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aki-xx · 5 months
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"I ALWAYS COME BACK"
This is the first drawing I published on Tumblr, I'm not one to publish my drawings but I like this one so here it is
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february-academia · 1 year
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28.04.2023
So much happened this week. (In tags I'll rant about it)
N4 is coming and my prep is not at all good. Took a test today and i failed🥲. But i know my prep is soo bad,it was bound to happen. So have to study for that.
College exams are coming🥹 also have to study for that. The dissertation proposal is in the finalising stage,so that's good. But have to work on it properly imo.
Then i also proposed another research study to my professor and he has encouraged me to go for it. So,also have to work on it.
These very cutu plants in the scorching heat were a treat to eyes and mind.
Got this book from the library and I'm really enjoying reading the essays.
( correction in a tag- she scored less than me in class and she was all sad sad. With her i had to suppress my happiness at moments like these)
#here i go#so here in this clg i have 2 friends mainly they are my classmates and one is roomates also so thsi roomate is very toxic i kinda knew it#from the start but ignoted it bcs we became friends when we used to have online lectures and haven't met each other and somethings happened#in which she helped me so i was kinda obliged to stay w her. and after sometime i kinda strted feeling it. all the bad vibes#the toxicity she carry for other ppl judging them on their appearances and whenever i trued to correct her tries to manipulate things#like she jas all of the mean girl vibe but i the clown couldn't just had the courage or ways to not be w her i so wnated to but couldn't#it was all so fucked up and living w her. i changed i started judging ppl. this was so bad. she went through soem toughtimes and as i frien#friend i cared for her i was there for her almost all the times and most of the times whenever i needed her she was not.#tries to dominate always and the incident due to ehich I'm writing all this is - I'm not earing well properly well from past month she know#and last sunday i was very excited to this dish and i wanted to take more and she said very rudely how much more will you eat? i said i did#not had lunchand almost didn't eat the ehole day what's yhe nig deal abt it why tou saying and stopping me like that and she said i did not#say it she said again i did not say it with that rude voice like she can never be wrong and ppl wjom i rarely talk to have noticed that#I've lost weight but she who luves wirh me almost all the time do not know it whom I've talked to abt this don't knwo it . i didn't have#any appetite after that i just stuffed the food unsideand went outside wiyjout syaing anything 8 wanted ro puke so bad i controlled my#i couldn't beleive what just happened i didn't try to talk to her and she obviously wouldn't bcs of teh ego and then there's another friend#and classmate of us and she has a great bond w her then after taht incident she is also not talking ro me and. avoiding me in the corridor#making me feel like I'm the onw wrong here and thwse 2 ppl were not on talking term a week ago again ego calshes this other girl didn't#so yeah i got snakes here#now I'm all alone but this feels great literally like yes i cried and couldn't sleep bcs even tho i knew they are not always what they show#they were the only obes here i was able to form a bond with ( i hate this part so much now)and i care abt friendships alot but it ended#they are not talking to me I'm not talking to them. but thus whole thing made me free now I'm free i don't have to wait for them everytime#i want to go to library or to a class or to a walk bcs they wanted everything to be done in a grp#and I'm going everyday out to study to walk and to jyst peacefully live bcs now I don't have to deal with negativity and toxicity anymore#i feel myself again my trye self who was kind to ppl who wanted to just study quietly in evening who wanted to just go in class on time#i don't have to feel that if i di this will she judge me I'm feeling free with what I'm wearing I'll enjoy and celebrate all my wins#and achievements of the last year bcs i couldn't even enjoy those when i was with her just bcs she didn't got less tahn me#I'm smiling more nad I'm loving more myself to actually avle to come out of thsi spiral i didn't even know i could so yay#listening to you're on your own kid in loop and it made me so happy#that's it done. there was so much to say ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hope you got some idea of what's happening in my life#sending you all love and light and if you find urslf in somesimilar situation or any difficulty rn hope you get out of it very soon<3
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spitinsideme · 4 months
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I JUST WATCHED TROLLS 2 AND 3 AND POMNI AND FAGATHA ARE LITTERALY THAT ONE COUPLE IN TROLL 3 THEY ARE ACTUALLY BRUCE AND HIS WIFEE!!!! THEY ARE THEM!!!!
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first of sll, i want to sy that youre completely right and this is kind of them and secomd of all, i am about to be hormh for trolls 2 world tpur delta the country troll because i need to talk aboitit so badly. im putting a warning now that i am going to he HORNY i will get NSFW !!! i jst neees to get this off my chest i domt.care read at your own risk ive warned yo all
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for the record, i love and respext women and i think all women are complex and have so muxb to.them. i also am normal
this womaj right here ... this love of my life .. never ib my life hav ei thought that trolls coukd have sex appeal, i domt look st them and think yeah whatever fuckable because they never have. bit her ? her aura lf sadness, her i take no shit thing, her toughness ... god i get the sex appeal now i fucking get it because i want her so .. so badly ...
i want to.fuckimg RIDE her and i donr even mean her horse side i dont want to ride her like a cowgirl bit god if she wants to do it in cowgirl position i happily fucking ill get in posoition ill get rrady and god o will JUMP on whateber thr fucm she will have me juml on i dont even lime dick but if she had one ? im giving the most sloppy, toe curling, gut wrenching, hair pulling, blood sucking, world ending, pussy shatterimg, cock destroying, orgasm overload head of the WORLD. illngive a mew meaning to a blowjob and if she has a pussy shit ill fuckong eat it too id do whatever she wnated id get on my knees for her id hump the FUCK out of her four horse legs shw wpukd have my wetness stuck in her fur for weeks afrer that and id lick kt lff okay id clesn it off for her id use my tongue skills tp do the jlb RIGHR and id ensing eery ssimgle second of having my tomfue on her. i want her to mount me like a fuckong horse i want her on.top of me as i lay stosmxh on.the floor i want her destroying me i want my inskde ANNIHILATED !!!! i want her to fuck me so hard my ovaries become scrambled eggs abd she tames them out, fries them, seasoms them, and serves them to me on a plate and tells me i did a good job with her beautoful southern voice. i want her to literlly obliterate me i want her to trample me i want my stomach lining to be destroyed becayse she wilm shove her hoove so far down my thrlst that it will cause friction burn and make my saliva acidic i liteelaly want her to est me oit and make me see god and have him be disgusted and terrfied at the sounds im makimg he needs to be scared and regret ever making genitals for humans becayse the face and the sounds i will be making will caise him to start planning a homosapien extermaination to start over humanity because hes terrfied of what he created by giving humajs sexual pleasure thats how good she will eat me out.
