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millienia · 2 months
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the c in NRC stands for cat
synopsis: in which heartslabyul deals with a cat loving no-magic having ramshackle prefect. (headcanons) gn!yuu
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RIDDLE ROSEHEARTS
when he saw you clinging to the raccoon-cat-thing at the entrance ceremony, he did not know how to react.
normal people would panic. normal people would avoid a fire-breathing monster-cat-whatever that was spewing absolute nonsense.
apparently not you, though. although, one could say you already aren’t normal, considering the lack of magic. it wasn’t just not that much potential, you were basically in the negatives.
anyways, cats.
he got a peek under your ceremonial robes, and you were wearing..
a pajama shirt with a cat print on it. it looked horrendous.
riddle himself grew up with.. well, a cat. beastperson. so he probably would only have a surface level of appreciation for their greatness.
6/10 for cat lovers, i guess. he wouldn’t really mind, but he’d think it a tad strange. lower points because it took him a while to finally start letting grim into areas of festivity. 
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TREY CLOVER
this guy has siblings. like, siblings siblings. he’s used to being around people with strange interests (his brother tried to feed him a live insect once. not fun).
so, i’m sure he appreciates that your interests are on the much safer side of the wide, wide spectrum. 
except when the two of you hang out while he’s baking and suddenly ace and deuce are complaining about cat hair in their tarts.
please do not bring your cats in the kitchen, thank you very much.
he’d feed your cat(s)! very sweet guy.
8/10 for cat lovers! good ascend from riddles, except two points taken from him because one, the Cat™ isn’t allowed in the kitchen and two, he just seems like a dog person to me.
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CATER DIAMOND
please do not turn the great grim into a marketable plushie.
cater.
just kidding, he wouldn’t do that.
or would he?
i think he’d be a good cat co-parent! just like trey, i think he’d feed your cat when you can’t, he’d catsit while you’re in class.. etc, etc.
mostly because the posts he makes of your cat blow up, but also because he likes your cat!
the level fluctuates depending if this cat is grim or not. please do not ask me why.
8/10 for cat lovers! not bad, not bad at all! except, now there’s merch of grim- and while he’s proud of himself (this is only to be expected for the great grim! according to him), you just wish you got some of the revenue.
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ACE TRAPPOLA
no.
just, no.
i think he’d look at a cat litter and go, “what’s that?”. maybe he’d even try to sniff it.
gives off grew up with a dog vibes, i don’t know why.
he goes like “EUGH” when he finds cat hair in the food you made for him.
you felt kinda bad, but he ate it anyways while complaining. you were pretty conflicted.
he’d be.. i don’t know. unremarkable. not that good, though.
5/10 for the cat lovers. no comment. this gremlin, i swear.
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DEUCE SPADE
he LITERALLY isn’t any better than ace.
maybe he used to feed some of the stray cats on the way home from school when he was in elementary, but that’s probably the extent of his experience.
will also complain about cat hair. politely.
“uhm.. i think grims hair is in my soup?” kind of polite. except he’s grimacing and staring at grim like the cat just insulted his mother and all his ancestors.
he will also sniff your cat litter. and grim will laugh in the heartslabyul first year duo’s faces.
thanks, grim.
5/10 for the cat lovers.. again. he’s really just the same. he’d probably be nicer than ace, but the latter just has more experience with pets. probably. hopefully.
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special guest, IDIA SHROUD!
do i even need to say anything?
you two have matching cat print pajamas. ortho would cry tears of joy if he could.
you bring your cats to ignihyde and you all hang out. <3
you, idia, and your 23 cats. it really is the life.
he paid you in genesis crystals for permission to pat one of your cats on the head.
you two have a cat lovers gc where you just send cat pictures and talk about your cats, very fun.
10/10 for cat lovers!  first ever 10/10, and it’s from idia shroud? riddle is seething. great cat parent! though, he’s a bit attached. it’s okay, though, he buys your cats toys.
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sunshine-jesse · 4 months
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Ashley Literally Did Nothing Wrong, Fuck You, Fight Me
Alt title: Ashley Graves: The most convenient scapegoat in the world
I'm going to espouse a take here that will no doubt be controversial, as you can tell by the title. This is a take I've created from my hollistic understanding of the events of the game, and isn't dependent on any one single point I make in this essay. Because of that, I want you to read it with an open mind; if you hyperfocus on one or two smaller details I might've gotten wrong or are fallaciously interpretated, and either use that to discount the whole essay or go into the comment section and immediately try to debunk my interpretation of that event, that'll make it obvious to me that you're not trying to seriously engage with the core of what I'm trying to say. Because unless quite literally everything I've said here is wrong, I feel confident in saying this:
Ashley Graves did nothing wrong.
Moreover, I think Ashley is on the level of people like Rossiu, Shinji Ikari, and Skylar White as far as people who are mistreated by their fandoms goes.
At first this was going to be an essay about how I don't think the demons are evil, using textual and thematic evidence to show that they're just part of a system that deals mostly fairly with humans and doesn't have any nefarious plans, or at least nefarious plans that stand to fuck anyone over. But then I realized that, goodness gracious, that is boring as shit to write! But I looked at what I had written already and realized that I could write something else with it: something better. I could sum up a lot of the points made in my prior essays and elaborate upon them in much more detail, showing why I think certain themes are obviously present within this game. And here, I intend on doing that.
I've spoken a lot before about how Ashley is a scapegoat for all of Andrew's worst habits; and to a lesser extent, her mother's. The game makes it seemingly obvious that she's the bad one, and generally just a Very Not Good person. It shows her and her brother committing many different acts that are, under most moral systems, wrong, and implicitly implies that she's the reason that Andrew ever did those things. It implies that she's corrupting him, that he could be better and refuses- or is unable to- due to her poking and prodding. But… is that the truth? Is that how their relationship actually works, in practice? I don't believe so. I think I've made it obvious by now that I believe the exact opposite!
I'm going to start off by tackling the morality behind their actions, especially relative to the world they're in. Specifically, I'm going to tackle how the game presents the morality of their actions from a thematic point of view, and any statements it may or may not make.
First of all, TCOAL plays with a lot of different taboos- demon summoning, cannibalism, incest, murder- but the game goes through great lengths to muddy the moral weight of the siblings' actions. Every single action they commit is portrayed in the most neutral possible light- killings were done in self defense (with one notable exception), or done to people who greatly wronged them, cannibalism was a necessity to survive (also with one notable exception), incest is shown to come from a marked improvement in their relationship- leading me to believe that this game is taking a hard morally nihilistic stance. Else, they'd be shown to suffer for their actions, when in reality, the literal exact opposite is happening; they are being rewarded for it. This isn't necessarily glorifying the actions, but instead showing that even the worst of actions can potentially be excused, but whether or not you do is up to the reader. Hence, nihilism, or at the very least, skepticism (as noted by Lisafication). There's an existentialist reading of this too, but I think much of that is contingent on the events of chapter 3 so I won't get into that here.
It contrasts this mostly nihilistic perspective on interpersonal taboos with the deep societal ills that drive people to commit such actions. Evil exists at every level of analysis here, but curiously, the only thing that are shown to do direct harm to others without having a justification of some kind- be it self-defense or retaliation- are those societal ills. There is no (morally) good reason to quarantine people, starve them, and harvest their organs. There's no good reason to burn all evidence and then put a hit on the ones who did escape. There's no good reason to extort sexual favors from someone in exchange for food. These are deep structural problems that force people to either retaliate/lash out or enable people's most exploitative or abusive habits lest they just let themselves die.
And thus, the obvious evils become much less obvious. The game makes a point of subverting the obvious or the well-known when it comes to morals, and I think it does so when it comes to everything else, too. Outside of those societal ills (so far, ch3 might have something else to say), every situation where someone could obviously be shown as the bad person in a situation is immensely more complex than it first appears. So much so that I'd argue that displaying said complexity and subverting simplicity to force/encourage people to analyze things deeper is one of the central themes of the game.
So why, exactly, does he blame so much on her? It's because Ashley is the world's most convenient scapegoat, and the game is well-aware of this and displays it in ways both obvious and not.
First off: the title screen has Ashley wielding the cleaver, establishing that she’s the violent one. It's covered in blood, too, implying that she's the one more driven to kill. The reality of this is the opposite; Andrew is the one with less hesitation to inflict violence on others, the cleaver is his weapon, and most of the kills in the story are done by him (and fully justified). Ashley might push him to do these violent acts, but… does she?
Her reaction to the death of the first warden is one of utter shock.
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And her expression afterwards?
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This is not the look of someone who enjoyed the fact that someone killed for her sake. This is not the look of someone who finds joy to be had in violence. It's not even the look of someone who is apathetic towards violence. It almost seems to express shame or guilt, but at the very least, she's timid over it. At the very least, it's an "oh shit, he actually had to do that for my sake" face. Not a "haha, I am making him worse!" face.
Not to mention, not only does Andrew kill the first Warden without a care in the world, he proactively kills the 302 lady to eliminate all witnesses, and because he believes Ashley would want him to. But Ashley actually grills him for it; she didn't want the 302 lady to die, although she hardly had good-person-reasons for it. But that's not my point. The point is that she is not the violent one between the two of them.
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The door doesn't open in response to violence, remember?
The game intentionally misleads us.
And what happens when Ashley tries to make him take responsibility for all this violence? To point out that she didn't force him to do anything and that he chose to do all of it, including lock Nina in the box? She lashes out, hits him a few times… and then he goes to strangle her, and doesn't let go until she acknowledges that he has no reason for her to be around. He literally doesn't cease his threat to her life until she acknowledges she's useless to him.
I acknowledge that this isn't the most charitable framing for Andrew, and maybe too charitable for Ashley. After all, she wasn't indignant. She was mocking him. She found it hilarious. But I have reasons for that charitability that I'll go over towards the end. But even with that charitability in mind, I don't think my reading is too off base. Defaulting to laughter or mocking in stressful situations is just what Ashley does. She's not indignant about it; she just finds it hilarious that people keep pretending to be better than her, when they're not.
Andrew killed the 302 lady and used Ashley as a scapegoat to justify it; this is indisputable, stated in the text during the dream. This alone validates Ashley's point of view. There is no interpretation of this event that doesn't paint Andrew as every bit as unscrupulous as Ashley, and thinking she corrupted him into this- when it was both one of the first actions he did on his own in the story and something he explicitly uses Ashley as a scapegoat for- is just ridiculous. It's frankly unreasonable. She has every right to be sick of being used as a scapegoat. And at the very least, whether or not you accept the idea that Andrew only let Ashley go once she acknowledged that she's useless to him, he's still so taken aback by his misinterpretation of Ashley's desires that HE goes to strangle HER.
This is NOT Andrew triumphantly standing up to his abuser. This is both of their masks slipping; Andrew revealing how violent and insistent on keeping up his internal narrative that he is, and Ashley revealing that she's getting tired of being blamed for everything.
And then, when he finally lets her go… she hugs him, and acknowledges that she's happy that Nina is gone, which makes little sense at the face of it. Why would that be her first response to being let go, when it was ostensibly what made Andrew so upset to begin with?
I think, to her, it's a conciliatory gesture. As chapter 2 showed us, she's more than willing to take responsibility for violence to relieve Andrew of stress over it, as evidenced by her finishing off their parents. This is an earlier instance of that; by acknowledging she was happy that Nina was dead, she took responsibility for it. She willingly framed herself as a bad person here, so Andrew wouldn't have to be.
She let herself be the scapegoat, because it's all she ever knew. She put the mask back on.
This alone is enough to challenge the idea that Ashley 'corrupts' Andrew in any meaningful way. How, exactly, can you define it as corrupt when society itself is twisted enough to force these actions to survive? In a more sane world, a lot of their actions would've been bad, sure, but they're also actions that the siblings probably wouldn't have done in a more sane world. Ashley's actions aren't making Andrew worse, they're helping to ensure their survival. You could say that this is still corruptive in its own way, but at that point it seems like your reasoning is motivated by having already had that narrative rather than making a good-faith reading of their dynamic.
At no point did she actually make him worse; he was already like that and just used her as an excuse.
Next up is the Nina situation. This one is obviously cut and dry- Ashley manipulates Andrew into killing Nina because she wants no competition between the two of them. It's not Andrew's fault and Ashley was an evil abuser from the jump. Obvious, right?
No. It's really not.
It's pretty strongly implied that Ashley was mistreated by people her whole life. The Lemon Cupcake scene shows this in more detail, about how people always neglect or ignore her birthdays, but she also says that nobody likes her because she's weird and loud in the Nina flashback too. But unless something big happened in between the two flashbacks, none of this behavior indicates particularly maladaptive or even strange tendencies on Ashley's part. She's a needy, bratty child, and the closest thing to a friend she has- Nina- wants to take away the one thing from her that's a source of comfort and emotional validation.
It's not entirely rational, sure! But it also -makes perfect sense-. NOBODY treated her well throughout her entire life; it's strongly implied that Nina never did either, given Nina's reaction to Ashley being there and the lower left-hand painting past the Questionable door showing her being distant from the two of them. We can also see a star bouncing off of her head, and stars represent closeness in this game, so it shows there was an attempt made somewhere along the line, it's just not clear as to who made the attempt.
