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thegrandlinesimp · 7 months

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Been incredibly depressed lately, my dysmorphia is front and centre, so I’m gonna be taking a break from here. Setting up seeing a therapist.

I’ll still be writing, just not reblogging or posting anything.

Don’t know when I’ll be back, I just need a break.

#line's lines #blog stuff #been sick to my stomach #having bad thoughts #I’m a mess #tw depression #tw body negativity

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menderash · 7 months

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did you guys know that the mother fucking UN's humanitarian and legal experts have been saying israel's occupation of palestine territories is and has always been illegal, as it violates the FUCKING GENEVA CONVENTION? did you know it was britain that 'gave' the land that wasn't theirs to give to found the state of israel as a tactic to get more jews to join the british army in their already-active war against the ottoman empire? did you know that just between 2008 and 2022 the idf killed almost SEVEN THOUSAND palestinians, as opposed to the 308 israelis by palestinians in the same time period? did you know that israel itself admits to 'forcefully evacuating' palestinians from their homes over the course of their annexation of the country? did you know the british army helped them? did you know that any palestinian who didn't want to have their house taken from them and given to american immigrants being shipped in to populate britain's pet project was killed on their spot? did you know that back in 2018 palestinians did nothing but MARCH in protest of their occupation and in response, the idf is CONFIRMED to have killed almost 400 of them, including FIFTY FIVE CHILDREN? did you know palestinians are not allowed to build anything on the land they have left? did you know they aren't ALLOWED TO LEAVE?? did you know over HALF of christian evangelicals support israel solely because the bible says israel has to exist in order to bring about the second coming? did you know that in 2021, over 88% of us congress were evangelical christians? did you know israel is confirmed to have knowingly bombed palestinian hospitals and the idf had been caught targeting journalists? did you know israel is committing another war crime at this very moment by dropping white phosphorus on gaza civilians? did you know the israeli press was just confirmed to have completely fabricated an account of palestinian war crime right after their own got caught on film? did you know the defense minister of israel openly called all palestinians 'animals' to justify the deaths of their civilians? did you know holocaust survivors are presently speaking out against the israeli state's ethnic cleansing of arabs?

why, in the united states, is criticizing a settler colony's active attempts at extermination labeled antisemitic because of the religion the settlers happen to practice, but rooting for the complete eradication of a muslim country that was already there and is barely still there not islamophobia?? why is religion being used as a shield to justify genocide?

when a sudden act of politically charged violence occurs, like the hamas attack a few days ago, i ask WHY? i ask WHY until i get as far back as i can. i read accounts written by all sides. i try to find out why this is happening in the first place. half of these facts have come from the israeli government itself. all of them are easily found and easily confirmed by reputable sources. a lot of them are caught on film. all of these facts lead me to know that the state of israel was created by britain in order to gain an advantage in an unrelated war. i know the state of israel has caused unimaginable harm to the country it's slowly eating, and has suffered just a fraction in return. i know religion justifies none of it.

palestinians deserve to live in their own country. palestinians deserve to not be forced to give their homes to americans. palestinians deserve to live, to leave, to stay, to wave their own fucking flag. they do not deserve to have another country plopped on top of them and then have their settlers ask 'don't WE have a right to exist?' as their own right to exist is being extinguished.

fuck the idf, fuck israel, fuck manifest destiny, fuck all settlers who think they deserve someone else's home enough to kick them out of it. literally, in israel's case. indigenous americans, indigenous canadians, chicanos, pacific islanders, filipinos, mestizos, we should all be standing with palestine, because we KNOW how colonial violence goes and what it looks like. solidarity between all colonised peoples. free palestine.

#ive been sick to my fucking stomach #free palestine

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palipunk · 6 months

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There are fears for thousands of missing Palestinians after the Israeli government cancelled work permits for Gazans after the deadly Hamas attacks on 7 October.

Trade unions, officials and humanitarian organisations have raised concerns for their safety after reports Palestinians with permission to work in Israel were rounded up, arrested and blindfolded before being taken to military camps.

The Minister of Labour for the Palestinian Authorities, Dr Nasri Abu Jaish, told The Independent around 4,500 workers were still unaccounted for but are believed to have been detained by Israeli forces. Dr Jaish said he had met workers after some of them were released, sharing stories of alleged mistreatment.

“They’re being tortured,” Dr Jaish said. “They’re beaten and scarves are tied around their eyes so they don’t know where they are. Many of them are sick and they don’t give them medicine. They don’t give them water or food. They’re in open-air camps and aren’t allowed to speak to each other.”

Thousands of Palestinians missing. Thousands. In fucking camps.

#palestine #free palestine #cw torture #literally sick to my stomach reading this but nobody is talking about the THOUSANDS of Palestinians that have been abducted

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shima-draws · 4 months

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Hey. Hey you know what would be cool and fun. First post of 2024. 1000 notes. We can do it. Yeah? Yeah??

