#autistic ava is strong in this one

[linilunilumi]

Schloss Einstein Staffel 26 Rewatch pt. XII

Folge 1048 & 1049

Bin ich eigentlich die einzige Person, die hinter Frau Amanis Geheimnis noch was anderes erwartet hat? "Warum musstest du eigentlich in der Schule schlafen?" - "Ähh", zögert, "weil ich aus meiner Wohnung ausziehen musste und nicht so schnell eine neue gefunden hab." Ich war mir sicher, dass es entweder a) eine Lüge war und eigentlich noch ein anderer Grund hinter ihrem Verhalten steckt. b) es nur die halbe Wahrheit war und sie zum Beispiel wegen ihrer Herkunft und ihrem Glauben keine Wohnung bekommt. Aber dann wurde einfach nie wieder darauf eingegangen lol.

So sehr ich Julia auch liebe und die Story um sie, Ava und Patrick gelungen finde - die Szenen, in denen Julia Patrick schreibt, sind wirklich so unangenehm zu schauen. Da konzentriere ich mich dann doch lieber auf meine best friends (die ich schon zu lange nicht mehr erwähnt habe eheh)

dass Noah später aber nach Colins Geruchsproben riecht? lvflsdjlsdfj

Und auch Noahs und Avas kurze gemeinsame Szene liebe ich, die beiden sind ein tolles Duo. Ich freue mich, in Staffel 27 mehr von den beiden zu sehen (auch wenn sie sich da scheinbar erstmal ein wenig in die Haare kriegen werden-) Ava verdient einfach allgemein auch noch mehr appreciation <3 (und Mia auch, die letzte Szene der Folge hat mir das Herz gebrochen)

Und dann die einzige Szene, die aus Folge 1049 wichtig ist (über den Rest sprechen wir nicht...) :

Iconic! ohne die Szene würde ich die Folge nicht überleben Mich würde aber schon interessieren, was Joel denn nicht sagen wollte... "Ich will ja nichts sagen, aber..." ... Noah ist ein Junge? ... Noah ist ein Idiot? ... ich wäre der viel bessere boyfriend?

"Aber wie schaffe ich's, dass er nicht wieder wegläuft?" - "Ist das nicht der Punkt am Vertrauen?" Ja Noah, guck mal wer da spricht!!

#schloss einstein #staffel 26 rewatch #autistic ava is strong in this one #nein noah das ist nicht okay #küssen unter zimmernachbarn ist kein großes ding #avas gaydar täuscht sich nie

[fuchsadler]

Schloss Einstein autistic headcanons of mine

I try and go like chronologically (and I'll ignore the one canonically autistic person). Remember these are just my headcanons and you can have different opinions on that.

Philip Schwehrs

Felix Kindermann

Alva Rehbein

Fabienne Hoods

Joel Lucas

Ava Eilers

Philip Schwehrs

He's basically your autistic stereotype. White boy who is a maths genius. Maths is also his special interest and he even states at one point: "Maths books are more interesting than any crime novel, you gotta solve each case for yourself."

Felix Kindermann

Though less stereotypical than Philip, still pretty much an autistic stereotype. White boy with photographic memory and a special interest in space. He even gets called "Professor" by his peers quite a lot for his extensive knowledge.

Alva Rehbein

Alva is a quiet girl who gets along with pretty much everyone. Her special interest are herbs and she tastes even the slightest differences in recipes. She also has a strong sense of justice.

Fabienne Hoods

Fabienne is a girl who likes routine and is quickly annoyed with loud noises. Her special interest is running, which she does competitively and she gets really annoyed if people don't take it as seriously as she does.

Joel Lucas

Joel doesn't really get along with his peers and is very focused on his routine, annoying his roommates each morning with his half-hour long yoga sessions. Also the first people he tries to connect with aren't his peers but the teachers, indicating that he gets along better with adults.

Ava Eilers

Ava has a special interest in gaming and tinkering on bikes. She also has an emotional bond with her bike, which she named Lily. I also guess that Ava has quite a bit of sensory issues, for she always runs around with headphones, either on or at least in reach.

#schloss einstein #headcanons #headcanon #autistic headcanon #ava eilers #joel lucas #fabienne hoods #alva rehbein #felix kindermann #philip schwehrs

[moidicidal]

hi i’m ava ✡️ 👑🌤 this is my un-crypto sideblog. i’m bisexual, i like anime, cooking and exercise a sane, average amount. late diagnosed autistic (normal about it). may make english mistakes. it’s because i do not care about speaking it correctly. lol.

my stances:

general feminism:

- anti porn, anti sex trade. i am a sex trade exploitation survivor (camming, among other things starting as a minor)

- anti beauty culture. anti shaving. anti makeup (working on breaking my addiction). pro sunscreen.

- pro women getting strong as possible through physical exercise 💪

- pro female separatism but not one myself (sadly.)

- we need more domestic violence and rape shelters as well as women specific homeless shelters, and hospital wards. especially in peripheral/semi peripheral countries.

- misandry does not mean anything to me. or anyone with intelligence

- more support and attention paid to women with drug addictions. we are often experiencing homelessness, sex trafficking or exploitation, abuse, femicide and cop abuse or prison time

- still learning more about feminism and loving the ride.

trans stuff:

- first i have listened to transwomen. i’ve dated them. i have been raped by them. i have been hit and called names and harassed by them. and i’ve fucking had enough of being told to listen to them when their community swept mine and other women’s abuse under the carpet and has NEVER listened to us. so don’t fucking tell me to listen to transwomen 💜

- adult human female (sex that has the potential to create large gametes) = woman and vice versa with males obviously.

- men out of women’s spaces. all of them. by force if necessary.

- LGB/T. trans people are included if they are SSA. and acknowledge sex as a real, unchanging reality.

- idk how i feel about transition. probably fine over 18 and mentally healthy. recognizing your sex can’t change is part of being mentally healthy BTW

- i support third spaces for transgender people (like prisons, bathrooms, changing rooms, ect.)

politics aside from feminism:

- i am a marxist leninist. i am not interested in debating this. capitalism is a women’s rights issue. i ❤️ dialectal materialism.

- anti racism, pro centering black and indigenous women. pro centering women from the global south.

- FREE PALESTINE, CEASEFIRE NOW 🇵🇸 *and* anti jew hate, it will be called out when seen. nazi comparisons get blocked. there’s other nationalist groups more similar, you know that. basically be a compassionate, empathetic person.

- ableism is a serious issue, disabled women should be able to share their experiences more freely.