and.god her voide ? her fucking voice ? her southern accent ???? take me already ??? i want tp make her scream i need to mske her scream i want to.her her say my namewith her southern accent and i want her to call me sweerie throufhout it and ill make sure i please her so much that she will say it bwcause indeserce ir after makung her eyes rolls baxk and her legs kick i wanr her to kick me as shes having an orgasn i aant her o literally send me flying woth her kicks she shpukd kick me so hard that inget internal bleeding but, even with blood driping down my mouth from my lungs being punctured from my broken ribs, i come back.to help ride her throifh her orgasm and give her as many more as she wants i want her pulling my hair until she rips it all out and ingo bald id have a wig eveey single time and id suoer glue it onto my head so i coukd fall how jars shes pulling i wsnt her to pull that superglued wig off every time and i want to have my skull showikg by the ampunt of skin and musfle she pulled off
AND THE HAID ???THE FUCKING HAIE ???? GOD !!!! IM GETTING STARTED ON THAT BECAUSE JESUF FUCKING CHRIST I MEAN JOLLY FUCKING JEEZ ILL DO ANYTHING JUST TAKE ME ALREASY !!! her hair looks sosos soft and i want to touch jt .. i woukd beg for some of her hair, and then id take crochet courses abd lesrn how to crochet and after id do all that and do lots of practice id make knickers and a bra using the hair she had so kindly given me and id wear it every single day every single hour eveeh single minite for all the secknds that pass and it wpukd feel like delta herself touching me everyrwhere in those places for so long id even make fill on clothes out of he rhair and id wear them rverday and id get the appeal of clorhed sex, id never take my clothes off anymore, i woukdnt even have to because just having those clothes on would count as clothed sex becaause of how lustful id feel just wesing them. everyrime id move and the fricrion make the clorhes get mkre omto my body id start sweating, abd the swear would make the cllthes stick mkre tonmy body abd at that point id have the mosr earth desteoyong orgasm, the ground bellw me would be so destroyed that i could see the other side of the world from the hole i jjst created using my hole do you undeeatand ? im gay for herm i want her. i want to make a dildo using her hoove shape, and then i want to make a.cover for it using her hair anr that thong woukd be inside me every single fucking dsy nonstop id neve rtake ir our, by day two it woukd be disimtegrated because of how wet id made ir i woukd mske it out of steel or whateve5 fuckingg stromg ass materail but the poert of my pussy and love woukd get it to disintgerate and go soggy lke paper. that thing woukd merge inside me that it woukd count as a third limb it wpukd count as a whole new beong inside me id name it. my medical records would have tonbe changed to account for the thing i made in her honour because it ould nor officialby be part of me. it woukd be in there forever.
basiclsly, what im trying to say is, i think shes a reallyy cool charavter 👍
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masckarlach · 6 months
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OC questions tag meme!
THANK U USER FRAY @bg3 FOR TAGGING ME!!
i will be doing only wren bc ill be so honest theyre the only bitch ive developed
under cut :3
Name:
wren!! chose virtue name harmony but doesnt use it bc she thinks its cringe (subject to change throughout game, not Quite sure)
Nickname(s):
tavernkeeps tend to call them birdie or little bird :p other than that, their older sister calls them spots a lot (due to her little boney growths along their forehead and cheeks)
Gender:
wren doesnt think about gender much other than their chest is a nuisance. they dont think abt it in the sense that being a woman isnt something they necessarily like. see themself as similarly with being a man itslike. nonbinary by virtue of genuinely just not percieving themself and not wnating to
Star sign:
copypasting frays explanation here!! im not so good at lore stuff so my answer will be... off!
this is a little difficult because realms lore has changed on this a lot, if i'm correct in my information. from people being blessed by stars or entire consellations to each month actually having a sign in more recent lore. here is a link anyone doing this for realms ocs (like bg3 ocs) can use to figure this out! the lore on stars and consellations in the realms is spotty at best, but this could be helpful if you wanna go that route!
wren was born at the end of marpenoth, a few days from the start of uktar :3 their sign is praying mantis but i dont know what this means
Height:
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just wanted to show wrenlach height giff :3
Orientation:
wren themself isnt too sure of this. theyre pretty sure theyre not into men but they like... havent really explored much outside of flirting with everyone they meet. they dont know but i do. trheyre a nonbinary lesbian.
Nationality/Ethnicity:
wrens an Unspecified Tiefling with a human mother born and raised and living pre Worm Abduction in the lower city of baldurs gate
Favourite fruit:
wren likes apples and pears :3 they think they taste like sand but they like the taste of sand
Favourite season:
wren likes whenever its not too hot and not too cold and not too windy and not too polleny. consitution (8) of a sheltered victorian noble child
Favourite flower:
wren likes potato flowers :3 theyve always been more of a herb person than a flower person truth be told
Favourite scent:
freshly baked bread. when its still soft. a little luxury she afforded herself once in a while whilst in baldurs gate, occasionally given as payment for a days work. wren likes the smell of bread.
Coffee, tea, or hot chocolate:
given the lack of monster energies in faerun lets go coffee. she thinks it tastes like pee pee and poo poo but shotguns it bc it makes her buzz
Average hours of sleep:
anywhere between 1 and 24 hours. roll a dice baby.
Dog or cat person:
wrens an equal opportunities animal enjoyer. dogs maybe. bc wren likes birds and cats keep killing her friends
Dream trip:
wren would like to stay home tbh. adventuring has made them grow as a person bc if they had their way theydve stayed curled up with the artifact in an abandoned house theyd found
Favourite fictional character:
the mermaid from the mermaid smut book wyll, wylls dad and shart have read.
Number of blankets they sleep with:
ideally every blanket in existence. they can make do with 1, maybe even none but they will complain abt being cold and the lack of pressure
Random fact:
wren bites their fingers so her hands are always chapped and bleeding
TAGS!!!!!!!!!!
@bigfatlesbian @oyyokat @orkbutch @lesbianshadowheart @atomicbouquet-heart and anyone else who wants 2 :p
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cubbyyyy · 1 year
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Ohmnanon/Patpran
I’m staying off twitter these days for my mentality and peace (it’s still really hard) so i need to vent here.
I’M SO DAMN AFRAID OF THE OURSKYY 2 SPECIAL EPISODE HELP. 
I’ve never loved a bl as much as I love bad buddy; I’ve been obsessed with it for a year now (and when I mean obsessed, I mean OBSESSED, I still have to force myself to watch other shows; never enjoy a show even a tiny bit as much as bbs; ergo I’m still down bad). So bad buddy is very dear to me and if it gets ruined i’ll cry. more than that probably. I’m always naturally afraid of 2nd seasons/special episodes bc of that. I trust P’Aof  but I feel like I’ve been send back to the week I spent between episode 11 and 12. IT’S SO HARD TO NOT BE AFRAID. 
And now with all the twitter beef in the greenred fandom help.
I can’t even begin to talk about my inappropriate obsession with ONs friendship (I know I shouldn’t have invested myself as much as i did, I’m working on never doing that again and losing the unhealhty aspect of it all). So the past few months been hard on that front. Greenreds being divided into solo stans still feels so surreal (and I’ll still never pick a side; I love them both but the stans always arguing and creating so damn much hate on both boys bc of that really hunts me). It’s been rough and maybe that’s why ON frienship suffered. Or maybe not. Maybe it’s something completely different but i don’t care; It’s their private life and they are allowed to choose their friends and if they weren’t meant to be that’s it. And it’s okay. And they don’t own us anything. 
BUT JESUS FUCKING CHRIST IF THE MOOD THEY HAVE TOWARDS EACH OTHER JUST BARELY TOUCHES MY PATPRAN I WON’T SURVIVE. I believe they are good actors, of course they are, and I know the script of Bad buddy was amazing in itself BUT a lot of Bad buddys charm was the improvs of ON; Ohmnanon really did a lot of them and a lot of moments craved off their natural chemistry with one another. They understood each other and what they wnated to bring across perfectly. I think their friendship kinda seeped through their characters and it was lovely while it lasted AND NOW OURSKYY 2 HAS TO BE FILMED WHILE THE MOOD IS SO DAMN OFF IN RL THAT I JUST WANT TO TELL SOMEONE TO STOP FILMING IT. LIke I had so many hopes for OurSkyy 2 ( i really wanted a proposal and a new patpran kiss and cuddly fluffy happy time with them being domestic..) and now.. i don’t know. I can just wait. And hope. And pray. And give my first born. 
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lets-ignore-that · 1 year
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HELP WNATED 2???? WE BACK AT IT AGAIN??
