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#as Reiner from Aot said - I will get married
nininikki · 1 year
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𝐈𝐍 𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐘 𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐘: 𝐀𝐎𝐓 𝐁𝐎𝐘𝐒 + 𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄 𝐖𝐄𝐃𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒
summary! — wedding headcanons for the aot boys + hange
warnings! — mentions of sex, slight suggestiveness, pregnancy, rich people (erwin and armin), a bit of angst on reiner’s
author’s note! — this was so fun to write. got to live my dream of marrying every single one of them 🙌🏽
word count! — 2.4k
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ERWIN SMITH
erwin’s got old, old, old money, and what better way for him to spend it than on your dream wedding?
you’re his dream, his baby, his queen, so of course he married you in a castle (will get to that later, but yes! a castle!)
it wasn’t random at all for erwin to surprise you with sporadic vacations, so when he took you to greece one summer—where you traipsed around on beaches with your lover and let him dangle fruits above your mouth—you hadn’t suspected anything.
but one night you two are coming home from dinner, you’re full of pasta but fat with happiness and you’re not sure things can get any better.
until erwin leads you onto the private beach behind your house, where he kneels into the sand at your feet and asks you to be his wife.
of COURSE, you said yes (after you nearly tackled him into the sand whilst screaming your head off like a decapitated chicken)
now, i imagine him proposing with like a nice big diamond that can be seen on your finger from miles away.
he just wants everyone who sees you to know you’re happily married.
now, the wedding…
this man doesn’t know what it is to hold back.
everything is perfect. perfect, perfect, perfect. like straight out of an old disney movie.
you guys get married on one of his family’s old properties in france, ahem, the castle i mentioned earlier.
it’s actually majestic. beautiful autumn scenery, endless space, the perfect amount of solitude
(you were so tempted to spend your honeymoon—and maybe the rest of your life—there but erwin had other plans, obviously)
but everything was incredible—the food: amazing. the decorations: even more amazing.
(which was partly erwin’s doing. he’d sit in bed with you late at night, reading glasses perched over his nose, and pick out chairs and champagne glasses and different flower arrangements. he’s just so perfect.)
you had many, many guests so it was wedding gifts galore.
his parents—we’ll call them mr. and mrs. smith—gifted y’all a house out in the french countryside. 
it was a dream, and you had the dreamiest, most perfect man to share it with! 🥹💘🪽🪽
bonus: erwin took you to so many places for your honeymoon. trying new foods in south korea, cruising on his yacht in brazil, and shopping sprees in london (you’re also pretty sure you two conceived, like, ten babies on his yacht)
EREN JAEGER
now, listen…
the love this man has for you is infinite and insurmountable, hence why his proposal wasn’t even planned.
let me explain!
he wakes up one morning and the first thing he sees is you. still asleep and cheek smushed over your stack of pillows, just existing as the perfection you were, and something snapped.
you were beautiful, you were special, you were his. why hadn’t he married you yet? why hadn’t he done something to guarantee he got to wake up to this sight every morning?
so, a few minutes later when you wake up, you’re ambushed by a hoard of kisses and ‘i love you’s. 
he punctuates each kiss with a persistently dazed, “marry me,” and by the time he stops to let you catch your breath, fresh tears begin to sting at the corners of his eyes. 
excitedly, sleepily, passionately, you accept. (& also wrapped your arms around his neck and practically glued yourself there the entire day)
the months spent wedding planning are tedious but oh so worth it. 
eren hadn’t exactly got around to buying a ring, so that was its own difficult journey 
(he wanted you to have something as special and perfect as you were. i can see him doing an emerald, maybe???—it reminds me of his eyes ok—or possibly just a regular diamond)
eren’s kind of a diva, but it’s sooo cute.
“what do you mean peonies aren’t in season? my fiancée wants peonies, she’s getting ‘em.” “eren, honey, i can do without the—” “shhh, baby, i’m negotiating.”
winter wedding! you two get married in a beautiful ballroom! lots of regal vibes. beautiful decorations, ornate setting, there was even a live band 🥹
eren sees you walking down the aisle and cries.
like trying not to ugly cry but it’s no use because the tears have fallen and the snot is halfway out his nose.
he’s in love like that.
bonus: hawaii honeymoon 🌺 the two of you splash around in the waters for what feels like forever, then spend even longer drying under the sun.  
REINER BRAUN
shortly after finding out you were pregnant, (3 months to be exact) reiner popped the question. 
the two of you, but especially you, were a horrid whirlpool of emotions. excited to be pregnant, scared to be pregnant, wracked with confusion and fear and what have you.
hence why you said no the first time he asked.
you figured reiner was only doing it out of some guilt or moral obligation, and couldn’t bring yourself to say yes knowing he’d be marrying you out of anything but love. 
but, ohhhhhhh, if you knew how bad this man loved you.
the way he’d talk about you to any and everyone—bertholdt, annie, eren, jean, his mom, the poor cashier at target who made the dire mistake of asking if the bouquet in his grasp was for anyone special. anyone who’d listen, really!
the way he already had the ring bought!!! before he even knew you were pregnant! you’re the love of his life, and he needs to marry you. no matter the circumstances.
so, he asks again. and this time he’s sure to put all your worries to rest.
“i don’t care what happens tomorrow, i’m still gonna want to marry you. whether you’re pregnant or—god forbid—you’re not. you’re always gonna be everything i want, so just…please. please let me be your husband.”
by the time reiner’s finished, there isn’t a dry eye in the room. 
(albeit the two of you are alone. but shhh)
you accept his proposal, and he’s lifting you off your feet and spinning you in giddy, newly-engaged circles.
wedding planning is fairly easy, seeing as reiner wants to do it all. like won’t let you lift a finger. 
“un-unh, baby. don’t you worry your pretty head about it. i’ve got it all covered.” “rei, i’m pregnant, not stupid. give me the computer.”
although, you (and the baby braun inside you) grow to adore cake testing. reiner has to tear you away from a chocolate cake, kicking and screaming. (and he does it with nothing but love in his eyes)
reiner sees you walking down the aisle in your beautiful dress with your hand resting over your bump and actually cries. like the sight is too much for him to bear and he’s sniffling horribly by the time you both say i do.
when it’s time to “kiss the bride” reiner shamelessly tongues you down in front of who and whatever (by the end of the kiss you had honestly forgotten the two of you weren’t alone)
summer backyard wedding!!! (mainly because reiner wanted to grill. & you definitely weren’t complaining.) a good 1/3 of your wedding photos include you tearing into a barbecue sausage or burying your face in a slice of cake.
when you and reiner get home that night, you’re both fat with adoration and thoroughly seasoned ribs. you’re happy. you’re married. 
bonus: reiner rents a house in the countryside and you guys honeymoon there. you revel in the peace and quiet and solitude. (it’s all you’re getting before the baby comes)
ARMIN ARLERT
just like erwin, armin’s got olddddd money
it’s not like he keeps it a secret but he’s definitely shy about it.
he wanted to be sure you were 100% for him & you obviously were
so he proposed to you while on a weekend getaway to nantucket. 
you spent a beautiful two weeks at his house there. drinking champagne on beaches, letting him teach you how to play tennis (you suck horribly), perusing around on his amazingly spacious property. 
it was perfect
“i think you already know why i brought you here,” he’d say while getting down on one knee.
of course you had no idea, and you had to fight the urge to scream your throat raw right there! 
(there, being the picturesque garden of wildflowers behind his home that he had planted just for this occasion)
i feel like your engagement ring is beautiful, oval cut diamond that weighs your finger down 😵‍💫😵‍💫
wedding planning is a crazy beautiful mess with him.
you both have big families that live all over the world, and you just get so caught up trying to please everyone
armin has to remind you that this is your wedding, and whatever you want goes
side note: he’s willing to pay stupid amounts of money to get you whatever you want 
“omg babe, this girl on instagram had horses for her wedding. how cool is that?” “horses? yeah, we can do that. i’ll just have to call my guy & figure it all out. but don’t worry, baby, you’ll get all the horses you want.”
armin just screams summer hamptons wedding!
like beautiful flower arrangements, tranquil sounds of the water in the distance, and hors d’oeuvres that were to die for.
armin thinks you look like a princess walking out of a dream as you come down the aisle, and the feeling is only amplified when he lifts the veil away from your face and kisses you as your husband for the first time.
the wedding gifts are crazy
from designer heels, (courtesy of mikasa) to mansions in germany (courtesy of armin’s inheritance)
bonus: you honeymoon in the maldives on a property his family owns 😵‍💫 sex by the ocean goes so crazy
CONNIE SPRINGER
this mf screeeeeaaamms elopement.
let me elaborate!
he’s got a very “you only live once” mentality, which isn’t helped by the fact that he’s madly in love with you.
you’re reading on the couch as he rests his head on your lap when he asks, “hey, why haven’t we gotten married yet?” “well, connie people usually wait for that sort of thing.” “yeah but, like, what are we waiting for?”
leads to him having a whole speech about how life and how grateful how his life can change at any moment but you’re the only constant you want in it (sappy baby)
“i could die in eighty years or eighty days, and you’re the person i’d wanna be married to. so, fuck it. why wait?” “are you serious, connie?” “come to the courthouse with me right now and see just how serious i am.”
thirty minutes later, you’re parked outside the nearest courthouse with your now fiancé, clammy fingers intertwined as you two plant reassuring kisses over each other’s faces.
“you can” kiss. “change your mind if you want” kiss kiss. “& we can” kiss kiss kiss. “go home & forget this happened.” “why would i do that, con?”
sasha acts as your witness, and the two of you are married not even three hours later
when it’s time to kiss the bride, connie takes advantage of the practically empty room and doesn’t hold back as he makes out with you. the poor officiant can attest to that. 
it finally starts to dawn on you when you’re leaving the courthouse, hand in hand with your husband (even thinking the word made you feel tingly inside) and you’re letting him kiss you in plain sight. 
not caring for the passerby’s that may be entering or exiting or whatever. why would you? you’re married!!
connie lifts you off your feet twirls you around, finally breaking away from the kiss to rasp, “my wife, my wife, my wife.”
you two go to the mcdonald’s across the street and have your first meal together as husband and wife (which includes an oreo mcflurry that you feed to each other because you’re in love like that)
the entire rest of the day you can’t stop telling strangers that you’re married
the florist at the flower store when they ask what the special occasion is? connie can’t hold back ecstatic giggles as he says, “oh, just getting some flowers for my girl. we’re newlyweds.”
you go to get your ring sized at the jeweler’s and the lovely woman helping asks, “celebrating anything?” oh, if only she knew what was about to commence.
that evening, you rent go carts and race around on the track until you’re dizzy and limp.
you return home that night and fuck like rabbits go straight to sleep!
bonus: cross country road trip honeymoon! just you and him and the endless skies and roads ahead. there’s no place you’d rather be. 
HANGE ZOË
the entire time they propose, they’re a stuttering mess. 
don’t get me wrong, it’s the cutest thing ever, but usually hange is pretty quick-witted and funny.
so, when you’re coming home from work and gingerly following the trail of maroon roses that leads to your room, you’re utterly delighted to see hange standing at the other end of it.
the delight quickly turns to stark shock when they get down on one knee.
hange is all blushy and shy and sooooo not like they are normally. it’s insane
“would you want to, uh, do me the honor of…um, idontfuckinknow…would you marry me, is what i’m trying to ask.”
and of course, you would marry them. 
you practically tackle them to the ground before they can get all the syllables out, which leads to you knocking the ring in their hand from their grip.
you spend the next thirty minutes looking for it. kissing and hugging as you crawl over the rose-covered floor.
“i was so nervous to ask” kiss. “cause i didn’t think you��d say yes.” kiss kiss. “but you did.” kiss kiss kiss. “i’m so happy, honey.” kiss. “of course i said yes.” kiss. “you make me happier” kiss. “than anything.” kiss kiss. “i can’t wait to marry you.” “same here, honey. but we really gotta find that ring. it cost me a pretty penny.”
you end up finding the ring and once you do, you never take it off. 
it’s practically glued to your finger now.
hange is such a diva with wedding planning but you love it
but it’s only because they want your wedding to be the best thing ever (and it is)
beach wedding!!!! (so hange can wear a shirt that’s halfway unbuttoned while the wind blows through their hair ufieiwjejr)
but no seriously, the most beautiful, picturesque, serene wedding ever. 
when it’s time to kiss the bride, hange kisses you so hard their glasses almost break (cue levi gagging next to y’all)
you and hange feed each other respective cake slices during the reception. 
you two are a frosting covered mess by the end of it. 💞
bonus: i see you two honeymooning somewhere tropical. hange loves any wild animal and would def wanna be in the ocean chasing around stingrays or smth. my lil cutie patootie.
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sammysficfactory · 8 months
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AOT Men’s Favorite Throwback R&B/Soul Songs pt.2
Feat. Ony, Reiner, and Connie
read pt.1 here
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Reiner Braun
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Let’s Stay Together by Al Green
reiner is a simple man
and his love for you simple too
he loves you to the ends of the earth…it’s that simple
Sitting at a long table with your now husband, a familiar melody begins spilling out of the speakers and he gives you a knowing smile.
“You wanna dance, Mrs. Braun?” He suggests, standing and offering you his hand. You chuckle and place your hand in his and stand, making your way towards the dance floor. You looked absolutely gorgeous in your long white dress, your back to his chest as he sung the lyrics softly in your ear. The moment is even more intimate when kisses your temple and whispers in your ear.
“You look so beautiful, sweetheart. I love you so much.” You can hear the smile in his voice.
“I love you too, I’m glad we’re getting married.” You reply, turning in his arms to face him. You kiss him softly, allowing yourself to bask in the loving and warm atmosphere of your wedding.
it’s an old song
but it definitely explains how much he loves you
like the song said
he’s tryna be with you when times are good, bad, happy, and sad
i love him down
Connie Springer
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Can You Stand The Rain by New Edition
you know that connie is dramatic
he knows he’s dramatic
so it makes total sense when he gives you a performance to this song
The drums and familiar melody of New Edition filled your bedroom as your boyfriend Connie pushed the door open, phone in hand as he begins singing to you.
“Con, go ‘head somewhere! I’m tryna nap!” You scold him, but you can’t deny your poorly suppressed smile and how entertaining he was. Ignoring your protests, he hops onto your shared bed and pulls you by the legs closer to him. You yelp in surprise before swatting at him, wanting him to leave you alone. He shakes his head, a goofy smile plastered on his face as he disturbs your peace entertains you.
like he truly does the most
after he’s done he just stands there breathing heavily
acting like he’s actually part of new edition and was at a concert
he gets upset when you don’t clap
probably sucks his teeth at you when you ask for something
Onyankapon
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All The Things (Your Man Won’t Do) by Joe
oh my GOD i love me some ony
i hc that he can SANG
and he LOVES slow dancing with you
For you and your beloved boyfriend, cleaning day was every other Sunday. The two of you would try (and mostly fail) to wake up early, play some old R&B and soul music, and get to cleaning. When the song plays, the two of you are cleaning up the living room. Ony slides behind you and wraps his hands around your waist, leaning down and kissing your shoulder as the two of you sway from side to side and he sings to you.
