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sethcertified · 1 year

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「 LEARNED FROM THE MOVIES ! 」 . . . 📂

harry potter : cedric diggory

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⊹˚.⋆ synopsis . . . cedric is hopefully in love with [name], but had been rejected time and time again. when he learns the rom com way (rizz) to winning a person’s heart, he tries it on [name]

⊹˚.⋆ starring . . . cedric diggory & male reader

It was hopeless.

That was what Cedric repeated to himself as he laid in the mess he called a bed. It seemed that every time he tried to woo you over, you rejected him! His advances always fell flat no matter how hard he tried.

His countless confessions always ended up with you giving him an awkward smile and saying later; although, by now he knew later would never come.

A frown scorned his face at the sound of the dorm's door creaking open. Cedric turned away from the soft light that poured through the door. He didn't want anyone seeing him; the hero of hufflepuff, so defeated.

"Cedric?" The familiar, feminine tilt of the voice made Cedric turn over to see who was asking for him. There stood Cho Chang; her scarf wrapped around her neck snug with a concerned expression decorating her face.

Cedric knew why she was here, but he couldn't even bother saying anything to the girl. He was hurting too much.

Small steps rang out as they got closer to Cedric's bed until they eventually stopped. A small, gentle hand placed itself on Cedric's shoulder, "Cedric?" Cho's voice was comforting and Cedric finally looked her in the eye; eyes rimmed red.

"Oh, Cedric," Cho cooed. She had never seen Cedric so hurt, but so many rejections do take it's toll at one point. Cedric was her best friend, and to see him so depressed made her heart swell in pity. "It'll be okay. If [Name] can't see that you're an amazing guy; he's dumb.

“Besides, there's ton of other fish in the sea," Cho flashed the heartbroken boy a smile to try to cheer him up, but Cedric's frown deepened.

Cedric sat up from his laid out position, brushing Cho's hand off his shoulder, "I don't want anyone else, Cho. I love him!" Cedric ran his fingers through his mop of brunette locks, "I need him to accept my feelings. I can't live without him."

Cho nodded as she processed Cedric's words.

She knew that he wouldn't accept any other propositions about what to do if it didn't end up with you in his arms. With a purse of her lips, an idea hit her. You loved rom coms! It seemed every other week you would be watching some type of muggle rom com with a love struck look in your eyes in the Ravenclaw common room.

All she needed to do now was to teach Cedric about these romance movies, so he could learn the techniques the male leads used that won your heart!

With an ambitious glint in her dark eyes, Cho took Cedric's hands and dragged him up, ready to show him the way to your heart. As the two stormed off to the Ravenclaw dorm, preparing to go through your DVD collection, they ran into the source of this adventure; you.

Your hands planted against Cedric's chest, balancing yourself before recollecting your composure and observing the two. Cho's hair has developed a bit of frizz, and the usual perfect placement of Cedric's hair was all over the place.

"Cedric! Cho! What are you two doing?" You asked as you awkwardly moved your hands away from Cedric's hard chest to your sides.

Cedric's eyes danced your face, taking in your breathtaking features as his perfect, pink lips spread open in response; leaving his lips agape with no words leaving his mouth. You had that charming yet awkward smile that usually occupied your face, and Cedric's mind had drawn a blank on the excuse he had thought of.

In luck, Cho was able to cover for Cedric who was staring at you, gaping like a fish, "We were actually looking for you!" A grimace placed itself on your face as you remembered how a few hours earlier you had rejected Cedric, and figured that that was the reason they wanted to see you. You turned to the boy with an apologetic expression, "I'm really sorry about earlier. We're good, right?" Cedric nodded dumbly before Cho cut into the conversation,

"Actually, Cedric, here is taking muggle studies, and he is doing a project on muggle movies! I always see you watching them in the common room and thought you might help him!"

Oh!" You rubbed the back of your neck awkwardly, "Well, I feel kinda stupid now, but, yeah, I can let you borrow some of my movies." You began to waltz off to the dorm as Cho gave Cedric a first pump from behind your back.

Cedric didn't return the enthusiasm; his attention being transfixed on the warmth your hands had left on his robes from the two of you running into each other.

The Ravenclaw dorm hadn't changed from the last time Cedric went in there to hang out with Cho. Everything had stayed the same. Cedric inhaled; getting wafted by the smell of candles, books, and ink. It smelt like you. You disappeared into the boy's dorm before coming out will a tall, leaning stack of DVDs. As you stepped forward toward the pair, the DVDS wobbled, and Cedric rushed to catch them. The tip of his fingers brushed against yours as they leaned against his chest. He sent you a cheesy smile, "That was a close one."

You nodded in agreement and moved to set the stack of movies on the tabletop. Cedric dawned a small frown at the feeling of your fingers leaving his, but quickly covered it when you turned back around to the two, "Well, here's my collection! What kind of movies are you looking for?”

Cedric stayed silent until Cho elbowed him, "Ow!" He gritted his teeth as he held his hip in pain, "Uh, Romance movies?"

Your eyes practically sparkled at the mention as you smiled like a just won the lottery and quickly sprung into a ramble, “I love romance movies! Everybody makes fun of me for liking them as much as I do with me being a guy and all, but who says guys can't like romance movies? They're always like, 'That's gay; and I'm like, 'Guess what? I am, so fuck off; but still, it is so exhausting." The glow in your eyes died down as you remembered the interaction which Cedric took immediate notice to. He placed his hand on your shoulder in an attempt to comfort you, "Well, if you ever want some company or someone to talk to about romance movies; l'm here."

Your eyes softened and the sparkle in your eye came back. You couldn't help but feel bad for never giving Cedric a chance. Sure, he was every students' dream guy with his tall, muscular body, dreamy eyes, and perfect, honeycomb eyes, but you didn't know him enough to ever consider him as a romantic option. The voice in your head that had so far been screaming at you to get away from Cedric was quiet, and you couldn't help but start to understand why everyone loved Cedric.

Cho stood to the side as she watched the two of you gaze into each others eyes like the other had hung the moon and smiled to herself. Her job here was down, and she turned away with lithe steps in the direction of the girls dorm room; planning to tell all her friends about her matchmaker activities with Hufflepuffs' golden boy and Ravenclaws' certified filmbro.