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At the very least, Nina's reaction of disappointment fed into Ashley's preconceived notions of how people treat her, and how she deserves to be treated. Although, from what has been directly stated, rather than implied, Nina was nothing more than an innocent victim in this scenario; I don't mean to take that away from her.
"But she didn't care when Nina died?"
So? If Nina treated her like trash for most of her life, why should she care? She didn't expect Nina to die. It was just an acceptable consequence. You can say "That's not how normal kids act!" all you want, but there's a level of spite and apathy that comes with intense bullying and emotional neglect that I don't think you really understand unless you've been there to the extent someone like Ashley has implied to be.
Andrew, meanwhile, was the one who told Ashley that they had to lock Nina in the box to keep them in there. He's the one who looked for and found the stick to keep them locked in. You could say he was coerced by an abusive person into hurting someone, sure, but you'd be wrong. Cataclysmically wrong, even. Like, if you actually think that a seven year old girl (nobody wears overalls past the age of seven) can have anything approximating an abusive dynamic with her as the perpetrator with someone both older and stronger than her, you frankly have some issues with women you need to work out. That's simply not how abuse dynamics work at that age.
Andrew wasn't entirely responsible for it either, mind- he was just a kid who should never have been saddled with this kind of responsibility. But that's not my point; the point is that it enables other people, Andrew included, to use her as a scapegoat to avoid his own responsibility. All this scene does is retroactively justify any preconceptions you might've had about them from seeing their adult selves first. But the moment you start digging, it becomes much less obvious who's really culpable here. Andrew was, as evidenced by the blood oath scene, fully aware that he held the advantage over her in strength, and managed to give up nothing when making the oath while he made Ashley swear to silence. He was fully aware that he could've chosen to do better, but he refused, and instead opted to reinforce Ashley's insecurities for the sake of exerting control over her.
I've said before that the 302 lady was murdered without any input from Ashley, but this is also relevant on a meta-level because it's done without any input from the player, either. Both of the murders in chapter 1 were like that, whereas all that we, the player can choose to do in that chapter is either solve puzzles, or hilariously, die. The only person with control here is Andrew, the character, and this is reinforced by the fact that we have no control over him for much of the Nina flashback, too. He locks her in the box regardless of our input, even though Ashley spends a lot of time trying to convince him. The main difference between the Nina flashback and the scenes in the apartment is that Ashley had absolutely no idea that any of that was going to happen in the present, whereas it's something she wanted with Nina- which isn't that big of a difference when discussing how much agency she really has.
As much as the game frames Ashley as a manipulator- and much of the fanbase uncritically accepts- she is given shockingly little in-game control over many of the actions committed. Even in the case of the Hitman- as a good friend of mine pointed out- the only choice the player is given is whether or not to check the closet and be killed; an impulsive decision leading to a swift and unceremonious end. In the end, Andrew is the one given the choice to kill the hitman, and we can consciously choose whether or not his reaction is panicked or measured. No such choice is given to Ashley, as most of her reactions are impulsive and spontaneous rather than planned. This is not the makings of a standard "manipulative evil bitch" trope. She's pretty consistently portrayed as someone with poor impulse and emotional control who loudly and aggressively states her intent in every single scenario she's in.
And you can still call what she says and does manipulative despite that, sure, but at what point are you just pathologizing relatively normal (if extreme and highly emotional) social interactions for the sake of fitting into a narrative you already held?
We see Ashley's status as a scapegoat for people to use to pretend to be normal reach its most blatant with the parents. This time it's pretty cut and dry to anyone that doesn't already have it in their mind that Ashley is evil and unforgivable. Mrs. Graves explicitly brings up the possibility of a normal life without Ashley to Andrew in the basement, and claims that Ashley was at fault for shutting her out. She would've been a normal parent otherwise, right? Well, no; the game wastes no time in showing that this wasn't the case in the Burial ending.
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From when Ashley was a baby, Mrs. Graves was already tired of her shit, and too emotionally exhausted to be a parent. Despite her attempts at blaming Ashley, she would've never been a normal parent unless Ashley was a golden child in the same way that Andrew was. And yet Ashley didn't even deny shutting her mom out. She didn't deny the chance to be used as a scapegoat; it was all she ever knew. The fact that Mrs. Graves had the audacity to claim that she was a saint when she was never prepared to be a parent for a child who didn't make it easy, and when she was willing to sell out her children and let them die for a life insurance payment is absolutely astounding.
This alone should've been enough to recontextualize everything we supposedly know about how responsible Ashley really is in all of this, but bad parents have a knack for being great at manipulating both family members and everyone viewing from the outside, including the people playing the game.
And almost including Andrew.
Andrew almost accepting the mom's offer is the single most tragic moment in the game, by far.
Dandy said it best in his video essay: By Ashley leaving Andrew alone with their parents, she showed that she is capable of changing. That she is capable of getting better. She showed that she loves and respects Andrew enough to be able to put aside her usual role as the scapegoat and allow him to make the decision that was for the best for both of them. And make no mistake, it was for the best; if the mom really DID sell out the siblings, and given the two of them were already on the run for supposedly being dead, there was no hope of any of this ever working out. They saw through the conspiracy and knew the truth of how the quarantine operations really worked. They were an active threat to one of the most powerful entities seen in the setting so far, to the point where they had a hitman sent after them.
Mrs. Graves had every reason to sell them out again, for their presence in a public setting was more than enough to put everyone in their family in danger. Mrs. Graves had every reason to believe that the normalcy she wanted was nothing that could ever be grasped again so long as her children were alive, and as such, it was clear that she had nothing to offer either Andrew or Ashley. Ashley trusted Andrew to see through their obvious manipulations and lies, and understand that the parents had nothing left to give them. She trusted him to love her more than the false promises their parents could give.
…And yet. In spite of it all.
In spite of her love, in spite of clearly displaying that she can grow up and become a person that causes him less stress, and in spite of Ashley showing that all she wants now is their safety and security…
Andrew can still choose to consider Ashley the problem. He can still choose to use her as the scapegoat he always has.
He can still choose to see her as the one thing that caused him to be this way, that stands in between him and normalcy, when she, not once, forced him to do anything.
Were he to accept Mrs. Graves' offer, this would've been the single most tragic moment in the game. It almost was, and still stands to be, because he ignores every indication that things could be better for the sake of his own narrative, and a narrative echoed by much of the fandom.
But no matter what ending was picked, things could be better. They could've been better all along. Compared to chapter 1, their dynamic in chapter 2 is already much healthier. Their banter is less venomous, and while they still poke and prod each other in ways that aren't exactly great, they don't get into the same violent fights we saw in the 302 room. By all accounts, what happened in that room was an outlier. Even when they find themselves in their parents' house, where they stand to do the One Thing That Means They Would Never Be Normal Again, Ever (ignoring the fact that this is already a lost cause by then), Ashley doesn't get into any fights with Andrew in the same way she did back in the apartment. All she wants is affirmation and security. She doesn't even lay into her mom like she lays into Julia over the phone, even in their private conversations.
We’re led to believe that she’s still getting worse because the actions she’s taking are more extreme, but her attitudes and behaviors are much, much different. The actual actions they're taking are so obviously the right thing to do (both morally and practically) that I don't think it's until they eat their parents that you should make a double take and go "Wow, maybe these goblins actually are kinda fucked up," because until then, well… everything is justified! Perfectly so! Even then, eating their parents serves a purpose, even if not a mentally healthy one.
Maybe she’s calmer because she’s in control over the situation, but if the calls she made to Julia are any indication (independent of the theory that she didn’t actually say those things), were she unchanged as a person, she still would’ve lashed out at their mother over how much more useful she is to Andrew than their parents were, or something of that nature. Something about how nothing their mom offers could compete with what Ashley gives. But she makes no such claims. She feels no need to prove anything to her parents, or to reaffirm her place in Andrew’s life even in the face of her mother challenging it (or at least implying such a challenge). Regardless of her insecurities, she’s changed. It’s hard to see, but she has.
And then Andrew can ignore that and consider betraying her because he refuses to believe that she's willing to make their dynamic work, when she shows many different indications of being willing to concede as long as Andrew stops giving her mixed signals.
A friend of mine put it best, and I'm pretty much quoting her word for word here, because of how strongly I agree with it. When I look at Ashley, I find very few actual "flaws." I see familiar wounds.
The Burial ending, despite being triumphant and not nearly as "dark" as some people think, is still very, very sad. A lot of abusive dynamics are characterized by someone having to fight every step of the way to get what they need from the other person, usually some kind of emotional validation or relief. This is what happens between Andrew and Ashley for most of the game: Ashley wants Andrew to treat their relationship as special, to acknowledge there's something to it beyond just him going through the motions. And yet for most of the game, he refuses to, especially in chapter 1. And then, in Burial, when he does…
She's confused.
A lot of people view this as her being afraid of losing control over Andrew, since her "Andy," who she can push around, is gone. Andrew has changed, and the same tricks wouldn't work. But that's not what that is; it's not about control, it's about her finally getting what she wants from him without having to fight. She still thinks about using sex as leverage to keep him around, but that's because she's never understood what it's like to have someone actually want to be around her. And I speak from experience; when you no longer have to fight for every little bit of emotional validation or relief, when you no longer have to keep checking your messages to keep an argument going so you can finally be proven right, when you no longer have to force yourself to let go, to stop engaging, the reaction isn't happiness. It's not relief.
It's confusion. It's discontent.
Because something you've tied so much of yourself up in to is no longer there, despite it being more peaceful, it still feels wrong. The dynamic still has to be this way in your mind, because you've never known anything else. You latch on to whatever you can in order to justify that, and your actions are still heavily biased in favor of maintaining your place in that nonexistent dynamic. This isn't manipulation; it's trauma. And the fact that Ashley almost immediately understands that Andrew is changing is nothing short of a miracle. By consolidating past and present Andrew into a single person rather than splitting them into two, she showing that she can actually heal from that trauma. And all Andrew had to do to enable this is to acknowledge that she CAN change, that things CAN be better, and that everyone who claims to be better than her is full of shit.
I've analyzed the events of the story in a way that may seem needlessly antagonistic to some characters, and overly charitable to others. But I have to ask you, that if you disagree with anything I've said:
Where does that disagreement come from? What about my narrative clashes with your own? -Why- does it clash? Is it because the game presents your interpretation as obvious, whereas mine is not? Is it because you've experienced someone like Ashley before in your life, and you know it when you see it? Maybe you strongly identify with Andrew, and view his status as a doormat with no agency to be obvious? Or did you just accept the narrative that much of the fanbase has taken at face value, without further analysis other than building on top of it?
I don't believe these things to be contrarian; I've held most of these opinions since my first or second playthrough. I don't believe what I do because you don't, I believe what I do because I understand what Ashley has been through. I've experienced a lot of the specific traumas she had, such as deep feelings of isolation and being deprived of the emotional validation I need from the people who need to give it. I know what it's like to be misunderstood, to have who and what I am taken for granted, and to be terrified of being abandoned by the people I need the most. I see what I do because I understand.
And I want to give her that understanding that nobody gave me.
Maybe you should think about it. Why do you take it for granted that Andrew is a doormat who is strung along by Ashley? Why do you find it so odd when the trope of a woman corrupting a good man through leveraging sex is drawn into question? Why is Ashley seen as crazy, when all of her actions are so straightforward and rational? How is she corrupting him, when the single most needlessly violent act in the whole story- outside of the Nina flashback- is done without her influence? Why is Ashley seen as the abusive one when Andrew both threatens and resorts to physical violence and witholds emotional validation?
Weirdly personal tangent aside, Ashley and Andrew are two of the most well-written characters I have ever seen. They're not written like archetypes who interact with each other through a series of tropes; they're written like real people who's words and actions have astoundingly human motivations. They come from places that we can understand and relate to.
And just like people, they deserve respect. In spite of all they've done, they deserve love.
But make no mistake, Ashley is not the one stopping that love from happening. She just has the audacity to still want it in spite of everything telling her that she doesn't deserve it. We're led to believe she wants too much, but all she ever wanted was the bare minimum that she was never given.
And she has every right to be mad about it.
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epic-arc · 4 months
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Spider-Knight: Edge of Time.
Jaune would be in a file room looking at a computer that he would try to access but a password screen would appear.
Spider-Knight(J): Ok, i'm here so how do i access it?
Spider-Knight 2099 (N): Enter my password: PENNY, P-E-N-N-Y.
Jaune would enter the password that Nicholas had given him but the computer would give it as an incorrect password.
Spider-Knight(J): Great. You got any other ideas?
Spider-Knight 2099 (N): Hmph let me think...
Nicholas was thinking about another password and Jaune would just sigh and say in a joking tone ''grant me access'' which would work and opening the files on the PC.
Spider-Knight(J): That was weird, Okay let's go over the start-yo procedures.
Spider-Knight 2099 (N): Slow down, Arc, it's no that simple!
Spider-Knight(J): Did you fire up the quark enhancers? Activate the tachyon relays?
Spider-Knight 2099 (N): Yes, Yes. I did all that! Will you...
Jaune continued working on the computer, opening various files while Nicholas spoke and ended up cutting him off.
Spider-Knight(J): Uncouple the heinsenburg compensators?
Spider-Knight 2099 (N): Yes of course I... shock it, No i didn't!
