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exopelagic · 23 days

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supervisor was met. god help our souls

#I think everything is fine and this is mostly residual anxiety #but also. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #I now have a project area that I can start properly planning out which is good #and I have a vague schedule for the next month which helps a lot #next two weeks have just become very busy bc I have the majority of the writing for my proposal to do #I’m struggling most at this minute I think with why this actually matters #bc looking like my project will be abt spatial structure within populations which like cool interesting #but I do have to talk abt why anyone should care abt this #it is kinda frustrating to me actually bc I wanted to do smth with more immediate relevance now but the area I’ve ended up with #was 1. result of me dropping the topic I actually wanted to do 2. mentioning one of the first things I could figure out smth coherent for #3. supervisor latching onto that from my email and now we’re running with it #so okay like this immediate thing I’m doing won’t have any kind of application bc this is a study system so that’s not the issue #need to think wider abt what you learn from this and generalisability #has relevance to range shifts bc of climate change and from there is important to small scale evolutionary processes #whether you get differentiation or stratification within populations #potentially more relevant to island evolution and like. gene pool stuff?#I think I’m struggling rn bc I’ve not figured out my hypotheses yet and I can test things in a way that will be useful for other things #and there IS still utility in understanding things better come on I was willing to die on the pure science hill for so long #hdhdhsjdhnshdbsb I think I’m slightly frustrated by my supervisor just not thinking very much abt stuff #like he didn’t know the schedule for the proposal deadlines and I don’t think he knows the format tbh #I also had to tell him the focus was on the one year and not the extension bc. dude this is a masters I only have a year what #I know he’s done these before and it wasn’t exactly a surprise that this was coming so I’m kinda confused and a little annoyed #but okay it’s fine it’s fine. I can email him abt importance. and I’ll be asking abt titles around Wednesday once Ive figured out some ideas #rn i need to think about what I would be testing here with what I have available and how I would do it and I can write an overview from that #figure out what are the important questions to ask and I can find stuff that would be relevant to like conservation and shit #bc I KNOW that there’s important stuff here that I’m just not seeing. I might have to link stuff to fitness to get a more rounded analysis #which is also fine I can do that that’s probably a good way to tie the project together honestly. will make that one of the main aims #I think the studies on that are kinda lacking anyway and haven’t been done in a while so would still be filling a gap and if not #I can use THOSE studies for relevance of the project. that’s what im missing i think it’s the next step so I can understand consequences #luke.txt

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watercubebee · 18 days

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Pain and suffering.....

#AUUUUUUUUUUUUGHHHH THATTHE REASON WHY I NEVER DRAW THE WOMEN I LOVE ITS BECAUSE I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO CAPTURE THEMA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #*cries in a corner*#also i gotta practice light again....#its been difficult #.....#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #JEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEENNYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY #AIUSIUADGADIIGAIGDIUAUDGCAIUDGAIGUDIUAGUIUGAIFGUAD #*dies*#Jenny Green #dead boy detectives #dead boy detectives spoiler #also i feel like im going backwards....#dont i.....feels so....#anywayisises akjbdvjkabdvjlbajlrgblavbld

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dd170 · 9 months

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@laikascomet hi

#this is the third time I'm trying to upload this #the first two attempts just disappeared so hopefully it will not suddenly appear on my feed :((#like they are not in my concepts but I alsO submitted them but AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #if the drawings do appear 3 times im very sorry AZERBGYNHUJIZWERBGYNHU #i am very much screaming internally rn #no wait if these do appear 3 times it will be very awkward AAAAAAAAAAAAA #laikascomet #laika's comet

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athenamineblox · 4 months

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Guess who I drew

Heaheuahua... Spinel.... (Again)

#Art #Spinel #Steven Universe #SU #GGGOD help me #She's so pretty i CAN NOT #SPINELLLLL AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #Oh god.. I'm starting to like girls #more than usual #I've been kicking my legs and twirling my hair every time i see her #Also i need angst ideas for her so if you see this please tell me in the askbox #Also the lil spinel in the middle was inspired by flutter (i forgot their tumblr tho :C

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rameiixo · 1 year

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let’s form an interstellar girl gang.