- more to add when i think of it lol

#radblr #feminism

[90s-html-lesbians]

beatrice hcs pt 1

- nonbinary autistic butch

- mainly uses she/her pronouns & neutral gendered terms for herself, but loves when people use different pronouns or gendered terms when referring to her

- sweet tooth

- take her food recommendations with a grain of salt, she can and does have great taste in food a lot, but she’s also still british, so it’s 50/50

- strong + healthy, but not chiseled and she’s more insecure about that than she’d like to admit

- not the cause of it, but knowing/thinking that ava’s type is obviously muscular people ala michael doesn’t help at times either

- type of person who fine listening to most about any music, even if she does have her own preferences

- loves loves loves her documentaries, she gets cranky when she doesn’t get in her allotted amount of documentaries for the week

- technically listens to podcasts but mostly when she’s trying to fall asleep

- Doesn’t really get most current memes, but has studied up throughly on a select few just to drop and use them in casual conversation to fuck with people

- often does math problems to calm down when sparring isn’t an option

- hates most movies marketed as a “historical piece” or set in a specific time period because her brain just keeps noticing all the historical inaccuracies

- on one hand, loves being bigger and taller than ava because she loves to wrap ava up from behind and just rest her head on her

- on the other hand, sometimes hates being and taller than ava because she doesn’t often get to have the experience of wearing her gf’s clothes that are slightly too large for her :(

#warrior nun #sister beatrice #headcanons #hcs #wn

[shiftingwithava]

𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐚 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐬 𝐢'𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐝𝐫

dr: chris evans youngest sister

a/n: this was not posted by me, it was posted by chris in this dr. my origin story is based on a dream that i had when i was stuck on my backstory. i didn't script that i made this, but i thought it was one of the sweetest things ever, and wanted to include it on the blog. *picture is not mine, it is from pinterest and the closest one i could find to the one he actually used (it actually included all my older siblings and i) tagging @natashasera

chrisevans tagged: avabug, scottevansgram

liked by octaviaspencer, scottevansgram, and 2,379,802 others chrisevans I know I’m not the most open person in the world when it comes to my family, but I think it’s important that I tell you about the worst thing I’ve done in my entire life. 

This right here is my little sister Avalea, Ava for short. She was born February 23rd, 2006, when I was 28 years old. To say that I wasn’t shocked to become a big brother again at almost 30 would be a lie, but it didn’t make me love them any less. She was the most beautiful baby I had ever laid eyes on, and I vowed to protect them with my life. 

I didn’t do that. When she was 3, I got the role of Captain America, and the day I started preproduction also marks the day I disappeared from their life completely. 

I completely lost touch with her. Even when I was in front of them, I wasn’t present. I wasn’t the brother they needed, more importantly, I wasn’t the brother she deserved. Even during quarantine when I was just down the road, I never made an effort to see them and rationalized it by telling myself it was to keep her and her immune system that isn’t as strong as mine safe.

A week ago, I had just finished filming Ghosted, and was getting ready to fly to Orlando for a family vacation, and see my little sister for the first time in over 2 years. Then, my flight was cancelled. A little annoying, but nothing that my Ma couldn’t solve. It was decided I would ride down with her, Ava and Scott. 

I felt instant guilt when I saw her again. They’d grown so much, and I’d missed it. She wasn’t the toddler I’d left behind, they were a teenager. A beautiful 16 year old who barely knew me. No longer was she the sweet little 6 month old that I took to L.A. during preproduction for Silver Surfer, and bought her too many designer clothes and she definitely wouldn’t look at Tigger like he was nuts when we went to Disneyland on that trip. 

I knew I’d fucked up big time, but I didn’t know how to fix it. I thought that if I was just myself, everything would be fine, so I did just that. 

What I didn’t realize was in my “being myself” I was sending her into sensory overload, and then a meltdown. 

One of the most important things I missed in my years without her was that they have ADHD and are possibly autistic. Ma mentioned it to me a few times, but it flew over my head that was preoccupied with everything but my baby sister who needed me. We were in the hotel room in Nashville a few nights ago, and I was trying to make her laugh. I had been messing around with Scott, and decided to poke them to coax out a smile. 

It had the opposite effect. They were immediately sent into a meltdown, all because of my absence, ignorance, and attempt to make her happy. Being absent, I’d never seen her meltdowns and shut downs, and I won’t say that it wasn’t a shock when they kicked and pushed Scott away. 

Ma came in a moment later and took over, and all I could do to help was hand her their weighted blanket. I felt useless, but what made me feel

like the worst human in the world was when Ma asked her to say thank you to me for the blanket in an attempt to calm her down and get her breathing in check. She shook her head, and said no. When Ma asked her why they said “because he doesn’t like me. He’s never wanted to spend time with me and he probably hates me so why should I say thank you when it won’t mean anything to him?” 

I knew instantly I’d messed up beyond repair. I’d made them think I hated them. That I didn’t care, that I didn’t want to spend time with them, when that was far from the truth. 

My sweet, sweet, Avabug. I love you more than anything. When I see you, my heart explodes with love for you. You and I used to be best buddies. You were my baby girl. I’m not a dad, I don’t know if I will ever be a dad, but you made me feel like one. I’d never felt such happiness and love before you, and I haven’t experienced it with anyone else but you. I completely failed you sweetheart. I made you feel worthless and unloved. I made you think I hated you, when that was far from the truth.  You are my entire world. You always have been. I wish that you could read my mind because if yoj did, you’d be able to see and hear everything. Even when I was absent, I never stopped loving you. I never stopped rooting for you. I was here, separated from you, but waiting for those messages from Ma, Carly, Shanna, and Scott telling me that you won your dance competition. I was on the other side of the world, trying to compose a happy birthday message to you, but failing because I didn’t have the words. Because I didn’t know you. I am so sorry for what I did, my darling. I’ve had so many chances to fix this and I haven’t, and for that I apologize. Just looking at you, sound asleep next to me, while I type this is making me wish I actually was Steve Rogers so I could go back in time and fix the mess I’ve made. I love you, my sweet Avalea. you’re my bubba, my sweetheart, my baby. I’m going to try and fix this, no matter what that takes. I love you, my sweet baby girl. 💙

#natashasera #shifting community #shifting realities #ava's a shifter #shifting #shifting to my dr #shifting help #chris evans fluff #chris evans x reader #chris evans imagine #chris evans x y/n #chris evans x sister!reader

[lil-space-king]

Random Story Rambling

I would make this private but I wanna share it with my bf.

This is a modern superhero AU (w/ some angel/demon shit blended in)

Orion is a hero with a crazy backstory. He was born into a cult worshipping a god from ancient times - a smaller star deity who yearns for power.

This star deity demanded strict obedience in exchange for eternal life and his following worked to allow him access to the mortal world.

