#and I hate that my brain made that connection

[little-miss-dilf-lover]

Here’s the thing: I’m slightly feral (more than slightly, who am I kidding) over Tans jewellery, and I just came across this pic of matching sun/ moon necklaces and OH MY GOD IMAGINE HAVING MATCHING JEWELLERY WITH HIM?!?! IM CRYING like the sun/ moon one is sorta perfect as well?? Bc it’s not cheesy or obvious, they complement rather than complete each other, and also I think out of pure protectiveness, he’d find it really important that he’d be able to wear it all the time - even when he’s working - and not having to worry about it looking suss for any of his enemies if they ever (god forbid!!) saw you and made the connection due to the jewellery. (Speaking of- I think he’d be against traditional wedding rings for the same reason. He’d hate taking it off, but would also absolutely refuse to take the risk of his enemies coming looking for you bc of it)

I AM LOSING MY SHIT

OH MY FUCKING GOD I AM NOT OKAY WHAT THE HELL OMG OWJDKQKSNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im not going to be able to think about anything else

and you’re so right about the complimenting each other not completing each other!!!

your brain is working wonders rn, I love everything you said

I just thought of something and I need to add it, when he goes away for work, you swap necklaces, so he always has a part of you and you always have a part of him. it’s like a good luck charm and let’s the other know they’re thinking about them, and a memento if he dies (eek) but it’s a good luck charm so he’s not gonna die obvs

I just thought of another thing, I quite like the idea of him having one of those necklaces with a wedding ring as the charm. so he still has a wedding ring, but doesn’t wear it on his finger bc of work. and a big huge fat yes to him hating to take it off!!!!!

#ask #everythingisspokenfortbh #tangerine headcanon

[silverskye13]

heyy i am having Thoughts and you, beloved author, since u have ur asks open, get to hear them! woo 1. rotating ch4 in my head. “Why are you helping him?” Helsknight snapped, “Do you have any idea how rare it is that one of us wins?” 

ok helsknight, but what does happen when one of you win? How does it happen?? who has it happened with?? how does the universe react when something that wasnt really meant to exist manages to take all there is to take, and successfully kill something almost beloved to it, in its weird, eldritch, universe way? (And the universe said i love you because you are love etc.) (if that is what helsknight means?) 2. rotating tanguish and his origins in my brain even faster. it was always so interesting to me how different tanguish is from every other helsmet. he is absolutely a helsmet, twin appearance and parasitic connection and all, but he doesnt hate nearly as much. feel like tanguish, in a world of cruel, selfish, hateful brutes and very few meek fellas like himself (at least thats the impression i got on my first read? in the middle of my second, more thorough one atm) is the way that he is becuz almost everyone else formed not just from fear and insecurity, but hate and hurt. betrayal and desperate, spiteful last ditch efforts and hatred of- well if not others then yourself. even alongside fears, insecurities etc. all of them had hatred as one of their main components. tanguish wasnt made from hate, but from fear. hes meek and small and scared because hes born from tango's fear of being left behind, of being a burden etc. hes not born from self loathing (tho tango deffo has some) but from the fear of being abandoned, being left alone skye you are makign me so ill abt this lil guy /pos

(pls pls PLEASE feel free to correct me wherever im wrong i love hearing ur thoughts on this stuff sm)

Thoughts thoughts thoughts! I love hearing the thoughts!

I'm pretty sure Helsknight's version of "winning" is someone like Evil X, who doesn't worry about his hermit anymore because he's a permanent fixture. [And the universe said you are tolerated, and the universe said, for now, I will let you be.]

You're right! He really doesn't hate nearly so much. He wasn't made to, and its not beneficial for him to be! And if he's a parasite, he only wants what will help him -- and when did driving his hermit away ever help him? Fear however, has gotten him a lot of places.

