#externals imagine

[romeulusroy]

Imagine your boyfriend Kingo giving you a summary on his family before you meet them:

"Isn't there another one?"

"Oh yeah. Druig, he sucks." Ajak, Ikaris, Sersi, Gil, Thena, Phastos, Sprite, Makkari. . . and Druig. Were you forgetting anyone? Was he? Kingo had told you he was estranged from his family, but you'd never imagined anything close to this. immortal beings sent to protect the earth long before you were anything, long before you existed. You imagined a brother and sister maybe, not this. You always thought the long line of actors he'd come from had gotten in some silly feud about money and fame and that's why he never spoke of them, that's why you never thought you'd be meeting them. Turns out it had been him all along. You felt like an idiot. Kingo laughed, but not in condescending way. You weren't the only one to believe it, he reminded you, then boasted about what a great actor he was. You couldn't help but laugh and roll your eyes.

"Should I be writing this down?" You looked around for some paper and a pen. You sat on the private jet across from him, casually looking over his shoulder at his so-called family. Sersi, you think, was scrolling on her phone, talking to Gil- no Ikaris. The little one, Sprite, had vanished before your eyes, but not before sticking her tongue out at you. There were still so many more to meet, to impress, something you were severely lacking at right now. They weren't exactly brothers and sisters. Kingo had told you how Sersi and Ikaris had even gotten married, that Thena and Gil were unofficially-official, but all of them together were some team-family hybrid. From the stories he was telling you now, they didn't seem to get along. If they hadn't been put together, they'd never come together on their own. You supposed that was the same for all families. He'd already met yours, great aunts and second cousins and all. They couldn't believe you were dating a star, that things between you were so serious. You love Kingo, regardless of his fame. You love him so much you'd make this crazy situation work, you'd win all of them over. How hard could that be?

"They'll love you, they already do."

#kingo #kingo imagine #kingo x reader #eternals #externals imagine #eternals x reader #marvel #marvel imagine #marvel x reader #ennasfavorites

[bee-sidebranch]

The wet mouse with their demi god first-aid kit

#rainworld #rainworld art #rain world art #rainworld slugcat #rainworld downpour #rw rivulet #i really like what i did with the external gills #i imagine the majority of their oxygen intake is from the skin so this only makes sense #the fact that it's also just a little gross to look at helps it stand out more #idk they would stand up like this tho #they would probably just hang down when out of water #i have to go over the colors a bit when i make the final design but i'm happy with it for now #the birds rainworld art

[general-cyno]

sometimes I see manga panels or anime screenshots of luffy and zoro being silly and I'm hit with the reminder that zoro not only believes his dream/ambitions mean nothing without luffy but that he's said this out loud. to an enemy, no less, as he chose to exchange his life for luffy's. that luffy himself would lose his absolute shit if something bad ever happened to zoro and the reason why luffy tends to worry less about and rely more on him is bc he knows how strong zoro is, can and will be and the lengths he'd go to protect others, especially the people he cares about, since this part of zoro's character is exactly what ultimately convinced luffy to recruit him in the first place. that even though zoro's the one with the grand gestures it likely means so much to luffy, who experienced tragedy early on and is afraid of losing those he loves to the point he vowed to become strong just to avoid so, the fact that zoro's such a steady presence and force beside him - one he can count on to keep everyone, and luffy too, safe. insane levels of devotion and trust going on between two dudes who shower once a week.

#zolu #tp #came back from a beach trip even more insane abt these two cheers #luffy's I need you and zoro's vow in opla are so perfect bc they straight up slap your face with how much #these two need and /want/ to stay with each other. literally together til fucking death #imagine what that's like for someone like luffy who's had ppl he loves leave him even if not by choice #bc external forces make them mostly #prying zoro away from luffy would take extreme circumstances like sabaody or luffy somehow deeply disappointing him #the latter of which luffy's proved he wouldn't do and the former is the reason why zoro bowed to his sworn rival #for the chance to become stronge enough to surpass even him. bc if zoro's stronger - the strongest - sabaody won't happen again #at least not if he can help it

[fisheito]

everyone gets a turn in the ridiculous skintight edmondsuit. or at least, .everyone SHOULD

#a pre-sleep rarity... THERE ARE HUMANS IN MY BRAIN THIS TIME #idk i just missed them. there's something soothing about the fire water earth trio #been spending more time with the final trio (blade dante rei) lately and they bring lovable chaos #whereas the starter trio are tea parties and gentle smiles #edmond's outfit is iconic honestly it made me laugh for several minutes when i first saw it and i've never forgotten the feeling #imagine edmond going out to fetch some oats or smth #and when he comes out of the market he sees the entire clan cosplaying as him #it's not like the other soldiers have this uniform right? so it's an edmond exclusive? #maybe only ed gets the sash and badge #but everyone else gets those thigh high boots and capelet that ends just above their butts #in the universe where they must wrangle with dangling dicks ruining the flow of their outfit #ed and oli know how to tuck. they do it marvelously #yaku can either be slit-blessed (no need to alter his bits for the silhoeutte) #or CURSED with massive external dick. which is funnier bc then it's IMPOSSIBLE to walk around in an outfit like that #it's like the grey sweatpants meme. ur just tryna exist but all these jezebels keep staring at your dick outline #(jezebels is eiden) #nu carnival edmond #nu carnival olivine #nu carnival yakumo

[systememergency]

My therapist (a DID specialist): You definitely have DID

Me (in perpetual denial): Damn... I managed to fool her as well. Truly my faking knows no bounds.