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twstgameplay · 1 year
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So for the NRC joint exams I wnated to ask if you could help me with my teams.Spells of SSRs are Lv.5 and Spells of Srs ans Rs are lv.1 except the healers and groom lilia 10/10,Silk Cater 5/10,Beans Vil10/10.Buddies of SSRs are lv 6-7 and buddies of Srs and Rs that are lv 40 or above are lv.6.I can always get an A in my exams and in the last NTC joint exam i got an A
Thx:))))——–
Fire Basic
Dorm Epel (Healer, S ATK buddy with Vil, S HP Buddy with Vil and Rook) HW Vil (S ATK Buddy with Lilia) Lab Lilia (For HW Vil Duo) Halloween Silver (Healer) Dorm Rook Support (M HP Buddy with Epel, S ATK Buddy with Lilia)
3 duos on the team. Vil is your finisher
Water Defense
GM Idia (M HP Buddy with Lilia) GM Lilia (M ATK Buddy with Idia) Burst Gear Ortho (Healer, M HP buddy with Idia) Dorm Cater (M HP Buddy with Trey) Dorm Trey Support (M HP Buddy with Cater, S HP Buddy with GM Idia)
Use GM Idia M1 before his duo and use GM Lilia M1 to activate Idia’s duo
Flora Defense
HW Silver (Healer, M HP Buddy with Kalim) Birthday Boy Kalim (M HP Buddy with Vil, S ATK Buddy with Vil) Beans Floyd (Healer, ATK Buddy with Vil) Beans Vil (S HP Buddy with Floyd) HW Silver Support (Healer, M HP Buddy with Kalim)
Try to get Beans Floyd Heal on turn 1 or 2 and not use him until after he finishes healing
If you are not doing enough damage, use the both spells of the same HW Silver in one turn to boost the damage of both spells..
Try to end on Turn 5-1 with Bday Kalim M2 or Beans Vil M2.
Cosmic Basic
Robes Epel Dorm Leona (S ATK Buddy with Vil) Dorm Vil (M ATK Buddy with Epel) HW Silver (S ATK Buddy with Leona) Dorm Leona Support (S ATK Buddy with Vil)
4 duo team where every duo has their ATK buddy present
Omni Defense
GM idia (M HP Buddy with Lilia) GM Lilia (M ATK Buddy with Idia) HW Silver (Healer) Dorm Cater (M HP Buddy with Trey) Dorm Trey Support (Healer, M HP Buddy with Cater, S HP Buddy with GM Idia)
HW Silver is there as a healer and to balance out the elements on the team.
~ 👑
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agentcable · 3 months
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Law & Order Special Victims Unit Season 22 Ep. 2 "Ballad of Dwight and Irena"
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The Special Victims Unit is called to investigate a likely case of domestic and child abuse when a boy is found with bruises at school, and his mother is found unconscious and beaten in her apartment. The mother's boyfriend is suspected of being the abuser, with the mother's son being the main target of the abuse. However, the case takes a sudden turn when the abuser is mudered, and the boy confesses to killing him. But things are not as they seem. Tutuola is giving his deposition on a case he previously handled. He fatally shot a man with his son watching. He battles on.
If you want to watch the series for yourself, stop reading! This post contains spoilers to the storyline.
In Law & Order SVU's episode "The Things We Have To Lose", Fin shoots and kills Leon to protect Leon's son André.
During Fin's deposition, Joelle Fuller explains that she was unaware of Leon's parole until Fin informed her. She then asked Fin no to report Leon's contact with her and André to his parole officer. However, Fin informed her that it was a violation and he would have to report it, which would result in Leon returning to prison. Fin's attorney questions him about the matter, but Joelle's attorney insists that the law is clear and that Fin was required to report it. Fin's attorney inquires whether Joelle wnated Leon to be released on parole so that he could pay child support. Joelle responds by shouting that she did not want her son to witness his father being shot and bleeding out on the kitchen floor. Fin remembers the events in his mind.
Meanwhile, in Irena Nowak's apartment, Irena and Dwight were having sex. Irena expressed her dissatisfaction that Dwight did not call before showing up. Dwight responded by complaining about his long drive and mentioning that he brought something for his daughter. Irena then asked if he could bring something for Will next time, to which Dwight replied that Will was not his child. Shortly after, Leann interrupted them by calling for her mother, saying that she was hungry, with Will following closely behind. Will offered to help, but Dwight became angry and yelled at him to shut the door. Will slammed the door, and Dwight called him a fruit tart. Irena offered to make breakfast, and Dwight jokingly suggested they get married. She asked if that was a proposal.
Irena prepares breakfast. When Will reaches for more food, Dwight becomes angry. He grabs Will's arm roughly and calls him a little thief, accusing him of grabbing his bacon. Will explains that he is vegan, but Dwight calls him a liar and continues to hurt him. Dwight tells Will that if he doesn't toughen up, the world will run right over him. He motions as if he will hit Will, and Will recoils. However, Irena tries to distract Dwight with more coffee, and he pays more attention to his daughter.
Benson is on the phone with Fin while walking into her office with Rollins at SVU. She apologizes to Fin and encourages him to preserve. Rollins expresses surprise that Fin has been deposed for five hours and complains that it is unfair since Joelle is suing him despite the fact that he saved André's life. Benson explains that Joelle is in an abusive relationship and identifies with her abuser. Rollins acknowledges this but laments that Fin is the last person who deserves to be going through this. Kat asks if she can go for a run to Fort George. Benson asks why, and Kat explains that a nurse from I.S. 196 called and reported a boy with bruising. Rollins asks what the boy said, and Kat replies that he was evasive. The nurse overheard a domestic situation when she called the boy's mother. Benson suggests that a domestic violence report should be filed at the local precinct. However, Kat adds that there is a daughter in the apartment, and the nurse is concerned about possible sexual abuse. Benson agrees and instructs Rollins to wait for backup if the situation seems risky. They leave Benson's office.
In the hall, Kat comments to Rollins that Benson is still keeping a close eye on her. Rollins explains that four years ago, they lost Chief Dodd's son on a DV call, and Benson has never forgiven herself. As they step into the elevator, the camera zooms in on Mike Dodd's photo hanging on the wall.
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At Irena's, Kat knocks on the door, but there is no answer. The superintendent informs her that Irena is at home and that he saw the person who had upset her leave without her. Rollins asked who the jerk was, and he replied to leave him out of it. They entered the room and found Irena unconscious on the florr, with no one else present. Kat called for an ambulance. At the hospital, Rollins and Kat explained to Benson that Irena Nowak's son, Will, is from her ex, and that she has a 6-year-old child from her trucker boyfriend, Dwight Wagner. Rollins added that Wagner was a good old boy who came in high and she sent him downstairs to vape. Benson inquires about the children, andd Kat informs her that the school is holding them. Benson responds with a simple "good" and asks Kat to try and gather more information from Will. She then instructs Rollins to take Dwight with her.
Benson speaks with Irena and confirms that Irena doesn't remember everything but recalls fainting. Irena explains that she was in a hurry to pick up her children. Benson notes that Irena has a black eye and some bruising on her arm. She doesn't say anything else.
Rollins speaks with Dwight, who says he was supposed to be on the road already. He does long hauls for a freight broker, but he came right away when Irena called. He lives in West Virginia and sees her when he passes through. When Rollins mentions people hearing a disturbance, Dwight replies that people should mind their own business. He adds that back home, it is legal to beat your wife on Sunday and tells her to look it up.
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Irena informs Benson that they were not fighting. Benson inquires if she remembers receiving a call from Will's school regarding the bruising on his arm. However, Dwight tells Rollins that schools tend to overreact and that the boys were just tussling. He can assume how it happened, stating that Will is small and the other kids push him around. He tries to teach him to defend himself. Rollins asks how he teaches him, and he glares at her, saying he know what she's implying but swears he would never harm that boy.
Irena insists that she fell and says it doesn't matter. Dwight will be gone soon. Benson explains that her kids are at school with a detective. Irena maintains that she is a good mother and would never let anything happen to either of them.
At I.S. 196, Kat spoke with the nurse. The nurse mentioned that Will always has a story to explain his injuries, but she did not believe him that day. After calling his mother, she tried his father, who stated that Irena's boyfriend bullies Will. He also mentioned that she should have called earlier. The pandemic has made things worse, and many kids are stuck at home, stressed, and have no one to look out for them except for those who are abusing them.