#genshin impact #honkai star rail #stelle fanart #lumine fanart #honkai stelle #genshin lumine #stelle #lumine #スケバン #rameiixo #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa iiiiits finally summer #i have more ideas for this i just need to not spend 16 hours on each idea..#いきましょうよねw #see how theyre wearing masks !! remember to be like them ok #ok not like on on but its for the photo #also happy pride !!

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mishalikessoundsandcolours · 3 months

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I love this song so much!! It's a really nice tribute to Syd and Rick's own feelings towards him and the loss of him are much more obvious here than they are in the Wish You Were Here album, which was also about Syd, but rather from Roger's perspective – the emotions in this song are just so pure. I also like how the flute kinda reminds of The Piper At The Gates Of Dawn (idk if that was intentional, but it does sound like that to me). Well, the whole album is beautiful and worth listening to.

#I also just really love Rick's voice #it's so soft and tender and in this song specifically it also sounds very honest and vulnerable #I have too many feelings #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #misha talks #pink floyd #syd barrett #rick wright #Spotify

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kittenadventurous · 10 months

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I WANNA BE A SLUT

AND FALL IN LOVE

AND DO GROSS DEGRADING HORRIBLE THINGS FOR THE LOVE(s) OF MY LIFE

AND DEDICATE MYSELF TO THEM IN EVERY WAY!!!

but also still be poly and date and flirt and play with lots of other cute girls, i just really really need an anchor/owner(s)

PLEASE???

#kirkstuff #yearning #lonely #relationship goals #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #please? 🥺#.also they need to be just as dedicated to me #.yes i know i'm a needy picky little bitch but at least i know what i want i guess

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theriseofthesea · 8 months

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Currently experiencing Yearning Hours™️

#I’m currently overcome with this super strong desire to be in a qpr with someone #the yearning is strong #just #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #I don’t know many people irl who are aro or ace #so just asking someone to be in a qpr won’t work #also I don’t know that many people lol #I don’t have many friends #it’s yearning hours #asexual #asexuality #queerplatonic #qpr #qpp #platonic yearning

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newty · 10 months

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⚜️ The Light I Hear.

Chapter I. 6,123 words. Major spoilers for FFXVI.

Dion returns to Oriflamme bereft of Bahamut, his right arm, and assured purpose. Through grief and recovery, he finds his way with Terence and Kihel.

Read on Ao3.

#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #hi my brain has been consumed w this ever since i beat the game #i like them.#im also like. rly nervous bc i havent done smth like this before #but i am!!! doing my best and im also having fun #ffxvi #ffxvi spoilers #dion lesage #brihamut's mercy #the light i hear

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kirayamidemon · 6 months

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i need him to come home sosbbs

#nu: carnival #nu carnival #nukani #quincy #topper #drawings #doodles #hIS NEW NS ECODN CHRISTAMS OUTFITTTT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #HIS RANGE OF MOSTITONNNSSSSSSS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #HIS FSUFKCSING *FIFNGERSSSS AAAA HIS FIFNDGERS PETTTING TOPPPERE HIS SUFKCING FINEFGERESSSSSSSSSS THOSEF FEUCKING RFIGNERESS*#QUIWNCYY PLSSSS HAVE MERCY ON MEEE ECRERIESSS #i noticed with 3p banners that one of the chars included is always one that was in the prev 3p banner before it #so i wonder if thats part of their 3p banner pattern #olivine in idol n first xmas; dante in first xmas n sunburst; edmond in sunburst n current xmas #tho quincy is the first to be in both winter 3p banners so maybe poss garu in the next summer 3p??? ?#or they could totally throw another fucking curveball at us again lol #also im now remembereing why i dont fucking draw nu

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ineedyoutotellmeyouloveme · 1 year

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the “i love you” in 4x03 is so insane because the way house says it is just so genuine. it doesn’t fall naturally with as a joke response to wilson getting him pain meds. the beat in between is too long. and the tone, it’s nothing like his usual sarcasm or jokes. he means it

#especially because he literally almost died #he decided to say it #good GODDDDD #and of course wilson thinks it’s a joke #because why wouldn’t he???#and he’s also annoyed #he’s tired of house basically trying to kill himself #because wilson loves him too #I’ve watched it 10000000x because the tone of his voice makes me crazy crazy crazy #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #hilson #hate crimes md

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oatbugs · 3 months

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lmao looking at her insta highlights was a mistake