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harrysmimi · 2 years

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We All Make Mistakes

Synopsis: Harry finds himself lucky as his new neighbour is sweet enough to baby sit his daughter

Word count: 12k+

TW ⚠️: mentions of death and loss of loved one, mentions of anxiety and depression. Mentions of child loss. Mentions of pretty big age gap between Harry and YN. If of this bothers you please do not read this.

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It was never easy to be a parent. Especially a single parent.

It's been about eight months Shyloh was born and Harry still finds it difficult to have a tiny human depended upon him. He would not want the other way even in his dreams, the exhaustion, smelling like poop, pee and puke and baby formula, sleepless nights and having play rave nights with the little angel, it all seemed to be worth it to see the little dimply smile appearing on her pretty face and hear her squeal.

It was very difficult from the very beginning for Harry though, his boss was nice enough let him work from home for the first four months and he was allowed to take his baby to work, they had dedicated day care at their office for working parents. Harry was able to go see her whenever he wanted and whenever he could. As Shyloh was getting bigger, she no longer just had her formula and played with herself and went to sleep, no, no, she was needing more attention now. Harry never hated even a single moment he spent playing with her but it was nice to get some rest for himself.

It would have been so much more easier if her mum would have decided to stick around and not abandon him and their daughter, but he couldn't force her to stay when she never wanted to.

Harry and his wife were together for eight years and married for six out of those eight. Their pregnancy wasn't planned but Harry couldn't be happier with the news that he is going to be a dad, have a family with someone who he loved so much. But his wife wasn't happy at all.

Harry still till this day did not know why she went on with the pregnancy if she wanted to just up and ditch, well, it kind of did turned out she has been cheating on him for years. He still believed the baby was his, told her it was her body and he would be there by her side no matter what her decision would be, but she still went through everything never making him the part of any of the doctor's appointments. He was lucky enough, he thought that she let him be in the labour and delivery room and witness his first child being born.

He was extremely heart broken that she never even wanted to see their daughter's face, as soon as she was given the green flag from her doctor she just left. Last time he saw her was month after in court to get a divorce, and had their properties divided according their individual investments. They had a child involved and upon the DNA testing it was proved that Shyloh was actually his daughter and his ex-wife did not wanted to have to do anything with him or the little girl. It was very hard for him to process everything, be there for Shyloh and continue work so he can provide for his baby. He own another flat where he moved when things started going bad with his ex-wife, and now he lives there with his daughter

Harry did everything in his power to give his Shyloh a comfortable life, read many books and articles about parenting, talked to his friends and family about how he can at least be a decent dad for his baby. But nothing could guide him through tiny little details like when she was grumpy what the reason behind that? Was she hurting? Was she sad that her dad wouldn't be there for as much? As she was switching onto more solids food, she'd have more upset tummy. It all comes with trials and errors, Harry figured she was very severely allergic to tree nuts, especially peanuts once he was starting to give her tiny amounts of fruit smoothies with other purees.

It took him a whole week to figure out that the reason of her being so tired and sleepy after breakfast was sugar crash from the little amounts breakfast smoothies he made for her. They weren't that sweet but he reckoned her stomach probably the size of her own tiny hand and it would be a lot to for her to process all the sugar, though it was all natural. He had called his mum and talked to her pediatrician to help navigate him through her diet.

It was very difficult when she started teething at just five months old, she had fever, upset tummy and what not and everything leading her to be grumpy most of the time. She'd only stop crying or whining when he would have her in his arms and walk around the house until she was in deep sleep, she wasn't even allowed to sit until she was asleep.

He always wondered how other parents described their children as very easy going and not grumpy at all. He had so many questions about his own parenting skills. He had to make peace with himself that he was doing everything in his power to learn and grow as a father.

It wasn't always the grumpy the sick times for Harry and Shyloh. Though Shyloh was completely opposite of her name, she was very chaotic especially after she learned to that she could babble and try to communicate with her father. When she started to turn over her tummy on her own Harry felt the proudest seeing her first successful accomplishment. But that just lead more to her chaos, she learned to drag herself anywhere she wanted with her elbow and swimming on the floor pushing her tiny body with her knees. She didn't knew how to crawl properly but oh lord she was so fast!

Harry had to spend a hefty sum of money to get his flat baby proofed after seeing that. He was very glad that he did because now Shyloh had really learned to crawl and through things and chase after them as they tumbled away from her, squealing and babbling in her own language she had made on her own.

All this while long, Harry had a really nice neighbour move in just next door. She was like an angel when Harry felt like he almost had it all when Shyloh wouldn't stop crying as he came back home from a long day at work. He wanted to cry like a baby himself.

"Hey, what's wrong, why is your baby crying?" He heard his neighbour say.

"I don't know, maybe she is hungry, and she is very sleepy." Harry said trying to unlock the damn door.

"Do you mind if I help?" She asked grabbing his attention.

He turned around to see a very gorgeous woman stood there in her baby blue scrubs, he reckoned she must be a doctor or a nurse.

"It doesn't look like she is sleepy. I am a doctor if, it's okay with you I'm more than happy to help." She offered. Shyloh had turned very red from all her crying, she just couldn't keep herself from being very ethical and examining someone at their door step and not in her office.

"Plea — please!" He sighed and quickly unbuckle his baby in her car seat. The girl was quick to take her out. Harry almost gasped as Shyloh stopped crying, all it took was to have her held faced down with her tummy pressed against the doctor's arm. He didn't know but he felt the safest having her handle his child than himself trying. The way she held Shyloh with her head cradled just between her elbow. Shy looked very cute like that, with her chubby cheek smooshed against the doctor's arm.

"It looks like she just has a bit of gas but she'll be fine." The doctor chuckled, "just give her the usual dose of her gripe water."

"Oh, I don't, I don't have that. What, what is that?" He felt so embarrassed to ask that question.

"It's supposed to help with digestion, how — I am sorry I can't really help you here I might get in trouble — how old is she?" She didn't seem to judge him for not knowing what that thing she just named was.

"Almost eight months. She'll be eight months old in exactly eleven days from today." Harry shared.

"I was just going to work if you want to bring her down to the hospital, so I can assist you with what you can do. If not then it's totally fine but make sure you take her to her pediatrician soon." She said.

"Yeah, yeah sure. I just want her to feel okay now." He rushed.

Shyloh was completely calm the whole five minutes drive to the nearest hospital where the doctor worked at. He remembered he did not got her name. Shyloh just held onto his blazer tightly with her head rested on his chest.

"It's okay love, you'll be fine yeah? Daddy is where with you." He smiled at her before pressing a kiss on her chubby cheek.

Upon the visit to the doctor's, he learned his neighbour doctor was assistant and he felt safer that she introduced him to a very well experienced doctor who checked Shyloh, asking if she is allergic to anything or not and general questions, doctor told his assistant what to do and left in hurry. Harry looked at his neighbour — or he should say Doctor now — worried.

"Don't worry, I apologise Dr. Smith have an emergency surgery to assist so he had to rush but you don't have to worry." She assured him.

"Yeah, thank you." He nodded watching her do a thorough check-up on his baby, "do I really have to be worried about something?"

"Nope," doctor looked up at him with a very assuring look, "she just have an upset stomach for now we'll just give her gripe water like I said." She explained, "you can pick up the prescription from the pharmacy. 5ML should be the dose."

"Thank you so much." Harry felt relieved, "is she supposed to have the gripe water before or after her meals?"

"It doesn't matter, you can give it to her anytime she has an upset stomach or when babies are colicky — it is not something be too worried about, it's when babies inhale a lot of air. It happens with completely fine babies too. And she is very healthy." Doctor seemed very good at explaining him what is going on with his baby. "You can check her tummy if it feels tight and it is followed by fussiness, it's probably upset stomach, gas or colic."

He watched carefully taking very detailed mental notes on what the doctor was talking about, she'd shown him a little trick to check if his baby is gassy or not, just by pressing her finger very gently over her tummy (which he found adorably sad that it made Shyloh squirm in giggles as it tickled it).

"In her case, she is teething so it is common for her feel this way." She added, checking on her gums.

"How many times can I give this, this gripe water to her in a day?" He asked.

"It is usually recommended about four to six time in 24 hours." She answered. He had few more follow up questions he wanted to asked.

"I am sorry if I am asking too many questions, but is it really safe? Her pediatrician said that some syrups and tonics make babies very sleepy and more grumpy." He hesitated.

"It's totally fine, we're here to help you. But yeah, it is safe. It's technically not a syrup or a tonic. But yeah, I would recommend you pay a visit to her doctor as this is something we have recommended to make her feel better for now. Maybe her doctor will recommend a different brand of gripe water or some alternatives which she would better handle."

Harry listened to her very carefully, he wasn't going to miss out any word she was saying. But it made the doctor sort of nervous talking about what he was asking.

"Oh okay, thank you so much." He picked up Shyloh from the check-up bed.

After that Shyloh slept peacefully. Harry was glad that she was feeling better that she slept like a baby, quite literally!

He'd made sure to take her to her pediatrician the very next day and plan out just a perfect diet for her, though she still had her formula. He was more relieved when her doctor confirmed it was very safe and nice option for Shyloh to give her the gripe water. It works wonders Harry had realised, and especially on his baby!

He was so thankful for his neighbour doctor that he really made her some cookies as a thank you gesture. This time he managed to get her first name instead of just last name.

He wondered how he hardly saw her, he remembered someone moving in the flat just right in front of his two months before Shyloh was born. Well, she is a doctor what does he except really? She must be working 24 hour long shifts and it is pretty self explanatory why he never saw her like he saw their other neighbours.

Harry was more surprised to see his boss visiting his neighbour a couple of day later, he learned that she is his daughter. Her father was the owner and CEO of the law firm he had been working at from past ten years.

He wasn't involved in any gossips around the office but he knew that his boss' oldest child was sixteen. He did talked about his kids around the office, Harry knew because he has been promoted to upper level post where he was in direct contact with his boss. It was then when his boss had forced him to go have dinner with them at YN's.

He didn't know if she was uncomfortable having him over or her having her dad over, but she did not mind having Shyloh over and played with her whilst his boss talked his ears out about this case they were working on.

"Uhhh, Baba, I am sure it's Shyloh's bed time can we just cut it short? I've got work in the morning." She interrupted their conversation.

"You work on Fridays now?" He asked.

"Yeah!" She nodded.

"Are you going to the court tomorrow as well?" He asked.

"Yeah." And she nodded again.

"Okay." The man nodded, stood up, grabbed his car keys from the coffee table and just left. Without saying a simple bye to his daughter sitting there right in front of him. YN sighed.

"I think I should leave now, I am sorry to be a trouble." Harry apologised trying to take Shyloh who was sat comfy on YN's lap, playing with her necklace.

"It's okay really," she smiled her assuring smile, "I just wasn't expecting him to come over, but I do not mind having you two over. My father is just like that, he just shows up out nowhere eats the food I make and just leaves. I guess he likes to have a home cooked meal sometimes." She shared.

"Oh, I'm sorry." Harry felt bad for her. "I couldn't say no to him as he is my boss."

"It's understandable, he is my dad afterall." She chuckled softly, "that's why I really can't say no to him too."

"He said you don't work on Fridays?" He asked.

"No, I have Fridays and Saturdays off. The shifts change every three to six months in my hospital." She explained.

"That sounds very tiring." He said, "but thank you so doing what you're doing you know, Shyloh and I slept like babies that night."

"Ah! No, thank you really for saying that, we don't often hear people saying that." Her face turned flush. "I, I apologise, but do not see her mum around?"

"She doesn't want to be around so it's just me and Shyloh." He did not felt bad or sad to share that now, he have accepted that if her mum really wanted to stay she would have and he is trying to be enough for his daughter.

"She seems very happy." YN smiled looking down at a tired Shyloh flashing her big green eyes at her, almost falling asleep. And she shied away smiling.

"I hope she is, try my best everyday."

"You could really do so much with what you know, it's okay to make mistakes and rectify them along the way. She's your first child you'll get the hang of it as she grows up. Parenting is not easy. I see most first time parents panic or feel anxious, even parents who've had kids before." She assured him.

"You seem very experienced with babies I saw that night. I know it must be very stupid of me to say because you work with them," he rushed.

"Nah it's good, I have been working with infants for just about two years now. But I have little half siblings I looked after since I was eight years old." She shared, "I like to think I am pretty decent at my job." She had a proud smile on her pretty face, as she should.

"I would agree, she stopped crying immediately."

"Something my grandma taught me as I said I used to look after my siblings." She bragged proudly, "babies really like being held like that."

"I don't know if I should ask you this but your dad mentioned something about the court, is everything alright?" Harry enquired.

"Yeah, just hearing for some work." She shared vaguely.

"Oh please let me know if you need any help with anything." He offered, noticed that Shyloh was fast asleep holding tightly onto YN's hoodie in her fist, mouth agape as she drooled on the fabric.

"I am so sorry about that." He chuckled sheepishly taking his daughter.

"I work at a hospital, almost nothing disgusts me now it's okay!" YN giggled watching how comfortable Shyloh looked, it was adorable.

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From that night, Harry and YN have been very good friends.

Especially Shyloh, she loves YN so much she would ditch her own dad to be held by the girl who lives next door and snuggle her.

Harry and Shyloh were always invited to YN's for meals, which Harry was very grateful for although he did not understand how she did everything. Her house was always squeaky clean and she always managed to cook for herself though she had to be working 24 hours a day some times!

YN had even offered Harry that she could baby Shyloh for him seeing how stressed he was leaving his flat. He did not wanted to bother her as Shyloh was getting more and more rowdy as she was growing up. But it wasn't until he had to go to court for work and he had fired the baby sitter the day before for being ignorant at her job. He had called his mum asking if she could take in Shyloh for a the day as he does not want to take her to the court with him, he wasn't even sure if he could do that. His mum was busy and his older sister was out of town. That's when he decided to fake in YN's offer and leave his baby with her. He trusted her enough because one; she was a doctor and she knew more than him, and two; Shyloh loves YN.

The baby was napping in her automatic swing when Harry was finally able to gather all his nerves and go knock on her door. He needed to be on time and he could not loose this case as it was the biggest and most important case of his career. He could get promoted and get a raise, all he could think of it that he would be able to provide his daughter with a more comfortable life!

He checked up on the girlie before heading out. He saw YN by her door unlocking the door, her bag hanging from her shoulder. She was wearing blue scrubs today, her hair tied in a messy braid; she looked very tired and that gave him more anxiety.

"Hey!" She was the first to notice him, "you alright?"

"Hi, ye — yeah!" He nodded taking in a sharp breath, his clammy hands went up to rub against his pants, "I, I, I was just going to knock and ask if you could take in Shyloh for, for, for a few hours. But looks like you had a long shift."

"Oh, it's fine I can baby sit her." She sounded more energetic than she looked.

"It's fine, you, you look very tired. I'll just figure something else out." He said.

"Ummm, it's okay, if you want I can still look after her. Do you have anywhere to go urgent?"

"Yeah, I've got to go to court for a case." He explained, "I don't want to take her, I don't even know if I can take her in the first place."

"Okay, if it's not urgent give me thirty, I need to change out of dirty scrubs." She agreed.

"Are you really sure?" He enquired.

"Yes I am sure!" She assured him.

"Okay, thank, thank you!" He stuttered with a smile.

For the day she had Shyloh with her and she was very tame for rhe entire time she was alone with YN. Harry did not wanted to be rude but he had cameras installed in his house to keep a check on Shyloh's other baby sitter, he felt guilty to check the live status on his phone during his break. He was very relieved seeing YN was giving Shyloh her lunch and they played afterwards.

YN very much enjoyed her day with Shyloh. She loves kids and babies that's why she chose her career to be around them. Yes, little humans can be very annoying but they are just very new to the world and they're learning from the moment they are out of the womb. Shyloh was very sweet rhe entire day though, she ate, she napped, she played and made YN chase her around the house but it was fine with her!

