#esp when ur still skinni :)

[nibbles-whispers]

me trying not to cry after watching a recovery is so worth it video and both the before and after is skinnier than i'll ever be even if i was on a hospital bed dying from cancer

#like yessss recovery is so worth ittttt #esp when ur still skinni :) #im :) so :) happy :) for :) you :)

[godsstrongestangel]

ASTRO NOTES - 1

These are notes not observations because yes these are factz onlii 🗿 Take it with a pinch of salt

⚠️TW- sensitive, my cry soft babies 🥺 this is not for u honey just take my virtual hug 🫂 and take care of urself 💗

Capricorn moons are a disgrace to Capricorn community it is because of them the "capricorn sun" is stereotyped as judgemental and close minded for being so rigid when in reality it is true for moons onli the cap suns are the sweetest and most open minded people ever infact they are observational and not judgemental which indicates a higher level of intelligence unlike the cap moons (we get it its in detriment and you got a ton loads of mommy issue but baby whos gonna heal them? 🤡forget being the joker now, past is over)

Same way libra suns are petty and pathetic esp with their manipulative as well as people pleasing behaviors they are disgrace to libra community its other libra placements that represents true beauty and not shallowness or over rationalisation

I have to break it up to you but aquarius venus does not move on that easily infact many times it fails to move on they are just good at hiding it wanna know why? Because it is ruled by saturn daddy that means it is disciplined, determined and focused AND NO THEY ARE NOT CHEATERSSSS!!! Also being ruled by uranus means they will keep on bringing new changes (cant say for good or bad whoops!! ) in the relationship because it is a visionary sign they are probably daydreaming about marriage 🥺🥺 and yall are here throwin misiformation😒💀 PLUS ITSSS A FIXED SIGN WHAT YOU EXPECT FROM A FIXED SIGN SOCIETY?? TO MOVE ON IN THE SNAP OF A FINGER LIKE THANOSSSS BRO??

Now speaking of fixed venuses (aquarius, taurus, scorpio and leo) all of these fixed venus people at least have one lover they can never move on from they might feel they have moved on then suddenly the memories resurface 🏄🏻‍♀️🏄🏻‍♀️ you thought it was over huh?🤺🤺

Whats up with SCORPIO placements having a love for dogs and having a dog pet at least once in their life (esp moon) and then scorpio suns usually hating cats? 🗿 is it because they are willful and wont be manipulated by u? I suggest u seek some psychopath diagnosis this is some serious underdeveloped energy SIS/BRO IT IS UNHEALTHY

Aries and Scorpio mars would love the idea of tearing your clothes while making out or making love 😏💗🥵

Libra moons with air rising should actually consider polyamory

All libra moons are true romantics or should i say hopeless romantics

Cancer suns are pathological liars Its not Gemini yall need to stop giving them fake rep of lying

Leos suns talk a lot and they do not mix well with earth suns even if they try to earth sun will eventually find themselves pissed and drained bcuz of how much they speak and boast they are constantly speaking 😂 (gives headaches in worst case scenario)

Virgo sun and risings really do a lot of stuff and chores despite having phone addiction and even if they are not good in academic or dislike what they are studying they will still be seen suffering with books and notebooks

Venusians suns with leo moon are pretty miserable they are pessimistic and overthinkers it feels like they dont have touch with their emotions at all because they are constantly rationalising emotions to the point they are repulsive to deep feelers and feels almost inhumane 😬like you would not like forming deep connections with them because you will realise they lack emotional capabilities to connect with they sometimes can even make you loathe them or very annoyed its like you are dealing with someone who doesnt make sense at all as if their brain is underdeveloped or something you just dont wanna deal with them

Scorpio placements are not loyal

Sagittarius placements and doms laugh a lot 😂

All capricorn suns and virgo risings are skinny or petite

Aquarius suns do love posting on social media a lot and they do care about ur instagram 💀

Air venus can easily stay loyal with online relationships infact they are all loyal idk where the stereotypes are stemming from

#astronotes #astrology observations #astrologyobservations #astrology #capricornsun #libramoon #leosuns #leo #air venus

[pupcuck]

ur post abt leon with chubby reader is so true 😭

like, bless him, i'd lose my shit if he were real but i feel like he's that type of person i'd avoid being in contact with 😭😭 like the type that just makes you insecure for no reason, like u're always on guard on whether he'd insult u or something IDK bc i mean look at him, i feel like not only does he strictly only date hot blondes, but like he can't handle being in the same proximity as someone 'unattractive' or whatever (ok maybe im referencing this from ur fic but it IS kinda accurate 😭)

like, you know when ur chubby but hes still bigger than u, but if ur not like those skinny, tiny, petite girls, its still unacceptable even if hes literally still twice as big as u 😭😭😭

OK SORRY FOR YAPPING

honestly like omg i don’t even think he’s that bad? like he probably dgaf he just. would say tone deaf stuff and make you upset ESP DI LEON he’s like a grabber and doesn’t get why grabbing you is like so. upsetting to you LMFAOOO he’s like what but I like it it’s cute :(

#inbox 💌

[jtl-fics]

omg wow. the new chapter wow WOW. WHERE DO I START OMG. jsjdjdjsjs i absolutely want to reread this chapter again after this bc omg the BUILDUP WAS SO INCREDIBLE WOW SO MUCH HAPPENED THIS CHAPTER I HAVE NO WORDS SERIOISLY OMGGGGG

the talk with ichirou and our boy ff is so funny in sm ways holy shiet and i loVED that it was feom ichirous perspective like ff is one incredibly hot mess but only we (and ff and nicky and gs know that of course) but literally everyone else including head of the mafia (or yakuza?) think he is the most competent incredible and coolest person to ever exist like ajdjhdjsjjs

and omg neil <3 we love to see neil eating and being surrounded by the love and family he deserves <3 and im really loving aaron in this fic like ik he was an asshole in the books but u can also sorta understand it and i love how ur portraying him just like idk how to explain it but yas <3 i feel like hes always so overlooked and forgotten so im really glad that he has his moments here (esp love it when hes bickering w the other monsters so it feels so real i luv it)

grandma smith is a gem as always and i find her and kevins relationship so hilarious and cute

the mix of povs was so cool i loved it, the way it flowed & the suspense!!!! so good omg. esp when it finally jumped to ff at the end LMAO GETTING THE REAL INFO!!!!!!!! damn smithy did so well especially him thinking he was talking to the police!!!! like sm could have gone wrong & his thoughts at the end PLS SO FUNNY!! no smithy ur not racist <3 but omg pls hes so cute i love him so so much

i cant wait for the next chapter thank u so much for writing this ahsjdjsjja

Real tears at this comment! This was such a nice thing to wake up to!!!!!!

