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choihaiyun · 3 years
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falling back in love, m.yg
warnings: sickness, hospital surroundings, not really anything more angst, fluff, min yoongi x f.reader
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you were living the perfect life with yoongi. despite his tsundere-like personality, he had a soft spot to you. every sunday you would walk in the park together or go out and eat a picnic. it was all great until recently, when you were hurrying home after work to get to your husband as soon as possible to celebrate your 5th anniversary.
you could feel how your car almost drifted for each turn you made. yoongi had told you he'd get off from work earlier than usual (which of course, as a doctor, is splendid). wanting to finally be the one to surprise him with something for your anniversary was what made you hurry home and immediately begin to make your kitchen a bit festive.
it was all fun, truly; you turned the kitchen to look like a luxurious diner whilst wearing your favourite outfit in preparation for his arrival. hopefully, he'd be a bit exhausted and feel relief when seeing your gift.
when the door finally knocked you sprinted towards it, wanting to engulf him with a hug. usually on your earlier anniversaries, it was yoongi who surprised you on the doorstep with a large bouquet of flowers. pimping your hair a bit extra before opening you swung the door open. however, this year, he was once again the one to surprise you. but not him in person; instead, an ambulance worker greeted you back with "are you miss min?" followed by a "your husband has been in an accident".
"ma'am. ma'am-"
Friday, 10:21 PM
You wake up abruptly and readjust yourself in the uncomfortable seat. a familiar nurse stops shaking your shoulder and lightly smiles at you.
"hello, mrs. min. do you want me to prepare you a bed for the night? she questions and you smile lightly at her before shaking your head as a polite no.
"no no it's fine, truly," you respond and grip your jacket on the backrest of the chair. "I'll get going."
the nurse nods politely and leaves the room for you to be in peace with yoongi for a second, yet you dislike it. you dislike how incredibly still he lies or how his fingers spasm whenever they reach for yours. you hate the way he tries to speak with you but not being able to, due to his sore throat. you hate how his eyes are never fully open and instead in a squinting mode. you hate the way the only sound in the room is his everlasting ekg beeping, his own breath with yours and the mundane tv that is always running. as if yoongi can even manage to understand what it says.
what you hate the most of it all though, is how yoongi is in constant pain. how he groans every time he tries to readjust himself in his hospital bed, or how he almost cries each time he tells you goodnight or i love you.
i love you.
how ironic, right?
you sometimes wonder if he truly does. his memory is light, with barely any left. it all feels overwhelming. all your memories, all of your perfect moments. each time you try to talk to him or tell him stories, he tries to pretend to understand and remember. but you know, you know deep enough his facial features to know how he looks when he’s lying and not.
"yoongi?" you mumble and sit down on the side of his bed. despite the overbearing pain he manages to show a faint smile at you; which you've by now understood is his way of saying yes. "i need to go home now. i love you, all right?" you tell him and land a kiss on his forehead.
his eyes close slowly at the warming touch. as if not managing to stop, you hold him close to you and smell his hair lightly. you truly prefer his strawberry-scented shampoo than this average hospital shampoo. he doesn't smell like yoongi anymore. he only smells like medicine and toxins, something else you've grown to hate.
"-i... lo-lo-ve... you too," he manages to push out of his sore throat. despite telling yourself to not cry each time his throat becomes hoarse you can't bear it. as your eyes feel giddy, you leave a kiss on his hand and he smiles.
"I'll see you in the morning, okay babe?" you question and he nods.
something is not right with his smile though; it feels slightly off. it feels like his mouth tries to speak but it's too incoherent. wanting to stay, you question your choices but knowing he won't be able to answer you reluctantly leave.
"good night sweetie." You say and smile at him before closing the hospital door.
Tuesday, 09:24 AM
yet another day in this place you'd call hell. however, once you enter yoongi's room, as usual, the nurse greets you with an unusual smile. she excitedly shakes your hand and you nervously chuckle before asking "is something up?" with a rather excited voice.
she nods and hurriedly drags you towards yoongi on his bed.