Harry had texted YN as soon as he left and thanked her, making a mental note to thank her again in person. He was so happy that he had won the case for his client and he was sure that he is going to get the promotion. By the time he was home Shyloh was already done having her dinner, with food all over her lips, her arms. He swore he even saw a few bits in her hair too, Harry laughed seeing her all messy she looked very adorable that made him want to die!

His giggles caught YN attention as she was picking up the bits of food from the floor which his daughter had dropped, or threw as it should be put. Shyloh was perched up on her high chair, her face lit up on seeing her dad.

"Dadda, Dadda, Dadda!" She started chanting banging her hands on the high chair in excitement, wanting to be hold by her dear Dadda immediately.

"Hello my little baby love!" Harry cooed as he walked up to his world and made sure to smile at YN who looked so much in awe seeing their bond. He scooped his baby up in his arms not caring that his black dress shirt would be covered in food as well, he took off her bib so she can snuggle into him. Shyloh was showered with affection and kisses making her hide away shyly into her dad's neck.

"Hey, you don't have to do that." Harry said seeing YN going to clean up the table of the high chair. "Thank you so much for looking after her, I don't know how I can pay you for that!"

"You don't have to, it's all fine," she smiled as she kept the roll of paper towels aside. "I, uhh, I made dinner for you as well so you don't have to worry about it."

"YN, you really didn't had to do that. Now I really owe you!" that made Harry's heart sore.

He hadn't had anyone care for him that way, even though it was meant in a very friendly way, it was just his mum and sister who thought about him like that. He really didn't know how he can pay her back for that. She is just too and sweet.

"You don't, I loved spending my day with her." YN told him, "she is pretty tired so she'll go to sleep anytime now."

"Yeah, looks like it." He looked at her daughter who was staring at YN in awe and most adorable smile. "Do you mind staying for dinner?"

He cringed at how that question sounded, "I mean that's the least I can do as you had to look after her all day."

"I would like to," she admitted not thinking much about how his question sounded, "but I've got plans with my best friend, I can't really turn her down as we haven't seen each other in a long time."

"I understand." He nodded, "but thank you so much again."

"You're making me feel bad now Harry with all your thank yous, and you're welcome!" She said, a little firmness in her tone earned a soft chuckle from him. "I should get going now, have a good night."

"Good night, YN!"

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It was that day onwards that YN would very often see baby Shyloh.

Both of them have became really good friends over time, she even helped him plan Shyloh's first birthday party. It was all balloons and Frozen themed, now Harry had came to conclusion that his daughter is obsessed with the movie, because when she is grumpy it is Frozen or she won't stop her crying. And it was a pain in ass to decorate his big ass flat for the party in celebration of his baby turning into a toddler now.

Shyloh now being able to walk and run around made everything even harder for Harry, she would not listen to him but only to his mum and YN who were there to help him.

Past four months were very happy and joyful for him more than being filled with stress and anxiety. He wasn't going to deny that he had really started to fall for someone again, but he didn't know if he wanted anything. Yes, as stupid as it sounds, Harry really liked YN, a lot!

She had her own fair share of struggle like him, it came up through their random conversations after Harry would get back home and Shyloh was off to bed. She was going through a divorce as well when she moved into her flat next door to him. Was it really bad he connected with her on that topic?

He didn't know, but he gave her kudos for going through that like a champ. He was crying mess for the first three months before Shyloh was born and she had taken away a fair bit of his sadness away just by existing and giving him the honour to be her father. That also made him want to keep his growing feelings to himself, she wouldn't want to have to deal with anyone romantically after getting out of a relationship.

All he saw that was she was very nice and kind to him, especially to his daughter who will always be his number one priority. That was enough for him. He wished he could have full control over his feelings!

YN felt very out of place at Shyloh's first birthday party, she looked a bit zoned out as she stood in a corner sipping her lemonade. Shyloh had her little cousins over for her party and had forgotten about everyone as she indulged in her play date with her cousins. Harry's mum and sister were around the kids so he approached YN.

"Hey, you okay?" He worried seeing her eyes extra glossy.

"Yeah, just a little tired." She shared.

Well, that was new. At least to him it was. YN always denied to be ever tired and today she was admitting to be one. She is a human after all what was he expecting, her to not ever be tired?

"I'm sorry," he mumbled, "but do you at least want to stay till dinner?"

"I don't want to intrude," shaking her head she set her empty cup on the counter by the sink, "I am just going to go see her give her the presents and go."

"You're not intruding anything." He told her, "please?"

"Harry, are you sure about that?" she asked a little concerned.

She was a little out of place with her thoughts. YN really enjoyed her time with Shyloh even though it meant nothing more than being her baby sitter. For her the little girl always held a special place in her heart, not even just Shyloh but all of her tiny patients as well. Though it was a little difficult for her as she lost her own baby girl who suffered with sever bad conditions, she was born 16 weeks early. Though she had chances to live and YN was in and out of consciousness too it was her ex-husband who made the decision to stop the treatments and surgeries required to help their baby survive. Her little girl had the highest rates of surviving and she'd be three years old today going off to school already. Her and her ex-husband ended up getting into a huge fight over it.

Well, she was the mother of the baby who died in front of her it was not easy for her and she was willing to do any and everything needed to make her baby healthy. YN knew she wanted to be a mother though her pregnancy wasn't planned and a total surprise, she was still very ecstatic to be a mum herself. That's what ended her perfectly healthy relationship with her husband as she felt so guilty for not being enough for the baby she decided to bring into the world, also him not finding it important enough to at least talk to her before taking any major decisions. It really sucked and still does!

"Yeah," Harry nodded, "you really okay YN? You look a little lost..."

"Yeah, I, I, I'm good." She lied because she would have to talk about things making her upset today, also she didn't wanted to ruin his day as it's his daughter's first birthday after all. And she didn't liked to talk about it because talking made it worse.

"I don't believe you," he squinted his eyes suspiciously.

"I promise, I just need some rest really," she assured him.

"Okay, I won't force you then," he smiled.

Harry looked extra handsome today, with an extra layer of glow over his face. His dimples never leaving his pretty face, barely there stubble which seemed to be his new look. He was rather very happy today as it was one of his daughter's accomplishments, than dwelling in sadness that his little princess is growing up so fast.

YN gave into Harry's puppy eyes and stayed until the cake cutting, she just stood to a side and watched. Harry was on his knees as he held up a small cake and very hyper Shyloh against his chest. He helped her blow out the candle. It did not take even a second for Shyloh to smash the cake and pick out a fist of frosting and cake to munch on.

Harry was sure she is going to have a bad sugar crash, but it was all excused today!

The other cake was cut up and given to the kids, they were mainly Shyloh's little cousins. The party was calmed down a little as all the kids were either asleep or halfway asleep. Shyloh herself was all cuddled up against her grandma Anne on the sofa, bundled up in her fuzzy blanket.

"Harry?" YN called, he was talking to his own cousins but he'd excuse himself, "I'm really sorry I have to go now, my friend's here and we had plans to stay in and stuff."

"Oh okay," he nodded.

Okay now that was not the reaction he was expecting to have. But who is this friend? He is jealous already?

"See you tomorrow for breakfast?" He asked with hopeful glaze to his eyes. Now meeting up for breakfast at each others flats was a very recurring event for both of them.

"Definitely," she nodded.

Harry walked YN to the door like he always does even though she lives right next door to him.

"Finally you're here, I've been standing here for an hour!" YN's friend exclaimed dramatically, with a sarcasm coating her tone. It earned a giggle from her. It's been not more than a couple of minutes really.

Now Harry was very shocked to see her friend. It was Laura, his ex-wife's little sister! He didn't wanted to panic as it was just her sister. And Laura didn't had much of a good relationship with her older sister, she didn't even show up for their wedding, so Harry doesn't think there should be any issues with seeing her.

"Harry?" Laura was of course a little surprised to see him.

"Hey Laura," he smiled awkwardly.

"You guys know each other?" YN was stood there confused.

"Yeah, he is Blake's ex husband." Laura explained which made things more awkward.

"Okay let's not talk about it, it was nice seeing you Laura," Harry said.

"Yeah," the blonde said.

YN was very grateful for Harry closing in door as the awkward vibes were too strong from where she stood.

"That was rude!" YN pointed out.

"Yeah, he is sort of rude!" Laura rolled her eyes.

"I'm not talking about him, I'm talking about you idiot!" YN opened the door to her flat and they both stepped in.

"What? Is there something going on with you two?" Laura asked, a little teasing lilt to her tone.

"No, why would you think that?" YN got defensive.

"I mean, he's a nice guy I didn't liked him for my sister. Mainly because my sister was a total bitch to him." She explained, plopped down on the sofa.

"What actually happened?" YN enquired.

"She was cheating on him, it got all nasty, their baby was Paternity tested turned out she was indeed Harry's baby. But it did not ended well. She cheated on him with a much younger guy," Laura explained. Though YN has never met Blake but she's heard nothing but bitchy and bad things about her from her sister.

"Oh that's bad!" YN cringed at what Harry's ex-wife did.

"I know," Laura nodded.

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It was the very next day, YN was invited for breakfast at Harry's.

It was a disaster!

"Shyloh, no!" Harry sighed but the girl picked up toys from from the box and threw them around and waddled away fast from her father. She was being very cheeky today, making a mess out of all the toys she have.

Harry was proud of himself that he haven't had her open her presents yet. It would be war zone in his living room. He was just trying to clear her toys out of the way so he wouldn't accidentally step on them and break them.

"Hello," YN said, she was greeted by Shyloh already holding her hands up for the lady to pick her up. So YN did. She indeed is a little princess and have everyone wrapped around her tiny finger.

"I'm so sorry everything is a mess," Harry rushed into the kitchen to save his already burnt pancake. At least an attempt went into saving the poor little pancake.

"Please don't burn down your house," YN called from living room smelling the burnt pancake.

"I won't," he assured her.

Harry looked adorable with a yellow floral printes apron tied around his neck and waist, over a simple white tshirt and grey sweat pants. It was very rare for YN that she got to see him casuals or comfy wear, he is always dressed for work, or semi formal for most of the time.

Same went for her. Harry have mostly seen her in scrubs (except for when she is handling Shyloh or baby sitting her), YN's always in baggy hoodie and her staple black pair of sweat pants. But today she was wearing a flowy long, dress. Very summery. She had her hair styled up in a bun at the back of her head, like she is all ready and dressed up to go somewhere. Now Harry didn't wanted to be creepy and ask why she is so dressed up, he didn't had an explanation to back up his weird question. So, he stuck with just admiring her.

He was always amazed at how she was so good at handling Shyloh. Well she do have a ton of younger siblings so she must have practice. But right now she have Shyloh in her lap as her and Harry had their breakfast, she wasn't bothered by the toddlers germy hands grabbing her food as she helped herself. Shyloh did not wanted to be put down so she can play by herself like she usually does, she really likes hanging around YN it looks like.

"You really find the time for yourself and your family huh?" Harry brought up a conversation starter.

"Yeah, since my divorce about 18 months ago it's been easier to manage the time well," she shared.

And it has been. YN was always busy with her own home, and going for her residency program, being with her then husband. She had a whole house to take care of though her ex-husband did helped her around. He had four dogs who needed to be walked two times a day, since YN lived with him, she willingly had taken up the responsibility to walk the dogs once a day.

Also there was a lot of toll been taken on her, emotionally, mentally and physically after her child loss. Though her step mum and her mother-in-law convinced her and her ex-husband to stay together for about two years, it did not worked out. But since then she has been able to make time for her own self care, go put with her coworkers or her only friend, occasionally go see her grandma at her resting place or siblings. Also keep up with her job!

She had gotten her life back together like a pro, she preferred to say.

"I understand," Harry smiled, he truly did understand her.

Now Harry was contemplating whether or not he should make the move to ask YN out on a date. He really liked her, like a lot!

He just didn't wanted to ruin the friendship they both had.

After hearing that YN has finally gotten her life back together and has been doing amazing on her own, he did not wanted to get her into another romantic commitment. He'd feel very bad and guilty. He has had enough time in his opinion to get in terms with his heartbreak and his own divorce, he also did not wanted to assume that she would have been too!

"What do you think a 10 year old would dream of to get on his birthday?" She asked.

"It depends on what that 10 year old is interested in," Harry shrugged.

"He is really into those Batman and Superman things. DC to be exact." YN shared.

"Then it could be anything. I know it makes everything harder, but as a 10 year old I always wanted a Batman costume." He smiled sheepishly.

"Ahh interesting," she nodded already looking to be running equations to find a perfect birthday present.

"Who is this ten year old by the way?" He was stuffing his face with pancakes as he was super hungry.

"My brother," YN said. Harry just nodded.

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Harry was glad he didn't talked to YN about his feelings that day. Now it's been a couple of weeks. She's also been very busy with work where as he had more free time on his hands.

As universe seem to hate him, his ex-wife had showed up at door just that same day asking if she could see Shyloh or not.

He is really not going to let her see his baby this easily. For fucks sake, she didn't even know what the child was named!

Luckily Shyloh was put down for her mid afternoon nap so he got time on his hand to take care of the situation. Harry isn't really going to separate his baby from her mother, but she is a bitch which is given. He had very mixed feelings about it. He talked to his mum, his dad, his sister even his friends about it. All of them gave him vague answers which made his thoughts go extra wild. At last he let Blake see Shyloh for one hour under his supervision. He still had a soft spot for her, at last he have lived her for nearly a decade!

She seemed happy to see Shyloh, or at least that's what it looked to be. His mum was nice enough to go with him so she can take the baby with her whilst he talked to Blake.

"What do you want Blake?" He aske.

"I just want to see her, I, I know I fucked up real bad. But, but, I just want you to know I am very sorry for what I did." She explained.

"That wouldn't change the first year of my daughter's life without her mother, Blake, that's one shit of an excuse." He was very firm with what he had set his mind on, "now what's the reason for you coming back?"

All he got was silence in answer.

"That's enough of an answer for me," he sighed. It was very obvious the guy have dumped her, "I don't want you around my daughter and I'm going to make that very clear here. At least until she is old enough to understand what's good and bad for her."

"You can't just take her away from me, I am her parent too!" She argued.

"You lost that right the moment you left the hospital not even a day after giving birth to her." He said.

"I'll go to court," she threatened him. Or at least tried to.

"Whatever you please," with that he had left the park and went back home to take time for himself. Shyloh was with her Grandma Anne having a fun day shopping, she was also going to get her first hair cut today.

Well, that plan of not caring even if Blake wants to take matters to court again was scratched. Harry did not had a strong enough proof to be able to keep his daughter away from her legally. He would have to prove that she is not a fit parents for her. There might be an argument that she decided to hand over the entire custody of Shyloh to Harry but she can always change her mind.

Blake have seen Shyloh all for two more times after the park. Both the times were a huge disaster with Shyloh not wanting to go anywhere near her own mother and was clung to her dad all the time.

Harry was coming back home from work late luckily YN was able to take in Shyloh last moment. He was hoping she is already asleep so he can just go to bed as well. As it should be given by now, universe hates him Blake was waiting for him down stairs. Her body language screamed awkward.

"Can I help you with anything?" He asked her.

"Can I see Shy?" She asked. Harry just sighed and told her go with him.

"Hey, I'm back," Harry announced like usual as he opened the door to his flat. He found Shyloh fast asleep on YN's chest who was almost falling asleep herself, they were both bundled up on the sofa. Now Blake's presence did not affected the way he found the scene the most adorable scene. Shyloh looked carefree, like she is sleeping on her sacred safe place.

Harry really sometimes got jealous of how close Shyloh is to his mum and YN!

Harry's announcement already ruined YN's sleep enough but seeing Blake there made her face fall even more.

"I'm sorry she is asleep," Harry made an excuse to have Blake leave, kindly.