I keep thinking that when I get around to properly writing this in not draft form (looking at you earlier chapters) I'm going to write some scenes from other character's POV (Grandma's whole 48 hours with the monsters from her POV and FF's POV as he talks to the nice FBI agent Iruma Matsumoto). Writing from Neil's POV inbetween helped me a lot in keeping this chapter from being too heavy. (Also snuck in a bit of the Neil & FF friendship)

Ichirou's POV and like turning the shit that FF WOULD SAY into stuff that Ichirou could misinterpret took me sooo long it's why the chapter came out so much later than I wanted it to (that and I spent most of my weekend building that link tree for the AUs)

Lol I just said this in a conversation I was having on here but YOU READ THAT ONE POST ABOUT NEIL'S GLOW-UP FROM THE BEGINNING OF HIS FRESHMAN YEAR AND YOU NEVER RECOVER. He's still too skinny!

Aaron is one of my favorite characters who does not get used enough IMO. Like he's fucking funny! Yeah he's kind of an asshole Neil's freshman year but like he's a STUDENT ATHLETE in PRE-MED dealing with THE MAFIA. Also I really love writing the Monsters as just like...normal guys. Like it's not all overwrought conversations sometimes it's "No Kevin, putting vanilla protein powder in chicken stock is not 'Like Chicken and Waffles' it's a CRIME."

I do feel bad about how GS is just constantly like dogging him but in a voice that makes him preen but like to be fair.... vanilla protein powder into her sweet grandson's soup.

FF is always worried about the most important things when faced with a situation. Like 'At least it's a beautiful day I can cloud watch as Captain Neil and Andrew murder me.' , 'I hope there's a bathroom in this torture chamber' , 'Oh gross he didn't wash his hands before he left the bathroom to go murder Captain Neil', and 'Oh no I WAS racist and RUDE. Why the fuck didn't I ask for his name BEFORE I had that conversation. GS raised you better!'

#Fluent Freshman AU #Ask #FF - Pt. 29 #I stayed up late chatting and now I have to double check myself #To make sure I'm putting Captain Neil instead of something else #It was such a fun convo #but oh boy I am a bit sleepy #at least it's just a half day today #in the masterpost

[bigkpopstan]

on another note !! i just saw all ur posts about feeling out of it w enha (and jake in particular) and i want to say that i totally get it ahdzsi i used to also very much jump from bg to bg until i found enha in may of last year and been obsessed w them ever since and though they'd be my forever ults basically but yeah lately its been really weird, and i can promise you ur really not the only one feeling like this and that its normal to fall out of certain groups, esp when they make jokes like these (which i agree w you, are never okay, bc as someone whos also not skinny, those 'jokes' are never funny and even if you pretend to play along w them they're never nice to hear) and just have not so great vibes in general. so really don't worry about it !! it might pass or it might not but either way that's okay <33

idk it makes me feel like a hypocrite that I was so upset with him last night and now I’m just…going back to talk to him all normal even tho I’m still upset but also I just aidhwishdje idk again I care about enha so much and I truly believe they are actually good guys but I just ;-; was upsetti last night

#asahicore #as I said in tags of another post that may or may not have been deleted this morning #if I pull away I’ll be sad but if it happens again I’ll be sad so 🥲

[a1sh1teruu]

cw: discussion abt diet culture and toxic relationship with food and bullying

growing up fat is smth in itself. but growing up with a mother who is literally OBSESSED with diet culture is something else.

i grew up fat and still am fat, i got bullied for it. got fatshamed at the age of 7 - 13 and still get fatshamed by my own family. esp my mom. she keeps nagging me abt getting surgery and that if i dont lose weight she will force me to get the surgery. like no. im done.

i got told by my father “if u were as skinny as your cousin you would be able to buy pretty dresses like her” or “u wouldnt struggle finding pants that fit u” like wtf?? is that smth u tell ur daughter??

like i get it if they would be nice abt it yk. like srsly or at least supporting but saying stuff like that isnt supporting. i fucking hate it. i fucking hate it sm. ive tried sm. i rly did. but i cant get myself to do it. and when i suggest getting therapy or go to a dietitian they tell me “do u wanna get labeled as crazy??”. i struggle with stress eating and binge eating so how?? how should i be able to do it if i dont get supported and get fucking BULLIED by my own family??

or being compared to friends who r skinnier than me or being told that having a disorder that causes me to lose weight is better. its so fucking sick. like leave me be.

i get fucking told that i wont find a man if im not skinny enough? or “lose some weight so i can get u for my son”??

no srsly sometimes i rly think i am the problem here.