“Have I told you how much I like when you sing to me?” You ask. He nods with a chuckle, you tell him all the time how much you love his voice.
“You never miss the chance princess.” He teases, kissing your cheek. He takes the broom out of your hand and spins you around to face him. His brown eyes examine your face with an overwhelming amount of love and adoration for you. He leans in, placing a soft and slow kiss on your lips.
“I love you.” He smiles at you before smacking your butt and reluctantly letting you go.
“Now let’s finish cleaning so we can chill.” He says, you whine and lightly scold about him being heavy handed and rub at your butt as you snatch the broom from his hands.
“Watch it, Y/N.” He warns.
ony is a man of few words
but he always knows what to say
my man my man my man
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hbnjhgv · 1 month
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My Aot Ships !SPOILERS!
EreMika (Eren x Mikasa) omg do I even need to elaborate? First of all THE FACT THAT MIKASA LOOKS PRETTIER WHEN ITS IN ERENS POV? And not to mention the fact that in episode 12 Ian even says to Mikasa 'defend your boyfriend' in sub and in dub he said 'go save the man you love' also when Eren asked Mikasa what he is to her it was obious he wasnt wanting the answer "your my family" AND THE FACT THAT THEY KISSED IN THE FINAL EPISODE
NicoSasha (Niccolo x Sasha) LITTERALLY CANNON BUT ISAYAMA HATES LOVE APARENTLY. Niccolo looked mesmerised and looked so inlove while blushing when he saw Sasha CRYING over how good his food was. Omg and the way he reacted when his conrad called Sasha a 'filth blooded potato grubbing devil' MY MAN WAS GOING TO KILL SOMEONE and when he said "What is this brat someone specil to you? Is that why he tried to protect you earlier? You care about him huh? Well I used to care about someone too! A DIRT BLOODED ELDIAN! A DECENDENT OF DEVILS! THE WOMAN WHO ENJOYED THE FOOD I COOKED MORE THAN ANYONE ID EVER MET BEFORE! She saved me from this shitty ass pointless war... she showed me that the person I ment to be as a man who brings people happiness through his cooking... that was Sasha Braus... she was amzing. AND YOU STOLE HER FROM ME!" OMG LIKE HOW CAN YOU HEAR HIM SAY THAT AND NOT THINK ITS CANNON?!
AurEtra (Ouro x Petra) OMG ISAYAMA LITTERALLY SAID THEY WERE SUPPOSED TO GET MARRIED! Also I noticed that they argue very much like a couple. sorry i dont have much to say about this ship. I just really like it.
MikeNana (Miche x Nannaba) Ok listen. This isn't a mega huge ship I have I just think its really cute. Also everytime Miche and Nannaba interact omg its adorable. Thats about it.
KenUri (Kenny x Uri) THE WAY THEY INTERACTED WITH EACHOTHER OMGGG now I dont this its super inlove. I just think they were atleast a little inlove with eachoter. THEY ARE SOULMATES AND NO ONE CAN CONVINCE ME OTHERWISE! Also in the OFFICIAL AOT GUIDE BOOK THIS IS A CONVERSATION ISAYAMA HAD WITH AN INTERVEIWER Interviewer: "So he (Kenny) thought id he eliminated Uri, the world would become right again. But he lost the fight." Isayama: "Kenny's way of judging value is: 'The strong are in the right', and so for that reason he was attracted to Uri." LIKE OMG HE LITTERALLY SAID KENNY WAS ATTRACTED TO URI! (and no one say "oh well he wouldn't make Kenny be intrested in men" when Yumir and Historia are LITTERALLY CONFERMINED LESBIANS.
YumiHisu (Yumir x Historia) This is gonna be short because it's obious this ship is cannon. Yumir always telling Historia "You are so gonna have to marry me after all this shit is over!" When Historia was with Yumir after the tower fell. The way they looked at eachother. The fact that Historia was more worried about Yumir than anything when Reiner and Bertolt reveled their titans and took Eren and Yumir. WHEN YUMIR SAID TO REINER AND BERTOLT "You guys have no idea what it's like. She knows what a shitty person I am, but she still smiles at me. I can't..." THE FACT THAT HISTORIA TOLD YUMIR "I will always be your ally" EVEN AFTER YUMIR BASICALLY ATE HER. HISTORIA PROTECTING YUMIR WHEN MIKASA ALMOST KILLED HER TO SAVE EREN! WHEN HISTORIA SAID "But with Yumir gone I've lost my purpose. I don't even know what I'm fighting for anymore." OMG NOT TO MENTION THE LETTER?! 'To my dear Historia, as I write this Reiner's standing at my side. He knows this is a love letter, but he's still sneaking peaks. Honestly, it's no wonder the creep's still single. That said.. he did give me his word that he'd deliver this letter to you. He says he owes me for the time I doubled back to save him. I'm sorry about then... I never would've imagined myself choosing those two.. over you... I'm going to die soon. But... I'll die without regrets. Or that's what I'd like to say. Truth is... I do have one. It's that I never got to marry you. With Love, Yumir' I MEAN HOW CAN YOU READ THAT AND NOT SHIP THEM?!
MobuHan (Moblit x Hange) OMG MOBLITS PRTECTIVENESS AND THE WAY HES SO PACIENT WITH THEM! He's always trying to protect them. AND HOW THEY INTERACT WITH EACHOTHER! M: "I don't think thats the way you want to talk to the leader of our whole regiment" H: "SHUT UP >:( AS I WAS SAYING" ALSO THIS MOMENT. M: "PLEASE DONT GO ALONE! IT'S TOO DANGEROUS!" AND MOBLITS LITTLE "STOPPPP!" WHEN HANGE RODE AWAY! H: "dont try to call me bluff" M: "Please dont!"
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kleewrites · 2 years
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first kiss with the aot boys  ♥︎
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characters - modern au! eren yeager, armin arlert, jean kirstein, connie springer, reiner braun   
notes - this is my first time writing for the aot fandom, and also my first time uploading in awhile so i hope you guys like this !!
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♥︎ eren > the first kiss with eren was bashful and sweet. a strong blush on his face, as your cheeks flared with heat seeing eren lean in first. his lips connected with yours as your eyes closed, and nothing has felt more perfect. from the way his lips tasted like wine, to the way his long hair felt in your hands. it felt too short, which it was. because as much as eren wanted the kiss to last forever, there was still a part of him that was shy, so he pulled away staring at your face and placing a last fleeting kiss on your cheek. “be mine y/n” 
♥︎ armin > “c’mon y/n, you have to do this.” armin sighed for the nth time, trying to get you to do your work. when you whined while protesting with your face down on the table, armin came up with an idea that would benefit him and you (maybe?) “y/n, listen to me. if you do this, i’ll give you a kiss!” he said, and he felt himself wanting to take back his words at the sound of his own way too excited voice. your head snapped up, and you were immediately getting to work. as soon as you were done, you slightly pouted your lips in front of your dear tutor waiting for your kiss. he felt his hands shake at how nervous he was though he was the one who suggested this. his kiss was quick, and it left you wanting for more. “i’ll give you more if you let me take you out this sunday!”
♥︎ jean > “hey, i know we’ve only been seeing each other for awhile now, but i honestly really wanna kiss ya” he mutters out one day after walking you back to your dorm, with a hand rubbing the back of his neck. “it’s totally fine if you don’t wanna-” you closed your eyes and pucker your lips expectedly waiting for him to get the hint. “i-” with a tsk under your breath, you pull jean by his collar to pull him into a kiss he immediately accepts, his hands snaking around your waist automatically. he was left speechless as he covered his mouth with hand while you closed the door behind you with a giggle. “damn it, i should’ve been the one to pull them in.” he curses to himself, childishly stomping his feet while walking back to his own dorms. 
♥︎ connie > your first kiss with connie was unexpected to say the least. you wanted to learn how to kiss someone, so who else to turn to other than your best friend and crush who also had no experience. you both laughed obnoxiously in your living room, trying to kiss each other but failing miserably as before either of you can lean in, the other bursts out laughing. “we aren’t getting anywhere!” you laughed, and connie suddenly sat upright as he proclaimed “ok y/n, don’t laugh now.” he leaned in quickly this time, and kissed you slowly, taking his time to savor this moment of kissing his secret crush. the kiss was long, and it left both of you breathless when he pulled away, and as you stared at each other you bursted out laughing again, the both of you happy that your first kiss was with the other. 
♥︎ reiner > reiner’s first kiss with you was after your 10th date. he was always known as a patient man, and he had told you that he was serious about you and your relationship, and he wanted to take it slow. however, when he heard your approval to let him kiss you, he was nothing but slow. he engulfed you in a hug and kissed you roughly, one hand cupping your cheek gently in contrast to his lips. you felt euphoria, you’ve waited for this kiss for a long time. “i’m sorry, did i hurt you?” “no, reiner. i’m fine. great even.” he smiled at that, and the thoughts of wanting to marry you has never been stronger. ever since you laid your eyes on him, you’ve dreamt of this, and it’s finally happening. dreams do come true after all. 
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thank you for reading !! reblogs are appreciated  ♥ 
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ambrosialdesire · 29 days
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God it’s my favourite thing when an author just builds their AUs by answering a bunch of discrete little asks cacoethes Reiner is on ‼️ my ‼️ mind‼️ 24/7‼️
Would Reiner control readers social groups? What would happen if reader cheated on him would he go apeshit or just do the good ol baby trap
AW TYSM FOR YOUR SUPPORT ANON 🥰🥰 i just love talking about cacoëthes, it’s my absolute bread and butter (and probably the first series that i finished in the ~10+ years i've been writing lol)
reiner definitely controls reader's social groups when he can. before bonding with porco, she was only really allowed to speak with the warriors and his family. anyone else either doesn't pay any mind to her or was too afraid of her (since she originated from paradis and is well-known to be married to the armored titan holder), but very select few like the fisherman that helped her can hold a conversation with her and ignore the status she has. tbh reiner really can't control who she talks to since he's out and about a lot but i think in another ask, i've mentioned that he hired some people to keep watch of her if she's doing anything suspicious or behind his back but they don't really keep complete watch on her bc wtf else is a housewife gonna do (this is literally their undoing bc she got away with a lot before the escape attempt happened 💀💀).
but like after the whole porco shit and the escaping, he never leaves her side and literally goes with her everywhere. groceries, shopping, even a simple stroll to stretch her legs, he's coming with her. conversations with any stranger are cut short and if the warriors are nearby, they'll only get a brief hello and a wave from them. reiner's so smothering that it's even more unbearable and reader never gets the chance for some peace until he leaves for more fighting. BUTTTT when he leaves and the house becomes all quiet, reader can't admit it aloud but she started hating the silence and starts missing his presence, as clingy as he is hehe
I LITERALLLLLYYYYY HAD THIS IDEA BACK WHEN I STARTED THE 2ND PART OF CACOETHES AND WHEN I WAS WRITING THE PORCO PARTS ABOUT LIKE A DIVERGENCE OF THE PLOT WHERE IT'S PORCO'S POV AND HE AND READER GET TOGETHER BEHIND REINER'S BACK. i kinda did wanted to originally add an implication that reader was sleeping with porco but since i was trying to go about this by how the characters were in the actual plot of aot (even tho when i started this blog and posted the first part, i hadn't watched the series since like 2013-2014 so i was extremely rusty when i came back to it), i felt like porco would never try sleeping with his vice captain's wife; maybe he would cause he'd prolly do it out of spite or get on reiner's nerves or has this cocky attitude about being able to get away with it, something to that extent. however, i think he's too prideful to be sleeping with an "island devil" he kinda likes and sorta has a slight amount of respect towards reiner (just bc he's a higher rank and that's about it).
i'm still going to actually make a fic about that plot eventually so everyone can see how reiner acts like in a jealous rage (i also sorta talked about it in a kink ask with the blog's most frequent asking anon, bow anon ( aka 🎀 anon (shoutout to you, you absolute horndog 🫶) if you look around in my answered posts or the love-message tag), and i have another request that's in the works about reiner's jealousy in more detail).
i heavily enjoy talking about cacoëthes and like you said, building upon its silly little fic-verse. sorry to my other fics due to my outspoken favoritism 😭😭 now that i think about it, out of all of them, bounded/boundless and cacoëthes gets asks the most and down boy, down and inamorato gets the least lmfao
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TWO MILLION DOLLAR MEN
Part 2
Tw: Fluff, Smut, Angst, Dom!Armin, switch!Eren mentioned, Switch!Reader mentioned, Cliche cheating trope just way more painful, toxic!Mafia! Armin and Eren, reader going out with a several bangs, fingering, deep penetration, throat fucking, mentions of half of the AOT characters
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You were trying to find your brother, so you can give him his bottle of water he asked you to get for him, when you ran into his friends instead.
“ Who are you looking for?”, A blonde boy with twinkling blue eyes said to you while doing push-ups.
“ Um, have you seen my brother? Last name y/l/n, first name Jarvis?”, you asked, still looking around to one.) avoid contact and two.) to actually find your stupid ass brother.
“ Eren, have you seen him? I haven’t seen him since his girlfriend came in and stole him away.”, The blonde says, looking behind you.
You felt someone breathing on your neck before you stepped back to face it, revealing a boy with long brown hair and green captivating eyes.
“ He left with his girlfriend to go fuck. Why did you stop by?”, Eren asks with a deep baritone voice.
You sat the water bottle down on the bench before walking around Eren making your way to the door, opening it, “ Just to give him his water bottle, but can one of you give it to him, please and thank you. I’ll see my way out, good luck at the pep rally!”
Suddenly a hand closed the door making you turn around quickly, only to be trapped inside of the tanner man arms, “ Why are you leaving so early? You could stay until he come back. We wouldn’t mind, plus we haven’t seen you ever since we were kids.”
You raised your eyebrows at this information, “ Kids? I’m sorry, I think you have the wrong per-”
“ Damn, F/N, L/N, you just forgot all about your childhood friends huh? Has it been that long?”, Armin says standing up with a smile on his face now.
You took a double look at both of them before your eyes widened, “ Wow, you two grew up drastically. How’s everyone else?”
“ They’re good. Levi’s still grumpy but caring, Jean’s still an asshole who deserves nothing, Mikasa is still my best friend, Connie is more funny now, Miche’s still tall and annoying, Kruger and my father are still best friends from hell, Nile and Erwin are both with Marie now. So much shit happened while you were gone. Levi even got married, it’s crazy really.”, Eren explains while now sitting on the bench.
He named those people because they were who you got along with the most, “ What about my Hange and Petra? Is Eld still married to his fine ass wife or not?”
They both grew silent just looking at you with scared expressions, “ Why are you even looking at his wife? How long have you been looking at her to remember her?”
“ Ever since I was 10 years old, she was fine, so give me a break. I’m now twenty, the crush doesn’t fade okay?”, You say, playfully.
“ What about my girl Annie?”, You asked, thinking about the twelve year old little girl you became best friends with over food.
They both grew silent again before Armin spoke, “ She moved to Marley and attends the college we are facing tomorrow.”