"Now what is she doing here?" Blake asked, her voice almost made Shyloh flinched as Harry was in process of taking her from YN.

"What is your prob —"

Harry was interrupted by YN, "Harry, I'm gonna go now. I've got to go to work." She said and without giving him an opportunity to even say his bye, she walked out the door shutting it behind her.

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It was the next morning that Blake had came over again to see Shyloh which she hated every moment of but indulged in her delicious breakfast, she's still a tiny human afterall she's gonna do what tiny humans please to do. Some times they brutally ignore you and that's how it is!

Blake did not liked that at all. After Shyloh was done Harry had left her be and play on her own and be a baby. He had a very busy day ahead of him, luckily his sister was free to take his daughter in for the day. He was busy on a call and packing up a small bag for Shyloh with change of clothes as she is a very messy toddler, and her favourite stuffie she liked to sleep cuddling with.

"Don't feed her that," he called out Blake who was sharing her peanut butter sandwich with Shyloh. She seemed very interested in sandwich trying to pull it from Blake's hands now and almost throwing a tantrum, for merely making a mess of it and she has had a few bites when Harry wasn't looking. She was stood on sofa next to Blake.

"Shyloh, no get away!" Blake was trying her best to not let her fall off the sofa whilst also handling a glass plate in her hand. "Harry?"

"Oh god, what did you do?" Harry rushed to get Shyloh off the sofa, she has been handful since she has started walking. She was laughing and giggling, enjoying that she is annoying Blake. "You did not just feed that to her!" He noticed a bit of peanut butter on her small mouth, all over her clothes and the sofa as well.

"She ate it!" Blake defended herself, "I'm not going to say no to her!"

"Well she is allergic to —" he noticed that Shyloh started coughing choking of a piece of bread, it's been a good few minutes since she ate that. "Hey, hey Shy, baby you okay?" He exclaimed as he patted her back trying his best not to panic.

"What's going on!" Blake was panicking as well.

"She is allergic to peanuts you idiot!" He yelled, "get the damn car keys!" He rushed out without bothering to put shit shoes on, basically sprinting down the stairs. If Blake was even a minute late now he was going to sprint for the hospital, worrying the situation might escalate quickly. He's a panicky parent to say the least.

Everything seemed very blur to him as he sat in the back seat as Blake drove his car to the nearest hospital. It got worse when Shyloh's breaths started becoming uneven.

"Don't drive like a fucking worm! Hurry up!" He exclaimed.

"I am, I am," Blake stuttered.

"Hey look at me princess, please!" He gave Shyloh her space as she was still coughing, "it's okay," she looked so scared that she wanted to cry but couldn't as she couldn't breath. At this moment Harry rather have her cry her lung out than seeing her like that. He knew how the first time the reaction escalated so quickly it never happened again, he had made sure it never happened again. He was acting up quickly this time.

Shyloh was rushed to the ER room luckily he bumped into YN on the way.

"What, what happened?" She asked taking Shyloh from him.

"She, she, she ate peanut butter sandwich," he explained as he followed her to the ER.

"Doctor Alaina, we have a one year old female with a food induced anaphylaxis reaction," she lied Shyloh down on the bed and stepped aside so ER doctors can check up on her.

"Is she, is she going to be fine?" Harry asked, worriedly stuttering.

"She is, she is," YN assured him, "you brought her before it got worse. Dr. Alaina have got it from here, don't worry."

"What did she eat and how long it's been?" Doctor asked.

"I don't know what amount but it was peanut butter sandwich, about, about, about fifteen minutes ago. She's allergic." Harry explained. "Can't you go in there? Please?" He trusted YN more with Shyloh other than he did he with other, mainly because it is her job and she is good at it.

"You're not letting her treat our daughter Harry," Blake made it clear.

"It's an ER, Harry, trust me she is going to be fine. I need you to please stay calm so doctor to can take a good look at Shy, yeah?" YN tried to ignore Blake as she tried to calm down a panicking Harry before he was dragged out for making a commotion by security. She was used to dealing with people being rude to her. Harry was holding onto her hand in replace of a hug he felt like he needed.

"What do you know, you couldn't even keep your own baby alive for more than two days, so can you just get the fuck out of here?" Blake looked very moved with incident with the Shyloh, she didn't realise her voice was loud that it made everyone go silent in the room.

YN never expected that to come from her like that, ever!

It was still a very sensitive topic for YN that she totally avoided to talk about it, even during her therapy session she still to go to sometimes. That's what still always haunts her and she couldn't help blame herself for loosing her child. She just glanced at Harry who looked very blanked out, pulled her hand out of his grip.

"Okay," she nodded and just left the room.

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It was just an hour later Dr. Alaina had went to see YN in her office during the lunch break. She was a crying mess at those traumatic days flashed forward her eyes all over again.

"Hey, YN are you okay?" Alaina asked.

"I don't know," YN shook her head, "can I please, please hug you?"

"Come here," Alaina was quick to gather her in a hug, "what happened there if you don't mind me asking? I didn't know you were pregnant and had a child."

"I lost her," she sniffled trying to tune down her sobbing.

"You want to talk about it?" Alaina suggested.

"I was pregnant before I joined here, had to give birth to my baby at 24 weeks," she tried to go through the story as best as she could without choking on her words.

"It's okay, sit down" Alaina had her sat down, "you don't have to talk about it okay, it's okay!"

"I tripped down the stairs because the dog came in the way, I don't know what happened next. She, she was healthy enough to be taken care of here in the hospital. It, it all got messy, Veer asked to stop the treatments on her. I really, really, really do wish I was not going in and out of consciousness, she would have been here with me!" YN cried.

YN always wanted to be a mum, most people decide when or if they want to have babies well in their early teens and she did too. She lost her own mother the day after she was born, it was heartbreaking enough that it was also a reason why her own dad hated her. That she was the reason her mum not being here anymore, she couldn't help but naturally put the blame of loosing her own child on herself. That's what she shared with Alaina.

"Hey, it wasn't your fault. You weren't in your best condition to say anything." Alain tried to console her though she was a lot calmer now, "you can only do so much with the knowledge you have, and that's what we say to our patients, don't we?"

"It is easier to say that," YN argued, "I didn't see that coming it was embarrassing!"

"How does she know that? I thought you and Shyloh's dad were a thing," Alaina said.

"What no," she shook her head, "we're not!"

"Then who the fuck she is?"

"She is Shyloh's mother," YN said.

"Why do I feel like there is an and coming after it?"

"Because there is, and she is the lady my ex-husband cheated on me with," YN explained.

"Oh my god, that's a whole different kind of fucked up shit!" Alaina gasped.

"Mhm," YN agreed, "found 'em right in our bed. Naked."

"What the fuck!" The girl looked like she haven't heard anything similar before. Well, YN still liked to believe there are nice people who don't cheat on their partners, clearly her ex-husband isn't one of them.

Of course she was a little heartbroken last night. She really grown to have feelings for Harry, for fucks sake they have spent all her free time from work together since the day she baby sat Shyloh for the first time. But what she do of he have decided to get back with his life? Nothing at all!

Her husband cheating on her seemed nothing compared to what she had burdened on herself. Blake yelling that in the middle of hallway at the hospital she worked at, yeah she wanted to shrink into a small particle and disappear. She had a two day shift which she was grateful of as she wouldn't have to face Harry at all.

Shyloh was sent back home a hour or so later, Dr. Alaina had made sure to monitor her well before sending her home. It was a nightmare for Harry.

"Hello, did you had a good nap?" Harry cooed seeing Shyloh was up from her nap, her hair sticking out in all crazy ways and she had her bunny clutched into her chest. "Come on, get up on the sofa," he patted the cushion next to him urging her to climb up herself. Harry had to call the day off from work. Shyloh climbed up and crawled up on his lap to get some after nap snuggles.

"Looks like you had a great nap, you've got pillow lines on your face," he chuckled seeing how sleepy she still is, he flattened her hair and pressed a kiss on her head as she snuggled more into him. "Hey you're not going back to sleep now, you won't be sleeping at night then."

Well, Shyloh could care less about what he had to say. He was the cosiest and most safest place to take a big gat nap on.

"You think I should go and talk to YN about what happened today?" He asked her as if she is going understand, she's half asleep already, "I know what Blake said was wrong, very wrong, but I think I should really go talk to her, what do you think?"

"Okay you're half asleep," he sighed, "what do you think about her?"

Shyloh pushed away with her tiny hand placed on his chest, her look was more like a death glare, "okay I'll stop talking. You can go back to sleep." She smiled and went back to sleep.

He texted YN asking if he could see her after she gets off work, he didn't get any reply for two days until he saw her in the hallway getting home from work. Harry was starting to kinda get worried as he did not see her for three days straights after that incident at hospital, then he remembered she is a doctor and doctor's have the most unpredictable work schedules. But those days were very difficult for him mainly because he didn't had a friend to talk his heart out or have the most random conversations with.

"Hey, YN," he said hesitantly noticing that she subtly clasped her hands behind her back so Shyloh wouldn't want ask to be held by her. She did that usually after she is back from work and in her dirty scrubs.

"Uhh... Hi," she said.

"Haven't seen you in a few days," he said hesitantly trying to hold onto a very active toddler, "I, uhh, I wanted to talk to you about —"

"It's, it's fine Harry! I don't want to talk about it," she interrupted him, "I am used to it, people get frustrated when their loved ones are sick and unwell and it comes with my job. I get it she is Shyloh's mother and she was concerned. We had other doctors there to take care of her."

"I know, but what she wasn't right, you were just trying to help. That's not fair and I want to apologise, I'm really sorry!" his tone was soft as he spoke.

"I really appreciate that," she nodded and got inside her flat and shut the door.

"She's upset," he sighed looking at a concerned Shyloh. She pouted and hugged him hiding away in his chest. Now he didn't know if she really understood or she was just sleepy, but he was the safest place for her to let loose and sleep. It melted his heart. He was just about to het into his own flat when he heard YN's door click open, she was wearing her house slippers as she frantically tried to lock her door.

"Hey what's wrong?" He asked.

"Nothing, just left my bag and food in the car." She shared finally being able to lock her door successfully. She was indeed very tired that she forgot her stuff in the car. Hospitals definitely do not have the comfiest of beds for doctors to rest for a couple of hours between their shifts, she was dreading to go back to sleep in her own bed. So she sprinted downstairs and got her stuff. Found Harry missing from where he stood, instead his flat door was wide open.

Just as she was about to get in her own flat, it was his turn to come out now free hands. Looked like he left Shyloh to play with her toys for a moment.

"Hey, YN can we please like talk?" He asked again.

"Yeah, but I told you Harry it's fine. Like, I'm used to people lashing out on me. I get it, her daughter was sick. I can't imagine how she must have felt that moment. So it's okay," she assured him.

"You don't have to put on your white coat in front of me. I know she said something way too personal to you that she shouldn't have. And I wanna apologise for that, I dunno how she knows something that personal to you but I am really sorry," he explained himself, "she won't be around anymore, I've sorted things out. I, I am just really sorry about what happened."

"I'm sure you did what felt right to you, and uhhhh, good for you. You really don't have to apologise." She smiled.

"Can I ask you what she meant with that?" He asked.

"I lost my baby girl about three, uhhh— three years ago. And she is the one my, my ex-husband cheated on me with." She stuttered her explaination trying not to cry, "I, I guess that's why she was so triggered, but that's okay."

"That's not okay," he told her, "come in with me." He carefully reached for her hand and dragged her in with him.

Shyloh there was in her own world, playing in the heap of her toys. Which was going to be pain in butt for Harry clean up later, but anything for her highness princess Shyloh.

"What she did was not okay at all, alright? You said it yourself, you can so much with the information you have, you don't have to let her walk all over you like that." His voice was so soft, as if he was trying to calm down a toddler. YN was taking in long breaths in order to keep her tears from spilling. "Her negative feelings shouldn't be an excuse to use such a sensitive topic against you."

"I know," she agreed, "but you don't know the whole story. So it's, it's okay."

"Then tell me the whole story, darling." He cooed taking half a step closer to her, "if it's not obvious enough that I like you. I'll word it to you that I like you, a lot. You've been a complete angel for me and especially Shyloh."

YN felt overwhelmed, no one has talked to her like that. No one has really shown interest in knowing what she is going through unless it's a part of gossip. Him confessing what he felt (which she did not saw coming at all) for her was just cherry on top and a hard hammer on her dam of tears.

"Hey it's okay, c'mere," he cooed bringing her in a hug, "it's okay. I'm here." He assured her. YN somehow managed to vent to him in between her sobs.

"I'm sorry. Can't imagine what you're going through love but it's okay it wasn't your fault trust me. You did the best you could right?" His fingers flexed in the back of her head. "'S 'kay love." He whispered and gave her all the time she needed to calm down

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"Daddy, Mummy YN said we can go to park!" Shyloh went running to her dad who was working in his office.

It scared Harry how fast she is growing up. It was yesterday when they celebrated her first birthday, and she just turned 6 yesterday.

YN's been there. Always, for Harry especially Shyloh. Her mum finally gave up when she was 3 and left for good, but YN was there. She loves Shyloh like her own. Shy was just recently started calling YN Mummy, because she heard her own dad call her grandma that. YN was over the moon to hear her say that.

"Really?" Harry asked, trapping her in between his arms and attack her with kisses.

"Mhmm," she giggled, "and she said we can go see the baby today!"

"Yeah?" Harry smiled, "are you going with your Mummy?"

"Hmm," she nodded, "she got many gifts for Ms. Kayla yesterday, I helped Mummy YN pick out a cardigan for her, a very pwetty pink dress, and I got her some cookies."

"She's definitely going to love that," Harry assured her. "Are you going to say Hi to her from Daddy?"

"Of course," she agreed, she gave him a quick kiss on his lips before she ran out to where YN was. Harry followed her out.

"Mummy can we get cupcakes when her come back?" She asked.

"Of course baby," YN agreed, "do you want to bake them at home?"

"Mhmm," she nodded.

"These are lots of gifts." Harry announced his presence there to the duo.

"Oh Hi, didn't see you there," YN smiled and greeted him with a gentle kiss on his mouth. "You sure you can't come with us?"

"I wish, I've got some work to do so that I can spend Christmas with my girls." He sighed.

"Have fun Daddy," Shyloh teased him, giggling mess.

"I will try my best," he nodded. "Drive safely okay?"

"Mhmm," YN was granted with another kiss before Harry went back to his office.

Yes, they've been together since that day onwards. Five years together, they're finally having a baby. Through a surrogate, YN was a bit too weak to carry a fetus to full term, it was fairly an easy decision for her though. It was one long process but they're finally getting what they've been trying for. They're having a little boy who is due exactly on Harry's birthday, which is wild in his opinion. He just really hopes he gets to have a birthday twin.

Shyloh on the other hand is very excited to have a sibling, a baby brother to be exact. Since the day her parents have told her about this news she's been asking questions up, down and front. Whilst Harry found it difficult to answer her curious questions given the fact she is only 6 and ask where babies come from, YN found it fairly easy.

Well, Harry was jealous his daughter was more close to YN because she had answer to her every question. It wasn't fair, because she is a doctor, a children's doctor to be exact and she knows how to deal with little humans. Good thing he's marrying her next year, because she is a keeper for him.

He didn't how he survived whole day in a very silent house. He is so used to hearing YN and Shyloh always giggling and squealing, or crying watching movies and cartoons. Now he have been thinking about this a lot, even talked to his daughter about it. But he doubts she fully understands it just yet given the fact she just turned 6.

He wanted YN to adopt Shyloh, basically be her legal guardian. Not that it needed to be on the paper for her to be Shyloh's mother, that was the given fact. She is Shyloh's Mummy. He had seen her get along with Shyloh so well since she was 6 months old, teach her all the little things a mother can do way better than he can ever do. Well she makes her eat her Veggies and drink a glass of milk everyday, she is doing something right!