#{ zerda rants 🪷 }

[lettuce-seize-the-day]

it's so crazy how u can't just outgrow eds

#shut up hanna #ed cw #like #when i started i was PETRIFIED of being fat it was the worst thing i could be in my mind #which makes sense bc at the time i was the only fat kid in my grade and no one was fat in media #the only fat ppl in my life were the ones traumatizing me #add that to 2013-15 tumblr and . yeah it makes sense!! doesnt make it ok tho #so i have worked a LOT on unlearning that and i really have come very far #bc its like oh ok fat ppl just exist in larger bodies and im not fat or skinny and itd be fine if i was either but im just not #so i care less now abt that and abt body image like im just always gonna think im ugly so i just have to not think abt it #and ive worked also on eating when im hungry and trying to normalize eating for myself #and yet ?? i still ??? panic in dining halls sometimes esp if they arent serving what i had planned on eating #i went to dinner w girls from dance and my brain was Still like. youre the fattest one here. like who CARES LITERALLY NO ONE #and i had to make sure i didnt finish first like girl for WHAT and i cant even explain why ! i literally dont fucking know #like if being fat isnt a bad thing and i know that restricting just makes me sick. why am i still scared of eating #i still cant eat if im not either talking to someone or completely distracted watching something or being on my phone #i CANNOT sit in front of a meal and just eat it and be like. in my body and present i cant do it i freak out #the other night i felt panicked so i stayed up until 3 doing the cardio exercise i did senior r that made me get very sick and very skinny #its just like. hmm. you can be as self aware as u want and unlearn all the stuff u want but #developing an eating disorder at the age of 13 and never getting actual professional treatment specifically for ur eating disorder.... #...has a lasting effect? whod have thought #it's just annoying like its like ok bestie u did ur job thanks we got it from here !!! like ill never not have an ed even without fatphobia #like whats the reason??? 😭😭😭

[th0tfairy]

Fuck it

Dick HC

🍆🍌🌭

Deku: short but fat 💦 girth is solid all the way through and the head is esp big 🍄 feels like a cushiony button against ur walls

Shouto: proportionately big, average girth and suuuper smooth lmfao slopes to the side after years of only jerking off with his right hand. Also sometimes you can see the little bicolored stubble on his balls 🥜🤍❤️

Bakugou: hairless, super red cock, prettiest pink tip and it curves so invitingly upwards that u can’t help but give it a kiss... honestly a very cute cock 🌷

Kirishima: - t h i r d l e g - Absolute monster of a dick. Uncut and thick all the way down to his huge balls and cock is roped with veins. He has wiry hair on the root and balls and he loves the way you cream on his black pubes 〰

Kaminari: not the biggest, but still yummy in its own right. He’s uncut so you spend a lot of time stretching his foreskin out with your lips

Sero: long and skinny but thick in the middle of it 📏 You can never go all the way down when you ride him, but you love reaching the fat middle 🤤

Shinsou: 8 inch flaccid 😳 Big like him and your mouth waters whenever you see his dick print thru his shorts. You love the curly lavender bush tickling your nostrils when you throat him 🥰

Hawks: not huge but a totally solid cock and two unproportionately large balls??? Juicy as hell and always clean and shaved. You can fit both his entire dick and balls in your mouth when you’re blowing him

Natsuo: fat ass dick lmfao. Long and thick and has a certain springiness to it? Like it bounces when u pull him out of his boxers to suck him off

Dabi: ok his dicks not as big as his little brothers’ 😭 but he’s got his frenum pierced and it feels so fucking good against your pussy

#bnha imagines #bnha smut #bakugou x y/n #bnha x reader #bakugou x reader #bnha x you #eijirou kirishima x reader #kirishima smut #kirishima smut headcannons #kirishima x y/n #todoroki smut #todoroki x reader #natsuo smut #natsuo todoroki x reader #Deku smut #Deku x reader #dabi smut #dabi x reader #hawks smut #hawks x reader #shinsou smut #shinsou x reader #kaminari smut #kaminari x reader #sero smut #sero x reader #sero hanta x reader #kaminari imagines #Deku imagines #bakugou imagines

[blonkk]

the problem ab being fat with an ed is that everyone rewards you for it. like they sing with genuine praise ab how “great you look” and say shit like “wow you really dropped weight you look amazing!!” with such like…admiration. and then you don’t want to disappoint them by getting fat again.

like girl how am i supposed to say thanks but that’s really triggering my desire to cut my fat off with scissors. thanks the reason is because i haven’t eaten in a week except for water and a cucumber a day. i’ll keep going tho!!

and then like i start eating more and just kind of eat along with everyone else and my weight and size compounds….like even when i’m not over eating at all i just get bigger….and i’m not a stagnant person i am active. i cannooooottttt take it anymore i cannot look at photos of myself and want to burn my eyeballs off and want to kill my self but idk what to do anymore!!!

and there’s sooo much shit about how everyone is insecure and no one’s perfect. no shit. the problem is that so many women/girls are genuinely completely fine and it is all in their heads but with me and other genuinely fat girls it’s completely different. like it’s not in our heads. people call us fat to insult us, clothes don’t fit, humiliation is a daily thing for whatever reason (we don’t fit in the backseat, hips knock things off tables, shopping isn’t “fun” it’s torture esp when your friend is saying “omg this is so cute try it on!!” and you’re like. how to i politely break it to you that theres no way that’s getting past my calfs. cuz they’ll respond “omgggg nooo ur so pretty” shut up!! i know my body thank u!!) ahem. all the “inclusive” brands have like…some bigger girls, but they’re all just…same as everyone else, just a little bigger. everyday it’s affirmed that actual girls who fall out of the “acceptable” body sizes are deviants - they are the butt of jokes in media. they are sexualized by being called “thick” “curvy” “real women” etc. people still call you fat by saying shit like “i wish i had an ass like yours!” “i’m so jealous of your confidence” bla bla fucking bla.

anyways like. having been smaller i KNOW how people treat you differently. girls are weird and treat you as more of a threat/competition instead of their harmless cute fat sidekick who could never get male attention. guys are “nicer” ie they just hit on you and sexualize you more.

like idk how do i straddle not wanting to be liked or respected or rewarded solely bc i’m less fat and feeling genuinely less invisible and insignificant and ugly when i am bigger (when i’m not starving/torturing myself). like i want people to like me for who i am but i don’t even like me, especially when i’m not torturing myself to be smaller. it feels so weak and lazy.

