#also how tf do I restrict comments?

[spilledcoconutwater]

You know what, I didn't want to speak up, because I know people like to misinterpret my words and I know people whose families suffered in Hamas attack and many irls following me is much more knowledgeable about politics of middle east than I am and I didn't want to make some stupid mistake and get roasted to hell and back, but, first of all, I will be screaming free Palestine the same way my mother used to scream free Tibet as a teenager and I also can't stand the disinformation and lack of critical thinking.

1. I genuinely saw someone stating that protecting Israel is important, because every jew from Poland fled there to survive holocaust and there is no more og Jews there, which I guess means half of my friends doesn't exist so good riddance.

2. I hate so many people making it about antisemitism. Like...wtf? If a christian kills my dog and I will get angry at him, it's because I'm an atheist? Please. Antisemitism is a problem, but let's not get carried away. It's not about religion here, it's about genocide and honestly I have very deep if you were victim in the past, now we are in the present and you lost your victim card the moment you did your first war crime against people who weren't even connected to what you're trying to play victim about. Like if my dog bites me and I will go punch my friend's cat years later stating I was just afraid my dog will bite me again, it doesn't exactly make sense, does it?

3. I hate people making it about Ukraine and race. Yeah, racism is awful and way too common and influences too many political decisions, but it's not why reaction to Ukraine was different. I need you all to understand that Ukraine got so much coverage because westerners were shitting themselves about it being too close to their homes, and the USA saw the opportunity to rehush their cold war. They don't care about ukrainians, but they can't let Russia progress beyond Ukraine because it will tangle them in active warfare. West is more than happy to boost their economy on wars as long as they are far from them and won't affect them personally. It's not about race here. It's not about religion. Politics is way less about beliefs and ideals and more about maximising profit than you can imagine.

4. The same goes for why Ukraine didn't vote and didn't support Palestine. I can't pretend to know what ukrainian government believes in but you do get that them going against USA and supporting Russian side and country that "attacked" would be political suicide, Ukraine can't afford if they want to keep USA fundings and get that spot in Nato. Them deciding not to vote is as good as it could be, but this one is just my opinion, since the same would probably also happen in different scenarios, looking at how all Eastern countries voted.

5. Fuck everyone who says they don't want to think about it or that kids are too young to learn about it. What exactly is a difference between them learning about genocide and polish kids writing essays about teenagers dying in uprising and reading books about Gestapo tortures or dying in Nazi camps in a fucking middle school? If official school program for polish, Lithuanian or German kids states its okay to show them documentaries about holocaust and sing songs about kids dying for their land, why it's too much to explain to them what is happening in middle East?

6. I hate how little we learned from ww2. When polish spies were risking their lives getting secret plans and documents about holocaust from Germans before the war and presented them to the west, west said they can't get involved because its too delicate issue and would hurt international relationships. Then billions of people died because the west was too selfish to move a finger. Then they just left East to Soviets because Churchill was too concerned about being on good terms with Stalin. Why is West doing the same shit again? What are these years of learning history good for if politicians can't even learn from it? And going off of this, while I understand we have right wing Catholic government and antisemitism issue that would look bad on us, fuck East for not speaking up and not taking a stance.

7. If one country doesn't have military it's not a war, its genocide.

8. "Ooh, Amanda, what should Israel do after getting attacked by Hamas then?" I don't know, maybe discuss how to get hostages they talk about so much from gaza back to their homes and try to focus on that instead of straight up bombing everyone and maybe go for defense instead of war crime. Maybe not use phosphore bombs and not kill journalists? Maybe not put hostages from their own country in active danger? Hamas, for sure, will give your kids back when you bomb them so hard there will be no kids to give back anymore. What country genuinely tries to completely destroy and bomb country with their own hostages in it before securing the hostages? It should be your first red flag.

9. If Israel really believes they are just protecting themselves, why would they try so hard to hide what is happening in Palestine? Why would they cut off the Internet? Wouldn't it be better for them to just show everything and let the world see the situation?

10. At the end let it be said, I wish celebrities knew when to shut the fuck up. I hate this trend where we expect famous people to speak up. Yeah, yeah, I know traction and influence but one would think we noticed already how dumb and uneducated most of entertainment industry is and that they will just repost whatever their pr people tell them to, so what's the point? I will always advocate for influencers and celebrities whose job isn't connected to the issue, to just go fuck themselves before they open their social media apps. Let's acknowledge that most of them are either upper class dropouts or liberal intellectualists who are living in a completely different world than we are.

Just my random thoughts. I'm not here to get into discussion. Political and humanitarian debates are something I do irl, and I have my international relationship major and history major friends for that.

#palestine #free palestine #didn't know if I should tag it because it's literally just my rant and my own thoughts #but fuck it #also how tf do I restrict comments?

[goldies-cryptobitch]

Warning people in the Hazbin Hotel/Helluva Boss fandom of the shameless art thief @horrorlover1 (funnily enough they tried changing their URL because they got called out, I assume they don't realize that old URL @'s still take people to your updated URL 🙄) - They've been reposting people's art with the excuse of "Oh, well, I don't know where they came from, I just find them on Google UwU Credit to the artist tho lol" and when told directly where somebody's art came from, their response was to delete the replies, block the person, restrict replies on ALL their posts, and btw, STILL did not actually credit the OG artist.

So, safe to say, it's abundantly clear that this human trashpile doesn't actually give a shit about the original artists of these works. I'll be tagging all the OG artists I can find and link to the stolen posts so that y'all can report this person (I will also @ some of the well-known fandom artists who might not've been hit yet so that they know to block this person and report them if they are able. Also, I don't have Twitter, so if somebody could let the Twitter-exclusive users know of this to also report this person, that would be dope. (Maybe post in the replies if you're going to do that though, so that people can see if it's already been done and the artists don't get spammed about it.))

This art belongs to @marukmpos (Twitter link)

This art belongs to @bluestripedrenulian (dA link)

This art belongs to rinna_hel

This art belongs to Tunyeta

This art belongs to @mellemoondraws (Twitter link)

This art and this art belongs to @gensubart (dA link)

This art belongs to thatboni and @notherpuppet (Twitter link)

This art belongs to TheOGFazFilms

This art belongs to Cessy_Janea

This art belongs to cocodar

This art belongs to Sooelliee and Alkar_tar_art (whose profile SPECIFICALLY says not to repost their art btw)

This art belongs to Thea Yildirim

This art belongs to @pleasantlypony (Twitter link)

This art belongs to Serped3ra

This art belongs to @frenchiefie / @frenchiefieart (Twitter link)

This art belongs to ArtyDemon

This art belongs to SuamyArt

This art belongs to @sadelionne (Twitter link)

And some Hazbin/Helluva artists I'm tagging mostly just warning to block this person so their art also doesn't get stolen/reposted: @kandavers @smilezandmics @greykolla-art @triona-tribblescore @alymccart @noramiamere @adyophene @diabloku @applepartysins @captainsaltypear @scruplepossum (Again, I'm not in the fandom, so I don't really know who all should be tagged and I don't want to make this post crazily long, but yeah, I guess if anybody else in the fandom knows of who might wanna be given a heads up, they'd know better than me lol)

I'm not in the HH/HB fandoms, I was just shootin' the shit with a friend yesterday (the one who initially commented about crediting artists on their posts) and they mentioned this situation to me, and since art thieves like this are massive fucking shitbags that just wanna get clout off of other people's work, figured I should at least credit some ACTUAL artists. Even as an outsider I know that stealing/reposting is a MASSIVE problem in that fandom, and the art fans have got to stop letting people get away with it. Don't like/reblog from assholes like this, support the ACTUAL artists, dude. Stop letting these leeches get away with stealing from legitimate content creators.