At some point the god - still not able to access their realm, *is* able to impregnate one of the women.

Orion is then born - under the expectation that some dark ritual will take place on his eighteenth birthday allowing his father to come to life with his heir's help as he reaches adulthood or some crap.

Orion is a curious, indomitable child. His mother disciplined him constantly and cruelly, demanding he is the perfect child and religious follower, but Orion strived against the odds.

At around eight years old, he pickpocketed a flip phone from someone at a convenience store and gained access to the internet without anyone knowing. He kept it successfully hidden from his mother's watchful eye.

He also began to gain powers from his heavenly ancestry - angel wings he could summon at will, high resistance to injury and pain, unnatural strength and speed, and the power to speak and compel animals.

When he was 16 he escaped the compound.

The cult was located in Australia, and in an attempt to not be found, he had purchased himself a one-way ticket on an airplane going to NYC or smth. (He earned the money through a series of online scams that targeted very creepy men).

In NYC he hops around from homeless shelter to homeless shelter and crappy job to crappy job, but he eventually found a loving (queer) community that accepted him and gained a myriad of friends and roommates.

At first, he tries to stay low-key and out of the way, but the rising villains of the city compel him to help. He cares too much. He also has a very black-and-white sense of justice (cough he's autistic cough) stepping in even when the law will not but never killing. His cool superhero name is Arkangel.

He has a whole rogue gallery, but I want to focus on one villainous duo in particular.

Artemis AKA Ava Mcintosh is a highly-trained highly-skilled archer, hunter, bow smith, arrowsmith, engineer, and survivalist. Most of her villainy is killing whoever the highest bidder wants her to.

Ava grew up with in NYC with her mother and father in a very idyllic life, until her father was a civilian casualty of some random and cruel act of violence. This was highly traumatizing for her, of course, and she became overly protective of her mother. Going as far as to dabble in gang activity to ensure protection.

When she was 14, her mother married a new man - with Ava's blessing of course. He was a harmless, sweet, academic type who she felt the same strong protection for when he started teaching her about engineering.

But, he was also a single parent, bringing his own daughter into the family union as well. Her name was Minerva, she was Ava's new stepsister and though she was a very weird little girl Ava soon grow to love, protect, and work for her.

Minerva was not human, and unlike Orion, she didn't really have any way to hide it. Orion can summon and dispel his wings at will.

Minerva can't do anything about the horns growing out of her head.

Minerva's father is a sweet, harmless man, but he's also an obsessive academic and he spent years studying the occult until he got in contact with a minor demon. He began exchanging sacrifices for some magical powers.

The two also began sharing a very strong emotional connection, they fell in love and then some greek mythology shit happened.

Their love produced an heir, but not in the traditional way. A child was formed from their bond and sprouted from the head of her father. That's how Minerva earned her name! (The roman equivalent of Athena)

From day one, Minerva was intelligent beyond her years. She was able to walk, talk, read, and write, far younger than any of her peers. It wasn't long before her father began personally tutoring her in all manners of study. Plus, it was easier that way as opposed to sending her to school where people would ostracise her for having horns and a demon mother.

(When Minerva was still young, her father cut off contact with her mother, realizing how she would take advantage of her daughter for her own personal gain. He wants to protect her above all else). Later he meets, falls in love with, and marries Ava's mom of course.

Minerva and Ava got along quickly, being both intelligent girls lacking any genuine friendship. They form a strong bond as sisters and friends.

As Minerva grew into adulthood, she gained 7 doctorates and very powerful demonic mind control powers. Her power comes mainly in the form of hypnosis where the victim has to stare into her eyes and lose to the force of her will. (it is possible to assert enough mental focus to deflect it).

She uses her intelligence to assert her will. She is autistic and similarly to Orion, has very black-and-white thinking. She believes that science points to the right answers, and everything else should be ignored. Everything for the pursuit of science.

Minerva has high empathy and low sympathy. She views everything from a very logical viewpoint, so she really only crimes as a means to an end. (the ultimate goal is to 'fix society' how she wants).

She kidnaps someone- only to use as a test subject. Once shes done they can be free to go if they survive.

She robs a bank- only as much as she needs to fund her next endeavor. The government denied her grant for some reason.

She heists national artifacts - she needed to examine them for her research into the occult.

Ava is right behind her, ready to protect her 'little sister' and Minerva utilizes her physical skills where she lacks. Together they terrorize NYC (or whatever I said) with only Orion to stop them.

(By the way Minerva's seven doctorates are botany, history, anthropology, psychology, engineering, medicine, and law).

Now here comes the spicy part! I don't know if I mentioned before, but Orion is hot as hell, and constantly in need of money (heroism doesn't pay!) Heroic Arkangel by day, by night Orion is a sex worker.

(By the way at this point in the timeline Minerva and Orion are probably around 28 and 27).

And Minerva is a person too busy for romance or intimacy, but not too busy to let of some steam and she's got money to spare. d

Orion's place of business isn't the most reputable in the world. It's clean and treats its employees well, but it's a place that caters to the lowest of low in NYC including a certain demonic villain. With the infamy Minerva has gained - no one would dare ask about the horns or turn her away from their place of business.

Minerva has no alter ego or hidden identity - she's just Minerva Porter - and Orion knows her. He ducks into the kitchen, scared she might have deduced his identity and come here to face off.

But as he watched her, hidden, she calmly walked towards the manager, asked a few questions, and walked with him to the back- to one of the lady's rooms. He wasn't even on her radar.

She was like clockwork, she came in once every week, Wednesday nights. She walked in the door at 9:30 and walked out of it at 11:30. Always the same girl. And she never noticed him clocking her movements.

It was something of a relief - at least he knew for those hours she wouldn't be causing an emergency for him to respond to. But eventually his curiosity got the best of him.

He found a way to discreetly, or as discreetly as Orion is capable of, to ask Minerva's weekly 'date' what the woman was like.

"Oh, Minerva? She's... rough. She's given me a couple bruises! But," She shrugged, "She's a good client, listens to safewords, and pays well. Just gotta pretend I haven't just watched the news that morning."

Orion had laughed along with her and did his best to push down any thoughts about *that* that arose when he was trying to disarm a toxin bomb she was letting loose in the town hall.

The thoughts only got louder when she started watching him.

Orion doesn't have a lot of repeat customers (because his superhero gig often leaves him with a very inconsistent schedule). A lot of the time he's in the box.

The box is his club's voyeurism chamber where employees have sex with clients and certain members can watch.

Minerva had never even given him a second glance, but maybe that day her usual was running late - because right in the middle of stripping for the crowd, he saw her standing there staring at him with dark brown eyes that bored into his soul.