the truth is that i don’t give a shit about body positivity or body neutrality or my actual health. i want to be skinny. that’s literally all i’ve ever wanted. i want to wear what i want without having to worry if it “suits my body type”. i want to try shit on without wondering if the store even carries my size. i want to be in photos without having to position myself so precisely or just have my head in without feeling the need to erase the thought of my appearance from my mind completely after seeing them. i want to stop avoiding mirrors and being obsessed with how i appear to everyone every second of the day. i don’t want everyone to tell me “you look fine! you look great here!” at a picture or whatever where i literally look like someone’s fat aunt who they’re just humouring….like that’s how everyone sees me?… that even worse than i thought!!!

like it’s so exhausting and dehumanizing trying to explain to people who don’t live like this what it’s like. they don’t fucking get it. “you’re fine, people do like you, your actually gorgeous, think more positively” how about i knife you right now. i KNOOOWWW how the world/individual people treat me. i know the closest people to me have seen me starving, purging, and more and just didn’t say anything because they honestly thought that it’s fine because i am actually fat, and i’m not in any danger. it’s really hard and all i know is that this is gonna be the rest of my fucking life and i don’t know how i’m gonna continue doing it

#tw: ed mention #tw ed rant #tw eating issues #tw ed #sorry i’m just so tired #i don’t need any reassurance i just need to get this out of my head

[dirtyrottenraskel]

my take on yueki's personalities

yue 

notes / personality

cocky (but also like understated confidence - r e g a l af) 

kind of a nerd

maybe a little entitled, and a little bratty and suki loves to indulge her or to rile her up depending on her mood

books

seems soft but made of steel

strong sense of duty

socially intelligent - can be manipulative and suki (the dork) thinks it is so hot 

aloof queen bee typa beat

supportive, both in ur day to day and in going after your big moral life goals 

deep water - steady and powerful, often underestimated

untold depths, private yet surprisingly nurturing - master of deflecting away from herself

political nerd - well read, and when she has someone she trusts not to take advantage of her, she goes OFF 

distrusting of most people, has been used and ignored and underestimated her whole life

patient - homegirl knows how to play the long game

excellent at pai sho / chess 

she and suki have epic battles of wits - dif types of strategy but both are really into it and get a little too competitive (multiple board games have had to be replaced over the years)

loves travel bc wasn’t allowed to much, esp when she was sick 

was super repressed growing up - never let her be herself or really have any sort of independence

used to sneak out and wander around in rebellion and casually sabotage plans and decisions she didn’t agree with 

introverted, many opinions but keeps them to herself, discreet but well spoken

weaponizes secrets and information - doesn’t often use it but...she could

definitlyyyyy worries and overthinks and re-evaluates - worries ab social politics a lot

obsessive about picking things - wants it to be perfect

shes growing into her confidence as a leader

prefers quite intimate places

incredibly romantic

classic lit

planner for the future - visionary

kind / sweet / gentle - yes, but that’s also her “front” to a degree (seriously, i feel like she gets painted as so sweet and submissive and one dimensional by the fandom a lot of times and it freakin kills me)

INFJ-T (The Advocate) ((yes this is from 16p which i know is not super accurate but u can still catch her overall vibes from it ya know)

Creative/insightful/principled/compassionate/altruistic

sensitive/reluctant to open up/perfectionist/prone to burnout/not a fan of the ordinary

friendships / relationships

(<> indicates that they’re one of her best friends)

sokka - puppy love crushes, laugh ab it now, get into deep late night talks about responsibilities and leading, water tribe culture, prank wars (no one believes sokka when he says yue is a mean prank master (expect suki comes to see it in action lol))

katara - <> badass women friendship, totally would go to matches and protests together, tough girl shit, waterbending practice/duels - start of cautious, but then get rough in a good way bc they trust each other, they do water tribe food adventures together

toph - indulges her chaos, bonding over stupid royal upbringings, odd yet weirdly endearing pair

zuko - both sort of standoffish gay royals, but once they come to see that they are friends - take up similar spaces though, so only hang out in a group or rarely by themselves, they do hang out at like political parties and stuff when they get more comfortable together

aang - <> he has an impressive world view, yue is super studied and well read, so she and aang nerd out over past cultures together, and also their peace keeping nature, they have tea together often - usually after she and katara wipe the floor w/ each other

clothing / aesthetic:

blues and pale colors

classy and understated wealth

like those cute feminine button down shirts

dresses

like cold weather classy

complicated braids

sort of soft girl aesthetic?

pleated skirts !!!

i feel like she would wear ethically sourced fur (i don’t wear fur but idk how to get it in an ethical way - maybe it’s just fake??)

knit sweaters and skinny jeans and heeled ankle boots

light academia !!!

hella funky earrings - to mark her native pride and also cuz gay

from my readings, tattoos have a lot of cultural significance for Inuit women, and so i feel like yue would totally have some (when she comes of age ofc) 

suki

notes / personality 

extroverted 

also very strategic 

more spontaneous tho - will totally calculate the odds in a spilt second in her head and then just go for it

like still a careful planner, but willing to say fuck it, yolo if it seems right 

reflects on her mistakes, but more in like a healthy way - unless it was a leadership mistake, then it eats her up inside - worries more ab keeping her girls safe and making the right call

likes lively places

total bashful romantic

manages the present and the short term - realist

loves to do lists 

a little punch happy - loves to make violent threats, but also does it out of excitement and she’s just a really physical person tbh

steady, can come off as stubborn and abrasive but she really just wants what’s best for everyone she loves

harsh on herself and worries about her girls a lot 

always ends up in the oddest situations 

totally would kick someone’s ass for being racist/sexist/homophobic/etc 

dedicated to her training and her regime 

not a great cook, but she can manage 

would drink monsters 

has a weird relationship with femininity - took her awhile to reconcile strength and toughness and being assertive and aggressive with also wanting to feel pretty and feminine and embracing being a girl and how those things can coincide and amplify each other

abandonment issues - parents absent/dead 

was imprisoned - obvi she had several almost successful escape attempts, but she got really close to breaking 

was incredibly independent really early, grew up really fast and tries to make up for that now by sometimes being reckless 

tough/assertive/woman of action 

dry sense of humor/sarcastic - not good at nickname/pun humor tho

practical/dedicated/strong-willed/direct/honest/reliable/loyal/patient

stubborn/judgmental/difficult to relax/difficulty expressing emotions/too selfless 

friendships / relationships

(<> indicates that they’re one of her best friends)

sokka - <>  man they’re like platonic soulmates - she beat him up, and now they spar all the time, totally funny and crack jokes all the time, go skating together, they do shitty art together, and then show their lovers after zuko and yue come back from their high society mixers, broke her out of prison, m/f friendship !!! 