Cedric caught Cho's departure in his peripheral vision and tried to fight the urge drag her back.

What kind of wingwoman ditches mid-seduction? Your gaze followed to where Cedric's was glaring at and found that Cho had left, "Oh, Cho left. Did she have to go somewhere?"

Cedric forced a smile as he cursed at Cho internally, "Yeah, had a... thing to do in the library." You nodded and turned to your pile, trying to brush off the feelings that had overcame you while looking in Cedric's eyes.

Said boy was peering over your shoulder as you separated the movies into two piles. His brows furrowed trying to figure out how you were deciding which one you were giving him, and how he would manage to make you fall for him with them. He tapped your shoulder, "How are you separating them?"

"I'm giving you my favorite romance movies," you pointed at the huge stack, "That's all of my movies including the ones l'm giving you, so I gotta sort them out." Cedric nodded his head but wanted to keep talking to you, "Which ones are your favorites? I want to hear your thoughts on them for my project." He would pat himself on the shoulder if he could. That was one good lie.

You could feel yourself about to spring off into a ramble and scolded yourself internally. Most people shunned you for your rambles, but for some reason you couldn’t quite place, you felt comfortable enough with Cedric to let go of your embarrassment about rambling, “Well, that’s a tough question,” you chuckled nervously, “I would say 10 Things I Hate About You, The Notebook, and Flipped.”

Your fingers clenched the new found DVD of 10 Things I Hate About You, “This one is just so fun to watch, you know? My favorite scene is when the main guy, Patrick, is singing infront of everyone during her soccer practice just to apologize to her. It’s so sweet.”

Cedric felt himself fall for you even more as your eyes glowed with love, “That’s what I love about romance movies! The guys are always so devoted to proving their love. In The Notebook, he writes her a love letter everyday for a year.”

You spun around back to your collection, scouring for the other two movies. Your hand grasped the DVD for Flipped and you handed it to Cedric, “In this one, he plants a tree for her because the one she loved got cut down.” Your hands filtered through the pile as you searched for The Notebook before finally finding it, “Well, that’s all of them. I hope your project does well.”

Cedric traced the spine of the movies as he nodded nervously but with a goal set in place in his heart. If he could show you that he loved you by doing those things, you might just finally accept his feelings. He gave you a quick, "Thank you" before leaving you and preparing for the journey up ahead.

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It had taken a few try's but Cedric had figured out how to play the movies you had given him. He sat in-front of the movie that was starting with a journal and pencil in hand. The first movie was, The Notebook; and Cedric was ultra-focused on it. He remembered how you spoke so highly of the letters Noah had written Allie, and looked at the crisp, lined-sheet of paper. The quill that rested in between his fingers felt like a testament to his love for you. All he had to do know was write you something that would take your breath away.

Cedric's quill danced along the paper in swirls and loops as cursive took over the page. He wanted to make the letter look nice for you. His fingers were clenching the quill so hard to the point pain shot out of his finger tips. Cedric ignored the pain in his fingers as his letter neared to an end.

Cedric's fingers burned red as he dropped the quill onto his bed. His eyes scanned the now finished letter over and over; trying to guarantee it was perfect before he sent it off to you. With a pleased smile, Cedric set off to the owlery for you to open the letter tomorrow during breakfast.

And before he knew it, breakfast had arrived.

Cedric's eyes were latched onto you as he played around with the food on his plate anxiously. Cho sat next to you, sparing glances at Cedric every so often. Cedric had told Cho about what would happen during breakfast, and she was scouting your reaction for him.

The owls swept into the dining hall in unison, and Cedric felt his chest swell with anxiety. It wasn't exactly anonymous with the timing of it all, and knowing your brains, it wouldn't be difficult for you to figure out it was Cedric who wrote the letter; in fact, it wouldn't be difficult at all.

Your owl dropped the rolled up piece of paper onto your empty plate as it flew over your head.

Cedric had tied the paper together with a [favorite color] ribbon for more appeal, and so he could pin point that it was his letter you were opening.

He watched as your fingers delicately untied the ribbon. The letter unraveled and you began to read the heartfelt words pour out onto the paper:

"Dear [Name],

There are many things I would like to say to you, but there's only so much room on a piece of paper. That doesn't mean I didn't try though!

You are everything I have ever wanted and so much more.

Whether it's your smile or your sense of humor or your desire to please everyone around you; you have made me fall for you. And trust me when I say; I fell hard.

I didn't know what loving someone meant until I met you. I've had crushes in the past, but none of them have made me feel the way you do. You make me feel like I'm the greatest wizard in the world, and I will never be able to thank you enough for that.

I'm running out of paper, so l'll make this quick:

I love you.

Always yours..

Your eyes lifted off the paper and flickered to where Cedric sat. It was a quick glance, but it made Cedric's heart race in an emotion between hopefulness and nervousness he couldn't quite discern.

Cho's squeals rang in your ears as your mind raced. Of course you knew it was Cedric who had written the letter. The timing couldn't have been a coincidence, yet that feeling of refusal that usually swept through you when Cedric made his advances wasn't there this time. It shocked you, but you couldn't ignore the blossoming feeling in your heart.

You were falling for Cedric Diggory.

Your eyes flickered back to where the boy sat at the Hufflepuff table. Cedric was gazing at you with that look in his eyes he usually held when he confessed his feelings for you, and you couldn't help the soft, tight lipped smile that stretched across your face at the sight.

If this meant what you thought it did than you were more than enthusiastic for what was to come.

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Game day was always nerve-wracking for Cedric. The whole of Hufflepuff depended on him to make them proud, but today only one person's opinion mattered to him; yours.

The second movie you had given him was 10 Things I Hate About You, and now it was time for him to recreate the iconic scene you said you loved.

The mic shook in his hand as he waltzed out onto the stands. Everyone was there with rumors spreading about Cedric doing something special, and Cho had guaranteed you were there too. With a shaky breath, Cedric walked out onto the stadium as the steady instrumental of 'Can't Take My Eyes Off of You' began to play.

