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coffeestudyy · 1 year
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[december 9, 2022]
finals season :/
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arxxq · 6 months
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"𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐒𝐏𝐎𝐈𝐋 𝐌𝐄 𝐓𝐎𝐎 𝐌𝐔𝐂𝐇,"
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"𝐐𝐮𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐡𝐲𝐩𝐨𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐚𝐲,"
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Blue lock characters:
Itoshi Sae, Mikage Reo
Tokyo Revengers characters:
Izana Kurokawa, Haitani Rindou,
(I have exams tmrw and this is what I'm doing seriously?)
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ITOSHI SAE:
(this headcanon is based on his birthday..yk 10/10)
He doesn't like it when you spend money on him
No it's more of he hates it when you spoil him
He loves you, but you spending money on him is a no
Like just cause he was eyeing on that suit doesn't mean you need to buy it
Literally today you kept buying him stuff he touches (that he actually wants but doesn't buy)
"Mi amor, I love you and all but isn't this a bit too much?" He asked. You looked at him and laughed. "cmon it's your birthday, loosen up a bit!" You gave him a little nudge on his shoulder.
"it's just I hate it when you spend money on me..." He mutters hoping you didn't hear him. "I heard that, and plus you spend money on me all the time at least now you know what I feel right?"
He was taken aback at what you said that he didn't know what to say next. You laughed at his stunned expression.
"Okay amour let's get your cake at the bakery now shall we?"
IZANA KUROKAWA:
He loves you
He loves you so much he spoils you
He does that every time he takes you out
But today was different because you took him out today
It's more of you wanted to go shopping with him
When you were at the store, Izana was eyeing a pair of shoes...but the price wasn't really cheap
So he looked away, but when you two went out of the store he saw you bought the pair of shoes he eyed on
He thought it was merely coincidence until it was obvious you bought it for him
"uh...(name)?"
"Yes?" You asked. "Why do you keep buying things I'm eyeing?" He questioned with a brow rose. "I just decided to spoil you today why?"
Hearing that was something he did not like to hear. "Can I pay you back-"
"no, absolutely not!" You retort. "But Mahal those things you bought are so over my budget!"
"oh really? What happens to that budget when you buy things for me?" Now he was speechless. "U-uh well if it's for you I can-well uhm you know..."
"look who's having a hard time explaining?" You look at him from head to toe with a smirk. He was clearly embarrassed because of the pink tint on his cheeks. "I love you too now cmon let's go home kay?"
MIKAGE REO:
Reo's known to spend and spoil you with anything
Whether it's something you want or not
But today you were being awfully weird
As you were shopping with him today he noticed
That everything he touched you put it in the cart
At first it didn't occur to him but when you finished shopping you went to the register and paid with your credit card
"explain,"
"explain what Reo?"
"why did you buy those" he said using his finger to point at the bags you had. "I just wanted to buy you an appreciation gift, and you were touching the suit and well the candles and books and all sorts of stuff so I decided to buy them!"
"but..why spend them all on me?" He was confused. You then let out a short giggle. "Okay put it like this...why do you spoil me so much?" You asked him.
He looks at you perplexed because you should know exactly why. "Because I love you and I think you deserve the world..."
You smile at him. It didn't click to him but then it did. And that left him stunned and flustered. "I love you too Reo, now help me carry these bags would you?"
HAITANI RINDOU:
(also based on his birthday..<3)
It was his birthday.
He wanted to spend time with you
And ofc his brother but mostly you
But when he meant spending time with you
He didn't think you'd spoil him
If he's not wrong when he woke up he received a letter from Ran that you set up a scavenger hunt for him
And the whole day he was enjoying it
But he didn't expect to see gifts laid around at each destination
And that's when he arrived back home which confused him
When he entered it was dark until he was given a surprise
"Sorry I know that this is probably way too much and it was probably tiring for you to get here," you apologized. He smiled at you. "No no it's okay I found it quite fun actually,"
You laughed with him. "Although I didn't really like how you spent a lot of money just for me," you rolled your eyes. "Oh please, that's very hypocritical of you to say!"
Rindou looked at you offended. "What's that supposed to mean?" You looked at him with an "are you serious look"
"okay...maybe I do spoil you a lot as well," he admitted. "So I guess I can't really blame you for spoiling me today but I have to say the only gift I'd want is to spend time with you.."
"Izana was right, you make a pretty good boyfriend-hey ow you didn't have to punch my shoulder you know!"