Her expression was neutral but incessant. Every time he looked over, she met his gaze unwaveringly. It unnerved him as much as it intrigued him, was she really all she seemed?

From that specific week on, Minerva began to arrive fifteen minutes earlier, to go to the box. Sometimes, Orion wasn't there in which case she'd get a drink, but if he was she would take the time to watch his performance.

Orion's feelings became a complicated mess as the woman he feared and fought, also became the woman whose attention he looked forward to.

One day, she didn't come to the box, and Orion's heart sank, had she changed her routine? Gotten bored? Halfway through his performance, his manager knocked on the door, asking him if he was willing to take a client whose date had called in sick- she had specifically asked for Orion and was willing to pay time and a half.

As Orion walked into the room to see Minerva's dark eyes staring back at him, it became clear things were going to get a lot more complicated.

#minerva #orion #my ocs #superhero au #i went feral and wrote this for like 3 hours #its much too long and I COULD WRITE MORE #but im tired #and I need my boyfriend to see this now!!!

[hydralisk98]

Servitor notes for March 2023 [WIP]

(Data-Processing-System Guide & Meta-Narrative Paracosm of Klara Kér)

PREFACE

As a transfem queer autistic INTJ, I feel like writing my very own fictional world, alongside its documentation, adventure/mystery stories and all things meta-narrative / shared universe design* would be a great use of my time, at least whilst I still got plenty to go by.

So I am gonna summarize to you somewhat what is described in my reality scripting + fictional worldbuilding documents got as I continuously revise them for easier reading and stronger manifestation. It still connects with the other things I write down on this blog, just in a subtler and more implicit manner.

It probably will be a cozy van add-venture across the planet that Angora is, as to document that alternative world as of its 46th century into a analog encyclopedia. Using a erudite fem autistic protagonist & her social interpreter synthetic "serf" as the core characters to focus onto, I will emulate my dream life.

And as to show you my worldview and provide some constructive value* back to this world of ours, I will divide this into several lists, grouped into four categories (approximately).

Personal life ( @hydralisk98 )

Klara "Olive" Kér

Born on August 1st 4496

Currently at 24yo

Long life cycle expanded to ~400-600 years

Female, hourglass & curvy, body

she/her pronouns

Androgynous soft grunge + solarfunk wardrobe

~ 60-64kg weight

~ 5'8" tall

Autistic & ADD

INTJ

Leo/Lepio astrology sign

Regional lingua franca being Shoshoni, which I speak

Also speaking Samoan, Assyrian, Iranian, Hungarian, Berber, German, French, English... and probably more. I do not know all or most languages, unlike both my mother and Ava who are really ahead of me in this field.

I sometimes communicate with my mom in Utchwe, a dying language akin to classical Latin but closer to Celtic languages and with a long written tradition of the liturgical type. (May as well pretend it is some Quenya written in Tengwar or something like biblical Hebrew, not exactly but it is close enough to bear the similarity usual function-wise)

Living in Maskoch, soon to move to my very own appartment block close by.

Falah Becker as mother, successful erudite as a linguist and philosopher woman with a very gentle and soft meta-physical-ish approach to life to aspire to. Also speaks so many more tongues than even I, but does share a dying language mostly in between me and her kinda like a open secret or a closely-knitted community language.

Gustav Hayden as father, handsome warm software developer that stays sensible and balanced in his caring of his family. Also likes and helps with my independent tech hardware collecting & discovery endeavors.

Wyatt Hayden as younger brother

Deno Hayden as twin brother

Shoshona, my freshly acquired 1-year old black "Turkish Angora" breed housecat,

Skills, accomplishments, powers & knowledge

Being a part-time bookstore clerk for my teenage years

Being a autonomous Utalics cooperative's junior employee as of 4520

Graduating from University as a technically-inclined writer and multimedia designer doctorate-tier program (history, philosophy, linguistics and profound data analyst + computation doctorate with extras in VLSI low-level hardware & high-level software development classes)

True Polymorph

Chronokinesis

Data privacy

FLOSS enthusiast

Neue GeoSyndicalism activism

Hyper-learning & careful yet strong mindset

Awesome creative & technical writing and documentation writing skills

Keeping a loose journal around every weekday

Legal advantage, morphological freedoms and erudite world-class citizenship

Access to subliminals and its wholesome community online

Material possessions

Ava, the synthetic social interpreter serf I personally "own"

Electricity-powered retro Volkswagen Beetle

Bicycle

Nineveh DSi

Nineveh 48M

SUYA DreamVast

iMac 24" M1 architecture

Hitachi '14 home workstation running Tango

eFuna 12 Mini 144G

EBM Thinkpad P52 two-in-one

SPARC Luna Voyager (retro UVAW operating system)

DECmate III with dedicated disk drive unit

HP-15 programmer / financial calculator

ePod Shuffle compressed OGG player

Laserdisc deck

45rpm vinyl turntable

AMD Ryzen + RTX 4090 gaming desktop full-tower

Wuxia retro-build Y2K computer

RSS feed ticker

ePaper portrait display

Square programmable logic modules

Custom Lisp expanded layout mechanical keyboard with assorted large deskmat and optical mice

Beaglebone Black embedded linux SBC

Pinephone Pro Explorer Edition

StarFighter laptop

Reading nook

Keychain charms

Backpack

Personal identity card display

2560x1440 24" monitors

DVR

VCR

MiniDisc deck

Corel VideoStudio Ultimate

Adobe Animate

Spline

ProCreate

Figma

Nokia 8810

KaiOS dumbphone

Slide & film projector

35mm analog cameras

Gachapon vending machine

Retro hobby computing magazines

Edison Cylinders jukebox

VT-320 smooth scrolling smooth terminal

Volkcomputer

Sol-20

VIC-20

BUILD2

Quake1

Qodot

Blender

Vector sector fontmap GIS game

PLATO V TUTOR

PhantomOS

URAL

ALGOL-68

RC2014

MegaOCEAN agent-driven simulation kit

Earpuffs

Gloves

Gauntlets

Headphones

Custom face-masks

Scripting scenarios

?

Narrative scenes

?

Socio-economical factors

?

Current societal context

?

Grand scale history

?

SUPPLEMENTS + NOTE-WORTHY MEDIA + HYPERLINKS

Safety affirmations:

I am safe from any and all harm

I shift safely and within decent ethical bounds

I can easily return back to my current reality when things escalate

I am appreciated and loved by everybody

Shifting always goes well

All possible dangers of my experience are now entirely gone

[...]

POSTFACE

[...]

