#i LIVE for a good throwback

[eruptedinlight]

TELL ME DAMMIT

#star trek discovery #st disco #st dsc #star trek #star trek edit #discovery spoilers #disco #saru #sylvia tilly #michael burnham #disco 04x03 #disco 05x02 #gifset #my stuff #i LIVE for a good throwback #as a plant lady and someone who loves poking things #i got 99 questions and this is 90 of them

[linktoo-doodles]

top 10 telepaths in modern media

#takenaka momozou #mameta inukawa #tome kurata #mob psycho 100 #mp100 #my art #Linktoo art #comic #throwback to the time when I was talking about takenaka's telepathy 5 years ago and I got a comment saying well. edward cullen did it first #and I was so offended I still remember it to this day #cant wait to get comments of people telling me what good telepaths are there in media i'll look into it LOL #takenaka's just a guy that's used to drowning it all out but i think.. i think the telepathy club would help him research healthy ways #to live with it

[thisisrealbrassbtw]

not kpop but UGH throw back to when i saw one of the pookiest guys in real life wif my bestie it was SOOOO GOOD ugh i wanna see lorna again

#lorna shore #will ramos #deathcore #live #throwback #mmmmmm #take me back please i beg #i’m begging on my knees please it was so good you don’t understand #will is soooo hot irl like UGH #pain remains #william ramos #WILL RAMPS

[petrovna-zamo]

#whispers they don’t all have to be good jokes #hi here’s another angle of this moment in case you wanted it #remember t&k live? #I remember t&k live #it hasn’t even been a month… #time to bust out the throwbacks #get ready for reblogs! #t&k live #t&k

[anaalnathrakhs]

btw my mom said it. she said it to me looking me in the eyes. i told her about how difficult it was for me to get through those family reunions, and she admitted it was very important to her, important enough that she was just going to do it anyway.

#i know there are compromises out there #and i'm not going to live w them my whole life so i'll be out fairly soon all things considered #and i'm trying to be understanding when people's priorities aren't the same as mine #but i uh. would be lying if i said it doesn't hurt a little wittle bit. #i'm gonna keep handling it because i've been an asshole to my parents for long enough #i largely owe them that. cooperating and spending time with them and engaging in what matters to them. #but then she's says things like ''but whenever you move out you'll still be part of the family and invited if you want uwu'' #it's just ?????? okay thanks ???? perhaps you could also try seeing things from my point of view perhaps???? #it's all circling back to that. they have a very weird way to ''help'' me #throwback to them trying to cure my depression with amusement parks #when i would have liked a little less of that and a little more help and understanding #it feels like they're trying to put bandaids on a cancer #''you don't ask for help'' okay no help is coming. i am not being helped. #the system can't help me cause there's no damn beds no damn professionals no damn time to help everyone #the people around me can't help me because it's not their job or within their wheelhouse to help me #and they've got their own shit to deal with #on that note #i was discussing stuff with my mom #and i mentionned it was indeed pretty difficult to manage your time when you had to deal with school and friends and your parents #and she was like ''deal with your parents???? what do you have to deal with????'' #oh i don't KNOW maybe that i'm officially an associate of my dad and i have to help out w events and some accounting #or maybe i have to pay back the fucking years i spent being an ungrateful child now i do everything you expect me to and it's exhausting #maybe that you constantly remind me i am living in YOUR house by touching my shit instead of letting me deal with shit at my own pace #maybe the fact that despite everything i care about you and i want us to have a good relationship and that takes WORK and i'm exhausted #maybe the fact that you keep giving me advice that is unproductive misguided misunderstanding etc etc #and cold comfort after you did something you knew to be difficult for me #how you keep encouraging shit that i don't want and am unhappy with because it's the ''normal'' way #how you raised me from childhood to be an empty shell in a family of empty shells #broadcasting my misery #vent

[coridallasmultipass]

I'm still internally laughing about that goth Dirk post, so I dug up the pics from the time I did a goth Dirk Strider to an NYCstuck meetup in like 2014/15ish... and this first pic is sending me lmao... it's so cringe and perfect.

My caption on the selfie:

#i didnt wanna jack their post and put my shitty pics on it but yeah this was a thing that happened #it was fucking cold that day but i had a blast #also sorry i dont mean any offense by cropping people out #... i just dont know if they want their old pictures shared again so thats that on that #throwback tuesday #hEY ITS TUESDAY YOU FAT NASTY TRASH omg i finally remembered that on a tuesday #me #dirk cosplay #goth dirk #the reason i am good at gothifying cosplay is because i was a metalhead for the longest time and had all this goth shit #ppl dont get theres a difference between metalhead goth emo scene punk etc unless u live it like lol theyre adjacent but not the same #Cori.exe #Post.exe #Image.exe #popped collar #man i should try to rock the popped collar look again it really is rad there #nothing is better than roasting your past self. i like my roast well done. #homestuck #sorry dont mean to put it in the hs tag im just tagging it in case someone has it blocked #i miss going to these meetups man.... ppl were so nice to me even tho i was a quiet nerd who is bad at socializing

[heffrondriving]

brb getting sent straight to heaven by big time rush's immaculate harmonies?????