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•Sincerely Arxx/Hasinah
-i do not support plagiarism-
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bo0zey · 3 years
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my friend who doesn’t have adhd and just wants an adderall perscription: i definitely have adhd like i never pay attention and i’m such a procrastinator omg lol btw i’m at the library studying and doing homework that’s not due until 3 days ugh what are you doing have you started studying yet we have those worksheets due tomorrow remember and it’s already 6pm! omg what do u mean u haven’t started the paper yet it’s literally due in 3 hrs omg no it’s ok i’ll just send u mine bc i’ve been working on it all day haha and omg i’m trying to pay attention to the lecture can u stop talking to me why r u reading online manga in class the exam is in 2 days pay attention! also i need caffeine to stay awake i love monster energy drinks they work so well i won’t be able to sleep tonight oh no also i took adderall 3hrs ago and now i’m super anxious but it’s not the adderall lol ugh i won’t be able to sleep tonjght ughh
me, someone who actually has adhd, pre-diagnosis: studying is so hard and i don’t want to do it and i literally can’t until hours before the exam and by then i’m so exhausted bc it’s like 3am but if i drink coffee or monster or bang i just get sleepier also i procrastinate entire research papers including the research hours before the due date even tho i knew abt the paper for a month and i wrote it in my assignment notebook every day knowing i needed to do it and i drink coffee before bed bc it relaxes me n makes me sleepy im constantly moving and shifting in my seat in class and i got paid 4 hrs ago and bought $500 worth of amazon products and now i don’t have any money for groceries for the next 2 weeks my thoughts go so fast and they’re so loud i can’t follow a conversation let alone a class lecture paying attention to anything i don’t care abt but am supposed to is impossible if i don’t write everything i need to do down i will forget about it and if i put my keys or vape or anything somewhere besides it’s designated spot for 1 minute i will literally forget where it is and if something isn’t directly in my line of sight i will forget i have it so i have to place everything in my line of sight for me to remember to use it and ok i’m at work i have a 14hr shift and a set of tasks i need to complete omg i’m so overwhelmed and frazzled i write down the list of tasks every shift and check off boxes to remember to do things but even then i still fall behind and why am i overwhelmed i know what i have to do please don’t ask me to do that thing i’m already trying to remember to do one thing ahhh ok i’m so exhausted it’s 12am and everyone’s asleep i have 3hrs left of my shift omg i’m so bored and tired ok i will have coffee and an energy drink to wake up bc i don’t wanna fall asleep here and i have an hour drive back home and oh wow i am now driving on the way and dozing off i am so sleepy sleepy sleepy why can’t i stay i awake i had 300mg of caffeine like 2hrs ago i’m going to crash the car why isn’t this energy drink working and hmm ok it’s now monday night i have school tmrw it’s 11pm i guess i’ll try n sleep i have class at 9am oh wait what is this sudden wakefulness i feel i am very awake i think i will maybe try to do homework to get tired actually no i think i will go on the internet instead hmm look at those cool show i think i will watch it ugh ok that was the longest 30min of my life i will not be able to watch another episode for at least 2 days probably oh it’s 3am i need to sleep but i can’t shut my brain off ugh oh no this sucks i hate myself why can’t i just get my shit together i know what i have to do but i just can’t fucking do it it’s so frustrating i’m trying so hard but i keep self sabotaging why why why
me, after being diagnosed w adhd and starting medication: wow for the first time in 8 years i’m actually paying attention in class and actively following what my professor is saying. i think i will do some homework now so i am not overwhelmed later. uh oh my dishes are starting to stack up i think i will clean them instead of starting a new pile. hmm my room is getting a little messy i think i will put things away including the clean clothes on that chair i’d been avoiding putting away for a week. i am following our conversation and i will wait until you are finished until it is my turn to speak instead of blurting out or interrupting you. oh i just got paid! hmm do i really need all of that online shopping stuff..? i think i will wait for a little bit and come back to it if i rlly want it bc what if something happens during the week and i need money to pay for it? oh i have to go to work it’s a 14hr shift; i am able to complete the tasks i need to do with ease bc i know what to do and when to do them and am no longer overwhelmed. i don’t need to drink that energy drink bc i know it will just make me more sleepy and i’ll doze off at the wheel on the highway and i don’t want that! ok i’m home yawn i think i will try n go to sleep it’s 11pm and i am genuinely tired.
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koriikoi · 2 years
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This was also requested by @axetry on wattpad! just so you know, i uploaded this on my wattpad too!!(~ ̄▽ ̄)~
Genre: Fluff Warnings: None Keywords: (g/n)-(game/name), (f/s)-(favorite/sweets)/(f/f)-(favorite/food), (f/d)-(favorite/drink)
Keep in mind, I don't know whats it like in Japan as I'm from the Philippines. So, please lmk and feel free if I made any mistakes! I'm actually gonna have an exam tmrw so I'm doing this instead of studying.
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AUTHOR'S POV
You were excited !