Nicholas would be slightly irritated for having forgotten to do that step that Jaune mentioned. Jaune would listen and be surprised at himself.
Spider-Knight(J): Wait i was right? Wow i...
Jaune opened a file written ''Snow Fall'' and read the file with a sad expression and tone of voice. Nicholas would notice and ask why Jaune had changed his tone of voice.
Spider-Knight(J): Weiss dies tonight at alchemax?!
Spider-Knight 2099 (N): How did you know.. For shock's sake Arc! What part of ''dont poke around in the archives'' was unclear!
Jaune was listening to Nicholas complaining to him while he read the entire file trying to see how Weiss died that night.
Spider-Knight(J): Fine. i'm a nosy Arc! But now that i found out its-
Nicholas would speak with a slight tone of anger cutting through Jaune as he spoke.
Spider-Knight 2099 (N): It's what? My job to save her?I've got enought ot deal with!
Jaune would be irritated by Nicholas comment and would speak with a slightly aggressive tone towards him.
Spider-Knight(J): You can't mean that! You just can't ignore that she's in danger!
Spider-Knight 2099 (N): Hey im trying to focus on what's important.
Spider-Knight(J): What's important is not standing by and allowing someone to suffer or die beacause you do nothing, If you don't get that, then you don't get the first thing about being Spider-Knight.
Spider-Knight 2099 (N): You're the one who doesn't get it, Parker. The future depends on...
When Nicholas would finish the sentence Jaune would punch both fists on the keyboard angrily and speak in an angry tone.
Spider-Knight(J): My future is meaningless without her!
Nicholas would think and sigh and leave where he was and go towards where Weiss was to prevent her death.
Spider-Knight 2099 (N): This is gonna be a huge mistake.
Jaune would hear Nicholas' comment and he would have a smile on his face and he would come to his senses and speak in a calm and happy tone to Nicolas.
Spider-Knight(J): I owe you, Nicholas, Big time.
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I MEANT EVERYTHING I SAID - Eddie Munson X Harrington!Reader
Word count: 6k.
TW: SMUT 18+, minors DNI, reader is Steve’s younger sister, angst, shitty Harrington parents, Steve’s an amazing brother, mentions of drugs (edibles) and smoking (both weed and cigarettes), established relationship, oral sex (both m and f), unprotected p in v sex, praise kink, daddy kink, choking. Eddie and reader tease each other and are really fluffy in the end.
Author’s note: hello babies, thank you for reading this, reblogs, comments and likes are highly appreciated!! I just wanted to clarify that in this fic, the reader resembles me, I’m kinda short (sometimes I really can’t reach the top shelves in my kitchen, lol), I wear glasses and the reference to the pasta box is because I’m italian. Maybe this didn’t need a note, but I thought it’d be nice to share.
Anyways, thank you for your support, anonymous requests are open. Hope you have a great day, sweethearts <3
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You and the boy are sitting on the grass, sipping beer while he’s rolling a joint.
“Can’t believe you actually broke your arm chasing Dustin Henderson down the stairs”, he laughs. You shrug and chuckle, “Believe it or not, I think you remember me walking at school with a cast on my arm and that, ladies and gentlemen, is the true story of how it happened”.
“It’s unbelievable”, he laughs and you join him.
“I’m telling you, I tried to catch him and didn’t manage to”.
He is still smirking, then he puts the freshly rolled joint between your lips.
He’s so handsome, you think.
“Of course I remember you with the cast”, he whispers, lighting the joint, “How could I not remember a pretty girl like you, huh?”
You blush, take a drag and exhale the smoke, your brain is trying to come up with a smart comeback. It fails.
“Thanks”, is all you manage to reply. Then you place the joint in his hand, slowly caressing his wrist, “You’re not mean and scary as they…”, you scoff, pointing at the people inside the house, “…describe you. Steve warned me, in fact: you’re kind and funny”, you admit.
He plays with his rings, avoiding your gaze, “Kind and funny you say, huh? Even though that were true, you’re the most wanted girl at this party, yet you’re smoking and drinking with the freak”.
“I like this better, honestly”, you shrug and steal the joint from his lips, you take a few drags in silence. You know he’s studying you, you feel his gaze on your head and hands. “And you’re not a freak, I already told ya that”.
A few moments later, he’s the one breaking the silence.
I’ll show you funny, darling, you look so pretty when you laugh, he thinks, smirking.
“Y/N?”
“Yeah, Eddie?”
“What I’m about to ask you is… embarassing and difficult, please don’t make fun of me”, he pouts.
You frown but smile at the same time, “Okay, just go ahead”.
What the actual fuck?
He sits in front of you, “ I’ve been waiting for this for a long time”. You swallow worriedly and nudge his hand, “Go on”.
“Who has the best hair? Me or your brother?”
You gasp dramatically at the question, “Excuse me? Are you trying to compete with someone called The Hair?”
“I’m sorry, I thought I could stand a chance”. You nod your head, “Definitely not”, you chuckle, “I’m joking about my brother, obviously”, you add in a whisper.
He laughs loudly and you join him, “I’m sorry, did I freak you out?”
You nod, “Just a bit, but that was funny”
“Y/N Harrington thinks I’m funny, motherfuckers”, he smirks, “I think you’re funny too”.
You thank him and smile.
After a moment, “Take a sit next to me in Biology”, you tell him, without even realizing that.
“I don’t like seeing you alone in the corner. I’m good at sneaking notes around, it won’t be so boring”.
“That’s cool, thanks Harrington”, you smile at him. “Can you pass me also answers, during tests?”
You smirk, “It depends on what I receive for a change”.
“Weed and a friend”, he replies. It’s that easy.
“We have a deal then”.
He nods, “Munson and Harrington, on the way to becoming friends”. You hit your beer with his, “Cheers to us becoming friends”, you agree.
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Just flashword this scene and this two teenagers a few months later: you’ll find what’s described from here.
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“Eddie, for fuck’s sake!”, you shout, “Where are all my towels?”
“Who’s Eddie? Never heard of him”
You roll your eyes and take a step on the mat just outside the shower to reach your glasses.
“Right, that’s the other guy I’m dating”, you reply.
“So you’re cheating”, he shouts from the hallway.
You hear footsteps approaching. “I am indeed, and he fucks me so good”, you chuckle.
Eddien opens the door and runs to you, his eyes trying not look at your naked and wet body. “Has he got a bigger dick than me?”, he asks, worried.
“Let me think”, you reply, pretending to focus, trying not to look at his naked and wet body either, “Nah, you’re bigger”.
Eddie sighs, “Thank God, I was getting worried”.
You chuckle, “Just hand me a towel, baby, we’re already running late”.
“Nope, I’m here literally worshipping your body and you ask me to get a towel? Ungrateful little thing”, he groans, shaking his head dramatically.
You smile lovingly at him, “C’me here, lover boy”. You open your arms and he jumps onto you, almost letting you fall.
You squeal, “We almost fell, be careful”. Eddie clings his arms to your back, then covers your head in kisses, “I don’t want to go to school”, he pouts.
“And I don’t wanna go to school either, but you need to get better grades in Maths and I have to tutor Robin after lunchbreak”.
He lets go of you and you’re the one pouting, “I like the clingy you, puppy”, you whisper.
Eddie blows a kiss, leaves the bathroom to come back with a towel. He wraps it around your bodies and you thank him with a kiss on his lips.
“We should shower together in the early mornings more often”, you whisper in his ear, rubbing his back and smacking his butt when your hands reach that point. Eddie groans, kissing sloppily your neck.
“We should fuck”, he grins, “Like right now”. You bite your lips.
It’s already late, so…
“The first one to arrive to the bed gets to cum first”, you shout, while running to your bedroom.
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“Please, Robin, please”, you beg, running after your friend in the hallway.
“God, you’re the most annoying human being in the world”, she rolls her eyes.
You grin, “Is that a yes?”
“No, that’s more a I really can’t stand you but you’re my best friend, ride or die kinda stuff”, Robin snorts.
“Love you, like, endlessly”, you chuckle and kiss her cheek, “If everything goes smoothly, I’m buying you all the booze you’ll need for the following weeks”, you promise.
Robin smiles faintly, “Add some weed too, your boyfriend’s a drug dealer”, she shrugs.
“Sure, I’ll give you the best stuff”, you nod, while you open the locker and reach for your clothes. Your gym class has just ended, so you take off your oversized t-shirt and shorts to slide inside a tank top, followed by a chequed shirt.
“Jeez, Y/N”, Robin chuckles, “You need to put a trigger warning on those boobs before you take off your shirt”.
You snort, “You say that just because I'm your best friend, ride or die kinda stuff”.
You wear your skirt, take a few steps to the mirror and take off your glasses to retouch your make up, with Robin standing by your side, fixing her hair.
“I’m meeting you right after band practice, sounds good?”
“Sounds very good, Robs”, you wear your glasses and smile at her through the mirror.
“Can’t believe that you, of all the smart people, would offer to tutor me”, she snorts. “And I can’t believe you’re making me study even all next week mornings before school”.
You shrug, “Robs, you need to pass Latin with a C-, at least. Of course I would offer to help you!”. Robin rolls her eyes, “Thank you, but sometimes I wonder, what are you, a devil? Or worse, do you get horny when you explain equations?” she asks, interrupting, and you both chuckle.
“Eddie agrees too”, you confess. “But, if you do so”, you add, “You’re getting drinks and weed, I remind you”.
 Robin smirks at you, “Okay, now I really get why Eddie was beaming when you were assigned as his tutor”
“What do you mean?”
“You just become so generous when I get good grades and you confessed this makes you horny, I really can’t guess how you’re rewarding Munson”, she blinks and you blush a little.
“Let’s just say that this is the reason why we both arrived very late today”.
Robin high fives you, “That’s gross but still a good reason to be late”.
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Lunchtime, the cafeteria, your gaze wanders around until you find Eddie, reading something out loud to the boys sitting with him. The usual, relieved feeling of his eyes, looking at you lovingly, warms you.
You bump into someone and quickly excuse yourself.
“Harrington! Still dating the freak?”
Jason Carver grins, waiting for your answer. Eddie’s approaching the two of you, in the meantime.
“Actually no, Carver”
“Oh, really?” he beams.
“No, sorry, I wasn’t finished”, you smirk, “Not dating the freak, cause I’m dating Eddie, not you”. His smile fades and you hear Eddie chuckling.
In fact, your boyfriend steps to your side, holding your waist.
“Ouch, Carver, did it burn?”, he pouts.
“I still don’t get what you Harringtons find interesting in hanging with the freak”, Carver replies angrily, walking away.
Dustin bows in front of you, “Ma’am, that was amazing”. You chuckle and hold him in a hug, “You’re my favourite 14 year old, you know that?”. Dustin winks at you, “And you’re my favourite amongst you older guys, but still, Steve’s my favourite Harrington”.
Eddie interrupts the hug, “Are you really hitting on a 14 year old boy? Are you a perv or just a nymph?”
You scoff and Dustin chuckles. “Wow, Eds, the word nymphomaniac is actually advanced, did you learn it during which one of your senior years? The second, maybe?”, you comeback, raising your eyebrow.
Gareth claps his hands at you, “Bold”.
You chuckle at Eddie, he flips you the bird but quickly he pats his legs. “Take a sit here, love”.
You sit with your legs intertwining his right leg, lay your back against his chest and wait for him to hug you. When he does, you melt completely in his arms.
“I’m meeting Robin after school to tutor her”, you tell him after sipping some water. Eddie nods, “There’s Hellfire tonight, so we’ll see tomorrow morning, is that okay?”.
“That’s okay, love”, you reply and kiss the corner of his mouth.
Eddie grins, “You are a perv, you know?”, he whispers in your ear, “You wear this little skirt and sit like this on my leg just to tease me”.
“Well, you’re rockhard from this morning when I wore this, right, pretty boy?”
He swallows and you nod, proudly. “I did that on purpose, if you must know”.
Eddie’s hand wanders on your leg and rests on your inner thigh. “You’re killing me, pretty girl”.
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It’s very early when you manage to sneak out of the house and sit in your brother’s car. “Can we go, like now?”, you beg him.
The drive is awkward: Steve’s fingers are tapping nervously the steering wheel, you’re fidgeting your hands and tapping your leg. Dried tears have formed at the corner of your eyes.
“Steve?”
He turns his head slightly to look at you.
“I don’t know what happened between you and dad”, you admit, “It’s just… I’m tired of their screaming and tonight it was too much to take”.
Steve is nodding his head, “Oh you know, the usual: I’m a disgrace and you’re the perfect child ever with your good grades”.
You shrug, “I’m sorry, I’ve never wanted to put you in this position”.
“Hey, Y/N, I don’t blame you”, he replies softly.
“I thought you were mad at me”, you smile shily.
“No, I’m not”, your brother chuckles and you lean over to pat his arm. “That’s good to know”.
You sigh in relief. It’s nice to remember that, despite all of your personal battles and problems, you and Steve are still allied.
He’s the one to start the conversation again.
“Why would I be mad? You literally jumped in the room and yelled at dad to stop treating me like shit”
You laugh, “Yeah, I was pretty revved up”. Steve laughs with you, “I’m trying to say that you had my back and I’m glad to have a little sister like you”.
You thank him and press a kiss to his cheek. “I gotcha, Harrington”.