#rns asks #anonymous #no corrections to make! though I do think its important to note that just because the super bad stuff #hate and anger #didn't come baked in with tanguish #doesn't mean he can't feel them #he is very very capable #and he's had some pretty decent bouts with anger over the course of the plot as well #poor guy just hasn't gotten 'malicious' down yet #probably for the best i think

[the-somwthing]

Okay continuation of my last post which I would link to if I was on desktop. You don’t need to read it I guess but it’ll give you a better understanding of how I see Scott and Joel’s rivalry maybe.

That was more of an objective analysis, this is where I get into more fanon headcanon territory with my analysis hehe.

Remember when I mentioned I was insane about these two specifically in 3rd Life? Yeagjh. We’re talking about 3L again. Because in my little brain, I like to imagine it really shaped Scott’s character.

SO HERE IT IS, A SCOTT ANALYSIS CENTERED AROUND JOEL.

We all know in 3rd Life Scott placed 10th, significantly lower than his other placements which have all been top 4. A lot of people in the fandom point to Jimmy as the cause, as he has some sort of curse that causes his allies to place significantly lower. As mean as that is I don’t hate that idea, but I don’t think Scott sees it like that (in my headcanons ok I’ll stop disclaimering that now).

I think it’s more Joel’s fault.

Scott wouldn’t blame Jimmy for himself dying so early, Jimmy had already been dead and Scott wasn’t exactly relying on him.

But Jimmy was still his closest ally, and his backup ally had also died. His only alliance left was Scar and Grian, but you can’t just insert yourself into there, they’re a solid duo and you know you’d be first pickings when it’s time to turn on each other.

But then there was Joel. Also allied with Scar and Grian, also completely alone. They agreed to stick together, put aside their differences and fight alongside each other.

Neither of them had any personal stakes in the war, but they also had nothing left to protect. The only thing driving them was their alliance with the desert. But they had fun. They hunted down enemies together and fought a war they didn’t care about, together.

Then Joel charged headfirst into a battle, with Scott following behind. They thought they had Impulse with them, but they never saw him again. (Joel actually believed Scott had abandoned him too, he didn’t realize he was so ahead of the group and I don’t think he heard Scott shout that he was here with him before he died.)

Scott died shortly after Joel, but he was yellow so he came back as a red life. He went back to the desert to pick up his stuff, and at Joel’s mine craft corpse he promised him that his death wouldn’t be in vain.

A little bit later, he died. It was all in vain.

Scott had two lives left after Jimmy died. Yet after following Joel into a single battle, he had died earlier than anyone would have expected. And Joel hadn’t gotten a single kill.

I like to think that this made Scott believe that Joel’s way of playing the game leads to crashing and burning. Scott watches Joel frantically try to get his boogey kill and wind up on red. This only starts to solidify the idea in Scott’s head. Then the second time Scott becomes boogey, he refuses to do it, knowing that he will drive himself to death if he tries. And he ends up winning the season. I think winning after renouncing Joel’s way of playing really solidified for good in Scott’s mind that what Joel’s doing is wrong, it’s not how you’re meant to play the game, it leads to nothing but destruction.

When Scott killed Joel in Secret Life, his final words to Joel were explaining that he’s still alive because he got the extra hearts from killing Bdubs. He said it in a rather taunting way. I think it was Scott’s first attempt at explaining to Joel how wrong his way of playing is. Just like in 3rd Life, he and his ally had charged into battle together and died pointlessly. Scott’s taunting Joel for his mistake now that he’s at the other end of it, seeing just how foolish it was.

I also feel like you could somehow connect this whole “3rd Life death to Last Life win” thing to his tendency to sacrifice himself. He knows that trying to go out in a blaze of glory doesn’t work out, and it’s safest to let your life down gently so that it may help others. In SL Scott may think Joel and Bdubs would’ve been better off if one had sacrificed themselves to the other for more health, and Joel’s being too bloodthirsty to see that. On the flipside, Joel’s one attempt at sacrificing himself ended in tragedy as he was too late, he was trying other methods of helping his ally first when the safest was sacrifice.