Kat talks with Will outside. He tells her that some boys on the subway demanded his metro card, but he refused, and they started attacking him. Kat sympathizes with him and shares that she has experienced similar situations before. She asks if he lives with his mom and sister, to which he responds affirmatively, except when Dwight stays over. When Kat inquires about their relationship, Will hesitates before admitting that he doesn't like it when Dwight yells at his mom. Kat then asks if Dwight was yelling at her today. A man calls out "Will!" as he walks up. Will acknowledges his dad, who is there with his sister. His dad asks how Will is doing and introduces himself to Kat as Marc Vargas from the 117. He asks to take Will off her hands, but Kat introduces herself and says they are almost done. He understands but doesn't want his son being dragged into this. He tells Will to go play with his sister. As they walk off together, Marc comments that he guesses Dwight is back in town. Kat nods. Marc comments taht he is not just saying this because he is Irena's ex, but the guy has anger management issues. Kat explains that Will said he got mugged. Marc says he will talk to him and fill her in. He adds that he should have fought harder for custody. He also mentions that Irena and Dwight have been involved with each other for years.
While Carisi is getting some coffee, he discusses the case with Benson and Kat. He asks if Dwight has a criminal record, and Kat explains that he has multiple misdemeanors, including assault, and Irena has a record for a bar fight in West Virginia. Benson adds that the local precinct responded three times to neighbour complaints when Dwight was in town, but she stood by her man, which is typical. When Carisi comments that she won't file a complaint, Benson shakes her head no. Benson suggests filing a restraining order, but Irena fears it may escalate the situation. Carisi proposes finding a way to get Dwight out of the house since he doesn't live there.
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While Irena covers her bruises, she tells Benson that Dwight is staying an extra day to take care of her and is currently out buying aspirin. Benson understands Irena's concerns, but Irena clarifies that she is not just worried about herself and mentions that the doctor has advised her to take it easy. Benson suggests that the kids stay with Irena's ex for the night, but Irena explains that Marc's new wife wouldn't agree. She insists that everyone will be fine.
During Fin's deposition, André testified that his father was upset, so he ran to him. He was not afraid, even when his father held a knife to his throat, stating that he knew his father would not hurt him. André then asked Fin why he had to shoot his father. Fin looks away.
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Later, back at SVU, Fin checks in with Benson in her office. He tells her that Joelle claims to be worried about André, but then made him testify, leading Fin to believe that Joelle has her eye on the prize. Benson and Fin discuss the events of that night, acknowledging that he did what he had to do. Fin agrees and Benson reminds him to prioritize his well-being. Benson warns Fin about the toll that lawsuits and depositions can take on a person. They recognize that the current situation has changed their perspective. Fin jokingly compares Benson to Phoebe, and Benson asks about his personal life. He says that is about the only good thing to come out of this pandemic. Kat enters and announces that she just received an alert about Irena's building. Benson offers to go with Kat, but Fin comments that he is still on the job.
Benson and Fin arrive at Irena's building, weher police and EMTs are present. Benson asks if Irena is gone, but it's not Irena, it's Dwight who is dead, having been electrocuted in the bathtub. Irena called it in, and she and Leann are with the super's family.
Carisi is in Benson's office at SVU discussing Irena's abusive boyfriend who was electrocuted by a hair dryer in the bathtub. Benson confirms that the cause of death was due to an old model blow dryer and faulty wiring in the pre-war building. The manner of death has not yet been determined. Benson remains silent. Carisi asks if they think it was an accident, but Fin gives him a look that says otherwise. Irena reveals that her ex-husband, who is a cop, told her to wait for her lawyer. Leann was present, and Will is with his ex. Benson instructs Fin to accompany Kat and bring them here. Rollins interrupts with Irena's lawyer, Counselor Calabrese, who used to work with the PBA. He comments on the DA's office already being there and hopes this isn't a rush to judgement.
Calabrese walks into the interview room with Benson and Rollins and states that it is clear they are looking at a tragic accident. Benson says they just need to hear from Irena, who claims it was an accident. Benson comments that Irena calle 911, asking if she found him. Irena explains that Dwight had been in the tub for a while, and Leann needed to use the bathroom. She knocked, but there was no answer, so she went in. She found him lying there with the hair dryer and must have fallen in. Rollins asks for more details, but Calabrese says Irena told them what she saw. Irena said she didn't know what to do, was afraid to touch him, and didn't want Leann to see, so she closed the door and called 911. Yesterday, Irena informed Benson that her ex would be dropping off Leann and Will. During the converstation, Irena paused and mentioned that she had informed Marc about Benson's nervousness regarding Will's presence, so Marc kept him at his house.
Carisi is washing his hands. Leann, who is there with an officer, asks when she can see her mom. He replies that she can see her soon. He asks if they are doing okay. The officer says she has this. Leann says she is hungry. When hot dogs are suggested, she says Will doesn't like them because they have to kill cows to make them. She adds that Will made veggie burgers for dinner last night, right before daddy had his accident Carisi tells Benson that he believes Leann meant last night. Benson looks over at Irena, who is asking Rollins if she can take Leann home. Rollins tells Irena that they still have some things to sort out. Will arrives with his father, and Irena tells them that he doesn't know anything about this. Rollins instructs Will to tell them what he knows. Benson directs Officer Vargas to the interview room and requests to speak with Fin.
During the questioning, Fin and Kat, along with Marc Vargas, asked will about his whereabouts. Will stated that his father picked him and Leann up, and he took both kids back to his house. He wanted to go with Leann, but his father wouldn't let him because of Dwight. Fin inquired about Will's dinner with his stepmom and asked if they had veggie burgers and if his little sister enjoyed them. Will was suprised by how Fin knew that, but Marc interjected, stating that they were finished with the questioning. Fin explains that they are both cops and will check the traffic cams and Marc's cell. He asks if Irena called Marc when she found Dwight. Marc admits that she did and that she was in a panic and needed advice. When Will starts to speak, Marc tells him to shut up. Indignantly, Marc questions Fin about how they treat a fellow officer. He grabs Will's arm andd tells him to go, but Will resists and tells his father to stop. Will explains that he was there and that he did it. They were arguing, and their mother was cyring, and he was going to hurt her again, but Will wouldn't let that happen. Marc tells him to shut up and asks how dumb he is. Marc tells the detectives that they played him, and he knew he should have brought a lawyer. Pointing to Will, he adds, "Not another word until he gets one." Fink looks back at the observation window where Benson and Carisi were watching. Carisi turns off the speaker and admits his fear, while Benson notes that Will has been a victim of bullying his entire life and has finally fought back.
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Benson and Rollins speak with Irena and Calabrese. Calabrese states that Irena is confused. Benson requests that they start over. Irena confesses that Will was home when Dwight died. Benson inquires if they were fighting and if Will was defending her. Calabrese questions if that is what Will was claiming. Irena maintains that he walked in and Dwight was dead, and it must have been an accident. Rollins reports that Will says he threw the hair dryer into the tub. Benson asks if Calabrese was trying to protect Irena from something. Calabrese tells Irena to be quiet and asks if they have a confession from the boy. Rollins confirms they do and they need corroboration. Calabrese snaps at Irena and says she is going home with Leann. Benson whispers to Irena to listen, but Irena grabs her purse and runs off.
Benson informs the group that Pippa Cox, a child defense lawyer, has agreed to represent Will. Carisi expresses his surprise that he will be charged, but Rollins argues that Will acted in self-defense after being bullied by Dwight. Benson confirms that Cox is a competent lawyer and the team agrees that Will will need her help. Carisi reminds her that the only way it would be considered self-defense is if he was threatened in the moment and his mother confirms it. Rollins insists it was an accident, but Benson points out that his claim is coming from her ex-husband and lawyer. Benson also notes that Irena tends to do what the men in her life tell her to do. Fin believes that Irena is letting her son take the fall for her actions. He quickly adds that he is due back in his deposition and exits. Carisi sighs and admits that he doesn't want to charge Will, but they need to take action. Benson requests a warrant for Will's cell phone, computer, and other devices, and Carisi agrees to obtain one. He inquires about the forensics in the bathroom, but Rollins informs him that they are inconclusive due to the presence of everyone's fingerprints. Carisi acknowledges that the only person telling the truth is Leann, who is only six years old and can only be interviewed in the presence of her mother. Carisi advises her to try it because if they don't provide something exculpatory immediately, Will is going to bear the full weight.