Why? Well, you and your gaming buddy are meeting up today, for the first time. Now your on your way to the Gaming Café, you were too excited to meet him that your worried that you might be a little too early. 'Ah, finally, I'm here.'  you sighed, you looked for your gaming buddy, whom you usually call Neko or Kenken.
'Was I too early? Was I late? Or was he late?' you thought as you looked around, you were thankful for your tall height for once, 'Why am I searching for him? I don't even know what he looks like~..' you deadpanned at yourself.
Then you felt a light tug at the hem of your shirt. "Uh, Are you Y/N?" a blonde hair that reminds you of pudding, and a rather short height, "Huh? Oh! Yep, Thats me! Are you Kenken?" you said happily, "Oh, uhm, yeah." he said he looked a bit nervous, "Er, its Kozume Kenma, how about you?" he said, curiously like a cat. "Heh, its  (L/N) (Y/N)! Call me yours though." you cheekily said, he looked flustered and you were satisfied with the reaction.
"There's so many people! Ah and I think you should pick a spot, Kenken."
Kozume picked a spot and you both happily sat down, you both happily played (g/n).
"Hm? oh! Kozume, we should order something so we don't get hungry." "Oh, alright." as soon as he said that, you called for nearby maid/waiter by raising your index and ring finger and said "Waiter," .
"Hello there! Are you both ready to order?" a maid "Hello Miss! I would like to order (f/s)/(f/f) and f/d)! As for him.." you looked over Kozume, waiting for his order. "Apple pie and apple juice please." he said, it sounded like a murmur so you repeated his order, "Apple pie and apple juice for him please!" "Alright then, will that be all?" you nodded.
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"Ahh! That was fun wasn't it Kenken? We should go there more often! When we're both available I mean." you cheerfully said, satisfied with the food and fun there. "Yeah, we should." he said as he softly smiled, "Aww, you look so cute when you smile! You should smile more!~" you teased, but in all seriousness though, he looked so cute like that! A pudding and cat mixed, you were surely gonna compliment him whenever you two hang out. He blushed again, "Oh, uh, Thank you, for the compliment." he said, you chuckled and you both got to know each other more on the way to your homes.
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Now, its almost been a year since you and Kenma hanged out(and still are hanging out) and if you weren't already having feelings for him, you had more stronger feelings for him.
He was already comfortable with your smooth flirting and creative compliments, you always loved his reaction.
So, you thought it would have been time to tell him your feelings. 'When will I confess to him? Hmm.. Maybe tomorrow? No no.. Maybe on Saturday! I should ask him if he's available though.'
"=⌕ [PUDDING KENKEN🍮] //﹫
"=⌕ [CHEEKY (N/N)🍥] //﹫ "yoo, Kenken are you available this Saturday?"
sent at 11:58PM ...
"yoo, Kenken are you available this Saturday?" seen at 11:59PM
"no im not, why?"
seen at 11:59PM
"ahh, alright! good, and can we hangout? usual place btw!"seen at 12:00AM
"alright then, and im guessing usual time?" seen at 12:00AM
"indeed! now we should get to sleep now Kenken, we need enough sleep!" seen at 12:01AM 💛 reacted by Pudding Kenken🍮
"haha, alr alr. good night (n/n). talk to you tmrw" seen at 12:02AM 💘 reacted by Cheeky (N/N)🍥
"good night pudding kenken! talk to you tmrw and sleep well!!💛" seen at 12:03AM 💛 reacted by Pudding Kenken🍮
Pudding Kenken🍮 has logged off.12:03AM Cheeky (N/N) 🍥 has logged off. 12:03AM
·:*¨༺ ★ ༻¨*:·.
You turned off your phone not realizing you've been smiling like an idiot the whole time even though you two have always been chatting and that was a small conversation.
You were always like that. Smiling even from the smallest things, it was what made people like about you.
'I'm too excited, I need to sleep~..'  you yawned as you drifted to sleep after you charged your phone.
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Ah, it was finally that day and that time. 'Time does flow by fast.' you chuckled.
"What are you laughing at? Are you laughing because you won one match in our pvp.." he looked curious and a bit stingy like a cat. "Haha! It's nothing!" you cackled, "It better be.." "You look like your gonna growl!-" you were cut off mid-sentence by him, "WHAt-" and, you cut him off "Anyway, I know a place where we can relax for a while! We can star gaze there for a while." you cheekily said.
"Hmph, alright fine.." his scoffing face thats now a soft expression, "But you'll have to carry me on the way there. Or I'm going home." he said, "Alright, fine!" you laughed as you bowed down facing at the back so he can climb to your back, now. Someone could mistake you and Kenma as a couple and you'd laugh about it.
"We're here Kenken!" excitement rushed all over your body as you drop him down. "Woah, its really pretty here." "Yeah, just like you!"