Joel values living more than Scott does. When he wants to help his allies, he doesn’t sacrifice himself immediately like Scott does. He tries to help them while he’s alive, so they may both thrive. Scott doesn’t care about that, whether it’s because he already won, or because he’s already experienced life after losing allies and didn’t like it, who knows.

Do you think Scott’s decision to eliminate Joel in Limited Life was fueled by the fact that Joel had just lost Jimmy at all? He knows from Double Life that when Joel loses something, he burns everything around him. He knows from 3rd Life that when you lose Jimmy, you lose the one thing you had, and end up just killing without any purpose.

I think he thought that Joel no longer had a purpose, except to kill. And that’s why he needed to die.

I think of Scott and Joel as… some sort of opposites, I guess. It all started in 3rd Life, when they joined together, and after that failure they both improved, going against each other. Scott may have won Last Life after renouncing Joel’s way of playing, but Joel got 5th, and the most kills. His way of playing had finally started to bear fruits, until Scott gathered a team to take him down.

Now, Joel’s placement never really got better after that, technically neither did Scott’s but at least he stayed top 5, but Joel was finally getting kills every season. Lots of them, too. In 3rd Life he had none. It’s a big improvement.

Anyways, back to Scott. I think he sees Joel as some sort of embodiment of senseless murder. That’s why he’s constantly assembling teams to get rid of him. He’s a problem. It doesn’t matter that this is a death game, Scott knows that endless violence isn’t how you win because he won. Joel couldn’t possibly convince him otherwise, not when he hasn’t won, or even gotten closer than 5th. He’s going to look past the fact that he never lets Joel live. That Joel’s downfall is almost always Scott deciding he’s lived too long.

Joel time, I think he might believe Scott. He desperately tries to convince Scott otherwise, that he should live, but he knows he kills. He’s always been viewed as somewhat of a villain, struggling to gain allies, while Scott is often viewed as a perfect guy with loads of friends. If Joel truly didn’t deserve it, how was Scott able to convince the rest of the server to help? Why was Grian preparing to leave him, warning him that he’s going too far when all he’s trying to do is live? The simple answer is that he truly is the villain of the server. It’s a role Joel isn’t afraid to have, but he never really tries to, so it’s always a surprise when everyone wants him dead. Well, a surprise until they bring up some way he’s wronged someone, then he gets it. But am I crazy or do other people do stuff like that and not get witch hunted lmao

Back to Scott, I believe there was a slight shift in Secret Life, with Scott becoming more conscious of this ongoing rivalry. I think with the realization that Scott has someone obsessed with taking him down, he started to view Joel as more of a person than an oppressive force. Before, he viewed Joel as a wildfire that destroys everything in sight, but now he’s realized that with him, it’s personal. It’s constant. He can rely on Joel to always be hating him. He ignores the times Joel is nice with him to emphasize that he’s got a rival who hates him, while still trying to keep up that he doesn’t care about it. He doesn’t have anything against Joel. He’s only killing him because he needed to die, it wasn’t personal. Scott doesn’t seem to pick up on the fact that if he’s nice to Joel (which he’s doing to keep up the “one-sided rivalry” thing), Joel is fine with dropping his hatred. It creates a somewhat weird dynamic where Scott is like “oh Joel HATES me he’s gonna KILL me on SIGHT” and Joel’s just like 😐. Secret Life is kind of spared from that happening too badly cuz of the whole assassin fail thing making Joel want to kill Scott but like IT STILL HAPPENS. Anyways that’s how we flip the one-sided rivalry to be on the other side lmao.

