#god this is so stupid /j

[kiwinatorwaffles]

comic i never posted for some reason

#god this is so stupid /j #dc comics #teen titans #slade wilson #deathstroke #dick grayson #dc robin #koriand'r #dc starfire #kiwi’s scribbles #kys joke #death threat tw

[gnomeantics]

so we're adding havers to the list of sad gays named anthony

#yknow. like anthony j crowley #oh my god i just finished ghosts series five #i'm going to miss these stupid fucking ghosts so fucking much #a perfect ending but really really i am sobbing and crying and AUGH #literally will never be the same again screaming crying i thought series 4 got me in a state.... insane insane insane INSANE i am SO normal #so fine with this!!!!! just fine just fine i am not crying in ANY WAY #I AM FINE. I AM NORMAL. #BUT JUST. GOD. IM GOING TO MISS THEM SO MUCH YOU GUYS OH GOD #bbc ghosts #bbc ghosts spoilers #bbc ghosts s5 spoilers #good omens #gnomeantics original 🌟

[angel-maybe-alive]

I love character design, any good story starts with a good character

So I was looking trough lightlark characters Design and by god they made me angry so let's go talk shit about this book again

This is by the way no criticisms of artstyle or the artist but the authors inputs that made those characters such piles of shit

Starting with these crimes against design

This is the same woman,like a different filter in the same woman without context they look either as the same person or close twins and I know the reason why they are so similar but I will talk about it later, the dress the hair the bitchy stand it's the same.

Now the boys

I really like goldie design because it fits the rulers aesthetic but he also looks like Jeoffrey Baratheon put him in red and I would want to punch his face, Now Grease, I mean goth I mean Grim holy edgylord grim design it's borderline stupid, and I blame Sarah j Maas for this it's long haired rhysand the thing I hate the most it's the shattered crown is that like a single piece of metal with shattered parts poking up from his hair or like multiple hair clips that can eventually fall o floating pieces he has to use magic to keep up?

Azul my darling poor sad gay widow you deserved so much better, I'm still trying to understand what is going on with his clothes but at least the crown looks good I would've given him like an extra earring or more gemstones or really lean on a more art nouveau aesthetic his worse crime is look better than boring pale Caucasian and boring tan Caucasian but of course not being a love interest and only exist so the author can kill two representation bird with one boring rock

And lastly

Her

She is wearing bbl fashion, fantasy bbl fashion she looks like a Kardashian the thorns thing is so ridiculously stupid why you have thorns in your clothes you late time emo bastard but the stupidest part is how the author clearly made the shiny gray twins so boring and identical to make this girl stand out as a living embodiment of not like the other girls very literally and still he has the most boring design of them all I'm surprised no one figured out earlier that she was a powerless fuck when they meet this living breathing default setting

#books #lol #anti lightlark #lightlark #alex aster #anti booktok #Isla crown #my god grim design its so stupid #but by the way i am ironically team oro #because i know the author will fuck him over next book #also this is sarah j Maas fault so #anti sjm #anti rhysand

[opikiquu]

(rocking back and forth in the corner of an empty room) save me white boy save me white boy save me white boy s

oh my god. OH MY GOD. OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS . BOY.

#my first reaction was ‘what? his eyes do glow!’ and then i proceeded to cry #★ arin rambles #sorry i need to let this out #AVENTURINE. AVENTURINE oh dear #IM DR RATIO YOOHOO #HEYYYYY HEY HEY HEY HEY PLELASE PLEASE PLEASEEEEE #IM BEGGING YOU. IM BEGGING YOU #im getting a job so i can e6 him /j #Yall im obsessed with this man i have to have him kill me #like everytime i see him my eyes pop out like those ugly stupid pens with squishy animals on them #i think my body mustve sensed him or something #i literally woke up at 7 am in a cold sweat #im not gonna be normal #IM NOT GONNA MAKE IT #5 DAYS IS TOO LONG YALL IM NOT MAKING IT #IM GOING TO THROW UP #aventurine pleade aventurine please aventurine aventurine save me #AVENTURINE. #Please babygirl what i gotta do to get a suicidal blonde to kiss me around here??????? #sorry if you follow me it will get worse #he a masterpiece . he changed my life . he a work of art……. #aventurine honkai star rail #hsr aventurine #AVENTURINE #OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OH MY GOD PLEASEEEE P #PLEASE ONE CHANCE ONE MINUTE ONE SECOND JUST A GLANCE #im gonan thriw up IM GONNA DIE #tears in my eyes

[cyberp-1-nk]

I thought you were just joking when you said you were obsessed with Homelander. You weren't.

