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todays the second day in a row I cried
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hellalugosisdead · 1 year
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i love laying in bed and replaying cute moments with my bf in my head on repeat :3
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rapunzelbro · 3 months
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I've been reading your fabulous Lucifer and tall reader. I found a tiktok for a Lucifer scenario. I thought it was perfect just hiding little duckies all over the castle and hotel for Lucifer to find and to also piss Alastor off. 🙂
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT8vdXanP/
The Great Duck Hunt of The Century! Ft. Lucifer & Alastor!
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This title is so so so fucking specific. Remember my hiatus? Yeah I don’t remember either. I feel like I like writing for Lucifer and Angel more ngl and silly prompts like these give me inspiration. Idk why anywho enjoy~ Angel , Reader, Lucifer, Alastor Husk
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Throughout your relationship with Lucifer you always found new ways to spice it up in the bed room
If you thought sex well, that too
But you meant something else, and that was The Great Duck Hunt of The Century!
What is it you may ask?
Well let’s just say Lucifer made a bunch of mini ducks out of pure boredom one day with you. So you snagged them all when you two were done with them
And spent the next 7 hours placing 500 in the castle and 500 in the Hazbin Hotel
Why? Because why the fuck not
Lucifer was excited and was happily looking around but when you got a text from Angel you knew you were fucked, screwed, in trouble
“Girl what tf did you do”
“Whatever do you mean?”
Why is Smiles yelling about finding ducks all over the hotel”
“Husk is literally finding them in the liquor bottles and choked on one of them and not the good kinda choke if you know what I mean” “🍆💦”
“I made a scavenger hunt for Lucifer that’s all 🫢”
“You didn’t hide any in my room did you”
“Hell no you’re my friend”
“Aw thank you sweetie💗 might wanna avoid the hotel for a while he is pissed I’ll keep rehiding them though. Ttyl babe~”
“Thanks for the warning”
Yeah uh let’s just say, after Lucifer did find a majority of them. Him being short Didn’t give him an advantage and you mentioned to him there’s a ton left so out comes Lucifer in bird mode
Dude is flying throughout his castle knocking so much shit over in the process to find these ducks and he is so fucking happy? Dude is so glad you did this.
It went on for hours
When you finish counting what he found you announce he found 500/1000
“HOLY SHIT THERES MORE??”
He didn’t know how you had so much dedication but he did and was ready to go to the hotel to find the rest
You texting Angel
“How many did he find?”
“I wanna say 100? This radio demons is ripping this hotel apart for them, Charlie thinks her dad did it but I let her in on it and told Vag. They think it’s funny as fuck. Well Charlie not as much but Vag is dying over here”
“omg did I tell you there’s bets being placed on this shit on if he burns the building down or not? Get your ass over here “
Lucifer makes a portal for you two because stepping into the hotel
Holy
Shit
It was a mess?? There were spots you didn’t even put any that were destroyed
“What the actual fuck?”
Everyone is just at the bar watching shit go down as Alastor is ripping the hotel apart for the ducks.
Lucifer is no where to be seen. This man’s instantly looking for the ducks and fixing up the building as he goes for his daughters sake
Alastor noticing you just appeared and him going up to you with his demon form practically almost fully out from his pissed this man is
“I’m hoping it wasn’t you who did this, or I’m afraid ł’ⱠⱠ ₱ɆⱤ₴Ø₦₳ⱠⱠɎ Ⱨ₳VɆ ₮Ø Ɽł₱ ɎØɄ Ⱡł₥฿ ฿Ɏ Ⱡł₥฿ Ʉ₦₮łⱠ ɎØɄ ⱤɆ₥ØVɆ ɆVɆⱤɎ ₴ł₦₲ⱠɆ Ø₦Ɇ Ø₣ ₮ⱧɆ₴Ɇ ₣Ʉ₵₭ł₦₲ ĐɄ₵₭₴”
His voice getting so fucking loud and static holy shit it was scary but you just back away as quickly as possible before Lucifer comes out with a fuck ton of the mini ducks before running infront of you.
Lucifer and Alastor stare at each other before Lucifer almost fucking launches at his ass for yelling at you
You instantly having to hold him back
“Listen you find these fuckers easily right? Help me find them and I won’t have to kill your little girlfriend”
“Haha fuck you. I’d love to see you try. I’m looking on my own terms “
Yeah he highkey didn’t want to take that chance regardless but he wasn’t lying when he said he was looking on his terms. Him bringing the ducks back to you as he found them
You counting them but Angel distracting you so much you had to double count everything like four times.
When he found them all the hotel surprisingly didn’t burn down, which caused almost everyone to give Husk money
“Hah.. old cats still got it”
Yeah Husk knew it wouldn’t be that dramatic considering if it had any involvement with you, or Lucifer, Lucifer could’ve easily fixed the building before it got to the point of that
He is fucking good
Alastor making the ducks dissolve in thin air once you counted them all and confirmed they were all found and Lucifer mourning the loss of his ducks while you and Charlie awkwardly comfort him.
Alastor instantly going back to his room with the worlds most irritating smile
“Please when you have this.. duck hunting again..you have it NOT HERE”
“Well that went better than I thought..”
And that was the end of the Great Duck Hunt of the century
It was the most fun Lucifer ever had.
And to see Alastor in that state was the icing on the cake.
He loved you so much and was 100% going to make himself a trophy since he found them all
It’s just the little things you do or even in this case the big things that make him appreciate you even more
Especially if it involves pissing off Alastor my god you got hella bonus points for that shit
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jaylver · 7 months
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GOLDEN HOUR — S.JY
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synopsis: a lovesick jake wasn’t going to stop himself from being impulsive and say those three words that he has been saving for another time. seeing you during the golden hour, sun beaming on your skin, looking ever so perfect, he couldn’t hold himself back. how could you blame the poor guy anyway?
pairings: non-idol!jake x afab!reader
genre: undertone of friends to lovers, fluff, cheesy confessions, romance
warning(s): profanities
wc: 889
a/n: a little self indulgent fic hehe. hope you'll enjoy this! please leave some feedbacks and reblogs are greatly appreciated! muah <3
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Jake was in love. 
It wasn’t those typical teen romances where people dated just for the sake of experience, no, it was something more than that. A connection deep enough to etch into the skins of one another, pulling you to him and him to you, there was an undying spark that continuously lingered without extinguishing.
Jake was the embodiment of love. He was love itself. 
It was one of those days where it was only you and him, alone in his car right after he had picked you up and drove you home. But instead of leaving right away, the car was parked a few blocks down from yours, Frank Ocean’s ‘Blonde’ playing on shuffle in the background. The sky was a hue of pink and orange, telling you that it was time to head home, yet you weren’t willing to.
“Thanks for driving me home … again,” you laughed, feeling slightly embarrassed for having inconvenienced Jake, but he was thinking the complete opposite of being inconvenienced.
“It’s no problem,” Jake smiled, and no matter how hard he tried, he was still nervous around you. Maybe because he was dying to profess his love for you, confess and get you to be his, but he was holding himself back. “It’s along the way back to my house anyway,” it wasn’t.
Jake could already imagine the missed calls from his mother, text messages asking about his whereabouts, making it a routine for him to be home a little later than usual. 
“Still, I feel bad sometimes,” you shrugged out of earnest. “But I’m really grateful, though,”
“I want to do this, Y/N, don’t feel bad,” his hold on the steering wheel tightened, watching the sun hitting your skin, making it almost glitter-like. You were the most beautiful person he has ever seen.
You nodded, biting on your lips thoughtfully. “I don’t really want to leave,”
Jake swore he felt his heart stop and revive, then proceeding to beat at ten times speed. The effect of your words surely made him light headed. “Then don’t,” he joked lightly, highkey dying internally. “‘Blonde’s’ still playing! Plus, ivy is next, isn’t it your favourite song?”
“You remembered!”
Of course he did. He remembered everything about you like second nature.
“It's nothing,” he laughed, waving you off, but internally feeling giddy when he saw your beaming face. You were so, so pretty.
“It is something to me,” you said softly and truthfully, staring into those puppy eyes of his.
“I like you,” Jake blurted out, as if the words were poured out before it even went through his mind. He did not expect himself to do this at all. Fuck. 