He closed his eyes as the words of the song poured out of his mouth. Cedric was by no means a good singer, but if this is what it took to get you in his arms, he would sing for the rest of his life. Cheers followed his movements as he pointed at where you sat. You were covering your face with your hand, but your eyes were crinkled in joy.

The words flowed out easier as Cedric's eyes stayed focused on you instead of the hoard of students watching him. His movements became more relaxed as he danced around on the stadium's seats before sitting among the crowds as the chorus came to an end. Cheers drowned out the stadium hurting both your and Cedric's ears. Cho pushed your hand away from your face revealing the big toothy grin that had taken over the lower half of your face. It was the happiest Cedric had ever seen you before and he mirrored your smile.

Teachers were rushing toward where Cedric sat amongst the crowd, but he could've cared less for the scowls on their faces and the strides they took toward him. Stage 2 was a success, and Cedric couldn't help the tsunami of hope washing over him that after stage 3, you would finally be his boyfriend after all these years of trying.

Unbeknownst to Cedric, his hope wasn't too far off. The letters he had been sending you since that day in the great hall sat under your bed in a beautifully decorated box you had made specifically for them, and your face held a certain warmth as you watched the teachers pull the boy by his arms away from the crowd.

You were in love with Cedric Diggory.

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The wind blew in your hair as you stood in the middle of the green, newly-cut grass field behind Hogwarts. In the letter you had been given today from a certain Hufflepuff boy, a riddle had directed you to where you now stood. Suspicions of what could be going on had racked your brain since you received today's letter from Cedric. The third movie you had given Cedric was Flipped, and if he continued his current pattern, he would be planting a tree right here for you.

Your fingers twitched against your leg as you searched the area for Cedric. You considered yourself a patient person, but at the moment, all the patience you once had was gone.

To your relief, Cedric was walking toward you; his fist clenched by his side. A seed rested in his palm. He had taken the proper precautions for planting the seed earlier before your letter was delivered, and now was the time.

The sound of footsteps coming toward you caused you to turn around. Cedric walked toward you as you waved at him with a dorky smile, "Hi."

"Hi." Cedric cleared his throat awkwardly, catching your attention, "| guess you already know why I'm here, but, uh, here I am anyways.

And I'm sure you already know what is going on His voice shook as he continued, "I have loved you since the moment I saw you, and I know you wouldn't let me show it, but I couldn't let that stop me. I know that in the past you've rejected me and you might now, but I need to do this."

You nodded as Cedric opened his fist to reveal the dark, small seed that rested against his palm, "| want to be with you. I want to keep writing love letters to you, and doing embarrassing things just to make you smile even if it means I get detention. If- if you'd like that, please take this seed."

Your eyes fell onto the seed as your hand reached out to take it, “I'd like that. I'd like that a a lot actually.” You took the seed out of his hand; examining it, "I must say, Diggory, you really know how to win a guy's heart."

Cedric laughed as he took you in his arms relief taking over him, "I learned from the best."

"True." you added with a small giggle, "I do want my movies back though."

"No way." Cedric joked as he shook his head, "| like them too much now to give them back."

"Don't press your luck, Diggory. l've rejected you before, and I can reject you again" You playfully glared at the boy who was just grinning at you as giddy as ever, "Okay! Fine! We can share."

Cedric smiled against the top of your head as daydreams of laying with you took over his mind while the two of you watched one of your many rom coms.

"We really should plant this tree now." you whispered.

"Yeah, we should"

The two of you separated away from the hug as you bent down to the freshly dug hole in the ground. Cedric's hand cupped yours as you placed the seed into the hole, his fingers interlocking with yours, "I love you"

"I love you too."

Cedric couldn't help but kiss you like he had dreamed of doing all these years. It was as heavenly as he had imagined, and couldn't help but thank the movies that had helped him win you over and into his arms.

✎ notes . . . yes, this is a repost. tumblr deleted my old acc >:( （ 𖦹◞◟） 👖˖ ♪

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petraevesplace · 1 year

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Flower Language for Jugdral, Pt. 9

Ced- Butterfly Bush: Hope, change, transformation, rebirth, new beginnings, peace after struggle

Bragi- Poppy: Resurrection, remembering the fallen, recovery, consolation for a loss or death, peace, success, hope, peace in death

Maera- Angelica: Inspiration, encouragement, protection against evil and witches, planted in yards to show you’re not a witch, frequently used in graves and memorials

Galle- Strawflower: Immortality, always remembered, agreement

Forseti- Goldenrod: Encouragement, growth, caution, peacefulness, inspiration, new beginnings, support

Loptous- Ursinia: Trickery, temptation, deceit

Naga- Purple Veronica: Fidelity, love, kindness, healing, recovery, triumph, victory, peace, strength, power, life changes, monarchy

Cigyun- Laburnum: Forsaken, pensive beauty, state of despair, depression

Grahnye- Pink Bleeding Heart: Strong and unconditional love, kindness, compassion, subtleness, being too sensitive or emotional for the world around you, devotion to one’s true self, expressing emotions freely, sadness, heartbreak, and grief

Ethnia- Pink Astilbe: Dedication to a loved one, strength of love, a mother’s love, gentleness, innocence, unconditional love

#fe4 #fire emblem genealogy of the holy war #flower language #ced #bragi #maera #galle #forseti #loptous #naga #cigyun #grahnye #ethnia #Friege Ethnia

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andrews-garfussy · 2 years

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Dragons

TW: mentions of anxiety, depressive and anti-social behaviors, bullying, an argument

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Weeks had passed by, and Cedric remained clueless as to what the first task was. He'd regularly refuse to spend time with any of his friends as his anxiety grew. Today, however, he decided he wanted to spend time with them before the first task. He wanted his friends to be there for him at the competition. The only thing he was scared of more than this first task was being alone.

The group, apart from Cedric, sat in the Transfiguration Courtyard, giggling over the buttons they had created and passed out. Out of the corner of her eye, Freyja saw Cedric approaching them. They went quiet as soon as they all noticed as well.

"So I see you two are friends again," Cedric chuckled, motioning to Laurie and Tom. He sat down on the unoccupied bench, and they all stayed silent as he did so.