WHY IS IT ALL OVER YOUR REBLOG PAGE? IT'S ALL JUST HOMELANDER. I WAS SCROLLING FOR FIVE FUCKING MINUTES.

DUDE I'M SORRY - BUT HE'S SO FINE. I'm sick and tired of pretending that I don't wanna squish his man tits, and call him my babygirl. I have to live in a society where I have to pretend like I WOULDN'T allow and tolerate his possessive behavior. I'm tired of pretending that I wanna fix him. I don't. I wanna make him WORSE. I would 100% be his enabler.

"It's us against the world babyboy😫💔🥀🖤⛓️"

#i'm /j but also not /j #these anons are coming for my Homelander obsession and its scary #god what I'd do to have to have him lay on my lap #homelander is hot. #i'm gonna release a fic about him on my sideblog soon #I want that man so bad yall have NO IDEA #i'd probably keep a cow in my HOUSE just to give him the best possible quality of milk. i don't trust them companies. #“well actually raw cow milk is bad🤓-” SHUT UP NOT IF I MAKE IT WITH LOVE #wait technically im not making it #unless.. #i'd literally shapeshift into a cow for him #i'm very downbad #homelander #i just realized that I can legit produce milk on my own 💀 so I wouldn’t even need to shapeshift into a cow wtf #i'm so stupid #i have a job interview today and this is what I'm doing instead. #says a lot about my character #sobs. #hes just so fine #homelander is my babygirl #thank you to the homelander writers on tumblr. you guys are my reason for rolling out of bed in the morning. #i'm being 100% serious btw #anyways #homelander x you #ฅ'ω'ฅ 𝐌𝐫𝐬. 𝐒𝐚𝐱𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐭

[synthshenanigans]

Okay so the words he mouthed in that one clip is "One day you're going to die" Which is a lyric to Memento Mori [another ww song]

Which first of all, means that Memento Mori is very likely one of the next songs in the power hour

And second, all the bits referenced in Nerd are fully there! Red being one he did in the past [or what he was doing at that moment with the Cage line] & Green being references to the next two power hours after it

But then like, whats the last power hour???? Cos there's no more lyrics that are referenced I don't think?

[Insane theory ramblings in the tags v]

#chonny jash #cj wwph #that or im stupid #chonny jash power hour real/j #okay but now with this & i thought will wood would be last given as its a “big one” ig? #since he's a big fan of we & so are most of his fans #so like. what are we ending on?? #im actually serious on a cjph tho like actually #OH MY GOD WAIT #the a “question of the day” channel in the discord right #a cj related question is asked by a mod & we answer our opinions & thoughts #for day 100. as a special fun lil thing. Jash submitted a question for that day #which was like “If I had to redo a song. what would you want?” #tho with that he did say that he doesn't intend on redoing/remaking anything in the near future he was just curious #but what qualifies as a near future? #cos that was back in early August #which was right before the first power hour came out.... #am i crazy #do i sound sane right now #are you picturing me in front of a corkboard with red string right now #with this song and some of the other talking about/hinting about him or his old self. that would tie into it a bit #and then there the ode of the cog/dear machine voice at the end. him saying its all about me like the lyric from Art #DEAR MACHINE REFERENCES DREAM. POCKET. & WINGS OF WAX #ALL OLDER SONGS ONE FROM EACH ALBUM. POCKET ALSO BEING IN NERD #I HAVE SOLVED CHONNY JASH YET AGAIN #it is 5am i have not slept i am so sorry #i am going to bed now #but HEED MY WORDS #I SEE THE FUTURE!!!! AND THE FUTURE IS GOING TI BE THE PAST #past songs that is