Your wide eyes and gaped mouth only made him anxious, short silence filling the space between you two. Say something! Say something!
“I like you too, Jake,”
There it was.
“W–what?”
“Hm?” you tilted your head, looking back at Jake’s shock expression. “Did you expect a rejection instead?”
“Well—kinda—no—uh—” he was stuttering. The famous charmer Jake Sim was actually stuttering and losing his composure. 
“I like you, very very much,” you said it again, each time making Jake’s heart flutter insanely. 
“God, Y/N, you’re—” he exhaled, in disbelief that he had bagged his crush, “—everything, absolutely everything to me,”
Jake reached over for you and pulled you into his arms, squeezing you tight. The moment he let go, his eyes wouldn’t leave your face. He was taking every part of you in, gaze wandering every inch of your features as if he was memorising them.
“I—uhm—should leave, shouldn’t I?” you broke the momentary silence, noticing the time gradually slipping by. “As much as I want to stay, I don’t think my mum would approve,”
“O–oh, yeah! Sorry, I forgot,” he scratched the back of his neck awkwardly, managing a lopsided smile for you. 
“It’s okay. Text me when you reach home safely, will you?”
“I will,” he squeezed your hand in reassurance. “You should get going now,”
“I probably should,” you nodded, holding onto your things tightly. “Bye, Jakey,”
“Bye,” he breathed out, staring at you with so much love that no one else could amount to. But then, he remembered something.
“Hey—” he went to stop you before you could exit his car, “so, summer’s coming up and I was wondering if you’d like to go somewhere with me,”
“Something like a date?”
“Very much so,”
“I’d love to,”
“Cool,”
“Cool,” you repeated, snickering a little at Jake’s reddening ears. “Make sure to tell me about your plans. Bye!” you snuck a quick peck on his cheek before exiting the car and slamming the door shut, turning around to wave him goodbye before disappearing behind your front door, all while the only thing Jake could do was stay in shock.
His fingers lingered on the spot your lips had made contact with, giddiness welled up in Jake’s stomach, butterflies swarming and heart going crazy. You just had that effect on him, always, undoubtedly.
It was just two lovers, sitting in the car, listening to ‘Blonde’ and falling for each other. Tension finally broken and true feelings revealed, Jake could die a happy man right there and then. You were his golden hour, his radiant beam in the night, the love of his life, and he wouldn’t trade anything for it.
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duohensheng · 5 days
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yes he is turning on the full power of his manipulation abilities here but hear me out: the feeling of betrayal is (obviously imo) real
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if i were jgy i would be devastated. not just devastated. enraged. zewu-jun barged in here with everyone because he believed jgy had da-ge’s head on a shelf? I’m sorry, ZEWU JUN? BELIEVED?? the depth of the betrayal of that is nauseating to me. what the fuck has jgy ever done for lxc to believe that?? *checks notes* ah yes.. the lifesaving watchtowers.. making sure lwj’s reputation survived wwx.. helped everyone he could at every turn… definitely the marks of a guy that has their sworn brother’s head in his closet. dude. that is HEARTBREAKING.
(I mean, he did. he very much so did have his head in his closet. but for lxc to be willing to believe that????? devastating.)
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this is the guy that lxc watched/helped REBUILD THE ENTIRE JIANGHU FROM DAMN NEAR SCRATCH. how many late nights?? how many months of quiet, gentle company at the Cloud Recesses (that he helped rebuild and paid for)??? like, this went on for TWO DECADES. TWO DECADES of night hunts and unwavering loyalty and reading each others’ minds and being each other’s closest person. it’s canon that they tell each other everything. jgy gives no one else earnest, unguarded access like he does lxc* (at the very least, earnest). I understand that lxc is reeling (and that this game only works if played fast, and was organised to give no one time to reflect or think anything through) but HOW is his first reaction not more defensive in a situation as extreme as this?
(I think the answer is that if this is his A-Yao that he knows so well, A-Yao will understand that lxc needs to give everything fair consideration and will honour that/not take it personally. which, in fairness (as proven by the Jade token cloud recesses scene where jgy is saying he’ll make sure lwj’s reputation is safe and gives lxc a chance to see da-ge before burial) he seems to do. soooo lxc gets second chances! good to know)
(cut to jgy asking why he doesn’t get another chance to get things right. why lxc won’t give it to him)
that feeling is… exhausting. even if jgy has been devoted to this man (and highkey the jianghu) body and soul for two decades, his first reaction is still mistrust in a situation like this.
(yeah yeah i know he defends him with wangxian and that he’s mild-mannered and introspective but SIR. this is JGY. WHERE is the outrage)
anyhow. this isn’t me trying to decide whether it’s “fair” for lxc to react the way he did. my thesis statement stands: i think in that moment, after the violent despair of Qin su dying, jgy’s feeling of betrayal at realising the extent of what’s going on finally bleeds through. it’s not just him and his clever words. it’s genuine (justified imo) betrayal
(cut to the fucking 3zun ceremony where they say we will not betray each other)
*not sure if i stand by this (su she??? what about our boy) but that merits a whole post in and of itself
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matenr0u · 5 months
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Riku: “Taisetsu na hito - Cherished person”
Throughout the series we’ve seen an escalation of Riku’s enduring journey to find the “strength to protect what matters”. It appears to peak in KHIII with “strength to protect someone precious”, but I’m gonna propose that they could some day take it a step further than that. 
I am once again slamming my tiny fistful of evidence and wish fulfilment on the KH meta table.
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So as we know this line first appears in BBS when Baby Riku meets Terra and says he wants to protect his “daiji na mono”:
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強くなりたいんだ
I want to become strong.
(…)
どうして強くなりたい?
Why do you want to be strong?
大事なものを守れるでしょ
So that I can protect important stuff
友達や みんなを
Like my friend, everyone…
He repeats this in DDD as he fights to save Sora, recalling twice the secret promise he made that day:
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大事なものを守れる力
Power to protect important stuff
Finally this culminates in Riku’s KHIII sacrifice, following up from Mickey suggesting that he’s found the strength to protect someone he cherishes.
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大切な人を守る強さか—
Strength to protect someone precious—
Which is cool. But there’s room for more, if Squisney decide it won’t hurt their profits to go down that path. Or even if they just feel like addressing at any point the absolute non reaction everyone had to being obliterated on the spot and then Riku dying for Sora. With that in mind, I began to wonder if we’ll see just one more callback later down the line. 
I think there are two possible options. First:
一番大切な人
Ichiban taisetsu na hito / Most precious person
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In CoM for example Namine urged Sora to remember his “ichiban taisetsu na hito” — number one most precious person. This one has more of an obvious romantic air I feel. I choose to think Namine was talking about Kairi when she said that but I respect that other SR fans think it’s Riku so I’m including it. If we’re going to hear this one again and in reference to Sora & Riku, we’ll surely get it around the time the necklace theory is inevitably revealed. Either way, it’s already been used in the series, so it’s not a crazy implausible love declaration or anything. It can happen.
I mean, in DDD Riku all but says it when Ven asks:
“Kimi ni totte ichiban taisetsu na mono tte nani?”
“What’s the number one most important thing to you?”
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And of course Riku replies:
“Taisetsu na shinyuu”
“My precious best friend”
As far as I’ve noticed, Riku only calls Sora his shinyuu. It’s cute.
Another possible route they could take is:
愛するもの
Aisuru mono / Beloved person
Which sounds far fetched at a glance, but it is what Terra says to Riku during the bequeathing, in response to Riku’s “daiji na mono”.
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いずれ選ばれし者として この小さな世界を出て——
Some day, you will leave this tiny world as the chosen one—
俺のもとへたどり着くだろう
You will find me.
その時こそ――
That’s the time—
本当の広い世界——
The real wide world—
愛する者を守る力を教えよう
Will teach you the power to protect the people you love.
“Love” being such a diluted word in EN means it doesn’t convey the gravity of it well at all, but “aisuru mono” is one of the strongest ways you can say you love someone in JP. It can be singular or plural, platonic or romantic, and I’ve seen KH’s fandom war cousins cloti/clerith argue over the use of this term— so it highkey wouldn’t surprise me to see this one used by Riku or someone else in reference to his feelings for Sora. Like, in a ‘vague enough to not offend the unwashed dudebros but can also be read as incredibly romantic’ kind of way.