#maskutchew #maskoch #16^12 #servitor #soft warm retro grunge-y aesthetic #manifestation #blackhand #rich multimedia interactive project

[punksarahreese]

“I care about you.” for fbi!au 👀

Care | Crosshairs

FBI!AU; Ava is distracted by something and a secret comes out

Prompt: “I care about you”

Word count: 1528

CW: hospital talk, stitches/needle mention

***

A twelve hour shift on a murder case was never fun, but a twelve hour shift with a pissed off partner was a hundred times worse in Sarah’s mind. She hadn’t expected to show up and immediately receive a cold shoulder and it seemed like everyone else felt the same. Agent Bekker had always been stern and case-focused, yet she also wasn’t one to ignore Penelope’s banter or not say good morning to Sarah.

That day Ava had been a completely different person. Her eyes were glued to her phone screen every chance she got, jumping at every notification sound even though Hotch glared at her for having her ringer on. She was restless too, pacing the bullpen whenever she had a free moment, and she didn’t bother to participate in any conversation. All of Emily’s teasing remarks fell on deaf ears, even earning the other woman an eye roll from the target of her jokes. Usually Ava met each comment with one of her own, which ended in the two women laughing together, yet nothing was ever said.

This is why her partner was worried, though she knew Ava would hate that she was distracted by fussing over her. She would have told her to stay focused on the case or go home if she was so distracted, not wanting to be coddled in the slightest. It didn’t stop Sarah from trailing after her into the locker room, silent in the empty room as she tried to figure out how to approach the situation.

“I know you’re there, Reese,” her words were monotonous and tired, as though the mere act of speaking was exhausting her. Given Ava’s insomniac track record, maybe it was just that. Either way, she waited with crossed arms until Sarah slinked out from behind the set of lockers, looking at her partner sheepishly.

“Out with it, then.”

“What’s wrong, Ava?”

“Nothing.”

Sarah looked at her incredulously, “You’ve been silent and standoffish all day. You’ve checked your phone at least twenty times every hour and you usually have it away during work hours. Also don’t think I didn’t see you and Penelope walk off earlier, she’s the only one you’ve spoken to today. So no, I don’t believe that it's nothing.”

“Don’t profile me,” Ava rolled her eyes, in the process of putting on her well ironed blazer. She didn’t speak again for a moment, instead busying herself with collecting her bag and not making eye contact. That was confirmation enough that something must be very wrong, since her partner was always confrontational as opposed to the quiet type.

“I care about you, Ava,” Sarah said softly, “That’s why I ask.”

“I-”

Sarah watched her silently, afraid she had already pushed too far. The last thing she wanted was to drive a wedge between them, especially since she was still the newbie and she wanted to be friends with her partner above all. Still, Sarah always wanted to help and she hated to see others suffer in silence. Ava wasn’t herself and it was worrying, so no one could blame her for being concerned.

“It’s… my daughter.”

“Daughter?” the confusion was clear on the brunette’s face, “I didn’t… didn’t know you had kids.”

“That was kind of the whole point.”

“Ava, why would you hide that? We’re you’re family here.”

“She’s only four,” the blonde sighed as she sat down on the bench across from her locker, “I’ve seen what having a family does to agents and the last thing I want is for her to get hurt because of me.”

“Still, no one knows?”

Ava chuckled dryly, “Mostly everyone. Penelope figured it out after about 2 months of me being here, she likes to background check us after all. Hotch probably knows because I doubt Strauss knew to keep it a secret. Everyone else is as in the dark as you were, though.”

“That’s a big secret to keep for this long…”

“I know,” she looked at Sarah seriously, “But I want it to say like that for as long as I can.”

The harsh tone made her flinch a little but she understood, Ava was a fierce protector so it was clear she would want her baby to be safe above all. She nodded, sitting down beside her partner, “You’re both safe with me.”

“Thank you, Sarah.”

“So, what’s wrong?” she added before the subject could drop, “What happened?”

“She fell at the park with her nanny today,” Ava answered, “Apparently she cut up her face pretty badly.”

“Oh… I’m sorry.”

“I couldn’t leave to meet them at the hospital because this case is so important. She’s terrified of hospitals, Reese, and I’ve been trying to keep up with what’s going on.”

Sarah nodded, now understanding the attitude change of the day. She wasn’t a maternal person but she understood how fiercely a mother cared, she had seen it in JJ and other friends in the past. It made sense that Ava had been distracted, especially if she wasn’t sure how the child would handle a doctor’s visit.

“How bad is it?”

“Ten stitches,” Ava was clearly anxious if the way she was fiddling with her ever perfect curls was any indication, “She screamed the second the needle was out.”

“Poor baby.”

“She’s… we’re pretty sure she’s on the spectrum and it’s been hard. Since I started training at Quantico when she was so young I thought she would get used to the long work hours but any change is tough on her I think. I hate missing things, Sarah, and I hate knowing she’s scared or in situations she hates when I can’t be there.”

“I’m sorry, Ava. I can’t imagine how hard that is on you both.”

“She’s so strong but I still worry…”

Sarah hesitated before she asked the burning question that had been on her mind, “Is her father still in the picture?”

Ava laughed a little, “Heavens no. She never knew him, though he does still send child support thankfully. It never would have worked out between us and he wasn’t on board with me moving to the US anyway. I worry she’ll never have the right upbringing now, with a mother so busy and in a whole other continent than the rest of her family.”

“I think she’ll be just fine,” Sarah promised without a beat, “Your daughter has you, Ava, and you are the most loyal person I’ve met here. Besides, with a mother as strong as you? She’ll turn out to be a fierce little thing, I think.”

She was a little shocked when her partner looked at her with watery eyes, exhaustion clear on her face but there was something else. The gratitude that Ava looked at her with was overwhelming, smiling through the anxiety because that was something she had been dying to hear. From the moment she left South Africa all Ava had heard was that she was picking a career over her daughter. Her parents and friends had acted like she was hurting her daughter with such a big move, especially to go work for the FBI. Learning that she might also be autistic had been a deal breaker for her family, since they somehow thought it was all Ava’s fault. No matter how hard she had tried they wouldn’t listen to her when she said this was the best choice for her and her baby. She left so much behind when she left home and she lost almost all of her connections, yet here she had found someone who actually believed in her. Sarah believed in her ability as a mother and as an agent and that was maybe the most healing thing she had ever been told.

“Thank you,” she murmured, “Really. You have no idea how much I needed to hear that.”

“I’m always here, Ava,” she replied and patted her knee gently, “You’re doing your best.”

Ava fumbled for her phone, fishing it out of her pocket and unlocking it. She was silent for a moment until she found what she was looking for. Passing the device to her partner, she smiled as she explained, “I took this picture when we visited home last year.”