“I gotcha too, Harrington”, he replies, mimicking your proud tone and holding out a hand to stroke your hair messily.
You groan at his touch and try to fix it. “Don’t touch my hair like this, Steve, I’m your sister anyways”. Hair is clearly a thing between you siblings.
“I had your back even in the Upside Down”, you add with a grin on your face, after a pause.
“Jeez, you really saved my ass”, he frowns at the thought.
“Enough with the fluff, where are we going?”, you ask.
“I’m leaving you at school, Hellfire is about to end, isn’t it?”
Oh. You’re surprised.
“So you’re just shoving me into Eddie’s arms?”
He smirks, “Are you pissed I’m helping you sleeping with your boyfriend?”
“Of course not”, you grin. “And where are you going?”
“I’m seeing this girl”, he replies and you shake your head. “You’ll never change, Steve”
“So, is she the one? The future Mrs Harrington?”, you tease. Steve groans, “Stop making fun of me, I said this she’s the one stuff one time, ages ago, and yet you tease me”.
You chuckle, “Is this more of a friends with benefits situation?”
“Actually, yes, but I think she’s catching feelings”.
“Ouch”, you exclaim. “That’s a bummer”.
Steve nods again, “That’s a bummer, cause I’m not falling for her. After that, I’m going to Henederson’s”, he explains and chuckles at the sight of your frowned look. “What? He told me has a spare couch”.
“Okay”, you shrug, “Totally not judging you for having a sleepover at a 14 year-old’s house”.
Steve parks the car in the school parking lot and you try to apply your make up. “'S too dark”, you groan, “Steve, turn on the flashlight you have somewhere in the backseats”, you tell him.
“I have a flashlight?”, he replies, eyes widened in wonder.
“Dumbass, that’s Dustin’s first rule: always carry a flashlight, so he just left one in your car”, you reply sharply. “Do you need to be told everything?”
Steve mumbles a “Go to hell, Y/N” and reaches for the flashlights, lights it and you try to settle your mirror to look at your face.
“Did you cry?”, Steve asks with an inquistory gaze. “I think so”, you shrug, retouching your lipgloss, “I was too caught up”. He chuckles, “Man, that was very bold of you”.
You chuckle back, “I didn’t think I had it in me”.
“You’re bold and tough, everyone thinks that”
 “Aw, thanks my big brother”, you reply, scooting over to shuffle his hair.
“Nevermind, you’re annoying”. You laugh at his comment.
Hellfire runs late tonight, so you roll the windows down and Steve is searching the glovebox for a tape.
You light up a joint, take a long drag with your eyes closed, “God, I needed that”.
Steve points at your lips, “Can I have a drag too?”
“Sure”, you reply, frowning.
Does he know that’s a joint? Yeah, he knows how a cigarette looks like and this is very different, you think.
He smokes and then, when he exhales, starts coughing desperatedly.
Oh, he doesn’t know.
You chuckle and rub his shoulder, “I thought you knew, I’m sorry”.
He flips you, still coughing. “That’s a fucking joint!”
“It’s the best weed I have in my stash, I’m always spoiling you Harringtons”, Eddie’s voice makes you gulp in your seat.
“Hi baby”, you smile, leaning over the opened window to peck at his lips. Eddie’s hands cup your cheeks, “Hello, sweetheart, what are you doing here?”
“Lots of yelling at home, we just snuck out”, you shrug.
“She was a badass, but I also think she’s probably gonna be locked out of her room for the following weeks”, Steve snorts and you nod, “Yeah, I fear I’ll just have to sleep on the front porch”.
Eddie frowns: he knows everything about your shitty parents and, most importantly, he knows how bad you always feel after these arguments.
“Well, I’ve been feeding stray cats for a while now”, Eddie opens his arms, “I don’t think that taking care of a stray girlfriend will be so different”. You and Steve chuckle. “You can stay at my place as long as you need, love, that’s all I’m trying to say”.
You smile, “Thanks Eddie, I appreciate that”.
Steve nods, holding out his hand to shake Eddie’s, “Thanks, take care of her, will you? She forgets to eat when she’s upset and it’s been quite an awful week”, he adds.
You blush. It’s true, you can’t remember the last time you had a proper meal.
“Don’t worry, I gotcha”, Eddie nods. You reach for your bag and open the door, “Bye, Steve, say hi to future Miss Dumped by Harrington and to Henderson”, you wink.
“Bye, dumbass, I’ll see you tomorrow at school”.
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You’re wrapped in you boy’s arms, you are laying on top of his body, your is head on his chest and your legs are tangled with his.
“Baby, can you get closer to me?”, you whisper, moving your arm to caress Eddie’s face.
His laughter shakes your bodies, “Baby how can we get any closer than this, huh?”. You smile, “Right, sorry Eds”.  
“Do you wanna eat something?”, he asks in your ear but you shake your head. “Did you at least eat some food today?”, his voice is getting worried. You shake your head again, “Nope”, you reply, “Too many thoughts on my mind and you know, when I get stressed or nervous I find it hard to eat”.
Eddie groans with his chin against your forehead. “Oh come on, you need to eat, darling”. You chuckle, “Okay, I’ll cook something for us”. You get up from Eddie’s body, “Do you have proper food?”, smirking.
He flips you, “PB&J’s are proper food, you nerd”.
“Oh, so you’re a chef now, huh? Just get your butt here and learn how to cook”, you laugh.
Eddie follows you to the small kitchen and grips your waist when you lift on your toes to reach the cabinets. “I keep telling you, babe, these cabinets were made for tall people”, you whine. He chuckles at your attempt and lifts you up, holding by your hips, “There you go, dwarf”.
You clearly didn’t see that coming and you almost drop the pasta box you’re holding, between your giggles. “I’m sorry, that was unexpected and I’m clumsy”
Eddie carefully leaves you on the ground and chuckles at you.
He kisses your temple, “Don’t worry, sweets, when we move in together we’ll buy short cabinets for my short girl”.
This time you really drop the box on the ground.
“W-what?”, you ask, turning around with an amazed look on your face.
Eddie’s cheeks turn the brightest red you’ve ever seen and he rambles, “S-sorry… that slipped out… I’m sorry, didn’t mean to scare you”.
“Scare me?”, you frown, “Why would I be scared?”
“Oh… sorry, I thought you freaked out cause of… what I said”
You smile and hug him tightly. “Why would that scare me, baby, huh?”, you whisper.
“I didn’t see that coming, honestly”, you chuckle and Eddie smiles lightly. “But yeah, totally”
“Totally what?”
You blush, “We should totally buy shorter cabinets when we move in together”
“I didn’t mean anytime soon, I mean…”, Eddie replies quickly, “There’s your college, I need to find a real job…”
You shush him, placing a finger on his soft lips. “Love, I know, we’ll talk about it later on, mkay?”
Eddie’s face still red and you kiss his forehead. “That’s like a big step in our relationship”, he claims, nodding his head. “Indeed”, you reply, knowingly.
“Are we celebrating this… moving in together in the future kind of thing?”, Eddie asks you, tilting his head.
You nod, “Oh, absolutely, but first I’m cleaning up the mess I’ve made and I’m cooking dinner”.
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Eddie’s cleaning the dishes, humming to the song playing on tape, while you’re laying on the couch holding a beer in your hands.
“Babe, wanna try something new for our little celebration?”, he asks, turning around with a glass in his hand.
“You mean, sexually? I’m open to almost anything”, you reply.
Eddie rolls his eyes, “You girls are always horny and always think about sex, it’s so annoying”.
You get up, chuckling, and hold his belt loop to pull him closer, “You have a nice ass, Munson, not my fault if I’m horny around you”, palming his butt in the meantime.
“Biggest compliment ever”, he growls mockingly in your ear.
“No, babe, I have some edibles, wanna try?”
“Sure, go get ‘em”, you smile. Eddie leaves the kitchen and, while he’s in his room, he calls you.
“Sweets? What did you mean earlier, mh?”, he asks, “I’m open to almost anything”, mocking your voice.
“Go to hell, you cult leader”, you shout, you hear him chuckling.
Eddie comes back with a small pack in his hands. “Peaceful bliss, just moments away”, he chants, handing you the edibles.
You eat one, then Eddie insists on making you sit next to him on the couch.
“Seriously, love, what did you mean earlier?”
You blush, but try to keep it cool, “I guess I’ve discovered something”
“What’s that? A new kink?”, he widens his eyes. You lick your lips and whisper, “I’ve got this… fantasy”, your cheeks get red at the word, “About your hands”.
Eddie interrupts you halfway, almost falling off the couch. “My hands? That’s definitely kinky”, he chuckles.
“I thought that was metal, sweetie”, you reply, mimicking his favourite word to use.
“I concur, that’s kinky and metal”.
His ringed fingers move to cup your cheeks, “What did you have in mind, doll?”, he smirks.
You swallow, “Oh… maybe choke me?”.
Eddie’s beaming, “Sure, but I want to be chocked too and see your perfect red nails around my neck”. You gulp louder than expected at Eddie’s request.
“Fuck, Eds, that’s hot”, you whisper.
“Are you feeling stoned?”, he’s giggling at your reaction and you slap his shoulder with your feet. “Don’t make fun of me, dungeon master���, you giggle. Eddie growls and jumps onto your body to tickle your waist. You manage to tickle him back and this leads to the most stoned and ticklish fight you’ve ever engaged in.
“Stop, baby, need to breathe”, Eddie pins your hands and the both of you take deep breaths, panting.
You get up to get him a glass of water, you kiss his lips before handing him the drink.
“That’s my good girl”, he grins.
“Munson, you gotta stop that”, you groan, pushing his shoulder.
Eddie takes a sip and looks at you with an innocent gaze, “What’s wrong, Harrington? Are you mad cause I’m making fun of your praise kink?”.
You groan loudly, get up and sit on the opposite side of the couch.
“I’m not mad, I’m just teasing, my pretty boy”, you blink. You know how much he loves being called pretty boy. He swallows, trying to play it cool.
“Shit, the edible is kickin’ in”, you snort. “Yeah, don’t get up too suddenly, sweets, you’re not used to it”, Eddie warns you.
You lean over to drink some water from his glass and the bastard your loving boyfriend waits for you to swallow the drink, to whisper in your ear, “Just be a good girl, like you do when you keep my cum safe in your pussy, huh?”
You choke on the water and, through some coughs and laughter, you manage to squeal Eddie to go to hell. He tries to hold it together, patting your back and kissing your cheek, but as soon as you laugh, he loses it.
“That was fun, shit”, he exclaims.
“Yeah, but you’re bullying me, my love”, you chuckle.
I'm the one teasing, now, you think
You sit on his lap suddenly, guide his hands to your hips and bite his neck. Eddie whispers, “Fuck, baby”, tilting his head to give you a better access.
You grind on his dick, then lean in to whisper in his ear, “Don’t act like I don’t know that you want to cum on my glasses, daddy”. In the meantime Eddie processes the words, you get up from his lap and reach the table, where you left your Marlboro’s.
“Ladies and gentlemen, that’s what you get when you try to fuck with me, not in that way”, you light up the cigarette with a grin on your face.
“Harrington, for fuck’s sake”, he shouts, getting close to you. “Enough with the teasing, okay?”, Eddie pouts, handing you his hand to shake.
You shake it, “We have a deal, then, Munson”.
He steals the cigarette from your lips, “That was hot as fuck, love”, you whisper, his hand hugs your waist and you press your hands on his chest.
Eddie grins, “Harrington?”, then he kisses your neck.
“What’s up, love?”
He smacks your ass with his free hand, “How wet are you?”
You lift your finger up in an attempt to focus, “Not sure, but I’m gonna say a lot, it’s like a tsunami”.
Eddie chuckles, “Okay, let’s get to my room”. He drags you by your wrist, chuckling.
You jump on his bed, followed by Eddie. He’s kissing your lips messily, while you try to take off your shirt. Eddie’s hands are faster than yours and he leaves you naked. He groans in your mouth when he touches your already naked breasts.
“God, I wanna fuck your tits”, he moans.
“Next time, baby”, you whimper, as his tongue laps your nipples.
“Tomorrow?”, he begs, with a smirk on his face, moving away from your boobs.
“Yes, tomorrow”, you agree, almost breathless. Your hand moves between Ed’s sweatpants and finds his hard dick.
“Can’t wait”, he grins but quickly he whimpers when you stroke his length. You pat his hips, “Need you to be naked”, you blink and Eddie shimmies out of his clothes.
You lick your palm and grip the base of his dick, stroking it a few times before licking his tip, already wet in precum. Eddie moans loudly, but then his hand stops you, holding your shoulder.
“Can’t take it, princess, I need to be inside you”.
You groan, “Can I suck your dick tomorrow, baby?”, you ask, pouting and holding Eddie’s hand to get up.
Eddie chuckles at your reaction, “Sure, my sweetheart tomorrow can suck my dick”.
You smile, “Tomorrow, what a big day”.
You lay down on your back and Eddie’s body hovering you. He discards of his Hellfire t-shirt while you take off your jeans and panties. In the movement of throwing your clothes, your head hits Eddie’s forehead.
“Shit, I’m sorry, does it hurt?”, you ask, rubbing his forehead.
“Fuck! How did that happen?”, Eddie groans.