(By the way, I’ve seen “aisuru mono” or “aisuru hito” translated as “dearly beloved” in some places before, too. So naturally I’m gunning hard for this one. Shoot that probably unintentional symbolic double meaning shit straight into my veins.)
For the reasons above, I personally can envision a realistic pipeline of:
Daiji na mono / Important stuff ->
Taisetsu na mono / Precious thing ->
Taisetsu na shinyuu / Precious best friend ->
Taisetsu na hito / Precious person ->
Aisuru mono, Aisuru hito / Beloved person
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Ichiban taisetsu na hito / Most precious person
Not to say it will happen in any capacity, but there’s space for it. A ton of weird stuff happened around That Moment, and even if that’s just down to KHIII bunk….. the whole ass Fairy Godmother herself has come to set Riku on a solo mission to make his dreams come true.
The setup is right there if they ever want to take that opportunity to clarify the depth and nature of Riku’s feelings for Sora specifically. 
Riku already promised Terra he’d find the strength to protect someone he loves, which he has now found, and in the case of ‘Aisuru’, I think it would round off that callback to the bequeathing perfectly.
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thatdeadaquarius · 1 year
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Sobbing and crying just saw your post of us sounding like a Sim, and I am DYING.
What if it went the other way? They can understand us, but we can't understand them!
Us : hey so what the fuck is happening why tf am I in genshin impact
Them : OMG ASKSKSKSKS FEDERRRALL MEERKK TREEESO! (Omg it's the divine God I'm shittinh myself oml) or whatever idk)
Us: excuse me what the fuck did you just say about my mother? (US mishearing or maybe the words are randomized? Who knows)
Everyone just being confused and frustrated on why you can't understand them. Is it because they aren't worshipping you enough? Maybe some friendship level BS where obly those who are lvl 10 can understand u or smth? Who knows, certainly not the Creator.
I highkey am thinking about writing smth for this now but having it be for like each archons reaction or smthin but who knows. I just wanna see a bunch of divine beings confused outta their mind in like whatever cities square and it turning into a "holy game of charades"
Also happy early birthday ajdjdjkdkdkdk
I”M SO LATE SO THANK YOU FOR THE BDAY WISHES LMAO SORRY KARMA MY BELOVED
AHHHHH U INSPIRED ME BY THE ARCHONS HOLY GAME OF CHARADES-
AND OH NO LVL 10 ONLY FRIENDSHIP UNDERSTANDING-
(づ  ̄ ³ ̄)づ here have a hug for your patience- sorry karma!! :')
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LMAO this inuyasha gif- obviously everyone else guessing what ur doing and the 2 others r like ppl like Venti or Kaeya who r just fucking with ppl by joining you lol
OK BUT WHO DO U HAVE LVL 10 FRIENDSHIP?!
BC I GOT NOBODY 😭
ITS RLLY HARD TO DO OKAY-
I HAVE TO PUT ACTUAL EFFORT INTO THE FEW THAT ARE LEVEL 4-5 
ID BE SO FUCKED-
Oh no.
Oh god (you??) no.
What if you had the highest friendship with little d**ks like Scaramouche.
noooOOOOOO
He’d be like, “Eh, I don’t feel like translating today.” 💀
Also I’m rolling with the idea that 
perfect understanding = lvl 10,
Most words 7-9
Some words 5-6
Kinda ?? they get 2 words per sentence or smth 3-4
Basically nothing 1-2
Anyway ornery bitches like Scara/Xiao/Alhaitham/Rosaria/Diluc (all for diff reasons like diluc/xiao would just be overwhelmed and dont like ppl that much lol, whereas haitham doesnt give a fuck lmao) would kinda suck to have as translators
OH NOT THE PEOPLE WHO WOULD JUST LIE ABOUT WHAT U SAID ON PURPOSE TO DECEIVE THE MASSES LIKE Heizou/Yae Miko/Kaeya/Venti 
They pull something like “oh well the god of gods said I could have the last slice of cake/an extra glass of wine hehe”
For different reasons these people would also be ROUGH translators: FISCHL OH NO- , Zhongli, Albedo (he simply would omit “unnecessary details”, cyno, ITTO PLEASE, Raiden (puppet) bc shed take stuff too far/too literally u would never be able to communicate jokes, Razor (im sorry bbyboy), Shenhe
THE CHARADDEEESSS
THE CHARADES OF THE GODS 
You may or may not get another title of a jokester god bc of these SILLY charades 💀
The people u have higher levels of friendship with giving hints LMAO
“Uhhh….. Oh! Oh! Greatest Lord wishes to see a dance performance!” 
Nahida’s sweet voice rings out in Yujing Terrace, her tiny hand waving in the air like an elementary student who’s really excited to answer. …Which isn’t that far off honestly.
“Hmm, I disagree Buer, I believe the Hundun Emperor is saying they wish to take a bath perhaps. I am also attempting to use context, as it has been a long day for them.” Zhongli is in his classic “majestic thinking gentleman” pose, and you’d admire it more if it weren’t for the fact that they don’t seem to be getting what you’re saying.
You hadn’t yet found someone with a higher friendship level than 2 or 3 (hey, don’t blame yourself, you really have to put effort into friendship levels to get them anywhere and you were still busy screwing around in Sumeru when you got spirited away).
So needless to say, most people were getting “the, me, I, you, etc.” rather than the actual important keywords you needed them to, hence the godly charade game now.
As you “hold” something, you throw your hands up in the air, still keeping your hands wrapped around nothing. You think if somebody told you last week that you’d be playing charades with the archons in Genshin Impact so you could actually communicate with them… well you don’t know what you would have done. Maybe just gave them a really awkward laugh.
“Oh! Are you asking for a weapon? Akitsu Mikami, my emperor, we or our nations will surely provide protection from any harm that might befall you. Hm, I suppose we should offer something anyway… I wouldn’t want to displease them…” Ei mutters to herself, having taken over her puppet once more for the occasion.
She and Buer, still retaining their authority status, had asked for the area to be cleared in order to try and get closer to communicating with the Divine First, or you.
“Ha! What idiot would try to hurt the All-Parent in their home, unless they wish to get thrown?” Venti cheekily says, as you don’t understand him, but judging by Zhongli’s clenched jaw, Ei’s sigh, and Nahida’s giggle, you can guess.
You give your own sad sigh… it’s already been 3 hours. 😭
How hard is charades for 4 archons??
Well… apparently very hard.
You put your face in your hands, and you hear the (retired) archons start to debate something, you can tell it’s getting a little passive-aggressive between Venti and Zhongli by their tone alone. 
…Okay, now it’s just aggressive.
The archons eventually give their attention back to you so you can go back to your charades lol
You tried opening your mouth and closing it, very obvious, they can’t go wrong. 
…Turns out they can. 
Somehow you find yourself with a hot tea brewed by the geo archon. 
(Venti attempted to offer you Dandelion Wine, or Osmanthus Wine even, and only god, well you now, knows where he pulled them from. Ei swatted his head, he looked so offended, and his cheeks were all puffed up, heh.)
Giving up, you just try to motion for them to stay still, your hands gesturing like trying to calm a wild animal.
They give you questioning looks, and you begin to walk off, they all seem to immediately start discussing something with each other. All of the gods look very conflicted, and after a minute of you getting further away (yes, you’re almost home free, Xiangling here you come! ) Nahida skips to catch up with you.
She gives you a beaming smile, and you can’t bring yourself to not return it. She's so much cuter in real life, even the official art didn't do her justice.
You make your way towards the restaurant, finally.
And apparently you’re happier than you thought to smell the savory scents flowing out of the kitchen because your stomach growls loudly.
You’re too hungry to even attempt to stop it, no one will care, except Nahida’s eyes go wide. She begins to sputter, and flail her hands desperately trying to charade an apology at you.