“ Awnn, I’m guessing Reiner and Bertholdt went too?”, You asked since they were always by her side.
Eren nodded, making you sigh, “ Don’t you guys need face paint on your face before you go out, why so plain?”
“ Are you insulting us while offering to do our face paint?”, Armin asked with a little smile.
You rolled your eyes, “ Now, I didn’t say all that, but whatever, bring the paint and get a cup of water while you there.”
Eren grabbed the paint while you sat down on the bench in front of him.
Eren sat on the side of you and Armin sat the cup in the middle of you two.
You smiled at Eren before using the colors of the school on his face, “ How’s your life been?”
“ It’s been good, not too bad since I’m not still stuck on Mikasa anymore.”, Eren whispers while you paint his face.
“ I’m sorry, are you implying that you two dated, wow it’s really been ten years huh?”, You say, surprised at this fact.
“ Yeah, we’ve dated ever since we were 16, broke up up when we were 19, now I’m just being laid back and talking to people left and right, not ready to be tied down.”, Eren says, which made you make an understanding face.
“ Well, sometimes things have to end in order for better things to come your way.”, You say cheekily.
Eren laughed, almost making you mess up his face, “ Did you steal that from mama y/m/n or your dad quote frames around your house.”
You laughed pushing him slightly, “ No”
“ Tell the truth, y/n.”, Armin says, laughing at your face.
You sighed before raising your middle finger to both of them, “ Shut y’all ass up because I can say wise things from my mind too.”
“ Mhm.”, Eren says, holding in his laugh while Armin was cracking up at your facial expression.
“ You know what, it’s done now. Armin, come your ass on.”, You say after touching up Eren’s face.
Eren got up and looked in the mirror, amazed at the outcome, “ I forgot you knew how to paint. This is so damn cool, thank you y/n.”
“ You’re welcome, now would you like the opposite side of your face painted to match Eren’s or just something completely different?”, You asked a red faced Armin.
Armin was only getting flustered because of the way you smell and your eyes sucking him in like you did when you two were kids.
He would always pay attention whenever you spoke because your eyes captivated him.
Armin cleared his throat, “ Ahem, uh, I want something different. People already think Eren and I are a couple, not that there’s anything morally wrong wi-”
“ Armin, it’s okay. But I gotta admit, it’s still funny.”, You say laughing at how flustered he got.
Armin smiled back as you got ready to paint his face.
Afterwards, Ever since that locker room catch up session, they hung out with you around the campus.
You were glad to see everyone again since you moved away when you were 10 going on 11 years old. These were the people you basically grew up with and they still made you feel like home.
After a couple of months, they both asked you out and , of course, you said yes weeks later due to the idea and nervousness of being in a relationship with two people at the same time.
Your relationship was great and building up more and more as the years went by.
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After the 4th year of being together, you started to feel a slight shift in your relationship with them.
They were now two rich men, who had a successful business together. After you all graduated, life’s been hard and easy for you all.
Their cooperation made them gain millions and you were proud of them because they always talked about working together with achieving both of their goals.
Everything was smiles and giggles whenever you three were together until months ago.
You only found out what the reason was that night…
The night that changed everything…..
You were getting ready to go to a ball for Erwin's Birthday with your boyfriends.
You had on an elegant dress that sized up your body quite well since it got tailored with their suits.
“ Min, have you seen my earrings?”, You asked, fixing your hair in the mirror.
You didn’t receive an answer and thought that he was downstairs but in reality he was right in your bedroom on the bed texting someone.
“ Eren, have you seen my earrings?”, You asked, getting a little frustrated that you can’t find your earrings.
“ Ahem, they’re in the jewelry box, the second one.”, Eren says while clearing his throat since he got a text message from someone, making him on edge.
“ Okay, thanks babe.”, You yelled before walking out into your shared bedroom to see Armin on his phone.
You couldn’t and didn’t think anything of it since he was always on his phone lately, I mean he is a businessman. Right?
You walked to your jewelry box and grabbed your emerald diamond earrings that Eren gifted you for your last birthday.
You put them on while staring at Armin laughing and texting on his phone. You raised your eyebrow before calling his name.
“ Armin.”
“ Armeen”
“ Min!”, You yelled, instantly grabbing his attention.
“ Yes? You wanted me?”, Armin says before licking his lips hungrily.
“ You look so perfect, baby. C’mere.”, Armin says, patting his lap.
You smiled before walking over to him standing beside him, “ I know what you’re trying to do, we’re going to be late and you know how Levi , who by the way is your Co-boss, gets when people arrive late to an event he, Miche, and Nile planned for Erwin.”
“ Baby just a quickie please, give me ten minutes top.”, Armin whispers while feeling the side of your hips.
“ Bro, stop being so horny, all the time.”, Eren said, coming into the room trying to fix his tie.
“ Baby, can you tie this for me? Armin can wait.”, Eren finished.
You nodded before leaving Armin’s grasp, making him whine.
“ Eren, you’re being selfish, what did I tell you about that?”, Armin says in an authoritative voice.
You and Eren instantly got hard and wet from his tone alone. Truth be told, all three of you were switches and it made your relationship so much more fun.
“ Armin, you’re being selfish by hogging her all the fucking time. Let her breathe with me.”, Eren says as you fix his tie.
“ Hey, be nice. He’s just deprived that all.”, You say before laughing at their little argument.
“ Deprived? He just fucked you forty minutes ago in the shower.”, Eren says, making you yank his tie down.
“ Shut up, you’re no better, so leave Min alone. Your both sex addicts.”, You say walking away to put on your heels.
“ Yeah, well, you’re a sex addict too. Besides how can we not be sex addicts when we have have a s/o like you. Now slip this dress off and lay back, now.”, Eren says, grabbing you from behind.
He held onto you as you both walked to the bed. You couldn’t help but to be horny because of the way he said it. His husky, low voice was always a turn on.
Eren kissed your neck as he unzipped your dress from the back while Armin watched while unzipping his pants.
Armin pulled out his hard pink cock that was laced with pre-cum on the tip.
Eren shimmied your dress down your body, careful not to rip it, “ I couldn’t contain myself when you yanked my tie and gave me that fucking smile that drives me and Armin crazy.”
The dress along with your panties dropped causing the flow of the cold air to hit your moist pussy.
“ Now baby, before we do this, try not to get us messy, okay?”, Armin whispered while slowly stroking his cock.
You nodded, “ Okay, just don’t cum on my face, I spent too much time on this makeup.”
“ It’s going to be fucked up anyway once we get done with you babe.”, Eren says before rubbing his fingers over your slickness.
You arched your back to the succumbness of the feeling.
Eren smiled when he noticed before bringing his fingers covered in your slickness to his lips, sucking on them.
You looked back and saw him sucking on his fingers and that made you more wet before he popped them out his mouth.
“ I wish I could taste you and savior you, but baby, we’re on a timelimit, so I’ll just fuck you while you suck Armin’s dick, he deserves it. You deserve it for looking this damn good.”, Eren says before grabbing your hips.
“ Arch your back for me a little more, yeah just like that.”, Eren says once you arched a little more.
Eren unzipped his pants and took out his dick to rub his pre-cum on your wet pussy before pushing into you slowly.
“ Mmm Fuck.”, You both moan at the same time.
Eren smiled before he gave you a little time to adjust as your pussy took him in inch by inch.
“ Fuck, you’re gripping me just right.”, Eren hissed while slowly moving inside of you.
He was hot and needed to take his tie off, so he struggled while taking his tie off making Armin laugh.
“ Stop fucking laughing, it isn’t, Ahh, funny.”, Eren grunts.
Armin shook his head before his eyes went back to your face.
The way your mouth was parted and your moans came out like a song made him grip your face admiring you.
“ You’re so pretty baby, you’ll look even prettier with my dick in your mouth.”, Armin says, making you clench around eren.
“ Fuck! Keep talking to her like that.”, Eren says as he sped up his thrust.
“ Come on, show me what I’ve trained you to do. Show me you’ve been a good girl and improved baby.”, Armin whispers while caressing your face.
“ Mmm fuck! Eren, Armin please.”, you moaned their names like a beautiful hummingbird on a sunny morning.
Armin smeared his pre-cum on your lips, “ Open your mouth up for me.”
You opened your mouth on demand and Armin took that opportunity to push his dick into your mouth.
“ Sss, fuck baby. Your mouth is so warm.”, Armin moans out beautifully.
Eren gripped the palm of your ass before drilling into your sobbing pussy, who was begging for this.
“ Nghh! Fuck.”, You moaned on Armins thick cock making him grip the sheets due to the vibrations.
You bobbed your head up and down slowly savoring the taste of his dick while Eren fucked you without mercy.
“ Shit! Babe, I think you're going to make me cum earlier than I usually do.”, Eren moaned.
“ Mghh, please keep fucking me like this daddy. This feels so good.”, You moaned onto the tip of Armins dick.
You sucked the tip of his dick, teasing him before making him throw his head back on the headboard, “ Mmgh”
Eren hovered over you while holding onto your stomach fucking into you faster and that alone made Armin snap his hips up into your mouth in anticipation.
Armin moved in and out of your mouth with ease and loved every second of it, “ Mm fuck baby, see I told you’ll look pretty with my dick down your esophagus.”
You felt like you could feel his tip poking at the back of your throat every time Eren thrusted into you.
They both snapped their hips into you faster making your head lightweight from the impact of your mouth being stuff right along with your pussy.
Spit dripped down your lips onto his cock making him roll his head before gripping your head to fuck your skull mercilessly.
Gargles and groans were the only thing heard with a few slurps in between, “ Fuck, I’m about to cum.”
Eren couldn’t help himself because of the way your face was getting fucked and your pussy wet and squeezed around his dick.
Nothing but your cream highlighted his dick while he drilled into you. His moans were vocal along with Armins as they were both reaching their peak.
“ Baby, I swear I’m about to cum, don’t ever think about leaving me, fuck! Fuck!”, Eren moans as you screamed, well tried to scream around Armin’s dick moving into your mouth at a rapid speed, almost humane.
Luckily Armin was smart enough to pull his dress pants down a little because your spit was coaxed all over his dick and pelvis.
“ Ohh baby, this little fuckhole is mine and Eren’s, mmm fuck, good fucking girl. Taking my dick down your throat like I’ve trained you, shit!”, Armin moaned as tears welled up in your eyes before you came on Eren’s dick a second time.
“ Ohh fuck! Y/n!”, Eren yelled before pulling out and cumming on your ass.
Armin snapped his hips into your mouth for the last time before spilling his hot and salty cum down your throat, making you choke slightly.
You swallowed his load before he took his limp cock out your mouth while Eren slapped your ass and moved to the bathroom to get a rag to clean you up.
You laid against Armin’s lower stomach breathing heavily from the impact of your lovers fucking you the way they did.
Suddenly, Armin’s phone rang with Annie’s name flashed on top of the screen.
You felt him tense up but didn’t think any of it since he was probably startled just like you were.
He let it ring for the first time before she called a second time.
Truth be told, he wanted to pick up the phone for her the first time but couldn’t.
“ Hey, baby, I got to take this.”, Armin says, slightly pushing you off him.
Your eyebrows furrowed before you got up and looked in the mirror at yourself.
Armin got up and fixed his clothes and hair before walking out with his phone in his hand.
You found your panties and dress before putting them back on when Eren got done cleaning you off while you stood up.
Eren kissed your cheek as he zipped up your dress for you before walking out of the room too.
You smiled as you touched up your hair and makeup before putting back on your heels. You grabbed your clutch and phone.
Luckily, you didn’t smell too much like sex because of your perfume. You kinda wish you had time to clean up, but you three were already 10 minutes late.
“ Y/n, you’re ready to go.”, Eren yelled as you walked down the stairs.
“ Yes.”, You said while hooking your arm onto his and Armin’s.
You three walked to the limo and got in heading to the event.
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When you all got there, the paparazzi and body guards were everywhere.
Your men rushed you into the building because you hated when the cameras flashed directly into your face.
As soon as you walked in with your men, all eyes were on you.
You thought it was because you looked beautiful, but it wasn’t.
It was your ignorance they were seeing.
“ Ah, look who finally made it, dumbass one and two with sandy boy.”, Levi shouted as the three of you laughed.
“ Old man, calm down we just got here and you’re already insulting us.”, Eren says, making the table chuckle.
You didn’t notice the glances Mikasa and Annie threw your way.
They were admiring you but felt a little jealous of you because they wanted to be displayed like you were.
You looked so happy on the arms of your lovers.
Ignorance is bliss for a reason.
“ Happy birthday Erwin.”, You say as he hugged you.
He was always like a second father figure to you, Levi was the third while Miche and Nile were like the fun and boring uncles. Guess which one is who.
Everyone went back to what they were doing when you three finally took your seats, which was by Zeke, Onyankopon, and Yelena with Mikasa, Jean, Annie, Pieck, and Reiner on the other side.
“ Eren, brother, how have you been? I hope you’ve been keeping your lady happy, don’t want this pretty one to slip away.”, Zeke says, making Eren give him a look, but you were too busy talking to Jean to notice .
“ Not here.”, He mouthed to Zeke, making Zeke laugh.
Onyankopon was the only one who didn’t know what was going on, the rest of the table knew. Well, except for you of course.
“ Y/n, you’ve cleaned up nice, proud of you for finally taking a shower.”, Jean says, making you reach across Armin to punch him in his shoulder.
You laughed, “ Fuck you.”
“ Aww, don’t get hurt now. You always have jokes for me.”, Jean says while laughing.
“ There’s a difference, mine is funny, yours, uhh, not so much.”, You say before looking around the table.
“ Hi Annie, you look gorgeous.”, You say with sincerity. The entire table grew quiet to the interaction between you two.
“ Thank you, you look pretty too.”Annie says, smiling at you.
“ All the women look so gorgeous tonight. Especially you, Mikasa, the dress really suits you.”, You said, making her smile and thanked you in a soft voice.
You smiled as you sat back in your seat while everyone conversed with each other .
After, a few minutes, You suddenly felt out of place, so you went to the bar to get something to drink.
While you were ordering your drink Onyankopon felt something was off with the table and you ever since you got here.
So, he decided to talk to you to see what’s wrong. After all, you two used to be close friends before he started to travel overseas.
You ordered your favorite drink before sipping on it.
“ Hey.”, Onyankopon says sitting beside you.
You turned to him and smiled, “ Hey, Onya, haven’t seen you in two years. How’s traveling the world been?”
“ It’s been great, you get to learn new things while also doing business with other corporations . How have you been? Is everything okay?”, Onyankopon says, ordering himself a drink and placing the money on the counter.
“ I’m good, why do you say that?”, you asked, laughing a little.
“ Because from your body language I could tell you didn’t fit in once you sat at that table.”, Onyankopon says, finally getting his drink.
“ Really? I didn’t think I was that easy to read. I’m surprised Armin didn’t pick up on it, he usually does.”, You say.
“ Yeah, it’s all in your face. So what’s going on?”, He asks.
You looked at him and smiled, “ You ever feel so happy one minute and the next minute, you feel drained or out of place. Yeah, that’s what happened to me.”