...
"..What?" he said, "My love for you.. its so obvious right?" you were nervous, but you still took a brave posture. "Oh, so I wasn't.. wrong." he was flustered. Really flustered since you basically confessed to him, "Hah, yeah. So..? Do you return.. my feelings?" you felt a bit shy.
It took long before he spoke up, "I.. I love you too. So.. I return my feelings to you." he said flustered, oh how happy you were! "So.. are we..?" you looked at him, "I guess." he softly smiled, you chuckled.
"I'll never forget this day, Kenma."
"I love you."
"I love you too, (N/N)."
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So sorry for the slow updates!! I was so busy so I apologize for it:( I'm sacrificing my mentality for this okay! So you'd better appreciate it ╯︿╰ .. I'll go now, I need to sleep..
Author Cloud, Out! See you guys!! ヾ(≧▽≦*)o
Find me on discord: luxy!!#6702 Dm me to join my discord server!! <33 Words: 1179 Wattpad: my wattpad!!  -- xx_q1q1 //q!q1.xx.
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sxfik · 3 years
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han seo headcanons (part 4)
writing this is cathartic tbh. of course, i always write on the days i have an exam to prep for (aka my lit exam tmrw thats technically today)!! we make good life decisions here at clown nation <3
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tw: mentions of abuse
the first time they competed, vincenzo was away on his buisness trip to italy. he had some loose ends to tie up after his little contract and getting paulo off the helm of the mafia.
which meant that jipuragi was particularly empty without the italian-korean's presence. no one to give han seo a pat on his back. no one to look over cha-young's shoulder.
they all felt it hard, as if the firm had a huge hole where vincenzo is supposed to be
han seo felt himself looking at his desk every single time he passed by it. the first day was more jarring than the rest, he had gotten used to vincenzo's presence in his life.
it was a particularly late friday night at jipuragi. han seo lugged into the firm a gigantic stack of contracts and internal documents about babel so the laywers and him can go through each one. cha-young had to carry both her and vincenzo's load for that week with vincenzo in italy.
they were stressed and tired and had a million paper cuts from sorting through each pile of documents. all three of them were working quietly, the silence comfortable, save for the sounds of russling paper and pens scratching across notepads
"alright, i'm off for the night. i have a airplane competition tomorrow morning and i need jason to fly far for me so i can finally win that 500 dollar prize. goodnight byeonosanim, mr. jang" the paralegal said as he put on his satchel and took out his cycle. he waved his goodbyes as the he left, leaving han seo and cha-young in the office by themselves.
they had only known each other for two weeks, really. han seo always met his hyung vincenzo over drinks or over at his house. he only ever saw the pretty lawyer from a distance, usually when taking note of how his hyung vincenzo dotes over her just so he can tease him about her
and use her to distract his hyung
it always works
cha-young didn't know much about the young ceo, despite meeting him a couple times from her time at wusang. part of her never wanted to trust him, even though he had proven himself and his loyalty to vincenzo, because in the world she lived in, everyone could betray the other at any time
but his presence in the office was comforting to her. he had come in, dressed like an 80s disco star and all asking if he could join the team, and somehow, he stuck with her.
something in her wanted to trust him. he seemed unassuming and loyal to the core, especially to vincenzo. the way he always walked into the firm grinning, visiting the plaza residents. he had an energy about him that reminded him of a younger sibling she's always wanted
but she was burned once with prosecutor jung and she's learned her lesson so it was time for the ultimate test
"are you hungry?" she asked, shuffling through her papers one last time before standing up, and putting the stacks back into their file system
han seo was startled for a second, his head buried deep with in the papers, the words almost swimming together with the amount of times he had to look through these contracts
for a second, he thought she was speaking to vincenzo, not himself before he remembered that vincenzo wasn't here this week
"Oh yes, byeonosanim. Would you like to order something or..?" he'd replied as he stood up from his seat, giving his legs a strech. he had forgotten just how tired he was until she asked him, his body feeling the effects of running the company and being at jipuragi
"Yeah, we can. I have the perfect restaurant to get some food from! they're always open late too so it's really convenient" she quipped back, her back facing him as she started putting all the contracts back into place and started pulling out new ones to look over
he followed suit, clearing up the table he was working on and moving to the paralegal’s desk.
even though his work was often hard for him to understand, the legal and formal language needing multiple reads, he felt refreshed each time he came to the plaza
he'd established a daily routine here, going to check on the hee-soo at the snack bar, visiting the pawnshop
he's quite good with his hands. he'd always known he had a knack for taking things apart and fixing them, which especially helped at the pawnshop when college students and older families would come by with broken tablets and gadgets.
even though he was rich, barely anything was spent on him when his dad was alive. every single new outfit or toy always went to han-seok, where as he was stuck with the ragged hand me downs, and old toys.
so when he had gotten his first phone, and broken the keypad, (because han seok threw it across the room when he got angry that he had the same model as his illegitimate brother) he understood it was up to him to figure it out.
he was always good at taking things apart, from all his toy cars to majority of the gadgets and clocks he had in his house.