"he felt a bit better today. min, if you may?" the nurse excitedly says and turns towards him.
you smile at his eyes that finally seem a bit brighter and clearer. his skin even looks more colourful and plump, not in the slightest like the grey-ish tone. being as emotional as usual you run to his bed and sit down beside him. since you're used to him not being able to move, you're pleasantly surprised when he wraps an arm around you before sliding the table beside him above your thighs.
"oh- oh..." you mumble and try to relieve yourself from the immense happiness of finally, after several months, being able to see him moving normally. or at least somewhat closer to normal.
however, he seems to be in a rebellious mood today as he brings out a pen and paper. the nurse squeals and mouths an "i'll leave you two alone!" before leaving the room. you nod before redirecting your shocked face to your husband.
"y-yoongi! you can-!!!"
he nods like a madman and smiles idiotically; almost as idiotically as, as he has referred him to, a special younger brother with a fabulous black hair's smile.
as if not wanting to spare your poor heart for even a millisecond he begins to write with his left hand on the paper. he gives you a teasing smile and you hug him as closely as you dare to.
maybe things are starting to turn around.
Friday. 9:21 AM
yet another day in what other’s would call hell. yet somehow, life feels lighter for each passing day.
yoongi’s “experiment” with the writing wasn’t the start. it was simply the beginning; soon enough he could get in and out of bed by himself. you now feel more like his actual wife rather than his caretaker.
“y-y/n?” yoongi mumbles through his hoarse voice and you raise your gaze from the shared laptop to his face.
“yes, love?”
“... i remember.”
you sit still and feel the world slowly stop. the sound of the film is long muffled as he smiles at your confused yet happy face.
“y-you what?”
“... i remember. i remember the night we met,” he responds.
your bottom lip trembles as you search for anything to respond.
“that’s…”
before you can answer, he kisses you. his kiss isn’t as fierce as it once was, yet it’s less dry than before. his lips are plumper and taste so much sweeter; they don’t taste like the awfully clean tap water anymore.
“i remember why i love you, and i remember why we fell in love.”
1 month later
“yoongi…”
“l-look babe! look!” your husband excitedly responds as he frowns while trying to move forward on the parallel bars.
the doctor with him just barely helps him by pushing his back. yoongi’s muscles contort as he moves forward, flexing beautifully. despite them being less than 3 times smaller than his original muscles, they look so strong.
and yoongi himself? he finally looks like he’s alive again.
despite knowing he’s different, almost somebody else, you smile at him. because you’re still in love with him. even if he can’t remember your memories or the exact words from special moments, you’re willing to fall in love once again.
maybe he won’t be the exact same.
yet the way he looks at you is the exact same as always: the way he looked at you when you walked down the aisle at your wedding.
i might not remember much- i mean, i barely remember anything. but even if my bones have been broken or my limbs have had inflammations, i still know i love you. i don’t remember how i was before, and i truly want to know. because each time i see you, i feel this warmth inside of me. min y/n, i love you and i am willing to fall in love with you again. i want to see why i love you as much as i do.
i love you.
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jakeyuni · 2 years
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i wonder how honored authors feel when their fics are recommended for the ficscafé weekly theme like omg literally one of my biggest goals. one day hopefully one dayyy
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choihaiyun · 3 years
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MINT CHOCOLATE ML
On hold ⚠️
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main cast | honourable mentions
soobin’s pain
mian’s a bitch
ootd
y*****n
mackies
mina’s competition
getting over you
taglist: @envy-brr @lokideadontheinside @tanchosanke
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choihaiyun · 3 years
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mint chocolate, c.yj || soobin’s pain
it’s not like you care at all about the guy in your maths class. it’s not like you feel like shit whenever he doesn’t show up in school or happens to enter with another girl.
but it’s obvious that you are pining for him; so what can you do other than simply try to forget about him? you need to focus on your debut anyway.
though, like always, it’s easier said than done.
warnings: none
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choihaiyun · 3 years
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warnings: mentions of death || taehyung x f!reader
For each day that passed, a petal was torn off from your rotten body. The petals that had fallen off by themselves were becoming dry, almost crispy as the air brushed past your grey skin. You laid beautifully like a statue, arms resting beneath your head to support you on the hardened stone. A pathway had been done from the beginning of the woods to your grave, one that only one person used.