If anybody recognizes any of the other stolen art that I might not've found the OG artists for, please let them know so that they can also report their stolen artworks.

Moral of the story: It's not that fucking hard to find the original artists of things online. Don't be a shitty art thief like @horrorlover1 and at LEAST give PROPER credit if you're going to repost something. :/

Edit: Just editing to add that I find it kinda funny how they claim I made this post to try and boost myself when I said multiple times that I'm not even in the Hazbin/Helluva fandom, lmfao. Like, who tf you think I'm boosting myself to??? I don't even make content for this fandom. Also they changed their url to @thecatgirl-luvmyrocky but the original @ link still works, too.

Editing to add their apology, but I am still keeping the post up so that people can decide for themselves if they want to block or not.

Stop reposting things with no credit, and if any artists reach out to you about taking down their posts or anything like that, then listen to them. Artists deserve respect, they deserved to be RECOGNIZED for their hard work, and not giving credit is a HUGE slap in the face to them. Do better.

#Hazbin Hotel #Helluva Boss #Vivziepop #Anyways new AMV coming out today or tomorrow #Another random spur-of-the-moment one because my ADHD brain is a menace to society

[ohmyeyesmyeyes]

beef with wasps

f!singer x andrei svechnikov

warnings: mentions of anaphylactic shock/severe allergic reactions, swearing, light joking of near death (to be clear: nobody dies in this), some fluff

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ynofficial: on behalf of y/n - she is conscious, well and in great hands. she told me to spare the details on what happened, but does want you guys to know that after suffering a wasp sting earlier this afternoon, she was rushed to the ER after going into anaphylactic shock. she gave us all quite a scare and will be in overnight for observations, but doctors are positive she'll make a full recovery

S x

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gracieabrams: thinking of you and wishing you the best recovery! <3

fan1: who tf is s?

fan2: that must have been terrifying, so glad she's ok now

fan3: sending love

reneerapp: ❤️❤️

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ynofficial: they gave me so much fucking adrenalin i have a rocket up my arse rn and he's just gone to the vending machine bc im so hungry so im taking this opportunity to tell you guys that i almost died today but im ok and the reason theres no selfie is bc i look like a pickled dick rn and as charles boyle once said life is a party and im the pinata xxxxx and he did get me flowers without me even asking so im vv in love rn

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fan4: sorry you almost died?????

fan5: babe what did you think anaphylactic shock was

fan6: does the adrenalin also increase the meme usage

fan7: so she almost dies AND reveals she might be in a relationship??? my heart is breaking twice tonight

fan8: ok but the flowers???? she's got a real one there

fan9: i mean i'd like to think if you almost died your partner would get you flowers...

fan10: lmao you'd think so wouldn't you

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ynofficial: back home! i'm now on house arrest because "there aren't any wasps inside" (we have beef with their butts now). needless to say, it was scary for everyone, but as you can see, miley (the cat) is the only one unbothered. i'm currently typing this from under a human giant and i'm loving every second.

i'd also like to take the opportunity to apologise for my loopy instagram posting and let everyone who purchased tickets for the phoenix show know that they will be refunded. again, i'm incredibly sorry for any inconvenience!

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fan11: and you expect me to believe that human giant in the photo is NOT svech???

fan12: he also likes cats

fan13: and in her other post, it was signed off with 's'

fan14: girl don't apologise

fan15: is he ok?

ynofficial: bit teary but we're recovering!

fan16: NO SVECH DON'T CRY EVERYTHING IS OKAY

andrei_svechnikov37: ynofficial you almost died i'm not letting you go that easily

fan17: SVECH HELLO

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andrei_svechnikov37: the family emergency has made a full recovery! (thank fuck) i also wanted to come on here and say that i'm unbelievably proud of this girl, and hilariously in love with her

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fan18: crying happy tears this is adorable

fan19: SVECH STOP RUINING MY STANDARDS

fan20: i love how she's wearing red in the last two pictures

ynofficial: shh he hasn't caught on yet

fan21: i've only had y/n and andrei for a day (officially), but if anything happened to them, i would kill everyone in this room and then myself

fan22: am i the only one who wants to know how long they've been dating?

fan23: no!! i do too

ynofficial: you're making me blush

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fan24: y/n is so precious and idk who andrei is but i love him just for this caption

fan25: svech is definitely a cuddler

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ynofficial: i can't find the right words to express how happy and grateful i am to have you in my life, so i'm just going to settle with i love you so fucking much that sometimes i can't breathe because of it, okay?

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fan26: is andrei the inspiration behind out of my misery?

ynofficial: yes

fan27: you guys make me sick in a good way

fan28: wow you've got taste y/n

andrei_svechnikov37: saying you can't breathe is a bit too soon

ynofficial: LMAO I DIDN'T EVEN NOTICE

andrei_svechnikov37: i love the love though

fan29: y/n i can't-

fan30: how long have you guys been together?

ynofficial: one and a half years!

fan31: y/n not being overly mushy on instagram and casually announcing she's dating an nhl player is my favourite part of this year so far

#andrei svechnikov x reader #nhl social media au #nhl fic #nhl imagine #hockey fic #hockey imagine

[thecryingastrologer]

Astrology observations pt18🧛

Disclaimer: all these observations are based on my personal observations ❤️

⬛TW: CHEATING, SU:CIDE ATTEMPT, MENTAL AB:USE AHEAD AFTER THE FIRST OBSERVATION.⬛

DO NOT 🚫 PLAGIARISE 🚫 MY 🚫 WORK 🚫 IF YOU WISH TO REPOST IT GIVE ME THE CREDITS 💌🧿

🌹 i have saturn in 9th and this one time, i read that it causes delay in the things related to that house and YALL i feel like it's true.💀💀💀😂😂💀🥲

Saturn= restrictions

9th house= higher education, faith, long journeys etc

All my friends are like packing up for colleges and are like leaving for other cities and I'm going to college but mine starts 2 weeks later than them and I'm in my hometown (not a small city just I've spent 18 yrs here so🤌)

Delay here doesnt mean I'm not going to college sometimes it simply means starting later than your peers.👍😍

⬛TW: CHEATING, SU:CIDE ATTEMPT, MENTAL AB:USE AHEAD⬛

🌹 OKAYYYYY SOOOOOO ILL TELL YOU WHAT persona charts tend to give a more in depth analysis of that particular placement. Atleast thas how i interpreted it as. NOOWW IM NOT PRO AT IT but i rlly wanted to know abt my venus persona chart and guess what.😌🤠 I saw venus⬛ Pluto over there.😌🤌 Which explains my fear of getting cheated on or being left for someone else which has made me a bit paranoid abt it and idk how tf i should stop thinking abt it cause I'm like not even in a relationship and probs woNt be in oNE for A WHILE🤠🤠🤠🤠💀💀🥲🥲 (send help👁️👁️🤠🤌💀)

Venus= love and all

Pluto= transformation and fears

🌹 I've noticed something. Any planet touched by Pluto tends to cause a sense of obsession/ magnetism/ attraction to the themes of the planet in contact with pluto.