Rollins and the CSU are with Irena. She reports that her lawyer said they can go through her belongings, but she cannot speak with them. Rollins inquires about Will's computer, and Irena directs her to his study area. Rollins requests and receives Irena's cell phone. Leann enters with Kar, and Rollins asks Leann to show Kat her bedroom. Irena intervenes, stating that Leann cannot be alone with either of them. Rollins instructs all three to leave and remains in her current location.
Leann explains that Will has the top bunk. When her dad is not there, she can sleep with her mom. Irena appears uncomfortable. Kat asks if Irena wants Leann to tell the truth, and she responds affirmatively. Leann states that her mom always tells her to tell the truth, then asks if Irena will get mad if she reveals what happened to her dad. Irena responds that he is in heaven, and Leann says that God is not angry, even if Dwight was yelling. Kat asks who and when, yelling. Irena reminds her that the lawyer said they shouldn't. Leann cuts in and says she remembers Irena telling her not to tell anyone that he was yelling at her in the bathroom right before he had his accident.
Sherry, Dwight's pregnant wife, visits Assistant District Attorney Dominik Carisi's office at 1 Hogan Place. Carisi informs herr that they are still investigating the case. She hopes to learn who murdered her husband and expresses her grief over the fact that their child will never meet their father. While they talk, Carisi's phone rings, and he receives a call from Rollins, prompting him to ask Sherry to slow down.
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During the interrogation at SVU, Calabrese tells Benson and Carisi that Leann is only 6 years old and cannot distinguish between truth and make-believe, making her testimony inadmissible. Carisi points out that Leann knew her mother told her to lie, while Irena explains that she didn't want Will to be arrested. Despite Benson's continued questioning, Calabrese insists that they already have a confession from the boy. Carisi notes that Will and Leann's stories don't match and they need Irena's account to clarify what happened. Calabrese suggests that the child either committed the act or it was an accident. He believes that everyone is better off now that Dwight is gone. Carisi questions whether this includes Dwight's grieving pregnant widow in West Virginia. Irena is taken aback, stating that Dwight had told her they broke up years ago. She adds that whatever she is saying it is common law at most. Benson interjects, stating that Dwight was a liar who had lied to and abused both Irena and her son. Calabrese interrupts Carisi and says that there are no mitigating circumstances. Carisi argues that Calabrese convinced Irena to let her son do the time. Irena objects, saying that her son is only 14 and won't go to jail. Carisi insists that he has no choice but to charge Will as an adult. He storms out of the interrogation room, followed by Benson who slams the door behind her.
Pippa Cox is in a courthouse meeting room with Will. She questions Carisi, who is charging Will as an adult, saying it was clearly self-defense. Carisi comments that Dwight was electrocuted while naked in the bathtub. He does not see imminent danger, but if Will tells him what really happened that night, he would be more than happy to redirect this to juvenile court. Pippa counters that Will could still be locked up until he is 18, adding that Dwight was terrorizing him that night. Carisi believes that if it were true, his mother would have heard something since it's a small apartment. Will denies that it was loud, but Carisi insists that his sister said it was and that all three of them were in the bathroom. Will claims that his mother wasn't there. Frustrated, Carisi decides to leave the room and tells Will that he understands his concern for his mom, but sooner or later the truth will come out. Will insists that his mother was not present and that he alone was responsible. He became upset when Leann needed to use the bathroom and Dwight told him to be quiet and use the kitchen sink instead. Will saw Dwight in the tub with a hair dryer and snapped. Carisi confirms that Dwight was in the tub, and Will affirms that he was. Carisi stares at Pippa and warns her that if she continues to stick to her story, she will lose the self-defense argument. He shakes his head and exits the room.
During the Supreme Court hearing Doctor Truman testified that Dwight's death was not an accident. Dwight's wife watched from the gallery. When cross-examined, he admitted that he was not in the room and could not know if Will felt threatened. He only knew the forensic reality of the man in the tub. Marc Vargas also testified that Irena called him and informed him of Dwight's death, and that he had to get Will out of the house. Marc assumed that Will killed him, but he did not tell the police that it was self-defense. He must admit that he got Will out of the apartment and did not know what happened. He was worried about his son. Carisi, a police officer, asks Marc what it would mean if someone lied to him. Marc responds by asking what Carisi wants him to say. Carisi ends his questioning. During cross-examination, Pippa asks about Dwight bullying Will, and Marc admits that he was aware and should have intervened sooner. He believes that Will was afraid of Dwight. However, when asked if his son is capable of murder, he replies that Will would never harm another human being unless he was absolutely forced to.
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Benson speaks with Irena in the stairwell. Irena is waiting to testify. Benson explains that Marc just finished testifying and Irena thinks he blamed her. She says he never listened to her, and he was right not to. She should have known better. Irena grew up in a house where someone was beaten every day, and she swore she would never let that happen to her kids.
Meanwhile, Fin is still being deposed. He says he doesn't know why Leon thought that. He wasn't involved with Joelle. Fin came to his home and got involved in a domestic situation with André, a young boy trying to protect his mom. The lawyer asked about the night of Leon's death. André was afraid that Fin would hurt his father and rushed to his dad's side. However, Fin claimed that Leon called him to use him aas a shield. Joelle argued that Leon loved André andd would have never hurt him. Fin says it doesn't matter. He's seen it so many times before. A man in that state will take his wife and kid down. If he can't have them, nobody can. There was no way he was going to let the two of them walk out of there.
Back at the courthouse, Irena testified about the events that occurred. Unfortunately, she was too late to prevent the tragedy. When asked why she didn't call 911 immediately, she explained that she was afraid and believed it was self-defense. She believed that Dwight was going to attack her when she arrived and found him in the tub. However, she admits that she should have told the truth from the beginning and apologizes. During cross-examination, Carisi questioned her about what she witnessed. She saw the hair dryer plugged in and off the shelf. He challenges that Will had no time to plug in the hair dryer. There was no sign of a struggle, and Dwight was submerged on the fair side of the tub. She does not remember, but he questions if she thought her son murdered Dwight. Pippa objects, but the judge overrules. Irena looksd over to her lawyer, but Carisi tells her to look at her son. She breaks under the pressure and admits to killing Dwight. Everyone is surprised.
Later, Carisi complains to Benson in the hallway that Irena is attempting to cause a mistrial, but Benson disagrees. She mentions that Pippa was more surprised than Carisi. Carisi claims that Will has been covering for Irena since the beginning, and Benson explains that he has been trying to protect his mother his whole life, first from her ex, then from Dwight, and now from Carisi. Benson walks away.
Benson and Carisi entered the conference room. Calabrese informed them that Irena was in a fragile state of mind due to the stress of seeing her son on the defense table. When Carisi mentioned perjury, Calabrese denied it. Benson the requested Irena to tell them wat happened that night. Irena explained that Leann needed to use the bathroom and Will went in first. Dwight started yelling while he was in the tub. Will was holding the dryer while Dwight taunted him, saying that he didn't have the nerve to drop it. Irena overheard Will saying that he would take care of the family and never let anyone hurt him again. He took action to protect them. Later, when Dwight got out of the tub, Irena felt that he would hurt her and her son. Carisi asked if she was afraid of Dwight in that moment, and she confirmed that she was. Calabrese argues that it wa san act of self-defense, and if the case goes to trial, Will is willing to testify to that effect. Irena disagrees, and when he begins to insult her intelligence, they are essentially giving her a way out of the legal situation. Benson questions whether he always speaks to women in such a manner. He raises his hand towards her face and insists that this is a matter between him and his client. Irena expresses her desire to terminate their professional relationship, and Benson confirms that she has the right to do so. Calabrese, on the other hand, disagrees. He asks them to leave the room to inform Irena of what is good for her. She yells that she is done listening to him and can't take it anymore. He tells her that she is making a big mistake and she yells at him to get out. Benson intervenes and says, "You heard her," to get him to leave. He exits, and Carisi says that before she says another word, they need to get her a new lawyer.