Taehyung walked with short steps his usual route from his house to your grave where you laid. Although it could be considered a grave, you weren’t buried beneath the ground; no, you were the flowers. You were the flowers that grew over the years, and you gave them the energy to continue grow to become as beautiful as possible. With a kind heart you passed away painlessly, just at the same spot as you still laid in.
The ground around you had begun burying you beneath the grass, as if it was a liquid that you were diving backwards through. Your eyes would open at times to catch a glimpse of light, yet nothing was enough to keep you alive.
When someone is suffering from one-sided love, a rose forms in their heart. The longer it goes on for, the larger it gets. The thorns begin to rip up the insides of your body and slowly it gets to your lungs, causing a slow but beautiful death as petals rise through your mouth. While it was a tragic scene to witness, it was sure beautiful.
When Taehyung plucked one of the flowers that surrounded your body to put it in his daughter’s hair, he didn’t forget to carefully water the crops. The water had been cleaned naturally and then processed to contain nutrients for flowers to grow extraordinary in, which could be one reason as to why the flowers seemingly sprouted through the ground at the touch of it.
Taehyung’s daughter had your name. She was so beautiful with big, brown eyes and a smooth skin that sparkled in the sun. She wasn’t very pale like Taehyung, instead more towards the tan type. She had fluffy, coily hair that was gathered in a small bun; occasionally Taehyung would pat it as if it was a stress ball.
“Father, when will she come back?” Y/n, the daughter, asked Taehyung and he sighed.
She understood the sadness in his eyes, she understood how hurt he was. She understood why she could at times hear his cries from his empty bedroom or why he had gone to your rotten body for ages to preserve it. After all, you were a beautiful lady with delicate features alike a doll.
Taehyung couldn’t help but feel regret the first time you shed a drop of blood from your mouth. He had his suspicions that you fell out of love a long time before it, which got confirmed; And while you both fought for your life, a thin thread slowly broke.
He didn’t know if he was sad when he saw how you fell over the flowers that day. Your eyes were wide open and your hands grasped for something, anything. But as you realised what happened, your toes had already hardened to stone.
The way your mouth shook around the petals in a desperate try to apologise still haunted Taehyung’s mind. He could remember the way the petals trembled as your tongue tried to brush them away, yet they kept on swelling and flowing.
It wasn’t Taehyung that had fallen out of love; it was you. You fell in love with the person you thought you wouldn’t love. You fell in love with the person that hurt the most for Taehyung and fell out of love with that same person; and despite your tries you knew things weren’t the same. So why were you the one who got the curse?
“She’s resting for now. Let’s go baby, we need to cook dinner,” Taehyung said and lifted his daughter up. He placed a soft kiss on her temple and she kissed his cheek in a weak try to erase his tears.
“I want mum’s favourite dish!”
“Of course baby, we’ll do that,” Taehyung said and glanced past his shoulder at you. And in some way, he believed he saw your mouth slightly turn.
Was it an illusion, or were the petals actually becoming fewer?
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choihaiyun · 3 years
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mint chocolate, c.yj || ootd
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it’s not like you care at all about the guy in your maths class. it’s not like you feel like shit whenever he doesn’t show up in school or happens to enter with another girl.
but it’s obvious that you are pining for him; so what can you do other than simply try to forget about him? you need to focus on your debut anyway.
though, like always, it’s easier said than done.