[c-kiddo]

caduceus autistic headcanon is good and important 2 me becasue theres not enough stupid autistic representation. we have enough nerd genius autist characters (caleb and beau for example) but, not enough just, dumbasses. . .. . . bitches with special interests that cant rly explain whats going on technically bc its too complicated, but just really love it 

#this is in a /j tone #THIS IS WHY AUTISTC CAD IS SO AWSOEME TO ME THO /srs #he sos fucking autistic i watch a scene and im like good fucking god. this guy. .. .. . . .. #kiddo say #iunno #my sister said im like th brother character in a show that says stupid funny things #like thats the gender #caduceus clay #its in th tag now :-3

[the-one-on-the-dirty-trenchcoat]

Are we gonna talk about the most emotional, the most heartbreaking part of the confession? The way Crowley gets frustrated when he can't say what he wants to say. Press his lips together, looks away and does it again. Like he can't just can't think clear, like all words are blurred and can't find a way to say what he wants to say, all the words ran over. His eyes filled with tears.

The way we see that knot in his throat even under his skin, under the armor he built around himself. The way he shushes himself because is too stupid to say what his mind was thinking over and over that moment. The "Hmm" moment, when he wanted to say "spend my life with you". That moment that last seconds but it's still hurting, how he can't even say it, express it, when is all he feels.

#good omens #That was the moment my heart broke #This has happened to me a lot of times and I assure most part of the people who watched the series even in different context #The heat under the skin the knot the way you stop yourself thinking you are too stupid to say it and then stop yourself #God they wrote that scene so perfectly that I love or even if it Hurts #good omens 2 #good omens season 2 #crowley #aziraphale x crowley #anthony j crowley #michael sheen #david tennant #aziraphale #aziracrow

[mcwexlie]

why is there not enough discussion on saul and skyler’s relationship… they should’ve interacted more in canon but like. think abt it

skyler is this competent blonde woman who’s extremely smart and good at scamming (and pretty! and associated with blue!) and she has the biggest dipshit husband ever.

saul who is oh so desperately trying to keep his unloving sleazeball act up is failing bc. my God does this woman remind him of kim in the saddest way possible (ntm they start interacting more post gale death, when shit i’d argue really starts falling apart… Hmmm). he still acts like a dick to her but… in a protective way i feel. like he doesn’t want her to be nice to him or get close to him but still showing he has her back in his own fucked up way

and saul being soooo pissed that walt bagged this perfect woman and he’s still being a disrespectful shit like saul might be misogyny queen but even he was weirded tf out w walt…

#also they should have like the saddest sex ever #nsft tags #like im being serious they both hate themselves and their lives and i’d see it as like. the whole ted thing but even worse somehow #at least ted seemed kinda nice a bit even if he was a bit stupid and weird but saul? my god #also i live the idea of walt saul homoerotic hate tension alongside saul’s very obvious unresolved feelings for kim manifesting in the #feelings towards skyler. like this shit is so messy and if i was a good enough writer i would write this bc it would be good #im putting this out here for the good writers make my weird brba nightmare … love triangle if u can even call it that…. true #/j but yknow #mepost #brba #breaking bad #brbabcs #hf #si #rambles #mtags #brba spoilers #bcs spoilers

[possiblytracker]

coughs loudly. scheduling this post for slightly later today so i have time to get lunch and not chicken out before it goes up

firstly i gotta apologise for dropping off the face of the earth. in hindsight it was creeping up on me for a long time I just didn't think anything of it/had enough stuff going on to ignore it for a while, but ive been wrestling with pretty abysmal mental health that just kinda hit me like a truck back in august. i wont get too much into it but things just ground to a halt and in the span of a week or so it legitimately felt like i stopped being a Person- i just stagnated, felt like i lost the ability and will to do anything or enjoy things or create like i used to, all my energy went into keeping it together in front of my family, and it made me way too anxious and ashamed and guilty to want to show my face. like who would want to put up with my stupid bullshit, right (wrong! that idea just made me unbelievably worse and i regret it extremely, but my anxiety was going extremely unchecked at this time). i don't think i've ever been that depressed before and i didn't at all know how to handle it or begin to claw my way out