"Not like you would know. You've been ignoring us, mate," Laurie replied coldly, though he was excited to see his friend. He had been worried; Cedric would rarely go-to meals or to Hogsmeade. He'd never be in the library anymore, and he certainly was not out at parties like he usually was. The only time Cedric would leave his room was for classes, and even then he kept social interaction to a minimum. Laurence had thought maybe he was hiding from Rita Skeeter's persistent questions, or maybe he was mad at them. Either way, Laurence wanted his friend back, even though he was aggravated with him.

"What are you on about?" Cedric asked. He knew what he meant, but he had hoped it wouldn't be brought up.

"What are you on about, Ced? We sort of took the hint when you actually started sleeping in the prefect's room," Thomas laughed to hide the hurt he had felt from Cedric leaving them.

"Thomas, why don't you try to be a Triwizard Champion. It's not all that easy, mate."

"Godric, you dimwits never stop bickering do you? Just be glad he's back whatever dead, corpse-like state he was in," Vera interjected after growing tired of the boys' foolish argument. They all scoffed in unison. Not at each other, but rather at Vera, who was right as always.

"Yeah, it's good to see you, Ced," Freyja greeted him at last. He turned to look at her, the person he had missed the most. She looked beautiful as ever. He loved the way the dimple on the left side of her face would show when she smiled, the way her eyes would crinkle, how her face would turn red, and he loved the way she would try to hide it all. She didn't like to smile, but around him, she couldn't resist.

He smiled back at her, entranced simply by her welcoming face that she was trying so hard to make look angry. That was until something caught his eye on her robe: a yellow badge. Grabbing it gently, he pulled at it a bit to read it. It read 'Support Cedric Diggory, the real Hogwarts champion,' but soon the whole badge changed itself into a disgusting, sallow-looking green color to read 'Potter Stinks.'

"Darling, don't you think this is a bit mean?" Cedric smiled at her. He had to admit: it was a bit funny, but he didn't want people to think he was the one who made them.

"C'mon, mate! Don't tell me you've gone soft for Potter!" Laurence howled. Cedric laid down and rested his head on Freyja's lap, who was also occupying the bench.

"Never. Jus' feel bad for the poor lad," Cedric laughed uncomfortably. It was clear he supported Harry, though most didn't. He didn't see much fun in bashing him for being unlucky. Just as they had all gotten comfortable with each other again, Harry began walking toward them.

"Oi, look. It's Harry!" Vera yelled sarcastically. The whole group turned their heads to look at the awkward fourth-year. Pointing to his badge Laurence joked, saying, "Oh, what's that say?"

"Read the badge, Potter!" Thomas chimed in, also brandishing his yellow badge. Cedric slowly got up from his lying position, ready to listen to whatever Harry had to say.

"Can I have a word?" Harry finally choked out. The group collectively oohed at them both, suspecting that Harry was upset about the many badges and posters they made and hung around the school.

"Alright," Cedric said as he got up. Somehow, though he was embarrassed, he managed to keep a smile on his face. As they began to walk away, Freyja yelled, "You stink, Potter!"

"Harry Potter smells!" Laurence and Thomas added. Cedric turned back to them, giggling and motioning for them to shut up. Now that Cedric was off the bench, Laurence was able to wrap his arm comfortably around Thomas against the bench. Observing the scene in front of them, Vera and Freyja exchanged suspecting looks.

"We can always leave it to Potter to be a git and cock-up the fun," Freyja grunted, pissed that Cedric had been taken away from them again. It always had to do with Harry and this stupid tournament.

"A bit jealous are we?" Laurence sniggered. Freyja laughed, annoyed by her friend's teasing. They laughed and joked until Cedric came back, but this time he was serious when he said, "Take the badges off."

"Ced, c'mon. You seriously gonna let that git ruin our fun?" Freyja questioned. She didn't think there was any way he was actually being serious.

"Yeah, we'll that git just told me about the first task," Cedric replied, a look of worry behind his eyes.

"Blimey, Ced, what is it?" asked Thomas, who was now unhooking himself from Laurence to listen to what Harry had told his friend. He was clearly scared, and Thomas felt bad for him without even hearing what it was.

"Dragons."

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the-art-in-arthesia-is-loud · 6 months

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I Don't Have A Name For The Story Yet But One Thing For Sure This Is For A School Assignment And This Is Just A Summary (Part 1)

long ass title 💀

anywaus school assignment story i don't have a titlw for yet. splitting this into parts bc i'm not actually done with it yet augh

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ok so basically it starts with a good ol intro for our protagonist; emira! she is a cake seller or smth. like a baker who sells in a bakery or whatever. you get it now right

ok let's get to the good part. she just so happen to be done with shopping for ingredients for a bunch of cakes and bread and pastries she'll sell but then oh wow!!!!!! the sky turned red and the wind is super strong oh my fucking god!!!!2!1!1!11!1! and then emira ran into some giant ass monster and nEARLY GOT HERSELF KILLED. YOU FUCKING DUMBASS.

dw she got saved by prince cedric tho <33333 no there is no canonical romance here if there is it's so so soooo not obvious but it's implied somewhat. it's just that the romance isn't between emimi and ced. anyways they talked for a bit and then emira brought up how they should do smth instead of hiding in some ugly ass cave forever

cedric then goes on thru a depression moment as he explains that he Does Not want to disobey his father by not listening to him and going outside to fight the monster himself and then cedric's friend andrew joins the conversation then tells him to just Shut The Fuck Up And Go Fuck It We Ball Already (emira joins in on that btw)

andrew then ends his super cool motivational speech with a very wonderful "i believe in you, cedric" and that made cedric super silent for some reason. now, this is where the very very veryyyy vague romance hints comes in. bc even if i obv made it Not obvious here, cedric and andrew do have some sort of.....chemistry with each other. off screen tho. not on screen. if it's on screen i'll get fried by the teacher /j

ugh....homos. /pos

anyways the three were going to go out of the cave to fight that bitchass monster but then cedric's dad came in. after so much begging and pleading the dad decided to let them go........with extra company

introduction of another character time!!!!!!! her name is mia and she's a royal guard :3 she's kinda like logos personality-wise; fucking emotionless and not so expressive. oo.

anyways timeskip to...iirc an hour later??? they're in some forest now and then they meet this witch named minori who is the most Cockiest Bitch Ever. i love her. she did Not want to come with the group to find and fucking kill the monster but then after awhile of arguing coaxing she decided to join them

YAYAYAYAYAYAYYYY THE GROUP'S GETTING BIGGER

two hours later they get lost in the forest like the little shits they are and then minori teleports them out of the forest and into emira's hometown—a village. they then go face to face with the monster from earlier but then some random ass voice came up from behind them and then it turns out.....

