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multifairyus · 1 year
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Spicy Brelwyn Playlist Update
Tl;dr—What should the Playlist name be?
Disclaimers:
1. Idk how to make a post Mature/Explicit so uuhhh if you’re too young for this then like…don’t engage. If you’re a minor, I’d appreciate if you took a back seat in this discussion please and thank you!
2. I personally headcannon the whole “Early College” thing in Legendborn as just normal college. Sexy situations aside I think aging up the characters it solves plot contrivances and makes things simpler where the more complicated option isn’t terribly interesting. As such, the relationship discussed between Briana and Selwyn is between two adults. Moreover, while Sel’s demonia makes an ~appearance~ and influence, this playlist is meant to be conceptualized without the looming threat of him descending into demonia and subsequent blurring of the lines between “safe, sane, and consensual”, as is in Demonia’s Descent. So like…in my headcannon/playlist AU, the power of love makes Sel better at edging his demon? Yeah. Yeah? Sure.
…look, I’m not here to make this shit actually make sense with the plot. That’s for the lovely theorists, fix-it/alt POV fic writers and resource gathering fandom members’ forte. I’m here to provide the official soundtrack of Legendborn smut for those of us on the front lines when there was under 100 fics total on AO3 and for the new fans that will come when Book 3 is released. I do have an aspiration to take undue credit for one of playlist songs ending up in the Legendborn TV show—oh y’all couldn’t tell me NOTHINGGG. If nothing else, I just want people to enjoy and create fan works to the playlists, cuz this is my own kind of fan work 😊
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Aight now let’s get INTO ITTTTT
So, Of Our Own Volition had Brelwyn making love for the first time. The earliest one could theorize it happening (with a non heteronormative definition of sex) could be Into Orbit…tho personally? It’s when The Line was clearly crossed in Virgo’s Scorpio’s Groove. Immediately followed by Sel having a damn religious ascension with Submerge: Until We Become the Sun. We get some afterglow and end on a flirty, playful, even experimental note with We Might Even Be Falling In Love (feat. Bryson Tiller for my Spotify peeps). It’s all very saccharine and tender and sweet and I love it…
This is not that playlist. They are grown and fucking fucking now. We are getting explicit. We are getting kinky. I allowed myself like one and a halfish toxic song in this playlist, since there’s more than enough excellent but SUPER TOXIC relationship songs for the TLC trio, regardless if you’re OT3 endgame or Brelwyn endgame. …A Toxic OT3 playlist will come in due time, with my softboi hours (Brickel? Nickee? Brick?) Brick Playlist along side it as a palette cleanser.
But now? I want input for what a grown and sexy playlist would be for these two!I like wording and terminology from the book—“Everything in Between” isn’t bad but feels too wordy? I’m open to phrases from fics too, especially from who have published excellent Brelwyn smut already—you know who you are (because I tagged you cuz y’all’s work deserves more hype @sweetestblacktea @justbrainrot @thoughtfulbearpanda @ficnoire2 )
I will crowdsource opinions on kinks our lovely couple is into, giving or receiving, in the comments. For scientific reasons, of course. I’m a chemist irl, and I know chemistry when I see it! 👩🏾‍🔬🥵👌🏾😩
Onto my specific thoughts I think may be helpful to answer my query!
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I think I wanna have transition songs like the instrumental tracks in O3V and DD. But my searches for “sexy violin” are not giving what I need it to.
An idea I have is to instead have shifts be denoted by a lil “Demonia Dip” as I call it. Not full on Act V of DD bad but like, compared to the rest of the playlist you’d be like “oh yeah it’s that bastard again” we’re talking For Your Entertainment by Adam Lambert and a reappearance of Tonight You are Mine by the Technicolors.
This is an R&B slowjams playlist for our protagonist and King Bree first and foremost… but Sel IS a white boy with THAT kinda playlist for his deepest, darkest desires…it’s only fair the cambion brain gets a few tracks, if only to signal “oh we are NASTY nasty now huh—“ Plus I let the white boy freak flag fly by starting off O3V with Sweater Weather. He can have a dip or two. As a treat.
Track Teasers (in no particular order)
F.U.C.K., Victoria Monet
Earned It, The Wknd (Often and Lost in the Fire are going to the top of Toxic playlist because I couldn’t add them in good faith with content or language I disapprove of in it 🥴 but the Wknd couldn’t NOT be in here)
Speechless, Buddy
Skin, Rihanna
A Muse, dvsn
Rope Burn, Janet Jackson
Teehee this is gonna be fun y’all 💖
Kthxbai
-Fairy
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sadaveniren · 11 months
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I'm the same anon as before and you're so right!!! I don't have a normal 9-5 so my hours are whatever I want so 🤷‍♀️ and just because of that my weeks looks incredible different to the ones of my friends, I will be doing the most random things at the most random times and I Can't imagine what my life would look like if in addition to the time I had access to the same kind of money they have.
I also think some fans don't want to seem crazy and want to feel superior so they shut down headcanons like this one just for the sake of it
Sooooo many fans try to kill fun headcanons just because they don’t want to “give antis ammo” or whatever. It’s like they forget two key things: 1. Fandom is fun 2. Antis are gonna fucking hate us anyway
Like we aren’t going to convince a hateful anti to leave us alone. We sure aren’t going to convince them Harry and Louis are together. We might barely be able to convince them either of them are allies much less part of the LGBT community. So why put any effort into policing ourselves in that manner? Just let us have fun!
I’ve been in this fandom since 2014 and I still have fun every single day. I also have made sure to cultivate an overall positive fandom experience. I have a large group of friends who are all as positive as me and we just share fun headcanons and try to puzzle stuff out in the most low key and low risk to our mental health way possible. I block hate anon pretty liberally. I don’t go looking for anyone who is doing anything I don’t care to engage with. If I see people getting sucked into discourse or spiraling into unhealthy behaviors when it comes to doomsdaying away I go in the OPPOSITE direction of it.
I watched “rad Louies” become a thing because fans were convinced Louis was being sabotaged in 2017 and rolled my eyes and continued on in my lane, writing fic and figuring that everything would be okay and now 5 years out I can pretty confidently say I believe there’s a lot of evidence Louis cut the promo himself on Back to You and his Epic contract because he didn’t like the musical direction he was going in.
I watched fandom tie themselves into knots over and over again with Harry’s stunts and have just shrugged and carried on because it’s not my life and not my job to worry about what Harry is choosing to do with his life.
I learned in May 2015 when fandom tried to “change the narrative about party boy Louis” that we as fans don’t actually have control at all. 1DHQ worked really hard to give us that illusion that we were all powerful and we had control on the marketing decisions etc but guess what? No one TALKED about Briana openly when Louis got papped with her in May. No one shared pap pics on tumblr. And yet we STILL GOT BG. We bitched and moaned and debunked left right and center and yet they CONTINUED ON.
As a fan my only job is to have fun. I have fun by trying to work out timelines and make up cute headcanons. My headcanons aren’t hurting anyone and despite what antis think I really don’t care if I’m right or wrong lol hell I’ll be the first to admit that I get shit wrong a lot. *gestures towards my guess that Louis was doing something May 25th when it turned out to be an error on his poster (which is a whole other issue but whatever) and that Steve Aoki might make an appearance at Louis’ Vegas show (which turned out to be that Louis showed up at HIS show)*
I’m having a blast. If my headcanons get debunked oh well I move on. Fandom is supposed to be fun! Be in it because you enjoy it and you HAVE FUN! If you aren’t having fun maybe… find something else to do?
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twopoppies · 1 year
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hi gina i wanted to ask what's up with oli? people r saying that's he's got an awful personality? i wasnt around since the start so /// and also i just finished reading your fic gathered on wings and😳😳😳😳😳😳 thats so good!!!!! thank you!!!
Oh, thank you, sweetheart! I’m so happy you liked it. Thank you for reading it. 💕
I think some people don’t like Oli because years ago (back in 2013/2014 IIRC) there were rumors about him and Calvin using their friendship with Louis to try and hook up with fans. And I think back in 2015/2016 he might have been hooking up with Briana’s gross cousin, Ashley. But I don’t know anything else about him, TBH.
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spnfanficpond · 2 years
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larrydoinglaundry · 2 years
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Hey. Sorry to bother you but Have you read second spring by vondrostes? Because the writer is not actually a no stunts larrie and just used to write larry fan fics for practice .... in one of their fics, Freddie and Briana are active characters and the storyline was louis cheated on harry with B and mind it was a Canon. And I could only read a few chapters but they took all the sweet larry moments and twisted them to satisfy their angsty storyline....no hate to them of course but I'm the kinda person that like it physically pains me to abandon any story so I just wanna know if this fic is safe to read. A trans fic trope is something I really wanna read and unfortunately we don't have many such long fics
Hi !
I have read Second Spring and I personally enjoyed it. It's been a long while since I read it though so I don't remember much of the details but I believe there was no cheating of any kind in the story and Louis was very supportive of Harry's journey.
I don't know the author or what do they stand for but personally I think not being a "No Stunt Larrie" doesn't ruin anyone's stories if the plot works. I've read some of their "rare pair" works and I like them too. What's important here is to distinguish fiction from reality, anyway.
It's fanfiction.
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With Just A Little Effort...
Characters: Briana Buckmaster x Reader, minor characters
Word Count: 1,524
Warnings: some relationship/long-distance angst, but fluff at the end
Summary: Briana is always away on tour, and you’re stuck in the office at work. Will you two make it work, or will your relationship crumble under the intense pressure of long-distance relationships?
Beta: none
Author’s Note: If you have any requests, please send them in!
This is the December 3rd fic for my 25 days of RPF Christmas with the prompt: Won’t Be Home for the Holidays
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There was a time when you and your friends went on your annual hike, and the mountain was so steep that it almost knocked the wind out of you. You came home after that trip with blood in your shoes from how much they hurt--well, it felt like your feet were bleeding. Now that trip was hard just like the time you ran a small marathon. It was nothing like the big leagues, but something small for breast cancer awareness that you absolutely loved even if you were so sore afterward. It was also very hard for you when you got into a minor car accident a year ago when some woman wasn’t paying attention to her surroundings and crashed into the back of your car.
There are many more events that have been hard for you, but all of those pale in comparison to what you’re going through now. Your girlfriend, the beautiful Briana Buckmaster, has been away all holiday. She’s on tour around the country with some of her good friends, and you couldn’t be happier for her. Hearing about her success over the phone brings a smile to your face, especially when you think about it. The hard part is seeing her smile on the photos she posts, hearing her laughter through the videos she sends and watching other people embrace her and tell her how good of a job she’s doing.
The hard part is realizing those people are doing what you’re supposed to be doing. It’s supposed to be you hugging her and congratulating her. It’s supposed to be you who gets to hug her and kiss her when something great happens. Instead, she’s with her friend and having the time of her life without you.
Sure, she calls and Facetimes every night, but it’s not the same. She’ll ask you about your day, and all you can say to her is how your boss said something rude, or how you had a computer jam and had to do all the paperwork by hand. You ask her about her day, and she goes off on a tangent about how fun it is to be on stage, how her supporters (she hates calling them fans) are always cheering her on, and how relaxing the end of the day is. You can’t help but get jealous of her. She can see it in your eyes even if you deny it all the time. You try to be happy for her, but sometimes it doesn’t show.
She offered you to come with her, and under any other circumstances, you would. However, your work doesn’t allow you to travel and keep your job at the same time. It definitely puts a stressor on your relationship, but you try not to let it win. The Christmas holiday is coming up, and soon she’ll be in your arms for a little longer than a month. She should be calling you about the details of her flight any minute now, so to pass the time, you start playing home videos of the two of you. Your favorite video is when you two went to the beach a few summers back in Malibu. It was sunny, the weather was perfect, and you had your lady with you.
“We’re here in lovely Malibu where the sun is always shining and the party just doesn’t stop,” Briana laughed into the camera she’s holding.
“All day and all night, motherfuckers,” you shouted from your spot in the background.