fortunately, a combination of getting exercise + touching grass regularly and new enrichment/hyperfixations to latch onto like an orphaned duckling are very recently kicking some life back into me so to speak. who wouldve thought. and now where i used to still feel stomach-turning dread and paranoia thinking about getting back on tumblr and discord a week or two ago, it finally feels like i can handle dipping my toes back in. i'm making this post first bc i know most of my friends will see it, and that feels less taxing than explaining myself a bunch of different times over and over and dragging it out, but ofc i will try and get back into conversation when and as i can (askbox and discord is still best to reach me if you wanted). i'm just really sorry, and I hope you can forgive me, for making you worry or otherwise

i'm not sure what to do from here (i'm considering maybe moving main blogs to a clean slate eventually? this one will still be here i couldnt bear to get rid of it, i've just had it since i was 16 there's Baggage attached) but i'll be trying to ease my way back into relative normalcy before doing anything big ofc. in the meantime i will be vaguely floating around here again. see you around and thank you for your time..

#cryingcat.png #god i hope tumblr doesnt send out a stupid notifcation to all followers that i posted i dont know what the time limit for that is but augha #here i am tho either way #vent/ #i have missed people the entire time it is very hard to describe how stupid and cowardly it feels knowing i Could come back at any time #but also being utterly paralysed and afraid to do so. like surely i could just suck it up and i Tried but i am so so mentally unwell #i need to work on how fucked up my freeze/flight response to stress is really bad it ruins my life but i am still too unemployd for therapy #so my broke ass just has to deal with unpacking my own shit for 2 months/j #anyway the point is even tho i am getting better somewhat irl ive still been struggling to pluck up the courage to come back online #but i can't keep it up forever and completely shut down just bc it makes my anxiety superficially feel 'safer' #so here i am. feeling slightly less full of dread. bc i at very least owe it to everyone to let you all know im not dead or something idk #and i also owe it to myself to not be miserable on purpose forever!! #now i just have to get everything unmuted and wait for this to post see you on the other side

[crazyw3irdo]

been asked if i’ll make a hamlet version of my uquiz and truly like i get why you’d want me to do that but why would i do that when rosencrantz & guildenstern are dead exists

#if you haven’t seen it go watch it it rules #& tackles a lot of the same themes of fate and destiny that my quiz does #in more serious reasons: idk i feel like the impact of the hamlet one would be lessened? cause ppl already know that’s a tragedy #i mean ppl know that about r&j too but yknow it’s seen sorta as a corny stupid thing sometimes so the twist catches you off guard #no one misunderstands hamlet to be a beautiful romance or asks ‘well why didnt he check to see if ophelia was REALLY dead’ #(god someone ask me about one of those common r&j complaints i have answers prepared for all of em) #and also straight up i would need to reread hamlet to do that lol. i’ve only read it once or twice a while ago. r&j i’ve read… idk #like… maybe 15 times if i had to guess? and these are the only shakespeare works i’ve actually read lol #well. plays. i’ve read some sonnets but yknow. i should read midsummer nights & othello & [redacted] & twelfth night yknow #anyway yeah it’s a r&j special interest not shakespeare in general #tho i would genuinely say tragedies are a special interest in and of themselves given how like. almost everything i’m into is one #crazwaz posted

[borderlinegerard]