But YN was so happy when Shyloh called her Mummy for the first time, it was a surprise for him too of course. She was smiling and giggling to herself as she went on about with her day of chores around the house they've moved in recently. Of course Shyloh was tailing behind her, maybe helping her a few times but mostly doubling her work. He came home that day to find them both fast asleep on the rug with toys all over the living room.

Harry had talked to Shyloh, she is a very smart kid. She sort of understood what her dad was saying, or at least that's what he likes to think. He have even hinted this at YN but she was too oblivious to put pieces together, she would just get excited on his random and weird questions about Shyloh.

"Hey Shy?" He called her, she was taking her box of toys back to her room to play there, but she dropped it then and there to run to him.

"Yes Daddy?" She climbed up on his lap, where he was sat on his office chair.

"You know how you called YN Mummy last night, yeah?" He reminded her and she nodded, "where did you learn that from?"

"I dunno," she shrugged, "You call Grandma Mummy. Grandma says that's because she took care of you when you were a little baby, and because she loves you. YN takes care of me and she says she loves me."

Her explaination made his heart swell, "mhmm," he nodded, "I'm not saying this to break your heart baby love, but you know she is not your real Mummy right? We have talked about this? But do you want her to be your Mummy?" He rushed his last question so she doesn't get heart broken.

"Yeah!" She beamed at him, "she is my mummy."

"I love you, princess." He sighed and hugged her.

"Come on, let's go have a tea party!" And he was dragged to her play room, forced to wear a tootoo and have tea party that day.

Now he was sat in his office, house was eerily empty until he heard YN's car pull up in the driveway. He heard Shyloh rant about something, but she soon came running into his office.

"Dadda, Ms. Kayla gave me so presents, you want to see them?" She squealed.

"Of course," he nodded and went out with her. Turned out Kayla, their surrogate sent many presents for Shyloh as well as for him and his Fiancé, but not as many as Shyloh.

"You've toys for next ten years now," Harry commented seeing her rip off wrapping paper from all her gifts. YN handed him a bag.

"She gave this for us, do you wanna open it?" She asked. "She said her dad made these."

"Mhmm," he took the bag and fished out the contents in it. Those were two matching knitted jumpers in it, which were not ugly.

"Daddy look, I have one too!" Shyloh gasped.

"Oh, looks like we're going to match this Christmas." YN chuckled.

"Shy, do you wanna give Mummy one of our presents now?" He asked.

"Yes! Yes! Yes!" She got excited and ran after him to his office again. That's where he had kept all of the presents he got for his girls.

"Okay, I am nervous," Harry sighed looking for the file he kept hidden from YN for about a month now.

"Don't be nervous Daddy," Shyloh patted his shoulder, "you just take a few deep breaths and kick your demons in the bum!" That's what he says to her when she's cry after having a nightmare. He laughed.

"Okay, they're kicked." He sighed again but to calm himself. "Go call YN in here."

"Mummy, come in here please!" She yelled from there and not bothered to go out.

"Yeah?" YN was there in no time.

"Sit," she dragged her to the sofa and made her sit there and climbed next to her, "Dadda?" She asked for the file like a boss.

"Okay..." He chuckled dragging the word and handed her the file.

"YN, will you be my Mummy, please?" Shyloh asked giving her the file. YN was confused for a moment before she opened the file and read the first few lines. Her breath hitched read the papers.

"Are you sure?" She looked up at Harry, who was still stood by his desk sitting on the edge with his arms around his chest. He nodded. "Oh I love you!" YN whispered turning back to Shyloh tears pooling in her eyes, she wrapped the little girl in her embrace.

"I love you too," Shyloh giggled as YN tickled her sides. "You did not answer my question."

"Oh, yes! Of course I will be your Mummy!" YN chuckled.

"Yay!" Shyloh celebrated. Harry walked upto his girls with a pen, crouched in front of them on his knees. "Are going to sign it?" YN nodded at her question and took the pen from Harry and signed wherever he pointed at. Shyloh looked at her like someone looks at the moon. YN chuckled at the realisation.

"I officially announced you both, Mother and Daughter. Bless." Harry said, making both of them fall in fit of laugh.

"I love you both so much!" Is all YN could say before she started crying happy tears, "this is the best present I've ever gotten!"

"We love you more," Harry whispered, pressing a kiss on her forehead he hugged her pulling Shyloh along.

They're officially amd legally a family now, with a little baby angel on his way too!

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Can I just say-- I love Barnaby Brooks, Jr. for many, many reasons. One of the main ones is that he's selfish. But not in a way that's portrayed negatively.

Barnaby consistently does what he needs to do for his own well-being. I'm not saying that he doesn't want to be a hero and protect the city and help others (he does).

But his motivation for being a hero is never driven purely by a desire to help others. He becomes a hero to avenge his parents. He retires, and later comes back out of retirement, because he wants to be Kotetsu's partner more than anything. In season 2, he tells Yuri that he doesn't know himself, but he knows that he's happier being a hero with Kotetsu and the other heroes, so he stays.

There's other things, little things, too. But another big one is Kotetsu's power loss in season 1 and their battle with the robot. Kotetsu never told Barnaby about his power loss cause he didn't wanna worry him. He didn't tell him his powers were gone before he told him to shoot, either. I firmly believe that if he had, Barnaby wouldn't have shot, even if it meant losing everything. And I think Kotetsu knew that.

I mean, we see Barnaby prioritize Kotetsu over and over again-- one example off the top of my head from season 2, he very nearly ditches little baby Subaru during the prison breakout as soon as Kotetsu so much as hints that he's in trouble, and Kotetsu has to tell him to stay there. Hell, he begs Kotetsu to let him go out with the heroes, knowing that he's a liability, because he can't emotionally handle losing working as a hero with Kotetsu.

I don't know, maybe it's just that we get so many heroes that do it for selfless reasons, or for fame and money, or whatever. But Barnaby is consistently just a guy trying to find what he needs to be mentally okay and maybe even happy, and doing everything he can to hold onto what he finds despite everything trying to take it away from him. Maybe I just relate bc Mental Illness™️, but I just love that Barnaby consistently does what he needs to do for his own well-being.

#barnaby brooks jr #tiger and bunny #taibani #tiger and bunny 2 #cour 2

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17 for all (or just the main ones) and 9 for paris 👀

Choosing violence, I see. ;) Let's start with nine lol and go from there.

Have you tweaked the character from canon? If so, what did you tweak? Hmm... it feels weird to say "the way he earnestly leans on the divine" both for when it comes to Helen and his faith in that things will turn out right at least initially, war-wise, since we don't have any surviving material that reveals what arguments Paris might have used for himself. But if I have done any big, obvious tweaks, it's probably this.

Like yes, it's at least a little an excuse for him, but also, it has been really interesting to have him earnestly believe that the divine influence and gods involved means he has, if not not done wrong, then done it with more understandable reason, and that they (Troy) will surely be fine because they do still have divine protection. It works out very well together with his general carefree and light personality/attitude.

Are there any ships you can’t stand, why? All righty. I'm going to put this under a cut because it'll get long lol

Ganymede: he doesn't really have any other big ships... I guess the closest would be Hera/Ganymede which I have seen at least once. Aside from how it's definitely been from a "oh, look at them ditch the bad man in their lives and sticking it to him ~together~" or whatever, I definitely... kind of hc Ganymede as way, way too gay for him to ever, ever think of this as a possibility. Never mind that she, you know. Very intently set about destroying his home and family. (Bonus: dark and non-con takes on Zeus/Ganymede. Like. I know why people would interpret it in that way, but I just seriously can't stand it. It's just upsetting, because it goes out of the way to put someone who is completely powerless in a never-ending misery. Aside from that I'm not at all into angst in that manner, part of the point of the fun for me with this ship is that Ganymede, otherwise powerless, gains a whole lot of power exactly because he is loved.)

Paris: ... :') People don't really like Paris enough for there to be any ships to be annoyed by lol Except for Paris being used as an obstacle in Achilles/Patroclus, but he gets that less than Hektor does. Otherwise, the closest would be is that 99% of the Helen/Paris stuff on AO3 is negative in a way that isn't even interesting. To a lesser degree, I guess, Oenone/Paris. But only because of the way it's hammered home he ~abandoned her~ and I'm like. She's a nymph. She doesn't need him in any way a mortal woman might. It's definitely sad to be left by someone you still love, but even if they were, by mortal standards, recognized as married, divorce exists and like. She would have married a teenager while undoubtedly having lived for longer than he has. I don't care about that, but expecting a forever-love from that... (She also definitely is the one with the power between them.)

Adonis: Persephone/Adonis, because I do have some lines in the sand and "woman raising this child as her son and then becoming sexually interested in him" is just... over that line for me lol. Besides, them as purely familial mother&son and Persephone still not wanting to give him up to Aphrodite is much more interesting and fun! (You get fun parallels with Demeter&Persephone that way!)

Angelos: ... girl doesn't have any ships! She doesn't even exist in the same way people have made Makaria exist, fandom-wise! But theoretically, since I hc her as a lesbian, seeing het ships with her would displease me.

Antilochus: ... doesn't really have any ships either. I think what would really piss me off would be making any potential Achilles/Antilochus(/Patroclus) about Patroclus instead (as I just saw a fic imply it was, even when it wasn't even an Achilles/Antilochus ship fic).

Hermaphroditus: The same as above. Buut, honestly Hermaphroditus/Salmacis would just skeeve me out. If one goes with Ovid's version (as my Hermaphroditus does not) she is attempting to assault someone who wants nothing to do with her!

Penthesilea: Oh, this one's easy. Achilles/Penthesilea. Hate any iteration of this, especially when it's not just presented as mutual but her pursuing him. Fuck off about that now. What we have canon-wise is Achilles falling in love/lust with an already-dead woman, no indication of what SHE feels about it. And why would she even be interested in him, anyway??

Teucer: Nothing here, really!

Achilles: ... All right. Achilles/Patroclus, but only because of what fandom and this ship's fans have done with the ship, the characters, and everyone else when it comes to their ship and these characters. It being a juggernaut is just frustrating, but how literally EVERYTHING is made to be about these two, that they are ~the most~ tragic and their story is ~the most~ saddest is like nails on chalk-board. Trojan characters are used as props for this ship, especially Hector who gets pulled in as a handy "third party interested in one of the two", or, in modern AUs, used as a fucking murderer in weird versions of Patroclus' Iliad death.

Dryope and Sinope: Like several others in this list, there's no ships, really. The only thing, I guess, would be for Dryope to be in some sort of tragic love with Apollo, mostly because the version of her story I go with, Apollo and the son she has by him is a byword, at most. It's her nymph companions that are far more important!

#muses: misc

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Yandere Shadowheart how? [Naturally there will be lots of spoilers]

Excellent question! I've been racking my head around this for a long, long time (sorry again to my ever patient partner) and I think I've figured it out IN CASE ANYONE WANTS TO TRY FOR THEMSELVES.

Shadowheart doesn't naturally exude many possessive traits. She straight up will let Tav/Durge skip off with Halsin, happily at that and ask for details. And she's down for a roll with the Drow twins (especially if Halsin is included) as long as she's gotten to be with Tav/Durge exclusively first.

However she does get noticeably irritated when she catches Tav/Durge after they sneak away with Mizora.

"Kind of you to offer a free sample then. Now that he's/she's tried out inferior goods, he'll/she'll know just how good he/she has it already."

"I'm not jealous, you know. If I wanted to bed something loyal and pure, I'd find a swan."

This could easily be read into as her being hurt at Tav/Durge's lack of trust to ask/talk to her first, their willingness to get down-dirty with a devil/Mizora or both. But it does offer some wriggle room in how to perceive her characters perspective and securities about their relationship.

Shadowheart will then add that due to her background it was almost encouraged to keep things... open among them.

"The way I was raised, the way I was trained... well, it was positively encouraged, to get to know each other. Even from the memories I can recall, there's stories I could tell you..."

I can feel your eyebrows and skeptical looks, just let me cook a minute longer.

Shadowheart will conclude the conversation by highkey telling Tav/Durge to ask her next time they feel like sleeping around and assuring them, if asked, that she would not mind as long as they keep her needs in mind too.

You could take what she says at face value. She's absolutely chill with Tav/Durge getting their hands down as many pairs of pants as possible as long as it's properly communicated with her beforehand.

Or you could suspect that this is something she says she's okay with because that's what she was trained/raised to believe and accept. That it does bother her more than she lets on, maybe even to herself. And if that's how you read into it (canon or not) then you can definitely twist a Shar-Inclined/Dark Justiciar Shadowheart down the obsessive/possessive path. I personally can't see a way to twist a Selunite!Shadowheart but that's what this blog is for!

I know we all look at Ascended!Astarion and go "wow his resources to hunt and control Tav/Durge would be endless!" I've read the fanfics too, guys. But let's not forget DarkJusticiar!Shadowheart is Shar's chosen and right hand. After she kills her parents she even acknowledges in awe how she can call on and command Shar's forces whenever she needs/wants.

She now has command of an entire screwed up cult/church of people who are obsessed with lies, trickery, and deceit. I think that's a tad spoopier than being hunted by some vampire spawn. Never know when the innkeeper or friend you met on the road is with your obsessed ex-girlfriend.

"BUT WAIT WHYNOYANDERESHADOWHEART" I hear you shout angrily, your voice full of !!!ENDGAME ROMANCE SCENE SPOILERS!!!

"DARK JUSTICIAR SHADOWHEART STRAIGHT UP DITCHES YOU WHEN THE ABSOLUTE IS DEFEATED TO GO AND REBUILD THE CHURCH"

DO YOU KNOW WHY I LOVE NIGHT ORCHIDS?

I'VE HEARD THAT SHIT TOO, IT TRAUMATIZED ME AND I ONLY SAW IT ON YOUTUBE.

The thing is, while in a different context. You can reject Astarions offer to turn you into a spawn. You can break up with him at anytime before the end of the game. You can kick him in the nuts when he asks you to kneel after you say no and he says "yes". And while he COMMENTS he should turn you into a spawn just to teach you a lesson of his power (depending on chosen dialogue with him post breakup) the game does not pull any shenanigans that implies he will come after Tav/Durge. It's just highly suspected in the fandom he will because that makes sense. But if you want to take it a step further; in the cut epilogue cards with Withers, it's said that while he does pine over Tav/Durge he will not seek them out because he believes it is beneath his station. If you choose to acknowledge cut content, the game will tell you he leaves Tav/Durge alone.

Count how many active Ascended!Astarion fics there are where he chases them to the ends of Faerun and get back to me.

If the logic can be applied to Ascended!Astarion then the same can go for DarkJusticiar!Shadowheart. She leaves, regrets it for one reason or another, changes her mind, justifies a return, Shar somehow is like "it'd be useful to control them and what better way than the old puppet strings of love?" or whatever. The beauty of a fanfic is that you can decide the details and circumstances for yourself.

That's the bit. Now go forth, Shadowheart simps yearning for dark/obsessive/possessive content too, go and multiply. Thanks for coming to my Ted Talk.

P.s

The game will let you start a romance with Shadowheart in Act 1 but will not give you the option to break up with her. In my first playthrough I was with Shadowheart halfway into Act 2 until Astarion and I hugged and it took Shadowheart confronting my Durge to finally break things off. The game locks you into a yandere-esque romance with Shadowheart... Make of that what you will...

On that note, I believe Karlach is the same...

Look, just make everyone yandere I'm just saying anything is possible if you put your mind to--

#bg3 spoilers #bg3 tav #bg3 #bg3 astarion #baldur's gate #shadowheart #astarion #ascended astarion #baldur's gate 3 #baldurs gate astarion #baldurs gate fanfiction #dark justiciar shadowheart #baldurs gate shadowheart #bg3 durge

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Bridgerton Characters on The Traitors

So after binge-watching the first series of The Traitors Australia and reigniting my intense love for the show (after first watching The Traitors UK), naturally I began to wonder how the characters of Bridgerton would fare in this set-up. In no particular order...