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In Supremce Court, Irena explains that she threw the dryer in and Will was trying to protect her. Carisi adds that they will not pursue charges against Will and will accept a guilty plea of criminally negligent homicide from Irena. Irena pleads guilty, and the judge accepts this and sentences her to one year in prison, on the condition that she and her family start getting psychological helpt. Dwight's wife, Sherry, screamed about the short sentence. It was also mentioned that Irena was responsible for Dwight's death. A court officer had to remove her.
Afterward, Fin, Rollins, and Kat are at a bar. Rollins is surprised that the city settled with Joelle for 2 million. Fin explains that the attorney mentioned something about optics. Kat comments that Leon had a knife to his son's throat, and it was a justifiable shooting. Fin says that if he could do it all over again, he would have turned Leon in the minute he violated his parole. Rollins acknowledges that hindsight is 20/20. Fin comments that it used to be simple - just take down the bad guys. However, now the lines are blurred, and half the city sees them as the bad guys. Rollins countersr that it was an impossible summer and things are going to calm down. Kat doesn't see that happening, given the way the NYPD handled the demonstrators. Rollins asks, "When you're under attack, do you just want them to sit there and take it?" Kat states that you should de-escalate and be aware of your biases to avoid overreacting. Fin comments, "Like shooting a man in front of his son?" He adds that due to the way the police treated him and his community while growing up in the hood, he never trusted them. That's why he joined the force, to make a change. He then worked his way over to SVU because there is no gray area when taking out rapists and pedophiles. He did not want to become another trigger-happy cop who kills a Black man. Rollins and Kat contemplate his words before we fade to black.
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castingcomets · 5 months
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Anyone else so soso so so so sad becasue they are watching The Good Place and was at first saddened by what they saw in season 1 of Tahani and her sister becasue like I wnated her sister to recognize Tahani's jealousy and to address her about it and to help her and to love her and perhaps suffer for it like when Tahani stood up at the will debriefing and said that she was stepping out of her sister's shadow I wanted her sister to be like "i wish you would" and be proud of her for that Like if shes some bold prodigy artist then shouldnt she recognize and admire human suffering and respect passes made in attempt to dignify the self? I feel like she should have been able to recognize the way that Tahani is stunted and stuck by this comparison jealousy and felt driven to connect with her about it. And then in season 2 when we find out how Tahani died and her sister actually said to her smth to the effect of "I never think of you at all"and like i have actialllyyy written Vegeta saying that to Tarble before and it's really funny but also those two have made me so sad before and now The Good Place is making me sad becasue Tahani's sister actually said that to her. If I were Tahani's prodigal sister I would love her and more than pity her, I would sympathize and miss her. I would miss her because she is unequivocally vacant inside for the insecure jealousy. But of course Tahani's sister is twisted in spirit too becasue she has lived on a pedestal. And just thinking about the way that Tahani completely wasted her life being empty inside becasue she never believed in her inherent worth is making me so sad too. Anyone else so so so sad
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leoprosy · 1 year
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vent time
why is everything so damn expensive all the time
and why do expensive things have to happen concurrently
and why does it have to be during SAD season
like. my car was $2300 to get brakes fixed that were APPARENTLY!!! UNSAFE TO DRIVE ON???? i was driving on them for 2 months!! aHHHH.... my cat had a $310 dollar vet visit cause she had weird scabs and now has a cone and i had to get stuff to clean her lil wound and i just feel so bad!! and if its ringworm then we have to get a ringworm test which is another like $300 and my savings is suffering!!!! and i wnated to go ham on christmas and now i fucking!! can't!! and that makes me sad!
and i know if i complain to my family they'll just tell me i need a new job like thats so fucking easy or they'll say like 'well you didnt have to do that for jim' like yes!! yes i did!! shes my fucking!! cat! shes a living, breathing thing that deserves to be healthy and comfortable and i will do as much as I can to provide that!! bc yall never did that for her so now she's old and sad and has problems and i gotta help her!! and i want her to live for a long time!! i want her to be happy for a long time! i dont care that she wakes me up early!! i sincerely do not! AUGHHHHHH
its so frustrating. everything is so frustrating.
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kerlonkart · 2 years
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Dragon keeper trilogy
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I have also tried to work out serpent names and keepers.Robin Hobb's new story takes place shortly after the Liveship adventures of Althea and her family (see "Ship of Destiny" et al.). There is also a reference to a dim witted green that "could barely drag itself around" (149), though i am unsure if that meant Fente or Veras. That leaves only 1 dragon unaccounted for. Dortean is the one who tried to mate with Sinny and is described as orange, so I'm not sure if he overlaps with one of the orange ones the cousins get, but seeing as how Sinny later calls them orange, without specifying a name, I am presuming there are 3 orange dragons, 2 nameless. Of the 15 remaining i have identified 9 by name, with 5 more identified by colour, probably having no name. I went through the book for references of all dragons remaining. (even if I strongly wnated to see an old character here) So that her serpent's name 'Sisarqua' really is her real serpent's name. So I suppose that Sintara, is not a cameo after all, but really a whole new character. It also can be possible that Sessurea died in his cocoon or after being hatched as so many of them died on that beach. We actually don't know all the dragons so far also, and on the 'about ten' we know of, there's Kalo and Mercor who are male for sure, and perhaps also Sestican, Ranculos and the Silver one (with the infected tail). (alright, it's not a solid argument in Robin's world but I don't think serpents could change sex as well as changing appearences) (plus of course others that are not named or described and that's only about middle of Ship of Destiny - there might be others added later)īut my point is that, finally, Sessurea can't be Sintara because obviously one is female and not hte other. In Maulkin's tangle, the other serpents are Shreever (female) who is scarlet, Sessurea (male) who is blue, orange mane and green eyed, Tellur (male) who is 'a slender green minstrel', Carrion (male) who is white with red eyes, and Maulkin (male) who has golden false eyes making him a 'seer', and She Who Remembers (female) who is green gold with a crooked body twice smaller as she should have been. I'm not sure to know if he's arriving safely to the cocooning beach though. Indeed the big white serpent that She Who Remembers meets as her first encounter when freed and then 'awakes' to his memories refuses to give his name when later he joins Maulkin's tangle, but wants to be called 'Carrion' and is calling every other serpent 'Corpse' because he thinks that they're all doomed. I don't remember if he had an actual name, but he referred to himself as "Carrion." If we are going with the idea that a dragon's name may not be all that different to its' serpent one, I think we have some obvious candidates. I know that some of them were known to be dead before they even got to the river, so. I'm going to have to refresh my memories of Liveships, I think. I don't think colour has anything to do with it, since Sintara is excited to find out what colour she will be, so clearly she had no idea and therefore it can't be as simple as staying the same colour you were when you were a serpent.Īs to the others. I don't think she is, though, unless I'm wrong and she's Sintara. If so, her serpent name was Sisarqua, so she's not anyone we've met before. Hah) the serpent we meet right at the beginning, who's having trouble finishing her case and is helped out by Selden? I assumed she was. I definitely think Mercor is a possible Maulkin - he feels like the same character to me, although it could just be he's playing the same role - but I don't think it's been confirmed, has it? If these count as cameos though.? I have been wondering all along if any of the dragons are the serpents we knew. Also the second biggest dragon (beginning with R (I don't have the book on me so I can't look it up right now)) apparently its red could be Shreever. I suppose Maulkin (Mercor) doesn't count as a cameo? I reckon Sintara could be Sessuria from Liveships aswell? And Kalo could be the big white serpent whos name I forget but I could swear sounded something like Kalo.