i hope i die, you broke my heart

#personal #my posts #so fucking tired oh my god #just yelled at my sister so loud that my throat is sore over a piece of fuciing plastic #sometimes ecerytbinf feels so bad and its like. what do i even do #like ok i relapse and i need a break from someone and they loose their fucking shit on me #taljing about how you always deal with my shit and youre tired of how i see you as the worst in the group #as if i didnt literally repeat to you over and over again that i love you and that i always will even when you kept denying it #all of the times youve left all the servers and the gc and all that and i was there to comfort you #theres a reason im always the person you go to #byt yeah . im neverrrr there for you #like is it just that im not there for you in the Same Way that youre there forme ?? #does it need to be completely equal to be fair #and idk. i know hes struggling too but its so fucking stupid because ive been struggling for months and i dont treat u like tjat #im tired of feeling like i have to do two times more than everyone else ro be worthy of their love #like sorry man but im fucking sick and tired #i know ill be fine without you but like youre so sick right now that i dont know what youll do without all of us #idk im just like. you used to be so kind but now youre writing your name in mu blood #and sometimes i feel bad because i didnt mean evedytbinf i said to you but lets be honest #you didnt mean everyrbinf you said either #and i dont know if you were ever the right person because a lot of the time i think we are just two chemicals that werent meant to mix #but ill always remember you when i hear that one song and im making it sound like this is some kind if goodbye but it Really isnt #but like there was a time when i would tear myself apart for you. mot even because i liked you that much #i guess i just wanted someone that liked me as much as you did??? #and when j say that it isnt even about one soecific oerson. its an amalgamation of ecery person tgat has ever loved me #a little more than they were supposed to #i think i hate ahen people love me Too Much because i dont want to be adored like that it scares me #iknow what thats like and i dont want to be someone fp Its so scary #okay if im being honest i dont know whbat the fuck im saying right mow #byt like. idk. im tired and i think im done. tbh

[camping-with-monsters]

I HAD THE FUNNIEST FUCKING DREAM THAT THIS BASICALLY HAPPENED

#FOR THE LOVE OF GOD I WOKE UP AND JUST STARTED LAUGHING WHEN I REMEMBERED IT #IT WAS SO STUPID LIKE #FIRST OF ALL. WHY IS MATPAT HOSTING A POKÉMON COMPETITION #SECOND OF ALL. WHO IN THEIR DAMN MIND BROUGHT A BUTTERFREE TO A RAYQUAZA FIGHT #THIRD OF ALL. POOR DAISY-MAE IS GOING THROUGH IT WHILE THIS IS HAPPENING #IT WAS LITERALLY THAT ONE PIC OF LIKE #THE GUY PLAYING POKÉMON GO WHILE HIS WIFE IS IN LABOR #fun fact: there was no confirmation in the dream if the kid she was having was her actual daughter in the story #daisy fucking mae!!!!! didn’t you learn last time!!!!!! /J #I think it all happened in an attic as well #oh I should also confirm that I was apparently the Butterfree #Daisy-Mae #Bliss #ocs #original characters #original stories #matpat #game theory #Pokémon #Butterfree #rayquaza #dreams I had #The Kiwi Draws

[iamfabiloz]

todays mood 😎

#sorry 4 da venting I don’t wanna vent like directly to people yknow rn bc I feel bad JWJWJJW #codysight noises #venting #KIND OFF idk #god I wish I was a robot I literally don’t wanna be myself so bad JWJWJW #the trans experience/j #today was uhhhhhhhhh ok but also I felt so sick and stressed I wanted to throw up and the reason for it is stupid 🤗🤗🤗 #I still feel so anxious it’s so dumb but also I am having worst case scenario brain so yayyy woo :)) #sorry 4 the rambling I will be normal tommorrow I prommy 😃😃(lying) #perceptor transformers #perceptor #cyberverse

[poptartmochi]

how can it only be Thursday 😔

#one more day of work.. wtf 😢 #im so peeved bc work had me so beat today.. i want to play a game or jam or SOMETHING to raise morale but for mental eelness reasons that #feels wrong.. like noo a customer cussed you out so now you must fuck off the rest of the day in repentance 😐 even eating dinner is #challenging.... maybe it's not the eelness but actually maybe the brief stint w catholicism in my childhood.. catholic guilt will haunt you #foreeeever 💃🏻 but. why! :( i would like to enjoy my 14 hours before i have to go back in the trenches and get condescended to by white #people 😭😭 tomorrow maybe I'll jump over the counter and start swinging on these people 😐 /j #but christ.. it's so exhausting. and like.. if you maintain the customer service persona you get cussed out. but god forbid you speak your #mind!! 😐 or speak at all! peasant! 😒🙄🙄 stupid retail worker #i wish all customers a very die 😐 anyways pray for me comrades.. i might just disintegrate so I don't have to go to work tomorrow 🤭😞 #sriracha.txt