“And that foul-mouthed pretty lady over there is my beautiful girlfriend, Y/N,” she introduced you as she swiveled the camera to face you.
“Watch this!” you grinned and got yourself ready to do a cartwheel. You got into the stance and took off, landing on your hand the wrong way. You crumbled down to the ground with a groan that turned into laughter.
“That was terrible. Are you okay?” she giggled.
“I’m good!” you held out both your thumbs with a smile.
“I love you. Even if you’re not flexible.”
A tear slides down your cheek at the fond memory. Your phone binged which means you’re getting a Facetime request. Upon seeing your girlfriend’s name, you wipe the tear from your face so she won’t suspect anything is wrong. This is the call you’ve been waiting for, and honestly, you could use some good news. You connect your phone with the TV so you can see her on a bigger scale.
“Hey baby, were you crying?” Briana asks when she sees your face. You could never fool her no matter how hard you tried.
“Please tell me you’re coming home. I really need good news right now,” you plead.
“I… won’t be coming home for the holidays. We’re swarmed here. Y/N, I’m so sorry.”
Just like that, a new wave of tears flows down your cheeks. You fist your hair with your fingers and place your elbows on your knees.
“Please don’t cry, babe, I’ll make it up to you as soon as I can.”
“When are you going to be back?” you sniffle, pushing your hair back and crossing your arms.
“Sometime after January.”
“You’ve been gone since September, Bri,” you cry softly.
“I know, but I can’t leave now. Trust me, you know I would if I could.”
“Yeah, you’re right,” you sigh.
“Are you going to be okay?”
“No, but what else can I do? I can’t leave work, and you just said you can’t. I-I miss you.”
“I miss you too. More than you could ever know.”
“Hey! Briana! We ten five minutes until stage time!” someone from the background shouts.
“Y/N,” she trails off.
“Go, have fun. I’ll talk to you later,” you cut her off and end the call. It’s not fair to be treating her this way, you’re just upset you’re not going to be able to see her for the holidays. Work will keep you busy anyway, so you’re not staying at home all the time and just crying. At least at work, you get to work hard to pretend that everything’s okay.
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You walk into work the next morning sluggishly. There is no energy inside of you to deal with anything. You and Briana had a long talk once she was alone in her hotel room. She understood how upset you are, and despite this little kink in your relationship, you two still love each other dearly.
Work is going to be hectic, you can already tell by the way your coworkers bustle around the office and papers in their hands. At least the computers are working just fine so you don’t have to waste your time writing everything down. Last time that happened, you had a hand cramp for the rest of that day.
As soon as you set your things down on your desk, your boss calls you into her office. She normally doesn’t talk to you unless something serious happens, and you go over everything that you did this past week that might prompt her to call you. You hadn’t done anything wrong, didn’t say anything wrong, and you did all of your paperwork correctly with minimal mistakes. Why could she possibly want with you in her office? What did you do?
“You wanted to see me?” you ask when you knock on her open door.
“Yes, please, sit,” she smiles.
“Did I do something wrong?” you ask, doing what she told you.
“No, no, nothing like that. I wanted to run something by you.”
“What is it, ma’am?”
“I’m granting you the rest of the month off. Paid, of course,” she grins.
“Wait, what?”
“Yes, you heard me correctly,” she laughs.
“But, why? Did I fill something out wrong? Do you not want me working here anymore?” you ask when your mind goes to the worst possible situation.
“No, Y/N, you’re not in trouble. You’re a star employee.”
“If I may ask, why are you giving this to me?”
“Briana called me, and we had a little chat. I can see how much you miss her. Consider this a Christmas present. You’re cleared to come back the second week of January.”
“Are you serious?” you whisper.
“Deadly. She asked me to give you this,” she explains and hands you a plane ticket to where Briana was staying.
“I can’t believe this is happening,” you gasp emotionally.
“Have a good Christmas, Y/N. We can handle things around here without you for the month.”
“Thank you so much!”
“You’re welcome,” she smiles.
You get up and leave her office, grabbing your things on the way out. Briana must be doing a soundcheck or something big, which is why you decide to text her instead of call. Pulling out your phone on your way to the car, you sent her a quick text filled with love.
You’re something special, Briana. I love you so much. I’m heading to the airport now.
You don’t even care that you don’t have bags. You can always buy some more when you get to her. Your excitement of finally seeing her after so long clouds your rational side.
Anything for you, my love. Merry Christmas.
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I’m With Stupid
Relationship: SPN Cast x Sister!Reader
Words: 1,723
Summary: Things don’t quite go according to plan at your first convention appearance.
Warnings: fainting, hunger, dehydration, lightheadedness
Tags: @winchesters-favorite-girl @bellero @assbutt-still-in-hell @percussiongirl2017 @iamafishandigosplish @hi-my-name-is-riley
A/N: Wow, I actually wrote something! It’s a miracle! (insert laughing emoji here) This is loosely based on a true story that happened to me recently. Not at a con, but that’s why it’s loosely based. Hope you enjoy it!
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If everyone in the world kept a running list of all the stupid things they’d done in their lives, yours would most likely be one of the longest. It wasn’t totally your fault, you just tended to do some really dumb things at the worst possible times.
Like right now.
One second you felt perfectly fine, and the next, you were starting to feel lightheaded and shaky. You tried to hide it as best you could, especially since you didn’t want to upset the fans, but if you didn’t fix this soon, things weren’t going to be pretty.
It really didn’t help that this was your first ever Supernatural convention appearance.
“You doing okay?”
Misha’s voice shook you out of your thoughts. The two of you had a tiny break during your group photo op while the next people in line got their props ready. You glanced over at him, taking in his concerned expression.
“I’m fine,” you told him over the music. Sure, you were lying through your teeth, but he didn’t need to know that.
His features were skeptical, but before he could say anything else, more fans stepped up to take their picture with you, and the conversation ended.
Once your group op was finished, you thought you might actually have a chance to head back to the green room and grab something to eat, but luck wasn’t on your side. A lovely volunteer told you about a sudden schedule change that meant you had back to back autos and ops with almost no break, on top of your solo panel and meet & greet. In spite of your exhaustion and empty stomach, you agreed to it. It was stupid, sure, but you didn’t want to complain and seem like a whiny bitch. Plus, if you said something, it might mess everyone else up.
Long couldn’t even begin to describe the rest of your day.
One thing after another, after another, after another; you felt like you were running around like a crazy person. If you weren’t at your autos, you were in solo photo ops, then your forty-five minute meet & greet, then in another group photo op -- it seemed like it was never-ending.
By the time your solo panel came around, you were practically running on empty. The one thing that was going to get you through the next hour was the thought of finally slinking back to the green room and getting more than two minutes to relax and eat something.
“You guys are in for a real treat today!” Rich told the audience.
From where you stood backstage, you could hear their cheers, and your heart fluttered a little. Whether it was from the thought that they were excited to see you or your waning strength, you didn’t know, but you couldn’t focus on it.
“I don’t think I’ve ever met someone so wonderfully pleasant and sweet in my life,” Rob said. “Do you, Rich?”
The band began to play as Richard responded, “No I haven’t, Robbie. And now it’s time for all of you to meet her, too! You know her as Jenna Kershaw, best friend of the Winchester brothers, here making her first ever con appearance, ladies and gentlemen please welcome Y/N Y/L/N!”
That was your cue. Forcing your unsteady legs to move, you pushed back the curtain and bounded up the steps leading to the stage. Despite your fatigue, a huge smile found its way onto your face as you were greeted by thousands of screams and clapping hands.
“Thank you, guys!” you said. As Rich and Rob left the stage, you grabbed a chair to your right and brought it front and center. That might buy you a little time. “How are y’all doing today?”
The crowd screamed their reply, and the panel had begun. People asked you tons of questions, mostly original but with some generic ones thrown in, and you did your best to answer them as well as you could. Everyone was so delightful to talk to, and the audience helped you push through and try to make it to the end.
Everything came to a halt pretty quickly, though.
You’d lasted a good half hour before things started falling apart. As you listened to one of the questions, your vision started swimming and the top of your head was on fire. Trying not to show it, you shook your head a little to focus back in.
“Uh, are you okay?” the fan in line asked, her voice etched with worry.
“What? Oh, uh, yeah, I’m fine,” you assured her with a tight lipped smile. “Could you just repeat your question for me please?”
The fan replied, “O-okay, sure. My question was who do you think is more protective of Jenna, Sam or Dean?”
“Well, I think I’m the most protective of her,” you said to the amusement of the crowd, “but if I--if I had to pick, I… I would probably say--”
It was as though your lungs couldn’t fill with air fast enough, leaving you gasping. Black started filling the edges of your vision, slowly creeping in until you could hardly see. You thought someone was saying something, to you or at you, but all you could hear was a dull ringing. With the thought of taking a small break on your mind, just for five minutes, you stood up, and then you fell asleep.
When you woke up, you were being held in strong arms, carried bridal style backstage, to the green room, where they helped you sit in one of the tall chairs. There was a flurry of activity around you, people running around and shouting, which only served to further confuse you.
“Here, drink this,” a voice said.
Someone handed you a water bottle that you gratefully accepted. A shaking hand uncapped it and put it up to your lips, letting the cool liquid wash down your parched throat. Another voice called for a second water bottle, to be placed on the back of your neck. After a few moments, you started regaining a little of your strength.
“Y/N, can you hear me?”
You turned toward the voice and saw, once your vision finally cleared, Rob staring at you with obvious concern. Giving a slight nod, you watched his features melt into relief.
“What happened?” you asked, your words a little slurred.
“You passed out,” Rob told you. “EMTs are on their way right now, so just sit tight, okay?”
You tried to say something to him in response, but someone was pushing the water bottle back up to your mouth.
It took less than two minutes for the medical team to arrive. They crowded around you, firing a bunch of questions at you. How do you feel? How old are you? Have you been drinking? When’s the last time you ate? Your head would have been spinning if you hadn’t already been disoriented.
Finally, they seemed to get the information they needed and left you alone, talking instead with some of the others to find out what happened from a different perspective. Before long, they were heading out the door, leaving you with your friends and the convention staff.
“Y/N, do you know how this happened?” Kim asked, handing you a little food to tide you over.
You shrugged. “Probably because I haven’t had anything to eat or drink since this morning.”
“This morning?” Misha repeated. “Sweetheart, that was hours ago! Why didn’t you come back here and eat something?”
Your face burned as you replied, “I didn’t have time. With the schedule change I had all my ops and autos and stuff back to back all day, so I never had a chance to grab anything, plus I didn’t want to disappoint any of the fans, especially since this is my first con, but now I’ve just screwed everything up as usual and they’re gonna hate me if they didn’t already and--”
“Hey, kid, breathe,” Briana cut you off, placing a gentle hand on your shoulder. “No one’s gonna hate you for something you had no control over.”
“But that’s the thing -- I could have controlled it,” you told her. “I could have said no to the schedule change.”
“Why didn’t you?”
Lowering your eyes, you fiddled with the bottle cap in your hand. “Because I didn’t wanna mess anybody up. If I said no it would have screwed up everybody else and I didn’t wanna be the cause of that.”
An awkward hush fell over the group surrounding you, broken only by your occasional chewing. You hated that you were so vulnerable right then, so open and raw, even if you trusted these people. It made you feel weak, and you hated feeling weak, which is exactly what got you into the mess in the first place.
Just then, Rich came back to the green room, looking a little rushed. As his eyes fell on you, relief washed over his face.
“How you doin’?”
“Good,” you said. “Better.”
“That’s good to hear,” he said with a smile. “Do you wanna stay back here and take it easy or head out and finish your panel, just for a couple minutes?”
“I think she should stay here and--”
“No.”
Everyone in the room turned toward you, an array of emotions displayed in their expressions.
You sighed, saying, “I wanna finish the panel. Those people out there didn’t shell out tons of money to see me faint and give up.”