“ Yeah, I understand what you’re saying exactly, sometimes that feeling is a signal of something or just your instincts telling you something. It’s up to you to listen.”, Onya says.
You hummed before taking a sip of your drink, “ Yeah, you’re right. Thanks for that.”
“ No problem. I’ll always be here for you, even when I’m overseas. I missed having you as my best friend instead of someone just known as a friend.”. Onya declares.
You smiled at him because you honestly missed him too, “ Awwn, I knew you couldn’t resist not being my best friend any longer, you love me!”
Onya laughed before getting up and hugging you, “ Call me when you want to hang out or have something to talk about. I’m all ears but for right now, I’m going to go fuck someone. Sorry not sorry.”, Onya says before running off when you threw the napkin at him.
“ Hey,y/n. Haven’t seen you since you were in college.”, Eren Kruger says before ordering himself some vodka.
“ old man Kruger, how have you been?”, you say smiling at him.
“ I’ve been fine. My wife and I have just been out of the scenes, laid back for the most part. Has Armin and Eren been treating you right like I told them”, Kruger says.
“ Yes, sir. They treat me like a delicate flower, couldn’t ask for more.”, You say, causing Kruger to smile because now he can finally rest from feeling guilty about knowing about Eren and Armin mishaps.
He thought you forgave them and accepted who they truly are, but you didn’t even know any of the shit he was thinking.
“ Hey, where are Armin and Eren right now?”, Kruger asks, making you furrow your eyebrows before turning around to see their seats empty.
“ I don’t know, I’m going to find them. Excuse me.”, you say getting up after sitting your drink down.
Kruger looked at Erwin and Erwin stared back. It’s like they were speaking telepathically.
“ She knows.”
“ She doesn’t know.”
You walked to the table to see their phones still there, “ Where did they go?”
Once you asked that question the entire table went silent.
“ I know you all are here and present, so could you please answer the question.”, You say before noticing two other seats empty.
Jean sighed, not wanting to hide the truth from you anymore, “ They went to the bathroom.”
Everyone sighed at Jean as you left to go to the bathroom.
You knew something was up, but couldn’t place your fingers on it.
“ Way to go, dumbass.”, Reiner says to Jean.
You walked around to find the bathroom, only to find it at the last two doors in the long hallway.
You walked inside of the girls bathroom thinking Mikasa and Annie would be in here since they weren’t anywhere in the hall.
But they weren't, so you just looked in the mirror at yourself, smiling a little at yourself.
“ No.”, you whispered.
“ they’re not doing anything with each other. They love me.”, You say.
“ They wouldn’t fucking do that,so get that shit out of your mind now.”, You whispered before smiling at yourself again and walking out the bathroom.
You walked past the boys bathroom to hear groans and moans.
You thought it was nothing but Onya probably getting laid, so you walked away only to hear Mikasa’s voice mixed with Another girl's moans.
You were confused and wanted so badly to walk away but couldn’t.
You quietly took off your heels, mad at yourself for being this nosey to the point you forget that you hate walking on cold and nasty floors. You quietly opened the door. Luckily the door wasn’t a door that made too much noise.
You silently closed the door hearing grunts and pants now.
“ mmhhg Eren.”, You heard Mikasa say in one of these stalls.
You couldn’t believe it. You didn’t know what to do. To stay or leave. You were traumatizing yourself.
“ Fuck Mikasa, your Pussy is so good. It clings to me in want and need. Nngh, I fucking love you and want no one else to have you.”, Eren says, making you stand still like a statue.
You suddenly heard another stall banging with grunts and moans.
It couldn’t be.
“ Annie! Shit, you feel so good wrapped around me, the best I ever fucking had.”, Armin moaned as the sound of skin slapping against each other was heard.
“ Armin, I love you.”, Annie moaned. She moaned his name like she actually loved him.
“ Mmm, I love you too.”, Armin says as Mikasa and Eren screamed as they climaxed with each other while Armin and Annie were still going.
“ Yo, Armin how’s it going over there”, Eren shouted while laughing.
Armin panted before letting out a laugh, “ Better than ever, did I hurt you Annie?”
You walked out with no tears in your eyes, surprisingly. You put back on your heels and hurried to the table to sit down.
Everyone stared at you and you finally see the reason behind their stares.
You were silent as a dark void room.
Erwin clinked his glass, gaining everyone’s attention.
“ Can I get everyone’s undivided attention please. I would just like to start off saying thank you for coming tonight. It means a lot to me since we haven’t had this event last year. Thank you all for being patient with me through the years, it has been an honor serving 47 years on earth.”, Erwin says but you zoned out.
You couldn’t focus on anything until you felt two bodies slide next to you. Both were heavily sprayed with cologne.
“ Hey baby, what did we miss.”, Armin says, fixing his bow a little.
When Armin noticed you didn’t answer, this time Eren spoke again, “ Babe? Armin’s talking to you.”
“ Oh, I’m sorry. I spaced out for a bit.”, You say in an unusual voice. Your voice was broken up.
Zeke watched you three interact and honestly felt bad for you. You were so pretty and nice, any man would be a fool to let you go, but then again his brother is a fool. I guess Carla did raise a fool after all.
You watched as Erwin stopped talking and the audience clapped.
Armin’s and Eren’s words and groans kept replaying into your head, you didn’t listen to anyone.
Suddenly your phone started to ring with an unknown caller ID.
Armin and Eren saw the caller ID and got possessive again.
“ Who’s calling you?”, Eren asks first
“ I don’t know, but I have to take this.”, You said in a monotone voice.
You walked off with your phone before either of the two men could get a word out.
“ You four got to be careful next time and wipe that cum off your pants Eren. Did you cum inside of Mikasa because I hope not.”, Yelena says in a hushed voice.
Eren grabbed the napkin and nodded his head to Yelena’s question. He, in fact, did cum in Mikasa and loved every second of it.
Meanwhile you were outside thanking Onya for calling you, even if it’s off the girl he was with phone.
“ You okay?”, Onya says into the phone.
“ Uh, yeah, I just needed a breather from being in a space with too many people.”, you say into the phone while hugging the white shawl on your body.
“ Do you want me to come to you?”, Onya asks on the phone.
“ No, no, you stay there… I’m good.”, You say, wiping the silent tear drops pouring down your face.
“ Mhm, okay. After I’m done I’m coming to you, I don’t care what you say.”, Onya says before hanging up.
You sat your phone on the seat next to you while looking up at the sky.
“ I can’t even fucking see because of these fucking tears. I have to stop crying before more mascara runs.”, you whispered before pulling out napkins and a mirror from your clutch.
As you wipe your tears, you sighed loudly before fixing your eyeliner with the mascara you gave in your bag.
“ There, now let’s play stupid until the end.”, You say dusting off yourself before going inside again.
You made your way to the bar ordering 3 shots of vodka. You needed this in order to play dumb correctly.
Erwin and Levi came to sit down on either side of you, “ You’re not drinking all of that. You don’t ever drink this much.”
“ Leave me alone, please and thank you.”, You say not looking at either of them,
Everyone had to know this was going on because you are now starting to realize the looks they’ve been giving you.
“ Why? You never told us that before.”, Levi says nonchalantly.
You rolled your eyes, “ Yeah, well I’m saying it now.”
“ What’s gotten into you?”, Levi asked, concerned.
Erwin analyzed you and knew you what he knew, he just hoped you didn't know about the bigger problem.
“ Ask Armin and Eren, they’re the ones that cheated.”, You say expecting them to get mad at the information you revealed, even if it’s hope.
You looked up to only see regret and sympathy in their eyes, “ You got to be fucking kidding me, who else knows?”
Erwin tried to pull you into a hug, but you snatched away from him and got up.
“ Who else knows?”, You ask again.
Levi sighed before feeling miche presence on the side of him with nanaba, “ Everyone knows, I’m so sorry y/n.”
You nodded your head before smiling, taking all of them by surprise.
“ Yeah, happy birthday Erwin. Have a nice life. All of you.”, You say, not wanting to think about what the old you would do.
You then turned around to see the pair of cheaters talking with their mistresses and laughed loudly causing everyone to look your way.
“ Don’t do this, Y/N.”, Nile says, trying to pull you back.
You snatched it from him and walked to the table clapping your hands loudly, “ Are we ready to go my boys?”
“ Y/n, the event isn’t don-”, Eren says before you pick up a glass of water gulping it down.
“ Yeah, well I’m ready to go. I'm sure your loved ones can understand.”, You mumbled before walking off.
The hall was filled with nothing but your heels slapping against the pierced marble floors.
“ Good luck.”, Zeke says, chuckling at his brother’s face.
“ Shut the hell up, she didn’t find out.”, Eren says before grabbing his things and following after you with Armin.
“Eren, what’s going to happen, I don’t want to lose her.”, Armin says before walking outside.
They got in the limo and saw your calm aura making them more calm.
The ride in the limo was silent and nerve wrecking for Armin and Eren. The ride was 35 minutes long and you couldn’t wait to go home.
Once the limo arrived at your house, you got out and walked in taking your heels off.
You made it to your room and slipped some shoes on to keep your feet safe from what you were about to do.
You felt so much anger now that you were alone with them, so you just walked to grab a bat that you kept in your closet walking out with it in your hand before smashing it on a picture of you and then smiling.
“ 4 and half fucking years, gone just like that all for women I’ve been hanging with like they were my best friends.”, You say smashing another vase you got from a housewarming gift.
It was by the person Eren cheated with too.
“ Y/n! Baby, put down the bat, please.”, Armin yelled.
“ I will once I get my anger out, I usually walk away from anything that angers me, but not today. I really wanted to fuck everybody up in that event but I couldn’t. What fucking else are you hiding from me besides you cheating? It’s time to confess everything you’ve been keeping hidden from me.”, You yelled before breaking the glass table.
“ We can’t tell you because if we do, you have to stay with us forever.”, Eren says in a hushed tone.
“ I’m not staying and I’m going to find out anyways because the other day I found cocaine in your pants pocket, at first I thought you were doing that shit that’s why I yelled at you that night, but I caught on a little better when Armin had got a text message from Erwin about a stash being moved to the correct location.”, You explained before breaking five other vases.
Armin flinched at your actions and words knowing that you were going to find out everything sooner than later.
“ Y/n! If we fucking tell you, you have to vow to stay in our family and if you don’t, you die. Do you really want to die? I don’t want to have to kill you, please don’t make us tell you.”, Eren screamed with anger and sadness inside of his eyes.
You ran to grab his favorite chain his mom gave him and held it over the balcony. The ocean was right below you and that was perfect for you, but bad for Eren.
“ Y/N, you wouldn’t. You know how much that means to me since she hasn't really been in my life ever since I’ve decided to go into another career path.”, He says, walking closer to you, slowly.
“ Carla would understand why I did this when she never liked you treating me like you do now. You’ve fucking changed and I want to know why. Matter of fact, Armin you explain before I toss this in the ocean.”, You yelled with angry tears in your eyes.
Armin sighed, “ I can’t put your life in jeopardy like that because as soon as you want to leave, we have to kill you by Erwin and Levi commands.”
“ Okay, okay, I’m not leaving just tell me the truth.”, You say in a soft, tired voice.
“ You sure you aren’t leaving even after we cheated on you.”, Eren says, earning a slap on the arm by Armin.
“ She’s already mad, don’t make her fucking furious.”, Armin says, trying to take a step closer to her.
Eren nodded his head, “ Okay, just step away from the balcony before you fall.”
You stepped away just a little bit before tapping your feet on the ground, “ Talk.”
Eren took a step as he begin talking, “ You wanna know the truth fine, you’ve been fucking two men who are apart of the biggest mafia in our district alone. There’s five districts, we’re number one. District and Mafia.”
“ Oh my God! Oh my God! So this whole time I’ve been with some motherfukers who do illegal business, I can’t believe I’ve been in the dark our entire relationship. Was anything real?”, You asked in a quiet voice.
Armin rushed to you hugging you tightly, “ Yes, baby, everything was real, we were too busy trying to get our dick wet without any consequences. Just please don’t leave us baby, we can work this out. They meant nothing to us, right Eren?”
When Eren looked away without a response, Armin asked again, “ Right Eren?!”
H“ There’s no use of lying to her right now Armin, she knows we love them, don’t you? You heard us in there fucking their guts in and out didn’t you?”, Eren asks
“ Eren!”, Armin yelled.
Eren snapped, “ Stop fucking lying to her and yourself Armin, we cheated on her with the two people we fell in love with. She understands, don’t you y/n, you understand that we can’t let you walk out of our lives either?”
You slowly nodded your head wanting to beat his ass, but domestic violence wasn’t the answer.
“ I’ll talk to Erwin and see if he can appeal this fucking law you bitches have and then I’m leaving you two behind. I don’t need two boulders weighing down on me, specially don’t need two other rocks being thrown at me. Tell me did you fuck them in this house or in our bed?”, You asked making both of them sigh.
“ Yes, we fucked them in the bed, floor, couch, backyard, dresser, and everywhere inside and outside this house.”, Armin admits dreamily. He was fucking thinking about Annie right now because he was blushing.
“ Yeah, okay, I’ll be staying at a hotel until further notice.”, You say getting up and walking away.
The two men were hot on your heels trying to take you into their arms but you were fighting them off to every reach.
“ No! You don’t get the privilege to call me babes or baby no more and you don’t get the privilege to touch me!”, You yelled as you entered your bedroom.
You brought out two suitcases making Eren’s and Armin’s eyes wide.
“ No, you can’t leave us. We promised we’ll stay together forever, we even brought matching watches ba- I mean y/n.”, Armin says, showing off the watch he was wearing.
You rolled your eyes while bringing out some clothes from the closet.
“ So you’re just gonna leave me like everyone else did, like my mother does. She comes in and out of my life, sometimes staying out for a little longer than she should have due to me being in the mafia.”, Eren says on the side of you, taking out every piece of clothing you put in your suitcase.
“ Eren, stop talking to me right now.”, you say before grabbing more clothes and throwing them into the suitcase.
Eren groaned in frustration before yanking you to him, “ You’re not leaving us.”
“ You can’t leave us.”, Armin says, kissing down your neck from behind while Eren kissed your other side.
“ I can and I am.”, You say, slipping away from them.
They watched you pack your bags with tears pouring down their eyes.
They were about to lose their first love and love of their life.
Both of them just now realize that.
“ Is there anything we can do to change your mind? Please. I don’t want you to die.” , Armin says.
“ No, and I won’t die because you never said I had to stay with you two, you just said I am now bound to this family. And sometimes you don’t talk to family, you should know all about that Eren.”, You say walking down the stairs with your suitcase.
Every step, glass crunched underneath while eren spoke, “ Low fucking blow.”
You stood at the door starting to open it when you see Mikasa and Annie at the door, “ Ah, just in time ladies, you can now officially have them.”
Annie and Mikasa smiled once you walked away while Eren and Armin walked past them ignoring them.
Mikasa and Annie knew that you knew and wanted to check on their lovers, they thought you were gone already, but was surprised when you answered the door with red puffy eyes.
