can really get old fast #esp for raph and don #who both just want to be told that theyre Right sometimes without leaping through hoops of flowery language #but like #hes such a gentle and goofy papa #he nurtures all his babies interests as much as he can #with fucking endless support and love #and his sons are his absolute number one priority full stop #they never once need to question if he'll be there for them #hes gonna have a bit of a hard time when they get older and start living their own lives beyond him #but hes gonna bury that as much as he can under how amazed and heckin proud he is #of the people his children have grown up to be #ugh im emotional #now there must be an obligatory arc in which he is Taken Away

[cherrytraveller]

sorry that i've deprived you all of a wip preview, anyway; deity-fies your local bad future mystic magic nuke

#wip #rottmnt #rottmnt mikey #future mikey #once again failing the 'dont draw f!mikey crying for once' challenge #im sorry he's just so great to dramatify #the one with the most heart....carrying all the grief and rage #something something the violence it takes to be this kind #SOMETHING SOMETHING MIKEY BEING THE SPIRIT OF WAR #of slaughter you ask? the spirit of war tactics and strategies? of murderous victories? of warmongering triumph? #the spirit of war is a tragedy #the spirit of war is grief of mothers losing their sons and daughters #of men losing their families #of wailing children wandering battlefields lost in the carnage #the spirit of war is ravaged homes and plundered people #its the cries for mercy and waning hope and tearful terror #there is no glory in this spirit #only grief. only rage. how dare you call upon it #sorry i went on a tangent #i have like. all this handcrafted lore of my F!Mikey that i havent dropped on any of you yet #so i might look a bit unhinged #[SHAKES VIOLENTLY IN PLACE GROWLING AND FOAMING AT THE MOUTH LIKE A FERAL CHIHUAHUA] #okay im normal again #<- lying

[inafieldofdaisies]

Ship Art | John x Sabrina | The Diviner and The Baptist | Commission by @derelictheretic

“Kiss me, mercilessly. Leave no corner of me untouched.” — Beau Taplin

[tags] @socially-awkward-skeleton @strangefable @strafethesesinners @onehornedbeast @josephslittledeputy @trench-rot @adelaidedrubman @voidika @aceghosts @madparadoxum @theelderhazelnut @direwombat @florbelles @corvosattano @unholymilf @nightbloodbix @josephseedismyfather @macs-babies

#The way Dean slayed me with this piece the moment I woke up today ❤️❤️THANK YOU AGAIN for bringing those two to life! #Look at them gazing at each other. All the little details. JOHN'S TATS. ❤️ #Sabrina's freckles ❤️HER HAIR!! #they're so smitten your honor. #If you need me I'd be staring at this and twirling my hair #and absolutely grab yourself a comm; you won't regret it! #oc: sabrina donovan #john seed #john x sabrina #ship: the diviner and the baptist #wip: in hope of tomorrow #john seed x female deputy #fc5 deputy #far cry 5 deputy #art appreciation #ship art #art #fc5 ocs #far cry 5 oc #far cry 5 fandom #digital art #far cry 5 #my ships

[notedchampagne]

posting this right before i sleep so that i can forget my embarrassments

mortifying nakeder version

#''SAM i think youre overreacting'' im purging the demons that resided in me since catholic school. leave me be #anyway recently ive been getting compositions beamed into my head but not a reason WHY. #so ive been working to try and finish at least one a day but this is actually kind of insane ridiculous now that i think about it #but this doesnt matter because i hate having too many WIPS im finishing them all anyway #a lot of them are half naked. again this is a cry for help #pyrrha dve #paul the sixth #paul tlt #pyrpaul #paulha #the locked tomb #nona the ninth #partial nudity #nudity #dudele

[nocterre]

lettuce outfits on point every single time

#tokyo mew mew #retasu midorikawa #all my wips crying out but i simply regurgitate what i see every week in the new tmm episode #ive drawn more in this year than ive drawn in the past 4 years :]