…you were just trying to tell them you were hungry. 💀
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boxwinebaddie · 2 months
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STAN HAS THAT K CHOKER RIGHT? DOES THAT MEAN KYLE HAS AN S NECKLACE? like he could totally stack his s necklace with his star of david one
aaaaaaaaa
you know i love a lil matchy-matchy moment~
and actually, i accumulated a lot of different asks actually, mostly, interestingly enough asking me about the same roundabout thing: if jersey wears rings, how he feels about jewelry, if he has any tattoos or other piercings, stuff of the like, etc.
but i never got around to answering those because i'm kind of a perfectionist and i get all worked up in my head about how i'm going to answer things because i want them to be perfect ( i keep trying to structure nsfw ask like it's a nine page research essay, smh ) buuut
basically, as we all know well, jersey is…Particular.
particularly abt himself and what is done to him/on him.
( okay, fair warning: the rest of this answer is very long and i just talk a lot about the former question about jersey/his attachments to material things and also physical-emotional things — people — you do not have to read all that...the short answer is yes, kyle does stack a stan 's' necklace with the star of david, i talk about it more at the end, but this intro part is a lot of exposition and information. so if your curiosity does not end there...perhaps i can further it below xx )
a lot of it ties into his ocd and this need to control every aspect of his life, not being able to put it in anyone elses hands but his own because he's scared of that improbability...that margin of error.
it keeps him up at night.
for that reason, even though he has a ton of health issues, diabetes, etc. he is extremely Defiant and Volatile in doctors offices. like, he will start throwing shit, rip ivs out of his arms, ask you to explain what you are giving him In Detail and will probably still refuse to take it.
tbh, the only reason he's taking any medication at all is because he really loves sheila and she is extremely worried about losing him </3
( jersey is a mommas boy, i said what i said! )
but he takes his own blood sugar, pricks his own fingers, runs all his own tests...he really does not trust anyone else w/ that kind of thing. which ties into piercings because he does...think that they're…lowkey, highkey *jersey vc* Hawt, i’m sorry; it's true.
i do think it's his...Thing.
the man really just wants a little hot topic emo boy accessory display for a boyfriend and he is right for that. cute, shiny, edgy. i respect it.
eye candy, arm candy, if you will?
( jersey is extremely partial to candy, ofc <3 )
and idk, maybe it's just a me thing, but to me, jerseykyle, specifically, is very conceptual and is intrigued by fashion and stuff, but because when he was overweight growing up, he was sort of just shoe-horned into all this oblong, ugly clothing, whatever would fit or they could afford. so he never really got to be able to wear things he wanted to, until about right now and it's been really liberating for him? idk? aaa
i love sleek, chic, dark academia, tired 1940s evil classics professor, thrift store couture jersey in his dollar store blazers and italian loafers. like my man is an off duty model, forreal. i am obsessed with him.
and actually he really Likes tattoos and piercings and dyed hair and thinks all the little rings are cool because you're like this living art form, this distinct individual, there's a uniqueness, a cool rebellion there he can’t create have within himself, so he combats/masks it as disgust and disinterest because he doesn't like to process his complicated feelings and also doesn't like forming attachments...especially...
...to things he's inexplicably Drawn to.
which is why, initially, upon even just bearing witness to raven of crimson dawn, kyle freaked out because he was like immediately Extremely Attracted to him because he checks all these little boxes in his brain, but his brain, of course, is corroded by mental illness and trauma, so he immediately projects extreme amounts of hostility in raven's direction because he is like you're all chaos and disorder, you're a mess, you throw caution to the wind, You’re Unpredictable.
when he’s actually obsessed w/ that capricious energy?
like he makes fun of stan for all his punk rock boy 'hood ornaments' and 'anarchical embellishments', but his heart starts racing every time stan winks at him and his little eyebrow piecing winks back, or he runs his tongue over that lip ring kyle got hyperfixated on, partially because it's pretty, which...rip, not even joking…
if stan comes out in the support rock, fuck a rockstar tank top, the tiny pants and sports that little lip ring chain thing that connects to the cuff on his ear...it does something seriously ( down ) bad to kyle's brain and stan is immediately getting Railed. soz if you were waiting for stan's autograph, hes gettin ky's all over his body. woops.
but!!! it's mostly bc stan had the courage and hedonism to put something through his lip and live with it. that he could get other piercings, get tattoos, let people handle him, put his life into someone else's hands, let them have control for a second, knowing they are executing the thing you want/need without you doing it...
it's literally All a control thing.
or rather, an inability to lose it.
because he's very particular, yeah, about what he likes and doesn't like, he won't wear any fabrics that itch or bother him, he won't buy something if the hem pisses him off, if he has to wear something he doesn't like, he will bitch and moan the entire day about it. and while it's good to have that level of self-assuredness, it's also kind of a self-preservation and self destructive coping mechanism for jerseykyle.
because he pushes everything out...
but doesn't let anything else in.
and a lot of that changes when raven/stan comes back into the picture, because when they were growing up, stan was this beautiful, glowing fixture of nonconformity, this pillar of strength that was twice as strong as he was, even though kyle was the fighter. because stan fought for self-acceptance and kyle fought for self-loathing.
and really...the reason why his ed developed in the first place was because gerald and society as a whole brainwashed him into hating himself and that people would only digest him if he was in small enough, beautiful, palatable enough pieces to eat so even though he acts out or throws punches: It’s All Within The Lines.
or the confines, rather.
of the person he thinks people want him to be.
but, idk, i'm talking too much. basically, gist is, kyle has a hard time handing over control to other people/being vulnerable and the final piece to that is...permanence.
a piercing...a tattoo...is Permanent.
i mean, sure, they close up and you can get them removed, but you are irreconcilably changed and altered. you are different now.
anddddd sigh, the jersey can't say i love you ask strikes again! because jersey can't say i love you because it's handing over control, because it's vulnerable because it's...permanent and he has extremely deep-seated commitment issues because of all of that.
which means he rarely, if ever, makes said commitments.
so when he Does...
it's a very special thing indeed.
because jersey has no tattoos or piercings on his body.
save for the sun/moon one he got on his ring finger for stan ( i can never decide if i want jersey to have the sun tattoo because he is the sun or if he has the moon one so he can wear rae around with him )
*** ( i also think it's possible he might get little hebrew things for his mom or idk, something very important later...i'll think about it more )
and...One ear piercing.
i was going to go at this in more comical and dramatic way in an old post, but basically, i think kenny/bebe/craig someone basically joked about there being reduced earring piercings at claire's and they should take kyle because he's the only one without pierced ears and jersey gets really defensive about it and everyone's like ooooh! kyle's scared to get his ears pierced, so the competitive and aggressive side of him that hates to lose briefly outweighs the neurotic side and is like "fuck you!!! let's go right now! i'm not scared of anything!"
and he gets there, stan's with him, and he is...freaking out in the little plastic chair with some eight year old girl next to him ecstatically getting her ears pierced for her birthday, bc he's going to have to let someone...do something to him/inflict something on him.
( which actually, i think, is what is really beautiful about j.k and r.s' relationship and dynamic, is that jersey teaches raven that you can't just let people do things you don't want them to do to you just because you feel like you should ft. his sexual trauma and stan teaches kyle that it is okay to let other people in, to do reckless things, to allow yourself to feel and enjoy simple pleasures w/o fear. ft. his ocd
lmao, is there a branch in my eye again? y is it Watering )
and ravenstan is like, mi amor, they are just your ears, you will be okay, i will hold your hand…
everything will be fine, i swear. :’) <3
and he gets hyped up, ready to go, the 16 y/o piercing his ears tells him she'll count to three and pierce on one.