“ Baby, please! Just one more fucking chance! Don’t do this to us.”, Eren screamed with heavy tears coming down his faced
“ Don't do this to us?! What? Are you fucking serious? You did this to yourselves, you caused me pain.”, You screamed at them.
I loved you, we loved you. You are the most delicate flower in the garden of exotic flowers. Please baby, let’s talk it out and work on eachother. Dance under the moonlight like we all used to do.”, Armin says.
You smiled, “ If I’m a delicate flower, then why is my heartbroke? Delicate flowers should be treated as such. You two didn’t treat me like that in the last few months now that I realize it and all because of those two behind you.”
You’re both screwed up and brilliant. You two are million dollar men, so again why is my heart broken? What did I do to deserve this? The answer is nothing. Goodbye, my loves.”, You say before turning around to walk to the car they got for you.
“ Y/n!”, They both shouted followed by the pet names they used.
You tuned out their shouts as the car drove away.
They were the two loves of your life and you couldn’t hate or love them at the moment.
You were just done with them. As you drove further, you felt handcuffs slowly coming off of you.
Million dollar men and a broken heart….
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PSA: I don’t hate Mikasa and Annie, never will
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nikakistos · 3 years
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The Perfect Closure of EreMika
The title is pure clickbait (as always), there will be lots of tags (as always) and this post will be huge. As always. So, let’s examine and evaluate the perfect conclusion of the most important relationship in Attack on Titan. We will analyze why this is the best conclusion they could have gotten and of course we are going to talk about what their scenes meant for their relationship, their feelings for each other and the themes of the story.
First, let’s ask the question: What was the purpose of this chapter? Ending the fight obviously, but also giving closure to the relationship between Eren and Mikasa. Now, there were 3 questions that needed to be answered in order for the two of them to have closure. 
Why did Eren say to Mikasa that he hated her?
What does Eren feel for Mikasa?
What would have happened if Mikasa had given Eren a different answer back in chapter 123?
Isayama answered all 3 of them in a spectacular way. Let’s see how he did it. The chapter literally starts with Isayama, via Mikasa, setting up the closure. This was achieved by having her wonder if this really was the end for her and Eren. Could it be that their last interaction ever ended with him saying that he hated her? 
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Isayama answers that with a big, fat NO.
That’s the purpose of Mikasa’s vision. Mikasa’s vision is not there to introduce us to Alternate Universes or to portray her as a delusional fangirl that can’t cope with reality. It’s purpose is to answer the above 3 questions. And that it does.
Essentially, Mikasa’s vision is a “What if” scenario. If Mikasa had chosen the ideal for her answer back in chapter 123, Eren would have abandoned everything and lived with her. This means that Eren is also in love with her.  He said that he hated Mikasa, because he wanted her to forget him. That’s why he also asked her to throw away the scarf.
Mikasa though, being the truest representation of all major, positive themes in the series says no. She chooses to remember him. That’s essentially the meaning of life. That’s what Armin taught to Zeke back in chapter 137. Memories of everyday life. That’s the meaning of life. Back in Trost, Mikasa said that she couldn’t die, because she wouldn’t be able to remember Eren. Even back then, Mikasa always knew the true meaning of life. 
Afterall, the series heavily criticizes the usage of memory manipulation. Deleting memories or altering them have been methods empoyed by the Royal Family for years, hiding the truth from the people. One of the themes of the Survey Corps is remembering their fallen comrades and carrying on the torch. Mikasa forgetting Eren would be an insult to the themes of the story. As would be if Eren was revealed to have been sending fake memories and dreams to Mikasa out of pity for her. 
Finally, Mikasa decides to kill Eren. Not because he hated her or because he didn’t have romantic feelings for her. Because she had to save the world and because that’s exactly what Eren wanted. Back in chapter 133 Reiner foreshadowed Eren’s desires. He explained that it is very hard for Eren, mentally, to handle the murder of the entire human race. Through Reiner, Isayama reveals that Eren wants someone to end it all for him. That someone was Mikasa. That’s why Mikasa knew where to find Eren. His relieved face when he saw her swinging the blade said it all. That was Eren’s design and Mikasa delivered.
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And so, the chapter that starts with Mikasa thinking that the only closure she would get with Eren was the “I’ve always hated you”, ends with the first and the last kiss between the two of them that puts all of her worries to rest.
Is Mikasa delusional?
I’ve seen this being thrown around, so i have to also tackle said point. No, Mikasa is not delusional. This wasn’t a fantasy that only she experienced. This dream of hers is the same dream that Eren had back in chapter 1. Eren experienced the exact same things she did in the dream. We even see him with his titan marks. It is clear as day that they shared these moments.
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Also, i have to give credits to Isayama here for his usage of “itterasshai”. The word generally means “Go and come back safely” and is usually said to people leaving the house. For Mikasa, Eren is her home, but she is also home for him, as shown in the RtS arc:
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These were the perfect parting words for the two of them. Nothing else could encapsulate their relationship better. Eren of course, won’t come back, but that’s the irony of the word here.
Moving on to the next point, Mikasa’s characterization in this final arc is about her seeing Eren for the person he truly is and stop ignoring his faults. It starts from the Marley arc and it concludes with chapter 123 where she realizes that this was simply part of Eren’s nature.
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He always had it in him to become the monster that he became. However, he always had a different side to him. A side that had been shown to her a few times. At first, when he wrapped the scarf around her and later when he asked her “What am i to you”. Finally, it manifested as a desire to live quietly with her in their shared dream. It would contradict her development and characterization in the final arc, to have Mikasa start seeing an incomplete Eren again, after realizing earlier who he really was. Mikasa understood who Eren truly is and she accepted him and continued to love him anyway, even though she didn’t agree with his genocide. 
It is not out of character for Eren to run away with her either. At least not in that instance. The series highlights the moment that he asked Mikasa “What am i to you” as a pivotal one. Sure, under normal circumstances, Eren would have chosen to fight, but we saw him breaking down just moments earlier. The only person that could have saved him was Mikasa. Alas, that wasn’t meant to happen.
In any instance, the biggest indicator that Mikasa is not just a delusional girl who kissed the decapitated head of the man she loved, when he never really loved her in the same way, is Ymir’s face at the end of the chapter.
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Ymir, as i have mentioned in previous posts, is a girl who never knew real love during her lifetime. She didn’t understand what she was looking at, when she first say a couple kissing with their friends cheering them on. And after that she was sentenced to a cruel life, with a man who never loved her and only viewed her as a tool. This girl, remembers longinly that scene of the couple kissing for 2000 years. She was waiting for 2000 years to see real love again.
She witnessed that through Eren and Mikasa. In a scene that would have otherwise been painted in a negative light, Ymir’s warm smile at the sight of the final act of love between two people who never got to be together the way they wanted to, clears any and all doubts regarding Eren’s feelings for Mikasa and the latter’s sanity. Eren reciprocates Mikasa’s feelings and he was alive for enough time to kiss her back, before completely fading away. Eren and Mikasa replaced the married couple and Ymir replaced the crowd that was cheering at them from 2000 years ago.
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Of course, one might ask, could Eren really kiss her? Didn’t she just take advantage of him? No, he did kiss her. The way the scene was directed, it shows us that the events, which take place in their dream, mirror the events in real life. Just look at Eren’s lips one moment before Mikasa kissed him and compare them to the picture above, where they kiss. They are different.
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 Also, you have to remeber that decapitation doesn’t kill immediately and does not immobilize facial muscles. That was the entire reason that Eren and Zeke managed to get the Coordinate. Eren survived long enough from Gabi’s shot to make contact with Zeke. Even his facial expression changes as you can see below:
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More importantly, was there really any chance that Ymir would look at Mikasa beheading and kissing Eren, while also smiling in approval, if Mikasa was a delusional girl who was unable to understand Eren’s feelings for her up to the very end? Most of all, do you think she would have allowed him to die, without experiencing real love? She died in such a way and she stayed for 2000 years in the Paths waiting for someone to show her real love. Eren was her benefactor. Would she ever allow him to die in such a way, when she was being mistreated (sexually and in many other ways) by King Fritz? I doubt it. Actually no. I don’t doubt it. I’m sure this is not the way we are meant to interprete the scene.
Eren’s relationship with Mikasa, from the very start, is an allegory for the world of AoT. The world is cruel, but is also very beautiful. Eren’s story with Mikasa starts with him murdering in cold blood her kidnappers (cruelty) and then warmly and gently welcoming her to his family by wrapping a scarf around her (beauty). Their story ends with Mikasa decapitating him (cruelty) and kissing him (beauty).
Eren’s tendency for violence has always been portrayed as going hand in hand with his better side. That side has always been represented by Mikasa. It is only fitting for them to have their most beautiful moment happening almost at the same time as their most cruel one. This is how Isayama juxtaposes this duality:
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If we interprete this scene as Mikasa being delusional and Eren not being in love with her we get a very disturbing and creepy scene, between an obsessed, psychosis-suffering girl who can’t understand the feelings of Eren, a genocidal maniac who never had any chance or willingness to live a normal life, even though there are hints of that, and a 2000 year old ghost who just happily smiled at the decapitation and forceful kissing of her emancipator. I am pretty sure this is not the message Isayama wants to send. Not simply, because it is a disservice to Mikasa as a character and to her relationship with Eren, which has been one of the most prominent and consistent part of the series from the very first chapter, but because it is also a huge disrespect to Eren as a character as well. Does anyone really think that Isayama would choose to write Eren’s death like that? Not a single important person in the entire story has gotten such an exit. Not even Floch. Even Zeke, who thought that his father never loved him and only used him as a tool, got to see that his father truly did love him, before finally dying. Of course Eren and Mikasa would get the same treatment.
What i mean to say is that Eren and Mikasa’s closure won’t be recontextualized in a way that will paint their feelings for one another and their relationship in a negative light. If anyone’s expecting that, he/she will be disappointed. Eren and Mikasa were confirmed as a canonical couple in chapter 138.
On the other hand, if anyone’s expecting that this wasn’t their real closure and that they will get an even happier ending, he/she is also coping hard. Eren died here in this chapter. There won’t be a scarf rewrap (i’m here to eat my words if it happens), because Isayama gave the couple a kiss. A kiss that was in the makings ever since chapter 50 dropped. And of course, there is not going to be a baby born to Eren and Mikasa. Like, no way it’s happening. Eren is not coming back to life as that would turnish the series and it’s ending.
In conclusion, Eren’s relationship with Mikasa ended in the same way it started. Violently and Beautifully. Tragically and Happily. They acted on their romantic feelings for each other the very moment they had to part ways forever. This is how Isayama hurts us. The essence of a bittersweet conclusion.
EDIT: EATING MY WORDS AS PROMISED. EREN DID REWRAP MIKASA’S SCARF. HE KEPT HIS PROMISE.
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vrisrezis · 3 years
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Aot x reader - Chapter 139 (spoilers obviously)
Eren
- once you realized mikasa had killed Eren, the three of you hugged and cried
- they both knew it was very rough on you
- he wanted to love you and live a normal and long life with you
- he wanted you to love him and nobody else and only think about him
- even after he’s gone
- such selfish desires he could never truly ever have
- but he did get one wish
- that you’d never move on
- it was three years after his death, exactly three years
- it was his anniversary death, mikasa was there with you, the others would join you soon
- while mikasa often encouraged you to try and go out on dates you couldn’t
- you were in love with Eren Yeager and it would always be like that
- until you finally died
Armin
- you and armin mourned Eren
- you and armin finally got married
- after dating for now 5 years it was something you finally got to do, the two of you just wanted to live like a normal couple
- while you spent a lot of time together, along with everyone else.. it was nice to just be alone with armin for once
- you loved him so much
- “do you wanna start a family?”
- as to which he’d reply, “yes, absolutely”
- you two could finally rest and live normally, and quite frankly it’s all you guys ever wanted
- you just wished Eren could’ve been there to see it
- you tried to encourage mikasa to go out and date, armin did not.. maybe it was because of what Eren told him
Mikasa
- she took erens death very hard
- she was the one that killed him after all
- you understood, they were very close
- she wanted to just live a normal life, be a wife and have kids
- so eventually you would
- and she would every so often visit Eren, even if it wasn’t all the time
- but it was his three year anniversary
- you cant believe it’s been three years since you’ve fought, since you’ve killed
- she can’t believe it either
- thank you Eren, for everything
- that’s what the both of you said a lot
- he was like a brother to you
- you couldnt imagine how mikasa felt
- your girlfriend is one strong lady
Connie
- the two of you (and Jean) really thought that was it
- and when you both got freed from being Titans, you instantly hugged eachother and cried.
- all you could do was cry
- Eren...
- the both of you forgave him of course
- the two of you still mourned over sasha quite a bit
- and you both cried seeing her again after so long
- at least you and Connie can finally relax
- “do you wanna... get married ?”
- “I mean .. sure”
- Connie and you visited everyone as often as you could, and you can see Connie slowly turn back to his normal goofy self
- it made you very happy to see him so bright again, he hadn’t been that way since Sasha was around to be honest
Jean
- the both of you thought it was the end of the line
- coming back, after just becoming Titans made you happy, but the mixed feelings you both had because of Eren
- crying seeing Sasha again
- “who you tryna impress Jean? Y/n? They already know what you look like” “shut it Reiner”
- he hasn’t been able to live a normal domestic life like he’s always dreamed of
- he takes you on dates, he does so much with you and he’s just a big hopeless romantic nowadays
- dances with you, you name it
- he just loves you so much
- he’s just glad he could spend a normal life with you finally when it’s something he prayed for
Historia
- after all that hell was over you just wanted to be with historia
- you felt bad leaving her with some random guy to cover for you while you fought out there
- but of course historia didn’t mind and understood you had a duty
- it’s been three years and it’s your daughters birthday and the both of you couldnt have asked for better
- you had a child and were happy, and you were married
- what better ending for the both of you then that?