I'll explain.

I have moon square pluto and i have an obsession with thinking abt how i feel and tend to go on a very deep end abt it. Like legit no one can tell me abt my demons cause i know them. I also have venus square pluto which again creates a sense of fear and attraction towards my relationships and romance or love in general.

🌹 also adding on Pluto aspecting with planets it also creates a sense of fear regarding the respective themes of that planet in contact with pluto.

Ill xplain again

I have moon square pluto. Whilst I'm quite in touch with my feelings it's lost obsessive sometimes and kind of blurs my ability to be responsive rather than reactive and i also fear my feelings getting out of control. I have tried to Google how to control facial expressions.

Another one would be, mercury aspecting pluto. I have it and i was reading my comments on ig ad i realised my stark change in the way i communicated bakc then and the way i do now. Like i FELT the change ifywim.I also fear losing control over my tongue which again gets multiplied 10X cause i also have mars in aspect with Pluto which makes me fear losing my control over my anger or passion like i legit googled how to control anger 🤬💀💀💀💀🤠

🌹 i read somewhere that degree of your sun can indicate something significant happening to you at that age and i have 13 degree in my sun and i tried to commit su:cide when i was 13🤠🌹

🌹again, i read somewhere that nessus conjuncting with any of your personal planets or points can indicate abuse by you or towards you and guess what? I have it conjuncting with my mercury and i was always called stupid and crazy and dumb by my parents esp mother when they would get mad at me.💀💀🤠🤠👁️👁️

🌹ppl with moon in 10th/ cap/ moon saturn aspect may have been though incidents which caused them to grow up quickly and i feel like it's true. I have moon conjunct saturn and i remember i was called ✨selfish✨ by my father for not wanting to fill water bottles. I was 8bruh like how tf you gonna call an 8yo selfish?????🤠🤠🤠💀💀💀

Also, just saying you guys none of these placements always have to be as dark as mine were. It all gets down to your overall chart. Basic point is Pluto tends to cause transformation and let's be hoenest, it isnt always as golden and sweet as it may look. sometimes it's dark and painful but what can we say? In this lifetime you and i, we all will change and no one can stop it. So never let anything bog you down. Keep your head up and be hopeful🐅☀️

☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️

Notes for yll

I know this time it's gotten a bit dark but i rlly did want to get all of this off of my chest. The observations made this time are based on my personal bc. Hope y'all understand ❤️

ANNNNNDDD IM VVV SORRY FOR THE LONG BREAK I HAD TAKEN.

I IS BACKKKK (did i piss yall earth esp virgo mercury/ mars to see this grammatical error👁️👁️🤣❤️) AND WILL TRY TO UPLOAD MORE OF MY ASTROLOGY CONTENT.

Thankyou bebebessssss for always supporting me and following me ANDDd engagignwith me and liking everything that i output here ily alot🧿❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️☀️☀️☀️

#astro community #astro notes #astrology #birth chart #horoscope #capricorn placement #cancer #cancer placement #cancer placements #pisces placements #satuen aspects moon #moon aspects saturn #moon conjunct saturn #saturn conjunct moon #venus square pluto #pluto square venus #moon square pluto #pluto square moon #saturn in 9th #saturn in 9th house #saturn in 9 house #saturn in 9

[mxtxfanatic]

Yeah, if you read through mdzs and thought that Wei Wuxian slept with an actually drunk Lan Wangji in the third drunk scene, idk what to tell you. I mean, on the one hand, I’d seen people dissect the scene, retranslating it with added commentary for the nuances from the original Mandarin because some things just don’t translate well. On top of that, I’ve seen all the criticisms of the exr translation and how some things were just not translated well. I saw all this before I read the novel, myself, which led me to believe that this would be an easily missable aspect of this scene.

However, when I actually got to the scene, it was very clear that Lan Wangji was sober and it was his sober self that initiated the sex. For one, we are given two previous drunk scenes for comparison to the last one, and in all of them, including the last one, lwj acts extremely childish until halfway through the bath scene in the last drunken escapade. He runs around, causing havoc to recreate the stories wwx would tell him about his childhood in Lotus Pier. He’s clingy and constantly wanting to have wwx’s attention on him as well as gift him things. If in one sentence he seems to push wwx away, in his immediate next sentence or action, he is reaching out again for attention. This is not how sober lwj, who is consistent in his actions and words unless/until provoked by wwx, acts, and lwj does not act to initiate sex until he is continually provoked by wwx. Second, his language as a drunk is even childish, very short and clipped like a small child (most of his sentences are either one word, a sound, or feel like incomplete sentences at this point), but when he starts to sober up, his sentences become full again, even complex in a way his drunken speech is not. Compare:

For you. All for you. Not anymore. (and this was a non-sequitur) Not bathing anymore.

with:

Do not touch me In any case, you may not go. I told you not to touch me.

While these examples are all from the third drunken scene, the change in lwj’s actions and words are so profound in all of them that wwx is able to tell that something is off with lwj immediately from the moment he first speaks in the first drunken escapade all the way back in Chapt. 31. It is there that wwx notes that lwj’s actions and comments seem “bolder,” that he is “so honest after he had drunk” (in a way he is not when he is sober and remembers his restrictions).

And thirdly, we know from the second drunken escapade in Chapt. 45 how a drunk lwj would react to a sexual advance from wwx, which is to promptly knock himself tf out when wwx kisses him.

So no, I don’t really think this is a problem of mxtx not building this scene up properly, because she gave us two previous scenes for comparison to be able to spot the difference. I also don’t think this is a translation issue on exr’s part because, again, with the setup of the previous two scenes and how lwj’s speech and mannerisms change once he gets to the bathtub scene, it felt very clear that lwj had sobered up in that moment.

The point of the “drunken” sex scene is to create a moment of miscommunication between wwx and lwj that would temporarily separate them until it is cleared up, not to create a sense of dubiousness in their relationship (on the part of the reader) to begin with.

#mdzs #saw a post that was about svsss funnily enough #trashing this whole scene as ‘problematic’ to say that situations in svsss aren’t #and i just want to know how you can apply critical thinking to one book #but not the other #and both are by the same person why would it make sense for her to go back on her messages between books???

[xxoxobree]

I'm sorry to hear that. You were one of the best miles blogs on here but unfortunately fandoms esp the spiderverse one are extremely toxic and people go on power trips and send witch hunts after ppl minding their business. Fandoms aren't fun anymore because there's certain people who are miserable and want to make everyone else as miserable as they are or who expect people to bend to their whims on how their interact with with content. That's probably why there's like...nothing new in the tags because everyone got discouraged bcause certain individuals will find a problem with their content and harass them

I agree 100% . Thank you for calling me one of the best 🥰.

I made a whole post on how I think the toxicity made everyone stop posting. It went from fun little silly fics and people just sharing with each other, to completely left field and restrictive and pulling shit out of our asses to be “right” just because you didn’t like something someone you’ll probably never ever meet or play any role in your real life posted, said, did. We’re mad and outraged because someone made a story you didn’t like, “omg how dare they do something you don’t like.” Like be so fr 🤣🤣

I’ve always stressed how important it is to let people just be creative in stories because it’s just that A STORY.