Anyways, why does it seem like Scott likes having a rival? Well, he certainly loves drama, so that’s one thing. Another thing, despite always having great allies, he’s always saying things about how lonely he is, how he believes no one likes him, abandonment issues, etc. You could read those as ooc jokes but they’re so constant I like to see it as part of his character. So I think he enjoys the idea that Joel has been thinking about him this whole time, even if negatively. Scott even has a line in Limited Life about him being the last green/yellow (I don’t remember when this was) about how everyone’s going to wanna kill him, and it will be “the first time in [his] life people have wanted [him]”. So we know he’s desperate enough for people to “want” him that even wanting him dead is exciting to him.

On the other hand, despite not feeling like people like him, I’m sure he knows it. You can’t have loyal allies and not realize you’re not alone. So he’s got a husband (even if said husband won’t talk about it), he’s got friends, a rival is a perfect next relationship to acquire. It also gives him something to drive him, to push him forward.

Also, he’s not scared of Joel. He’s put an end to him every time. If the rivalry gets out of hand, then, well, it won’t. He’ll stop him like he always does. So it’s perfectly safe and inconsequential to accept Joel as his rival. In fact, it’s kind of better. Keep your friends close and your enemies closer, right?

But aside from strategy I do think he mostly just thinks having a rival is cool and is excited to have one, he just needs to be the cool one that isn’t hateful, lol. The one sided rivalry idea is too funny for him to throw. Being loving is his brand, he’s gotta keep it chill.

So basically my dream scenario is Scott starts being nice to Joel to play into this one-sided rivalry, expecting Joel to hate him unconditionally, not realizing that his hatred is somewhat conditional, and watches as Joel starts being like “wow maybe Scott isn’t so bad” and Scott’s like “wait no, why isn’t he hating me” and they accidentally form some sort of terrible and confusing alliance where neither of them really know what the other is thinking. I don’t think it would happen but man. It would be funny.

Anyways thanks for reading my post I don’t fully like how it came out 😭 I’ll probably talk about Scott and Joel forever and ever so feel free to talk to me and we’ll see if I explain things in a way that I like more haha

#trafficblr #life series #traffic analysis #life series scott #life series joel #3rd life spoilers #limited life spoilers #secret life spoilers #last life spoilers

[fictivevenus]

When boygenius said: there’s something in the static I think I’ve been having revelations that was so Lazarus rising of them

#supernatural #lazurus rising #dean winchester #castiel #sam winchester #I hate that I typed that #phoebe bridgers #lucy dacus #julien baker #boygenius #I fucking hate supernatural #and I hate that my brain made that connection #anyways #religious trauma I guess

[antiparticular]

SOLAStalgia. he's still in the same place but it's cut off from the fade

#i had the song solastalgia by cattle decapitation stuck in my head and saw a post about solas #my brain made connections. idk how valid they are though lol its 2am #look at me making posts about solas. i fucking hate him lol #dragon age #dragon age inquisition #solas #dragon age dreadwolf #da4 #dai

[jout--jout]

Laudna. Wrapped up in yellow cloaks. Yellow. This damn accidental and beautiful symbolism.

Yellow. That's associated with the Sun. That's life-giving. Yellow. Associated with optimism, cheerfulness, joy and hope. That youthful, fresh and innocent energy. Curious and creative.

In Japan, it means courage. In Islam, wisdom. In Egypt, mourning.

Yellow. The color of the Solar Plexus chakra, Manipura, which represents vitality and will. The one responsible for your confidence and self-esteem and that helps you feel and be in control of your life. That speaks to your ability to control your mind.

Yellow. That is also associated with cowardice, betrayal, deceit and illness. That, when overused, is anxiety inducing. Yellow. That represents caution and danger.

Yellow. That reacts badly to black, if mixed. A sickly yellow-green. Historically, a symbol of death. The Inquisition. The Jewish persecution.

A warning.

All this, so much like Laudna.