(there was a day, when he was younger, that he took apart han seok's toy car. the next school day he walked around with gloves, trying to forget about how his cuts hurt as he curled his fingers around a pencil)
taking things apart and then putting them back together the same way was somehow natural to him. but of course, none of that mattered since he couldn't score well enough on his exams to get past the courses he needed to into engineering. plus, he could imagine the sneer on his father's face if he told him what path he was considering...
for most of his life, he'd felt useless compared to his brother. he was never the quick-witted boy at school, failing his english courses and having to go to cram schools and tutoring sessions just to pass by.
he hated going to school everyday, having the teachers shame him for not being as smart as his brother, not being as charismatic or as smooth talking
the exam days were always the worst. looking at the exam sheet, his palms sweaty and his throat tight as he looked at the questions
the doubt was overwhelming. the pressure made him sweat and freeze up even though he knew the problems.
the kids at his schools always seemed to prefer han seok, for some weird reason, when to him he's always been the menace in his life.
han seok was the one to head the company. the one he can't measure up to in front of his father. the one to push the family forward. every bit of praise, every second of attention, it all went to han seok.
han seo was the mistake. the one who always fucked it up. the one who seemed to mess up his brother's plans.
his brother seemed to take it upon himself to remind him that he wasn't meant to be alive. and their father, believing it to be good for han seo, would force him to be tutored by han seok every day.
his brother had a field day with it, finding the most creative ways to abuse and torture him
of course, he's not allowed to say a word about it.
at first, working at jipuragi was anxiety inducing, sweat drenching his shirt each time he brought a document he thought useful to vincenzo, his throat closing up imagining the consequences of fucking up
he knew deep down, that vincenzo wasn't like his brother, he will not hurt him, he will not kill him
but the anxiety and panic are second nature to him
his eyes were glued to his shoes after he handed it over to vincenzo.
vincenzo paused, looking over the document with scrutiny. and his body was automatically bracing for a slap, a punch. at the very least a snide remark or a sneer.
instead he looked up at han seo, nodding, and told him "this is very useful. thank you."
thank you.
thank you. he blinked.
the words echoed in his head as he replayed them back over and over. thank you. in all his years working, no one had said thank you. no words of appreciation were ever dealt for doing his job. for doing something right.
unable to think of a reply, he walked back to his desk and sat down, the shock overwhelming him before he got his mind working again
although it took him double the time to go through the contracts than it did vincenzo or cha-young, he was never berated. there was never a comment about how slow he was, how he wasn't cut out for this, only appriciative glances and words when he did well
and when he didn't, they corrected him, gently. never maliciously, never taunting, always gentle.
and for the first time, he could breathe
the time passed by quickly as they both continued working in silence, han seo finishing up half a stack before the doorbell rang.
"i'll get it! ceo jang, can you set the table up?" cha-young looked toward as she went to grab the food from the delivery man
"yes, byeonosanim" he replied as he went to grab some disposable plates and wooden chopsticks from the cabinet
he set everything out just in time for the lawyer to set the food down. he squinted at the bowls she pulled out, the bright red liquid a stark contrast to the white containers.
"uh, byeonosanim, what is that?"
"hm? oh it's fire noodles. you don't mind spice do you, han seo?" she quirked her eyebrow at him, her voice sickly sweet
and he grinned at her and that was enough of an answer: it was showdown time.
so there he was, sitting across from cha-young, the container of red chili oil central to both of them. both of their suit coats were off, lest they start literally heating up.
oh, and if either of them reach for their water: they're out.
for about 10 seconds, they stared at each other, trying to psych each other out, before his phone timer counted down.
....3, 2, 1 and they were off!
both of them grabbed their chopsticks and spoons and ate two large bites and drank the broth before angling for one spoon full of chili oil into their noodles.
and on they went in this cycle, eating a bite and drinking broth, and pouring chili oil in after each cycle.
3 pours in, and they were still doing good, neither of them showing any signs of redness
6 pours in and his tongue was swollen, her eyes watery, their broth bright red
7 pours in and .... was it just him or was the room getting hotter?