“You’re not giving up, sweetheart,” Rob assured you. “No one would blame you for staying back here and taking it easy.”
“I don’t care. I’m finishing the panel. Rich, can you give me a hand?”
It took a bit longer than you’d wanted, but with Richard and Rob’s help, you made it back to the stage, where you were greeted with enthusiastic cheers and shouts of “We love you!” Rob grabbed you your chair from before, along with a much needed water bottle, and you were ready to go.
“Hey guys,” you greeted sheepishly. “I should probably apologize for before. I was kinda dumb and didn’t eat anything all day, which is why I passed out. I’m fine now, but I’m sorry if I scared y’all.”
The audience screamed their assurances, making you smile.
“Alright,” you said, “now where were we?”
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wonderfulcinderella · 3 years
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Okay so lots of people don't know all the 1d stuff I mentioned in my iceberg post so here's an explanation:
Harrys nipples - he has 4 of them
Zouis twitter fight - the iconic twitter fight back in 2015 between Zayn and Louis and that other human being that brought us Zayns iconic remember when you had a life and stopped making bitchy comments about mine tweet
Liams kidney growing back - Liam used to say he only has 1 kidney and then one day he told us he went to the doctor and the kidney ✨magically✨ grew back
Hobama - the beautiful ship name of Harry and Obama. Basically it's Harry and Obama have an affair. I'll send you a post if you want.
Weedgate - Zayn and Louis smoking weed. I'll send you the video if you want.
Niall violently masturbating in japan - MY FAVE. Back in late 2012/early 2013 they went to japan and some girl tried to blackmail them / their management to go on a date with Niall by claiming she had videos / audios of him violently masturbating in his hotelroom, swearing real loud and banging against the wall 😂😂
Conchobar - back when Freddie was born and we didn't know the name yet there was this rumour his name was CONCHOBAR (pronounced connor). I also remember the rumour of him being called sydney rain because Briana and Louis had sex in sydney while it was raining
Freddie is not real - self-explanatory. Larries claimed Freddie was not real but a doll.
Rbb / sbb - rainbow bondage bear and small bondage bear, 2 bears they used to have on stage with them and larries actually claimed Harry and Louis were communicating with them by using the bears, they even had a twitter account and larries claimed that twitter account was run by Harry and Louis
Mr. X - I don't remember the specifics of mr. X but I think he was an anon who among other things claimed Harry would be shot when they performed at msg???
Wellington - there's a video of Harry and Louis "kissing" in wellington, that video was obiously filmed with a potatoe so the quality is really bad. I think whoever posted it said they had better videos and would post them later and well, disappeard
Birdsonas - Harrys bird tattoos on his collarbones. Larries think these birds are "Harry" and "Louis" because they have eyebrows
Crystabel riley - back in the days there was this rumour that Zayn and Harry had 3somes with fans and when they "picked" a girl they told her to tell security her name was "Crystabel Riley" so they'd know to let her through 😂😂
Penis sizes - there was this post back in like 2012 that had the penis sizes of the boys. all of them were 8 inches or even bigger (Liam apparently has 10 inches) and those are probably fake (i mean I don't know but I'm like 99.9% sure 😂😂) but lots of people use these sizes for their fics.
Calder triplets - so back in the days larries claimed Eleanor wasn't 1 but actually 3 persons. Tina, Eleanor and Gretchen. They claimed Eleanor didn't attend her school, but a person called "Christina Calder" did. They claimed there was Eleanor, the "pretty one", Gretchen, the "cute one", and Tina, the "trashy one". They claimed one of her friends who had dark hair as well "looked just like her" and was either Tina or Gretchen. They took photos of her from different angles and claimed she doesn't look the same. They took photos of her and Louis and claimed her height changes (she gets smaller / taller), but didn't consider angles (AGAIN). She changed over the years as people usually do but larries took this as "proof" that she's actually 3 persons (or even more).
Briana is Freddies sister - a while back I saw this post on insta and some larrie claimed Briana is Freddies sister and her parents / his grandparents are actually his parents too and her "proof" was the story of Jack Nicholson who actually grew up thinking his grandmother was his mother and his mother was his sister
And last but not least, the worm fic. Tw / cw because it includes, well, a worm.
You have been warned - so I don't really remember it well because hell no but this is what I do remember: there was this actual fucking fic where Louis kidnapped (????) Harry because he had a worm who needed a warm and well moist place (?????) and then Louis tied Harry to the bed and wellllll put the worm inside his arse. And that was the moment i noped out, closed the fic and promised myself to never ever again read something like that.
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shotgun--rider · 4 years
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A Jensen x Reader oneshot
Y/N’s never considered how many suspiciously snuggly photos there are of her and her best friend. Then they all come out in a Buzzfeed article, published just in time for everyone to grill her during her solo panel. Now what?
Word Count: 4000
Warnings: Really dumb fluff, everyone’s anxious, Jared and Briana are sick of everyone’s shit
A/N: This is dumb and fluffy and dangerously song-fic territory but it showed up and demanded to be written so here you go. I have no idea if this is actually any good. Enjoy?
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You were the epitome of normal, growing up. You had decent grades, run-of-the-mill hobbies, and an average high school cashier job. You could hop on your bike (and later, borrow your parents’ car) and take yourself to the coffee shop, or to a friend’s, and the only people that  would look twice at you were drivers checking to make sure the kid on the bike didn’t steer into traffic. 
You didn’t win any “most likely to” awards in the yearbook, your college major was undecided for an embarrassing length of time, and your 300-odd Instagram followers were comprised of friends and some polite acquaintances from welcome week. And you didn’t mind. You were perfectly happy to go through your day-to-day without turning heads and making waves. 
That was all before you’d answered an open casting call on a whim, strapped for cash and mostly there because a sparkly website proclaiming “50 Easy Side Hustles!” had suggested spending your weekends as an extra if you lived in a big filming city. Before your three-episode contract in a show you’d never bothered to watch turned into a series regular.
Now, you’re pretty much guaranteed to have your face splashed across the internet every time you stick a toe off the end of your L.A. property line. Even if the paparazzi aren’t there to get you in Page Six with some wildly exaggerated nonsense, a fan somewhere will snap a blurry photo and upload it somewhere for people to shout about you in the comments section. You’ve never gotten used to being tagged in edits of your own face, or watching your follower count creep steadily upwards. You’re just… you. You’ve always been just the normal, average girl from a nothing-special hometown.  
Even after your third year running on Supernatural, you still forget. You still make it all the way to the end of the block before you remember that the person shouting your name is the bodyguard you accidentally abandoned two errands ago. You still get confused when the restaurant wait staff stares at you, still get annoyed calls from your publicist begging you to at least try to appear in fewer coffee shop paparazzi pictures looking like a disgruntled zombie who’s never seen a hairbrush. (Sue you, you can’t be expected to be functional before a cup of coffee.)
You’re a brilliant actress, an unexpected fan-favorite, relatable to everyone in your autograph line...and you’re kind of a terrible celebrity. Unlike certain child models turned actors straight at 18 you may know, this isn’t a world you were trained in. Which is probably why it doesn’t even occur to you that being caught frequently in the company of your best friend might look like something until you’re staring at your own name in a headline on your phone screen, in line at Starbucks before your first panel of the con weekend. 
Y/N L/N’s Secret Relationship With Co-Star Jensen Ackles, howls the bold-printed headline, and you blink stupidly at the letters, uncomprehending, until you realize that someone’s trying to get your attention. “Sorry, what?”
The barista looks impatient, suppressing an eyeroll and starting her spiel before cutting off halfway with a squeak. “Oh, my god, you’re her! I’m sorry, I’m just… you’re literally my favorite!” She’s blushing and stuttering and has a near-death grip on the empty coffee cup she was preparing to write your name on. 
“Oh,” you reply, forcing the fog of confusion from your brain and slapping on a smile. “Hi, you caught me.”
“Can I...um…” the girl reaches into her back pocket and sheepishly produces her cell phone, complete with a flaming pentagram case. “Um, selfie?”
You smile indulgently, leaning over the counter. The fans are one of the best parts, really, and it’s never a hardship to make someone smile. (That is, when they’re not selling rumors and lies to the tabloids, you think grumpily.)
The barista girl pulls back with a wide smile and a full-face blush, and keeps glancing shyly up at you while she punches in your usual order, plus the second coffee Jensen texted you this morning to beg for. “So I guess Jensen’s around here too, then, right?” she asks perkily, taking your card. 
“Uh...sorry, what?”
She shrugs like it’s obvious. “Since you flew in together,”
You blink rapidly, feeling stupid. You’re obviously missing the punchline somewhere. “We, uh...didn’t. I mean...I flew out of L.A.,” you say cautiously. Your home city is already public knowledge, as is the fact that Jensen lives in Austin, and you can’t imagine she doesn’t know this. 
Her eyes pop wide with curiosity. “Wait, so you’re not staying with him?”
This conversation is too much for your poor, jetlagged, coffeeless brain. “No?” you try weakly, so far past confused at this point that you might actually be getting a headache. “Why would I…” 
Not that Jensen’s Austin house isn’t lovely, and not that you’d object to staying there, and not that you haven’t stayed there plenty of times before, but you’re pretty sure you’re still missing the point. 
The barista lunges forward over the counter, leaning in to ask in a hushed voice, “Did you guys break up?”
An emphatic “No!” leaves your mouth so loudly that the old man in line behind you starts grumbling. “No, you don’t--” 
“Get a move on,” Old Man grouches in the background. “I don’t care who you are,”
“Oh, good,” the girl cuts you off with a relieved grin. “You guys are so cute, you know? I mean, I kinda figured you had to have something going on, but actually seeing it--it’s going to be so much cuter if Dean and Sierra ever kiss now, oh my god--”
She devolves into a squeal, and the we’re not actually dating dies on your tongue. You have better things to do this morning than correct the misinformation of one teenage barista, so you end up just shaking your head and taking the two cups of coffee wearily. “Right, well, I’ve gotta go, so--” you duck around the old man and beeline for the door before anyone can say anything else. Oh, god, your publicist is so going to kill you. 
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Jared and Jensen are both in the green room when you make it back to the convention hotel, and you groan softly as you walk into the room. Once Jared hears about your so-called relationship, you’re never going to hear the end of it. Then again, better he hear it from you than find it in the tabloids. May as well bite the bullet now before it comes up in a Q&A. 
“Hey,” you slide up to Jensen’s elbow, holding out the requested coffee cup as a preemptive truce. “So, we’re apparently dating now,” 
Jensen snorts, shaking his head and swapping the coffee cup into his other hand so he can wrap his arm around your shoulders in greeting. “Yeah, I saw that.”
“I think I may have given a barista the impression we’ve had a tumultuous breakup,” you say ruefully, tilting your head up to look at him in apology. “Sorry,”
Jensen’s green eyes are dancing, though, and he throws back his head and laughs, still keeping you tucked close enough that you can feel his whole body shake. “Of course you did, sweetheart,”
It’s pretty much the reaction you expected from Jensen, who’s so used to your antics at this point that he just gives you a fond smile and moves on to damage control. Jared, on the other hand, is...not commenting, and suspicion cuts short your quiet enjoyment of being hugged against Jensen. It took the boys a while to feel comfortable messing with you when you first got on set, but after they figured out you gave as good as you got, they’d never yet missed an opportunity to tease and prank you. 
You squint at Jared warily. “Why aren’t you reacting?”
Jared’s lips immediately start twitching, but he makes a valiant attempt at a mock-concerned face. “Oh shit, sorry. Here, tell me again and I’ll pretend like I’m surprised this time,”
Unwilling to bother unwinding yourself from under Jensen’s arm, you extend a childish foot in the direction of Jared’s shins, scowling at him. He dodges easily, laughing, and tosses out, “Someone should really tell Buzzfeed they’re reporting really old news,”
“Shut up and drink your damn coffee, Padalecki,” you shoot back without any real venom.
“Oh, you mean my hotel coffee? The coffee I got stuck with because you only buy Starbucks for Jensen?”