- while she was miserable while being pregnant for a long time, she didnt realized the joy it was to have a child
- until she had the child at least
- she was glad she didn’t stay miserable and so were you
- it was the happiest moment of your lives, even if eren never got to witness it
Levi
- while it did hurt you a bit to see him in the state he was in and would be in for the rest of his life you were happy he was finally resting
- he was safe, with you, with gabi, and with falco
- nothing you could want more than that to be honest
- especially with the emotional attachment you grew to those kids
- he knew it too, you acted like such a parent to them both
- for once, despite all that he’s gone through and all that he’s lost he never lost you
- and man, he is so glad his worst nightmare never came true
- but truth be told he still gets really bad nightmares, but now he feels a lot safer
Reiner
- when he saw you again he cried and hugged you, as well as his mother of course
- he could finally introduce you both to eachother
- he went on dates with you often, but Jean always had something to say about it
- especially when you’d write him letters.. cause he’d sniff it like a creep
- he loves you though, and he’s glad he can finally be happy
- if only bertholdt was here to see it for himself
Annie
- she introduced you to her father
- something she always wanted to do actually
- living a normal domestic life with you wasnt something she ever thought could happen
- she’s happy about it though
- often you and Annie went to spend time with mikasa since she was going through a rough patch
- you and Annie eventually got married
- took awhile, she wasn’t ready but that was fine with you
- armin was happy for you both :]
- you and Annie see Reiner often too, you guys are buddies :]
- overall Annie is for once very happy
Pieck
- it has been so long since you’ve seen pieck actually get some fucking rest
- over the years this has been the best thing to happen to the both of you
- she was finally taking better care of herself
- she finally looked like she was sleeping, and had cleaned herself up and making herself just look a lot better
- she didn’t have regrets anymore, since she wasn’t dying anytime soon
- she was just there by your side living as normally as she could, which was pretty normal
- neither of you imagined this kinda life but you are both pleased
Gabi and falco
- the three of you gave eachother a big hug upon seeing eachother again
- safe and sound
- falco was relieved to see you both in one piece and not mindless Titans
- he cried a lot and so did gabi
- now you guys are older teens
- the three of you had been together for awhile but no complaints there
- the three of you did your best to take care of your dad Levi and he wasn’t displeased by how you guys dealt with it either
- he cared for you all very much and you all cared for him too
- you were just glad falco and gabi were happy, that the three of you could live long lives together like falco always wanted
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beewritings · 3 years
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Break up texts with AOT characters
(Eren, Armin, Jean, Connie, Reiner, Zeke & Porco)
AFAB reader
Content Warning: angst, fluff & some nsfw. Mentions of ddlg (?), semi public sex, I think that’s all. :)
Yes, all the times are the times I worked on them. I don’t sleep lmao. There are typos I see them in just unbothered to fix them
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You drive over to Eren’s place about ten minutes later. You already cried and did your little heartbreak grieving before leaving. To be fair , you just wanted to have sex with him one more time. Unless he gets into a new relationship, you wouldn’t mind being his friends with benefits, but considering the fact you’re in love with him... it’s a hard no. You get there after fifteen minutes of driving, you have a spare key which you will be returning so you just walk in. You see him sitting on the couch of his apartment, leaning forward with his legs spread and his head in his hands. He looks up and sees you. You walk to him and sit on the couch in front of him.
“Hey...”
“Hey.”
The awkward silence was so uncomfortable, you honestly didn’t want him to say the words to you again. You just wanted to see him, to have him. One more time before you avoid him forever.
Armin
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You feel bad that you broke up with Armin through text, but you didn’t have the guts to tell him in person. But since he was so calm about it, you decided to go and visit him a few hours later. When you get to his dorm which was just across from your dorm building, you do your knock so he knows it’s you. He rushes to the door and greets you with a smile and asks why you’re there. You tell him how you felt bad that you broke up with him by text and wanted to check on him.
“Y/n, I’m fine! It was only 4 months, it takes longer than that for me to fall in love. I saw us as baby couple, just trying it out until it gets serious. I’m not angry, I’m not upset. Don’t worry, y/n. And the way we can still be friends? It makes me happier!”
Let’s just say that a few days later, you crawled right back to him asking him for you back. Eren told him it’s because his dick game strong, and even though Armin knows his game is strong, he knows that you just have a kind heart and that’s why you’ve been attracted to him. Now it’s been over a year and you have a promise ring on your finger :)
Jean
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You and Jean are literally in the same apartment. You LIVE with him. You’re in the bathroom and he was cooking food. He texts you telling you to get off the toilet and go to the kitchen so you finish your business and do what he says. You get to the kitchen to smell the beautiful food and you approach your husband.
“You’re joking right? About not feeling it between us?”
“Of course I’m joking, I’m literally married to you. Today is our 2 year anniversary. Jean, did you get high before cooking? Did Eren sneak in here and let you smoke? Are you good?”
Jean holds your waist, giving you kisses on your forehead. He pushes you lightly against the counter next to the stove. He shoves his face into your neck, leaving those gorgeous black and blue galaxies on your neck.
“Really? Before our guests come over? You’re such a bad boy, do I have to punish you later tonight?”
“If anyone’s getting punished, it’s you for pretending to break up with me,” he lifts you up and puts you on the counter, going in between your legs. He lifts up your skirt, leavings kisses all on your thighs making his way to your core. “Now, you be a good girl and let daddy take care of you, yeah?”
Connie (yes the top text is cut off for a reason)
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You googled break up texts because you wanted to mess with him, but his responses really disappointed you. Like geez prank gone stupid? When Connie gets to your place, he literally brought his switch and extra controllers and he pushes his way inside. You own the switch lite (pain) so you always ask him to bring his and connect it to the tv. He’s so focused on gaming with you that he doesn’t even pay attention the fact that you’re wearing lingerie. You don’t even want to play, you just wanted sum fuk. He finishes setting up the console and sits on the couch.
“Hey babe. Oh, nice. You look cute.”
“???? CUTE?”
“Yeah. You ready? Lets play.”
“Why am I dating you? You don’t even know how romance works.”
“Yes I do. If I win, I fuck. You win, I go down on you. Is that not how it works?”
“.... connie shut up and let’s just play.”
Reiner
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You felt like the world was coming to an end. What made Reiner change his mind? You guys just made love the other night again, he took you out to eat last night, why today? Oh no... was he spoiling you to prepare you for heartbreak? Reiner doesn’t seem like that though.... why is he so poetic yet such an ass? It’s around 9 pm when he stops by with your belongings. You try to give him his goodies but he tells you to keep it. He allows you to cry in his arms, to kiss him one last time. And the whole time this happens, this man gets a raging fucking hard on. You know he had a thing for pain and degradation, but this is real life. Is he really getting turned on by a break up? But... it gives you a chance to have one last sex before he never comes back. Because god that man has a monster dong.
“Reiner.. whats with the hard on?”
He blushes, moving a hand to cover his crotch area. Unfortunately, your hand grips his cock this his pants before he does. He buckled his knees and legs out a strangled moan, just for you.
“Y/n, d-don’t do this..”
“Oh? Who’s the one who got a hard on from breaking up with me? Huh?”
Before you can do anything else, he pushes you off him, your ass landing on the bed. You were expecting one thing, but not what he does.
“Stop! Listen, I got to go. I hope you live a happy life... I love you...”
He walks towards your apartment door, swings it open and steps out.
“Take care.”
Zeke
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After Zeke had texted you that, of course you cried. You didn’t know how to take it... he’s in his thirties and you’re only in college. Hell, you have class with his younger brother. But have fun? Go to parties and fuck other men? Like if you’re a cuck, just say it. If he REALLY wants you to party and sleep with other people, they could’ve just stayed in a relationship but make it open. He could’ve added some people to the sequence... you’ve always wanted a threesome, especially with a girl so you don’t understand why he’d just leave you. But you don’t even like parties or clubs. You love him, you want to be settled down. You wanted him. If he found another woman... he would’ve said that right? Or is he manipulative like you heard his brother was? Everyone knows about Eren, he’s a whore. Does it run in the family? No... he only broke up with you today. Just wait a bit before assuming.
A month passes, you went to one (1) party at a club with your dorm roommate, Hitch, and you had a terrible time. You saw one man drop something in your drink (which you proceeded to toss on his face), two others tried sandwiching you on the dance floor (which he elbowed them both in the face), and some other guy literally touched your thigh while trying to speak to you at the bar. You had enough. You socked him in the face, and went towards the bathroom area. You see a familiar face with an unfamiliar woman.
Zeke...
He had a woman with long black hair on his lap. No... it’s hidden but you could see it in plain sight. He had his cock stuffed inside her, under her skirt. She had this twisted face of pleasure and he wasn’t moving, nothing. She was moving her hips on his lap, pleasing him. She looks around and makes eye contact with you. She recognizes you as Zeke’s ex, and rides him quicker.
You look away, angrily and upset, you throw the cup you were babysitting on the floor in front of you, shattering it. People around who heard it look, including Zeke. He turn your head to look him dead in the eye with your look of disgust, and turn around to leave.
That was the last time you saw him or came in contact with him.
Porco
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You sigh. You always were there for him on his shitty days. You feel bad leaving him stranded. So you ended up going over. You think it’s a bad idea and it probably is, but you’ll suffer the consequences if so. You drive to his apartment and walk in with the spare key you had. You don’t see him so you assume he’s in his room. You hear a faint sound, almost like a moan. You take a huge sigh. If he’s jerking off, you’re leaving. You walk in, opening his door and you see his back his facing you. He turns around and... he’s crying. Porco isn’t much of a crier so this really shocked you. You run to him, sitting next to him and hold his face.
“Pock, my baby...”
“Y/n, don’t leave me. Please... I know I’m a dickhead a lot and I know I’m a piece of shit. I hold so much anger in me and... I take it out in the wrong person. I’ll take anger management or something, I’ll go to a therapist. Just... please don’t leave me. You’re the reason I wake up, my sun and moon. The one I love, y/n please.. I want to build a future with you. I want to get married, have abratty little mommy’s boy with you and cute little daddy’s girl.... please.. Don’t leave me..”
Well shit. That was some convincing. After telling yourself 400 times to break up with him, he convinced you to stay this easily. After cuddling and holding him in your arms to nap, you woke up with your ass pressed against his dick. Yup, he’s hard. You can imagine what y’all did when he woke up.
You love Porco, and he was right. You wanted to build a future with him too. Maybe it’s time.
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ecrivant · 3 years
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tendresse | reiner braun
(reiner braun x reader)
a.n. –  dude!  you just posted tender, slice-of-life aot cringe!
in the woods, away from the world, you and reiner take a moment to yourselves to just exist; a tender respite in the eye of the storm. emotional catharsis, a consideration of what could have been.  
takes place during the marley arc, right after reiner’s confession at the campfire, but there are no spoilers.  reader is gender neutral.
word count: 1.4k
He sat alone, away from their temporary settlement, swallowed by trees and the oppressive nocturne which had long since appropriated the respite of the campfire in which the group dined.  Yards away, Warriors and the Paradisians together in repose—both groups, two-sided coins, unaware that their flipside lay in each other’s own counterpart.  He listened to their stirring bodies—their restlessness, indistinguishable.  The wind’s steady respiration rustled the trees, and his eyes, sensitive from the prolonged darkness, made out moving branches against the moonlit sky.   The relentless ether, pitch-dark but not void, hung precariously above the canopy, threatening to crush anything beneath it if its suspension happened to fail.  Perhaps he wished for such a swift end, one where everyone was stripped of their agency and had no choice but to submit and relinquish their will.  Only if it were that simple.
“Reiner?”
The sounds of footfalls against the detritus.  Each step, a tightening of the vise.  You extended a hand to touch his shoulder, trembling digits meeting tense muscles. His name, again, left your lips in a whisper.  He wouldn’t turn to look at you.  Or couldn’t.
His eyes stayed on the ground as you collapsed beside him, legs giving into exhaustion.  Despite everything, your auras still emitted a warmth the two of you could quietly share.  Neither spoke.  
An image materialized: one of you and Reiner, blithely inebriated after sneaking into the superiors’ liqueur stash, seated atop a once-virescent knoll, now bathed in the pitch of night.  Another moment shared in silence from years before. You frowned at your memory’s disquieting betrayal.  
“I don’t know how much more I can apologize.”
“Please, don’t.”  He finally turned to look at you.  The contours of your profile, tenebrous and barely there, the same he impressed upon himself years ago and returned to during all the sleepless nights in Marley, were still intoxicating.  Your brow, furrowed in frustrated thought.
You continued, eyes facing forward, “I’m tired of hating you.  I just want a moment without brooding.”
Reiner nodded.  He, more than anyone, wished for a moment free of the merciless despondency.
The groundcover rustled as you moved to sit in front of him.  Your eyes, pupils blown wide, bore into his.  He felt read by you, self-conscious under your gaze, but refused to look away. Your hand came to rest against his cheek, a touch that held all your unvoiced tenderness and compassion and betrayed your ocular intensity.  He severed your eye contact to close his eyes and feel—feel the warmth of your palm burning onto his frigid skin, feel the memories of your timid touch.  A quivering whisper, cracked:
“It’ll all be over soon, Reiner.  Then we can rest.”
Your words hung in the air, but you allowed the moment to move around you, through you, eventually taking your words with it.  
Different circumstances, and he would have married you.  He regretted the thought.  
“Why do you care so much about me?” he asked quietly, moving beneath your touch.  
 Your sternum imploded, winding you.  The prickle of tears bloomed in your sinuses, spilling over before you could compose yourself.  
His eyes opened, half-lidded, as your hand pulled away from his face.  He saw your lips parted in shock, quivering.
“Why do I care?”  A ragged query, laced with tears.  
Reiner looked at you with clouded eyes, and you pulled him into your arms, desperate.  You sobbed into his shoulder, and you cried for him. He sat unmoving before he eventually held you back, wrapping his arms around your form.  He felt grateful you couldn’t see his tears but then wondered why—in cathartic surrender, he allowed a sob to reverberate through his body, and then another, and soon his form gave way to violent palpitations that caused you to grip onto him tighter.  He wished, consumed by a twisted machoism, for this to last forever—to be held by you, flayed open and made raw, basking in your shared heartache and effusions.  This was pain he could endure eternally.
He was pulled back to the present as you murmured something, quiet ululations swallowed by your gasping breaths and tears: I love you, said over and over again like an ephemeral mantra rather than a confession.  Words that Reiner had unrelentingly fought against, suppressed; words that threatened to self-articulate and spill forth in the quiet interstices you shared, late at night, tucked away from the soldiers’ barracks; in the moments walking to and from the dining room at HQ; in the moments where you would laugh and his chest would swell and his face would flush and he would want nothing more than to take you into his arms and hold you; in the moments of silence pervaded by things unsaid.  
Now, in this moment, he loathed himself for not saying anything, for not being the first to say it.  To have exacerbated the torment of his betrayal in exchange for a few blissful moments of ignorance where you loved blindly and unabashedly—would it have been worth it?  Cruelly, selfishly, he wished he had done it.  He would have taken those moments to the grave.  
Your lips, still engaged in a distraught glossolalia, ghosted along his neck, voltaic, jolting him out of his ruminative daze.  He pulled away from you.
“Can I kiss you?”
His shaky whisper, boyish and innocent, silenced you.  You were faced with a younger Reiner—the subtly shy cadet who once carefully asked to hold your hand as he snuck you away from the grounds—and felt your heart seize.  Why couldn’t it always have been this way?
Your noses bumped as you leaned in.  The kiss was callow, both of you unsure of how to move against the other.  Reiner’s hands still rested on your shoulders and yours remained in your lap.  Awkwardly immobile.  He pulled away, and you were both smiling, flushed, teenage.  Even in the dark, his worry lines seemingly dissipated; you wish you had appreciated his youthful features years ago.  
He closed his eyes again, surrendering to bliss as your soft fingers traced the contours of his face. Up and down the bridge of his nose, along his lips, over his eyelashes; your lips shadowed your touch, softly kissing the tip of his nose, the side of his mouth, his eyes, one by one.  Delicacy that would never see the waking hours, instead confined to private moments in the obscurity of night—you both silently and implicitly acknowledged there was no room for tenderness in a world so inhospitable.  
“We would be married,” he began.  Realizing what he was doing, your heart clenched, eyes begging him to stop—but Reiner wanted to indulge.  Emotional machoism.  