OH MY GOD THE VILLAIN IN THIS STORY; ALBERT?!?!?!?!?(_(4_!(4&!&(&!&(&

yea cedric knows albert actually. albert is cedric's bitchass ex the son of cedric's dad's enemy from the neighbouring kingdom. and that's where i finished off for now lol

#arthesias rambles (art blog edition)#arthesias ocs #the ever so postitive cake seller ☆: emira (oc)#the obedient prince: cedric (oc)#the sharp tongued inventor: andrew (oc)#the expressionless royal guard: mia (oc)#the prideful witch: minori (oc)#the one who is thirsty for revenge: albert (oc)

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ppttherapyppt · 7 months

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Physical Therapy Clinic in New York City

What is the common cause of Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome

Ehlers-Danlos syndrome (EDS) is a group of connective tissue disorders characterized by joint hypermobility, skin hyperextensibility, and various other symptoms. There are several different types of EDS, and they are caused by mutations in different genes, which affect the structure and function of collagen, a key protein in connective tissues. Collagen provides strength and support to various parts of the body, including the skin, joints, blood vessels, and internal organs.

The most common cause of EDS is genetic mutations that affect collagen production or its processing within the body. The specific gene mutations and the inheritance patterns can vary depending on the type of EDS. Some types of EDS are inherited in an autosomal dominant manner, meaning that an affected individual has a 50% chance of passing the mutation on to their children. Other types may have different inheritance patterns.

It's important to note that there are different subtypes of Ehlers-Danlos syndrome, including the hypermobile type (hEDS), classical type (cEDS), vascular type (vEDS), and others, each with its own distinct genetic basis and clinical features. Genetic testing and evaluation by a medical professional are typically necessary to determine the specific subtype of EDS and its underlying genetic cause in an affected individual.

What Is Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome?

Ehlers-Danlos syndrome (EDS) refers to a group of 13 different connective-tissue disorders that involve a genetic mutation in collagen and connective-tissue production and structure. Connective tissues are those that comprise and support the skin, blood vessels, bones, and other organs.

What Are Complications of Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome?

Complications of Ehlers-Danlos syndrome include the following:

Increased risk for developing depression, attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder (ADHD), autism spectrum disorders, and obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD)

Risk of bleeding during surgery

Getting cuts and bruises easily

Pregnancy may be dangerous for some patients.

What Is the Life Expectancy of Someone With Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome?

Ehlers-Danlos syndrome typically progress slowly, and the prognosis depends upon the type of EDS and the severity of the condition.

Patients with the classical and hypermobility forms of Ehlers-Danlos syndrome have a normal life expectancy.

About 80% of patients with vascular Ehlers-Danlos syndrome will experience a major health event by age 40 and the life expectancy is shortened, with an average age of death of 48 years.

The lifespan of patients with the kyphoscoliosis type of EDS is decreased, due to the condition's effects on the vascular system and the potential for restrictive lung disease.

Understanding Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome

To get a good understanding of the symptoms of Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome, it is essential first to understand what causes it. EDS is a genetic condition, so if you have it, it’s not your fault or the result of anything you did! Your genetics affects everything in your body, including the production of collagen, a protein that offers structure and support to the body’s connective tissues. Depending on the specific type of EDS (there are multiple subtypes like hEDS), your body will exhibit different symptoms. For example, it can cause connective tissues to be weak, stretchy, or breakable.

The symptoms of Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome can affect several body parts. That’s the reason you can talk to a group of people with EDS, and one person will have stomach issues while someone else will have really bad joint pain.

Here are some of the most typical signs: Joint Hypermobility, Skin Fragility, Non-Stop Pain, Fatigue, Gastrointestinal Symptoms, Cardiovascular Issues, Vision Issues, Oral Issues,

These are some of the more common symptoms of EDS. But it bears repeating that symptoms can vary widely from person to person, and while you might have one or two symptoms from the list above, someone else may have something completely different.

As I said from the start, reading about the symptoms of a particular disease can take you down a dark rabbit hole. The best thing to do is to talk to your doctor about what you’re experiencing and confirm if you might have EDS. There are multiple tests that can be done to see how likely it is, and you can confirm a diagnosis by consulting a geneticist.

We see many patients that have some of the symptoms of EDS, like joint hypermobility and persistent pain, but haven’t received an “official EDS diagnosis.” We were able to get rid of the pain and work through many of the issues so that they could significantly reduce the pain and get back to living everyday lives again. If you’re from the New York area, click here for a free consultation!

Handling the Symptoms of Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome

OK – so you have some of the symptoms of EDS, and maybe even an indication that you have EDS from your doctor. What can you do about it? Although there is no cure for Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome, there are numerous treatments and things you can do to live an amazing life!

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Revising A Tale of Star-Crossed Knights - Chapter 12

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/39015690/chapters/102426453

This is another key chapter. There's two key events that take place in here actually, Fee's birth and the characters learning about the Aed Massacre and Belhalla.

For this one, I remember that I was trying to take a different style than what I went for in the preceding chapters, and this is how the rest of Part 2 proceeds for the most part. The idea is to directly contrast what Erinys was doing with what Finn was doing. To an extent, this was also to show that Finn had it better than Erinys in many regards. We see, for example, that he's doing rather frivolous things like arguing with Quan or helping Glade date Selphina while Erinys has to give birth to a whole child on her own.

(I noticed that, again, I still had the problem of putting weird sentences at the end of scenes because I'm not great at creating transitions. I think I'm better with shorter scenes than with creating a grand overarching story. Sadly this time, I still prioritized finishing the thing to writing something better...but if I waited for inspiration, I would be waiting forever.)