katara - also sparring buddies (suki will throw down at any literally moment (and tbh so will katara)), not close but will hang in a group - go to each other for advice 

toph - <> listen these two wreak havoc together, they help each other out a lot, i feel like they’re shopping buddies (similar enough style to frequent the same shops) toph knows suki won’t judge her for wanting to feel pretty and suki knows toph will be honest, they are both blunt sarcastic assholes and get along like a house on fire 

zuko - <> shows zuko how to like,,,enjoy things (and how to let go of some of that pressure to be always right and the adult and in charge bc they were raised with so much responsibility on their shoulders even tho they were just kids)? she is also super protective of him (once she trusts him), one of the only ppl who can match suki fully in hand to hand combat, both do the Disappointed Parent Look when the group falls into chaos, but by themselves, the two of them end up in hijinks

aang- suki enjoys his optimism and they’re just chill bros, they love exploring abandoned placed together 

clothing / aesthetic

sporty and skater mixed 

ripped jeans, crewnecks, vans 

green and yellow and dark red 

gym clothes/athleisure - lifting style gym clothes - cut off t-shirts and bike shorts

skirts too, likes to play into femininity

she’s a gold jewelry kinda girl - but stuff that won’t hinder her movements 

necklaces that end in the hollow of her throat & occasionally rings

definitely cuffs all of her jeans (it’s just bisexual culture ya know)

so many crop tops - some came like that, some were more of a diy project

yueki’s relationship!!!

nerd/jock solidarity 

feel the burden of responsibility and the weight on their shoulders 

they create a safe space between them, full of trust and warmth and vulnerability 

yue will read suki sappy passages from poetry books while suki polishes her fans 

they slow dance in the kitchen a lot 

they get good at ordering takeout - and they have some weird decision making process that only they understand - bc neither of them are great cooks 

yue would feel jealous of suki and sokka, if it weren’t for how stupid in love sokka was with zuko and yue can see that suki really only has eyes for her 

yue is taller than suki and it amuses her to no end to pick suki up and carry her away from a fight (we all know suki could get away if she wanted to, but when ur hot tall sexy gf throws u over her shoulder,,,,,,u don’t complain)

joke they’ve adopted kataang and zukka, bc they’re all dummies, but in reality every last one of them is stupid LMAO 

they love to do each other’s hair and it’s like super intimate and really cute 

sometimes it’s these epic elaborate hairstyles and then at other times, they try to see how many ponytails they can fit on suki’s head and how many little braid yue can do 

they travel EVERYWHERE 

since yue is royalty and suki is her body guard,,,, well i mean, they totally have to see these kingdoms they are doing trade deals with in person 

it helps that they're friends with a lot of them 

they stay over in everything from camping so they can stargaze to ritzy hotels with hot tubs in the bathroom 

yue gives suki rocks she finds on all their travels and suki lines them up on their mantle around the pictures of them in increasingly weird locations 

suki loves guarding yue’s meetings bc she gets to watch her absolutely rip a new one into misogynistic old men and it never fails to bring her joy 

While yue doesn’t love getting attacked, the ruthless efficiency suki defends her with is like,,,,,stupid attractive 

#wow this got long #this is a mix of modern au and canon verse headcanons #but yeah #let these girls have more dimension than just soft uwu gfs #esp yue #yueki #headcanon #atla #yue #suki #yue x suki #wlw #zukka #kataang #sapphic

[sequoiainthebox]

looking back at ur old stuff from early 2021 is funky bc I can def tell u improved. Like,, in a very subtle but noticeable way, esp with ur anatomy. Idk it’s just cool to see

Well thank you!!!! This makes me so so happy when people notice my art especially the process of it :’)

Since I’m the one posting I don’t really know how much I’ve gone from other’s perspective but your feedback makes me so SO happy!!!

Getting into drawing hermit fanarts and trying to draw different characters with different shapes of faces and body type is definitely a challenge I faced (and still is >< )but I think stepping outside of the comfort zone of drawing-skinny-young-looking-characters definitely helped! It’s not much improvement but I’ve become more confident with my lines and ideas to create!

In summary m, good times :”) and thank you anon!!! 💙💙

#happy chemicals #sequoia talks back

[miaxeu]

      though the mist might prevent some from seeing it, MIA STOEGER is actually a descendent of DIONYSUS. it’s still a question of whether or not the TWENTY-ONE year old MYTHOLOGICAL STUDIES MAJOR from LOS ANGELES, USA has taken after HER godly parent completely, but the demigod is still known to be quite CHARISMATIC & DUPLICITOUS. 