“And we would have a home by the sea.”  His resolve fractured—his voice began to shake.  
“Reiner, please—"
“We could grow old together, and,” he paused, swallowing the tremor in his words, “we could even have a kid or two, if you wanted.”
You couldn’t look at him. To speak of dreams was linguistic torture, mental contamination: the vocalization and deception of an aching beauty, a deceptive chimera.  
“I would love you until there was nothing left.”
He grasped your digits, begging you to imagine it with him.  Your eyes shut.  The rhythm of undulating tides and the crash of waves, the scent of saline breeze.  Reiner on the beach, his fair hair full of sand and bright against the unbroken azure of the sky and the sea.  The warmth of the sun against your complexion, caressed.
The cruelty of reverie.
You sat together, awake, until the dim morning light edged over the horizon.  The blue dawn, cool and encroaching, enveloped the woods in an ethereal glow.  Fog hung low, and as the blue gave way to golden light, rays cut through the haze and the trees, collecting around you.  Reiner’s creased features returned, but his gaze remained soft.  You looked at him, intense as always, and saw him plead.  You respired slowly, focused on your beating heart, and apologized.  Neither of you knew exactly why.  
The others began to rise.  The coals of last night’s fire were grey ash, crushed and scattered underfoot.  You and Reiner blinked tears out of your eyes, sharing one last look, before joining the rest of the group.
wow!  reiner simps rise up!  thank you so much for reading this piece!  i legitimately think reiner has some of the most compelling character development ever + he’s hot, so who better to write something for?  
i haven’t written anything, much less fanfiction, in a very long while, so things are probably real rusty.  feedback and constructive criticism are always welcome but also… please be nice to me.  i have a very weak emotional constitution.  also, i honestly think i fell back into writing because aot s4 is getting to me and i need a place to process shit.  hope you enjoy a live view of my mental degradation.  feel free to shoot me a request for a piece here!
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roll-da-credits · 3 years
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Characters from AOT I think would be a toxic lover Characters: once again secret ;)
Hi there! I told you no one was safe from this. I'll be writing this for ALL of my fandoms, so just you wait! Btw I feel the need to paste this again just in case some of y'all get mad, "just because they're toxic doesn't mean you're not allowed to still like them. I'm a victim of the, "so many red flags, good thing my favorite color is red," mentality as much as some of you are. Also, some of these are just, minor-ish red flags? They're not THAT bad (I mean depending on your pov on what's bad or not), they're just things that would irk me."
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Mikasa Ackerman
Starting it off with an absolute queen, Mikasa Ackerman. She's exactly like what I said about Toji, just much more... intense.
It's not a surprise she loves Eren, for good reason too. Eren saved her from the most traumatic thing that could ever happen to her as a little girl. Eren was the rock that she needed all those years ago.
Because of that, I can't see her truly loving someone else. Of course, (manga spoilers skip to the next paragraph if you don't want to read it) I know some hints at the end of the manga where she marries Jean and has kids. But (at least I suspect) there's close to no possibility that she could just ever forget Eren, and that the specific ending is more likely just to tie off loose ends, rather than her actually feeling love for Jean.
Anyways, because of this, if she manages to love you and you love her. You're not going to get her fully, she's going to always treat you second, even if Eren's not there anymore. If you're ok with that, go ahead ig.
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Eren Jaeger
I love this man, I truly do. But this bitch CARES TOO MUCH.
He has his priorities set and that is, free Eldians and try not to get his friends to die, nor get hurt by the dumb shit he's about to pull at the end of the manga.
BECAUSE OF THIS, just like Gojo, S4 him will try to avoid every single ounce, hint, a sliver of love, romance, flirting, anything of the kind. He doesn't want to get distracted nor does he want to hurt anyone more because of his actions (outside of him literally cutting off ties with his friends in the worst possible manner. i.e beating the shit out of Armin and insulting Mikasa)
The only time where I think he's able to have a healthy relationship is during his Cadet times or early at S3, anything after that I think he starts understanding the burden he carries and doesn't want anyone to hurt because of that burden.
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Armin Arlert
Someone's going to kill me for this, I know someone's going to kill me for this. A while ago a Reiner simp anon told me how they thought Armin would be manipulative as a boyfriend. At the time, I defended him cause I was, ain't no way, ain't no way.
After rewatching Attack on Titan again, I can confirm I've changed my mind. Armin is smart, he's so damn smart that it compensates for his lack of military strength. He's an equal to Mikasa not because of his Colossal titan, it's because of his brain.
Not only is he smart, but he's also kind. Kind to a fault.
He will most definitely trick you, manipulate you, and lowkey lie to you just so you would be out of danger. He's selfish and he knows it, he doesn't want you to die and after what happened to Sasha it became increasingly clear that anything could happen to you.
Again, unless you're already extremely strong, I can see him deliberately manipulating you daily so you either don't get to fight in the war or you don't fight in the dangerous areas. Which can be frustrating for you if you want to help everyone else. (the 2 others are under the cut cause this is getting too long)
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Erwin Smith
Did someone say dilf? I'm kidding (sort of).
Just like Eren he has priorities, he has incredibly big priorities and a giant responsibility on his shoulders. Even though he's more open to love, unlike Eren, he will still be neglectful.
Unless you're a soldier who can work beside him, he won't come home a majority of the time. You'll only see him/talk to him at certain times or even only for a couple days after expeditions. And he will not tolerate you not being ok with that.
He expects you to understand what it takes to be with him. On the other side, if you were a soldier, it'll still be slightly neglectful. Though definitely less. You'll see him more and talk to him more obviously. But he'll still be focused on his goal and his responsibilities. Don't think for a second that he'll spare time to hang out with you during an expedition.
At work, he expects both of you to work strictly as professionals. Sure there would be times you both would have privacy and talk to each other, but those times are far and few in between.
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Zeke Jaeger
Last but not least, the monkey himself. Now I said Armin was manipulative right? At least that man is kind to it. Zeke is manipulative to another level.
He's smart, powerful, loveable, and he knows it. He knows you're madly in love with him and he uses that to his advantage, he uses it to keep you out of danger, but at the same time use you for his plans.
I can see him literally using you as bait, you're always safe of course, he makes sure of it. But he will lie to you, leave you out of discussions about his plan, and so much more.
In the end, if you're fine with being manipulated you could get with him.
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wait wait wait do you like lance or nevra??? i thought nevra was your man but you just said you want mc to stare right into lance's eyes as she gulps the sex potion down. is this infidelity or did you switch li???
INFIDELITY I- AHAHAHHAH UM
Well, I love both. I obviously love Nevra more due to, you know, ✨ history ✨ and also because- well I am not gonna provide all reasons or else I won't have time to study for my finals lmao. Just know my love for him is really deep, despite my fear of his arc being messed up (war flashback from my love for Ezarel and his route, the one that had juicy potential, being shattered). I can't wait to know more about my man. I had and still have so many theories about his previous life. Anyway I'm getting carried away.
I think Lance reminds me a bit of Reiner of AOT. Strong, responsible, seemingly-cold but looks after others. He's very well-written in my opinion. The team went all out, clearly. I love how sweet he allows himself to be when MC is troubled (ex: when we drowned, he joked to lighten up our mood which.... just marry me king).
Imo, Lance treats MC really well. I know Ayni prolly has a fat crush on him, despite still having v v strong feelings for Nevra.
That said, Nevra is still my LI. I love him tremendously. Unless I start to dislike his route/behavior beyond repair, I will stick to my man.
Hope that answers it :)) Kisses
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rreyie · 3 years
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Porco for fluff alphabet?
porco galliard fluff alphabet
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warnings- very very mildly suggestive themes
a/n- i think we all need a bf like porco, he’s so sweet i stg
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A is for Activites- what do they like to do with their s/o? how do they spend their free time with them?
porco will do anything you want him to do. but a favorite of his is to just go out and explore downtown marley. there’s no specific goal you’re both trying to achieve, just going where the day takes you. downtown marley is crowded, so he’s got a hand holding yours the entire time to ensure you don’t get lost. you’ll both stop in a few different stores, his favorite is whatever the aot equivalent to bath and body works is and the lingerie shop. he wants to buy stuff for you to show he cares, and you’ll probably leave with a bag or two full of different clothes, and just random things you two thought were cool. the one place he insists on stopping at is the deli. he always gets something with at least two kinds of meat, and will pay for yours as well. the day ends with getting back home and doing some cuddling on the couch while he falls asleep on your lap.
B is for Beauty- what do they admire about their s/o? what do they think is beautiful about them?
porcos favorite feature about you is the way you smile and laugh, also your hands. each time you laugh at one of his jokes, he turns a deep red at the fact that someone finds him entertaining. his world seems to light up when you’re happy and smile at him, and he will cherish each time you do so. he also loves your hands, they’re just perfect for holding and he loves to intertwine your fingers.
C is for Comfort- how would they help their s/o when they feel down/have a panic attack etc.?
porco would do anything in his power to make sure you’re smiling by the end of the day. when his s/o feels down, he picks up on it very quickly and immediately asks what’s wrong, and who is causing you this pain. he would want you to take things slow for the day, he’ll be doing all the work for the next 24 hours. if you want affection, he will hold you while you cry into his shoulder. there’s a good chance he will cry with you, since he is upset seeing you like this. when you’re having a panic attack, he drops everything to get to you. if you’re immobilized by the emotion, he will carry you to a secluded room if there’s one nearby to give you some quiet with him. he will embrace you like he never has before, stroking your hair and whispering “you’ll be alright, i’m here honey. take your time.” he will be more understanding if you’re not okay by the end of the day since he knows these things are serious and he wants to make sure you’re completely okay before resuming back to normal.
D is for Dreams- how do they picture their future with their s/o?
porco dreams of having a family with you. once the war is over, he will make it a priority to get the two of you married and move out to a house in marley. porco absolutely adores children, so he would probably two with you. he wants two boys that can have the same kind of bond that he and marcel had. he would probably have enough money at this point that he could retire because of his service in the war, so he will become a stay home dad and watch his two boys. and he will probably name one of his sons marcel jr.
E is for Equal- are they the dominant one in the relationship, or rather passive?
porco wants both of you to have the same level of commitment and dominance in the relationship.
F is for Fight- would they be easy to forgive their s/o? how are they fighting?
porco has a temper. he’s quick to snap. the fighting was likely initiated by him, possibly because he saw you hanging around reiner for too long today. it never gets violent, but porco can’t control what comes out of his mouth sometimes. he might throw an insult here and there. if you leave the room in tears, he will beat himself up over it and once he’s given you some space, he will apologize while trying to hold back tears because he feels like a shitty boyfriend for doing this to you. if you’re the one who apologizes first, he will pretend to act mad but really he’s not deep down inside because he loves you that much.
G is for Gratitude- how grateful are they in general? are they aware of what their s/o is doing for them?
porco might not say it, but he appreciates what you’re doing for him. instead, he will do things in return to show he’s grateful, i’ll get into that later down the list. he is overall pretty aware of how dedicated his s/o is to him.
H is for Honesty- do they have secrets they hide from their s/o? or do they share everything?
the only reason that you know everything that’s up with porco is because he vents to you very often. he does keep his fair share of secrets though, but they are very minor- except one. most of his secrets are about the war, one of his best kept and worst secrets about him was that he killed a child while at war with the mid east allied forces. he still feels terrible about it to this day, and wouldn’t want you finding out about what he did during the war.
I is for Inspirational- did their s/o change them somehow, or the other way around? like trying out new things or helped them overcome personal problems?
you likely changed porco more than he changed you. porco has a tough guy exterior and was pretty self absorbed before meeting you, but he learned that it was okay to cry and let his guard down around you. he also became a little more selfless, since he would do anything to protect you. 
J is for Jealousy- do they get jealous easily? how do they deal with it?
porco is one to get jealous very easily. he’s possessive too. if he sees you hanging around reiner for a minute too long, he holds a grudge on you. he doesn’t speak to you for the rest of the day, and when you meet up with him to head back to your bedrooms, he just says “so reiner is gonna replace me, huh?” and walks off without another word. you’re gonna have to smother him in kisses to let him know you still love him more than anyone else, and stay the night while he clings to you in his sleep.
K is for Kissing- are they a good kisser? what was the first kiss like?
porco loves to kiss. he’s amazing at it too. his kisses are sloppy, lazy, slow, and teasing, with a lot of tongue and spit. his favorite place to kiss is on your bed just to get some privacy to do whatever you want. he especially loves when you’re both half naked and kissing so he can feel your skin on his. the first kiss was in town next to a fountain, where he confessed his feelings to you. you told him to close his eyes and you went in for it, and he kissed you back instantly. the blush on his cheeks was insane once you pulled away.
L is for Love Confession- how would they confess to their s/o?
after the festival in liberio, he stood with you and watched the fountain in town square. you made a comment on how pretty his eyes looked in the moonlight, and he made a bad attempt at complimenting your face, which made you giggle. hearing you laugh made the butterflies errupt in his stomach, and he knew he couldn’t hide it anymore. he said, “look y/n, i have no clue if you’re gonna hate me after what i’m about to say, if you think i’m weird just say something, but i like you. i have since i met you, and i think i want to be with you- oh god, i don’t even like you, i love you-“ you had to shut him up and kiss him on the lips before he started to ramble about how much he loves you.
M is for Marriage- do they want to get married? how do they propose? what would the marriage be like?
of course porco would want to get married, he’s a family man. he would probably propose somewhere very informally, like you two were talking about it one day and he’s like “well i mean there’s no better person than you that i would want to marry, you would make a wonderful wife-“ and that’s how it all started. you two got married in a church in liberio, with pieck as the maid of honor and zeke as the best man. he cried when he saw you in that white gown, he thought you looked like a princess. the marriage would be fun and laid back, you two would travel a lot before settling down about a year later.
N is for Nicknames- what do they call their s/o?
he calls you “babe” and “baby” a lot. occasionally he will call you “honey” or a variation of your name.
O is for On Cloud Nine- what are they like when they are in love? is it obvious for others? how do they express their feelings?
he’s a flustered, bashful baby. if you even look his way he will turn red. he tries to show off his skills, and wants to make himself stand out above the rest. he does his hair with extra care in the morning and starts to wash his face to make his skin look better. pieck picks up on it first, and she will occasionally say something about it, but all porco will do is grumble something and brush it off. zeke will notice and say something as well. porco expresses his feelings by occasionally complimenting you on your outfit, and sneaking a touch here and there like if he’s brushing a stray piece of hair out of your face. if you do the same to him, his brain will stop working for a moment.
P is for PDA- are they upfront about their relationship? do they brag with their s/o in front of others? or are they rather shy to kiss etc. when others are watching?
porco is a big fan of pda and bragging. especially if you’re within 10 feet of reiner. he makes it very known that he’s taken, the first time he walked into the meeting room in front of the other warriors he literally announced, “oh yeah, y/n is my girlfriend now. just thought you guys should know.” he loves to talk about you with the other guys, not in a bad way but like sharing stories about time you two spent together, how wonderful you are, and quite frankly the other guys are kind of tired of hearing a new story about you every hour. porco won’t hesitate to kiss or show affection in public, not full out making out but like a medium length kiss on the lips is acceptable. he’s always got his hands on you in public too, like an arm slung around your shoulder or just holding your hand. he wants everyone to know you’re his.
