Searching for Fan Stats on Mental Illness
Note: I've used the term mental illness in this post due to my desire to reach a wider audience. Normally I use the term Mad(ness), as I work from a Mad Studies perspective. Please use whatever terms you prefer.
Hello!
I'm a PhD researcher working on representations of embodied mental illness in fanfiction. I am trying to find demographic data regarding mental illness/psychosocial disability in fandom. Just disability isn't enough - I need it to be specific as to the manner of disability/illness.
Do you know a study that has looked at this, either directly or indirectly? I'm especially interested in finding rates of people in fandom who have experienced mental distress, and if possible, data around fanfiction practices in expressing that experience.
Please either reply here, DM me, or you can email
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Thanks! <3
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someone has probably most definitely brought attention to this and posted something extremely similar already, but here are perks & special stats for the fallout tv series main characters
i think for the most part it checks out pretty well, plus I'm quite sure lucy mentions her notable skills in the beginning
since there are only perks shown for fallout 76 though I'd still like to hear what tagged skills, perks, & traits that people speculate they would have in other games!
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Wyatt’s home was neat, tidy and exposed very little of his true character, just as Brynn had suspected. There were no knickknacks strewn across shelves, no photographs or clutter, and certainly nothing that held much sentimental value; unless he kept such things hidden, though she figured it more likely he simply didn’t have any.
He’d caught her eye now and then but said nothing, unphased by her nosiness as she roamed freely; clearly he had nothing to hide-.. not from her, anyway. Intent on picking her apart from the inside out – much the same as she to him – he studied her relentlessly, bewildered by the fact she’d invaded his sanctuary so audaciously.
Brynn had never met anyone quite like Wyatt, a man who knew exactly what he was, yet bared absolutely no apologies for it. He was cool, collected and intelligent, he couldn’t be cajoled with false compliments or pretend beguile, he didn’t fall over himself to please anyone, didn’t tell her what to do or what to say or how to act, didn’t try to own her or parade her; a stolen prize to be pinned to one’s chest as a badge of honour, wealth or depravity-.. and for the first time in a long, long while, Brynn felt free. Free of her mask, her falsities and her scars.
Brynn: You have a lot of books.
Wyatt: That’s not a lot.
Brynn: Is way more than I have.
Wyatt: You don’t like reading?
Brynn: I do-.. is just hard work.
Wyatt: Practice makes perfect.
Brynn: Maybe you could teach me?
Wyatt: You’re finding an awful lot of excuses to spend more time with me…
The atrocities in Wyatt’s past should’ve deterred her, but over time, she’d found herself drawn to him because of them. A shared existence in the darker realities of life, however opposite they may have been.
He could’ve continued down that path after the death of his father, could’ve picked up where Ashton left off, but he hadn’t. He’d fled to where he felt free instead; leading a simple, lonely life, searching for a soul long since forgotten. He was grey, and so was she.
Despite his outward arrogance, Brynn could feel the familiar ache of desolation within Wyatt. He wore his wretched personality like a cloak, peering out at the world as a gargoyle would, poised to deter anyone that came too close with a well-practiced, stony demeanour; but even the hardest of stones could break with the right tools and a little persistence…
Brynn: You think I came all this way for snow and rocks?
Wyatt: I’m starting to doubt it.
Brynn: Only now? I thought you more intelligent than that.
Brynn smirked, her piercing, lustful gaze rendering him speechless for the second time that night. She wasn’t wrong, he knew by now where this was headed, but he still couldn’t wrap his head around the why. She ought to know better given everything she’d been through, everything she knew about him-.. everything he’d put her through; directly or indirectly, it didn’t matter.
Wyatt swallowed forcefully as he felt a hot flash of guilt wash over him, trying to rid himself of the unpleasant lump stuck in his throat. He hadn’t realised it at the time, but he’d felt something toward her ever since she’d given him that stupid phone in Del Sol. She’d trusted him to do the right thing, even though she had every right to assume he wouldn’t.
Putting it down to the fact that no one had ever believed in him before, he’d brushed those thoughts aside; he was probably just desperate for some sort of approval, fairly natural for someone who was emotionally neglected as a child. It didn’t mean anything.
Brynn: You don’t understand, do you?
[Wyatt squinted; he didn’t want to admit that]
Brynn: Tell me why.
[Wyatt hesitated, but ultimately acquiesced]
Wyatt: You said you’d never forgive me…
Brynn: I not use the word never, did I?
Wyatt: You should’ve.
Brynn: I told you; I see you.
Wyatt: What do you s-…
[Wyatt promptly forgot his question as Brynn clambered on top of him, his hands reaching for her instinctively, hungrily…]
Brynn: Use your heart tonight, not your head.
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Let's Learn About Mental Illness and Fandom!
ETA: This survey has now closed. Thank you for so many more responses than I expected! I will announce as soon as the data is available to others to use and as I make my own discoveries in working with it.
Thank you so much everyone for your responses to my fanfiction and mental illness survey. As of posting we have 108 responses which is fantastic and very much enough for my own thesis, but I don't just want this data to be for me - I want it to be available to other fan studies researchers to work with and build upon.
This is the work I spoke about when I was on the @fansplaining podcast just a few months ago, and something that we just don't have in the fan stats community - our only related information is on whump, which whilst useful isn't by any means the same thing.
So if you'd like to help us learn more about how we read, write and interact with fanfiction about mental illness, please take the survey & share this post!
The survey will take you just 5-15 minutes, and will help to gather groundbreaking insights for fan studies. You’ll be asked about yourself, about how you read, write and find fanfiction about mental illness, and what interacting with this kind of fanfic has been like for you.
Full data on the study, including consent, privacy and GDPR information, can be found on the survey page.
Submissions will remain open until the 25th June 2023. Thank you so much!
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dang, alenoah's like,,, actually catching up to the Duncney tag on ao3??? Like it's fully ahead of Noco now. Insane
Also:
Gwourtney's still way too far behind for what it is (really fucking good) in terms of fic numbers but it is slowly growing!
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