I'll also say that in revisions, I almost cut out the scene where Erinys gets depressed and Lahna comforts her. I feel that it's a bit awkward and interrupts the rhythm of Finn's side of the story, but overall I wanted to show the developing bond with Lahna more or less adopting Erinys as a daughter and Ced/Fee as her grandchildren.

The second part is the Aed/Belhalla thing. My unique take on this was that the Aed Massacre and the Battle of Belhalla took place entirely offscreen since neither of our main characters were there. Instead, we get to see how our protagonists learn of the news and react to it. I think I got Finn's reaction down much better than Erinys', but that was because I didn't want to write an NPC saying more or less the same things that Lachesis said. Finn would obviously be very emotional to learn about Quan and Ethlyn getting killed, and the presumed death of Altena as well. I don't think I had Erinys get as emotional as she should have to learn about Lewyn, but I think it's more that she goes on autopilot to comfort Lahna who is obviously aggrieved over the reported death of her son.

(Something that just came to mind as well is that Lahna never learned that Lewyn had children of his own. I don't think I'll write a mention of that into the later chapters, but it's a bit interesting.)

Anyways there's the end of the first part of Part 2! The second part is...probably in my opinion, the most underbaked part of the work, but we'll get through it as we revise.

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Original A/N:

Oh no. Oh no. Tragedy has struck. The unthinkable has happened. Finn has lost his lieges, Quan and Ethlyn. Erinys lost her liege, Lewyn. They both have to cope with it.

This is really bad for Finn. I genuinely love the entire scene where Finn learns about Aed. Since this story is through his eyes (and Erinys' eyes), we didn't get to see Aed or Belhalla, so the first indication that something is amiss is Ethlyn's disappearance. Then there's the unexpected arrival of Lachesis where she literally sobs into his arms, so we see Lachesis' anguish. And then Lachesis can barely make it through telling Finn all of the bad news, and Finn...just dies. A part of Finn dies here. The next chapter is where the transition into the stoic emotionless Finn begins.

Erinys has her share of struggles, I'd say worse struggles than Finn. She's yearning for Finn still just as he is for her, except that she also has to give birth to a baby on her own. That's a real struggle. She tries to keep up with all of her responsibilities despite Lahna's wish for her to take it easy, which overwhelms her. And then the news of Lewyn being gone hits her. She's burnt out so much that it affects her a bit less than Quan and Ethlyn's deaths affect Finn, it's not even totally unexpected since it strikes both her and Lahna as a sort of "death by misadventure," but it's still a tragedy.

Have to note here that I actually cut a scene with Erinys and Lahna that took place after Quan/Ethlyn/Altena departed. The scene was basically that Erinys is overwhelmed and depressed because she feels like she's not being a good mother and she's not being a good servant either. I cut it because I felt like it duplicated many of the interactions in an earlier scene in this chapter and I didn't want to fall into the trap of overemphasizing the angle of being a single mother, but I might work it into Chapter 13.

So Chapter 12 is basically the midway point of Part II. The next 4-5 chapters (if not more) will deal with Finn and Erinys both having to deal with the fallout, which parallels with each other. Lachesis will continue to figure in Finn's story, and a certain two mages are going to show up in Erinys' story for a little bit. Stay tuned for Lots of Angst.

Additional notes: Okay I was too lazy to write a scene where Glade asks Dryas/Dorias for permission to date Selphina. But this isn't a fic about Glade/Selphina anyways. Lewyn's father...He obviously never appears at all, but I feel like he has that Forseti-bloodline mischievious nature in him. He left the castle on a regular basis for weeks or months at a time, leaving Lahna (a minor noble) to do the real governing. Lahna's genuinely skilled but looked down upon because of her gender which is part of why Silesse fell apart after Lewyn's father died. Lewyn's father also dies at age 45 from a heart attack or something similar while doing something dumb, basically an act of God, so it gets Lahna kind of used to Lewyn. Kind of. Quan and Ethlyn's deaths happen on June Hezul 22nd because I said so. When Finn and Lachesis are alone together, I actually thought about expanding on the point that it might be seen as improper. I didn't though because I feel like Lachesis just wouldn't care. Their relationship is going to turn into friends who might get mistaken as a couple occasionally, but they're married to different people of course. The line about Leonster saying that Finn would stay there is BS, it only exists to prevent the plot hole that Erinys would think that Finn is dead. I would want her to think that Finn is alive, so by extension Ced and Fee think that he's alive too.

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Hello, I'm slightly closer to graduating... What did I do today instead of doing what needs to be done?

Oh yeah, I finally watched Magnifico (2003)! Glad I'm forgetful and I forgot its ending. It was a great film, Jiro Manio was great. Couldn't help name the other actors. And I couldn't focus because all I see is how Bobby, my cousin, acts the same way as Magnifico. It helps bridge realism towards the film and also, the world-building. God. Ced would love this he loves films centered on community.

Right, Ced. Today was a lot of things to unpack. Bottomline he didn't reply past 7PM and just after me watching, I stumbled on his Google account. Clicked on with some stuff mindlessly and discovered an activity log of how he's still awake and have watched a film at 12AM. I watched the clock strike 12 on my phone with him as wallpaper. At 2AM, I couldn't control and tried calling him. Leaving messages of pleas then an apology for ruining his night in case he's asleep.

I just came back from messaging Ced. I was about to tell bits of what happened tonight. I'm just drained, tired of explaining. I wish I could actually put this energy into doing. Like literally doing walk the talk. I think I might have to break up with Ced. As this blog is aware, I fell into a deep hole of depression when I started college in 2019. All my self-esteem went down the train. In all those years, I had Ced to hold to. Be my sense of support, in whatever it may be. I know how much he loves me. And how our love managed to be strong despite anything. I take it back. I may never know how much he truly loved me. All I made him remind was his setbacks. And also, we're completely different persons now. Somewhere when he took jobs and became busy I was supposed to change too but I refused. So I'm left here with nothing else better to do but check his history logs for I don't know what brings me.

He'd been making a lof of plans, and a lot of progress. Maybe I'm the one ruining all of it. I'm ruining his life exactly as he tells it.