[marielism]

doodled them 10 minutes before my final exam in field methods class…

#jarvis cocker #kylie minogue #wip #my art #life update -> #my cat dorian passed away last night and my grandmother is in the ICU in critical condition right now #and i still had to take my final exam in field methods #but i didn’t study at all bc u know ive been pacing around my home like a ghost and crying myself to sleep u know how it is #guess what i got during my finals #85%!!!!!!! with puffy eyes and constant grief #and i was like using every piece of stock knowledge and common sense i had #it’s pretty much the worst day of my life right now but that’s okay #hope everyone is well

[try-set-me-on-fire]

Tagged by @daffi-990 for wip Wednesday! I have already begun one of the going water follow ups…

Buck is already in the kitchen when Bobby wanders up for a cup of coffee, eyes starting to burn from too long staring at paperwork in the quiet station night. It’s only around eleven, but the action’s been pretty non stop all day, Bobby thought everyone had hit the bunks while they had the chance.

“Not sleeping?”

Buck looks up, the rectangle of light from his phone acting as a spotlight on his stubble, his unstyled hair, the dark shadows under his eyes. It turns the question into an uncomfortable statement. “There’s coffee in the pot,” Buck says, even his voice a touch rougher than usual. He looks quickly back down at his phone, eyes darting back and forth to read a text. “I, uh…” he glances up apologetically before replying, quietly typing away as Bobby fills his mug and pours in the correct amount of cream and sugar. Buck’s cup looks a little darker than usual, Bobby should make sure to add his favored oat milk to the grocery list. Though maybe he’s just trying to ingest the maximum amount of caffeine he can. Bobby is sitting at a stool contemplating something quick he could whip them up for a midnight snack by the time Buck sets his phone down with a sigh. “Sorry. It’s, uh… it was a rough day yesterday. Just- just making sure everything’s going okay.”

Bobby nods, taking a sip of his drink. Only four weeks since the cruise went down, and barely two since Buck came back to work. Bobby had advocated for more time off, but Buck had wanted to save his sick days and vacation time for further into Eddie’s recovery. They’ve all been through enough serious injuries to anticipate the doctors appointments, bad therapy days, need for support during PT, but he knows it’s been rough on both of them, needing to be apart. Bobby remembers the feeling from after Athena was attacked. Hell, he feels it now: when they’re on their separate shifts he can’t help but think about being trapped in that sinking room and having no idea where his wife was, or if she was even still alive.

Tagging @iinryer @shitouttabuck @eddiebabygirldiaz @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove @gaybitcheddiediaz @bigfootsmom @chronicowboy

#sorry it just kind of cuts off this is all i have so far #tag games #wip wednesday #the going water and the gone #i got a comment on the main fic that made me cry this morning. how dare you turn my emotionally distressing fic against me #Bobby and buck…… hitting me where im weak……

[possamble]

(why does the read more cut keep breaking)

thank you marcille for letting my indulge in one of my favourite scenes to write (white girl total breakdown: bitch edition)

#fic #wip #a little creature #she's soo hypocritical and can be such a nasty mean girl about it i love her #not that i don't love writing for pearlina but i do need my dose of mean girl nonsense every once in a while #shoutout to ryoko kui for teaching me that you can let your characters be messy and terrible #without anxiously trying to redeem them immediately #loving a character as a writer should mean that you can let their terrible awful behaviour kind of sit with the audience for a while #so you can paint a fuller picture of a complex person who is nevertheless trying their best #anyway. all the comments saying they genuinely cried are so sweet but im nervously like... #no no that wasn't the 'im going to do my damndest to make you cry' chapter please just hold on don't get desensitized to the drama #not yet!! hold your tears i have something better to cry about!!

[duskandcobalt]

wip wednesday 💕

i'd like to take a brief interlude from my depressive spiral to present a small excerpt from the slutty elriel fic i'm working on, still hoping to get this out this week but taylor swift put a pin in my plans and i've been wallowing in bed for like 96 straight hours.

no warnings here bc im saving the actual slutty content for the full published piece.

hope everyone's having a good week 💖

Elain blindly wandered down the dark hallways.The echo of her heels on the stone floor was menacing, causing the already frantic beat of her heart to rise to an almost worrisome crescendo. It didn’t help that she could barely see and was relying solely on the occasional flickering fae light and the cool, insistent shadow pressed to the small of her back to guide her towards her mystery destination.