Jensen straightens up proudly, no doubt making a face at Jared over the top of your head. “Y/N just likes me better. That’s why she’s my best friend.”
You roll your eyes, ducking under Jensen’s arm and a few steps away. “You both suck,” you deadpan, resisting an internal wince at the friendzone. “Now shut up and let me drink my coffee, I have to be on stage in fifteen minutes,” 
And God, but your head is way too scrambled for a panel right now. Fifteen minutes is nowhere close to enough time to get your shit together, and you’re going to have to somehow walk out there and not let everyone know. 
You take a seat halfway across the room, watching Jared and Jensen still standing there, heads bowed together, arguing quietly about something. Jensen’s starting to wear an annoyed expression and he still manages to look beautiful and goddamnit this is how you got in trouble in the first place. 
You scroll listlessly through your phone, a headache beginning behind your eyes, and freeze when you realize that you left the damn article open. The headline photo is a picture of you and Jensen on a sidewalk in L.A., caught mid-conversation with Jensen’s hand on your back and a stupid, dopey look on your face while you stare up at him like he hung the moon. Fuck, you’re an idiot. 
A hasty scroll through the rest of the article reveals more of the same, and you could kick yourself for making your dumb crush so obvious. The photo captions are practically mocking you, labelled with things like “an intimate evening for Ackles and L/N” and, under a picture of the two of you at a beach, “We might be a little mad that the two most attractive people are together”. 
Well, at least now you know what every single question at your panel is going to be about. And somehow you have to figure out how to play this off like it’s nothing. Of course I don’t have a crush the size of a mid-sized whale on Jensen, hahaha, that’s such a hilarious idea! 
Your only saving grace is that clearly, Jensen doesn’t think anything of it. It’s nothing more than a brief joke to him and Jared, and as much as that should bring you relief, it still stings to know that he’s obviously never bothered to think of you that way. And why would he? For all Buzzfeed’s nonsense about you making an attractive couple, Jensen Ackles miles above your league. 
You’re pulled out of your thoughts by Misha sitting down next to you, an easy smile on his face as he nudges your shoulder with his own. “So, welcome to the club,”
Typically, you and Misha are pretty close friends, but your patience is too short this morning for any of his shit. “What club?” you shoot back grumpily. 
“People who the internet have declared in love with Jensen Ackles,” Misha returns, grinning like it’s obvious. 
“Ha, ha. See, except when that happens to you, people think it’s funny,”
“It is funny,”
“Not for me!” you explode, belatedly wincing at your harsh tone. “You and Jensen fuck around on stage and that works for you. If I don’t get my shit together in the next five minutes, I’m getting my name dragged through stupid tabloids and laughed straight off the show because I couldn’t keep my goddamn stupid pathetic crush under control!”
“Hey,” Misha waits until you meet his blue eyes. “That’s not going to happen. Okay? It’s not,”
“Misha--”
“Y/N,” Misha returns firmly. “It’s going to be okay. Jensen would never let anything happen to you. And you don’t have to answer anything you don’t want to.”
You sigh softly, nodding. Rationally, you know he’s right. But mostly, as much as you’re worked up about the panel, your fear is that Jensen is going to be the one laughing at you, and you don’t know how to explain that. “Yeah,” you say dully, just as a convention worker comes forward to collect you. 
“If it’s really going to shit, I’ll come distract everyone,”
“Somehow, I think that would be worse,” you shoot back over your shoulder as you start walking to the stage. Breathe, Y/N. You’re fine. 
You wait for the introductions to finish and take your place on the stage, a slightly breathy laugh escaping into the mic as you look out at the crowd. That is a lot of eyes watching your every move. And they’re on your side, you remind yourself. It’s the fans who’ve been tireless supporters of you and your character, this whole time. 
“Hey, guys,” you clear your throat. “What’s up?”
You chatter for a while about whatever you can think of, telling an edited version of the grumpy Starbucks man this morning and rambling a little about Jared’s latest on-set antics. All too quickly, though, you run out of things to say, leaving you with no choice but to ask for questions. 
At first, to your great relief, they’re pretty tame. You spend a solid few minutes breaking down Sierra’s latest character arc, and the time she’s spending hunting on her own. You do get a few questions about whether she and Dean could get together when she gets back with the brothers, but as long as it stays firmly in the realm of your characters, you’re not worried. 
“And what’s your name?” You ask gently, trying to reassure the nervous young woman at the microphone. 
“Uh, Y/N…”
“I love that name!” you wink at her, rearranging yourself in the chair to be more comfortable. “What do you want to know, Y/N?”
“Uh,” she stutters, her face blushing pink. “You’re my favorite actress, and, I, um,”
“That’s very sweet,” you interject, nodding to encourage her. 
“I just, uh, really want good things for you, and I just wanted to ask if, um, areyoureallydatingJensen?” she spits out all in one breath. “Cause you deserve him,”
You blink, shifting in your seat. You’d arrived at the elephant in the room. Damn. 
“Uh,” escapes your mouth as you frantically try to construct a diplomatic sentence. “No, actually, no, we’re not.” I wish. “The, um, the article was a surprise to us too!” You added a little shrug in as punctuation, trying to play it off. 
“But you guys look so cute together!” Other Y/N exclaims. “He looks at you like--” she cuts off, biting her lip so hard you can see the white from the stage. “Nevermind. Sorry.” 
“No worries,” you assure her casually, like you’re not dying to know what she was going to say. “Next question?”
The next one up is another young woman, this time much bolder in her question. “But if you were given the opportunity, would you date Jensen Ackles?” 
God, Chuck, literally anyone please kill me. “I don’t know how to answer this without getting in trouble,” you finally laugh nervously. “This is a dangerous question,”
The audience all laughs loudly, some of them throwing out comments and suggestions. “In the interests of not getting killed in my bed tonight,” you say lightly when they’ve quieted. “I’m going to skip that question,”
There’s really no saving you, though. After that first question, it’s like a dam has broken and everyone wants to know about your relationship with Jensen. What do you think of his house in Austin and does he cook for you and what do you do between takes and where’s your favorite place to go together. Someone even asks if you’re hooking up even if you’re not dating, which you’re positive turns your face completely purple before you get through redirecting that fan. 
An hour later, you stagger off the stage mentally exhausted and thoroughly grumpy. 
“Ouch,” Briana sympathizes, sliding up beside you as you grab a water bottle in the green room. 
“Can’t wait for my dumb red face to trend on Tumblr,” you mutter, wondering darkly if you could just jump out one of the windows. 
Briana laughs like she knows something you don’t, and rubs a hand over your back soothingly. “Come on, let’s get you out of your head before your photos,”
The two of you end up on a walk a few blocks from the convention hotel, fresh coffees in hand and Briana chattering away while you nod along. It’s not that you’re tuning her out, exactly, you’re just...overwhelmed. You do, however, notice when she stops talking. 
“Are you listening to me?” she looks at you sharply.
“Sorry, B,” you mumble. “Got distracted. What?”
Briana shakes her head with loving exasperation. “I asked what you’re wearing to karaoke tonight,”
“I’m probably not going to--” you start.
“Oh, no you don’t. You can’t leave me there alone,” Briana interrupts, folding her arms across her chest. 
“What do you mean, alone? Kim and Rich and literally everyone will be there,”
“You are not allowed to skip karaoke.” Briana says firmly, and you suddenly know how her daughter must feel when she’s misbehaved. “Besides, Jensen’s singing with Louden Swain beforehand. Don’t you want to see it?”
“Fine. But I’m wearing this,” you gesture to your plain black top and jeans. To be honest, you’re not sure if you actually do want to see Jensen perform, or bother with the rest of karaoke night. Mostly you just want to crawl into bed and put the covers over your head and pretend that you haven’t been making a fool of yourself all morning, but Briana is a force of nature when she wants something. 
She smiles excitedly at your acquiescence, pulling out her phone for a moment to type something before you start heading back. 
You nudge her teasingly with your elbow. “Your phone more exciting than me?”
Briana just slides it away hastily before you can read more than Jared’s name over her shoulder. “Just taking care of something.”
There’s something she’s not telling you, but you don’t feel like digging right now. You’re just focusing on getting to the end of this convention without spilling all your secrets and looking like an idiot. 
By the time you’re sitting down in the seats for Louden Swain’s set, your face is indeed all over Tumblr. (You always deny having the stupid app, but sometimes a girl’s gotta know what people are saying about her and her hot costars.) There’s comments full of stupid speculation that you’re hiding your relationship, including a whole thread about how you’re clearly hiding your secret threesome with Jensen and Misha. Great. 
“Uh, okay,” a familiar voice snaps you out of your thoughts. Jensen’s on stage in front of the microphone, holding his guitar. “This was not part of my original plan, so...if this goes badly, it’s all Jared and Briana’s fault.”
The crowd laughs good-naturedly as your gaze snaps immediately to Briana. Infuriatingly, your friend just shrugs. 
“This is a cover of a song neither of us wrote,” Jensen continues, gesturing between himself and Louden Swain behind him. “But I thought it could be fitting,”
He’s nervous, you realize, watching the way he’s fiddling with his guitar strap while he talks. But you have no idea what he’s doing. And you have no idea why he didn’t tell you. The two of you always know what stupid thing the other person is planning, especially stunts in front of the fans. But clearly not this time. With a sinking sense of dread, you wonder if maybe he does hate you a little bit after today, and that article. Maybe that’s why he’s not talking to you. You swallow hard against the sting in your throat, and Jensen starts playing. 
The opening chords are definitely from a country song you vaguely recognize from the radio, and you wonder why this is Jensen’s choice over one of his own songs. 
“Girl, you know I've known you forever / How many nights we hung out together,”
Across the room, Briana has an enormous smile on her face.
“My boys are laughing and tap me on the shoulder / Making a motion like, ‘Could y'all get any closer?’” He punctuates the words with a little scowl in Jared’s direction. 
“There's a rumor going 'round about me and you / Stirring up our little town the last week or two / So tell me why we even trying to deny this feeling / I feel it, don't you feel it too? / There's a rumor going 'round, and 'round, and 'round / What d'you say we make it true?”
There are a lot of people suddenly making noise around you as they come to the same realization that you are, but you’re frozen in your seat. The rumor is you. He’s talking about you. Jensen’s singing for you. And you should be elated but your mind is stuck on a loop of what the fuck there’s no way this is real. 
You don’t even realize that the song is over until everyone is clapping and you’re still stuck staring with embarrassingly wide eyes, Jensen up on stage with an embarrassed dusting of red across his face and a slowly deflating expression. 
“Hey,” Jared’s elbow digs hard into your ribs suddenly. “Please do something. I can’t take any more of him like this,”
“What--oh--shit!” spills out of your mouth as you stand hastily, your phone tumbling off your lap. “I’m just gonna--”
By some miracle, you make it through the crush of people and around to the backstage area, your heart racing unevenly in your chest. You have no idea what you’re supposed to say, or if Jensen will be there, or if you’re even interpreting this right. Maybe it’s all just wishful thinking. No, Jared wouldn’t have encouraged you if that were true. Would he?
You’re so lost in your thoughts that you end up plowing straight into Jensen’s chest, his arm sliding automatically around your waist as you wobble off balance. “Shit, I’m sorry!”
He steadies you, green eyes searching your face with a flicker of vulnerability. “Hey,”
“Hey,” you whisper back. You have no idea what happens now.
With his free hand, Jensen rubs the back of his neck awkwardly. “Look, if that was too much--”
“No!” you shake your head quickly. “I’m sorry, I was just...processing. I...it was really sweet, Jen,”
“Yeah?”
“Yeah,” you confirm. “I just… me? Are you sure?”
“Why not you?” Jensen’s face wrinkles in confusion. He moves both hands to your waist, the warmth of his skin bleeding through your thin shirt as he tugs you closer. “Y/N,” 
There’s something in you screaming that you might not get to do this again, that he’s going to come to his senses, that the whole thing is a dream, and before you can second guess yourself you launch yourself up onto your tiptoes and kiss him. 