“Eds I’m really sorry”, you add, worriedly. He rubs the red skin again and then snorts, “Easy there, tiger, do you wanna send me to the ER?”. You smile faintly, “I’m really sorry love”.
“It’s okay, sweets, doesn’t hurt anymore”, he replies, pushing you back on the bed.
“Besides, I’m such a sucker for you that I’ll thank you even if you broke my bones”.
You chuckle and lift your head up, very carefully this time, to kiss his mouth playfully. “I’ll thank you even if you ran me over with your van”.
Eddie raises his eyebrow, “That was cheesy, love”. You both chuckle and Eddie kisses your tummy.
“I’m still sorry, Eds”, you whisper, stroking his hair, “I’m clumsy”.
“I know, Y/N, but everything’s fine”, he mumbles with his mouth on your skin.
He kisses your inner thigh, then proceeds to kiss your folds gently.
“How can you even be this wet?”, he comments, eyes widened in awe.
You snort, “Told ya, tsunami”. Eddie scoffs with his face buried deep in your pussy.
He licks gently your folds, then laps your clit and you moan his name.
“Eddie… God, just fuck me”
“So eager, huh?”
“Yeah”, you reply, breathless. Eddie holds his cock at the base and guides it towards your entrance, gathering some of your slickness.
“You’re so wet, you don’t even need foreplay”, he whispers in your ear.
He pushes his dick into your pussy gently and waits for you to let him move.
“Green light?”, he asks, caressing your cheek. “Green light”, you nod. Your hands cups his face and you lift your body up slightly when Eds starts to fuck you slow and deep.
“I love you so much”, you tell him between your moans, holding your forehead against his. Eddie pushes you back down and presses his knee on the mattress to steady his body. Then, he buries his face in the crook of your neck, kissing gently the soft skin. “I love you so much”, he tells you back.
Your legs cage his waist and your arms hug him closely, while whimpering due to the slow pace he’s settled.
“I want to move in with you”, you whisper in his ear, “And I want to stay with you forever”.
Eddie looks in your eyes with the most loving gaze he’s ever had. “I wanna have kids with you”, he tells you, so quiet that you almost think you’d dreamt it.
“How many?”, you ask, lifting your eyebrows.
Eddie fastens his pace a little. “Two or three”, he replies, smiling and cupping your boobs with a hand.
You chuckle, “Let’s settle with two, love, a mini Eds and a mini Y/N”. Eddie groans loudly and starts to rock his hips faster and faster.
“Fuck, Y/N”, he moans, looking in your eyes. You kiss his lips sloppily, teeth clanging and you slowly hold his neck. He nods, “Choke me, baby, choke me”.
Your hand tightens around his neck and you kiss him again, more chastely this time. You moan in his ear, “You like my hand around your neck, huh? You look so hot right now”. He grunts, fucking you relentlessly and hitting the right spot in your tight walls. You choke him tighter, “Am I being a good girl for you, choking your neck like you told me to do?”.
He smiles at you, “Does my little needy girl want to be chocked, huh? Want my rings on your neck?”.
“Yes, yes, please”, you hold him less tighter.
“Just because you’ve been the best girl”, he nods his head, tapping your hand to set free from your grip. “Now be a good girl again and tell me what to do with my hand”.
He slows his pace, fucking you almost lazily. You whine, “Faster, please”.
Eddie shushes you, “Ssh, pretty thing, tell me what to do with my hand and then I’m fucking you the way you want”, he grins.
“Choke me”, you whisper, almost embarassed. Eddie pouts, “Who is gonna choke you, mh?”. He licks your neck and you whimper. “Choke me, daddy”, you reply. His hand grips your neck tight, you gasp out of breath. His rings surely are going to leave bruises on your skin.
Eddie smirks, “That’s my girl”. He lets go of your neck for a few seconds, lets you breathe properly and then chokes you again. He’s fucking you fast and deep, your moans are mixing with his.
“I’m close”, you whisper and Eddie starts to circle your clit.
“Come for daddy, sweet thing, can you do that?”
You nod, whimpering at the new stimulation. Eddie pulls his hand away and caresses your cheeks, where a few tears have fallen. “Be a good girl for daddy and come”, he whispers in your hear. Then, Eddie’s tongue laps your nipple and you feel the familiar knot in your stomach. Your walls clench around his dick, “That’s it, come for me”.
The orgasm shakes your whole body and Eddie keeps fucking you slowly, holding you steadily in his arms.
“Shit, that was one of the best ones”, you whisper, worn out. Eddie chuckles and you kiss his cheek. “Cum on my face and glasses, daddy”, you smirk.
He grunts and thrusts into you quickly and you almost cry at the overstimulation. “Eds, pull out, I’m too sensitive”, you whine.
His face hides in your neck another time and you clench your walls to help him come.
Eddie’s dick is pulled out fastly and he gets up, standing next to the bed.
“Fuck, this is so hot”, he groans, holding your face between his hands. You kiss him, still panting from your come.
“Need help”, you warn him. Eddie’s arm scoop you up and he places you kneeling in front of him.
Your tongue licks his tip and Eddie moans out your name.
“I’m almost there”, he whimpers, while you cup his balls and wait for his release with your tongue out.
“Fuck”, he exclaims, stroking his cock harder.
Then, hot and salty rops of Eddie’s cum cover your face, your tongue and, most importantly, your glasses. Eddie’s a panting mess, you hold his hands and swallow the come on your tongue. He leans over to kiss you, tasting himself in your mouth.
You feel Ed’s fingers taking your glasses off.
“Shit, this is the hottest thing we’ve ever done”, he chuckles. You squeeze your eyes to look at him, “Can’t see you, but I’m sure you look so hot, babe”.
“How can you be so sure?”, he questions you and you shrug, “You look like a sex god evertyime you cum”. He smirks, “You look like a goddess during and after sex”.
You feel his fingers tapping your mouth. “Lick”, he orders and you proceed to lick his digits clean. Then, your glasses are moved back on your nose.
“Did I just swallow the cum I had on my glasses?”
Eddie snorts, “Sure, did you wanna waste my precious seed?”
“God no, fuck me if I ever waste a drop”, you chuckle.
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After a shower, you and Eddie are cuddling under the blankets. His bare chest is pressed against your back and your legs are intertwined.
“Nice boobs, Munson”, you chuckle, turning around and looking at his chest.
“Oh, thanks, bought them yesterday”, he smirks.
You kiss the tip of his nose, “Can I lay on you?”
“C’me here, little thing”, he agrees and manhandles you, your body now laying on top of his.
He reaches for the bedside table, holding his arm around your back to keep you steady. He lights up a cigarette and takes a few drags.
“I wanna smoke too”, you whine and Eddie holds the cigarette for you. You lean over to take it between your lips and then exhale.
“They always taste better, after sex”, you comment, pointing at the cigarette with your head. “Ciagrettes after sex”, Eddie mumbles, “That sounds like a good name for a band”.
“Are Corroded Coffin gonna change name?”, you chuckle and Eddie shakes his head. “Jesus H Christ, woman, don’t say prophanities lilke these out loud”.
After a few moments of silence, you kiss Ed’s jawline.
“Baby?”
“Yeah, sweethart?”, he replies, starting to rub your back.
“This fuck was very metal”, you tell him, proudly.
Eddie laughs, “’Twas both metal and cheesy”, he adds.
“Yeah, chatting about the future while fucking, wasn’t so metal”.
Eddie smacks your ass lightly, “But that was so hot, babe”, he replies and you nod, “Totally”.
You yawn and then whisper, “I’m sleepy, Eds, ‘s that okay if I sleep here, on your chest?”
He lifts your chin up to kiss your lips, “Sure, c’me here”. You wrap your arms around his neck and he hugs you tightly.
“Sorry I hurt you in a way you don’t find kinky”, you and Eddie laugh.
Then, “I meant everything I said, Eds”, you whisper, yawning again.
“I know, love, and I meant everything I said, too”, he whispers back, smiling at you.
“Love you, my dungeon master”, you smile, ��But I love your dick more”.
Eddie’s laughter shakes the both of your bodies. “Love you, smarty pants, but I love your pussy more”, he chuckles.
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Jimmy Page: 1969 interview
Page is, although he chooses not to believe it, the motivating force behind the group. His shy, almost anemic countenance belies the fire in his eyes. Tall, thin, Page spoke with a voice so inaudible that it is an obvious paradox to his music.
He said the arrangements are his, most of the songs are his and the frustration communicated is truly his.
“I am a mediocre guitarist at best,” he said. “There are others so much more capable than I. No. I really don’t like being thought of as a star. This movie star thing,” he continued, “I don’t feel it is a part of pop.” (An $8 thousand investment by Atlantic records in “Zepplin” reveals the falsity of this feeling.)
Page lives under the psychological shadow of Eric Clapton, Jeff Beck, Jack Bruce and other great rock artists. His talent is obviously his pride, yet his shaky ego tells him that his guitar is worthless. He reeks frustration. Nervous hands grasp at invisible straws, his eyes duck behind his answers but suddenly from nowhere will come his bold laugh.
If a question is asked, Page’s answer is usually to avoid the question or to answer it in the words of others.
I asked which is the best group now playing. Page: “Well, you’re in a better position to answer that.”
What would you like people to draw from you in terms of image, I asked. Page: “I wish they wouldn’t.”
Sensitive to critical disapproval, Page’s shrewdness of defense and humility of person indicated his belief in his essential inferiority feelings.
This contrasted with the image he develops with his audience makes Page even more fascinating. The causes of his desperation may vary but the skinny white “heavy” and his audience communicate. The joy of release (freedom) thus becomes the pleasure of his music.
If “Led Zepplin” is not what you need, Page can be found dealing guitar elsewhere. Once a member of “The Yardbirds,” his guitar provided much of the backing track for the movie, “Blow Up.”
A&M’s new Joe Cocker L.P. “With A Little Help From My Friends,” features Page’s guitar along with Stevie Windwood’s organ and is nothing short of great.
Page doesn’t feel capable of discussing society but he had comments on the difference between England and America. This country could learn a lot from England’s economic downfall, he feels.
“It was the dependence on military materialism which destroyed England.” he said. “and it will destroy America.”
The repression of both left and right in this country frightens him. “Men should allow each other all the freedom he can within the framework of society,” he said. “America could save the world but the ‘White man’s burden’ concept is lost in the childishness of self-interest.”
The key to Page as a man can be found in his answer to a question: Do you love life?
Page: “I really don’t know.”
People, however, will have the good fortune of enjoying his music for a long time to come. The significant fact about English groups seems to be their unusual staying power.
Although he intends to give up music for painting some day, we can hope that Jimmy Page and his music will stand the strains of his mind and times.
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Captain Kirk fluff alphabet
A = Attractive (What do they find attractive about the other?)
Oh boy does he have a helluva time with that question if you actually ask it. The answer is definitely your hips/lower waist, if you have love handles all the better, he loves to love the love handles. Seriously pulls you in by the waist all the time, for kisses, hugs, snuggles, everything.
B = Baby (Do they want a family? Why/Why not?)
Not right now, he wants to give his potential children a normal life, and by that he means one that doesn’t put them in danger out in space. But at the end of the five year mission, you bet your buttons he wants mini hims and yous running around. Of course if you don’t want children it’s not a deal breaker for him, but then he does want a pet instead.
C = Cuddle (How do they cuddle?)
Basically nonstop. He doesn’t care if there are people around, he likes knowing that you’re there and seeing you just isn’t the same as feeling you near. If you sit in his lap he’ll die, you can’t leave now. If one of you can’t sleep, then you end up in each other’s quarters, curled up together and sleeping harder than anyone knew was possible. When you’re in bed Jim really loves when you put your head on his chest, he likes that he can still see you, he also likes that it gives him the opportunity to rub your back or play with your hair.
D = Dates (What are dates with them like?)
You’re both busy people so you have dinner together every night just to guarantee to get to see each other, so he longer really considers dinner a date. Dinner would definitely be involved still, it just isn’t the main event. If you’re on shore leave he would find a concert that he thinks you would enjoy and depending on late the show is he’ll either take you to dinner before or after.
E = Everything (You are my ____ (e.g. my life, my world…))
It feels kind of cheesy, but you’re his Universe. It was bound to happen, I mean the man absolutely adores you AND you guys are in outer space, it was gonna happen. At first it surprises you a bit because he’s not much of a “you’re my ___” kinda guy for the most part, but you quickly come to love it.
F = Feelings (When did they know they were in love?)
Back in the academy when he was having an absolute nervous breakdown. He was a mess, a wreck, shaking and babbling total nonsense. It was caused by the anxiety of final exams, Jim didn’t think himself at all prepared. And you seeing a grown man having a breakdown, what did you do? You plopped down right next to him and gave him a hug, told him that he was gonna do great because you knew him, he was born a Captain. You even offered to help him study. And he didn’t think he could have made bigger heart eyes 😍 at you in that moment… he was wrong the heart eyes have definitely gotten bigger over the years.
G = Gentle (Are they gentle? If so, how?)
Kirk is just a big puppy dog of a man. He would never intentionally hurt you and if he ever did he might die inside. He’s so careful it’s kind of ridiculous. He’s still Jim, he’ll still crack jokes and flirt (not just with you), but if he ever finds out that bothers you when he makes flirty comments to others, then it all comes to a crashing halt. This man will not stand for hurting you or your feelings in any way, shape, or form.