8 and you could see the sweat dripping the lawyer's forehead, the sniffles of the lawyer getting louder and louder. meanwhile he was panting, trying to increase the circulation into his mouth
9 and their arms meet across the table, inches from the chili oil. their eyes lock, their faces bright red and the pain of his tongue unbearable
his eyes are squinted (from his eyes burning or from concentration, we'll never know) and the lawyer is making faces, trying to get him to give in
"it'll" *huff* "be easier" *huff* "if you give in now" *huff*
he laughed back, in response. "and let you win? no way. I'M getting that paper crown"
their eyes both glance at the flimsy, blue paper crown set upon it's carrier, a stack of contracts
she scoffed back (and almost choked) "absolutely not"
they stare each other down as they pour more in and go for another round
they swallow and in that second, cha-young made a fatal mistake
she breathed in the fumes. and coughed. and grabbed the water before she could think about it.
"AHAHA I WIN!!" he yelled out, the chair flying back as he jumped up, the layer of sweat easing up when he grabbed the bottle of water and chugged the whole thing down
the lawyer on the other hand, was slumped in the seat, taking the opportunity to also chug the water.
for around 10 seconds all they did was pant, getting their bodies back into a normal pace before cha-young spoke up
"fine i guess you win, have a great night!" she jabbered out quickly but he knew what she was trying to do
"nuh uh, nope, you're not getting out of this. we agreed! loser has to crown the winner." he grinned at her, his eyes completely closed as his happiness shone through
sighing, the lawyer grabbed the crown from it's holy pedastal and stomped over.
"tun ta da da !!! all hail king han seo, destroyer of spice, the unyielding one" she sang out, her voice deeper as traces of laughter tinted her voice
she placed the crown upon his name and bowed, "may he reign forever" and looked up and shot him a wink "at least, until i win next time"
he struck a superman pose, and puffed his chest out, before both of them crumbled into laughter, cha-young dramatic one ringing above his cackling
"we should do this again please, noona!" he wheezed out, his stomach hurting from laughter.
but it was only his ringing out, as hers cut out sharply.
"noona?"
he paused as his head whipped around to the lawyer, her head tilted as she looked at him
did i say that? i swear i called her byeonosanim... and he replayed the moment.
fuck.
"ah, i'm so sorry hong cha young byeonosanim, i overstepped, i apologize," he bowed in apology to her.
"do you call vincenzo byeonosanim hyung?"
"huh?" he looked up at her in confusion, "uh, yeah i do call him hyung. why?"
"you can call me noona then." she quipped back and for a second, he stared at her. wait what?
she clapped his back, and he choked on his spit, the clap knocking the air out of him "relax. you passed the test han-seo. i've always wanted a younger brother, you know? you can call me noona. as long as you remember your manners, that is," shooting him a wink
he glanced at her, before breaking out into the biggest grin, his gums peaking out.
"okay... cha-young noona!" he giggled, as they took their seats.
she grinned back, settling in.
"ah, you know noona, he said the same thing as you"
"huh?" she squinted back
"vin hyung! he said the same 'you better mind your manners'" han seo laughed as he mocked the korean-italian mafia's voice
"you know, that impression is spot on!" she laughed as he continued the voice, adding in the classic hand gestures, until both of them broke into laughter.
for some reason, both of them were instantly comfortable with one another.
for han seo, laughing with cha-young, trading insults and teasing felt warm, it felt like he'd found a best friend (a best friend who once upon a time he almost maimed by sending thugs after her, but she swore to him that all is forgiven) they had similar humor, similar tastes, similar personalities
for cha-young, he felt like a partner in crime. not like the way vincenzo her partner in life in crime, but in the way that they were both pranksters, both with similar personalities and bright humor
it felt like finding a sibling, a person to commit crimes with, a person to clown together with
"you know, noona, is vin hyung..." he paused mid-sentence, contemplating if he could ask this.
"go on, han seo" cha-young encouraged him, one hand bringing the bottle of water to her mouth
"is he your boyfriend?" he rushed out the words and—
he was sprayed in the face.
cha-young was sputtering as the water dripped off his face, and his eyes shut as he wiped off the excess
"yah, why would you even ask that?" she scoffed out refusing to meet his eyes, but he could see the red tint creeping up on her neck and her cheeks
he shot her a look.
"yeah, yeah okay. he and i are... partners"
"oh." he quipped back, a sinister smile slowly spreading across his face
"no, no, no" she shook her at him, "i do not have a crush on him"
he raised an eyebrow back "who said anything about a crush hm, noona?"
she froze and he knew he'd have next weeks entertainment sorted
"you know maybe i'll take back that younger brother thing if this is how it's like" she taunted, but he didn't feel any hurt. instead her teasing just made his heart soar, her teasing somehow a comfort
"oh, we're just getting started!" he quipped back, as they cleaned up for the night, continuing their conversation as they restored the firm back to order.