#THEIR VOICES AGED SO DAMN AMAZINGLY LIKE GAWD OUR MANBAND NEVER MISSES; THEYRE SO TIGHT HERE I COULD LISTEN TO THIS ON A LOOP FOREVER FR <3 #ISTG EVERYTIME IT PLAYS A PIECE OF MY SOUL BREAKS OFF AND ASCENDS TO PARADISE; I'M GONNA BE A RAPTURED PILE OF CLOTHES IF I KEEP THIS UP #ESPECIALLY!!!! WHEN THAT VERSE HITS AND KENDALL TAKES THE FLOOR AND!!!! GIVES US LITRALLY EVERYTHING!!!! GRAMPAPI I AM SO WIPED FOR YOU UGH #AND LOGAN'S PLAYFUL SINGING AND HEAD SHIMMY AT THE END LIKE THEY JUST DIDN'T LEAVE ALL THE GIRLIES (NEUTRAL) DEAD AND INJURED OKAY MISS SIR #I'LL NEVER STOP BEING JEALOUS OF THOSE LUCKY ENOUGH TO EXPERIENCE THIS LIVE. DO Y'ALL BINTCHES KNOW HOW TRULY BLESSED YOU ARE. PRAY FOR ME #ALSO THE DADS LOOKING GORJEOUS IN THEIR LIL REHEARSAL SHORTS!! <3 CRYING SHAKING FISTFIGHTING ANGELS IN A WHITE CASTLE CARPARK ETC. ETC. <3 #IT'S SO GOOD I'LL EVEN FORGIVE THE RETURN OF MR. MASLOW'S RATTY MOUSTACHE LIKE WE DIDN'T NEED THIS THROWBACK BUT WE LOVE U LOTS ANYWAY HEHE #btr #big time rush #logan henderson #kendall schmidt #james maslow #carlos penavega #fall #song #video #rusher #big time boys #stop it forever #sorry if anyone's witnessing my nonstop blog crimes for the first time ever but i was unfortunately like these for the last two song drops #and there's really no getting better from the rusher tunglr terminal braimrot metnal illinois. also smth like that one b99 meme abt how #i've only had this song for a couple hours but if anything happened to it i would kill everyone and then myself. that's the energy here #n e way no one else in this dangt household seems to wanna do it and hype btr up to the rest of this hellsite so. i gotchu fam #when their new album finally drops u can catch me collapsing myself like a lawnchair before anyone else gets affected by my bullshit #but also!!! if anyone wants to scream abt this song or our Boys in the notes or inbox or wherever pls do!!! i love to see that always (^w^)

[tiredstressedemotionalmess]

marz helppp 😭 my family is making fun of my music taste (i put sewerwolf on for 5 seconds bc i didnt realise i didn't have my headphones) 💀

oh nooooo 😭 do you want me to come over and slap them with good records to knock some sense into them

#asks #(/j) #of course its one of the souns where he sounds. Like That LMAO #could be worse tho #throwback to the time my phone autoconnected to the speakers in the living room instead of in my room #and i accidentally played the begining of leviathan for a good chunk of my family 🙃

[agave]

I feel like being loud about mental illness right now so I'm gonna be. venting below the cut

I'm autistic and it pisses me off when people refuse to explain things to me when I tell them I don't get it or act like it's still a joke and keep me out of it. that's not fucking nice

I have adhd and because of shit my parents did to me growing up I STILL struggle with thinking I'm just being lazy or selfish when I literally can't do things or need to engage with something I like to be normal (same with a lot of my disability but whatever)

I definitely have some cluster b disorder, it includes a LOT of paranoia and unfounded suspicions about people, and I used to be friends with A FUCKING SOCIAL WORKER who thought I was accusing them of shit when I did things like apologize. sincerely hope that person finds another job or never works again because it makes me fucking shudder to think of anyone with a personality disorder coming through that office. I have so much trauma from that whole situation it's unreal. same person told me I was lying about being bullied by someone btw. literally praying they eventually got a clue. sorry, I'm not over that shit even remotely, I put myself in such an awful little box for them and their assholes

oh and I have osdd-1b and the bullying was over that. you know. btw

I used to have a friend who I said "I hate allistics so much sometimes" to once as venting and they came back with how they hoped I wasn't serious about that and it was pretty messed up if I did

I'm so packed with scars of nasty little things people did to me because I was mentally ill and they treated it like I was doing it on purpose and all I've EVER fucking done is my best even as people refused to explain things to me and then brought to me things I had "done on purpose". I spent so long never ever standing up for myself because I was SO afraid of hurting someone by accident, because of people like that telling me I was bad. I am a fucking human being and I hate you of my own volition, not because of the feral dog I keep leashed in my brain

and I hate allistics so much sometimes

except you reading this right now. you're cool

#grisha.txt #DONE!!!!!! #nothing bad happened just draining old wounds #agave.txt #this isn't really related to the vent but i've been getting good at shooting down paranoia lately #life is so much nicer when you remember people have their own lives going on and aren't all secretly talking about you behind your back #(throwback to that time they were talking about me behind my back NO GRISHA STOP VENTING IN THE TAGS) #(they were though they admitted it) #(the trauma from that one is unbelievable) #(i'm sure they still do too i'm sure i'm the big bad friggin wolf but frankly i don't care anymore) #(or i try not to. working on it) #(part of the reason jack doesn't really front anymore we think)

[deus-ex-mona]

let’s enjoy the moon, i guess?