Your arms go around his neck while Jensen wraps you up tighter against his chest and it’s not fireworks, or earth shattering, or anything so dramatic. His mouth moving against yours just feels like home and love and of course. Of course you were going to get here, of course it was going to be like this. 
Jensen lifts you off your feet for a moment before breaking the kiss, and he looks just breathless and flushed enough that you’re equal parts proud and turned on. 
“Of course it’s you,” he murmurs, one hand under your chin to tilt your head up to him. “Of course I love you. You’re my best friend.”
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starrynite7114 · 4 years
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Misconstrued: Part 6
A/N: FINALLY! SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG. School is back in session and things you never knew has been occupying me. But here it is now! So excited to finally update! I hope you all will enjoy this one. 
Did you guys want a few more parts? See how their relationship progress? Should we move on to another series? LOL Let me know what you think!
Also, thank you again for the response I’ve been getting for this story.  I enjoy reading all of your comments!
Please check out the Masterlist! I updated it with links that hopefully work for my multi-chapter fics!
Anon:  I don’t know if this is too specific but could you do something about Angel ruining a date and later admits it because he loves them and then they have some angry smut and late night fluff
Anon, I hope you’ve enjoyed misconstrued! It wasn’t exactly how you requested it, but I still hope you enjoyed it!
Word Count: 6927
Warnings: Mild angst, Smut
Previous parts
Part 1 : Part 2 : Part 3 : Part 4 : Part 5
Masterlist
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You jolted awake, hearing the banging of cabinets in your kitchen. Looking at your phone that laid beside you, it was nearing three in the morning. You had multiple messages from EZ and Angel, frowning as to why dumb and dumber left numerous messages on your phone and called you as well. Grabbing your bat, you were hoping it was Angel that was in your kitchen, hell, maybe even EZ, but you could never be too sure. Making your way out of your room, you heard Angel cussed as he rummaged through your fridge. 
Sighing in relief, you placed your baseball bat back in your closet. Making your way out of your room, you found Angel sitting on your couch. He looked up at you and you could see the tears in his eyes. 
“Angel, what are you doing here?” 
“EZ betrayed me.” Angel uttered out, his voice thick.
“What?” You approached him, and Angel pulled you to him as soon as you were close enough, resting his head on your stomach, wrapping his arms around you. 
You ran your fingers through his hair, kissing the top of his head. You waited for him to speak, but he remained silent and just held you.
“Let’s go to bed?”
He placed his beer on the table and followed you to your bedroom. He took off his clothing, leaving him in his muscle shirt and boxers. When he found out about EZ’s betrayal, all he wanted to do was see you. He fucking missed you. It was insane how a woman could change his life so quickly. But it was hard to imagine life without you at this point. 
Angel slipped in beside you. You were facing one another. Tracing a finger on Angel’s face, you could see the sadness and anger in his eyes. He proceeded to tell you everything. From the rebels to EZ’s betrayal. You just listened as he let it all out, his frustration, concerns, anger and his sadness. You couldn’t believe EZ would do what he did, but at the same time, it made sense. EZ wouldn’t get a pass just because the cop was crooked.
“I love you, you’re a good man Angel Reyes, even though you don’t think so.” You kissed him.
Angel wrapped his arms around you, pulling you flush against him. He buried his face at the crook of your neck, your hand soothingly running up and down his back.
“I’m so fucking sorry, I don’t deserve you. You’re the only person who put me first with no hesitation. I should have respected our relationship and included you in this whole bullshit.” He held you tighter if that was possible, his tears wetting your skin. “I love you, I fuck up, but I’ll try not to, just please come back to me.”
“You’ve always had me Angel.” You felt the tears pricking your eyes as well. It was heartbreaking to hear Angel cry. “Just give me some time, and then we’ll be back together.”
He nodded his head, keeping his face buried at the crook of your neck. You felt his breathing even out as you continued to rub his back. Eventually you fell asleep as well.
The next morning, you woke up and Angel was nowhere in sight. You weren’t surprised since you’re almost certain he was needed at the clubhouse. Letting out a yawn, you contemplated if you wanted to get up yet since you didn’t have to be at work till noon. You closed your eyes and before you could go back to sleep, you felt the bed dip. You would have been alarmed if you didn’t smell Angel’s familiar scent. He pulled you against him as he laid back down, wrapping his arm around you. 
“I always feel stupid talking to you while you’re asleep, but at times, it’s better this way so I don’t become distracted of just wanting to kiss you.” You heard him chuckle. “I remember when I first saw you and how you hid behind your tio, which was comical since you’re fucking taller than him.” You smiled, wondering if Angel spoke to you in your sleep often. “I was attracted to you then, then I found myself gravitating towards you, hanging on to your every fucking word. This whole thing with Ezekiel, it fucking hurt me and I had to see you, because you’re the only thing that has made every pain go away and every insecurity I have about my brother seem like a million miles away. You’ve changed my life.” You heard him sniffle. “One day, I want to marry you, have kids with you, build a life with you. If I had to kill one of my own brothers to do so, I would. I would have buried Diego six feet under.”
Angel kissed the top of your head. “You can’t reply to me with that smart mouth of yours right now and I know you can’t hear me cause you sleep like the dead.” He chuckled. “But I love you. You’re my world and I hope one day you want to share the rest of your life with me. I fucked up with Diego, but God, just give me one more chance to prove to her that I deserve that chance.”
You had to hold yourself back from crying. Hearing Angel’s words, it made your heart swell. Sure there were things that occurred that had strained your relationship, but you could only stay away from Angel for so long, and he was so damn persistent. And you love Angel, more than you could even express. You debated on waking up or not, but you could feel his breathing evening out, most likely falling asleep again. 
You could use a few more hours, you always slept best with Angel holding you.
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“I hate clubhouse parties.” You said to no one in particular as you park your car beside EZ’s trailer. You got out of your car, zipping up your bomber jacket. Jeans and t-shirts were your default. Comfort trumped everything.
Walking in the gate, the party was already in full swing. Angel has been texting you the whole day, and his nagging got more persistent when he arrived at the clubhouse and you weren’t there. You were certain that if you didn’t text him that you were on your way, he would have come and picked you up. It’s been two days since you last saw Angel since the club had him busy, but he never stopped texting you, calling you whenever he could. 
“Hey bitch!” You heard Regina’s shrill voice call you. 
You groaned, turning around and was surprised by the sudden sting on your cheek.
“You fucking happy now? You got what you fucking wanted.” She spat out venomously. “Your precious Diegito came for you.”
You were still shocked that this bitch just slapped you. Before you even know what was happening, all the pent up anger and frustration, hell, all the emotions you were put through by Regina all came back. You pulled your arm back and punched Regina right on the nose. You felt everyone’s eyes on you. 
“Shit, are you okay?” You heard Diego ask you as he cupped your face, checking your cheek where Regina slapped you.
“She broke my nose Diego.” Regina cried out as she sat on the floor. She couldn’t believe Diego was checking on you when you had just punched her on the face.
“Serves you fucking right.” You heard Medina tell her as he made his way to you. “Knew those boxing lessons I gave you would come in handy. Should have done it years ago.” He slightly pushed Diego to the side and hugged you. “They’re at Templo right now, but I’m sure your boyfriend will be sad he missed you punching that bitch.”
You didn’t bother correcting Medina, you knew Angel would eventually become your boyfriend again. “My hand hurts,” you shook your hand, opening and closing it. “Not broken though.”
“Of course not, I taught you well.” Medina proudly told you. “I don’t even know why Diegito brought her here. Can you get rid of her? Send her back to Stockton.” He turned to Diego.
“You’re gonna pay for this bitch.” Regina warned you as she stood back up.
“Would love to see you try sweetheart.” Angel’s voice surprised all of you. “If I even hear that you’re breathing the same air as my girl, I won’t hesitate to put a bullet in between your eyes.” Angel wrapped an arm around you from behind.
“Fuck you and this club.” Regina stood up, dusting off her clothing. “Fuck you Diego and your small dick.”
“That’s not what you were saying before.” Diego yelled out after her.
Diego and Medina laughed while Angel’s attention was fixated on you.
“Did that feel good?” Medina knew all the hell Regina put you through. You never laid hands on Regina since she was never worth your time, but this time around, it was warranted.
You were never such a fan of inflicting violence, but you weren’t going to lie, that definitely felt good. “So good.”
“Damn baby, that was hot.” He kissed the side of your head after he pulled you against him. “You should let me show you just how good you looked.”
You laughed, playfully pushing him. “So, did you get it?”
Angel smirked and waved the patch in front of your eyes. “You're looking at the new secretary.”
“Congratulations!” You jumped into his arms. “So proud of you, well deserved.”
“Can I get a congratulatory kiss?” 
“Absolutely.”
Angel kissed you, slipping his tongue inside your mouth as he did. His hands grabbed your ass, causing you to shriek.
“Angel!” 
“Sorry,” he laughed. 
His eyes connected with Diego who looked displeased by the public display of affection, but he didn’t give a fuck. Diego could kiss his ass. He was proud of that shiner on Diego’s left eye and the bruises and abrasions all over his face. 
And he still had more coming for him.
“Everything okay with Ezekiel?”
“Yes, he’s going to quit and that’s that.” Angel wrapped an arm around you and brought you towards the clubhouse. “I don’t like how he looks at you.”
“Huh?” You looked at him, confused by what he meant. “Who?”
“Diego. I know you told him it was done, but I don’t think it’s registered.” Angel wasn’t happy that Diego was still here. He knew he was leaving soon, but it made him antsy whenever he saw Diego near you. “I should fuck him up.”
“You already did, remember?” You didn’t want anymore violence. You weren’t going to lie and say it felt good to see Diego with bruises on his face. He was your best friend not too long ago, even though you thought after all of his actions he deserved at least a punch or two.
“Yeah, but someone like him needs to really have it embedded with another beating.” 
You stopped walking, turning Angel to face you. “Forget him, you have me. Just leave him be.”
“So you're done playing and you’re my girl again?” Angel smirked.
“Maybe.” You mischievously smiled at him. “Come on, I’m starving.” You pulled him towards the clubhouse so you could get some food.
“For my dick?”
“Angel!”
“You know you missed my dick, let's just skip this shit and go home.” He pulled you flushed against him, your back to his front. “I know I’ve missed the sight of your pussy, especially the taste, the feel, how fucking tight you are.” He whispered the last sentence in your ear, his hot breath against your skin. You felt a shiver go up your spine. You weren’t going to lie that his dirty mouth didn’t make you wet, but you had to at least be here for a few hours. “Come on baby, I’m the new El Secretario, you should give me congratulatory sex.”
“Behave,” you moved away from him, Angel watching as you walked in front of him.
He whistled. “God you’re fucking ass is a thing of beauty baby.”
You shook your head, laughing. Angel was too much at times, but you love him. 
You were sitting on Angel’s lap, sharing a beer with some of the members and your tio. They were busting jokes about Creepers nonexistent love life. You love hanging with the guys, they were absolutely hilarious and they always involved you in their conversations. They never held back and if they did say something out of line they always apologized.
“You having fun?” Angel checked in with you all the time. He knew too much socializing exhausted you, so he wanted to make sure you were still good.
“Yes, I’m good babe, thanks for checking.” You kissed his cheek.
Bishop looked over Angel, nodding his head towards the clubhouse. 
“Can you get me another beer baby?” Angel requested of you, understanding his gesture.
“Sure.” 
Once you were inside, Bishop leaned over to speak to Angel. “I set up dinner with Diego tomorrow. We finish this whole bullshit with my niece and him tomorrow. If he so much even looks her way, he’s done.” 
Before Templo, Bishop and Angel had a lengthy discussion about Diego and what they wanted to do with his past indiscretions. They both knew you wouldn’t exactly be happy with kicking Diego out of the club, it’s been too long. But, that doesn’t mean they couldn’t threaten him to fuck off. Angel would talk to you first, not wanting to have a misstep in your relationship again. 