H = Hands (How do they like to hold hands?)
Holding hands is nice, but he probably only holds hands at more formal events or if you’re uncomfortable with more contact than that in public. Jim likes to be touching you as much as possible, he’s more of an arm-over-your-shoulder kinda guy. He just hates being alone and loves physical affection, please love him 😫🥰😩
I = Impression (What was their first impression?)
Jim’s first impression of you isn’t bad, but it’s maybe not what you would hope your first meeting with anyone would be. You were talking to some and weren’t looking where you were going, you tripped over a tree root. Boy, are you lucky he was there and has such quick reflexes, otherwise you would have absolutely bit it. So his first impression is that you need just a little bit of protecting and he was willing to be the one to do it. Looking back, Kirk thinks that he was actually in love with you right from the moment you landed in his arms.
J = Jealousy (Do they get jealous?)
Both yes and no. Jim doesn’t at all care what you say, flirt all you like, but it’s when touching is involved that he gets a little nervous. If someone’s hand lingers too long he might swing by and give you just a little kiss on the cheek. If you hug someone (even though he completely understands that sometimes people just need hugs) he will cling to you for the rest of the day. Someone else making you laugh will do the trick too, it’s not “hey that’s not allowed to happen” type of jealous, it’s “gee I wish that was me making you laugh” kind of jealous because he loves hearing laugh, and it makes him so friggin happy to know that he got to make you laugh.
K = Kiss (How do they kiss? Who initiated the first kiss?)
Jim just loves kissing you, period. But he really really loves to kiss the top of your head because it usually requires a hug to get there. He also loves to kiss your jaw, just little butterfly 🦋kisses because if you kisses light enough it elicits giggles from you! Your first kiss on the lips was an accident, you both happened to go to kiss each other on the cheek at the same time. In the general though, the first kiss was initiated by you. Jim had just given you a really fancy copy of your favourite book, and you got so excited that you kissed his cheek and gave him a hug. It was a very difficult moment for him because you weren’t together yet, but it was after he had realised his feelings for you.
L = Love (Who says ‘I love you’ first?)
Jim does, this is actually when you realise you have feelings for him. He had just gotten the scores on his final exams back, he aced them!!! He ran to your dorm with his PADD in hand and the scores pulled up. He didn’t even knock, he dashed right and picked you up. “I love you!!! You’re the best!!!! I passed all of my exams! I couldn’t have done it without you” he swings you around before finally calming down enough to put you down and show you his actual scores.
M = Memory (What’s their favourite memory together?)
If you couldn’t already tell he’s big on physical affection and snuggles 🥰 so his favourite memory is definitely the first time you two cuddled. You were both exhausted on the couch and watching a movie in his dorm and the cuddling just kind of happened.
N = Nickel (Do they spoil? Do they buy the person they love everything?)
Jim would love to if that’s what you want, but he himself is really a quality time kinda guy, like sure he’ll buy you pretty much whatever you want, but he really really really wants to cuddle and watch a movie! Like pretty please 🥺 snuggle the baby.
O = Orange (What colour reminds them of their other half?)
It’s warm brown. It reminds Jim of a teddy bear 🧸 and you are his teddy bear, he snuggles you to relax and to quell any anxieties he may have. You’re his anchor and his teddy bear in the best way possible. Warm and cozy brown
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P = Pet names (What pet names do they use?)
It’s not super creative, but he won’t change his mind, Sweetheart and Sweetie are his favourites for you. He can’t help it if they happen to be true, you’re the sweetest person he knows and he wants you to know it!
Q = Quaint (What is their favourite non-modern thing?)
Cabins in the woods. He loves the fireplace. Cabins are the most perfect place to snuggle in. If you stay in a cabin together, you will be alone even less often than usual. He will drag you to the couch to cuddle under a blanket in front of the fire.
R = Rainy Day (What do they like to do on a rainy day?)
It’s not even a question, you aren’t leaving bed. He will hold you hostage for snuggles while you listen to the rain. If it’s cold he won’t turn on the heat either, we all know that body heat is the best way to warm up. 😢🥰
S = Sad (How do they cheer themselves/others up?)
Hugs. If you look upset he will find you later so he doesn’t embarrass you in front of others. When he finds you, he won’t even ask, he knows you'll tell him what’s up when you’re ready. He engulfs you in the biggest bear hug and won’t let go until you do. If he’s upset he’s probably gonna want to snuggle with you and put his head on your chest so he can listen to your heart beat, please please run your fingers through his hair❤️‍🔥, he will be eternally grateful.
T = Talking (What do they like to talk about?)
He’s a bit more of a listener, he could listen to your voice for ages. But when it is his turn to talk, he likes to tell jokes and funny stories because like I said before, he loves making you laugh. If you also like to hear him talk though, he will tangentially talk about anything to make you happy, it’s stream of consciousness, anything and nothing.
U = Unencumbered (What helps them relax?)
Taking naps, naps are his remedy for basically everything, but it only works if it’s a nap with you. He must have snuggles, otherwise he’ll be left to stew in whatever’s worrying him. Also if you thought his snuggling was aggressive before, he’s got in a vice once he falls asleep, will.not.let.go
V = Vaunt (What do they like to show off? What are they proud of?)
Honestly? He’s not much of a show off, but he loves to show off for you. It’s dancing he loves to learn new and fancy dance moves just to impress you. McCoy once caught Kirk practicing a move that required a partner and got himself roped into helping Jim practice. This man dips and twirls you like no one else! 🩷❤️🩷
W = Wedding (When, how, where do they propose?)
You'll have been together for quite awhile before Jim proposes. He just wants to be 1000% certain that marriage is what you want too. It doesn’t need to be fancy or extravagant, but it does need to be meaningful. If Jim really gets the feeling that you do want to marry him then he’ll wait until you’re both back on Earth. He’ll take you back to the academy under the guise that he’s to be a guest speaker. On the way up to the main campus though, he would pretend he dropped something right in front of the same tree root you had tripped over. He got down on one knee and pulled out a ring. “Yes!! Oh my god YES” you would yell before he could start “can I say a few things first, Sweetheart?” Of course you said yes again, but it was difficult because now you’re crying. “I know you’re the one who tripped here so long ago, but I was the one who fell. I didn’t know it then, but when I caught you it was the best thing to ever happen to me” you’re absolutely sobbing now “That- that was ssso cheesy, but I’m still saying yes” you cried.
X = Xylophone (What’s their song?)
Dancing in the Dark by Bruce Springsteen. He loves it because it’s a relatively chill rock song. He also has definitely at some point or another brought you to his quarters, turned out a majority of the lights and played this song to dance with you to. After the first time he does it, turning out the lights and dancing becomes a really good way for both of you to relax.
Y = Yes (Do they ever think of getting married/proposing?)
All the time, he wants nothing more than to spend the rest of his life with you. If you don’t want to get married that’s fine too, but he still wants to spend the rest of your lives together. You’re his Universe and he can’t imagine a future that doesn’t have you in it.
Z = Zebra (If they wanted a pet, what would they get?)
A dog, any kind of dog, but a really big one. He would love to wrestle with a big dog (in a loving way). And he would run with that dog too, like you might never see him again if it weren’t for the fact that the dog would get hungry and thirsty eventually. He would love that floofer to bits.
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We are now 6 weeks away from the iwtv s2 premiere! And I am back for a rewatch of episode 2 of s1 in preparation for s2. I’m not going to lie this is probably my least favorite episode of s1 but that still doesn’t mean I don’t like this episode. It’s still an important episode for the greater story, it just doesn’t quite excite me as much as the rest of the episodes. And I’ll mention again that this post will have spoilers for the rest of season 1 as well as the books.
Anyways let’s watch it again!
IWTV S1 E2: After the Phantoms of Your Former Self
We start this episode with Daniel looking at the painting that Marius painted! Woah first Marius mention. This should have been obvious to us that Rashid was actually Armand when he started talking about the painting. But I guess hindsight is 20 20. Also when he talks about ‘serving a god’ I still have no idea what he means here. I mean it’s supposed to imply that he is talking about Louis but now that we know he’s Armand he must be talking about something else so hopefully we’ll find out what he meant next season. I don’t know if anyone else has noticed this but when Daniel is about to sit down for dinner, in the background there seem to be lots of scratches on the wall in the very back of the room. So weird…
Ok so when Louis finally enters the room he apologizes for his outburst from before and I actually have a whole other post about why I think that's interesting so check it out here
Also first ‘Memory is a monster’ mention in this episode!
‘The Farm’? As in Blackwood Farm?
Now we are back in flashback territory and we get our first rule about not drinking ‘dead blood’ which actually doesn’t kill vamps in the books it’s just uncomfortable to do so.
And in Louis turning Lestat comments ‘there’s the spark’ which to my knowledge is when someone is turned depending on how bright their spark is, is how compatible the person is with vampirism. I could be wrong but I think that’s the reason Nicki went mad was because his spark was pretty dull so he wasn’t very compatible with vampirism.
I have to say after being exposed to the vampire chronicles vampire lore all other vampire lore is just not it for me. I am currently watching these guys react to the first season of the vampire diaries on YouTube right now and that vampire lore is nowhere near giving as much as Anne Rice vampires are. All other vamps are officially nothing burgers as of now. I can’t stand any of them to be honest. Even the look of the vampires in this show is just so much better than any other vampire ever.
When they go to Mama Du Lac’s house for that party, Jacob looks so good in those sun glasses. 😍
I really love how in his vampirism Louis now has the power to take out these racist men like the lawyer. When he was human he just had to take all of these aggressions towards him but now with this power he doesn’t necessarily have to take the racism all of the time. But as we find out later his race can still hold him back even with this vampiric power he has. The writers are really able to weave in Louis’s race so seamlessly into his character and story.
For the record I still do not think Louis ate his nephew.
‘The great convergence’ plot line is something that I do not know if I like yet. I guess we’ll see.
Say what you want about Louis and Lestat’s relationship but in the beginning, for the most part, they were really sweet together. 😭
And in the scene where they go to opera it makes me free such complex emotions. I feel for Louis because he still has to deal with being black in America. And when they are in their box and Lestat looks over at Louis and can tell he is upset, his eyes just soften because he feels bad. It’s just too much! I know Louis sees this as an opportunity to manipulate him more but I really feel that Lestat really just genuinely wants him to feel better. And the way Louis looks at Lestat when he’s excited about the opera is just so cute. And then the tenor had to go and ruin all of that. *sigh*
Finally we get to Daniel talking about his first wife Alice. Louis makes a comment that he is familiar with the place that Daniel proposed to her in Paris. Could this mean something? I originally believed the Alice is Armand theory but now I don’t. I do think Alice was a real person but Daniel and Armand were probably seeing each other at the same time he was seeing Alice. I’m so excited to see s2 so we can hopefully get the truth of Daniel’s past that he is unable to remember it at the moment.
If you are still reading this thank you for sticking with me. And hopefully you will see me next week as I rewatch s1 e3.
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I JUST WANNA TALK ABOUT BAD PRESS & THE POSSIBLE PITFALLS OF BRIDGERTON (IN GENERAL)
I’ve held it in for long enough. This is a rant.
I didn’t become a fan of Bridgerton until Season 2. Sure I watched it, because I was interested in Luke Thompson’s Benedict, I read a couple of the books before the series was released and so, yeah - I was interested BUT I wasn’t hooked.
I, just like many others, fell in love with it SPECIFICALLY BECAUSE of Kate Sharma. Simone Ashley’s performance was beautiful, engaging, enlightening, riveting. SHE made me want to tune into what the show has in store for later seasons, when Season 1 didn’t cut it for me. 
I could feel her characters burdens, the unfairness lodged on her shoulders, the loneliness of having to control the chaos around you and the overall injustice of dealing with a spoilt sister in a spoilt society. 
All the actors in Season 2 did a great job, but Simone Ashley was the main actress. Yet, she wasn’t treated as such. 
LOOKING BACK AT HOW THEY HANDLED HER INTRODUCTION TO SOCIETY, IT WAS PLAINLY BAD PRESS. 
She didn’t have enough interviews with Jonathan Bailey alone. They paired them along with Charithra Chandran / Nicola Coughlan. Which didn’t make sense.
So, fans started making reels, cropping Charithra out because their focus was on #Kanthony (which, might I add, made me feel bad for Charithra).
There were promotional posters / pictures / interviews of the casts WITHOUT Simone Ashley. The focus was on Edwina, Eloise, Penelope, Colin. If you want to include them, great, BUT WHERE ARE YOUR MAIN CHARACTERS?
Alluding to my post on Rings of Power, I get that interviews and cast appearances cost money, so its understandable that Netflix couldn’t afford as many as ROP did BUT given the notion, shouldn’t they have arranged the pairings wisely? 
Many fans, like me, depend on these interactions. I’d say that they are an investment to the show as a whole. Failing to know which pairings should have focus and more press is simply just... bad management.
WHICH DIDN’T MAKE ME SUSPICIOUS OF THE SHOW’S TRUE NATURE AND COMPLETE DISREGARD FOR THE THINGS THEY (ALLEGEDLY) STAND FOR, UNTIL THE EXECS STARTED BREAKING THE FORTH WALL AND DISHED OUT THEIR RECKLESS OPINIONS.