I think it’s so important to create spaces on the internet that are for us and to leave people tf alone. Blocking , filtering, scrolling. It’s healthier for you and others less clashing. It’s a lot of fan art/stories in the ATSV fandom that I don’t like,(e.g Milecest.) I don’t actively seek it out or interact, post about it. I mind my mf business 😂😂 as I should cause there are people who weirdly like it and there’s literally nothing I can do about it

But I think that happens a lot with internet culture. Likes, comments interactions trigger dopamine that they don’t get from REAL LIFE, experiences, the internet rewards bad behavior and bullying that they like to mask as being “right”.

I’ve also noticed that a lot of people don’t have actual friend groups outside of the internet so in an effort to feel like they belong, they’ll go with whatever.

In conclusion I should also stop being emotional and overthinking stuff and letting a little outside noise affect me personally. This is my personal page, that I can post whatever I’d like on it. Spiderverse, Pjo, ATLA. And it makes me happy and I love to interact with everyone who’s just as excited as I am to talk about our interest and hyper fixations.

#xxoxobree #xxoxo updates #xxoxoanon #xxoxoask

[nemobeatrice]

Fic Writing Questions Tag

Thank you for tagging me, @hunter-sylvester!

1. How many fics do you have on AO3?

I have 62. It'll look like I have 53 if you don't have an account. Some of my fic are restricted.

2. What’s your total AO3 word count?

248,908. Gees...

3. What fandoms do you write for?

JJBA, Elder Scrolls, WoW, Shrek, Saints Row, Elden Ring, and Dragon Age. I also wrote a hate fic about Onision. I hope he goes to jail. It was something I wrote way back in 2012, but I posted it on July 13, 2021. However, I mostly write for JJBA.

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

So I got Bored and Wrote this for my Friends (JJBA) E (for explicit)

JoJo's Azeroth Adventures (JJBA and WoW) M

(Was) Stuck in Traffic (JJBA) E

Fugo Meets his Minecraft Boyfriend (JJBA) Gen Aud

Daisies and Roses (JJBA) T

I'm not going to provide a link to my explicit fics, sorry.

5. Do you respond to comments?

Most of the time. When people compliment my fics, I say thanks. I don't know how else to respond. 😅

6. What’s the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

I mostly write fluffy feel good fics BUT..........................I did write this, teehee! c:

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Hmm, I've written a lot of stuff. That could be any of them. Uh, this, I guess.

8. Do you get hate on fics?

I haven't received any hate, yet. But I do mostly write JJBA fanfic, so I expect a hate message.

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

I do, but I don't write much of it. It's crack.

10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?

Oh, yeah! This one is probably the craziest.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not that I know of. I hope people alert me if that happens.

12. Have you ever cowritten a fic before?

My brother and I have written some chapters for certain fics.

13. What’s your all time favourite ship?

Poly La Squadra and Shrohan (Shrek x Rohan). Oh, and FuGio.

14. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

The Golden Miners is a WIP, but I'll finish the next chapter sometime in December.

15. What are your writing strengths?

Gee, I don't know. I guess people like it when I write something funny.

16. What are your writing weaknesses?

I'm not good with grammar. Tbh, I don't know how tf I graduated high school.

Hmm, and I guess details too. I read one of my fics (a smutty one) during stream, and my brother kept wanting more details about certain scenes. I just think some details aren't necessary for the reader to know, but maybe I'm wrong.

Oh, and then there's editing. Omfg, the typos I make.

17. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

I usually avoid doing that. If I'm writing in English, the whole thing is going to be in English.

18. First fandom you wrote for?

Elder Scrolls.

19. Favourite fic you’ve written?

Hiking in Murren, Switzerland because I love how I made Diavolo a disaster. Domestic Life with Diavolo because I enjoy a bit of slice of life. Trip to Crystal Mountain because I loved Crystal Mountain so much that I wrote about it but with one of my fav ships. Liurnia's Burger King because my friend really loves beating children up and calling the enemies Burger King employees.

Oh, and I do love this one chapter my brother and I wrote.

I know two people I could tag, but I don't think they get along. So... anyone who wants to do it.

#tag meme

[goodbyenorthernlights]

Fandom discourse and venting below.

Man, there's a post going around about AO3, the importance of what it does, and why it has so few content restrictions. And I p much agree with that post!

But the version I keep seeing includes a comment at the end where someone kind of implies that Thorki isn't really incestuous, or at least it's only lightly incestuous, because it's an adoptive relationship and Odin didn't do it Legally And Properly. (how tf would even do that. through an Asgardian adoption agency?)

And that kind of ticks me off because of how, like... Dismissive it is, to the psychology of family relationships. I'm not a professional psychologist specializing in incest, but it is a subject I've read about and from the admittedly limited information there is on it, there really isn't a noticeable difference in the effects of incest between adoptive relatives and between biological relatives.

And it's also dismissive to actual adopted children out there. I've read posts from adoptees who have stated that it is really uncomfortable to them when the stumble over the Not Blood Siblings trope, and how hurtful it is to be considered "lesser" family by other people.

Like imo, ship whatever you want for whatever reasons you have, but to then go around saying "well my ship isn't incest because they're only adoptive siblings" uhhhh makes it p clear to me you have no idea what the hell you're talking about.

#incest -

[dyslexic-mess]

I saw a YouTube theory discussing how Venti has ties with the god of time. It went deeper than that but it mentions that there's a suggestion that Barbados only awakens when something is about to go down.

I wanna talk about that more bec I really do think it might be a thing. He awakened when the aristocracy got so bad that mond needed a divine nudge to fix it. He awoke again when Durin terrorised mond. It seems he is only ever awake when mond faces something it truly can't handle without its Archon.

This in mind, we know he's awake during the current story. We also know he was awakened recently or its atleast implied. He says 'its okay, I'm here now' to Divaln, suggesting he's not been around for a while. He also comments on there not being an age restriction or 'silly rules' of the like, the last time he was around mond.

It could be argued that what happened with Divaln WAS the reosen he awoke but I don't think it's that simple. For one, he's still awake when we leave and shows up enough that we can infer he sticks around after the mondstat Archon quest. Also, although Venti did help with the divaln thing, I don't think it's something mond couldn't have figured out eventually. Also also, its made aparent that Divaln has been known as 'Storm terror' for long enough that many have forgotten his true name. If thats the case and mond had been helpless for that long, why didn't Venti awaken sooner?

No. I think that Barbados being up and about is a precursor to something much bigger. What? I have no idea.

However, I find it sus that we just LEFT the defiled statue where we found it. We also never actually figured out why the abyss is targeting mondstat so heavily. We're getting into speculation territory but I think it has to do with mondstats and venti himselves connection to the god of time and the thousand winds temple.

Mondstat is the city of the wind now but they used to worship the wind and time together, believing them to be intrinsically linked. What if the abyss is trying to take control of time itself? Sure, no one has any clue where the god of time is or who they where but I'd reckon Barbados is a p good place to start.

Perhaps that's why he's awake. Bec whatever tf the abyss is doing is going to cause a threat so huge thay they can't handle it without there Archon.