Francesca (and let me tell you now, with 100% confidence, whether she's a faithful or a traitor; she's going to win)

Faithful: naturally she'd be a one of the quieter members but she'd know within a couple of days of shrewdly watching everyone who the traitors among them were. She's not going to battle to make her voice heard but she is careful in who she shares her suspicions with; she doesn't want her opinions to be too loud and get back to the traitors and be murdered in the night as a consequence. She's far too stealthy and would probably drip the seeds of who she believes a traitor is to a louder faithful so they might be murdered instead, allowing her a clear path to the final.

Traitor: the coolest, calmest, most collected Bridgerton character; she doesn't even bat an eye when the host selects her as a traitor. She is razor sharp in her strategy and planning; she isn't just ten steps ahead of the faithfuls, she's also ten steps ahead of her fellow cohorts. She perfectly assesses who she can trust among the other players, who will take the fall, who can be manipulated, who can get themselves banished without her even having to pull any strings. Even if her name were to be raised at the round table, she'd remain nonchalant and manage to talk the suspicion away and turn everyone's vote towards someone else.

Michael

Faithful: it's Michael Stirling; he's sticking around for longer than some of the other (straight) male contestants would like. He's an asset in challenges and keeps morale up. He'd either be murdered by the traitors because they know he'd never be voted out otherwise OR he'd be banished purely based on his incredibly likeable and charismatic persona and the others believing because of his affable nature that no one would suspect him to be a traitor in a case of reverse psychology.

Traitor: the reason stated above why he might end up voted out is the same reason he would make for a great traitor; he's too damn affable for anyone to immediately suspect - though that's not to say they wouldn't eventually identify him. He'd charm his way into every player's good books so they'd be less inclined to vote for him, plus he'd possess the gift of the gab to convince everyone he wasn't a traitor and lead them down the trail of believing a different person is playing against them.

Penelope

Faithful: using her wallflower abilities of quiet observation and study, she'd pick up on comments and behaviour of others and come to the correct conclusions of who the traitors are. She doesn't always speak at the banishments but when she's confident in her opinion she makes her voice heard and everyone listens when she does. Her downfall would either come at the hands of the traitors murdering her when they realise she's on to them OR the other faithfuls finding her quiet intelligence suspicious and believing her capable of being a traitor because of it.

Traitor: it's Lady Whistledown herself we're talking about here; she's definitely making it all the way to the final. She's gets a kick out of all the power she possesses in traitors tower and loves analysing and thinking through all the choices she has to wisely make. She makes careful note of how every player is planning to vote and knows the right things to say to instigate a change of vote if needs be. Her only stumbling block would be if she reached the final and was challenged by a faithful she had made a close bond with; only then would her mask slip as emotions got the better of her as she pleaded her case in a last ditch attempt to claim the money for herself.

Colin

Faithful: while some could write him off for going with the flow, Colin is more observant and astute than people give him credit for. Sure, he does tend to go with the group majority if he believes there's probable cause at banishments, but he's also not afraid to kick off a discussion if he has a strong suspicion of who a traitor could be. The traitors would hold off on murdering him as he proves to be an all-rounder in the challenges but potentially they'd underestimate him and find themselves banished by his hands.

Traitor: being personable, he'd easily ingratiate himself with all of the players and secure his safety by simply being well-liked among the group. He thinks on his feet and outsmarts the faithfuls on several occasions, however if accused he might lose his cool and become too defensive and get himself banished as a result.

Eloise

Faithful: gets in way over her head coming up with umpteen theories for every single player being a traitor and connecting dots that aren't actually there to fit in with her thoughts. She'd dissect every last word anyone has uttered and turns the banishment discussions into interrogations as she goes about getting answers. Her downfall would end up as a result of her own doing as she relentlessly insists on a single theory for who the traitors are, hammering on and on but being so narrow-minded and obsessed with her theory being right that her behaviour raises suspicions of the other players (even if one of the names she's raised was an actual traitor, she's end up doing that traitor a favour simply because nobody is taking her crazed ranting seriously).

Traitor: as big a game as she would talk, Eloise wouldn't make it to the end as a traitor. Trying to big-brain the entire game and keeping ten steps ahead of the faithfuls would overwhelm her and keep her up at night as she tries to think through every last game play possible. She'd do well for awhile but eventually other players would pick on up something being amiss with her, whether's she talking a little too much and pushing forward other names for banishment or how she acts a little furtive at the round table. She'd also be a traitor that would convince herself that another traitor is going to betray her (despite her cohort showing no signs of it) and get them banished before she believes they do the same to her, but end up shooting herself into the foot for getting rid of her teammates so prematurely.

Phillip

Faithful: his role as a faithful will go one of two ways; either he'll be an early banishment OR he'll be one of the last faithful standing. Either option is purely down to Phillip's incredibly reserved nature and in a big social game like The Traitors he'd probably keep to himself for the sake of his social battery, but when he does get involved in discussions he mainly operates as a listener who nods along and the few times he does speak he might come across a little awkward. As a result the other players might find his behaviour questionable and believe it's a sign of a traitor and banish him early on, however, being so quiet he could alternatively end up fading into the background and not being on anyone's radar until the numbers are so small that everyone has to be put under the microscope and only then would the other players truly consider his potential to be a traitor; a consideration that would most likely translate into his banishment because nobody had ever suspected him prior.

Traitor: has the potential to be a dark horse as a traitor due to his stoic persona. Though a quieter character, when he does open up and voice his thoughts the other players are intrigued by what he has to say and take his suggestions seriously. He wouldn't confront anyone at the banishment but he would suggest to other players throughout the day the names of people he has some suspicions of, but making it conversational to see what the other players' thoughts of them were. He'd be more inclined to kill off the louder and more formidable players simply because if ever challenged he knows he can hold his own against softer-spoken people who don't raise their voices compared to those who are more frank and intimidating.

Kate

Faithful: is of course going to make for a rather formidable traitor-hunter due to her incredibly competitive nature. She'd definitely be one the voices leading the way for the rest of the players and also pipe up during banishments to speak on behalf of the group of who the majority has their suspicions on. She might not always be bang on the money but the second she correctly identifies a traitor and has them banished the traitors will be signing her death warrant. She'd be too influential of a faithful to keep around - though alternatively because of her voice having so much sway, other faithfuls might believe her to be a traitor boldly doing her manipulation out in the open and she could end up banished as a result.

Traitor: would love, love, love becoming a traitor and outfoxing the faithful. Similarly in her role as a faithful, she would definitely end up as leader among the traitors - though god forbid she and Anthony were traitors together because they'd for sure butt heads over any decision they were about to make. She would use her cunning to manipulate the way the voting goes in the banishment room while also having a tend and befriend method of securing her trust among the faithful.

Anthony

Faithful: he and Kate are two sides of the same coin when it comes to playing any sort of game; they're there to win. Like Kate he would be at the forefront of round table discussions, but in comparison to Kate he would get in a bit too deep and lose his cool during confrontations and accusations. His downfall would most likely be leading the charge of a banishment with so much confidence that he identified a traitor, only for the banished player to reveal themselves as a faithful; as a result, the rest of the group lose confidence in him and believe the reason he pushed so strongly was because he's a faithful desperate to keep eyes away from him.

Traitor: would definitely have more cool as a traitor but still not as much as Kate. He would enjoy the one-upmanship against the faithful every time he steered them in the wrong direction at banishment, though his confidence could potentially grow into arrogance and lead to a slip-up as a result which would lead to his undoing.

(Bonus Kanthony note: imagine if at the start one of was a traitor and the other a faithful, but the latter has suspicions on the other right from the off. As vocal as the faithful is in their convictions, the other players dismiss it because of how obsessive they become in what almost seems like a vendetta, meanwhile the traitor simply points the finger back at them for correctly calling them out. They're so frustrated with one another; that is until the traitor is the last traitor standing and must recruit a faithful and damn it there's only one single name that comes to mind in who they're going to recruit because it's better to have their adversary onside than against them.)

Sophie

Faithful: she's never going to get herself banished, let's be real, with all the other faithfuls willing to turn a blind eye to any suspicion they might have of her because she's just so god damn lovable. While she doesn't always contribute at round table discussions for banishment, she is stubborn in her thoughts of who she believes the traitors are and isn't going to go along with the pack mentality if she believes the target in question isn't actually a traitor. She sticks to her guns but rather than being deemed suspicious, other faithful respect her for her opinions and might side with her theory instead. If she doesn't make it to the very end it's because the traitors have killed her off to shock the rest of the players; however the faithful would be out for blood to avenge her and would end up banishing a traitor straight after her murder as a result.

Traitor: the Lady in Silver knows a thing or two about wearing a mask and keeping her identity secret, meaning she'd play a blinder as a traitor. Nobody would suspect her and as mentioned above, even if her name crossed people's minds, they'd ignore it in favour of a more likely candidate. While she is quietly calculating throughout the game, she could fall at the final hurdle if challenged during banishment. By that point towards the end of the game she might just be mentally exhausted from keeping up such a facade and she crumbles enough under pressure for the others to vote her out ahead of the final.

Benedict

Faithful: honestly, Ben's just there for a laugh, he's the least invested in hunting out traitors. Sure, he finds the game interesting and all the dynamics that come with it but he's more than happy to kick back and relax and watch the carnage unfold. He goes along with whatever way the group seems to be voting and while the arguing is a bit fun, when it gets too much he does speak up to remind everyone to calm down in order to keep the peace if he feels the group are coming across as cruel with all guns blazing towards certain players. He would potentially end up being banished merely because he never offers up opinions on who the traitors are and doesn't seem to take the game as seriously as the other faithfuls.

Traitor: one of the least likely to even want to be a traitor so how he ended up in this role is just as big a mystery to him, but okay bet. He has plenty of the Bridgerton charm to form alliances and build rapports with the faithfuls to secure his place, though he'd definitely find the strategising as a traitor difficult and feel guilty for manipulating the vote against a faithful as well as murdering people. As engaging as he is among the players, some of them might pick up on the pressure getting to him and banish him as a result; but actually, he's massively relieved and has a jovial smile on his face as he bids the players farewell after revealing he's a traitor.

Hyacinth

Faithful: literally her favourite part of the game is going from person to person and group to group gossiping and theorising on who the traitors could be. She's definitely not afraid to throw a name out at the table but equally she loves watching the accusations and lines of defence as it plays out in front of her and she's the most excited every time the banished player stands before them to reveal their identity. She would probably end up being used as a pawn by the traitors, knowing if any of them drip a name of suspicion into her ear that she's going to gleefully run off and circulate the name to the rest of the group.

Traitor: would probably struggle immediately after being selected to stop herself buzzing with obvious excitement over her newly bequeathed role, though she would last a bit longer than the very first day. As much as she would love playing the role of traitor, I think that love would be worn far too blatantly on her face e.g. watching everyone reacting to someone not coming down at breakfast and smirking with amusement because her actions are what have caused this fallout. She might talk her way out of the first accusation aimed her way but any additional slip-up would be her undoing.

Gareth

Faithful: more of a follower than a leader and is quite happy for others to pave the way to identify traitors. Even when he does sit and think on who the traitors could be, he begins to overthink everything and just thinks "fuck it" and instead opts to go with whoever everyone else is planning to vote for. He would definitely be susceptible to traitors manipulating him into voting and thinking a certain way and they wouldn't murder him because of it. However the fact he has nothing to contribute at the round table combined with him keeping a low profile within with the group might lead to his banishment.

Traitor: again wouldn't be too comfortable taking charge of the group but is happy and willing for someone else to step up to the plate. Once he's built up enough confidence in the role he would definitely be a risk-taker and with luck on his side would just about be able to pull off whatever plan he had enacted. However without luck on his side, his risk could instantly turn the tables on him and be voted out as a consequence.

Lucy

Faithful: is very focused on keeping tabs on who everyone votes for at every banishment. She would be able to remember it to jot down in a notebook back in her room and before she goes to bed she would analyse everyone's voting track trying to see if any patterns emerged or anything glaring jumped out at her, hoping this method might help identify the traitors. She'd also work out the logistics of why the traitors would kill off the faithfuls that they chose, going back to her notes to see if the recently deceased faithful was onto anyone voting-wise. If she were to make her note-taking known to the group and successfully identify a traitor as a result, then she would quickly become their next victim and not make it down to breakfast the following morning.

Traitor: much in the same analytical way, she would go about her role as a traitor by thinking of it as a game of numbers, weighing up the odds of every decision she made and how it would affect the game. She's affable enough to keep under the radar of suspicion, but her downfall would be because of her loyalty. Even if one of her fellow traitors was bound to end up banished by the end of the night, she wouldn't have it in her to vote them out and instead vote elsewhere; however not voting out a traitor would place suspicion right at her door and she would struggle to argue her way out of this line of thinking.

Gregory

Faithful: feels bad for voting for just about anyone and doesn't enjoy when everyone gangs up on a player to be banished. He never really knows who he's going to vote for ahead of the banishment and simply makes his mind up after the discussion at the round table has ended. While it's more likely the traitors would kill him off then him ending up banished by the group, if he lasted long enough he would be a contestant to have an eleventh hour crystalising moment when he pieces everything together and realises who the remaining traitors really are.

Traitor: he's not lasting long as a traitor and quite frankly he's glad when he's banished because it was far too stressful. He'd be incredibly nervous throughout his time as a traitor, resembling a shivering Bichon Frisé at any given moment, casting little room for doubt amongst the other players that he is one of the traitors.

Daphne

Faithful: loves a good challenge and definitely has her eye on the prize. Her suspicions would rest on how the other players were coming across emotionally throughout the game, if any of them seemed nervous or not particularly forthcoming with their thoughts and feelings on the game at hand. She'd also keep a close eye on how every person reacts when receiving a vote during banishment, keeping note if they survive the banishing or if they are voted out and revealed as a traitor, reflecting on anyone's votes who the ousted traitor seemed visibly moved by; and building up a case that another player could have been a traitor voting out their own. Has an equal chance of being murdered for being vocal in her observations as well as being banished for arguably planting seeds and pushing the voting in a certain direction.

Traitor: would make for an incredibly organised player and come to traitors tower with a three point plan for the following day that she plans on executing flawlessly and has no qualms in directing her fellow cohorts in their designated plan of action. While she would run a very tight ship, she could fall victim to a mutiny by her fellow traitors if they believed her incredible forward-thinking skills included stabbing them in the back at an opportune time.

Simon

Faithful: while he does enjoy the thrill of the game, he's fairly laid-back and lets others take the lead in hunting out traitors. He prefers to cast his vote on reasons backed by proof but as is the nature of the game, sometimes there isn't much of a choice but to follow a hunch. He's not particularly confident speaking at the round table with just how tense and finger-pointing the group can become but he would open up the start of deliberations if they had an unsuccessful streak of previous banishments and suggest they opt for another way of thinking since their current methods haven't been panning out. Is more likely to be voted out than murdered, purely being of a quieter nature than others and people believing him capable of pulling off the role of traitor.

Traitor: plays with a level of confidence that lowkey he didn't know he possessed and everything falls into place for him, giving him a very smooth run for good portion of the show's duration. However, the one thing that stresses him out the most are the banishments, particularly the deliberation at the round table. Nervous of becoming tongue-tied if faced with accusations, he has to mentally prepare himself and put on his best game face before entering the room. He'd keep as quiet as possible during the discussions with minimal chiming in but if accused he might end up defending himself a little too strongly for the faithful to truly believe he's one of them.

#i sure do love crossovers between two of my current obsessions lol #the traitors #bridgerton #francesca bridgerton #michael stirling #penelope featherington #colin bridgerton #eloise bridgerton #phillip crane #kate sharma #anthony bridgerton #sophie beckett #benedict bridgerton #hyacinth bridgerton #gareth st clair #lucy abernathy #gregory bridgerton #daphne bridgerton #simon basset

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gyubby99 · 10 months

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I'm sending an ask

It was yet again one of those nights in hell. Nothing more, nothing unusual for the overlord of hell's technology himself. Demons all over hell are yet again bombarding him with questions about his overlord rank, about his personal life and some might have even asked hin to sign their autograph.