"i've noticed you going to the pawnshop a lot recently" she noted, as she grabbed a stack of contracts to put back into the filing cabinet
"ahh, yeah i've been helping them out. they're having a baby you know and it must be hard on both of them to run the shop" he responded as he stacked another set of contracts together, clearing Mr. Nam's desk
"you should do it."
"what?"
"study electronics. or at least continue working for the pawnshop."
he stared at her.
how did she know? for someone so bright and busy he didn't expect her to be so observant to him.
"oh please, like it's hard to notice. i've seen the way you always seem to be happier as you pass by the pawnshop. when i popped in during lunch, i saw you, hunched over the tablet. it's the happiest i've seen you look."
"oh." he grew quiet "it's a little too late, don't you think noona? for me to even consider that? i'd be a little foolish to follow that"
she sighed and turned to him, grabbing the stack from his arms. "let me tell you a story han seo. i'm 34 years old and a lawyer and don't get me wrong, i love doing this. but when i was little my dream was always to sing. but for years, i pushed it back, thinking i could never do it."
she stuffed the papers to the back corner, somehow managing to stuff it in and turned back to him.
"so, noona? did you do it?"
"patience. a couple weeks after my final exam for law school, i said why the hell not. and now i've been taking lessons one and off for years!"
"you should give a demo!! sing for us"
"oh, please i couldn't possibly do it" she tucked her hair back, looking bashful.
"ple-" he barely got the words out.
"oh of course, if you insist!" she grabbed the empty water bottle and climbed on her stool, the makeshift stage for the night
"noona! noona!!" han seo cheered her on as she stood up. she cleared her throat, moving her head to the side and warming up
and she opened her mouth.
and sang.
if you could call that singing.
what came out was more of a series of tone-deaf screeches, making him wince but mask his face with a smile, trying to solider through the pain.
he clapped as SOON as she finished the last note, his ears grateful for the break. she took a flourished bow as she jumped off the stool
"how was it?"
"noona, that was amazing!" he lied, trying his best to stop the ringing in his ears.
she smacked him with her water bottle "yah! you liar! i'm god awful" she made one of her classic faces.
"you know??? and you made me endure that???" he touched his ears. he expected to see blood but luckily the damage wasn't too bad
"YAH!" she smacked him again. "you brat, the point isn't that i'm good or not."
"then what is?" his eyebrows furrowed as he looked in confusion.
if you're not good at it then what really is the point? why should i keep trying?
"the point is that i'm happy. it doesn't matter how good you are at something for you to consider it an interest, as long as it makes you happy."
he paused. no one had ever said that before. to do what makes him happy. not what made his father or his brother happy. everyone's advice all his life was to stick to what you're good at and that there isn't a point in trying if you aren't good from the beginning.
"look i'm terrible at singing. but i know that if i had never pursued it, i would have grown old and regretted it. so what if i am bad! at least i got to do it while i'm alive! give electronics a shot, han seo."
han seo bit his lip slightly. and he nodded.
he was going to give it a shot.
"good! now lets get this cleaned up and go home!" she sashayed off to her desk, grabbing the last of her stuff before they left the firm.
the next week, when vincenzo was back from italy, he had expected to find the firm just like he left it. what he didn't expect was his girlfriend wife partner and brother han seo, one sprawled on the couch and the other on the floor, piles of blankets and what looked like a mic and SEVERAL bottles of sujo scattered across the table.
they were both in matching pajama sets, and snoring very loudly. he shuffled over to his desk where a note that looked like it was written in crayon was left
and it said
"dear vin hyung: noona and i were having a sleepover last night. i made sure she was extra safe and did not do anything overly amitious (like call you in the middle of the night to ask you if you had to leave) if you are seeing the mess that we probably made, please excuse it. i will clean it up as soon as i can. grazie!
p.s. you should ask noona out sometime, i have it in good word that she might be interested ;)
to be continued...
a/n: let this be a fic reminding you that if you are passionate about something, pursue it! our world conditions us to believe that you have to be good at something in order to be able to do it but that's absolute bs. please give your younger and future selves a chance by taking up something you've always wanted to do <3
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For the what's your first memory of me game !!