“Got it prez, we both know I want this to end.” Angel sat back, taking out his cigarette and getting a stick. He lit it up and took a drag. “I don’t like it when he’s around her. He always looks at her with such fucking hope and he could go fuck himself.”
“Then make it known to him that whatever it was with her, it’s fucking done.” 
“Gladly.” 
You returned, handing him his beer. You were going to take the chair beside him, but Angel pulled you down to sit on his lap again. “Baby, you ain’t sitting anywhere else when my lap is readily available.”
“You’re so needy.”
“I got you back baby, you better get used to it. You know how I am, all about affections.” Angel kissed your cheek, before turning his attention to Creeper.
“You want to go home?” You whispered into Angel’s ear. 
His gaze turned towards you, already darkened by your suggestion.
“We’re gonna head out.” 
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“Fuck baby, just like that.” Angel watched as you wrapped your mouth around his cock, bobbing your head up and down. Your hair was wrapped around his hand, guiding you on how to suck his cock.
He followed you home on his bike, immediately going to your place instead of his. You took out your sewing kit to sew Angel’s patch on his kute. You sat on his lap as you did, his hands gripping your thigh. You felt him getting harder as you sewed his patch on. He looked at you, biting his lips as you concentrated to not poke his skin.
As soon as you were done, he had you on your knees and sucking his dick. You’ve been at it for a good thirty minutes and the way you were sucking his dick like a fucking pro was making him come closer to his climax. He was proud that he taught you everything you fucking know.
“Get up,” he pulled you up, putting his hands under your ass and lifting you up. You wrapped your legs around his waist, your lips meeting his. 
He walked you to your bedroom, gently placing you on the bed. Your lips were swollen, making Angel groan. He loved sharing intimate moments with you because he knew no one else has and he planned on keeping it that way. Slipping off his jeans he threw them to the side and walked over to you with a predatory gaze. You removed your shirt as you moved back towards the headboard.
Angel grabbed your ankle, pulling you back to the edge of your bed, making you laugh. He unbuttoned your jeans and pulled them off. You were only in your bra and panties, Angel’s eyes roaming your body. He smirked, licking his lips.
“You look fucking beautiful amor.” He kneeled by the edge of your bed, pulling you so that your legs were hanging on his shoulders. “I’ve missed your scent baby, it would drive any man crazy.” His fingers ran up and down your inner thigh, his touch alone made you shiver. You shifted so that he would move towards where you wanted him faster, but he was purposely making you wait. “I love you.”
“I love you.” You breathed out. “Angel, stop teasing me.”
Angel chuckled, grabbing a hold of your panties and pulling them off. He spread your lips, licking his as he saw your glistening cunt.
“I will never tire at the sight of this.” He pulled you towards him, his tongue lapping at your sensitive nub as soon as he was closed enough.
Your back arched, hands grabbing the sheets underneath them. You whimpered out his name as he began his assault, moving his tongue down to your entrance and sliding it in. 
“You’re so fucking good at this.” A pleased hum was released from your lips, your hand gripping his hair. Your hips gyrating against his tongue.
He placed a hand on your hips, holding you down. He slipped a finger inside you with his other hand, pulling his mouth away. His eyes were trained on your reaction to every move he did on you, he loved watching you, memorizing your reaction to everything he did, it was so fucking satisfying for him. 
“Look at me baby,” he commanded. 
You tried your best to open your eyes and when you did, you saw that sexy smirk on Angel’s lips, you felt your stomach tightening up, your orgasm was close. You wondered if it was always like this for other people. The intensity, how good it felt, this was driving you crazy.
“I’m cumming.” You choked out. You grabbed on Angel’s hand that was on your hip, intertwining your fingers. 
“Fuck baby, you’re drenched.” Angel lapped at your juices, causing your eyes to roll back, a loud moan escaping your lips as he did. “I fucking missed you baby, not having you in my arms was fucking torture.” He pulled away from you, instructing you to move back to the center of the bed. He crawled after you, kneeling in front of you. Coating the tip of his dick with your wetness, you whimpered at the contact. “You ready baby?” He didn’t want to overwhelm you, he wanted to always make you feel good. He knew that after an orgasm, you needed some time to adjust. Learning your quirks was his favorite thing to do. 
“Condom.” It was the only thing you could say, your mind still in a haze.
“A condom?” Angel chuckled, shaking his head. “You know you love it when I enter you bare, I haven’t been with anyone since we started everything, I told you, no one could even get me hard anymore besides you.” He ran his tip up and down your slit, slightly slipping in before pulling back out making you groan. “Come on baby, you know you love it when I enter you bare, just your warmth enveloping mine.” He sucked in that spot on your neck, making you even hotter, wetter. His hand moved up your body, settling on your breast, squeezing it. “It’s just you and me right?”
“Yes.”
“Don’t you like it when I enter you bare, nothing separating us?” He slipped his tip again, and you have to agree, it did feel good, but you’ve never used a condom with Angel either. 
“Okay, just please fuck me.”
Angel let out a low chuckle, the low timber of his voice alone could make you cum. He entered you, watching as his dick slipped in, inch by inch, rubbing your clit to heightened your pleasure making it easier to slip in. “Fuck baby, I love watching how you stretch out cause of me. You like the feel baby, when I fucking stretch you out?”
You nod your head, scratching at his chest. “Harder.”
“Harder? I got you baby girl.” Angel thrusted into you harder, keeping his pace moderate to keep this going. He didn’t want this to end yet. He wanted you to cum as much as possible, penance for the way things played out with Diego. You tightened up around him, making Angel groan. “Jesus fucking Christ querida, I love how I can make you cum.” He stopped moving, keeping his cock buried inside you as he rubbed your clit, your orgasm hitting you. You gripped him tightly and he moaned along with you. 
“Does it always feel this good?”
“Only with me baby.” Angel slipped out of you, turning you on your stomach. “Stick your ass out, chest on the bed.” He slipped right back in, and he felt different for you. You two haven’t truly experimented with different positions yet, but this has to be one of your favorites.
“You feel so deep.” You grabbed the sheets again, your cheek against the mattress. “This shouldn’t feel this good.”
“But it does baby, you always take me so fucking well cause you’re fucking made for me.” Angel thrusted in and out, slow then fast, slow then fast, the alternating pace felt so good. “You ever let Diego in baby? You let that motherfucker touch what’s mine?”
You shook your head. You don’t know why, but you loved it when Angel called you his, it turned you on so much and the way he said it with such authority. You gasped as Angel drove into you harder. 
“Use your voice mi dulce, let me hear your answer.”
“No, just you.”
“I would have killed him for you. It drove me crazy knowing he was in here with you.” Angel felt a certain type of possession over you. Besides the fact that Angel was never the type of person to share someone he cherished dearly, but you love him and only him. You gave him something that you saved for the right person and he would never forget that. For the short amount of time you two knew one another, he got to know you so well as well. And how deeply he felt for you, it was suffocating at times and he couldn’t breathe till he was near you. He never knew love could this be fucking intense, but he was basking on it.
It drove him fucking insane, but he wouldn’t have it any other way. 
“He’s nothing to me.” 
Angel pulled you up by your hair, your back against his chest. “Damn fucking right he’s nothing to you. You’re everything to me.” He told you, his voice so warm and soft.
“You are to me too.”
Angel wrapped his arm around your chest, holding you against him as he thrusted into you. He was going faster and you felt yourself tightening up again. “Keep going Angel, fuck.” Hearing his breath against your ear, grunting, it was turning to fucking on. The way he held you tightly against him, it was even better. 
“I love it when you tighten up around me, cause I know you’re about to cum.” He pulled out making you whine. “But not yet.”
“Fuck, Angel.” You whimpered out.
Angel maneuvered you on your back again wasting no time to slip back inside you. “I need to see your face when you cum.” He leaned his forehead against yours, kissing you, sucking your bottom lip into his mouth. “I love your fucking mouth.” Intertwining your hands on either side of your head, Angel’s thrust was becoming sloppier so you knew his climax was near. You loved feeling his weight on you, it made it that much more intimate. “I’m cumming baby you almost there?”
You nodded your head. “Fuck, this feels so good.” You we’re already at the brink before and now you feel it coming again. Angel thrusted a few more times, burying deep into you when he came. You arched your back, his name coming out as a chant as you felt your legs quiver. 
Angel begrudgingly pulled out, a sigh escaping both of your lips when he did. “You want to shower baby?”
You shook your head, you couldn’t even keep your eyes open. Orgasms always made you feel spent, tired, all you wanted to do was sleep. You heard Angel chuckle as he cleaned you up. You used the last of your strength to go under your covers, Angel joining you shortly after. 
“Te amo mi alma.” You heard Angel whisper into your hair. “We have dinner with Bish tomorrow, is that cool?”
“Dinner? For what?”
“Just a family gathering.”
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Angel helped you off his bike, taking off your helmet for you. He got you a helmet a few months back for Christmas. You weren’t sure why he got it for you, but he always told you how he wanted to give you a ride on his bike. You’ve ridden with him before and you always enjoyed it, loving the feel of the air against your skin. It was so freeing.
“Before we go in, I want to talk to you about something.” Angel placed his hands on your hips.
“What’s up?” You had your hands on his flannel under his kute, playing with the ends of his shirt.
“Diego is here.” He should have spoken to you before coming here, but he was too distracted with your mouth around his cock. 
“I saw his bike,” you nodded towards Diego’s bike.
“Okay smartass.” Angel rolled his eyes. 
You both laughed. 
“I’m guessing Diego being here for a family gathering isn’t exactly a coincidence.” You noticed Taza, Coco and Tranq’s bike next to Diego’s. “Please don’t tell me you’re going to fuck him up again.”
“No, corazon, listen, Diego needs to understand that whatever you two had way back when, it’s fucking done and it’s never coming back.” Angel explained. 
“What are you going to do?” You were afraid to ask. Again, Diego got the beating he deserved from Angel already, you knew that Angel was itching to do it again, but you didn’t think it was necessary. Whatever Diego did, it was a distant memory now, especially with you being with Angel. Diego was like a bittersweet memory that you no longer cared for. 
“Your tio wants to assure that this shit with Diego is done, that when he goes back to Stockton, he doesn’t look back hoping you’re going to come for him.” Angel assessed your reaction and was relieved that you didn’t seem to care much. You were just waiting for him to get to the point. You agreed that your chapter with Diego should be closed, but you felt that this was something that was understood. There didn’t need to be this extra meeting about it.
“This is unnecessary, I feel like this is something that was handled a week or so ago.” You reasoned. “Angel, I love you, I’m with you, is that not enough?”
“This isn’t about me. This is about all the shit that happened years ago that you let slide due to your feelings and kindness, but we’re done with that baby. You don’t want to give Diego hope that somewhere down the road there’s a chance for you and him.” Angel was hesitant to talk about the future with you since he didn’t want to scare you off. Your relationship was quite new even though you two have known each other for a few years. But you were it for him, this was it. “I love you, I have no plans of letting you go and I hope you feel the same way.” God he hoped you did.
“Of course I do, I love you Angel. But I think that I’ve moved on from this whole thing with Diego, it isn’t an issue.” Maybe you were downplaying it, but you were with Angel and you weren’t one to cheat. And you’re quite certain that there was no longer a friendship between you and Diego. There was too much hurt associated in your relationship. “What are you going to do?”
“Give Diego an ultimatum, if he wants to remain a Mayan, he can’t contact you or speak to you unless you initiate it. But if he wants to keep on trying my patience and pursue you, then he’s stripped of his patch.”
“Santo Padre isn’t his charter.”
“Yeah well El Padrino signed off on it before he left. Ramos has no choice if Diego decides to give up his patch.”
You bit your lip, moving away from Angel. You wouldn’t want them to take away Diego’s patches from him. Regardless of how much he was favored because of you, he worked hard for them. 
“Mi dulce, you don’t seem happy.” He frowned.