Yes. Nothing unusual. All eyes were on him the moment he steps out of that limo, standing seven feet tall above others. He would be lying if he said he never liked the spotlight. They should be looking at him.

But tonight was something special. Vox was going to watch his lover perform on stage with a friend tonight, and he couldn't be more excited to admire her. Ofcourse he's not going to be at the front of the crowd. He wants the VIP seat where she could see him perfectly, an ofcourse, a demon like him deserved the VIP section.

Vox made his way onto the said seat, preparing for the show, but then someone cleared their throat.

An old timey static voice.

What the fuck?!

Vox looked up to see none other than the radio demon himself, Alastor.

"The fuck are you doing here? You know this place is not very suitable for old men like you." Vox spoke up with pure spite.

"I believe I reserved a seat here." Alastor responds in an obnoxious (according to Vox) radio sound effect.

Vox's eye twitched. "Beside my seat? Move somewhere else, grandpa." He taunted with a glare. "Why are you even here?"

"I'm here to watch my butterfly perform. I could ask you the same thing." Alastor responded, holding in as much anger towards Vox as possible.

"Wh- I came to watch MY girlfriend perform!" Vox retorted. "Go move somewhere else!"

"Ha! No."

Vox groaned frustratedly. "Look, this night is for me watching Mal perform tonight so move your 1920's looking ass somewhere else and eat shit, old man!"

"No."

Vox's eye twitched. "Ofcourse. For an old man like you it's hard to comprehend what I'm saying. No wonder people run away from you."

Alastor kept a calm demeanor, but deep inside he was seething in anger, cussing out every curse word there is in his head. "For the record, I recieve more power being a deal maker than you being a pompous television show off!"

Vox crossed his arms. "Oh yeah? Demons love me. I bet more people know about me because I'm not an old man who's only good for standing in front of a car with the headlights on and being run over." He smirked. "Who loves you other than your girlfriend? Cannibals?"

"That might be true, but they simply adore me because they acknowledge just how great I am. Demons admire you because they are clearly imbeciles who think that showing yourself off on the television gives you power. Spoiler alert as the kids say, it doesn't!" Alastor taunted, the last bit in non-static.

"My admirers are imbeciles?" Vox laughs. "I think you're compensating for something."

Alastor was about to respond until someone started speaking.

"Ladies and gentledemons! You could've been anywhere in hell tonight but you're here with us in the pride ring!" The speaker boomed. "Are you ready for a night of entertainment, huh?!" He asks, and the crowd started cheering.

"Now, now! Before we get started, I am pleased to welcome you, two of the best singers straight from the house of Valentino!"

That must be Mal. Vox thought to himself.

Aponi must be here! Alastor thought to himself, forgetting about his rival.

The music started playing, and the overlords ditched their earlier arguement and fixated their gaze on the entertainers in front.

Aponi and Mallory emerged from the stage as the music made itself known to demon hearing.

Mallory glanced at Aponi as they strutted through the stage, and she gave her a nod.

Aponi took the lead, singing first

Oh, yeah

She blew a kiss in front of the crowd, not noticing Alastor in the VIP section.

Alastor looked at her intently, though the music was not of his liking, Aponi made it beautiful.

Did I catch your attention?

You look like you lost your breath

When I circle the room, you an owl, you gon' twist your head

Mallory went in next, singing to the crowd as she strutted with Aponi.

Don't you come at me green with an attitude

Where my lips and my soles are at

If I leave you behind, you can look for the broken necks, no, no

Vox crossed his arms, grinning at his lover. He knew she was a great singer, and she deserved the crowd cheering for her.

He turned to Alastor, boastful. "See that? That's my girlfriend."

Alastor rolled his eyes. "Aponi seems more competent than this.. firefly of yours."

And coincidentially, Aponi started to sing.

'Cause I've been here once or twice

Never worry 'bout the eyes (come on)

Don't just stand there staring, honey

Try to move your feet

If you think they're looking at you

They're looking at me

Mallory put the mic in front of her lips, bending down to the crowd and carelessly dancing.

I could make it nice and easy

I'ma take the lead

They ain't even looking at you, baby

They're looking at me

Vox snapped his finger, making the spotlight go directly onto Mal, and her mic quality clearer so he can rub it in that old timey asshat's face that he's got an amazing woman, and she's clearly not an imbecile.

They're looking at me

Aponi started adlibbing with her in higher notes. Alastor grinned, snapping his finger as well forming a red kind of spotlight glow on Aponi.

Yeah, yeah, they're looking at me

The ladies were confused about the lights, but they decided to play along, as they think it is part of the show.

This was never in the rehearsal, though..

Mallory took the lead in the 2nd verse

Yes, I'm young for a teacher, I'll teach you what you don't know

Aponi adlib'ed in a higher note

(I could teach you the things that you wanna know)

But I can't give it up all at once, you would overdose

Aponi took the turn, singing the verse. Alastor grinned, loving what he had done with the stage.

Vox had a glare, but it was not for Aponi. Instead, for her pathetic excuse of a boyfriend. Fine. He'll decide he'd be a little more flashy, then..

Vox waved his hands, and the stage floor turned bright blue, blinking to the beat of the song as the two sang and danced along.

Aponi was very confused now, but Mallory started getting suspicious. She knew the shade of blue all too well.

Don't you bring any bull in the room tonight

It's a whole new rodeo

It could be you and me

But you know that I'll steal the show, oh (yeah)

'Cause I've been here once or twice

Mallory did an adlib in a higher note as well

(I've been here once or twice, babe)

Never worry 'bout the eyes

Never worry 'bout the eyes (come on)

Mallory sang the first half of the chorus, trying to find the culprit behind this sudden stage change. She knew it had to be...

Him.

Mallory was right. He was in the VIP section with someone..

Someone..

Mallory couldn't believe it, but she tried not to show surprise.

Vox was standing side by side with the radio demon.

Don't just stand there staring, honey

Try to move your feet

If you think they're looking at you

They're looking at me

Mallory tapped Aponi's shoulder, making the butterfly demon look at her. She did a subtle gesture to the VIP section, adding it in her dance moves.

Aponi looked to see the two overlords standing.

She smirked at the red demon at the right, and started singing, accompanied by Mallory's higher notes as she looked at the VIP section as well.

I could make it nice and easy

I'ma take the lead (I'ma takin' the lead)

They ain't even looking at you, baby

They're looking at me

Vox, upon finally being noticed, took his phone out and started taking pictures.

Alastor stood still. Aponi was finally looking at him.

They're looking at me

(No, no, no, no)

Yeah, yeah, they're looking at me

Mallory took a turn, looking directly at the tv overlord.

But they're looking at me, babe

'Cause they're looking at me, baby

The backup singers at the back sang along as well for a brief moment.

Looking at me

Mallory tapped her finger onto her thigh repeatedly, a part of her move.

To Vox, it wasn't. It was morse code.

"Hey"

He chuckled, grinning at her. She just can't keep her eyes off him, huh?

Babe

If I leave you behind, you can look for the broken necks

Aponi belted out.

And just in time for her to sing, Alastor snapped his finger, making fire emerge from the ground.. and Vox's stage blinking to the beat was a perfect combination.

Don't you

Mallory sang the first half of the chorus again accompanied by Aponi's adlibs.

Vox snapped his finger, making lights start to beam, and the club was a damn party.

Alastor casted a spell throughout the place, making everyone dance along to their performance.

Don't just stand there staring, honey

Try to move your feet (try to move your feet now)

If you think they're looking at you

They're looking at me

Aponi had a big smile on her face as she saw them dancing along. She started to sing her part.

I can make it nice and easy

I'ma take the lead

They ain't even looking at you, baby

They're looking at me

Aponi and Mallory did a simultaneous duet, singing together.

They're just looking at me, they're just looking at me

They're looking at me

Yeah, they're looking at me, my baby

Yeah, yeah, they're looking at me (looking at me)

Don't you know that they're looking at me

They're looking at me

They finished the song, and everyone clapped for them. Aponi and Mallory stood there, appreciating the round of applause they got.

Mallory blew kisses the crowd's way, before waving and walking backstage with Aponi, hand in hand.

When they finally reached the dressing room, they squealed like children in the biggest candy store.

"You were so amazing!" Mallory chirped happily.

"So were you! You handled yourself well!" Aponi complimented, soothing Mallory's back.

"Poni!!" Mallory hugged her friend.

Aponi hugged back, glad that Mallory had fun as well as her. In between the hug, she remembered something..

"They did us a favor with the stage and everything, didn't they?" Aponi stated as she pulled away from the hug. Mallory chuckled, tucking her hair behind her ear. "They really did!"

Aponi laughed whole heartedly. "I think we should reward them."

"Oh definitely!" Mallory agreed, then she grinned mischeviously at her friend. "Isn't it october now? I think it's the perfect time for his reward."

Aponi turned beet red, yet she couldn't help but agree. She might just reach out to Alastor about what had been building up lately. "Oh! Right.."

"..and as for me.." she pulled out her 'Shock Collar'.

To elaborate, if she puts it around her neck, and turns a button on, small electric shocks would spread throughout her body creating a very balanced dose of pain and pleasure. Vox got it especially for her. He made the product himself, and shipped some of the stocks in the lust ring, for it might activate people's sick twisted fantasies.

It had high demands since then.

Aponi gave her a side eye. "Do you carry that with you all the time?"

Mallory nods, before putting it inside her bag again. "He's helped with the stage as well, so I'd love to repay him." She stated, before sitting on a chair. "That.. and some graham cake for the aftercare. He'd like that."

Aponi chuckled. "Don't forget to bring me some!"

"I won't!"

The girls laughed.

It was funny how their friendship contrasted the seething rivalry of their lovers.

#my ocs #mallory #aponi wings #staticfly #alaponi #radiowings #oc x canon

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langdhon · 10 months

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*kicks open the door* i've said it before and i'll say it again: your michael is actually stinky and needs a bath in some holy water.

No but seriously, you've taken this rather static character ( i say static loosely simply because of the ahs writers inability to give depth ) and turned him into this dynamic thing that has these different facets in his life. he doesn't treat everyone the same. you highlight certain points of his character that are defining and core elements to his person and you stay consistent with those specific points while still showing his capacity for change ( to a point. he's the antichrist. his end goal doesnt change )

WHICH IS ANOTHER THING. the fact that you explain how that end goal remains his purpose rather than just slapping it down as "well.. he's the antichrist" no. you point out his beliefs and how they align with that goal while also making this conclusion separate from his father. he comes to that decision on his own and you don't shy away from that.

I love the work you've put into michael and how you've really claimed him as your own. <3 I could go on and on about all the things I love about your portrayal because there is SO MUCH but I gotta limit myself or else I'll be writing a ten page thesis on my love for Ava's Michael Langdon

||| beep beep, how's my portrayal?

ANDY PLS I'M GONNA SCREAM— you shower me with so much validation and now another whole wall of text I'm-! All the things you say there, I can't stop nodding while reading because it's all just what I want to put out there. Yes, he is what he is and always will be. No, he's not immutable because he lives and everything that lives, even hecking plants, changes throughout life. While I believe the core stays the same in most of us. Plus, in various scripts the antichrist as a concept has so much range; he's not the pure evil figure who goes around only doing the worst shit. Is why I hc he's on the chaotic neutral side with a chaotic evil tendency as he gets older. He's meant to be relatable to some degree, to lure certain people in on his side while still being an incarnation of chaos and destruction/new creation. The whole point of his existence is to get people to embrace their nature. What I love about the season's writing is how he cries a lot, but you can see that many times it's not genuine. But lots of fans obv. fell for the manipulation.

I want to shine a light on more sides of his person, but never let people forget that he is still That Bitch. Michael did horrible things and he is not sorry for 9/10 because it's his nature and he has the power to act beyond human standards, so he does. He's an asshole but he can be the a super fun guy too. Charming, mean, hilarious, scary, understanding, challenging. Chaos. It makes me so effing happy to read that you just... you GET how I want my portrayal to be perceived !!

And yes, it's important to me that he'll have his own reasoning while accepting his purpose— a first hand motivator behind the purpose which, broken record alert, he could've ditched with all the power at his disposal. But the world is fucked and he has the chance to get it fuckeder [ha, new word] in a way he likes and everything except the VIP lounge has to go. Renovation purposes. I do adhere to canon with his og timeline, yes, but as you said, the writing was lacking. I think it has to do with how they had to focus on Michael finding his path and getting to the whole apocalypse plan, because if they'd focused on his life beside that? It'd have gotten another season lol. Anyway, working with bare bones gives me all the freedom to do with him what I want, development wise. NOW I RAMBLED I'm sorry but everything you said there just hits home for me. I'm incredibly honored you think so. 😭

tl;dr you're correct, he's a stinky who needs to bathe in holy water while every now and then, he has a point

#SAVED.#now I sob myself to sleep bye #positivity #ravenskeeper

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pearblossommina · 1 year

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ToG Read-a-Long, Queen of Shadows, day 12

Ch77

magical hand holding GOD THIS IS LIKE AN INTENSE ANIME SAILOR MOON MOMENT

you two!!!! You are so powerful and full of friendship!!!!!

“Rowan shifted, his leg flashing in agony as he exchanged his limbs for wings and talons. He loosed a cry, shrill and raging. A white-tailed hawk soared out of the small opening, past Aedion.”

Y’know, I just realized. Now that magic is back, Aedion probably has another form, too!

I want someone to bite him on the neck and teach him how to shift

What form will he take! He was already deemed a “wolf” but since daddy is a mountain cat, perhaps he’ll be a cat, too?

Ch78

Um ok

That’s a TWIST

So do I believe it, or is this a cunning last-ditch effort to try and get mercy from the good guys?

I gave a hard time believing that the All-Powerful Dark Lord would be satisfied instilling a minion as the King of Adarlan just to be a Duke but

Duke Perrington IS a pretty despicable person so, maybe this is true?

How odd, how very odd.

I say let’s kill him anyway to be safe

“Chaol is alive,” the king murmured through his emaciated hands

(HAHA YEAH HELL YEAH)

(you can’t kill him he’s filled with the spirit of pure, totally platonic love)

(DORIAN)

(GO GET YOUR MAN)

(THE TIME HAS COME)(THE TIME TO HUG AND KISS)

Ch79

“The scent of pine and snow hit her, and she realized how they had survived the fall.” Rowan saved them! And Dorian and Chaol are together again!

LOVE

This is so utterly amazing ahhh my heart

I love this

Can we all please hug and kiss now! And roll around in the grass, and feel joy and laughter and friendship!

Please!

"If you loot, if you riot, if you cause one lick of trouble," she said, looking a few in the eye, "I will find you, and I will burn you to ash." She lifted a hand, and flames danced at her fingertips. "If you revolt against your new king, if you try to take his castle, then this wall"-she gestured with her burning hand-"will turn to molten glass and flood your streets, your homes, your throats."

Chill out, queen!

They just lost one tyrant, lol, no need to come at them with such ferocity, RELAX

“She was barely inside the oak doors before she collapsed to her knees and wept.”

Baby

Please don’t cry

I love you! Everyone loves you!

Look what you’ve DONE today. Look at all that you’ve achieved. It was a miracle, YOU are a miracle, and now!

Now!

You need to rest; so you will be ready for the shower of love and joy that’s coming your way.

Ch80

(SJM: do you feel a growing spark of hope in your heart?

Me: Yeah! Yeah, I finally do! Thank you!

SJM: *writes about Elide in eminent danger*

Me: why?)