YOU WERE STILL MOONIE-LILY OR SM PLS
I remember you dm-ed me and asked to write for Lee Know (???) for the Royal Mindset collab but we had the most horrible time trying to get you on the masterpost and stuff bc Dumblr had shadowbanned you 😭😭😭
On another note, how is my precious daughter feeling today? <3
OMG HI MUMMY
HELP RHEWJIKQ IDEK WHERE THAT URL CAME FROM HONESTLY HGFJDKS ;-; moonie-lili was so…. uh. </3
oh me jay yas i wanted to take part in your collab muahaha. fr dumblr dot com was actin up and it as le worst. ALSO I REMEMEBER ME TELLING U THAT I WAS 14 AND YOU WENT “WHATTTT” lmfaoooooooo and you were like “MHM NO KISS SCENES OR ANYTHIGN SUS” cackles. but then we started talking sm after that 😩 omg remember my 🌝 phase :0
i just woke up and i have to study for my exam for tmrw rippp but i shall slay it bc it is an easy exam yasss. HOW ARE U DOING MUMMY <3
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Thanks @rayrayswimusic luv ya! <3 Answer these 92 statements.... Last... Drink -orange juice Phone call -my friend taylor she couldn't find my house lol Text message -Cynthia I think Song you listened to- sky stays this blue by Dallas Smith, I'm on a bit of a country kick in the summer time Time you cried: yesterday- sever migraine ahha Have you... Dated someone twice - never officially dated anyone so no. Kissed someone and regretted it- ha yes Been cheated on - nope thankfully and I hope it stays that way. Lost someone special - not yet luckily Been depressed - yes Gotten drunk and thrown up - many a time haha it's not fun Made new friends -YES uni life, love you Ray ray! <3 Fallen out of love - kind of, it was just a crush so I guess it doesn't really count Found out someone was talking about you - yes both good and bad situations. Laughed until you cried - yes good fucking times man Met someone who changed you - yes, hold onto these people forever Found out who your friends are - yes definitely Kissed someone from your Facebook list -uh nope Kissed a stranger- yup Drank hard liquor - many times haha that's my shit Turned someone down- yes, I feel so bad. Lost glasses/contact lenses - yes almost my life flashed before my eyes omg Sex on the first date- uh NOPE get to know the person first why don't we Broke someone's heart- uh I think so, I'm so sorry!! Had your heart broken- kind of Been arrested - nuh uh never Cried when someone died - yes Fallen for a friend - yeah kind of Kissed on the first date - uh nah General... List 3 favourite colours- blue black and burgundy How many Facebook friends do you know in real life- probably about 80% Do you have any pets- yes! 2 dogs and a cat they are my pride and joy Do you want to change your name- no I like my name. Km named after a flower in the Himalayas. What time did you wake up today- 5am work life lol What were you watching at midnight last night- Your lie in april (shigatsu wa kimi no uso) all the feels omg Name something you can't wait for- well I'm doing this night nation run in Toronto tmrw night with some friends and I'm super pumped it raises money for various charities and it's kind of like a massive rave in Toronto :) When was the last time you saw your mom- 10 mins ago, I live with her in the summer when I'm home from school What is something you wish you could change in your life- well all the ordeals and obstacles I have dealt with in my life have made me the person I am today. So I wouldn't change that. But tbh if I could change anything it would be to stop or ease the amount of pain I'm in on almost a daily basis - I suffer from chronic migraines. Oh well though, what can you do- just keep on swimming What are you listening to rn- currently nothing lol Have you talked to a person named Tom- yes but he went by thomas Something that is most on your nerves rn that I might have to cancel a big exam that I've worked Most of the summer to prepare for because I'm not well enough to write it. Most visited website idk tbh Moles- nope Marks- no Childhood dream- when I was a kid I dreamed to be just like David Attenborough travelling the world and photographing animals (just like in his documentaries - yes I was that kid xD Do you have a crush on someone - yeah haha What do you like about yourself -uh not a whole lot lol if I had to pick something it would be my resilience. Or at least that's what people say. They say despite what life throws at me I have strong resilience and will keep going even when it is ridiculous and quite hopeless lol Piercings ears and cartilage and belly button Blood type O Nickname - Heater LOL Thats about it tho only the one friend calls me that haha Relationship status singleee Zodiac cancer Pronouns she/her Favourite tv shows Grey's anatomy and white collar id have to say Tattoos nope not sure if I ever plan to lol Right or left right Surgery plenty times as a baby, I was a premie Hair dyed in different colour highlighted blonde Sport badminton swimming and I used to figure skate Vacation well I just went to the cottage last weekend with a few friends for my birthday so I'll say that was my vacay Pair of trainers uh running shoes? Yeah I wear them all the time Current all time best friend name Melyssa Eye colour blue Favourite movie idk I've got too many! Which is better? Hugs or kisses - hugs honestly hugs. Such an innocent gesture but means so much. Lips or eyes -eyes, they are the windows to the soul you know ;) Shorter or taller -don't really care Nice arms or stomach -me ?stomach, someone else doesn't really matter Sensitive or loud -sensitive for sure Troublemaker or hesitant- both Do you believe in? Yourself -sometimes Miracles -yea I think so Love at first sight - maybe? Santa claus - haha that was along time ago, the spirit of giving is still around us tho :) @bleedingcoffee42 @icameheretowinry @bladesofyuri @fullmetalfreak @fyeahyurionice
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