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Endocannabinoid Deficiency: A Complete Guide

CED is known to cause a wide range of problems like migraine and fibromyalgia. Learn more about endocannabinoid deficiency treatment here. Professional physicians often find it hard to trace the root cause of depression, anxiety, and pain. Your doctor may even say, “the pain is all in your head,” or they might even categorize your symptoms as psychosomatic. What if it is because they have limited…

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Migraine Pain: What It Is And How Can Vijaya Help?

A migraine is a form of headache that causes a severe pulsing sensation or throbbing pain in one or both sides of the head. It is often severe enough to disrupt the patients’ daily activities, overall physical and mental well-being, and quality of life.

Migraine affects over 12% of the world’s population on average. As per studies, it occurs mostly among people aged between 20 and 50 years and is thrice as common among women as men.

The commonly prescribed medications for migraine include conventional painkillers, antibiotics, and addictive opioids. They often trigger more severe headaches and cause various other side effects, like digestive disorders. Because of this, modern medical experts and Ayurvedic doctors prescribe consuming Vijaya and its derived Ayurvedic cannabis solutions.

Read ahead to find out what makes this herb so efficacious for migraine pain.

Migraine Symptoms

Migraine symptoms progress through various stages. But not every patient goes through all of them. They include

Prodrome (over 60% of migraine patients experience subtle warning changes a few hours or days before migraine)

Digestive issues like constipation, diarrhea, and bloating

Depression

Mood changes

Neck stiffness

Increased urination

Higher food cravings or appetite loss

Increased thirst

Fatigue

Frequent yawning

Aura (nervous system symptoms before or during migraine that can last from five to over 60 minutes)

Seeing bright spots, flashes of lights, or random shapes

Vision loss

Uncomfortable prickling sensation in any limb

Difficulty speaking

Ringing in the ears

Heaviness in the limbs

Changes in taste, smell, touch, etc.

Weakness, tingling, or numbness in one side of the body or face

Attack

Migraine pain attacks grow from dull to severe throbbing or pulsing pain on either or both sides of the head. The duration and frequency of these attacks vary among individuals. It can last from four to 72 hours. And it can occur either once or twice a year, a few times in a month, or once in a few days.

Besides the pain, over 80% of migraine patients often go through nausea, vomiting, and sensitivity to light, smell, and sound.

Post-drome

After the pain attack, patients often feel drained, confused, and severely exhausted for over a day. Some go through muscle pain and weakness, while others might feel unusually happy and refreshed.

What Causes Migraine Pain?

The exact cause of migraine pain is currently unknown to medical experts. A 2021 study showed that inflammation plays a vital role in the generation and development of this pain.

Besides that, environmental factors and genetics can cause changes in the brain. They disrupt its communication with the nerves, spine, and the major pain pathways in the body. They further cause an imbalance in the vital brain chemicals that regulate pain in the nervous system.

Numerous other factors can trigger migraine, including

Alcoholic and caffeinated drinks

Excess stress

Insufficient or excess sleep/ improper sleep habits

Intense physical activity

Sensations like strong smells, excessively bright and flashy lights, and loud sounds

Improper dietary habits like consuming excess salty and processed foods, artificial food additives, skipping meals, etc.

In many people, the side effects of certain conventional drugs like oral contraceptives can trigger migraine. Moreover, hormonal fluctuations in women (before or during periods, pregnancy, and menopause) can trigger this headache.

CED: A Major Cause of Migraine

The endocannabinoid system or the ECS is one of the most crucial biological systems in the body. It regulates various vital bodily functions, from immune response and neural function to mood, digestion, and metabolism.

The cannabinoids produced inside the body are called endocannabinoids. They are a major part of the ECS. Due to certain genetic disorders or underlying diseases, the body might not produce enough of these endocannabinoids. This causes the ECS to become unstable and leads to clinical endocannabinoid deficiency (CED).

CED plays a vital role in the development and worsening of migraine pain. Moreover, a study shows that the degradation of some endocannabinoids is a prominent driving factor in migraine pain.

Why Is Vijaya Effective For Migraine Pain?

The prime factor why Trailokya Vijaya Vati, the Hempstreet Vijaya formulation, effectively alleviates migraine pain is its quick and direct influence on the body’s ECS. The herb contains hundreds of chemical compounds called cannabinoids. When patients consume Vijaya, it provides the body with the necessary supply of cannabinoids and binds with the ECS’s cannabinoid receptors CB1 and CB2.

That restores ECS function and allows it to increase the levels of anandamide and other vital endocannabinoids. By activating the CB1 receptors, Trailokya Vijaya Vati influences the brain’s pain processing regions. That significantly decreases the pain, as well as alleviates conditions like stress. In addition, the herb helps restore the sleep cycle and increase sleep quality among migraine patients, thus, speeding their recovery.

Whereas, by activating the CB2 receptors, the herb acts on the immune system and decreases the production of inflammation-causing cytokine and chemokine immune cells. It helps decrease inflammation and, consequently, migraine.

Another major reason Ayurvedic doctors prescribe Trailokya Vijaya Vati for migraine is that it does not show any harmful side effects on health, unlike traditional drugs. On the contrary, it helps alleviate the side effects caused by previous consumption of such medications. This makes the herb a safer, more effective, and more reliable alternative to traditional migraine treatments.

What the Studies Say

There have been numerous studies that show the benefits and effectiveness of Ayurvedic cannabis solutions on migraine pain:

In a Canadian study, consuming Vijaya reduces migraines by 49.6% in over 88.6% of female patients and 87.3% of male patients. It also alleviated other forms of headaches by 47.3% in over 90.9% of males and 89.1% of female patients.

A study conducted in Israel in 2020 showed that consuming Ayurvedic cannabis solutionsignificantly reduced migraine symptoms, increased sleep quality, decreased the consumption and dependency on conventional medicines, and alleviated the side effects of those drugs.

Another recent study showed that Vijaya was significantly advantageous not only for migraine pain but also for associated nausea and vomiting.

A US study showed over 86% efficacy of Vijaya for migraine pain relief.

Many migraine patients were able to replace their traditional pain medications with Ayurvedic cannabis solutions.