Q is for Quirk- some random ability they have that’s beneficial in a relationship.
not quite sure if this is beneficial in the relationship but he gives the best piggyback rides. he has a really strong back that’s able to lift you up and he loves hearing your little giggles as he hoists you up into the air and onto his back. then he will run all around the place with you on his back in a fruitful attempt to make you laugh and smile.
R is for Romance- how romantic are they? what would they do to make their s/o happy? cliché or rather creative?
porco is in general a very romantic person. he will always treat you and try to make you happy just like to do to him. one of his favorite things to do for you is to take you out to some expensive restaurant in the rich part of marley and treat you to dinner. he wears his best suit and thinks you look absolutely stunning in that outfit of yours, which makes a little blush bloom on his face. he is vocal when it comes to telling you “i love you” and will say it to you at least 3 times a day. when you come back from an expedition in the mid east, he will be waiting for you in the train station with a big sign that says “welcome home y/n” and a bouquet of roses.
S is for Support- are they helping their s/o achieve their goals? do they believe in them?
porco thinks you should go for whatever makes you happy. he doesn’t exactly know how to help, but he will give you words of encouragement- like “you’re doing so well babe!” or “i love how you’re so determined, keep it up!” he truly does believe you can achieve whatever goal you’re working towards, he has a lot of faith in you.
T is for Thrill- do they need to try out new things to spice out your relationship? or do they prefer a certain routine?
porco loves change, and he would like a new way of doing things. it can be anything from going to a different place for dinner or waking up at a different time, he just wants things to always be different. he values thrill and spice to your relationship, it’s a key element to dating him.
U is for Understanding- how good do they know their partner? are they empathetic?
he will slowly learn more about you throughout your relationship, but empathy is something he needs to work on. every new bit of information he learns about his parter surprises him, and he makes a mental note of it to use for later. empathy is different though, because of his tough guy exterior he didn’t find empathy easy in the beginning. in fact, the first time you vented to him he said something along the lines of “well? get over it. it’s not worth dwelling on it.” when you ran off crying, from then on he made sure to never say that again.
V is for Value- how important is the relationship to them? what is it’s worth in comparison to other things in their life?
your relationship is one of the reasons why he keeps fighting with the war going on. he wants to have that future with you and live a peaceful life after, so in a way it’s a priority.
W is for Wild Card- a random fluff headcanon.
porco is a blanket hog when you go to sleep together. he doesn’t realize it but after he starts to sleep, he will grab the blanket and roll himself in it so that he’s in a blanket burrito and your shivering on the other side. he also snores very loudly. if you wake him up to tell him he will begrudgingly give you some of the blanket, but then he gets cold. he will cling to you the entire night in an effort to keep warm.
X is for XOXO- are they very affectionate? do they love to kiss and cuddle?
porco is a cuddle bug once you get to know him. he especially loves to cuddle in bed or on the couch. he loves it when you fall asleep on him so he can see how pretty your face is when you sleep. porco kisses you many times per day. on the neck, lips, cheek, collarbone, hand, anywhere he can have access to. he loves it when you kiss him back and leave a hickey or love bite.
Y is for Yearning- how will they cope when they’re missing their partner?
he will try to keep in contact with their partner and keep something of theirs by his side always until they come back. if the time is okay, he will write you letters and expect you to write one back saying that you’re alright. he will grab a t shirt you wore out of the hamper and sleep with it for the night because it smells like you. he also might cry a little because he misses you, and he will shed a tear once you come back home with the biggest hug and kiss.
Z is for Zeal- are they willing to go to great lenghts for the relationship? if so, what kind of?
porco would go lengths for the relationship, especially if your life was on the line. he would do everything in his power to make sure you’re safe and comfortable. this is lowkey funny but if you two were in immediate danger, he would let you ride on the back of his titan while he runs to safety. he would sacrifice his life for you as well.
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hollowandmerciless · 3 years
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So it was a love story after all
One of the things that has been said over the years about Attack on Titan is that it had no romance. Isayama, was the general consensus, didn’t write a love story. AOT is not about ships. It’s about the nature of humanity, about hatred, about racism and the will to survive. It’s got its roots in Norse mythology, in real life events from the recent past and a more ancient past. But love and romance, so everyone thought, never had a place in this story.
How wrong we all were.
As it turns out, Eren’s motivation for everything he did was always his eternal and undying love for Mikasa.
Here’s where I stumble.
I never saw any convincing signs of Eremika in this story. I didn’t like their dynamics in the first place – Eren seemed annoyed with her a lot of the time, or at best consider her his adopted sister – and what really rubbed me the wrong way during the entirety of the story was Mikasa’s unhealthy obsession with Eren. Yes, he saved her, and yes, she’s an Ackerman, who are known for their intense bonding to their host (although this was a false assumption as well, according to Zeke), but her obsession was unhealthy and annoying to the point that I was unable to see her character development or her actions. 
Her looks didn’t make her special to me (contrary to a lot of male fans I encountered on social media and irl), to me she was just one of the characters, albeit a rather uninteresting one, so I wasn’t paying as much attention to her as they did – we all pay most attention to our favourites (which in my case are Eren and Levi and to a lesser extent Hanji and Connie), and as a result I may have been blind for any character development she had. 
Maybe it’s because I’m a woman and I feel like she’s one of those poorly written -“the man is my only goal in life” -women. Women who in a story solely seem to exist as an appendage to the main character and have no life or will of their own. Eren and Mikasa were, in my opinion, never equals in this story.
I know many people do see Mikasa’s character development, and do see meaningful interactions between Eren and her, but I’m sorry, I can’t see them unless I use a microscope, and I think this is the main flaw in Isayama’s writing: with all the twists and foreshadowing (which I so thoroughly enjoyed), some hints he left are way too small, while some of his red herrings are too in your face to ignore. 
It also feels like Isayama changed the ending too often and forgot about a lot of foreshadowings along the way.
This is why it feels that we’re left with so many plot holes – if you read closely, there aren’t many, but the red herrings were sprinkled so abundantly throughout the story that we may have expected way too much. The origins of the Ackermans, the importance of Historia’s’ baby and “who is the father”, Zeke’s presumed 4D chess and Eren’s 5D chess, the Underground cities as protection against the rumbling, what caused the titan forest trees to grow so large, what happened 854 years ago in the year 0, Reiner heavily being foreshadowed to become the new Helos, what is the Hallucigenia thing, where did it come from and how does it create titans, where did Ymir’s first titan come from if there was no one in PATHS yet to build it – we don’t need all these answers, but somehow Isayama made us believe there was more to this than there actually was, and that’s why many of us feel robbed of the ending we wanted or expected.
The Historia storyline bothers me the most. The dynamics between her and Eren were much more interesting and realistic than those between Mikasa and Eren. To begin with, they were equals. Whatever happened, they always had each other’s backs. So it made sense to me that Eren had at least something to do with her choice to have a baby, especially because he was so vocal against it. Instead, she too married a guy who hadn’t been particularly nice to her in the past and nothing of it had anything to do with Eren or his plans, or their shared memories of previous founders. 
Parallels between OG Ymir and Historia seemed abundant, but apparently, in the end, we were supposed to see an essential parallel between Ymir and Mikasa. Her Stockholm-syndrome-love for the first King Fritz felt like a sort of deus ex machina (and yes, if you reread chapter 122 there were hints, but so scarce, so small, that they didn’t seem to hold much significance).
I find the fact that OG Ymir needed to see someone break loose from the clutches of obsessive love in front of her own eyes to finally break loose from her own love for Fritz a bit far-fetched, especially since I consider that this is what the entire story hinges on.
(Now we do understand why Isayama had Levi so severely wounded in chapter 114 (the explosion). Had he been fit, then he had most likely been the Ackerman who killed Eren (because this has been foreshadowed too, multiple times) – and that wasn’t supposed to happen. It had to be Mikasa, or else OG Ymir wouldn’t understand how to break loose from her bond.
Another thing that bothered me was Eren’s sudden confession of his love for Mikasa to Armin. Like I said, I found the Eremika dynamics particularly uninteresting, so this confession felt very unnatural and far-fetched to me – but, again, this is what the entire story is built upon. 
He does what he does for them, specifically for her.
It’s actually kind of sad that some fan theories were better/more interesting than the canon ending, but Isayama is the creator of this story and we’ll have to accept his ending – I do know that the more I’ve been rereading the final chapter, the less it bothers me how the story wrapped up. I might even come to like it, and when I reread the full story (which I will certainly do, I LOVE this story) I’ll pay more attention to the small hints Isayama sprinkled between the lines for us about the love Eren felt for Mikasa, to see if his words in 139 will finally make sense to me.
For now, Eren’s motives don’t feel real or grounded. If he’d cried about the millions (billions?) of deaths he’d caused instead of about Mikasa, it would have made more sense in the grand scheme of things. He’d cry for the lives he’s taken, and for the realisation that it has all been in vain, because the ones he tried to protect so that they can live long and happy lives, will now be consumed with grief and survivor’s guilt.
Still, could any of this have gone differently?
No.
Eren was rightfully desperate when he, from behind the bars of his cell, yelled at Hanji if there was another way. Because there wasn’t.
The irony was that Eren always fought for freedom, but all his life he had been a slave to his own destiny. He was unable to change the future, and could only try to influence it. Or else, as Kruger said, this cycle would repeat itself, again and again.
All in all I feel there was more to this story than what we got, it could have gone deeper, more foreshadowing could have paid off instead of being a red herring.
A bittersweet ending
Levi surviving and finally getting closure with the knowledge that this was what all of his old SC friends died for, brought me to tears. And that smoke, was that the disappearing of his Ackerstrength? 
The frame where he travels the world with his carers/adopted children Gabi and Falco and his new best friend Onyankopon (friend? lover? just look at that glance they share) made me so happy that this is now the desktop background of my laptop.
(I hope they’ll travel to the AOT equivalent of the UK so he can finally enjoy some decent black tea)
To me, at least this part was sweet. The rest: bitter, even the fates of the Alliance members. This is a story with an open ending. We don’t know if they’ll succeed on their peace mission, we don’t know what the Yaegerists will accomplish, we don’t know what the rest of the world will do; all options are open again, but maybe that is the point. Eren never meant to end the hatred, there’s no fighting the nature of humans. Erwin knew this already: mankind won’t stop fighting among themselves until there’s only one person left. 
Eren’s goal was to end the titan era, and at the cost of his own life and that of 80% of humanity, he succeeded. 
Learning that Eren, who held freedom in such high regards, was a slave to his own destiny all along was painful and ironic, but in a way he lives on as a bird, finally free, finally Vogel aus dem Käfig.
Thank you, Isayama.
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cloudy-leonhart · 3 years
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hi hello!! can i request the marleyan warriors with an asian s/o? preferably from east asia (china, japan, korea, etc!) if you can’t do all the warriors that’s fine, maybe just annie, reiner, + porco! tysm in advance <3
Ahh!! My first request!! I don’t know much about Korean and Chinese culture, so im sorry if some things are false, I will be going by things i researched and things i know of the culture, I hope I do good! 💖
please note my requests are open!!
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Annie, Reiner and Porco with an Asian S/O!!
Summary: AOT with an Asian S/O!!
Gender Neutral Reader.
Recommended Song: たぶん by YOASOBI.
TW: Swearing.
Theme: fluff, Modern AU.
Characters: Reiner, Annie, Porco.
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Reiner Braun
He met you when he was on vacation with Annie in South Korea, he was struggling to read some words in Korean and you felt bad since he looked like a lost puppy not being able to understand the words.
He tries hard to respect your guys’ culture, he makes mistakes here and there but he’s doing a good job!
He doesn’t really know how you guys can eat food so spicy- he could barely finish his tteokbokki, he does praise you for eating spicy food.
You wanted to marry him, and both of you wanted to marry in your country, so both of you married twice. One in Korea, and one in his country. 
He needed help with his Hanbok, he looked very handsome in one, especially since he’s tall.
he knows of some words in Korean, he can keep a small conversation going, but he does need help on writing.
Korean kids love him!! You can hear a few Reiner-oppa or Ajusshi time to time.
He likes going to Korean BBQ spots with you, he loves the smell and probably finishes the left over meat you couldn’t finish.
His favourite food to order in some resturaunts, are cheese balls, he just likes the taste.
He doesn’t listen much to Korean music, he’s a little basic, but he loves listening to kpop, his favourite group is probably seventeen, I can’t see him knowing the dance, but I can see him knowing a few moves.
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Porco Galliard
He kinda found out when you went to a takeout restaurant to order some of your culture’s food, he finds it attractive watching you speak Chinese.
He kinds tries to say some words but he probably butchers most of it. the only words he knows how to say is “how are you?” and “Have a good day!”.
You convinced him to put on a Changshan. He looked very hot, you both went to an event with him in a Changshan and every girl probably came up to flirt with him, in response you’re a little hesitant to go to chinese parties.
You know when elders would give red packets to teens and young children? Yeah he tried to get money from your elders. Everyone was laughing at him acting like a young child asking for money.
He likes to be around your family alot, he loves cooking with them or just as simple as singing Chinese songs with you and your mom.
He got sick one time and asked your mom for any medicine and she handed him a tiger balm-
yes he was shocked that it worked. 
Also you know that one remedy you drink that was kinda like a potion where your mom threw anything she knew had a restorative property? Yeah your mom made him drink that too, and downed it with the strawberry bon bon your family always have lying around.
He likes to sleep on the floor with you, you know one of those mats you put on the ground and like when you ask your mom why she’s laying on the ground and she’s like “it’s good for my back.” and she ends up falling asleep? yeah those mats. Both of you sleep on the ground like that.
Your mom has a ton of pics of you guys sleeping on the ground.
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Annie Leonhart
Annie was basically begged to go to Korea with Reiner, like what I said in the filipino headcanons, she’s a very fast learners, so I can see Annie knowing how to keep a long conversation and is perfectly fine in Korea, she’s basically Reiner’s translator.
I can see her using kpop dances as a form of exercise, she prefers types of dances like Red Velvet or KARD.
She likes to eat kimchi, like a LOT of kimchi, she makes it with your family, your mother always tells you about how much of a natural she is in making kimchi. 
Your family loves when she comes over, your siblings love her, they basically consider her as a sister.
It’s a little annoying when some Ajusshi’s do talk about you guys behind your backs, because Annie isn’t Korean.
You guys don’t bother acknowledging them because you guys are cool like that. 
You will probably find her at a tteokbokki stand eating fish cakes.
Favourite Kpop group? KARD. definitely.
she will watch kdramas with you if you ask. She actually doesn’t mind.
she sings Korean songs so well, she’s awesome like that :P But genuinely people always crowd around her whenever she’s singing.
she praises you for a clean room, it’s always so clean and organized, she feels like she can find anything in your room.
You will never get this woman in a Hanbok, it’s just not possible.
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