Shonda’s favourite couple on Bridgerton is King George and Queen Charlotte. They are not even a pairing in the books. I get that she wrote the first episode of the spin-off, but that answer is so dense. Fans know, when anyone asks you which is your favourite Bridgerton couple, you go for the main 8 love stories, not the side characters. 
The Execs don’t know how to play their audience. If you’ve come this far, you already know how disrespectful the execs have been to Jane Austen, Simone Ashley and to canon Bridgerton arcs. They are reckless with their opinions, offensive, dismissive, rude and arrogant about the shows short lived success. I say short lived, because the more these execs speaks, the more I become sceptical about how they’re going to treat S3 and subsequent seasons.
SHONDA CALLED SIMONE’S PORTRAYAL OF KATE RIDING A HORSE WHORE-ISH. This is the most recent exchange and reckless comment the exec dished. It also spurred me on to write this post. This is shocking coming from a woman whose platform is diversity - I hope it isn’t telling us what production really views their first female lead of colour.
The show is losing its take on diversity which they made their selling point and banged on endlessly in interviews. With the unnecessary character additions, who are mostly white (in a season where the leads are white), will eventually water down the whole mission they set out to achieve. Sure, your BG actors, one or two of the grandchildren (who won’t have lines) would be POCs, but DIVERSITY means these POC characters do more than serve ornamental roles. Otherwise, how are you different from any other show?
I AM AFRAID THAT THE SHOW IS LOSING ITS VISION (or worse, that I was deceived about it from the start)
Too many side plots - Season 2 implicitly sets up Penelope’s family, not her story (mind you) because whatever happened to them in S2 can be easily made irrelevant in S3 (or already is). It was that whole charade with the Featherington’s that made the pace of the show choppy and reduced the amount of time we had to uncover Kate’s story. Kate isn’t just a wife to another Bridgerton, she will be the Viscountess Bridgerton, taking over for her mother-in-law. It is a vital maternal role in the family. Nothing about her past is showcased. In fact, I’d say, with the presence of Lady Mary and her parents, Edwina had more story than Kate.
Skipping Benedict’s Season will ruin and mess-up timelines / storylines / main character arcs, the family dynamics... I can’t even. I mean, Eloise is supposed to be close to Sophie before she meets Phillip. She runs away after Pen get’s married. With Pen marrying first, and Sophie no where to be found, how is the story going to flow? (and this is just one of the many examples).
Irrelevant, unneeded, character additions to the Bridger-verse - It happened with Sienna, Theo and will happen with all the NEW characters announced to be in S3. Look I get it, book-to-series adaptations need more character fillers, BUT this isn’t a normal book to movie adaptation. It sorta works as a limited series BECAUSE the leads change every season. When this happens, what happens to these additional characters is, they could very well disappear. And that story left unaired or incomplete becomes a waste of emotions and screen time. It could also, unfortunately, cause audiences to lose interest in the programme. 
ON THAT NOTE, THE STORY IS ABOUT THE BRIDGERTONS and THEY SHOULD’VE FOCUSED ON THAT! They have a wealth of material to explore  the individual Bridgertons personalities. Instead of keeping them as background characters until “their love story climaxes” (to quote Luke Newton) why not draw them out now?! The actors claim that they’re not BG characters / not waiting in the wings before their season, which I agree, but there isn’t enough about them that we know off for audiences (specially those who haven’t read the books) to be invested in. Not everyone does character studies, not everyone is going to obsessively rewind their scenes to notice their subtle character notes.
In fact, fans love the family interactions. ABC, Ben and Eloise, Anthony with Gregory/Hyacinth. CMON! 
This brings me back to the point that the show-runners have no idea what works or what the fans want because THEY ARE NOT LISTENING.
If they focused more on all the other Bridgertons, they’ll realise that viewers have someone to root for, to enjoy before their season as leads come, and they’ll be more invested knowing that its worth investing into. 
Netflix has been going on a cancellation spree, and while I doubt Bridgerton will be one to be cancelled soon, I fear it might stop at Season 4, REGARDLESS of all of Shonda’s promises or desires to have 8 seasons. To me those promises have become empty. Which is so sad, seeing that the show has so much potential to be one of a kind. 
The wrong people are running it, as seen more and more by the audacity and lack of understanding the execs, whom the cast and crew have done nothing but been respectful to in their interviews, have shown.
Keep in mind, that regardless of how good a show is, if people don’t like the execs, it can be a cause for a show’s failure. Rings of Power is a good example to go by. Don’t worry Darling, which had a lot of negative press during its promotion caused the movie to fail, even when it wasn’t that bad of a movie, to be fair. 
Why is it, that execs, after reaching a certain level of power and influence fail to guard their callousness?
!!!Pride is the bane of their existence, and funnily enough, the object of their all their desire!!!
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Happy new year! How about 18, 19, and 23 for the 2022 year in review? :)
Hi! Thank you for the ask! I didn't forget about this, but I had to think about the first question for far too long, lol
18. Share an excerpt from your favorite scene
I really like this scene from Altered Course where Jack meets Mac for the first time: 
When he looked up, the kid was standing beside his car door. It took all of Jack's Delta training to keep from jumping out of his seat.
The boy opened his mouth and quickly snapped it shut as he rethought what he wanted to say. His eyes darted to the hood of Jack's car, and he finally said, "Hi. Your timing belt needs to be replaced."
Jack was immediately offended. He took great care of his GTO, and he would know if something was wrong with it.
Before he could speak, though, the kid blurted out, "The timing belt is making a high-pitched whining noise. You probably can't hear it. Adults, especially men, begin to lose their ability to hear high-pitched noises at age 30."
"I don't know what you're trying to pull here, but there's nothing wrong with my timing belt."
The boy sighed heavily. "Pop the hood, and take a look."
19 What's something that surprised you while you were working on a fic? Did it change the story?
When I came up with the idea for Tales of Missions Past, I didn't map out what all the stories would be, so it was always a surprise to figure out what the next one would be about.  And I tried to tease the next one at the end of a chapter, so it had to be vague but also compelling.  I had a lot of fun writing that fic, but it was a challenge at times.
The most interesting/surprising thing I learned while working on it was that 'blast lung' was a condition that could be life-threatening but also didn't necessarily leave any lasting effects.  I do kind of wish I'd written a 10k slow build up to Mac having blast lung and the team dealing with it, but I also like how it fit into the overall story.  
23 How did you recharge between fics?
It depends.  Sometimes I watch other shows to give my brain a rest, and sometimes I rewatch my fave Mac episodes if I'm hoping to jump into the next story quickly.  There's often research to be done too.  
Honestly, getting kudos and comments on the story I just posted is a huge mood booster and make me excited to work on the next project.  
--Questions from this post
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May I request a matchup with a JJBA character? It can be any part but my fav part is 5! ^^
I'm an INTJ/5w4/True Neutral/Evil Polysexual (specifically romantically and sexually attracted to male and female though I lean more towards males), I'm polyamorous, and trans (FTM) with Neopronouns! (He/Him/Tree)
I'm a 5'0 Mexican-American, I speak Spanish (my native tongue), English (tho despite being an English Honors, I struggle with spelling and pronunciation from time to time), and sign ASL tho not completely fluently. My looks obviously aren't completely where I want them to be. Though, curiously, I naturally have more male hormones than female so I do look fairly masculine, I don't deal with periods, and I allow my facial hair to grow from time to time. I NEVER shave my legs, they're my pride lmao. I do have dyed curly hair, usually I let my friends pick the dye, but my fav color to have it is dark green. My style can be from goth to a pastel goth. To just straight up being dressed in Mickey Mouse merch (I have an obsession with the rat 💀) I do, do makeup though I see it more as an artistic thing. I don't try to make it look good I just have fun with it. Typically, eyeliner is what I mess with.
I have an older sibling and younger ones, I'm basically the middle child and have always taken care of all of them because I'm looked as the most responsible one, while also the most chaotic one. I'd say, personality wise I'm definitely a wildcard. It all depends on who I meet. I struggle with mental health so while I can be extremely energetic, fidgety, impulsive, forgetful, and bubbly bc of my ADHD, I'm also super aggressive because of my anger issues and Homicidal Ideation. And depression doesn't help either. I also have anxiety so, I'm not good at approaching ANYONE to the point I can't make eye contact. The most I can do is flash a glance at people's eyes before looking everywhere but them. But once you get to know me and I rlly like u as a person, you'll never get me to stfu especially if it's bc of a hyperfixation 💀 I also tend to dissociate a lot when I'm left alone/in silence for too long to the point when I snap back to reality, I sometimes don't even remember who I am or where I'm at for a minute. Which causes me to become panicked and anxious. Because of this, I can't go ANYWHERE without my headphones, whatever I may be doing or not doing, I have to be listening to SOMETHING at all times to keep myself grounded. Unless ppl r actively talking to me or letting me talk. I'm also a very curious and a naturally loud person, even when I'm speaking at what I assume is a normal level, I have ppl telling me to be quite 💀
However, I'd also say I'm very knowledgeable, determined, stubborn, a problem solver and a hard worker. I don't give up easily on myself nor others. I love and study Psychology and Sociology. And bc of my ADHD my hobbies are a wide range, from drawing, to reading, to sowing, to collecting specific items. I have a very hard time understanding others from an emotional stand point (in fact I can be very apathetic) but can very much understand them from a logical stand point. So while I'm not always the best at comforting, I'm great at giving advice/solutions. I'm not afraid to speak my mind and I'm also extremely honest/straight forward. However, I'm also very well known for appearing to not take things seriously bc I often joke/make witty comments as a defense mechanism to handle things/make it through tough times. And my biggest characteristic... I'm horny on main💀 However, I know when not to overstep people's boundaries. I myself have horrible experiences with that so I always make sure ppl are comfortable with whatever contact I make with them. I can be extremely affectionate depending on a person's love language! I just always want to make sure others feel cared for and comfortable around me since I know I can be overwhelming to people. Though, I like to care for others I don't very much like when others do the same for me. I'm very much someone that's used to taking care of everything and everyone so I absolutely refuse to ask for help unless it's a completely last resort.
I'm very sorry if this is a lot! This is the second matchup I've ever requested (;ŏ﹏ŏ)
I match you with... Pannacotta Fugo!
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I believe he'd likely be an INTJ as well.
He's practically the middle child of the gang so he sort of sympathizes with you. Not to mention he greatly appreciates that the two of you also enjoy similar things to him but also are knowledgeable on many different topics.
The fact that you know when not to overstep people's boundaries is something he loves, finding himself at ease knowing that you won't intentionally overstep his boundaries.
He would love to sit down and have discussions on psychology and sociology, curious about what you know, and wishes to expand his knowledge on the subject if possible.
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What a good k-drama! Once again, I was not expecting too much but was very gladly surprised. It is one of those styles of writing that kdrama writers are having in the last couple of years where they really try to make different stories and realistic plots. Suzy had as much chemistry as always. She never fails to deliver.
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I am not even sure where to start...Seo Dal Mi wanted to be an entrepreneur and prove her sister, mother, and previous bosses/colleages that she is capable of standing on her own even if she does not have an outstanding academic career. Nam Do San is really good at coding but very insecure because of a time he cheated and got mistakenly considered a child prodigy. The character growth of both is incredible, from unsure and inexperienced youth to self-sufficient and confident adults. I think that is one of the things I enjoyed the most, to see how we change throughout our twenties/thirties. 
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For me, that was even more impressive than the very unusual love triangle the writers were able to come up with. Even so, it is so peculiar that it is definitely worth commenting. Dal Mi’s grandma was able to convince a random kid she met and was helping to write love letters to her granddaughter to keep her from feeling lonely after the father passed away. They borrowed the name of a kid they found on the newspaper. It worked, the illusion helped Dal Mi through her teenage years, but obviously once she met the real Nam Do San, she could quickly figure out he was not the same guy who wrote her the letters. I liked how she dealt with the situation. She was the CEO and could not be dramatic or emotional when the company depended on her.
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In general, all of the characters made many decisions that were not correct and had to pay for the consequences. I really liked that. The team in general was great! The situations they went through were realistic, winning and losing, learning from their mistakes. When they messed up with the contract with 2STO I kind of expected the show to somehow find a magical solution, as these shows usually do. But no, they fucked up and had to deal with the consequences. The team had to be several years apart and the girls figured out on their own what to do. I liked that Dal Mi was able to develop the ideas she had in mind and was not set back by this.
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Han Ji Pyung was also a great character. Funny and his story was also so interesting! How he finds himself tangled with such a complicated story and how deeply he cares for Dal Mi’s grandma was amazing. The hand scene was hilarious. I also liked how Kim Yong San said he wanted revenge but what he meant was to ruin Ji Pyung’s record of having none of the companies he does not invest in succeed.
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I also really enjoyed seeing Lee Cheol San and Jung Sa Ha. They were a cute and funny couple! He earned her respect and therefore her heart and it was funny to see them apart and how she would go through so many boyfriends so quickly because no one would measure up to him. I laughed so hard at the end, he did have to shave and they made their relationship known.
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I also must write a bit about In Jae because she was so cool. She had to learn to survive on her own. She was able to thrive and become a great boss and show her stepfather that she did not depend on him to be successful. She looked beautiful with short hair.  The scene where she cried and look like a panda was so funny. The sister relationship was funny and I liked that Dal Mi swallowed her pride and went to In Jae. They worked really welll together and I loved that the family was reunited.