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taglist: @envy-brr @lokideadontheinside
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choihaiyun · 3 years
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mint chocolate, c.yj || mian’s a bitch
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it’s not like you care at all about the guy in your maths class. it’s not like you feel like shit whenever he doesn’t show up in school or happens to enter with another girl.
but it’s obvious that you are pining for him; so what can you do other than simply try to forget about him? you need to focus on your debut anyway.
though, like always, it’s easier said than done.
masterlist
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this is a work of fiction. copying and translation without my consent is prohibited.
taglist: @envy-brr @lokideadontheinside
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choihaiyun · 3 years
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Teaser for coming story...
Beomgyu x f.reader, spies!au enemies to lovers...
Warnings/triggers: Blood, swearwords (?)
"Choi Beomgyu, if you do not leave this room at this very instant I am going to punch your brain out of your skull."
"I would say the same if it wasn't for us being placed on the same mission dickhead," he retorts and you roll your eyes, "I should be mad having to work with someone like you!"
"Get out."
"No, I'm not going t-"
You push him aggressively towards the door with teary eyes and sigh as his figure finally disappears when the door closes.
"Fuck you, Choi."
3 days before the large mission
You sat peacefully on your sofa, drinking pop and watching the latest episode of a drama when a crash was heard outside of your door. A sigh left your lips and as you came to the door, a thud echoed throughout the building.
"Who's there?"
No answer, not surprising. You looked through the peephole just as the door swung open, hitting your head harshly.
"Choi? Get out of here, I don't want to see you-"
"Please help," he murmured and you saw how he clenched his side while stumbling into your home.
"Why are you here?" The question left your lips while you hurried to the drawer with bandaids and bandages. Out of all times he had to bother you he chose during this peaceful Thursday evening.
"I didn't know where else to go," he answered shyly while slowly succumbing to the pain, tripping over himself and landing directly on the floor.
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choihaiyun · 3 years
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mint chocolate, c.yj || mackies
it’s not like you care at all about the guy in your maths class. it’s not like you feel like shit whenever he doesn’t show up in school or happens to enter with another girl.
but it’s obvious that you are pining for him; so what can you do other than simply try to forget about him? you need to focus on your debut anyway.
though, like always, it’s easier said than done.
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taglist: @envy-brr @lokideadontheinside @tanchosanke
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choihaiyun · 3 years
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forget me not, h.hj
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warnings: angst, character death, brief explanations of blood, angst angst angst hwang hyunjin x gn!reader wc: 900-1k synopsis; your first love is your first heartbreak, because if you're meant to be it's your last love. except when it comes to hwang hyunjin.
The droplets felt like rocks as they reached your back, yet you continued running with Hyunjin close behind you. Just like any other 8 year olds did, the two of you were enjoying the summer rain wearing the thinnest of shirts and loosest pairs of trousers you could find. Though wasn't that the charm?
The charm of innocence, forgetfulness and living only for the moment. That is all you remember, at least, as you think back on the fond memories.
Or maybe that's not the word for it; fond. Maybe it's just mere memories that play again and again as you catch the scent of something so familiar, yet something you cannot point out. Is it perhaps the buttery smell of greasy popcorn, or maybe the sour smell of tongue frying candy? Whatever it is, it causes you to think back to your childhood days.
The days when love wasn't the most important thing in the world, and when all that could fit your mind was the worry of what's for dinner.
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"Let's get married in the future," Hyunjin said, catching you off guard and letting the football in.
"Hey, that's cheating!" you yelled but he only chuckled.
"I'm serious though! Aren't you meant to marry your best friend?"
You sighed, shook your head and clasped your hands together. "It's still a weird thing to say," you muttered and adjusted your football gloves. "Besides, I'm going to marry someone pretty." You didn't mention how your body got hot from his comment or how your ears were prickled red; and you definitely "forgot" to mention how you wished he would kiss you in the future.