( y’all dont deserve this real messy intro but im workin w half a bwain cell at 4am so i beg thee 4 mercy. nywyy im the excited new girl who’s hella pumped to meet all ur charas : katya ! feel free to hop in my ims to plot or drop a like and i’ll hop in urs ! x  )

POWERS

natural acting abilities — her ma’s a hollywoo agent so she started actin real early & now shes a big shot actress. there r more deetz on her career below !

chlorokinesis — it wasnt as natural as acting n she only started working on it when she turned 13 n started going to camps. b4 she just noticed shes good w plants but it wasnt super crazy or nything. its p good now tho ! shes prioritizing vine binding and manipulation 4 the self defense bc awards r cool n all but they dont rlly protecc from monsters ykwim 

levitation — shes trying her best ur honor

alcokinesis  — she cant conjure it or anything, she’s just immune to it ffff

BIO POINTS — cw: drug use ( full biography here )

her mom raised her by herself bc dionysus the party god was out of the picture immediately. she never told mia she’s a demigod & it was always just “ wow ur so talented ” or “ aww u got a green thumb ! ” but when she saw him claim 13 y/o mia by placing a weird hologram over her head while she slept, she knew she had to spill da beanz & tell her kid

ofc mia thought her mom was jus playing sum weird acting exercise w her bc her powers r so lowkey she could highkey just be a Mortal but insert sad whistle, the realizashun & the claiming meant heightened monster threat !! so yea ,,, one ended up chasing her a couple days later rip 

aside from the trauma, mia was ok. mostly bc she ended up cryin for dionysus like any child would n lo & behold he came & helped !!! as he should. nywy she made sure to go to summer camps every year after that but mostly just for protection purposes

she lowkey rlly hates this whole god business esp now that shes grown lmfao deadass thinks she got a bad deal bc life threats arent sexy !!! went to eonia eventually bc its Too Much Man. she just wants to go back to work and her life w the mortals w/o worryin for her life. would deadass fade her father if she could. may or may not be majoring in greek mythology to figure out the logistics of it all out of spite, who knows !

PERSONALITY

not ! a Drama Queen  —  dont get me wrong, shes hella Extra in the way she moves n acts sorta like shes always bein captured on film. is quick-witted & playful & can be a huge tease/flirt if she feels like it, but miss her w Real Feelings ! totally not sentimental. srsly she will try to rationalize away everything and is just,.,., not good w it. so soz folks, we just keepin it breezy here

ugh, she’s an Actress — aka she can act like she cares tho ! shes very much into keeping ppl on her good side. shes friendly n palatable to everyone bc its how shes been trained & while it doesnt seem fake, its def diff when its genuine

The Mortifying Ordeal of Being Known —  lemme circle back to the first one, ok so shes good w emotions but only in theory. does intense character work with her roles so she thinks that counts as her having eq when rlly shes just emotionally stunted, projecting n repressing like an idiot

blonde, skinny, rich, & a lil bit of a Bitch — shes only a bitch inwardly or to ppl she trusts enuff to let in on the gossip. if anyone full on opposes her or becomes real emotional, then this lil diva will rear its superiority complex head n snap a lil. will most probably do it v underhandedly n w a smile but it will be Brutal

girls just wanna have FUN ! — shes the child of da party god, so ofc she a true party girl. officially off the rails when she parties. inhibitions ? we dk her. can be insensitive in that case bc smtms its truly no strings attached, tis all abt the fun. likes company a lot & it doesnt even have 2 be loud or particularly abt her, she just likes having people around n the escapism of it all. will make friends with everyone n make sure they have a jolly fun time guaranteed at dionysus parties 

Work Hard, Play Hard — real responsible when it comes to work and commitments and if she trusts/likes u enough, she’ll give it 2 u straight, no bs. def thinks Calling Out is an act of love but maybe does it a lil too harshly smtms. v much into efficiency, sentiments be damned. not the feely words type. will sit next to u or party w u or even pay 4 ur therapist if u need sum1 to talk to. she will Be There while u work thru it, so long as u dont expect her to change n be all emotional n stuff

if she seems a lil contradictory thats bc she kinda is. tis the good ol nurture vs nature. her ma’s a real no nonsense chick n her pops is a frat guy drama geek greek god whos rlly into cottagecore so u get this lil blonde bitch whos sorta teetering on the edges

OTHER INFO  — cw: drug use ( full headcanons here )

re her career, she achieved pegot status when she was 18 aka she truly b dat bitch. shes not super mainstream famous tho, more like indie sweetheart, film snobs/critics fave typa gal. if ya want a trajectory she started w baby commercials then a sitcom from 4-10 ( think modern fam’s lily ) then it was off to the big screen & the stage ! 

mia has a lil bit of a drug habit. its not abusive or dependent, but it is a staple whenever shes parties bc alcohol is useless 2 her. started a lil young too bc hollywoo. primarily uppers/hallucinogens. she smokes weed a lil more liberally but the rest is mostly just an on occasion thing ( which, ngl, is a still a lil problematic when u party a lot rip )

after she got claimed, mia ended up going to demigod camps in a lot of diff places n countries, depending on where production would take her. there was never an established place, more like wherever was nearest when they wrapped up shooting bc monsters afoot n wutnot  

she was always homeschooled but she still managed to go to a prom and homecoming bc party is life. that makes eonia uni p much her first chance at having a normal educational environment & experience and even then its anything but. still tho this is her moment !!! im lit rally begging her to get a personality that isnt her internally rolling her eyes going “ its not that deep ”

might put up a bio/stats page if im feelin sxc but i wud jus like the records to show that mia stoeger is a bi sxc babe bc me ? write a het ? no grassy ass.

POSSIBLE CONNECTIONS — cw: drug use ( full connections here )

omg danny devito i love ur work ! 