It felt like she’d been walking for hours, turning this way and that in the labyrinth that made up the various chambers of this unfamiliar place but finally, the pressure of the shadow on her back eased as she approached an arched door right at the end of the seemingly never ending hallway. She paused in front of it, unsure what to do until the shadow slid up her arm and along her neck, wrapping itself around her ear. 

Go.

Elain swallowed, her gloved hand reaching out for the doorknob. 

Subconsciously, she knew where that shadow had been guiding her. Knew that the neat, dark interior of this room was the perfect match for what she’d always imagined in those salacious dreams of hers.

She’d been ready to see him. Aching to see him. But to open the door and get her first glimpse of him… she hadn’t quite been ready for that. 

Azriel was reclined in a leather chair behind his desk. The jacket he'd been wearing earlier had been discarded and left to drape on cabinet at the far end of the room. The first few buttons of his crisp white shirt was undone, providing a glimpse of the tantalising tattoos hidden underneath. He had one long leg folded over the over, one ankle resting on his knee. And on that knee, cradled by his large, scarred hand, sat a short glass of amber liquid that perfectly matched his honeyed eyes.

“I’ve been waiting for you.”

#elriel #yes this is the under the weeping willow follow up hehe #elriel fic #wip wednesday #my writing #anyway if you're reading this pls tell me what your favourite ttpd song is #or what the one you relate to the most is #my fave is guilty as sin? for obvious reasons #the one i relate to the most is the prophecy lmao #hence the depressive spiral! #but also the bolter so good luck working out how both of those things can be true #ALSO down bad is a bop and i really do be crying at the gym teenage petulance and all #ALSO loml but i actually cant discuss that one yet for the sake of my sanity #thanks for coming to my taylor swift ted talk im going to bed now

[gremnda]

All I want is a bed to lie and loving arms for me to die in.

[Sirens-Hop Along, Queen Ansleis]

#amphibia #amphibia fandom #amphibia fanart #amphibia art #sashannarcy #anne boonchuy #marcy wu #sasha waybright #my friend told me my art is like summer evenings and i haven't stopped crying since #they're married and in love!!! #polyamory #i might have pulled an all nighter for this KEKW #but i still had so much fun drawing #lmao i was sending wips to my friend #and basically speedrunning with the power of their compliments #thank you amphibia #and the fandom #on tumblr tho not twitter #twitter people are dogshit #no offense to twitter people but some of yall deserve to be in hell #ueue and with this i say my goodbye to amphibia fandom #i'm still here but this is my last art #thank you for all the support <3 #sending you all ALL the love #be safe and take care little hoppers #I FORGOT TO TAG MY ART- #my art #kekw

[xvnfixations]

something-something about adepti not needing sleep 🤭

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#xiaoven #venxiao #venti #xiao #genshin #genshin impact #xvnfixations #genshinimpact #genshinxiao #self-indulgent hc for fem / trans venti having small chest #the space in between is for xiao to rest his head on </3 #i actually completed an artwork for once in such a long time !?!??? shockers !! #all my other wips are crying HAHAHSHSGSGSG #i genuinely feel so happy w this piece #don't mind if it's going to be my new personality now !! >:3

[amityillustration]

Living Apology.

#aftg #aftg brainrot #illustration #all for the game #aftg fan #aftg fanart #the foxhole court #aftg fandom #david wymack #neil josten #the raven king #wip #art #artist on tumblr #artist on twitter #one of my favourite book scenes #i cry every time i read it #i love david wymack thank you goodnight #myart #my aftgart #booklr #book blog #neil josten is baby #andreil #digital illustration #amitys art

[inafieldofdaisies]

Ships as Tarot Pairs | uquiz | Tagged by @corvosattano @voidika

John x Sabrina | the tower + the lovers: meeting this person shook your whole world. crumbling down is everything you thought you knew about life and love. their warmth, their generosity, their naivete, their knowing…! you don’t know how anything made sense before them. all you know is that nothing will make sense afterwards.