...and she pierces on Three.
i'm not sure if it's bc she pressed too soon or because she thought that if she surprised him, it might make him less nervous, but it does not!!!! kyle FREAKS out!!!! his ocd goes haywire and basically has a nervous breakdown at freaking /claires/ bc she pierced his ear before she SAID she would and destroys the confidence that he built up to let himself be vulnerable.
it seems like a Silly thing...but i think it says a lot, yknow?
and though it was a serious blow to his ego, kyle only has...one ear pierced because he panicked and could not get the second one done. and it, to this day, is one of the only asymmetrical things abt him. which, i actually think is important to him coping w/ his ocd
( similar to how kyle, sorry slight nsfw, having stan have to ask for things if he wants them, helps him, in a seemingly innocuous way, build confidence in himself/not let things just 'happen' to him without his consent ) because having only one ear pierced means he has to deal with being lopsided and that, everyday the earth doesn't crash into the sun...means that he's okay.
also a cute thing about the one ear piercing is that i think kyle wears like this cute little gold sun dangly one that has a similar ambiance to the sun and moon glasses chain charms? it's his signature.
and other than showering, sleeping, etc. he only really ever takes it out when raven is going off somewhere far away :( and he switches it with a little stan silver earring ( idk kyle feels very gold jewelry bc of his orange hair and stan feels v silver bc of his blue eyes and stuff ) and stan sometimes takes kyle's with him on tour...AAAAA i'm sad
on the subject of rings, since someone else asked me, kyle does not wear rings even though he does like them/they're pretty because they're heavy, they clank against his pen when he's writing, the sound pisses him off...but he wears stan's lil silver emo boy rings when he's away and gaslit himself into liking the sound because the sound it makes against his pen reminds him of the sound it makes when stan is excitedly scribbling song lyrics and singing to him aaaaa IM :(
WHERE WAS I GOING WITH THIS AGAIN?
oh, yeah.
extreme mental illness.
so jersey never makes adjustments or accommodations for anyone, and when he does it's a big deal...but really...
it's because Stan is a big deal to him.
stan is EVERYTHING to him.
and kyle thinks it's cute that at every show and every concert, stan always wears the little spicy k charm on his emo boy choker ( and got the little even spicier inner thigh tattoo w kyle's name on it...anyways )
so, he starts wearing a little s around his neck for stan.
which, initially, i'm sure you're like...oh God.
jersey making an adjustment to his very specific cartoon character outfit alignment of things he wears every day, things he wears at home, things he wears specifically when going out depending on the environment...this sounds like a recipe for disaster. this is a big change for him. he's gonna spin out or short circuit his brain.
but...really? it feels as easy as Breathing.
because for one of the first times in his life, kyle got something that he didn't just get for him, w/ selfish intentions or bc he needs to be in control...he got it...
to make stan happy. :)
and it does make him very, Very happy, indeed.
which is really funny to me because jersey is super annoying and just starts wearing it and pretends like he doesn't know what's going on bc he's bad at ~gestures~. so stan comes home, sees it and immediately is like *big stan eyes* 'what are you wearing??'
and kyle is like, ‘oh, this? i've had it forever, it's was just in the back of the closet. why? is it wrinkled or—‘ and stan is like 'no, dummy. the NECKLACE' and kyle, playing dumb, trying to act nonchalant because he's kind of embarrassed abt having emotions is like 'oh, that. y'know. just something i'm trying out...' and stan is like
'kyle broflovski, are you wearing a necklace with my initial on it????' and kyle is like 'alright, woah there, mr. celebrity. but not eeeeverything is about you, okay? that s could stand for anything.'
and stan is like *genuine heart eyes wowza because kyle is being annoying but stan loves dumb annoying kyle that's why he wears his lil possessive emo boy k charm on his choker everywhere* 'okay, well the k on mine stands for kiss me or kiss me kyle or whatever you want just, come and kiss me please' kshdlkshd <333 eWW
anyways...they're Gay. they're in love. they having matching tattoos and earrings and wear eachother's intials around their neck. nbd.
but...in a very longwinded format, i hope this answers your question baby and hopefully some other questions you have abt jersey. i'm sorry that was a lot but i literally could talk about jersey forever, like he is so fascinating and bc he's our narrator and he's such an unreliable one, it's hard to understand how his brain works.
hope this helps. <3
uncle nina, keeper of the cryptid jersey whore-lore
#okay i am sorry#i know this barely answers your question#but i got a lot of similar questions#and i wanted to answer them in one big ask while i was feeling inspired so here is a bunch of jersey trauma lore#i hope it's fascinating i find it all super fascinating#because he presents like this perfectly in control orderly well maintained militant self-satisfying self gratified thing#but it's just a front for the fact that he's scared of change and is scared of not being in control or making mistakes#like he is put together but a breath away from falling apart#stan teaches him to sit down kyle teaches him to stand up#also sorry kyle having a fascination with edgy boy things and piercings and stuff in particular is kinda spicy to me#i luv him like he really is like that man is a satanic abomination and i want to do terrible horrible depraved things to him#like he really saw raven of crimson dawn and was like oy gevault i have never wanted to cut my lip open on anything#more than on that mans lip ring holy hell oh my god he is so shiny and ripped up and his makeup is so cool#he is a celebrity he has no original thought he doesnt think abt anything thats why he has all those tattoos and piercings#but also y do i want to trace my fingers down them every time i look at him he reveals himself more to me i want to learn more#kinsey scale gay 6 jerseykyle everyone but specifically for dramatic crybaby bisexual punk rock boys w/ piercings#which...i think is incredible bc i do not think people would expect that from kyle...but people also thinks he cannot feel#BUT HIM ADJUSTING HIS WELL REGIMENTED LIFE TO INCOPORATE STAN INTO IT I WANT TO SCREAM#HIM LEARNING TO LET OTHER PEOPLE DO STUFF FOR HIM AND BE OKAY WITH THEM HELPING HIM#I WANT TO START FUCKING SCREAMING I COULD TALK ABOUT THIS ALL DAY I LOVE JERSEYS CHAR DEV#ok final thot is he does sometimes do a gold jewelry ring moment or somethin if he's feeling like its important to the look#but they are very insignificant things for aesthetics easily taken off or removed...its the important stuff he has trouble w#and makes it all the more rewarding i think <3#ily jers#okay last last small thing as far as like getting little piercings and random fun tattoos goes i just think he doesnt want any#boring king ik minus the ocd and stuff he just likes all his stuff to be very a-line and crisp doesnt like massive statements#like my man Is the statement like he has beautiful luxiourous curly red hair and green eyes and his nose a modern art piece#its too busy for him its distracting and u know thats what u have a hot rockstar bf for so u can pretend 2 read ur book#but the plot of the book is tracing ur sbfs sexc hip tattoos and helping him decide what belly button ring hes gonna wear#you know!!! The Plot!!! which kyles eidetic mem comes back but he does get distracted looking at stan a lot help
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moonjxsung · 4 months
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STAR I LOVE YOU OH MY GOD 😭 I absolutely loved every word of Begged & Borrowed, I LOVED how you slipped in references to the song and how well you integrated them into the story 🥹 It was truly everything I could’ve hoped for and more 🩷
I love angst and you delivered oh MY GOD did you deliver. I was crying at one point because I was so sure you were going to listen to my stupid ass self when I said I’d be okay with a sad ending and give me this sad ending when I was already so invested and I was ready to go to sleep crying. Like I was so sure Minho was just going to accept his life as the other man like that damn Lana del Rey song and I was PISSED I WAS READY TO COME CRYING AT YOU EVEN THOUGH I LOWKEY ASKED FOR IT.
And then it felt like things were finally going to be okay only for you to break my heart again because what do you mean they’re leaving each other’s lives there are people who are dying (me). And I was picking at my nail polish the entire end half like I was so ready to throw my phone at the wall. I had to get up and get wine for myself too cause of all that wine talk during the fic and I was craving it atp 🙃 AND EVEN AT THE ENDING YOU MADE ME SUFFER THINKING HE WAS JUST GONNA WALK OUT STAR WHAT THE FUCASTHSAASHSFHFDBSASFH.