,,, p self explanatory sdkjfs sum1 who loves her work ! it can be lowkey/highkey fangirl to a civil admiration

OR alternatively, y/m can Not Be a fan of her work. they might think the storyline of the projects she takes on r too out of touch n highbrow yada yada yada, but yes, we love to see either of it ! 

summer camp sweetheart !  

someone she met when at camp when they were teens ? doesnt matter in what country/city, but mia was only visiting so it was truly a one summer romance typa thing. bc she was younger, im thinkin 13-17 or w/e she was probably sweeter n a lot more emotional then. was it either’s first puppy love ? first kiss ? first “ relationship ? ” idk, do yk ? truly, so many possibilities. nothin set in stone just hmu bub 

summer camp pals ! 

p much the same as above but make it Platonic

party buddies !

or druggie pals. either way works but she wud luv it if theyre both xoxo

friends w benefits !

most probably ( but not limited to ) sum1 she met at a party skdjhsjk is it exclusive ? is any1 starting to develop feelings ? im down 4 nthing n evrything

alexa play true friend by hannah montana !

give mia her college bestie ! her confidant who knows her feels and can call each other out viciously with no ounce of resentment. we stan the friendships !

omg i love ur skirt !

that is the ugliest effing skirt i've ever seen. lmao basically sum1 mia pretends to like or acts civil w but rlly ,,,, Cannot Stand for w/e rzn   

im p much braindead rn but those are just sum ideas !!! ofc the usual staples like the pals, enemies, wutnots are also v welcome we love to see it. if u also have a wc that u think mia would fit in, id luv to know more ! there are also a couple more detailed ones here, but pls feel free to shoot me a msg n we can get 2 plotting x 

( * wipes brow * how did i type so much n say so little rip. mia is also a completely new muse so pls b patient n if i fuq up from time to time, pretend u do not see >.< nywy thnx 4 readin, sweets ! feel free to hmu here or at discord if ya wanna <3333 )

FULL INFO  ||  EONIA TASKS 

[maggotmouth]

𝐏𝐘𝐑𝐑𝐇𝐈𝐂 𝐓𝐀𝐒𝐊 𝐎𝐎𝟏: 𝘖𝘖𝘊 𝘘𝘜𝘌𝘚𝘛𝘐𝘖𝘕𝘕𝘈𝘐𝘙𝘌. 

NAME/ALIAS: nora

ANY NICKNAMES?: technically nora’s a nickname cos im an eleanor by birth but….. noreen…. noodles….. hm… definitely others…. at school ppl called me eleawhore which made no sense bcos it was a catholic school  :/

TIMEZONE: GMT

PRONOUNS: she / her.

WHAT’S YOUR ZODIAC SIGN?: libra sun, saggitarius moon, cancer ascendent. 

MBTI?: enfp / infp turbulent, i go between the two xx

FAVORITE FICTIONAL CHARACTER(S)?:   nymphadora tonks, shelly and bobby from twin peaks, rayla from the dragon prince, rue in euphoria, richie tozier, amma crellin, connell from normal people, clementine kruczynski, fraser from wawwa, penelope frm a bigger splash, paddington bear……..

ANY FAVORITE SHOWS?: ummm…  euphoria, freaks n geeks, unreal, stranger things, sex education, sharp objects, glow…. more recently the queens gambit n normal ppl…. 

FAVORITE MOVIES?: oh god oh fuck,…. ok it changes every day cos i work in film stuff but atm ladybird, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, thoroughbreds, dead poets society, coraline, suspiria (new version unpopular opinion ik), my life as a courgette, a bigger splash, mamma mia, baz luhrmann’s romeo + juliet, little women, knives out….. we’ll stop ther…..

FAVORITE VIDEO GAME?: red dead redemption 2 catch me hogtieing angry teenage weebs in the saloon fuck those guys. i also rlly like the sims n stardew valley.

FAVORITE MUSIC ARTIST, ALBUM, OR SONG?: LCD soundsystem, bjork, phoebe bridgers, the avalanches, florence + the machine, billie eilish, king gizzard n the lizard wizard, girlpool, skinny girl diet, courtney barnett……. 

FAVORITE BOOK?: hmmmm maybe the virgin suicides….. idk…. or lolita i loved tht in high school, problematic i kno…. currently im reading white oleanders by janet fitch

DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?: no but my friends  black labrador is my son

IF YOU COULD TRAVEL ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD, WHERE WOULD YOU GO?: hm im not sure, maybe ireland cos most of my family r ther n i’ve only been twice….. or maybe somewher in italy, or new zealand….. nows not really a good time to travel

WOULD YOU RATHER FIGHT ONE HORSE SIZED FUCK OR 10 DUCK SIZED HORSES?: horse sized duck i cant be dealing w them hooves i got kicked by a horse once when i ws workin on a farm n i had to go to hospital lmfao

FMK ( BARRY BEE BENSON, SHREK, OR THE ONCELER ): i mean none of these r good options ur either a nonce or u commit bestiality so this is totally off record but i’d fuck shrek, marry onceler, kill the bee.

ANYTHING YOU’D LIKE TO LINK? THINK YOUR PINTEREST, MAIN, W/E: ummm…. my main is @poxwench​, my pinterest is drugstoreglitter, my twitter is nurphymora.

HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN RPING FOR?: a fucking decade….. my first experience rping was as a jane from the volturi facebook account R.I.P

DO YOU HAVE ANY FAVORITE TYPES OF CONNECTIONS? ( THINK FRIENDS, ENEMIES, ETC. ): i fUCKING LOVE angsty shit, especially enemies to lovers, i eat that shit up. also slow burn, mutual yearning and pining, where small hand touches make both characters literally die. anythign w a lot of tension basically. i’m also big enough to admit that i enjoy writing smut esp when the characters cant stand each other, i think its a fun time

WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE RP EVENTS?: im GMT so i tend to miss them but i love it when theres a chatzy theyr always so chaotic. i rlly like balls n big party events. i thrive, truly. or anything thats like…. people in assigned groups doing like capture the flag or whatever ldgkslg

DO YOU HAVE ANY FAVORITE RP TASKS?:  hmmm maybe character development ones like interview / interrogation ones or character secret tasks.