#laudna #imodna #bells hells #critical role #critical role spoilers #i hate that i made these connections #someone shut my brain off #whY DOES IT MAKE SO MUCH SENSE #OH THE MISERY #anyways #colors are fun #until they aren't #all these infos were brought to you by my own foking head and some quick google searches for confirmation #i am #neurodivergent #no regerts

[weird-unlimited-ramblings]

I feel like some (I will not name names) of the kiddads are so stressed about giving their children happy childhoods. And they haven’t thought about what their children may view it when they are older and wiser. Like even if they never found out about the doodler, some of the kids have disconnections from their parent at episode 1.

#dungeons and daddies #dndads #dndaddies #idk #had this floating in my brain #but I don’t think it’s phrased right #like they worry about what’s happening with their kids in the now #and not what their kids may think in the future #like I hated going to a math tutor #but it made me enjoy math for a few years #and understand it a bit longer then I probably would have #I won’t name names #but I feel like a certain character is really obvious with this #especially with the example I gave #but I feel like you can connect it to another dad

[thethingything]

I'm fatigued, my back hurts, I accidentally spent like 3 hours sat downstairs in a chair that made our back feel worse because our executive dysfunction prevented me getting up and going back upstairs even though I only went down there to get one thing, and now I really need to lay down but if I accidentally fall asleep again I feel like I'll wake up, realise I fell asleep and also that I feel like I wasted a big chunk of the day, and I'll end up feeling even worse again

#personal #thoughts #🍬 post #vent post #posts made on pain meds #I went downstairs to get food but ended up having to wait longer than anticipated which is whatever #but then that meant I ended up sitting down and once we sit down it's like our brain stops being able to process that we can leave #I'll sit there the whole time going ''I need to get up and go back upstairs. I don't want to be sat here'' and just can't get up #I hate that this happens because while I know our executive dysfunction isn't our fault #and it's the exact same issue that stops us eating or drinking or going to the toilet or whatever when we need to #I still feel like I should be able to just get up and do the thing and just leave if I'm in a situation that I don't want to be in #and it's so hard to get other people to understand that I can't ''just leave'' because my brain just won't let that happen #like I want to but my brain won't register it as an actual thing I can do and it feels more like a weird abstract concept #than a thing I could actually do. it's like my brain can't connect the concept of the action to the act of doing it #and then I get frustrated because why can't I just do the thing that I know I should be able to do #and then I've spent hours not doing anything I meant to and mostly just feel like shit because of it and it keeps happening #and now I need to lay down and I know what's likely to happen if I do that #but I do need to listen to my body especially after getting stuck in a situation that makes our pain and fatigue worse #also we had to take pain meds earlier and that's definitely not helping with us feeling shit emotionally about all this #I hate having to navigate our brain and body just not functioning properly #I feel like we've had so little energy lately and it's reminding me too much of this time last year when we had that blood infection #I'm terrified of that happening again because we almost didn't get treatment because we started to assume it was just our new baseline #hmm apparently within like 5 minutes we've gone from ''ugh I wasted 3 hours'' to almost crying over medical trauma #I probably need to try and do something to calm us down but also I'm too tired to really do anything #which brings me right back to the issue that triggered this whole rant and me getting upset in the first place

[leefyberrybread]

Idk why I have been doing this but I keep liking stuff with the intention of reblogging later and then I remember I used to save tons of stuff to drafts to reblog later too and then I remember I I did this all in the first place because sometimes (many times) my brain feels too fried to even just add tags to stuff and I really could also reblog without tags but something weird is going on in my brain and I feel like I HAVE to add tags. But the exception is when something grips my brain so hard or the little guys in my head decide to actually suddenly work to type words. Uhm anyway my brain doesn’t feel super fried anymore so time to go through the like 100 things I have been meaning to reblog in the past weeks that I haven’t yet uhhhh yippeee😭