Anyyyyyway. This post is long enough. You can draw your own conclusions.

#genshin impact venti #OKAY BUT #long post #bek rambles about crap #genshin impact #venti #what if part of mondstats endgame is that venti gets corrupted???? #or atleast knocked out of commition due to that shit with the statue #if he dies I SWEAR TO GOD #OR MAYBY #Barbatos was awakened to protect mond #but his gnosis got yoinked #so OOP #now he cant actually scale up #but this is all speculation and half head cannon #above all I just think it would be a cool bit of lore if Barbados slept when mondstat was truly at peace #only to awaken when his people faced something they really could not handle alone #its got such FLAVOR to it y'know??? #I could talk EVEN MORE but we're reaching the tag limit so this'll do

[cemeteryrocks900]

I’m getting nervous for Easter…

We’re celebrating 4 birthdays on top of Easter itself

With my family ik there’s going to be 4 different cakes and all the comments of me needing to eat more and how I eat like a bird

Either I’m gonna not want anything there (bc they always make gross food) or someone is gonna force me to eat something, or I’ll eat more sweets and then feel like shit bc high calories and I wish I had the mindset of “birthday calories don’t count” or “holiday calories don’t count” bc to me they do, I have to get down to the T what I eat, and not being able to weigh or know what’s gonna be in the food is FRIGHTENING!! I’m definitely only doing water for my drink, but I’m so nervous about hidden calories (butter, oil, lard etc.)

I also HATE eating around other people, hearing the sounds, people watching me eat, feeling judged, people being mad at me for “being picky” when in reality these are the hardest damn days right next to weekends food wise, they’re all so judgmental

But one thing I WILL eat if it’s there… my grandmas German potato salad🥴

But again guys I’m so scared and if you guys have any tips on how to deal with judgement… because I can’t skip this sadly, and idk if my boyfriend will be able to go and he’s my biggest support with guilt even if he doesn’t know how to help much

Like should I bring distractions (coloring, reading, journaling) bc my uncle hates when we have phones out but it’s literally my only distraction from eating

And do I just let myself indulge? Bc this only comes once a year and an 18th birthday only happens once, so do I deal with the guilt or do I play it safe? Like it all depends what food is there too

Holidays once again are always miserable to me, I almost always end up crying or having a panic attack

It’s only a couple weeks away and Ik I should take my time to each day but days like this i need to prepare myself

Like how tf am I gonna guess with my calories?? Like Ik this may sound messed up of me but on the day, would anyone want to help? I’ll send you my plate with approx measurements and what the food is, this is obviously if I decide to be careful or not of what I eat, I just seriously can’t go a day without counting at least something

I’m sorry this is a huge ramble and I’m sick so I may not make literally any sense bc I have double brain fog it seems

Like I already know everything will tell me restrict before and after and slightly restrict at the meals and make the dine er and dessert the only times I eat, but no matter how much I restrict beforehand I never feel like I restricted enough to “deserve” the food on Easter

Also they make ham at Easter and I despise ham, ever since I was a kid I’ve hated ham, still do to this day

My family is very white so the food is gross- for example cranberry stuffing casserole

WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO BE A CASSEROLE????

On the other hand sometimes they make good appetizers, except last get together when we watched Christmas movies… my uncle made “pizza” on an English muffin (I hate English muffins, it’s a texture thing)

Omg stfu. Here I am rambling again, nobody asked about my goddamn uncles poverty pizzas

I should probably go to bed

Side note: I play clash of clans, I’m gonna be town hall 6 tomorrow, I made a second account like 2 weeks ago and I’m almost at town hall 6, so I’m very proud of myself for finding a hyper fixation that makes me feel accomplished:) just like cleaning!

OMG AGAIN I NEED TO SHUT UP

Good night babes!! Remember you are sexy, you are valid, you are a hottie, BUT out of best interest, you should drink more water bc I KNOW you’re dehydrated

[lgbtpolitics]

Maybe this is gonna be controversial but I found this tweet extremely disappointing and aggravating:

To start with this kind of lazy comparison drives me a bit mad; this was said in the context of minors being allowed to transition, and guess what? There are age restrictions on boob jobs! As far as I can tell there's no law about age in the US but it is not FDA approved for girls under 18 (and ofc you need parental consent) for saline implants and 22 for silicon implants. There are hardly any surgeons willing to do this operation on underage girls (as it should be!). Testosterone boosters is a weird example as these are mostly used in men over 50 with a hormone deficiency so like.. idk penis enlargement would have matched boob jobs better tbh.

Furthermore, cosmetic surgeries are not covered by insurance (although specifics can depend on companies it usually must be deemed medically necessary), or the NHS in the UK. You can a boob job if you've got money and a surgeon regardless of whether you are cis or trans. So my point is - this comparison is completely futile, governing transition by the same laws and regulations as cosmetics would in fact be bad, cosmetics are not easily accessible without money or to anyone under age.

Also, calling cosmetic surgery "gender affirming" turns my stomach. Plastic surgery attempts to fix peoples insecurities that are societally generated by putting them through operations that often have high risks and complications. Plastic surgery companies are so predatory and target young women to get a nice pay check from them (source source source source - im not gonna list out all the ways they are gross bc I wanna keep this as short as possible but seriously read those articles) that to call them anything "affirming" makes me feel sick. They are not "affirming" they very deliberately encourage insecurity and want you coming back for more.

They certainly are not gender affirming either. Tf have these got to do with gender? Just because they are more likely done to one gender than the other? What if cis women get testosterone boosters to like, gain muscle or something, is that gender affirming? What about liposuction, laser hair removal, face lifts, butt lifts?? All majoratively received by women soo, gender affirming? Is it only if it involves the specific parts associated with a gender that it is gender affirming? I can see that he's deliberately calling them this to make a point, but the point does not stand, people getting these procedures are not doing so to affirm their gender somehow, they might be correlated with gender but thats not the same thing. Also there's this gem I found in the comments:

Pregnancy prevention is gender affirming?? Is that a fucking joke?? By other reasons, you mean regulating periods? Oh wow such gender affirming activity, people definitely do this to feel more like a woman, not because they want regular periods and to not have a baby. What about trans men preventing pregnancy, is that gender affirming? Are condoms gender affirming for everyone?

I wanna be fair and say that I can see this isn't how he intends it to sound but this whole tweet and the replies all give the natural conclusion that women are more of a woman if they have plastic surgery. I can see what he's trying to say but he's saying it very badly: the reality is that we should support trans people, including trans kids having access to appropriate treatment because its different to cosmetic surgery, not because its similar. To conflate the two actually encourages predatory tactics from plastic surgeons and discourages authentic support for transition.

#surgery #plastic surgery #cosmetics

[kaomiv]

idk what your rules are but can i get iwaizumi and his ex getting stuck in a storage closet and neither has been in a new relationship since the breakup so their tension is pretty high or what not. ugh idk what direction it would go but you're open to add suggestive nsfw contention ... idk im in the mood for spicy tension <3

yes ofc, this is perfect. iwaizumi has been on my mind lately and i just can’t get him out ugh

warnings: college au, usage of pet names, choking, cockwarming (?), storage closet, sir kink, breeding kink if you squint

word count: 546

( was not proof read ! )

“oh f-fuck wait, hajime,” you said as the glistening man fucked into you, hard and unforgiving.