YEAH that’s it MANON go save your GIRL

(My whole heart) (I am shipping them so hard)

(I know I’m fucking insane but in this moment it feels real)

Ch81

“And Manon’s golden eyes glowed as if they were living embers as she looked at the two guards gripping Elide. As she beheld the disheveled robe.”

I AM SO LOVE WITH MANON

GOD

SHE’S SO HOT

THE WAY SHE CAME FOR HER

THE WAY SHE BRUTALLY KILLED THOSE MEN

MANON

YOU ARE MY LESBIAN FANTASY, PLEASE

PLEASE

THIS JUST KEEPS GETTING BETTER

Ch82

Omg Kaltain. 😭

Baby!

Baby, no!

I have hated watching you suffer. I have hated every minute of it. I love you for being willing to sacrifice yourself, but you don’t deserve to end your story here. I just want to feel happiness, oh honey. I want you to come with them!

“Kaltain unleashed the last of her shadowfire, tipping her face to the ceiling, toward a sky she’d never see again.”

😭😭😭

SHE JUST WANTED TO SEE THE SKY

my heart

That was incredibly satisfying to read lol

I’m so glad most of the characters are still alive and everyone’s THEMSELVES again. I couldn’t ask for anything else.

(Except maybe Kaltain to go on living)(and become best friends with Aelin and match her, flame for flame, and maybe they could paint each others nails and gossip about boys)(and everything would finally calm down and everyone could just be happy)

#tog read along 2023 #queen of shadows

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lokisprettygirl · 2 years

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My dear, I'm sooo sorry, I wasn't able to write a proper comment for chapter 23. I was just able to reblog it and add some gifs🤗. Real life crossed my way painfully 🤪...and I'm still high on meds my doctor gave me 🤣🤣🤣 so please forgive me if I didn't get every detail or this comment is a bad one 🥲.

I was so happy that Loki and y/n talked to each other and confessed their love. I'm also glad for y/n that she could clear the things with Peter and that he told her what happend once when they were a couple. As I assumed he was also a victim of that piece of shit Katlyn and I feel sad for him too. It seems he loved y/n very much and he should've talked to her back then...but it's never easy to talk about such things even when you're just 17 years old...

The kiss between them...yes, a bit of both, reconciliation and remembering how good it felt back then when life was good. And also a clarification for y/n how much she is in love with Loki. It would be a nice turn of fate when Peter could become a friend now and an ally to push that shitty, disgusting family from the cliff with broken noses, skulls and everything.

I'm not sure if and how Loki is able to handle it, he's understandably still insecure but he heard with his own ears how y/n confessed her love for him, that he's loved by her and that she always will choose him, that she only wants HIM. She has to show it to him constantly and I'm sure she will.

I absolutely get her angst when Loki seems to ignore her...but they have to be careful, they have to play their roles. It was so caring of Loki to take y/n with him and shit-bitch Katlyn to the shopping trip and hair dresser...lmao Loki should've told Katlyn the hottest woman he has known had a shoven head 🤣🤣🤣🤣...bitch would've done it too just to get fucked by him. No you dirty piece of shit, he will NEVER EVER FUCK YOU !

I always adore the way how Loki and y/n talk to each other, face to face or in their adorable and sexy text messages 😏❤️‍🔥, I love them for being so open and telling no lies to each other. They're so pure and precious, it always warms my heart. It was so nice that Peter provided Loki and y/n time together by distracting Katlyn.

And oh my gosh...daddy kink, feeding kink, all that slowly endless teasing and y/n returning THE favour, shirtless Loki...that was so hotttt 🌶🌶❤️‍🔥😏❤️‍🔥🥵🥵, I didn't know how much I needed that...I'm dead now and I need a really cold shower...and I need definitely more of thisss hot stuff...🤤😏🥵

And it wouldn't be a perfect chapter of yours without a gorgeous cliffhanger....and I'm HERE FOR IT !!...and you know it 😏🤣

I refuse to believe that Peter has evil intentions...in one of your responses you said you wouldn't ruin another good and nice character (that's Steve's job🤣🤣🤣) so I sincerely hope he's going to offer Loki something good...his help, a hug whatever...

Can't wait for the next chapter, you keep me addicted and curious, my Queen and I love you so much 👑💖🥰💚🖤❤️

Dont worry about it my dear, you know I love your asks but I never want you to feel pressured at all. Sending all the loki healing powers your way 😍

Yes the thing between Peter and y/n is too sad but then you hardly understand life and love at 17. That being said Peter should have given her a chance to talk especially when her mom died he should have been there for her and maybe things would get clear but he fucked up big time there because he had Katlyn by his side who kept feeding him wrong information about y/n like imagine Katlyn crying to Peter about how y/n slept with her dad. That would make someone wary.

The kiss was an end to that pain she felt when he left, now she have closure and she can give all her heart to loki which he deserves the most. He needed assurance that she won't ditch him and she didn't.

Shirtless loki with his pants below his waist is imprinted in my head🥵🥵

Did I say that? 👀👀 We will see 😂

Thank you my queen, I love you too 🤗🤗💚💚❤️💚🖤😘

#asks #mcufan72 #the bodyguard

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fireballhot · 2 years

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Stranger Things Season 4 Characters Part 1

THE MVPs

Eddie Munson

For me, the one true real MVP of the season. Despite his terrible father he grew up to be a pure soul who wanted to make something out of his life. He was an outcast, wrogfully blamed for Chrissy's death but still, he never lost his spirit.

I hate that he died. I hate that they didn't bring him back for a proper burrial. I hate that the world will never find out that he was a true HERO. His death made me soooo angry but he went out like a true Metal God.

Never change Eddie Munson, Never change!!

Max Mayfield

I don't understand why this character had to go through so much and in such a brutal way. She had the balls to go us against Vecna for a second time and her last scene...oh my. So raw and honest.

Her strength, her courage, her batlle with depression was inspiring. She fought with all her heart to get out of that dark hole and deserved to be saved.

I really hope she somehow manages to come back to us.

Dustin Henderson

Once again, a true loyal friend to all and especially to Eddie. That last scene with the uncle just broke me. Not to mention the actual death scene. He is always the brains of the group and without him they have lost a lot sooner. He is a pure soul and I hope no one and nothing will ever corrupt him.

It's heartbreaking that Eddie died in his arms and I believe he is broken inside, even though he won't admit it.

Nancy Wheeler

I don't think she gets enough praise. She is a total bad ass, smart and all in all strong female character done. In all seasons she jumps into action without a second thought. Even though she saw first hand Vecna's power, she didn't think for a second to back down.

Steve Harrington

Awww the babysitter of our hearts. What a great character development. Though he didn't personally know Eddie, he trusted Justin and gave his all to protect him. He was injured by the bat-gorgons but chose to go for a second time to the upside down to protect his friends.

Robin

Like everyone else, she didn't think twice before joining the team to save the world, AGAIN!

Awkward but brave and quick witted I was excited that she seemed to find a ray of light in this darkness towards the end.

Erica Sinclair

I Have to be honest, when she was first introduced I was not impressed. I thought she was just a nutt cracking spoiled little brat. But man was I proved wrong. Just because someone is a "nerd" doesn't mean they are weirdos with no social skills and Erica is a fine example of that. Eleven could take some lessons from her but we'll get to that too.

Lucas Sinclair

I was so sorry for him when his friends ditched his big game. They are supposed to be a group, best friends and yet they couldn't be happy that he found something fullfilling.

I love how he stayed with Max till the end and I pretty sure this whole experience is going to break him in the next season.

Joyce & Hopper

Again, in all honestly I found their story arc a bit boring. It could have ended a lot sooner but they chose to drag it. If it wasn't for jaqen h'ghar....I am sorry Enzo, I wouldn't mind skipping those scenes.

Nevertheless, they make a terrific duo and I can't wait to see more of their dynamic.

#stranger things #stranger things season 4 #eddie munson #dustin henderson #steve harrington #nancy wheeler #lucas sinclair #max mayfield #erica sinclair

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dreamsofalifeold · 2 years

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((Tbh I think it's very sexy and correct of me to have specific verses for media I like. Because frankly I deserve and enjoy it.

I'm trying to put together a timeline of Shy's life in the Psychonauts verse because a lot of events were changed or retconned. For instance, Shy never had a breakdown in high school, and Joy never tried to kill her. Other than that, the timeline of events is about the same until a few years ago.

Shy had a breakdown when she was 23, a few months after Joy ghosted and left her. Joy liked making Shy feel like she was a manipulative monster for having her powers, despite the fact that she never used them on her or anyone in the past ten plus years. She would always make Shy second guess things and feel like she couldn't trust her own judgment.

After Joy ditched her, she blamed herself for the end of the relationship (though in recent years she understands how unhealthy it was), and her undiagnosed depression was at an all time high.

While at the local mall doing some last minute holiday shopping, Last Christmas by Wham came over the radio and Shy just lost it. She broke down hard, and it was like a psychic dam burst, causing a wave of pure despair and hopelessness to hit everyone who was there that day. Mass hysteria ensued, and several people had to be hospitalized, but in the midst of the chaos, someone managed to phone the Psychonauts, who quickly de-escalated the situation and discovered the source of the problem.

Shy was terrified, but once it was proven to be an accident and not done out of malice, she was offered safe harbor among their ranks. While she was being questioned about the incident, Shy met Hollis Forsythe, the second head of the organization.

Despite her normally strict, no-nonsense attitude, Hollis found herself feeling for the poor girl, and not as a result of her powers. Shy was quiet, timid, but bright and professional and immediately offered to help around the office since it seemed like Hollis was really busy and had a lot going on. Reluctantly, she was willing to give Shy a shot with a few very simple and basic tasks, and believe it or not, she was actually quite helpful. Not only that, but people responded well to her gentle demeanor and willingness to work with them. That was about the time that Agent Forsythe decided she could use a personal secretary.

Shy's been working there nearly three years and she really enjoys the job. It's quiet, orderly, and since she's surrounded by other psychics, she doesn't stand out or cause issues. She's as anonymous as she wants to be and it's lovely.))

#out of the grave (ooc)#unearthed remains (headcanons)#v: spoon benders anonymous #gaslighting #ask to tag #long post

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nuvotone9 · 3 months

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What drew me in? The story. Mrs. Das, the founder, is a cosmetologist and aromatherapist, basically a wizard with natural ingredients. Her passion for chemical-free beauty resonated with me. I craved something gentle, yet effective.

And Nuvotone delivered. Their essential oils are like magic potions for your face. No parabens, no harsh chemicals, just pure, potent plant goodness. My favorite? The lavender oil. It calms my skin and smells like a dream. Plus, the kit includes everything you need to get started, from cleansers to moisturizers. No more mixing and matching – just glowing skin in a bottle (well, bottles!).

But it's not just about the products. It's the feeling. Using Nuvotone feels like I'm treating my skin with respect, pampering it with nature's finest. And the results? My skin is definitely brighter, smoother, and even seems to have a healthy bounce back. Plus, the tan removal kit is a lifesaver after those long summer days!

From Skeptic to Believer: My Nuvotone Story

If you're looking for a brand that truly cares about your skin and the planet, look no further than Nuvotone. It's not just another product; it's a philosophy, a movement towards clean beauty. And let me tell you, the results speak for themselves. So ditch the chemicals, embrace nature, and unlock your own radiant journey with Nuvotone. Your skin will thank you for it!

Why Nuvotone Won Me Over

Here are just a few reasons why I fell in love with Nuvotone:

The power of natural ingredients: Nuvotone's essential oils are packed with the goodness of nature, free from parabens, harsh chemicals, and synthetic fragrances. My skin feels soothed and nourished, not stripped and irritated.

Effective yet gentle: I've tried so many products that promise glowing skin, but they often leave my skin feeling dry or sensitive. Nuvotone's products are potent yet gentle, perfect for even the most delicate skin.

A complete skincare solution: The essential oils kit has everything you need to cleanse, moisturize, and rejuvenate your skin. No more hunting down different products from different brands – Nuvotone has it all.

A brand with a heart: Nuvotone is more than just a company; it's a community of people who believe in the power of natural beauty. Their commitment to sustainability and ethical sourcing is something I can truly get behind.

My Nuvotone Essentials

I've been using Nuvotone for a few months now, and I'm obsessed with these products:

Lavender essential oil: This calming oil is perfect for de-stressing and promoting relaxation. I love adding a few drops to my bath or using it in a diffuser before bed.

Cold Pressed Hazelnut Carrier Oil: This lightweight oil is great for moisturizing and nourishing the skin. It's also gentle enough for even the most sensitive skin.

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Lunar Witchcraft: Harnessing The Power Of The Moon

We all know the moon is a fascinating and powerful part of our lives. One way to really make use of this powerful force is lunar witchcraft.

Today we are going to take the time to talk a little bit about how to use the moon and lunar witchcraft as part of your spiritual practice. Anyone can harness the moon and its power to make the most of every spell.

What is Lunar Witchcraft?

Lunar witchcraft is the art of harnessing the moon in your magickal practice. Anyone can perform magic using the power of the moon. The moon is a massive energy source that affects our everyday lives from the tides to the water in our own bodies. This can be used to help reach your goals in magic and manifestation.

How to use the moon in your magic

Charging Crystals – For your crystals to work at their highest vibration they should be cleansed and charged on a regular basis. You can charge your crystals in the light of the full moon to give them fresh energy that shines through in your magic and healing. to do this simply set them outside or in a window facing the full moon.

Many believe that if the sun touches your crystals in the morning that the charge will be ruined but this is simply not true. The sun works to charge crystals as well but for many crystals, the power of the sun’s rays leads to damage and discoloration.

If you don’t make it out before the sunrise don’t panic but make your way outside to grab them as soon as you can.

Make moon water

Moon water is one of my favorite ways to utilize the moon in my magic. I love to place crystals that fit my intentions along with water together out in the full moon to charge up with my intentions.

Then is drink this water every day until I run out with my goals and intentions in mind. The end result is a simple yet powerful spell using lunar witchcraft that never fails me.

Moon water can be made in any phase of the moon allowing you to make moon water in one case and harness that energy later in another phase. I have a moon water stored under my bed I affectionately refer to as chaos water that my children are not allowed to touch.

This moon water was made on July 4th, 2020 amid the pure chaos that the world was, the full lunar eclipse, and full planet parade while the world around us erupted in fashes and bangs of fireworks. That water has some massive energy and I keep it because you never know when that kind of energy will be handy.

Perform rituals with the moon phases

Performing rituals and spells is a major part of witchcraft. You can use the loon in your lunar witchcraft to make your own powerful spells.

The Moon Phases and Magic

Full Moon

The full moon is a great time for nearly any form of magic. Full moon magick is a great way to transform your life in every way possible. I use this time for charging things with intention, adding a speck of magic to everything from moon water to blessing my garden with abundance, and putting up fresh protection spells over friends and loved ones.

New Moon

The new moon is a great time for magic involving growth and setting intentions for the future. The new moon is like an energetic clean slate that you can do anything you want with. The new moon is a great time to start magic for self-growth and improvement.

Waning Moon

The waning moon is the phase of the moon after the full moon has ended. The moon shrinks away and out of our view. This is a good time for ditching bad habits, breaking hexes or curses, and letting go of past trauma. For magic with the ultimate goal of gaining this is the perfect time to work on breaking roadblocks that are in the way of your manifestation or full potential.

Waxing Moon

The waxing moon is the point after the new or dark moon when the moon begins to grow and cast light down on us again. This is a great time for harnessing the energy of the moon for growth and manifestation. This is a great time for money magic workings.

Harnessing Lunar Events for your Magick

A few times a year the moon shows off with some amazing lunar events. For new and young witches this is a good time to work on setting intentions for good in your life.

Major magickal workings should be left to older more experienced witches or done with guidance as the magic of the moon during these events is very strong and can flip in the wrong direction fairly easily.

A great example of this is doing a money magic spell during an eclipse without the proper foundation of grateful energy. This like other money magic spells can backfire and leave you with a major unexpected expense rather than unexpected money coming in.