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aki-xx · 5 months
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What if I told you that there are probably endings left to discover in hw2?
First: I went into some kind of place that I suppose are the files (I don't know, don't pay too much attention to me) and I saw how in something that was scenes there were many more than what(as I said, don't pay much attention to me)
Second: I mean, don't screw me, fnaf sb has like 8 endings, ruin has like three HELP WANTED has like 6, I don't think you have to be a genius to know that help wanted 2 has at least more than 3
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krazykatrina21 · 2 years
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Beautiful
She was eagerly doing her hair and makeup for 2 hours and 15 minutes. She was going to meet him, the man of her manifestations. They were supposed to have a nice dinner and drinks at a restaurant. She arrived and he was late, for the second time. She didn't really mind. She was always running late so how could she put it past him? The restaurant was closed so he quickly picked a different one - conveniently next door. She saw him, but something was off this time. Was it her? was the idea of him incomparable to the reality? nonetheless they continued sipping margs and eating tacos like their first date. She has this loud laugh that overtook an entire room, he was unaware of it but it was echoing. She also had a laugh that cackled - it was ironically the most dreadful combination but she couldn't help but like it. Or did she? Was she telling herself she did? She began to feel the liquor impairing her ability to speak and think. things got  a bit blurry but it was kind of a blissful blur. SHe again asked her to go on a trip with him, the more he asked the more she considered. they were there at 730 and basically got kicked out of the restaurant. 9PM came around and they were the last 2 people left. He asked her to go to his house. SHe considered it and then mentioned that she would only go for one drink. Just one. He agreed and he walked her to his place in the perfect gentleman manner. He told her he got lost in her eyes. SHe would always catch him staring at her like he was really looking at her, captivated by her sharp eyes. She was feeling off, but it was unexplainable. her heart wasn't beating the same way for him, why? Its not like she didnt like him - i think she was scared. It wasnt like she felt like she could do better, she obviously could but better isnt alwasy really better or what she wanted she did wnat him, she stillw ants im but the reality of him was scary. Anyways, they got to his house and he walked her through the lovely lobby and up to his apartment. It was beautiful. she waslked in and saw hundreds ofbooks, and records. he started playing frank sinatra and Johnny cash. The tune was beautiful. she walked around and saw his room, it was clean and nea he was ou ttogether. he kissed her and tried to do more and she stopped him. they talked for hours. he said that she was curious but gaurded and that he was synical but hopful. two sides of teh same coin she said. She asked him what he wnated he said you stop lookign when you find it, she said did you and he said time will tell. she told him about her ex and he told her about his and how she cheated like shane cheated on her. they were so similar, loved dad jokes, plaed basketball, were motivated. was she too weird was she emberassed is taht why shes pulling away? did she say too much? he laid on her and she traced his face with her fingers. but she she left it felt like she couldnt drive away fast enough. why/? she didnt text him when she got home. was this the end? she is feeling so blurry. she doesnt know what to think? did it go well? was it bad? is it over? will she see him again? did she care? did she get her spark back and thats all that mattered? why did it feelso fucking empty? it didnt feel like the end of their first date. did she over stay her welcome? why was she so confused... they say when you meet your person youre not confused and she wasnt until last night. all she knew was she didnt wnat to talk about it. i guess time will tell right?
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deathofbachelor · 6 years
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hey not to be rude or anything but i spent like an hour this morning writing out parts of my life i wanted to improve and then very realistic things i could do to improve them instead of doing a resolution and it was so helpful
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fancyfade · 2 years
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Batfam relationship headcanons my edition
these are written for how each character would perceive their relationship with others, so character A may have a slightly different take on B’s relationship with them than B does on A’s relationship with them
This is also only for my 4 faves + steph maybe i’ll add on more later
Damian’s perspective:
Dick: big brother, can do no wrong
bruce: I love you but damn, if you breathe again its on sight
babs: she shouldn't give me so many orders over comms... who tf does she think she is... (should be noted when i talk about babs its always oracle babs)
tim: loser who dick hangs out with for some reason (also if they ever wind up playing video games together when they each decided it was time to hang out with dick they are super competitive about it due to both suffering from gamer disease)
jason: loser who can't pass 'are you smarter than a fifth grader'
steph: begrudging friendship
cass: a bit too awkward to be THAT close because of their each insane projection issues, but when they hang out its just... understanding vibes and frequently nonverbal
duke: begrudging hanging out/chilling friendship
Barbara’s perspective:
helena: you are projection shaped and thus my enemy. self recognition thru the other (derogatory) (she gets better tho)
bruce: I respect u but do not want to deal w/ ur shit
dick: Friend shaped (works both for dickbabs and platonic). just vibing, pretty competent, independent, work together well
tim: positive associations, protective of him
steph: did not have the same drama the prev batfam members did (bruce tim cass) with her, so she didn't actively exclude her, but also is kind of overprotective/worried at first. they do not think on the same brainwave
cass: baby  (cass hates that!). she wants to help cass but sometimes steamrolls over her and does not respect cass as a person appropriately, but the two of them do grow as cass moves out from being "mentee" to more independent and babs has to articulate what cass means to her and she can articulate her respect for cass. she definitely is protective of cass from bruce, who she is worried about being mean to her (cass)
damian: ???? I simply have bad people skills and he is hard to get along with, why couldn't he be like cass and already be 17 when we met then hed be easier to interact with
Dick’s perspective
bruce: I love u... from afar. u gave me a place ot live u forged a lot of my childhood and how i view myself.... plz don't make me come over until the holidays.... (he also is kind of protective of damian with bruce and if bruce messes up dick is like "smh i never wouldve done that")
tim: little brother. we just vibe. the clown gallery. i will always be there to protect u
damian: little brother 2.0. understanding when he (damian) is hard to understand. respectful of boundaries and very undersatnding he tries to act like he would've wnated bruce to act when he is batman to damians robin
babs: same relationship she has with him. they are chill and competent and can work togehter whether dickbabs or platonically
jason: incredible feelings of guilt over his death + anger at him for trying to kill his 2 younger brothers. I actually think dick would be anti integrating jason into the batfam if it got brought up (even if you discount btfc for jasons character, jason has attacked tim enough i don’t think you can really pretend him attacking tim is OOC)
cass: competent work buddies.
steph: is hard on her at first because the others were, didn't interact enough with her to realize it was for little reason until his time as batman. feels moderately bad about it
Cass’s perspective
bruce: you are simultaneously an unreachable ideal and someone i can beat up... sometimes u make me feel bad... very source of inspiration... later on he gets more human and less unreachable ideal but she still loves and respects him very much
babs: canonically refers to her as likea mother. she feels more stifled by babs's expecations because babs thinks cass will be happier more 'normal' and cass doesn't want to live a normal life... i think after cass goes away for a bit and comesback she and babs have a more equal, less babs feeling like she has to be in charge, relationship and cass appreciates that much better.
damian: projection shaped. that post basically where it was like "he needs to know hes not a bad person for killing people as a kid but i am a bad person for killing someone when i was a kid. these facts can coexist " she does like that he will hang out nonverbal with her sometimes tho
tim: friend but nothing super serious we can hang out and talk but no need to seek him out all the time.
steph: friend but also she does not really respect steph as an equal, creating friction (I imagine this is resolved later on). she simultaneously likes hanging out with her and her connection to peer experiences while thinking she has to protect steph
jean paul: projection shaped buddy. they relate on so much but dc is COWARDS and never let them interact post NML
duke: i hear they are friends in outsiders but sadly have not read outsiders yet 
dick: dude who hangs out with babs occassionally
Steph’s perspective
Bruce: she used to idolize him a lot but now shes like oh :/ hes just some guy :/ and he was kind of a jerk. she does still work with him well and care about him but the memories are tainted
tim: she used to look up to him a lot but the conflict they had makes it harder... when he genuinely apologizes (IIRC in red robin) they move forward and she doesn't look up to him anymore, they're just peers and can be on equal footing. they still care about each other a lot
cass: she used to look up to her a lot (sensing a theme here XD) and still does. she likes hanging out with casss but sometimes she gets frustrated with her, and they did have some friction after steph left and articulated the parts where their relationship was unequal. i also am toying around with the idea of cass being a more active mentor for her in 2009 batgirl era stuff
damian:  "he's baby shaped!" (Damian HATES that). she has a good rapport with damian  because shes understanding and she sometimes does chiller, more kid-friendly things with damian that he cant even admit he would like to do.
babs: she thinks its fun to antagonize babs sometimes, but they are genuinely friends and she appreciates babs mentorship. but also babs needs to let her mess with her sometimes lighten up jeez
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Tour without You
Summary: fans saw the video of cal singing ghost of you and people think you two broke up.