“wait? don’t think i can do that hun, now be a good girl and loosen up for me” he gripped your thigh while his other hand lightly sat on your lower back.

the two of you were in a closet. a closet that not too long ago the both of you were locked into, by mistake you’d like assume. but it didn’t look like any “mistake” by any means, seeing that you’ve been stuck in a closet for so long. it definitely wasn’t a mistake.

god were you hot n bothered.....especially trapped in a room—storage closet—with your ex. your only (since highschool) relationship and your latest relationship.

crazy how things can escalate so fast; now you’re stuck in a storage unit getting the best dick of your life from your ex, sobbing and praising him for how good he feels inside of you.

“oh y/n, you’re doing so great sweetie, just like that” your walls squeezed down on him, signaling you were about to cum, but he slowed his pace making you groan in frustration.

“you asshole, why would you-“ iwaizumi grabbed your chin and leaned close to your ear. gently responding with, “because...we just got started, that would ruin all the fun, wouldn’t it hun? and how about you answer when i’m talking to you sweetie?”

his hand lowered onto your throat to restrict your breathing. you managed to croak out a weak, “yes sir,” in response to his comment.

the pace was picked up after complying, giving you a rush of pleasure. his hand still on your throat keeping you in place as he fucked into you from the back.

crammed in such a humid, small place got your adrenaline pumping. and the slight thought of getting caught made your toes curl in excitement.

“such a good girl- fucking hell” his hips stammered and his hand tightened around your neck and pace faltered, he was close. your vision was foggy and all you let out were desperate whines as your hand clawed at his wrist.

iwaizumi finally came, going limp against your back. his hands stilled on your hips, rubbing soft circles into them.

you were the first to break the silence after you guys caught your breath. “i’m starting to think you really did miss me” he made a ‘tsk’ sound but kissed the back of your neck and nuzzled into it, only admitting to his defeat.

heads darting to the door, a light had cracked through. one of iwaizumi’s fellow colleagues—being the curious fucker he was—opened the storage unit only to reveal the two of you pressed together. sweaty and murmuring faint ‘sorrys’ and ‘i love yous’ back and forth.

iwaizumi furrowed his eyebrows and the student ran away, forgetting what he had saw. the both of you giggled and began cleaning up, wiping away the cum that was spilt onto the floor.

before leaving iwaizumi turned around to look at you. “does this mean we’re....?” with one eyebrow raised he pointed his finger back and forth at the two of you.

you laughed, nodding your head. he turned a dark shade of red, and stifled out an, “oh”

“now get moving, i’m sure we’ve missed lord knows how many classes”

first full oneshot/story whatever tf this is, but plz leave request i would love to write anything anyone has in mind. and i also would love love love to write specifically for a black reader, as i am one myself

#iwaizumi fanfic #iwaizumi scenarios #iwaizumi fluff #iwaizumi oneshot #iwaizumi smut #haikyu x reader #hq x reader #black y/n #black writers #black poc #request

[imnotokayimok]

Just a mini rant before I have to get up.

So I started destroying myself through Ed’s in 8th grade. I was around 120lbs during at time and considered skinny to everyone, but one girl said I was fat and that’s when it all started. I looked up on Google how to make yourself throw up and I found a tumblr page from like 2014 about ana and mia tips and tricks. Everyday that I wake up I regret ever being effected by that stupid comment that girl made. Because now I have years of self hate and self harm built up in me and I try so hard to overcome it but I always end up here 😕 Tbh the worst part for me was when someone recommended self harm as a punishment for overeating. WHY TF WOULD THEY DO THAT?!!! It was a post on ed tumblr and of course because I’m stupid I did it. Instead of thinking it through, my dumb ass cut the shit out my legs and not in hidden regions of my legs 😭 literally the front of my thigh. I spent all summer covered up so my parents wouldn’t find out, and it also spiraled into an obsession. I started cutting a lot even if I didn’t overeat. I became really depressed and suicidal for about 6 months, and I kept gaining then losing weight. I would binge, purge, cut, restrict, repeat. And I always look back on the events in my life and it all stems back to what that girl said. But she wasn’t just some girl she was actually my best friend since 1 years old. So of course I took it to heart and tried to lose weight extremely fast by purging. I was only 13 😭

#notprojustusehashtags #only pr0 for myself #tw ed mention #tw ed stuff #low cal ana #anamia #an0rex1c #tw ed related #tw purge #ed things

[falling-stars-and-open-scars]

Well fuck {TW some meanspo directed at/for myself}

Note: I am a legit dumbass. Do NOT do what I do. I do NOT advise this for anyone but myself. I am NOT a doctor and willingly acknowledge that I am causing more damage in the long run. Please please PLEASE do NOT do as I do. You are far too good for this, kiddo. <3

May 25th, 2020

Hey guys. I know, I haven’t written in a while. Life’s been crazy and busy and stressful and yada-yada-yada, I ended up gaining back *ALMOST* all of the weight I lost at the start of the year (from 290, down to 270; then back up to 283). 

Suffice it to say, I’ve been SUUUUPER pissed at myself for not having more control of what I eat/drink, allowing myself too many breaks from the plan. What makes me even more upset is the fact that my best friend also started to lose weight (she was 199 and is now down to like 170) -- SHE has managed to keep it off {and of course, everyone is commenting on how good she looks}. BUT she also has prescribed medication to help her; so it’s not like she’s doing this by sheer willpower alone like I’m trying to do. She honestly doesn’t need to lose weight, she looks just fine for her frame/age; but she’s medically considered on the obese side and she wants to try to donate her eggs for money. {Let’s just ignore the fact that I’m like Morbidly Obese Level II >_>} 

My point is: she’s fine the way she is. People still find her super attractive. She can still FIND her size in any store she walks into. She can still eat and people won’t be disgusted by the sight of it; they actually encourage her to eat MORE because “Oh poor thin thing, you haven’t eaten since yesterday at lunch”. She can do everything I can’t. She’s still the pretty princess and I’m just the smart-ass fat sidekick. 

God damn, I just want to be considered beautiful. I want to feel comfortable in my own damn body.  I’ve started doing camming, and while I do have a small following, I absolutely HAAAATE the idea that they are ONLY following me because of a fat fetish that they have....they ONLY view me as attractive because of my size, like my size is something to be proud of {newflash: it’s not}. I’d rather be a cute, tiny thing, than this big blob of uggo. But, as it stands now, that is exactly what I am: a blob of uggo.

I don’t think I will ever get down to my 16-18 year old weight (which back then was 160-180). I think I need to accept that, the absolute best I can do will be 200. I will never be 160 again. I will never be 130 again. I will never be this small, fragile doll that people want to care for and love. At best, 200. Which, I guess isn’t bad for a 30 year old; I’d rather be 200 than 300. 

It absolutely sickens me to be this way; to be 30 years old and 300 pounds -- knowing that, if something doesn’t change, I WILL be 600 pounds at some point in my life. It disgusts me to think that, on My 600 Pound Life, they STRIVE to be my size or less. It disgusts me to think that my size is someone else’s goal because who tf wants to look like this, who tf wants to look like me?