#中秋节快乐！！！！！！！！！！！！！ #shoutout to my junior who texted me ‘happy mid autumn festival’ at like 12am #wouldn’t have known if it weren’t for her. though i still haven’t replied to her message lmaoooooooooo #freakin’ throwback to the one time i celebrated the mid-autumn festival with my family. we went out to this park with lanterns and stuff… #…then it started to rain so we just ran around a pagoda for about an hour or so. never celebrated it again after that lmao. #though speaking of the mid-autumn festival… what was the folklore story behind it again? was it chang e’s story? #ik about the nian story (new year’s) and that story about the dumplings and dragon boats (dragon boat festival) but the mid-autumn festival? #i seriously can’t remember lmaoooo. i’m 80% sure it’s chang e’s moon-ascension story after she grew sick of her husband though #i mean some schools around the world are trolling kids by sending white sheets up zip lines to imitate chang e for the mid-autumn festival… #slayyyy chang e take your pet rabbit to the moon with you as you ditch your husband behind for good. what a queen #or is that how the story goes? it’s been over 10 years since i read it #i think the elixir was meant to help chang e and her husband live forever or sth? #but it was so strong that it sent her flying to the moon when she downed the entire thing by herself… hmmmmm #oh well. in any case happy mid-autumn festival!!! play with your lanterns and eat mooncakes ig? #inedible blubbering

[aristhought]

mcr are kings of making now 20-30 something year old ex emo kids feral in the year 2022

#13 year old me has been summoned from the abyss #and they’re still not touring where i live which is a perfect throwback to good old times #my chemical romance #j speaks

[sheliesshattered]

#presented without comment #I will not be tagging my hate #but holy hell did I hate that #every single bit -- except the reveal of the episode's Big Bad. that bit was actually hilarious and well done #how much did I hate it? after I finished hate watching I went and deleted all my stored up back episodes #I am that done with the show as a whole #I kept the Moffat era seasons and that's it #I'll just keep happily living in that one little pocket where the show was actually good #and hey if they're just recycling old showrunners then I suppose I can have hope that the next era will be a throwback to something good #but until then I am out #honestly just wtf #2023 mood #fandom life #not tagging the fandom until waaaay later so this doesn't show up in the tags for anyone who actually enjoyed it #no hate to those of you who liked it. go forth and have fun with it. just not on my dash tyvm

[petrovna-zamo]

omg since we’re talking abt trixie’s music… thinking abt that one time katya said she “bawled her eyes out” to i know you all over again

Omg yes thank you for the reminder 😭 not so secret softie Katya strikes again!

#also not totally unrelated but I’m just thinking about how people can debate and speculate all they want about who inspired what #but we know for a fact “I know you all over again” is about her short lived relationship with a random man from Kentucky #that led to two birds/one stone and basically jumpstarted her drag music career… I wonder if he knows his impact 💀 #let’s talk about that #like this dude is responsible for some of her best songs lol #he’s the real inspiration here! #anyone that makes you want to write a letter every day and declare your love at the top of a rollercoaster #is going to lead to some good music #btw love your username #I will forever be obsessed with those two together #maybe I should post throwback vatya

[seventeen--sec0nds]

#throwback to when i first heard it ten years ago and couldnt stop listening to it #WELL i've just learned they're playing in poland this year! but its not my city #and im too broke already as it is #i dont even know if theyre any good live these days or anything #but im still gonna mope about it :(((( #music #the snake corps #in flux #post punk #Youtube

[everwisp]

TYSM LIBER?!?

#ever reacts #everuwus #THROWBACK TO THAT ONE TIME I SAKD I WANTED TO SEE THEM INTERACT MORE #AND NOW THEYRE SHARINF A ROLE?? IM LIVING FOR THJS #THEY LOOK SO GOOD TOGETHER #I DIDNT EVEN RECOGNIZE EITHER OF THEM #Masumi sir look at you 😔✊🏼 #and Azami ahhhh YOU LOOK GREAT #I love them #and seeing them together ahhh #pls theyre roasting me as we speak

[caseykeshui]

Throwback ⭐️ !!!!

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I did watch Hamilton live here in the Philippines, it was so good…it really did bring me back to 2016 🔥 (I FORGOR to post this on the same day I did on insta- holy crap it's been a while...Life can get rlly busy!1)

#hamilton #alexander hamilton #hamilton musical #hamilton fanart #hamilton fan art #john laurens #john laurens hamilton #lafayette #marquis de lafayette #lafayette hamilton #hercules mulligan #hercules mulligan hamilton #finally got into the room where it happens #its been so long- #aaaaa