#One thing about my doubt (I imagine this is partially OCD-related tbh) is no amount of external input changes it #I'll still be up until 5am trying to see if there's any way I could be wrong or faking my disorders lmao #osddid #did system #actually did #cdd #complex dissociative disorder #did osdd #dissociative identity disorder #system things #osddid system #vent kinda

[jirairot]

the sheer number of creators I see on tik tok who base 90% of their content on supposed "mental health awareness" and experiences in psych wards who say absolutely fucking disgusting things about the other people who were in the ward with them for showing "scary" or "weird" symptoms is genuinely astounding.

like???? you were in a PSCYH WARD not a fucking HOLIDAY PARK. THEY WERE MOST LIKELY IN THERE AS A RESULT OF THOSE BEHAVIORS OR THOUGHTS.

you can't preach "mental health awareness" but then throw any mentally ill person who's symptoms you deem "scary" or are otherwise unable to romanticise/sugarcoat/immediately relate to under the bus.

have some fucking compassion.

#like if witnessing the external presentation of their mental illness upset you imagine how utterly distressing it is for them #like they're the one actively experiencing that WITH the thoughts and mental distress that go with it #地雷女 #地雷系 #jirai kei #jirai #jirai girl #jirai onna #jiraiblr #jiraiblogging #landmine girl #landmine type #landmine kei #landmineblogging #landmineblr

[tsunosagun]

thinking about if plants had rings like trees

thinking about rings as a promise, a shackle, a cycle

#trigun #trigun stampede #vash the stampede #tw body horror #tsunosagun art #thinking abt how much u can learn abt vash by how he's been cut open #edit i have more to say abt this actually cuz god could u imagine. 150 yrs worth of rings 150 yrs worth of devotion and self torture #imagine u cut him open and he could tell u which ring was a new friend a new scar #meanwhile externally he has a handcuff he Chooses to wear #even tho the ppl who first put it on him now treat him like family and are the closest thing he has to parents #kinda reminds me of another parental figure he made a promise to hm #this guy makes me insane

[attex]

fuckign love drawing him doing this (smoke machine)

#hexatxt #do you imagine the puppets to dispense steam like that.. #i do think of the puppets as having an organic external layer (which is how they can look soft and squishy to an extent) #with how ive designed nsh he basically has a terrible fucking face cuz that jaw emits steam and lets out internal heat and w/e #but they still have obvious primarily metal bits . some of em just have more of that stuff ig #(i do believe the puppets themselves need cooling but its more akin to how a persons body sweats to maintain a proper temperature) #his ''mouth'' is his biggest heat exit on the puppet . its fucked and unbalanced LOL #it fuckign drips water way too much . thats why the scarf is important and isnt just an accessory here.. #two reasons to cover the ''mouth'' . to not have it dripping out water constantly and to hide it when needed #btw the steam goes crazy if hes feeling or thinking too much . it makes it obvious thru the puppet that something is going on #idk if ive talked abt this design stuff on here before #cs #excuse their outfits i fucking love dressing bitches up .

[yanderhey]

18+ MINORS DNI (external link)

Bakugou and Todoroki after scoring better than you on the midterms.

“This is what you promised for losing, whore. Keep his dick in your mouth, dumb sluts don’t need to be heard.” (x)

#mha #mha smut #mha external link #bakugou smut #todoroki smut #p link #i imagine bakugou behind and todoroki front

[noirrelite]

The many ways I've drawn Sierra's eyes since Feb 2022, in rough chronological order (oldest to newest)

#warframe #mesa sierra #warframe oc #see. I'm very normal #my art #some of them have alt descriptions in case you're curious #yep Sierra at one point (she didn't have a name yet until months later) was a black brown and gold Mesa Prime and had “normal” human eyes #and it carried over once the base mesa design grew on me but it felt weird putting them on top of the bandana #given the original intent behind it #so I played around with it till it became the 3-eyed design it is rn #i'm torn between the bottom middle and bottom right #some of these drawings were definitely not included to show all the pictures in 3's :3 #lotsa wips here #would you guys like me to post some of these older ones? even if I find them kinda crappy/incomplete #also ngl I should really vary my lighting setups more... apparently I use the same light beige bg a lot #imagine drawing chars consistently. cant be me #i'm happy to have drawn so much because of this rascal though #fun fact the “eyes” on her bandana are just external neuroptics #her real one is found underneath like umbra's sunder helm