Really only your writing here on Tumblr can make me feel all this shit that published novels do (sometimes not even books do it for me). I absolutely love your writing so much I wanna kiss you and give you Han Jisung wrapped up in a bow for Christmas, thank you so much for writing this. I also highkey wanna go to Shirakawa now 🥲
Anyways this is an egregiously long ask/review(?). Just wanna say I love your writing again. And thank you again for accepting my silly request and making it something so beautiful 🥲🩷 I love you 🩷
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Oh I am SO glad you loved it!!! 🥹🫶 I’m so glad you caught the references to the song in there too! I mentioned it earlier but I can’t stop listening to it 😭🫶 fun fact I actually meant to take your advice and make it a sad ending but I literally COULD NOT bring myself to do it bc I just wanted redemption for Minho’s character so bad 😭
This one was super fun to write and I literally remember the moment I got the notification when I was at the gym and thinking to myself “yup this one’s going to be fun” and how right I was 🫶💓
Thank you for this lovely review and for taking the time to read and request and ALL the lovely things you’ve been on this blog!! My day is always brightened with your messages and I can’t wait to continue publishing more stuff for you all in the new year ❤️ take care of yourself, sending you so much love!! (Also I want to to go Shirakawa too 🥲 new bucket list item)
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triplexdoublex · 9 months
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I was at MGK weekend and it was amazing. It was really nice to see Kells so happy with his day ones without that dumb rat around. Seeing him perform the old songs was amazing and he truly is an amazing person. There was some weird ass girl wearing a megan shirt to the actual Sunday event which is so embarassing and also today at the 27 club, which Rook was at today. I just find it so embarassing that people choose to wear stupid Megan shirts in Cleveland when we’re all supposed to be celebrating him. Not her fake ass self. She even met Rook but I don’t think he said anything about her shirt thankfully he was probably dying inside highkey though. I’m not excited for the next pap walks though and I feel like they’re coming since he’s got a few shows coming up again in like 3 weeks but I really wish they wouldn’t come.
That’s amazing I’m so happy for you that you got to go! Did you get to meet any of them? Yeah wearing a Megan shirt to MGK day is tacky AF. Honestly a Megan Fox shirt is just plain tacky in general lol even those Vday ones with Kells and her makes me roll my eyes 🙄
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pink-booty-butts · 1 year
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Valentine’s Day Prompts - Bananas & Boxes (Jamie Winton x Reader)
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(i love this gif sm i swear to god haha)
Pairing: Jamie Winton x gn!Reader
Word Count: 1,041
Summary: Requested by anon, inspired by the prompt “one is sick for valentine’s day, so the other makes a cute care basket and stay-at-home date plans” from this list
Warnings: none! just fluff :D
A/N: happy valentines day nerds!! these are deffo going to be late bc I forgot valentines day was coming up, but I wanted to try to get at least one request out on the actual day!! i hope the anon that requested this enjoys it!! highkey I feel like this sucks, but it could also be bc I’ve been feeling really bad about my writing recently. and with that encouraging introduction for this fic I hope y’all like it regardless!! lmao
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Your eyes open abruptly as you are startled awake by the sound of the door to your apartment opening. You were currently sprawled out on the couch on your stomach, one of your arms touching the floor as you precariously dangled off the edge. As you stir awake you briefly wonder why you were passed out on the couch, but once your senses return and you feel your scratchy throat and your headache from hell, you remember.
You’re about to adjust your position and sit up like a human when you see a pair of legs move in front of your vision. They set something down on the coffee table—just out of your eyesight—and bend down. You are now face-to-face with your beautiful boyfriend: Jamie. He called you in the morning to say Happy Valentine’s Day before you went to work, only to find out you were sick and could barely get out of bed before he got the words out. He rushed over as soon as he could, calling out of work and making a few stops along the way to pick up some things for you. He scans your face briefly to monitor how you might be feeling, before moving in closer to give you a light kiss on the forehead.
“Good afternoon, love,” he greets you quietly. Jamie notices your blanket has fallen on the floor and picks it up, laying it over you once more. “How are you feeling?”
“Like I’m dying,” you answer honestly, your voice sounding deeper due to your congestion. You sneeze into your elbow and Jamie turns, stretching his arm out to grab the thing he must’ve put down earlier. He brings it towards him and you can finally see it: a large pink basket filled with various medicines, different kinds of soup and teas—and was that a bushel of bananas? He picks up one of the liquid medicines meant for easing runny noses and pours the liquid into its accompanying cap. Once filled, Jamie shuffles closer to you, sitting on the edge of the couch to help you sit up a bit before pouring the liquid into your mouth.
“I’m sorry you’re not feeling well,” he starts, setting the plastic cap on the coffee table. His arm comes to your shoulder, rubbing it affectionately as he continues. “But I’m here for you, anything you need just let me know, okay?” You nod, and Jamie give you a small smile. “Great,” he responds. He looks back down at the care basket he brought you, and brings two containers of soup up to his face. “Chicken noodle or minestrone?”
You sit on the floor with the couch behind your back as you slowly eat your chosen soup. Jamie got himself a sandwich before stopping by your place and was sitting down on the floor eating it next to you as the two of you watched television together. Once you finish eating your noodles, you tilt the bowl towards your face to drink the rest of the broth, and Jamie stands up to exchange your empty bowl of soup for a cup of tea. As he waits for the kettle to boil, a commercial comes on for a two-for-one spa special for couples on Valentine’s day. You let out an audible groan and Jamie peeks his head out of the kitchen to look at you worriedly.
“You alright? Is something wrong?” he asks quickly.
“I completely forgot about Valentine’s Day,” you let out, leaning your head against the couch cushion behind you in defeat. Jamie chuckles, pouring the boiling water into two mugs before he responds.
“Well, you have been busy since you got promoted, I don’t blame you.” After making your tea to your preferences, Jamie stirs the contents of each cup with a spoon a few times. He walks back towards you, handing you your mug before sitting down next to you again.
“I wanted to do something special for you this year though,” you whine. You take a sip from your tea, wishing you could appreciate the taste of it more. You lean your head on Jamie’s shoulder and he sets his mug down on the table before wrapping his arms around you.
“I appreciate that darling but you didn’t have to, just being here with you is special enough,” he reminds you, kissing the top of your hair. He meant it, of course. Jamie would happily spend Valentine’s day in a McDonald’s drive thru with you, all that mattered to him was that you two were together.
“Please tell me you didn’t make any plans,” you say, shuffling closer to him. As you do this Jamie quickly takes the mug from your hands and sets it down next to his, not wanting it to spill. He pulls you into him, making sure to keep your blanket wrapped around you as you rest against his warm body.
“I did, but I rescheduled them. I want you to get better first,” he tells you honestly. Though Jamie was slightly disappointed he wouldn’t get to take you out to the restaurant he reserved months ago, he was also relieved by the whole thing. Despite it possibly risking him getting sick as well, all Jamie wanted to do today was hold you close and not let go. His overwhelming love for you, combined with his mixed feelings about the holiday after spending several of them alone had him feeling vulnerable and clingy. It was so potent that when he woke up this morning he briefly considered calling off work and asking you to do so as well, just so you could spend the whole day cuddling before dinner. He didn’t want to bother you with such a request, but despite how awful he felt that you were sick, he was also kind of glad he’d get to do that after all.
Jamie is shaken from his thoughts when he realizes you haven’t said anything in a while and looks down to see you sleeping against his chest. As he fiddles with the velvet box in his pocket that he hopes to surprise you with after you wake up again, all he can think about is that there’s no other way he’d rather spend Valentine’s Day.
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anzynai · 2 years
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could I have tsukasa headcannons pls i love him pls I love you
Tsukasa Hcs
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angie i’m going to kiss you /p NO BUT THANK YOU SO MUCH tsukasa is one of my many lomls but that doesn’t make him less special and just. LETS GO!!!! tsukasa i’m coming for u.. with tickles…..!!!! ANYWAYS ENJOY CUTIES <333
Lee:
lowkey embarrassed about being ticklish LMFAOO like he will go any lengths to hide it. but the second that he’s comfortable with someone and they know he’s ticklish, he’s totally open about it. esp with like saki and stuff cuz sib tickles ✨
he highkey rllllyyy likes being tickled but bc of HIS PRIDE he can’t ever bring himself to ask for tickles but who is he fooling everyone knows
can i say tsukasa x sides ?? i think yes ?? YES HE WILL BE DYING OF LAUGHTER IF SKMEONE GETS HIM THERE like bro is he okay? yes he is he’s just that loud when he’s tickled on his sides. it’s better to save this part for last because it exhausts him very quickly tho.