It was a picture of a toddler on a beach, her blonde hair unkempt and her rainbow sweater sleeves hanging over her hands. She was half turned away from the camera but Sarah could still see the striking resemblance to her mother, though her eyes were grey she still had that stoic intelligence in her gaze. She couldn’t help but smile at the photo, or maybe she was smiling because of the amount of love on Ava’s face when she looked at it too.

“She’s adorable,” Sarah passed her phone back gently, “What’s her name?”

“Vivienne,” Ava answered fondly, “I call her Vivi.”

“That’s lovely.”

“Thank you,” the blonde bumped Sarah’s shoulder with her own, “For everything. I’m sorry for being so bitchy today.”

“It happens, you were just worried. I’m always here to talk to you, Ava.”

“I know, that’s what partners are for.”

“Of course,” Sarah laughed as she repeated something she always told her, “I do care about you, dummy.”

#do I hate this? #idk #autistic vivi is only because I’m projecting :) #I think I just wish my mother had accepted my clear neurodivergence as a kid so I didn’t grow up emotionally and socially stunted #from masking constantly #ava bekker #sarah reese #reesker #vivi tag #my aus #fbi!au #crosshairs #asks #mutuals #koda tag #cj add this to your fic masterpost

[afterglowlws]

I know that despite Supergirl ending next season, a lot of us will probably still stick around for a long time. But over time we will find new interests to latch on to, so I thought it would be a good idea to highlight some sapphic ships/shows that are actually very respectful to their LGBT audience. A lot of these shows are fighting for more seasons, so check them out! They’re full of amazing cast and crew who do a lot for the community!

Motherland: Fort Salem: This show is about witches, and the gender reversal of female witches being drafted to the war upon turning 18. It encourages challenging gender roles, open and fluid sexuality, female empowerment through sexuality, and so much more. The best part is that Raelle and Scylla are the main couple and get amazing screen time! So much of the story revolves around their relationship.

Atypical: This show revolves around Sam, an autistic teen, and his family. Sam has an older sister named Casey who loves to give him a hard time. She starts out getting a boyfriend in season 1, but by season 2 she meets her new best friend Izzie and starts to question everything. By season 3, they’re a couple! It’s an amazing slow burn. They have one more season coming out on Netflix in 2021.

Teenage Bounty Hunters: This show centers around a set of twins named Sterling and Blair who go to an elite southern (and religious) high school. They find themselves taking up the unlikely career of bounty hunting. As if juggling all that wasn’t enough, Sterling finds herself catching feelings for her ex-frenemy April. They must now navigate that journey in a place that they don’t feel will be very accepting, so lots of angst ensues!

DC’s Legends of Tomorrow: If you’ve seen The Arrow then you know Sara Lances long and tragic backstory. She now leads a team of time traveling superhero’s called the Legends. The show starts out more serious, but over time becomes really silly, fun, and crazy. Sara becomes captain of the time ship and proceeds to hook up with random women throughout history. Until season 3 when she meets Ava, who becomes her girlfriend. They’re the main couple and you get to see a real and natural progression of their relationship.

Legacies: This series is the spin-off of The Originals, which is the spinoff of The Vampire Diaries (you shouldn’t really be confused if you didn’t watch those first though). It revolves around the children of TO and TVD characters, they go to a school for the supernatural and each week there is always a new monster for them to fight. One of the main characters, Josie, is bisexual. The show kicks off showing drama between Josie and her ex girlfriend Penelope. Penelope did leave the show, but last season they teased a possible romance between Josie and Jade (a new character).

Wynonna Earp: This show is about Wynonna and Waverly, the grandchildren of the famous gunslinger Wyatt Earp. You don’t have to be a history buff or even into the Wild West type genre to fall in love with this show. Waverly starts out with a boyfriend, but one visit from a ginger cop (Nicole) has her questioning everything. They become the main (and at times only) couple on the show, and it’s actually the most adorable thing you’ve ever seen. The actresses are both queer in real life and the cast is made up of amazing actors and crew members who love the LGBT community. So out of all shows to support, this is the one!! They’re fighting for a fifth season! #FiveForWynonna

Riverdale: I don’t think I have to explain that Riverdale is essentially just a bunch of oversexualized and traumatized high schoolers who very much need therapy. It’s a shitshow at this point. But one of the main couples, Cheryl and Toni, are actually very cute. The actresses are best friends in real life so it translates really well on screen. Their journey starts in season 2.

The Bold Type: This show revolves around a trio of best friends Kat, Sutton, and Jane who all work for a womens magazine. You get to see very strong and empowered women navigate their way through love, life, and their careers. Kat meets Adena, and quickly realizes she likes women. So she must go on a journey of realization and acceptance that is very relatable for a lot of WLW audiences, as both women are WOC.

Killing Eve: If you aren’t watching this already, watch it now!! The show revolves around a cat and mouse game between two women, Villanelle and Eve. Villanelle is a psychopathic Russian assassin with a tragic backstory. And Eve works for British Intelligence and lives a seemingly, nauseatingly boring life married to a bland white man. But the catch? She’s into female assassins. Both V & E become weirdly obsessed with each other very quickly, and it turns Eve’s entire life upside down as she starts to realize her feelings for Villanelle. Their relationship is so intoxicating to watch.

Euphoria: This show is not for the weak of heart. I can’t explain much without giving huge spoilers, but it tackles a lot of super heavy issues so read up on the trigger warnings first, especially if you’re sensitive to things like pedophilia, rape, drugs, bullying, etc. The main character Rue develops feelings for her new best friend Jules, and a lot of drama follows. The end of the season left it very unclear as to whether they will be endgame or not. So be warned with this one.

Dickinson: This show is about the famous poet Emily Dickinson, so it’s set in the 1800’s. It shows Emily’s struggle of dealing with a patriarchal world where she is not allowed to be herself. She fell in love with her best friend Sue, who is supposed to marry her brother out of necessity. It’s heart wrenching to watch Emily and Sue navigate that situation, so get your tissues ready! And beware it’s possible they won’t be endgame, as it is set in a very unacepting time period. But I could be very wrong. It’s been renewed for a season 2, so we’ll see!

If you want everything Supergirl would never give us.. Killing Eve, Wynonna Earp, and Motherland Fort Salem are exactly what you’re looking for. It’s full of cast and crew who embrace the community and give amazing representation. This list just highlights the ones I’m currently into so please add on more if you know of any!!