[marleneismydopamine]

regulus *texting james*: i miss you

regulus *two minutes later*: that was a moment of weakness

regulus: fuck you

#regulus internally: james you are amazing i love you more than anything everyday i wake up in awe of u pls let me have your children #regulus externally: what cunt? #reggie’s shit at expressing emotions #imagine james’ face when he sees the first text #he’d either start running around singing taylor swift or break down and start crying #jegulus #regulus black #james potter #marauders #marauders incorrect quotes #sirius black

[if-you-like-pina-colada-s]

I find the scarcity of time travel fics in the Hetalia fandom very disappointing. Like, let's be real for a second here. They WOULD be mentally unstable enough to jump at the chance to try and fix that teeny tiny mistake they made years ago. Only to completely disrupt the time space continuum, almost to the point of erasing their own existence from the universe.

#hetalia #hws #cmon guys itd be soooooo funnyyyyy #tee hee #and like #imagine the angst #the coming to terms w yourself that whats done is done and no amounts of #external interference will save you from the person you became #you WILL become that person

[capricioussun]

He has anxiety

#uf papyrus monday #I love to imagine that like. he is JUST as if not *more* desperate to make friends as Rus but he’s significantly worse about going about it #bc of yk. ptsd paranoia and anxiety and bad past experiences #so internally he’s like PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE but then externally he is constantly putting out the vibe that if you even dare speak #to him ​he may bite your hand off #vulnerability is hard!!! esp when you have legit reasons it’s dangerous :*( #snow and hail #uf edge #I was like hehe silly drawimg and then started psychoanalyzing him in the tags. AGAIN. sorry I’m like this #underfell #underfell papyrus

[fisheito]

finally listening to the h-scene audio after 1.5 years on mute

yakumo: gasps and whimpers in the whiniest brokenest way me:

#every time i'm on tumblr i imagine myself in a shared cubicle office space with my fellow bloggers #just typing away and creating our gay little posts #sometimes i'm sitting on an exercise ball instead of a regular chair #bc that's the kind of ~hip~ workplace we're in #occasionally i'll encounter something that forces me to take a break from my station #and my coworkers are all very understanding and supportive #this is one of those times #i excuse myself from my desk and my neighbour nods in sympathy #i'm mad. this is a new precedent. i was never into steppable men. what happened #he stifles his moans and i'm like *CLAW GRIP* #i mean i kept the sound on for events and regular storylines so the game wasn't completely on mute #but i always muted for H scenes bc i had no earphones. and this is a shared house. with very thin walls #plus it's not like i'm one of those mega voice-lovers who can pick out a specific VA from 8km away based on a single grunt #but then i got earphones!! so i was like aight let's see what i'm missing here #omniscient external narrator's voice: uh oh #nu carnival yakumo

[chatdae]

honestly it doesn't bug me that Jerry Seinfeld is bad at acting because the other main cast of Seinfeld are so good, Jerry's acting becomes a joke in and of itself.

#The three of them maintain the emotional immersion #Jerry's incredibly one-note acting is amusing but its not enough to overpower the costars and make the show feel fake #yknow??? #Anyway. Jerry can do like. 2 emotions convincingly #mild social discomfort and mild amusement #legit his amused+disapproving reaction to his friends' bullshit usually (Elaine or George) is when the character feels most real #that and when he is trying to hide some mid / insulting opinion from a gf #On an in-universe note; it's VERY funny to imagine that Jerry is just an incredibly odd man #Always reacting as if amused on some level; speaks in a highpitch monotone whenever upset #Gives delightful autism vibes tbh #A guy who struggles with / cant do neurotypical emotional expression #He learned to be funny in order to be accepted socially (even turned it into a profit!) #but the catch is that this comedy-oriented mask is the only form of external emotional expression he knows how to do #'why arent you taking this seriously' 'istg i AM i just communocate exclusively thru jokes regardless of how i feel. yeah its a whole thing' #seinfeld #oh no she's writing headcanons abt the silly show #jerry seinfeld #my words #seinfeld thoughts

[itspileofgoodthings]

every day I think of CS Lewis talking about how you never know what’s going to set someone off and about how when he was a teenager he fell in instantaneous love with this girl who was putting up party decorations and said “don’t you just love the smell of bunting” while sticking her face in the bundle of it she was holding

#I say instantaneous love but I am being delicate #it just. it makes me SCREAM #I remember reading it in surprised by joy and feeling like I’d been hit by a thunderbolt #because of the sudden insight into the teenage boy’s mind and psyche #it must just be an absolute storm in there #also just. YEAH. the truth that we can so knocked off course by one tiny thing another person does and they don’t even think about #it’s the intersection of the inner and outer worlds #like your internal world suddenly being LIT UP by some external action #that catches at your heart or imagination in exactly the right way #and you’re just sitting there reeling and they have no idea #it is. one of my favorite things about people #also it’s just INSANE #Lewis loved to put private and strange emotional experiences into words #*the truth that we can BE so etc. (my stupid typos)