“This is why I didn’t want to bring this up. I don’t want him to lose his patch over me, he worked hard for those. Yeah, Diego is an asshole and what happened three years ago was painful, but it’s done. I’ve moved on, isn’t that enough for everyone else to do so?” You didn’t understand why they were so hellbent on punishing Diego. Like what your Tio Bishop said, his punishment was losing you or whatever reasoning he had given you. 
“Why are you protecting him?” Angel was starting to become irritated by your response. Did you not want Diego to stop speaking to you?
“I’m not protecting him.”
“Sure fucking seems like it.”
You sighed. “I don’t want to argue Angel.”
“What’s there to argue about, you obviously want to keep fucking talking to the prick.” Ange made his way towards the front door, leaving you by his bike. He was trying to push his temper down. You two just recently made up and now, well, you were being fucking unreasonable.
“Angel,” you groaned. “That’s not what it is. You know how much I hate drama and how I deviate away from the center of attention, I don’t fucking want this for him. He was my friend once, I’m not going to lie to you and say I don’t care about him anymore, not as much as before, but I know the club is his life.”
“That’s not the fucking point. He humiliated you years ago, you gave up so much for him just to let that bitch treat you the way she did. I’m trying to protect you here, to make sure he could never hurt you again.”
“But he can’t hurt me anymore cause I don’t care about him anymore. I’m not trying to protect him, I just don’t want someone to lose their place because of me.”
“Well he shouldn’t have fucking gotten it in the first place!” Angel didn’t mean to yell at you, but it was frustrating him how you couldn’t see why they were doing what they were doing. “Why can’t you put some value in yourself? You mean the world to so many people, I know you don’t want fighting battles for you, but this isn’t a battle. It’s removing a problem. You know Diego well, he’s not going to give up on you.”
“He told me he would.” That was a weak argument. Even though he did tell you he was going to give up, that he was going to walk away, you weren’t exactly sure how much of that was true. 
“When I realized that I love you, I knew I would never give you up. His feelings are not as intense as mine, but if his desire is as great as mine to keep you around, then he’s not going to give up just cause he claims he would. I’m sure he’s holding off that you two could become friends.” 
“You don’t know him Angel.”
“And you fucking do? Querida, why the fuck are we even discussing this? Plans already in motion, he stays the fuck away, he keeps his patch, if he doesn’t then he’s signing his death warrant.” It was simple for Angel. He didn’t care for Diego, it was just irritating him that it seemed that you did. 
“Then I’m not going inside.”
“Fine, don’t.”
You watched as Angel walked in, leaving you outside. You saw Diego by the window, looking out at you. Angel passed by him, giving you one last look before walking away from the window. You really didn’t care about Diego, but you weren’t going to let him get hurt again. He was your friend long ago, you weren’t the type of person to just stand by knowing something awful away about to happen. 
Walking to the front door, you opened it and Diego was right there to greet you. 
“Can you take me home?” You questioned, trying to keep your voice low so that none of the other members would hear.
“Yeah, sure.” He gave you an odd, confused look but took his helmet.
“Where the fuck are you going?” You heard Angel question.
“I’m going home, Diego can take me home.” 
“The fuck you are.” Angel was livid before but he was beyond it now. You wanted to go home, that’s fine, he would rather not have you hear when he fucking beat him again, but there was no fucking way Diego was taking you home. “Coco can take you home.”
“No, Diego is going to take me home. Is that okay tio?” Angel just chuckled, irritated that you would use your tio knowing he didn’t have authority over that.
Bishop knew that you wouldn’t be in agreement with their plan. He agreed to this to make up for not doing anything all those years ago and to appease Angel. He was protective over you and Bishop was glad that you found someone who cared for you as much as Angel did. This wasn’t going to blow over for Angel or Diego till Angel made it clear that you were off limits and Diego would stay away.
But at the same time, maybe it would be better for you to tell Diego to stay away. As stupid as Diego was, he knew how to follow orders. If you simply asked him to stay away, he would. And if it didn’t work then Angel could beat it in him.
“Yeah, of course sweetheart.”
“No, I can take her home.” Angel wasn’t going to let Diego take you home. 
Diego stood in front of you, further aggravating Angel.
“Get the fuck out of my way. She’s my girlfriend, if I want to bring her home, then I’ll fucking do it.” Angel got into Diego’s face. You knew that things were going to pop off soon. Angel was already pissed and Diego’s demeanor was definitely not helping. 
“Y/N, do you want Angel to take you home?”
“No, you can take me home.” You knew that was a mistake, but you were trying to save bloodshed here. Angel spoke about putting a bullet in him all the time and the last thing you wanted was another body for Angel to bury. “I just need to talk to him Angel.”
“Then talk to him outside, you’re not fucking leaving.”
You sighed. 
Compromise. 
Compromise. 
“Fine, I can do that.” 
Diego followed you outside and you both sat on the steps of your tio’s porch. You rested your arms on your knees, your foot tapping as the anxiety of talking to Diego overtook you. 
“You okay?” Diego knew what you were going to say. It didn’t escape him how suspicious it was that only certain people were here tonight, but he knew what was coming and he deserved it.
“I want you to know that you were my best friend. All the times we spent together the good, the bad, and the ugly, I cherished them because they’ve taught me plenty of things.” You purses your lips, trying your best to keep your foot from shaking up and down. “But we’ve also grown apart.” Looking at him, you knew that he knew what you were trying to say. That it wasn’t ideal, but he understood. 
“You remember when we graduated high school and we talked about what we wanted out of life?” Your eyebrows furrowed, trying to recall the memory he spoke of. You vaguely remember it since you were quite tipsy. 
“Not really. Did you record it?” You teased.
Diego chuckled. “Well, it’s cause you’re a lightweight.” He ruffled your hair. “But you talked about what you wanted for the future, that you wanted to leave Stockton, go down south. How you wanted to get married, have kids, get a decent job. And you know what you said that really stuck to me?”
“What?”
“That you wanted to be happy. And at first I thought I could make you happy, that’s not a problem whatsoever. But I realize how many times I’ve hurt you, failed to protect you. Then I tried to ruin your relationship with Angel because I thought I could finally make you happy like I wanted to do so all those years ago. To make it up to you.” Diego bitterly smiled. “Guess I’m too late right?”
Your eyes began to water. All the things you’ve wanted to hear from Diego was happening, you weren’t making it up in your head. But you missed your friendship with Diego, you two had a solid friendship before feelings were out in place. But things couldn’t be the same anymore, things were just so different now. 
“Yeah, you are.”
“It really hurts to see how happy you are with him, how much you love him.” Diego chuckled. “But I can accept that as long as you're happy cause regardless of everything, that’s all I wanted.”
“I need you to stay away from me. Our past is our past and I want to keep it that way. Maybe someday when things are better we can be friends again, but it’s better we keep our distance.” 
Diego nodded his head, standing up and making his way down the stairs. “If he ever breaks your heart, I’m here for you.”
“Don’t fucking worry, I won’t.” 
You turned around, surprised to hear Angel’s voice, but at the same time you weren’t. You didn’t exactly close the door and you knew Angel would stay close by. 
“Take care of her Reyes.” Diego hated that this was happening, he was sick to his stomach, but he meant it. All he wanted was for you to be happy. 
“Don’t need you telling me that, but I will Diegito.”
“Am I allowed to hug her?”
“That’s up to her.”
You nodded your head. He held out his hand, which you took. He wrapped his arms around you and you hugged him as well. He kissed the side of your head, whispering ‘I love you’. He let you go and took you in one last time before walking towards his bike. 
You turned towards Angel, and he was leaning against the post at the top of the stairs of the porch. You walked up, and he watched until Diego was out of sight.
“Had fun down memory lane?” Angel turned to face you.
“Angel, you know that’s not what that was. I love you, I love that you want to fight my battles for me, that you want to protect me, but Diego was always a personal thing and I wanted to be the one to tell him to stay away.”
“I heard.” Angel sighed. “You’re so fucking frustrating. All I want is to be there for you and protect you, yet you couldn’t even let me do that.”
“It’s not about that, we’re a team, but this one is really just on me.” 
“Exactly, we’re a team. Baby, you have to meet me halfway here. I love you, seeing how hurt you were when you first told me about him, how you were in distress when he first came into town, that was painful. The last thing I want is for you to be hurt.”
“But you can’t always prevent that, I have to learn things on my own too.”
Angel walked over to you, cupping your face, leaning his forehead against yours. “I know, but sometimes, it’s just hard for me.”
You wrapped your arms around Angel, resting your head on his chest. He kissed the top of your head. He was a bastard and there were parts of him who didn’t think he deserved you, but it was the one voice he could push aside. He wasn’t sure how he could live without you and he would rather not try.
“I’ll try to be better at it, I know you can fight your own battles mama’s, but I’m just overprotective over you.” Angel’s hand soothingly moves up and down your back. 
“Which I appreciate, but sometimes, all I need is to know you have my back.”
“And I fucking do, you know I do.” 
“You two lovebirds done? We’re fucking starving.” Coco interrupted their moment. Seeing their misty eyes, Coco cringed. “My bad, but I’m fucking hungry, Bish said we can’t eat till you two are inside.”
“Oh my god.” You playfully rolled your eyes.
You’re not sure how you landed this family, but you were definitely glad that they were here to stay.
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I want to thank you for your post about Larries who don’t look into Ziam. I want to expand on a point you made: that fandom can be time consuming. I’ve seen many Larries say that they think Ziam could be real, but they haven’t looked into it because they just don’t have the time. some of these people document minute details of Louis and Harry’s stunts, their whereabouts, and what Freddie And Briana are up to. I’ve seen Larries who are constantly writing fic say they don’t have time for Ziam.
- These people are choosing not to make time for the three 1D members they are less interested in. I think some of these Larries have wrongly convinced themselves that the only way they could become Ziam fans is to do just as for them. Creating fandom content is always more time consuming than passively consuming it. Reading master posts or watching the ILYSM videos to learn detailed Ziam history takes several hours. But after that, keeping up with Ziam news doesn’t require much time
- Zayn’s public appearances are so rare. And even though Liam does frequent interviews and livestreams, fans don’t need to watch every minute of them to stay up to date. Just follow blogs that gif and discuss the Ziam highlights or search Ziam tags. I wish more Larries would try following Ziam this way. I’m super grateful to people like you who research, write and publish master posts on Tumblr, where 1D fandom content has been passed down for years
- You all have allowed me to dive back into the 1D fandom in 2019 and catch up on their history after stepping away in 2013. I was a Larry believer since the beginning but became a Ziam believer in 2019 thanks to dedicated fans like you! I still haven’t create a Tumblr account because I’ve been able to follow so much news on the public blogs that came be viewed in a browser. Thank you for persevering, despite getting hateful comments.
Hiya love!
First of all; I want to say thank you for the lovely, kind words 🥰 I’m so glad that you feel like it’s a safe space here, and when you make a tumblr, let me know so I can follow you. Hateful comments mean nothing to me, which I feel may just be a thing as I’ve gotten older. I just laugh at them now 💕
In terms of the Larries, there’s a lot to unpack. It can definitely be a frustrating thing, especially if there’s people who are sure they’re right and that haven’t looked into it. I’ve come across a lot more Larries recently who are looking more into Ziam and who are open with the fact that they’re not sure, and that’s great! 🥰
However, I will just say that no one needs to ever spend an equal amount of time on the boys, and is allowed to like one or two more than the others. It can be so frustrating on certain situations, but there’s nothing wrong with not wanting to look into it if you’re then happy to stay out of it, or following Larry super closely because you love them and not following Ziam.
People will always do the things they’re passionate about, whether that’s writing or making gifs or creating timelines to help the fandom and everything NOT fandom related. There is absolutely nothing wrong with that.