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a/n: SO YALL KNOW WHICH VIDEO I'M TALKING ABOUT RIGHT? Idk if he was actually crying, but a part of me tells me he was, but idk who knows, but i hope he was okay and is doing okay now.
You were currently home watching duke at yours and cal’s place. You couldn't go on tour with cal because of work, so being alone was a norm you had grown into. Whenever you didn't go on tour you and cal would spend time calling one another whenever a show was over, so he could see you and if you needed to comfort him for anything. He hated when he had to leave you alone, but you would reassure him you had someone that was a part of him. Duke would usually stay with the dog sitter, but when you stayed back home you watched duke. You two would have some quality time together as usual so the small pup can use his energy throughout the day.
For Cal though today, just wasn't his day. Their bus tour had taken a re-route, they got to the venue late, he couldn't focus during rehearsal since it was cut short, from them arriving late. Usually when stress came he was able to handle it well, but you usually were there to comfort him right there and then, which also added to his stress as well, not being able to be with you in moments like these. Fans in the audience and online had seen his expression and worried for him, especially when singing Ghost of you. He hated that his stress would reflect how he acts during shows, but today was really bad for him. Cal doesn't really notice when fans are recording, but a video had gone viral during the concert within minutes and fans skepulating about you and cal. You had no idea of this hence you not being near your phone all day and having a nice day out with duke. Your phone had been blasting all night and once you got home with duke you checked it once seeing all the notifications on all of your socials.You were slightly confused as to why there were so many so you checked it out.
@5SOSUPDATES: is it possible cal and y/n broke up? Could be because they haven been posting with one another. Also today’s performance he seemed sad, especially during Ghost of you.
“What the hell?” you said as the puppy barked at you as you continued to look for something that gave you some sort of idea that was going on. Then MTV also made a topic off of it.
SPECULATING BREAK UP RUMOURS: POPSTAR CALUM HOOD AND GIRLFRIEND Y/N L/N POSSIBLY BROKE UP BEFORE A SHOW DURING TOUR
You were quick to find the resources they were using to claim these speculations and there was a video of cal singing ghost of you, at first it was all good, he was singing good, you saw no sad emotions, but when it got to him harmonizing, with the ghost of you, that's when his expression changed. At first you thought that it was just the way he was singing. But you looked over and yeah you were convinced he was crying.
You tried to first go over anything you might have said to make him upset, but there was nothing, you texted when you could and he seemed fine the night before, so you didn't know what was wrong. Unless he lied to you, which he would do when he was away from you. He didn't want to bother you, but you always told him to talk to you when he was feeling down and not himself. You were always going to be there to talk to him always. Just then you got a call from mali, you were quick to answer as she probably has seen these as well.
“Mali, hey.” you said as she spoke, “hey super weried, but have you been on your socials and possibly MTV?” she asked as you sighed, “yes i have.” you said as she contuned, “okay, is it ture?? Did you two break up? Omg did cal do something because i swear-” she said as you giggled and cut her off, “no we didn't, well at least i think so, but uh, no i called him before this show and he seemed fine, but you know how he is, he doesn't tell the full truth until you get it out of him.” you said as she hummed, “thats true, well are you talking to him tonight?” she asked as you hummed back, “yeah i should be getting a call in about an hour, i dont think he has checked his phone yet, so i'll call you first thing alright?” you said as she hummed and you two said your goodbyes. As your phone was still blowing up, more and more rumours were being made, but you didn't expect to be getting attacked.
5SOSWILDFLOWER: Yall, there are some photos of y/n with another guy before cal had gone to tour, guess cal has a reason.
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Caly/n_stan: i don't think she would cheat though, they've been together for years.
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Lukehemmingsstan: i mean yeah but people change especially when dating a celeb, and it wouldn't be the first time a 5sos member would be cheated on.
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@mikeycliff5sos: i mean you can tell she was just in it for the money and the fame, she never spoke about her job.
You were at first confused as to what pictures you were talking about, but then you clearly remember you were with the dog sitter, who happens to be a guy. He was one of Cal's best friends and he always took care of duke when you were away. You were there before cal had gone to tour, to tell him personally that you were staying with duke, since you knew him and it would be nice to catch up on duke’s behavior. Of course the fans didn't know that, but that didn't mean they should attack you. You were kinda stressed about this situation, especially with the things being said, fans even started to question your real intentions with cal and wondered if you were just after cal for his money and fame questioning your line of work as well, which wasnt public because you line of work was importnatn, you were a visual editor at entertainment company and well you kept it private and you didn't want any problems.
On cal’s side of things, he hadnt checked his phone at all wanting to handle one side of stress at a time. After teh show he realxed before calling you, making sure he looked good and fine. But once he lifted his phone he had seen so many notifications, at first he thought it was about the show from tonight but when he clicked he saw everything that was being said about you and him that you two had broken up and the means things being said about you. He was quick to call you as you answered quickly hoping he was okay.
“Hey” you both said quite rapidly, “sorry you go first.” cal said as you sighed and spoke, “are you okay? But i want to know the full truth cal, you know you can talk to me.” you said as he rubebd his head and wished he had spoken to you before anything, he knew if he talked to you hten these rumours wouldnt be made. “Fuck love, im sorry, we had to reroute the show for tonight we got there late, and rehearsal was rushed and, today i didn't do my best to hide my stressed emotions, i tried, but i couldnt, all i wnated to do was talk to you before the show, but i wasnt able to,” he said as his voice was cracking and you felt bad for him, you knew he handled stress well, but you knew today was one of those days, “bub its okay, just talk to me about this kind of stress to help you when you can, no matter what time it may be. I know im not htere, but remeber im a phone call away, always. No matter waht okay, you call me when youre feeling like this.” you said as he smiled a little missing you so much more than he should be able to.
“Youre too good for me you know that? Im sorry for waht the fans are saying, i'll straighten it out babe, they shouldnt be saying this stuff about you,” he said as you giggled, “its fine, it hurt at first, but i mean this all happend beucase i was out with dukes dogsitter,” you said as he laughed a little, “gosh the fans are really out of hand, i love you so much, youre there for me more than many times i could even count, you know youre it for me,” he said as you blushed hearing his words, he would tell you this all the time. It was true, you were it for him and he was it for you. “And youre it for me too, and i'll happily be there for you, always you know that.” you said as he smiled and jsut couldnt wait to get home to you. After talking for about 2 hours, you said your goodbyes and you had gone with the rest of your day as cal had straighten out with the fans about his citation.
He posted a picture on his story of you and captioned it:
To clear out the rumours from today, me and y/n are happily together. y/n has not and has never cheated on me, for those who know she is everything to me and i will do anything to not lose her. There is no anger towards this situation jsut please, be careful with what you say on the interent, even if y/n and i dont post about us everyday its not htat wer are not together, we like to live in the present with one another since i go away for tour. Usually shes here with me, but sadly she isnt. So again please just be aware with what you are posting, we are human and things that were said towards her will hurt anyone.
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