Take a picture of my dog as an incentive

#Dogs #Chihuahua #Cute dog #Dog #If every person who follows me likes and reblogs this we could hit 1k EASY. No problemo.#Also look at her. Look at my baby girl. Give her the love and appreciation she deserves #You no like the post? Oh! Jail for followers! Jail for followers for one thousand years!!#Also if you look to the right you can see my other dog lying right by my leg lol #IDK I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE FUN. ANYWAY.#Happy New Year everyone <3333 I’m still sick but tbh it hasn’t been that bad #Compared to the stomach bug I had two weeks ago Covid is feeling like a cakewalk tbh.#Shima speaks

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roguemonsterfucker · 2 months

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If I see a single person celebrating this, it's on fucking sight.

No.

He doesn't deserve death.

He deserved to lose all the credit he got for the content he stole.

But he doesn't deserve to die.

He doesn't deserve to be told the world would be a better place without him.

He's a human fucking being and he deserves love and acceptance and comfort.

I really hope the note was just a ploy for sympathy and attention because I want for him to be okay. I want for him to be able to move on from this and live his life.

#james somerton #suicide cw #i feel sick to my stomach #i really hope he's okay #i've been worried about him from the start of this

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numum · 8 months

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the he

#the owl house #toh #darius deamonne #toh fanart #the degree that this man was underutilized was criminal #he was mentored by the previous golden guard????? he knew what belos did to him??? and then had to watch belos make a clone of him????#bro like. the dynamics here are absolutely insane #how sick to his stomach do you think darius was when he saw hunter’s face for the very first time?#how sick to his stomach do you think he was when he realized he was resenting an abused child for something he wasn’t even aware of?#do you think darius blames himself?#do you think darius lies awake at night wishing he’d done something sooner? wondering if he could have spared hunter some of his scars?#do you think hunter knows?#do you think hunter wishes he knew how to tell darius that he understands? that it’s not his fault?#do you think hunter longs to know the words of comfort that would have been offered by the man who shared his face?#do you think they mourn together?#my art #myart

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muckyschmuck · 4 months

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injected heaven spewing out!

#been a whole day since i drew them basicallsys i feel sick to my fucking stomach #drew this wth no stimulants #gonna go stimulate myself #wait no i meant like smoke #when i odnt draw her i dont hangout with her #and when i dont draw them i get sad and she gets sad too....#im normal.#my art #furry art #anthro art #furry #anthro #digital art #oc art #oc

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luminousstardust · 7 months

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ashton and fearne severely weakened by the lava dive… the whole party low on spells bc it’s been a while since they’ve had ANY rest… can’t teleport out with fearne restrained and no easy way out of the very tight cavern…… LUDINUS FUCKING DA’LETH showing up………… REVIVAL MAGIC NOT WORKING……………… i think i’ve seen this film before and i didn’t like the ending

#getting major fucking otohan fight flashbacks and i’m genuinely so scared #pit in my stomach i need them OUT OF THERE NOW!!!!!#…although this has been one of the most exciting episodes in a while i’m completely enthralled but also sick to my stomach #bells hells #bells hells spoilers #critical role #critical role spoilers #cr spoilers #cr3 #c3e75 #tay liveblogs

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lune-fox · 3 months

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Rafah is being bombed. 60+ people have been killed already. “Israel” payed millions to show a propaganda ad to 100 million viewers DURING THIS MASSACRE.

It’s not a coincidence. It’s very intentional. This world is sick and cruel.

#palestine #free palestine #I have to go to school knowing this #I’m sick to my stomach you people disgust me #Israel’s end goal is the complete extermination of Palestinians #their own soldiers have been oh so happy to show us #and yet people STILL deny it #obligatory anti-Zionism isn’t antisemitism

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ducktracy · 3 days

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i am delighted to report that Shin-chan Movie 15, in which a bomb gets attached to the family dog’s ass and can only be detonated by singing, is maybe the most emotional Shin-chan movie out of the 14 or so i’ve seen. from small children dancing in Broadway style kick lines to Shin’s parents thinking he died in a brutal, fiery explosion and the moment played with utter heart wrenching sincerity, i officially decree this a Good Movie

#Yuasa animated the first two gifs. he even differentiated the style of the kids kicking from one another. dude is a god #the love and peace thing tore me up #actually many parts of this movie tore me up #it was very very good and i haven’t been able to stop thinking about it to a degree of concern #csc #my official Shin-chan movie rank IS:#4 9 8 15 5 11 22 3 6 2 1 10 7 #i need to rewatch 11 though i predict it’ll probably jump up a few spots since i loved that one but was very sick with a stomach bug while #watching it and didn’t absorb very much and it’s a very hectic movie #said it before but that the worst i have to say about any of these movies is ‘that was pretty good!’ is really good

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bpdohwhatajoy · 4 months

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It scares the fuck out of me when someone says they like me but they genuinely don’t know me beyond a surface level and so whenever we talk I just think about how they wouldn’t like me anymore if they actually knew me

#ryan.txt #bpd #borderline personality disorder #like ……#it sucks #it’s someone I like but like #they don’t know me like #it’s so terrifying lmaaaaooooooo #so yeah I don’t think it could actually work out #which sucks bc I do genuinely like them #but idk #maybe I’m just in my head but I feel so fucked up #and like yeahhhh I don’t want them to know how fucked I am #but I also don’t wanna be with someone who doesn’t actually know me and I have to constantly hide shit about myself #been there already I’m never doing that again #feel sick to my stomach lmaaaaooooooo #fuck my ptsd is bad my brain is wigging out and self sabotaging #or is it protecting me #IDK!!!!