So, I have decided that I need extreme help. Trying to do keto AND low carb AND restrict was too much...so now I’m just restricting (hardcore). From 1,200 kcal limit per day to 800kcal limit per day (except on work days, then I will allow 1,000 because I have to lift 50+ pound dogs of various temperaments multiple times a day PLUS deal with pissed off feral cats -- I NEED to have my strength and wits about me those days so I don’t get bit and I can’t do that if I feel like ass/feel like I’m going to pass out). 

Yesterday, I did amazingly well and was actually UNDER my limit for the first time in months {capped off at 547/800}. Today, it’s so far so good at 380 {and it’s not quite lunch time yet; speaking of which, I think I’ll have a diet cherry coke and call it good}. I haven’t weighed myself in about a week and, given that ol’ Satan’s waterfall is brewing in my uterus, I don’t think I will right now; I’ll wait a little while longer. 

Overall, I’m still really mad at myself for letting go, for undoing all of the work I put in. I think that, deep down, the fact that no one noticed my weight loss or commented on it; made me unmotivated. Because 30 pounds lost on a 300 pound person doesn’t LOOK like much of a change; whereas a 30 pound weight loss on a 180 pound person IS a noticeable change, even though they lost the same amount of weight. I think I crave praise and positive attention because I cannot tell it to myself and truly believe it -- too many years with that negative voice, that negative self-talk, to believe anything good about myself; so I MUST hear it from others whose opinions I actually value.

{Ooof, that got deep real quick}

So, in summary:

800 cal limit, EXCEPT on work days (So Monday, Thursday, and Friday; Volunteer days do NOT count even though I’m basically doing my regular job but just slapping a “volunteer” label on it)

Period/Satan’s Waterfall/Monthly Subscription does NOT excuse me from weight loss. You want chocolate? Tough, eat an apple. Oh you’re cramping and irritated? Food’s not gonna fix that, ride the wave and deal with it.

If you dont know the calorie count, PUT IT TF BACK!

Ring-Fit at LEAST once a week for at LEAST 20 minutes {in addition to the physical demands of your job}

[metaformers]

Happy New Year!

My laptop broke in August of last year, and I haven't yet been able to get a replacement, so that threw off my plans to work on more meta. I do hope to write a bit more meta this year, but being restricted to working on my phone is proving a bit challenging.

If there's any meta you especially want to see (particularly if you're willing to screenshot and crop panels for me, but even if you can't), please let me know!

These are the current contenders:

Pre-MTMTE Rodimus/Hot Rod (an analysis of his unbelievably forgiving nature, among other things)

Transformers Armada (a full breakdown on why it's my second favorite TF show)

IDW Optimus (a detailed rundown on the self-righteous hypocrite from start to...not finish, but present comics)

Starscream (there's a lot to work with here, admittedly)

MTMTE Ratchet (how a mech can be an excellent surgeon and a terrible doctor--written from the perspective of a chronically ill person who sees doctors frequently)

I'm open to other topics, as well, but these are the ones that have been percolating longest. If you have any ideas or questions or anything, please feel free to ask. I would ideally like my next meta to result in less...well. I didn't read the comments, but I saw a number of nasty posts about my meta in the tags and on blogs I no longer follow. I'm not sure how I can spell out my disclaimers any more clearly. Many also seemed to have not read the post, bringing up points I covered within, so I don't know what to do about that, either.

I'm leading toward writing about Rodders, since many readers don't know about his pre-MTMTE characterization, but ultimately... Well, all of them are a bit unfeasible without image editing software--or at least unzipped cbz files.

I just wanted to explain my silence and state that I'm still interested in working on more meta. In the meantime, if there's any detailed meta that you think belongs on this blog, shoot me a link.

And again, happy new year. May you get the justice you deserve.

#personal post #not meta

[i-amusemyself]

All 100 Questions.

Bloody hell okay thank you!!! 😄😄😄

1. Is a kiss considered cheating?Yeah, Id say so.

2. Have you ever faked orgasm?Aint never had anyone to fake it with 😂 Ngl tho its the sort of thing id do (which is terrible i know)

3. If you could have one super power, what would it be?Mind reading.

4. Do you think youre gonna be rich in 7-8-9 years?I’d be worried if I didnt have more money than I have now, but idk.

5. Tell us some funny drunk story?Oh jeez erm, I don’t really have any 😂 My friends occasionally remind me of the time at the school christmas ball one of the business teachers turned up and I quickly ran away while aggressively whispering “oh no he knows im a lesbian, aimee told him”.

6. Why are you no longer together with your ex?We work better as friends, its less stressful.

7. If you had to choose one way to die what would it be?See I’m really torn with this question. Part of me thinks itd be nice just to go in my sleep, with a heart attack or something. Its quick and painless you know.But equally I wonder if it would be better to maybe, like, have something where I knew I was gonna die. Because then I’d have time to try and do everything on my bucket list and say goodbye to everyone. Also maybe at that point I’d welcome death lmao.

8. What are your current goals?Idk? Im waiting on A level results which I really hope I’ve done well in.I hope to make lots of new friends at uni and learn how to look after myself quickly I guess. I dont know.

9. Do you like someone?I like a lot of people 😆

10. Who was the last person to disappoint you?Im really not sure??? There arent many people I expect anything from and even then my standards are pretty low. So like, I dont really get disappointed by people, only occasionally by situations.

11. Do you like your body?I could hate it a lot more, but I wouldnt say I’m happy with my body or general appearance. I struggle a lot with my features and my weight and the scars I have (which is ridiculous but thats what mental illness is)

12. Can you keep a diet?I mean if I wasnt on the diet im on rn (with lots of restrictions) id probs be in hospital 😂

13. If the whole world was listening to you right now, what would you say?Honestly id pass out under the pressure of it 😂 idk, id tell them all to take a chill pill but no one would listen.

14. Do you work?Nah, i had 3 jobs at once last yeah but now I’ve ended up with none.

15. If you could choose only one food to eat for the rest of your life what would it be?Either garlic bread or chocolate I cant decide!

16. Would you get a tattoo?I’m v much planning on getting one in the near future so yh!!

17. Something you dont mind spending all your money on?Plane tickets.

18. Can you drive?Yeah! I havent driven since I passed my test, but hopefully I havent forgotten how to that quickly!

19. When was the last time someone told you youre beautiful?…I cant remember. Thats depressing (not that I blame them).

20. What was the last thing you cried for?Argh I have no idea why I was crying, my brain just wasnt doing its job so everything made me stressed and sad.

21. Do you keep a journal?I keep a blog for diary posts but besides that nah

22. Is life fun?If you allow it to be, yeah

23. Is farting in front of people irrelevant?Tf is that supposed to mean? I guess if you know the person well it is.

24. Whats your dream car?I dont know about Dream Car, id have to research it loads to decide what my absolute fave it. Although rn I’d really love a ‘67 VW beetle bc theyre small and cheap on insurance 😂

25. Are grades in school important?My own grades are super important to me, (to the point its probably unhealthy) but in terms of how the people around me do, it doesnt really matter to me. I mean, I want everyone to do well, but I dont judge people based on it.

26. Describe your crush.She’s funny and all around awesome and interesting and good at deep convos and beautiful and way out of my league.