#corndog rambles #I might delete this later #idek anymore #I hate being an adhd haver sometimes #also realizing I’ve done this a lot in the past month because I’ve felt a lot more exhausted and what have I started in the past month? #work. I’ve started working only 2 DAYS A WEEK. but it’s like accounting assistant stuff so I’m using so much brain powr while being a #I HATE ACCOUNTING #I HTE IT SO MUCH IVE ONLY WORKED FOR A BIT OVER A MONTH KSHDIEOJEKD my stupid brain is not suited for an office job #anywaaaayyyyyy except so much spam #so many reblogs #and maybe a post cuz I forgor #moral of the story #I have a job now and my brain is like a scrambled egg most of the week because of it and I’m even too scrambled to make connect and type a #couple words😭 #i dont even know if any of this made sense

[fagnumopus]

🍂

#what am i doing wrong what am i doing wrong WHAT AM I DOING WRONG #why is it always wrong why can't i be stable why can't i just hold my shit together #why can't i know exactly what to do what to say why does it always have to be SHIT why do i make things WORSE #i feel so fucking hopeless im trying so hard all the time and it's not enough i feel like I'm always playing catch-up with my own life #my brain my body my psyche my money my relationships my marriage #it's all fucking crumbling why do i feel like everything around me is running away in different directions #i feel like I'm being torn apart i feel like I'm being ripped at the joints like some satirical cartoon of medieval torture #everything is falling apart around me and there's TIME LIMITS there's THINGS TO HANDLE and there's THE FUCKING DISHES #im so tired im so tired im so tired why am i so deeply miserable i want to take a flight anywhere i wanna LEAVE i wanna restart from 5y ago #i want a do-over because this is miserable i fucking hate it i hate my life rn #i haven't drawn a single line in DAYS im SO fucking miserable the thought of picking up a stylus makes me wanna throw up #i hate this fucking tattoo because I'll feel awful if i cut again #and i hate the connections and bonds bc I'll feel awful if i try to end it all bc i don't wanna put extra strain on my loved ones #i hate this #i hate myself i hate my life i hate my job i hate my brain i want do-overs please i just wanna have made better decisions #5 years or 2 years ago or just #a few months #i just wanna go a few months back #i just wanna try again #i don't wanna be stuck with a life that i got out of being reckless and stupid and idiotic and not planning better #i fucking hate this world and society im sick of it im sick #i wanna disappear into a vacuum until things get better #i wanna walk home one day 6 months from now and have a peaceful happy homemade dinner and see my cats sleeping together #and watch a fun show and then go out for a comforting coffee #i want so fucking little from life and i still don't get that #vent #to delete #do NOT message me abt this i just need to vent SOMEWHERE bc #i havent healed that other stupid fucking part of my brain that gets mad at people showing me compassion and worry #for some fucking reason

[saltybiowarefantears]

The fact Nope is partly about the violence of spectacle, the consumption of it in Hollywood at expense of animals and minorities. And yet, the two most violent, potentially quintessential horror and grotesque sequences are not shown. Gordy’s attack and the, at this point, (in)famous digestion sequence are obscured. Black. We the audience are shown almost nothing. You are only given sounds and bits of it, the rest left to imagination. Almost any other horror movie or director would have gone into excruciating detail of how Gordy tore into the actors or what really happened to the people of Jupiter’s Claim in Jean Jacket in their final hours. In Nope, we are removed from that violent spectacle, only a step or so and only for a little bit, for whatever that is worth.

#idk man this was itching at my brain and had to get it down as probably bad as it is written and however ever many others made this point #nope #nope movie #nope 2022 #nope spoilers #sorry gang my brain did 'i've connected the two dots. you didn't connect shit. i've connected them.' #the brain fog is real and i hate it #was literally on the couch passively watching stuff and thinking about the movie and ran to the computer to get this out

[gamebyle]

The meme I made that led up to my Mushroom Toppin Gal as Shygal post

Just a little thing because whynot

#pizza tower #pizza tower toppins #shy guy #super mario #i hate that my brain made this connection

[cantquitu]

.