#supercorp #supergirl #kara x lena #kara danvers #lena luthor #lgbtq #lgbt pride #lgbt #wlw #otp #kara zor el #wlw mood

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The Strange and Beautiful Sorrows of Ava Lavender || Leslye Walton || 301 pages -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Top 3 Genres: Fantasy / Young Adult / Magical Realism

Synopsis: Foolish love appears to be the Roux family birthright, an ominous forecast for its most recent progeny, Ava Lavender. Ava—in all other ways a normal girl—is born with the wings of a bird.

In a quest to understand her peculiar disposition and a growing desire to fit in with her peers, sixteen-year old Ava ventures into the wider world, ill-prepared for what she might discover and naïve to the twisted motives of others. Others like the pious Nathaniel Sorrows, who mistakes Ava for an angel and whose obsession with her grows until the night of the Summer Solstice celebration.

That night, the skies open up, rain and feathers fill the air, and Ava’s quest and her family’s saga build to a devastating crescendo.

Finished: September 11th, 2019.

Progress: 6 / 15. 40.0% complete.

My Rating: ★★★★★. [5/5]

My Review: [Under the read more - NOT SPOILER FREE]

This one only took me a week and a half to finish. :O My hopes are high that I might maybe sort of be back to a normal reading speed!!

And I have to say, this one was delightfully readable. The language was fluid and beautiful, and everything was so easy to follow, flowing so well from one thing to the next. And I absolutely loved how it started four generations back, letting you get to know every single person in the family from generation to generation, down until you finally get to Ava halfway through the book. And I love the differences in people, how everyone had their own distinct personality, the diversity (Rene is gay! Henry is autistic! Wilhelmina is a Native American!), and the FIERCE unbreakable and untamable female power in all generations and all ages.

There IS a very strong trigger warning for a very violent scene of sexual assault near the end of the book. I was warned ahead of time of this, and I'm glad I was, since otherwise it may have messed me up a good bit. But I knew to expect it, so I had enough time to prepare, and man, it is vivid. However – every single shitty man in this book gets exactly what he has coming to him. EVERY ONE. John Griffith, Jack Griffith, and Nathanial Sorrows, all of them. And each woman wronged finds a path out of the pain one way or another, finds her own freedom, and finds herself karmatically avenged. (I LOVED how Nathanial got what he deserved, holy SHIT, that was just so incredibly perfect and beautiful. And I am so, so so grateful that not one single person blamed Ava for what happened.)

I also absolutely love the magical realism in the entire story. It seemed so beautifully done, in notes where you initially think "wait, is that just a metaphor or is that literally what happened?", and then you quickly figure out it's literally what happens. And I LOVE that! The little touches of whimsy and magic and impossibilities, and -especially- that Ava regrows her wings at the end. And that finally, finally, she flies. She is whole and healed and strong after the attack, and I absolutely adored that symbolism.

Not to mention the symbolism throughout the entire book. It was all so intricately woven, and old characters kept coming back and remaining relevant, and those who aged or died still regained their own personalities and senses of self, and it was just SO BEAUTIFUL. Oh my god, I loved this writing, and I loved this book. I had high expectations, and I'm so glad I wasn’t disappointed!

#book reviews #the strange and beautiful sorrows of ava lavender #leslye walton #★★★★★ #fantasy #young adult #magical realism #romance #historical fiction #favorites #stunning covers #owned #print book #stand alone #jomp original

[zaritarazi]

ok but Amaya making a point of hanging out with Ava to try to help her relax about how everyone seems like they're constantly about to die. it's fine, you'll get used to it, does Ava like whisky it might help.

okay first of all amaya is like so fond + protective of ava bc she was exactly where ava is now last year + also, they’re autistic bffs and ALSO, i think ava is secretly a little more sensitive to criticism than amaya is, so amaya is like standing on a chair so that she’s taller than ava squeezing ava’s face against her chest with her strong strong arms like dont worry no one will hurt you i’m here and we’re gonna have a great time and ava with her face smushed against amaya’s chest looking at sara and mouthing “am i good?” and sara like haha sure

zari getting insanely jealous of the attention amaya pays to ava and nate sidling up to her like HM SHALL WE TRUCE and zari is like FINE but only because ava is WAY MORE of a ROMANTIC THREAT than you and nate is like hurtful... but fair

ava and amaya having Grown Up Drinks and Discussions while zari and nate seethe off to the side and also ava at some point like wait... how old is amayamick, opening his paper: that’s your problem now lady

#ava sharpe #amaya jiwe #lot headcanon #avamaya #swashbucklery

[octobermidnight]

Damm it the show can't end! We need a Shawn, Katy and maya episode when they show how they works as a family. We need more about Lucas family and more about him. We need to know smackle family and something more about her. We need that day find his happiness with something that all the core support for him, but more important we need that farkle and Riley find out about they're feelings. This is not right. The show has some of the most importants lessons to show now.

There are unlimited amount of reasons why GMW shouldn't end. This show has much more to teach us. Maybe if we get GMW to Netflix that might make Rider Strong appear in more episodes than when it was on Disney. I have a feeling he never liked the show on Disney, and that was part of why he didn't appear in more episodes, even though he stated he wants to direct more. We need more Hunter/Hart family. We need Maya to be more happy and hopeful. We need a Katy episode when Maya was younger and Katy was struggling. We need Katy being strong for Maya, but breaking down when she's alone.With Lucas, the show could be on for 20 seasons, and I bet all we would know about him is he's from Texas, and he wants to be a veterinarian. My theory is Rachel is somehow related to him. She wouldn't be his mom, but maybe a aunt. Zay needs his own storyline. If GMW moves to Netflix, we could have more serious storylines. One episode should be about racism and how Zay deals with it. Zay should be more than a comic relief. He needs his own episode. We need more Zay.Smackle needs a episode just about her as well. We need to know more about her background. Maybe even have a flashback episode about how she felt being autistic when she was younger. Smackle deserves more than what Disney gave her.Farkle- We need to see a side of Farkle that Disney wouldn't allow. We all know he seems jealous of Lucas because he got the attention of Riley and Maya. We need to see the more emotional side of him. He always act like a "robot" but once in a while, he would let his feeling slipped. We need to see the dynamics of his parents at home. They put up a front in public, but there's something going on at home.Riley- We need to see Riley becoming the woman she's meant to be. We need to see the more mature side of her, (I'm not saying she's not mature now). She needs to stand up more for herself. She can't let people walk all over her. And she needs to find out who she wants to be.Cory and Topanga- We need the BMW Corpanga back. Disney hinder them. We need the fiery passion that was Corpanga. Topanga needs storylines that don't involve Auggie and Ava. Have a storyline about one of her cases. Cory needs a storyline away from Riley and her friends. Maybe another teacher likes him, and he's uncomfortable about it.Auggie and Ava- We need them to have more friends. Bring back Doy, introduce new kids. Make them the next clique six. Netflix gives GMW a chance to be what they could had been if Disney weren't hindering MJ. There's a reason why BMW was one of the best shows of the 90's. It had the creative mind of MJ. Hopefully Netflix decides to give GMW a chance and hopefully Disney has a brain to let GMW go. We need a Netflix GMW. Sorry for the rant.