27. What was the last book/movie that really impressed you?The last one I read called The Bell Jar. It was unlike anything I’ve ever read and made me think about a lot of things. Also I related a lot with the main character.

28. What was your last lie?Eh, probably “im fine”.

29. Dumbest lie you ever told?Idk?? I only keep track of the good lies 😉

30. Is crying in front of people embarrasing?It shouldnt be but yeah, I try my best not to.

31. Something you did and are proud of?Umm, idk im p proud of playing basketball and representing my region/training with england. But i quit that so 👏 dicks out for my regrettable decisions 👏

32. Whats your favourite cocktail?Never had one

33. Something you are good at?Annoying people and being clingy 😂 also maths ig

34. Do you like small kids?It depends on the child, the day of the week, the lunar cycle, my menstrual cycle, how hungry I am…Yh legit sometimes I hate them sometimes I love them.

35. How are you feeling right now?Great omg I just got my best friend to watch mamma mia and now shes high on life next to me.

36. What would you name your daughter/son?🤐 there are a couple of names for girls I like and like 2 boys names? But i dont wanna say bc theyre embarrasing.

37. What do you need to be happy?Good company, good food and possibly music.

38. Is there someone you want to punch in the face right now?Theres always at least 3 people I would love to punch 😂

39. What was the last gift you recieved?My best friend got me a necklace and I almost cried its so beautiful

40. What was the last gift you gave?The gift of my company @only-slightly-dangerous 😉😉😉

41. What was the last concert you went to?I went to to see Amber Run in february

42. Favourite place to shop at?Um, as in shop? A place called blue banana probs (england’s hot topic smh)

43. Who inspires you?Kaitlyn Alexander bc they helped me to understand who I am and how I feel and to be loud and proud about it.And Luke Cutforth bc he’s so open about his mental health and struggles with self harm but hes so happy now.

44. How old were you when you first got drunk?18 lmao

45. How old were you when you first got high?It aint happened yet (and i dont really want it to)

46. How old were you when you first had sex?It aint happened yet smh

47. When was your first kiss?As far as im concerned never

48. Something you want to do until the end this year?What….does this mean….? Idk???

49. Is there something in the past you wish you hadnt done?It’s more stuff I wish I had done tbh. I suppose I said things I shouldnt have or got too involved in drama, but you kinda need all that secondary school shit to learn from it

50. Post a selfie.Lmao nah fam

51. Who are you most comfortable around?My best friend by a mile. Privacy who?

52. Name one thing that terrifies you.Abandonment without explanation.

53. What kind of books do you read?Anything non fiction about medicine/being a doctor/disease/psycopaths.Besides that whatever has been recommended.

54. What would you tell your 12 y/o self?1. Youre gay2. You and I both know you arent joking about being “a dude trapped in a girls body” stop laughing it off and confront it.3. Stand up for yourself.4. Chill out.5. Laugh a lot more omg

55. What is your favourite flower?It’s between petunias and roses

56. Any bad habits you have?Not answering peoples messages unless theyre Certain Person A or Certain Person B.

57. What kind of people are you attracted to?Ones that are out of my league and could kick my ass apparently. Also ones that are kind, listen and think a lot I guess

58. What was the last thing you cried for?Already answered

59. Is there something you dont eat? A food that truly disgusts you?I dont eat loads of stuff bc my guts hate me 😂 but besides all that I’m actually the worlds least picky eater. The only thing I dont like is raw tomato. Thats it.

60. Are you in love?I wish

61. Something you find romantic?All the clichés ngl 😂 just anything that says “i love you” or “i was thinking about you” really

62. How long was your longest relationship?Like 4 months? Barely long term.

63. What are 3 things that irritate you about the same sex?Oh jeez i hate these theyre so stereotype-y1. Bitching2. Not supporting each other3. ….?

64. What are 3 things that irritate you about the opposite sex?1. Not supporting each other2. Massive egos3. Yelling

65. What are you saving money for?Uni so I dont starve to death!

66. How would you describe your bad side?Hmm, idk, it depends what someone did to get on my bad side. I’d say stubborn, bitter and angry tho usually.

67. Are you actually a good person? Why?I could be wrong but I think so long as someone has morally good intentions they are usually a good person, whether they always succeed or not. So yeah, I like to think I am.

68. What are you living for?My friends and the hope I have for my future.

69. Have you ever done anything illegal?Piracy? Thats it.

70. Do you like your money?….did I type this question wrong or??

71. Have you ever made someone feel bad about themselves intentionally?Okay, the honest answer? Yeah. When I was a lot younger and less mature and someone said something that hurt me, I tried to retaliate with equally hurtful comments. I like to think I wouldnt do that now.

72. Ever sent nudes?Lol no

73. Have you ever cheated on someone?Hell no

74. Favourite candy?All candy hates me 😂

75. Is there a blog you visit everyday or almost every day? Tag them.Yeah @oneshappyplace knows I regularly spam her with notes in search or Quality Memes (im so sorry)

76. Do you play any computer games? Whats ur fave?Nah, as if I have time 😂

77. Favourite TV series?Argh I canny choose? I love the IT Crowd, I love supernatural, I love Sherlock, I love in the flesh…

78. Are you religious? Does God exist?I’m not religious and personally I don’t believe there’s a god or higher power but I could be wrong.

79. What was the last book you read? Did it impress you and why?The Bell Jar. See 27.

80. What do you think about vegetarians and veganism?I respect it I guess? At one point I was p much a vegetarian until I had to restrict my diet sooo. Tho I could never be one now, let alone a vegan.

81. How long have you been on tumblr?Too long 😂😂😂 Like 3 or 4 years?

82. Do you like chinese food?Love it!

83. McDonalds or Subway?(Never been to subway so) McDonalds.

84. Vodka or Whisky?(Never had whisky so) Vodka.

85. Alcohol or Drugs?(Never had drugs so) Alcohol.

86. Ever been out of your country?I’m currently in the USA so yeah 😂

87. Meaning behind your blog name?It’s p self explanatory and also v true

88. What are you scared of?Abandonment, deep water, knives, toys with battery packs.

89. Last time you were insulted?Ugh, probs like when I met up with a load of school friends for our leaver’s ball.

90. Most traumatic experience?I’d rather not answer that lmao (plus itd take a long time to type)

91. Perfect date idea?Chilling and listening to each other’s favourite songs while coexisting and eating fast food 😂 that or ikea ngl

92. Favourite app on your phone?Tumblr. Even though I hate it, it also keeps me sane.

93. What colour are the walls in your room?White and blue.

94. Do you watch youtube? Who is your favourite youtuber?I love so many youtubers omg. Lukeisnotsexy, mileschronicles, realisticallysaying and filthy frank are faves

95. Share your favourite quote.Pick your fights.

96. What is the meaning of life?To live life to the fullest so youre happy and have minimal regrets. Also to be kind and helpful so even if you dont change the world you might help someone else to.

97. Do you like horror movies?I think….? But I’m not good at watching them alone 😂

98. Have you ever made your mum cry? What happened?Eh…again, would rather not answer (we got some nice supressed memories here)

99. Do you feel lucky or special in any way?I’m still totally in awe of how lucky I am to have met my best friend from 3000 miles away. Like, the probability of it was so so slim and yet here we are.

100. Can you keep a secret?I think so yh! It’s something that I consider super important.