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KNOWING YOUR PARTNER WELL CAN POTENTIALLY MAKE WRITING TOGETHER A LOT EASIER.
REPOST DO NOT REBLOG !!
NAME: Bunny! 🐇
PRONOUNS: she/her/they
PREFERENCE OF COMMUNICATION: Discord and Twitter. I would say here, but I come here to check when I have no replies once every century apparently, so if you’re looking to reach me and me actually notice before hell freezes over, I quick glance check both every day at the very least.
NAME OF MUSE(S): Bellamy, Ideo, Lulubelle, Pica, and Whitebeard! And, if you know me and my history or just click around my carrd a little bit, you can find my secret little menu for some request-only muses!
RP EXPERIENCE/HOW LONG (MONTHS / YEARS?): I’ve been on Tumblr basically since it became a thing, give or take a year or two, moving over from deviantART’s comments and blog posts. This was back during the old layout, when you typed in a little box and all your options were just above it instead of highlighting to bold/italics and such. You know, when ask blogs were way more popular than RP blogs. So I’ve been writing personally for at LEAST 15 years, and on tumblr maybe about 12 to be generous.
BEST EXPERIENCE: Difficult to say, since I’ve had so many wonderful experiences with so many people. Everyone I’ve met here over the years has been so talented and inspiring, it’s hard for me to pick just one experience that stands out above the others. Not because nothing catches my eye, but because EVERYTHING catches my eye. It’s like looking up at the stars - you never really focus on one, you want to scan the entire sky and admire all of them.
RP PET PEEVES/DEALBREAKERS: Super excessive negativity ( like to an incredibly concerning and constant degree, it’s okay to be down and out sometimes, I just have a bad history ), the usual peeves of the general RP community ( aesthetics over writing, godmodding, you know ), blatant hate of any kind, not respecting or even reading my blog rules and vice versa ( trust me, people can easily tell ). Tbh there isn’t much that bugs me to such a degree that it’s an immediate deal breaker on everything, but patience has a limit, even in the most patient of people.
FLUFF, ANGST OR SMUT: All three! Like many I write fluff and angst most often with smut taking the back seat since I’m not in many situations where I can comfortably write it ( save to and for myself since that’s guaranteed okay ). That doesn’t mean I don’t enjoy it when I can, however! I could basically live my entire life on fluff, though, and any kind of cheesy, cliché, silly softness or romance or whatever have you absolutely destroys me every single time. I love it.
PLOTS OR MEMES: Both! Usually when it comes to threads, I’m often winging it and going with whatever happens from even the most simplistic of starts, either a few sentences or a meme. I find that the interaction, being unpredictable and uncertain, makes it feel more like reality not knowing what will come and develop, and it really brings situations to life. I know not everyone is into that, however, and enjoy having a goal to work towards. That being said, I love to plot as well! I’ll talk your ear off about potential roads and relationships. I’ll talk into the night, into the morning, into eternity. Think I won’t - you’d be wrong. I’ll happily plot out entire histories and bonds to gear our threads towards without a second thought.
LONG OR SHORT REPLIES: Long replies all the way. It does take longer for me compared to short ones, but I love the detail, the intricacy, the fruition of an interaction to the point it makes it feel real. Short replies are always great, though, especially since they allow me to be more active more consistently than spending hours on the same reply. All interaction is good interaction.
BEST TIME TO WRITE: Really depends on my current schedule. Since I don’t really adhere to any unless I have things planned in the coming days, sometimes I’m awake super late at night and into the morning and other days I’m an early bird. Usually, though, I do most of my writing during the former, when most people are asleep, and I’m the little gremlin that’s still awake cause I have inspiration at 4AM. When I’m a normal human being, I also tend to write in the morning or during the afternoon, since I usually conk out on those days super early.
ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S): Debatable. I at least consider myself to be kind, which applies to 4/5 of my muses, and all of them in special situations. I think most people see me as a very peculiar blend of Lulu and Pica, former more prominent. When it comes to public face, I’m very quiet and shy and I don’t talk very much at all. Normally I don’t care to deal with people, or even be vocal at all, especially as the way I sound on top of many other things, has been the butt of many a joke. With friends and online though, you can’t get me to shut up, and I love you. I’ve opened up a lot as I’ve gotten older and, hopefully, matured a bit, but I’m sure you can still see a bit of both.
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2, 11 & 12 for the fic writer asks? ✨
Thank you~
2. Talk about a favourite comment you've received
Can I give a top 3? I'm just gonna give a top 3 because I like these comments for different reasons.
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See, I like this because it's giving honest feedback. I know I have a bit of a tendency to go a Mary Sue route. It was way worse in my early days of writing, but it can still shine through if I only write out the scenes where the OC would have a strong positive impact. Without weaknesses to balance it out, of course it'll look Mary-Sue-ish. What I also like is that they didn't insult me for it. They said they didn't like the stories but they also said it was alright. Then they told me what they liked better about Till Death Do Us part. Really great feedback, all in all.
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This is one I like because they told me what they liked about the story, like the concept itself and Lani's relationship with Ahsoka, then they even told me they liked my OC which... I will always absolutely adore you if you comment that, I really want people to like them. Finally, without realizing it, they gave me the solution to a plot hole: Why was Ahsoka nowhere around? Why wouldn't she finish Lani's training? Why would she allow them to be separated like that? The answer: Malachor. You see, I don't know anything about Star Wars Rebels except that Ahsoka appears in it, kicks the inquisitors' asses and then fights Vader. How that happened? No clue. What happened before and after? Also no clue. Because, get this, I knew those things from AMVs and edits. But this dear AO3 user just fixed my plothole by mentioning the planet Malachor and thus sending me into the rabbit hole that is Wookiepedia to find out what the deal with Malachor was.
And finally, the best comment I've ever had is by @takealookintheback - I know I didn't reply to it but that's because I was too amazed to say anything
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This has everything a good comment needs. Saying what you liked (with pinpointing the actual moments from the story which is just - chef's kiss), a good amount of chaotic energy, interest in what happens next - plus it's coming from the master who had the idea in the first place, so I couldn't be happier!
11. Who is your favorite character(s) to write about and why?
You're making me choose? How cruel! I don't really have a favourite. It depends on the hyperfixation I'm currently in. Mostly, it's my OCs and their significant others, if they have any. Or just generally the people they're really close with, if we're taking my aroace baby Lani, for example. Speaking of Lani: Sibling dynamics are also fun, maybe because I don't have siblings so I get to imagine having them through writing. But if I had to pic favourites, I'd have to say Jelena is somewhere up there, Gordon/Raevyn (chaotic sweethearts), Vicky/Newkirk (really interesting dynamic, even though I gotta say writing Newkirk's accent can drive me mad) and Lani with her siblings and/or Han.
12. What is your favorite theme/subject matter/trope/ship to write about? Why?
I kinda halfway just answered this, didn't I? I like sibling dynamics and couples that have some tension about them and I don't mean sexual tension, I mean tension like other people not approving of their relationship, differences in social standing, an interesting combination of personalities, maybe even physical difficulties... Also, people generally get hurt in my fics. The only time my characters are safe is in pure fluff stories, but even then the fluff might be someone caring for someone who got hurt beforehand. Generally, I really love symbolism and I've been known to throw Greek myth references here and there. I mean, my Data/Tasha story is called Pygmalion and Galatea, so... Other overarching themes would be trust, loyalty and expectations as well as what happens when the opposite is true, when trust gets hurt, betrayal and expectations that aren't met.
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for get to know your writer ask: 2, 11, 14, 16, 18, 22, 49, 50, 60, 67
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2. Do you plan each chapter ahead or write as you go?
I've definitely been getting better about planning, not gonna lie. I started making a list of scenes per chapter if I know it's going to be a chaptered fic, and that's helped a LOT.
11. Link your three favorite fics right now
Oh boy, okay, here we go. Right now, my favorite fics are:
See No Evil; Love Me Blind, heir to the devil's fortune, and Mistakes Were Made, with anything grayintogreen writes always topping the list as well, but no one fic stands out of theirs.
14. How do you write emotional scenes? Do you ever feel what the characters feel? Do you draw from personal experiences?
It depends on the POV. I will act out a scene with stuffed animals if I think I need to properly stage it before I write it. Sometimes I'll script it dialogue-only. I have purposely put myself in rough emotional states to write certain things before (shout out to the time I made myself cry for 3 hours before writing a character's suicide note).
16. How many fic ideas are you nurturing right now? Share one of them?
23! There are 23 currently, organized on a Notion page for when I feel like writing them. One of the ideas that's stuck in the 'musing' phase right now is a fic where it's the Thelyss brothers that Artagan meets when he first comes to Exandria, and how that might affect any of the characters involved there.
18. Do you title your fics before, during, or after the writing process? How do you come up with titles?
Before/during! I reblog a decent amount of poetry, and I go back through my posts when I need inspiration for a name. I will sometimes change the name of a WIP (recent change includes 'make it stone' -> 'a sapphire's desire')
22. Are there certain types of writing you won’t do? (style, pov, genre, tropes, etc)
First person POV, anything involving heats or 'fuck or die' tropes, I'm not a huge sci-fi person.
49. Do you ever get rude reviews and how do you deal with them?
I can't remember the last time I got a rude review, in all honesty. I kinda wish I got them sometimes. I need something to laugh at.
50. How long is your longest fic?
Currently still on ao3, just under 20k words published. I had one I co-wrote with my ex that I think was approaching 80k words in our document when we broke up and it was abandoned.
60. Have you had a writer you admire comment on your fic? What was that like?
absolutely!! It was INCREDIBLY nerve-wracking when it happened (tbf I had claimed a prompt they had written for a fest, so obviously they were going to see it!) but I'm always combatting just a lil bit of imposter syndrome.
67. Do you prefer prompts and challenges, or completely independent ideas?
I'm the kind of person who thrives off of both. For about 4 years, I exclusively wrote for fanfic fests and challenges, and it worked GREAT. It's been almost 3 years since I moved onto writing independent ideas and I've been enjoying it, but I do miss the ease of using someone else's brainpower to come up with the idea.
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Stand-up comedian Munawar Faruqui wins ‘Bigg Boss 17’
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Well known professional comic Munawar Faruqui on Sunday was declared as the victor of the unscripted TV drama Bigg Manager season 17, beating entertainer Abhishek Kumar through live democratic.
Other than Faruqui and Kumar, the other three challengers who were vying for the prize in the finale were entertainers Mannara Chopra, Ankita Lokhande, and virtual entertainment character Arun Mahashetty.
Faruqui considered his excursion on the show a "exciting ride" ride that tried him yet additionally assisted him with developing personally.
Glancing back at the show, which saw him going after the champ's prize with other famous hopefuls like Mannara Chopra, Ankita Lokhande, Arun Mahashetty, and Abhishek Kumar, Faruqui said it was anything but a simple excursion.
"It tests you. It really depends on you how you respond and what you say. It is difficult. I emptied out a piece intellectually. I continued onward for me as well as my fans. It has been a thrill ride venture," the jokester told PTI in a meeting.
"I'm honored I got that solidarity to handle all the (negative) things that were tossed at me in the house. I'm blissful about my excursion. It was the best insight and it offered me the chance to improve personally," he added.
Being declared as the champ on his 32nd birthday was additional extraordinary, says Faruqui, who brought back home a monetary reward of Rs 50 lakh (roughly £47,314.00) and a vehicle.
The humorist originally stood out as truly newsworthy in 2021 when he was imprisoned for north of a month for his supposed comments on Hindu gods during a stand-up show.
In 2022, he won the unscripted television show, Lock Up season one which was facilitated by entertainer Kangana Ranaut.
During his stretch on Bigg Manager season 17, Faruqui engaged individual housemates and watchers with his mind. His own life likewise stayed a subject of conversation all through the show with his ex joining the show as a trump card hopeful and considering him a "womanizer".
Talking about the emphasis on his own life during the show, Faruqui, who has a child from a previous marriage, said, "There are sure things in your day to day existence that are private and you get into a circumstance that is wild and you can't deal with it, or you have nothing to guard yourself (with).
"It (centered around private life) affected me. This tag of womanizer certainly harms you. Yet, I've worked with a great deal of ladies in various ventures and I know how agreeable and regarded they search me. Along these lines, I'm cheerful. I can proceed to look them directly in the eyes. As a well known person I'm following through on the cost, this resembles an EMI that you need to pay."
The show debuted on Varieties Station from October 15 last year with a sum of 17 competitors secured in a house in Mumbai's Film City, including Vicky Jain, Ayesha Khan, Anurag Dobhal, Aishwarya Sharma, Neil Bhatt, Isha Malviya, Jigna Vora, Firoza Khan otherwise known as Khanzaadi, and Rinku Dhawan.
Faruqui said he was certain that he would win however he began having mixed sentiments in the last minutes.
"I had that conviction that I will win and yet, you know about the opposition. In the last minutes, I had blended sentiments. Presently, I've handled this feeling that I've won the show."
Proceeding, Faruqui said he will keep on doing stand-up shows.
"Stage is my home. I love humor, and you will see me doing a ton of stand-up parody," he said.
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