Faith x Leslie | ace of cups + ten of cups: your romance is the love story that seems only possible in movies. it starts from a youthful first meeting, innocent. and from what may seem like a lifetime later, you both end up happily in union, perhaps even married! your coupling is the epitome of emotional fulfillment and devotion. neither of you thought you'd end up here, but damn if you aren't glad you did.

Calahan x Mary May | knight of pentacles + the magician: if there’s something you want, you will GET IT. nothing escapes your fingertips. after all, you’re the power couple. your pairing sparks pure cosmic energy. you’re fiercely driven to your goals - whether that be status, fortune, or power. you’re also fiercely protective of one another. with the knight’s earthy energy, you both prefer to purposefully make your way towards your ambitions, rather than playing cards too early or acting too loosely. meanwhile, the magician’s half makes gives you a little fire. if they get too close, onlookers and threats to your relationship may get burned.

Jacob x Mercedes | the devil + the emperor: there’s only one religion for the two of you, and that religion is the other. you two are very nearly unhealthily obsessed with one another, and that’s just how you like it. when they touch you, they can feel the blood pumping under the surface of your skin. your hearts beat for one another. when the day comes that one stops, the other will soon after. until then, you both will live out your lives in perfect, gothy paradise.

Maxwell x Penelope | knight of pentacles + the magician: if there’s something you want, you will GET IT. nothing escapes your fingertips. after all, you’re the power couple. your pairing sparks pure cosmic energy. you’re fiercely driven to your goals - whether that be status, fortune, or power. you’re also fiercely protective of one another. with the knight’s earthy energy, you both prefer to purposefully make your way towards your ambitions, rather than playing cards too early or acting too loosely. meanwhile, the magician’s half makes gives you a little fire. if they get too close, onlookers and threats to your relationship may get burned.

Tagging, @socially-awkward-skeleton @kyber-infinitygems @aceghosts @onehornedbeast @direwombat @purplehairsecretlair @finding-comfort-in-rain @cassietrn @nightbloodbix @carlosoliveiraa @simplegenius042 @gearvmac @captastra @simonxriley @strafethesesinners @strangefable @josephslittledeputy @josephseedismyfather @trench-rot @thesingularityseries @wrathfulrook @la-grosse-patate @shellibisshe @marivenah @dumbassdep @g0dspeeed @theelderhazelnut and anyone that would like to do the uquiz <3

#tagged <3 #did i spend wayyy too much on the gifs and getting them all to match? YES and #no regrets; esp with how the ones for Faith and Leslie fit together <3 #oc: sabrina donovan #oc: calahan hartley #oc: mercedes “mercy” sibley #oc: leslie parish #oc: penelope “penny” hastings #oc: maxwell stockton #ship: the diviner and the baptist #john x sabrina #ship: the deceiver and the wolf #jacob x mercedes #ship: the chevalier and the siren #faith x leslie #ship: the daredevil and the anchor #calahan x mary may #ship: a chance encounter with lady love #maxwell x penelope #fc5 ocs #fc5 deputy #far cry 5 oc #wip: in hope of tomorrow #wip: a trial of errors #far cry 5 deputy #uquiz #uquiz tag #ship dynamics #oc uquiz #my ships

[jianghushenanigans]

Funeral Blues - W.H. Auden // The Blood of Youth, episode 26

#the blood of youth #sikong qianluo #lei wujie #xiao se #me: oh i finally have an evening completely free I can't wait to work on all my fic WIPS #me: rewatches part of the episode that made me cry for 48 hours #me: makes this (?!) #i'm not sure how much i like it but i'm going to post it because i'm unlikely to come back to it #and also what would the harm be in making it again but better