[hydralisk98]

Some static memopad of ‘Servitor’, StaticScripture2

====Personal life====

Klara "Olive" Kér (myself, female and autistic, INTJ-T), Ava (personal Klara interpreter synthetic serf), "Nil" (2nd person aka the observant agent here), Falah Becker (mother), Gustav Hayden (father) being sweet handsome and warm / sensible software developer guy and staying that way with us, Wyatt Hayden (youngest brother born in 4500), Deno "Dino" Hayden (twin brother), bookstore clerk full-time until being hired at Pflaumen/Utalics cooperative agency as an autonomous recurring freelancer, me being born on August 1st 4496, Falah my mother as a super successful linguist, Niniveh DSi, Sega Dreamvast, Niniveh N480 (N64), 4513 Memorex (Tumblr) blog, 4514 HayTango (Linux) home workstation of my very own, eMakh 24" maxed-out, eFuna 12 Mini, Shoshona the black turkish angora house cat, stronger friendgroup including Ulli Eiken (Ulric, a NB artist+gamer+game_master friend of mine) and Tano Hertez (Anthony, a fem ENFP sovietware friend of mine), photographic memory, chronokinesis, true polymorph, electric Volkswagen Beetle, customized bicycle, Shoshoni Union citizenship, moderate Geo-Syndicalist (center-left), Tekla Hankel and Sasha Fekete as workmates too, very welcoming reality shifting staff for my processing and my arrival and my integration to Angora, me staying autistic but properly supported thanks to Ava as my personal interpreter, doctorate in History/Linguistics/Philosophy with some VLSI technological expertise, she/her pronouns, August 1st 4496, Leo astrological sign, 'Lepio' Homestuck alignment, 5'8" tall, 60-64kg weight yet still super healthy because high metabolism, high-middle class but still humane and down-to-earth, sharing a personal constructed language between myself and the female side of my family including my mother, lingua franca= Shoshoni, Samoan, Assyrian, Portuguese, Iranian, Inuit, Mayan, lived in Maskoch but now in a mid-sized city of the Shoshoni Union, favourite color Amber/Gold Yellow, Spring favourite season, ADD (attention deficit disorder) lessened, social skills improved yet keeping full personal integrity, EBM Thinkpad P52 two-in-one, Void Linux AMD desktop computer, handsome and wholesome spirituality-related subliminal community I belong with since late 2014, earpuffs, gloves, gauntlets, headphones, soft grunge dark clothing wardrobe, custom masks, getting and keeping my DR memories & skills back in my CR, my mother doing some cute art scribbles, Constantin "May" Ceyla also as internship classmate into the Utalics branch of Pflaumen, Magali Soler being a lunarpunk lady I shall do shopping with, Micha Becker masc ISFP handsome boy / comrade / friend, Matyas Merkel masc ISTJ creative spririt, Irma Milan fem ENTP rival, Talin Chateau as a childhood mentor, morphological freedoms as a True Polymorph granted I keep a few cards handy, Chronokinesis because that is fun, happy, female bodily sex, data privacy and legal rights always respected, hyper-fast learning and skill-acquisition, really great & handsome cool life scenarios happening to me, entirely safe, free of violence, no strings attached, sweet living standards without any major setbacks, independant & strong mindset;

#maskoch

[hydralisk98]

Blackhand devlog#2

/[Insert cool updates from Butch Hartman course]?

As far as I imagine the agents are involved, I think mostly of felines, deerfolk, moths, bees, foxes, nagas, hares, bears, humans and androids (instruments, robots, droids, synthetics...)

For the backdrop environements, I feel like emulating my quite forested suburb of a hometown with alot of additional unique flair would suffice plenty, albeit with tweaks over the geography and human geometry, like adding Y2K translucent solarpunk buildings, some edwardian park landmarks and 70s stylish constructions. With much cyan + some magenta neons signage and lights from a bigger coastal city at night, and the warm woodland (browns, amber, olive greens...) tones at day.

Definitely gonna try my best to use much linguistic diversity here, considering the subject matter of several cultures (timely and divine wise too) taking much material from my constructed world project and IRL...

I imagine this cartoon world between a game and a productivity suite, in a place akin to software toys but agnostic of medium. That being said, I play around with the technical parts of my conworld down to the history of data processing, operating systems, and alot of technological matters that are ~80% similar to OTL. There are morphological freedoms, geo-syndicalist political culture (not yet solarpunk but quite closer) and a strong sense of navigating past present and future as one that goes beyond nostalgia.

Library economy and heavily stylized graphics are present. Also, I am inspired by a huge thread of franchises, from Halo 2 to Bionicle, with elements from Helluva Boss, Lackadaisy, Quake 1, Portal 2, Powerpuffs, Wakfu, Alien 1, Wolfenstein The New Order, The Stanley Parable, TIS-100, Quadrilateral Cowboy, The Witness... and overall history & contemporary culture.

Also got some 'Game of Prosperity', Prospero, Landlord's Game, Monopoly, Cluedo, Werewolves of Miller's Hollow Pact, Century A New World, Carcasonne, Hypnospace Outlaw, Senators, print & play games, GURPS, Cyberpunk RED, D20 system, Pathfinder and many many indie TTRPGs.

My mainline story concept rn is pretty much a curiosity-driven addventure where Klara & Nil, assisted by Ava & Constanz get to adapt and overcome trauma as they integrate into my fictional world and empower themselves and others to do the same. A couple of sidearcs are present, one about synthetics' rights and another about accepting oneself to reach their full potential.

It happens in my conworld, initially around my hometown of Maskoch and then extended to the full ranger of the planet

Core target audience are Zillenials, with some Millenials and Gen Z folks included. The actual number of actor characters goes beyond the recommended maximum of 20.

I will disclose the specifics for the main actor agents / characters on a later date... but like I wrote, the main goal of the narrative is to improve the world around us and empower ourselves too. And also better relate to autistic folks like the author that I am.

*The meta-narrative may include heavy use of time travel, some use of mystical magicks, nostalgias, controversial social issues, profound topics, politics, autism, furries and queers, among many other taboos.

#maskutchew #blackhand #servitor #cartoon pitch #indie devlog