GENTLE TICKLES GENTLE TICKLES okay so rough tickles work pretty well on him but gentle tickles work best! just lightly grazing his skin will have him squirming and maybe even leaning to the touch but shhh LOL
…his pride is like a curse at times LMFAO it always ends up with him shrieking and flailing around bc rui, emu, and nene tickle him “to knock him down a peg”
it usually works lol he’s too exhausted but when it doesn’t…. you know what comes next
he’s like.. the lee a good amount of the time. he’s so ticklish rui had teasingly asked if he’d like his ticklishness to be incorporated into one of their shows. well, he never said no but he didn’t really say much of anything with his hands covering his extremely flushed face.
he’s the type who won’t curl up BUT also won’t kick out and stuff?? like he’s flailing around but he won’t hurt anyone loll what a sweetie haha
he’s okay with teasing.. kinda. he’s more focused on the tickling with the words being said but when he is listening, he gets prettyyyy flustered. sometimes he’s too caught up in the tickling to pay attention to the teases tho
SAKI AND HIM GET INTO TICKLE FIGHTS ALLL THE TIME HAHAHA and if anyone asks, he definitely does not lose like.. 70% of the time. it’s not even like she’s not ticklish, she just knows the best ways to catch her brother off guard.
okokok i had a thought but forgot it.. UHHH wait so i got it. he’s kinda.. gullible LIKE him getting tickled is way tooooo easy whether it’s getting him to wear cropped costumes just to tickle his tummy or getting him to reach things from high places (even though rui could do it) just to tickle his armpits. it’s just so.. easy.
Ler:
HES THE TYPE TO COMPLIMENT THE LEE AS HES TICKLING THEM
“you should laugh more!” “you have a nice smile!” with the widest, most prideful, most excited grin on his face that just guarantees that the lee feels so incredibly loved and that’s because they are
go to spots to attack the lee is like their sides and armpits
nahhh bc you think his pride is big enough already but you cannot prepare yourself for the GIGANTIC INFLATION OF HIS EGO when he finds a spot on the lee that really gets them going LMAOO
he may or may not think about it for days and he may or may not think about new ways to tickle them because why does he like the sound of their laughter so much?? he’s not sure but he would like to hear it again!!
usually tickles saki the most.. sibling bonding time!! they’re just so close tickling is part of their thing yk? it’s just so normalized between them.
it’s all or nothing with him. he either won’t tickle you at all or he’s gonna full blown attack you with tickles. it’s both scary and delightful.
he’s a gentle tickler HAHA he tickles people the way he likes it
he’s SUPER sweet when he tickles someone, constantly checking on how their doing as he’s doing it bc he doesn’t wanna accidentally overstep their boundaries
he has a lot of fun tickling people but he doesn’t get to do it as often as he would like. he usually like, tickles for revenge and it’s not even about the revenge. he just wants to tickle them.
also… ALSO FOR like those he may be romantically involved with… can i just say. tickle. kisses. LIKE it’s such a comfort for him like even if he’s giving or receiving them.
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halfpricedpages · 10 months
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i can not shut up about how the riordan verse characters relate to my trauma so i présent to your taylor swift lyrics representing the kane chronicles
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okay so obviously the first lyric “i can go anywhere i want just not home” is carter. he has no home he feels displaced he doesn’t have friends he’s so isolated and in carter i really see myself because he just feels like he doesn’t fit in and he wishes he had this different life sadie’s life here is where we go into the next lyric “you can aim for my heart go for blood but you would still miss me in your bones” i feel like this represents carter and sadie’s tension and resentment with each other and lowkey (highkey) me and my sibling. we both have the life that the other one wants and so it leads to this kind of anger but deep down sadie and carter actually really miss each other and they want to just be a normal family and be able to live together and all that stuff #sameguys
now the last two lyrics are more about their parents and the whole problems with the gods and goddesses. taking “and i still talk to you when i’m screaming at the sky and when you can’t sleep at night you hear my stolen lullabies” and putting this into a real life situation, i think that it’s this idea that they’re both haunted by their trauma from their mother dying. of course they didn’t know her very well but that’s part of it they feel so lost and confused for grieving someone who they barley met. so they talk to the sky screaming at the god/ess’s and the universe wanting answers of why they would ever deserve this pain. okay rant over i really love folklore.
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nerdyenby · 1 year
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Cyan time :D I’m watching Ranboo
Pre-game
They look so silly /pos
“This is the first MCC in like 12 of them that I’ve been wearing pants” are you wearing pants under the dress sir???
That crown is straight up floating, I know it’s on a headband but it is just not touching his head
Y’all did you know that Ranboo has a show???
Is this Ranboo’s first repeat costume? Or have they not done Rosalina before? He said he bought the costume a couple days ago but I swear he’s been Rosalina before
“‘Men used to go to war’ I could go to war in this, it’s called psychological manipulation”
Do amab people get banned for being shirtless on twitch? I know hot tub streams are a thing so idk
Taylor Swift is an ARG, so true
STOP WITH THE RITTIES I CANT
I WILL GO WATCH OLI INSTEAD, DONT MAKE ME
I am so so SO ready for the Oli and Ranboo chemistry
WHO THE FUNK CALLED OLI TOMMY?!!? I WILL FIGHT YOU /j
Oli is an artist, don’t underestimate him
WHAT THE HELL OLI??????
Ran and Oli looking to Callum for igl and Callum just not even trying because he just knows Tommy’s gonna show up five minutes late with Starbucks and team leader energy
Oli is so out of the loop, Eloise just freaking fed him lies, as she should
I see this team placing between 2nd and 6th in every game, they’re so well rounded
Oli trying to get Ranboo to unlock their true potential and Callum’s just “This is gonna be a really special event” 😭
The way I only just remembered Oli’s reputation as cursebreaker and now I’m ready to actually believe in them winning
Ran and Aimsey barking and meowing at each other 😭
Ranboo is dying
“Considering earlier a week ago we were not discord friends, I now see you as a close one” this is everything I hoped for out of this matchup
More than half expecting tommy to be a no show tbh
How are they going to fit a fourth person into this call, it’s already so much energy and we gotta fit Tommy in here
PEER PRESSURE FOR THE WIN!!
Y’all 😭😭😭
I swear very rarely but this stream got me “wtf”-ing all over the place
“Bark at your therapist” will do, Tom o7
Aqua’s skins are so cool!!!
Tommy banned from mcc, real and true
The screen feels so empty without the vtuber
Grid Runners
BEST GAME TIME!!!
Why does everyone except Ranboo have garbage opinions today, grid runners my beloved
Wish it was later tbh but considering how abysmal these comms are about to be this might be for the best
WHY IS RANBOO DOING A BRITISH ACCENT????
THAT DUNK TANK RUN HOLY CRAP!!!
The way everyone but Ran fell 😭😭😭
Grid is not your worst game, y’all have energy and synergy
*Taking notes* 10th is sick and 3rd is hot
OLI WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU WANT TO SKIP SANDS???
We skip one of the parkour games or tgttosawaf, right? Right????
Top 3 things most wrong with the world according to Tommyinnit: climate change, men, and elevators
Parkour Warrior
The pkw logo 💕💗💕💗💗💕💗💕💗💕
Highkey thought they played this in the event Tommy and Oli won together but that was the other event Oli won, my bad
No one reacting to Ranboo screaming his lungs out is so real
Why is Tommy like this???
CALLUM MVP!!!
THOSE ARE MY BOIS!!!!!!!
Ran and Callum cheering for each other :(((
They got joint 2nd, I love this team so much you guys
Sands of Time
Tommy: “Tell me what to do” Oli: *tells him what to do* Tommy: “No, f*ck off”
This team’s energy oscillates like nothing else, I swear
A different word puzzle, thank god
Mmmm slippy bees
This is such a frantic sot, I think they’re good they just all sound so urgent it’s stressing me out
No one jailed, is that a first???
Ace Race
Ran pulling a Wilbur and tabbing out to adjust music mid ace race
“I’m losing it” sir, you lost it a while ago
Aimsey popping off!!!
Meltdown
“Who’s leading this? “I’m scared to say this, but I think Oli” CALLUM 😭 that is the most backhanded compliment I’ve ever heard, my goodness
I feel like it’s been so long since I’ve watched meltdown
I don’t know how to commentate meltdown, Al there is to say is that that was insane
Callum last man standing real
This bit is killing me
I’m losing it
Battle Box
“I hate battle box” “HEY, IF YOU GO INTO IT WITH A MINDSET OF HATE YOURE JUST GONNA INDERPERFORM, MAN! OK? YOU HAVE TO GO INTO IT WITH A POSITIVE MINDSET OR ELSE I’M GOING TO KILL YOU!” new tiktok audio just dropped, you guys
“Guys I really wanna win 🥺” “Do you? 🤨” the emojis are so necessary, you don’t understand
That round against orange was great
This is not going well lmao
Sky Battle
I believe
Heck yeah
Ran getting three kills!!