"Oi! What's that supposed to mean?!" Hyunjin pouted angrily and muttered under his breath something inaudible.
"Hehe!"
2 weeks later, you waited for Hyunjin to show up to the neighbourhood's football field. It was way too small, the nets were disheveled and the grass as hard as iron; yet again, it was part of the charm. As long as you had a ball and Hyunjin you were satisfied.
You'd meet every day at 5 PM on the field. Since you went to different schools you couldn't walk together; luckily enough you were, however, only a mere 30 metres away from one another in the neighbourhood. When you couldn't fall asleep you'd peek through your blinds in your bedroom, looking if a certain Hyunjin would be awake.
Just like any other day you waited patiently, ignoring the other kids' invites. There was no fun in playing if Hyunjin wasn't there anyway.
The clock then reached 6 PM and you thought maybe he's eating dinner. You therefore continued waiting patiently for him, said good night to the other children who had to go home and reassured the parents of the kids that you were allowed to be outside this late.
But when the clock reached 7:30 PM you got annoyed. Where could your friend be? Maybe he had to study and wasn't allowed to go outside?
You were tired but decided to pay him a quick visit anyway. Maybe you could bribe his parents to let him play with you for just a second?
Something felt off when you knocked on their door. It wasn't different in any way, yet it still made you uncomfortable. You still decided to knock on their door and waited patiently for the footsteps to become clearer. His mum opened the door and you explained everything, begged on your knees and she only chuckled at you. Your charms won like always, so soon enough Hyunjin sprinted out of the door with a football in his embrace.
"I can't play for long though, so let's play on our grass instead!"
You nodded and excitedly played with him until the sun set behind the trees. The dusk was something you cherished and despised at the same time; cherished because of its beauty and despised because it cut off the day.
"Ah, I need to go inside to study again..." Hyunjin groaned as his mum shouted at him from the kitchen window.
"One more?" You pleaded and he sighed before placing the ball back on the ground. As usual you were the goalie and he was the penalty kicker.
He ran a few steps before shooting right towards your left side, his right side and you almost caught the ball in your hands; but only almost. It slipped from your fingers and instead shot away to the other side of the street.
Hyunjin quickly looked at his mother who sighed but told him to hurry up. He looked stressed but you didn't worry, his mum was too nice to yell at him.
He crossed the road.
But only once.
On the way back, the drunk neighbour swerved his Volvo away from Hyunjin at top speed. It wasn't quick enough though, as it hit him right in the side despite his jump away. And when your scream echoed through the neighbourhood, the doors of the houses spread across the street were already open from the sound that caught the neighbours' attention.
And when the drunk neighbour got out of his car to instead sluggishly walk away unbothered, Hyunjin's dad had to hold you back with tears in his eyes from attacking the neighbour.
While your eyes were prickled with tears, Hyunjin's dog sniffed on the football that began rolling down the street. It created a pattern of blood behind itself; and at that moment, you knew you were never going to touch a football again.
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choihaiyun · 3 years
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Sunghoon: What are you doing and why are you on top of the cabinets.
Y/n: I'd like to see things from new perspectives thank you very much.
Sunghoon:
Y/n:
Sunghoon: Your keys are in your pocket.
Y/n: ... Of course I knew that!
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choihaiyun · 3 years
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mint chocolate, c.yj || mina’s competition
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it’s not like you care at all about the guy in your maths class. it’s not like you feel like shit whenever he doesn’t show up in school or happens to enter with another girl.
but it’s obvious that you are pining for him; so what can you do other than simply try to forget about him? you need to focus on your debut anyway.
though, like always, it’s easier said than done.
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”Ahhh, I’m so nervous…” Mina mumbles while skipping ropes, warming up for her short program. While you don’t know exactly how the competitions work, it’s seemingly very strict. No one dares to walk incorrectly and judgemental eyes are everywhere you go unless someone’s from the same club as you.