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icewindandboringhorror · 4 months

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Some (late) holiday photos of the boye~!

#cats #holiday #OUGHH....... barely could even get these edited and posted... my mysterious sickness flare up has been sooo bad the past few #days.. I didn't even go to the usual obligatory family christmas I was supposed to attend (!!! health issue/medical mention in tags below)#My stomach issues basically put me in a constant state of uncontrollable shivering/body shaking + nausea + sometimes rapid heart #rate. and when it happens at night that makes it like.. nearly impossible to sleep when you're violently shaking + you can feel your heart #so strong + you keep having to run to the bathroom every 5 minute to cough and gag #and throw up and so on and so forth. etc. So I went like 40 hours without any sleep almost for christmas eve and all of christmas day #last night I finally got maybe 2 hours of sleep in between the nausea and shaking and stuff. and then today I was able to get a few #hours of sleep in the afternoon. Today I tried taking an anxiety mediciation a doctor gave me in case it was anxiety related (it's apparent #ly used to relax people and works in the moment. rather than like Anxiety Mediciation that you have to take for weeks to see any effect #because I think this isn't actually acting on your brain chemistry it's judt like..a mild sedative or something.) but all that did was make #me dizzy and sweaty lol. I;m glad I slept a little but I'm just still frustrated that I don't feel normal. I started having these #'episodes' (with the stomach issues + shaking + heartrate + nausea etc.) like at the end of october. And usually it will happen for like a #few hours at a time. or i'll lose sleep one day and then be fine the next. but this has been like nearly 3 days of feeling weird. so is #getting kind of annoying... It's funny too because I was so so productive like.. literally the few days before. I was feeling much better #and I was working on my game and blah blah. But then.. random issue flare up out of nowhere of course.. yaayy.... happy holidays to meee lo #I did at least see two random ducks outside of my window in the yard area for christmas. and havent seen them since. So it's like.. hrmm..#pacing around my room nauseous and shakings and etc. but at least... hello.. two little ducks placed there just for me :3c #Now I get anxiety every night which I'm sure doesn't help/could exacerbate whatever underlying genuinely physical issues exist. But after #like 2 nights of 'I spend the night sleepless and incredibly uncomfortable just sitting in the dark sick' then bedtime is like.. dread...#I even was trying slapping myself in the face in desperation to see if somehow that could shock my body out of whatever the hell it was #doing lol.. up at 3am holding ice cubes in my hand and hitting myself in the head and crying from exhaustion and thowing up.. literally #ridiculous cartoon character feeling... AAANYWAY!!! At least I have baby boy pictures. and I have lots of doctors appointments so hopefully #whatever the issue is can be sorted out at some point. I don't know much about ibs but hopefully maybe something like that that I could pos #ibly take medication for and not something more seirous or anything. Maybe there's a food I'm secretly intolerant to or whatever.#And I did at least post a sims holday video actually timed for the holidays so that's something. I havent been productive really latrely #though obviously.. I can't even play games or small tasks when in that state since I'm just SO physically uncomfortable. Nausea and heart #stuff are THE hardest physical sensations to ignore.. BUT yeah... hoping I shall sleep at all tonight. hopeing to get like 3 productive #things done.. at some point... at least SOMETHING... lol..... *** *** ***

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liverbiver9 · 1 year

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i find it funny but also kind of annoying when writers clearly don’t know how cooking works or haven’t bothered to look up the recipe of whatever food they’re referencing. so many times i’ve read a fic where jiang yanli makes a “vegetarian version” of the lotus and pork rib soup for lan wangji or makes the soup within a few hours (sometimes even only an hour!) which are all pretty much impossible feats.

the soup is made by boiling the pork ribs for LITERAL HOURS (i’m not joking. the soup is best when it’s been simmering for 12 hours at least) alongside the lotus root, aromatics, goji berries, ginger, etc. the reason the soup has any flavor at all is the pork ribs; without those, it would just be water with stuff floating in it. now, if the vegetarian version is just the soup without the pork then that’s one thing, but then does that count as vegetarian since the broth is meat based? i’m not sure what constitutes as vegetarian for the Lans; do bone broths count as eating meat? if they do, no wonder all the food in Cloud Recesses sucks so hard.

anyways, fic writers: before making offhand comments about food, look up the recipe and see how it’s made. food is deeply cultural and significant, both the product and the act of making it. jiang yanli’s soup is so important because it is a labor of love that takes time and effort to make, especially if she is making it from scratch by herself as we are led to assume. by reducing it to something that can be accommodated for other characters or something easier than it really is, you are inadvertently diminishing yanli’s act of love.