I love Ranboo’s skybattles because they never expect anything to go well so when it does he just gets so excited :))
This is exactly how skybattle should look after a round ends, look at that beautiful mess
They’re manifesting that hitw finale so hard, I believe (I also got spoiled but y’know)
Hole in the Wall
I’m just happy to be here, hitw is so fun
Ran top 5, as he should!!
“East, East, f*cking yellow, sorry” “Shut the f*ck up” ah yes, synergy
Everyone yelling at Tommy to shut up when he couldn’t hear them 😂
RAN TOP 5, AS HE SHOULD!!
Oli’s “I’m just- I’m glad you all went with my bit” and Ranboo’s matching the faux emotions: “Of course, man”
“MCC in the 80s was just Scott in his basement playing tetris” there is so much wrong with that statement, including but not limited to A) the 80s were forty years ago, not thirty, B) Scott is neither thirty nor was he alive in the 80s, and C) Tetris was only made in the ‘85 and wasn’t released until ‘87
Dodgebolt
Casually discussing what irl names they think fit Shane better than “Shane” lol
Ayo wait the arena is nonbinary colors :)))
GUMI MY BELOVED <3333
Jimmy!!!! :D
GG, great vibes, great times everyone
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marengogo · 2 years
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Rambling in INFJese - Part 6: LoveLess
Inevitable - by Suzy  [Extraordinary Attorney Woo (OST)]
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I’m so sorry for delaying my regular posts, life is still lifING and I must admit that I’m enjoying living it, struggles at all. Another thing I keep enjoying, is reading posts from the people I follow on tumblr, from time to time, but today … today was different … today I realised something, hence I’m taking a moment from this lovely giant-moon-evening to ramble away real quick. 
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Today, @stormblessed95​ went on a generous answering spree, and as always, she was confronted with Anons, to whom the idea of jikook being together is nothing short of ludacris for the usually reasons such as “they do the same things with everyone else”, “they are never together”, “they spend more time with so-and-so”, “he used to be … but not anymore …” etc, etc, etc. At first I just brushed it off as typical anti and insecure jikooker behaviour, but then for a change I asked myself: “Why are some of these people so fixated with the idea/image of what Jikook’s relationship should look … should feel like?”
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So, as the not-so-careful empath that I am, I quickly stepped into their shoes, took a quick walk and quickly got out of them cause it felt a bit heavy (ngl). Now, this is all me speculating of course, so obviously I might be wrong but it would appear as if, to some of these people, Jikook has somehow taken to represent Ideal Love. 
I mean, as if being an idol wasn’t heavy and hard enough, imagine having to represent the perfection which is love itself! Now, I don’t wanna be the one that has to point out the fact that even this sort of issue makes Jikook stand out, thought highkey I am, but instead, I will proceed to explain how this “Ideal Love Predicament” might have come to be.
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I would like to blame with a full-chest and whole-heartedly some Jikook YouTube channels 😬. Yes. When you produce content and constantly use words such as “ALWAYS”, “ONLY”, “NEVER” the brain will eventually register and make associations. And in a present world where most of everything seems to never last and almost everything feels not meant for us, many might have found comfort in finding this (not-confirmed) pair of boys, whom against the adversity of their homophobic society seemingly found a way to love and be “special only to each other” (... define special … but I digress …). 
So it was that, for example, the first time (according to all these people, who ignored all the other times …) when JK and JM rode in different cars with different people, everything quickly went to hell because “ALWAYS” wasn’t “ALWAYS” anymore and the brain couldn’t brain anymore. This “process” at times was made even worse/heavier when added to projecting ideal feelings of love. 
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Like in any meant-to-be-love-thrope, your partner would never touch, even less, look at anyone other than you, (whom sometimes they haven’t even met yet). Your partner should always know how you feel and what you are thinking. Your partner would never look at anyone else and always want to be with only you. Your partner would basically not live without you. And so wouldn’t you.
Which, hey, don’t get me wrong. It’s all very cute, fun and good in a movie, a K-Drama, even during one's honeymoon phase. But I’m afraid it is not sustainable. I know 😩, yet another sustainability speech, but what can I say, the world is dying and at this rate so will relationships!
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It feels more and more like the fear of not having that Ideal Love, mixed with the fear of being hurt (which, it might/will happen, it might/will fucking hurt, but you should/will eventually get over it … if I did, you all will … took me 10 years, but hey, it found me when I absolutely wanted nothing with it so … 🙄) mixed with the necessity to have what you don’t know you actually really don’t need, is stopping people from actually going out to find Their Unique Love, one tailored just to themselves, and end up putting everything on the Ideal Love of someone else. 
Hence, the hurt, the anger, the denial, the aggression etc when things don’t go the way they want with this Unknowing Martyrs of Ideal Love, in our case, Jikook. I will never stop saying this and I will keep saying this: JK and JM are not a confirmed couple, as such, we can keep speculating and making our educated guesses, which within its own limits is fine and all, but they are NOT actors in a love drama. Whatever they do or not do with each other, is for each other and each other only.
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Now, to all those people out there whose shoes I walked in for those few seconds in order to write this, from the bottom of my heart, truly wish for you to give Your Type of Love a chance. You need to experience it, you need to agonise over it, you need to boast about it and sometimes cry over it and when/if you are ready; start all over again. Until then, forcing one's opinion on other people’s relationships would be like having an argument about a topic you’ve never even heard about: pointless.
To those of you to whom this isn’t their first rodeo, was it the same every single time? Did each of your partners give you the same exact emotions? If it was, we’ll need to talk because that would be interesting … if not, you’d have no reason to expect Jikook to project your SAME EXACT feelings in their relationship. Jussayin’.
Anyways, I’ve stayed up long enough.
Wishing everyone lots of love, if you don’t find it yet, feel free to come and bitch at me!
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Always respectfully yours,
Marengo.
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backjustforberena · 1 year
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i highkey wish we had seen corly's reaction to the greens ((trying lmao)) to hold rhaenys hostage, he would have been so furious, no??
(if you feel like taking this as an opportunity to headcanon how he wouldve reacted and what he wouldve done, please dooo)
He would have been livid. But also terribly ashamed because he wasn’t there, and if Rhaenys had not managed to escape, he would have thought himself useless because he was incapacitated/injured. So I think there is a very easy pathway for him to feel guilt for not only not being there physically, but for even his very reputation and his name and all of that sort of intangible protection... to end up not meaning much. The fact that she is the wife to Lord of the Tides, the wealthiest man, a man with such a reputation etc etc... doesn’t stop her from being treated as she is.The fact that everyone is able to undermine Rhaenys and see that rift in the marriage as well and that it actually all meant nothing and he can’t defend her... that would hurt as well. 
I imagine Rhaenys would tell him in an extension of the reconciliation scene we get, by his bedside. She’s not going to want a reaction per se, because whatever it is will be an over-reaction, as it’s all done with and she’s not a hostage any longer and it changes nothing now. So the way I picture it is she says it as part of her argument to convince him to pledge the Fleet, as well as part of her recap into all the things he’s missed. And so I think it’s said in perhaps an less than emotional way, as she told him of his brother dying, only to soothe him when he does have a reaction. The reaction would be to want to sit up and get out of bed or hold his wife or do something other than lying prone. I imagine they hold hands very tightly. And he’s never been so grateful for Meleys.
What would he have done? Ultimately, there isn’t much he CAN do. He missed it. I’m not entirely sure, from what we’ve been given in the show, that it has changed anything. He doesn’t seem to be any more overprotective over her, otherwise she’d never have gone to the Gullet. I think what it is is what we get. It’s less about the outrage of the Greens, but more what it teaches him about Rhaenys and her position in the conflict now. 
And adding this reveal of screen probably wouldn’t have added or taken away the impression that we ultimately get about their position at the end. It would be just underlining it, so it’s not as much of a loss as, say, the scene we know has been cut between Rhaenys and Baela. 
But it would have been great to see on screen. As every Steve and Eve scene is!!
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