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Choice = Reality ~ Let it BE YOUR OWN

Let none make your choices for you - none ever.

There are many that do and use their best sneaky ways to play a conversation like a chess match and when the conversation is done, you realize that they brought you into a story that you did not have a voice in;

They weave, the dabble, they make what they are saying as if it is a win for you, and yet the entrapment is all over the place;

For you to make their life easy, better, balanced, while they make it sound like they are doing you a favour; believe it or not, these are usually family, those in power, those with titles, or like to think they have power and weave any document, offer, conversation as if you need what they are offering;

All that is NOW; your own making - so trust in your wisdoms learned, and what the traumas have taught you - as you sit in love, peace, and higher knowing. Learn from the lessons & choose from self love;

When you love yourself - you choose what is equal love and matching its vibration.

How and why someone that claims they care, get others involved that have no idea, no clue about energy, spirituality, being honourable, truthful, and filled with integrity and family members that are steeped in financial illness; there is not amount of money to fix, or make better; it is simply sick and feels like a ditch - non-integrity and I call all corruption; corruption is taking what is and doing, infusing, making, choosing with free will to make it twisted to ensure one side wins, all else pays for the sickness;

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The elite, the family that breed twisted behaviour, entrapment, manipulations, deceit, dysfunction to buy, bind, entrap family and energy so their insecurity and plight to their will, needs, desires; rather than growing up and healing - taking ownership and responsibility - the twisted inner agenda's and plots continue - the deceit, the twisted plans to pull in the innocent to look after their mess; while doing spell work - having a family member do their talking - do their leg work; all is corruption; shady, selfish, manipulative, and God, Source, gave all years and years -

Monies stolen; return it.

Using my business - stop using my name, business, stop bidding to demons for I own them, they work for me; God gave privilege to me on all demons, all angelica; that is how alchemy and honouring, understanding Universal Law of Oneness -

Character is everything - religion is not spiritual it is a dogma a belief and a pattern that many hide behind to define what is not known within - Source, God is an essence and will bring up flowers out of nowhere and heal diseases with a breath -

Anyone that thinks what they know about you;

Anyone that thinks speaks, chooses, truncates you out of your life play, your life reality - is acting, living from dominance and control.

Purity of heart, empowerment, encouragement, inspiration is to uplift all into their own sense of self; not controlling, not games, secrecy and games to 'make you stronger' mess that brings and breeds corruption - damage done. Leave me be.

God is felt, known, flows in all life - religion does not - magic and dark arts and religion, or cult like activity in the interference of others lives; taking, scheming, brain washing, mind-scraping - while saying 'I am the Holy One' is pure corruption;

When you play with others lives as if you have say, priority and authority over, of, and play with energy and people like a game; it is abuse, dominance and control -

Peoples lives are not 'a game,' and to infuse testing, playing out life like a race, obstacle race, and how much can someone take to prove what? Better, winner, how powerful your spells are and how much your money can buy and how much silence and souls will be brought into your lair - how many souls will be bought -

No means no. I know everything - anyone approaching me will see a closed door, blocked phone. Leave me be, grow up and go heal.

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discernment will be all that you need to make way to move away and go away - be the shelter for none that had given you nothing but damage and pain, suffering -

I will not allow, enter and make another's karma or mess better; I will not take on anothers' mess. When years and years of warnings were given. Blogs and blogs of proof.

It is pure and simple malicious.

I call judgement on the deceit, manipulation, games, and corruption of purity of Gods offering, purity of light, energy, and good will that gave unconditionally with wisdoms and energy to heal all; it was partied over, laughed, and videos of mockery and defamation to make money on the underground to false gods and ugly harm.

None take credit for my life, my development - I chose how I developed through life, and had no choice; none were with me, none, not 1 call of apology to this day, not 1 email of apology and not 1 penny returned; all know what they did; hiding information, telling false stories, blaming, falsifying paperwork, stealing inheritance, and documents to make your life rich; is that rich? Petty, immature, and no version of leadership one may claim and tout to those wanting their fellowship - All will be shown; and I wish all well; leave me be.

The suicidal wishes, I had no choice but to do anything I could but to get up.

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My life is all me and my choice, my work, my inner knowing, my alignment - period. Has nothing to do with anyone but me and God.

Why all are trying to return; they know all I had was me; I had no money but the bare minimum and even then got the backlash of fighting for that; to go through life and fight for the bare minimum and nothing; enslavement mentality - is just sick.

Some want you to play that game and will make anything sound like they are doing you a favour and will never take accountability nor will ever be mature in their own spiritual souls evolution to humble themselves to see, feel, know the damage done in their own lack, and misdirection; again, the same messages of healing since day 1;

As they try to make my work theirs, take my content and make it theirs, they still throw daily spells, and 'come hither spells' for their ego cannot get 1 right action and 1 good will return an honest effort.

So be it, all is

None will take credit to my development how and who I become;

Malicious intent is. Just as kind and good will actions, truth, honesty is. At the core of all religions; to treat humanity as a gift, treating thy neighbour and all; I don't think any religions offer 'deceive and pull in thy neighbour for bidding, spell work, and sex group work to steal and harvest their birthright' for power, for status or beauty - and is that really beauty?

Deep wounding, all said 1000 times before;

Wasting the life of the beloved.

Excuse the arrogance of abuse; pointless and callous

How to live in self love, self honour, self value; as above so below, as within, so without - It is not rocket science.

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the ones they hired around the world, to do spells, casting, charts, voodoo, jar work, whatever timeline, whatever dimension; leave me be; you know who you are, you know who I am and why you all did the most;

Karma is; and now it is dealt.

Your choice will be what clears it or not; bring down an earthly angel, be it a child, a woman, or an animal - these are the lessons, for you have no idea who is in front of you - hide behind harmful deeds and call it 'sanctified' - then so be it.

God is and God will is- all were told how to make it right; otherwise leave me be - enough of the plots and plans.

Corruption is a spiritual void; choice = reality

All in creation is natural and whatever intention, motive, agenda; is and equals how you clear karma, or pile it on; period.

No amount of nice talk, or smooth talking, to charming talk fools your soul, fools your spirit -

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You know they do not care not only will they do all possible to delay the inevitable with legal mess, their maturity will be shown in trying to bring delay, obstacles; they simply do not want you to feel any level of happiness and such beings, karmic, and friend group watch how death magic, ugly magic, confusion magic, and sick toxic sociopathy to creep up and they are the ones that are offering you what you need?

No.

Human rights, spiritual rights and karma, diseases and the level that Source will return and repeat when you only do what you do to make anothers life hell; subtlety or covertly, behind the scenes, nothing escapes God; and so too will their placement be to show all and the heavens; allow what is to be - simply be aware of what some swim in and the intentions, agendas, and motives; discernment.

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These are manipulation tactics; and while they say what they say, they miss all genuine truth, integrity and sneakily do, say what they need to to bring what they want while zero accountability and only when you are doing well;

Regardless of what you have said, done, seen legal representation to say "NO' there is still the thought, need, codependence to keep you in their story for bidding, for games, and the clout to have their basket filled - Return the monies and make your lives count in loving and positive ways; stay in your own lane; it is that simple.

Leave me be; 0 respect is not caring what others say, or how they wish to heal, but doing what you want because it is good for you and to ease your life; is not respect - it is lessening your load - it has nothing to do with forgiveness -

Time for a miracle.

Give all the credit they deserve for simply being here.

There is no proving.

There is no testing.

There is not measuring up.

There is simply being - can you love just this? In all of its uniqueness and however one chooses to be and express? Can you be allowing of this and not targeting the differences and bidding them to come to your side, or play your games to feel as you are better, the winner, the great one;

Being great is being pure within - period.

Having none to be on your side or buy in; that is not importance.

Being important is doing should be done, doing what can be done, and doing it with good will and pure heart; because it heals the world and creation - few have such courage - because they are wounded and choose to sit in it; so be it.

I came, I will be and always speak truth;

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My life is the courage of who I am. I will not be bought, nor pulled to play games with the innocence of pure God love;

I know God, I know love

I am pure - I was damaged and harmed beyond reason - beyond understanding - and I simply am troubled at how to process that level of intentional vibrational, mental, emotional, financial, spiritual abuse; there is nothing left for you to take; the lands are barren, and hearts aching - scheme and plot some more; there is nothing left; then what......oh hearts of the corrupt, at what point will this mean anything?

There is nothing left but to face what is in the mirror.

None will escape the karma they created, chose. I will not fix what you chose to do after years and years of praying for all to stop. Keep the degrading energy and behaviour will only keep the karma; so again, choice is reality. Your life is your proof - I survived the trauma and abuse. The return energy of such and intentions of such is returned as was portended years ago. Your choice; your body, your life.

All you do, think, plan, plot, affects the all - all governments, all leaders, all preachers, - your words carry weight - will you offer fake plans, ploys to have your world made right while doing nothing for another that truly is deserving - none play God and what is who is, how is deserving, and if you think you are a sayer of this; you are not a leader and should truly return to being a student; arrogance leads and breeds ignorance -

love and heal yourself from being lost inside = All you do affects all.

Will you drop to your knees and heal now? That is where all riches reside. And that dear ones endures and none can ever take that from you - why money was never the ploy and agent for me; you can spend millions to spell me away, you can spend lifetimes to kill, place on a cross and poison with chemicals, harsh agendas and motives, with spies and stalking, games, plots, and at what point will your spirit breathe -

The world you make; ....take, take, there is nothing left to take; your bodies, minds, spirits are showing all, enough is enough - your goals, your lofty plans of taking, all the killing, harming, deceiving, tricks, kicks, manipulating, damage to the beautiful hearts that wait for you to make this world a safe place, a kind and loving space.

You forever changed creation in your selfish malice and that was your choices; all have a choice now to make right, better, or not; when there is nothing left - will you then go within?

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None knew me.

Yet they chose what they chose for their rigid beliefs and thoughts of me; oh callous ones, that do all you can to place my name in being crazy, mental, evil, or unfit, and do all you can to take monies that you will burn with bags and stuff; to leave me empty all the time, never to receive the goodness I am simply worthy of;

Those that try to block the natural, the good, the beautiful and think they have right, power, entitlement to play god and steal what they think and hate another has is deep lack of self wounding; will you heal.

Is gang-stalking, stealing, taking, harming, spelling, the smile of the innocence off of a planet that has done nothing but love you -

The masters sit before you - be humbled and bow to each - feel the softening of what true oneness and self love is; the power of a simple honest smile, caring for all to heal, to be and know they are loved is a grand and beautiful thing; that is leadership.

I am a woman. Pure, simple. I am sacred, I am a mother, and I write because it is who I am; I teach, I offer; because it is my joy.

I am not from this place, yes born here; but my essence, my DNA, my knowing, my wisdoms; my origins are of many realms, worlds, and I simply came to bring light and healing. I know who I am; I am happy that I made this life, and through it all - I can smile and offer it forth - there are many wounded souls - maybe something one day will click, and rather than taking, corrupting, making forcible plans and schemes; there will be silence and knowing respect is a common practice of mastery - no respect has been shown, offered; so be it, I know it was more for me to respect me; I can still smile that is the story to what God is, love is, trusting in the beyond - Oneness is this;

Perhaps we can simply learn from my one simple story of pain, disappointment of a world, of peoples that never understood light, energy, higher knowing, realms unseen and unknown, the children that ache to play beyond violent games and being used for adults that know better - perhaps we can simply pray in silence, and breathe and ponder what world we create in the corruption of such beauty, unconditional offering; be it planet, oceans, air, water, kindness of someone you do not know; all is a gift, the body you sit in, the mind you corrupt with darkness and chanting for demons to get, take, and make you better -

All that occurred in my one lifetime here, through the sojourns, the intentional malice simply did not need to occur; it was all so unnecessary.

Those that are being instructed to come forth - see my lawyer - I will not take personal calls nor invitations have not been sent out- the plans and schemes will not be accepted; your choices are now your mess.

All will be blocked, equally as what was intended and blocked to me.

Proof is proof.

When you have nothing, when you have been given, nothing that is proof.

Nothing is proof. No accountability, no honour, no respect, no return of anything stolen, taken, pillaged, financial abuse and abuse of power is - when you take selfishly from someone in any way; proof is proof - when those abuse you - in the myriad of ways that people do; stealing your business, while you do the work, they receive and plan, take, and you keep working - denial, playing, lying, giving you 0 credit, while keep taking - that is your proof - people will show you who they are - trust that and simply do not engage.

Close the door and timeline forever. Let them sort out their financial world and financial hearts and souls; let them pray in their money and claim such power.

So very unnecessary - and I kept saying stop, don't and leave me be....

And so when old karmic energies, tactics, plots, games, those that Come out of no where when they have been no where to be seen forever; simply block, close, sever ties, and release, and do your part in healing - intend the past healing, intend the past is closed, and never to reopen and all from the past to never return; Intend, disengage and move on.

Choose new energy - choose new realms to play in; all have made their choices and take no guilt or blame for their choices of abuse, deceit, and manipulation; send it back and have them face, learn, and move on; block block block. Stand in your power - you owe none.

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Block all games; Energetically, mentally, dream time, spiritually, physically - block everyone they want to send you and block any attempt of spell, or blockage they want to send you to make their life better - when all they did was make your life hell;

True love is one that you can soften unconditionally to, and would always have your back, never throw you under the bus, never take and steal, bid, spell, or twist your honour to serve them to those that have no clue about sacredness, energy, or God; a true soul mate is one that chooses for betterment of soul growth and regardless of what outer is saying, showing - integrity is everything -

Know that you can seek legal, social help with restraining orders and protection orders; none have the right to keep bullying, bringing you into their life and mess; their healing is their healing; all were told, shown.

When you soften and know, no harm will ever be done; and simply disappointing I have never met that person yet - but I have faith;

Recognize truth before you - recognize it and do not let it slip into worries, drama, chaos, and non-action to heal, make right; the more time slips, nothing is healed.

Was the past actions, taking worth what is now?

YOU CAN LOVE BEYOND TRAUMA!

Forgive, move on, forgive and stand in your own power to know what is right before you, within you - honour your feelings, emotions, and choices; this is to clear karma - clear how others have harmed you by acknowledging it; own, claim, what is, what was; forgive it all and know you can love beyond pain, suffering; you can love beyond the tower.

Faith in God that there is a divine love; that honours good will over money, and honours truth over spells and illusions of false importance - I know who I am and what I deserve. the past was merely the lessons for healing - I will take myself there and none no other will ever stop me from receiving - ever.

What world are you creating - it is unfolding and manifesting -

Wishes and prayers cannot take some things back; manifestation is now; perhaps that will be enough to heal..... for your healing- love is the only way.

Maybe that will be enough.

And so be it,

Money is money.

Love is love.

Who I am and made myself is purely me; and it will never end; my path with Source is eternal and I am profoundly so grateful in which I was brought here - none will ever take credit for my work, my life, my way; that is doing the work;

Take honest looks at all past experiences with; proof is proof, harm is harm, deceit is deceit - dominance, control, abuse, is what it is; apology is and move on -

Towers are towers - I have learned and moved on; the past will not be allowed to continue another cycle; damage was done, I have healed and continue to heal; it will never be revisited, nor opened, nor ignited; end, no, closure, forgiveness, done. CLOSURE.

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The cycle is closed, and will never reopen;

All is for each to make their life better, higher and more rich in loving grace, spiritual energy is matter - all manifests; truth and integrity is proof. Deceit will show itself as proof;

Truth will always prevail.

None will ever know the heavy lifting, transmuting and alchemy you do for all - even the ones that impale you the most - let God make that favour and checks for balance - God misses nothing -

Your pure intent to simply be love is everything in this game and will always be - do not be this for anyone - be this for you - that is healing, and none can do, make, take, this from you.

God knows all - spirit is. breathe in you make all of it count, or not.

One endures.

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