#I'm going out to dinner tonight with 2 friends that I used to work with many years ago #they're both lawyers #i always end up being friends with the lawyers #my brain definitely always needs to balance my creative work with non creative #and the legal and contracting stuff often provides a bit of a break for me #whereas most of my co-workers absolutely hate it and are scared and baffled by it #ANYWAY - #both my friends got out of media law #so we have no work connection at all #and we're just mates #and this is a last minute hang #but a beautifully timed one #because it's a timely reminder that no matter how stressful and weird my job is and whether i end up leaving my current role or whatevs #what matters is that I've made so many good friends over the years and those friendships are not remotely dependent on our work #the job losses and chaos and uncertainty in the industry i work in are due to hollywood greed and wall street brutality #and it's wreaking havoc on ordinary workers lives #and I'm not underplaying that #but i need to focus on the fact that the friendships that matter are the ones that will last regardless

[spirit-praise-and-beauty]

ok hear me out

#dottore #genshin impact #shitpost #my brain made some interesting immediate connections #i hate to be part of the I LIKED HIM BEFORE HE WAS COOL crowd #but I am #because mad scients #the manga was what officially got me to play the game #I still hate my friends for it /lh #they were like DOC THERES A MAD SCIENTIST #and I lost it. #i have not recovered. #ikea shark #my art

[corset]

You know, despite everything i dislike about it - and about having a social media presence of any kind in general really - the reason i feel I can’t bring myself to delete my tumblr is because it feels like the last vestige of what i used to enjoy and love about the internet when i was younger. That is, the ability to curate and the feeling of being in a niche with other people who enjoy something the way i do without it also feeling like an algorithm or a huge company is breathing down my neck and/or invading my space, or like im two degrees of separation from some celebrity or those same companies who have decided to obnoxiously hop on the bandwagon and make their own accounts. Also the feeling of people like. Being genuine and enjoying themselves and not trying to make their personality a brand outside of maybe posturing for social attention, but even in those cases theres a more genuine feeling to it because it comes from a relatable and human want to connect and be liked lol.

#its also nice because people make accounts on here because they want to and not because its trendy or necessary from a business standpoint #like people actively used twitter and instagram and tiktok for advertising and to put forward a ‘brand’ like i mentioned #people hire social media managers and shit for accounts like that or use it to showcase their ‘personality’ for their fans so those people #can feel more connected in the pradocial relationship they have with said person who made the account because its profitable or because #their manager or whoever recommended they do it #its just so shallow and sad and i just hate what the internet has become and how spaces for personal enjoyment have been dying off because #of the advertising shit INCLUDING tumblr #like remember how we used to hang out on forums and in games and on places like quotev and shit #but nowadays teenagers are on tiktok having one billion algorithm generated videos beamed directly into their brains in under ten seconds #its just bizarre #i cannot text and am hlf asleep please disregard my typos xoxoxo

[asexualastarion]

Honestly tma should’ve ended after season four like I feel like SEEING the fear apocalypse made it super underwhelming

#like if it had just ended with ‘I open the door’??? badass ending. completely up to the listener what happens after. #sorry saw a post about over explaining horror that was made unrebloggable and have to get my feelings out somehow #I’m pretty neutral on the ‘explaining the fears’ thing bc on one hand yeah the monster of the week with some red string connections for the #theorists was a fun format! where if you were Deep in the show you’d be able to make connections but if you weren’t super paying attention #it wouldn’t take away from the experience. however I do think the fears as a concept are fun and I have autism categorization brain #so it scratches an itch. I think either way on that I’m neutral. however. while I liked some aspects of s5. I think the apocalypse was #underwhelming. there were some cool episodes but overall it wouldve been cooler to just end the show after I open the door imo #also I hated the twist that it was all the web. or at least I hated the direct confirmation of it. #also I do think they over explained the over explaining. like revealing the fears is one thing but the show got way too complicated #like I was a HUGE tma fan but even I had no idea what they were talking about sometimes. maybe that’s just me