The problem only comes when people shit talk one of the boys or refuse to believe anything when they don’t have the background, and the double standard comes when they don’t understand why Ziams get upset and frustrated when Larries get frustrated at people who don’t look into Larry. I feel like maybe the extra layer of anger there sits with the fact that Ziams hope that Larries will understand, even if they don’t have the time to look into it, because they’re experiencing a similar thing, and then they get shit all over by people they trusted to keep a safe space.
All in all, it’s completely okay to not like Liam and Zayn as much as you like Harry and Louis, and it’s completely okay to not look into ziam but you know the ins and outs of Larry.
Just be honest about it, and don’t be an arsehole, you know? 💕
Thank you for the asks, love
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There's this aggressive surge of /fans/ defending Louis' heterosexuality. Its weird how defensive they get when someone even alludes to the fact that Louis might not be straight, to the point that they've made straight flag edits with Louis. Harries who hate him obsess over and defend his sexuality and bend over backwards to prove he is straight. Its obvious they're not doing it because they respect him but because they're so threatened of the idea that Louis is LGBTQ+. Louis referred to his+
sexuality and bend over backwards to prove he is straight. Its obvious they're not doing it because they respect him but because they're so threatened of the idea that Louis is LGBTQ+. Louis referred to his sexuality once in freaking tweet years ago and has never talked about it ever since but now people use it to prove Larry is not real as if Louis' sexuality is only tied to Larry. It’s dehumanizing how his sexuality is a topic of stan wars among fans, even haters. What's most upsetting is that Louis is being systemically isolated from his own community even though he has been queercoding and signalling as much as he can all these years. There are so many people even public personas who have said they were straight but later come out as LGBTQ. It is sad that so many "fans" are hellbent on taking that away from Louis. They don't want to acknowledge that he might be closeted and use that old tweet, which is even debatable whether he tweeted it or not, to prove their own agendas. I just hope Louis knows that there are fans to see him, who hear him and understands what he has been trying to say all these years. I hate to see how the topic of his sexuality has become a joke for people to mock, fight stan wars by people who have zero respect for him. Especially harries, who are so threatened that Louis is LGBTQ.
I made a post ages ago on how funny (curious, odd, disgusting) it was that Harries were the majority of fans in the notes of a UA’s Briana Jungwirth Father’s Day post. I think that tells us all we need to know about Harries’ anxiety re: Louis’ sexuality. They claim to hate Louis or be apathetic about him, but they are fans of his son, who in that photo was only a signifier for Louis’ sexuality. To Harries, the baby isn’t even a human being. He is just a stand-in for a fear-filled, homophobic fandom ideology. They interact with the child’s family, who know all about “Larry” and play this possibility with dumbass fans, hurting Louis and Freddie in the process.
It is a mess, no matter what the truth is. Fans are so ugly in being loud, aggressive, presumptuous and invasive — not much different than the fans harassing Bebe today. They are shameless in making Louis a mockery in front of his peers, people who have worked with him professionally.
How would fans feel if their colleagues began discussing their presumed sexuality with their mutual boss, as if they have no private space, no respect, as if they’re fic characters or puppets?
I think about how Louis’ music feel both intimate and universal, perceptive and empathetic. To feel so loved by, and aligned with, fans is a rare thing in pop music. Louis opens himself to his fans, and wants us to know that he is human, just like us. But fans repay him with stereotypes and caricatures. It reminds me of this interview:
“Although my problems might look a hell of a lot different they’re actually, fundamentally, the same. Loss feels the same. Heartbreak feels the same. The fundamental hurtful things for a human are all the same. And I feel like I have to push that constantly, that humanised… The humanised feeling that…”
That you’re not a toy?
“Yeah. Honestly, it’s crazy. It’s hard for a lot of people who are fanatical to believe that you are a real entity and a person.”
A real entity and a person. Louis deserves this.
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The truth is that these last few months I have barely seen any pics of freddie on my dash, pretty sure all I have seen was from the masterpost that I read once and don't even look it too much because I didn't need his face to understand that he wasn't louis and briana son. Even briana I feel like we have barely talked about her since boobigate except for the ecography...
I saw much more pics of freddie in my gp account on twitter from 'omg he's a copy of louis so cuute'. Also I hope I have just misunderstood it and it isn't implying that babygate has led to people making fan accounts of the kid...
All of this isn't without saying that there are a lot of people that don't respect boundaries and IT IS a problem that drives me mad and needs to be adressed. But let just not act as if it's not a problem in every fandom from big ones like 1d to small local ones. This is the real deal, boundaries.
Btw, I often see people here making clear that no, he's just the only face we know but it's not all his fault and that's not how it fucking work.
I do know that there are people that think they are contractually closeted, but most people actually do acknowledge that it's more complex than that. It's always black and white, it's their contract and have a gun on their head or they choose it, and like... 'choosing' to stay in the closet because of external pressures (that can take many forms) isn't exactly what I would qualify as 'not forced on you'.
There are a bunch of people that have gay rumours and I don't talk about it or have an opinion on because that's just it, rumours, so it's not my place, you know?
But I'm not going to say nothing about two guys that have set up two rainbow stuff bears to talk about closeting in the industry... And for more recent stuff, louis wouldn't have wear a shirt with a big h or sing copy of a copy of a copy on a live concert if he hate it so much that people talk about it... And honestly I wouldn't talk about them if I hadn't all these instances of both implying things publicly.
Sorry for the rant and for my english :/
Your English is FANTASTIC ;) Yeah I agree with you nony. The people most posting about the stunts are those that believe them. Just take a look at Freddie Stan Instagram and be squeaked out. And that’s the POINT of the stunts in the fist place isn’t it? So I’m not gonna shame fans for doing exactly what the boys’ management and the FAMILIES of the stuntees and participants themselves encourage fans to do.
Of course boundaries should be respected. But some people think RPF crosses boundaries. Some think implying the stunts aren’t real crosses boundaries. Which ones, exactly, are we calling out? Again, cite your GODDAMN sources. Do you find posts about the fake ultrasound too much? Or the implication of the rainbow bears? Or fics about sex??? Again, with ambiguity comes anxiety and doubt over whether you, the reader, are one of the “bad” people, and just. Stop that shit. The people I see on here understand that life and careers are complex. And that money and capitalism have crucial roles to play in how our faces behave and interact and live and present themselves.
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Curious if you want to talk about the stuff with brianas ex suing her. Honestly I’m just nosy and of course I read everything because I’m interested in the gossip. I certainly don’t think it was part of some big plan related to louis or ‘babygate’ I think it was a douche who was pissed off at briana and wanted to publicly humiliate her. I do wonder if Louis’ team stepped in to ensure it didn’t get traction behind one tiny gossip outlet
Hi anon,
I do have another ask about this that I’ve been meaning to get back to, but part of the problem is that I have lot to say that is just ranting about how much misogyny and hypocrisy there is in fandom (Part of me really wants to cross reference the way some fans talked Briana and her ex, with what the same people  said about sugar daddy fic) and I don’t know if I’d ever get to the actual subject.  But I like your framing - so I’ll respond to the substantive issue here and return to ranting later.
I think engaging with it as gossip is a good way of understanding what’s going on here.  And totally agree with your understanding of the story. 
Like you I have been totally baffled by what seems to be a reasonably widespread idea within fandom that this could be something that was of benefit to, or used by Louis’ team, or that it could in some way lead to a denial. 
Briana’s ex- was so clearly a loose cannon, enjoying the attention for his misogyny and going off all over the place.  The one thing that I feel sure of about a denial is that if it’s going to happen it’d have to be very carefully and delicately managed.  The idea that some loose canon going around saying shit would be all Louis and his team needed to go ‘I know we’ll end it’, just never made any sense to me.  (I can see how you might think this might lead to a paternity test if Louis thought he was the father, but I’ve no idea what people thought might come out of this if they thought Louis knew he wasn’t hte father).
In terms of the involvement of Louis’ team. I think it’s possible that the dropping of the lawsuit might have been facilitated by Louis’ team paying him off and  trying to make sure that this whole thing didn’t grow. I’m much less certain about it gaining traction elsewhere. I just think, given everything, it’s unlikely that Louis’ team would use their resources to stop this story growing in the press.  
I also think it’s quite a convoluted story, which is many steps away from an actual famous person (and the famous person involved has been pretty invisible recently, which makes it less relevant).  There seems to have been lots of news and gossip in the last few months, so I’m not sure the fact that it has gone further has to be explained.  I don’t think we can rule it out entirely - and if we get any evidence that Louis’ team has given any outlet anything at all - that would lead me to re-evaluate.
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First of all sorry if this is long. I have a lot to say about l*rries and l*ouies. They are the worst people in the fandom and in general. Look at l*uies infantilizing louis, denying he is a dad after 5 years treating ALL women in his life like trash specially eleanor that has done anything besides being his gf? I would understand if there were teenagers hating on her like in 2012 but grown ass woman specially.. you know THAT larrie who could be his mom. Disgusting same as w Briana (cont)
Also Louis is the worst sorry rads louies and larries 😔 he is 28 and acting like a rebel teenager he was always kinda bully imo mocking the other guys. Specially Harry when he was 16 idk how larries dont see that. He has fragil masculinity "i hate flowers" oh man.. he is an homophobic guy, if he was like Harry at least a little like him the larry rumors would have died in 2012 or 13. But he choose to act like an as*hole and since then his fans are thinking he is a closeted against his will man When in reality he is just a het guy with a gf and a son. Even if he was gay or bi, that doesn't erase the nasty things he did and his fans seems to forget or forgive because he is a ""victim"" "smol baby"" closeted against his will and married to harry 🤪🤪 ugj assholes. I fear for the day that Harry date a guy publicly (if that happen). Larries will come out with the most nasties and disgusting theories and would hate on him non stop. Also i hate how they think they are "woke" and (cont) And saying we dont know anything calling us names for believe in harry's relationship w women and the whole "hets sexualizing harry🤢" when they are sexualizing him since he was 17!!!! And making disgusting fan art, fan fics and more abt him and louis. They have a fetishe w them. And critizice us for find harry hot and attractive??? I hate them. They believe they are above everyone and they are just pathetic as fuck. Mysoginist and biphobic assholes
yeah it’s def unfortunate bc i think they’re going to the grave believing that they’re right and it’s so toxic and harmful to so many people and yeah there is a double standard with them and the way they treat fans of harry
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ao3feed-larry · 4 years
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Everything
by BangtanSonyeondan_OneDirection_Trash
“He can’t keep breaking himself and patching himself up just to do it over and over again.”
Words: 3040, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Fandoms: One Direction (Band)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: Major Character Death
Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M
Characters: Harry Styles, Louis Tomlinson, Eleanor Calder, Danielle Campbell
Relationships: Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson, Eleanor Calder/Danielle Campbell
Additional Tags: larry stylinson - Freeform, SO, ummmm, prepare for tears, freddie is mentioned, so is briana, eleanor is gay if you can’t tell by the tags, so is danielle, cause my ass is a hoe for those two in a ship, louis cries, y’all I’m so sorry for this, that stupid gay ring finger trope, harry’s painted nails are mentioned, Coming Out, he married hazza, Louis and El are mentioned having dated, beards are mentioned, can girls have beards too?, cause if so, Louis was Eleanor’s beard, Louis mentions sex, But it’s not bad, I wrote this a while ago, forgive the cliches, grammar mistakes, and punctuation errors, i wrote this at like three am like all m other stories, This will most likely cause you pain of some sort, Ambiguous/Open Ending, Mayhaps, harry died, Oops, im sorry, The oops! And hi! Tattoos, harry’s earrings are all over their house, Abrupt Ending, the other boys aren’t in this, this is purely a Larry stylinson pain fic, cancer Tumors, Brianna was a surrogate, Lou came out on live tv, Eleanor and Danielle are Louis’ best friends, Dani and El come out with Louis, The fans and interviewer are honestly intrusive as fuck, This fic really makes no damn sense, Like I’m not kidding, you can tell I wrote this while half asleep, So much dialoge, like oh my god, What Was I Thinking
via AO3 works tagged 'Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson' https://ift.tt/3cWgOmv
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