”I’ll go to the audience, text me when your group is entering the warm up,” you tell her and she nods while breathing harshly.
It’s almost as if you’re also going to compete with the amount of nervosity you’re feeling. What couldn’t fit better than to buy a little snack from the shop?
A female skater from the same class as Mina is skating her program. It’s quite uplifting and light, as if watching a movie.
”Geez, I’d fall on my butt even trying that shit…”
”Next to skate, Lian Mina; Seoul skating union.”
She positions herself in a weird posture and you excitedly drum your fingers on your knees. It’s not until the music starts that you breathe out and when you do, a tall male catches your eye.
He’s leaning against the rink from the outside, seemingly warming up but stopping to view her program.
”No wonder Mina thinks he’s pretty-!”
Much to your dismay, the male that has caught your eye feels a pair of eyes on himself and turns towards you. He smiles and you respond with a hesitant nod; please don’t come here, please don’t come here-
”Hey, you’re Mina’s friend right?”
Oh fucker.
”Yeah, Y/n. And you?”
”Sunghoon. Do you always come watch her competitions?”
”No, this is the first time actually, heh.”
An awkward silence fills the space between the two of you, causing him to cough in discomfort. Luckily enough, Mina lands her hardest element; triple toeloop-double loop. You clap profusely and Sunghoon smiles, excuses himself and runs to greet the finished Mina.
”I am respectfully looking,” you mumble to yourself while chuckling.
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choihaiyun · 3 years
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mint chocolate profiles
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it’s not like you care at all about the guy in your maths class. it’s not like you feel like shit whenever he doesn’t show up in school or happens to enter with another girl.
but it’s obvious that you are pining for him; so what can you do other than simply try to forget about him? you need to focus on your debut anyway.
though, like always, it’s easier said than done.
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honorable mentions / cast
CHOI SOOBIN
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KANG TAEHYUN
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HUENING KAI
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LEE HEESEUNG
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might add more characters as the story progresses!
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choihaiyun · 3 years
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mint chocolate
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it’s not like you care at all about the guy in your maths class. it’s not like you feel like shit whenever he doesn’t show up in school or happens to enter with another girl.
but it’s obvious that you are pining for him; so what can you do other than simply try to forget about him? you need to focus on your debut anyway.
though, like always, it’s easier said than done.
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MAIN CAST
L/N Y/N
Track team co-captain
Is a trainee at HYBE with Mina and Cea
Wants to debut as main vocal
Doesn’t know how to do maths
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Lian Mina
Figure skater and dancer
Wants to debut as the main dancer
Has the iq of 146 yet doesn’t know how to open doors
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Lian Cea
Twin of Mina
Wants to debut as a rapper but in another group than Mina and Y/n
Doesn’t know the difference between Turkey and Czech Republic
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Choi Yeonjun
Dance team captain
Oblivious to everything yet is a natural flirt
Still doesn’t know how Twitter works
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Choi Beomgyu
Mint chocolate anti with Mina
Wingman of all
Dances with Yeonjun
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choihaiyun · 3 years
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Felix, Lee Know and Seungmin at the beach while watching the others swim
Felix and Lee know: If both of us were drowning, who would you save if you could only choose one?
Seungmin: ... You guys can't swim?
Felix: We can, it's only hypothetical. Who would you save?
Seungmin: My time and energy.
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choihaiyun · 2 years
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1000 ping x 720p, j.jk x f.reader SMAU
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Warnings: foul language, dirty jokes but NO nsfw!!!! Joking of dark subjects
Living the life as a broke college student/YouTuber is already not ideal. Of course it doesn’t get better than when a quarantine is enforced and your roommate Xin is stuck in another country.
With no physical interaction except your cat, you rot in the apartment of yours and slowly disintegrate while trying to remain on the top spot of Oyster Kitchen.
That is until a whole new world is opened by a single anonymous message;
“Caesar salad”.
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intros
new chapters to be added
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