Over 76.7% of patients in a study reported a gradual decrease in their consumption of opiates. In contrast, after Vijaya usage, over two-thirds of patients reduced their consumption of alcohol, anti-anxiety medications, antidepressants, and other migraine medicines.

To know more about how you can leverage Vijaya’s immense therapeutic potential to alleviate your migraine pain, contact Hempstreet and get the right medical consultation from the best Ayurvedic doctors for yourself

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esverkrampftmeinarmesherz · 4 years

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"Ich schlag deine Lügen mit der Wahrheit, gar kein Drama den für mich bist du Vergangenheit, ich werd nicht verzeihen weil dein Charakter eine Schande bleibt, eine Schande für die Menschen die es ernst meinen, den die Bindung mit dem Teufel lässt dein Herz weinen."

Ced - wo warst du

#nachdenken #herz #zitate #liebeskummer #deutsch #spruch #Ced #wo warst du #Schmerz #liebe #depri #Depression #Music #zitat

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the-lost-in-darkness · 5 years

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Der Abschied kommt näher, doch die Liebe bleibt.

Slyser, CED, LGM, Zate, Luna

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meineweltvk · 5 years

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Was bleibt, wenn ich morgen von der Brücke spring'

Wen int'ressiert es, ob ich glücklich bin?

Wer passt auf mich auf, wenn ich was dummes mach'?

Und wer deckt meine Wunden ab?

Wer lässt mich lassen, wozu noch die Gegen wehrt

Wie viel scheiß Probleme ist so ein Leben wert?

Brauch' keinen, der mich hält

Ich brauch' jemanden, der mit mir fällt

Doch ich glaub', das klär' ich besser mit mir selbst

Ced~ Ich kann nicht mehr

#Musik #Ced #Depression #Schmerz #hilfeschrei

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Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome - Fatigue

Fatigue is particularly common in hypermobile EDS (hEDS). Contributing factors can include sleep disorders, muscle deconditioning (loss of muscle tone and endurance), headaches, and nutritional deficiencies. It is important to exclude other causes, such as anemia or a chronic infection.

The primary cause of EDS is related to defects in the synthesis, structure, or processing of collagen or other components of the extracellular matrix, which are essential for providing strength, support, and elasticity to various tissues, including skin, joints, blood vessels, and organs.

Can EDS cause extreme fatigue?

Conditions commonly seen in EDS and which may manifest as or exacerbate fatigue include sleep disorder, chronic pain, deconditioning, cardiovascular dysregulation, bowel and bladder dysfunction, psychological issues, and nutritional deficiencies. Feb 10, 2017

EDS is generally classified into several major types, including:

Classical EDS (cEDS): Caused by mutations in the COL5A1 or COL5A2 genes, leading to abnormalities in Type V collagen.

Hypermobile EDS (hEDS): This type is associated with hypermobility of joints and is believed to have a genetic component, although the specific gene mutations are not well-defined.

Vascular EDS (vEDS): Caused by mutations in the COL3A1 gene, leading to abnormalities in Type III collagen. vEDS is the most severe form of EDS and is associated with a high risk of arterial and organ rupture.

Kyphoscoliotic EDS (kEDS): Caused by PLOD1 or FKBP14 gene mutations, leading to collagen processing abnormalities.

Arthrochalasia EDS (aEDS): Caused by mutations in the COL1A1 or COL1A2 genes, leading to abnormalities in Type I collagen.

Dermatosparaxis EDS (dEDS): Caused by mutations in the ADAMTS2 gene, leading to abnormalities in the processing of collagen.

The genetic mutations in EDS result in weakened or structurally abnormal connective tissues, leading to the various symptoms and manifestations of the syndrome, including joint hypermobility, skin hyperextensibility, and vascular and organ problems.

Fatigue is a common symptom in individuals with EDS. While its exact cause is not fully understood, it likely results from a combination of factors, including chronic pain, poor sleep quality due to pain and joint instability, autonomic dysfunction, and the challenges of living with a chronic condition. Fatigue can significantly impact the quality of life for individuals with Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome, and its management is an essential aspect of their overall care.

Fatigue is a state of extreme tiredness, weariness, or lack of energy. It is a normal and common sensation that most people experience occasionally, especially after physical or mental exertion, lack of sleep, or periods of stress. However, when fatigue becomes chronic and persistent, lasting for an extended period despite adequate rest and sleep, it may indicate an underlying medical condition or other factors that require attention.

Fatigue can manifest in various ways, and its symptoms can include:

Physical tiredness: Feeling physically weak, heavy, or drained of energy.

Mental exhaustion: Difficulty concentrating, memory problems, or impaired cognitive function.

Sleep disturbances: Fatigue can disrupt sleep patterns, leading to difficulty falling asleep or staying asleep.

Reduced motivation: A lack of interest in activities and reduced productivity.

Irritability: Feeling easily annoyed or impatient.

Muscle weakness: Physical weakness or difficulty performing usual tasks.

Headache: Frequent headaches or migraines.

Dizziness: Feeling lightheaded or dizzy.

Slowed reflexes: Reduced reaction time and impaired coordination.

Mood changes: Fatigue can lead to feelings of sadness, anxiety, or depression.

Causes of fatigue can be numerous and may include:

Lack of sleep: Insufficient or poor-quality sleep can lead to fatigue.

Medical conditions: Chronic fatigue can be a symptom of various medical conditions, such as anemia, thyroid disorders, chronic pain, infections, and autoimmune diseases.

Psychological factors: Mental health issues like stress, anxiety, and depression can contribute to fatigue.

Medications: Certain medications may cause fatigue as a side effect.

Lifestyle factors: Poor nutrition, lack of physical activity, and excessive alcohol or caffeine consumption can contribute to fatigue.

Chronic illnesses: Conditions like fibromyalgia, chronic fatigue syndrome (CFS), and some autoimmune disorders can cause persistent fatigue.

It's important to differentiate between normal fatigue, which typically improves with rest and self-care, and chronic fatigue, which can be a symptom of an underlying health issue that requires medical attention. If you experience persistent fatigue or if it significantly interferes with your daily activities, discussing it with a healthcare professional to identify any underlying causes and receive appropriate evaluation and treatment is essential.

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