ARE YOU OKAY WITH THE MAIN CONTACTING YOU IN THE FUTURE FOR RP PLOTS? WE WON’T DO ANYTHING WITHOUT RUNNING IT PAST YOU FIRST: please do, i fuckin love to be torn apart by wolves and eaten by the pack

ANYTHING ELSE?: yea im still not over the fact that u asked me to think about fucking barry bee benson, shrek and the onceler, now i need therapy and i can’t sleep x

#pyrrhic.task001 #the amount of oversharing in this...... smiles with my two teef i only have 2 bcos i gave u da rest for ur teef transplant

[lgbtsikh]

right definrielt and skinny people still constantly will compare being made fun of for being skinny to fatphobia which drives me insane because they don’t understand how perversion it is & how it affects peoples perception of u and ur perception of myself. im pretty skinny but growing up i was fat because of a medical condition & as someone who’s experienced life both ways i can attest to the fact those two thjngs simply aren’t comparable

yeah ur completely right esp on how it affects peoples perception of u, i lost weight a year or two ago and i “looked” skinny and it 😁 was fucking unreal how much more respectful people were when there wasnt a fat person in the room

#i dont wanna ramble so i'll stop there but ur completely right those two things are not comparable #i ended up. gaining it all back and ppl continued being rude but i feel better abt my body as a whole rn so <3? #anon #fatphobia #att #💌

[skinndybee]

march 9 rates

[I did not count any calories today]

First meal of the day.... a zero sugar monster (10cal). I was late and had no choice and I also needed energy today. still bad for me= 2/10

I wasn't even hungry when I ate this so I low-key forgot about this but I had a smoothie with 2 different scoops of green powder stuff that's so good for you so I can like live or whatever with some SlimFast powder and almond milk. Not the best tasting but I like how I am at least attempting to care for my body in some way. I needed to cancel out the monster also. Points off for taste but still lowcal and super healthy = 8.5/10

I had chocolate chip banana bread multiple times today, in slices. Maybe 3-4 slices if I had to guess. No big deal, probably the worst thing I ate today and not even that bad. Kinda wish I knew how many calories was in it though. Maybe its for the best that I don't know...because I satisfied myself instead of resisting the urges than binging the whole loaf. For not binging but still for eating it = 7.5/10

I had two lightly salted Quaker Rice cakes with Sabra Roasted Garlic Hummus, 2 cherry tomatoes on each, a handful of lettuce, and everything but the bagel seasoning. So good, so low cal, helps with my sandwich cravings. I mean I could make a sandwich with my low cal bread too but idk its like the same thing but more calories. For being super duper healthy = 10/10

omfg. dude. I have no words for this one. I literally made THE BEST HOMEMADE VEGETARIAN CHILI omg. It is so yummy and nutritious and low cal without the toppings. It has celery, carrots, chickpeas, yellow onion, green pepper, corn, garlic, and a bunch of other stuff in it and it is SCRUMPTIOUS like I literally wanna go eat it rn and I would if I wasn't about to go to bed. Wow. I mean it took some elbow grease and stuff but if you make a big batch I def recommend esp if you are trying to incorporate more veggies in ur diet. So good. I also used dairy free cheese and lite yogurt (would have used dairy free yogurt but ran out) so yeah that adds a little more calories but u don't even have to use the toppings or u can just do a little yogurt. I also added SIRACHA omfg so good can't wait to eat it for lunch or maybe even breakfast. so yummy. so healthy too, = 100000/10

exersizeeeeee

I had volleyball today but we were only really active for 1 hour. I plan on working out in the morning though so don't worry. Plus 1 hour is enough especially since I ate a good amount today.

for only being 1hour = 8/10

march 9 overall rating = 9/10

no binges! love to see it <3

can't wait to see what tomorrow holds! I'm actually excited! also 14 days till vacay so I have to get skinny.

I only have like 20 followers but guys lmk if u want my chili recipe I promise u won't regret it.

goodnight guys! tomorrow is a new day:)

#anerixia #anorecya #thinspr0 #thinsppi #comedy

[venusssssssssss]

there's this awful girl at my work who i tried for years to stop talking to (and finally managed to do it in 2019). she still stalked me on every social media account and talked shit about me (ma'am you're in ur 30s we're not in highschool anymore). anyway now we work remote so i don't have to see her but she's still passive agressive and everyone hates her (literally everyone at work. our workplace is actually really nice, it's not toxic minus a few bosses but other than that the people are great). she talks shit about literally everyone at work and tells them all if they don't like their job they should quit (as if she's a boss or smth. she's nothing there). she's actually the one who always says she hates her job. she passes her responsability to everyone else all the time and always goes to our boss to say we don't do shit, when everytime she's during work hours all she does is watch kpop videos and write on her twitter lmfao (she did this when we were in the office as well like everyone knew about it). she's ugly inside and out and if you're skinny she says you're fatphobic (because she's fat. no one ever said anything about her weight though like no one had a problem with it????). if you get skinnier or start working out she says your fatphobic. like?? she has short bright pink hair and calls every girl with long natural hair ugly. like she does this to your face i mean :) she only wears black all the fucking time and says colors are ugly and ppl who dress in colors don’t know how to dress lmfaooooo

 also she called me her "ex-bff". she was never my bff. she was just an abuser, like i should've listened to my parents and cut her off years ago, but i didn't know how and it took me a while to mature enough to understand that she's literally an abuser (i was a teen when i met her and she was an adult). ALSO she outed me at work. like it was never her place to out me, this is not a country where you can be out (she claims she's bi as well, but it's still not her place to out others) She acts super woke and calls everyone racist (she's white), she says she s a feminist but is2g i never met someone who hates women more (esp pretty women) and she's a gatekeeper, if i liked a movie she deemed bad, she would talk shit about it everyday (music as well). all in all you are allowed to only like what she likes, otherwise you are uncultured and stupid. i'm so happy i don't interact with her anymore. i hope we will worke remote forever. i don't want to hear her constant yelling. other than that, all she does at work is talk shit about others or talk about her kpop idols, that's it. she's constantly so negative about stuff as well. yikes, she's liek the only person i can say that i truly find gross (irl) and i think she's a narcissist and a sociopath

#she s s gross and ugly inside and out #and so narcisistic #she needs therapy tbh #and she needs to leave ppl tf alone #she s 33 and acting like she s 15 #just yikes